#but you know fresh start fresh start

[dix-rose]

my red flag is ignoring a problem until it actually becomes a bigger issue and then still choosing to ignore it because I’m just hoping it’ll go away on its own

#stupid shit #this applies to many many things #this week between Christmas and new years always gets me extra on edge #to the point where it is INCREDIBLY difficult to ignore the problems I’ve been ignoring #new years scare me #it reminds me of how far behind I feel in life #and even though I’ve accepted my fate in the fact that I don’t strive for a career and I simply just don’t want to die #it still makes me feel shitty when I think about how I’m going to be nothing more in life #it also brings on this insane pressure of the whole new year new me kinda thing #which I know is something I don’t HAVE to participate in #but you know fresh start fresh start #that’s a phrase I’ve been hearing too much here #reminds me of who I should be vs who I am #but rn the current problem is cramps related #they are INSANE #so intense #it’s been like this for almost two weeks and my period isn’t supposed to come until the 6th I think if I remember correctly #and the pain is very bad #I know people rn are like cry me a river #but there are days when I’m taking the strongest medicine I am allowed to take probably not supposed to be taking but taking anyway #and I’m still in a lot of pain #but I’m refusing to do anything about it because this year has been SHIT #and I keep thinking about the horrors of it being something really really bad #and I just don’t want to deal with that rn #my fears have been so intense too I feel like I’m basically re-living Jan through Feb of 2022 #I’m so fucking scared but I’m just trying to ignore it #so scared of being alone

[volchiitza]

clearly trying to stop fixating on "productivity" has actually improved my focus

#gradblr #phdblr #phd life #phd #studyblr #study motivation #listen tumblr's new thing where you can copy paste previous tags and they paste as tags instead of a line of tags is impressive #omggg you can also edit the text in a tag?????!!!! #hello when did tumblr actually start listening to our suggestions and implementing them??? #look i know those are fake flowers but hey my office is a little bleak and i needed some reminders of happiness and fresh flowers are #difficult because a) they dont sell them near campus and b) i go in pretty sporadic so they wilt and die so easily #even though the same flowers would last weeks when i get them for the house

[crescentfool]

orpheus and thanatos 💚

#persona 3 #ryomina #ryoji mochizuki #minato arisato #makoto yuki #lizzy does art #HIII EVERYONE :3 happy halloween.... (has been working on this for four weeks off and on) #i've always yearned to see art of ryoji and minato based on thanatos and orpheus!!! #i know that ryoji can be likened to being the eurydice figure which i agree with but I HAVE BEEN THINKING SO HARD ABT THEM LIKE THIS OK. #it was nice to give drawing something more ambitious (for my standards) an earnest try again! i love working with lineless and lighting #and working on this has inspired me to HOPEFULLY start doing some studies of sorts! i want to learn so many things... #all so that i can make ryomina as epic as possible... #also LET ME TELL YOU that thanatos coffins are making me realize i seriously need to do drawabox or something. #trying to put them in perspective is hard... but im pretty happy with what i made!!! #also can i just say i love how shapely orpheus is?? i love orpheus joints etc etc its so nice. very fresh #sighs longingly. i love them very much they make me want to do better at things. i hope everyone has a wonderful week ahead! 💙 #very excited to see what people do for ryomina week (<- they haven't made anything 4 it yet bc Busy... but i'll submit smthn late maybe)

[tealeavesandthorns]

@dontcxckitup liked the thing and gets a starter

"That, most certainly does not belong there." Maria's tone was frustrated as she looked down at the pile of messy papers on top of the box.

"Oh for goodness sake-" She shuffled the papers, all things she'd pulled out for Bond about a few days ago. She'd been wondering what he'd done with them and had hoped he'd returned them. "I'm going to murder him, very slowly and very painfully when he gets back from whatever island he's on." She muttered to herself before a noise at the end of the shelves caught her attention.

A sheepish look crossed her face when she realised it was M and he might have seen her losing her temper.

#//I didn't know if you'd want to continue the old stuff or just start a fresh so here is this randomness for you =) #also sorry I just up and disappeared like that #;maria thread #dontcxckitup

[baby-xemnas]

😭😭😭

#law san do your job and bully him sexually forever for the rest of your lives... #omfggggfg hes soooooo weak #he just got law back its so unfaiiiirrrrr #he just started healing from his heartbreak #hes in full ''appreciating what i have 1000 times more because i lost it once'' wound is so fresh #hes SENSITIVE and VULNERABLE #dont you think its kinda crazy adorable that law is so reserved and you could even say cold #even in the way he loves #but bеpo knows that no its real and its strong and loves him back THIS MUCH #the moment they are apart hes gone hes not there hes lost.... #and the moment law comes back he is so happy he is not even mad law left for a bit in the first place #too happy to think #too in love #bepоs heart can only be at peace when he is hugging law...even better if they are naked #attention from captain yes please #even tho he might cry from captain being rough bepо loves the intensity of it.....how can he not? its captain... #everything captain does he takes and he's grateful #look at him.........gentle thing #so full of love ...law what do you do to him that he is like this when you are apart huh.

