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sea-jello · 7 months
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Morrotober Day 5/October 5: Fly || Sunset || "Time to go home."
RAAUUGGHH HAPPY LATE MORROTOBER EVERYBODY FIRST ONE OF THE MONTH AND EVERYTHING I DID HERE I HAVE NEVER FUCKING DONE BEFORE SO IM KINDA PROUD OF IT LOWKEY
slight variations under the cut lol
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i tried doing the yellow filter thing they had in the show but i dont know how to do that so i just put like brown over top and hoped for the best and idrk how i feel about it tbh tell me which one yall like better
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g4yforethan · 7 months
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pairing: ethan landry x male!reader
summary: ethan and reader have fun on halloween night !
warnings: cursing, smut, top!ethan, bottom!reader
a/n: hii this is from a request so i tried my best ! also im so excited for halloween this year for some reason
it was halloween night and tara and anika had invited you to a halloween party and since you had no other plans going on that night, you figured why not? your boyfriend ethan landry was also going and you didn't want to feel left out or let him go by himself so you went with him. you got there and talked with tara and mindy and soon the three of you started taking shots together. after 2 shots, you started to feel a little sick and went over to ethan. “hey baby whats wrong?” you tell him how you feel and he walks you out. “hey how about we just go home instead?” “yeah if that’s okay with you ethan.” “of course baby let’s go.”
you two walk back to your apartment which helped you get rid of the annoying nausea you felt. once you came back, the two of you walked to your bed and sat down. “thanks for waking back with me.” “oh come on i wasn’t gonna leave you there was i?” you laughed and gave him a kiss on the lips. you realized it was just the two of you alone since you shared the apartment with chad as well. you looked at ethan who gave you the same look. you two kiss again and more and more. he picked you up and had you on his lap. you kiss his neck and he starts to take your shirt off.
“fuck you’re so beautiful.” he whispers in your ear which turns you on even more. you take his shirt off and start to leave hickies all over his neck and chest. he rolls his eyes back and grabs onto your hair. “ethan i want you inside of me.” his face turns red but he listens and lays you on your stomach. he licks yours hole for several minutes before teasing you with his tip. he goes in slowly grabbing you waist and massaging your back. “fuck ethan.” “you like that baby boy?” “yes baby.” each stroke he gave became more intense for you. he goes even faster as you start to arch your back. your roll your eyes back and moan in pleasure which turned ethan on even more. ethan turns you on your back and puts his dick back inside. he grabs your neck and kisses you while he goes faster and faster.
"i wanna ride your dick." you tell ethan as he positions himself on his back. you start to ride which sends an overload of pleasure into your body. you feel ethan's heavy breathing and sweat come onto you as you keep riding. he whimpers and moans in your ear. "fuck y/n i'm close." "cum inside of me baby." he moans as he fills your body with his cum. he kisses your neck as you cum not too long after. you kiss him and lay on his chest while he starts to play with your hair. "fuck y/n i guess those 2 shot really brought out something in you huh?" you laugh and playfully hit him. "whatever ethan. guess i was your treat with no tricks." ethan laughs and slightly cringes at your joke and gives you another kiss on your head.
a knock on the door interrupts you and ethan's pillow talk."hey ethan, y/n, i'm back! are you guys in here?" it was chad who had come back from the halloween party."uhh yeah we were just watching a movie together nothing much." chad seemed intrigued. "oo which movie? chucky? friday the 13th?""yeah one of those listen just give us 5 minutes." he was confused but obliged. you rush to put your clothes back on and leave the room. you run into chad who notices your messy hair. "did you just take a shower or is that sweat?" "uhh it's just sweat it's really hot in here." the temperature read 65 degrees. ethan comes out and asks chad if he could grab something from the lobby. chad leaves and a big sigh of relief rushes through you and ethan's body. the two of you kiss and laugh at the whole thing.
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svnflowermoon · 3 months
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i would also like called you again and everything to everyone!!! (heheheh ik youre hyped for theseee i might steal them for my next celebration oo)
YAYYYY (im doing this ask first bc im so excited abt these specific requests hehehe) im very invested in this so this is very detailed (also ik you're in a relationship so i hope this is relatively accurate to it)
called you again - i plan you a first date that fits your vibe
ok so you give strong art museum vibes, i can see that being the main part of the date. i think you'd go to the art museum and walk around appreciating the art bc i get the idea that appreciation of art and the meaning behind it is important to you.
so let's say you meet up at about 3-4pm, and you go to the art gallery. you spend 1-2 hours in there and then head out to a nearby park/garden and sit down, talking about the art/or anything else that comes to your mind. you walk around the garden for a bit, appreciating the nature. by now it's about 7pm and you decide that dinner is a good idea. you give pasta vibes and i know you love pasta so you go to the nearest italian restaurant and have pasta! you finish the date with gelato <33
everything to everyone - i give you a romance trope and a list of relationship things that suits your vibe
you are absolutely the friends to lovers trope. either that or rivals to lovers.
i feel like you'd have a lot of deep conversations and there would be a lot of hand holding. dates would consist of anything that could spark a lasting conversation, and you would never be bored together even if you're doing basically nothing. you like giving each other small meaningful gifts–nothing expensive, just things that you find that remind you of them (everything reminds you of them). i can see a lot of stargazing going on and other general appreciation of the sky and nature, mainly from you but i can imagine your partner being invested in it as well due to how excited you are about it all. you're that couple who texts each other saying "saw this and thought of you <3" and it's a sunset or a flower or a painting or just something that is the most beautiful thing in the world bc you're so infatuated with each other. you're also very funny together and can never fail to cheer each other up <3
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rei-does-stuff · 5 months
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MAKE YOUR MARK CHAPTER 6 LIVE BLOG BABYYYYYYYY
EPISODE 1!!!!!!
-FIRSTLY I’ve been so fucking excited for this that I dreamt about it THATS RIGHT I DREAMT ABT IT
-This is gonna be the last mym chapter….:(((((
-OKOK LETS STARTT
-NO MORE SPARKY TRANSFORMING THE NETFLIX LOGO :((((
-MANESTREAM!!!
-SIBLING BONDING I LOVE THEM
-“Hold onto your cutie marks!” IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE SUNNY
-AAAA THE INTRO ITS THE LAST TIME WELL HERE THE INTRO!!!
-PIPPP YA GOTTA STOPPP
-I love you izzyyyyy
-HOW THE HELL DID SHE BLOW THOSE SO FAST, strong fuckin lungs
-BLAIZE!!!!
-All the dragons have the same model yes, but they all still look unique and pretty good IN MOTION
-OH SUNNY IS TERRIFIED
-Aww trying to put on her tough voice this is why ur my favorite sunny!!!
-AWW IZZYYYY
-I LOVE LUXXE
-Leaf is cuteee
-Tumble and him are def gay
-FOUNTAIN IS A LITTLE CREATURE….Well big creature but yk
-PIPPS FACEEE
-OH SO THEY HAVE THE SAME SHIT AS SPARKY
-OPALINEEEEE
-OOO SONG
-HER VOICE IM IN LOVE
-God that was sooo goodddd
-Love sunny rushing in to defend alicorns
-Also her putting her hoof around zipp GAYYYY
-MISTY I LOVE YOUU
-Hitch and your dad jokes I love youu
-Sunny trying to make friends with Blaize, IS THAT A PERSONALITY I SEE?
-Also her and Blaize? Rlly gay
-Love this green dragon (already forgot his name im a little dumb)
-SPIKEEE
-OH HIS VOICE WILL TAKE A WHILE TO GET USED TO BUT ITS NOT BAD, he finally has the deep voice he’s always wanted, good on you for the transition, plus he is total nonbinary goals
-AWW SAME HUMOR!!
-Also Sunny fangirling a bit
-AWW HE DOESNT REMEMBER :(
-TWILIGHT MENTION
-AW HIS LIL ‘Twi?’ OUGHHH
-okok so we were all pretty right on the real story!
-“You lost magic??” LMAO EVEN SPIKE IS LIKE ‘rlly???? After everything you rlly lost magic yall are wild mannn”
-When sunny gets excited her alicorn-ness starts to show, I’m not saying its a stim but it’s totally a stim
-AWW SUNNY REMINDS HIM OF TWILIGHT AAAA
-Love his speech but I wish they referenced how he thought the same but realized his true family were with other ponies
-GAYYY i need to see ship art of sunny and Blaize NOW
-ALSO WHY ARE YOU ON HER BACK SUNNY YOU CAN FLY, MORE REASON WHY SHES GAY
-YOU TWO PIPP AND ZIPP YOU CAN FLY!!!
