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daughterofcain-67 · 8 months

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𝕽𝖆𝖎𝖘𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖓 𝕭𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉 (𝔭𝔱.2)

(Dean Winchester x Reader)

(masterlist)

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: Sam and Dean are on the road looking into a lead that Castiel had given them. Sam is hoping that this will get them a step closer to getting Dean some help. Meanwhile, Dean is reluctant because the lead doesn't sound promising in aiding Cass in the hunt for Metatron. He thinks this will be a waste of time, but little does he know what he and his brother will find waiting for them in Cincinnati. Meanwhile, you are on a mission to find out why exactly Crowley has sent a demon to come and find you.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: SPN spoilers, the usual supernatural violence, torture and gore that may not be suitable for all audiences.

Sam was riding in the Impala beside Dean while he was driving. Castiel asked them to go to Cincinnati, Ohio to look into a lead. There was a report that a demon went to some sort of tattoo parlor and hadn't been seen again.

No one was sure if it was related to Metatron, or if an angel under him had something to do with it. Dean was a little skeptical at first but in the end he agreed to go with Sam, hoping this wouldn't be some sort of wild goose chase. It's like they've left every stone unturned when it came to locating the former Scribe of God but they would come in empty handed every time and it was really getting under Dean's skin.

"This had better be worth it, other wise we're just wasting time when we could be looking into an actual lead, not to mention it's a waste of Baby's gas." Dean said with a bit of a grumble. Sam rolled his eyes at the last part of the remark.

"With the amount of credit card frauds we've undergone, I think the car's gas is the least of our worries." Sam said with an arched brow and Dean shrugged a bit, gaze still transfixed on the road.

The constant burning in Dean's arm was relentless with the mark. He knew that he had the urge to kill. Something needed to be done, he needed to kill something on this hunt to get some sort of relief, even if it was temporary.

Sam had told Dean not to bring the first blade along. At first, Dean complied but the second that Sam wasn't looking, he tucked it into his jacket for safe keeping. After all, what if Metatron just showed up spontaneously? What if they ran into more than just a handful of demons on this 'new lead' Cass sent them on? Bringing the first blade was a necessary precaution even if Sam didn't see it that way.

"Dean? You alright, man?" Sam asked. Dean perked up when he was broken from his thoughts. But the older brother nodded a little.

"Yeah. Just hoping that this lead won't be a waste. If we don't take care of this mess soon, who knows what that bastard will do. Metatron has to die and we can't afford any more screw ups. Not when we've lost enough people over it." Dean said.

"Then there's the fact that Cass is obviously having trouble finding what he needs. I should be over there helping him out. He needs some answers and those stupid angels don't know how to get it out of the other angels they capture. they don't know a damned thing about interrogation and who knows when things will get worse on his end." He continued on.

Sam frowned, understanding where Dean was coming from. He couldn't blame Dean for feeling bad about Kevin. Nobody wanted something like that to happen. He was just a kid. And Kevin didn't deserve Gadreel killing him like that.

"Dean, if they need help with some interrogation tactics then I'm sure that Cass will give us a call. Especially considering your... experience. And I'm just as angry as you are about what happened to Kevin. I get what you're going through. But unless we have any other leads to follow, this is the best one that we've got for the time being." Sam said.

Dean took in Sam's words and his jaw tensed, his grip tightened on the steering wheel as his brows furrowed together. The mere mention of what happened to that kid was enough to make his blood boil.

"How could you possibly understand what I'm going through, huh? There's been enough shit in our lives, this mark is the only thing that has brought any hope in this whole damned disaster, and you do nothing but nag about the so called effects you think it gives me. It's always one argument after another over the one thing that can bring all of this shit to an end." Dean practically snapped.

Sam was a little shocked that he'd burst like that, yet he wasn't really surprised at what had been eating at his brother. He knew Dean wasn't one to open up about how he felt, but he didn't to a good job at hiding the fact that he was bothered either.

"Okay, wrong choice of words. But putting an end to this mess is a part of why we're out here right? As long as it's a step forward, then it's at least a step closer to the goal. It's a Hell of a lot better than taking five steps back, right?" Sam said with that typically optimistic tone that he seemed to have most of the time. The tone that Dean didn't always understand when things seemed to be at its darkest.

The real reason for coming to Ohio right now was because Cass had a hunch that it wasn't one of Metatron's angels that may have killed that demon. Maybe this person would be able to assist in killing Metatron. But what Sam was hoping for the most was that this would be the break they needed. That this lead would be the foretold, missing daughter of Cain. Dean needed a win, and Sam was hoping that this would be some kind of win for the both of them. Someone to help ease the suffering, help Dean gain some kind of control.

"Yeah, I guess you're right, Sammy. But if this thing turns out to be a disaster then you won't be hearing the end of it."

"Yeah, I've already gathered that." Sam said with a slight smirk.

Dean rolled his eyes a little before he leaned forward and pushed a button on the Impala's radio to play one of his cassette tapes. The next thing they knew, they were listening to Would by Alice in Chains.

"Well this is kind of different from your classic rock you normally play isn't it?" Sam asked and Dean shrugged.

"Nothing wrong with a little variety once in a while."

But once there was silence in the car again, outside of the music that was being played, Dean focused on the road. It would be another day before they'd get to Ohio. Then they could get this little 'lead' over and done with. Then he'd be able to kill some sort of monster or he could check on Castiel and see if he needed help with gathering information from Metatron's angels.

Either way, the mark was thirsting for blood, and Dean was trying his best to hold it together to keep Sam off his back.

You were growing antsy. The burning mark on your arm was more intense than it had ever been before. And somehow, you were sensing that there was another barer of the mark. They hadn't killed in a while and you could almost feel the thirst that person was going through as well.

But you were having enough of it. You had to know who this person was and you were willing to do anything to get to the bottom of it. Because surely this person, this mortal, had no idea what they were getting themselves into.

Needless to say, your little shop was closed for the day and your appointments were cancelled of course. And now, you were in your own cellar beneath your store.

There you had a summoning circle, an iron chair, and there was a demon trapped inside since the devil's trap was engraved into the iron shackles attached to the arms of the chair.

"What do you want with me? We know you killed one of the other demons just for stepping here. If you don't want to be found then why did you summon me?" The demon asked.

"Oh, Sweetie, who said that you were the one in charge of asking questions?" You asked with a chuckle as you moved your rolling table. On top of that table was your, what you liked to call, interrogation utensils.

You stooped down to the demon you had in a bind and you held your blade up to its chin. Now, this was no ordinary blade. Granted it wasn't as legendary as the First Blade, nor was it the demon blade that Ruby used to carry, but it was something similar that killed demons, angels, and monsters alike.

"Now, don't make this easy on me. It's been a while since I've enjoyed a good, slow kill." You smirked and the demon's eyes widened. The rumors were right. You were just as menacing as your father before you.

"But what if I don't know anything?" The demon asked as it regained its composure and attempted to be as unphased by you. You cocked your head to the side and shrugged a little before placing the side of the demon's cheek and watched the steam appear from the vessel's flesh since the blade was previously dipped in Holy Water. The demon hissed and gritted his teeth as if he tried not to scream.

"Well then, I get to have my own kind of fun. It's not like I can let you go now that you know where I am." You said.

"Now. Why is your pathetic king searching for me, hmm?" You asked and the demon's eyes shown black as he glared at you.

