#cant think of anything else rn

[wuffgang-ameowdeus-moozart]

media that depicts death as something oh so tender my beloved

#tsv #oscar wilde #the sandman #cant think of anything else rn #but i am always very open for recs ;)

[justaz]

somehow some time magic goes wrong and young arthurs from different points in time are pulled into king arthur era. everyone kinda has this back and forth of who is going to watch the literal 8 month old. gwen and lancelot are pretty good at taking care of him, so is percival but he doesnt seem comfortable with it so no one forces him. elyan tried to hold him but baby!arthur started wailing after three seconds. leon is sorta good but he has like no idea how babies work or what they need so when baby!arthur found his sword and almost lobbed his own head off, leon was forbidden from taking care of the child. gaius is too old and busy researching how to reverse the issue. who the HELL would trust gwaine with a child? arthur has this Odd aversion to the child but no one pushes him on it. ofc merlin, magic incarnate, has this like aura or energy that draws all these innocent woodland creatures to him so obviously little arthur is also drawn to him. in fact, merlin seems to be the person he likes the most. and merlins a natural w kids apparently so hes often the one that baby!arthur is handed off to.

he complains about it at first but when baby!arthur breaks into a fit of giggles after merlin calls adult!arthur a clotpole, he has merlin wrapped around his little finger. merlin stops complaining but does let arthur know that the one thing he Will Not Do is change his diaper. arthur laughs and walks away. merlin talks to baby!arthur like they’ve been friends for years (bc they have). arthur points out that baby!arthur cant understand him and merlin retorts that its like how it normally is. merlin gets to perform magic in front of baby!arthur and he LOVES it

my point to this was merlin dotting on little versions of arthur is a way that no one ever really did for him growing up and adult!arthur seeing it and healing little pieces of his inner child as he watches merlin play games with baby!arthur and make sure he’s taken care of. it especially hits him when gaius finally finds a way to send baby!arthur back and while everyone seems torn between upset they have to say bye, they’re also relieved to get the baby back where hes supposed to be,, merlin is like choking back fat tears. everyone backs off to give them privacy and merlin just kisses baby!arthur’s forehead and whispers some encouraging and heartachingly sincere words that have adult!arthur choking back tears.

then BOOM the spell also backfires and while yes baby!arthur got back to where hes supposed to be, now theres toddler!arthur. he has this gravitational pull to gaius (can recognize him) and merlin (magic soulmates ofc he has an innate trust in the man). merlin is happy to have his little friend back and gaius goes back to the drawing board. now they have this little 2-3 year old toddling after them and blabbering something that sounds like english if you’re patient enough

(merlin makes another comment about how little arthur has changed over the years)

the cycle repeats, merlin and toddler!arthur get attached and adult!arthur watches and heals a bit more of his inner child. gaius finds another cure that falls through the same way and now they have child!arthur. he has a bit more of uther’s influence in him but hes still a child. he gets hurt and tries to fight back tears but merlin sees he’s in pain and tells him it’s okay to be hurt, to feel pain, to cry. child!arthur says in that stutter cry children do when they’re fighting back tears that his father says boys shouldn’t cry. merlin wipes a tear that slips down child!arthur’s face and whispers about how he cries and lets himself feel his sadness before picking himself back up and dusting himself off before getting back to it, that it doesn’t make him weak but stronger. adult!arthur hears this and this may not be the beginning of his deconstruction but it makes a tremendous amount of progress in him rewiring his brain away from his father’s toxic ways of thinking.

idk if they’d get a teen!arthur since gaius probably would’ve learned his lesson by then but if they did, we’d get to watch Merlin vs Arthur Showdown 2.0 as merlin humbles the young prince and i think that’d be funny. especially for gwaine since he didn’t get to see it happen the first time.

