#damn i thought we did this already

[moeblob]

What if I straight up didn't explain myself? What if I just said trust me on this? Would you?

#fe warriors three hopes #mercedes von martritz #miklan anschutz gautier #we really only need to clarify this is STRICTLY warriors miklan and i think ive already condemned myself but i accept it #i am very sorry but the person i usually would talk to about rare pairs has been a bit busy so i couldnt go to them to get it out that way #so art is the only way i have you have to understand its not my fault (its my fault) #did you guys know i reset the azure gleam map three times before googling the chapter where he dies to try and save him #no i dont think he deserves to be pardoned for what hes done but i liked that w3h gave him a small chance to be better FOR HIMSELF #no i dont think he should simply be forgiven for everything he did but i do like that he was given humanity and how #he was still not a good guy but damn you guys i think about that npc sometimes #who says that they admired him becoming something despite being a criminal bc if miklan can do it whats stopping them from being better ? #like that npc stuck with me a while ok #just ......... there are a lot of thoughts here that i dont think many of you care to read even in tags so ill stop now #i will say the canvas is saved as speed run to cancellation lesgo

[stardust-vi]

Dumb ramble but I hate that you can't critique The Thing you love within a fandom space without some dude breathing down your neck like "Well actually that means you hate The Author and The Thing! And what about all the times The Author did this Good Thing? Checkmate, liberal." as if you can't be critical of something because you love it and want it to be better.

#just. i'm in a rush rn so i'm probably not articulating myself well and i could go more in-depth with my thoughts #at the risk of someone spinning my words into “cringe blue hair pronoun wants to cancel araki!” which... will happen inevitably #even though i don't know how many times i can repeat “i do not hate araki #this is specifcally about jjba btw because like. #look i love it and araki has done some good things (or at least had good intentions in most cases) #but i'm so over the fact he constantly has to reach for some form of traumatizing women in his writing #and I already hear “well it shows they're a villain!” #but does he HAVE to use assault? why does he have to use that instead of demonstrating their villainy in other ways #that don't need to use it as a crutch #i'm not even saying you can't ever write about assault #that's not my argument either. #I'm not even accusing him of being a bad writer or person but just. Can we please retire the overusage of assault for shock value? #i obviously don't hate people who enjoy the series regardless #i'd be a massive fucking hypocrite #i mean i've literally been in this damn fandom for 6 years and just now decided to post my art. #but i'm tired of any time someone brings up legit criticisms of the misogyny in his writing #it's met with “but araki did this-” like it changes anything. #i'm glad he did somewhat improve writing women over time compared to the earlier parts #that said. that doesn't cancel out the blunders he did make or will make in the future #even if he has good intent. #or really any criticism of the writing being hit with “but its not supposed to make sense #anyways rant over. probably going to delete later bc im tired. #tw assault #assault tw

[hypostatic-oath]

4.2 has officially destroyed my brain in terms of lore. Farewell, everyone, I shall join my fellow mad scholars in Aaru Village, because WHAT ON GOD'S GREEN EARTH.

If you picture someone wearing a tinfoil hat screaming incoherently while wildly gesturing and waving their arms about, you can get a pretty accurate depiction of my mental state.

Featuring: me rambling in the tags. Careful for spoilers if you choose to read them - I don't go into detail but still.

