#but I am a [REDACTED REDACTED REDACTED REDACTED]

[aruinedthing]

louis walking around paris in 1946 taking photographs of strangers. louis in 2022 saying he did it because it gave him something to do that wasn’t thinking. he was creating images of people, recording reflections of them, capturing recollections of strangers and their lives as a way to externalize the world. to avoid having to grapple with himself, what he’s done, who he is, what he wants, how he feels. and then there’s daniel, walking around san francisco in 1973, interviewing strangers. capturing their recollections, imprinting them on tape. daniel saying in 2022 he doesn’t do puff portraiture anymore, but he got on a plane with an autoimmune disease in the middle of a pandemic. to come to dubai and record someone else’s life. hmm.

#interview with the vampire #iwtv #iwtv season 2 #louis de pointe du lac #daniel molloy #that line just jumped out on 2.02 rewatch number [redacted] and I am Thinking

[tteokdoroki]

˚✧₊・🍉 — SPONSOR A WIP FOR GAZA !

hello everyone!! i wanted to join the writing project ficsforgaza with the intention of raising more awareness and hopefully donations for the ongoing cause. i am a little slow on writing but hopefully this will motivate myself and others for a good cause <3!

rate: $1 USD per 100 words !

instructions: please follow this link and donate to a vetted fund of your choosing. after doing so, send an off-anon ask to myself including the following: a redacted screenshot as proof (hiding any personal information), a link to the fundraiser you’ve donated to, the name of the wip you’re sponsoring.

example: hi aali! i have donated to help mashael and her family. i would like to sponsor an alternative to grief [ screenshot showing $5 usd has been donated - equivalent to 500 words ]

i will not be publishing asks, but for transparency, will be keeping a record of evidence to send to @ficsforgaza — this is to ensure individuals are not reusing screenshots sent to myself or other writers. the wips will be updated regularly.

⋆⭒˚｡⋆ 🍉 wips disclaimer ! - they are below the cut.

there will also be a donation goal for each wip just to ensure that I don’t get overwhelmed! i work full time and write a little slow, but the main goal is to raise awareness and donate to an important cause. there are various lengths available, subject to change but dont worry if i don’t have anything you fancy! please check out the other authors who are apart of this project!

note: minors, blank and ageless blogs do not interact. sfw, nsfw and dark content is included in the wips below.

⋆⭒˚｡⋆ 🍉 current wips available !

an alternative to grief; katsuki bakugou.

tags ! pro hero!bakugou, nurse!reader, strangers to lovers, dating after loss, children, therapy, grief, hurt comfort, fluff, angst, smut + part one of three.

with the sudden death of your husband, you find yourself alone with a son, angry at the world and in the corner of a therapy group specifically for grieving spouses of pro heroes. it isn’t until you lock eyes with a familiar, formidable red that you come to realise… there is happiness after death and alternatives to grief.

current word count: 5,991/10,000+

donation goal word count: 0/5,000

my doll; eijirou kirishima.

tags ! pro hero!au, soft dom!kirishima, dumbification, dollification, smut + dark content.

eijirou kirishima was born with an innate desire to protect, to give, to dominate and perhaps that is why he slowly begins to take over your life, treating you as though you’re some dainty little doll…belonging only to him.

current word count: 2,647/3,500

donation goal word count: 0/1,000

something i thought belonged to me; izuku midoriya.

tags ! pro hero!au, college!au, strangers to friends to lovers, coming of age, misunderstandings, fluff, angst + smut.

after abandoning your dream school to start anew and get away from your shitty ex, you adopt a stray l cat to cope with your lonesome…only to find out the pro hero exchange student next door has had the exact same idea.

current word count: 134/15,000+

donation goal word count: 500/5,000

swingsets; yuuji itadori.

tags ! college!au, small town!au, summer romance, coming of age, first loves, self discovery, misunderstandings, fluff, angst + smut, part one of many.

everyone always says you’ve got your whole life ahead of you. but life moves quick and yuuji itadori has only one year left of his degree to figure out what it is that he wants. making it big in the big city of tokyo isn’t all what it’s cut out to be, so he decides to return to his roots, and indirectly, return to you. OR a jjk small town!au where each sorry connects to another. this is the story of yuuji itadori, reconnecting with his first love.

current word count: 0/20,000+

donation goal word count: 1820/5,000

other ways to help can be found here and here.

