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pawnshopbleus · 1 month

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Miller's Girl

Chapter Three - The Meeting

Professor!Joel Miller x Fem!College Student!Reader Very Loosely based off of the new movie, Miller's Girl, starring Jenna Ortega and Martin Freeman

Summary - Your landlord decides to raise the rent in your studio apartment the day you are fired from your job. In need of money, you sign up for a babysitting service your friend suggested. You didn’t expect to get an offer so quickly, and you also didn’t expect to come from your professor.

Series contains - cursing, mature language, teacher x student relationship, age gap, smut, fluff, angst, non beta read chapters and everything else I forgot to mention

Authors Note - after i dont know how long and several fights and bomb and shooting threats at my school, i'm back. I wrote this at 12 am so I hope you can understand it.

College, no outbreak, and modern AU

The Miller residence was a cozy two story home in the suburbs of Austin. The exposed brick fireplace climbed up the side of the black and white home. The green grass was a little too long for the pristine way Professor Miller held himself.

You walked along the concrete walkway to the front door. You wiped your sweaty hands on your black pants and knocked on the door. You hoped that Professor Miller wouldn’t notice the circles under your eyes or the fact that you wore these exact pants to class two days ago.

When the door opened you didn’t see Professor Miller towering over you. You didn’t see anything until you looked down a little bit. Standing there in all her might was a little girl no older than thirteen.

“Sarah! What did I tell you about opening the door without asking who it is?” you heard Professor Millers stern voice yell from somewhere in the distance.

“Sorry Dad but I think the babysitter is here!” Sarah yelled back.

Sarah looked at you and shrugged her shoulders before skipping away. You stood still, not wanting to enter the home uninvited. The door was left wide open and you could feel the cold air wafting out of the home. The pay as a professor must be stacked to keep the AC running in the middle of October.

“What are you just standing there for? Come in,” Sarah says with a hand on her hip.

“Did your dad say it was okay?” you ask, not wanting to make your professor and future boss angry.

“Yes, I did.” Professor Miller says from the stairs.

He’s wearing something much more casual than what you are used to seeing him in. The blue jeans and white shirt that are sticking to his body make him look like he does something physical for work. If you didn’t know any better you would have thought that he was some sort of contractor.

“Professor I-” “When you’re here it's Joel. Just Joel.”

You nod your head and look at your shoes. Your beat-up Converse aren't exactly appropriate for a meeting with your future employer, but it was these or the flip flops that squeak every time you walk.

“Go ahead and sit on the couch. Sarah, go to your room.”

Sarah stomps up the stairs and into her bedroom. Joel walks over to the accent chair across from the couch and sits down. He huffs as his body hits the soft velvet of the furniture. He leans back and spreads his legs, almost as if he were making room for someone to sit on his lap.

Your eyes roam from his lap to his grey eyes that are staring back at you. You’ve just been caught eyeing your professor like a slut. Whether he minded or not didn’t come up as he gets straight to the point.

“Look, you are the most qualified person for this job. Your resume and experience are great and you seem like a nice girl, but I don’t know if I can trust you with my daughter.”

“Look, Joel, I know that my being late to your class could have affected your perception of me, but I think I would be great with your daughter. She was wearing a Madden Boys shirt when I walked in, right? Well, I saw the Madden Boys in concert just last year! I think having a cool babysitter would do her some good.”

“Did you just call yourself ‘cool’?” Joel asks.

You open your mouth to say something and then close it as nothing comes out.

“How about I give you a trial week? You’ll get paid a flat rate and if Sarah likes you then you can stay.”

“That would be wonderful! Thank you, Joel.”

Your peppy attitude threw Joel off. When you first arrived at his home, you were cautious and timid but now you were smiley. He has never seen someone with such a bright smile. All thirty-two teeth were on display as you shook his hand and thanked him once again for this opportunity.

Your hands were also unbelievably soft compared to his calloused hands. The same hands that cramp when they hold a pen for longer than fifteen minutes.

You leave his home after that, your mysterious scent lingers in the spot where you once sat. Joel jogs up the stairs and almost trips on his daughter who is sitting on the top step.

“I like her,” Sarah mumbles, her voice barely audible as her face rests on her knee.

“Well, we’ll see about that kid,” Joel says as he walks to his office and closes the door behind him.

As much as Joel wants to not like you. As much as Joel wants to blame you for being late to his class, he can’t. He could tell how sincere you were when you apologized to him. Your soft eyes begged for his forgiveness while he tried his best to not look into them. It was like a siren's call, slowly luring him into a trap that he didn’t want to be in again. He loved one woman and she left him alone with a baby and no money.

The optional homework he assigned burned a hole in his desk. The key word was ‘optional’ and still almost all of his students did it. As much as he loved it when his students took advantage of every opportunity they got, he hated that he had to grade the work.

After almost a hundred essays on why Victorian architecture is important, Sarah knocked on his door. She opened the door and placed a basket of cookies on his desk. The basket looked like Easter came very late. There was plastic wrap covering every inch and crevice of the pink and white basket. Pink and blue bows stuck to the top and bottom of the basket. Inside the basket held what looked like two dozen cookies.

“The babysitter came by and dropped these off. She said that there's a note in there but only you can read it.”

Joel peered around the basket for a sign of the note but couldn’t find it anywhere.

“Can you hurry up and open it? I really want a cookie.” Sarah crossed her arms over her chest and leaned her weight on one hip.

“Sarah Miller, are you rushing me?” Sarah nodded her head. Joel shook his with a smile on his face. He loved that his daughter felt like she could be sassy with him. This type of banter made him feel like he was a good father.

Unwrapping the basket was Joel's idea of hell. The texture of the wrap felt weird under Joel's hands and the bows and glitter fell to the floor, making a mess. A pink bow fell into his black coffee which made him groan. He would have to make another.

Sarah snatched two cookies and skipped her way to her room. Coincidentally, those two cookies were hiding the note that he was looking for. The small white square of construction paper housed five words. In loopy writing, it said ‘I hope you like cookies.’ It was so simple yet it made Joel close his eyes and rest his head on the back of his chair.

#joel miller x you #joel miller fanfiction #joel miller fic #joel tlou #joel miller x reader #joel miller x female reader #the last of us fic #tlou

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mcdbutgay · 1 year

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zoeymau cheebs (click for better quality + transparent pics)

some hcs below ^^ also i love how they complement each other so much GODDD

APHMAU SHALASHASKA

- aphmau shows up at phoenix drop’s doorstep pretty much half dead. no one knows where she came from, and upon waking up she doesn't remember who she is, where she's from, nothing.

- vylad carried her here because he knew that garroth was stationed in phoenix drop and he knew that the village was in dire need of help due to it being lordless; however it doesnt get revealed until way later.

- aphmau gets carried into the guard station which is where she resides for a period of time. zoey, who was visiting phoenix drop at the time (she was a wandering 'merchant' of sorts, looking for a permanent place to stay) feels a weird presence coming from her, not magical but also not normal, and decides to prolong her stay, healing aphmau back to health with garroth's supervision.

- aphmau wakes up and is sooo grateful they took care of her and decides that as payment she’s going to help make this mess of a village better (also she has no memory of anything that happened prior or why she ended up here anyway, so it’s not like she has anywhere else to go.)

- so she fixes up the roads and helps remodel some of the houses (i feel like this version of aphmau is much less princess-like and more handy than canon aph) garroth is very grateful for this

- anyway uh i dont actually have a lot of stuff for her since i find aphmau to be somewhat bland?? ig thats bc aph is meant to be jess for the majority of s1 but yeah uhh that needs to change. this aphmau is more rough around the edges, not afraid to fend for herself and those she cares for, but also very kind and compassionate. also very bubbly at times, but around those she trusts. she’s actually kind of against the idea of having guards follow her around all the time when she first becomes lord (because she believes she can do everything on her own), but later realizes that its much better to have backup bc the world is dangerous tm

- anywayz she grows closer to zoey when she moves into her house. she finds her presence weird at first but quickly gets used to her company, and she finds that waking up to the smell of tea everyday is soothing

- she is often sent out to the woods to gather whatever herbs zoey needs for her magicks. this quickly turns into aphmau trying to find pretty flowers to bring back to her pretty wife as a gesture of love friendship. sometimes she gets scolded bc she unknowingly brings back poisonous flowers or something but zoey knows that she does it with the best of intentions and thinks its kinda cute in a way.

