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peterparkersnose · 1 year

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Two Ghosts

pairing: kylo ren x queen!reader

word count: 2.6k

warnings: neglect, arranged marriage, dislike of s/o, reader has children, descriptions of periods, domestic abuse, old values (women are dainty bullshit), guys kylo isn’t nice remember that, fertility issues, stopping of a period due to stress, reader lives for her children basically, reader obviously has anxiety, reader is basically breaded for heirs, kylo is awkward (the dude doesn’t have social skills. at all. whatsoever), even though he still has some rizz (call him kylo rizz if you would), a good ending? idk guys remember kylo just isn’t a great person and the first order isn’t a good organization too

a/n a long warning list 😬. anyways i never get notes on kylo fics but i simply do not care. i love writing new content for this man. he deserves it all.

summary Kylo tries being the husband Y/N always wanted him to be

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Watching you felt almost wrong. The neglect he’s given you through the years- the pain you’ve felt and him not caring about you for as long as he’s known you.

He didn’t deserve to watch this beautiful sight of his family, the family he didn’t even want. The family he wasn’t even apart of. You two were an arranged marriage, married for political reasons. He needed an heir, your father needed peace on your home planet. You and your children had always been a nuisance to him.

You had given up on the romantic attempts years ago. But something in this sight, something about you right then made him sick. Something made him click taking in this view from the balcony on the hill.

For weeks he had longing feelings of sadness. He hated admitting it and rejected it as much as he could, but light was seeping into the cracks. His moods began to lighten softly, not enough for you to notice but enough to scare him. Now looking down and feeling this, it was just a confirmation of what was really happening to him.

The sun shown down on your beautiful yellow dress that was layed out on the grass. Your hair was up in intricate braids due to the heat on Naboo, the tiny loose strands were swaying in the wind. The field you sat in was just off a short cliff, the beautiful rural city and coast were just feet away. The perfect escape between the busy city and the old city. The mansion sat atop the hill, separating the two separate terrains. You were on a vacation and had begged him to come for the sake of his children.

Your oldest son ran around you in circles, playing with a TIE one of his father’s assistants bought him for Christmas. Kylo couldn’t be bothered to celebrate, let alone give gifts. Henry was just shy of his sixth birthday. His blonde hair was messy and in need of a cut sometime soon. His gray tunic and black pants matched his father’s aesthetic a little too much for your liking. Running around, he made engine sounds as the ship would like a typical 5 year old.

Your youngest daughter sat in front if you, playing with some wildflowers she had plucked into an array of ‘jewlery’. She was three. Unlike her brother, she had beautiful strong brown hair. Unbeknownst to you, it completely mirrored her grandmothers. You had her hair in your hands, coming through it with your fingers trying to decide what design to attempt today. Amala squirmed as she attempted to join her brother, but you kept her in place in your lap. She was to learn to be a lady as you were. Her dark pink dress was spread out in front of her.

Kylo watched you as the pit in his stomach felt odd. It had always been empty, but this time something ached inside of it. He had never had any interest in you. The times you ever had sex were intended and resulted in children, exactly what he needed. He cared more about Henry than Amala. Henry was the oldest and the heir to the First Order. But work called. He was never a family man, he was never meant to be a family man.

These feelings continued to conflict him throughout the night.

As the sun set you came in with the children. The nannies took them upstairs and readied them for bed. You took your place at the long dinner table. On the opposite side sat your husband- legally.

Over the years you obviously lusted for other men. You didn’t even dare act on your thoughts, or barely thought the thoughts at all. You knew Kylo would have their heads within seconds. With an absent husband emotionally and physically it was hard. In the first few years of your marriage, you struggled with fertility problems. Life was so lonely without the children. He grew angrier and angrier with you each time you got your cycle and your anxiety got so bad that it soon stopped. Your doctor moved you to separate chambers and eventually Henry was conceived after years of trying.

You felt like a failure before your son was born.

After copious amounts of treatment during your pregnancy, Henry was born. And then a while after that Supreme Leader Snoke granted you permission to have another. An heir and a spare.

You and Kylo sat silently eating your dinner. Over the years, you had perfected your etiquette. No slurping your wine, no scratching of the fork on the plate. At dinner you would mostly go over your thoughts from the day. The tuition papers you had to sign for Henry’s first school next year. Amala refusing to listen to her nanny and requesting her mommy really warmed your heart. The beautiful memory of that day you had spent with the children. The fact that you were doing it alone and was so good at it.

He listened to your thoughts. You knew he did. No datapad, no work bot giving him constant coded updates you didn’t understand. Tonight it was just the two of you. Two strangers eating dinner together. The show, the facade had to go on. Media wise you two were the loveliest couple in the galaxy. In reality, you spoke maybe once a week.

“R-80!” you called from the dining room. Kylo’s head shot up from his plate of food to see you waiting on the cleaner droid. You had finished the meal and was waiting to leave this awkward encounter.

The droid came around and you began to exit the room. His hand deliberately reached out for yours as you walked past him to get to the door.

A tiny gasp escaped your lips. You stopped and pulled your hand back, a concerned look was on display.

You were begging in your mind for this to had been an accident.

“It was no accident,” he said strongly. His deep voice boomed through your ears. You forgot how powerful it could be sometimes.

For the first time in years Kylo was feeling anxiety. Over something so minuscule, speaking to his wife. His eyes met and darted over your face. He recognized the braid pattern in your hair. You had worn it on your wedding day. Rarely he had seen it on you, depending if he even noticed you on the daily. His eyes were drawn to your dark lipstick on the lips that were slightly pursed.

“Your hair-” he said. Your eyes flicked up to the window, looking for any sign of a reflection.

Did he hate it, was he about to tell you to never wear it again? Was a strand so obviously out of place? Hell, why was he even speaking to you in the first place?

“It’s how it was on our wedding day, if I remember correctly.”

You nodded your head. Heat rose to your cheeks. This is the longest conversation you two have had in months.

He stared into your eyes. He forgot just how beautiful you really were. They were still the same as always, but this time with a few unnoticeable lines around them. You refused to meet his gaze, staring forward at the distorted mirroring of the room in the window.

Ten years in with two kids, you had managed to keep up with yourself and your appearances. For what, you really weren’t sure anymore.

“May I be excused? I would like to go check on the children.” you asked, avoiding his eye contact.

“Yes, one moment.” he said, his hand reaching out for yours. You hesitantly took it.

Kylo took a deep breath. Even though he seemed calm and composed, inside of his head the red alarm was going off. The urge to even ask you this went against everything he believed in. The twist in his stomach snapped. He gave in to the light feelings, begging for more after how good he felt after asking you a simple question.