-OUFHHHH THAT WAS SOOO GOOD!!!!
OKOK NEXT EP
EP 2
-TWO PARTER BABYY
-NO NOT THE TOGETHERNESS TREE
-The townsponies still freak just the same as g4, some things never change
-SPROUT
-‘And Pipp’s hair is still fabulous!’ I LOVE YOU ROCKY
-YEA MISTY WOULD KNOW
-LOVE THIS SPEECH UGHHH
-“That is…An option!” SUNNY DONT BE MEAN
-AWWW IM GONNA CRY
-PRINCESS SUNNY AAA
-FILLY MISTY
-‘SHE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO CHECK HER MESSAGES’ HAHAH
-NOOOO NOT THE DRAGONS
-SPARKY YOU ARE ON YOUR OWN
-OHH SHE KNEW SHE FUCKING KNEW MISTY BETRAYED HER
-GET HER ASS ANIMAL FRIENDS
-OOO YAY THE DRAGONS ARE BACK
-OOP NEVERMIND
-YES HITCH GET HER ASS
-OUGH SUNNY UNDERSTANDING HOW AFRAID MISTY MUST BE TO SEE HER ABUSER AGAIN AAAAA
-AAAAAA THAT WAS SOO GOOD
NEXT EP NEXT EP
EP 3!!!
-GRAB HITCHS CUTIE MARK MISTYY
-YESSS GO MISTY
-GET HER ASS
-GO AFTER YOUR GIRLFRIEND SUNNY
-OO PIPP YOU SMART
-WELL IT WORKED FOR A SEC
-UGHH I LOVE THIS INTERACTION BETWEEN MISTY AND OPALINE
-HEY YOU GOT TO DO YOUR PLAN IZZY
-SHE IS SO SMARTTT
-DAMN IT NOO
-‘We could just call’ I LOVE THEMMM
-THE NECKLACE
-NOT OPALINE PLAYING THE “you and I were not so different” CARD
-BUT ALSO SUNNY YA CANT REDEEM HER SORRY
-SPARKY YOU GOTTA BRING IT ALL BACK HOME
-SONGG
-DONT CRY REI AAAA
-NECKLACE TIME RAINBOW POWERR
-THEYRE RLLY PULLING OUT EVERY STOP
-ELEMENT OF HARMONY???
-HA GET YOUR CUTIE MARK WIPED
-AWWW
-CRYSTAL PONY TIMEEEE??
-AWWW THAT WAS AMAZING
LAST EP LAST EP
-40 MINS AND NEW NETFLIX PRESENTS LOGO
-THE MUSIC????
-THEYRE SO PRETTY
-ZIPP BEING WORRIED ABT HER GIRLFRIEND
-THEY DID ALL THE STOPS WITH THE VISUALS ITS SO PRETTY
-CRYSTAL TOWN CRYSTAL TOWN
-New threats maybe?
-MISTY I LOVE YOUU
-CRYSTAL PONIES
-SONG
-TRANCE???
-Auroricorns! New name for Crystal ponies?
-STARSHINE TIME
-AWW THEYRE ALL DOING CUTE EYES AT HITCH
-This is def giving me comfort special vibes!!!!
-Trip-Skating!
-STIMMING SO MUCH RN
-THEY DONT KNOW ABT EQUESTRIA
-Never allowed to leave? Ooooo
-SNOW PONIES
-GIRLFRIENDS AGREE WITH EACH OTHER
-If this keeps going this well this might be my fave ep
-WTFFF
-This is some freaky shit
-WTF ARE THISE????
-GRIFFINS??
-ANGEL BUNNY 2.0
-HER VOICEE
-So she’s like Opaline, but probably less fun? Interesting….
-Messed up tbh
-Maybe Allura will get a redemption arc?
-SUNIZZY CRUMBS
-SONG
-WOW she is stupid I love it
-DAMN THIS IS SOME OUR TOWN SHIT
-SNOWBALL FIGHTT
-YEA MISTY
-SONG
-So she might be back!
-VIOLET FROST
-AWWWW
-NEW FRIEND
-LETS GO COMET
-THEY EACH GETTING THEIR OWN FORM OF ELEMENTS OF HARMONY
-WHO IS THAT VOICE???
-BROTHER???
-THIS IS GETTING INTERESTING
-MANE 7 MAYBE??
-NEW GUY TOO
AAAAA I LOVED THAT, even tho there’s no more mym I’m sure tyt will be just as good once the episodes get longer!!
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mylifeisweirdok · 2 years
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If u were to redesign Sam Manson what would u do and why?
Oo this is an interesting question!
As someone also from bumfuck nowhere Illinois, i dont see goths often. All the goths ive seen are when i travel to bigger places like nashville and st louis, and while I know amity park is supposed to be a growing metropolitan area,,, its not giving goth culture just yet.
I do however, see punks.
In my tiny town of 40 people, down the road, turn left at the horses and you've got yourself a camp of folks from all over. They often come into town, and most of them are punks of all types-anarcho, diesel, horror, emo, street, you name it they've been through my area.
One in particular catches my eye when thinking of Sam Manson tho: crust punk. (An uncommonly specific sub culture i know, i have a flair id add ill get into later.)
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Think about it. Her folks are the richest in amity, they have an image to uphold. They have to be prim n proper, they have to say the right things and walk the right walk, but most of all? Theys gotta be clean. Dress pleats ironed in, suit jackets dry pressed, the whole shebang. So to have a kid who shops in the 25 cent bin that owns a pair of crust pants that (nothing to the folks who wear them, this is for imagery) if needed, could create an odor cloud big enough to keep mosquitos away? Nah, they'd resent that.
Sam's parents would hate what she wears and how she expresses herself in public and at school, and thats the exact reason she chose crust punk. She also might've played around the different sub cultures, picked and poked until she found crust. That's where my flair comes in.
Now don't quote me on this, im not a punk so they prolly have a better idea of the concept than i do, but im p sure crust punks often are also travelers. They like to get around quite a bit, and what mode of transport will come to the middle of the boonies? Trains.
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I think, when the trio gets out of high school and the ghosts settle down a fair bit, Sam meets a trainhopper taking the next train south while at Nasty Burger with the other members of the defect quartet. The trainhopper explains what they do and ask if anyone knows its departure (tucker prolly can find it on that ancient ass pda of his). And that hopper gets her thinking.
Thinking's always been dangerous, it gets ideas flowing and movements started. Thinking is what starts rebellions. And from what we saw of canon Sam, she don't mind the idea of bein an upstart (meat eater v recyclotarian deate, anyone?)
And that thinking leads her through reddits of hoppers past sharing the knowledge that gets folks started. Trainhopping isnt only a skill, its a well-held secret lifestyle that can be ruined with one whistle blower. The art of hopping isnt on a random internet page, but the way to start hopping is. And so she thinks, she plans, and she waits.
Months pass, and she's been mullin the idea of it. She passes the idea through the others. They all think she would enjoy it, and worse comes to worse she comes back to amity (no the worst is dying on the rails, but they don't need to know that). They all agree its a step forward that Sam needs to take. And so she plans, she waits, and starts collecting bits n bobs to help her out there.
And finally, nearly a year later, sitting at nasty burger. The quartet is talking the box ghost, the latest giw scandle, the usual, when the trainhopper from before comes up and thanks them for their help last hear (maybe they remember the hopper?) And then Sam gets excited. Sam knows the time is right. Sam asks the hopper to take her with when they leave.
And they do.
So, to sum it all up, methinks Sam Manson, the altruistic, the earth lover, the chosen one of Undergrowth, friend of the protecter Danny Phantom, friend of the defect quartet, is a trainhopping crust punk.
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pacifymebby · 10 months
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Hey Layla! I’m curious.. who is a fictional character you find yourself identifying with? And why? I feel like it says a lot about a person 🥰
Hiii <3 i love this question but omg its difficult.
Here me out on this one but
Mole (Wind in the Willows)
🌿 He starts off so quiet/reserved and isolated, he lives his quiet underground life minding his own business and well, i guess staying in his comfort zone... But he does have the desire for adventure, later whenever ratty is shaking his head and not wanting to go along with toads plans, its moley who is like "oo but it could? Be fun" like he's uncertain but he has this kind of want for excitement. Which is very much me as i have been my whole life, im really shy, and I'm anxious about things, but i have a curiosity that means whilst i do prefer my comfort zone and my little house with all my little things, theres still something inside me that craves the excitement and draws me to the wild wood. Like i too would have heard ratty say "we don't go there" and immediately been curious as to why.