#also i discovered that I am in fact a furina kinnie #i knew already but i didn't know to which extent #also what is UP with morax. has anyone checked on morax. we should probably do that #like please spin back sir you need to talk about the dragons #he wasn't mentioned in the quest at all i just thought abt him #because in the mond quest we see venti returning the power of the anemo god to dvalin #and then in liyue zhongli straight up retired but... did he still retain his authority? #like we know he gave the gnosis away but DID HE KEEP THE GEO SOVEREIGNS POWER #zhongli stop being shady challenge #for someone who loves talking abt rex lapis he tells us surprisingly little about rex lapis #i adore him but he is sus #also CAN WE GET ARCHON VOICELINES ABOUT THE DRAGONS. PLEASE. IM BEGGING HERE. #VENTI PLS TALK ABOUT DVALIN. ZHONGLI PLS TALK ABT AZHDAHA #EI EXPLAIN WHAT HAPPENED TO THE ELECTRO SOVEREIGN CHALLENGE #if i ask nahida to talk abt apep she'd talk 100% #nahida is the goat when it comes to intel #also THE GNOSIS LORE??? DAMN #I'm losing track of who the Descenders are. so the fourth is us #the third has had their living privileges revoked #i forgot who the first and the second were but i think they were tied to celestia? #ALSO WHERE TF IS THE TWIN #AND WHAT IS THE BATTLEPASS someone explain the battlepass to me please WHO ARE THOSE PEOPLE #also WHAT IS UP WITH CONSTELLATIONS #AND WHAT IS NEUVILLETTE'S FIRST NAME #why do i feel like neuvillette is perfectly set up for a ''what is obama's last name'' situation like #''what is neuvillette's last name'' ITS NEUVILLETTE #i need to write smth about that #also SKIRK??? #she did not look like i pictured her but i'll get used to it I want to see more of her #idk if i like her yet but i want to fight her

[whynotimtired]

I THINK I FUCKING CRACKED IT WHEN THEY THOUGHT WILL WAS JUST GOING THROUGH PTSD AND HIS MIND WAS MAKING UP BEING IN THE UPSIDE DOWN FOR HIS "EPISODES" MIKE THOUGHT THAT WHEN HE SAW OR HEARD EL IT WAS JUST THAT. AN EPISODE. HE THOUGHT IT WAS PTSD CAUSE WILL WAS GOING THROUGH THE SAME FUCKING THING

#AND THEY WERE BOTH REAL #CRAZY FUCKING TOGETHER YOU GUYS #i know this is normie shit i know we already know this but i feel like im having a revelation #mike thought she was dead. but he couldnt completely give up hope cause he did that once and will ended up being alive. #he doesnt want to cement her death in his head cause then what if she comes back. but he thought it. he still grieved. she WAS dead to him #'shes gone. just like they took bob.' bob having been murdered like 20 minutes ago #'i never gave up on you' i tried so hard not to give up on you. not like last time. #DAMN #mike wheeler #stranger things #el hopper #elmike #will byers #byler #byeler

[skyburger]

"fnaf is the scariest game ever" "no its silent hill" "well i think its resident evil" everyone shut up!!!!!! youre all wrong. its actually zack & wiki quest for barbaros' treasure (on the nintendo wii) but only the level "keeper of the ice". that level scared me so bad as a kid and you can tell because its the only individual level i remember the name of off the top of my head. like there is nothing scarier than a) being chased and b) being on a time limit. and you know what this level has? BOTH OF THOSE. this level is still scary to me im like AHHHHH!!!! and then i die

#i had to google horror games after i thought really hard for silent hill and fnaf #because like. resident evil is just not a horror game in my mind... its just cool zombie game... #to be fair though. the only one i actually played a portion of was re6 which is probably the least scary one in the whole series #anyway do the kids still find silent hill and fnaf scary. i dont know. #well the former id say yes given how prevalent ps1 horror has been in recent years #fnaf i have no idea. im a massive wuss so its scary when i play it for myself #but watching someone else play them especially when i know them well isnt scary #and ive watched fnaf videos for YEARS #so i dont know. (old man voice) these damn kids... back in my day we watched markiplier scream at freddy fazbear and we LIKED it! #anyway its objectively a horror game and thata literally fine thats all i needed for this post #MY POINT HERE. my point here #IS THAT HIT ZACK AND WIKI LEVEL KEEPER OF THE ICE. IS SOOOOO SCARY #its not that scary but i see tjat level and im like 3 years old making my mom play this level for me again #and for the record yes me and my sister really did make our mom help us with z&w #she remembers helping us with frost breath the most because we like did notttttt get that one at all #and she could never remember how to do the mirrors based on what combination of stands is there (because tjeres like a few variations) #so she always had to look up a guide 😭😭 #my poor mother on fucking gamefaqs or something in like 2010... legends only #anyway if you have no idea what level im talking about (any of my oomfs reading this that isnt end) (hi end) PLEASE look up this level #and i need you to think of like a 5(?) year old making her mom play this game. #this aforementioned child is still a massive wuss as an adult btw. some things never change #anyway watch that level and think about how someone like me. whos already a scaredy cat! #imagine how someone like me felt at age 5 possibly younger playing this level #I WISH I COULD LIKE CONVEY EMOTIONS OVER TUMBLR. why cant i attach a .emotion file to this post #anyway ramble over <- hes said that like a million times today #scariest level in a game ever...!!!!! FUCK that keeper of the ice bitch im GLAD he died #muffin mumbles

[tenitchyfingers]

Aw man, I just rewatched Two of Us. They really made a movie out of a McLennon fanfic. Bless.