— all rights reserved © TTEOKDOROKI 2020-2024. all fanfics belong to me, do not copy, translate, repost nor recommend on tiktok any of the works seen here.

#fics for gaza #tteokdoroki #✧ ₊˚੭ — writing

[soldier-poet-king]

lmao nothing like a funeral to find out that a distant cousin just became a cop and the whole extended family is like "omg you do such an important and dangerous job!!!" while i am subtly judged for having tattoos and nobody knows or understands what i do

#plus yknow all the usual political drama bullshit #it was mostly fine but also #i deliberately did not wear long sleeves. it's hot af. im wearing a short sleeved blouse to the funeral #and fuckin REDACTED is a cop. like. cmon. cmon yall #ALSO WE ARE FUCKIN CANADIANS. WHY ARE WE DISCUSSING TRUMP AT PETE'S FUNERAL. IM #im not upset and not suprised just like. well. ofc. #it's ok i am at home now #tomboyx crop top and shorts on. basking in the sun. playin video james #the duality of fran

[mdoesitmatter]

No, I cannot handle it anymore. Let’s talk about Neil Josten and his fluency in three languages.

Like, l get it, in the case with Andrew’s memory is possible but how did Neil manage to learn this? Yeah, but he lived in Germany and Austria and also went to school there-

Stop right there, languages do not work this way. He was past adaptive age at this point and he also didn’t communicate with other children. He would need like couple years of active learning in those countries to get like confident B2 (and he has at LEAST C1 in the trilogy). And don’t even get me started with French. French?? Where did he learned it??? Switzerland??? THAN HE WOULDN’T HAD ENOUGH TIME TO ACHIEVE FLUENCY IN GERMAN.

(Okay, I actually found out he spent like 18 months in France but like?? 18 MONTH :)

And you know, l would like get it, if it was German and Dutch, for example. They have at least similar grammar structure. But German and French are not the same.

Oh, and did we mention dude can speak decent Spanish? I quit.

The boy is linguistic genius I guess?

«Neil Josten is fluent in 3 languages»

— is a prove that aftg isn’t sport romance but a freaking FANTASY .

redacted:

Posted on my way to college, forgot about it, only to found out a couple hours later that kind people on internet fervently disagree. I love this place so much. Also I absolutely love the comments implying that I am not from Europe (can I take it as a compliment to my English? dunno).

I am from Europe and I am also fluent in 3 languages. I am currently living in German speaking country and learning German, so I must admit my own struggles with this language affected my perception of a character. It might be only my case, because when I moved I was past adaptive age and whole experience was combined with heavy trauma — I got opposite reaction to Neil’s and first year of living in this country denied existence of German (even though I was under ungodly amount of pressure to learn it). By the time the shock was gone I already had strong negative about the language because of how people around treated me. It works really different for everyone.

Anyway, it was cool to see the reaction even if it wasn’t positive😅

But it was really interesting to read different stories from polyglots in the comments and I would love to read more so be free to disagree and share your experiences :)

#aftg #kevin day #all for the game #andrew minyard #kevin day is the best boy to ever exist #neil josten #the sunshine court #HOW HE MANAGED TO LEARN THIS MANY LANGUAGES?!!! #I am genuinely going insane.

[radiant-cowgirl]

oughhh oughhhhh milo greer the man that you are

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted milo #yes this is about the ba #did i want it to be omega david? yes #am i disappointed? no #not even a little bit #i would let him do unspeakable things to me #i would let him drain me dry wtf

[fuzzy-melonlord]

Everytime I think "Oh maybe I like a character more than Milo now," or "maybe Milo isn't the person I simp for the most" he comes back with a vengeance and I remember my place.