🌿He's so anxious but so fiercly loyal to his friends that he faces his fears and puts himself in harms way to save his friends and I'm like that too, anxious, terrified to talk to people, but the moment a friend needs me, i find my voice for them. Also there's like a level of stupid to his loyalty, like when he goes into the wild woods on his own, doesnt even know where he's going but he just goes because he feels he has to for toad, so he just stumbles on in, knowing its a bad idea but doing it anyway. I do that alot haha
🌿 He's younger that badger and ratty and he really looks up to them in every way, like theyre not father figures but theyre older, wiser friends who moley looks to for protection and to learn from too, they show him the riverbank and all these new things like Messing about on boats!! And he really admires them but also trusts them immediately, almost naively, just trusts them and I feel like thats very much what i am like when i make friends with any male my age or above. I look for friends with that "take you under my wing" nurturing side to them. (like how me and B became friends, it was because he really did just keep me tucked under his wing)
🌿He's so earthy (yes i know he's a mole) but hes so earthy and he loves his dark damp mole hole with all of his little things, its his home and he loves it even though it isnt much and then when he's with Ratty and he realises that he can't remember where it is, and he cries and gets so sad. Like hes so me for real, i love my room, i love making myself a little home, a sanctuary kind of place thats mine that feels totally safe and cosy and comfortabke. And i will quite happily stay in it forever and ever like its my little nest if I get things just right.
Unnamed Narrator/second mrs de'winter (Rebecca /daphne du maurier)
🌿 Shes so young and she falls head over for a sophisticated older man who is more well educated, higher class status etc than she is and she is so taken in by him and like, naively swept off her feet. She's desperate for his approval and giddy whenever she gets it and what can I say... Reading this book made my daddy issues ten times worse because it normalised them haha
🌿 She really is like, an over emotional, naive little waif and she spends the whole novel feeling too much about the smallest of things. There are times when Max is a little sharp with her and she gets overwhelmed with sadness and guilt and shame ans humiliation all at once and sits there trying not to cry but crying anyway and like, literally last night i was overtired and sulking and B made a passing comment about me being in a foul mood and I waited until he'd left the room and then burst into tears with the intention of getting it out my system whilst he was gone (but he came back into the room unexpected and saw me and was just like oh...) like idk i feel like im a super dramatic takes everything to heart, really easily upset kind of girl? And also like happy things, people showing her basic kindness also sets her off and i too cry at the smallest kind gesture towards me.
🌿Here are some bits i took photos of when reading because i identified so hard haha
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🌿 Shes also just deeply anxious about pleasing other people, living up to expectations, she thinks so much about everything and she spends so much time deeply embarrassed by her own perception of herself, whilst like, biting her nails over whether or not she is doing things right. Shes so aware of her own naivety and yet also not at all.
🌿Max is constantly calling her a silly little girl, B is constantly saying similar to me, for similar reasons (like he acts a little distant once, or forgets to be soft with me once and i become convinced he hates me haha)
Thank u for this it was fun, i do think ive basically revealed myself to be even more whimiscal and pathetic than we already thought though haha <3
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wooahaes · 2 years
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congrats on 1k daisy !! it’s so good to see u get such well deserved recognition for all of ur hard work && amazing fics u write !! i’ve loved interacting && reading things u put out,, like so much so that u have become sort of my comfort blog/writer LMAO like ur writing just genuinely feels like a warm n comforting hug :) but congrats again && excited for everything u plan on putting out <3
oo omg forgot to mention it earlier but thank u for including me in the special thanks :)) it means soso much !!
aaa thank you so much aya!! literally i love seeing and responding to ur tags so so much esp because u always seem to pick up on lil things in include like kwannie + chan not returning cheol's "i love you"s in UtS or shua and hannie already knowing abt cheol's struggles, or certain dynamics n stuff. im always like !!! when someone comments on that sort of thing
also dkhfd im glad to provide comfort!! i say it a lot but i genuinely feel so so so warm n happy whenever ppl tell me that my writing has comforted them <3
thank u so much for the support!! i hope i can continue to make you happy with my writing <3
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onsunnyside · 2 years
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so cheater r fic coming on 31 and im living in istanbul and it is 1th november for me whice is good thing bacuse i will be partying ing soho house and after that gay club so yk waster but before all of them we planned going to a haunted house so i’ll have time to fully reed in the other day thx to time differences🤘🏻🤙🏻👍🏻 (for the first fkn time)
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OO YAY !! SO EXCITED FOR YOU TO PARTY AND HAVE FUN !! AND GO TO A HAUNTED HOUSE !!
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midnightmisadventures · 10 months
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Hi sorry I havent blogged in a minute ive been having the weirdest dreams....
So again apologies about not detailing out those other dreams. I guess I should start there....
When i went to my sisters over the weekend i had a dream where my friends and I were at this immersive show. Where everyone around us was having sex. I can’t really remember if it was like “oo self volunteer, go ahead and have an orgy” or they were performers who planned to have porn like sex for people.
Liam was there, and it was present day so we hadnt seen eachother or hung out for months. We were all sitting in the same row like a theater. Some of my friends were leaving in and out. So eventually Liam and i had ended up sitting closer together. And of course, we naturally started cracking jokes and making eachother laugh about the situation. It literally came so naturally i didnt even hve to think about it, we just started finishing eachothers sentences and laughing like we used too. And he was doing that remarkable thing where he surprises me by how funny and clever he is. Like the perfect unexpected humor and amazing comedic timing. I was laughing so hard sometimes i would like playfully hit him. It felt like old times so easily. To the point where once i hit him laughing, and thought “holy shit, should i be keeping better boundaries? i need to pull back, this is too fast” So i muted my excitement a little bit and made sure not to touch him again. 
I think it widdled down to it being me him and bff, the og gang. And bff somberly said “im going to the bathroom” and rolled their eyes. But i didnt think much of it. So now it was liam and i alone. And at first it was awkward. There was one theater seat between us and after bff was gone for a while i kept thinking....do we fill the gap? 
But we were talking, and giggling and talking about the show. And i felt safe, and secure. I was admiring him because i hadnt in so long. Ya know, really looking at him and was starting to fall in love all over again like “hes so pretty, he’s my good ol liam, hes perfect, i adore this boy” and i ws getting the vibes that he was feeling that back. That we were just warming up to eachother again. 
So then, i think we closed the gap? And this music?? or funny song? started playing as apart of the show. And he started dancing in his seat and being cute, so i started dancing with him and we were just being the cutest and getting close and being into it. And ALL OF A SUDDEN, here comes bff sobbing and came to our row and was like “what the actual fuck you guys??” like SO pissed at us. And liam and i were both like huh? And they were like how long was i supposed to be waiting for you guys like, what is this now” and kinda walked away.
So im so confused and thinking we’re all gonna talk about this now. But Liam just got up and left, and then h$ came up to me and was like “okay at first i thought they were being dramatic, but after i talked to them crying in the bathroom even i was like ‘u guys are fucked up for this” 
And im over here like FOR WHAT?? FUCKED UP FOR WHAT WE DIDNT DO ANYTHING. 
So liams gone, i go to bff and am asking like “can you explain to me what your upset about?” and theyre like so pissed at me, rolling their eyes, being so cryptic. 
Long story short, i genuinely felt bad for a while....or that i mightve been insensitive. But then i was like no fuck this, theres no specific reason ur upset u just dont want to see us together. And when you were bragging about Liam i was always supportive and blah blah double cross double cross.
All the while i was feeling giddy and warm about Liam cause we had such a sweet time but i didnt know when i would talk to him again. 