- also aphmau brings back zoey pretty items from her travels, usually rings, necklaces, or even pretty rocks. zoey keeps them all in her room and looks at them while working on magicks stuff

- sorta angsty but i feel like aphmau definitely feels guilty for being absent for most of levin and malachi’s childhood. way in the future i feel like she and zoey would either adopt or have a biological kid of their own that they can both be present for, now that aphmau is no longer a lord and zoey is just enjoying her last lifetime with her beloved wife.

- OH AND i find it funny that they end up together since, at least in my canon, irene and zoey were a thing way back when. so like after irene left this plane or whatever and reincarnated as aphmau its like zoey and irene found themselves again in another lifetime (more on that in zoey’s section, which i actually wrote first)

- god i really don’t have much to say abt aph lol uh she’s bisexual (fem leaning, which is why she doesn’t rlly feel anything for garroth or laurence but does get flustered around guys sometimes) and demiromantic (takes a WHILE for her to feel any romantic attraction. again its why she doesn’t feel anything for G and L LMAO)

ZOEY TALTATHEIL

- was a devout follower and close friend of irene 900 years ago. zoey, although she wasn’t part of the divine warriors, was irene’s right hand woman, and would help her with decisions etc etc.

- she was kind of like a guard but not really lol. i do feel as though she began to mess around with barrier magicks as a way to protect irene, despite the fact that it got her exhiled from her home. she’d do anything to protect her.

- they were overall very close, but due to circumstances tm they had to separate. they never saw each other again sadly

- (although there are some books written by scholars that state that at some point lady irene had a certain lady friend who she lived with and shared intimate moments with. wonder who that is :P)

- ((also irene did have a family at some point, and levin is of her bloodline. he has blonde hair and blue eyes, guess who else has blonde hair and blue eyes? garroth ZOEY (and yes also garroth but thats a coincidence imo) so i think they are at least distantly related but very much so regardless))

- enough about irene. in zoey’s long 900~ year life she’s travelled to many regions, learned about many different cultures, and met many people, some who she did settle down with at some point. due to her immortality, however, she outlived all her previous partners and since then has been afraid to settle down with anyone, afraid of losing them to time

- it wasn’t until she met aphmau and levin (and later malachi) that she began to change her mind. she began to raise her children when she was away on lord duties, and she got VERY attached to them. she treated them as her own, and soon became accustomed to the idea of having a family

- she also began to see aphmau in a more romantic light at some point during s1. she didn’t know when the change from platonic to romantic feelings began but it didn’t matter. what mattered was that she had been raising another woman’s children as though they were her very own, cooking for the 4 of them like a happy family, and literally living the life she had always wanted without even realizing it.

- anyways she sleeps with aphmau in her room despite having her own room. she uses her room more as a workspace for her magicks

- also (and this is less about zoey and more about elves in general) i feel as though elves start out with dark colored hair and with the years it slowly lightens up until it’s completely white (doesn’t matter what color; zoey’s just happened to be blonde which is why she has platinum blonde hair pre-timeskip. it obviously doesn’t change this fast, but zoey giving up her immortality did speed up the process by a LOT which is why the change was so drastic in such a small amount of time (for an elf))

- speaking of her immortality, i feel as though it was the main reason that drove her to, you know, actually become a thing with aphmau. they were practically married pre-timeskip but they never really mentioned it, both scared they’d ruin what they had. aphmau being trapped in the irene dimension was the thing that drove her to spend years of her life studying, trying to get her closest friend, no, her lover back; losing her immortality was the final push to make it official. losing her immortality mean that they’d both pass within each other’s lifetimes, which is something zoey had always wanted (that sounds morbid but imagine being immortal and outliving all your loved ones.. i feel as though one can only take so much pain before it turns you crazy)

- anyways enough angst. since zoey has lived so long and has been all over the place, she has countless stories to tell and levin and malachi always loved hearing them. post-timeskip she tells the same stories to the children of phoenix drop in her spare time. she loves being around children and overall just loves caring for ppl ^__^

- as for like sexuality hcs uhh i can’t imagine her as anything but a lesbian lol

#aphmau shalashaska #zoey taltatheil #aphblr #mcd #minecraft diaries #aphmau mcd #zoey mcd #god this took forever to write #im gonna do this w everyone btw. eventually. dont take my word for it but i want to lol #ashe.art #zoeymau

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the-s1lly-corner · 4 months

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TADC cast comforting the reader!

i know i said i have a character limit (and technically ive already broken it for the creepypasta version of this post and similar posts in this category) buuuuuut admins personal writing gets to twist the rules a little bit/j/lh and also i dont want to make multiple posts for this prompt soooooooooo writing this while im waiting to make my silly money on a roblox tycoon yall know how it is :3 uuuuuuh might have more typos than usual simply because that wave of sleepiness is hitting but also i wanna finish my tycoon so NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT

CAINE:

i think he might try too hard in trying to get you to feel better. likely overwhelms you but he doesnt have ill intent (though that doesnt change much, youre still overwhelmed) so you might have to be firm in having him reel things back to a level that works for you. i think he would ask you whats wrong, as well as get anything he thinks he would help you feel better (drinks, blankets... hell before you can process anything hes probably got you buried in loads of things)... hes got the spirit but his intensity is... well intense.. torn between him being a decent listener because on one hand i can see him being hooked on every word you say and talking over you in an attempt to find a solution right then and there.... 6/10 i love caine but i get overwhelmed/overstimulated easily

POMNI:

does not know what to do when someone around her it upset, much less crying... i think she would put on this really weird... awkward... forced smile to try to lessen the tension in the air (failing at it, mind you) and try to pat your back... asks if you want to talk about it... a really good listener, actually. a better listener than a comforter, her solutions are so-so, they're what you expect from someone who doesnt want to accidentally overstep but nonetheless still cares about how you feel. at least you can count on her being totally no judgement, too... lets you talk to her for as long as you need, giving a nod and affirmation that she is in fact listening 8/10

RAGATHA:

very similar to pomni in regards to being a great listener, but i think ragatha would also be a great comforter as well as solution giver! lets you come into her room, gives you one of her nicer blankets to curl under while she lets you unload onto her. if someone is being mean to you or something is frustrating you, ragatha offers to give you a hand to find a solution to make things easier for you. offers to confront the person for you, though she does vaguely urge for you to build yourself up to try to speak up for yourself in the future. of course, if you ever need anyone ragatha is going to be there for you but she would also love to see you stand up for yourself. builds you up, probably gives peps talks! 8.5/10

JAX:

more often than not its going to look like hes disinterested or flat out not listening... which if it were just about anyone else that might really be the case.. buuuuuut what if you were one of his friends, or perhaps a partner? i think he would at least throw in a yeah.. which i think for how i typically write jax means something. one of those "if he didnt actually care he wouldnt be responding at all" and yeah sure its the bare minimum... i think every now and then he might just say screw it and throw his act out the window start shit talking... usually if theres someone to shit talk, you know if someone has made you upset or something... i think he would make them a target for his pranks... usually tries to play everything off as something light or unimportant but as long as its you, he is listening and he is going to at least make an attempt to do something about it... just dont bring it up 4/10 because personally it would make me feel worse shrugs

KINGER:

well i dont know how dad/energy having people can be comforting because my dad is emotionally distant/lh but i think he would let you come into his pillow fort... or if you dont want to be in a space so small he would let you come into his room, or he might take you out on a walk around the grounds. i think he would be more of a listener than anything else, nodding and humming to let you know hes listening. when theres pauses in your speaking he tries to offer some advice which can be pretty hit or miss. i think he would give you a hug, if you asked for one... if you want a distraction he will launch into a ramble about insects and other things! trails off to ask how youre doing every now and then, usually makes him lose his spot in the previous conversation thus starting a new one... will talk for hours 7/10 but im biased for kinger