"If I'm going to die anyway, I'll never tell you." But then you slashed his cheek, causing him to wince as the wound started to bubble up due to the Holy Water.

"Oh, but I think you will. Now I'll ask you a second time: Why is Crowley looking for me."

"I will not betray the King of Hell."

Your brows narrowed. You had told him not to make it easy, but you needed to know why you were being sought after. You had to know what Crowley already knew incase you needed to go into hiding again.

So, you took your knife and cut off one of the demon's fingers before you dipped the wound in salt. Hearing the cries of the demon was a little annoying but you had to admit, there was finally a soothing feeling in your arm from the mark you were born with. It was finally some sort of release.

"Y-Your mark! He wants to know more about your mark to help a Winchester." The demon said.

You perked up when he finally gave some kind of information. You supposed losing a finger would have that effect on almost anyone.

"So your King that's too good to get his hands dirty is helping a human? Who is this Winchester?" You asked as the demon's head hung low.

You rolled your eyes with annoyance and you lifted the blade to his chin to make him have eye contact with you.

"If you have that much of a problem looking at me, I'll gouge those eyes right out of your skull. Now talk." You said as your eyes started to glow red.

"His name is Dean. Crowley was having trouble with the Knight of Hell, Abaddon. He went to Dean for help and they found your father. Your father gave Cain the Mark and Crowley wants to know more about it to hold the information over the Winchester's head to get what he wants, I assume." The demon spilled.

You lifted a brow as your eyes changed back to their normal color and you stood upright.

So, Crowley wanted some leverage, huh? You supposed that he couldn't exactly find the information he needed from some kind of book outside of the fabled Book of the Damned. No one seemed to know where that book was and that would have at least some kind of information Crowley could be after.

"That's all I know. let me go. I won't tell anyone where you are. Just spare me." The demon pleaded and you looked down at him again.

"Oh, Sweet Cheeks. I can't go around trusting demons not to give away my location. I'm sorry but you're just going to have to suffer." You said.

And with that, you placed your hand on the demon's head and your eyes glowed red once more. Suddenly, the demon started to let out a bloodcurdling scream and his eye sockets were glowing red. Blood started dripping from his eyes and the drops started rolling down his face like tears. Red droplets came out of his pores like sweat before turning into a black ooze.

Yet you looked at the demonic scum without a hint of expression in your eyes. But finally, finally there was a relief from the constant pain in your arm.

Once the demon was finally dead, you looked at the body. That has been the second demon you killed. But at least you got the information you wanted.

"Dean Winchester.." You muttered the name before looking down at the mark on your arm.

It hadn't even been two minutes but the pain was back like you needed to kill yet again. You placed your knife on the table and let your thumb graze over your mark.

"Dean, you don't realize what you've done."

Thank you guys so much for reading! I know I got this out a little later than I would have liked to've published but I had a friend from Germany come and visit me. I am hoping to get Part 3 released soon! Thank you for your continued support! If you would like to be tagged let me know! Wishing all of you the best!!

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delightfulwastelandjellyfish · 4 months

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Season 7 Episode 3.

I have officially lost all respect for Dean. Amy Pond had no reason to die, he went behind Sam's back and killed his friend. Killed a woman who was just trying to save her child! Told Sam he will start to trust him which means he definitely didn't before which is no shock to me. And once again was on Sam's back for not being "normal". Fuck Dean, Sam deserves better.

I am patiently waiting for Cass to come back.

#sam winchester #dean winchester #supernatural #sastiel #castiel

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themadhalewrites · 2 years

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Can I Touch?

Fandom: Supernatural

Character/s Includes: Castiel and Reader

Word Count: 259

Your brothers always insisted that you would never join the hunting lif, always saying “You deserve a better life, go to college and make a family” but you never really listened to them when they would say that. You went to college like they want you too but you also did monster hunting during school breaks.

Although you hoped they never found out you were so excited to see them when a hunt went wrong.

“Sam, Dean. You’re here” you said before passing out from the head knock you had received.

Coming back to the conscious world you weren’t met by your brothers disapproving looks, instead you were met with a pair of wings.

“Am I still out?” you asked quietly.

“You were meant to be living a normal life Y/N” you heard Dean yell.

Moving off the bed in the dodgy hotel room you tapped the other man in the room’s shoulder.

“Y/N leave Cass alone” Dean said still angry.

“Be nice Dean, she’s your baby sister.” Cass said before turning towards Y/N smiling, “Yes, Y/N?”

“Can I touch them?” you let out shyly.

“Touch what?” Cass asked confused.

“Your wings” you stated as if it was obvious.

“Y/N he hasn’t got wings” Dean said.

Castiel ignored Dean, “Of course you can”

When Sam arrived back he looked from you to Cass to Dean asking secretly what was happening.

“Y/N is combing Cass’ wings. She can see them” Dean said not even looking up.

“Okay, that’s totally normal, I guess” Sam said placing fast food on the table.

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jvstheworld · 1 year

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Just finished the penultimate episode of Supernatural, so before I watch the last one here are some things I have to say.

• It could have ended there. We don't need the next episode, leave it at 19. For the ending montage, change the song from Get Together to Carry On My Wayward Son and it would have been perfect. Nice and open-ended, so that if they want to come back and do more, they can.

• Castiel deserved more and better. Was I sad at Cass' death? Yes, I was. But do I think that he should have been treated as more than just a joke by almost everyone who knew him throughout the entire time he was on the show to make his sacrifice a bit more impactful to us at the end? HELL FUCKING YES!

• Chuck as a human and having to live and die as one. That I like. Karma is a bitch so enjoy 😉

• Jack being the new God, I can get behind that since being with Sam, Dean, Cass, Mary, and Kelly he got to see the best of humanity (and of angels who follow humanities lead) and knew that people will be fine, they just need to trust themselves a bit more at times. Sure, there will be assholes who try to ruin for others but there will be others who try to put it right. So he knows everything will be fine in the end.

I am not looking forward to the next episode because I know what happens, I will have comments about that which may include me getting angry at a certain thing, because seriously! But that's for future me to deal with.

#supernatural #sam winchester #dean winchester #castiel #jack kline #chuck shurley

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mlobsters · 5 months

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supernatural s12e21 there's something about mary (w. brad buckner, eugenie ross-leming)

....they just killed eileen off like that? that's... disappointing. make us connect with her through a really good monster of the week in s11, but then also bring her back in s12, have her and sam have a little flirty vibe, she accidentally kills some asshole bmol so she and sam can have an emotional beat. and a handful of episodes later she gets killed unceremoniously by ketch and, apparently, a trained hellhound. because that makes sense. no more things going bump in the night! except for the ones i use for killing people 😌

spn s12e21 (2017) / the magicians s3e8 six short stories about magic (w. sera gamble, david reed - 2018)

i appreciated sort of her brief chase scene from her pov through her hearing loss. the magicians did something similar (article for details with showrunners) with marlee maitlan's role - but much, much longer. it was 9 minutes. (took a snippet with felicia day in it too, rip charlie)

DEAN Seven monster-related deaths. I mean, what, did all the things out there suddenly start working together? SAM Dean, monsters and demons don't team up. Seven Hunters are gone. We can't grab a signal from Mom's phone. Cass has Kelly Kline who knows where. Mick has slipped off the grid. Ketch is lying to us. I-I… I wanna punch something in the face.

kudos to padalecki because as always he can really bring those emotions and he seemed to really be hurting over eileen but it's bang boom all part of this bigger picture and oh they're all monster related deaths and hey let's clean house on any side characters we wanna off for the drama. her character deserved a better sendoff than this (or hey let her live), if they were gonna have her come back, in my ever so humble opinion.