#really enjoyed it #I did already watch it once a long time ago #I just didn’t remember fuck #I thought some dialogue choices were a bit too forced and written in for an audience of casuals #but a lot of other dialogue choices surprised me with how they trusted the audience to know some other things #the ending kinda tore me apart though #like damn at least in a fictional context MAY WE PLEASE have a reunion?? #ugh #anyway this is the only Beatles movie that did it right #treated both John and Paul like actual human beings #I just didn’t like Aidan Quinn’s wig #looked nothing like any haircut Paul had at the time #and also I’m still not over Paul saying he liked the movie #rpf is fine fellas

[isaacathom]

florians pact thing is so funny because its just 'hey champ. keep doing what youre doing.' like. literally nothing changes about his actions. hes just doing the exact same thing. like hooo my god

#yeah sure its like 'if anyone else makes a deal you have to help them' #but florian now has the implicit knowledge that when Zeke was going on about the maiden in the tower #that THIS was true. and correct. and informed by a higher power. #and florian already fucked that up once. if one of the gang turned to him after a fatal experience #and went 'hey yeah we need to do X' #florian was already going to go Yes. he's learned. he has so many regrets #its SO funny cause i thought the gm was kinda fucking with me when he did the whole scene #which was just the entity going 'hey. im fond of you. want a second chance?' #and now im like is. is the demon trying to get in #gave him the most soft ball of pact deals possible like damn! thats some favouritism #our necromancy angel has a favourite and its me! ya boi!

[whyisaravenlike-awritingdesk]

oh yeah i am so back on my princes in the tower bullshit

#i realise this is an acotar blog but damn #the historian in me is having some kind of out of body experience #please excuse me for a while #but like. look. i already think they survived...but a lot of this new evidence would not be enough to convince me if i didnt #all it *does* convince me of is the fact that european archives are where we should be looking for more evidence #and that a hell of a lot more contemporaries than previously suspected thought they survived too #and that by itself is exciting *enough* #the rest? idk. i already thought they might have survived and never thought richard iii did it so i'm more than a little bit biased #but these accounts and receipts do not seem to be the way to prove they survived imo #if you ask me we need to be looking at De la Pole and ask why a man with a solid claim to the throne would watch somebody else be crowned #if he wasn't *certain* that person had a better claim than his own. that's what we need to be asking now #end of history rant

[supercantaloupe]

i think probably the funniest thing that my dad said to me today was when he was remarking how different me and my sister are and he was like. she prefers being in out in the wilderness, you're happy in the middle of the city; she's training to fight wildfires and you're this crazy skilled musician; she would jump out of a plane and you like to work in the library; she's even gay

and i was like. Well,

#my dad laughed and said 'imagine if i had TWO gay daughters!' and i was just standing there like #Well! #LOL #i didn't straight up say 'father i too am a homosexual.' but i did say 'well i'm. unspecified' #it was a really funny moment though. probably funnier than he realizes #i wanna talk about me #also i guess this answers my own suspicions about my sister being gay LOL? #i thought she might be but we never talk so it never came up LMAO #well. i guess that's two things we have in common now. same color hair and gay. other than that we're still totally unalike #i'm almost more surprised that she said she would jump out of a plane though #i know she wants to be a wildfirefighter but smokejumping. gd damn #i know she's already way cooler than me but like. damn go ahead and make it worse why don't you lmao #also for the record my dad is. apparently very cool with and even amused by the idea of his daughters being gay? #which i suppose is a comfort to know. a little odd maybe but definitely better than the alternative #also. 'crazy skilled musician' is (paraphrased at least) in his words. not mine...

