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artidiya · 2 months
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Even at nineteen,
I had come to realize
that violets fade,
spring waters soon run dry,
this life too is transient.
- Yosano Akiko, River of Stars
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goko-satosano-1207 · 2 months
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riiwrites · 7 months
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lacy
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☆ pairing : yosano x female reader
☆ genre : sort of angst, fluff towards the end.
☆ summary : your reunion with yosano takes a surprising turn when you come to terms with your sexuality.
☆ a/n : this is loosely based off of the song ‘lacy’ by olivia rodrigo, this song already has such a precious place in my heart and i just had to write something about it, all credits and lyrics belong to her.
☆ warnings : NOT PROOF READ! may have some spelling mistakes or perspective errors.
☆ wc : 1k
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You hated this.
You hated the fact that you were at a loss of concentration as you couldn’t focus on a single thing she was telling you, you could only think of one thing.
Although you could never figure out why you thought of it in such a way.
Perhaps not seeing her in so long made her so endearing, so captivating as she was one of the many people you trusted with your whole life, a catch up was needed, you were thinking of her because you missed your friend.
Or maybe it was her dear angel eyes, as wide and white as daisies, catching your glimpse and capturing you in a trance you could never quite figure out how to get out of.
Or perhaps it was her delicate skin, as white and soft as puff pastry, the pale skin you thought of placing your hand against as you caressed her cheek with your thumb, staring lovingly into her violet coloured orbs as you leaned in to—
"How have you been?"
The soft breathy tone of voice you had missed hearing so long ago snapped you out of your thoughts within an instant as you blinked a few times, your eyes slowly travelling up from the dark wooden table to be met with the same violet coloured orbs you had just pictured. You stare blankly into her eyes as you try to form an answer, thinking to yourself, a long pause emerges between you two until eventually she speaks once again.
"I mean, you just left without a single word."
"Do you not care?"
Of course you did, what kind of question was that?
You seemed to be so consumed with your own thoughts you had forgotten the ability to speak. You figured it was just because of the shock you had with the following questions and statements, statements that were true. You did leave without a single word, fleeing your home and your friendship with Yosano, and you knew why, you couldn’t stand being in that failure of a friendship anyways. You were always envious of Yosano and her angel like persona, she had everything you could’ve ever wanted. You knew why you left.
Or so you thought.
"I do care."
You start, fiddling with your fingers as you begin to grow more careful and conflicted with your next words.
"I’ve been- meaning to call you, I guess you just did first."
Yosano nods slowly, her lips tight in a straight line. It’s clear she doesn’t quite believe you and you didn’t blame her. and to be quite frank, you didn’t quite believe yourself either.
"I’ve been thinking of you."
She perks up at your words, she looks surprised, you even swore you saw her cheeks flush just a little bit.
"..you have?"
Fuck, you shouldn’t have said that, just look at her face. Her parted lips, her eyebrows raised just above her beautifully cut bangs. She was ethereal, and you hated that.
You hated the fact that she had everything you could ever want, her looks, her personality, her figure, it’s like she was practically made of angel dust.
"That still doesn’t really explain why you left though."
Her shocked expression fades, her eyebrows furrowing together as she stirs her sugar into her coffee cup, resting her hand on her chin as she looks up at you.
You weren’t the best at confrontation, hence why you never made the first move to try and get in contact with her again. You knew you were the one to blame anyway, but why did you have to be so weird about it?
"I’m sorry, okay? Just things got complicated and—"
"What do you mean complicated? You could’ve reached out, I could’ve helped you. I was always there for you Y/N."
Her eyebrows continue to furrow. You couldn’t figure out if it was due to either the confusion or frustration but you assumed it was a mix of both.
"Yeah I know, I get that, I just.."
You take a pause, diverting your sight onto the wooden floor of the cafe shop before letting out a soft sigh
"..couldn’t."
Yosano looks at your worn out expression, worry and irritation becoming more apparent in her face as she bites the inside of her cheek trying to suppress her inner thoughts from coming out her mouth.
"You look tired. Conflicted, almost."
She analyses you with such precision, looking you up and down so she can justify her reasons to her judgement. Well, she was right about both things.
You were tired and you were conflicted.
"Do you wish to talk about it?"
"No."
You said that a bit too sharply than intended. She gave you an irritated look before sighing again.
"I should go."
She begins to stand up, the chair scraping against the wooden floor being the only thing that made your eyes widen and snap up in an instant as you see her beginning to leave.
"Wait!"
You follow her movements within a swift moment as you reach out for her, grabbing her shoulder from over the small coffee desk permitting space between you two.
She turns around, her eyes widening as a small reoccurring blush appears on her sweet face. She stares at you for a few moments whilst a wave of silence hits you both like a rush of wind. The silence was rather loud to say the least, you staring into each others eyes with softened expressions as you inhaled a deep breath.
"Please, I just.."
You attempt to try and find some words to justify yourself.
"I’m afraid if I..say what I truly feel then you’ll hate me."
She blinks, her eyes soften at this, seeing your sudden vulnerable state as you then refuse to make eye contact with her.