“May I sleep with you in your chambers tonight?”

Your brows furrowed. “D-did you talk to the Supreme Leader? Did he give you permission for another?” you asked him, worried. You loved your children but you had no say in having them. The Supreme Leader could make you give birth to an army if he willed.

“No, no. This isn’t about sex.” he assured you. Of course you assumed it was about sex. It was the only time he ever really spoke to you. A slight relief flew off your shoulders.

You sighed, taking your hand from his. “I’m going to check on the children.”

Your heels clicked down the empty hallway. Something in you secretly hoped that he would follow you to see the children, but you knew your husband.

You were baffled in his sudden change of heart. He hadn’t shared a bed with you since- well, since Amala was conceived. You didn’t deny his request, but neither confirmed it.

Your thoughts kept you company as you walked down the many corridors and hallways of the mansion.

The large door was cracked, left like that by the nannies. They knew your routine better than anyone else. Amala was sleeping closest to the door. The canopy above her bed was swaying from the wind of the open window. Henry was laying on his stomach in a deep sleep, his limbs all sprawled out over the large bed.

A smile rose to your face as you quietly closed the door. Your heart was full once again. No more doubt plagued the poor, confused thing from dinner.

You made your way to your chambers. You passed what you knew was Kylo’s. Shockingly, the door was open. You caught a glimpse of him working at his desk. He looked too large for the thing, trumping the tiny chair in size. The patio was open and the moonlight rushed in, lighting his room ominously.

He caught a glimpse of your flowing yellow dress passing his room. He wanted to finish up a few papers before bed, but in his heart he knew he had to neglect his work for one night.

He mustered up enough courage to knock on your door. A sweet “Coming!” came from inside. Within seconds, your door was open and he was met with your fresh face. You had changed into your night robes and had your natural hair down on your shoulders. The bathroom light was on and he noticed the fresh mint scent coming from your breathe.

Your night maids hadn’t been around yet, he presumed.

Something in your look, your energy died a bit when you saw him.

How had he never noticed? How could all these feelings, these guilt trips be plaguing him now, suddenly? What changed?

“We’re you hoping for a maid?” he asked, following you into the large room. He locked the door behind him.

You sat down back at your vanity, pulling your brush out of the drawer.

“No.” you replied. He knew you were lying.

The bed creaked as Kylo sat down. His dark grey dress pants were perfectly ironed and didn’t crease at the contact. He itched at his black turtleneck, swiping the cuff with his finger. He could hear his watch ticking from his wrist. The room was cold.

“May I ask why you wanted to be here?” you asked, a certain confidence in your voice had occurred. Turning now to face him, you finished brushing your hair and placed your hairbrush back in the drawer.

“Honestly darling, I’m really not sure.”

Darling?

If you weren’t so poised your jaw would have been on the floor.

“Today I saw a sight. You with the kids in the field.”

“Oh Kylo, there children. There’s nothing wrong with them playing in a field if this is what this is about-”

“No. I-”

Kylo Ren had never felt himself speechless before, yet again choking up at the sight of his family he used to despise.

Your tucked your chair back into your vanity. Now standing infront of the cowardly man, you waited for his response.

His hand cradled his forehead as he stared at the floor, watching your perfectly manicured feet come into frame.

That’s when he let his first sob out in years. You quickly embraced him in your arms, his forehead finding a resting place against your stomach. Your hands sprawled over his back in a cautious way. Peeking over ever so slightly, you checked if he had his lightsaber on his belt. Thank the gods he didn’t, you were afraid he would cut you into two.

Nobody had ever seen Kylo Ren cry.

“I don’t understand what you are getting at.” you whispered to him. Another sob came out, you began to rub his back.

“I-I am such a fool.” he managed to speak. His eyes looked up into yours, finally making contact for the first time in forever.

The look on your face was baffled.

“What have I been doing? I have a family- a wife? So much neglect, so much hate. How are you still here, my dear? How have I not driven you away, or driven you to worse? I-I have two children. Two beautiful children I don’t know and such a beautiful wife that I’m strangers with. So many years wasted. How did it take me ten years to see this? How did one small instance make my life come crumbling down around me?” he asked, bawling out his words.

You were speechless.

“I want to learn- please. How do I have such an amazing person with me and I don’t know the slightest thing about her? Tell me, w-what’s your middle name?” he went on, now holding you by the hips and eagerly speaking.

And that’s when it really hit you. You two were strangers.

“Amala,” you muttered out. “Oh! T-that makes so much sense—in our daughter. Her name,”

“What are there names, please tell me.” he seemed to beg.

“Henry Cornelius Benjaq Ren, Amala Charress Bryneri Ren.” you answered, a smile emerging on your lips.

Was this too good to be true?

Kylo was stunned of Henry’s middle name. Benjaq. There was no way you knew of his real name. The coincidence hurt him even more.

“Cornelius and Charress…” he pondered. “They sound so familiar are they…”

“My parents.” you answered him. “King Cornelius! How could I forget? Oh Y/N. I have neglected you for so long. How could you ever forgive me?”

His voice sounded genuine. “It’s definitely going to take time.” you sighed. Suddenly the years of loneliness and suffering flashed back in your mind. You broke away from his embrace and walked to the open balcony, giving him an invitation to follow.

“I will try. Please Y/N, let me.” he begged, following you outside.

The warm air brushed against your cool skin. You sighed, wishing you would wake up from this nightmare and your husband would be back. Did someone poison his food?

The yearning for anyone’s touch seeped into your mind. Watching all the other royal couples around the galaxy, they all seemed to love eachother. Hands touching almost constantly, sneaking a kiss or two at events. It was rare that you even got a photo with Kylo at the parties you would attend.

“I know,” he sighed, taking your hands into his. “I wish I could make it all go away.” he said with remorse.

The waves crashed against the sand. The wind was beginning to pick up. Your hair began to sway in the slight breeze. “Make it then,” you whispered, grazing a hand against his cheek. You dared giving him any sign of affection. You were half expecting him to pull his lightsaber out and cut you in half, just as you thought before. Something felt so wrong, but so right.

You kissed your husband for the first time since your wedding day. His lips were slightly chapped and you could taste the negroni he was drinking at dinner. The moon show down on the both of you, and the feeling he felt seemed to pass on to you. Force sensitive or not, the force was in your favor tonight. You felt the remorse and the pain he had been harboring for years. All the sleepless nights over work and heartache over his past life. You seemed to dilute all of that inside of him. You were the missing piece he was looking for all along. The thing he wanted the least was now his prized possession; his wife, the mother of his children, his Queen, his Empress.

