#but if you didn't have you wouldn't have anybody?

[romancemedia]

You Kill their Loves, You Face their Wrath

Since watching Rogue's rampage in the latest X-Men 97 episode over the loss of Gambit, it strongly reminded me of Miss Martian's grief when Superboy was believed to have been killed on Young Justice. I can't get enough of how much alike they are!

• Both were determined to seek vengeance against the person they held responsible and went on a VERY angry and grief-stricken rampage. Nothing was gonna stand in their way.

• They each had a moment where they broke down in their siblings arms to grieve for their lost loves.

• However, the one striking difference between the grief of these two women was when they finally confronted the men who were supposedly responsible... Rogue dropped Trask to his death while Miss Martian stopped herself from doing something she'd regret.

Rogue and Miss Martian's Outcomes

Rogue's actions were shocking to the core. She wasn't gonna let anything stop her from seeking revenge for not just Gambit, but everyone who perished on Genosha and went after the very man who created the Sentinels in the first place. Although Trask confessed there were bigger players involved, including Mister Sinister, that didn't matter to Rogue. She was consumed with rage, grief and revenge. She didn't just lose Remy, but Magneto too. She lost 2 of the greatest loves of her life in a single day! And with that, all logic and reason goes out the window. Nothing anybody said or did was gonna stop her and now there's no telling how Rogue will come back from the dark path that now awaits her.

Miss Martian's actions prove just how far she's come in her journey. If this were the same Miss Martian from Season 2, she wouldn't have hesitated for a second to fry M'comm's mind and leave him catatonic, but she didn't. When Miss Martian confirmed that M'comm was NOT responsible for Superboy's death, she backed off and let him go. Miss Martian has been down this road before and if she mind blasted M'comm, it wouldn't her help or ease her grief. It would only be adding another sin to her conscience and repeating her past mistakes. She maybe in the same pain as Rogue, but her actions proved more than anything despite her desire for vengeance, she wanted justice for her beloved, Superboy.

The Support of Family

What's even more saddening about all this was Rogue had the support of all the X-Men who wanted to help get justice for Gambit and in spite of their support, Rogue still chose revenge. With Miss Martian, she was separated from her adoptive family; The Original Team when Superboy was killed and yet despite their absence, she still chose the right path and eagerly awaited to reunite with her loved ones to help her process her grief.

#X Men #X Men 97 #My Thoughts #Young Justice #Young Justice Phantoms #DC #Marvel #Rogue #Miss Martian #M'gann M'orzz #Nightcrawler #Kurt Wagner #Em'ree J'onzz #Gambit #Remy LeBeau #Superboy #Conner Kent #My Thoughts Young Justice #Comparison

[tulipsforvin]

if you dont mind me requesting another... may i request where the s/o reader is a noble with a really kind heart, like she owns a bakery and she loves to give pastries or breads to the peasants for free, and another noble didn't like it and burn the bakery down? how would the brothers react? you can do it with any of the moriarty brothers! sorry if its too detailed :]

NOBLE F!READER'S BAKERY BURNS DOWN ✦

🌷: reactions featuring the moriarty brothers

🌷: why have only 1 when you can have all 3? this is so unnecessary but i thought i'd spoil you (all) a bit. p.s you're fine, don't worry :)

⚠️: CW! slight desc of gore in william's part, skip if uncomfortable.

WILLIAM J. MORIARTY ‧₊˚✩彡

— it was the kindness you had that had him first crawling to you. being a noble you could have done many things; plan extravagant balls and tea parties, spend money on all sorts of items. but instead you opened a bakery, giving away baked goods for free. he had become distressingly attracted to you.

william's red glaring and gleaming eyes could be seen from miles away. he thought he'd drop by your workplace during his lunch break from university. he thought he'd enjoy a small meal and a small conversation with you, but instead he had to watch from feet apart as final, dying embers fell to the ground. the bakery that you and he loved was gone.

“will—” you sobbed, practically falling apart in your lover's arms. you had worked incredibly hard for this, only for all your blood, sweat and tears to be turned to ashes at the mere tantrum of an angered man.