#redacted audio #redactedaudio #redacted milo #milo greer #i am a weak bitch for the fiesty man

[alexalexinii]

WIP Wednesday

Yes, it is Wednesday here.

Long time no see (once again). Work has devoured me. I’m also preparing for a con that is rapidly approaching!! It’s my first big con so I want to have plenty of art to show! Here are some of the wips for those ones:

I’m also planning stuff for my birthday thats this Sunday! (So that’s another thing that’s devoured me)

As for Carry On stuff, I am working slowly making my way through my COBB! It’s been fun to collaborate with [redacted] so far! I can’t wait to share the fic with you guys 👀 I also have many ideas for my COAR but they are just ideas for now lolol.

Tags + Hellos bellow the cut:

@artsyunderstudy @cutestkilla @letraspal @shrekgogurt @ebbpettier @rimeswithpurple @hushed-chorus @that-disabled-princess @palimpsessed @imagineacoolusername @fatalfangirl @ileadacharmedlife @valeffelees @raenestee @orange-peony @facewithoutheart @aristocratic-otter @confused-bi-queer @nightimedreamersworld @iamamythologicalcreature @leithillustration @katatsumuli @youarenevertooold @theimpossibledemon @scribble-tier @best--dress @bookish-bogwitch @noblecorgi @martsonmars @ic3-que3n @emeryhall @run-for-chamo-miles @thewholelemon @roomwithanopenfire @wellbelesbian @nausikaaa

If you don’t want to be tagged please let me know 🙏🏻

#wip wednesday #wips #co/ws/awtwb #simon snow trilogy #hades #hades ii #dungeon meshi #my art

[jewishmcr]

I recently made the extremely difficult decision to leave my synagogue two months shy of completing my conversion requirements because I couldn’t continue to support a congregation that aligns itself with “liberal Zionism.” I’ve been working towards conversion for nearly two years and this decision has been weighing on me heavily since October. I wanted to share the email I sent to my rabbi, in the event that it resonates with or helps other people in some way (I have redacted information about the specific synagogue for privacy). I would love to hear from others pursuing conversion to Judaism who have experienced similar issues!

Dear Rabbi,

I’ve been putting a lot of thought into the conversation we had last week, and I appreciate the time you took to speak with me and help me think about next steps. I’ve spent countless hours over the past seven months interrogating my relationship to [synagogue], Judaism, and Zionism, and am devoted to continuing to pursue conversion to Judaism. Although I desperately wish to carry on and finish out the conversion process with [synagogue], I cannot continue to do so.

I acknowledge and deeply appreciate that [synagogue] takes the radical stance of wholeheartedly condemning the actions Israel has been taking against Palestinians, and that this opinion is extremely rare among synagogues. I am glad that [synagogue] continues to push for the dignified existence of Palestinians and the recognition of their right to exist in land that has long been their home. These stances give me much hope for the future of organized American Jewish life across the country, and I hope that [synagogue] will remain at the forefront of progressive Judaism. All of this being said, I refuse to compromise my own morals, those both personal and religious, for the sake of the convenience of completing my conversion quickly. Zionism, even “liberal” zionism, is a colonial project that has, from the very establishment of the state of Israel, resulted in the deaths, displacement, and torture of Palestinians. I cannot separate an idealized hypothetical version of zionism from its concrete reality. I do not believe that the Jewish people ever had an inherent right to occupy land by forcible displacement. I do not believe that the state of Israel had the right to be established in 1948. Especially considering that on May 15th, 1948, one day after the official establishment of Israel, the first Nakba began. The day that you and I spoke marked the 76th anniversary of this horrific event, something that weighed heavily on my mind during our conversation. It is also my belief that Israel should not continue to exist as a nation. This has been my belief for quite some time, but it has strengthened exponentially since October 7th.

