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shadowsndaisies · 1 year
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What about a blurb on how she develop feelings for robin
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i'll probably write more about the event that makes birdy's crush really cement, but for now, here's how i imagine it!
birdy has a crush!
like i said, we knew from day 1 she had a crush. and we see a lot of her development of said crush. but what if we take it back a beat. what if we went back to where it started bc i can guarantee it wasn’t until robin did something to prove himself
but there must've been a day or a mission or a training exercise she did with the other sidekicks after she came back from Atlantis.
(you know, maybe when she came back, she was really tan from being in the sun on the beach?)
But whatever it is, that happens after she comes back, and you know everybody's excited to see her obviously, but she notices things cause it's been almost like a year too since she saw anybody but kaldur.
Both boys have grown. wally’s taller than her now, though Robin’s like not exactly, but getting close.
Maybe he does something that shows her the softer side, sweeter side, something other than the show-off that is the Dark Knight detective’s sidekick protégé and she's just a little in awe.
this acts as the root of her crush...
something kaldur mercilessly teases her for especially given how she was basically a gremlin to him when she realized Kaldur had a crush on tulla
"turnabout is fair game, my friend," he says with a smirk, eyes twinkling in amusement as he watches the young girl stare at the boy in question.
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A Broken Legacy
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A/N: Okay, so as some of you may know. I've always been a massive fan of the batman Arkham series, and the animated tv show, pretty much just the whole Batman universe. So after replaying Arkham Knight for the 5th time and reading all of @batarella series on The Commander ( which is amazing and better than any ramblings I could come up with so please check out their stories!)
I decided to create my own Arkham Knight story, which will be a slow burn, but we all know I'm a slut for smut so you bet your ass there will be smut coming up in this bad boy!
So without anymore pointless rambling from me I present you the main rambles!
Please let me know if you liked this and want some more! because I have a lot planned for this story!
Words: 1052
Warnings: WILL BE NSFW SO DONT GET INVESTED IF YOUR UNDER 18, mentions of threatening and violence. I guess also language, if you don't like swearing then Yikes, leave my page immediately
This was the beginning of it all.  His revenge.  Batman would pay for every second of pain he had to endure during his life.  As he looked in the mirror, taking in the sight of himself in his armour.  His red, black, and white camouflage armour, complete with the Arkham logo emblazoned on his armoured chest.  He reached over to the table next to him, grabbing the cold metallic cowl, placing it on his head covering his sweating face, his dark hair already sticking to his face in the early morning heat.  He pressed the button on the side of his cowl as it began to glow with a blue neon light.  His thoughts where interrupted by the loud banging on the wooden door to his private room. 
“Sir! The squadrons are arriving, your needed on the training grounds for the final appraisals”
“About fucking time”
 the Arkham Knight said, holstering his dual pistols and heading to the door.
Lucy was nervous.  She knew the plan inside out, as second in command she had to.  But this was the part that always made her nervous.  She had done her part, and now the rest of the plan hinged on the abilities of others.  Of course, Lucy had heard of Slade Wilson, otherwise known as Deathstroke but this other guy was new, and Lucy didn’t like to rely on people she didn’t know. 
“Is the modified toxin ready for production?”
“Yes Mr Crane, all supplies have been successfully imported into Gotham over the past year.  There is one more delivery scheduled for the Nimbus cells for all militia vehicles, however Mr Stagg has been dragging his feet and provided no further updates on the status of the Cloudburst.” 
He stood with his back to her, letting out an audible sigh. The ragged cloth of his mask draping down his body making him look like some creepy-ass hobo grim reaper.  He was a dangerous man, arguably thee most dangerous man in Gotham.  Lucy hadn’t had much of a choice when he approached her outside the Stagg enterprises lab she used to work at.  At first, she did refuse.  No amount of money was going to motivate her to get messed up with a monster like him.  However, when he arrived in the middle of the night, with three armed thugs and his hideous syringe hands around her adoptive mother’s neck, threatening to inject her with his fear toxin, she knew she had no choice.  After everything Selina had done for her, taking her in as a child, after she got caught stealing food to survive, paying for her to complete her doctorate and treating her like her true daughter.  She knew she couldn’t risk Crane harming her.  Lucy had to get this job done, get paid and get the hell out of Gotham with Selina for good. 
“Perhaps we may need the Knight to pay Mr Stagg a visit.  Arrange a meeting, we can discuss the plans before the final appraisals, it’s time you meet who you’ll be working with in Gotham my dear.”