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nhellybabee · 1 year
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These past few days, a lot things are bothering me. After being in online class setup for how many years, i was able t oo meet old friend from the past, and i unexpectedly react very opposite on what i have imagine. I thought i can snob and ignore them. But deep down in my heart all of the care and love i have for them was buried and its waiting for its time to bloom again. I can't explain my feelings but the excitement of seeing them again despite of what happen naturally came out from my system. I really did not expect that i will react same way from the past. I really don't know how to feel:( but at the same time im so proud of myself because i am more self aware compared before. I can avoid things to happen and i am more mature. In connection to these old friends, i am not sure if i will react the same if i will see the other whom i am very close with. I honestly still don't know what should i do. Secondly, pinaasa ko yung dalwa kong friends about sa pag oojthan namin. Sinasabi nila na okey lang daw. Pero i know that umasa din talaga sila kase inasure ko sila. Kaya sana makapasok sila ni uncle at pumayag si sir richard para wala ng problema. I think its my fault din. Kinarga ko din kase sila sa shoulders ko eh kaya ako din yung nag buburden. Kaya napaisip ako. It is really good to be selfish sometimes no? Yung sarili mo lang iniisip mo? How i wish i realized that sooner. Edi sana hindi ganito yung nararamdaman ko. But i believe that everything happens for a reason, what happen will happen. I cannot control everything kaya pinapaubaya ko na lahat ng worries and frustrations ko. Im still hopeful na makakapasok sina abbi. In jesus name amen. Lord hinihiling ko po na sana makapasok sina abbi at roselle sa robinsons homes na ppag oojthan namin. I cant control everything and lord i believe that you have better plans. Punong puno ako ng worries simula pa kahapon kase iniisip ko na kaagad kung anong mangyayare sa future. Tama si mama gusto ko control ko lahat, but the fact is i cannot control everything making me more frustrated. Lord, kayo na po bahala saken, sa mga kaibigan ko at mangyayare sa hinaharap. Ano man yung mangyare tatanggapin ko po yung magiging resulta. Sinusurender ko na po sainyo lahat ng worries, overthinks and frustrations ko. Salamat po!! Gumaan po yung loob ko! Thank you lord
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nonnydog · 2 years
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Dgm rewatch: ep16/17 - millennium swordsman/pride of the swordsman
Some analysis + commentary below!
(Ep16)
-hey!! Good lenalee speech. She has a right to be pissed at him for not trusting her to fight w him and also for damaging himself.
“I hate your stupid eye”
Oo he reacted to that didnt he
-ALLEN “coming thru a window univated” WALKER: “im not a threat”
-poppop seems to think claudia left on her own choice. And the fiancee seems… bad. Assholish. Are they directing ppl toward akuma knowing theyll die? Is this a power trip?
-fiancee seems to be pissed at poppop bc of privilege
-allen you good bro?? Man got real pissed at privileged dad and fiancee. Daddy issues again? Or just anger at assholes?.
-g-good animation?
-“they only care about themselves” ah. Common theme here. It was just anger at assholes.
-kanda and allen spoke about pride during lalas arc. He bashed allen for wanting to give lala time bc that pride was useless. But now here, kandas pride prevents him from using innocence. Theyre both prideful, but in dif ways! Neat.
-o thats a lotta blood
(Ep17)
-oh… innocence has the power to fuck up its users if theyre not properly attuned? Like Vitorrio? Jeez, God. Rude.
-theres smth here with the whole pride thing. Kanda refused to use his innocence (and so did Vitorrio). He says it was out of pride. Note that everyone in this town seems to like honor/pride/etc, as we see the dad being annoying, the fiancee manipulating his newfound power, and the bounty hunters disregarding each other for survival of the fittest. Hm.
Is kandas pride gwtting in the way here? Mr. “Have a plan!” Is now going with “ill figure smth out” when lenalee points our vitorrio regens.
ALLEN JUST ESSENITIALLY PUNCHED HIM??? hEEZ
anD KANDA LISTENED?
-vitorrio saw the akuma as men, people.
-OMAY KANDA POP OFF that was smart, actually. So. He took the advice, moved his pride away and succeeded. Hnhnnngngngn i feel like Im missing something here. Maybe its just a story of how pride is important but can get in the way of logic? Hnnn. It just seems like such a significant part of the ep. Maybe we’re just supposed to note that he listened to Allen.
-an arm is amputated… reminds me of something. ;)
-aww… its not loyalty that motivates vitorrio-its love. Oh its another sad one. She follows his message and leaves her dad and fiancee, but the ending feeling is a sad one. I like it! Im excited for the light episode next though.
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Mass Fic Teaser post November
Here is my latest teaser post with extracts from Will of the gods, Breeding a human, Mans false gods, Hysteria and the stand in. I hope you all enjoy!
Warnings: dark fics, rpf, nedical play, swearing
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"My you are suffering arent you my little firey mortal~" he teased again trailing his fingers around avoiding where he knew you needed it.
"What have you done to me?! What have you done!" You sobbed panting and pliant. As much as you hated it, his light touches were the best thing you'd felt since this terribly feeling had taken over you.
"Cursed you." He said simply admitting to his deed.and then he did possibly the crulest thing he has ever done since his birth. He pulled away, leaving you wanting. Body almost convulsing with the trembling wanton shudders.
"Cursed?! What- thats insane I've been drugged, moved I have to get to the hospital- find out what youve slipped me!" You cried out to him frightened more then ever because you almost belived this deluded man and his tall tales.
"Its nothing more then lust. It will pass once you've been saited. Well for a time." He preened seeing the reality of your situation wash over you, he could hear it in your breaths. You were beginning to understand he was a god. A king and your undoing.
"Of course there is now only one thing that can do that now and thats me. I might lie with you now if you ask nicely, I might even forget what I have planned for you too." His teasing was designed to ignite you, to pull your anger and panic out, he wanted the two to mix and become something explosive that he could then smother himself with the rawness of it all..
"No way am i having sex with you you crazy cunt!"
"I want you to remember i did give you a chance to avoid this" came the ominous reply, amused words hid a vague threat. A fanged grin showing the true excitement the god had.
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"And like the perfect little female you are. You'll do a magnificent job in looking after our little homestead and bare me a child soon." He uttered quietly into your neck pressing soft kisses to your skin, his lips burning you with their chaste kisses. You could have wept, bawled your eyes out and begged himcto reconsider , plead with him to release you but it was too little too late. Kal was a god who felt he was owed payment, that saving the planet and protecting the human race meant he was entitled to keep one as a pet. Unfortunately you caught his eye and there was no escaping that all seeing gaze.
"Just think love, you'll spend all your time raceing around the place chaseing our precious little one" he spoke in deep growls, insanity just below the rambling madness. His chest heaved against you as hs own words worked him up. Shallow breaths warmed your skin making your neck damp as his hand slid you your hips tugging you slowly towards him rubbingnhis hardenong length against your tummy.
"They'll soon have playmates, our second, and third, and forth- as many as we can as quickly as we can!" He muttered closingnhis eyes as he let himself get swept away in the fantasy. Him returning home to a small battalion of dark haired blue eyed children. All various ages running and flying around the place playing with one another whilst you moved about the kitchen platingnup a fresh cooked meal. Ready for him to come home safe and sound.
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no please- daddy please! i dont need it-mama?! Help! Help mama daddy- please!" You cried fighting with all your might terrified of what was comjng! Diana helped move you sitting next to you as kal slumped you over his knee his own thighs trapping your kicking legs.
"Come on now it will be over soo quick pumpkin, so quick" you cried out trying to look back and see what was going on but a huge hand was holding your shoulders down. diana cooed at you petting your head softly watching the doctor just as closly as kal. You squirmed wailing hands tugging at diana who was doing her best to calm you.
"N-oo no dia-mama please-dont let them do this dont-im scared please i'll be good! I'll be good! I swear i'll never- never ever try to leave the house again, i swear im sorry- im sorry i was bad!" You shouted frantically diana moved ducking down to you placing her hands on your face making you look at her
"oh no no sweetheart this isnt becuase you were bad love~ mama and daddy just want to know your safe..." you swallowed sniffling up at her then jumped when you felt the small alchol swab over the lower curve of your bottom. You jerked trying to buck away, somehow in your mind it eas a good idea, if the doctor didntnget a clean shot then he couldnt stab you with the huge needle!
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"Your robe love? Or would you like some help finding it?" He purred scoffing, chuckling to himself as you melted, stumbling over your words. Sherlocks grin widened then with a sigh he sat up throwing his feet over the side of the bed before standing and dropped the sheet in favour of stretching.
"No-sherlock oh christ?!" You floundered as he stood and approached you with no shame. Not that there was any need for it because by god this man was immense in all aspects. You froze willing yourself to look away but just couldnt seem to pull your eyes away. His feet carried him down the side of the bed and he paused for a moment and then reached down plucking the heavy house coat from the floor and held it up.
"Turn" he said softly voice smug yet gentle. You didnt need to be told twice. You pivoted and shuddered as the house coat was placed on your shoulders sherlocks hands smoothing it over your shoulders and then rested on your biceps before tilting forwards and kissing your head.
"Now why dont we get up and have some lunch and then you can explore your nursery~" you frowed as he stepped away from you rounding you to a small wash basin and a cloth. Stepping upto it and dipping the rag into the water.