“oh, my love.” william cooed sympathetically. his fingers tightened around you. he was quiet, but his narrowed eyes and tight jaw was enough to indicate what was about to happen in the near future.

over the next few days, which had not really took that long at all—he was able to track down the noble who had dared ruined your efforts and made you cry.

a man as corrupt as the noble who had burned down your bakery was more than enough to irk him. making you cry was another contributing factor to tip him off. just as the man unable to tolerate the warmth of kindness that you provided, william set all of his means of income ablaze. and just as blind he was to dismiss the happiness that appeared on the common people's faces, he made sure to gouge out the man's eyes so that he could see nothing at all.

and perhaps he might have gone a little overboard with his ways in his wrath—but he reasoned that if it were the divine themselves who brought forth tears from your eyes, not even the depths of damnation could hold him back from extracting retribution on your behalf. nobody could, would or should harm you.

ALBERT J. MORIARTY ‧₊˚✩彡

— during every visit of his to the orphanages he would find you already there, distributing all kinds of pastries and bread to the little kids. he found your kindness and charitable personality extremely charming. he had fallen in love with you.

fast forward to a few months and he had already begun wooing you. imagine his anger as he watched the happy-go-lucky and overall wonderful person he'd fallen deeply in love with lose their smile once their bakery had been burned at the hands of a dirty noble.

albert wouldn't just stand by. he was subtle—wore a charming smile but used his expert tongue to slowly chip away at the respect others had of the noble. it was backhanded compliments at first, then small insults that he brushed off as a joke, and then full on accusations as public opinion of him began to dive low at an alarmingly fast rate.

by the time he was done the noble was stripped from all respect and sympathy, forced to live an isolated life from others and unable to show face to anybody ever again.

of course he wouldn't stop at just that, though. he holds out his hand at you, warm and enveloping fingers wrapping around you as he pulls you up from your sadness. (and he always will). “how about i chip in enough funds to help you rebuild your bakery?”

“no, you already do enough for me anyway.” it would be extremely expensive. you possibly couldn't ask him to do this, but he seemed to have other plans.

albert smiles, voice teasing but comforting all the same. “then, how about this; i pay for all the repairs and you let me eat for free whenever in the future?”

LOUIS J. MORIARTY ‧₊˚✩彡

— it was a secret but sometimes louis went out of his way to see you. even if the sun had already begun to set he would walk an extra mile to buy grocery from a grocery shop that was situated right besides your bakery. on several occasions he would watch you, in all your kindness, feed the mouths that came to you and it honestly warmed his heart to no degree.

with a few pushes from his brothers he had finally began dating you. he loved you dearly and everybody knew he became violently devoted when he loved.

now if we push aside the obvious assassination attempts on that "imbecile of a man" (his words, not mine) by louis and his colleagues trying to hold him back, he's actually quite tame. again, only if we push aside the homicidal factors like the anonymous death threats and the bloody knives sent to the noble.

with a little help from his brothers, you're back on your own feet again (louis sacrificed the noble's legs in exchange). and louis even drops by every now and then to help you with baking and other works!

“do you need help with that?” he looks at you from behind your shoulder, watching you do your work.

“nope, i'm fine.” you smile up at him but he still grabs the batter from you and does it in your stead.

“how about you go sit down and enjoy a glass of cold juice or something similar of the sort?” he says calmly, already putting on an extra apron.

and in the end, you oblige as louis guides you out the room. because at the end of the day, not everybody can make lemon tarts as good as he does anyway.

#moriarty the patriot #yuukoku no moriarty #william james moriarty #william james moriarty x reader #william james moriarty x you #moriarty the patriot x reader #yuukoku no moriarty x reader #albert james moriarty x you #albert james moriarty #albert james moriarty x reader #louis james moriarty x you #louis james moriarty x reader #louis james moriarty

[worldofkuro]

random small thought for Painted Smile,

just the thought that once Alastor makes it over to reader’s home (at their younger years), that theres prolly like some other boy crushing on the reader, but she’s too oblivious to notice and jst thinks the boy is really friendly. But Alastor is just thinking, NOoooo,, this is myyyy friend get your ownn,,, and the two boys wld jst make it a competition to get reader’s attention and all reader cld think is ,, woww, theyre getting along well, I think,,

anyways byeee take care of urself im 🙈🏃💨

Hello dear!

How right of you!

When Alastor finally made it at your home, you just wanted to play with him. You didn't really need anybody else. But your parents "forced" you to go play with the other kids down the road.

You would pout a little, but soon enough, you would play with the other kids while Alastor would observe the other children, looking for danger. If most of the kid were just a bunch of happy uniteresting kids, he would just put on a show to make you happy and play with them. Most of the time, he knew that you would stick by his side, so it didn't matter much if there were other runts around. He would make them play a game where you would be in his team.

