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i remember begrudgingly getting into ncis: hawaii bc the youtube algorithm would not stop recommending me kate and lucy videos no matter how much i ignored them. i didnt know then that i'd find a pairing and a show that would mean so much to me.

this cancellation is not the first and it won't be the last, but it has left me particularly and extremely heartbroken.

kacy means a lot to me. it's the first ship that's made me feel something in a long time, maybe since high school. ill never forget the genuine excitement, the heartache, the happiness, they made me feel, especially in season 1. ill never forget this show and the ʻOhana i never knew id get so invested in.

i look back in my drafts and i still see posts i never finished about s2 and stuff i had yet to post about s3. i still had so much to say about the show. and they still had so much to give us. its a damn shame that they weren't even given a goodbye season.

was it shitty, corny copaganda at the end of the day? yes. was the writing sometimes rushed and nonsensical? absolutely. did they waste a whole season developing a character that had nothing to do with the core cast? you bet. but the cast and crew didn't deserve such a cruel, untimely cancellation without a chance to say goodbye (especially for shows that include a nasty dude who assaults his costars). the human aspect of it all is painful on its own. the show wasn't perfect at all, but it had heart, it had a good cast and crew, and i know i will miss it terribly.

most of all, i'll miss all the good times i had posting about the show and talking about it with everyone here. it's led me to meet some special people that i'm eternally grateful for and reignited a creative passion in me i haven't felt in a while. I'll always remember kacy and hold them dear in my heart. but I won't be giving up on them any time soon. even after the show ends, ill still be here, going insane over them and all the possibilities we won't get to see. kacy gave me such hope and happiness for the future, and i hope everyone keeps that spark alive.

#ncis hawaii #excuse me for getting emotional about a shitty cop procedural but damn #it was my fucking shitty cop procedural LMAO #i told myself id let myself be parasocial for as long as the grief lasted but strangely i dont think thats helping #not to be a weeaboo esque type but truly thank you to Hawaiʻi #a beautiful special place that deserves so much better

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Not to be mean, but all offense to Sydney. I tried to watch it thrice and each time it was a struggle. NCIS Hawaii is far superior in every way. I’m real sad now. I didn’t think they’d cancel an NCIS franchise tbh. Sad times.

the fact that it's ncis and it's still getting cancelled despite good ratings is a struggle for me, ngl. the whole tv landscape is a shit show rn, but that only comforts me just a little bit. and respectfully, sydney is also very much not my cup of tea LMAO, but i would sooner let sydney continue before any of the other spin-offs theyre suddenly spitting out for no good reason. at least the sydney show has poc and similar hawaii men to women ratio going on, who needs to see gibbs prequel series

#ncis hawaii #ive really been looking back at s1 recently and hoping we could return to form in s4 #but thank god we have two unnecessary white dude spinoffs #im sad as hell ngl but we'll survive we always do #youre allowed to feel angry and tired about it tho

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Station 19 and NCIS Hawaii both canceled in one month… I wonder what do they have in common….

I’ll watch a spin off with the four of them, can you imagine the chaos 🚒🩺🕵🏽👮🏼

the mayhem and makeouts would be insane for sure!

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In Hollywood lesbians usually do not survive season 3 of anything…

esp not in today's tv landscape, but it doesnt mean we give up on their stories!

#and support real life lesbians! #and lean on your friends in this time

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I hope they send our lesbian duo to Sydney lol

i would laugh so hard if kacy just appeared in kacy fulltime witu no explanation given, i mean thats kinda how the american jurisdiction works there isnt it

#ncis hawaii #again no offense to Sydney i dont want anyone to get cancelled #but im just baffled LMAO

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Cbs did us dirty on lesbians visibility week, for real!!! f them

the timing is cruel if not darkly hilarious, we need to burn down the tv industry

#ncis hawaii #no offense to sydney but i cant believe the strike elevated them over hawaii in their eyes lmao

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fuck cbs

#ncis hawaii #to think i was thinking of all the possibilities for s4 lnao

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i hope that the discussion about student protests does not get reduced to "privileged rich kids faffing around at an ivy league school." setting aside that tenuous claim, over the last week, protests have erupted over the entire country. a few days ago, riot police beat, pepper-sprayed, and arrested NYU faculty shielding students; protests started at the university of southern california when the admin cancelled the valedictorian's speech; encampments appeared at the university of southern carolina, UT dallas, the university of maryland, the university of new mexico, IUPUI, virginia tech, the university of virginia, the university of illinois, the university of north carolina — chapel hill, the university of pittsburgh, uc berkeley, the university of michigan — ann arbor, MIT, emerson, tufts, the university of rochester, rice, swarthmore, the new school, vanderbilt university, with students arrested; students protested or walked out at miami university, northwestern, temple, the 5 claremont colleges: pomona, pitzer, scripps, harvey mudd, and claremont mckenna, stanford, washington university in st louis, students were arrested at ohio state, students were confronted by riot police at cal poly humboldt, after which they occupied campus, students were arrested at the university of minnesota — twin cities, after which faculty walked out; and yes, there are protests at the other ivies, most notably yale, with students facing mass arests after encampments, but there is also an encampment at brown, protests appeared at cornell, princeton faculty issued a statement of solidarity while students are preparing an encampment, and harvard banned the undergraduate palestine solidarity committee. there are thousands of students who are protesting for palestine across the entire country, facing harassment, arrest, and suspension in return

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Everytime I see posts like this I get filled with such profound sadness

Cause you know who has the same brainrot as you? The same unhinged feelings as you after you've read the fic? The person who always wants to scream about the fic with you?

THE PERSON WHO WROTE IT

I never used to leave comments but since I got into the habit of commenting on everything i enjoy it's been incredible. Especially when the author gets back to me about it and we get to have a discussion of what other ideas they had. One writer replied to my comment with a 5 paragraph essay detailing the Floorplan of the building the characters lived in and it was incredible

Anyways this is all to say that if you find a fic that just makes you want to scream from the rooftops, leave a comment saying that to the author and maybe they will join you and you can scream incoherently together

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youre an olympic level hater. i respect it.

they asked me to represent my country in the sport of hating i said no. i hate my country

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if we were lambs we would frolick together.. don't you ever doubt it...

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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

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Advice I gave someone today was: 'do it stupid.'

She wants to learn photography. Do it stupid. Take a million photos. Don't think about why they're not good. Enjoy the process of taking photos.

Pick out tge ones you like the most and figure out why you like them. Is it because the subject is centered? Is it because you caught them doing something cool? Is it because the light made cool shadows?

Do it stupid. If you try to do it smart, youll get stuck. If you think too much you'll never get to doing. Do it stupid.

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government is trying to ban tiktok meanwhile millions of poor and disabled americans are about to completely lose their internet access at the end of april because congress wont renew funding for the affordable connectivity program

hell fucking world