#c not cc obvi

[aliennopossumm]

grian burning down his egg house is a trans allegory

#c not cc obvi #roman rambles #secret life #grian #trafficblr

[transphilza]

C!wil is selfish yes and he should be allowed to be. Why (as a fandom) are we obsessed with characters being morally correct? Isn’t that what we complain about with cc’s?

I understand some of the points but this isn’t the end as far as we know. We could be missing answers to things. It’s one stream

i don’t particularly know why this is a big focus in the fandom!

i like messy characters and messy plotlines and as long as c!tommy is not being victim blamed and his trauma is taken seriously which thus far wilbur has accomplished imo then i don’t really care about anything else. the messy ways that things went down just add to the story and made it a more intense moment which i’m really glad for. obvi there’s more yet to happen but not everything is about Fixing Everything and making it Neat and Palatable you know. i’m just here to enjoy the story broskis

#discourse mention #i always think of that post that was like. dsmp fans would never survive in the hannibal fandom when they were talking about how morality- #-focused ppl are and it’s so true it makes me laugh #talking #anon

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[doodlebloo]

C!Beeduo have marital issues, to the point that Ranboo doesn't even know how Tubbo got the scars on his face. They keep secrets from one another and don't even attempt to try and figure out why, which implies that they brush most of their problems under the rug and operate under a don't ask don't tell mindset.

That being said, I think it's a bad narrative decision for their marriage to fail.

Every single other couple, whether it was seriously canon or mostly a joke, has failed. Nearly all the family and security Tubbo has ever had has been taken from him, and Ranboo can't even remember his bio family.

I think they have issues they need to work through, yes, but we've seen relationships fall apart on the SMP. In fact, that's almost all we've seen up until this point. I just think that it would be so much more satisfying for them to work out. For some of the youngest members of the server to have the maturity to talk things through, to show compassion, to put their care for one another above any moral beliefs or ulterior motives.

As far as writing goes, I think we're overdue for a story about how love endures, and I think that's what c!Beeduo could be.

#honestly i dont even know if theyre EVER gonna address their issues bc the way things have been going lately #i dont know if cc!tubbo would be up for serous lore like that #and for them to really get into it they'd have to FULLY fully commit that their marraige is unironic and canon #like not a joke not a bit they are marrjed and want to spend their lives together which idk if the ccs are like #comfortable making it Real and Genuine yk. Maybe they will adress it thatd be SO SO cool but obvi like #i dont want the ccs to do anything theyre uncmfortable with yk. im just saying that with how most relationships #whether those relationships are romantic platonic familial or anything in between #end up on the smp i think it would be so refreshing for c!ranboo and c!tubbo to be able to make it work #also pls dont come for me for calling them a couple theyre canonically married and i left the nature of their marraige vague #on purpose bc its vague in purpose in canon. you do not have to /p the word couple its okay #doodle.txt #srry for more c!beeduo propaganda i just always have them on the brain #analysis

[vneuns]

hi i saw you recommended some writers but could you recommend some fics?

these are fun ✨✨

mk so firstly u should obvi read baby daddy and raided love if you haven’t already 🥰

and in no particular order

series

@ttakinou my baby wears gucci and how to date and marry your babysitter 101 are superior amazing

(karl and quackity)

@dreamwvrld haven’t read sue me 🙄 but starstruck i have heard is absolutely amazing

(technoblade)

@dysfunctionalcrab meet me on the football field yes yea yes

(dream and technoblade)

@blanknamed burn out 😍 yes yes yes

(dream)

@sushisoot play date 😩

(sapnap)

