#borderlinethings

[crossnnshadow]

#Repost @borderline_princess_x with @use.repost ・・・ #bpd #bpdbrain #bpdthings #bpdawareness #bpdstruggle #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #beingborderline #borderlinethings #depressiveepisodes #manic #borderlineawareness #mentalhealth #mentalillness #ptsd #cptsd #ptsdawareness #ptsdsurvivor #childhoodabuse (at Goonellabah, New South Wales) https://www.instagram.com/p/Chj5mlrh2UU/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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[bianca-alexander88]

Write my name in blood on your pillows.

#borderline #borderlinething #bpdfeels #bpdthoughts

[genderdryad]

Borderlinething: A gender related to being borderline and a “Thing.” Exclusive to those with Borderline Personality Disorder.

pls credit me if you use- thnx!

#borderlinething #thing gender #my flags

[knightcoric-archived]

Borderlinething - A gender related to being borderline and a ‘thing.’ Can only be used by people with BPD.

pls credit me if you use- thnx!

#borderlinething #mine

[transolar]

Hii! What's the flag in your pfp? It's very pretty.

Borderlinething! Eye was thinking of changing it soon though ^^;;

#Lace answers asks

[vexingdelusions]

it fucking sucks when everything in my life is going great but the only problem is...me. im not okay. im still unstable. why am i like this?

#personal #ok to reblog #actually borderline #bpd #borderline personality disorder #actually mentally ill #actuallymentallyill #actuallyborderline #borderline problems #just bpd things #borderlinethings

[beingdreeyore]

Ohhhhhh! Skills win!

I’m feeling lonely this morning. Bored. Sad. I’ve been doing mindfulness all morning and it really does help.

And there’s more.

It’s pay day today. I live on a pretty strict budget being that I’m at school in a super expensive city - my weekly rent for a room in a townhouse with two other people is more than my mortgage on a three bedroom house used to be.

Anyway, just details.

This morning in the midst of sad, I went to spend money I don’t have on things I don’t need. This is how I cope. That, and eating.

And I stopped myself. Just as I went to buy a book I don’t really need. Because I was aware of what was happening. Because mindfulness told me what was really going on in my body.

Overspending and overeating are not cures for loneliness or sadness.

DBT skills win. I need more of these!

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[theclinicalpsychologist]

Some good insights for loved ones of Borderlines 💕 #bpd #eupd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #emotionallyunstable #emotionallyunstablepersonalitydisorder #bpdawareness #bpdawarenessmonth #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawarenessmonth #personalitydisorder #bpdrecovery #bpdsupport #bpdlife #bpdthings #borderlinerecovery #borderlinethings #borderlinelife #eupdrecovery #eupdsupport #borderlinesupport #emotionalderegulation #emotionaldysregulation #emotionalinstability #emotionalinstabilitydisorder #mentalhealth #mentalillness #depression #anxiety https://www.instagram.com/p/CBr-4Z9pdtc/?igshid=1b4teg28widsb

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[treeoxide]

I don't want to be awake again I spend my days with my head in my hands If I go outside, I'll fall apart

[...] I want to end reality but I feel hesitant Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present And so for today, I'll remain intact

#vent #ventart #vent_art #bpd #borderlinethings #actuallyborderline

[mxgraxne]