ZOOBLE:

distant but not in the way jax is, zooble just has trouble expressing some of their emotions. jax just doesnt like showing any care or vulnerability. but zooble might let you stay in their room if youre crying or otherwise outwardly distressed. might let you sink down into one of their bean bag chairs... kind of just opens up a vent session with asking if you want to talk shit, or to just get angry. i think they can deal with someone being angry and irritated than a crying person because at least then they can apply their own irritation for it and put themselves in the other persons shoes. really you two just bounce and build each other in this scenario, kind of just letting off steam that should have been released far sooner... i dont know about you guys but its refreshing 8/10

GANGLE:

might get upset with you if youre really upset.. or maybe upset for you? i think she might be able to feel a lot for those she cares about deeply, so while it might look like shes trying to hijack the moment for herself, shes just crying FOR you.. lets you use her art supplies to make vents or to simply scribble. another big listener, i think she would try to give advice but... given that gangle herself has no spine (figuratively and literally) i think its... not the best advice... like the kind of stuff you try to affirm to yourself to get through a hard day, usually those affirmations.... dont work...but hey theres an effort! i mean at least she makes sure you feel heard and listened to, which is at least a little better than jax soooooo 5.5/10

#tadc x reader #the amazing digital circus x reader #digital circus x reader #caine x reader #caine x you #ragatha x reader #ragatha x you #pomni x reader #pomni x you #jax x reader #jax x you #kinger x reader #kinger x you #gangle x reader #gangle x you #zooble x reader #zooble x you

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dballzposting · 2 months

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ok. ok. i have only seen DB/DBZ/DBS and have not reached GT yet (working on it ......) so mmy understanding of adult goten is from the perspective of somebody who has watched broly second coming on loop and replays the first episode of super like a healthy individual & has seen like 3 screencaps of gt goten. also that one goten side mission from Kakarot for the Play Station Five(5). anywayz. about the threeway you propose in your post. now assuming we live in a beautiful world where akira toriyama is introduced to the concept of polyamory and 1) thinks its banging and 2) accepts homosexuality into his heart of hearts (aka we are no longer operating by feasible canon standards) i do think it is PLAUSIBLE. ebcause. here is da thing. in PREMISE 7 you state Trunks is competition BUT (and again.......maybe GT would contradict this....all i know is my beautiful world where trunks pisses on broly) i think he only views trunks in competition for like...normie things. in Kakarot there's this exchange between the two of them, where Trunks (speaking for the both of them) says smth like, "we're not RIVALS that's LAME. We like competing but we're FRIENDS." (<- he then goes on to dunk on his father because "you're friends with goten's dad, right?? you're not RIVALS are you? that's TOTALLY uncool... you lamer.") and while i acknowledge this is New Canon (DBS-era where trunks's "13yr old on xbox live saying slurs" personality got nerfed a tiny bit) i think it says a lot about how they view competition/rivalry between them. It's like, all fun and games and a drive to be better but it's nothing they're losing sleep over unlike whatever da faq vegeta has going on with goku. this is all to say i don't think goten sees trunks as romantic competition. if anything he probably trusts trunks wouldnt like cheat on his girlfriend or whatever. now idk if goten would have hangups abt a 3-way being bizarre to him or smth but knowing how cra-zay and adventurous that little man is i assume it's something he would TRY at least, like, posing it as a joke like "haha could u imagine..." but its obvious he's like, trying to present it as a valid concept to trunks. the unspoken conclusion of "it could be kinda epic doe" is loud and clear 2 trunks. i think the better question is would palace be cool with this. would she do this. it's trunks briefs of capsule corp so like, if you were a worser person you could be like, hell yeah im fuckin that man if my bf gives me the green light i want tobe able to say that i know mr. trunks briefs biblically. but at the same time thats like, mean. i dont know much abt her but she seems like a sweet gal i think she wouldnt do something just for #bragging rights u kno....but u would know more on that methinks.

by the way you should watch the solar entertainment dub of broly 2 & 3 if you haven't they are life changing.

FASCINATING AND POWERFUL ARGUMENT.

I Didnt Fucking Know That TRunks Said That Shit & I Went and Found it on DA YOUTUBE!!! Timestamped video below but below that I will also attach screenshots of the whole scene but TBH I WATCHED THE WHOLE VIDEO AND IT'S PROFOUNDLY ADORABLE & PERFECT

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Trunks said that he wanted to be friendas eith Goten for FOREVER .. He didnt stop at merely commenting on the present, but he had the confidence to project his feelings into the future: He's friends with Goten, he wants to continue being friends with Goten, and he wants it to be for forever.

I mean piece and signerture done right there. Signed sealed & delivered. Closed case. I'm willing to accept this as a total refutation for Premise 7 and what i was getting at in that post in general. Trunks looks at Goten with genuine appreciation when he said that they were friends

Ohhhgm my god and this video is so adorable .. I've said this before but as much as i love madness I also LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE So Much how on dragon ball everyone is depicted as truly happy healthy open free and LOVING EACH OTHER. Trunks and Goten just wanted to spend time with their fathers whom they love so much. They both assumed that their fathers loved each other as much as goten and trunks themselves love each other. They thought that the world was just that beautiful and lively. Also Gotenks in this video is 101% perfect and he is exactly swag and epic as i hoped he would be and it's really remarkable stuff. Great video. Great footage. Great writing

It is true that this is, as you put it: "New Canon (DBS-era where trunks's '13yr old on xbox live saying slurs' personality got nerfed a tiny bit)." But I dont honestly trhink that that's THAT relevant becasue what we mostly saw of Goten & Trunks in DBZ was friendly fun anyway, just with a bit of teeth, and then in DBGT Trunks is totallllyyyy chilled tf OUT and we don't see any acidity from him ever I think. So the fact that he's not saying slurs in DBS is I think okay. (I am actually greatly intrigued by his personality in DBS becasue I believe that it offers a great transition into the eventual DBGT and becasue it offers A LOT of insight on his Nature and his Nurture. Now is not the time.)

OK back to the aspect of the post that is about the throuple with Palace. This here ask offers the perspective that if Trunks sort of entered the relationship, then Goten wouldn't take it as striaght up competeition, but instead it would be sort of like "Ok well you know what You're a good man. I trust you'll treat her well." And in fact perhaps Goten & Trunks AREN'T Sick to Bastard Death ofn each other by now and ARE in fcat FRIENDS FOREVER like Trunks wishes for in this Kakarot for the ps5 footage.

This ask also offers the third propositon that Goten & Trunks may consider the prospect of a threeway involving them and one nice woman to be "kinda epic." No comments on that one

Palace definitely is not a bragging-rights kind of person so her motivations would literally be becasue she loves love and she loves Goten and she loves that he has a best friend and that they love each other and maybe she thinks that trunks is cute becasue hes so polite around her. Or maybe she thinks he looks sad and she wants to do something about it. But she has also been shown to enjoy badboys against her better judgement. Just remembered that. Wonder if we could work that in somehow

I don't member what movies I've seen or haven't seen but I'll keep that in mind chief. It's a beauotufl world ...

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#dballz posting #dballz asks #goten & palace & trunkz

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angryaromantics · 3 months

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(in regard to the QPR post you rbed recently) it's funny how relatable that post is. in november i ended a multi year-long friendship. i had quite a few reasons for doing so, but actually one of them was arophobia/aphobia. the friend was bi, i am aro (but not ace). i got the feeling she didnt quite ever "get" my identity, and maybe that was in part due to her once having a crush on me and maybe still did up until we broke apart. even before i came out as aro, i labeled as straight and had politely declined her when she had confessed her romantic feelings to me a few years ago.

but i tell you all of that because something that broke me in the months leading up to our eventual friendship demise was her insistence that we were "in a (romantic) relationship" and she was "sick and tired" of me not admitting it. because friends cant be this close, friends dont act this way. "we're at least a QPR," as if QPRs have rigid lines and expectations, or QPRs are automatically closer than friendships but not as close as romantic relationships. or, it was a way for her to "validate" my aro label while also trying to get something from me that i could not give her ("romantic" feelings of some sort). i was even told that "you just need to accept that you are my girlfriend." i was out as aro to her at this point when she said that to me. ow.

it's kind of an ugly amalgamation of the great relationship two queer people can have (because our friendship, for so long, was really great) and a heaping dash of arophobia. and it sucks that she was a queer woman herself but was still aphobic to her best friend. i think about her every day and miss her so badly and it really is like a breakup despite the relationship being solely platonic. but the breakup was necessary and i hope one day she can uncover her own biases about friendships and learn that they can look like anything.