I understand that many members of [synagogue], including possibly clergy, share these beliefs with me. I also understand that I would not feel content in my conversion if I carried it out in a synagogue that continues to ally itself with zionism in any form. The version of Judaism that I want to create for myself has no space for zionism in any capacity. I seek a Judaism that, in addition to condemning Israel as [synagogue] does, is anti-zionist in words, actions, and religious practices.

I am heartbroken to be leaving [synagogue], which has been providing me with a community of fellow LGBT Jews since I moved to [current city]. This is not a decision I am making lightly, nor is it a decision that I’m happy to be making. I do not know yet what the next steps of my journey will be, but unfortunately it will not include [synagogue]. Although I did not yet want to admit it, I knew this was my decision when you asked me towards the end of our conversation if I could see myself continuing to worship, celebrate, and mourn with the [synagogue] community if I were to continue pursuing conversion here. My answer, unfortunately, is no. My discomfort with [synagogue]’s treatment of the genocide in Palestine has already caused me to withdraw significantly from synagogue life, as well as from completing the conversion requirements. I have found it increasingly difficult to jump through the hoops when I have a strong moral opposition to [synagogue]’s identity as a liberal zionist congregation. This decision is particularly difficult for me because, as you said, I’m unlikely to find a congregation willing to openly condemn Israel any more than [synagogue] does. I remain optimistic that eventually, I will be able to complete my conversion of my own terms among a community that shares my anti-zionism stance.

I thank you, [rabbinical intern], and everyone else from the [synagogue] community who has been there for me over the past two years. I have learned much and gained invaluable perspectives during my time at [synagogue], all of which I will take with me as I continue on the path to conversion. I plan to reach out to [rabbinical intern] separately as well as share my decision with the rest of my gerut group.

Thank you for everything,

Oliver

#ok to rb #would really love people to rb actually! #jewish conversion #Judaism #jewish antizionism #Oliver’s post

[thebestsencen]

Hello There.

It has been formally requested that a Tumblr account is made and run by myself, the amazing Lord Cassius Sencen, author of 'The Heart of The Matter'.

He/him pronouns are to be used for me and I expect the utmost respect from everybody out there, for I am a member of the Nobility.

Slightly Annoying Children:

Miss Foster- @therealsophieelizabethfoster

Mr Vacker- @fitz-avery-vacker

Tam Song (whoever that emo kid is)- @tam-shade-song

Linh Song- @linh--song

The Dizznee child- @dex-the-smart-one

Miss Vacker- @sparkles-make-anything-better

Maruca Chebota- @the-only-maruca-chebota

The unicorn girl- @im-just-cooler

Wylie Endal- @flasher-boi-endal

Amy Foster (A human!?)- @amy-rose-foster

The pyrokinetic- @shut-up-i-will-burn-you

Jensi Babblos (Who's this?)- @jensi-babbles-lots

Disappointments:

I don't know him- @keefe--sencen

Responsible Adults:

Alden- @alden-dedrick-vacker

Quinlin- @quinlin-sonden

Grady (a horrible work partner)- @not-a-fan-of-that-boy

Edaline- @edaline--ruwen

Magnate Leto- @magnatetheleto

Elwin- @elwin-at-your-service

Black Swan:

Squall- @the-prettiest-ice-cube

Blur- @blurrieidentities

Mr 'Forkle'- @norwegian-trickster-god

Granite- @prentices-husband

Livvy- @candies-and-sparkles

Neverseen/Ex-Neverseen:

Fintan- @fintan-pyren

NOT MY WIFE- @lady-gisela

Vespera- @vespera-neci-folend

Ruy- @ruy-tonio-ignis

Glimmer- @little-miss-neverseen

Alvar- @alvar-not-vacker

Trix- @trix-up-my-sleeve

Brant- @brant--redacted

Umber- @umberthebettershade

Organisations:

Black Swan- @black-swan-official

Neverseen- @neverseen-official

Foxfire- @foxfire-official

Matchmakers- @thematchmakingoffice and @the-official-matchmaking-office

The Council (or their intern at least)- @thecouncil-official

Eternalia's Library- @eternalialibrary-official

Exilium- @exillium

Others (animals and bodyguards)

Sandor- @igowhereyougo

The worst influence on my son- @hunkyhairs-backup

Silveny- @therarestprattlespin

That's just about everyone I know (it pains me to do so)

tag me in the comments if i forgot you/someone

main account may or may not be @siennamakeschaos

[tacticalhimbo]

FICS FOR GAZA - WRITING REQUESTS FROM YOURS TRULY!

