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#but tbh the nicer you are. the more people might praise you so like...? it's worthwhile
foolishnpd · 6 months
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it's funny that narcissism is called abusive like, yeah i have awful traits, but i try very hard to offset them and not be shitty??? and i'm certainly not the only one who can do that
like yes i love talking about myself and hate listening to others and would rather just dominate the conversation with my own speech, but i will make an effort to ask questions and actively listen to the other person and refrain from steering the conversation back on myself to be respectful
yes i will exaggerate and borderline lie about every story and anecdote i tell to get the reaction i want (praise/sympathy) but i will also make an active effort to be honest and not intentionally lie everywhere else to offset this, because the exaggerations are ultimately harmless anyways
yes i lack affective empathy, but i can push myself to have cognitive empathy, i try to display sympathy and compassion to the best of my abilities
yes i'm only really willing to associate with people who meet my standards of special-ness, but i also won't be a rude pos to anyone who doesn't
I think i'm better than everyone but i rarely so much as mention that to people
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lavenderwhore444 · 3 years
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OK I HAVE ANOTHER IDEA FOR CAT SHIGARAKI , what if cat shigaraki can actually turn into a cat 🐈 likr a full on cat, one day u where coming back from work and sensed someone was following u, but every time u would check u would find nothing not until the 5th time u turn around u see a little tail wiggling, u try to hide ur giggles and pretend u didn’t see him, shigaraki wasn’t sure why he was so interested in u since he basically hated everyone but something about u was so soft and sweet, shigaraki of course never trusts anyone after what happened to him ( poor baby was abused), after that little incident he started following u home every day, u of course didn’t mind but u really wanted to get a closer look ( u always had food outside wanting for him), on one rainy night shigaraki couldn’t find a place, he was scared,cold and hungry so he ends up scratching and meowing on ur door, u open the door and find this adorable yet really skinny cat and not to mention he was shaking ( one of his ears has a little cut) he looked like he was about to faint so u immediately picked him up and dried him off and fad him, he was exhausted so he passed out, until he woke up he never had anyone caring for him like that, u were really worried for him that really made him feel something he wasn’t so sure of but he knew he wanted ti stay , so this is the day u decided to take this random ass cat in that u had no idea if it was a male or female every time u wanted to check he would hiss ( he was really shy and thought u were pervert) at u so u gave up and picked a random name he didn’t like any but oh well, at first shigaraki was a bit grumpy and a bit shy but he eventually warmed up to u, until one day u we’re on the couch watching tv, shigaraki sees u and goes to cuddle with u ( he was feeling a bit really touched starved) u surprised to say the least, u took a little nap with him until u woke up and Felt something heavy on u, u look down to find a dude cuddling up on ur chest, u pushed him off and started panicking, he did have the cat ears and tail but no way is that ur pet, shigaraki woke annoyed until he remembered he was in his human form, u we’re asking so may questions all he wanted to do is cuddle with u for god sake, he explained everything to u and told u his name , u didn’t mind tbh u had to admit he was kind of cute in his human form, plus it’s not like u haven’t heard if hybrids before u know a lot of people have them so why not have one too , it’s been a almost a year since that day and u never regretted having shigaraki he was absolutely precious.
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Your neighborhood might not have been in the nicest area, and you might be just a little paranoid, but you've never felt like this before. You could practically feel the eyes on your back. You checked behind you every so often but never saw anyone and assumed you were just more anxious than normal.
However, you were being followed by someone who could kill you with just one touch. Even though he'd learned to control his quirk, Tomura Shigaraki had little regard for human life. He hated almost everyone but took an interest in you.
It wasn't that he liked you. He was just curious, like a hunter hunting new prey or a scientist watching a new specimen. It didn't matter that the smell of your sweet perfume had drawn him in, and the way you were just so unbearably cute had kept him very interested.
He had followed you for four whole blocks; he got worried when you started heading towards this part of town. Tomura followed you, ready to attack anyone who tried to hurt you. He had concluded that you were the only tolerable person to exist on this stupid dying planet.
It got tricky when he followed you into an alley. There wasn't really anywhere to hide. He stepped on a twig and darted behind a trash can, praying that you didn't see him. Unfortunately you did see him. Well, part of him.
When you checked behind you again, a cute little tail was sticking out from behind an overflowing garbage can. You bit your lip as you smiled, pretending that you didn't see the kitty’s tail. To be fair, you didn't know if it was a girl or a boy, but you had gone with a random hunch you had.
When you reached your apartment, you took one final look around but assumed the little kitty had disappeared. Tomura wanted so badly to race right past you into your house and refuse to leave, but he didn't know who you were or what you'd do to a random uninvited cat. He just couldn't trust you. He wished he could.
The next time he walked by your house, he noticed some cat food sitting out. Did you have another cat? Who cares? He was hungry, so he walked up and ate most of the food. Maybe you could be a consistent source of food. When he heard your door unlock from the new box he'd taken residence in, he followed you to work and then back to your apartment. This went on for a good week and a half.
One day it began to rain. And then it started to pour. The box Tomura had taken shelter in was damp, and rain came right through it. He wanted to cry, he had nowhere to go, and he was cold. So so cold. He tried to hide anywhere he could but was chased out by other cats. He ran back to your apartment and desperately clawed and meowed at your door.
Inside, you heard him despite the heavy rain. If you‘d had the TV going, you wouldn't have heard his sad meows, but thankfully, you did. You open the door to see the cat that follows you home. He's skinny and has patches of fur missing, nearly bald, and his ear is cit. He's shivering and looks like he's about to faint.
You immediately scoop him up and hold him to your chest hoping to warm him up while you get a fresh towel out of the dryer. It's still warm and you wrap him up in it.
“Oh, poor kitty, you must be so hungry,” you say, picking him up while he's snuv in the warm towel.
He mewls quietly, agreeing with you. The food you'd been leaving out was always eaten by other cats when he got there.
“Come on, sweetie, it's gonna be okay,” you reassure.
He lets you carry him to the kitchen, where you open some cat food for him. He lets you feed him. He feels too weak to stand on his own legs. When the can of food is gone, his eyelids droop, and he nearly falls asleep in your arms. When you put him down, he cries for you to stay with him.
He's never felt this way before. Tomura isn't sure if he can trust you or not, but he needs you. He has to try and trust you.
“Aww, you want me to stay with you,” you're already gushing over the cute cat, “of course, sweetie,”
You scoop him into your arms and undo the towel a bit so he's not constricted. You fall asleep with him in your arms. When he wakes up, he sees you scrolling through your phone; he peeks at it and sees you're looking at missing pet reports.
His heart sinks. His old owner may not have cared about him but the thought of them putting up a report made him shake. You feel him stir and see how scared he looks.
“Hey, hey, it's okay,” you say, noticing him staring at the screen, “you can stay with me,”
He mewls in agreement and wriggles out of your arms.
“Hold on buddy,” you say picking him up.
When he notices where you're trying to look, he hisses at you and squirms until you put him down. If he'd have known you were such a pervert, he would have stayed out in the rain. The way you scratch behind his ears makes him forget all about how weird you were, and he purrs loudly.
“What should we name you?” you wonder out loud, you look at his light blue fur and decide on a name, “how about snowball,”
Tomura pretty much hates the name you chose for him, but oh well. He hops off the bed and decides to poke around the house. You follow him around and make sure he doesn't try to eat anything he shouldn't. Something in his little kitty brain lights up when he sees a room with a bunch of boxes. He doesn't know why he's so compelled to jump in them, but when he does, he's elated.
He hops in and out of them, looking at you for approval whenever he jumps, particularly high. You always reward him with clapping and words of praise. When he's finished playing on what he's deemed as the box room, he heads to the living room, rubbing his face all over your furniture to mark it as his territory.
He does the same with the rest of your house as well as you. He's having a good time until you pick him up and try to peek where you're not supposed to again. He hisses at you and is grumpy for the rest of the day, hiding under the couch, climbing into the cupboards, and causing havoc throughout your home.
When you yank him down from the highest shelf of the laundry room, he frowns at you (as much as a cat can) and stalks away to sleep on the couch. You're honestly not worried about his grumpiness. It just means he's getting his strength back and standing up for himself.
You do have to admit that you miss the way he had curled up in your arms last night. You love living with your kitty, and he still follows you to work time and time again. Over time he became for comfortable and a bit nicer (no more random biting) until he was comfortable enough to nap at the end of your bed.
The next time it rained, tomura was terrified. You were watching TV on the couch, and he jumped onto your chest. He needed you to cuddle him while it rained, so he didn't feel scared anymore. You were happy and also a bit surprised. Of course, you didn't complain while he purred as you held him.
His purring lulled you to sleep, and he got so comfortable he accidentally switched back into his hybrid form. Tomura wasn't born a cat, but hybrids on the streets are treated so cruelly that he decided he was safer im his cat form. When you woke up to a heavy weight on your chest, you jumped, causing Tomura to wake up.
When you look down and see a random guy lying on you, you immediately push him to the floor, trying not to look too far down since he was naked (cats don't wear clothes. You can't blame him). The thing that scared you the most was that you couldn't find your cat.
“Who are you!” you shrieked, looking down at the man.
You noticed he had the same ears and tail as “snowball,” but there's no way he was your pet Tomuras is a bit disgruntled from being woken up from his nap but kind of understands your distress.
“Who do you think?” he says, “I’m your cat, just a hybrid,”
You stare at him in shock, of course you knew about hybrids but he still scared you.
“My names Tomura,” he says, “so you can stop calling me snowball,”
“Why didn't you tell me?” you ask, confused, “I still would've taken you in,”
“Well I didn't know that,” he snapped.
Tomura was much moodier in his hybrid form because he had a better memory. He was able to remember all the abuse he endured and how badly he was treated. He didn't want to go through that again, but when you scratched behind his ears, he couldn't keep himself from purring.
“Let’s get you some clothes,” you say, guiding him to your room.
You had some spare clothes your brother had forgotten when he moved out. Tomura put them on eagerly, not wanting you to look too far down. Having fresh, clean clothes on was a new experience to him; his old master never gave him any, and he cringed at the thought, beginning to panic a bit.
You noticed the change in his breathing and wrapped your arms around him. That same sweet smell of your perfume that had drawn him in reached his nose, and he began to breathe slowly, taking in it all in.
“It’s okay,” you say softly, “it’s okay now you're safe,”
He nods, getting choked up at the thought of you caring about him. Over time your friendship strengthens, and even some romance blooms. You love spending the night snuggling with him and kissing him. Tomuras the best thing to ever happen to you and your the best to him.
He's finally found someone he can trust.
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miraculouscontent · 2 years
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mystic-lionroar asked:
I despise the new Kuro Neko trailer with every fiber of my being.
Fair tbh. Looks like every Marinette salt fic I’ve ever heard of.
Anonymous asked:
While this might be the third time Adrien has nearly quit, I'm more interested in Marinette simply pondering the aftermath of her quitting. Just what type of person was pre-Origins Marinette?
Ohhh, like... if Marinette had actually quit in “Origins”?
Honestly, her life would probably be so much nicer and she probably would’ve grown into a much different person.
Anonymous asked:
Oh god, I'm dreading the type of Marinette-blaming sht they're going to pull once a new episode releases. There's a spoiler where Sadrien takes off his ring and people are salting over Marinette for acting OOC and treating him horribly. Like, wtf, are they expecting her to go googoo-gaga and bow down to his every whim? Idiots, the lot of em.
Anonymous asked:
Isn't it hilarious that the moment Ladybug starts treating Chat Noir professionally and stops pampering him and putting all of her attention on him, he immediately goes to sulk-mode and the fandom suddenly goes all berserk over her "neglecting" him? Dude, he's just her superhero "partner," and that was the intent from the start. No one ever said they had to go off kissy-kissy and had to become unable to do even the most basic of tasks if the other weren't around. As it stands, Ladybug has more power in the "relationship" because she's actually fking responsible and doesn't throw a tantrum whenever people don't pay attention to her. Chat Noir? Imagine having to be so dependent on having the praise and attention of someone that you give up your responsibilities once they stop treating you like a Prince. Yeah, just imagine.
Ugh.