Hi, anon - I'm sorry, that sounds like such a hard thing to have gone through. The endings of friendships are always hard, much less when they end so messily after such a long time. It also does feel, worse?, when it comes from other queer people, who you think should know better, but are still just as deeply entrenched in amatanormativity as everyone else.

I can empathize with having a long friendship end messily do to feelings from one party and not the other. Sometimes people just can't seem to shift their mindset into platonic territory for some reason and it fucking sucks!!! This one sounds worse, though because there's never an excuse to invalidate someone's boundaries like that, regardless of how you feel about their identities.

Friendships really can look and feel like anything, and so can queer-platonic relationships. I know you know this. It's just sooooo frustrating that people don't seem to understand that. There's no depth of feeling or connection that automatically invalidates it as being "just" friendship.

Anyway, I'm sorry that this happened, and I hope you can heal from it, and find friends in the future that respect your boundaries and romantic orientation, whether they understand them or not. <2

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cultivatingyourfuture · 8 months

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OK BRAIN WORM NUMB R ONE. WHAT WAS THE THING WITH NEIL N PIERRE ABOUT DYING AND COMING BACK THE SAVE VS LIVING WRONG

i went through. my entire got damn blog trying to figure out WHAT you were referring to where the hell i had said this. and then realized it was the 3rd most recent reblog. im so smart and organized guys

so in reference to this post

essentially you can read it as either neil or pierre, but the perspective of WHO is saying this definitely changes.

for neil, the dying and coming back refers to the cyborg process and the fact that neil has the very unique situation of... being used for intermittent testing for about a year. And then being shut off and kept in essentially storage for about 6-8 years after that. where he was unconcious and did not age at all. so when he gets out, its still just a teenage boy, but suddenly everyone is so much older and everything is different and not only is eveline older shes also. not her anymore. which is not new ground here ajdjdhfjf

but its also worth noting that neil does not get the near instantaneous reconciliation that he did with cherry in WTTW, because cherry is dead. for at least 10 months. so it spends that time not knowing why cherry came to RR or who they are now or anything of the sort. so like if i had to do a line by line breakdown itd look like:

-"i died but i came back exactly the same" neil has not significantly aged and is around the same age he was when eveline knew it

-"you though, i came back and you were wrong" neil is the same. eveline is very much not. it has been a much shorter time

-"did the fact of my dying really damage you this much?" neil doesnt know WHY evelines so different and wonders if them being ripped apart the way they were had anything to do with it

-"was bringing me back worth what it cost you?" neil thinking the reason any of this happened is because eveline came back for him, and it cost her her life. (also the fact that haha um neil is. Kind of the one who kills cherry. oopsie!)

-"would it have been better to just leave me?" neil sees all the new people in their life that they dont know and feels guilty over the idea that He was (as far as he knows. because no one ever tells the kids anything except for vallen but shhh) the reason eveline went back, died, and left all of her friends to clean up the aftermath of it all. tldr neil blames himself for everything bad that happened to cherry and it fucks him up bc i cannot give that boy a moment of peace

pierre is a lot more straightforward. imagine some visage of eveline saying this shit to him. "bringing me back" is less about being brought from the dead and more about, like. taking someone by force and bringing them back home.

pierre sees the moment "eveline" escaped left as the big turning point of his life, when everything having to do with his future life became a lot less clear and what was left of his morals went down the drain in pursuit of Maybe Having Her Back One Day and as such he DOES wonder what may have happened had he just... let her be. so he lives in guilt over what happened because it went So So Wrong and because shes gone with next to no chance of seeing her again and not. the obvious reason he should feel guilt over eveline.

the more things change etc etc

#lies in a pile. On the ground. forever #neil #pierre #meta #worst comparison i could EVER make between these two and it is in VERY DIFFERENT WAYS #but neil and pierre both have issues understanding that eveline is gone and that cherry is not her. although they do understand that -#something Has fundamentally changed.#though neil is upset and frustrated by it because his sister DIDNT come back for him she DIDNT know he was even there #and this person ISNT HER but all of evelines love for him is in them for some reason but its not the same. it just isnt.#but he at least tries to understand how this happened and tries to connect with cherry where he can because. he's still grieving.#evelines been dead for 10 years but hes only been without her for a few months. its not an easy adjustment #pierre on the other hand. his reaction to cherry isnt to make an attempt to connect with this new person or anything #(which yaknow. thank god) but its to 'fix' eveline. to bring her back.#hes still got her memories. all he'd have to do is delete whatever files have filled their place and put them back in.#theres parallels her. both characters are in their own ways grieving and frustrated and upset about the fact that #yeah. shes gone. and this is not her.#but where neil tries to at least understand this new person who he can still see eveline in AND see this new happier person as well #pierre would rather hold onto what was and would effectively kill cherry if it meant having eveline back #yakno. grief and embracing the future vs living in the past and allthat #(except not really because what neils doing is grieving. Idk if i have a word for whatever pierres doing)#i doubt anyones gonna read this far soo uhh im also gonna say. something something ocarina of time on that one neil plot point #asks #down-thedrain

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making this a series ig (spoilers, mostly minor, idk well just have to ROLL WITH IT AND SEE)

episode is starting from zero, episode 1 (quick note: i love how excited everyone is aty the beggining for this camoain, so heartwarming) "'for all you audio listeners your about to hear what a man catching on fire sounds like' 'and also a house catching on fire'" "so its like 3 belts? yeah" "this character sucks not enough belts" ok chip hasnt been described and hes already drawn blood "how much trouble does this woman have keeping her pants up holy shit" "anything that looks valueable, take it" "whats a barrel" instant love with this campaine from here "ill carry this" "ok" "but w h y" “this is the fastest I've ever committed arson in a campaign” "ok as soon as we light this ill let them know so they die an honorable death" "but the barrel is terrified of fire" "so this is a barrel" "lets blow up this popcicle place" hes trying guys "grab a barrel as well i need to study" "in you multitude of belts" when did i forget jay had so many and got bullied for it "i hope she didnt find any more belts in there" ok but whenever i hear marshal jon being described the dopamine just floods out "oh! that wasnt the bathroom!" "no it was not, it was the room where we got the explosives" "WHAT ARE YOU GRABBING THE EXPLOSIVES FOR" "to blow up your ship" bro i loved how gill interacted with people before what an idiot /pos "gill make a-dont make anything you told the truth" gotta love grizzly doing a save "and jay you go to kick this man in the back of the knee and you do you realise that his calf muscles are literally built like boulders" "i want to put my hand on his shoulder" and so it begins the convincing! yes gill go!! "hang on let me see that...big j" "JON, ITS YOUR CHOIIIIIIIIIIIIIISE" "as the door is blown off-" "did somebody fart?" ah yes gill you lit the explosive that makes people fart" "BACHOW!" please dont stop this man from making random noises its great "is your skin always wet or is it dry?" GRIZZ ASKING THE REAL QUESTIONS!! "you are to learn a lesson from the moisture master!" remember when gill made his title canon now, its 6 seconds to 20 minutes in "THOSE PIRATES!" man knowing him now its kinda strange to hear him hunting them down "i just occasonally grab people and im like 'you can be better'" cant believe gill went from telling people to be better to just immedately trying to solve their problems (like not even 2 episodes later if im remembering right) "excellent jay you are a fog frog" "im gonna steal somebody's hat then run out the door" jay stealing chips job now "im passing the barrel out the window" i remember when hed just be a problem for any stealth kind of movements "MY FRIEND SAID HE DOESNT WANT YOU TO HAVE AN ADVANTAGE" "there is still time" ITS STARTING WOW "you get the sense this guy cannot see very well" i forgot he had sight problems "YOU BLEW A HOLE IN OUR TOWER" "and you blew a hole in my heart" ACCIDENTAL FORESHADOWING AND A GREAT MOMENT FOR SHIPPERS?? HOW MUCH IS CHARLIE FEEDING US WITH GILLION TIDESTRIDER!?!!? (spoiler: a lot) "can i make a persuasion check?" "sure" if charlie never said this we would never have the future pirate jon, IF HE NEVER GOT A 16 THINK WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED "you cant tell if i cry a single tear or if im usually that moist" the fact that he is can make for an angsty hc that nobody really would notice gill crying "jon didnt make it" oh this better not be another accidental foreshadow "you see, a pink frogtupus" everyone being excited for the preztal reveal was also all of us huh dont lie! "i look like a big flounder" fanartists canon gill description /j "god damn it big j" friendly reminder that (from what ive seen) marshal jon is the only character gill gave a nickname, and he had met him like 20+ minutes ago "YA BOY GILL ABOUTA BE FRIED" "ima just grab them both and jump" ngl i cant put my finger on it but calmer gillion probs the chaos control thats needed because of him being feral "jon this is for you" *proceeds to get an 8* (would have been epic if he suceeded that charisma tho) "jon, the power is- eyeh" "i look over wistfully (?) 'but w h y?'"