Borderlinethings

Ich glaube heute habe ich zum ersten Mal gemerkt wie sehr meine psychische Erkrankung in mir verankert ist, vor der Therapie habe ich vieles nicht gewusst, nicht einschätzen können und vor allem nicht benennen können, ich habe gefühlt, sehr viel und sehr stark, aber ich konnte keinen klaren Gedanken fassen, für mich war alles verschwommen, alles durcheinander wie als hätte jemand mit vielen bunten Farben auf ein Bild gemalt, übereinander, nebeneinander... So sah vor meiner Therapie eine Notsituation in meinem Kopf aus. Doch heute nicht. Auf der einen Seite beeindruckend, wie viel ich gelernt habe, über die Erkrankung, über mich und mein Umfeld, was ich Wahrnehmen kann. Auf der anderen Seite, ein Schlag in die Magengrube.. "Jap, du hast es eindeutig, du bist anders als der Großteil der Gesellschaft, nicht angepasst an das 'normale' Leben." - welches ich oftmals gern hätte. Es gab einen Auslöser, der mich persönlich Angriff, dieser Mensch ist schlichtweg langweilig in meinen Augen, er führt ein Leben, wie Prinz Pi sagen würde, der dummen Menschen. Das komplette Gegenteil von mir und dazu noch ein unempathischer von der alten Schule lebende Mann mittleren Alters. Ich spürte nur wie die WhatsApp Nachricht von ihm so heftig an meinem Bewusstsein triggerte, wie ich die ganze Achterbahn der Gefühle durchleben musste, Wut, Trauer, Zweifel in mir. - Folge: Mein Selbsthass.. ich bin klein, hilflos, nicht im Recht, dumm und vor allem allein. Diese ganzen Emotionen brachten mich, natürlich zum weinen. Vor allem aber die Wut stand im Vordergrund und die Frage "Wie dumm.., oder unfair kann ein Mensch sein und warum kommt er wegen Beleidigung meiner selbst nicht hinter Gittern?" Natürlich weit hergeholt, aber in diesem Moment wollte ich das jeder diese Nachricht liest und Mitgefühl aufbringt, wie unfair er gerade zu mir war und dass er dafür bestraft werden müsse. Danach wusste ich, es ist zu viel, zu viel Emotion in einer Situation, ach ja das 9x empfindsamere, da klopft es an.. Rational war ich voll da, kein Bild voller Farben, sondern gerade Linien, rote Linien, oder Fäden, die mich nicht vom Weg abbrachten. Er übertreibt, ist wahrscheinlich etwas frustriert, lässt es an mir aus, ich kann nichts dafür, dass er so mit mir umgeht, daran bin nicht ICH sondern ER schuld, Vollidiot war auch mit dabei, denn das ist er definitiv. Ich konnte gedanklich aufbauen und mir selbst im Kopf folgen, mein inneres Kind beruhigen bis zu einem gewissen Punkt, bis zum Punkt der Emotion, die war ja trotzdem noch da, die konnte ich nicht kontrollieren, wie auch, sie war wie ein Orkan in meiner Brustgegend. Schon Mal versucht Drachen steigen zu lassen bei einem Orkan? - Ne, ich auch nicht... Da stand ich nun, rational voll da, wusste dass ich mich demnächst beruhigen würde, aber dennoch voll mit diesem Orkan in meinem Körper und da wusste ich es auf einmal, wie meine Psyche funktioniert, Herz und Verstand, Emotion und Denken arbeiten wie + und - gegeneinander, sie passen nicht zusammen wie 2 Puzzleteile, können sich nicht verankern. Total bescheuert eigentlich, kann man sich vorstellen wie als wolle man aufstehen vom Esstisch und in die Küche laufen, der Körper aber bleibt sitzen, du bist gedanklich schon in der Küche am Kühlschrank, du läufst, du stehst vor dem Kühlschrank!!! - aber körperlich.... sitzt du am Tisch. Du bist starr, gefangen in der Situation und kommst nicht raus, irgendwann gerätst du in Panik, warum stehst du nicht auf, obwohl dein Gehirn schon am Ziel ist? Warum reagiert dein Körper nicht? Auf deutsch, warum rafft er's nicht?? Stell dir vor, und da geht's nur ums essen holen... Der Fokus ist in meiner Situation ein ganz anderer... Die Emotionen müssen durchlebt werden, sie sind da und müssen bewältigt werden, deine Gedanken tun alles, sich vor allem wundern warum dein Körper nicht auf die Reize vom Kopf reagiert, um sich wieder zu beruhigen. Blöd gelaufen.

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[borderlinepoetry-things-blog]

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If you were to pass me by what would you think?

Would you think I have potential?

Would you think I was pretty?

Would you think I need to lose some weight?

Would you think I’m scary or would you think I’m approachable?

Would you think I’m popular or a loner?

If you were to know me what would you think?