All of that love came back. The feeling of when he was a little boy and still had light into him entered his heart once again. Ben Solo seeped through the cracks of his dark, broken heart.

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venushasvixens · 2 years

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Now listen here, you little shit-

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enviedear · 6 months

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Hi I love your neighbor!Ben oneshot!! Can I ask if you have anymore headcanons for him?

—aw hi nonnie! ofc i do, i'm always thinking about neighbor!ben. thank you for sending in an ask <3

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neighbor!BEN SOLO...

— he is most definitely the kind of neighbor to knock on your door and ask for sugar or some shit. he always insists it's for leia, but he won't admit that he's the one telling his mom that he'll run over to yours and ask.

"hey neighbor, mom wanted to know if you have any powdered sugar?" "gosh ben, i just gave you some."

— he loves spending his free time in his garage, wide open, blaring music and working on his (and han's) car. i think these songs would be frequently playing from his speaker, 1 | 2 | 3

— insists on mowing your grass, even though your dad can do it just fine. no, ben likes having an excuse to strut around shirtless in your yard. he also will never accept payment for it.

"i can't let you pay me, sir. it's really no trouble."

— when he and his parents get invited over for dinner he'll make sure to ask you about all things poli-sci (he loves to bring up his minor all the time), headlining legal news, and nineteeth century philosophers. if you can keep up with him, he'll get sardonic and try to get you to fumble. if you're lost, he'll be subtly demeaning and solipsistic.

"let me guess? you think dostoevsky had the world figured out don't you?" "yes. why? do you want me to follow the teachings of comte as religiously as you?" he'd grin, "i'm just making conversation, kid."

— ben would always go on night runs, and on days he actually gets off on time, they end up coenciding with the time you walk your dog. he'll find so much joy in catching up to you and annoying the absolute shit out of you.

"you and cujo should really speed up, i can't jog the entire time." "no one asked you to stay with us."

— on the night run note, one evening he'd see a 'missing dog' poster that barely resembles yours and he'd accuse you of being a dog napper.

"holy shit kid, you can't steal people's dogs!" "shut up solo! i haven't stolen anyone's dog." "oh yeah? then why does this ankle biter look exactly like the one in the picture?"

— he really would just do any stupid or barely thought-out thing to get your attention

— he has no personal space, at least when it comes to you. he'll brush against you no question to grab something, he'll let his hands rest on your shoulders when he's behind you, and he'll cut your steak for you without even giving you a questioning glance.

"i can do some things myself you know." you'd groan, when he begins to cut your rib-eye. only for your mother to pipe in, "honey he's being nice! ignore her ben!"

— ben would constantly be invited to family trips, dinners, and events. especially when your parents catch wind that leia and han aren't home much. so expect ben solo to come along for a day trip into the city with you and your parents.

"you don't have to follow me around. i can navigate a museum on my own." "chill out, kid. i'm just trying to get a good eye on the best installation." you'd pause, "are you... talking about me?" with a smirk he'd reply, "you'd like that, wouldn't you."

— you'd take up a little job tending to leia's garden when she's away, and ben will always make sure to keep you in his eyes. he likes the way you look in overalls and his old batman potting gloves.

— after you're done in the garden he'll give you a glass of homemade lemonade with a sprig of mint. he lets you poke fun of him for it.

"all for me, solo?" "hmm, who else?"

— just like ben, you refuse to be paid for your little side gig. but ben will always leave a crisp twenty in your mailbox the day after. you take them and keep them in a red envelope with the words, 'from hot neighbor', written on the flap in sharpie.

han would catch him doing it one day and say, "can't pay yourself a girlfriend, son." ben would just roll his eyes, "it's not even like that. i'm just trying to not be a cheapskate like you." "sure, son. whatever you say."

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bejeweledraven · 1 year

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snow on the beach

and it's like snow at the beach weird but fucking beautiful flying in a dream, stars by the pocketful you wanting me tonight feels impossible

kylo ren with a s/o

parring: kylo ren x gn!reader

genre: fluff, slight angst if u squint

warnings: very brief mention of injuries (no graphic descriptions)

requested?: yes

request: anon: I’d like to see how Kylo Ren would treat his s/o. Do you think he’d be soft to you? Or he just as cold as he fronts?

song prompt: snow on the beach by taylor swift feat. lana del rey

word count: 767

(i could definitely work something out for either part 2 or expand it into an actual fic so let me know if it’s something you’d want to see :))

first of all, I think that there would be two sides when it comes to kylo and his s/o

there would be the public side, the one he shows in front of everyone, especially around the first order

and the one that only very few people, including you, get to see

he definitely works hard to upkeep his tough image, he wants to appear strong and intimidating

but that takes a great toll on a person, especially one under as much pressure as him

so only behind closed doors, you can really see how much that weighs on him

so in public, i feel like he would be very restrained, especially at first

definitely a lot of stolen glances (mostly on his part, the mask makes it pretty easy, but even with that i think he would sometimes forget people can see him turn his head)

and he would also definitely forget he’s not wearing a mask sometimes and full-on stare, which you would endearing, he would find embarrassing, and hux would find straight-up repulsive (”oh get it together ren” with his classic disgusted hux frown)

the public relationship with kylo is very much based on subtlety, he won't hold your hand, but he will definitely ‘accidentally’ touch your hand on numerous occasions

he most definitely has a soft spot for you, i think the first one of his love languages you get to know is gifts

little gestures that mean so much

a book you were talking about? on your nightstand the next day

a childhood favorite food you casually mentioned? suddenly available in the dining hall

and he would never admit to any of it, but you know it was him

another thing he would never do is admit how happy it makes him,when you appreciate all he does

admitting his feelings is not his strongest suit

working through that took some time

like most things in a relationship with him

another love language of his is words of affirmation

but you don't realize it at first (neither does he i feel like)

it takes time for you to see how happy it makes him to hear how much you care about him

and him saying it back for the first time definitely felt really special

he admitted how much he cares about you after he almost died, trying to take down of resistance’s bases

and were really upset with how careless he was

you were cleaning his wounds in silence, because of course he didn't let anyone else touch him

you were focused on cleaning a deep cut on his cheekbone, him sitting down and you standing, leaning in

you felt him shift in his seat uncomfortably when you pressed the gauze against the wound

“stop moving.” was all you could get out, even though still upset with him you felt bad hurting him

the silence after that didn't last long, this time interrupted by him

“i'm sorry.” was all he said

“it’s fine, i’ll try to be more gentle”