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Suresh Route Episode Summary: 40

UGH SO BITTERSWEET....Lets get into it.

OMG WE FINALLY GET TO CHOOSE OUR MAN...and he says hes going to keep every promise he made to us in here 😭😭 (he betta!!) Also he kisses us FINALLY!

Finn looks at you dejected and Im just like...hmm if only you had told Kat you wanted me 🙃

Alfie says he wont get in the way of your happiness...SIR WHAT??? how would you get in the way? I dont like you. and he and finn pull a fake mafia card and say Suresh needs to treat MC right or he'll have to answer to them...lol ok guys. Suresh agrees but im glad MC said she can look after herself (the one good thing FB did all game)

Finn's up next...and his speech is completely catered to Kat "She's had me wrapped up in her since day one." GAG. He couples with Kat. You forgot to mention the shower bits you tried to coerce me into like one night ago?

Alfie's last...and he chooses Dana. He says she's been a friend and he wants to see if they could be more.

I CANT BELIEVE THEY SENT LULU HOME...😭😭😭 so literally everyone in the final is an OG. That's lowkey kind of lame. Her exit isnt as long as Meera's many exits and im glad for that but Lulu deserved better.

LMAO Alfie said all the OGs made it to the final and MC said aren't you forgetting someone and I was like NO MC we aren't and Dana was like EDDIE...JFC already forgot about him 💀💀

SURESH ASKS FOR A LITTLE US TIME....YES BB!!!! He guides you over to the pool. suresh asks for a kiss...LETS GO!

GUYS WE WON A NIGHT IN THE HIDEAWAY!!! SCREAMING!! THEY ARE FEEDING US THIS EPISODE. Dana pulls MC away but this is the FIRST time it makes sense...to get her ready to go for hideaway. Kat says this is a fresh start for you and Suresh and a chance to reinvent your old relationship. they dress you up in lingerie. And BOTH kat and dana are gushing about how you and Suresh are a proper couple and how happy they are. (feels weird tbh)

Obvi Suresh loves the outfit "his jaw practically hit the floor" Suresh is nervous 🥹 and says MC has him wrapped around her finger. OH then you get an option of what to do...Foot rub, spoon, full body massage, he doesnt need to do anything, or show suresh you can take control. lets see if Nicolas' advice pays off here (im choosing take control) He says its so hot when you take control and you get a bunch of heart emojis...ok nic! Then you get an option to go all the way. It's def not s2 level bits but it was better than Finns shower bits. Cuddle in the morning and Suresh is being cute again

Final dates...the girls are getting ready and they dress you in an ice skating outfit 🙄 and yes I did buy it 🙃 They ask you what type of date you want and based on this that's the date you get in the next scene.. they ask what you think your future will be like with Suresh and my MC said theyre in for the long haul. but this whole exchange is lasting too long...get me on final dates asap

I chose romantic date so Suresh and I got a cabana on the beach with a table laid out for a romantic dinner. (NO BOAT OF DOOM DATE - im thinking thats the adventurous one but will confirm later) Suresh says he'll give you anything and MC is going ham with suggestions on what she wants...a romantic trip around the world, a spa day, shopping (GET IT GIRL!) he asks if you see yourself being in a real couple with him on the outside. I said I do of course. He moves closer to MC and gets super melty talking about how much MC means to him and says she does strange things to him likeeee.....he pulls out the engagement ring. MC is shocked you brought it with you?! Suresh offers it to MC and says its not a marriage proposal but a symbol of exclusivity 🥰🥰🥰 WHEW I got scared there for a second lol. I wouldve said yes obviously but much too soon for a proposal

#litg ex in the villa #litg suresh x mc #litg mc #litg suresh #litg s5 #litg #litg spoiler #litg spoilers #love island game #love island the game #love island the game: ex in the villa #exinthevilla #ex in the villa

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safely-in-vhagars-belly · 9 months

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Fire and blood: Chapter 13: That still small voice

CONTENT: You tried to run away last chapter and now your former fuckbuddies become a little bit more controlling, just a tiny bit. *Rereads recap* Sweet jesus christ. You were running away to Dragonstone, naturally this would be High-treason in their eyes so that explains what happens this chapter.

WARNINGS: DARK! AEMOND AND AEGON, NOT THE FUN TYPE. SCARY BUSINESS. DARK AS FUCK. I dont use the dark label lightly. read at own risk. SMUT DARK SMUT ROUGH SEX ORAL SEX FORCED SEX NON-CON, DUB-CON, SUB/DOM. Was that all the warnings... READER HAS TRAUMAS.

Her father, in the afterlife, seeing she fucks with the guys he tried to keep from the throne who also are responsible for his death

He sits by your side for a while rubbing your back. You just cry and cling to him. You don't understand what happened. Where has your Aegon gone?

You destroyed the last bit of good in him. Your other lover impatiently taps his feet. 'Time for you to move to your new room.' He announces joyfully. You cower and frown tears bursting from your eyes again.

'I wish to stay here.' Anything is better than that cold cell they will throw you in. Aemond has a small smirk on his lips when forcing you to stand. You know what will come next.

He wipes away tears from your face. 'Aegon gave me an order. Come.' You are escorted by Aemond to the hall outside of your room.

You think of your future. You fear for it. You fear for your house and your family. It suddenly does not matter anymore. All you can think about is survival and leaving this awful place.

Aemond walks you gently as if you are his pet. He tells you to calm down and to keep obedient. You give small nods or quick one worded answers.

Until you see an escape and bolt. Aemond chases you right away before slamming you against the wall. You scream, attracting the attention of two guards. Aemond glares at both of them. 'You saw nothing. Get out.' He groans at them. You feel your body tremble as Aemond's hands go under your dress and squeeze your breasts. Your breath catches, and you feel him play with your nippels, making small torturous circles.

The fire spreads inside you. 'You know I have to punish you now, little bee.' He whispers when slowly forcing your hands down around his belt. 'Be a good little bee and take off my belt for me.' You hesitate. You do not want to.

You try one last time to get in his head. 'No, you don't. You are my friend. You only need to let me go.' You thought he was, at least.

He gives a scoffing chuckle, and his cold hands trace your cheeks again. 'How do you think Aegon will react if I do that, exactly?' You do not care if Aegon cried and threw himself down the damn red keep.

Maybe you would care a little. But not as much as you once did. You get in his face and look in his one good eye. 'I thought you were more than his little obedient pet.' You speak your voice as hard as steel.

Aemond leans in closer, and you can see the monster taking charge again of his body. You feel small and helpless as he grabs your arms, pinning you against the wall. 'Hm, brave words for a girl alone with me. Very brave words.' You yelp.

You are pushed against the wall where he strips you. He takes off his pants and forces you against the wall. With a few quick touches, you are wet and ready for him. You don't want to be, but your body thinks differently. You remember the unspoken rule.