TONI I have sources, Mary. Everywhere. After you died, your beloved John was a man slowly going mad, searching for revenge. What? Your boys didn't tell you? The drunken rages? The weeks of abandonment? Child abuse, really. It's no wonder they're damaged.

grain of salt obviously what with the brainwashing etc but canonically what's been established before was surely neglect at the least. hence why i can't let it go

CROWLEY Good afternoon. Dr. Hess. Stunningly beautiful as ever.

well. if nothing else, this is a slightly more seamless way of trying to retcon the bmol existing and operating offscreen for all these seasons prior, having crowley establish some background with the bad lady

DR. HESS Crowley, one more thing. CROWLEY What? DR. HESS Your relationship with the Winchesters. It's a bit cozy for my taste. I hope you don't expect me to spare your friends.

i do think that's what keeps crowley more interesting than he might be if he was just plain beholden to the winchesters (more like cas tends to be [caveat he's not also always beholden to them but when he's not he's usually making the Worst decisions]), he's out there still killing people, aiding the bad people in killing people we like and care about like eileen. but we can also pretty much count on him coming through to work things such that dean and sam will be okay in the end. he contains multitudes

CROWLEY So… Dagon dead. Kelly's now in the clutches of the Winchesters' love slave, Castiel, who's no doubt dragging her to a gruesome death.

lol

LUCIFER Mm. As opposed to the fun-packed death you have planned.

laughed again! these two, love em

ok let me guess brainwashed to kill sam and dean, is that on the menu?

thanks for the little tidbit of them having a po box in lebanon

good lord why are they killing time at the end of the season with this random drama moment between mr ketchup and torturer lady

MR. KETCH I don't know you, Mary. Not really. You certainly don't know me. You… wouldn't want to.

oh my god and the little kid music box spooky music starts playing in the background, mr ketchup is just a hurt little boy 😢 the snort i snorted!

real deal mary just tried to kill herself, pulled the trigger and only saved by ketch pulling it away to deflect the shot what the fuck. that is way too dark and serious for this show. that was awful. samantha smith is doing good with the scene and on her knees begging to be killed we get the mushy music.

how did her hair not move from upright to this position. now i'm just being nitpicky because i'm pissed off, but if we're plowing into the gritty dark realism of her torturing/brainwashing, her hair should be gross and acting like dirty sweaty hair.

so i'll rant about the music too then. so like, this scene on the setup / assassination trap thing dean and sam luring bmol to, it's way edgier and interesting and weirder than his score usually is. sometimes it's completely bland, or misses the tone, or is mega cliched, and then it'll be Good! for a brief moment and then the tone changes and the vibe is back to boring blah nothing or actively obnoxious. i feel vaguely bad about ranting about the score all the time, but i think it's honestly the biggest failing in the show over the entire run. i have plenty of issues with other things, but the music has consistently been subpar and pulled the quality of the show down with it, in my opinion. the foley though - i love it.

also mark pellegrino as lucifer, love. so good. so creepy! ugh. and i really don't want him having thrall over crowley, because he is so creepy. so i am getting concerned

well. not sure where this is going since crowley didn't do the dead-demon-zappy thing after the angel blade stabbing, even though lucifer just walked away like it was done

nice little exchange to highlight how they fight together with silently communication, and pretty cool action sequence. don't see them in these kind of shootouts often and they gave both Js some slick action hero moves

MR. KETCH Your bunker is an excellent fortress. An even better tomb. So we've rejiggered the locks, we've shut off the water, and once we leave, the pumps that bring in the air shall reverse. Your oxygen should be gone in two days, maybe three. You dying in here, it's almost poetic, hmm? Come along, Mary.

hokay. cliche villain killing them slowly enough to give them ample time to figure it out or have someone save them

LOL while talking to robomary we get mushy music but Creepy Version. discordant

ah, is crowley in the rat? is that why he didn't zap?

literally had the thought process of wait are we in one of those parody old spice commercials?? literally wheezing from laughing

he looks great but this choice was SO. HOKEY. (with music to match, you'll be shocked to hear me say) and the visuals look fake without looking like... really obviously fake? but it's also clearly fake? because the lighting is so mismatched and earth doesn't really look like That out of the box? lol

#supernatural #spnwatch #spn 12x21 #the magicians #six short stories about magic #marlee matlin #eileen leahy #spnwhinge #spn clip #spn mushy music #spn mushy music variation #spn musical score #brad buckner #eugenie ross leming #jay gruska

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waywardsou1 · 10 months

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Hey Cass, if you can hear us we want to say we miss you. We know you never got to hear Dean’s response, that dumbass couldn’t tell you his feelings even if they were standing next to him with air raid siren. But I do hope you know he loves you. He loves you so damn much, I’m sure you knew that anyway. I hope your doing better wherever ever you are. I know Jack saved you and that you were helping him run heaven a lot better but we never got to see you again, neither did Dean or Sam. We love you Castiel, thank you for bringing so much joy and love into an otherwise day world. You light up my day every time i think of you and you always remind me of what is important. We miss you a lot. 1000s days doesn’t seem like a long time, not to a being like you but for us it feels like eons. I hope you can hear us. Because you deserve to know you are loved. You deserve to know that you ARE and ALWAYS will be loved.

#1000 since Castiel’s confession #1000 days #castiel #angel of the lord #angel of thursday #15x18 despair #spn 15x18 #15x18 #we miss you castiel #gay angels #supernatural

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fandomsaligninstories · 1 year

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You Left Me

Prompt: Being suicidal, because a hunters life is anything but pleasant, especially after the man you love, Gabriel, died. Song Rec: Dancing With Your Ghost (acoustic) by Sasha Alex Sloan TW: Suicidal thoughts and actions, depression, abandonment Word Count: 1.6k Pairing: Gabriel x Reader A/N: This is short and crappy and depressing, but I wrote it years ago while going through some shit to make myself feel better.

Allyanna's POV:

I looked down at the gun in my hands, thinking back to when I first got it...

"Hey, Ally! Get your ass over here!" Claire yelled across the school parking lot, nodding at me.

"Hey Claire, what's up?" I threw my bag in the backseat, settling into the passenger seat.

"I found a hunt, you want to come? It's just a wolf from the looks of it," She pulled out of the lot, heading towards Jody's house.

"Sure, yeah. Where at, and when do we leave?" I starred out the window, attempting to not let my mind wander.

"It's a few hours out of town, figured we'd leave tonight."

"Cool, okay."

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"Winchesters. What are you doing here?" Claire snapped, glaring at each of them, particularly the one in a trench coat. He looked sad, desperate even.

"Hello to you too, Claire." He sighed, eyes glancing at me for a split second before disregarding me.

"Jody called us, and we just happened to be in the area," The tall one with long hair said, leaning against their black car. It looked to be old, maybe from the 60's or 70's, but it was clean enough to be brand new.

"Of course she did," Claire growled, turning towards me and glaring, "did you tell her we were leaving? Because I sure as hell didn't."