#bbc merlin #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon #fic idea #fanfic #fanfiction #time travel #child aquisition #sorta #i think arthur shouldve gotten to see how someone shouldve treated him growing up #what that sort of unconditional love looks and feels like #as a treat #and who else but from merlin?? the one person who above all absolutely afores arthur and would do anything for him #plus merlin would have that moment as hes putting little!arthur in the center of the spell circle to send him back #where hes like ‘oh god im sending him back to uther to be raised by him. im throwing him to the wolves rn. i need to protect him #from his father’ but he cant bc arthur HAS to go back #maybe thats what he whispers to young!arthur to have strength when facing his father and protect his heart from him #and arthur hears that and is just. a mess. #lancelot du lac #guinevere #gwen #sir percival #sir elyan #sir leon #sir gwaine #gaius #merthur

[kenobihater]

of all the star wars movies, which of them do y'all 1) enjoy the most 2) consider the best quality and 3) think you've rewatched the most. add your answers in the reblogs or replies, i'm genuinely curious how much of an overlap there is within everyone's three answers. mine don't overlap at all! they're revenge of the sith, empire strikes back, and the force awakens :^)

#len speaks #star wars #revenge of the sith #empire strikes back #the force awakens #not tagging more films than that bc i cant b bothered. incoming tag ramble ahead bc i have sw brainrot rn and im making it everyones prob❤️ #i rlly struggled 2 remember if id watched tfa or aotc more. i went w/ tfa bc it was formative to me as a teen and ive seen it probably 6ish #times? whereas aotc was the first sw movie i remember (specifically the scene of obiwan serving c*nt in the bar lmao) but i've only seen it #for sure 4.5 and maybe 5.5 times. the .5 is from when i got bored after obi-wan's scene ended and ran off to go play in the mud or smthn 😭 #i'm sure tfa will eventually get surpassed in number of rewatches by aotc and rots bc i don't fw the direction of the ST but that's my #current ballpark estimate of my total number of rewatches #as an adult tho if i just wanna watch a star war i'll go with aotc bc it's fun and ends semihappily and i can turn my brain off for the #spinny lightsabers. it's great background noise or for if you're sick or whatever. rots on the other hand? i won't talk through that unless #i'm quoting it with my brother and i am LOCKED IN 100% entirely entranced by it all #i almost picked rogue one for the best quality answer but i think the character writing is weaker and the facial cgi is creepy. esb beats #it by a hair imho bc of that. the vader hallway scene goes hard tho!!! #also i'm not covering shows or games or books or anything else in this post - simply the films. might ask abt shows later but that might #also give me hives bc so many of the shows suck ass and i don't rlly want ppl extolling the virtues of t.bb in my notes 💀 #and yes i do think one's enjoyment and one's opinion of quality are two things that often overlap. but sometimes you just like something #bad and that's awesome. like rots is the best of the prequels by a large margin and i adore the opening and characters and many of the #scenes but that doesn't mean it's the best star wars has to offer ykwim? it's my specialest most favoritest sw movie but that doesn't blind #me to the dialogue lmfaooo

[possibly-a-table-or-just-gay]

what is it with queer people and obsessing over men in their fifties

#you know who you are #(the call is coming from inside the house) #david tennant #micheal sheen #taika waititi #rhys darby #theres more but i cant think of anything else rn #good omens #ineffable husbands #our flag means death #blackbonnet #queer #lgbtq #trans #I FORGOT PEDRO PASCAL #wait how old is he #doesnt matter actually #pedro pascal #martin freeman #richard armitage #<my hobbit obsession is back

[dunkinbublin]

hhhhh

#sth #sonic the hedgehog #miles tails prower #tails the fox #messy tails doodle rn is all ur getting from me #im useless for anything else #trying to get more comfortable leaving shit more messy #i dont understand why i cant just do that normally #its how i always get tricked into doing line art #then i dont draw as much as i want #'lemme just clean this up' #<- the line art demons talking #its so hard for me to draw anything but a full body too #cus im already imagining the full pose it looks weird if i stop #hhhhh kneecaping myself #spend all day wanting to draw still dont draw till like 1 am #sogjndjns how the fuck do people think of something to do and just sit down and and DO it #dunkinsart

[weepingwitheredwillows]

GOOD GOD, YOU'RE DRAGGING IT OUT.

