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[crossnnshadow]

#Repost @borderline_princess_x with @use.repost ・・・ #bpd #bpdbrain #bpdthings #bpdawareness #bpdstruggle #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #beingborderline #borderlinethings #depressiveepisodes #manic #borderlineawareness #mentalhealth #mentalillness #ptsd #cptsd #ptsdawareness #ptsdsurvivor #childhoodabuse (at Goonellabah, New South Wales) https://www.instagram.com/p/Chj5mlrh2UU/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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[diaryborder]

My psychologist told me to take life more seriously. And start over since before college I was fine.

I don't want to improve, I don't want to fight or start rebuilding myself from scratch. I rebuilt myself before piece by piece, I kept it all in a safe place until I let my guard down and fall in love that no one will ever love me because I'm not standard 🤡👌

It seems everything I do ends up going wrong, everything I say hurts, the world I live is not for me, but if I give up what happens? I will be weak for this. It's so bad you put the world away .

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[mymistag]

MADELEINE's short interview is now online ! Come check it out, link in the bio 🎬 . . #mistag #mentalhealthawareness #breakthestigma #nostigma #mentalhealthstigma #mentalhealthstigmafighter #mentalhealthadvocate #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalillnessadvocate #interview #youtube #aroundtheworld #adhdawareness #adhdproblems #adhd #bordeline #borderlineawareness #bordelinepersonalitydisorder #actuallyborderline #tpl #troublepersonalitelimite #quebec #canada #comment #share #watch #🎬 https://www.instagram.com/p/BysUC3dn0pw/?igshid=nemfvoe3rniu

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[doseofcraziness-blog]

#Repost @borderline.screams • • • • • • some tips #bpdsupport #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlineawareness #borderlinepersonalityawareness #borderlinepd #bpd #bpdawareness #bpdrecovery #bpdhelp #bpdwarrior #friendsofbpd #mentalhealthawareness https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw7ET09g05vkLBTBUCdMrJfls4LEru8L2n2-ec0/?igshid=1ou76y91ea797

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[imaklainer98]

Reasons That I Believe That Blaine Anderson Has Borderline Personality Disorder

In this essay, I will be examining the character of Blaine Anderson from Glee and why I believe him to be borderline. I myself, have mild-moderate borderline personality disorder. This means that my relationships are very unstable, am impulsive, am afraid of being abandoned, and have intense mood swings (referred to as ‘splitting’), among other things. I was only recently diagnosed this year by a psychiatrist, after suffering with the disorder my whole life… Blaine is a personal favourite character of mine, because I see myself in him and my relationship with my partner basically mirrors his with Kurt Hummel. 

To begin, let’s analyze the scene where Blaine is intoxicated and tries to have sex with Kurt against his will. It is here that we not only see his blatant disregard for Kurt’s feelings (not wanting to have sex) but also this demonstrates Blaine’s impulsivity as well: “Hey, Kurt, let’s just do it. I want you...I want you so bad...I know you wanted to do it in a field of lilacs with Sting playing in the background and all that, who cares where we are?... It’s all about us, right?... Why are you yelling at me?...: I’m sorry if I’m trying to be spontaneous and fun! I think I’m just gonna walk home.” (Glee ‘The First Time, Season 5, Episode 5). 

Secondly, we see Blaine’s impulsive nature when he cheats on Kurt because he feels unloved, unappreciated and lonely. He believes that his relationship with his boyfriend is over. That is why he stupidly and impulsively cheats on Kurt, because he feels like their relationship is finished: “Well, you know, I, uh...I really missed you...I was with someone. Look, I told you, everything's...Just, ple-please...I couldn't get in touch with you, okay?...I kissed him, but that's it...Okay, and only just because you told me that you wanted me to be free...No, it... it wasn't Sebastian,...It didn't mean anything...It doesn't matter who it was with, Kurt. What matters is that I was by myself. I needed you. I needed you around, and you weren't there. And I was lonely, and I'm...I'm really sorry..I'm so sorry, Kurt. I really am..” (Glee ‘The Break Up’. Season 4, Episode 4).

Finally, we see that Blaine clearly exhibits the characteristics of an individual with borderline personality disorder when he decides to propose to Kurt, even though they are still broken up. He doesn’t let that ‘little detail’ stop him when he asks Kurt’s father, Burt: “I am so glad that you feel that way, because assuming that we legally can, um, I wanted to formally ask for your permission to ask Kurt to marry me..Kurt is my soul mate.I know that I've hurt him badly, but I also know that if I want to get him back, I have to do something bold.” (Glee ‘Wonder-ful, Season 4, Episode 21).

In closing, I believe that Blaine Anderson from Glee has borderline personality disorder because he has a very impulsive nature, has a very unstable relationship, and has a fear of abandonment by his ‘FP’ (favourite person) Kurt Hummel. 

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#blaineisborderline borderlineawareness characterswhohavebpd #klaine

[bddyingtime]

BPD Awareness Month: Day One

(i’m doing two different versions)

Day 1: Think of the last time you were really angry. Why was that?

my boyfriend completely forgot my birthday last week.