"I... I did, yeah. She deserved to know where we were going, she would've-" She cut me off with a low scream.

"You did the right thing, um..." The tall one said, looking at me.

"Oh, I'm Allyanna." I gave a small smile.

"I'm Sam, this is Castiel and Dean." He pointed to the other two men with him, neither acknowledging me, "anyway's, what are we hunting?"

"A wolf, hiding out in a cabin a few miles down the road. I can handle it on my own, just take her with you, since she can't seem to handle herself without counting on mommy." Claire glared at me, heading towards her car. Dean said something to Sam before jogging to the other side of Claire's car, getting in with her. They pulled off soon after.

"Well, I guess we're giving you a ride home." Sam smiled sadly, nodding towards the car. We were currently a few miles outside of town, in the woods where the wolf was hiding out. We started the drive back to town, but soon stopped when something hit the car and we almost swerved off the road.

"What was that?" Castiel asked, turning in his seat to look out the window.

"I don't know, stay here." Sam started getting out, but I shouted a quick 'no'. He turned around to look at me, "what is it?"

"Give me a weapon, mine was in Claire's car, and I might need one." I made up an excuse to hide my nerves of what might be out in the shadows. He nodded warily and pulled a small, pearlescent handgun out of a bag, handing it to me.

A few minutes later he got back in the car, blood on his hands, "it was just a deer..." He sighed.

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Sometimes I wonder what would've happened had I not gone with Claire on that hunt all those years ago. I never would've met the Winchesters or Castiel, which meant I never would've gotten dragged into the fight between angels and demons. I never would've allowed myself to trust them, to trust myself. Maybe I would've gotten better, or much worse.

I smiled at the thought of the good, what little of it there was. Sam, Dean, Cass, they're such amazing hunters and even better friends. Claire, Jody, Alex, they never would've become my family. I never would've met Gabriel, the only light in the darkness. None of them understand, and I pray they never do. They don't deserve the darkness that floods my mind at all hours of the day.

I sighed, setting the gun beside me on the desk. I grabbed my pen and paper, finally deciding on how to explain myself to everyone.

To whoever finds this,

First of all, I'm sorry. To have found this letter means to have found me, and that in turn means having to inform everyone listed below. It's a lot to ask, and to be frank, I can't blame you if you never shared this letter with them.

To my mom and sisters, I'm sorry. I love you guys. Jody, thank you for taking me in and taking care of me as if I were your own. Alex, thank you for helping me when I needed someone to be there. Claire, we were never close, hell, I'm sure you hate me, but I always looked up to you- your strength, you're admirable. You're all my family, and I thank you for all you did for me.

To Sam, Dean, and Castiel. I'm not sure what I can say. You three have singlehandedly saved the world more times than anyone will ever know. You're insanely strong and brave. I thank you all everything. Sam, thank you for teaching me so much stuff- from hunting, to knowledge I'd only ever dreamed of. Dean, thank you for taking care of me when I needed it, and every time you came to my aid. Castiel... Thank you for everything you'd ever done for me. You taught me so much, and you introduced me to Gabriel, and I'll forever be grateful for that. Try to get me into heaven, will you? Maybe he'll be there, and I'd like to see him...

To Gabe... I know you'll never read this. You're dead now. Lucifer killed you. I'm so, so sorry. I wasn't there for you, I wasn't there to help you. You helped me more than you can imagine, you kept me sane. You were the only light in all of this darkness. And now you're gone. I love you, dear. Forever and always.

To any other friends, acquaintances, and family I haven't mentioned by name, thank you for just simply being you, and for teaching me everything you did.

I know you guys will be hurting by my decision, and I'm sorry for that. I tried to get help, and I tried to move past this, but nothing worked. Sometimes the darkness becomes too much, and you just know the light will never come back. I know you'll blame yourselves, that's just how this goes, but promise me something. None of you are to blame. You're all the reasons I've made it this far, but I'm just too tired to keep fighting. I'm sorry. I love you all.

Goodbye, Allyanna Mills.

I placed my pen back into its holder, centering the paper on my desk. I spun around in my chair, making sure my room was clean. I had already packed everything in boxes, hoping that'd make it easier to get rid of it all and move on. I stood up and straightened my shirt, pushed my chair in, and pointed the lamp at the letter. I picked up the gun and walked towards my bathroom, laid in the empty tub.

I stilled for a moment, listening to the noises around me. Someone was watching tv, another was walking through the hall. The dogs in the neighborhood were barking, and the birds were still up chirping. The front door slammed shut. My breathing was oddly slow, and I felt calm. My hands shook, and tears slid down my cheeks, but none of that mattered. Not now, not before, not ever. I wasn’t meant for this life.

I turned the gun in my hands a few times, thinking this over. It wouldn't be the first time I backed out, but it didn't take long for my mind to settle on my answer. I knew what I wanted, and there was only one way to achieve it.

I lifted the gun to below my chin, flipping the safety off. I took a deep breath, one two three, death is coming for me. Before I could pull the trigger, the gun was flying out of my hands.

"What the HELL do you think you're doing?!" A familiar voice rang out. My eyes shot open, staring at my lost love.

"Gabe... Gabe? How are you-?" My breathing picked up, truly I had to be seeing things.

"It's a long story, but it doesn't matter right now. I read the letter on your desk, and now I need you to come here and talk to me." He set the gun down on the sink, walking over and kneeling by the tub. I wrapped my arms around his neck, breathing in his scent. Caramel and scotch. He picked me up and carried me out to my bed, laying with me in his lap, cradled in his arms. We sat in the silence awhile, him waiting for me to speak, and me waiting to find my words.

"I... It's too much. It hurts too much, Gabriel. I'm always tired, always in pain. I can't even leave the house anymore. You... you died... And everything got worse. I couldn't do it anymore, I just- I couldn't-" I buried my face back in his neck, pressing myself against him, terrified of him leaving again, of this being a dream.

"I'm so sorry, baby. I'm here now, okay? And I promise to never leave you again, I swear on my life. I'm here, everyone's here for you. We love you, I love you. Please, if you ever feel like suicide is the only answer, call me. Call someone, anyone. I can't lose you, you’re the only thing that kept me going these few months." He kissed the top of my head, sighing heavily.

I leaned back, looking over him. His hair was long and messy, his normal scruff a full beard, and his normally light eyes dark and glossed over. I nodded, placing my hands on either side of his face, pulling his lips to mine. His grip on me tightened, pulling me tighter against him. I pulled back and rested my forehead against his, mesmerized by his very existence.

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I LOVED the moment where in the city of the righteous (during the apocalypse) the harlot pretended to be a preacher. Cas said that only a minister of heaven could kill her, and then began to explain why everyone present didn't fit, in explicit order "from best to worst." And he named Dean first, only then himself. I mean, you see, he, the angel, put himself below the hunter who has been in hell for forty years and tormented souls there with pleasure... I dream of meeting someone one day who will look at me with the same warmth and love, as if I were the perfect person, always deserving of salvation, as Cas looks at Dean.

BUT I LOVE the resentful way Cas looks at Dean when he wants to agree to let Michael in. He's done everything for him, given everything away, and now the damn Winchester is going to sacrifice himself again – what an idiot! And he runs to Dean in the bomb shelter so soon, just to make sure of his condition, to help, to follow up as best he can. To be exorcised by the sigils. And then he runs again and finds him without difficulty; maybe sometimes Dean does need a good beating to bring him to his senses.

