#bsd gin

[chososchalupa]

wish that it was me

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

The last person you wanted to see at this meeting was your older brother. The same brother who left you in the hands of Chuuya Nakahara and the Port Mafia years ago, but all you can see now are the pleading eyes of Osamu Dazai begging for forgiveness.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

Chapter six - He's gone

wc - 809

cw - sad Akutagawa moment, not proofread

chapter seven

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

“Did Dazai actually explain anything?” Akutagawa asked as soon as you got into his car. 

You nodded, “He did”

The three of you sat silently as Akutagawa drove away before he spoke up again, “Care to share?”

“He said he wasn't able to take care of me and was scared of hurting me, I guess. I was eavesdropping on his and Chuuyas' conversation. He didn't say anything to me about it”

Gin laughed from the passenger seat, “As if he didn’t hurt you and everyone else by leaving”

You let out a soft laugh, “exactly”

The rest of the car ride was silent besides Gin humming along to the radio. Akutagawa would glance at you in the mirror every once in a while to make sure you were doing okay but he hadn’t spoken a word since you gave him Dazais’ reasoning. Once you arrived back at their home, he was quick to go to his bedroom. You gave Gin a look of confusion as you both sat on the couch,

“Is he okay?”

“He always gets like that when Dazai is brought up”

You nodded, Akutagawa was the only person who understood the level of pain you felt. Chuuya tried, and he understood for the most part but he also didn’t care as much as the two of you did. Akutagawa looked up to Dazai for everything, even when Dazai didn’t deserve the praise he was given. You remembered years ago, when Akutagawa came to you out of desperation, asking what he could do to receive the slightest praise from your brother.

“I have done everything he asks but it is never good enough” He spoke, clearly trying to hold back tears. You weren't sure if the tears threatening to spill were from anger or sadness but it made you upset regardless, knowing Dazai was capable of hurting someone who tried so hard for him. 

You reassured Akutagawa with a small smile, “I’ll talk to him” 

That night, you sat in your living room waiting for Dazai to come home. It wasn’t until 2am that he walked through the front door, a look of confusion on his face when he saw you still awake. 

“What are you doing up?” He asked, hanging his coat on the hanger beside the door. 

“I needed to talk to you about Akutagawa”

Dazai groaned, throwing his head back, “I’ve dealt with him enough today. Can it wait?”

You rolled your eyes, “You should be nicer to him”

Dazai lifted his head up and looked into your eyes, trying to see if you were joking with him or not, “You’re serious?” 

“Mhm”

“No. He’ll never learn if I'm soft on him. And he definitely shouldn’t be going to my little sister to complain. I’ll talk to him tomorrow”

Your eyes widened, “No, Osamu. He was just upset”

Dazai waved his hand at you as he walked away, “I don’t care about his feelings. I’m training him to be in the Mafia, not to join the Boy Scouts”

You weren't sure what happened after that, Akutagawa didn’t speak to you about Dazai until he had vanished and Dazai never spoke a word about Akutagawa to you. 

What you did know was Dazai never gave Aku the praise he so desperately wanted and now that Dazai was back, all of the memories were flooding Akutagawa's mind again.

“We should probably get rest too, you can sleep in my room with me if you don’t mind. My bed is comfier than the couch” Gin spoke

“You’re right. This couch isn't the best” You laughed, getting up to follow Gin to her room.

You awoke the next morning to hear muffled voices coming from the living room. You quietly got out of bed and made your way down the hall.

“I told the bastard it was a stupid idea, he never fuckin’ listens” You heard one of the voices say.

Definitely Chuuya.

“I don’t think it’s wise to bring her back to your house if he is still there” 

“He went home”

You finally walked out into the living room to see Chuuya and Akutagawa standing beside the couch that Gin was laying on. 

“Ready to come back?” Chuuya asked, eyes locking on yours.

“He’s not there?” You asked, you knew he wasn’t but you needed to be sure before saying yes.

Chuuya huffed, crossing his arms over his chest. “Like I just told Akutagawa, Dazai went home”

You nodded, “I just need to grab my stuff”

Once you had your belongings in hand, you went back to Chuuyas' now Dazai free home.

“Oh and Boss called earlier this morning” Chuuya spoke as you sat at the kitchen table 

“What’d he want?” You asked

Chuuya sighed, his eyes looking apologetically at yours, “Got a meeting tomorrow, me and you gotta go to the ADA building for 8”

taglist

@lacunaanonymoused @decaf-nosebleed @till-we-become-monsters

AO3

masterlist

#bungo stray dogs #bungo stray dogs imagine #bungo stray dogs angst #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #atsushi nakajima #akutagawa ryuunosuke #gin akutagawa #mori ougai #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #bsd atsushi #bsd akutagawa #bsd gin #bsd angst #bsd imagines #bsd mori #dazais sister #brother dazai

[iwamimimimi]

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd fanart #bsd akutagawa #bsd gin #bsd higuchi

[candiedfright]

tough days

#bsd atsushi #bsd kyouka #bsd akutagawa #bsd gin #atsushi nakajima #kyouka izumi #akutagawa ryuunosuke #akutagawa gin #bsd fanart #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd spoilers #'cause y'know... gin #candied art

[diagonal-queen]

[insert comedic and self aware joke]

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd memes #bsd meme #textpost memes #bsd shitpost #meme #bsd dazai #bsd sigma #bsd yosano #bsd john steinbeck #bsd mykola hohol #bsd kouyou #bsd chuuya #soukoku #bsd tachihara #bsd gin #tachigin #bsd fukuzawa