“that’s not what i meant. i'm sorry that you had to worry about me.”

it made u stop dead in your tracks, and you lowered your hand from his face, looking at him, unsure of what to say

and although it might have seemed like an odd way to say that he cares about you, you knew how much it mattered

it was the first time you felt like he was breaking through his cold and guarded attitude like he was letting down his defenses

for you.

it was a start for a long and sometimes difficult process of him opening-up

there are definitely moments when it feels like he's going back to his old habits of bottling up and distancing himself from you

and it's definitely a challenge to find the balance between giving him space and getting him to open up

it’s hard work for both of you, but it’s so worth it in the end

i definitely see it as a “you fall first, he falls harder” trope

his also very protective

it takes as much as someone looking at you the wrong way

but god forbid someone actually hurts you

he will do anything to keep one of the very few good things in his life safe

overall, i think he still pretty much keeps to himself in public, especially with the first order around

but behind closed doors, he tries to open up more

and although it takes time, you can see the change slowly happening

let’s just say usually a lot of good things happen behind closed doors.

#kylo ren x reader #star wars x reader #star wars headcanon #ben solo x reader #the force awakens #the last jedi #x reader #reader insert #star wars reader insert

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babbushka · 10 months

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Indy AU Headcanons

The first time Dr. Jones meets his son, it’s summer of 1943 and he’s hanging upside down in a cave in Egypt, having sprung a trap meant for far stupider men.

To say that it’s a shock to see him, this man, claiming to be his son, is an understatement. But then again, Indiana had had his fair share of dalliances with women over the years.

It was odd to see Ben, it was odd his name was Ben. It was odd there were so many things about him that he had no clue about. He wonders if Ben would ever share them, or if the tension thick enough to cut with a knife, would always remain.

You weren’t helping the cause, and you knew it. Dr. Jones had been your mentor for four years now, but you’d known him for years prior to that. He was your professor and your boss, but he was also a friend -- or rather, a friend of your parents.

Once upon a time, Indiana used to come around for family dinners. Now, you’re lucky if you can get him to scarf down a proper meal in between the way he pours himself into his books. “70% of Archaeology is done in the museum,” as he would always say.

Ben takes after his father in one regard -- stubbornness. From the moment he joins your team, rather unwillingly, he is argumentative, antagonistic, and a downright pain. He’s too used to being alone, doing things his way, that much you can gather from the first 12 hours with him.

But...after the first 12 hours, and then 24, and then 48, and somewhere along the way, you find that you really enjoy his company. He’s a pain in your ass, yes, but he’s smart and funny and intense. He’s chivalrous and kind in his own way, even if he never smiles. At least Dr. Jones smiles.

By the time you’re stateside, resuming your post at Marshall College with the two of them -- because of course Ben tags along -- you find yourself in a tricky situation: you’ve grown feelings for them both.

And so begins one of the more difficult decisions the three of you have to make...deciding how this particular adventure ends.

#indiana jones x reader #kylo ren x reader #ben solo x reader #indiana jones au #headcanons #adcu #adam driver fanfic #adcu fanfic #indiana jones x ben solo x reader

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notyourhetloki · 1 year

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tell me what you want (NSFW)

Pronouns: none // gender neutral

/NSFW Kylo Ren x Reader/

A/N: sooo... I'm back (kinda). I've been struggling about my writing lately but my last Kylo imagine (this one) keeps getting notes so I decided to write a sequel! I hope yall enjoy ~

Warnings: reader is bottoming, Kylo is very straightforward and not gentle at all, mind fuck (literally), inappropriate use of the force.

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On his way to the training quarters, Kylo realized he forgot about his helmet... but he couldn’t bring himself to give a damn.

You had seen his face before, but barely. Which proved to be a distraction.

You couldn't look away from him. His face, the way his hair moved around with his every move, his expressions when he glanced at you, his mouth…

Barely executing any attacks, you only halfway managed to deflect Kylos. And on the last strike, you let your lightsaber fall to the ground.

His own lightsaber then pointed at your neck, inches from skin. Anxiety now filling your chest.

"Pick it up" an unfiltered voice spoke. Deep and stern. With the lack of his helmet's modulator, his voice was so clear... it resonated through your body.

Slowly, you managed to move. Lowering yourself until your hands grazed the saber on the ground. Kylo kept his focus on you, maintaining eye contact and still following your neck with his lightsaber.

With one swift move, Kylo lifted his hand and, using the force, summoned your saber to him. Leaving you there kneeling and confused.

You stayed in position for what seemed like forever, just staring at Kylo and his dark eyes. The way he looked at you was... intense. But you weren't sure about his intentions. Maybe you were just crazy and desperate or-

"You look good like that..." almost a whisper, but audible in the now utmost silence of the room. Kylo had turned his saber off and looked at you up and down with what you could only describe as hungry eyes.

Your body shivered, heat forming in your core as you inhaled sharply. You weren't crazy. A thrill danced down your spine as you realized that. And Maker, how much you wanted this man.

He must have sensed your excitement, for now, his face displayed a smug half-smile. Yeah, you wanted him, but sometimes wanted to punch the man in the gut for always looking into your thoughts like that.

"Say that again?" he ordered mocking, in a way. His face full of delight... he enjoyed himself too much.

"What do you want, Kylo?" you were irritated but turned mad when your question was met with silence and a stare. Ok, two could play the same game.

With all the concentration and force you could gather, you managed to look inside Kylo's mind. And what you found was... not really any resistance.

"Tell me what you want... master." you insisted, voice inside his brain now. Maybe a bit too bold, but you couldn't resist using that last word. It sounded so right, so deliciously defiant, and you knew Kylo could appreciate that.

But nothing could have prepared you for his response.

Kylo took a fistful of your hair, hard enough to hurt. Then lowered himself to talk into your ear, but didn't. The voice came from inside your head.

"I want to take you and absolutely ruin you. Make you into a mewling pathetic mess. You’ll cry my name while I claim your body and in the end, you’ll be mine. Mine..." his voice was full of you could almost mistake as rage, his desire so intense and mad it sent a cold sweat through you.

You closed your eyes at that, emotions too overwhelming to bare. That only proved to be worse. His voice now came accompanied by visuals.

In a bed, naked, the both of you laid. Kylo kissed you with hungry urgency, teeth nipping at your lower lip while one of his hands tugged at your hair, making you hum in anticipation.

Then, with a pull on your hips, you were spun around with your back facing him. Hands gripping the sheets as his long fingers grazed at your skin, down your spine...