I LOVE that Dean thinks he's naked without that amulet pendant, but almost immediately gives it back at one request (command) from Cas. And lets him lug it around, doesn't ask, but just, well, gives it away. He even forgets about it for a while. Just because Cas said "please," just because it's important to him, even though Dean himself doesn't believe in God, just because there are no other options.

And I REALLY LIKE the fact that Cas brings the amulet back, even when he's totally trashed and frustrated and devastated. Well, promises are important to Castiel, he doesn't mince words, but his condition is too human-like for an angel at that time, so hardly anyone would blame him for forgetting. A little later he would have returned the pendant anyway... Or maybe that's what the clipping lose of faith in God and devotion to him showed. Either way, no one would blame Cas. But in his mind, that promise was brighter than his own strife.

I LOVE that Castiel didn't regret bringing Dean back to life for a single second. It almost goes without saying – he did it and would do it again, even if he were stuck in a time loop with Winchester's death as the exit. No way in hell; better to be dead than... this.

It's a little different for Dean, though: he's got that "Why me? Why me of all people?" look, and Castiel has nothing to say, at least not that he knows what kind of words Dean would like to hear.

While speaking of freedom, Cas looks at Dean. Staring intently, catching his gaze and holding it so that he understands first, even though the conversation is supposedly with Sam, too. It's as if Dean's awareness is most important; he's hard to reach, of course, he's the bone structure of impulsiveness, but a little attention to the other Winchester wouldn't hurt either. No kidding, it's easier to tell when Castiel isn't staring at Dean in a huge crowd of people, just at him. Or when Dean doesn't do the same. Really.

And maybe Cas didn't kill fifty thousand people for him and Sam, but he probably would have done it under different circumstances, because Cas is more in love with humanity than anyone else. With the Winchesters. With Dean, as a matter of fact.

He's patient. All of Dean's tantrums, the rudeness, the injustice, the ingratitude, his constant challenges during the war, when Cass is the busiest, he’s patient. Gently takes any insult and also gently responds, as if speaking to a child, so affectionately and ingratiatingly. Everything tolerates and complies with every request. Maybe it's the nature of all angels, but Castiel changes, and we all remember how he was at the beginning of the fourth season. That Cas wouldn't even listen. This one listens and complies, as if he had put a collar on himself, holding out a leash to the Winchesters, but saying: "I don't serve people and certainly not you, Dean." Just to be clear, we all believe him, of course. Yeah. Totally.

And Dean, oh… Dean wants to be special and unconsciously gets angry when that status is taken away. To Castiel, he’s more important than anything, but it's not enough. Probably. He says as if he doesn't believe in Dean the way Sam does, but, damn, he believes and very much so, and the death of hundreds of versions of Winchester doesn't give him the strength to take the life of the real one (the only version who secretly would love to die).

I LIKE that Dean, this person with the most painful and impressive trust issues, was the only one who faithfully believed that Cas was not involved in Crowley's plan. He kept repeating, "That's Cas, our friend! He won't work with Crowley, hey, come on," though doubts obviously plagued him, no matter how desperately he tried to quell them. And Cas was winning him over. His gaze was permanently fixed on Winchester's grim face, on the denying and struggling with his thoughts Dean, who had so rarely thanked him aloud before, but paid off everything with his inhuman devotion.

And when the truth is revealed, when it's obvious to everyone, Dean stubbornly continues to hope; he says, "You have to look at me. Look me in the eye and tell you're not working with Crowley," he begs. Perhaps, just perhaps, he is asking for Cas to lie. But Cas doesn't lie, he's an angel of the Lord, and Dean looks with such despair, as if a needle of a dead man's blood had been thrust into his heart, wounded by betrayal as deep as his fear of being betrayed extends. He feels bad. But even then, he's the only one who says it's not too late. And that everything can be fixed. That he's always been here. As he runs away, he turns around to look at Cas one more time, rejected but not yet abandoned, and later Cas really comes back to him.

"After Sam, Bobby and you are my dearest people," Dean opens up to him, trying his best to reach out, saying things he sometimes didn't do for Sam either, but Cas turns away from him so cruelly, but with the same regrets in his soul. Because he's confused, he's lost, and he thinks he's doing the right thing; he cares so much about the Winchesters, about Dean, that he's confused about aspirations, about what he wants to do and how to achieve it.

Dean hates himself so much. No one – not the monsters he's killed, not the souls he's tormented, not the people he's let down for some reason – hates him as mind-blowingly as Dean hates himself. And he sees everything as his own fault: if a volcano erupts somewhere, of course he blames himself alone. If he saves only a hundred and ninety-nine people out of two hundred, he'll be drowning in regret for the rest of his life. And I honestly think Sam had no right to be angry when Dean killed Amy; of all people, Sam knew better than anyone what his father had taught him, and what an excellent student his brother was.

Dean's eyes are dim, though he smiles broadly, and his eyelids redden very quickly; he wants to cry, but he can't afford it, because he is the eldest. It's as if he lives only because of his seniority over Sam, and not in the sense of suicide (well, not just it), like... Almost as if he wasn't worth living, but someone has to look out for Sam and his troubles with head.

Dean always loves others more than they love him. Always. And he is willing to do more for them. People, family, friends – Dean needs them all more than they need him; "Thanks for caring, but I don't need you anymore," "Did you ever stop to think that everything is your fault?"

"Why do you ask? As if... you don't think you're worthy of salvation."

Hammered. Abusive. A lonely, tired and shattered man. Lost, abandoned, God, how does he wake up in the morning? How does he still breathe?

It's ironic, really, that the only one with whom his "curse" doesn't work is also forced to suffer the same thing: Cas’ true happiness is in acknowledging his affection and love, and he's dying for three damn words. Dean, no doubt, thinks it's his fault, too. And he won't let others confess their love to him anymore. Never.

He's anxious beyond belief if nothing bad happens in his life because he's used to constant fear; he's so lonely, but so afraid to let himself get close to others. He has been betrayed, abandoned, even Cas has done it. But Cas is stronger than the others, though, and he probably would have been strong enough not to die as a mere mortal. Dean's usually protective – so, well, it would be nice to feel safe, wouldn't it? But Cas is dead with ends, and Dean is dead, too, but in a very far away place where even the illusion of Cas is not here. And he's happy… Not completely, though, but as always.

Let's say it again: the only one who loved Dean more than Dean loved in return with his immensely large and affectionate heart was Castiel. And Castiel was the one who died to love Dean exactly to that extent.

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145 notes - Posted April 28, 2022

Since the hellers seem to be confused about something, let me assist them with a little canon:

Carry On:

DEAN (looking at Sam): What? What's wrong?

SAM: Nothing. I'm fine.

DEAN: No, come on. I know that face. That's Sad Sam face.

SAM: I'm not Sad Sam. I'm just...I'm thinking about Cass, you know? Jack. If they could be here.

DEAN: Yeah. Yeah, no. I think about 'em, too. You know what? That pain's not gonna go away. Right? But if we don't keep living, then all that sacrifice is gonna be for nothing.So, quit being a friggin' Eeyore, huh? Come on. (Dean motions to the slices of pie in the box) Get into this!

SAM: Yeah, you're right.

Let me interpret the scene, since hellers need that as well:

DEAN: I got pie, I got Sammy.

SAM: But Cass? Jack?