[ghastigiggles]

Omg omg omg "Here comes the tickle monster" with ler!Jing Yuan and lee!Yanqing! If that's okay ofc💕

Mischievious Prompts [Still Open]

“My lord, please, you should still be resting…”

“A little rest is good for the soul,” Jing Yuan smiled back, gazing out the window; “But too much, and one risks becoming lethargic.”

Yanqing sighed softly, his brow furrowing with worry as he gazed at the general’s back. While it was true that Jing Yuan was bouncing back well, a part of him – the part that was still attached to his mentor – still stressed over the depth of his wounds. Jing Yuan could be like a cat at the best of times, concealing facets of his health to avoid worrying those he cared for – and giving his enemies an advantage, all the same.

“... I understand,” The young warrior managed after a moment, knowing better than to push his luck too far; “In that case, if there’s anything I can do to help, please, let me be of service.”

“Hm.”

Jing Yuan turned to look down upon Yanqing, a soft smile upon his lips as he took in the boy’s worried state – and with a soft chuckle, he nodded, turning to face him fully as Yanqing perked to attention.

“There is one thing…”

Something about the general’s tone struck a memory for Yanqing, who promptly tensed – suddenly overwhelmingly glad that there were no other members of staff present in Jing Yuan’s office. As the older warrior stepped forward, he stepped back, swallowing as he realized where this was going.

“My lord…! You can’t be serious – your condition is –”

“Not severe enough to stop the tickle monster!”

In a split moment, Jing Yuan grinned and started closer, earning a yelp of alarm from Yanqing as he darted away in turn, quickly moving to stay out of reach – though he couldn’t stop the anticipatory, equally entertained smile from seizing his features, nor the squeal that escaped him when the general finally seized his target. 

“Here it comes!”

“Eeyah! Nohohoo, my - my lohord…!”

Ultimately, a little laughter was a soothing balm for both of their souls – and for those who passed by the office’s doors, pausing to smile at the muffled sounds of play within. All would be well within the Divination Commission.

#hsr tickles #jing yuan #yanqing #mine #sorry this is a lil late #also sorry that its lighter on the Content side but #i finished the final bit of luofu before starting penacony tonight #so that was still fresh in my mind and like. the best point of reference for me to work with #also my first time writing for anyone from hsr so im sorry if it feels clunky #i will find my rhythm eventually god willing #anyway did you know i love them. did you know #their dynamic as like. mentor/student but also kind of big brother/lil brother is just... #its everything to me :( yanqing cares his mentor so much and wants to make him proud #and jing yuan cares his apprentice so much and wants to make him strong #im ngl though... luofu kinda made me Sleep storywise #i felt like it dragged a bit :( which SUCKS bc the characters are great #and ill take any chance to see the stellaron hunters do funky shit. which they did manymuch of during that story #it just got overshadowed by uh. too much filler imo #belobog and (so far) penacony have felt better paced #neway im rambling sorry #enjoy the fic o7

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

just here to say that I loveee the way you have doodled jin ling. squeaky toy golden boy. the most nephew to ever nephew. thank you for delightful comics, that's all, mwah

I simply think the Jin DNA is full of lil guy potential; like sugar ants on a peony B*)

#better drawn mdzs #ask #MDZS #Jin Ling #jin guangyao #jin zixuan #mo xuanyu #They are taking a little nap after snacking on nectar.... #I was working on some life study florals when I got this ask and thought 'I can combine these.' #Mwahs u back on the forehead; thank you for giving me an excuse to draw these guys #I really like doodling jin ling so I'm happy to know other people like him too #depending on how I rearrange these in my queue this is either the first time Jin Zixuan appears on this blog #or its right after he's been torn to shreds #Such is life! Jin Zixuan should have never disrespected the queen! #okay lets talk ants and peonys for a moment here #I use to think that peonys needed ants to help them fully blossom but that's not the case at all! #They want ants around to eat the pests that do more harm to them #peony's in China are associated with wealth and prosperity; but I've grown up with them meaning 'generosity and mutualship' #Yellow peonies are for fresh starts and new beginnings! Much to think about.

[bunfloras]

i think i’m tired of being bunfloras

#i dont even know what that means for me #it might be time to just start fresh #blank slate in some other fandom #some place where nobody knows me #stick to just being a face you see sometimes in twitch chat that reminds you of old times #but not just a name people call friend without the work #i might just start new #vent #kinda? #who knows

[evilbubu]

nobody cares but i just want to say thank you to twenty one pilots song; next semester for giving me the strength to drop out of University after it absolutely crushed me mentally, emotionally and physically. So, thank you. I'll try again, next semester.

