#caramelfantic

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Tao being straight and liking Elle is so important to me as a trans person. It gives me hope for the future, that someday i might not have to search specifically for a t4t relationship. That maybe even if someone doesn’t fully understand they’ll listen and love me anyway.

#heartstopper tv #tao and elle #tao x elle #tao xu heartstopper #tao xu #elle argent #heartstopper #heartstopper netflix #heartstopper webtoon #heartstopper webcomic #caramelfantic #lgbtq #transmasc #transisbeautiful #trans things #trans #trans pride #ftm t4t

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Seeing queer people being happy just makes my heart go mad I love queer joy and i will never get sick of seeing it

#queer joy #lgbtq #aromantic #queerplatonic #aro #arospec #queer pride #queer #gay pride #transisbeautiful #queer is beautiful #caramelfantic

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i am yearning so much rn

i just want to have a sleepover with him and then the day after when im sitting at the kitchen island having a cup of tea for her to come up behind me and kiss me gently on the shoulder where my sleep shirt has slipped down a bit

#this is so specific #i hope at least one person relates #idk whether to tag this mlm nblnb or wlw we're both genderfluid😭 #im just gonna do all three #wlw #nblnb post #mlm #yearning #crush #queerplatonic #aromantic #arospec #lgbtq #caramelfantic #aro #best friends

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Im back in my percabeth phase im going to reread all the books just for them

#annabeth chase #percabeth #percy and annabeth #percy jackson #heroes of olympus #caramelfantic #annabeth pjo #the lightning theif musical

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If i were spiderman i would be exactly like pavitr prabhakar because i too have an “i can do everything” mindset no matter how harmful it is to my mental health

#spiderman #astv pavitr #spiderman india #pavitr prabhakar #caramelfantic #spider man: across the spider verse

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Ranboo really looked at all the trans in his audience and went “Im about to make the best damn anti dysphoria hoodie” and he delivered

#transmaculine #nonbinary #ranboo #me ranboo hoodie is my favourite dysphoria cure ever #caramelfantic #lgbtq

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I keep telling myself ill meet someone who’s “my type” someday but what if i dont? What if my “type” only exists in fiction. In theory im attracted to people but imagining those hypotheticals becoming real makes me feel queasy. I want to love this part of myself but i cant, not yet. Ill get there eventually.

#caramelfantic #aromantic #aro #arospec

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Todays mood: ten yr old me frantically googling “symptoms of a crush”

#i was treating it like it was a deadly disease LMAO #lgbtq #aromantic #queerplatonic #aro #arospec #caramelfantic

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i just want to sit and study with them, just coexisting doing our own thing. spending our breaks talking and relaxing together. quality time and casual physical affection please

#crush #nblnb post #yearning #lgbtq #unrequited crush #caramelfantic

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ive been doing loads of tma quizzes bc its better than studying and from what i can tell the entities ive been assigned most (in order) are the vast, the dark and the eye, which tracks with what id assign myself so thats cool

#tma #the vast #the beholding #the eye #the magnus archives #the dark #enjoy sky blue #caramelfantic

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Writers block makes me want to throw my computer out the window as hard as i can

#i have SO MANY ideas and tgoughts #but they just refuse to leave my brain #someone save me #if you have tips for getting past writers block PLEASE #it might be the depression spiral tbh #but we roll #caramelfantic #writeblr #writing problems #writing #writers block

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i was an im not like other girls kid but turns out im just not a girl

#nonbinary #trans things #transmasc #transgender #lgbtq #caramelfantic

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Im omw to the barbie movie rn i will update you guys on the crisis that this movie will inevitably inspire

#barbie #barbie movie #caramelfantic #lgbtq #barbie meme #barbie mattel

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Tried to come out to my old best friend and she called me heartless….. haha?

#it was supposed to be a joke #but GOD it hurt #i properly came out to her later that day #and she didnt even apologize:/ #caramelfantic #lgbtq #aromantic #aro #arospec

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i cant read about aro people, it always hits to close to home and i hate it. i hate it so much. i want to read the stories and i want to enjoy them but i cant. ill end up crying and i really cant deal with that right now.

#internalized aphobia #it fucking sucks dude #i hate this #i wasnt like this with my trans shit #like yeah ive a shit ton of internalized transphobia but it was never like this #i think its because i never pictured myself as a girl in the future #whereas i had a whole book of fantasies about romantic stuff in my head #aromantic #aro #arospec #caramelfantic #vent

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i was talking to my mum today and we got onto the subject of relationships and stuff like that and she was saying that up until college she never understood the hype about kissing and even then it was just for a couple people and quite rare and i described my platonic crush feelings briefly and she basically said that that was how she used to feel and on one hand its awesome to know im not the only person ik who feels like this but on the other hand i am now catapulted back to an identity crisis :')

#i dont want to be questioning if my platonic crush is actually romantic leave me alllonneee #i just want to love and be loved #in peace #without the identity crisis #caramelfantic #lgbtq #aromantic #crush #queerplatonic #aro #arospec #yearning #best friends