DEAN: Yeah, I miss them, but we got US.

SAM: Yes, we got us.

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At least he remembered she was bi.

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ama-dillo · 11 months

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Did anyone else forget they viciously hated season 15 of supernatural. I'm on episode 17 of my whole series binge and I'm seething at what they did to Dean. Let alone how passive Castiel is before his final moments. Knowing the next episode they kill him off makes me infuriated.

Watching this season is like sex on meth. It's good when it's there but for terrible reasons and it feels nice untill it's all gone and your left empty and sad and worse than you started. (I wouldn't know, don't do drugs, kids.)

Watching Dean go on a world ending tantrum. Jack dying with the Adam bomb (get it, Adam). Cass not using any of his resources or even stopping Dean like he was supposed to.

Sam's classic we need each other speech used before every season finale was honestly stupid that it had to come to that. The Dean thing was wayyy out of left feild I was half expecting him to stamp his foot into the ground and pout.

I just don't see an ending. I see panick and rush and big stakes but what I don't see is reccelaition or Dean finally getting peace in any way shape or form.

I don't see Castiel getting treated any better than he has since season like 10. He's the most useful asset and he's treated like shit and then when he leaves everyone gets pissed like they didn't drive him away.

And Sam... Don't get me started on how much Sam DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO PICK HIS BATTLES!!! He was all for trapping Jack in a box (L.O.L) for enternity just a while ago. Sam can't decide if he wants to be Dean's supportive yes man cheerleader or a character with problems and emotions. The flip flopping is making me mad. He can't even have his own opinion about Jack without Dean's approval.

Speaking of Jack I just kinda don't think they knew what to do with his character when they're done doing the whole " oOoO is he good or eViL" thing they just try to kill him and and give him kind the same arc he has with Duma about making his Dad's proud which is stupid. I don't think he was givien a lot of character let alone character development so any season plot solely about him flops in my mind.

Speaking of character development. Instead of deep plots with character growth and soft down to earth inner meaning. They yell and scream at each other and I feel like none of the characters like each other anymore. Happy moments are few and far between. Dean had some serious character assassination and Sam basically got declawed after the show decided he wasn't "main character enough" to have his own arcs in Dean's spotlight.

Btw at multiple points I was SCREAMING at my television the writing 😭💀. I think at one point I said " it feels like the writers are slamming their faces into the plot and painting with their wrinkly foreheads" (for well needed context, I am pro union always have been and no matter what choices execs or producers or writers choose to make everyone deserves live able wage)

But the writing got worse with age (though the direction and color grading got way better shots from the show look fantastic) I just don't think the team had any heart of new ideas to share with the class and as someone who goes to Supernatural to cry at the end of the day when the world is too much. It breaks my heart when Sam and Dean aren't Sam and Dean anymore.

God is the writers.

Chuck wanted an ending where the brothers killed each other.

The wanted an ending where everyone dies the end.

Though chuck didn't get what he wanted they certainly did.

I don't know. If you like this season I envy you. If you think this is the perfect ending and you love it, I am so happy for you. But me personally. This is not it.

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Okay, so I wasn’t sure if I was going to say anything about this, but I have to, for my own sanity. Excuse me for my rambling (especially about Castiel) and repeating myself, which I probably will do in this post.

Truth is I only got into Supernatural a little over a year ago. I just kept avoiding it over the years. I think when it was in it’s 7th or 8th season, I thought to myself “oh this should be ending soon. I’ll just wait til its over and watch it then” That did not happen. Jump to last year when I heard about the Scoobynatural episode. I love Scooby so I had to watch. And I loved it. And I really loved Sam and Dean. But I also couldn’t stop thinking about the guy in the trench coat with the deep voice named Castiel. Did very little research to find out he’s an angel. That’s all I wanted to know. Went to netflix and started watching the show from the beginning. By the time I got midway thru season 3 I was hooked. I started buying the dvds in bunches. Watching as much as a I could a week. When I got to season 4 I was Cass on the cover of the boxset and said “that’s him! That’s the angel! He’s in the season!” I actually didn’t know he would show up right in the beginning of the season but when Dean was at that gas station and gas started shattering I thought. That’s him isn’t it? That’s Castiel. Misha’s actual entrance on the show is the best in history. I do love Sam and Dean but I’m not going to lie and pretend like Castiel isn’t my favorite. Because he is. I adore that awkward angel. He is the reason I happily kept watching and brought all the dvds because I knew Misha was still working on the show. He is the reason I will buy season 15. I started shipping Destiel in season 5 but when I re-watched the series (Yes I watched it twice in less than a year. One over a period of several months the other over a few weeks before the show came back after hiatus.) I saw moments in season 4 that i missed the first time around.

So yes this finale makes me cry and not in a good way. although there are a few saving graces.

Let’s begin.

First let me start by saying I do not in any way blame the actors. Especially Jensen. He said he thought the ending was bad and had to be talked into it. Dean/Jensen deserved better. I blame the writers and producers and The CW

Second, repeat after me:

Cass is in heaven with Dean

Now speaking of Castiel, who I mostly want to talk about before addressing the rest of this mess. Castiel/Misha deserved better. There really is no reason Misha couldn’t be in the final episode unless there was something on his end. Although seeing that he recently went to California to shoot a something for Amazon and took West to the Winchester House. He can definitely travel. But if there was some reason on his end, then okay, fine then. However that doesn’t excuse the way the handled his character in these last two episodes.

Yes in 15x19 Dean demands Chuck bring Cass back. Dean remembers Cass’s words when Chuck calls him the ultimate killer. Yes, Dean runs to the door when he thinks Cass has just called him. Instead in was Lucifer. What a slap in the face to the fans and an insult to Misha after that beautiful confession of love.

But the end of the episode. Jack becomes God and no one says “What about Cass?”

Now 15x20. Sam brings up Castiel and Dean is just like “move on“. No, That is not Dean. No matter what Dean cared about Castiel, to the point that being without him in the past led him to depression. i understand he doesn’t want Castiel’s sacrifice to be in vein. But come on. There’s living on and being happy and then there’s acting like the guy didn’t matter. Again, no. That is not Dean. Not after all the development those two have had. I know Dean wasn’t always perfect when it came to Cass but he did care. What happened to “We lost everything. Now you’re going to bring him back” What happened to the purgatory apology and admitting his anger issues. And so much more.

Again Castiel is in heaven. Jack got him out of The Empty. But they could of made it more clear. ( I swear, if they are leaving this up to interpretation....) Because I see so many people who have “conveniently” missed what Bobby said and insist he’s still in The Empty. Or just want to say “well that’s not what he meant. Cas is still dead, he just meant his influence on Jack” or some shit like that.(Now that I think about maybe influence isn’t the right word to use with this fandom lol)

Anyway lets say that Misha could not in anyway be there for filming. YOU CAN STILL ADDRESS HIS CHARACTER PROPERLY AND GIVE HIM A SATISFYING ENDING. In fact you barely have to change the scene between Dean and Bobby just add a few more lines.

Dean: “So Jack did all that?”

Bobby: “Well Cass helped”

Dean: “Wait, Cass is here?!”

Bobby: ‘Yep, Kid got him out.”

Dean: “Well where is he? Can I see him?”

Bobby (smiling): “Now calm down ya idjit. He’ll be back soon. Had some business to take of. But he is planning to stick around here with the rest of us.’