Worse still is that “Kuro Neko” is right after “Ephemeral” where Ladybug stood up for Chat and said that he was an excellent hero, not to mention other stuff like “Guiltrip” where she tells him about how things would be “a lot less fun” with him around.
But because she doesn’t bow at his feet and cater to his every damn whim, she’s a monster (half-convinced that “OoC” comments is just because of love square stans refusing to believe that Ladybug might--*gasp*--actually have problems with Chat). Adrien constantly has things handed to him so damn quickly while Marinette constantly has things taken away, and he’s simply not happy because Ladybug isn’t gushing over him.
I get the “you can’t help who you love,” but oh my god. Kid could have just about anyone he wants and if he pulls the slightest sad face then 99% of Paris will drop everything with him, but it’s not freaking enough for him. He wants Ladybug and only Ladybug.
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1990jeevas · 3 years
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I love it when people talk about things they're passionate about, tell me something cool!! Anything you want, just something you find interesting or want to talk about :D
hello anon my beloved, I am in a bad mood so you will be receiving a passionate, yet lowkey of pissy rant about why villainizing bakugou makes me wanna vomit and its NOT just because I'm a dumbass kinnie :)
tws: child abuse (emotional and physical), near death expierences, bullying, kidnapping, suffocation, lots of trauma in general tbh. if you've seen bnha then basically just keep all the general triggering plot stuff in mind incase i missed any warnings
also, note: I havent caught up on bnha in a minute, I'm at like the start of the war arc but I barely remember shit there tbh so like. probs missing new stuff. also bnha spoiler warnings lol
so, for starters, the homie bakugou has like,, a good handful of issues that come from his childhood that explain why he's an ass. he was always praised and never actually reprimanded for being a twat which led to him having a huge ego that ended up fucking him over majorly. this ego was something that his mother acknowledged him having, but literally didnt try to fix it with anything other than violence. see here:
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like, instead of trying to help him, she hits and insults him, which is probably what led to his weird inferiority/superiority complex. being constantly told by others that you're outstanding and one day you'll be a top hero because you're rude and aggressive and then going home and being hit by your mother for those exact same behaviors is bound to fucking confuse a child.
so like, now that we've established that its definetly canon that his mother (parents? I think he said parents at some point but masaru doesn't seem like the type so 🤷) hits him though we don't know how much or how often (though if bakugou was as much of a little shit back then ((which as far as we've seen- he was)) then it was probably often), lets talk about how regardless of all that 1) hitting your kids as "discipline" not only doesn't work but is abusive lol like idc if it's spanking/popping them on the mouth for talking shit, slapping them across the face "on occasion", etc. shits not okay 2) hitting your kids!!!! does not work!!!!!!!! it is literally PROVEN not to work!!!!!!!! hitting a child who has done something wrong doesnt teach them to stop doing something it teaches them to be scared of you, which will cause the child to withdraw, removing part of their support system (assuming said abusive parents would even offer that up) and will most likely lead to them thinking they're a bad person, not that their actions were bad, which are two different things. so, ya know, that would clearly have an effect on a kid. like, as someone with a mother who reminds me all too much of mitsuki: I have acted like a complete shitbag and taken my anger out on people to feel better in the past because of the way my mother treated me. though it was nowhere near what bakugou did, I still know first fucking hand what a mother hitting and insulting her child will do, especially if they have no proper outlet for that (friends, a safe place to vent) which bakugou never fucking had.
theres also the fact that just talking to your kid the way mitsuki does (saying it's his fault he was kidnapped because he's weak, all while hitting him) is not??? okay?????? ive seen people arguing that this was just a joke in poor taste but like her son was KIDNAPPED and even if it was a "joke" there's literally NO WAY that would EVER?? BE FUNNY??????? she just sounds like the kind of parent who at the very least says shit without thinking that would traumatize bakugou (because being told right after being kidnapped it's your fucking fault by your mother is absolutely traumatizing) but it comes across as her being emotionally abusive.
mitsukis character as a whole comes across as a shitty mom who doesn't realize she's a shitty mom and thinks bakugou being an ass isn't at least partially her fault even though she's admitted to realizing he has always had an ego problem and doing nothing to fix it except for hitting and yelling which obviously did nothing but make him just as loud and violent as she is.
this is obviously not the entire reason why he's a dick but he was never properly taught that the shit he was doing wasn't okay and people not stopping it and/or praising him endlessly even tho he was a bully is basically the same as encouraging it, thank you very much.
moving on from that, let's talk about bakugous other traumas and how he naturally responds to them. hint: it's with either full blown panic or a fight response (verbal or physical, though usually physical. also sometimes it's the panic followed by the fight response.)
so far in bnha (keep in mind that I am not caught up, I've only read up to the beginning of the war arc and i barely remember those bits so) bakugou has...
nearly died via sludge villain (he was unable to move and was being suffocated to death- keep this in mind)
lost for the first time ever and against deku of all people (this nearly sent him into a full blown panic attack, likely because of that sexy little inferiority/superiority complex combo. think of this as like. gifted kid burnout lite. he has always been the best of the best and now suddenly he is being beaten by somebody who has always been weaker than him, which immediately makes him start thinking he was never actually that good, he's actually a fucking failure, a goddamn fraud)
won the sports festival by default (bakugou counts this as yet another failure because todoroki didnt try his best. had bakugou lost to todoroki full strength, he would've taken 2nd place with a bit of bitching, but he still wouldve taken it rather than refuse the medal as it would be a reminder that he failed. instead of accepting that like UA shouldve, the staff chained and muzzled him on live television and then had all might, his fucking idol, force the medal into his mouth. remember the sludge villain incident and how he couldnt move and was suffocating to death? yeah.)
been kidnapped because of the way he reacted to winning during the sports festival (he was aggressive and tried to refuse the medal because he felt he didnt deserve it and was then retraumatized by being chained up and muzzled. his "villainous attitude" was a fucking trauma response, do not tell me otherwise)
was then chained up once again by the LOV after being kidnapped,,, do we see the "retraumatize bkg" theme yet?
"ended all might" (he literally blames himself for all mights retirement because had he just not have been weak, all might wouldve had more time, right?)
my point with all of these is that bakugou has been severely traumatized and has then had his trauma responses (aggression, fight) used to further demonize him. not all people with trauma react the fucking same and the way the fandom just refuses to acknowledge anger as a valid form of trauma response is gross as hell.
moving away from that topic, bakugou has literally never had any actual friends, they all just used him and didn't care about him which absolutely will fuck up a kid, especially one who already has all that other shit going on. bakugou deadass never had a support system or people to help him grow as a person, let alone properly work through his fucking emotions so it's not surprising that he would take out his bullshit on the one person who tried to help him especially considering he saw dekus actions as him thinking he was weak. bakugou was raised to not seek help, he thought somebody strong shouldnt ever need it, so for somebody like deku (who bakugou percieved as weak and helpless already) to offer up help? deku must obviously think bakugou is even weaker than him, what other explanation could their possibly be!
speaking of which, there's his heaps of insecurities that he basically hid by being a twat and bullying others for most of his life. kid was so insecure he bullied deku for fucking years cause he thought deku looked down on him, thought he was better than him, etc. and that only got worse bc his idol then decided to take deku in, train him and even give him his quirk. there's probably some shit im missing but still he's got issues and always has had issues. that being said, he's actually improving and working them out now which is what makes him a really good, interesting character. it's also nice to see a character who is a dick without some tragic backstory (like his backstory is sad but its not the classic "my family was fucking slaughtered and i turned into a raging bitch who murders people" type shit) bc that rarely happens and it's like most assholes don't actually have a story like that they're just assholes lol
now lets talk improvement! lil bitch has been getting better since he got into UA and im so happy abt it!! he had a rough start what with deku suddenly having a quirk and all but like he is really improving now and it highkey shows that bakugou just mostly needed people who 1) didn't constantly praise him and actually criticized him instead 2) actually fucking punished him doing stupid shit and 3) some motherfucking friends
Since going to UA he's gotten actually feedback from teachers about his weaknesses and how to get stronger, he's lost against others, hes been told he has a shit attitude and is a dick, told he should be nicer and leave deku alone, etc etc. He hasn't gotten in trouble too much with teachers but others give him shit for what he does and aizawa has punished him too, while still acknowledging that bakugou is an amazing and dedicated student, something which no one else had done up til that point. and uh???? homie actually has friends who like,,, don't use him and also call him out when he's a dick. like specifically kirishima has done this shit and him and bakugous relationship is clearly very healthy and beneficial for the both of them. makes me feel all happy n shit, ya know
bottom line is: while it is absolutely valid to dislike or even hate bakugou because he is a massively flawed person who has been very cruel to others, villainizing him for the way he acts which in large part seems to be from a lack of guidance, a shitty mother and heavy amounts of trauma, is fucking awful. his actions cannot be fucking excused, he needs to apologize and continue to grow, but he is also a fucking teenager, who is just now being told that the way he acts is unacceptable by people who dont fucking abuse him (and I swear to god if any people who think mitsuki isnt abusive interact with this fucking post I will fullstop hardblock you, I do not fucking care) and actually treat him like a normal person instead of some prodigy child or someone who needs to be fixed.
people are free to debate my points or whatever bc I know some of this stuff is up to interpretation but like. dni if you're just here to say you hate bakugou for xyz reason or that he's irredeemable. also especially dni if you compare him to fucking endeavor yall bitches make me gag.
anyways thxs for the ask anon <33 sorry this is a kinda messy info dump lol
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costellos · 4 years
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tell me who you’d take on a date and where you would go! — CLOSED
@thisbloghasnoaesthetic​ asked: Id love to take Jotaro on a date. Just something chill. Like getting some good food. Or just sitting together doing nothing. I'd love to just read a book with my head on his shoulder. Just enjoying eachothers quiet comfort :)
omg that sounds like a great date for Jotaro! he definitely seems like the type to want a chill date. he’d probably opt for something that offers takeout if you’re referencing Part 3!Joot, somewhere a little nicer but just as casual if you’re referencing Part 4!Joot. and while you’re reading, you might just catch a teeny, tiny smile on his lips. but don’t say anything or you’ll ruin the moment 🤭💕
anonymous asked: i would wanna take kakyoin out to an indoor roller rink so we could rollerskate together 🥺 it’s one of the things i like to do most and i’d wanna skate around w him while holding hands! also cause he’s tall, i feel like it’d be hard for him to keep balance and prevent himself from falling lolll. but we could go out to an ice cream place nearby afterwards and watch the sun set (if the time is right) 💗
how cute!! sharing something you love with the one you love most... I dig it. Kakyoin would be soooo embarrassed, though! he just wants to impress you but his center of gravity is absolutely awful. rip. at the end of the day, however, he’d be so appreciative that you shared something so personal with him. ❤️ let him pay for the ice cream, it’s the least he can do!! and maybe hold your hand while you watch the sunset 🌅
@lavaicerinkk​ asked: I would ask mista, probably to like a concert or something like that. We'd probably go as homies, then when we get home id be like "what if we kissed haha" and hed be like 😳😳 ok, and then we live happily ever after
LMAAAAOOOOO. I feel like this is v in character for Mista.... he’d be caught so off guard by it! esp since he probably would’ve accepted that you were just friends. not that he’d say no, tho 👀 he’d just be like, “wait, for real?” and waste no time kissing you after you gave him permission. what a happy ending. 💕
@murcx04​ asked: Take someone on a date huh hmmmmm- Josuke is my bet HAHA Hed be so refreshing to be with óuò. And we'd go shopping kfbfjfn And that where- he'll just show his pleading eyes and want you to buy the shoes he wants oh boy-
I agree, he would be a very refreshing plus one! I think a shopping date would be v traditional with him. I’m imagining you both at the mall, where he cackles at all the weird sex stuff at Spencer’s and shares his food court soft pretzel with you. 🥨 he probably wouldn’t explicitly say that he wants new shoes, but he’d nudge you and be like, “hey. if you wanna know what to get me for my birthday...” and point to the Air Force 1′s on display. so subtle. 🙄
anonymous asked: tbh i think i'd like to take kira out to dinner and go on a walk. i know its a simple date but i think he's really neat and i don't really like big or flashy events and i don't think he would either kjfnksnjks. its just sumn that would suit both of us nice
ooo interesting choice, nonnie! I 100% agree with you on this one. Kira would probably take you to one of those restaurants that have private rooms. I think some ritzier places are like that? anyway, he’d want to focus this date all on you. no mindless chatter from other patrons, no screaming children — the more noise he can minimize, the better. and during your walk, I can see him allowing you to take the reins on the conversation. he just finds everything you say so fascinating! 🌷💗
@catnymous​ asked: I'd take Fugo first to just a simple lil cafe then to the park :3
Cat!! I missed you!! you should come into the askbox more often, I always enjoy your replies. in the meantime, Fugo probably overthinks a lot so this date would be casual enough for him to relax. he would probably opt for some coffee and a slice of cake that he can share with you 🍰❤️ and a stroll through the park would be the perfect way to walk off the calories! (plus when you get to a fountain he’ll probably make some corny wish about getting to spend more days with you like this a;sdfkjl)
anonymous asked: Idk if you’re familiar with part 7... but I would bring Johnny to the planetarium; it’s a place that I love, and bringing him to a place special to me would mean a lot, I think. I’d tell him all of my favorite things about space. And, it’s a little mushy, but I’d remind him that just because you can’t always see the stars doesn’t mean they’re not there; every one is special and the same is for people. And of course, it would be a fun day out to appreciate the beautiful things in the world
unfortunately, I’m not familiar with Part 7... :( but thank you so much for sharing nonetheless! this is such a heart-warming confession 💕 I wish there was more I could say; I love that you’d share all your favorite things about space, and how everything and everyone is special. 💫 such a beautiful confession. 