@earthtooz in cold blood ooo

(c!technoblade)

~~~~

Fics

@inniterhq i can’t find it but it’s a fic based off of basils life 🙄

@mitzimania all of mitzi’s fics

@basilly more fics to binge

@simpoot wilbur 😤

@angstyx birthday chaos - cc!tubbo

@rowannwrites rowanns headcanons

@sunniewrites wedding chaos 😩 - c!karl jacobs

@thatplanetmarz cutties & creepers - c!ghostbur

@yamturds smile so cute - c!georgenotfound

#⩩☁️› asks !! #⩩☁️› cherry picked recs !!

[summerspectre]

c!tubbo 🤝 cc!tubbo

constantly being fought over by ranboo and tommy

(slash jay obvi)

#dream smp #dsmp #mcyt #tubbo #ranboo #tommyinnit

[megablade]

my thoughts on tntduo are as follows:

horrendously toxic relationship and I typically dislike content that portrays them as lovebirds and happy and healthy, however I will accept content that demonstrates how both c!Wilbur and c!quackity could grow from the toxicity and become better versions of themselves upon the realization that they will never be anything good for each other when in a relationship, and that quackity is much better off healing (with karlnap obvi) rather than engaging in the exhilarating but destructive behavior that comes from entertaining a close relationship of any sort with Wilbur.

sorry that's a bit much for a jokey tone post about it, but also my complete thoughts on the tntduo relationship (if the ccs decide it's endgame and not karlnapity (provided c!q even decides on maintaining a romantic relationship) I'm ending it all- but also I trust cc!Wilbur enough to not expect that)

Dont worry bruv i totally feel you on this & i don't see ctntduo ever becoming canon beyond what it is now aka the flirty antagonism & mutual toxicity that somehow still WORKS like fragmented pieces of two mirrors coming together into some distorted reflection of each other... it's part of what makes it so good amen

#i have a pretty low tolerance of ctntduo fanon content tbh #**fanfic actually the fanart kind of always goes hard #i trust a handful of ppl maybe... isaiah and marg... #i have a specific view on what ctntduo is & anything that doesn't align with it is wildly ooc to me... it's a girls who get it get it thing #anyway u knowme. rooting for ckarlnapity endgame but endlessly plagued with ctntduo visions etc #ask #anonymous

[relaxxattack]

Lmao while I do hate c!dream w/ a burning passion I do feel like his descent into what he is today was done p well? Like I remember during the first disc war he deadass dug up all the floor on Tommy's base and when tommy understandably flipped out he just kept saying "it's your fault! It's your fault for hiding the discs!" While giggling and obvi it was a very funny bit ok lmao. And obvi no one at the time of the video could have been predicted the direction the dsmp went into but I do feel like details like that are neat to look at in context of our current c!dream. Like its rlly just fascinating to look back at s1 and see the beginnings of what he is today

oh yeah that’s absolutely true. i wasnt implying at all that dream was written poorly (far from it in fact, i think cc!dream geniusly took his s1 antagonistic elements and slowly amplified them) i was just talking about c!dream apologists and how some of what they say is genuinely concerning to me

#c!dream critical

[dykesymmetry]

ngl, I feel like c!phil & c!techno in a qpr is one of the most realistic? like, a lot of the relations in dsmp are "technically" canon but they really don't act that way unless the cc's are intentionally acting for the plot. which, I mean fair, but techno and phil legitimately act like they're qpp's. obvi, it stems from them being friends in real life, but idk just the qp feeling is there.

I mean, look at alivebur and c!tommy---they def act like brothers both in real life and in dsmp, but their characters drifted so far apart that you would never guess that familial sbi was what wil was kinda basing their dynamic off of once he actually started acting and not just mindlessly rping as a drug dealer (before techno said no <3 lmao). or with c!wil and c!fundy !!! yeah, I guess it's canon, and it adds an interesting nuance to the dsmp, but like, other than deliberately plot-advancing discussions, they don't interact as a "father and son", or even as an "absent father and distant son".

looking at c!techno and c!phil, tho, they just feel like the definition of a qpr. perhaps without saying the words, but since the actors playing them are actually friends, their characters can easily just take that a step further into a qpr. I mean come on, is c!techno anything other than aroace? tell me i'm wrong.

yeah! i feel like a lot of the relationships on dsmp kinda. fall flat a bit bc the ccs arent really playing into it that much, they just kinda say their characters are x and x leave it at that. which is totally fine! not everyone really wants to lean into that kind of roleplay and i respect that! but like. cc!techno and cc!phil are very actively playing their characters with the fact that they care for each other, so c!techno and c!phil's relationship feels a lot deeper than most of the others on the server

#long post

[nvcece]

M I S M A T C H M A N S I O N - the shell version I am finally deciding to just upload my builds. I’ve decided to rebuild Newcrest again for the 3rd time in 8 months. I found a few floorplans I had liked and decided to make a mash up version of them all. And thus this random home was created. Details under the cut :-]

j u i c y d e e t z:

Lot size

: 50 x 40 (in Newcrest)

Price

: $131,097 (furnished with lights and curtains; $80k unfurnished)

Used Packs

: Base Game (obvi), Get Together, Get to Work, Romantic Garden Stuff

Gallery ID

: bipolarsimorder

Main Home:

6 bedrooms 

4 bathrooms 

1 screened-in porch  

2 normal balconies 

1 laundry room

Grandparents’ Suite:

1 bedroom

1 bathroom

2 regular porches to watch the grandkids run around

1 laundry room

TOU: Don’t reupload or claim as yours or slap behind a paywall, otherwise you’re a garbage human. That’s all. Idc what you do, if you use it tag me, I’m curious to see what you do with it. 

