#borderliner

[am-nullpunkt-gekentert]

Gott, bitte mach einfach das mein Kopf still ist..

#ich sollte gehen #am nullpunkt gekentert #borderliner #autumn #falling in love #depressiv #gedanken

[lebloser-stil]

yea you're cute but my life is a mess and so am I

#not enough #hard to love #fuck #mess #mentally fucked #bpd #mental illness #fucked up #borderline thoughts #borderliner #real life #sick #tired #selfhate #too much #borderline blog #borderline #help #lost #overthinking #wertlos #hate myself #verzweifelt #du fehlst mir #unglücklich

[skyshadows]

Will ich wirklich einfach nur sterben...?...

Oder finde ich einfach nur kein Grund zum weiter Leben...?...

-skyshadows

#gedanken #realität #depri #ich kann nicht mehr #ich hasse es #ich hasse mein leben #ich bin so müde #borderline persönlichkeitsstörung #living with borderline #borderline rage #borderline #borderliner

[hauntedstoner]

. . . ?

#morute #coquette #backrooms #horror #creepypasta #bpd #borderliner

[wiltedrosewritings]

feminine dread

an alternate face to the renowned feminine rage

aka sad girl core or feminine torment

ROMANTICISM MEETS EXISTENTIALISM

key attributes: crying in your room, late nights spent thinking, staring vacantly at the ceiling; never feeling like enough - not pretty enough, not female enough, not smart enough, not human enough, not kind enough, not tough enough. hot-girl summer sad-girl always. loner. standing at the margins. no one sees me, gets me.

i feel nothing and the weight of everything pressing over me all at once.

i'm a void, a crater, something carved out and left incomplete, something that's lacking.

a lifelong quest for something to fill this void but nothing suffices, it all just pours right through me.

my sense of identity is fragmented such that i've never held my entire reflection - some shard's always amiss. the painful absence impales me and leaves me gasping for breath, crawling and choking. the tension of a ghost limb, but the limb is something deep within me that i can't name or palpate. instead, it rattles like a can with a single coin, the echoes mocking the vacancy. i worry the outside world can hear it as i brush shoulder with strangers.

will i ever come to know the feeling of normalcy or was I only ever mean to exist like this? to feel like an anomaly? a glitch?

#winter blues #mood board #sad girl core #blue mood #existentialism #absurdism #nothing really matters #journal #feminine dread #feminine torment #slowly losing my mind #descent into madness #borderline personality disorder #Borderliner #michie writes #drabbles

[professionaljunkie]

Ich verstehe mich doch selbst nicht..

#borderliner #depressionen #überfordert

[midnightmoonfighter]

Ich hätte gern jemand wie mich.

Der wäre dann wie ich aber

Eigentlich lieber nicht

Denn ich bin nicht gerne ich

Aber er würde das dunkle verstehen und wissen richtig damit umzugehen

Würde mir positives schenken in den schwarzen Momenten

Egal wie es mir geht ich such immer dem richtigen Weg

Doch ich kann mich nicht mehr finden und fang an zu verschwinden

#jemandwieich #allein #missverstanden #gefangeninmir #verloren #keineliebe #bindasnegativesoleid #wahrnehmungsstörung #borderliner

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

#bpd blog #bpd fp #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd shit #bpd stuff #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd #borderline pd #borderline things #borderline problems #living with borderline #borderline blog #borderline thoughts #being borderline #borderline culture is #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd feels #bpd safe #bpd culture is

[arrgh-whatever]

#and to my bpd followers #believe me you're not a burden #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd awareness

[worthless-mess]

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

#bpd thoughts #bpd blog #actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd #bpd mood #bpd feels #bpd recovery #bpd meme #actually borderline #bpd stigma #bpd shit #bpd vent #bpd splitting #bpd stuff #bpd fp #borderline thoughts #living with borderline #borderline problems #borderline things #borderline pd #borderline blog #borderline personality disorder #borderline personality problems #life of a borderline #being borderline #bpd struggles #bpd symptoms #bpd triggers

[unbearable-swagger]

I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur

#mecore #actually borderline #bpd #bpd mood #bpd meme #npd #npd mood #npd meme #actually narcissistic #npd safe #1k #5k #10k #15k #20k #25k #30k #40k #50k #60k #70k

[bl0w-m3]

Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?

#bpd #actually bpd #mental health #bpd shit #actually borderline #bpd shitposting #bpd problems #mental illness #bpd mood #bpd meme

[skyshadows]

Schon ironisch das, dass was wir Realität nennen nur eine Produkt bzw. Eine Frage der eigenen individuellen Wahrnehmung ist ...

...................XXX.......<3...

-skyshadows

#gedanken #lw #realität #depri #ich kann nicht mehr #ich hasse es #ich hasse mein leben #ich bin so müde #borderline persönlichkeitsstörung #living with borderline #borderliner #boderlein #warheit #leider wahr #traurige wahrheit

[valentina-poem]

#love #deep #lost #feelings #quote #borderline #emotional #poetry #numb #quotes #Art #aesthetic

[wiltedrosewritings]

An echo resounds through me as my fist collides with my chest. A forlorn reminder of the empty, hollow, nameless thing that I am. I don't even feel human most times.

Perhaps it all really is some simulation. No memory ever really ours; only some ploy meant for entertainment of the bored creator.

-penned by j. m. medna (2024)

#my journal #void #feeling empty #journal #michie drabbles #me #mine #sad girl core #borderliner #existentialism #michie writes #drabbles

[professionaljunkie]

Zu viel vorgefallen, zu viel passiert.

Bin schon lange nicht mehr die, die ich eigentlich bin.

#borderliner #depressionen #liebeskummer #überfordert