@serenityblaze44​ asked: I would take Bruno and/or Abbacchio to a conservatory or garden, maybe bring a picnic. Nothing too exciting, just time to relax and spend time together. Then go home for cuddles.
por que no los dos? ahaha nah I’m joking... unless 👀 no but for real, this sounds ideal for both of them! ❤️ they would both appreciate the time to unwind. I could see Abbacchio prepping all the food, while Bucciarati handles everything else (packing the blanket, utensils, alcohol, etc.). they’d probably opt for somewhere outside of Naples since it’s far too crowded in the city. afterwards, be prepared for a gr8 nap between two warm, loving boys!!
anonymous asked: I'd take Kakyoin on a date! I think it would be really fun to go somewhere like an amusement park or arcade so we could just kinda be stupid together and forget our problems. Id go on the Ferris wheel and try to kiss him at the top but he'd probably shake the cart the whole time to freak me out 😂😂 After everything he's gone through, he deserves to have a lot of fun and id love to see him smile 🥰😍
aw friend, this is such a sweet scenario! hopefully the Ferris wheel doesn’t give him too many bad memories of Death Thirteen though ope,, anyway, what a lovely way to forget about all the stuff he’s endured! he’d playfully challenge you to some arcade games (and I’m using “playfully” lightly here) and then destroy you. 🙄 but it’s okay, any tickets he gets will immediately go to a cute stuffed animal just for you 🧸
@hadesaedes​ asked: OOOH I’d have to go with either Yukako or Koichi (even tho i have like TWO hands either is fine). Yukako is a very passionate and strong lover which I LOVE cause im shy with affection so being bold with it is MWUAH. While Koichi is also passionate I like to think he enjoys more simple and low key dates which is my type of thing. Having to just bask in each other’s company without having to fill the silence is GREAT. THEY ARE BOTH GREAT!!! In this essay I will-
AHHH A+ CHOICES, FRIEND. Yukako and Koichi would spoil you so much!! they’d handle any date expenses (movie tickets, food, etc.) and would adore having any opportunity to hold your hand 😊 Yukako would probably be more physically affectionate; she’ll either have her hand on top of yours or her feet wrapped between yours when sitting. Koichi would opt for compliments, praising you on how cool and smart you are! wow, what a supportive pair 🤝
anonymous asked: It's very hard to choose, but I'd go on a date with Bruno. Idk I'm just very gay for him. He knows a lot of nice and fancy places in Naples, but since that's not really my world, I'd take him to a small coffee shop or something. Nothing fancy or expensive but still very enjoyable. Maybe some ice cream. Walking through the city and going to a restaurant in the evening. Maybe something fancy this time, or just a simple pizza
how lovely!! Bucciarati would honestly be open to try anything, but I think a small coffee shop would be v enjoyable for him. there’s so much you can learn about someone over a cup of joe. ☕ since he’s been living in / around Naples his whole life, he’d probably share some neat facts about the city while on your stroll! “the Amalfi Coast is best known for its limoncello liqueur. I know a great place to try it if you’re interested.” 🍋
@moloko-tyan​ asked: Hello, little bird💫sending you rays of love and positive energy! This new event is so much fun. Several hours I wondered with who I wanted to go out, ahah. And I think it would be Erina. She deserves to have fun especially after all those awful events in her life. We would go to atelier. We could go through fabrics to choose which fits the best. We would look at lovely laces, buttons, jewels and we would argue about models of dresses and evening gowns. I want her to feel safe🌻 thank u so much!
friend! I always get so excited when you pop into my askbox!! ty for participating 💕 Erina is such a great choice imo. and this is such a creative date! she’d have so much fun running her fingers over all the interesting fabrics. Erina would take the most beautiful dresses and hold them up against you, saying how lovely the color suits you. 👗 although she’d be too shy to try those dresses on herself, she would have so much fun spending the day with you!!
anonymous asked: I hope it's okay to send this (I honestly don't want you to get overwhelmed)! But if it's okay: I would love to take Fugo on a date! I love this boy with all my heart and I would love to travel with him to my country to a town next to the sea and give him a tour of its history (and visit the local art and history museums there)! And later grab some ice cream and walk along the seafront in the evening where there are less people and just enjoy the walk together as the sun sets. -Turtle Anon🐢
oooohh, Turtle Anon!! thank you for your concern. you’re all good, don’t worry! anywho, that’s a wonderful date for Fugo. he would have an absolute blast reading about all the art and history your country has to offer 🏛️ you might have to push him along though, he’s the type to absorb everything n really slow down when reading... but at the end of the day, as you’re walking along the beach, he’d thank you for sharing a part of yourself with him. he’d be so honored! ☀️
anonymous asked: tbh i'd love to take narancia on a super spontaneous date... only the date and time are set, the entire day is just going around town and doing whatever stupid fun random things,, eating street food and going into shops to try on random fits and running around laughing, mayhaps go to an arcade, or do some karaoke. and then wind down at like a mcdonalds late at night, tired but happy and satisfied.. hhh nara is v fun i just wanna hang out w him honestly 🤕😔🤕😔
yeeeess this is the perfect date for Narancia!! he loves spontaneous stuff like this. he’d have so much fun gorging himself on street food and playing around with weird fits. he’d probably put on the stupidest things he can find, like this. and if you go to karaoke, be ready to screech some absolute bangers. he will not take anything less than confident (yet bad), loud (yet joyous) singing. 🎤 n while he might be falling nodding off at the McDonald’s, he’d sleepily tell you how amazing the day was and how he wants to do this again 💕
@tomomi012​ asked: I'm going to share another ideal date idea, but with Kakyoin. I'd like us to go to one of those cat cafes in Japan. I mean, cats, coffee and a cute Japanese boy, is this heaven? and I would tell him: "Nori, today I am in heaven"
ofc, share all you want! omg... I love this idea..... Kakyoin would be so soft anytime a cat approaches him. he’d do a little “pspsps” and hold out his finger for them to smell. and once a cat actually nudges him, he’d just melt! he wouldn’t show it outwardly, but you can see it in how bright his eyes get. I think Kakyoin would be the type to either attract a ton of cats or cats hate him, there’s no in between. 😭❤️ both make for some gr8 scenarios, though! 
@pommmejuice​​ asked: for your post about taking a character on a date :,) i think i’d like to take abba to art museums/cultural centers ,, i’d love to talk to him about my culture and what life is like (if he’d be interested;; lol) n maybe afterwards while we get italian food he can talk to me about what italian culture is like, the parts that aren’t shown in the media 🥺 so uh a date where we’re both learning new things about each other hehe
n maybeeeee take fugo to a café where we can study together n talk about our favorite things in our lives/culture.... n maybe hold hands on the table and maybe stare into his eyes tenderly ... you know because he’s my BFF (Best Friend Forever) .. you know how best friends do.. 😳
ooo Ireeene I figured you’d say Abbacchio :3c but that’s such a cute date for him! ofc he’d be interested in learning more about you!! you wouldn’t see it, but every time you share something you that you love about your culture, Abbacchio’s gaze on you would be so loving... 💖 he adores that you’re sharing so personal with him (of all people!!). and he’d get a kick out of telling you misconceptions about Italy. don’t get him started on how much he hates the Mario Bros.
as for Fugo, he would react similarly. I could see him ask more questions about your culture, while Abbacchio lets you go on and on. he’s so interested in everything about you!! and the moment you hold his hand... wow... get ready to see some intense blushing... he wouldn’t pull away, but his attention would turn to something else and his stutter would be apparent. pull yourself together, Fugo! 😤
anonymous asked: I'd take Rohan on a date, I'm a lil gay for that trash man. Tbh, it would either be an amazing date or a total disaster. I think we'd plan something fun and relaxing, like going to an art gallery or seeing a movie, but we'd end up in an adventure because that's what keeps happening to Rohan for some reason. At the end of the day we'd go to a restaurant to put a normal ending to that strange day
HAHAHA omggg friend this is a pretty accurate description of Rohan’s life. I think he’d be really annoyed that the day ended up this way, but he’s glad that he got to spend it with someone he tolerates. 💕 Rohan would try to push past those feelings once you go to the restaurant. this date is still salvageable!! he might complain a lil, but ultimately, he’d try to focus on you and what you enjoyed 🥰
@xxbluejayxx​ asked: For the Jojo date thing, I'd take Abbacchio. Well not really picky about the kind of date, I feel a nice quiet one at home would be best. It could be a homemade dinner, a movie night, or both. When it comes down to it, for me anytime spent with someone I love is time well spent, and that is something I will willingly admit
this is such a peaceful date for Abbacchio! I agree, a quiet date at home would be best. 😊❤️ as I mentioned in other scenarios, he’d likely take over kitchen duties. no need to worry about anything, just tell him what you want and he’d whip it up for you! and when it comes time to watch the movie, he’d tell you to sit a lil closer to him... he’s not very good with verbalizing affection, but he loves when he can feel your skin against his.
anonymous asked: I reeally wanna take Polnareff on a date. He deserves it sooo much. He's such a handsome sweetie. Id turn on the charm for him for once, like he always does. I have a beautiful image in my head of an outdoor patio restaurant with hundreds of strings of lights. We both dress up and have a lovely meal under the stars and magical lights, and then our favorite song plays and we have a dance beneath the lights. I think it would be goofy and romantic, stepping on toes as we attempt to dance around 😍
ahhh Polnareff would be so flattered to have you flirt with him! he’d probably get a lil flustered since this is nicer than what he’s used to, but seeing you dressed to the nines would make make him go 🥵 likewise, he’d push himself through the situation by just focusing on you. and when you start dancing... wow!! he’d lose himself laughing and being absolutely miserable at showing his moves. but it doesn’t matter, because he’s here with you and everything is okay ⭐
@rat-makes-stuff asked: Ok so I would take Giorno back to my home state of Michigan. Mafia boss has got to be tired as hell, so what's better than walking through the woods and collecting rocks at Lake Huron (I'm biased that's my favorite lake no CAP). We would watch the sun set and then look at the stars when they come out. Wildflower picking, trying to see how many deer we can find, and picnics by the lake? Yes pleaseee
before I start, Tumblr wasn’t letting me tag you in this!! so I hope you still see my response :( anyway, this is such a relaxing date! Don Giorno would love to unwind in nature. he’d probably take some stones he found near Lake Huron and turn them into a bouquet of flowers for you! 💐and since he’s probably never seen the sky without light pollution, he’d be astonished at how beautiful the sky is. he wouldn’t be able to say anything, just pull you close to him and thank you for taking him out here 🌠
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golbrocklovely · 4 years
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the chosen daughter // colby brock - chapter five
A/N: HAPPY HALLOWEEN YALL!! so in case you wanted a life update, my job is slowly killing my body lol but hopefully it will ease it up soon. anyways, let me know what you think of the story so far. i would love to hear what you have to say. alrighty, enjoy chapter five! :)
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taglist: @far-to-many-bands , @idfk-tbh-oops , @muted-mayham , @ughwhyislifesohard , @justtanerd , @ashyoungxblood ,  @cmburgos
trigger warning: drinking, club scene, mentions of vampire powers, cursing
word count: 1607
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I barely slept last night. My mind kept racing, not being able to get the idea that Cyrus was coming to get me out of my mind.