Download here at my patreon, all of my uploads will be free forever b/c duh. CC comes from a ton of places, I own none of it. There is peacemaker-ic, ravasheen, brazenlotus, pierisim, felix, plasticbox (MTS), mutske (TSR), and the other plants come from someone but idk who they are and the files don’t have a creator name so ty to them. Cars come from nando, tile comes from networksims, and the pool ladder is from joolster. It is all included, if anyone has an issue they can message me and I will remove it.

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[samallana]

AYUP!! CALLING ALL Y'ALL MCYTumblr PEEPS.

I WANT YOUR FAVORITE QUOTES/MOMENTS FROM THE DSMP LORE. ANY AND ALL FROM ANY TIME. UNDERRATED, ONE-LINERS, ENTIRE PARAGRAPHS, DO NOT MIND ANY!!! ANY AND ALL CHARACTERS WELCOME!! (all should be c!characters, not cc's please!!)

This is just something I want to see!! Don't feel pressured or anything, of course! But I thought it would be a good way to figure what some of the most appreciated quotes are, or finding diamonds in the rough! Moments that were overlooked or where we just missed something!!

Good example for a diamond in the rough,

"I think I'll stay in denial a little bit longer."

(obvi paraphrased), from our beloved c!Tubbo Underscore about c!Tommy's 'last' death. Moments that break you for whatever reason, or lines that invoke strong emotions!

Good example for something we missed? Tommy was the one to actually press the button in the Final Control Room!!! (Look it up in the VOD!! It'll be right there! /np)

And, honestly, if you have moments in the DSMP (like bloopers or anything) that you've headcanonized?? PUT IT DOWN TOO!!!

Only thing I ask is that you remain neutral with who's apologists for anyone or anything. We don't need that drama, everyone has their own opinions and valid viewpoints. Please and thank you!!

Now please, lemme hear dem quotes and moments. (All of this, again, /np. If you don't want to, you can totally just scroll past!)

(PLEASE REBLOGS SO THIS CAN BE SEEN AND ADDED TO!!!)

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[radgeorgie]

I just had another critique and holy shit.....am I know really wondering if I should be here or not

#all three said that my art could use work #aka the nice way to say it s u c k s #i just............? #i dont know #im obvi not talented enough to be herw #i really dont wanna fail out of ccs but theres a good chance i might #my head hurts and im tirwd #i dont wanan be here #but i dont know where i wanna be #but i do know i wanna kill myself #shut up dayna!!!!!

[raiswriting]

muse

request: art major!reader w law major!doyoung pls :cc bullet note format if u can!!!

a/n: he’s a year older than you but it doesn’t matter that much

warning: a few swear words oopsie

genre: fluffy college!au

pairing: doyoung x reader

summary: ummm basically just how you and doyoung meet and get to know each other

word count: 5.1k (oops)

lets GOOOOOOOO

okay so basically college has been a JOURNEY

people ALWAYS had some shit to say as soon as they found out you were an art major

it was usually “what are you going to do with that” “do you know how unsteady that career path is”

liKE I GET IT

do they really think they’re telling you something new????

oh I’m sorry your majoring in business Susan™ and you decide to throw away your passions just because some high school counselor told you that you wouldn’t be able to support yourself but IM going to make my passion a career

lol sorry I have a lot of feelings

now onto how you met your mans doyoung

your freshman and sophomore years, you had only seen him in passing

tbh you barely recognized him when you saw him more than once

you knew him as “that one dude that i always see in the dining hall wearing suits”

then junior year you got a job at the convenience store on campus (lets get this BREAD)

pls tell me it isn’t some weird niche thing that only my school has

aNyWHO he started coming in around 2 am right before closing

and ALWAYS picked up 3 coffees all of which had double shots of espresso

this happened about 2 or 3 times a week

(which is very unhealthy guys gals and nonbinary pals pls try to drink cold water instead, it helps wake me up or green tea)

so despite seeing him so often at work, he began to appear less and less everywhere else

were you lowkey kinda sad about it???

mAYhaPS

that was until winter quarter started

you needed an elective class, SO you figured ‘eh why not take philosophy’ you had heard around that the professor is really chill and overall the class wasn’t supposed to be that bad

WELL GUESS AGAIN

 because that really nice professor that everyone loved isn’t the one teaching the class this quarter

but hey you figured let’s go into this with an open mind and hope for the best

well on day one of this class (which is a 9 am by the way) guess who struts through the door

mister “that one guy i’d always see wearing a suit” who became mister “that one dude who always buys too much coffee at 3 am”

the man… the myth…… the legend………….MISTER KIM DOYOUNG

yep and ya boi decided to sit 2 seats down from you, it was too far to say hi or anything (esp bc you had never really spoken to him before) but like he was also just close enough for it to be awkward

so class went by normally you found out that the new professor wasn’t THAT bad but there was definitely gonna be a lot of work involved

so yeah life carries on as normal

you still see him all the time at the convenience store

one night it had been a particularly rough shift

your alarm didn’t go off, so you were running late, it had started to rain on your walk to work, and when you finally got there your manager apparently had someone piss in his cheerios because he had S U C H an attitude because you were

 TWO

MINUTES

LATE

you were sat behind the counter after what felt like hours of sweeping and mopping the floors

that’s when he walked in

you didn’t even lift your head to greet him as “hi, welcome” crawled itself out of your mouth

you did however notice when he sat his 3 cans of coffee in front of you

“hey your y/n right?”

 “that’s what it says on my nametag”

“haha yeah it does. i think i have you in my philosophy class”