Would you think I was funny?

Would you think I was annoying?

Would you think I was distant?

Would you think I was fucked up?

Would you pretend to be my friend then tell the whole world I was crazy?

If you were to be my lover what would you think?

Would you think I was cold or would you think I was loving?

Would you think I was good in bed?

Would you still think I was pretty when I change my hair constantly and gain weight and have stressed out, ugly skin?

Would you hold me everytime I’m sad?

Would you put up with my shit?

Would you see through me? Through all my changing thoughts and changing moods and frustration and sadness and paranoia? Would you still think I’m worthy of loving?

Would you see a future with me?

Would you love me?

To my friends and lovers and family past and present do you really think you know me?

Do you truly know what’s on my mind?

Do you know who I truly am?

Do you think anything will become of me in the future?

Do you really know how many times I’ve tried to kill myself?

Do you really know how many people I’ve fucked over and how many fucked up things I’ve done?

Do you know that I’m a piece of shit?

Do you even want to know me?

#borderline #borderline poetry things #borderline poetry #borderlinethings #depression poetry #depression #mental health #mental health poetry #mental health poet

[borderline20]

No podía dormir, lo siento

Tengo insomnio hace años, desde que dejé mi casa como solo comida chatarra, ensaladas surtidas con alguna proteína o fideos es mi forma de evadir el recuerdo de mi mamá cocinando cualquier otra cosa, este año comencé a cocinar papas duquesas las hago igual como las hacía ella supongo que es mi forma de volver a incluirla, quede embarazada no por el amor que sentía por mi pareja si no por que simplemente quería serlo, me sentía lista y lo hice, no lo veo como algo malo, ni como un problema, ni como un emprendimiento para nada, llevo un año sin mi tratamiento y nunca antes había estado tan estable en mi vida, buscamos en mi casa por años la compensación que no hiciera crisis ni nada, probé por lo menos 50 fármacos distintos, psicoanálisis, dbt, algo que se llama psicología realista o algo así no lo entendí nunca solo mi terapeuta era muy antipática, tuve cinco internaciones, y nada resultó hasta que deje mi tratamiento, es irónico no?, quizás el tratamiento era lo que me enfermaba, o mi bebé me ha dado la fuerza que necesitaba para luchar de una vez contra esto y antes solo había estado simulando que lo hacía?, soy analítica, analizo todo hasta el último detalle de cada cosa, soy muy inestable emocionalmente pero a pesar que se lo que se siente no tolero cuando la gente a mi alrededor también lo es o pasa por esos periodos (es humano), cuando quiero algo analizo todas los contra de ello nunca lo positivo eso me hace alguien pesimista según lo que dice la gente a mi alrededor, o al menos los que no entienden lo que me pasa o que soy diferente por que me veo normal pero no lo soy y nunca lo seré, mi familia y amigos y amigas me caen bien, se esfuerzan por entender mi cerebro y mi extraño estado emocional, supongo que eso es amor, el papá de mi hija solo se esfuerza en querer que yo sea distinta, creo que por eso lo alejé , no puedes estar con alguien a quien no aceptas como es, yo no cambiaré por que me gusta como soy , me encuentro una persona justa , no le hago daño a gente que no me daña primero, soy leal, Cortez, empatica, graciosa, sarcástica, realista, tengo bastante cosas buenas más que el común de los Borderlines pero el se esfuerza en ver lo negativo que tengo nunca refuerza lo positivo supongo que yo hago lo mismo con el no quiero eso para mi vida, ya no se que escribir el me bloquea.

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[obsoletus]

Me: *ignores someone’s text all day*

*they don’t text again*

Me: they hate me

#borderlinethings

[ohellino]

There In The

There in theLost I broke my foot Sort of Love was growing I was borderlineThe sky twisted stormMy first baby bornA day like no other In soft conversation talking of deathThere in theGreat The last refuge of someone too late To make a difference

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[marjorieevans92]

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Can Bacterial Vaginosis Make Your Breath Smell

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Can Bacterial Vaginosis Discharge Be Chunky

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[borderlineresilient]

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