You felt every single thing like it was actually happening, felt the way his skin ran through yours, his sweat and his tongue and lips and...

Suddenly you felt the tip of his cock grazing your entrance, slowly penetrating you at first but then rapidly gaining momentum as your walls deliciously stretched.

Maker, he was fucking you. Harsh and deep and full of need. His cock hitting a sweet little spot with every thrust, and you were a mess.

He felt so big as he pinned you against the mattress, dominating you with his body.

Kylo was tugging at your hair while growling with pleasure. A sound so deep it sent you shivers and ached at your core. "So tight and horny for me, such a slut."

You felt out of this plane, out of your mind. All you could do was cry and shout Kylo's name. Dumb with the feeling of him around and inside you.

With a loud exhale, Kylo grunted softly "You're mine..." voice coarse with pleasure, he sank his teeth into your neck, starved and urgent. Oh, it felt so good, the pain and the pleasure mixing into pure bliss, you almost couldn't take it anymore. "I-I'm... I'm gonna..."

Before you could finish, the image was gone. Kylo shoved you by the hair onto the floor, both of you flushed red and sweating.

Panting, you were reminded it wasn't real... the bastard didn't even let you finish. And now you were on the floor, shocked.

Kylo could hide his hitched breath, but couldn't hide the redness on his face... maybe he didn't mean to show that much.

"Meet me at my quarters after dinner. We got many things to discuss..." Kylo stormed out of the room, face blushing and sweat coming down his temples.

You were left dumbfounded, a bit humiliated, and really horny. Did he fantasize about all of that before? Since when? How many fantasies did he have? Did he think about you often?

Yeah, you're sure you'd get all the answers soon enough.

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Headcanon/Preference # 12

(Star Wars/Solo triplets)

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Year posted - 2022

•Kylo Ren•

- Kylo is a cruel yandere.

- Dose he kidnap you? Yes, absolutely.

- When would he kidnap you? As soon as he laid eyes on you. He grabbed you and tossed you into the trunk of his car, before you could even react or even scream.

- He will break you mentally, and physically until you love him.

- He will wear you down, telling you that no one could ever love you except for him.

- Kylo has accepted the fact that you will hate and fear him for a while.

- Will he violate you? Yes, it's all part of his process to break you.

- In doing so he will touch you, and bring you so many orgasms that eventually that euphoric pleasure, turns into a deep searing pain.

- Does he love you? In a dark and twisted way, yes Kylo loves you.

- Would he ever hurt you? Obviously he's going to hurt you, but if you push him to far, he will kill you.

- Can you escape him? Nope never.

- Does anyone know about you? Nope and no one ever will, you're Kylo's perfect little secret.

- Kylo has a special Darling room for you to stay in when you've been bad, or when he's away.

- Otherwise you sleep with him, even if he has to chain you to his bed.

- Is it possible to hurt him? Physically? No not at all. Emotionally? Also no.

- If you die? Kylo will morn you for a very long time, he'll be mad at you for leaving him, and blame you for being so weak.

- Their favorite way to spend time with you? He loves reading to you, forcing you to curl into his side, or rest your head on his lap. Or just laying in bed while he plays with your hair, again weather you're chained down or not.

- How do they like marking you? Cuts, burns, broken bones, are all options. Kylo's personal favorite is carving his name into your skin, which he has done quite a few times, all of which have left a bad scar forever etched into your skin.

- How long did it take to break you into submission? It only took Kylo 8 months to break you, the fastest of the three to do so.

- Do they want children with you? Yes, he wants a son, but he wouldn't be very upset if you gave him a daughter, he would probably put her up for adoption, and try again for a son. Continuously doing this until you finally give him a son.

- How long did it take for him to admit he loves you to your face? About 2 months, it was when you obediently thanked him, after he broke your fucking arm. (You feared what worse things he would do if you didn't say it.) And the confession just kinda spilled from his lips.

- Does he want to marry you? Kylo forces you into saying you're already married, making you wear a ring he bought you, that clearly cost a lot money, with a large stone of your preference.

- What would he do if someone found out about you? Not gonna happen, Kylo is far to careful at covering his tracks.

- Is he aware that what he's doing is wrong? Oh yeah he knows it's considered wrong, he just doesn't care whatsoever.

- Will he allow you to have any hobbies? Surprisingly yes, Kylo will allow you to have hobbies. But only hobbies he has approved of, doesn't matter to him if you actually like it or not. You get what you get.

- What happens if/when you get the courage to talk back? Pain is all you will know until Kylo has decided you've learned your lesson... This can last days or even weeks, so be careful with what you say, even if you aren't talking back.

- Will you ever be granted the freedom to go outside again? Only in the dead of night, after he's broken you, and he will not leave your side, no matter what you say.

- Are you a weakness of his? Yes, but Kylo is prepared to destroy his own weaknesses if necessary. No one would even have the chance to use you against him before he would deal with you himself. No matter how much it might hurt him. Because if he can't have you, no one can.

- How much do they know about you when they first kidnap you? Nothing, not even your name. All he knew was that you were stunning in his eyes, and he had to have you.

- Dose anyone come looking for you? Yeah, friends, family, investigators, you name it, the whole country was on the lookout for you. But no one ever found any leads, and eventually the case of your disappearance went cold.

- Does he have a shrine dedicated to you? Kylo has no need of a shrine when he can simply hold you in his arms whenever he wants. But his bedroom walls do eventually become covered in pictures of you, all of which would look like normal couple pictures, if it wasn't for the terrified look in your eyes. (or the noticeable injuries.)

- What would he do if he found you'd injured yourself? He's going to scold you like a child, probably even prod at the injury without a care about it hurting you. He'll eventually patch you up if necessary, but again he's rough and careless about it.

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•Ben Solo•

- Ben is a delusional yandere.

- Does he kidnap you? Of course, you are already his after all.

- When does he kidnap you? After he disposes of all of your friends and family. He can't have anyone come looking for you.

- He will manipulate you into falling in love with him.

- He will gaslight you into thinking you've always loved him, you were just to shy to admit it. (Which he truly believes.)

- Ben doesn't think it's possible you could ever hate or fear him, no matter what you say or do.

- Will he violate you? Absolutely, you're his to do with as he pleases.

- He's selfish in this situation, like so many others, he believes that as long as he gets off, so will you. So he doesn't even notice when it's only hurting you.

- Does he love you? He thinks so, but deep down I don't think it's actually love, just pure obsession.