when you finally met his eyes, you felt a little bad

you had kinda been giving him the cold shoulder for something that wasn’t his fault

 you gave him a little smile

“yeah i am. doyoung right?”

he nodded slightly

the air was a little awkward and silent as you scanned his coffees

as you handed him the receipt he asked “hey do you maybe want to study together sometime. i mean our test is in like two weeks and it’s a quarter of our grade so like if you were free we could hang out and get some work done?”

dUDE you froze

here he was standing right in front of you; messy hair, sweatpants, a sweatshirt repping your school logo and looking very nervous (but very attractive lmao)

i guess your reply took a little too long because he quickly started to back peddle

“i mean if you prefer to study alone that’s cool. i just always see you during lecture and you look like you understand the material and sometimes i get a little lost in terminology but if you don’t want to that’s fine too.”

you quickly snapped out of your haze

 “no, no. i would love to study with you. here let me give you my number so we can meet up. most of my classes are in the morning so any time after like noon should be fine.”

 you grabbed his receipt back and quickly scribbled your number on it before handing it back

“just text me when you want to get together”

 okay honestly you had never been one to give out your phone number just like that and you didn’t really like studying with people

but something about him made it so hard to say no

you just had this urge to get to know him

so when he texted you a few days later asking if you were free to study that night

of course you said yes

and it went pretty smoothly

he has a much better understanding of the material than he let on at first

he even ended up helping you understand a few things

you got together w few times over the next couple of weeks

each time you met you got to know each other more and more

yall quickly became friends

well yall became friends after the first night studying because lets be real it was awKWARD

like neither of you felt particularly comfortable yet because this was the first time you had actually hung out with each other despite knowing of each other’s existence for two years

oh yeah that’s something you found out after getting to know one another

 he had always seen you around campus and wanted to get to know you but never did because he thought it’d freak you out having a random stranger coming up to you like

‘hey I know you don’t know me but I see you all the time. let’s be friends.’

which isn’t THAT crazy but to each their own

okay but let’s jump to the time 2 days before your exam

you guys agreed to meet up at the library and the plan was to study for A WHILE just to make sure you were prepared ya know?

so like you get there and he was already sitting in a room waiting

 when you open the door he gets up to hug you

which he hasn’t ever done before

and like tbh he was really warm and smelled really nice like it his cologne wasn’t too strong, and it smelt sweet but also very inviting which isn’t really a scent but like do you get me? and he gave a really tight hug like the type that you didn’t want to let go of it felt as though you could stay there forever (this is also where you lowkey start having feelings for him but shhh because you don’t realize it yet)

so back the point

obvi you start studying and besides the hug nothing was really that different

you got through the material, quizzed each other, talked a bit

ya know the usual

time flew by and the next thing you know it’s 12:30 am and the library would be closing at 1 so you decide to wrap it up

“alright doyoung i’ll see you in class. get some rest before the test okay?”

 “yeah yeah i will” he rolled his eyes a little bit

 “seriously dude. i know you. go straight to sleep when you get back to your place”

he worried you sometimes. He really wanted to do well and the applications for law school were opening up soon, so he’s been kinda stressed no matter how much he tried to hide it and this test coming up isn’t helping

“i will. i promise.”

he walked you out of the library and you two would usually part ways and walk alone to your apartments

before you could turn and say goodbye doyoung was already speaking

“hey it’s a lot darker out here than usual”

you looked up at the pitch-black sky

“yeah I guess it is, oh well at least I have my pep-“

 “what? you have your pepper spray right?”

“no i forgot that i let my roommate borrow it. she’s going to a sorority thing and won’t be back until like 3 or 4. it’s fine though my apartment is only like a 10-minute walk. goodnight do”

“wait y/n. i’ll walk you back. it’s way too late and too dark for you to go home”

“no i couldn’t ask you to do that. you’re law and society class is at 8 am tomorrow so you need to get some sleep.”

 “well i won’t be able to sleep anyway if I’m staying up worried about you. so lead the way.”

despite the cold fall air, your face felt hot

like you know that it’s normal for friends to be worried about each other but that didn’t make doyoung saying it any less charming

the walk back was nerve wracking

you guys normally don’t hang out outside of the context of studying

so like this was weird, nice but weird

and once you go to your door there was a cast of silence

doyoung was just looking at you

normally it would make you kinda uncomfy/insecure but right now you were calm

there was something about looking into his eyes

the brown was so warm and inviting

after a few seconds of the comfortable silence, he finally looked away

and I awkwardly cleared my throat “thank you for walking me home doyoung”

 “of course, i’m just gald to know you got here safely”

“so um, i was gonna wish you luck just in case we don’t see each other before the test but i mean judging from our study session you won’t need it though.”

he giggled and i swear someone could have mopped up your heart because it was in a puddle on the floor

“shut up y/n. thank you though. i always appreciate your kind words. do you want to meet for lunch after the exam? i usually have a lab afterwards but it got cancelled so if you’re free we should meet up.” asjdjjklcbclkNCKDLSNCOS