"Nursery? You have a nursery for the children already?" You pried dropping the blanket youd been trying to wrestle from him and quickly wrapped your house coat around you before sitting on the bed. Trying not to think of what he was washing from his privates whilst as he hissed from the cold water that had sat there all night.
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You sighed and snuggled closer to him curling into his side, tired but content. Grinning like a love sick fool when he rolled his shoulders and tugged you flush against him.
"Daddy? Babe why have you been holding out on me all night?" He teased sweetly nuzzling your neck nipping at it playfully.
"I didnt mean to call you that, it just happened?" You hummed shrinking into him feeling shy over the pet name youd cried when lost in the passion. You half expected hime to laugh at you.
"Well it can happen anyday~ fuck i cant belive i managed to snag myself a kinky little miss~ Any other kinks you want to share?" you just flushed pressing your face into him wanting to hide the stubborn blush as your unexplored kinks crossed your mind. Being a virgin left you with nothing but your imagination for sexual exploration and that meant fantasies and erotica. And erotica led to developing kinks~
"Theres more? Fuck me!" Henry exclaimed chuckling to himself smirking at the possibilities. All the kinks and fantasies youd want to explore, he could only hope you were open to a little roleplay~ because he himself couldnt help wanting to fuck you in character.
"...Give me a mineut love jeez" you replied making you both laugh. Henry placed a kiss to your damp shoulder.
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warnings: SMUT, oral (both m/f receiving but m more than f), unprotected sex, language, isn't really a warning but i'm making a part two to this that will be shorter and idk when it will be out.
paring: akaashi keiji x fem!reader
A/n: hii i haven't written anything on here like this before so i hope you like it and feedback would be great or any tips for my writing
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you on your way to the new apartment that your looking at moving in to meet your roommate. you've been looking for a place to move into scene you can't live in a hotel and your parents don't want you living with them now that your in college and dorms where to much monye. being beyond excited about this, like come on 2 bedroom 1 bath apartment that has everything you need and only $300 a month? can't get better than that.
but little did you know you'd be getting a new best friend with benefits.
when you got to the apartment was clean and smelled like? cotton candy? there was a big couch, with a tv in front of it. there's a good sized kitchen with an island.
"so thats my room and that would be your room" he points to the 2 doors, and one is open with you assume is his because the room is somewhat decorated.
"so where's the bathroom?" you ask opening the bedroom door. looking around. there's one two doors in the room next to each other.
"ya one down side is the bathroom is connected between our rooms, and there's no other way to get into it." Akaashi opened one of the 2 doors and there was a bathroom with a shower that takes up one side and the other had a counter and a toilet next to it.
"oh ok" you opened the other door and it's a closet, "i like this place and it's only $300 a month?" you asked looking at Akaashi as he nodded and gives a little yep.
you signed some papers and on you where to moving you shiz in here. Akaashi offered to help move your stuff over and you agreed and the 2 over you headed over your your parents house.
that's was it within 5 hours all your stuff was in your new shared apartment. the house itself was amazing but akaashi was another bonus, tall, nice, respectful, strong, and unbelievably cute and hot.
"un going to order some take out you want some?" he offers as you were organizing your new room.
"um ya sure" you agree and go to grab your wallet but Akaashi stopped you saying he's paying. you tell him what you want trying to keep it cheap.
when he got ack with the food he put it on the coffee table and pulled it closer to the couch. "oh ya i didn't feel a need to have a dining table because i've always watched tv when eating, it's that ok?" he almost looked embarrassed.
"ya ya thats ok dont worry" you fell back onto the couch next to him and turned on the tv. you guys were just eating and getting to know each other
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you and Akaashi have lived together for about 6 months now and without a doubt you have a thing for him. you can't help but let your eyes wanted his body whenever her comes out of his room with some lose sweatpants and no shirt. you could look at him and tell he was an athlete.
every night you two sat on the couch and ate dinner with each other and tonight your gonna try and make a move. you made home made pizza and put the 2 pizzas you made on the coffee table.
"we should watch a horror movie tonight" you said with a smirk on your face. Akaashi look a little surprised because he didn't think you where one for scary movies but he would never turn down a horror movie so he agreed.
he picked the movie and you went to change. you changed into shorts that barely covers your ass, and a cropped tank top. you walked out and dropped your phone, you'd like to say on purpose but it was a accident. but you took advantage of it and bent over in front of Akaashi.
"sorry," you apologize and try your hardest to just give a small smile. you sat a little closer than you normally do. he never questioned your outfit choice because it was a hot due to the broken AC that your waiting to get money too fix. and to be far he was in nothing but some gym shorts and a thin tank top.
you two ate and watch the movie. you started moving closer to him so you where touching his arm. the window was open and a cold breeze came through, so you grabbed a blanket and put it over yourself but Akaashi took some of it and threw it over his legs, throwing his arm over your shoulder pulling your closer.
after about 5 mins you shyly placed your hand in his thigh and he let out a giggle. you could feel his breath on your neck and behind your ear.
"your not that sneaky honey, i know exactly what your trying to do" Akaashi's breath was hot against your skin and his words make your breath get stuck in your throat
"w-what do you mean?" you try playing stupid. "you want me to fuck you dont you? your plan was to turn me on with that little out fit and then bending over in front of me. now putting you hand on your thigh."
you swallow thickly and tried to talk but was cut off
"well your little plan kinda worked. because you do look hella cute in this." Akaashi turned you around and pulled you on to him lap with one swift motion. "know tell me, am i right? you were trying to make me want you?"
you gave a little nod and when you tried to move in to a more comfortable position you felt his semi-hard length on your clothed cunt.
"use your word." his voice was stern and deep. you managed a small "y-yes" out of your throat and you bit your lip. Akaashi smirked and started kissing your neck.
" it was obvious you had a thing for me after like 2 months of you living with me, but i don't mind this" he said against your neck in between kisses. he started sucking softly leaving small red circles on your neck that would be gone by the time you go to sleep.
he hit a soft spot which made you moan a little, encouraging him to suck and bit around that area. you subconsciously started grinding your hips down on to his.
"oo so eager are we?" he asked and let out a small laugh before putting his hands under your shirt. his eyes ask if he can take it off and you give a nod before he threw the shirt across the room.
you started kissing his neck and the grinding of your hips for faster making him hiss a little. you started tugging at his tank top before taking to off him. he unclips your bra and takes it off in seconds, his mouth finding your nipple he started kissing and sucking on it.
he tugged on your shorts and you took those off along with your underwear and he took off his shorts so he was in boxers. you slid off the couch and in between his legs on your knees.
"can i?" you asked hooking your finger around the hem of the boxers on him. he nodded and put his hips up so you could slip them off easily. his cock swung against his stomach and you couldn't wait to feel how heavy he is in your mouth.
you grabbed his cock and wrapped your hand around him. taking a finger from your other hand you pick up the bead of pre cum on the tip of your finger and licked it. your eyes could have rolled to the back of your head just from the taste of him.
you wasted no time putting him in your mouth. he was so heavy on your tongue, but you swirl your tongue around his tip and sucked a little before pushing almost all of him your into mouth in one go. he touched the back of your throat making him throw his head back and let out a short sting of moans. he grabs your hair into a ponytail as you started to set your pace.
"ahh- fuck im gonna come" he warned trying to pull out but you pushed your head down farther and squeezed his balls a little and he came in your mouth.
you looked up at him and swallowed all his seed. you got back up of the couch, straddling his leg and kissed his deeply so he could taste himself on you. he grabbed the back of your head and pushed you closer to him.
his hand creeped between your legs and started playing with your clit making you moan against his lips. he dipped a finger in to your dripping cunt and put his finger in his mouth.
"fuck you are so wet, you liked sucking me off didn't you?" he asked and got a cocky smile. you started grinding against his cock thats now hard again.
"you want me inside you?" he whispered into your ear, in which you nodded as a response. he let out a small chuckle and lifted you up and guided himself in you.
you let out a moan as you slid down his shaft and after you agusted it his size he started bouncing you on his dick. "n-never did i think i-id be fucking you o-on the couch" Akaashi struggled to say between grunts and shaky breaths.
"mm nether did i- ahh fuck right there!" you threw your head back has he hit that soft spot in you. Akaashi adjusted his position under you so he could hold you up and pound into you.
his thrust where sharp and fast. you were so close to your release your eyes started watering because how hard he was going somewhat hurt but the pleasure of your orgasim hit you as you clenched around his cock making him come at the same time.