Also, it was hard to sleep knowing right next door was a vamp that wished I was dead, or at least thinks of me as such a bother.
I was tired, but I couldn't relax enough. After getting all my necessary items from my place in the morning, I took a well-needed long shower, getting away from everyone. When I finished, I fell asleep, only to be awoken by the sounds of the night club down stairs.
I sighed, getting out of Sam's bed and walking into the living room. Sam and Jake sat on the couch talking.
"Oh hey. I was wondering when you would get up." Sam spoke, turning to me.
I groaned. "I'd rather be asleep right now. When does the club close?"
"2 A.M. It's only just 10." Jake chuckled.
"Perfect." I whispered.
"But hey, you know we can go down to the club, have a few drinks, people watch." Jake smiled, standing up from the couch.
I squinted my eyes at them. "But it's not human night."
Jake shrugged. “Kevin allows us to go out whenever. We just have to stay in the VIP section. When you're here, you're family.”
“Isn't that the Olive Garden slogan?” Sam questioned.
“Yep.” Jake nodded.
I laughed. “Well, it sure beats staying here and listening to club music through walls. Let me go change into something a little nicer than sweatpants.”
I went back into my room and a threw on jeans and a nice top. I didn't exactly plan to party, more so just to get out of this apartment for a while.
I walked out and Jake knocked on Colby's door. "Colby? You coming with us?"
"He's not here, bro.” Sam replied.
Jake cocked his head to the side. “Where is he?”
“He went out looking for Cyrus. He left as soon as it was dark out.” Sam informed.
“Can't vampires go in the sun?” I asked.
“Yeah, he just chooses not to.” Sam smirked.
I snickered. “Right…”
We all left and went to the club, walking into Kevin's VIP booth that overlooked everything. I felt as if the whole room was looking at us. At me.
On stage stood Kevin, Mike, and a girl I had never seen before. She had light blue hair and was wearing a neon pink bando top, the shiniest silver pants I’d ever seen, and platform boots. She smiled widely at the crowd.
"Alright y'all! Give it up for Katrina!" Kevin yelled into the microphone, handing it to her.
Suddenly, a pop-dance song came over the speakers of the club. Everyone started dancing as Katrina began to sing.
I turned to Sam and Jake, who slowly slid ear plugs into their ears.
“You think she’s a bad singer?” I suggested.
Jake shook his head. “She’s one of the first up-and-coming vampire singers in LA. Her powers come from her singing. Apparently, she can make people fall in love with her through her voice.”
“Like a siren?” I questioned.
Jake nodded. “Yeah. Sam has a huge crush on her.”
Sam rolled his eyes. “Shut up, dude. The only reason I have any feelings is because she uses her powers. She’s probably not even a good singer and she just makes herself sound like that.”
I turned my head back towards Katrina. She was dancing around on stage with two other vamps, really getting into her song. I stared at her, looking for an aura around her. There was none.
“Guys, she’s not using her powers.” I informed.
They both turned to me. “What?”
“Firstly, it wouldn’t make sense for her to sing to a room of mostly vamps. Vampire powers don’t work on other vampires. Secondly, she is a good singer, regardless of the fact that’s her power. So, unless she’s used her power on you before, your crush is valid Samuel.” I explained, smiling.
Jake smirked, turning to Sam and singing. “Sam and Katrina, sitting in a tree...”
“Bro, what are you? Five?” Sam hissed.
“I think he’s upset he has a crush on a vampire.” Jake mock whispered to me.
“I think you’re right.” I whispered back. “I mean, shit, I might have a crush on her too. She’s cute.”
“Don’t say that. Sam might steal your girl.” Jake joked, nudging me.
Sam grumbled. “I’m getting a drink.”
I glanced at Sam as he left. He didn’t look back at us. I turned to Jake, who was staring at the dance floor. “Can I ask you about Sam?”
“Sure. What do you want to know?” Jake responded.
“Why is he so against liking a vampire? I mean, besides the obvious.” I queried.
“Sam doesn’t trust many people period, let alone vampires. If I’m honest, I’m surprised he allowed you into our group so quickly.” Jake confessed.
“Maybe that explains Colby’s reluctance towards me too.” I mentioned.
“Well, Colby’s a whole different story. He doesn’t trust anyone. At all. It took a long time for him and Sam to become friends.” Jake confided.
“And you and him?” I raised an eyebrow.
“Slightly shorter, but still a while.” Jake continued. “I assume it’s because of his life before he was turned. I’ve never asked, and he’s only explained a part of it. But Sam is kinda just cautious. Colby… just doesn’t trust.”
I nodded softly, looking back towards the stage. Katrina finished her song and then began another, her voice flowing beautifully throughout the club.
Jake slowly took out his ear plugs. “Do you wanna drink?”
“Hell yeah.” I giggled.
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Jake and I started a drinking game, essentially a ‘never-had-I-ever’, going back and forth taking shots. When the night was beginning to whine down, I was very tipsy. Jake went to the bathroom, leaving me alone in the VIP section.
I looked towards another booth and noticed the light blue hair from before. I smirked, getting up and heading to it.
I walked over to Katrina, I was stopped by a body guard. “You can’t come here-”
“John, it’s alright. Let her through. She’s cool.” Katrina interrupted, tapping his shoulder lightly.
John moved to the side, staring me down with red eyes as I passed. I sat across from Katrina, smiling.
“Thanks. I just wanted to come over and say hi.” I stated.
She nodded her head. “Kevin and Mike told me about you. You’re with XPLR, right?”
I shrugged. “Kinda sorta. I was more forced into it.”
“Sorry to hear that. Well, if it’s any consolation prize, Kevin and Mike are really sweet once you get to know them.” Katrina praised.
“Can I ask you something?” I inquired.
She took a sip of her drink. “Yeah.”
“Is it true that your power is that you can make people fall in love with you with your voice? I only ask because I was told that, and it’s unlike any power I’ve ever heard of.” I surmised.
“That’s not 100% true. When I use my voice, I hypnotize people. It’s like mind control, but it’s not that strong. And it only last for like a minute. But I can only force them to do things they’re comfortable with.” She admitted. “Like, I can’t make a person rob a bank, but I can probably get them to steal some gum from a 7/11.”
“Oh wow.” I mumbled.
“After my power wears off, the person feels super… euphoric, apparently.” She revealed.
“People get a high off your power?” I snorted.
“Yeah. Which is why they fall ‘in love’ with me. It’s like a drug.” She added.
I shook my head. “That’s so strange.”
“I’ve only done it like twice ever. I feel gross when I use it, so I don’t. Most people think the reason why I’m ‘famous’ is because I used my power to get what I want. As if I could or want to do that…” Katrina trailed off.
“Those people are just jealous. Your voice is crazy good. Fuck anybody who says otherwise.” I cheered.
She smiled, raising her glass slightly. “Thank you.”
I paused for a moment, speaking up again. “So there’s another reason I came over here. Have you met anybody other than Kevin and Mike in XPLR?”
“No, not to my knowledge.” Katrina answered.
I smirked. “Okay then. So, there’s this guy named Sam. He’s here tonight and he told me he likes you.”
“Is he human or vampire?” She asked.
“Human. He’s really cute. And he’s…” I looked up from the booth, my eyes landing on Jake and Sam talking. “…right there. Blonde hair.”
She stared over at him, her eyebrows raising quickly. “Oh shit he is.”
“The thing is… he thinks he only likes you because of your power.” I explained.
She scoffed. “I never use it.”
“Exactly. You should go tell him that.” I insisted.
“You know what? I think I should too.” Katrina chugged the rest of her drink and slid out of her booth.
I watched as she sauntered over to Sam and Jake and introduced herself. Sam’s eyes widen when she shook his hand. I giggled to myself sipping on my drink. Jake glanced at Sam and Katrina, slowly backing away from them to let them talk. It was almost like in a matter of moments, Sam had all his attention on her and her alone. Katrina was the same way. Jake saw me and walked up, a big grin on his face.
“Did you…?” Jake pointed back at Sam and Katrina.
“Of course. Sammy needs a girlfriend.” I smiled.
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Oh right, I forgot to ask now that you finished the Yakuza/Overhaul arc but on a scale from Endeavor to All For One, where does Overhaul fit on the bad dad scale?
somehow this very simple ask which could have been answered in like three sentences turned into my definitive ranking of the top ten Known Dads in BnHA. I’m not sure how either. but here we go
(spoilers in this post up to chapter 165!)
10. Overhaul
dad score - [unknown] [the scale broke when we tried to measure him]
is asked to care for his boss’s granddaughter; proceeds to torture her for profit
constantly tells her that she’s cursed and all the bad things that he does are somehow her fault
doesn’t even bother to give this kid some fucking shoes
keeps killing her babysitters
I know I already said it, but it really can’t be stressed enough, this guy routinely disassembled her limbs on a molecular level, causing her excruciating pain and trauma, for the sake of trying to make himself the new drug-dealing kingpin of the underworld. he is sooo bad you guys
9. All for One
dad score - 11/100
is super creepy and manipulative and purposely brainwashed Tomura into hating All Might through a series of meticulously calculated encounters
decided the best way to help Tomura reach his full potential would be to step out of his life and get himself arrested
hasn’t even seen his other son, Izuku, since he was a baby! what a fucking deadbeat smdh
but on the other hand, he does seem supportive and indulgent towards Tomura and gives him lots of praise and encouragement
8. Endeavor
dad score - 39/100
abused his kid
abused his kid’s mom, in front of his kid
you wouldn’t even know it, but he actually has other kids, whom he never seems to acknowledge or pay even the slightest attention to whatsoever!
only had kids in the first place so he could raise his kids to beat All Might. has no problem telling this to said kids and even to All Might’s own face
having said that, the only reason his score isn’t in the negatives is because as of chapter 165, it seems like maybe? possibly? he just might be trying for the first time ever. or like. trying to try. if you can count showing up to Shouto’s supplemental course to shout “SHOOOOOOOOOOUUUUTOOOOOOOOO” at him from the stands as trying. but like, I feel like he is attempting to be encouraging. it doesn’t mean he’s not still a piece of shit, but if the guy is trying to be better then, like, it’s better than him not trying, you know?