But if one of the kid always seeked your attention, he would not take it well. You were his safe place, his most special person. What was this kid thinking? He didn't like it one bit.

If you were feeling uncomfortable, he would make fun of the kid. Alastor was really observant. He would find something to hurt the kid, making him want to go home.

If the kid stayed.. Well, Alastor could turn out physically violent unless you stopped him.

If you weren't aware of what the kid was trying to do... Well, Alastor would be more subtle. He would do things so your attention was on him. He had new gossip to share, won't you hear it? He hurted himself, won't you have a look?

If the kid still didn't get the message,then he would turn his attention on him, trying to scared him away.

In the beginning, you would find it surprising that Alastor was concentrating on one kid that wasn't you. You would be happy that Alastor was having a new friend, but if his attention stayed too long on the boy...

You wouldn't like it. So you would just tug Alastor away from the kid, saying you wanted to play another game or you wanted to go home so you could play together.

In the end, it would always end with the two of you.

It was a cute headcanons, I liked it ! Please take care of yourself too! And please, do drop by some other time, I'll wait for another visit~

#alastor headcanons #human alastor #human alastor x reader #x reader #painted smile headcanons #painted smile #human alastor headcanons #scenarios #alastor scenarios

[lesbianlotties]

my life may be absolutely crumbling down but you guys will not believe how good the ice cream i had yesterday was. ice cream is always enough to fix all of life's problems

#the shop insists on calling it gelato though do you think the gelato gets sad that i call it ice cream? #anyway best cookies and cream one i remember having #but now back to my life being a mess #have you ever been in a situation where you have only one (1) friend that friend unfortunately happens to be a really shitty friend but #but if you didn't have you wouldn't have anybody? #yeah #also i'm not saying that i feel like i can't breathe bc too much work and the ghost of my thesis haunting me 24/7 #but that's exactly what i'm saying #i keep waking up earlier and going to seep later and it's never enough??? #i do want to write my thesis i want to be fucking done with it but i Genuinely feel like i don't have time #i wrote 15k words for work this week and i need to do 10k more before thursday i'm going to lose my mind #and no top of that there's family? my stupidly adorable little cousins love me and there's one coming over for a sleepover tonight and???? #i didn't want that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i should delete this post without posting it but i'm doing it in honor of the ice cream and just putting it out there #ignore me <3

[uncanny-tranny]

Hi! would you by any chance have tips on how to get a binder when your parents refuse to buy you one? ☹️

That's definitely a sensitive and complex answer, and while I might not know of the best option for your unique situation, there are some ways you can go about this.

If it's a foregone conclusion that you cannot convince them of this, what I used to do is DIY my binder. The ways I primarily did this were:

Option One: Wearing a camisole that was one size smaller than I actually was (so, wearing a small instead of a medium, for instance), then folding it up over my chest. As a disclaimer, this may only work well if you are smaller in the chest

Option Two: Layering two sports bras in my size over each other. Some of the DIY tips I found before I got a traditional binder advised to wear one sports bra in your size, then wear another sports bra backwards in a size smaller. I would advise against this for potential safety reasons, but also because (at least personally), it can be ineffective and a waste of resources.

Some people have also had friends or other family members order their binder for them, but this can be risky, depending on your situation. While I don't know the ins and outs of your specific circumstances, risk management is important to me, so I would recommend this if it is a risk that is acceptable to make.

I understand what it's like to not have access to this resource, so what I will do is advise you against:

Binding with ace bandages (I did this before (multiple times, in fact, because of dysphoria), and believe me, not only did it hurt like hell, but it constricted my body so heavily that I may have done long-term harm)

Wearing a DIY binder (or any kind, for that matter) for longer than your body can handle

Doing DIY in such a way that even mimics binding with ace bandages. This means that your binder shouldn't constrict your ribs, breathing, or range of movement

Here are some general good practices that you should use to guide you for any type of binding, whether traditional or DIY:

When you start binding, only do so in very short sessions to begin with. While binding shouldn't outright hurt, it can be a weird transition while your body is getting used to that new sensation

Minimize heavy lifting or exercise while binding. If it is unavoidable, drink plenty of water and take plenty of breaks

Stretch after binding

Don't bind while sick or have inflammation in your lungs or chest

If you DIY, treat your binder like it is a traditional binder. Don't make the mistake of assuming you don't need to listen to your body because you aren't using a "traditional" binding method

Ultimately, listen to your body. If it is telling you that it needs a break, honour that. Your body isn't punishing you, it is trying to keep you (and it) safe, even if it doesn't feel like it

In the end, this isn't perfect. Sometimes, parents do come around, even in their own ways, even if little by little, they come around. When I first came out officially around 2016, I was convinced that my transition would be completely forbade by my family; I concealed a lot of it in the worst instances of this. However, now, I think most of my family has come through their own journey with the understanding of the reality of what and who I am. I tell you this, anon, because I want you to know that this, too , shall pass. You can make it. I know this might be devastating to you, and believe me, I know what that's like. But it won't be forever. These bridges aren't burnt forever, and I hope you can find your happiness and contentment wherever it may be.