#sfw furry art #art #sfw #my art #furry art #clean furry #anthro #safe fur work #saturated colors #ummm i if i need to tag this w anything else lmk i cant think rn

[aa-400]

tag game!!!

its been a Hot™ while since ive seen one of these whew

rules: tag nine (9) people you want to know better and/or catch up with, then answer these questions below!

tagged by @keepthemacramesecret hell yeah thank u arthur!!!

four ships: these are just current faves because four is such a tiny number gfghgf

arthur/john (malevolent) (to the surprise of no one lmao) wrightworth (ace attorney) lord arum/damien/rilla (the penumbra podcast) kojiro/kaoru (sk8 the infinity)

last song: flowers by miley cyrus (dont judge me its catchy!! also idc that its some post-breakup single life empowerment anthem im choosing to view it through aroace lenses)

currently reading: i have a bunch of audiobooks i rotate as bedtime listening but uhhh the king in yellow by robert w chambers, the farthest shore by ursula k le guin, and the first welcome to night vale novel by joseph fink and jeffrey cranor. also i really need to finish jonny sims' thirteen storeys, its so good but im so bad at sitting down with a physical book these days

last movie: i uhhhh cant remember? mightve been klaus which i watched in december before christmas. i dont watch movies much lmao.

craving: nothing at the moment!

tagging: @curiousrei @lintunen @nurmilintu @ceruleanmusings @ft-the-stars @safitheartist @monoshiki @ohnebulae @quietalight

#funnily enough i had a tough time thinking of four (4) whole ships gfhdiughfdughfd #sorry the arthur/john brainrot is soooooo real i cant really focus on anything else rn #my other big focus rn is hfthw but so far the romances arent my biggest brainrot therein #i love the old queer people in love soooo much i want violet and bern and hector and jonah to be happy forever (which is going Great for me #rn thank you for asking (((((((: ) #but its mort polly and yaretzi and their little family that i like the most out of all the relationships in the podcast so far #idk im on a platonic and queerplatonic kick rn what can i say

[typicalcommondandelion]

Shitty photo I know. Request done for @edens-garden

Ft. Player 2, generic nightgown, and skylight blush concept courtesy of @/8o8o8o8o8

Oh also bush btw that's bush. I know it looks like strange crotch darkness. It's bush.

#minos ultrakill #only One maintag lmao if this finds its way it finds its way #his snakes are off taking a nap somewhere while these 2 go at it dw #also dont @ me about fabric physics and ESPECIALLY not anatomy <3 i am a reference-less hoe rn <3 #dreamy does art #my god i cant believe this counts as art. #k i dont think i've forgotten anything else this can go into the world now

[just-call-mefr1es]

in a tbp rut rn

#the black phone #vance hopper #griffin stagg #hehe #my mind has gone blank i cant think of anything else #god save me #fanart #tbp fanart #art #my art shit #digital art #still grinding out art from ibis paint and a knockoff apple pencil💪💪 #might just keep doing digital art that way unless i find my godamn apple pencil #💥💥 #i think of griffin like a cat #hence the silly lil paws #also i didnt want to draw hands rn #also why i cut off vance’s……..

[wuffgang-ameowdeus-moozart]

i believe shallan is actually low-empathy but like so many things she was told she is or has to be she convinced herself she is a deeply empathetic person (for that is a feminine trait after all)

#hello and welcome to my shallan davar has covert npd agenda #im at wor rn #and if im correct that means that in the following books she should become more and more #....ruthless i dont think is quite the right word but i cant think of anything else right now #FOLLOWED BY THE REALIZATION THAT BEING LOW-EMPATHY DOESNT AUTOMATICALLY MAKE HER A BAD OR EVIL PERSON !!!!!!! #shallan davar #stormlight archive #cosmere #brandon sanderson #shallan kholin

[piggiebonez]

invader zim mccarthyism au. voting of the doomed dark tribute. dr strangelove x invader zim crossover arc. fuckinggggg idk

z*adrs dni. split your face open on a big shiny rock

dont want to post this in a separate post cuz this is boring but here you go. a bonus

#dib jfk assassination was funnier. i dropped da ball #zim d ripper. jack zim ripper. i cant think of anything else #this is pure ass #i wont have access to my tablet for some time in 3 days if u nasties got any requests ask/dm me im dry rn i got nothing.NOTHING!!!!! #my art #iz #invader zim #dib membrane #zim iz #iz zim #zim #dib iz #iz dib #gaz membrane #iz gaz #gaz iz #nightmare gaz? #whats the tag for halloweenies. i dont care #fluoride in your water. fluoride in your water. fluoride in your water. #i wouldnt know anything aboit it though. i dont live in the us