but he’s still terrible
7. Kurogiri
dad score - 60/100
Tomura’s Actual Dad
is calm, rational, polite, and a respected doctor of medicine (probably) (idk you guys I just still get that vibe)
took Tomura and all the other kids on a character-building trip to Villain Island in an omake from chapter 149 which I consider to be canon
there’s nothing more dadlike than taking your kids camping and trying to teach them how to survive in the wilderness
taught Tomura how to get along with others
always seems to have his back, which is real important you guys
6. Gran Torino
dad score - 70/100
not the best score but a C is still respectable. mostly it’s just cuz he was out of the picture for so long. although we’ve since found out that Toshinori by his own admission had a habit of pushing away people who cared about him, so that may have had something to do with it
cares a lot about Toshinori even though he’s shit at showing it
made him into a man by beating the shit out of him until he got super strong
was right there in the thick of things with Toshinori during both of his fights against All for One. he straight up risked his life to back him up against the strongest villain alive
took it in stride when he found out he had a grandson that he’d never met, and took him under his wing as well and raised him for like three whole days and taught him how to use a microwave
5. Ochako’s Dad
dad score - 80/100
I probably should have given him a higher score, honestly. he seems really sweet. he’s probably a better dad than Bakugou’s Dad tbh, but Bakudad gets the edge just for the much steeper difficulty level. because let’s be honest, there’s a biiiig difference between raising a sweet baby angel like young Ochako, and raising a sentient roman candle with a potty mouth
but he works so hard to make ends meet, and somehow he and his wife managed to scrimp and save enough to send Ochako to U.A. because they wanted her to follow her dreams and they want the best for her
and they’ve always been so supportive of her on like the three occasions we’ve seen them in flashbacks or talking to her over the phone or visiting her after the sports festival
look at this thumbs up though
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4. Bakugou’s Dad
dad score - 82/100
has like two lines in the entire series, but
as previously mentioned, raised Bakugou Katsuki and somehow survived to tell the tale. so honestly he probably deserves some kind of medal
also, since we know virtually nothing about him other than what was in the omake profile from volume 11, I’ve been imagining him as being kind of like Calvin’s Dad from Calvin and Hobbes
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so he gets bonus points for that positive association
really there’s no reason for him to be this high up tbh except that I firmly believe he’s a great dad and I’m just waiting for canon to prove me right. I’ll be right here waiting, manga
3. RockLockRock
dad score - 90/100
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he’s awesome
also, look. being a hero is inherently dangerous. you never know where you’re going to get called to next, and any mission could end up being your last. injuries and trauma go hand-in-hand with the job. most of the hero characters we’ve seen don’t have families, and I have to assume that’s not a coincidence. so to me, all of this means that if a hero character actually does go through with starting a family, it means they wanted that family more than anything, and you can bet they freaking love the shit out of said family. I have no doubt that RLR is and will continue to be an amazing dad
plus his kid is just too damn cute
2. Aizawa
dad score - 95/100
first of all, if this was a ranking of Hottest BnHA Dads, you better believe he’d be at the very top and it would be no contest
he has 20 kids and somehow he’s able to handle each and every one of them
risked his life to save the kids barely two weeks into the school year with no hesitation, even though he nearly died
did the same thing again barely two months later. this time thankfully without the nearly dying
has the total respect and trust of each and every kid in his class. and considering the personalities of some of them, that’s no small feat
specifically, it says a lot that even Bakugou doesn’t give him any lip and always listens to him without complaint and is even polite
speaking of Bakugou, he defended him to that Jerk Reporter during the Hideout Raid arc and proved that he understands his students better than anyone
isn’t afraid to deal out strict discipline when the situation calls for it, but it’s always for the students’ own good
isn’t above trolling the shit out of his kids on occasion when he feels like it
is good with kids of all ages and not just teenagers, as evidenced by how good he also was with Kouta during the forest invasion arc
lastly, as we saw in chapter 136, he has an untold repertoire of secret dad moves just waiting to be unleashed, such as (a) crouching down to a seated Deku’s eye level, and (b) gently punching him in the chest while affectionately calling him by a nickname. who knows what other moves this man has in reserve. I for one can’t wait to see more
1. All Might
dad score - 96/100
indisputable best dad. A+. although even he didn’t get a perfect score, because nobody is perfect and there’s always room for improvement
always knows exactly what to say. despite constantly seeming to stress about it. probably he only stresses because he cares so much and he’s worried about doing things exactly right
loving father to the two most difficult children in the whole series, Midoriya “which bones did you break this time” Izuku, and Bakugou “like I said, anyone who even attempts to parent this child automatically deserves a medal” Katsuki
this man literally got down on his hands and knees and begged Deku’s mom to let him try to be the Best Dad Ever to her child. he loves him so fucking much
gives THE best dad hugs
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I need more All Might hugs
honorable mentions: 
Nighteye (I forgot about him until after I had already made the list and was too lazy to go back and insert him in his rightful place at number 3. 92/100. loses points for FUCKING DYING AND MAKING ME CRY)
Fat Gum (same deal as Nighteye in that I forgot about him. 75/100. he’s loving and jolly and gives out free candy, but he let Kirishima get all beat up. BE MORE CAREFUL NEXT TIME)
Vlad King (haven’t seen his dad skills in action much, but according to his profile he’s nicer to his kids than Aizawa is. okay but DID HE NEARLY MAKE THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE FOR THEM though. because Aizawa did. 85/100)
Present Mic (not a dad. is at best a Weird Uncle. 70/100)
Jirou’s Dad (I forgot about him too lol. he’s a wacky dad who likes to rock and roll! he tried to be a Stern Dad to impress All Might and Aizawa but failed miserably. took his wife’s last name!! so secure in his own masculinity. wants his daughter to live her best life and follow her passions. 93/100. he’s fucking great)
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fightclubexposed · 3 years
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[TGA 2020′s GoTY] At Least Games Do Bring Us Together This Year, or Do They?
2020 is obviously not a great for all of us, no doubt about it. Now that this year is coming to an end, I don’t think people expect anything much from 2021 either (but we really hope too). I’m not here to talk about it though, i’m here to talk about something that I’m sure help a lot of people to get through this year (and ahead). As you might guess with the title, i’m going to talk (well tbh, write) about Video Games, specifically about The Game Awards (TGA) 2020 Best Video Games Nominees. 
(Disclaimer: Hereby I’m just sharing my own thoughts regarding the nominees, I’m not saying which one are better than others or what game have to win).
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(Source: TGA’s Twitter)
During this pandemic, people been talking about how much a game can bring us together during this hard time. Especially Animal Crossing: New Horizons, it was out when most places are about to lockdown. Animal Crossing didn’t just bring people together but also become a coping mechanism for those who need distraction from the disaster that currently going. It was calming, fun, and most people are able to play it. As for myself, Animal Crossing did helped me a lot, I was really happy to see it able to be nominated. I honestly can’t wait for the orchestra to play the Animal Crossing: New Horizons theme during the awarding. 
So if a game like Animal Crossing: New Horizons which actually is not a so sophisticated video game, able to make it into the Best Game nominations, what about other video games with more story, content, and gameplay? Of course they won’t miss out and there’s now way they’re missing out. It might be hard for Animal Crossing to actually win the award (I’m not saying it’s impossible. okay?). Doom Eternal, Final Fantasy 7 Remake, Ghost of Tsushima, and The Last of Us Part II, those titles are all obviously way more complicated than Animal Crossing. One have simplicity while others are all set for action. Well every games nominated here have their own distinction and that’s what makes them nominated.
I think that’s where things got heated, as TGA announced GoTY’s nominees people start to debate not just about which game should win but also which  actually didn’t deserve the nomination. All games are welcomed wholeheartedly but some are not happy with The Last of Us Part II (TLoU 2) got nominated. I personally never play TLoU before, not even the first one. I don’t actually have much to say about the game. But seeing how the gaming communities react back when it was released it was crazy in a way which actually not so good. People were splitted, there are actually those who love the game but there are a lot of people who were outraged about the game. The tensions were high voltage even today people are still mad about the game (And I think the term “mad” is actually an understatement). "The game was filled with so many agendas”, “The story was absurd”, “All the awards this game have won are all rigged” and the list goes on and seems never ending. Again i said i’ve got nothing about TLoU 2, I haven’t play the game so i’m not the one to judge. I know there are those who actually enjoy the game even with a lot of people hating it. You do you, you like the game then enjoy, you don’t like the game? It’s okay, everybody have their own preferences. But with how the tension goes within the community, if TLoU 2 somehow win TGA’s GoTY, the event probably gonna face a lot of heat and backlash afterwards, the same probably goes with other nominations TLoU 2 have. There gonna be people who’s just gonna be okay with it eventhough they don’t like it personally or don’t even play the game, those who loves it well gonna praise the awards, but the backlash might be inevitable so please behave. As for other games, thankfully people are not against them, i guess people won’t have any problem if other nominees win the prize. Remember, just because your favorite game doesn’t win an award, it won’t make it any less good/great. 
After all, the awards are all decided by a majority vote. Everybody knows when it comes to majority vote it’s going to be subjective because people are basically vote out of their own preferences. Don’t get me started on rigged voting because it’s something we can neither deny or confirm. So if you want your favorite game to win, don’t forgot to vote and share, don’t forgot to remind those who also enjoy your favorite game to vote. 
Before I end this article, i just want to say that since 2020 already do us bad, let’s try to be nicer. If video games really gather people for a greater good the so be it. Differences within the community are all okay, there’s nothing wrong with it. Let’s try to respect other preferences. I hope every video games in all of the nominations in TGA  win their deserveable award per se. 
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sanguinesprout · 6 years
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Therapy/Counselling Diary #11 Final (Plus some tiddly bits of trying oh yeahhh!! ^^)
My hands are so frozen ahhhh it’s so cold uuugh @A@ *sits on hands for 5 hours and loses all feeling in them* wow so heartless my hands are oof-
Hmm... alrighty, this week’s appointment was my laaaast. Feels... idk man. On one hand I feel like some pressure has been lifted but I actually was kinda getting used to going, was getting a little comfy even lol and on the other hand I feel like some more pressure just came and took its place. It feels weird, like everything just shifted into how it was before I went, except now I have the power of... knowledge..?! And a smidgen more bravery I guess... I hope... don’t wimp out already! O^O It’s all on me now!! I have to take the wheel and steer it to victory! *crashes straight into ditch* 
Welp on the day I actually ended up going 1 hour early by accident because I assumed it’d be the same time as the other days but it was 1 hour later than those lolol, it was no big deal, just shopped around a lil with my sis and mum and then went back, aaand on time (unlike what it would’ve been if my app really was 1 hour earlier lol what a relief) hoh!
She came and got me, greeted me and we went up to the room talking about the weather or something small as usual. I didn’t pull out those sheets from last week yet, I was a lil hesitant since I think she was going through some of the other stuff on her desk and I kinda thought maybe I’d filled in some of it wrong or badly, but there’s no such thing..! I actually did all those sheets the same day I wrote the previous post hehe, or well, at least 80% of them and then finished em off the day before the app, yay! No leaving till the very last-ish! :D
She told me similar stuff to last time about how far I’d come since she first met me, she told me I was like a deer in headlights or something along those lines, timid and unsure and so on, but now was able to express myself better and even got better at stuff like making eye contact more. It was nice to receive the praise she gave and to be assured that I had actually improved some ^^ I know my family has been noticing my efforts and the general mood at home has been a little more chipper, it’s feels so much nicer and motivating c:
We went and looked at this goal sheet she filled in for me near the beginning where my goals were things like ‘to be myself around others’ and I rescored them all lower than they were originally, I didn’t lie and make out like I magically improved, I just went with what I felt and it was right and anyways it was definitely better than previous. This sheet is probably just for her record but showed me I had gotten much closer to my goals and could probably reach them so long as I continue trying.
She asked me again what I am planning to do once I am left to my own devices and we discussed the volunteering/getting work experience stuff again and she tried recommending me this site which could possibly be helpful but tbh it really didn’t seem that great and even she kind struggled to navigate to relevant stuff on it. Her field is not in employment and volunteering and stuff though so although the resource wasn’t the best, it was nice to know a little more at least. I was kinda dying a little inside and this took up a big chunk of the session, she advised me to contact this volunteer organisation and set up an appointment, I feel kinda idk iffy about it, I don’t want to avoid but I feel like maybe I’ll check around for other stuff first. I mean she can’t check on me no mores, but I shouldn’t chicken out or forget this advice because it is important.
I uh, I plucked up the courage and whipped out those sheets I did from last week and I read over them to her and she agreed on a lot of the stuff I wrote (things like how am I different, how did I achieve this behaviour/feeling etc.) and I accidentally left one of the things blank but she helped me fill it in and add to a few that I got a lil confused on lol. I was told to keep these sheets for my own reference. There was a sheet on relapse and relapse prevention I filled in also, reading this in future can probably help me clear my head and get back on track along with the other stuff I guess, though I hope I won’t veer off track in the first place you know ^^”
There was this bit where she thanked me, i can’t remember the exact reason or wording but it was probably for attending and for trying and for opening up to her and I also thanked her back and I kept wondering should I offer her a hug or something but I didn’t wanna be awks or overstep any boundaries. She offered me a handshake with both her hands around mine and said something like ‘this is how we do it here’ or something to do with being professional and then I super felt like I shouldn’t bring up the hug thing cause it’ll be too much lol .__. but who knows... Idk I wimped out on it, but it was something silly I guess, though because I didn’t try, I won’t know how it would’ve gone and it’s too late now, oh welp. Anyways she sees and helps so many people, the time period with each person is short, it’s no biggie, no need to get overly personal and attached I guess. I’m just glad that I got across that I was thankful and super appreciative of her help and that’s enough.
