#but. GOD.

[familyabolisher]

im not gonna because it would be an obviously terrible idea but i cannot tell you how badly i want to just walk into work and give my two weeks' notice, like, today

#.txt #i don't have another job lined up + don't have the money to cover my ass until i get one lol #But. God.

[azirafuck]

if we truly do get all this fucking angst the [EVERY] is gonna feel like a fucking defibrillator. it'll just make me jump right out of my skin. god.

#still the EVERY isnt the most important part for me - i need soft touches first and foremost #but. god. #good omens #good omens spoilers

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

still thinking abt these shots in particular

#fuck im never gonna be normal abt this ep i think #but. GOD. #the color contrast in the first one makes me insane but the fact that yuji’s shadow is missing his HEART ?????????? fuck #ALSO. grabs ur shoulders. do u see the geto/yuji parallels. do you see them. #choosing to protect others because youre strong. being broken down by a system that punishes kindness and rewards selfishness #choosing to simply kill and kill in the hope that there will be meaning to find in your actions after your death #the only difference is geto is obsessed w morals while yuji throws away human rationality #which ironically enough makes him more moral in our eyes bc geto’s morals arent ones we agree with #im normal abt suncoded boys and the ways they will inevitably break beneath the boot of the system <33 #jjk spoilers

[paperconsumption]

87 page history reading

#i think it’s a novel?? so should b easier to read than like nonfiction #but. god.

[enderspawn]

i want out of business classes NOW!!!!!!

#this is my last one to be fair #and also funnily enough it might be the most In Depth w ethics out of all ive taken bc its talking about it for a whole chapter #and one (1) assignment #but. GOD. #og post #personal

[moved-2-koiranliha]

yall know about that one episode of friends where joey went and used a thesaurus to change every word in his speech and it ended up completely unintelligible? that's how i feel about grammarly in fic writing.

#not to say it isn't useful for some people #like spell/grammar-checking is so fucking important lest you end up with a fic that's completely unintelligible but in a different way #but. god. #sometimes you can just TELL when a fic is 90% ai fixes and 10% actual human writing #this isn't a vaguepost or callout or anything we're just talking about plagiarism in mythology class and i came up with this line #and thought 'hm. maybe the beasts will like this or maybe i'll get my head torn off' #writing #fanfic #spaghetti wall

[ansu-gurleht]

did i. did i mention i lost my virginity to her x years ago today. did i mention that

#idk why that's fucking me up so bad rn #it wasn't even a bad moment it was good we both enjoyed it #but. god.

[circusthing]

hehehe not me being paranoid i've already ruined a few friendships i value very much with my stupid fucking nebulous feelings (:

#ed.txt #being unable to distinguish platonic feelings from romantic feelings is just. so distressing for me #it's nice to know there's a coined thing for it (nebularomantic) which means i'm not alone #but. god. #i tend to tell people when i get into the nebulous stage of feelings just in case it makes them uncomfortable and they #don't want to be friends anymore because like...as much as i fear abandonment #it's a person's right to stop talking to another person if they don't want to #but i. god. #i wish my feelings were more fucking distinct #i wish i wasn't so scared of abandonment #i wish i wasn't so fucking paranoid #i wish i could just kill my own heart and eat it #useless fucking thing

[friskarm]

“jinx is the florida man of runeterra”

#obviously league jinx #not arcane jinx #but. god.

[masculinepeacock]

i am constantly surrounded by casual transphobia and it’s exhausting

#i don’t. want to go anywhere else either. #i like my schools and i like my friends and i feel like i’m getting places #but. god. #i’m Tired

[viscerism]

19 and 30!!

thanks for the ask!

19: A song that makes you think about life

30: A song that reminds you of yourself

#ask #ask game #i know i've talked about rock + roll a lot #but. god. #it's one of those pieces of art that really changed the way i think about life. it's one of my favorite songs. it means so so much to me #also for 30 it was a close decision between that and disco! in the panic room by bug hunter

[sunriseinorbit]

i love writing! i love fanfiction!! i love making fictional characters kiss at midnight in a seven eleven parking lot!!!!!

#fanfiction #hannah.txt #i wrote the fun part of this fic first which means i'll have to go back and write the leadup which will not be as entertaining #but. GOD.

[narutodyke]

not to be that person but naruto fanon sucks

#so many things…interpreted badly… #i don’t particularly want to come off as a ‘STICK TO CANON’ person esp as a sns fan #and someone who actually wants to enjoy fandom #BUT. GOD. #the one that makes me angriest is sasuke not being able to express love #as if that isnt the entire series. wtf everyone #text #nick n mix #naruto

[mohabbaat]

december???? what next??? 2024?????

#god forbid 2025

[plaguedocboi]

I hate the “open floor plan” that everyone is obsessed with in houses now. I want nooks and crannies and bizarre floor plans. I don’t need to be able to see what someone is doing on the other side of the house. I want places to hide and lurk and dwell in the shadows. I am the beast who awaits in the labyrinth

#stop renovating old weird houses into white hotel lobbies for gods sake

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

#greek mythology #ares #athena #greek gods #dont get me wrong it aint athena slander but it sure is ares praise #on some level at least #man justly accused of bad things deserves some mid praise more at 11 #thank you romi for helping me with words though i duly noted you insisted on ares not being cautious rather than him not being careful #romi be like “i want him to care” and honestly good you should say it #also EPIC led to this and i just..... i want to draw some animatics man i just need infinite time now #my long lost love for greek myths just will never stop coming and they dont stop coming and they dont stop coming #i want some vulture design in here for ares but not sure about this one #kochei doodles