“yeah i am free. i guess i’ll see you then.”

 he took a few steps back “yeah i guess you will. goodnight y/n”

“goodnight doyoung. actually get some sleep tonight, yeah?”

you could see his shoulders shake with laughter as he walked down the steps

to say you were smitten would be an UNDERSTATEMENT

the smile that showed up didn’t leave even after you fell asleep

when you get to class on that friday morning, doyoung is already sitting in his usual seat

the bags that usually take their place beneath his eyes are barely visible today

hopefully he took your advice and actually went to sleep

after the test you both got some burgers for lunch and just talked it had nothing to do with the test which was nice

i guess y’all make a great pair because once the scores came out, both of you got A’s

after that studying together became a routine

every tuesday, thursday and saturday leading up to the next test,  you guys would review or sometimes just hang out

it was a mutual decision to help each other study

even if you didn’t share the class, one would be there to quiz and make sure the other focused (most of the time it worked, other times you’d be the reason they got distracted and vice versa)

the two of you would go out for lunch on those days instead

as the quarter drew to a close and the break got nearer and nearer as did finals week

you and doyoung tried to keep up with your study schedule but it was getting harder

you had artwork due

you were particularly stressed over a sculpture that was assigned

your teacher gave you those choice of clay or marbleas a medium and clearly you chose clay

you were going to do marble but then you remembered the other 3 tests you need to prepare for and a portfolio that had to fit the theme of mythology

so basically you had a lot of art to produce and NO INSPIRATION like none, zero, zip, zilch, nada

you sat in the room you had reserved in the arts building

a pile of clay sat atop a slab of rock, a blank page of a sketchbook sat next to that

scrolling through pinterest had stopped working long ago and at this point you were losing hope

ring, ring, ring

doyoung’s name popped up on your screen

it was odd because you two usually texted for everything

“hey, do what’s up?”

“hi y/n i was just wondering if you wanted to grab some fro-yo. i just got out of another test and could use some company”

“ahh, doyoung i’m sorry but i’m stuck doing work. do you remember that mythology sculpture i told you about? well, it’s due next Wednesday and i haven’t even started on it yet”

his voice sounded so concerned “is everything okay? how are you doing?”

“i’m doing okay, just tired. i’ve been trying so hard but can’t find any inspiration” you sighed into the phone, looking out the window of your room

“what room are you in?”

“room 247 in building B. why?”

“just sit tight.”

the call ended before you could ask any more questions

okay when i tell yall it was less than five minutes and he was walking through the door just know that what i really mean is he rAN FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF CAMPUS TO COME COMFORT YOU

so yeah, he got there huffin and puffin, ready to blow your house down (with love)

“doyoung, what are you doing here?”

“well you were upset.” his tone was so matter-of-fact, and his eyes were so wide and innocent

honestly he looked so cute but like you were still very confused

what was he doing there?????

yeah you were upset but you also didn’t want to worry him

he casually walked over to a seat beside a window and pulled something out of his backpack

as he got closer and reached his hand out for you to take it, you noticed it was a sandwich

“it’s ham and cheese. light mayo, no lettuce or tomato”

when your eyes looked up at him he wouldn’t make eye contact

“you said this is the only way you take your sandwiches”

yALL 

you only told him this once in passing because he was eating a sandwich with mayo

but pls tell you are putting the pieces together

he stopped to get you food and made it across campus in 5 minutes

the walk alONE SHOULD HAVE TAKEN 10 MINUTES

HE STOPPED AND GOT YOU FOOD TO MAKE SURE YOU WEREN’T SKIPPING ANY MEALS

MARRY THID MANFSJDLFG

alrighty anywho

obviously you took the sandwich and spent 5 minutes thanking him for getting it for you

he sat back down in his seat near the window as you guys chatted for a bit

the conversation slowed slightly and you were able to just look at him

the light was bouncing off his face perfectly

his eyes looked like freshly brewed coffee. they were warm and inviting

his smile somehow managed to outshine the light pouring in

there he was

in all of his glory

your muse

your inspiration

his expression shifted to one of confusion

“y/n, why are you looking at me like that”

he could be your subject for not only the sculpture but also the portfolio as well

“okay this may be an odd favor and you can feel free to say no”

your leg couldn’t stop bouncing up and down and you thought your hands might catch a cramp from all the wringing they were doing

“don’t be silly. what is it?”

“well, i was thinking maybe you could be the model for my sculpture.”

 “of course i will but i thought it was supposed to be about mythology and i’m no greek god”

he chuckled a little bit

“shut up do. are you kidding me? your shoulders are like a mile wide. you have a great jawline and that smile? you’d have all the mortal girls falling for you i mean i did. that sounds like god-material to me”

he threw his head back laughing

mostly to hide the huge blush creeping up his cheeks

“okay, okay. i’ll pose for you. what do i have to do?”

“just sit still so that i can take some measurements of your face and then i’ll take some photos for reference afterwards.”

doyoung did as he was told for the most part

he sat there patiently

he kept peeking at your sketchbook as you laid out the rough ideas for a few of your other pieces

tbh you hadn’t even noticed

you were in the ZONE, you hadn’t been this inspired in a while and you wanted to take full advantage of it

you also hadn’t noticed the ,,,, um,,,, lack of space,,,,,, between the two of you