- Will he ever hurt you? He doesn't even realize he's hurting you, Ben seriously thinks you're just being a brat.

- Can you escape him? You could, but not for long, and it wouldn't be an easy task.

- Does anyone know about you? His twins know of you, but they don't know you, or what Ben has done.

- Ben will lock you in a closet full of mirrors when you've been bad, and he'll yell obscenities about you through the door.

- If you're being a "brat", you sleep on the floor of his bedroom, if you're good you can sleep with him in his comfy bed.

- Is it possible to hurt him? Physically? Not really, he's got a high tolerance for pain. Emotionally? It depends on quite a few factors, so it's possible, but not easy.

- If you die? Ben will be in denial for a while, probably even keeping your body for a long time, in some sick hope that one day you'd just wake back up. (Doesn't seem to matter to him even if you've rotted to the very bone.)

- Their favorite way to spend time with you? He loves watching cheesy chick flicks with you, pretending he hates it, and often times acting like the people in those movies.

- How do they like marking you? Ben is a simple man, so hickeys are his go to. However he's also a gross man at times, and forcing you to have his cum dry upon your skin, then leaving it there until he allows you to clean it is another favorite of his.

- How long did it take to break you into submission? It took Ben an entire 2 years to break you, the longest of the three.

- Do they want children with you? No none whatsoever. He is greedy, and he cannot share, he wants his you all to himself. Will be pissed if you get pregnant anyways, even though it's entirely his fault in the first place.

- How long did it take for him to admit he loves you to your face? Christ he was admitting it while he was kidnapping you, praising you the entire time, and chanting "I love you." over and over again.

- Does he want to marry you? Nope, Ben doesn't think soulmates need some trivial title like marriage. And it's not like you're ever going to see anyone ever again anyways, so he doesn't need to mark what is his, with a ring he doesn't care for anyhow. (The hickeys and what not are for his own pleasure, a ring just wouldn't do it for him.)

- What would he do if someone found out about you? Depends as to who caught him, if it was one of his twins, he would act like he doesn't know what their talking about when they question him. If it was anyone else, Ben would kill them in a heartbeat.

- Is he aware that what he's doing is wrong? Nope not at all, he's delusional, he thinks this is all perfectly normal and acceptable.

- Will he allow you to have any hobbies? Yes and no? Ben will let you dabble with hobbies is more along the lines of what happens. Because he wants to do the hobby with you, but he gets bored of most of them pretty quickly.

- What happens if/when you get the courage to talk back? Punishment of rough unwanted sex, followed by locking you in the mirror closet completely naked and filthy, and a silent treatment will follow once he's let you out. (He thinks the last part would bother you, but it's honestly a small saving grace for your sanity.)

- Will you ever be granted the freedom to go outside again? Hahahaha nope never... Hope you don't mind being trapped inside a house for the rest of your life.

- Are you a weakness of his? Not nearly as much as one might think, but you are a small weakness to Ben that someone could use against him. Doubtful that would ever happen though.

- How much do they know about you when they first kidnap you? After dealing with everyone else, he knows a good bit about you, having snooped through all sorts of their things after dealing with them, and soaking up every bit of knowledge about you that he could find.

- Dose anyone come looking for you? No one is left to come looking for you, thanks to him, you literally vanished off the face of the earth as if you never existed in the first place.

- Does he have a shrine dedicated to you? Ben had a small shrine for a little while, mostly as a way of checking off all of those he needed to get rid of. But once he had you, he abandoned it. Like Kylo his bedroom becomes filled with pictures of you, unlike Kylo however, the pictures in his room are mostly obscene and inappropriate.

- What would he do if he found you'd injured yourself? He'll call you stupid and clumsy, even if you did it on purpose. He will make you tend to the injury yourself, because he has better things to do. But he'll secretly monitor you to make sure you actually patch yourself up. Yelling and berating you if you don't do it.

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•Matt Solo•

- Matt is a soft yandere.

- Does he kidnap you? Yes, but he was pretty apprehensive at first.

- When does he kidnap you? When you've made arrangements to move very far away. He just couldn't loose you.

- He will pamper you, and warship you, until you are suffering from Stockholm syndrome.

- He will manipulate you emotionally, making you feel sorry for him by crying until he's nearly hysterical, whenever you threaten to escape.

- Matt is terrified that you will hate or fear him, and he will try his best to fix that if/when it occurs.

- Will he violate you? A little. He's shy, and sweet despite kidnapping you.

- His violating is simply stealing kisses, and coping a feel every once in a while. He won't take it any further until you're ready for him.

- Does he love you? With his whole heart and soul, Matt warships the very ground you walk upon.

- Will he ever hurt you? No never! At least not intentionally. And if he did hurt you, he would do anything and everything to make up for it. (Except letting you go of course.)

- Can you escape him? Yes you could escape him, he's the only one you could escape and stay free from.

- Does anyone know about you? Everyone has heard about you, because Matt never stops gushing about you, but again no one knows you, or what Matts done.

- Matt like Kylo has a really nice Darling room for you, and he'll forbid you from going in there, or entertaining yourself with any of the things he got you when you've been bad.

- You sleep in your own bed in your Darling room, and a lot of times, Matt sneaks in at some point in the night, and curls up on the bed beside you, petting your hair.

- Is it possible to hurt him? Physically? Yes, but he's a lot tougher than you might think. Emotionally? Yes, and it's pretty easy to do, but he'll always forgive you.

- If you die? Matt would be heartbroken, he would never forgive himself, or get over you... He may actually die of a broken heart.

- Their favorite way to spend time with you? Baking! Matt is a terrible cook, but he's a master baker, and he loves baking with you. (Anything that could be used as a weapon is guarded by him at all times. Don't want you to hurt yourself after all.)

- How do they like marking you? Matt is far more subtle than his twins, and his preferred way of marking you is scent marking. So he nuzzles into you all the time, rubbing his face into your skin like a cat.

- How long did it take to break you into submission? It took Matt 11 months to break you, the most effective of the three to break you without violence.

- Do they want children with you? Yes! He wants a huge family with his you, so the more kids the better! Cries every single time he finds out you are pregnant.

- How long did it take for him to admit he loves you to your face? Woof it took him a whole 6 months to gather the courage to actually utter the words to your face.

- Does he want to marry you? Oh but of course! Matts the only one that will legitimately marry you, after he's broken you of course, and he's convinced you to love him and forget all the horrible things he's done.

- What would he do if someone found out about you? Panic first! Then use the advantage that he's considered the "runt" of the triplets, to convince whoever caught him, that it's not what it looks like, and to just forget about ever seeing anything out of the ordinary.