No jealously. No problems if they both are present. But Aegon is not here. 'Aemond, Aegon isn't here. You can't - 'the rest of your sentence is cut off as he spreads your legs and takes you against the castle walls. You feel the stones under your fingers as you try to find some hold on. Your body is stimulated and enjoys being fucked. You groan at his hard erected piece that smashes into you and softly breath in the fresh air that the window allows. He grunts and builds his own pleasure when taking you in the middle of the hallway. There are two guards who are silent when you cry and begs and groans fill the hall.

You come close and need it now. You beg him and start rocking your hips back to him. Instead of finishing you, he chuckles and gets out. You feel wet and needy. You eye him confused. Your dress is picked up from the ground and shoved in your arms. 'Dress, like a good girl. It'll be some time before I'll let you experience the joy of finishing again.' You glare at him. He got to have his pleasure, you don't.

You are escorted to the royals chambers. You never set foot in the halls. You did get into the prince's and the Kings room more time than you can count, but you only ever used secret passageways.

Aemond takes a special heart-shaped key from his neck and opens an ordinary looking door. You are grabbed by your wrist and pushed inside the dark room. There is a staircase that leads down in the dark, where a terrifying metal cage more like a room awaits. He chuckles before grabbing you again. You are pushed down the stairs and hit your head. 'I could have died!' You scream at him in anger. He shrugs and closes the doors behind him.

You are escorted to the entrance of the metal cage. It is made of iron and has gold details like bees and flowers. The door looks very sturdy. Aemond needs to unlock it with another key.

There is a big bed, a dresser and a desk in your new rooms. You wish for some privacy like curtains or screens. 'Aemond, what is this room?' You ask your voice so small and breakable.

He grins. 'I had a writing teacher. You know what she told me? Show, don't tell.' There are red and green sheets on it. The pillows are black.

You whimper softly. 'How long has this been here?' You master to ask. You are scared of the anwser. How long were they planning this?

He thinks like he can't recall. 'Aegon had this made the day we started our agreement. In case you didn't agree with us.' You feel another few tears escape. They planned this from the moment things started.

'The bed is quite soft. We picked a lovely silk fabric for your sensitive pretty skin. Why don't you go inside and walk around your new cage?' You doubt they'll ever let you back out if you do so.

He waits impatiently. You break. 'Please...'

There is another chuckle before he plays with your nippels through your dress. They harden under his touch. 'Not even you sucking my cock will make me change my mind. What do you think a pathetic little please is going to achieve?' You don't know.

You are getting desperate. The reality is hitting you hard. 'Some humanity and kindness?' You blurt out. 'Please don't lock me here all alone. I am scared. What if someone comes in and hurts me?' You try to convince him. 'I'll be good, Aemond. Please give me another chance.' You beg.

He grows tired of your begging and shoves you inside the cell before joining you.

You hit your head again. He does not care and shoots you a glare. You tear up again. 'Good girl.' He says when you sit up from the ground. You feel your arms. There is no soft carpet. Only harsh stones in your cell that serve as floor.

Aemond takes the key and locks the door from inside out; You are trapped with him. You are very aware of the bed and the desk and back away. 'You already had me in the hall.' You remind him as strong as you can.

The corners of his lips become a cruel twisted line. 'You look so much better behaved when you are in your cage. Like a proper pet.' He says and comes closer. You scoot away but he corners you easily and grabs your wrists.

You cry and sob for help. 'Shh..' Aemond makes a disapproving sound with his tongue and you slowly accept his arms around you and stop crying.

You worry for your things. You didn't thought of it yet but seeing the empty cell stripped of any kind of decoration or plush makes your heart beat faster. You do not like it. 'W-what of my belongings? Will it all be destroyed?'

He touches your lips with his fingers and lets a finger in. You obediently suck on the tip. He groans deliciously and gives you a cruel smirk. You wish you didn't enjoy this as much. 'No, darling, of course not. I am not as cruel as Aegon.' You sigh in relief. At least your things are safe.

He is not as cruel as Aegon. You hear the words back and chuckle. There was a time you believed Aemond to be the cruelest of both of them. He adds. 'If I am pleased with your behaviour, you might earn something back from your old room. For example a plush stuffed animal bee?' Your favourite plush.

You watch speechless and wordless. He will make you work for your possessions. Things you had for years and grew fond of. He touches your face and kisses your lips forcibly. You let him take it. You feel his tongue slip in and you try to resist. Aemond finds your attempts at rebellion very funny. He can not believe you are stupid enough to risk angering him. 'And if I am not pleased with your behavior; I will burn it and make you watch before fucking you in front of the fireplace. I hope that that clears it up a bit.' He says the moment his kiss is done. You shake before collapsing to your knees.

Earning it back. You think of your agreement. They will ask sexual favours from you. 'How will I need to earn it back?' You feel more and more alone every moment that passes.

Aemonds hands touch your head like you are a pet of his he is rewarding. You understand that that is exactly what is going on. 'By being a very good pet and pleasing your owners.' Both of them.

You lick your lips unintended but he watches almost enchanted. 'You mean...sexually?'

He nods. 'Oh yes. We also like to do some other things but we love secrets.' You whimper. You hate secrets. Secrets are the worst. They only hurt people.

You softly remind him of that. 'I don't like secrets.' Secrets tear people apart. Secrets kill.

He nearly chokes on his own laughter. 'We know, dear. We are very well aware of how not knowing is killing you inside.' He pets your chin.

A second person enters your cell. Aegon takes an identical key from his neck and enters your cell as well. You are let go of and you avoid eye contact. He locks the door behind him, too. He shoots you a glare that tells you he has not forgotten what you said.

There are dark circles under his eyes, and he slouches a bit like he used to when you were tutoring him.

Aegon stands in front of you, his hands folded on his back. He looks you up and down and scoffs. 'Don't you kneel?' You make a curtsy but do so without eye contact.

He rolls his eyes. You try so, but it is difficult. Your body still hurts. 'Lower.' You almost break your knees. Aemond rolls his good eye before smacking you across your face, causing you to fall. 'That's low enough.' Aegon says satisfied when you break out in little cries of pure terror. He stalks over and looms over you like dark clouds in the sky. You shake your head at him, biting your lips.

He points to the bed. You understand he wishes to touch you. You will not make it easy. 'On your bed, pet.' You are barked at like you are property. You don't like it. You like a bit of them taking control and ordering you around, but you are not a servant.

You Growl. 'I am not your pet.' You say full of fire and hatred. 'Both of you should get that in your silver haired skulls. I am not a pet, I am not a servant, and I am not property. I am a lady, and' They glance at each other before chucking like two naughty boys interrupting the lessons of their teacher.

The king laughs before coming closer. 'Mhm. I love it when you defy me. It makes me so fucking mad inside. I just want to take that little sweet honey tasting cunt of yours and fuck it until you can only beg and cry.' He speaks rapidly and eyes your body hungrily.

You back away, eventually ending up on the bed. He stalks closer and narrows his eyes. He grabs hold of your chin. His once kind eyes are full of hatred. 'Kiss me.' You know you don't have a choice. Not if you want to ever get out of this cell and back into society. They will never let you out if they don't think you are tamed.

You peck his lips soft and gentle and briefly. He groans, annoyed. It used to do once. Now it won't. 'Kiss me better. Like you love me.' You are hurt by those words. Maybe you did, once. But not anymore.

You see a chance. A chance to hurt him back. 'I don-' He grabs your throat before you can utter another word. He knows what you want to say.

He can kill you easily. He is already furious, and you do not understand why you keep pushing him. 'Don't you dare say it.' He warns.

You bite your tongue and hold back the insult.

Instead, you lie smoothly and tell him what he wants to hear. 'I love you, Aegon.' You say softly. Part of you knows you mean it. And that is what really kills you.

He grins before touching your breasts and opening your black mourning dress. It drops to the floor. You are kissed on your throat and between your breasts. Places you like.

The king chuckles. It is nothing like the boyish chuckle you fell in love with. This is a dark demon like laughter that causes your hair to stand up. 'Again, I want to hear you say that again.' Aegon orders before smacking your naked behind. You growl before obeying.

He grabs your hands. You let him. 'I love you, Aegon.' Your fingers are wrapped around his cock and you feel him use your fingers to pleasure himself and to get erected. You hear him sigh and your fingers are quickly stained with a bit of pre cum.