well doyoung had, to say the least

he sat there desperately hoping and praying that you wouldn’t notice how sharply he would breathe in everytime your hands touched his face to move its position

or that you couldn’t notice how much his hands were shaking and how he was constantly wiping them on his pants because they were very sweaty

finally, you had all the information you needed

as you stepped back and over to your chair in front of the clay, doyoung could finally breath

“doyoung, do you have any other classes today? i don’t want to keep you here if you have plans. you can go i can work off of the reference pictures”

he very vigorously shook his head

“no no, i’m free for the day.”

“okay. you should probably go get something to eat while get this started. this will probably be a long process.”

“yeah sure. do you want me to grab you anything while I’m gone?”

“nope i’m good. i already had the sandwich you brought me.”

“okay then i’ll be right back”

after he left it easy to feel the emptiness of the room

even though you were enveloped in your work it was still noticeable

the absence of his presence was palpable

the lack of it was almost suffocating

while you were worked on getting the basic shape and structure you found yourself unsettled

unable to get back into the ‘zone’ you found yourself in before

still, you pushed through the weird shift in the air, but it wasn’t long before doyoung came back with a bag of food

“hey doyoung.”

he glanced over at your pile of clay

“whoa. you made a lot of progress. okay i know you said that you didn’t want anything to eat but i brought burgers and some chips and stuff just in case.

“doyoung, you really didn’t have to. i would have been fine.”

he rolled his eyes but didn’t reply. he simply sat back in his chair and ate some of the fries that came with his burger

the hours seemed to fly by once doyoung returned

it also helped that you played music on the speaker that you brought

before you knew it, it was 5 pm and the sun was setting

you leaned back from your chair to stretch before standing and taking a good look at the sculpture

after about 4 hours of work, you were almost done

of course there were still things that needed to be touched up, like the hair and the eyes

you had decided on a pose of doyoung looking up and off into the distance

you turned and washed your hands in the sink at the back of the room

“here’s your burger if you want it. it might be a little cold, but it doesn’t have any mustard, lettuce, tomato, or pickle. that’s how you like it right?”

YALL HE DID IT AGAIN

HE REALLY JUST OUT HERE BEIN A WHOLE SWEETHEART

“yeah, how’d you know?”

“remember we met up for dinner before a study session a few weeks ago? that’s how you ordered your burger and you told me about how dill pickles were the bane of your existence”

 “which they are” you chuckled “but i can’t believe you remembered that”

“of course, i did. i remember everything you tell me”

your heart melted for like the fiFTH TIME TODAY

you smiled and blushed before grabbing the wrapped burger from his hands

you guys sat and ate in comfortable silence

once you had finished you turned to him

“if you’re ready to leave you can. i just have a few things to add but it’ll be okay if you aren’t here. i’m just about out of daylight anyway.”

he playfully cocked his head to the side and crossed his arms

“y/n. i have a feeling you’re trying to get rid of me”

“maybe i am doyoung. whatcha gonna do about it?”

“cry.”

you both busted up laughing

once you had calmed down you looked at him

“seriously do. if you wanna go study or sleep or something go ahead”

he stood up and began to walk closer to you

“oh stop that. y/n it isn’t a burden for me to stay here with you. i’m honored that you would choose me to be the subject of your work and i love spending my time with you”

at this point he was standing right in front of you. looking down into your eyes.

there was no hiding the redness flushing your skin

after a few moments of silence, you looked back down at your hands

he speaks again as if you two hadn’t spent the past minute just staring into each other’s eyes

“so what next? are you gonna keep sculpting me or are you gonna draw and paint a bit?”

“ummm ,,, i kinda want to just finish the sculpture so that i don’t have to worry about it ya know?”

“yeah. where is the light switch?”

“right by the corner near the door”

as he flipped on the switch and light once again flooded the room

you were able to get a good look at the sculpture

despite it not being finished, you were still incredibly happy and proud of it

you sat back down in front of it ready to finish the work

it only took another hour or two to finish once you really got back into it

you spent the bulk of the time adding in all the little details

and you also decided last minute to add a wreath atop his head and the top of a toga

you took a final step back before sighing in relief

you were finished

you almost wanted to cry

while you were staring at the piece doyoung got up to stand behind you and look at it as well

“wow y/n. it’s beautiful.”

“well it’s you so i hope it is.”

LOOK AT YOU. BEING BOLD. OKAAYYYY

before he could say anything else, you walked back to the sink and while washing your hands, asked his help to put it in another room to dry for a few days before it goes into the kiln

“it’ll take a while to dry so i’m going to leave it here and head to bed”

“okay well i can walk you back to your apartment”

“alrighty”

okay so you grabbed all your stuff (with his help because doyoung is too nice to just walk beside you as you try carry 4 different bags filled with art supplies)

the walk back was kind of uneventful

you invited him in to drop all your things off before he headed out, not until you thanked him for spending the day with you and being your subject

okay so 2 weeks pass

you and doyoung meet up a few times because you need him to model a few poses for your portfolio

but FINALLY you finished your portfolio and sculpture and turned it all in

since then you have been relaxing, getting ready for winter break

well “relaxing” is a loose term