"ahh damnn fuckk- oh my god" you both stammered out as both of you where trying to come down from your high. after Akaashi got a hold of his breath he got up bringing you with him to his bedroom.
"i hope your ready for more." Akaashi breathed in your ear. he was still half way in you and you tried to move on him but you couldn't. so you started kissing on his neck.
he threw you on his bed and grabbed a tie off his chair. he grabbed your wrist and kissed them before flipping you on your hands and knees pulling a little yelp from you. he tried your wrist together then spread thighs apart.
"you know you have such a pretty pussy, 'm kinda bummed i didn't get to taste it before i came in you,- but now- i came taste myself on you with i like to." his lewd words made you arch your back just a enough he had better access to your throbbing pussy.
he licked a long stripe against your folds, dipping his tongue in you to catch some of his cum on his tongue. after getting his seed on his tongue he licked up your back leaving goosebumps behind.
he quickly returned to your exposed cunt giving it kisses and licking down to your clit to circle his tongue around. damn he was good with his mouth because it didn't take long before you were ready to fall apart and come undone.
"f-fuck akaash im close mm~" you moan as you open your legs more but he stopped. he started kissing and sucking on the back of your thigh and up your ass. before you could look back at him he slammed himself into you.
his pace was ruthless, and the power he had behind his hips was crazy. you were amazed by how loud you were being. all that came out of your mouth was broken moans and slobber collecting on his bed sheets. the new position aloud you to feel every vein and curve of his dick.
he slowed down the pace to where he was barely moving, just grinding his hip into yours.
"f- faster" was all you could utter due to your fizzy head. Akaashi bent over your back to whisper in your ear "come on now, your gonna have to beg for me to go faster darling. but god your pussy is so comfortable" he kissed your neck.
"come on please keiji please go faster i need you" you wine throwing your head back, your turned your head around to look at him. god he was beautiful with his cock lazily moving in and out of you and his shit eating grin on his perfect face.
he reagusted himself and pushed your back down, making you arch it more. the arch was a little uncomfortable but it was long forgotten when your roommate started pounding in to you. after he had a steady pace set you couldn't even make any noise, no moans no nothing. all you could do was sit there and roll your eyes to your brain as Akaashi abused your organs.
"this what you were begging me for right?" keiji bent over you, his sweaty chest on your back as he started kissing and biting at your neck. "you where being such a slut earlier, where did all the big talk go uh?" he taunted you. he moved his hand down to your clit and started rubbing harsh circles around the nevres.
"ah- kashi- t-to much" you wine and wrinkle your face. your lower half burnt so bad but it felt so fucking good. you needed to cum.
"shut up and take it whore." he grabbed your hits for leverage as he pounded into you harders and reassessed for the last time, this time hitting the soft spot that makes you cum every time without fail, over , over and over again.
"'m cl'close, mmm right there f-uck you feel so good" you moan and shoved your head into the bed. you were embarrassed by how you said those kinds of things to him without even thinking, you have never in your life said things like that.
meanwhile when your being embarrassed Akaashi is making it his mission to making you come again. he snuck his hand down your front and to your clit making soft movements. you started moving your hips to meet his and you felt the buildup of pleasure burst inside you. Akaashi growled as you tightened around him.
"mmm god fuck 'm close baby" he actually moaned throwing his head back. his thrust where hard short and fast but it only lasted for 30 secs before he was shooting his seed in you.
he flopped over next to you, trying to calm his breath. he pulled you on to his so that you were laying on his side with your head on his chest. wrapping his arms around you he kissed your head.
out of nowhere he shot up and started carrying you into the bathroom and started filling the bath.
"uh what are you doing?" you asked with a small confused smile. he turned around and looked at you confused "um in cleaning you up, that's what guys normally do after sex" he kissed your cheek and lowed you into the water then sitting behind you.
"oh, no one has done this before" you said looked and playing the the water.
Akaashi wrapped his arms around you resting his chin on your shoulder "well then i think those guys are shitty and don't know how to treat a woman good" you turned around and looked at him with a small smile.
grabbing some soap and a washcloth Akaashi clean you head to toe, making sure not to get any in you when watching his cum out of you. "i don't think i have to take the cum out but i always get worried you'll get pregnant for an infection if i don't" he whispered into your ear and kissed your jaw.
when he was dont rinsing you off he grabbed a towel and dried you off. he gave you one of his tee shirts and threw on some boxers before laying down, and pulling you into the same position but with your legs in between his.
"hey, i just want you to know that nothing has to be weird between up after this but just know, um i like you a lot" Akaashi whispered to you but was looking a way trying to avoid eye contact.
"i love you.."
"i love you too y/n"
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The One That Got Away
Characters: Sungchan x y/n (female)
Genre: angst
Warnings: pregnancy, death, blood
Words: 1.2k
Song: the one that got away - Katy Perry (listen to the sadder version)
Requested ✅
A/n: SORRY OK IM IN THE MOOD FOR VERY ANGST STUFF, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!
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You sipped your coffee, eyes smiling brightly at the man in front of you, your love of your life, your boyfriend Sungchan, who was also smiling brightly back at you. You just finished planning your trip for your 6th anniversary. You couldn't be any happier. If you could describe your life right now; perfect. A man you love, who loves you back just as much, a job, a house and most importantly your unborn child. You got to know about your pregnancy two weeks ago and it took you all of your energy to keep it a secret, until your 6th anniversary to make it more perfect and to surprise him with what he's been dreaming of for the past years. You've been planning how to tell him for the past two weeks, and you couldn't wait any longer to tell him. Thank god you only have to wait two days now, then everything will be more perfect. You didn't really plan anything big... Just thought of surprising him with a small box in a chill cuddly night, which has yellow small baby shoes in them.
You chuckle looking at the extra cute small shoes in front of you, remembering your promise you made when you got your matching tattoos, you promised to have your love for each other as permanent as your tattoos and to be there for each other, in good and bad. You had so much to tell him. You wanted to cuddle with him in your warm villa house and to talk about the past 6 years you've spent together. You were very excited. After packing your luggage you sent your boyfriend a goodnight message and went to sleep.
For the next 2 days you were only thinking about him. You couldn't really meet him because he had to do extra work so he could spend the whole week with you in the vacation.  All you could do is text and call each other. I mean what's the problem with it if you'll be spending the next whole week in each other's arms? You were patient, for you, him and your baby.
Finally D-day! You had planned to meet your boyfriend first in a restaurant and then go together by the car to your villa house. It was a Chilly night, sky very clear, where you could see the bright stars. The road filled with cars and people, such a normal night, but still beautiful.
You waited for him outside the restaurant, checking the time every now and then. After 15 minutes of waiting, you finally saw your love of your life. Oh how much you missed his warm lovable embrace. Oh how much you wanted to kiss his tasty, sweet soft lips. Oh how much the night became more beautiful just when you saw him. You smiled and waved at him. He was wearing a black coat with such a nice suit under it, his hands holding a beautiful combination of red and white flowers. You gave each other a bright lovable smile. He was waiting for the lights to turn green for him to walk to you. And once they turned green, he walked towards you, a little too fast. He was excited, you chuckles. Your eyes shining with excitement and love. You were just very in love with each other. You found your world, life, future and home in each other's eyes.
He was getting closer and closer, oh how much your heart was beating. With every step he was taking, you heart was beating faster and faster. As if it was only beating for him, and it was. Your heart, and the smaller heart inside you, both were beating for this amazing man.
He was close, finally you'll have him in your arms, finally. Just when you heard people screaming. But you were so hooked up with his eyes and presence, you didn't care about others. As if all your senses only focused on Sungchan and only him.
In a blink of an eye, you saw your man on the ground after getting hit by a car. Everything went so fast that all you saw next is Sungchan on the ground, the flowers next to him, which were once white, turning red. A bloody kind of red. Your world stopped, you ran to him. You held his body. Not believing your eyes.
"S-Sungchan-"
You could barely talk
"Ba-baby"
He tried to talk
Your eyes were blurry with the amount of tears it held. Your shaky hands holding his face, close to yours. His eyes still, looked so lovable, warm and clear.
"M-My Ang-el"
He moved his hand to hold your cheek, wiping your tears
"My love"
You cried
"I-I really was-s excited t-to see y-your beautiful f-face"
His tears falling, mixing with the blood
"i m-missed you, Sungchan"
"I missed y-you to-o, y/n"
He smiled, his beautiful smile
"please, p-please stay with me, i-ill call the a-ambulance hold up"
Your shaky hands left his face and held your phone, trying to dial 911
"y/n, baby"
Sungchan held your hands, bringing them to him, leaving the dispatcher confused on the other line, not receiving any answers from the caller.