Day 1: Please take some time to introduce yourself! Share any information about yourself you’d like to!

-i’m lauren -she/her pronouns -i’m an emotional and physical abuse & rape survivor -i want to be a child and adolescent psychiatrist

#abuse tw #rape tw #i hope this doesnt trigger anyone #PLEASE ask me to tag anything if its triggering #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #borderlineawareness

[mymistag]

Meet JULIE talking about how she now undiagnosable from her borderline personality disorder diagnosis. Link in the bio ⬇️ . . #mistag #mentalhealthstigma #mentalhealthrecovery #bordelinepersonalitydisorder #borderlineawareness #borderlinerecovery #dbttherapy #dbt #mentalillnessstigma #mentalillnessawareness #mentalhealthadvocate #thisiswhatmentalillnesslookslike #letstalkaboutmentalhealth #stigmafree #borderlinepersonality #borderliner #nomoresymptoms (à Toronto Island) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3elWeLnR3L/?igshid=1fa5y2lfqqcrt

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[omnipotent-selflove]

Borderline Personality Disorder: My Story

My life has always been somewhat a turbulent ride. I remember distinctly describing to a friend that I live on an emotional roller coaster, with the most intense feelings imaginable. The highs are so extremely high, ecstatic even - but the lows always come with equal intensity. Being so low that I remember more of my teenage years as hysterics on my bedroom floor and drinking away the pain with straight vodka or home brew wine much of the same caliber as paint stripper. I'll never forget the time I slammed my bedroom door with such fervor that the frame came un-nailed.

Looking back at many of my past actions I often feel as though an outsider in my own life. As if that wasn't me, as if I have been possessed and am watching my vessel act of it's own volition. I watch as a third party wondering why, in that moment, those actions seemed logical, normal or even remotely justified. Until late last year I just didn't understand my actions. That was until I was formally diagnosed by the lead psychologist at the Waitemata District Health Board Takapuna branch.

Borderline Personality Disorder... At first the word itself terrified me. There's nothing wrong with my personality, what a horrible thing to say. It was not until I read the criteria surrounding it and with defeat and a sinking feeling in my stomach realised that I ticked every single box.

The next few surrounding months involved intensive therapy and constant calls from the care team to check that I hadn't had a total break down. After landing myself in the hospital for an overdose, I guess their concern was valid.

Oh, right. The infamous overdose. How did I land myself there? Well, after 20 years of undiagnosed tantrums and misdiagnosed medication treatment things tend to build up. After what seemed like a series of unfortunate events - my relationship had dissolved, I had a miscarriage, I had to move out of my house, I felt like all of my friends and family hated me because I had continuously pushed them away and I hated my job - I had turned to alcohol and lots and lots of drugs. This was closely followed by a series of reckless decisions. I was caught shoplifting, had a million and one speeding tickets and was impulsively spending my entire paycheck on clothing, drugs and basically any other item that struck my fancy - except food, who need that right? All of these things combined put tremendous strain on my mental health, admittedly a lot of it self inflicted, but eventually I reached tipping point. It was fathers day, and I felt oh so very alone. I spent my day with a close friend, one of the very few I felt I hadn't pissed off yet, made dinner and went on my way home. When I arrived I proceeded to take each and every single pill I could find in my house - figuring that the concoction would eventually end my life. After swallowing over 1000 pills I chased it down with some red wine, just to seal the deal. I then called my parents, said Happy Father's Day and affirmed my love for them both. In my very drugged and confused state I wrote a goodbye and posted it to a private page, requesting that once I had passed that someone notify my parents and tell them I love them. Fortunately as a result of this post an ambulance was called for me, after much pleading for my whereabouts.

Before I knew it an ambulance crew were at my door and ushering me into the ambulance. I don't remember much of this ride. I remember being wheeled into the emergency department - concerned faces everywhere. By this point my body was in semi-convulsions. I was unable to control my limb movement. At some point they fed me charcoal in order to make me vomit. I don't remember when exactly. Much of that stay in the hospital was a blur. I was on every monitor under the sun and had tubes in my veins. I don't remember them putting those in either. Some friends came to see me while I was there. I don't remember much of that, as I was fading in and out of consciousness at that time, but what I do distinctly remember is the moment my sister rushed in. She had just arrived at the hospital and had come all the way from Hamilton as soon as she heard I was in hospital. The pain and fear in her eyes was something I had never seen in her before. She was always so strong and at that moment I realised the reality of what I had done. I never want to see that look in her eyes ever again. That night I made two of the strongest people I know break down. My sister Joanna and my Father are two of the strongest people I know. They never cry and always seem to have such a calm approach to everything. A trait I have envied all my life.

BPD has one of the highest mortality rates of any mental illness. A prospective study showed a 3.8% completed suicide rate in a sample of borderline patients at 6-year follow-up. Earlier studies reported rates from 8% to 10%—approximately 50 times greater than the general population.

It's not an easy road, recovery. But it is possible. BPD is treatable and you can improve your quality of life. Please don't wait until you are on a hospital bed to understand your worth and right to recovery.

You are not weak for seeking help.

#me #actuallyborderline #actuallybpd #borderlineawareness