#ask #anon #trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #nonbinary #long post #if anybody has other tips or ideas then feel free to speak up #this is what i did before officially binding and what i have seen other trans people do in lieu of getting a 'real' binder #it did suck when i was coming out because i don't think my family had any idea how *their* hang-ups with... me as a person... affected me #and i think a lot of people get their preconceived notions or headcanons of you stuck in their head to the point that it is Reality #i think part of why my dad started actually *trying* to accept me was him realizing that i was actively hiding things from him... #...like he loves me and our relationship is fine now but i'm not going to pretend like he didn't massively blunder after i came out #and if it turns out that your parents don't ever come around (gd forbid) then you aren't obligated to keep them #you don't choose your parents but you can choose your family i think #i always always hope that parents come around to their child/ren and the reality of who they are but i recognize how messy it all is #anon i wouldn't blame you one bit if you feel many complex or 'negative' emotions toward them #i have many complex feelings about this and that's my own baggage. i hope i haven't put words into your mouth or assumed anything too much #i am sending you best wishes and care. this too shall pass💛

[catoscloves]

you know in my ap us history/ap government classes something that comes up in the videos they have us watch as homework assignments is how governments & especially fascist regimes will use children's education as a tool to mass-brainwash the impressionable youth into believing in their ideology while cutting off their access to outside information & resources that would contradict and completely disintegrate that line of thinking, and being the thg girlie that i am i immediately thought "hey that sounds familiar, pretty much what happened to the career tributes" and after that i was like "oh. that's literally suzanne's entire point!! right."

#even the US did this during wwi and literally took away their beloved constitutional freedom of speech when it didn't benefit the war effort #the constitution: yeah people should be say what they wish (within reason) because that is literally the founding principle of liberty #the US during a war when people disagreed with the draft: yeah how about no #i wouldn't goso far as to call it fascist that is not the correct word (i don't think I'd be able to publish this post online if the US was #but like ??? 'freedom of speech but not when it's inconvenient for us' 💀💀💀 #the hunger games #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #the career tributes #listen no matter how you feel about them as characters (even katniss saw them as jerks which they kind of were) #if you were raised from literal infancy/toddlerhood to think that murder was super cool and great #and had no reliable resources or education telling you otherwise #I mean. anybody in that situation would have turned out just as bad as cato was according to katniss #they weren't going to grow a moral conscience they deadass had no frame of reference to be like 'wait maybe the ideas we grew up believing #in our whole life are actually?? wrong and oppressive????? #cato hadley #clove kentwell #district 1 #district 2 #anna speaks

[aparticularbandit]

things about the dr anime intro that just hm.

1) seductively dancing monokuma. why. why is this a thing. why do we need a tile image of multiple seductively dancing monokuma.

2) when it shows the elevator to the class trial. it includes junko. junko is never on that elevator. she's dead before the first trial. which like. is a fun tidbit actually and gives a nice image of what might have been.

#musings #bandit liveblogs #bandit liveblogs danganronpa #no seriously when i saw the anime the seductively dancing monokuma was the weirdest thing #i'm less bothered by it now #also like #thinking about mukuro pretending to be junko during a class trial #compared to how she reacted when she didn't have the proper lines in dr0 #like...i can see why junko would make the comment that she wouldn't be able to accurately portray her long-term #and like - i used to wonder why you know mukuro couldn't just be mukuro #like...why did she have to pretend to be junko #but like - makoto's opening explains that #anybody who wanted to look up their classmates (or potential classmates) would EASILY find junko #she's plastered EVERYWHERE #in modifying their memories she couldn't know how far back she'd have to go to remove THAT knowledge #so /junko/ HAD to be there in one form or other #it would be odd if she wasn't