[pebblezone]

Living life yay huzzah yay

#a #I have beef with my school. am I happy here? absolutely. do I think we are beyond lame for not having an actual guy? 100% #letters don’t count!!!!!!!! having a capital letter for your school doesn’t count!!!!!!!!!! #like it’s not even a complete absence of a team no just like a silly little physical guy than runs across the field #and can be all cute on stuff on shirts and be stuffed animals it’s the marketing potential they’re missing out on #though I guess I’d rather have no physical dude than one which sucks complete ass I’m talking about pen state fuck that guy #I need to watch the gnomes again wait oh my fucking god I was thinking like damn I did the gnomeo juliet ace attorney moment #but my brain is knee deep in hellsing so idk how to connect them but bruh every piece of media has some form of rivals #I’m not emotionally invested in andercard but the idea of Catholic and Protestant gnomes is really funny #and they’re already British!! lovely!!! at some point in college I need to use gnomes for a grade I can’t let that be a high school only bit #did you know that gnomeo and Juliet is technically owned by Disney? add that to your marvel cinematic universe #oh gnomeo and Juliet poster we’re really in it now #did you know that the version of hello hello that’s in the movie featuring lady Gaga is not on streaming services? they take lady Gaga out #it’s really unfortunate the echos and duet aspect make the song it’s not just one or the other it’s Two Gnomes!! #have two exam grades back that I have not looked at out of fear #either they’ll be bad and I’ll watch hellsing to make myself feel better Or they’ll be good and I’ll watch hellsing as a reward #unrelated but it looks like a gutter on the other side of my dorm got busted and I’m trying to figure out if it’s always been like that #maybe it has and I’m not a gutter glorifier like I thought I was…. rip observational skills #I have a group project I have to work on and it’s evil I do not enjoy the class and it’s not very lgbt slay girlboss of me #but god dammit I am not filling out a fucking gender unicorn for your class that’s between me and my tumblr drafts from 2019 #it gets a credit out of the way and I never have to take it again I am so strong #man what does it say about society that I’m more excited about Econ than wgs (it says nothing the Econ professor is just goofy and fun) #(also he does more than read off of slides and show those like buzzfeed social experiments) #but none of that is important since next week is when things get fucked and I’ll end up with more free time! yay strikes!! #update: made it back from project zone those fuckers held me hostage using social norms #it’s okay though I’m sooo strong and brave #talkingcore

[kaidabakugou]

genuinely want to cry rn, like i’m never leaving my house ever again y’all

#kai.rambles #i can’t live in peace deadass #y’all remember last week when i sneezed and hit my forehead on the counter #i thought that was hella embarrassing BUT TODAY DUDE? TODAY TAKES THE CAKE #where i live my neighbors are super nice we always share the extra produce we have or receive since we all grow different things in the yard #and today my neighbor who is married has kids and his wife is so sweet i love chatting with her #brought me some extra produce from his restaurant and my dog was barking really loud so i picked him up to put him behind the little- #gate he has in the hallway so he doesn’t escape when i open the door to guests #i had on a crop top - you can already imagine where did is going lol #when i picked him up (he’s usually very calm when i pick him up) BUT TODAYYY the stray mommy kitty that i feed happened to be waiting for - #me with her two baby kittens for me to feed her and when my dog saw them he went crazy in my arms #AND KICKED MY CROP TOP DOWN IN FRONT OF MY DAMN NEIGHBOR #I FLASHED MY FKN NEIGHBOR!!!! #he was super respectful about it BUT STILLLL #he immediately covered his eyes while i was apologizing like crazy and he was like no don’t worry about it things happen etc etc #he gave me the box with produce after i put my dog behind the gate and we just chatted normally like always since he knows my mom and - #grandma so he was asking about them BUT I ON THE OTHER HAND #was talking while holding back tears BECAUSE HOW EMBARRASSINGGGGG #it’s not the first time i’ve flashed ppl but other times has been with friends or strangers NOT MY GROWN ASS NEIGHBOR #AGHHHHHH #my dog and i had a stared down afterwards too like damn bitch that really just happened #sorry for the long post but i needed to scream it into the void #and i called my mom and she was like oh that’s no big deal i’ve even flashed the mailman a couple of time and im like ok thats on you #my mailman has seen me in my robes but i haven’t flashed him BUT THE NEIGHBOR- THAT I ACTIVELY TALK TOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOJDNEJSJDSJSJSJ #and bf just laughed about it and hasn’t stopped since bc he finds it hilarious :(

[savage-rhi]

I'm very much a, "fuck yeah and fuck you, I don't need validation! I'm me, cunts!" kinda fella, but sometimes I could use support.