Aegon does a quick inspection of your body and comes to the conclusion that you are wet. You kneel out of habit and wait for him to take you from behind. 'I wish to see your face when I fuck you.' He whispers gently lifting you.

You must look a little confused. He throws you on your back and climbs on top of you. He kisses you fiercely and you notice it is more desperate than fierce. He wants to convince you to become his again. There is hurt and sorrow in his kind eyes before he starts to touch you to make you even more ready.

In the meanwhile, when you are getting kissed and touched, Aemond decides to sit down on a dark red throne and crosses his legs, waiting his turn. You give him a glare that says it all. He just smirks and waves. You quietly grunt. Aegon forces your attention back to him as the jealous man he is. You give him another soft kiss on his lips and hope secretly that it breaks whatever curse is ruining him.

Part of you knows it is stupid to wish for things to be like they are. Back when he had only three children, back when Aemond was single and back when you had a father and your titles. But you'd give anything to go back to where it once started.

Aegon grunts, and you accept that he will take you. He kisses your belly, slowly nearly drooling over it. He squeezes your breasts, and you are softly touched between your legs before Aegon takes you with a rough groan. He slams inside you and forces himself all the way in. You whimper in response as the pain hits you. He licks his lips before breathing in your scent.

He pushes and slams his hips against yours, forcing himself to inside you deeper and deeper. It is no longer gentle, kind loving. This is an act of hatred. You softly moan in pain. 'Be gentle.' You beg softly.

Aegon has a grin on his lips. 'I am sorry but I don't take orders from whores.' That grin. He knows exactly what kind of pain it is causing inside your heart. You never felt like a whore but your brain knows that is what you are. You took money for sexual favours. You enjoyed giving and receiving those favours as well.

He takes you faster, speeding up. The fire burns deep inside you as both your whimpers and cries fill the room. Your sensitive body is used to it now, and you know by now how to get pleasure too. You wrap your arms around him and roll against him when moaning in pleasure. You need pleasure to remind yourself that there are good things left.

You buck your hips and try to chase the pleasure you desperately seek. Aegon cruelly fucks you deeply teasing you with his length. You eyes roll in your head and you shove him on top of you holding him by his hair. Your eyes are hazy of tears of pain and pleasure and you whisper softly that you need him. He chuckles at that. 'Yes...' You quietly mutter.

'Yes, what little slut? Did I fuck your brains out already?' He scoffs and smacks your exposed pussy.

'Agh!' You cry out in reaction. You liked that very much. You love it when does something dark and unexpected with your body.

He grabs you firmly and you understand he is going to come. He kisses your mouth roughly forcing his tongue and in and leaves some of his saliva in your mouth. He makes grunting moans before injecting himself inside you with a slow and cruel grin. You watch as his cock leaves you. It is no longer erected and stiff. It hangs.

Stil, he understands you are part his, part Aemonds. 'Aemond, she wants to come.' He says with a cruel glint in his eyes. You eye your other owner and give him your sweetest, hopeful smile. He ignores it.

He is still mad at you. The asshole. And he is more upset you told his brother that you love him. 'No, she misbehaved.' He says firmly before continuing to stare at his nails. You roll your eyes at him.

Aegon hears this new bit of information. He shakes his head at you before sinking back in. You appreciate the little pleasure waves his bodycreates, but you wish to finish. He gets out and watches satisfied at your begging eyes and pouting lips. '

Aemond gets up from his seat and stalks over. He grabs a handful of your hair and pulls you up on your knees. You are roughly grabbed by your throat, and he squeezes. He nails you to the bed with his body and throws you on your knees forcing you down. You like it as always when he gets a bit rough. He squeezes your ass before flattening his hands and spanking you.

You eagerly wait for him to fuck you. 'Fuck me, please. You both had pleasure. I should have some too.' You beg. He hesitates to enter and instead tortures you with his fingers slowly touching your needy wet entrance. You prefer Aegons harsh fucking. You enjoy his anger over Aemonds manipulation.

You beg for it and all you get is one of his fingers inside you. 'I need your other part.' You groan. You need to be stuffed up. 'I need one of you to just fuck me and to make me come. Please. I do not care who. I need it...' You slowly whimper when he touches you again and slowly shoves his fingers in teasing you. He eyes his brother.

He is hurt. 'My fingers are all you're getting, little bee. You'll have to be a little creative.'

You squirm under his grasp and wait eagerly for the other fingers to slam in. He keeps slowly introducing you to his fingers. With the tirth finger, you are making pathetic little whimpers. 'Please...oh please...' He sushes you and forces you to lick his dirty cum stained fingers clean. You taste yourself on his fingertips.

You cry a little louder and louder as he simply rocks you preparing to make you come. You eagerly wait for the moment you'll fall and become numb but it never happens. Right before you come, he stops with a cruel smirk and leaves you be.

Instead of waiting for them you start touching yourself. Aegons mouth hangs open a bit as he takes in you touching yourself. Aemond glares at you. 'What are you doing, little bee?

'If you won't do it, I will.' You Growl furiously. He raises his brows at you and shares a glance with Aegon as you slowly roll yourself up ready to touch yourself until you come.

You are grabbed and thrown on the deskm His hands touches your entrance and you are slammed over the desk. Your legs are wrapped around someone's hips and with a powerful cry he enters. You cry out in pleasure and buck eagerly. You are punished for that on the spot with a soft but clear slap in your face. 'You'll do nothing. When I fuck, you have a break. See it like that.' Aegons voice rings out in your ear and you feel yourself drip. You are used to Aemond playing with you but that he does it makes it more exciting and more fun and dangerous.

You quickly nod and stop moving let him fuck your body.

You are fucked as if you are a whore. You go up and down under him and he stretches you out nicely. You fight tears. Aemond waits before Aegon is done before taking you now with his cock. You are spend and tired and slowly slide off the desk to the ground. You are grabbed by Aegon who drags you back to the bed. Your dress is hastily put on your body by him when Aemond puts his own clothes back on.

Aegon does the same and both leave without a word before locking you up in the dark cell again. You slowly clutch your knees and cry.

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boypussydilf · 1 year

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actually i was going to save this for when i made All Grown Up Now designs for the human kids in sgt frog but idk if/when im actually gonna do that so heres jusyt my random thoughts about what some of them r doing as adults and also maybe some au/oc stuff

transfem fuyuki is SO real to me tbh. when she moved out of the hinata house keroro came with her bc theyre all time best friends and keroro deciding being with fuyuki was more important than staying w the secret base or anything like that. fuyuki lives in like a normal apartment with a convenience store job or smth like just the most average life but she also makes youtube videos where she talks abt the occult, goes over conspiracy theories & even debunks them if smth is really stupid, makes vlogs going to places that r supposed to be haunted or have been visited by aliens or whatever other supernatural thing u can think of. also talks casually in her videos abt having lived with an alien since she was 12 but obviously everyone watching just thinks that’s a running gag. she also miiiiigjt be roommates with mois? bc i think mois would want to go wherever keroro goes but i also dont know how fuyuki would feel about that. i dont know if mois can get a job to help with rent. i think that 10 years in the future mois would still be basically 13 years old.

also fuyuki is a lesbian and has a better chance of figuring out that she likes momoka now that shes got herself figured out more but she has NOT figured out that she likes momoka yet bc fuyuki is dense

transmasc natsumi, also, is so real to me. he becomes both a model and an athlete, bc tbh? i do believe in natsumi’s rights to just kind of be Good At Everything. when he moved out he was like Man! It’s so great to not have to deal with the stupid frog all the time! and then felt like everything was weird and too quiet without keroro around obviously but he is still relieved to not have to deal with shit like. oh all the curtains in the house have been turned into pudding. or whatever. that does still happen sometimes sometimes keroro comes to visit and it can go well or it can go horribly. Dating koyuki, obviously, who is the girlboy of all time and also probably still lives in the same house w dororo and hasnt changed significantly so i dont have anything else to say about him.