Instead in my efforts to sort of redeem my courage, I thought I’d ask her why she became a mental health nurse even though I was afraid that I might sound nosey, but I was genuinely curious and was assuming it would be something nice and motivational and so I went ahead and asked. She explained her mother was also one and she was always around and felt she wanted to help people too and so she did or something along those lines. I kind of knew it would be something like this, but it is nice to hear and heartwarming all the same. Conversation goes two ways of course too, it was good practice to try and ask things about others. 
There was a time in the past where I wanted to be a counsellor (or special learning tutor), my motivation was to help people like myself, so they wouldn’t have to struggle or feel the way I do. As you can tell, I didn’t get there, but it’s okay, because goals change and motivations change, there still some time to go and aim for new and maybe some other past goals too!
I met back up with my sis and mum and I was a lil sulky cause I didn’t get to go to this shop I was planning to go to lol but I was dying of hunger so going home and eating before I passed out was the ideal option anyways. I actually went back out again with my sister some time later that day and went to the shop I wanted to go and some others and went to the supermarket too ^^ 
Oh, this was after I went to my regular docs app where the doc was super super nice as always and he prescribed a super low low dosage of an anti-depressant as advised by the neurology specialist I saw last time. I’ve only taken it a few days so I am unsure about it’s effect or well, it’s probably too early to say much about it, but I think it does help somewhat? I feel less pained in my head when I wake up, though this could also be because I’ve been drinking water when I awaken too, you know, dehydration causes headaches. I feel pretty foggy rn though @^@ Probably just my oversleeping though. I’m glad I take it at night so even if it does make me feel sleepy, it doesn’t matter lol. Haha oh yeah, that new habit app I have been kinda using, I keep forgetting to check it and tick off the things I’ve done lol >_<”
Whoa my memory is so bad, idk if I should write some more of this week’s stuff of to leave it to next week, or will I have forgotten it then hmm... I’ll just write it briefly I guess. There were lots of times where I had things I needed to sort out but kinda just delayed them but the past few days I just went ahead and emailed and phoned and live chatted and got them almost all sorted out. I got a lil confused at times, but just tried my best with writing and asking things and it went fine. If you don’t try you don’t know, nothing ventured nothing gained! Oh and I baked a bit more stuff too! Omnomnom! :3
There’s still a lot of things I have to sort out and I’m feeling all sorts of stressed and frustrated about it, but I’ll get there, I can do it! Calmly collect your thoughts but don’t overthink, just go go go! No matter what the outcome is, you tried and you learned something new! Okay, Imma go do the stuff!
Have a great evening! Try your best! Oh, and awkward hugs for everybody haha! C:
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fannishcodex · 7 years
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oh no not another quickly brainstormed AU/theory that’s growing out of control
and for a new fandom: OK KO Let’s Be Heroes!
About Professor Venomous!
Okay, so I have a lot of (positive) thoughts about Prof Venomous’ first appearance in the episode “We’re Captured!”--
But the one relevant to this post is this stray thought I had about the episode.
I always wondered when Prof Venomous spots K.O. , if it’s just him realizing there’s something up and realizing a hero’s here...or if it’s also because he recognizes K.O. specifically. If there’s a connection between Prof Venomous and K.O. . And I wondered if that’s something the show subtly covers up for now with the idea that Prof Venomous in the episode plot is just finally figuring out what Lord Boxman has been trying to hide, rather than really exploring his full reaction in depth. 
(If I recall correctly, it’s also a shot of only K.O. that Venomous reacts to, not a group shot of all the heroes, K.O. , Enid and Rad together--so it could be that Venomous is at least partly reacting to K.O. -by-himself in particular.)
And given that K.O. ’s dad has been a mystery, K.O. and Prof Venomous at least have hair color more similar to each other’s than different (they both have dark hair), the trope “The Hero’s Mysterious Missing Father is the Bad Guy” is something the parody-themed show could play with--when I combined that with my thought that Prof Venomous’ reaction involved a specific recognition to K.O. himself that could imply a connection between the two, I wondered, “What if Prof Venomous is K.O. ’s missing father?”
(While still shipping Prof Venomous/Lord Boxman tbh. Prof Venomous is bi and things have been over between him and Carol for years, she’s a previous ex. Prof Venomous unattached and interested in Lord Boxman.)
I personally thought the idea was neat, and could make for a good fic--
AND THEN I SAW THE LABOR DAY PROMO FOR THE NEW KO EPISODE, AND NOW I’M EVEN MORE INCLINED TO THINK MY STRAY THOUGHT MIGHT HAVE MORE WEIGHT TO IT AS A THEORY.
The promo has:
-A voice that sounds a lot like Prof Venomous, I’m pretty sure it’s his character and voice actor.
-A lot of purple used, the color of Prof Venomous’ skin, and likely his signature/theme color.
-Silhouette figure that seems like it could resemble Prof Venomous’ own figure. (And the silhouette figure seems like it could be wearing a hood, meant to cover up features K.O. could recognize from a brief meeting, i.e. their brief interaction in “We’re Captured!”)
So that all makes me think the silhouette figure in the Labor Day promo is Prof Venomous.
And these lines from the voice that sounds a lot like Prof Venomous:
“I see something in you that no one else sees.”
Let me show you how to unleash it.”
Makes me think of my “Prof Venomous-is-K.O.’s-Missing-Mystery-Dad” theory. To me, those lines make me think of a familiarity--specifically, that Prof Venomous sees something in K.O. and he can show him how to unleash it, because Prof Venomous possesses something similar, and he knows K.O. has inherited it from him because they’re actually father and son.
It looks like K.O. ’s shadow self returns in the Labor Day promo, covered in purple too. I rewatched a clip of when K.O. first uses that shadow self from the “Face your Fears” episode, and even then it does have traces of people in its design, like a purple outline/glow around its shadow figure. It’s this dark shadow with purple that’s present before the Labor Day promo. That does suggest that it really is something already inside K.O. , and it is something Prof Venomous could show him how to unleash, rather than it’s all something Prof Venomous adds to K.O. , as I’ve seen others consider when theorizing it’s Prof Venomous in the Labor Day promo. I don’t think it’s that, I think it will mostly be that K.O. really does already have something, and Prof Venomous shows him how to unleash it. And I theorize that’s all because K.O. was born inheriting that something from his father Prof Venomous, who can show him how to unleash it because he’s more familiar with it, more experienced with what he ended up passing down to K.O. . 
More below the cut, including some headcanons I have about this idea.
Similar theorizing from YouTube [x] :
“Ok, here's a theory. About this dark side being inside of K.O doesn't makes any, as like the powers he have. As I can see, Carol's is all physical and strenth; so why his son has this kind of abillyties? Then I have the thought about K.O.'s father. Who was he? Where he is? Does K.O. has this powers because of him? Was the father a hero...? Or maybe a villian/anti-hero?“
And this:
“i think the idea of the man being K.O.'S dad is interesting. i bet its professor venomous, but it would give the plot so much more development and theories if it turned out to be his missing father. maybe ko's dad turned out to be a villian (maybe he participated in the robbery in the sandwich flash back) and carol separated from him because of it and now he's seen ko's ability and wants to teach him about his past and potential...but then again the villian is probably professor venomous“
But I really do think those ideas can be combined: the silhouette figure is K.O.’s dad, who is Professor Venomous. Prof Venomous is K.O.’s father.
Also there’s this:
“The man is his dad and he is teaching ok about some dark powers he really has. The man had those powers and now showing him the dark power. Ok will someday have control of them when he is older.
The thing inside him is the same one in the fear episode
I think the man is his dad
Then that means his dad is professor venomous”
Pretty much.
I can see Carol hiding the fact that Prof Venomous from K.O. because she thinks he’s too young. She has used “it’s a grown up thing/it’s an adult thing” as a reason to not to tell K.O. everything before.
I can even see her more positive words about K.O.’s mystery dad as something like an Obi-Wan thing, rather than an outright lie--Carol thinking of a time when Prof Venomous could have been different and someone she cared for, but he changed, and stopped being the man she cared for. 
This may go into more headcanon territory:
I think it would also be interesting to have Prof Venomous be K.O.’s father, and really play with that idea--like, I keep being entertained by the idea of this being played out in a generally deconstructive parody series that’s even sweet--that is, the fantastical setting meeting more domestic/personal themes in a way. K.O. actually building a relationship with his villain dad Prof Venomous. Prof Venomous didn’t even know K.O. existed until Lord Boxman’s dinner, he just immediately recognized the resemblance to his ex that he hasn’t seen in years and that gap of time could be as long as how old this kid seems to be, and who has dark hair like his--and, well. Prof Venomous and his suspicions confirmed, and he’s curious to see what else K.O. inherited from him. Later after some conflict, some gray happens--K.O. would like to get to know Prof Venomous as his dad, and Prof Venomous actually reciprocates, in his way. Carol and Prof Venomous talk, start to sorta reconcile enough that Carol more willing to let K.O. get to know Prof Venomous. Prof Venomous figuring Carol would have every reason for never telling him about K.O. before, and this is true for her reasoning. Carol and Prof Venomous as exes dealing with each other again because they both know they have a kid now. Fink as sorta K.O.’s adopted half sibling.
Definitely headcanon:
There really are a lot of wonderfully strange names in the show, but I also think about the joke where K.O. had to think and remember that his mom’s name is Carol, and that Carol did have a separate hero name, Silver Spark before. So thinking Prof Venomous is a separate villain name, and he does have another name, like Carol does. Headcanon that Kent Oliver is Professor Venomous’ other name, and Carol actually named K.O. after him, her son’s full name being  Kent Oliver when not written and said only as the initials K.O. Carol in her mind separates between Prof Venomous and Kent Oliver/K.O. Sr.; she cared more about Kent Oliver/K.O. Sr., she was thinking of him specifically when praising K.O.’s mystery dad before.
Pre-Prof Venomous/Kent Oliver/K.O. Sr.: Actually both similar to and different from Prof Venomous. Generally a nicer and more chill version of Prof Venomous before. A combination of “grown up stuff” and just generally drifting apart and changing priorities/beliefs resulted in his separation from Carol, taking on the name Prof Venomous and his villain career.
Part of what happened with Prof Venomous is why Carol seems to have pretty much stepped away from hero-and-villain industry and isn’t directly or officially involved anymore, and is more devoted to raising K.O. to be kind and thoughtful.
Carol and Prof Venomous have known each other since they were kids, and their relationship then had similarities to K.O. and Dendy’s relationship today.
K.O. very much takes after Carol the most. He only has dark hair and some abilities from Prof Venomous.
K.O.’s hair may spike at the tips a little more like Prof Venomous’ hair.
Prof Venomous’ enthusiasm for villainy and fighting heroes may be similar to K.O.’s enthusiasm for heroics and fighting villains. Prof Venomous still in villain-hero biz while Carol’s retired; and K.O. is just starting in the biz. Prof Venomous and K.O. could have more to talk about what’s currently going on in the villain-hero biz.
Carol and Prof Venomous are forever exes and are never getting back together. Prof Venomous is bi and is interested in Lord Boxman now.
Prof Venomous may have a type--drawn to a passionate fighting spirit that Boxman and Carol have.
Mr. Gar and Prof Venomous were never romantic rivals for Carol’s affections. Prof Venomous was aware of and neutral over Gar’s infatuation with Carol. Gar always a true gentleman and never tried to cause waves in the relationship between Carol and Prof Venomous. Now as Carol’s ex, Prof Venomous takes some pleasure in teasing Gar about his crush on Carol.
K.O. really wants to get along with Fink too. Fink is more grumpy over this revelation about her Boss’ personal and family life.
This is all a theory I enjoy, and canon may make it a completely fun AU come Labor Day. I’ll see soon enough.