"And that’s just..something I can’t go through again. I wont allow it."
A long pause slices inbetween you two, before Yosano breaks it
"Y/N, you leaving was your choice, not mine."
She starts
"You left with your own plan, your own volition. I assure you I wouldn’t make the same vulgar move you did to me."
Ouch, that hurt.
But it was true, you were quite hypocritical for saying that.
"You don’t understand though, it pained me to leave—"
"You don’t think it pained me too?!" She snaps before fully turning around to face you.
"The one you left behind, without a call or goddamn text?! Without a reason?! God, Y/N you seriously didn’t think I was hurt after you left? How low do you think I am?"
Not as low as your reasoning, that’s for sure.
You blink a few times out of surprise at Yosanos sudden outburst, although it was very much needed to snap you back out of your pitiful state.
You swallow a lump in your throat, you begin to sweat, why were you feeling like this? Say something goddamnit.
"What was your reason, Y/N like really. What was your reason and purpose to go off and leave me deserted like that, huh? Just tell me-"
"I fell in love with you."
The pressure was too much. You had cracked.
Yosano pauses, taken back by this. Her lips go parted in utter shock with her eyes now wider than ever.
The silence was now overwhelming, you felt your heart racing as if it was going to explode out of your chest, you couldn’t bare the rejection.
"I knew it. I’m sorry I need to go."
Not even without a second thought, you rushed off past Yosano and out of the shop, taking your bag with you.
Yosano looks behind her as you rush off, before rushing after you and out the door.
"Y/N, wait!" She pleads, suddenly feeling an immense amount of regret for snapping at you.
"No! Just don’t okay? I already know what you’re gonna say."
"Y/N please just look at me!"
She finally catches up to you, you stop for a brief moment and turn around to look at her, your emotions getting the best of you as you begin to take in deep breaths to try and console yourself.
Yosano looks broken seeing you like this. "Oh, Y/N.."
"How did you know?"
You sigh as you look off to the side.
"I guess I always have, just didn’t come to terms with it until..seeing you again."
You take a pause before recollecting yourself.
"Yosano, i care so much. God, ever since I left you were the only thing I could think about. You could take over my mind and have it as your own for all I care. You were the only thing I could’ve possibly needed and wanted.."
Yosano takes your hand into hers, you don’t particularly notice though as you continue rambling.
"I know I said I fell in love with you, as in past tense..but I think that was because I was afraid to tell you that I still do love you. I love you Y-"
Yosano interrupts you with her lips as she kisses you softly, but harsh enough for you to keep quiet. I think it’s safe to say this action had left you absolutely speechless, with the way your lips trembled against hers and the way your body stumbled back, but Yosanos hand quickly guided you back to her with the grab of your waist. She pulled you closer, relishing in the way you melted into her touch.
After a few moments, she pulls away from her, her grip on your waist still remaining. You stare at her with absolute shock, breathless and enchanted as if you were under a spell, her spell she’s had you under for years.
She smiles softly, removing her other hand from yours as she reaches up to caress your cheek softly, gazing into your eyes with her soft loving violet like ones.
"Oh, love, how I wish you told me sooner.."
The sudden words warmed your heart, you felt acceptance for one of the first times in forever, a sort of relief washed over you as you warily smiled back, tears reappearing into the corners of your pretty eyes again as you sniffle.
"I love you too, Y/N. I always have."
She continues to caress your cheek, slowly moving her hand up to your hair as she begins to run her fingers through it gently. Your cheeks turn to a more pink hue as you lean your head into her gloved hand, smiling so sweetly and not wanting to let go.
"Its always been hard for me to..tell people and be out, but I really wanna try."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah."
Yosanos smile grows fonder as she leans in to rest her forehead against yours, you two not knowing the word of personal space and especially in the middle of the damn sidewalk.
"You don’t have to be out to people if you don’t want to be..your sexuality is your choice and your decision, it’s nobody else’s business."
You nod, giving her back the same smile.
"I know, but I want to try."
Yosano huffs out a little laugh of admiration, before popping a gentle kiss on your forehead.
You scrunch up your nose and giggle, thinking to yourself as you stare at her.
"What?" She asks, cocking her head to the side and giggling with you. You grin and bury your face into her shoulder, hiding your love filled expression before finally replying.
"..I despise my wicked mind and how much it worships you.."
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TAGLIST : @solandiss @hopefulpain @forgotten-blues @ruru-kiss @abyssinspace @texas-bitch-yee @ezraisfurity @lvstyangel @thetizzler @is-therelife-onmars @atlasnessie
a/n : i’m not rlly proud of this one as i feel I could’ve written this better, but i hope you all enjoy, thank you for the wait!!
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doomdaysdecays · 1 year
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❝Me, change the world? You’re kidding.❞
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vypridae · 7 months
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bttflieshaltnotdie · 8 months
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People always compliment Yosano on her looks and the fact that she's a "girlboss" (as they call it on Pinterest), but few people really like Yosano. Few people see the complexity of the character and her past. No one talks about Yosano's development, wonders about her behaviors and attitudes and how it relate to her backstory. They don't talk about her ability, about her psychology. No one really argues about Yosano, they just say she's pretty and attractive. I'm not saying she's not pretty, but she's SO much more.