Howdy everyone! I've joined the writer's portion of the @ficsforgaza initiative to help encourage fundraising to vetted fundraisers to aid those in Gaza!

For more details and information about this initiative, please check out the blog's guide on participation as well as their FAQ.

Likewise, if you don't see something you want here, or you want to support others, make sure to check out the other writers taking requests!

* Edited May 21 to include the updated navigation link!

That said, this post will be a primer to how things work on my end :}

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WHAT YOU DO

Donate to any of the vetted fundraisers found on the blog, or the blogs they have reblogged information from, and send me an ask or DM with your request!

It is mandatory that you include proof of donation for this. Of course, I would never ask you to send personal/sensitive information, so please redact that when sharing! I will verify proofs where needed with the blog organizers.

edited: please also link to the fundraiser you donated to!

example: hey jay! i donated to the palestine childrens' relief fund and would like a fic featuring [character] and [character] with [prompt]. here's proof of my donation! [attached image]

I will abide by the blog's general amount per rate, meaning for every $1 you donate, I will write 100 words. My limit on this will be $20, or 2000 words. That's the average wc for most of my fics.

There will be NO anonymous requests! It's harder to verify things that way, so I want to keep this process as simple as possible to encourage donations and keep the process streamline for everyone. After all, this is about helping people :}

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WHAT I DO / MY PERSONAL GUIDELINES

Safe for work (SFW) content only! I don't feel comfortable writing smut for people.

YES: OC x OC, OC x Canon, Self-Ship or x Reader, Canon x Canon, Romantic, Platonic, Familial, pretty much any dynamic or theme goes!

NO: Proship content. I do not feel comfortable with that, and I do not endorse any of that kind of stuff.

FANDOMS:

Cyberpunk (Edgerunners & 2077)

Disco Elysium

Dragon Age

Faith: The Unholy Trinity

Fallout

Far Cry

Hitman (World of Assassination Trilogy)

Metal Gear

Outer Worlds

Rainbow Six Siege

Red Dead Redemption 2

Reflect Studios franchise (Welcome to the Game, Scrutinized, Dead Signal, etc)

Resident Evil

Skyrim

Splinter Cell (games only)

Full DNI / BYF criteria is on my neocities page (all basic; don't be a bigot or glorify harmful things like e.d.)

Examples of my written works can be found here, with fanfictions toward the bottom of the page!

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I will try to publish requests as soon as possible! I've luckily got a decent bit of free time, but I am also chronically ill and have a life outside of Tumblr!

There is no real deadline with these things, as the main goal is (again) helping people and families in need. That should take precedence above all else.

Please don't feel pressured to donate! I know things are rough for everyone across the board when it comes to finances! If you happen to have the extra money and would like to contribute to this cause, then please do so!

This applies even to those who may not want something out of it. I've shared many fundraisers and resources, as have countless others, and there are proper channels to help people out <3

Reblogs are appreciated, and TYVM to the people hosting this and to all who have donated / will donate in the future

#txt #important #my fics #fics for gaza #ficsforgaza #cyberpunk #cyberpunk 2077 #cyberpunk edgerunners #disco elysium #dragon age #faith: the unholy trinity #fallout #far cry #hitman world of assassination #hitman #metal gear #outer worlds #rainbow six siege #red dead redemption 2 #reflect studios franchise #welcome to the game #wttg #scrutinized #dead signal #resident evil #skyrim #splinter cell

[canisonicscrewyou]

Friends & mutuals alike how can I convince at least some of you to move to [REDACTED] Massachusetts I am starting to go really insane in my enclosure. My loneliness is killing me. And I must confess. So are my knees.