I haven’t been able to decide what giroro & kururu do after the hinata kids & keroro move out? Bc it feels kind of weird for them to still just kind of be there at the house when it’s just aki and a no-longer-used secret base. and omiyo i guess. But also what else are they gonna do. If kururu wanted to live w saburo they wouldve done that from the beginning so idk. Maybe giroro does just stay in his tent and kururu stays in her lab.

Some time after anime canon the keroro platoon ends up OFFICIALLY resigning from the keron army or giving up on their mission in a way they can’t go back on or Something to that effect where they’re very up front about not planning to invade instead of lying their way around it. I like to think that keroro becomes like a Space Actor and giroro gets to be a train conductor like he wants but that might be a little while away for them still. However this also means that inevitably a while after THAT keron sends in a NEW earth invasion team because theyve been trying (and failing) to take control of this planet for millions of years they’re not gonna fucking give up NOW. & the new platoon doesn’t necessarily HAVE to take any drastic moves against the keroro platoon but they should make sure the kplatoon doesn’t do anything to interfere…..

I wuz gonna design a whole platoon to be that ^ replacement platoon but i didnt get around to most of them </3 maybe someday. Anyway obviously they all have a power of friendship arc and come around to the side of NOT invading planets. except the leader.

I dont know what momoka & saburo would be doing as adults either </3 Momoka doesnt really have to do anything. shes rich. its not like she needs to take up a career or anything. Actually she probably becomes a martial artist or something? Goes into the business of kicking ass like her mom. Saburo MIGHT keep up the radio show but I think they’d get bored of that but maybe stay in a similar vein, entertainment of some sort. Oh I guess there’s art lmao. I dont know. Saburo has a tumblr blog where they post slightly overdone musings on life and nature and shit.

#basilposting #keroro 10yrs #actually i am going to maintag this whatever.#keroro fandom come get ur food unless this isnt ur type of food in which case sorry #keroro gunso

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ehat r some of yer sticks headcanons!?

i think the majority of them are pretty much canon so heres everything i can think of:

non binary (duh)

they/she

either aroace, lesbian or both

undecided upon her agab, it works no matter what you throw at me

id say the source of her paranoia is probably bipolar schizoaffective disorder, seeing as she does present quite a lot of the symptoms. i get that she's meant to be sort of 'haha, look, an absolute nutter' but id rather not think of one of my favourite characters from one of my favourite shows in an ableist light. seeing as theres the possibility they'll be in future games or literally anything, i hope they're treated less as 'its the crazy badger, lets laugh, hahaha'. that being said, i dont think sonic boom is too bad for this, a lot of the time when shes the part of a joke its for other reasons, like pointing out flaws in conspiracy theories and also typical reasons for a character to be joked about

seeing as shes close friends with amy, i reckon amy would be the main person to help sticks and care for them when necessary. i have actually written about this before, i think as one of the many fics i wrote during a drama lesson. i dont think it was one of my best works. my ao3 is jupitercl0uds, so if you want to find it, do as you wish, but i dont like it much personally, so i wont link it.

as for little tiny headcanons, i reckon she REALLY should have hazel eyes seeing as it fits their colour pallette way better and blue eyes feel kinda out of place (theres literally only 1 other instance of blue on their character design and its their necklace). i also think sticks probably doesnt have many hobbies besides what's actually canon, but they WANT to have hobbies. and they would, if they had the time, but having a brain is difficult.

also uh bonus: while researching schizoaffective disorder (particularly depressive type), i realised that sounded a lot like me so. um. may have to make a trip to the doctor's in the future whoopsieeee

#sonic #sticks the badger #asks #i keep forgetting to tag asks whoops

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what-if-nct · 1 year

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Hiiii!!!! I. Have. Talked. To. My. Crush. She. Likes. The Owl House. And. I. Promised. To. Draw. Something. For. Her. Birthday. And. She. Is. So. Nice. To. Me.

BUT SHE HAS A GIRLFRIEND 😭😭 Although I'm really happy for her they look so so so cute together!!! She's so nice to me tho, tho we dont have anything much to talk about anymore. I befriended her and thats enough. I hope they have a happy life together and that she'll always be happy!!!

How are you doing? Are you feeling alright? I hope you're feeling okay!!! ( I love your style so much, even more than anything I've loved in my life. You're too cute and pretty and nice and kind for this world. ) For the colors, every except gold( ish ) I don't feel comfortable flirting with you, but I really really really love you! Hope life treats you well!!!!

I'm going through a minor Wang Yibo addiction right now. His voice sounds so good and him and Xiao Zhan ( platonically ) are better than the world. Yeah I watched the untamed and I am going through another phase. Xue Yang. Also there's this character who's name is Wen Ning and he's shy. And sells radishes. And he's a dead man. A very kind dead man. He is really kind and I love him way too much. Just seeing his face just cheers me up tho most of the time he's staring into my soul.

Today I showed my Haechan ( ♡ ) photocard to my dad to see if he could guess the age, and he guessed it right. So my dad is a boomer, such a boomer, but somehow, he knows some stuff. I sang 'I wonder how' once, and then he sang 'I wonder why' I was fucking terrified. Seriously I had not expected that. Also the song Bamboleo once trended in a community I was in, and he knew that too. He still is very much a boomer, he doesn't know who Justin Bieber is. He only knows the Beatles, Michael Jackson and Elvis Presley. He probably doesn't even know Queen.

I went to my new school, and ran away with a panic attack day one. I got chased by the same teacher thrice. She terrifies me now. I hate her for how she acted. I said 'leave me alone' everytime and everytime she was like 'okay.' And then she came back with 'i only wanted to check if you're on the right side of the train station' and 'maybe it'd be better if your dad came picking you up' you know what? Fuck off. I hate her now and nothing will probably change it 😭

— sneeze ♡♡♡

Hiii! Oh yay I'm glad you were able to at least become friends and get to know each other. I think a friendship would be just as fulfilling. I hope you get to have more things to talk about in the future. And it's so sweet you're going to draw her something for her birthday I'm sure she'll just love it.

I've heard Wang Yibo's name before but I don't remember where he sounds so familiar. I just went to check and hes been on shows with Yixing that's how I know him of course. I figured it was through my husband Yixing. Also Yibo has the same birthday as me! The only person I know with my birthday is Yungblud and I love him. Also Yungblud and Yibo were born same day same year I love finding birthday twins.

The older generation does tend to know at least a few things from later generations. But not much but a few unless you have a mom who used to be a groupie for white snake or guns and roses or a grandma who was a hippie who went to Woodstock clearly they are the coolest people of their generation. Also Gen X are automatically the coolest generation of them all. Like Millennials honestly an anxious mess of a generation as one I can say that we're a mess. Gen Z still finding their footing mostly teens but definitely seem the most tame compared in the since there's this puritanicalness I haven't seen in my generation or in Gen X it's fascinating.

I kinda understand maybe her intentions but within the situation chasing you down multiple times isn't the right way to go about it would have been best to let you be and calm down cause she's just adding fuel to the fire and frightening you there's definitely better things she could have done. I'm so sorry it was a hard first day.

And I'm feeling fine I've had an odd obsession with cashews lately I've bought four containers of cashews this month and one of them was a pound so far this month and they're all gone it's all I want to eat. I have this thing where I will just eat the same food over and over if no one stops me. And you're so cute! Oh my gosh. Thank you! I've actually been having a fashion crisis just where I have clothes that don't match. I turned one top into two tops. It was a long sleeve top with big sleeves so I was able to get two tops out of it but I don't have skirts the right color or the prints are too busy. But I'm so picky that I can't find exactly what I want till Loey Lane, a YouTuber posted an outfit and I looked up the store and I finally found clothes I love in my size. There's one skirt I love it's sequin but its a micro mini skirt and I love it but there's a front slit and I just know it'll be too short I only have one micro mini skirt and it's just long enough to be decent. Can't bend over but it's decent. But I want the sequiny one. But.

I love short skirts but I just know it's too short but it's so pretty. I'll think about it. But this is what I already decided one.

Kinda obsessed with wearing bikini tops as regular tops it's so cute and I just needed a little cardigan cause all I have is velour zip hoodies. And I just need a plain skirt and I like getting longer skirts cause I can hike it up shorter to a length I like.

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