[inamagicalhallucination]

does akutagawa know that gin and atsushi know each other or

well ig they don't really know know each other but ya know

anyway i had a thing floating in my head of akutagawa thinking atsushi liked gin and it went kinda like

atsushi: okay, i just- i have to say this, okay? just- please just listen and after that you can hate me or never see me again thats fine. i just need you to hear me out. i-

akutagawa: i already know.

atsushi: you- you do?

akutagawa: you have a crush on my sister

atsushi:

atsushi: excuse me?

akutagawa: my sister is too good for you. you should stop your foolish feelings now.

atsushi:

atsushi: wait- wait you've got it all wrong!! i don't like gin like that!

akutagawa:

akutagawa: you think you are too good for my sister? that you are out of her league?? you are truly the stupidest man-

atsushi: WHAT? THAT'S NOT WHAT I SAID! GIN'S GREAT

akutagawa: so you do like her.

atsushi: NO !! I DON'T LIKE HER LIKE THAT!

akutagawa: then what is it that you needed to tell me ?? if you claim to not be in love with my sister

atsushi: I'M IN LOVE WITH HER BROTHER

akutagawa:

akutagawa: oh

akutagawa: my bad. I misunderstood things.

atsushi:

akutagawa: well, i shall see you at our next mission.

atsushi:

akutagawa, a week later, suddenly jolting up: wait i am gin's brother

#atsushi nakajima #bsd atsushi #bungou stray dogs atsushi #bungo stray dogs #bbc merlin #bungou stray dogs #shin soukoku #sskk #bsd akutagawa #akutagawa ryuunosuke #akutagawa x atsushi #bungo stray dogs akutagawa #atsushi x akutagawa #akuatsu #bsd gin #gin bsd #akutagawa gin #atsushi nakajima bsd #atsuaku #bsd sskk #sskk headcanons #shin soukoku headcanons #shin soukoku headcanon #shin soukoku au

[kiqilinn]

the lack of q is outrageous, i should feature them more

#bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #tachigin #fyosig #bsd atsushi #bsd kyusaku yumeno #bsd q #bsd dazai #bsd gin #bsd nikolai #bsd sigma #bsd beast #bsd fyodor #bsd ranpo #bsd poe #ranpoe #bsd tachihara #bsd fukuzawa #atsushi nakajima #dazai osamu #yumeno kyusaku #sigma #edgar allan poe #gin akutagawa #nikolai gogol #fyodor dostoevsky #bsd kunikida #kunikida doppo #gem tag

[sskk-squared]

#sskk² #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd fanart #ryuu-chan #bsd higuchi #bsd gin #iwamimimimi art

[mspaintakus]

The goober with Q and his sister being siblings

He's learning so much

#ms paint aku #bsd #bsd akutagawa #bsd q #Bsd gin

[minugasakuranohana]

#bsd fanart #bungou stray dogs #bsd dazai #bsd atsushi #art #bsd akutagawa #bsd gin #bsd chuuya #bsd season 5 #shin soukoku #shin skk #that meme about revolution

[maru557]

:3

#artists on tumblr #bsd art #bungou stray dogs #bsd fanart #bsd #digital illustration #bsd manga #bsd anime #gin akutagawa #bungo stray dogs tachihara #bsd gin #bsd tachihara #tachigin

[paus-corner]

“Mhm, how odd. They stopped fighting…?”

Post mission troupe is very dear to me specially if it’s tachigin

They were really arguing in the backseat with no seatbelts on , Gin trying to get Tachi’s place and getting half their body crashed by him until they gave up and exhaustion caught up to the two of them. They are ridiculous, yes.

#tachigin #bungou stray dogs #bsd gin #bsd tachihara #fanart #art #artists on tumblr #tachihara michizou #akutagawa gin #hirotsu ryuurou #bsd hirotsu

[iwamimimimi]

#port mafia #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd fanart #bsd gin #bsd higuchi #bsd tachihara #bsd hirotsu #sskk #shin soukoku #bsd atsushi #bsd akutagawa

[candiedfright]

Pretty please draw the Akutagawa siblings cuddling with Chuuya in nice sweaters that Chuuya bought them

he bought one for himself too

#bsd fanart #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd akutagawa #bsd chuuya #bsd gin #akutagawa ryuunosuke #akutagawa gin #chuuya nakahara #candied art #candied valentine #circuslemon

[ryann-44]

Lil gin sketch

#art #my art #digtal art #sketch #bsd #bungou stray dogs #gin akutagawa #bsd gin #bsd fanart #bungou stray dogs fanart

[akuhigufan]

I need your love. I'm a broken rose...

P.S. I used a picture from Pinterest as a reference

#bsd higuchi #bsd #bsd fanart #bungo stray dogs fanart #higuchi bsd #ichiyo higuchi #bungou stray dogs #higuchi ichiyo #higugin #bungo stray dogs #bungo tales #gin akutagawa #akutagawa gin #bsd gin #gin bsd #gin

[kiqilinn]

#this one’s for you! you transfem kunikida headcanonies! #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd poe #bsd ranpo #bsd yokomizo #bsd mushitaro #bsd chuuya #stormbringer #bsd gin #bsd tachihara #bsd atsushi #bsd dazai #bsd lovecraft #bsd bram #bramcraft #bsd kyouka #bsd kunikida #bsd yosano #bsd kajii #bsd q #bsd kyusaku yumeno #bsd nikolai #bsd sigma #bsd akutagawa #sskk #shin soukoku #siglai #dead apple #sigma