- Is he aware that what he's doing is wrong? Yes he is aware that this is bad, but he simply cannot lose you, so he will do whatever it takes, even if the guilt eats away at him sometimes.

- Will he allow you to have any hobbies? Duh! You can have anything you want! (Within reason!) As long as it's safe! No sharp objects, or chemicals that could be harmful to you! And Matt his going to stare at you while you mess with your hobby, all heart eyes and happy sighs from him the entire time. (You're just so incredible and talented!)

- What happens if/when you get the courage to talk back? He will cry and ask why you're being so cruel/ungrateful. He'll then take away a lot of your privileges, and lock you in the attic for few days, bringing you food and water each day with puffy red eyes. Reminding you that you should be more grateful for the things he has given you.

- Will you ever be granted the freedom to go outside again? After he's broken you of course, he would adore taking romantic walks with you in a park, feeding ducks or watching dogs chase after sticks.

- Are you a weakness of his? Completely, Matt would be destroyed if anything ever happened to you. So someone could definitely use you against him of they wanted.

- How much do they know about you when they first kidnap you? He knows everything, from your mother's maiden name, to the name of your first pet. He knows your favorite food, color, snacks foods, drinks, hell even the preferred fount you would use when writing documents on your laptop.

- Dose anyone come looking for you? Some people tried looking for you, your parents hired a PI, and he got somewhat close, but then the trail went cold, and that was that, you were just gone.

- Does he have a shrine dedicated to you? Matt has a huge shrine, and he still tends to it even after he has you. Like his twins he has a lot of pictures of you, except they scatter his whole house, and they are very innocent, despite how uncomfortable you look in a lot of them.

- What would he do if he found you'd injured yourself? He's on the brink of freaking out, and crying. But he'll coo and comfort you the best he can, even if it's just a tiny injury, like a paper cut. He'll then patch you up with a feather light touch, and kiss the badge softly once he's done.

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hi!! just wanted to say thank for your service on behalf of the star wars community🫡 your writing is so good! i saw your requests were open and honestly anymore modern/delinquent!kylo content of any kind would be appreciated lol <3 anyways hope you’re having a good day :)

omgggg hi thank you sm <3 lucky for you i am currently working on a part two for nicotine stains !!! im shooting for it to be out by thursday at the latest but knowing me if i have an idea i cant stop until its done so it will most likely be earlier lmao. if you wanna be added to the taglist you can pm me or send another ask that isn't anonymous and i won't post it!

however as a little treat while you wait here are a few more modern/delinquent!kylo hcs my beloved @enviedear and i have come up with:

delinquent!kylo who is constantly taking cute pictures of you. literally doesn't matter what you're doing he just likes looking at you. he keeps a polaroid of you on his dashboard too. he also keeps pictures/love notes/ticket stubs from your dates in the sunglasses compartment and one time you opened it and they all fell out and he was rlly embarrassed about it.

"you weren't supposed to see that."

delinquent!kylo who when you get into fights he cries in his charger to nothing else matters by metallica, i was all over her by salvia palth, my body is a cage by arcade fire, and vindicated by dashboard confessional. he shows up at your window at 3am to apologize. his apologies are always terrible and he never actually says the word sorry, but he means what he says... he's just bad with getting the right words out.

delinquent!kylo whose favorite place to be is his 1969 charger with you in the passenger seat, driving around aimlessly with his hand on your thigh. he likes to play road trippin' by red hot chili peppers because it reminds him of you. he'll softly sing along to the lyrics while stealing glances at you at stoplights.

"'blue you sit so pretty west of the one

sparkes light with yellow icing,

just a mirror for the sun

these smiling eyes are just a mirror for.'"

delinquent!kylo thats childhood best friends with your brother so you all grew up together. your mother has pictures of an 8 yr old kylo helping 5 yr old you reach the kitchen sink and pictures of 12 year old kylo and finn making christmas cookies together. he's had a crush on you since he could remember and he made you a valentines day card when he was in 5th grade but got too nervous to give it to you. he kept it just in case though. he's a devotional lover even if the person he loves isn't aware of it.

delinquent!kylo who looks for you in every girl he dates before the two of you finally got together. one time your parents were out of town so finn threw a basement party. kylo brought his new girl-of-the-week but as she talks to him, he isn't listening. he's watching you across the room dancing with some random guy, wishing that was him.

delinquent!kylo who, when at a different house party, sees you way too drunk and guys getting too handsy so he gets you the hell out of there as fast as possible. he knows you're too drunk to take home to your parents so he takes you to his house. he lets you sleep in his bed and he sleeps on the couch. he doesn't care that he's showing genuine care for you and that you'll pick up on that in the morning. he only cares that you're safe.

delinquent!kylo <3

#kylo ren #kylo ren x reader #ben solo #ben solo x reader #kylo ren headcanons #modern!badboy!kylo makes me rabid #modern!kylo au #delinquent!kylo au

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Kylo Ren Masterlist

Fics:

Not What He Seems - Actor!Kylo Ren x Assistant G/n!Reader

Headcanons:

Dating Kylo Ren Headcanons - G/n!Reader

Scenarios/Imagines:

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prince-kyloren · 2 years

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Hi! Can you please write a headcanon about Kylo and y/n, while y/n is on her period. Thanks 😊

CW: AFAB! reader, talk of menstrual cycle, briefest mention of period sex but no explicit detail, soft boi Kylo because I think he's secretly a gentle giant

Kylo is able to tell that you're starting your period before even you know, there's a change in your energy that he can feel through the force

Will massage your belly if you have cramps

Will cancel any meetings he has so that he is able to comfort you

Runs baths for you, and makes sure you relax your body

Makes sure that you have whatever you need, even if it's some rare sweet from a far off planet, he will find a way to get it for you

Kylo knows that sex can alleviate any pain and discomfort caused by your cycle, and he's quite used to being covered in blood, so it doesn't faze him

Let's you wear his big under shirts to bed so you don't have to wear any restrictive night clothes

Makes sure that the medical droids are on call every few hours to bring you anti-inflammatories for any pain and discomfort

#Kylo Ren x reader #kylo ren headcanons #kylo ren #kylo ren x reader smut #star wars #ben solo x reader #ben solo x reader headcanons #kylo ren x reader headcanons #adcu #adcu community

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upon-a-starry-night · 2 months

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Star Wars Masterlist

Requests/asks are open!

Main Masterlist

🌶= Spicy times

Series:

☆ While We Dream - Coming Soon!