(English from Google translator/Reposting because there were a lot of typos)
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charlie-rain-0 · 1 year
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spoil ? the chapter is over a year old
oh gods, i love gin and akiko yasano. no one should forget that mori is trash and no child should be around him
as the great french quote would say : bravo les lesbien•nes [well done lesbienne] by antoine daniel
and since i'm enby i decided that gin would be too (for me, gin uses they/she pronoums)
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Dazai : I dare you to make-out with the next person who walks in this room.
Yosano : That’s fucking ridiculous, no way-
Kouyou : [walks in]
Yosano : I’ll do the dare. Rules are rules.
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Random bsd theories
Finished 113 and uh. Uh
The member of the Agency who's gonna get transferred to the PM will probably be Tanizaki, or Yosano. I know there was that whole deal Mori and Fukuzawa made but there's no reason for Mori to keep it, and Yosano being forced to work with the man who caused her trauma would be a very interesting arc. That said it's also been noted multiple times Tanizaki would make a good assassin and Asagiri flat out said he's the member of the ADA closest to evil, sooo-
Gin Akutagawa is going to get Rashoumon if Akutagawa is actually dead. I don't know if he is even after the vampirism but I think he should be, because it would finally give some stakes to this series bc no one has died before and it would make Fyodor as a threat matter. Anyway I think it would make sense if Gin were to get it, especially considering with Tachihara's current unknown state that's another reason to get her more involved with the plot.
Fyodor's not actually dead. There's no way he's been built up over the past 2/3 arcs to die like THAT.
Aya has an ability. What it is, I'm not sure, I know her irl author's most famous work is Nagareru, which I have not read, so maybe something to do with that?
Also, Higuchi is going to become important soon. Asagiri has confirmed she has an ability - I'm betting we're going to find out what it is soon. Especially if Akutagawa is actually dead, which again I think he is because otherwise all the buildup was wasted, I think she's gonna get an arc of her own soon.
Dazai is going to be forced to develop and it won't be pretty. I've seen notes that he's kinda regressing back into his 'Demon Prodigy mindset' from the healthier one he developed with the ADA in the earlier arcs, before Mori released Q, in order to protect himself and the ADA from threats like Fyodor - so he's been more willing to sacrifice people or colder with his plans. In order to get out of that spiral something is going to need to snap him out of it.
Oh speaking of that - Dazai is either the son or grandson of the Old Boss of the Port Mafia from before Mori took over. Explains why he was implied to have known the old boss, and why his ability is basically an anti-ability, if he was constantly around someone so unstable and had to protect himself.
The Order of the Clocktower are going to become new antagonists with Agatha Christie also playing a role. We already know she exists in the BSD verse and the potential for a character based on her as a villain is insane. I'm also thinking she could potentially be the actual 5th member of the Decay of Angels, considering Sigma has existed for all of 3 years and spent a lot of that time actively being human trafficked, yet the organization was clearly prominent for years before that.
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suru1990 · 5 months
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOSANO MY SCRUNKLY SILLY BEST BSD CHARACTER EVER🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
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violetcyclamen · 1 year
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i love yosano so much<3333
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artidiya · 1 month
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Cw: Eye Strain
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“𝒾𝖙'𝖘 𝖑𝒾𝖐ℯ 𝒶𝖑𝓁 𝓉𝖍ℯ𝖎𝓇 𝓁𝖎𝓃𝖊𝓈 𝒶𝖗ℯ 𝓈𝖙𝒾𝖑𝓁 𝓁𝖎𝓃𝖌ℯ𝖗𝒾𝖓ℊ 𝒾𝖓 𝖙𝒽𝖊 𝖆𝒾𝖗, 𝓌𝖍𝒾𝖘𝓅𝖊𝓇𝖎𝓃𝖌 𝖎𝓃 𝓉𝖍ℯ 𝒷𝖆𝒸𝖐 𝖔𝒻 𝓂𝖞 𝖍ℯ𝖆𝒹
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goko-satosano-1207 · 2 months
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knockyasocksoff2022 · 4 months
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Traumatic flashback to the few hours I shipped Yosano with Dazai when I first entered the fandom. (Before I realised how much of a lesbian she is).
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I mean they don't have chemistry but with both of their dark pasts it could be interesting.
The man who lost the meaning in life and wants to die x the woman who just wants to save people and can't be killed.
I don't ship them at all, since all the other dazai pairings (soukoku, kunikidazai, fyozai, even sigzai) have so much more chemistry, but it would be interesting.
How would they help each other cope?
What dynamic would they have? (I think you'd either barley be able to tell they were dating at all or they'd be disgustingly love-dovey)
I think them and Chuuya would be there own little friend group, maybe Kouyou as well sometimes.
Also we hardly ever see Yosano and Dazai have just talking together, so what are they like when they go on missions together. I do hope we get to see more of them working together as coworkers in canon.
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edogawautism · 4 months
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live laugh love yosano
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vex-is-lost · 10 months
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Akiko Yosano
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I want her so bad screams
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