[cyncity2000]

this was too long for twitter but honestly i was pleasantly surprised about the publicity for heartstopper because i expected everyone on twitter to be like "wELL if every single actor doesn't immediately come out to everyone then how do we KNOW all the queer characters are actually being played by queer actors hmMM??" bc yknow. the internet is just Like That 🙃

and heartstopper's response (bc they almost certainly anticipated this) was literally just like "we have a queer cast, trust us, and not a single person in the cast owes you any more information than that. not to MENTION we go above and beyond to show you that this tv series was CREATED not only by an openly queer author who was given FULL control to write the entire screen adaptation of their own graphic novels, but also by a openly queer director who specifically made sure to hire as many queer workers as possible for every. other. department of the show. because yes, it's super important that queer actors play queer characters; but it's even MORE important that the representation extends FAR beyond the people you see on screen."

bc THAT IS HOW YOU HAVE GOOD REPRESENTATION. NOT forcing all of your actors to spend every single interview fielding questions about their own personal gender & sexual identities. good representation is making sure that―unlike the majority of films and tv shows, sadly―if you look beyond the main cast, the roles of director/producer/writer/photographer/makeup artist/crew member/etc are ACTUALLY fulfilled by a diverse group of talented people. true representation doesn't stop at the actors, or the portrayal of characters. it goes all the way up the ladder to everyone making the movie/tv show/etc happen in the first place. change can't happen long-term unless "older," well-established people in the industry (like euros lyn) use their position to create opportunities for fresh, new, young, diverse talent.

tldr heartstopper is a brilliant example of how to properly create a series both by and for the lgbtq+ community, and i was SO relieved to see all the publicity revolve around the story and the actors and the importance of representation WITHOUT requiring anybody who wasn't already out to clarify anything about themselves.

(ramble mostly inspired by this and sourced from this, if you haven't watched the video you 100% should !!! also ofc special shoutout to kit for taking absolutely no shit from twitter)

#obviously no representation is perfect. but when i watched that video and listened to euros lyn...oh i can't tell you how EXCITED i was #i specify alice being allowed to have full control over the adapted screenplay bc we know that isn't always the case with adaptations #there's always a fear that when something is adapted the control is taken away from the author and given to people who dont know the story #well enough to portray it authentically. even though alice has said it was difficult for them to write she DID IT #and that fact + the fact the whole cast and crew was genuinely in love with this story is why the adaptation was so true to the original #which i am ABSOLUTELY sure would not have been the case if the people behind the scenes didn't identify with the story in any way #also ofc some actors HAVE spoken out about their identities which is great! but what i noticed is that most of them talk v generally abt it #but it's not bc they feel like they can't come out or anything bc i wouldn't say anyone's particularly closeted #they just...feel free to be themselves? i'm sure they're out to anybody important in their lives and that's all that matters #idk this got Way Too Long sorry #i just have Lots of thoughts on this lol my dms and askbox are always open if anyone wants to talk abt it #this is Weird i've never posted about heartstopper on here before hello #heartstopper #heartstopper netflix

[newwave-lesbian]

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#i have no where else to vent im sorryyy #do you ever think so hard you feel like you'll destroy yourself #that's all i've done for years! #and i just want to move on but i'm stuck again #struggling so hard to become sober #and it literally wouldn't matter if i wasn't having this stupid medical problem #i'm starting to not be able to enjoy myself because my ears feel like shit all time! #and it's from my smoking but i'm too depressed to stop #i did it before but it was hell #my life feels so meaningless and i wish i could stop thinking about certain relationships #but i don't feel like i have any relationships anymore #i'm not close to anybody and i feel so much pressure when talking to people #to be someone i'm not and i wish i didn't #so it doesn't even feel worth it #and i wish i knew hat my problem was #i wish everything was easier #and i feel like i have to just laugh it off all the time #because no one truly cares #i'm all alone and i don't know how to fix anything i'm going through #because i don't think i can #i always knew i was doomed #and i keep thinking i'm probably going to die soon #because some people just die young. #i'm too broken and unlovable it feels like #and all my problems are going to get worse #and i feel embarassed of myself and all this shame that never goes away #vent