As Kylo sleeps he finds himself mysteriously transported to your modern world, while you sleep you find yourself following alongside Kylo as he goes about his duties as “supreme leader?” who even was this guy? And why does he keep talking about ‘the force?'

One Shots:

N/a

Ficmas!

HeadCanons:

N/a

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venushasvixens · 1 year

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Me looking at this account and seeing all the unchecked notes (I’m coming back, I’m just doing my own thang right now)

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peterparkersnose · 2 years

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Escape

ben solo x reader

kylo ren x reader

word count: 1.2k

warnings: none, kylo ren becomes ben solo once again, established relationship, leg wound

a/n please give your authors notes, we work so hard on our stuff. if you didn’t enjoy it, feel free to ignore it but if you did, please leave your writers even a like. it means the world. re blogs are appreciated but not necessary. thank you loves.

summary Kylo Ren has to make the tough decision for his future with his wife

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read time: 4 mins 27 seconds

You were reading silently in your corner in the living room. The dark essence of the apartment always gave you an eerie feeling, so you would read horror to match the mood. It was a high tensity part of the book, you were on the edge of your seat when the door came flying open. You yelped, throwing the book in fright when you realized Kylo had just returned home for the day.

He grunted, throwing his helmet on the floor. He kicked his boots against the wall and threw his cape on the floor like a toddler.

“What’s wrong with you?” you asked in an annoyed tone, eyebrow raised. He said nothing and returned to his study, slamming the door behind him. Noise erupted from the room, crashes and loud bangs filled the apartment. Finally, the tantrum seemed to have ended. You huffed and rose off your chair, picking up his helmet and cape and following him. Of course, the door was locked.

“I have your stuff,” you said calmly. No response. You knocked slightly, hoping that he would respond to the kind approach. “Please let me in,”

You heard the door click, signaling that he unlocked it. You opened it slightly, revealing a mess. Books had been knocked off the shelf, papers were scattered all over the room. You found Kylo sitting in front of the victim bookcase, with a large gash down the middle. It gave a crackling sound that made you sigh.

His belongings were placed on the ground as you went to comfort your husband. You placed a hand on his back, and reached for his lightsaber that he was hyperfocusing on. He let you take it, and you set it on his desk. Now sitting on your knees, you wrapped your arm around him. He sat breathing heavy.

You were unsure if he wanted to speak or not. You wanted to know why he was so upset. It was rare he would come home like this. You were running through on what you should do in your head when he finally spoke.

“You should not worry about me,”

“I always worry about you,” “Well stop.” “I can’t just stop, Kylo.”

He rested his head on your shoulder and took a deep breathe. “We were planning a counter attack on the resistance today when one of my lieutenants gave me coordinates to the lead resistance base,”

You shook your head in understandment. “Isn’t that a good thing?” you asked, squeezing his shoulder.

“I already had those coordinates.” he sighed. You sat for a moment. “Your mad because your lieutenant gave you information you already knew? I can see that as a inconvenience but Kylo, honey, it should not ruin your whole day. We really need to work on your-”

“It is the base where my mother lives,”

Oh.

He never spoke about his mother. You only knew he had one because Hux had brought it up briefly once. He had bruises on his neck for weeks.

“I feel myself becoming weak,” Kylo whispered, almost relieved he said it out loud. “I don’t think your weak.” “The supreme leader feels it too.”

You shuttered at the mention of the supreme leader.

“Your not weak. You are the strongest man I know. I trust you will make the decision that you feel is right.” you said, intertwining your fingers with his. Your hand was so small in comparison to his.

“I know what I have to do but I don’t know if I’m strong enough to do it.” Kylo said, his breaths shuttering.

“I will be there every step of the way. I promise.”

Three nights had passed. You hadn’t heard much from your husband besides a couple passing “Good mornings,”

He had absolutely consumed himself in his work almost to the point where it was concerning. He wouldn’t sleep. He wouldn’t eat. You knew he was suffering.

On the third day you were peacefully folding some of your clothes on the bed. Kylo was at work and you didn’t expect much noise in the apartment except for a possible mail droid.

When you heard a loud crash from the kitchen, you were worried. You grabbed your small blaster from your bedside table and krept down the stairs.

The worrying sight of your husband rummaging through your emergency supplies was brought to your eyes. He felt your presence and turned to face you. When your eyes met, something was different.

Maybe the fact that he was covered in sweat and blood should have been off putting, but it wasn’t his appearance that was much different.

It was his soul.

Something you had only heard tiny rumors about before you knew him, before you joined the First Order.

Ben.

You quickly understood and rushed down the stairs. “Take what you need, were not coming back.” he said out of breath. With the chaotic life of being the wife of Kylo Ren, you pretty much had all your valuables packed up and ready to go.

It started to get concerning when alarms starting blaring off around the ship. You slipped your to go bag over your shoulder along with a backpack.

“Is this really happening?” you asked him.

He turned and looked deeply into your soul. He took your hands and sighed. “We must go now.”

You followed Kylo quietly down each secret corner. He knew this ship like the back of his hand. Avoiding troopers, making sure no conflict would happen. He knew he had to keep you safe.

The workers bunks were the safest to escape from. They had escape pods for emergencies that would most likely go undetected from the Commander’s pit. Kylo practically threw you into it, then followed with your stuff. Just as he was about to get in, what seemed like a platoon of Storm Troopers starting blasting their blasters. “Get down!” he yelled to you, struggling to close the hatch.

Kylo was quick to seal the hatch shut, but not before a shot bounced off his leg. The sound of the sizzling from his leg made you nauseous. You started searching the ship for the bacta spray when Kylo interrupted you. “No use. They don’t supply the working ships with them. I’ll be fine.”

“But I’m-”

“I know. Your always worried about me. But everything will be okay now.”

The silence between the two of you was almost painful. Kylo had asked you to try to dispatch a resistance base, but you were struggling to find one.

He had pulled comms and tracking out of the ship and released them into space. You two were officially off the map.

The radio scratching was hurting your head. You kept calling for a resistance fighter to call in, but nothing happened. The ship was going so fast, you felt like you were going a million miles per hour.

“...resistance copy to…”

“I think we got one,” you said, adjusting the knobs on the reader. “Copy to resistance!” you yelled through the speaker. “Copy. May we ask who this is?” the pilot asked.

“Who are we?” you asked, turning to your husband.

His gaze was glossy and out of touch. “Ben Solo.” he said, not moving a muscle.

“A-are you sure won’t they-”

“They’ll know. She’ll know.” he assured you.

“Ben Solo, repeat, we are Ben Solo.”

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