#we can all buy a house and it can be so inexpensive and good #we don't even need the house but I am BEGGING #I need to make more fucking friends in this town I've lived here for. a year now. #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[beybuniki]

i tried watching the 1st movie and i couldn't move on from the very ridiculous premises of how half of class 1A made it to that island, my point is that there's no way that deku doesn't know about bakugo's summer plans, so this is what i imagine went down a week before the movie takes place

#kirishima being bakugo's plue one and they're in that candy themes suite and bakugo's dogs are out and kirshima packed a suit for bakugo #what is going on lmaooooo #didnt finish the movie i am nottheir target audience but this was too funny WHY were denki and [redacted] jobbing there???????? amazing #bnha #deku #midoriya izuku #bakugo katsuki #kirishima eijirou #no yaoi implied whatsoever i just think this is a genuienly funny canon thing that happened like alright

[rendevok]

“Take my hand” a comic for NaruMitsu Week 2023

day 1 - lies & secrets - 2 - 3 - 4

#nmweek23 #narumitsu #wrightworth #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #probably more accurate to say this is mnm? or nmn or whatever lol #so treat the ship name lightly and dont get mad when miles [redacted redacted redacted redacted] yknow? #i wouldnt spoil it wheres the fun in that ¬‿¬ #fan art #fan comic #aa #rendevok #this is like. vaguely aa5 and on because i couldnt be assed to play those games yet #love their waistcoats tho YUM #also future warning i still suck at writing so if this is ooc! i’m sorry idk what im doing but i sure am doing it bb #i’ll update this post with links to the others as i post them! you’re in for about 30 pages so ♡ ♡ ♡ hope you have an appetite for sweets #(i say as if i didnt just post angst) IT WAS THE PROMPTS. THE PROMPTS MADE ME DO IT

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 261

“So is no one going to talk about the eldritch space child or…” 

“I mean, do you want to get between a child and Batman? I think the only one who could even get close right now is Superman…” 

“No you’re right, I think- oh my god the eldritch space child is playing with batman’s bat-ears and he’s not doing anything about it what the fuck I thought only Robins could get away with that-” 

#DCxDP #DPxDC #Prompts #Alfred is Clockwork #AndCW having adopted Danny means Danny gets to meet his new big brother from another timeline #Bruce (Once Alfred confirms) is absolutely attached within moments #Autistic bois unite & talk for hours about hyperfixations #Clark has had time to make an entire homemade pie at this point #No Danny isn’t ghost king nor is Clockwork Cronus #Bruce: I have only had a baby brother for 5 hours but if anything happens to him I will let my kids break all the rules & kill everyone her #Signal: Yeah definitely Alfred’s he glows like him and everything #The rest of the bats: Alfred does what now- #Danny with dozens of big star eyes to Bruce: How would you feel about sisters #Bruce holding 3 children & 1 young adult: I am big brother now #Alfred scathingly says that Someone in the family *cough Jazz cough* will at least finish college & get their degree #Sometimes CW enjoys turning off his future-vision and vibing as a mostly-mortal #And Gotham is an old war buddy of his (Yes Gotham is the city equivalent of an Ancient) from the [Redacted] era of the Realms #And xer son & daughter are adorable- Bludhaven & Arkham love the vigilantes lots

[morgee]

Emo boy is running my life istg

#14dwy redacted #14dwy #14dwy fanart #iwascryingmyeyesoitonsomeangles #why am i like this

[idledee]

i'll be your heart

#Yeah I Never Talk About It But I Am Fucking Crazy About Chainsaw Man And Fujimoto's Voice #chainsaw man #denji #makima #pochita #csm #doods #last semester i decided to read (redacted ) before an exam and spent the whole night crying #portfolio