#today i fucked up by reactivating my fb account which i haven't done in 2 yrs just to check on some folks id been sending good thought to #place is depressing everyone is miserable and everything feels fake and my mind is like #LOL this is why we left bitch byeeee #so i deactivated again went to work and idc what anyone says there are folks like me that can and do feel the energy and emotions coming of #people and it can fucking suck especially when so many are disregulated so i got a sensory overload and boss was nice enough to let me take #a bunch of breaks today and even scream in her office cause She Gets It (TM) #the weather is rainy and cold i'm getting so many fibro flares idk how i'm moving anymore #ive missed so many days of work already and it's not even fully winter yet i still have my job and im thankful i have an understanding team #but that doesnt pay the bills im still trying to find a way to pay for that doctor appointment coming up #graduate courses began for college and i think i'm gonna be okay but damn did they throw too much info all at once at me and that made #my adhd brain go WELL SHIT #ive been feeling incredibly lonely and not wanted in so many spaces that im struggling to even communicate with the few that i know do #love me for me and nothing else im trying so so so hard to keep being there for people and to keep loving #people that need it cause i don't ever want another human being to ever feel as miserable and unwanted as i have felt #but im also tired because i feel like thats all anyone ever sees me as just this being that can take their woes away and make them feel #amazing and i love that i can do that and listen to so many traumatic stories and help folks process that trauma my boss and many throughou #life have told me i have a gift for healing people and a vibe to me thats different than most and it feels good being around me but today i #just felt like people keep taking and taking and taking and i dont expect anything back thats not who i am id rather give than receive #but damn it i just wish someone could just give me the biggest hug in the world dont even have to say a thing just hold me and be present #and hold space for me to just feel weightless id cherish that more than anything in the world right now #on a positive note... #my dinosaur vo stuff got traction im getting a new cosplay put together i havent done that in 4 years i got to pet a wild deer i made #a coworker laugh so hard his juice went out his nose and my boss peed a little #im slowly taming another wild flock of turkeys and i got a bag of my favorite takis the guacamole flavor #i got a lot to be thankful for and i acknowledge it #but damn it im tired #thank you for coming to my Ted Talk rant and rave #if you made it this far: you're an incredible human being and i love you #please go treat yo self to something nice and know i love you for you

[acewizardinspace]

We see the attack on the jedi temple in ep 3, the Kenobi show and from Grogu, and they all show how horrific it was, but none of those have shown us the elderly.

It is only logical that during the war most of the people in the temple were those too old or sick to fight, yet, in all of these scenes we are only shown what appears to be mid-life adults.

But I just can't stop thinking about the elderly jedi.

The jedi who haven't picked up their lightsabers in 10 years, let alone actually turned it on, standing up to protect their homes. The jedi who gave themselves one final mission, to save as many of their people's children as they can. The jedi who fought in their hover chairs, who didn't even try to evacuate, who tried to stall the onslaught for just a little while longer.

I get really emotional thinking about the elderly jedi who are typically forgotten in these discussions.

#cw genocide #cw elderly violence #Sorry this is a dark one if I am missing a cw tag please let me know #We all know the reason we haven’t been shown this is because the creators are cowards #And know damn well that showing Anakin cutting up an elderly man protecting babies would make it hard for fans to defend him #As if anything he did was defendable already #Like the dude murdered children #Anyways I think we should talk about the elderly jedi more because they are absolutely a huge part of the tragedy and are completely forgot #The elderly jedi who welcomed Anakin into their home and loved him like all these other children #Who taught him and gave him sweets and who were betrayed #Who up to five minutes ago would have died fighting to protect Anakin too #It really makes you think about how awful Anakin is huh #Not tagging his post as anything because I don’t want to hear the stans tell me that the little old ladies had it coming #If you try that shit expect an instant block #I am not here for genocide apologists I am here to talk about my blorbos and share pretty pictures #my thoughts