"Sungchan let me c-call them"
He shook his head
"Y/n baby... I n-never ever regretted b-being with y-you, I'm h-happy i m-met you"
You started sobbing, holding his face
He continued
"i-if i was to be born again i-I'd choose you, again and a-again, you are m-my life y/n"
"Sungchan s-stop talking! Y-you're tiring yourself more, s-stay still the the ambulance c-comes" you screamed at the people surrounding you, for them to call the ambulance.
Sungchan held your face, turning it down to look at him
"I-i w-wanted to-o a-ask you to b-be mine t-today" you only cried harder, your hands clenching around his face, not willing to let him go anytime sooner
"Su-sungchan, please s-stay, for me and for o-our b-baby"
He looked shocked, now he's crying harder, the blood that he's bleeding is now getting slower and slower, its ending soon.
"Y/n t-thank y-you for b-being there for m-me an—d for m-making me h-happy even in m-my last m-moment" his tear dropped
"do-n't s-say that! Y-you're staying a-alive Sungchan! I-i still h-have many things to s-say to y-you! R-remember o-our promise? Y-you can't l-leave me now... P-please"
"you'll b-be an am-amazing mother y/n" he whispered
"baby, i-in another life, w-would you be my g-girl too?" he asked, his eyes hopeful.
"Sungchan y-yes, I'll forever b-be yours and y-you'll forever b-be mine"
"I l-love you, Y/n... S-sorry—" his last tear fell, his eyes closed, breath stopped, hands fell from your cheeks, his body stilled.
"I-i l-love you t—oo"
You looked at your world's lifeless body on the ground. Looking around him, taking in this moment, trying to figure out if it's real or not. You looked at the now soaked in blood flowers, next to them a little box, your shaky hands reached out to it and opened it. It revealed a beautiful ring, with words "be my wife" on the upper side of the box.
You lost yourself. Looking at your lifeless man. You held his body close to yours, screaming and crying. How are you supposed to continue living without your oxygen? Without the reason for your heart to beat for? Without him? You hugged him, hearing the sirens of the ambulance.
"in another life, I'll be yours and you'll stay with me" you kissed his forehead before the medical technicians pulled you away from him. You saw them giving him cpr, but with no use, he's now covered by white material and taken away from you.
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i8jisoo · 4 years
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𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘 𝐊𝐈𝐃𝐒 ⇉ skz with pregnant!reader 
changbin x reader | part three of dad!skz
↬ genre; fluff & angst for a lil bit woo
↬ warnings; talk of perinatal depression, cursing, n labor 
↬ notes; changbin babi 🥺  ALSO ITS CHANGBIN DAY WOOO ITS MY BABYS BDAYYYYY SO I HAD TO POST THIS |
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u two had just freshly started an official, public relationship
ofc changbin was freaking out while he was chilling in the bathtub behind the curtain so u could pee on the test already
u two were looking at the line coming in, praying that there would be only o n e 😳
slowly the other line comes in, dark blue n clear alongside the other one
“holy fuck—“
“what do we do?” you asked, your voice wavering while setting the test back down
his hands cupped your face, giving u a soft kiss n hugging you
“we got this, we’re having a baby, baby!” he started to joke and yall burst out laughing while crying in the bathroom
the first few months were amazing
ur lil bump sprouted out n u two were so happy about it
changbin is just so attentive and excited about this pregnancy and his first born
u really couldn’t have been better with ur lil family that was starting to become realer with each day
u two r such bullies yall r like
“what happened? ur a softie now binnie!!”
n he’d say shit like, “well at least i don’t pee every hour on the clock!!”
he makes u cry one time n u use that against him everytime u want something bc he feels guilty >:)
cute lil things like asking the baby what they want to eat or talking to it before the bed
(changbin reads the baby goodnight moon one time and ur just so in love like wow 🥺)
he secretly talks to the baby when you sleep every night because hes waiting for when ur little bean will reply back with a kick or a hand
he is W H I P P E D for u n ur baby bump
nursery is already done at five months
he needs all of the boys to come over though to help him figure out the instructions 😳 these are co nfusi ngg
they notice how smiley n giggly he is when he talks about u two and looking at the finished crib hes just so proud
yall r so happy and content with ur baby that was an accident, but u guys are so happy this happened
but something changes within u
changbin notices your lack of interest in the pregnancy during ur sixth month
ur sleeping pattern was off n u would sleep for hours during the day and night
u were very irritable, not wanting changbin to cuddle with u or kiss u like he did everytime he came back from practice :(
u were always unhappy and always so moody, he just wanted u to be happy 🥺
he is so confused and worried ab u, some days ur not eating or some days u don’t even wake up in the mornings like u used to
sometimes— just sometimes he’d come back home to find u in the same spot, asleep
he’s so fucking scared when ur around seven months that he can’t hold it in anymore
“are—are you okay?” he questions u from the doorway, making u stop to look at him in the mirror
ur eyes were cold, setting down the towel u were drying ur hair with and leaving him by himself while heading into ur bedroom
“don’t you dare fucking walk away from me.”
ur s h oo k
he was really nice during the pregnancy everyday, super bubbly and kind so u were shocked to hear his upset tone
“i can and i will, i’ll just go sleep in another fuckin room.” u mumbled, changbin grabbing ur hands and turning u around to face him
u struggle for a bit while ur arguing with him and telling him to let go so u could go to sleep
“stop! i am your boyfriend, i am the only one who is going to care for you like this. i am the only one who is dying, seeing you like this. do you understand? we’ve been through seven months of this together, it was fine for awhile and now you’re fucking turning me away?”
hes shouting at this point, hes just so pissed after three months of not having answers and your attitudes and arguments, he cannot handle it
u start crying
hes quick to hold you, pulling u down to the bed so u don’t have to stand on ur tired feet anymore
“i don’t know what’s wrong with me.” 🥺🥺🥺
he insists u two will find out n u both will get thru this rough patch together
perinatal depression, they diagnosed u
changbin is so upset when he hears the doctors tell u
everything is making sense to him and he’s just so heartbroken he didn’t put two and two together earlier
he takes time off for the time being to make sure ur taking care of urself
hes watching u like a hawk but trying not to make it evident
the first time u ask him for a kiss, he gives u dozens
he hadn't been asked for kisses in so long he was so relieved 🥺
he’s constantly telling u how beautiful u r and talking to ur bump about how they have the best genes and their uncles
this man is a father already it seems
he is ur #1 face mask partner cause he buys the cute ones only because u deserve the cute ones that r ur favorite ◝(ᵔᵕᵔ)◜
cooking together is something that happens, not often but every once in awhile he will let u do small things
cut up some lettuce? sure! pour in the soup broth? of course u can! taste test his food? always.
he wants to make sure ur comfortable with him touching u or kissing u or what hes saying
“i love you.” he’s mumbling, quickly placing a kiss against the fabric of one of his own shirts that was worn by u and fit u like a dress still
he then goes up to ur cheek n presses a kiss to it, ur hand cupping his jaw and letting him kiss ur lips >.<
also u guys let out a quiet talk of pregnancy to the public, letting jyp release a notice on changbin’s absence from live-streams and posts with the boys
u two received a lot of positive feedback which changbin let u read the positive ones n loved when u smiled at each one
u were overdue by a week which was the worst, ur back hurt and u had migraines
u also were put on bed-rest for the next week before u could be inducted
u guys waited out the week and u got scheduled for an induction
the labor was really slow which sucked because u just wanted to hold ur baby already :(
rly intimate moments like chan just holding u n rocking u like a baby
u guys are given this position to move the baby down, your knees on the ground so u could kneel against the bed and changbin would hold ur hips n rock them
he just feels so bad he can’t do anything to help u with the pain 🥺
yall kinda vibing with the hospital food (idk bout yall but some food from hospitals smack chile)
“i just want to go home.” :(
u bet ur ass he scoots into ur hospital bed, holding ur hands n u just cry into his shoulder
he feels like his heart is being torn to pieces when he listens to u cry out of pain
his free hands holds your jaw, making u look up at him
“we’re almost done baby, okay? i know it hurts, if i could i would take your pain in a heartbeat. you are incredibly strong and i’m so proud of you. you just need to hang in here for a few more hours, yeah? you think you can do that?”
u give him the weakest smile ever but its better than nothing
u reach 10cm!!!
now the part that wasn’t fun was the pushing :/
u were hurting, u were tired, and u had been promised almost seven times that all u need was one more push but no matter what, it seemed like the baby wasnt budging
“the cord is wrapped around the neck, we need you to stop pushing. okay?”