#twenty one pilots #twenty øne piløts #next semester #“I don't wanna be here” #“Can you die of anxiousness?” #“This is a taste test of what i hate less” #“There's a pressure in my chest” #“start fresh next semester” #never felt so heard and understood by a song at the perfect period of my life before #me at 2AM sitting alone watching the music video when it got on my recommendation page on ytb #it was like #a weight has been lifted off my chest #sounds corny but its so true #im not even like a fan #the only other songs i know are heathens and stressed out #i think ill become a fan now

[bumblingbabooshka]

One of the best Voyager scenes to indicate Tuvok & Neelix's dynamic and how I think Tuvok is just as if not more 'annoying'(positive) than Neelix is when Neelix pours Tuvok a fresh squeezed glass of a fruit juice blend and Tuvok's like (paraphrased) "I don't want to drink this." and Neelix is like "Can you please try it?" and Tuvok's like "I don't want to, you're really bad at this sort of thing. It's going to taste bad." and Neelix says that Ensign XYZ said she LOVED it, she even had a second glass! And Tuvok says Ensign XYZ could drink poison without a second thought and Neelix is like "Tuvok could you please just TRY it? Just try a little SIP of it PLEASE??" and Tuvok sighs and rolls his eyes and sniffs it before taking a sip and it turns out he loves it. Turns out it tasted good actually. And then after all that Neelix tries to talk to him over eggs (which he's again cooking fresh for him) and Tuvok tells him he doesn't wanna hear "the life history of his breakfast." Absolutely insufferable this man I would have burned his eggs on PURPOSE!!!!

#I love Neelix so much and I think he and Tuvok are very funny together - irritating4irritating #People say 'Neelix is so pushy with Tuvok!' and you know what? I think Tuvok can handle it. I think maybe he does need to be pushed - #down a flight of stairs. (he's my favorite character and he's so annoying...TUVOK!!!!!) #Tuvok: -kicking and screaming- I don't want to drink the juice!!! It's poison!!! You're trying to poison me!!!!!!!!! #Neelix: Can you please drink the juice. The fresh squeezed juice I made for you Mr. Vulcan??? Can you please??? #Tuvok: Fine but if I die it's your fault. If I die from the poison you're FORCING me to drink it's on y- Oh this is delicious actually. #and don't tell me 'Neelix didn't make it SPECIFICALLY for Tuvok' bc I know he didn't but he says #'I'll start squeezing that second glass!' after Tuvok finishes his sip so he IS freshly squeezing it #Neelix: -makes Tuvok fresh squeezed juice- #Tuvok: Are you trying to poison me??? #Neelix: -talks to Tuvok while making his eggs- #Tuvok: Can you be quiet??? #<- TUVOK!!!!!!!! I'M GONNA KILL YOU EHHEHEHEH <3 #Tuvok is the most annoying guy ever bc he doesn't care about what people think and is a snob with a lowkey superiority complex #vs Neelix is perceived as annoying (post his relationship with Kes) bc he cares a lot about being useful and helping the crew and sometimes #is too pushy because of that but listen...I think Neelix is sweet and genuinely trying his best - after the Kes plotline with him ends I #really don't find him objectionable. Just chatty & a bit overbearing maybe Meanwhile Tuvok !!! #Meanwhile Tuvok!!!!!!!!! HHEHEHHE #st voyager #star trek voyager #I think they should have done more with Neelix thinking the crew of Voyager were spoiled - specifically how Tuvok acts Like That sometimes #little lord Tuvok. oH SORRY...for DEIGNING to speak while preparing your eggs your HIGHNESS!! #I think people do a disservice to Tuvok by not talking more about how he's kind of a hardass and a snob v_v also a disservice to Janeway #indirectly bc her bestie is kind of a hardass and a snob and what does that say about her?? #I also wish Neelix kept up a bit of that 'these people are crazy and also so soft oh my god shut up about the food being bad - we're trying #to SURVIVE!!! Eat the Leola Root!!' from the earlier seasons...I like when he shows he has a bit of bite #It's just funny and interesting that Janeway isn't friends with Tuvok bc he's 'not like other Vulcans' - she's friends with the most #Vulcany Vulcan ever and I love that for them. #CRIMINAL that we don't ever get any in-depth insight into their friendship #Tuvok

[scary-monsters]

what's a fun AU that might be interesting for a multi-chapter diego fic?? i'm open to anything.. could be dinopants or dinoballs or diejoni or x reader .. i feel like i could benefit from a new writing project but i've been stumped lately 🤔

#don't remind me abt my canon diego character study I KNOW IT'S THERE and i KNOW it needs to be updated trust me #i've been feeling stuck so i wanna start something fresh i think... if you have ideas for me i'd be curious to hear #otherwise i will brainstorm at work tonight

[umbrace-rambles]

My OPOC crew is finally finished WOOOOOO that took like. a week. but I am incredibly happy with them, they're finally real <3

Hope y'all like the blorbos, the start of their story is set around the current animanga situation. Post-Wano if you will. It gets kickstarted by the fall of Kaido and Big Mom and the consequences that brings to their territories and the world. They're going to have an extremely bad time starting out in the middle of the current world situation👍

They're mostly independent cause I don't enjoy canon and OC interactions all that much beyond using it as setup or for character development. That said, I do have an idea for one drawing/comic that is incredibly stupid and will likely do for the memes.