[violentlydefending]

happened upon a full-odds shiny marill today on lunar new year... year of the rabbit......... what does it mean what does it MEAN

#azumarill is the aqua rabbit right. it totally is. gotta evolve this thing asap #anyway i nicknamed her pikagreen she's my first shiny ever and i love her #WAIT SHIT shiny azumarill isn't even green what the fuck............ #pikayellow? but that's already what pikachu's colour is. #pikagold. fuck. damn it. shit. #I THOUGHT I WAS SO CLEVER WITH PIKAGREEN TOO #sorry i'm going through a whole journey in the tags rn #anyway thank you red envelope under pillow you really *did* bring me luck. pls keep doing so xoxo #even if my genius pikagreen nickname no longer works... sad! #unrelated but we gave our dog a red envelope too. we just put a treat inside one and waited for her to figure out how to get it out #contra.txt #pokemon

[halforcdad]

kate rightfully deserves all the fanfare and love she's getting for stepping back into confident whistler mode to win her girl back, but without lucy pushing through and admitting she loved kate, there is likely no chance of romantic reconciliation between them

if 1x20 ends with "you ruined everything, you broke my heart into a million pieces," it's a sign to kate and the audience that the hurt is insurmountable, that lucy will always associate kate with pain and anger, that she’ll always see kate as the person who broke her, but instead she confesses "I loved you, Kate"

maybe because she wants kate to feel the level of hurt she’s feeling or really understand the magnitude of what they’ve lost or maybe she just can’t hold it in anymore, but the confession is what makes everything click into place for kate and what gives her the resolve to chase after lucy and fight to salvage this, makes her think ‘hey lucy did something huge admitting that to me after everything that’s happened and i have to show her the same effort and honesty” even if it means stepping out of her comfort zone and making a grand gesture in front of everybody they work with

it's about two people finally being brave enough to put themselves fully out there, to be completely open and utterly vulnerable to the person who's most capable of destroying them and deciding to meet each other halfway regardless because its worth it and you love them

#ncis hawaii #kacy #lucy tara #kate whistler #ik we got some lucy dislikers out there but guess what I'm built different i love them both baby #not me overthinking a fucking navy cop procedural relationship #kacy isnt the best written or most nuanced wlw ship ever but theres something so captivating and different about them #a lot of credit to tori and yasmine tbh bc lbh we're here bc of them lol #w/o the confession kate probably thinks oh man the woman i love is not nearly as hung up on me as i am on her #but now she knows oh...she did all those things bc she Loved me and probably still does... that means i still have a chance #ik ppl dont like to give lucy credit bc 'well if she just let kate talk earlier this couldve been solved faster' #if only emotions were so clear cut and easy to process like that huh like it took kate 5 episodes to apologize #and when lucy brought it up kate honestly thought she already had #its human for this to be so messy and complicated and hard its not like fanfic where u just lay out everything methodically and organized #emotions get in the way of logic a lot of the times especially when theres so much hurt being repressed #and there was like no breathing period for them they immediately had to work together and see each other all the time after the breakup #anyway HUJOEIFKW i love them both dearly and theyre both so damn stupid

[xinsanitysxedgex]

xbloodiedxkneesx asked: Truth or dare with the girls & honey & someone dares Zima to kiss Gummy? yes pls. *grab hands*

"Hmmmmnnhh~~... GOOMIE."

Zima's heart dropped as that nasally voice of what Rosa called a FRIEND announced her target. GULP. "W-What?" She looked around, panicked, from Gummy to Istina to Rosa, hoping one of 'em, ANY OF 'EM, would step in here. She had little faith in Leto or Beehunter who were ALREADY cheering on with that annoying af schoolgirl "Oooooh~~..." bullshit. "Why should Gummy hafta kiss me? It's my dare, shouldn't we do dares SOLO?" She was just clutching at straws at this point. She'd do anything. But things with Lada had been TOO ON EDGE ever since that night. Not helped by the girl's jokes of WHIPPING HER.