tbh you had been kinda stressed over the scores you were going to get on the artwork

and today, the day before the quarter ends, your professor would be handing back your portfolio & sculpture with a score

you decided to text doyoung after getting dismissed from class

y/n: “hey i get the score for my art project back today. do you want to meet up and we can find out together?”

doyoung: “oh my gosh yes. but are you sure you want me to be there?”

y/n: “of course do. you were such a big part of this, i couldn’t leave you out of it. besides you haven’t seen the finished portfolio”

doyoung: “okay. same art room as last time?”

y/n: “yep. i’ll see you in 20”

you were nervous. as you waited in the room, your legs couldn’t stay still so you decided to pace in hopes of calming yourself down

or at least having something to do

when he walked into the room, your eyes met

there was no hiding the frantic look in them either

“hey y/n. do you have it?”

you pulled a card from inside the front of your portfolio and set it down on the table

doyoung’s voice was soft and calming as he walked up to you

“can i look at it?”

he picked up the large folder

in a large gold print:

PROMETHEUS, he dies everyday but wouldn’t wish for any other way to spend eternity

“you chose me to represent Prometheus? what’s his story”

you began to recount the tale as doyoung slowly flipped through pages of your artwork

·         “well he was the youngest of the titans, which were the creators of greek gods. it was said that he was also the kindest. when he looked upon the earth and saw how the humans were struggling, Prometheus felt pity and decided to give them a gift. he gave them a divine secret of the gods. he gave them fire. he did this despite knowing that Zeus would punish him if he found out. which he did. the other titans and gods were furious, so they tied him to a rock near the sea. every day an eagle would come and rip out prometheus’ liver and he would die. every night it would grow back bringing him back to life. this torturous routine goes on every day and night and according to the myth it continues until this day, as it will forever.”

as you finished the story doyoung closed the folder

all he said was “wow”

it made you nervous. “so ,,,,, do you like it?”

“y/n. this is beyond words. this is amazing. and you chose me?”

“well yeah i mean. you two just seemed to fit each other. you are the kindest person i know. you’re very generous too. so really it wouldn’t have worked if i had chosen anyone else or any other myth.”

he said nothing. just set down your work and hugged you.

you embraced each other. sharing this moment.

“y/n no matter the score on the other side of that car, just know that your work is beyond incredible. not just because it’s of me”

you both laughed before he continued

“seriously. you are an amazing artist. your art moves people. it makes me feel emotions that i haven’t felt in a while. it takes me on a journey.”

he pulled back and gave you one last smile before grabbing the card off of the table

“on 3”

“….1”

“….2”

“….3!”

a 97 was written in bright red marker

“oh my gosh y/n”

you two jumped back into each other’s arms

the smile on your face was ear to ear. there was no way it was going to fade any time soon

“I knew you could do it.”

“not without you i couldn’t have,” you say leaning back slightly, your arms still around his neck

he rolls his eyes at you

“seriously doyoung. if you hadn’t come by that day i don’t know what i would have done. you were my muse”

his arms were wrapped tightly around your waist

your eyes would have met if his weren’t staring at your lips right now

“y/n.” he whispered

“doyoung?”

“can i kiss you?”

“absolutely”

FUCKING FINALLY

ahem sorry I got a little excited for you

it was great. what can i say

it was everything you expected to be

before you thought that the whole “fireworks” thing was just movies overexaggerating

 but NOW you can attest to that

the kiss with doyoung had so much built up tension and caring and passion and just wowza

when you finally pulled apart

both of you were slightly out of breath

doyoung still had this cute, dumb smile plastered on his face

he gave you a few more pecks

which of course made you have a big dumb smile plastered on your face

you actually pulled apart and out of his arms this time and took a look at the score card

beneath your score the professor left a little note

“i hope you don’t mind but i emailed the art gallery about your work. they have a small exhibition open if you’d like to showcase your art. here’s the email: ­­­­­­_______. please consider it. you have serious talent.”

“an art gallery doyoung. an exhibition in an art gallery.”

tears fell down your face

this was an amazing opportunity

a dream came true

“i can come over tonight and we can email them.”

you just nodded your head

tbh you were still in shock

this was a huge opportunity

“so y/n. i know there is a lot going on right now but I can’t wait. will you be my girl/boy-friend?

“doyoung of course. can you help me take this stuff back to my apartment then if you want we can go grab something to eat?”

he nodded happily and grabbed the sculpture

THE END

goodness gracious that took a while

I hope you enjoyed reading this 5 thousand-word trainwreck

I know some of the stuff about creating sculptures isn’t accurate, but I need to make it work with the timeline I had in my head

I hope it didn’t bother anyone too much

but yeah

thanks for reading

also I didn’t proofread this so hopefully there aren’t many mistakes

if there are just message me and I’ll fix them

also also here’s a sequel type thing that doesn’t have to be seen as a sequel umm it isn’t as good as this one but here ya go

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#GOODNESS GRACIOUS #nct #nct imagines #nct scenarios #nct drabble #doyoung #doyoung x reader #law major!doyoung #College!AU #taeyong #johnny #taeil #yuta #jungwoo #winwin #mark #haechan #ten #jaehyun #renjun #chenle #jaemin #jeno #jisung #lucas #kpop #kpop imagines #kun

[hencethebravery]

✪  F A N F I C  ✪  M E M E  ✪