[odeada]

Scraps Suggestion Of The Day Oaugh Fuck Sand In My Eye Stimboard

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#watch my friend scraps rn ok #animalsverygoodnice #scraps stonebees #i want to eat the sand so bad #stimboard #tags for blacklists -> #sand #sand cutting #knives #sand squishing #kinetic sand #moodboard #?? i guess?? #green #pink #orange #vtuber #i cant think of anything else !!! so let me know if you need something tagged thank you #odeada

[pigeonwit]

Working kids. Davey twists the word in his head, tries to bend himself into it – but he knows he doesn’t fit, not really. He’s not quite sharp enough to fit all the edges, too soft to press himself into the corners. Maybe he’s not a working kid at all. Not a working kid, not a gentleman, not even a decent student…

Maybe he’s not anything.

#i hate to say it again but (grabs davey jacobs like a squeeze toy) #you :))) WILL :))) experience :))) the horrors :))) OF AUTISTIC :))) ADOLESCENCE :))) #well. that and i do think back to when my family was struggling and my entire identity just became How Do I Take Care of Them #nothing else. cancelled plans. stopped writing. stopped liking things. my whole thing was just 'i could be being useful rn' #and BOY it stuck with me!! #so that's davey to me. he has become so used to his entire Purpose just being 'help and be useful' that he just... #cant relate to anyone else. like his struggles are REAL. he IS a working kid. but it doesnt feel fair to say that cause like... #he's providing for his family... that's not WORK... that's not a CHORE... he SHOULD be doing that... it's WRONG to think of that as work... #when so many of these kids are struggling for just THEMSELVES... they dont even have their own home to go back to at the end of the day... #so how dare he call himself Like Them when he's so obviously not... #and he's... smart? maybe? at like... SOME things... but he's not a good student and he's definitely not a genius #and he's definitely not this misunderstood romantic 'unappreciated in his time' poet or anything #he's just... there. #newsies #livesies #uksies #west endsies #davey jacobs #david jacobs #run boy run #pigeon scribbles

[jessiesjaded]

random picture dump :)

#cat update: theyre good #clancy update: he just ate roast chicken so hes also good #jess update: Im good #im happier rn than anytime since 2020 i think #still up and down but way less up and down- if that makes sense? #its nice its good- its autumn now and i always look forward to winter #suffice to say: i hope you guys are well too #i saw in an email i have messages on discord but last time i attempted to log in it wouldnt allow me so... if you msged there and i never #responded its bc i cant get in to respond and tbh #i think discord was maybe terrible for my mental health #which is a little sad bc that was the main way i talked to people but also... idk #jury is currently out on that front we'll see maybe i'll download it again #but regardless i miss you but im well and i hope youre well and i hope one day coming back wont feel so daunting #relationships are hard arent they? i hate things changing and ending more than anything else in the world #side effect of my dad dying when i was little i think #but the main thing thats been making me feel guilty and uneasy lately is feeling guilt about disappearing from people so again! #im trying and we'll see ! #yeah :)

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan #i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch #shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else #even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress #but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside #academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project #i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send #myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it #but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or #maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something #just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there #it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so #tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing #ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position #and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle #sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux #i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices #even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany. #and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it #unrelated

[satoruly]

enemies to lovers and its a guitarist x bassist

#🍒 — miri's version #they hate each others guts #OR OR OR #A BASSIST AND A DRUMMER????? #BROOOO #THAT DYNAMIC THAT DYNAMIC #as far as i know theyre supposed to be in sync n stuff #that was me simplifying things i cant explain rn #but i can feel it #plottwist the more they start liking each other the worse they get at working together #like their playing is just off #bonus points if no one else in the band knows theyre like 'dating' or whatever #and they can tell just bc they sound awful together #and then one of them has to leave the band #and gojo is the one to leave. #LMFAOOO #i dont even think ill write this and i dont think gojo is cut out to be anything other than lead guitar n singer SOB #but idc this is a gojo fan acc #throwing up after i said that #i love him your honor #i do see suguru as a bassist tho mhm #and drummer reader??? #is it my time to project????