I don't know if I will end up sharing more of them than this but feel free to ask about them if you want to? Individual info cards of each of them below:

#one piece #op oc #one piece oc #one piece original character #The ones that have bounties already had them before they joined + added Jean's first bounty cause... captain #the rest won't get a bounty or their epithet until later in their story when they start to get more famous #some of them also get a second new epithet further down the line. Like Rye goes from “the griffin” to “white comet” #I love Jean cause he's like anti-main character. he wants anything EXCEPT being the king of pirates. let the man rest (no) #these cards + info is pretty much right as they start ish. The OG crew that sails from WCI are Jean. Tomogy. Garza and Chat #Everybody else joins later #I blame their sudden existence on my WCI rewatch. it inspired me #Bless honestly because I've been wanting to create a OP crew for the longest fucking time but I never found something I liked #Until them. my beloved chaos incarnate of a crew #Also relevant to let you guys know most of their names are puns or play on words. in proper OP fashion #I have some vague general ideas of their development as they navigate around and some more random drawing ideas of interactions/scenes #but the info in the cards is about all I have fully developed so far. they're fresh babies #my art

[e-louise-bates]

I am taking the month of January off from social media/screen entertainment as a chance to recharge and reset. I'm always trying to spend less time on my computer, and it only ever results in me endlessly browsing and not engaging (because if I'm not liking, reblogging, commenting, etc, I'm not *really* here, right?), so this is going to be a time for me to step away entirely and ask myself what my purpose is on all the various sites, and how much/what sort of time I'm willing to give to it. (And also whether I'm engaging as Louise-the-person or E.L. Bates-the-author, because those roles get blurred a lot and that's not super healthy, either)

I also hope to get a significant amount of writing done during this time (I am also limiting my fiction reading for the month of January--something else I've been feeling the need to be more purposeful about but have not had the gumption to do anything toward that until now), so hopefully when I return in February it will be with both a new direction AND some new stories underway--or at least better progress on the old stories!

#january always feels like a good month for quietness and contemplation #I know for most people it's all about new starts #and I like to do a certain amount of that as well #but generally I like to pull in a little and spend the month pondering things #and then make a fresh start in february #so I will see you all february 1

[fereldanwench]

According to the devs, we'll have the option to dive right into Phantom Liberty pretty much whenever we want, but it sounds like there might be some value in starting a fresh game or at least entering earlier in the main story: A lot of current information about Phantom Liberty is that it is going to do some major overhauls to the base game, such as (just to name a few) adjusting how armor works (it'll be tied to cyberware, not clothing) and accruing wanted levels that could mean a showdown with MaxTac (source).

#cyberpunk 2077 #g: cyberpunk 2077 #tumblr: polls #feel free to reblog and share thoughts #(although excessive negativity/trolling will get ya blocked i don't care if you hate cyberpunk this poll isn't for you then) #i'm very curious bc i know so many of us have been like 'i need to have a game ready to go for phantom liberty' #and now i'm like oh shit im just gonna start fresh at this point lmao

[little-buggy-boy]

Not an update or nothin’, but I finally got him! Check tags for a thought

He came in today :)

#I do think about starting this up once I’m graduated #but like. on a new blog #start fresh. you know? #still the same theme but new blog with better ground

[motordyk]

maybe this vacation was a good idea

#cw abuse #cw child abuse #the more i think on it the more i start to remember #i cant believe id forgotten about this part of my life. its really starting to come back to me #i dont remember the finer details but i am remembering that asshole kid and that he didnt treat me very well #he was very frustrating to be around and i really didnt like him #posting this here because god knows i dont have the energy to send it to each individual server that i want people to see #and im alright with having this be public knowledge. even with the risks that come with it #all i ask is that if you want to ask me anything about this or if you want to know anything at all #please #please please please please PLEASE for the love of god be gentle with me #i literally just found out about this like an hour ago so the shock is still very much fresh #if youre a friend of mine im more likely to trust you but if youre on anon consider your words VERY carefully. very carefully #im thick-skinned when it comes to stuff like this but even now im still a little bit rattled #i think thats all i have to say on this. i love you guys <3 please take care of yourselves