@soft-october-night tagged my personal (@starlessness) in this meme but it is fanfic heavy so I’m gonna play over here. btw, @soft-october-night is my co-host on a new podcast (about fandom) we’re slowly but surely producing, so watch this space! xo

Username: okay, so obvi, my handle on tumblr is hencethebravery, which is from a line of dialogue in interstellar. my handle on the archive is inaccessible rail (strangetales), which is a user handle in atwood’s oryx and crake trilogy.

Fandoms you write for: i have previously written, but no longer write for... sons of anarchy; teen wolf; the 100; heroes; doctor who; harry potter. i have most recently written for... once upon a time; the punisher; queen of the south. i’m not including good omens in here yet because it’s not quite finished. hopefully in the next couple weeks.

Where you post: on tumblr (@hencethebravery) and the archive (linked above).

Most popular one-shot: according to archive stats, my most popular one shot was a sons of anarchy fic, “late august,” which featured my main (and ultra rare) pair. i have no idea why.

Most popular multi-chapter story: again according to archive stats, “once upon a coping mechanism,” which is technically multi-chap, but not really, as they’re all independent ouat fics linked in a singular post. otherwise it’s probably “the spooky truth with dr. jones,” which is a cs black tapes au that i’m still ridiculously proud of. 

Favorite story you’ve written: as mentioned above, “the spooky truth with dr. jones,” is definitely one of my favs. otherwise it’s probably a captain charming fic, like “hated day,” which was devastating but also an experience to write. i will say that i’m not generally for the tragic gay trope, so most of my cc content is FLUFF, but just not this one, which i was kind of coerced into writing.

Story you were nervous to post: i think there’s a degree of nervousness when i post anything, but i remember being particularly anxious about my first cc fic, “beloved,” or one of my first smutty cs ones for sure.

How do you choose titles: like a lot of fic writers probably song titles. i’ve also been known to use a poetry or prose excerpt. i also started posting with no title at all, which was v emily dickinson of me.

Do you outline: uh... not totally. it depends on the story. a character study doesn’t really require an outline; something that’s more plot heavy (ew) usually requires a vague outline at the v least. honestly, most of my best writing occurs as i’m writing it, which sucks, but seems to be the case.

How many of your stories are complete: i have at least 30+ complete works uploaded to the archive.

How many of your stories are in progress: this is a vicious question. the answer is a lot. i have a lot of stories in progress. i’ve had a captain charming fic in progress for about 2 years and haven’t touched it in ages, but would still like to finish it at some point. i also have 2 queen of the south fics i’d like to finish, and as i mentioned, a good omens fic that’s almost at 3k and nearly done. this also doesn’t include original unfinished content, of which i have at least 2.

Coming soon: see above.

Do you accept prompts: so long as it’s a fandom or a pairing i’ve recently written for, absolutely! i do still have some sitting in my inbox though, so i generally don’t make any promises.

Upcoming story you’re most excited to write: i’m v excited about this good omens fic and my as yet titled novel about the house and the maybe lesbians. i can’t tell if they’re lesbians yet. initially they were always gonna be bi at the very least and all of a sudden it’s like they’re not sure so i’m not sure. whatever. it’s about fate and magic millennials.

Tagging: @distant-rose @justanotherwannabeclassic @jump-on-winds-back @phiralovesloki @academicpunk and whomever else would like to participate!

#@alanabeans #@hencethewriter #attn blogging #jeez have i written #a lot of fanfic #sure whatever

[doodlebloo]

Do you have any c!beeduo vod/clip recommendations? I'd really like to watch/rewatch some but I don't know where to start. No pressure ofc!

Hello anon :) Here are some that are mostly in-character that I like:

Vods:

The one where they decorate Michael's nursery <333

The end of this vod shows cPhil and cFundy meeting Michael for the first time :)

Ok here's an exception to the "mostly in character" thing. Michael's adoption stream happened before the marriage was canonized and was dubiously canon at the time but it was retroactively made canon, so like... Use your better judgement on which bits of it are canon and which are just the ccs hanging out :)

Tubbo's argument with Quackity about the cookie outpost, the end of this vod shows cTubbo opening up about the execution which is cool :)

Tubbo joining Las Nevadas, it's mostly c!cabinetduo but in the middle we see c!beeduo arguing :') it's very helpful for establishing their character motives I think

Any c!Ranboo New L'Manberg vods but ESPECIALLY the one from the day before the Green Festival (January 5th 2021 I think? Somewhere around there)

These r just off the top of my head, obvi there are streams like them working on building the Bee N' Boo, them building the Bee dome, then bothering Foolish while he builds the mansion etc but like many of the streams on this list they're sort of only half-canon (though worth a watch if you just like cc!beeduo streams :])

(the only reason I make the distinction between canon and non-canon is because I feel like it's important not to take interactions between cc!beeduo and apply that to the characters, there's supposed to be a separation there if that makes sense)

#asks #anon #if anyone has any others they like feel free to add on :)

[migleefulmoments]

The CC Dance is always this: One of the cult leaders posts something like "Hmm, I think Bullshit A, B, or C, because I am so smart I looked more closely than any of you imbeciles and it's clearly true because I'm posting about it in big letters, I love when our boys send us messages, it's SO OBVI". Then all the other minions reblog it about 20 times. To them, it then becomes "truth" and "fact". Nevermind that it is always utter BS and completely unfounded. It's pitiful anyone falls for it.

Yes...you nailed it.