ur too tired and stopping the pushing sounded good so u did as they said but when they told u they needed to actually reach in and unwrap it ur blood ran cold
u both were worried about how much u could take
u screamed, god it hurt and it felt like hours of them twisting but it was a mere minute
the labor progressed n there it was
“a girl!”
u two are like faucets or waterfalls
shes literally the perfect mixture of u both 🥺
he washed her hair n helped wrap her up in a blanket, giving her over to u for the first time
u both were just in love with her, she was absolutely perfect
he’s obsessed with her, taking in that baby scent, the scent of the light baby shampoo and the bit of baby powder that lingered throughout her onesie
her hair wooooww its so soft n fluffy
her little baby pout and her puffy cheeks
i can see him calling her bunny for awhile as a childhood nickname
he’ll just be like
“oh that’s my bunny!!”
weird look from u but ur heart melts while he bounces her in his arms n gives her some kissies and running his fingers thru her hair
he’s also rly soft, i don’t see him singing but i see him definitely whispering to her about how she’s gonna grow up and have the best life because thats his little girl
“ur gonna have eight uncles, they are crazy but it’s okay. u definitely lucked out on fathers though, i’m pretty good at lullaby's. u did get great genes too, u have a handsome daddy and a gorgeous mommy. we worked really hard on making u, please don’t hurt ur cute little face. u also have a storm coming, there’s a thing called stays, they are gonna adore you, i promise.”
omgomgomgomg jejejejeje im blushing at the thought of this i just adore dad changbin 
u guys may or may not be planning for another but it definitely would happen in a few years
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Future Hope - chapter 2 - Starting something new..
They were almost ready, all they needed was the one thing every revolution heroes needed: Badass outfits. For that, they counted on Griff to make some patterns to stick on their outfits or whatever weapons they carried, Kip suggested to make stickers to glue them around the city whenever a crime occured and they came to the rescue, to leave a message that something happened. Everyone loved that idea, and eitch one got to work in making their outfits, stickers and whatever else they needed to start the revolution for real...
With stickers and acessories settled, now they needed the main thing: The outfits. But.. No one knew how to sew or make clothing.
"Wait!" Maria shouted. "I know someone! Ya'll remember Maggy yeah?" She added with a tone of excitement.
"Ah, isnt she the one who draws the Metal Werehog and how you joke she refuses to tag you in them?" Togekiss answered with a tone of sass. Maria blushed and pouted her lips.
"Yeah yeah. Anyways she's visiting here for a local con, selling her drawings and prints, did you know she actually sews and knits clothes?" Maria added with a tad of admiration.
"Really? Well shit badass then" Blink added with a soft smile. "How do we get in contact with her?" She asked.
"She should be at the event center setting up her booth stand. If we leave now we'll have plenty of time to talk to her." Maria answered with a confident tone.
"What are we waiting then?" Kip added. "Let's go!"
Everyone nodded and made their way to the local event center.
At that same event center, Maggy was setting up her booth, putting her prints up on the sides and on top of her desk, showing the kind of work she does and displaying her various pieces she drew herself, whether it was her OCs, Silent Hill or Sonic theme, eitch was individually beautiful and unique. She also set up a small cashier and some paper and pens for possible requests on the fly, or a doodle with an autograph, you can never be too prepared.
She was organizing her papers when a small hand knocked on the wooden booth to call her attention, she looked up to see the entire Future Hope crew, with Maria in front and smiling confidently.
"Maria!" She exclaimed happily, going around the booth for a hug, who Maria happily accepted the hug.
"It's so good to see you!" She said with an excited tone, she pulled apart from the tone and looked at the remaining others, many she didnt recgonize. "And.. Who are these?" Maggy asked.
"Ah, Maggy these are some of my Tumblr friends, like you! Im sure you know Griff already" Maria said referring to Griff, who had a hand behind his hand and sheepishly smiling. "But you see.. We kinda need a moment to talk to you, if that's OK" Maria asked, practically whispering to Maggy.
Maggy nodded, and leaded them to another area of the convention center which was emptier, so they could have some privacy. Once they got there, Maria explained as basicly as she could about her and Future Hope, the wishing fountain, their new powers, their intentions.. Maggy listened quietly, but intriguied as anyone would be.
"Woahh.." Maggy said, finally hearing the end of the story. "You guys really are gonna be super heroes?" She asked with a spark of excitement. "And I get to help?"
Maria nodded with a smile. "We need you to make outfits for us, whenever you have the time of course. None of can sew but we have the designs here for you. That is, if you-"
"Yes!!!" . Suddenly being cut off, Maggy got up with smiled with pride, her eyes twinkling with excitement. "I'd be honoured to help! This'll be so cool!! I'll have those made for you as soon as I can!" She said taking the designs from Maria.
Maria smiled and pulled her in for a hug. "I knew I could count on you.." She said softly. "Of course" Maggy responded. "After all: Nós portuguesas têm que contar uma na outra né?"
"Haha! Falou e disse amiga!" Maria responded in portuguese, both laughing together while leaving the others clueless, but nonetheless happy for them.
"Well." Maggy said. "I should head back, the con will start soon". Maria nodded and looked at the others, who agreed it was time to go home and wait, with a final hug, they said their goodbyes and headed back to Maria's house.
They werent simply gonna stand around and wait for the costumes to be ready, until then, they decided to fix up the one thing every SuperHero group needed: An HQ. A place to reunite, plan, organize and discuss strategies whie also knowing about whatever recent crime could be going on.
But of course, they were only a couple of young and very, very broke adults. Griff's Youtube Channel was starting to blow up but nothing too extreme yet, but he will get there soon. Same for Maria and her animation channel, they were started to get discovered but they had a long way to go. But it'll happen.
In the meantime, Maria does have a big and very spacious basement, they decided they would settle there for now. Blink and Kip started brooming the floor, Muffin and Spooks were dusting the walls, Muffin used her wings to reach the roof and corners, and Spooks enjoyed the darkness of the basement to summon her Dark Hands to help the job go quicker. Rooko and Rooki decided to go to a hardware store and get some new materials and give the basement a better fixer upper, install some new lights, maybe install a window...
Spike and Togekiss were out looking for things to decorate the HQ, a table, a rug, some chairs, a new wallpaper perhaps.. Meanwhile Maria and Griff were online shopping for some cool props to decorate the HQ as well, using Maria's laptop, they scowered the internet.
"Oo!" Exclaimed Griff, pointing at the screen. "This life-size Master Chief would really spice up the place!" He said excitedly, Maria shook her head with a soft smile. "Griffy we're only looking for small decorations, not turning my basement into nerdvana" She answered.
"Oh.. Right.. Sorry.." He sort of mumbled out, Maria raised a brow in concern and set the laptop next to her, placing a hand on his arm. "Is something wrong..?" She softly asked..
".. It's just.." Griff started to answer. "You know how overly-excited I get. You know how hyped and impacient I get for these things.. Im just worried that... That.."
"Yes..?" Maria asked.
"... What if I blow it?" He asked, with a tone of sadness. "What if my powers arent as good as I thought? What if instead of helping everyone, I just make everything worse..?!" His voice tone got louder as he started to slightly panic. "Im a big, musculent WereRabbit, that HAS to be scary in a way isnt it? Im practically a Mons-"
"Dont you dare finish that word!!!" Maria shouted at him, gripping his shoulders hard, looking at him straight in the eye, her black eyes glimmering like a starry night without the moon.. Glimmering with worry.
"Listen to me very, carefully. No matter what you are, or what you do. You.. will never, be a Monster.." "Monsters arent the big unknown creatures we see in movies, they're out there, looking like us, gaining people's trust just so they can take advantage of them, taking or ruining innocent lives, people who have their heads so far up their asses they've become blind and see nothing but themselves. THOSE ARE MONSTERS!!!" She raised her voice, shaking a little bit. Griff only stared at her, shaking a bit as well, until suddenly Maria placed her head on his chest, pulling him in for a hug..
"You're not even close to being like them, and your physical appearance doesnt define your heart.. Please, never doubt yourself like that again.. Because you are better then this, and you know it.." She quietly spoke, waiting for a reply.. Which she didnt receive. Griff embrace the hug back, and that was all that needed to be said, without words whatsoever. Between those two, the message was clear:
Monsters are the ones who cause darkness around them, and not them, or their friends are even close to being them, they are the opposite. They will be the light, a new beginning, a new..
Future Hope..
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