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toshler · 7 years
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nsfw: camboys (how josh and tyler truly met)
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(((( a.u. where ty and josh are professional fuck buddies - which turns into something more. i almost didn’t post this one because i don’t know all the details of camming, but to hell with it. enjoy ))))
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josh was randomly searching craigslist for couches and out of curiosity veered into the ‘adult’ section. he came across this ad:
28, looking for male regular for my live sex cam. send pics to [email protected]
usually josh would see these and move on, but noticed there was a picture of the ad poster. in the low res quality, josh could tell that he was very cute. josh was bored and horny, so decided he may as well give it a try. the guy didn’t look like an ax murderer or anything and maybe he had an old couch he needed to get rid of. 
it didn’t take long for the guy to email back. apparently his name was tyler, and he said josh looked to be the perfect fit. tyler said to come over to his apartment by 9 pm and expect to start working right away. he said to be warned, that he had a very demanding audience, but the job paid well and he’d receive a good portion. in the meanwhile, tyler spent his time taking a shower and freaking out over the hot guy that was about to come over. 
when josh first arrived at tyler’s apartment, he noted that it was much nicer than his and in a better part of town. when tyler opened the door, the whole ‘sketchy’ vibe of meeting someone from craigslist for sex work dwindled. tyler was very open and friendly, offering josh to take a seat and asked if he’d like anything to drink. josh sat on tyler’s ‘new’ couch and asked if he could have coffee.
tyler came back with the coffee and his own glass of wine. he explained that he mainly worked solo and just decided to venture into partnering with someone. he also said he was glad josh applied, because having another person might help with tips. josh admitted the reason he applied wasn’t so much to make money, but because he was bored/lonely and down for a good fuck. tyler said he wouldn’t regret his decision. he appreciated josh’s bluntness, but was a little insecure that josh may have been hotter than him. josh was secretly insecure tyler was the hotter one. once they finished their drinks, tyler invited josh to his ‘office’ to which josh happily accepted. 
the room was soundproofed with a large bed, a mirror, webcams, and a laptop on a desk across from the bed. it was a clean and plain looking room with white walls and hardly anything in it. all the bedding was dark blue, and there was a small dresser next to the bed, plus an average sized closet. tyler said it was basically the easiest, funnest job ever if you knew how to work people. 
“the only rule is no free shows. we may need to do stuff off camera though” tyler explained with a little smirk. this was all so new to josh, but it seemed like tyler knew what he was doing. the suggestion in tyler’s tone already had his blood flowing. 
tyler opened the laptop and turned the camera on so that they showed up within the frame. josh found it a little odd seeing himself, especially knowing that they were about to do sexual things for strangers to watch and pay. but the thought also turned him on. 
“ok ready?” tyler said as he unbuttoned and unzipped his pants. as soon as josh got on the bed, tyler crawled into his lap. he grinned at josh’s surprised reaction. 
“fuck ty-” josh muttered, until he was cut off by tyler crashing his lips to his. josh moaned into tyler’s mouth as he kissed him aggressively and wrapped his arms around the smaller man, pulling him down on top of him as they fell back. the kiss was needy, but turned soft and affectionate with time. tyler’s hands traveled down josh’s body, exploring carefully and undoing his jeans. 
josh didn’t realize what he was doing until tyler broke away to pull josh’s jeans halfway down his thighs. he pressed soft, slow kisses down josh’s happy trail and nuzzled his cheek against josh’s hardening cock, massaging him through his briefs while sucking marks into his hip. josh let out a low moan, head turning to the side and fingers running through tyler’s fluffy dark hair. tyler pulled away and sat back up to stare at a disheveled looking josh, cheeks flushed and eyes glossy. josh wanted nothing more than to see tyler writhing in pleasure underneath him. 
“okay, we’ll become familiar with each other, th-then we can kiss and edge each other on camera. but with our clothes on. clothes stay on ‘til tips.” tyler explained as professionally as possible. josh could tell he was horny as fuck but trying to maintain a business mindset, which made josh want to die of cuteness overload. josh sat back against the pillows as tyler zoomed the camera in a little and prepared to set up the live stream. josh was nervous, but also excited where it could lead. mostly, he was just horny and needed to be surrounded by tyler’s warmth and scent all over again.
tyler finished logging in. all he needed to do was press the record button and they would be on instantly. instead, he turned around and took his briefs off before climbing back in bed, giving josh a private show first. josh bit his lip, relishing at his first glance at tyler’s pretty cock. josh moaned again, shoving his hand in his briefs to stroke himself completely hard.
“don’t tease me, josh, show me” josh lifted his hips to slide them down, watching tyler’s face as his cock sprang back towards his stomach. the noise of approval tyler made was enough to cause warmth to spread throughout his groin. tyler laid next to him, hooking his leg over josh’s and running a hand up josh’s shirt as he kissed him again. he moved down his jawline and attached to his neck, shamelessly moaning and whimpering while sliding his cock against josh’s hip. josh moaned as tyler pinched his nipples under his shirt, then grazed his nails down his stomach, causing sparks of electricity. he stopped just short of josh’s cock. if josh wasn’t painfully hard a moment ago, he was now. 
“i thought you said no teasing” josh whimpered. tyler didn’t say anything right away, just gave a small laugh as he moved his hand lower and gripped josh’s cock and pulling it up from his stomach. 
“that only applies to you, not me. i’m the one in charge here” tyler teased while running his thumb over josh’s wet tip. josh reached down and gave tyler’s ass a squeeze, causing tyler’s hips to jerk and cock to nudge harder against his hip. 
“you’re just begging to be fucked, aren’t you” josh growled, making tyler’s eyes widen. tyler moaned an affirmative and straddled him. josh’s hands were all over him instantly, greedily running up and down his back under his shirt, over his ass, hips, thighs, then up his stomach and chest. tyler allowed this while rolling his hips, finding josh’s cock with his own and sliding against it.
“maybe we should start the show now?” tyler muttered, breathless and feeling himself getting worked up too quick. 
“okay, baby.” josh agreed, regaining his composure. tyler blushed at the pet name and stood up to put his briefs back on. josh tucked himself back into his briefs and kicked his jeans off as tyler went to his laptop to press record. right away people entered the room, new as well as regulars. the chat started filling up right away, which to josh was both nerve-wracking and exciting. 
oh you have someone with you is that your boyfriend? he’s hot let him eat you out cute couple what’s his name? sit on his face
tyler ignored it for a minute to set up the tip prices. he answered some of the questions about josh really quick, then explained that the show would get really good once tips started coming in. he stood up so that his tented briefs were in the frame to show that he was hard, then got into bed with josh. 
tyler pulled the cover over their laps, then told josh he would jerk him under the covers to tease them. josh nodded, and tyler licked his hand before sliding his hand into josh’s briefs. josh moaned, tilting his head back in pleasure. he gazed at the camera, biting his lip with bedroom eyes while he was obviously being jerked by tyler under the blanket. tips started rolling in, along with requests.
mmm get naked let’s see those hard cocks now plsss show  kiss both so hot fuck who’s bigger? KISSSSS
josh leaned forward to read them and couldn’t help but laugh at their incessant begging. he figured if he were in their situation, he’d be doing the same, but he was the lucky one who got to have tyler all to himself. 
“you’re a natural at this, josh. alright, time to take our clothes off.” tyler praised quietly so speakers wouldn’t pick up.
josh sat at the edge of the bed and pulled his shirt off, taking his time and making a show of it. he seen more comments quickly coming in, but didn’t read it. he knew his body was wank material. tyler leaned in to kiss down his neck and chest while moaning softly. josh knew he was showing off, but it was turning him on tenfold anyway. he could feel pre-cum sticking him to his briefs, which was getting quite uncomfortable. tyler stopped right before his soft lips made their way to josh’s sensitive nipple, reading more comments. josh had to stifle a whine. 
your friend looks ready to take you already bet he's rough how long you been together? yeah you want that dick slut wish that was me tbh how much for rimming?
tyler answered the questions, then stood up to take his briefs off in front of the camera while doing a little dance. josh couldn’t help but admire tyler’s perfectly round ass, imagining what he’d do to it for teasing him like that. josh pulled his briefs off as well to match tyler’s nakedness. tyler turned around to shake his ass playfully at the camera, then sat back down next to josh to caress him in different spots while staring at the camera. tyler knew too well where josh’s sensitive spots were, spending an agonizingly long time on his chest and nipples. josh stopped him to tilt his face up by his chin and kiss his lips softly at first, then deepened it. tyler sighed, bringing his hand up to josh’s cheek and letting josh dominate him. more tips and requests rolled in, and tyler broke away to check it. 
“alright show my hole, then suck you. ready, stud?” tyler asked casually. josh’s cock jerked at that and he made a soft grunting sound which tyler took as a ‘yes’. he smirked at josh’s animalistic state, thinking he looked so sexy like that.
“wait, show me first” josh said, feeling more possessive than usual. tyler raised his brows at it but obliged, turning his back towards him. josh spread him open and leaned down to touch his tongue to tyler’s entrance. tyler keened high and needy, moving forward slightly, but josh held his hips firmly. he give him a few hard licks before pulling away and slapping his right ass cheek.
“that’s just a little taste of what’s to come. alright, go ahead” josh said authoritatively. tyler just gawked at him for a moment, delighted by his dominant side. he said no free shows, but figured most of that was blocked from the frame anyway and left most to the imagination. tyler turned his back to the camera, spreading himself open to show his hole. he bent over and held it for a bit, making sure they got their money’s worth. josh talked dirty to him and held his cock the whole time. he gave tyler bursts of short, quick strokes as rewards to his responses. 
j - “you like exposing yourself to strangers on the internet, baby boy?” t - “mmmm yes daddy”  j - “but you’re mine. to them you’re just a little slut” t - “I know. i’m all yours” j - “good boy. spank yourself for me and count to 3” t - “1...oww” j - “harder” t - “2 uunnf....ahh...3!” j - “good boy. you like that”  t - “yes, thank you daddy”  j - “i’m gonna fuck you so hard baby boy” 
tyler moved his red, abused ass away from the camera to replace with his flushed, pretty face. he had kind of a half-tortured, half-lust expression as he read the comments. 
i’d lick that all day already wet, u slut i’m so hard ride his big daddy cock i want to fuck you while you suck him damnnnn you like it hard don’t you josh’s voice is so hot i love the dirty talk
tyler grinned at the last comment and zoomed the camera in a bit. he knelt on the floor and held josh’s cock in his hand while bringing his tongue out to taste the tip, then swirled his tongue around the head for a bit and kissed it, all while maintaining eye contact with the camera. josh couldn’t take anymore so he pushed tyler’s head down. tyler allowed more of his cock in, stretching his lips around him and sucking his cheeks in. he listened to josh falling apart above him and more tips rolled in, but was too busy sucking and jerking his own cock. tyler’s throat swallowed around josh’s cock and eyes squeezed shut as he held down for as long as possible, then pulled back up for breath. he blinked a few times, trying to read the comments as he languidly pumped josh in his hand. more drool leaked back out onto josh’s cock, adding to the wet slick sounds.
you’re so good at that baby can your tight hole take it as well mmmmmmmmmm come on, ride his cock don’t neglect his balls
tyler smirked at the last comment and sucked both josh’s balls into his mouth, paying them some attention before zooming the camera back out and getting up. josh already looked wrecked, and tyler felt kind of bad knowing he wanted to cum so bad, but they were just getting started. huge load meant huge tip. 
“it’ll be so worth it when you wait” tyler said empathetically. 
“i’ve edged before, but it’s a lot harder with someone else” josh confessed, laughing once he realized the pun, then shivering as tyler ran his thumb over his slit again. tyler’s heart fell when he realized he was falling in love with josh in front of hundreds of strangers online. he checked the chat and noticed the person that inquired about rimming had paid for it. 
“time to eat me, josh. what is more comfortable for you?” tyler asked. 
“you sitting on my face” josh answered, grinning excitedly. josh prided himself on his rimming abilities and exceptionally strong tongue. he laid his head towards the edge and tyler adjusted the camera before getting into position on his knees, ass towards the camera. josh spread him open and tyler lowered until he felt josh’s tongue glide along his hole, sending a spark of pleasure right through him. josh moaned and tongued him open while rhythmically massaging his cheeks. tyler resisted the urge to touch himself because he wouldn’t last much longer if he did, especially when josh kept making these insane growling noises which were sending vibrations right through him. when josh started fondling tyler’s balls, tyler lightly tapped josh’s arm and leaned forward.