Sigh from Elena, judgmental and indignant. "Really...? THIS is what you guys have become? I don't know why I ever expect better from you all..." Meanwhile, Jinx just watched on in anticipation, smiling big and bright, revelling in the chaos. Honestly, she just wanted the night ot go this way in case SOMEONE wanted to get a little revenge and make her kiss Rosa next~... (She'd been duhrinking, too~~ WHAT A HEIST!!) Of course, first they had to somehow get this whole thing past Rozzi. But what the Hell was a mercenary s'posed ta do? Who cared if she was meant to be ranked ABOVE THEM, as an INSTRUCTOR? She was still just a hired hand. (Weren't they all hired hands? SHUT IT, YOU STUPID ROCKET LAUNCHER.) And, at least for now, she was merely observing from across the room, sipping on her own wine glass.

Zima licked her lips, heart racing, was the lick out of ANXIETY or ANTICIPATION? She'd never kissed ANYONE before. Jeez, she was fucking PETRIFIED, could Terran just open up and swallow her WHOLE? "Tell 'em, Gummy. Tell 'em it's not fair. Can't I do a, umm... A whatsitcalled." DAMMIT. THINK. BRAIN. THINK. "A punishment thing? Like y'all make me eat hot sauce or some shit, I dunno... I just... I don't think this is--" EYES WIDEN EDas Jinx called her a PUSSY. "I'm not! It's got nothing to do with that! Unlike SOME PEOPLE, we take our first kisses VERY seriously." BLUSH. Had she just admitted that out loud? Okay. Fingers crossed her dreams come to life and she dies tonight.

#WHY IS ROZZI HERE YOU ASK? #HONESTLY BECAUSEI ALREADY SET UP THE TEMPLATE FOR FOUR BEFORE I REALIZED THAT NATSUKI WOULDNT' FIT IN THE CONTINUITY AT THIS TIME HAHAHAHA #SOOO SHE'S HERE NISTEAD #WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS WITH HER HAHAHAHH BUT JINX TRYNA INCITE CHAOS #ELENA JUDGING THEM #AND ZIMA HAVING FULL GAY PANIC EPISODE AND MAYBE HURTING GUMMY'S FEELIGNS HAHAHAHAHA #IM NOT SUREEE #WE SHALL SEEE #HOEP THI SWORKKKSSS AND LIVES UP TO WHAT YOU THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE #AHAHAHAHLKNDDLKSFRENLKFDKNLDNLKFLNK FDSNLK FNLFD #ISTINA LETO AND BEEHUNTER ARE ALSO PRESENT #-⚕⚕- ELENA -⚕⚕- I'm Doing This For Your Own Damn Good. You'll Make Up For What I Blew. What's The Problem? Why Are You Crying? #-⚕⚕- ELENA X ROSA -⚕⚕- We All Had Delusions In Our Heads. We All Had Our Minds Made Up For Us. We Had To Believe In Something. So We Did #-⚕⚕- ROSA -⚕⚕- But Who Would Want To Die As A Cowardly Little Child? When Our Time Is Up; Will We Be Ashamed Or Proud? #Xbloodiedxkneesx #-⚕⚕- JINX -⚕⚕- Eyes In The Dead Still Water. Tried But It Pushed Back Harder. Cauterized And Atrophied. This Is My Unbecoming… #-⚕⚕- JINX X ROSA -⚕⚕- This Is When It’s Now Or Never. When It Goes From Bad To Better. This Is When It All Makes Sense Somehow. #-⚕⚕- ZIMA -⚕⚕- No One Can Hear Me Scream. Maybe It's Just A Dream. Maybe It's Inside Of Me. I Must Confess I Feel Like A Monster… #-⚕⚕- ZIMA x GUMMY -⚕⚕- And If It Kills Me Tonight I Will Be Ready To Die. A Hero's Not Afraid To Give His Life. A Hero's Gonna Save Me… #-⚕⚕- GUMMY -⚕⚕- Will You Stay? Stay 'til The Darkness Leaves. I Know You're Busy. I Know I'm Just One. Are You There? Are You Watching Me?