Dean (smiling, happy because he’s getting a second chance): Good. He belongs with us. With me. (takes a drink) It’s just too bad...

Bobby (knowing he’s talking about Sam: “Don’t worry he’ll be here shortly...”

Scene plays out as normal but instead when Sam and Dean are reunited. Dean tells him “Let’s head back, Mom, Dad, Bobby, and Cass are waiting for us. Along with everyone else we loved and lost when we were alive.”

Or... a few scenarios with Castiel there (even for a few moments)

1. When Dean dies (yeah we’ll talk about that) Jack sends down Cass to take him to heaven. Dean leaves his body. Watches as Sam falls apart and then hears “Hello Dean” turns and there’s Cass to guide him to heaven and also let him know Sam will be okay and will live a happy life”

2. The scene with Bobby starts the way it did but instead after he says “Well Cass helped” he points behind Dean.

Cass: “Hello Dean.”

Dean: “Cas! Aw, it’s good to see you. You have no idea.”

They embrace. Maybe the say something about the confession maybe they don’t but at least they’re together and we know that they have time to talk.

Episode continues as it did but again Dean tells Sam that Castiel is here waiting for them.

3. Episode plays exactly as it did. Except at the very end after Sam and Dean reunite on the bridge...

Cass: “Hello Dean. Hello Sam”

Both: Cass!

The three hug. Dean a bit longer.

Dean: “Well look at that. Team Free Will back together again. This time forever.”

In any scenario Castiel is living in heaven with the boys. Him and Dean eventually talk about what happened. In my canon Dean returns his feelings but even if he can’t it’s okay because Dean does care about Cass. And Castiel’s happiness was just in being able to say it. Either way they’re together along with everyone else they love and will be waiting for those who haven’t arrived yet.

Also Cass finally gets his guinea pig. Because he deserves it.

ONCE AGAIN, EVEN IF MISHA COULDN’T BE THERE. THERE WERE STILL BETTER WAYS TO HANDLE THIS ENDING! OH AND THERE BETTER NOT BE SOME LAME ASS THING LIKE ‘HE’S IN HEAVEN WORKING WITH JACK BUT ISN’T ALLOWED HERE BECAUSE THE NEW GOD LIKES TO KEEP ANGELS SEPARATE FROM THE REST OF US’

NO. CASTIEL IS DEFINITELY WITH DEAN IN HEAVEN. END OF STORY.

Moving on the other problems which I won’t go into full detail in like I did Castiel.

Dean’s death. The ever loving fuck was that? A nail?! I get that they finally get to call the shots in there own lives now but come on! A nail. And this is what a few weeks after defeating Chuck. Who, if he wants to can have a happy life. You know when Cass heard about this he rolled his eyes. Like “Really?!”

Ewwww that forehead touch. I know for most people it’s just a sweet final moment between two siblings as one dies. But we all know this is fuel for the Winc*sters and b*bros. I mean come on now. You’re afraid to have Dean even acknowledge Castiel’s feelings but a forehead touch that can and will be taken out of context as romantic between two brothers is fine and dandy. I was watching this with my Mom and even she was like “That forehead touch,,, why.. just why...”

Funny thing about my Mom. (Sorry not sorry going back to talk about Cass for a moment) She has been watching SPN with me this year but honestly only (not even) half paid attention. She has a habit of always looking at her phone even when it’s something she wants to watch. Two weeks ago after 15X18 I asked “Do you believe Cass’s confession was romantic?”

Her response. “No, they’re just friends. Angels aren’t supposed to feel romantic love.’ We get into a small argument.

A few days later...

Me: “Misha confirmed it was romantic.”

Mom: “Oh, well that settles it then. I just was taught that angels didn’t feel that kind of love.”

Me: “Yeah but your forgetting a few things. 1. Cass isn’t like other angels and 2. This is a fictional tv show not the actual bible.

Mom laughs: “Good point, Guess I didn’t think about that.”

Me: “Y’know people are actually saying that Cass can’t be gay or bi because Dean isn’t.”

Mom: “That’s stupid. One has nothing to do with the other. Even if Dean doesn’t feel the same way that doesn’t change Castiel’s feelings.”

Jump to the last few days.

Mom: “Cass is going to show up in the finale. He and Dean will be reunited! Maybe he’s one of those people in the masks being controlled by The Empty. Or maybe there will be a scene in the barn where Dean is on the ground about to be stabbed and Cass saves him in the knick of time!”

Mom after the finale: “That was terrible. Very disappointed. They really couldn’t get Misha for few minutes. They better not use covid as an excuse with all those people on that bridge. Everything about this episode felt wrong” (she said that about 15x19 too). (Grabs her phone to look at twitter) “Misha is crying. This episode doesn’t deserve pie.”

We brought pie. We did not eat it.

Moving on.. .yeah yeah the wig on Jared was awful. But who cares. What I want to know is who is the mother? Is it Eileen? I hope it’s Eileen. It better be Eileen.

The barn. Why? Why that barn? Did they really think no one would notice. I get reusing sets and locations as completely different places. But that just hurt.

Did we need so many songs with no dialogue being spoken. I mean yes Carry On was a must have but so much time could’ve been spent talking about other characters during the other songs .

And again why are they trying to make Dean look bad. It’s not his/Jensen’s fault it’s the horrible writing of these final two episodes. Why did they not take to opportunity to talk about Castiel’s confession. Yes I’m back on Cas again. I warned you. Also he’s probably the main reason you’re reading this anyway, so yeah...

I would like to believe a conversation happened off screen but the way Sam and Dean acted it doesn’t seem like it.

Again would it be so hard. Two scenarios

Dean: “Before Cass got dragged into the Empty he told me...

Sam: :Told you what?”

Dean: He told me... he told me he loved me.”

Sam (smiling): “That’s not news Dean,”

Dean: “No Sammy. He really loved me... like... you know..”

Sam: “Again, not news Dean. How do you feel? “

Dean (hesitates): “ I think... no, I know I love him too. He’s the only man I’ll ever love.”

Sam: “Well you know technically Cass really isn’t male... so...

Dean: “Oh please Sammy. Could you imagine Cass in any other body? Especially a chicks. It would be so weird.”

Sam: “Good point.”

Dean: “Besides, he was perfect the way he was.”

Dean: “Before Cass got dragged into the Empty he told me...

Sam: :Told you what?

”Dean: He told me... he told me he loved me.”

Sam (smiling): “That’s not news Dean,”

Dean: “No Sammy. He really loved me... like... you know..”

Sam: “Again, not news Dean. How do you feel? “

Dean: “I can’t return his feelings. I see him as a man and you know I’m attracted to women.”

Sam: “Alright then.”

Dean. “But y’know...”

Sam: “Hmmm?”

Dean: “I still miss him. I wish he was here with us.”

There were so many easy ways to fix this and they did nothing. Did they not think 15x18 would have a huge impact. I really hope the writers are kicking themselves for this. Funny, by ignoring Castiel and his feelings they actually brought more attention and love to him and Misha.