“okay it’s...i almost came” tyler said, laughing embarrassed. josh was secretly flattered and desired to make tyler cum hard but didn’t want to blow the money shot. he didn’t care about the tips as much, but wanted to remain tyler’s “business partner” for a very long time. instead, they made out in front of the camera while playfully smiling and whispering things to each other in between kisses. if you hadn’t known any better, you would think they were together for years they had such good chemistry. 
are you gonna fuck that hot bottom? you guys are sooo cute together mmm hot kissing tongue action cum cum cum rub each other’s nipples both sexy bodies
tyler read some of the comments, thanking them and saying they’d fuck and cum once they met their goal. it was set high, but they considering demand it was worth waiting for that tip. they did little things to keep it sexy, like caressing each other’s bodies and flashing every once in a while. both were so hard it was almost painful, and josh was verging on blue balls. finally, someone tipped for josh to fuck tyler’s ass and cum on his back. 
“there’s lube in that top drawer over there” tyler informed josh, who quickly retrieved it. 
josh was practically giddy with excitement to fuck tyler for the first time and cum. it was somehow even more rewarding that someone paid to see it, like he’d earned the privilege. he smiled and thanked the tippers immensely, blowing kisses at the camera. tyler could just sense that he was in for it, so he submitted by getting on all fours and presenting his ass to josh. he leaned on his forearms and arched his back beautifully for josh, who dipped into bed behind him and roughly grabbed his hips, teasing his hole with his cock. josh spread a generous amount of lube in his hand and spread it all over his cock before sliding it through tyler’s ass cheeks, teasing him more. finally, tyler’s breath hitched as he felt the first inch or so slide inside him. josh and tyler both moaned loudly when josh fully bottomed out, then he started rocking his hips back and forth, jack-hammering into tyler. tyler cried out with every slap of josh’s hips against his ass, and his cock leaked out onto the sheets. 
meanwhile the comments were going crazy. tyler and josh had completely abandoned the fact that they had over hundreds of strangers watching them fuck, and tipping. josh held onto tyler’s hips, alternating speeds, pressures, and angles until he got just the right one that made tyler shake, cry out, and clench around josh’s cock. josh was already close, but this extra reaction from tyler almost pushed him over the edge. josh sped up his thrusts for half a minute, before pulling out and jerking off fast and furious over tyler’s ass and lower back. in the frantic moment his aim was off by a hair and his cum shot up between tyler’s shoulder blades and some got into his hair. he allowed the waves of intense pleasure course through him, totally unaware of anything else at the moment. he didn’t realize until tyler shifted underneath him a bit that it was all over tyler’s back, drying on his skin and in his hair. 
“tyler, i’m so sorry!” josh apologized. tyler found it funny and cute.
“it’s alright, you’re new. there’s some wipes in the second drawer” tyler assured him while laying flat on his stomach. josh retrieved those and began wiping down his mess. tyler checked the comments, laughing at some of the reactions. 
“yes, i will cum too! but where should i do it?” tyler asked out loud to the camera. someone tipped and requested that josh sucked him off then kissed tyler with the load still in his mouth. tyler had never tried that, but the more he thought about it, the hotter it sounded. tyler proposed the idea to josh, and josh was pretty enthusiastic about it. in fact, he was just enthusiastic about having his tongue, mouth, or cock anywhere on tyler’s body or bodily fluids. 
josh laid tyler on his back, and even though tyler was still hard and didn’t require any foreplay, josh still wanted to. he started by sensually french kissing him while teasing his nipples. tyler moaned into it, body hyper sensitive to every touch in anticipation of cumming and josh’s mouth. josh moved down to tyler’s neck, and tyler tilted his head back to give him more access. josh loved sucking hickies into his skin there, and grazing his tongue over his bobbing adam’s apple. he continued down, pausing to tongue and suck over his nipples and down his stomach, pausing at his belly button. he was taking his time, but their viewers were appreciating every bit of it. josh spent very little time on tyler’s inner thighs and hips, both getting impatient. once josh did get to his cock though, he took him all the way, making tyler buck his hips and moan involuntarily. it was the hottest thing ever, how violently tyler’s body responded to the onslaught of sensation. tyler felt like he was at a hundred percent arousal as josh was teasing him, but it spiked from fifty to a hundred in the moment josh went full throttle on his cock with his mouth. josh held tyler’s hips down, working his magic and causing tyler’s hands to fly to josh’s head, mumbling incoherent praises. 
“oh god, i’m gonna cum, JOSH” tyler yelled when suddenly he was filling josh’s mouth with his cum, convulsing and grabbing the sheets. josh accidentally swallowed some from the sheer force it shot to the back of his throat, but managed to hold some in his mouth. when tyler settled down, dazed and absently caressing josh’s shoulder, josh let tyler’s cock slip from his mouth and showed the cum to their viewers. he wrapped a hand around tyler’s throat and hovered his lips over tyler’s, who instinctively opened his mouth and allowed josh’s tongue to slip in along with the salty mouthful of liquid. tyler’s eyes rolled back at the visceral, sexual feeling he got from tasting himself in josh’s mouth, who was eagerly sliding his tongue around his and sucking. only one thought was going through tyler’s mind, and it was this guy is a keeper, i can’t let him go.
“hey josh, want to maybe um, hang out spend the night? you can just sleep in my bed. if you want of course.” tyler asked josh after the show when they were putting their clothes back on. josh smiled and nodded with no hesitation whatsoever, thinking tyler was silly for even fearing rejection. if tyler didn’t ask, he would’ve been worried. 
the next morning, josh woke up to tyler on his lap and the smell of pancakes and bacon. josh stretched and yawned, a laugh being forced out by how tyler was smiling down at him. 
“we make such a good team” tyler said. 
“yeah we do” josh responded, without hesitation, pulling tyler down for more kissing. 
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Warning, personal rant ahead
This is really stupid and kinda whiny. You have been warned.
Something that bothers me is the way people seem to see cooking. Because despite any care I put in, it doesn’t seem to matter. The way people seem to count cooking is each ‘main’ piece’ seems to count as 1 Task Point (I’ll be using TP for short). Also, the amount of time one has to stand, as well as ‘fanciness’ (which is gauged as only counting if above and beyond by fair margin compared to ‘everyday food’). TP also seems to be the measure of what they see the effort as.
So, lets use tonight’s dinner as an example:
-Fish (1 TP, but more like. 1/2 because crock pot and crock pots are easy)
-Noodles (1 TP+ 1/2 TP for bothering to pick out some garnishes, too bad I’m not chopping a ton of things or it’d be a full TP)
Rating: 2 TP, basic, a 2 TP meal is considered a basic low-effort meal
Maybe 2 1/2 TP if my plating works out, probably won’t and yes this is a factor because if I place it in a ‘normal/basic’ way it’s apparently not quite as good, that’s more hubs thing than bro bro doesn’t care as long as it’s food half the time
Bro: Did I cook? Does it not suck? Alright this works. He’s only disappointed if there’s no food made.
What goes into making said dish:
-Planning despite the fact that food doesn’t excite, or even interest me (frequent issue)
-Looking around for ingredients, re-planning if I can’t find something or we don’t have it
-Measuring out what I think everyone will like/what will actually work vs what I might want to eat
-Not eating the ingredients I like
-Making sure everyone else gets food first, in case my portions were off (I can’t count the times now I’ve hardly eaten because there was a period people weren’t eating as much of I flat made too much on accident and we can’t really afford for me to keep doing that, don’t have the space to keep much in the way of leftovers if any so this isn’t an option and it’s just wasteful)
-Actually doing the thing even when I can hardly get out of bed, because if I don’t cook no one is going to eat
It’s like no matter how badly I’m doing, no matter how much planning and effort I put into making something special, it’s always seen as a ‘basic meal’. The reactions I get are the same for crock pot chicken with a little seasoning and seasoned rice mixed with frozen veggies as a fully special planned out meal.
It just hurts I guess. I cook food that I think is as nice as I’m actually capable of at the time to make sure they don’t eat boring ass food. Which is hard cause 99% of the time all food is boring to me. IDK maybe they have the same problem? Maybe that’s why it doesn’t matter? But if it’s ‘too boring’ (IDK the criteria of that and IDK if they do until they eat) hubs seems really unhappy with it. Sometimes it feels like people think I’m being lazy. Or pity me.
To be fair though, my brother has praised some weird ass food randomly. Like nah man I didn’t do shit there really but thanks? I like cooking when people enjoy it. I don’t think people enjoy it anymore though. I don’t know if it’s me or what? Like is the food I make just boring itself, or are they just not enjoying it even though it’s good, or do they enjoy it and I just don’t know it?
(I know when hubs used to cook some on days off, I was always excited and showed it. I always made sure to know that I saw how hard he worked on the food and made sure to eat it even when I wasn’t feeling like eating. He used to point out how much better I ate when he cooked, and I told him it was because his food was better and I liked it better. Which is the truth. I just wish people gave input? Something?)
But they don’t seem to understand the sheer effort I put in to make sure they eat well, even when I’ve not been able to eat much or anything. And they don’t notice that I’m not eating at all for the most part. My brother kinda does? Well he randomly accuses me of it cause he knows sometimes I don’t at least? But more than half the time when he does I actually did eat. x3
I don’t expect ass pats or something, it’s just hard on me to keep giving 110% day after day, knowing it doesn’t matter because hubs found it easy to spend like 2 hours actively cooking when he’s done it. It’s not easy for me. And he doesn’t do it anymore. Period. Not even ‘simple dishes’.
(SwEEEEttYYY? Can you get me some RAAmmmEEnnn? x3 Cute af though, I’ll give him that the asshat. x3) That’s fine, it’s just I needed to note at this point I’m the only one who ever does actual cooking, and usually the only one to make stuff like ramen too. Bro might on occasion? I’m not sure, he doesn’t really ask me to make it for him, he just kinda does his own thing a lot of the time. I mean we ARE adults, that’s pretty normal. But I think I’ve only seen signs of this a couple times?
To be fair to bro he’s like not cooked in years, and it isn’t something that anyone has expected. He kinda got treated so badly by our siblings about it he doesn’t think he can. Like he could make hamburger helper and not mess it up or anything, but somehow because he cooked it it was ‘inferior’ to when mom did. One of them flat always opted out of eating when he cooked, never even tried it, and then ate all the junk food in the house. Never when mom did. Well, still ate all the junk food but also dinner? That has to do with the weird bs that got established, but I don’t feel like getting into that too much.
Just know, mother was always right and what she did was always best and we should always want to be around her period unless she wanted to be left alone. Even then we should WANT to. So even the nicer two were a lot nicer about what mom made than what he made. It wasn’t as bad on me, but overall I was thought of as special needs and/or a lost cause so...
(It’s not as bad with mom now, I think cause she left and went and did her own thing, and cause despite all of it I absolutely made it clear there were lines that one shouldn’t cross because regardless of how hard it was on me I would stand up for what I thought was important. This had to do with other people though, never something just me. I don’t have any problems with her currently. This is just something that really seems to have affected him more than he lets on/realizes. So I get it. He doesn’t cook.)
They do have us eat out on occasion to save me trouble, but also because there’s a chance if someone is off and I’ve crashed I won’t cook and they’d have to scavenge for themselves. and I won’t likely eat. Bro likes to treat us because he likes to do nice things too to be fair. He’s offered with and without asking how I was feeling before.
Hubs gets things that can be made into simple/easy but nice meals, and I think that he thinks that means it doesn’t take effort sometimes?
Hubs already scavenged the burritos. x3  (And I let him have a joking, gentle ‘earful’ about that. Ate all the burritos that were supposed to be mine, the buttface. x3) Ramen is more dishes, no thanks. For others? Sure. For myself? Quite possibly a big no.
Hell, the time before this I was about to throw up and had a migraine and was still cooking. And it was a well thought out special meal. I almost threw up in the food and kept having to sit down and then get almost right back up to mess with the food, it was like 30-45 minutes of active cooking. This meal went over better with me than anyone in the house. Disappointed.
I’m not sure what they want half the time at all tbh. They don’t seem to know. I get that, but it sucks cause I wanna make people happy, and I feel like I can’t?
The night before that made my brother some sandwiches because I couldn’t manage to cook at all. Hubs had no care about either of us eating, I may have made him ramen I can’t recall tbh. Which is why I was so sick the next day, because my brother had me try an energy drink and I ended up like tripping or something (I guess cause I’d only eaten chips for dinner) all day until later where I was having to force myself to focus and it hurt. -100/10
I’m tired of being me, of having these problems too. Why can’t I just make amazing food for the people I care about?
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