[thev01dd]

tag vent post

#omfg i hate twitter so much #h*llch**r shippers are so annoying over ther for fucks sake #i censored the ship name so it wouldn't show up in twitter's search engine #but the shippers found me and harassed me either way because they can't fucking ignore people who don't ship h*llch**r #i jokingly said to lucia 'they really do be out there trying to make their ship' popular #because at the paris con all people apparently knew to ask about was: #'would chrissy and eddie have a romantic relationship if they were alive' #and they asked it to people who weren't even part of the ship #anyways #then suddenly a whole day later i get notifs from h*llch**r shipers saying #'we don't need to try they are popular' #like yeah right say that to the top ten ship tags on tumblr #or the numbers of videos on tiktok under each ship tag #steddie (and ronance) is bigger and more popular than h*llch**r fandom wise #and we didn't need to impose our ship onto anybody for it to become this big mind you #it's the thing i said on the tags of that post that talked about canon ships or wtvr #of course h*ll*ch**r will be a 'popular halloween couple costume' because it's a fucking m/f ship #it doesn't mean it's more popular within fandom #this need to feel that a ship is better than the other and to rub it into peoples faces is so annoying #fucking enjoy your ship in your corner and let people enjoy other ship in their corner #it wasn't me going to random h*llch**r shippers twt accounts and harassing them #it was the oposite #fucking hell #also hide your homophobia a little better

[fridayyy-13th]

oh so tonight's one of those Yearning nights, huh

#friday chats #it's just. i wish i had Somebody. i mean this in the most queerplatonic way possible #not even anybody in particular! just in general!! and it's driving me up the wall!!! #i want someone who i can trust to be vulnerable with! who trusts me the same way! and doesn't mind how finicky i am with physical affection #like i know obviously it wouldn't ''fix me'' or whatever. but it sure would be NICE to have someone i could confide in and cuddle with #without the expectation of romance or sex or anything #is that so much to ask. is it. please. i am sitting facedown at my desk PLEASE #sigh. yes this is a regular occurrence #and to be totally clear this isn't a roundabout request for y'all to ask me ''hey if you're interested i'd be in a qpr with you'' #i do not know any of you well enough for that #i'm just yelling to the void; please ignore me. thanks lmao #probably didn't need to be said but yknow just in case #that is all. if you read all this here's a flower for your troubles 🌷

[autistic-britta-perry]

cellbit stuck on a costumer service job post prison and having not great therapy and being like ugh. ugh. trying to 'make it up to people' and get better while not disclosing he's done actual murders because he would not be free if he did. He roomed with Felps for a bit but then he found this very cheap place to live in and he just got that job and he knew Felps is not taking him changing seriously and was probably still doing bad shit that could get him in trouble. And he does want to keep having the somehow friendly relationship he has with Pac and Mike now, so.

He goes to check it out, and it's cheap it's very small but he's lived in worse places. If he feels there's something off about the residents and if the meat they cook tastes just like human flesh that's surely his own imagination right? if his hot new neighbour Roier sometimes has an odd look on his face or says strange things that's probably Cellbit projecting that he somehow knows about his past and is seeing right through him, RIGHT?

#sfh AU #WATCH STRANGERS FROM HELL PLS PLS PLS PLS #i thnk pac and mike and cellbit first meet up again bc they run into each other and have a solidarity moment of being runaways who had to #build everything back up and Pac had been feeling guilty about cellbit 'dying' too. and also cellbit had found a baby kitty and was taking #care of it and i think this makes both of them surprised idk there's some kind of richas equivalent that makes them think he is trying. #but anyway i won't derail into those sorry i am celltw at heart always #cellbit being made much worse by the job and then the house #only able to self soothe by having murder fantasies: I'M SO NORMAL I'M SO NORMAL I'M SO NORMAL #evil hot roier: ;) #(prev description applies to the MC of sfh I'm telling you get on this show) #i think the way to do this is that cellbit thinks having people who care for you and comitting atrocities are exclusory (which they are for #normal people) #so in prison he didn't 'want' or need anybody but almost dying made him realize he was lonely and he did want people and he was genuinely #hurt by tazercraft's betrayal etc. but he can't be himself and have that. so he starts to control himself and focus on trying at having a #normal life bc maybe he just never got a chance at it and maybe he'll be happy with it. but he's not fully #and roier's gonna show him you can have a ride or die while still being a serial killer who liks to eat people. love is love etc #they still keep up with tazercraft after. maybe at some point they find out but they get them to see that they're family now and that #Cellbit & Roier wouldn't hurt them specifically which imo I think they'd be ok with mostly #bagi's not in this bc i don't know how to have her there without . her getting hurt. maybe they meet her later after they're a thing #like in canon #i also think the idea of cellbit writing crime novels starting as a way to control himself but wth help from sugar daddy roier doing more #and being successful bc he 'really gets into the mind of the killers' is . lol.