I really don’t know if a rewrite and reshoot for the dvd release is possible. Has that ever been done, I feel like it has but I’m not sure. But if it is. Fix it. It only took a few weeks to film these last two episodes. I’m sure all the actors can come back to film for a few weeks. Once there are less Covid restrictions of courses. I know there’s been talk about a possible movie. That could fix it. As long as they bring back the angel in the trench coat. Or how about a bonus episode for the dvd 15x21 where everyone is gathered in heaven. Sam, Dean, Cass, Bobby, Mary, John, Kevin, Charlie, Eileen, Jo, Ellen, Pam. Even Crowley and Rowena because why not. Oooh and Meg too because she did sacrifice herself for them and also I just love her. Anyway they all gather and talk about old times. Perfect excuse for an old fashion clip show. Funny/heartwarming banter in between. Make Destiel canon at the end. Another possible way to fix it is do a comic book season or even just a few issues to flesh out the ending in heaven. Just fix it.

At least we have fanfiction.

If there are any positives to take away it’s this:

1: Castiel is in heaven with Dean. They are together. They have a second chance.

2. It was said only 30% of the fanbase would like this ending. Like many people I assumed that meant a Destiel ending. Cause I thought out of the whole fanbase shippers were in the minority. Nope turns of the the Winc*sters/B*bros are the 30%. Destiel fans, Cass fans, Misha fans are part of the 70% who hate this. Though why you would want to only please 30% of your fanbase is beyond me.

3. Sam was able to live a long happy life without being codependent on his brother.

I absolutely hated the last two episodes and how this show ended. Again the only saving grace is knowing Jack got Castiel out of The Empty and he and Dean reunited in heaven. But no matter how much I hated 99% of the ending. I still love this show and all it’s characters. I will happily go back and watch it over again to relive the good, funny, sad, bittersweet moments. The final 90 minutes of the series is not going to ruin that for me. I love Sam and Dean but Castiel is my favorite and I will happily go back and enjoy everything about his character. I am not going to let this ruin Supernatural for me. Next summer I am going to my first SPN Convention and I can’t wait. I may have only discovered the greatness of Supernatural a year ago after avoiding it for so long but I want it to stay apart of my life. Like I said I only got into Supernatural a little over a year ago but this hurt my heart so much I only imagine how those of your who’ve been here for over a decade feel.

I know this was very, very long and I probably actually forgot some things I wanted to say. But I’m tired.

Cass and Dean are in heaven together. I believe they are canon 💙💚

#destiel #deancas #castiel #dean winchester #spn 15x20 spoilers #cass and dean deserve better

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thefoolsong · 4 years

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#im sorry #cas dying right after tf #cas deserves better #supernatural #spn critc #spn #destiel #jensen and felicia #dean #castiel #cass #cs #cas

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magpieclaws · 2 years

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I'm crying... He was just doing the washing up... And he got yelled at... :'(

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mlobsters · 2 months

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supernatural s15e10 the heroes' journey (w. andrew dabb)

clair de lune during an action sequence, not the most original but still a good one. monster death match making me think of altered carbon (mentioned matt frewer in the role that ran the monsters-but-actually-modified-people cage matches, no less, when he was in spn) and dude in thick glasses at the match in shadow making me think of blade runner

s15e10 / altered carbon s1e6 / blade runner (1982)

samuel. oven mitts, pot holders, a towel. literally, anything. and 2019 best pie magazine winner on that "delicious pies" magazine

feel like we're reliving bad day at black rock

SAM That’s the card Charlie hacked for us, the one – DEAN Yeah, the one that’s supposed to be our “no more hustling, always working” Golden Ticket.

(cheap) answer to the long standing question of what they've been doing for money, but okay

always thought garth's role was gonna be bigger, just because i saw him mentioned in fandom periodically. only in 6 episodes though. (imagine eileen is around the same number?)

DEAN You know, I gotta say, aside from pincushion in there… this is pretty nice. GARTH Yeah, better than I ever thought I’d get. I mean, hunting – I figured I’d be dead before I’m 40. You know, go out young and pretty. But now I’ve got a great wife, great kids. I guess...sometimes things work out. DEAN Yeah, sometimes. Good, man. You deserve it. You do.

sometimes things work out, just not for our guys

hijinks with sam drinking a cayenne cure-all and dean being forced to accept dental work from garth sure is something. bit more like old school spn humor that i didn't mesh with. but jackles sure loves to ham it up.

...ok. that felt like it lasted forever. it was fine but this episode is ... something. was letting jackles dance on the bucket list and this was the best thing they could think of? or was the extended dancing just part of dabb's ✨vision✨

SAM What do you mean? GARTH I mean, apparently Dean’s never been to a dentist before, and suddenly he got a mouthful of cavities, you’re sick, and your car is broken down. Who did you guys piss off? SAM God.

that was cute

GARTH Oh, no, no, no. I want to be the guest star. Being the hero sucks. I mean, sure, you’ll probably win eventually, but until you do, your life blows. Your parents get gunned down in an alleyway. Your home planet gets blown up. You, uh, interview this good-looking rich guy, and it doesn’t go well, so he shows up at the hardware store where you work, and, man, it starts to get, you know... BESS It’s from, uh – We love “Fifty Shades.” GARTH Yeah, we do. SAM Who's the hero in that?

come now, sam

GARTH Exactly. See, the hero never sweats the small stuff. It slows down the story. SAM So, then, what happened? Chuck...downgraded us? GARTH Maybe, yeah. And now you’re – DEAN [muffled] Cursed. GARTH No – normal. For the first time in your lives, you’re having normal-people problems.

getting very meta and feeling clever again i see

SAM So help us. Please. BRAD Wow. I mean, wow. With the furrowed brow and the puppy eyes – did you see that? That never actually works for you, does it?

uh huh. and the meta shade again

DEAN Hey, look, just because God yanked the magic horseshoe out of our ass or whatever doesn’t mean that we’re gonna give up. This is our job. It’s what we do. And, yeah, it might be a little harder right now, but so what?

could very much do without an extended scene of dean getting sick.

ok....

LOL this is a new variation of the mushy music theme. i just laughed. and the speech sounds like it was cribbed from a bad action movie. but guess sammy was with it

this slapstick fight with the big vamp in the parking lot... also something.

DEAN This Cass keeps looking at me weird. SAM So kind of like the real Cass.

sam cracking himself up. this is an excellent face from the baby

that was a nice goodbye to garth at the end, at least. i think they've used werewolves in london before right? ok yes, 10x04 (oh god the crooked sunglasses on jared during their "we time" but also a season's worth of clear communication between sam and dean)

GARTH Not sure. The guy who told me said it was in Alaska, on the road between Barrow and Kotzebue. He said, “You’ll know it when you see it,” whatever that means.

sure hope they plan on flying because that's a long ass drive, even by their standards. and utqiagvik (formerly barrow) is literally the northern most city in alaska/the us. at one point there was a chance my dad could take a job in deadhorse alaska when i was a kid (but we ended up in phoenix instead) which is also extremely far north

that sure was an episode. not my kind of episode, but it didn't make me extremely irritated like the previous ep so i guess i'll take the win

ok well being the still on the wiki made me smile, love me some babies and looks like both sams were having a good time

When Dean gives Sam his speech about the two of them kicking ass in the fight, a slightly off-key version of the track "Americana" (also known as "Dean's Family Dedication Theme") plays behind his words.

who calls it that??? should they add that i call it the spn mushy music theme :P in the 15x03 wiki entry, they alternately call it "Winchester Family Theme"

#supernatural #spnwatch #spn 15x10 #spn clip #spn mushy music #spn musical score #jay gruska #andrew dabb

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