Crane said, his head over Lucy’s shoulder, his hideous syringe hands barely scraping at her shoulders.  She suppressed a shiver and fought against all her instincts to run from the room there and then.  She had to admit, he was one creepy bastard.  Crane gestured towards the door, allowing Lucy to exit the room first, before following her closely behind.  The air was dry and hot.  She was surrounded by militia in full armour and for the first time felt grateful to be stuck wearing a Lab coat, red silk blouse and a tight black pencil skirt in this heat, the other militia men must be drenched with sweat she idly thought approaching the bottom of the stairs.  Crane moved to walk beside Lucy, she could feel the cold scrapes of his needle hand grazing the small of her back and he ushered her forward. 
“Ah, Mr Wilson.  I trust the men are ready and prepared for battle?”
Crane asked Deathstroke before turning his attention towards the Knight. 
“I wasn’t aware you were bringing dates around my barracks now Scarecrow”
the Knight’s modulated voice teased cruelly as he looked over the woman in front of him.   Something about her was so familiar, her bright blue eyes and golden hair seemed somewhat familiar, like a dream that he couldn’t quite remember. 
“Not at all Knight.  This is Dr Lucy Quinzel formerly head of biological warfare at Stagg enterprises.  She’ll be my second in command for all matters regarding the cloud burst and the creation of my toxin.  She’ll be coming with you to Gotham.  I need you both to pay a visit to help motivate her former employer with completing his task for us.”
Crane drawled.  While propelling Lucy forward towards the Knight and Deathstroke.
“Nice to meet you”
 Lucy politely smiled, taking a step towards the Arkham Knight, holding out her hand for him to shake.  He stood frozen.  Not extending his hand.  Not saying anything.  Just staring blankly ahead. 
“A pleasure to meet you doctor” Deathstroke purred as he moved forward knocking the Knight to the side and kissing Lucy’s extended hand, making her blush slightly. 
“Enough formalities.  Dr Quinzel, accompany the Knight to the meeting room.  I need you to provide as much information on Mr Stagg and his operations as possible.” Crane commanded before turning back to Deathstroke and to the militia men.
Lucy stood there, looking at this Arkham Knight.  So far, he hadn’t so much as said a word, or even acknowledged her existence for that matter.  He was an imposing man, well built, taller than her.  She figured he was going overboard on the strong silent routine. She rolled her eyes and turned on her heels to head back up the stairs towards the meeting room when she stopped and looked back over her shoulder at him.  He still hadn’t moved. 
“Are you coming? or do I need to launch something at that flashy helmet of yours to get your attention?” she teased while taking off her pen cap and throwing it to hit off the Arkham Knights visor with a tiny amusing clink.  She supressed her laughter as he snapped out of it and barged past her storming up to the meeting room.   
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3 birds 1 stone - chapter 1
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‘Dick, Jason, and Tim. Supposed brothers 'till the end, until all three fall in love with you. Who wins your heart?
 The man who earned it, the man who stole it, or the man who always had it?’
A/N: Having a different approach to my formats. I’ve never been so nervous in creating something so difficult to do for you guys, especially since I’m here writing about the THREE HOTTEST MEN IN THE PLANET. Hoes and bros, I present to you a very indecisive reader and three assholes in a WWE ring.
WORDS: 6483 WARNINGS: NONE
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You were there when it happened.
You didn’t want to be there.
But you were.
It would have been an eventful enough day, one of those you’d never live to forget, perhaps even in death. As dramatic as that would sound, it was true. The tears had already beaten you in awakening that dim morning and you knew it wasn’t in any way going to get any brighter, no matter how much of the sun was going to show up. You could, in detail, recall the sting in your muscles when you pulled on that bright orange dress, fixed your hair up in a bun and unenthusiastically put on your makeup. Bruce picked you up and you tried so hard to hide how you were practically dead on arrival to the Richard Grayson and Koriand’r Wedding.
Smiles. Even when they were uncalled for. It was so much more painful to do when it hurt every minute that ticked away, every second that carefully tore out every other smidge of hope you always thought there was. It was on you, then. For thinking there was any at all.
Kory looked stunning down that aisle, of course. Like all the other people in the room were rubbish. You couldn’t even watch her. Or him, standing at the end of that aisle with a smile so bright you wished was caused by anything else but her. But it was.
So you had your eyes closed. Or at least tried to.
Until it happened.
The sister. She looked exactly like Kori, except her flowing mane of hair was jet black and her skin burned red. Eyes were white, everything else she had on was dark. Blackfire.
Then the cheers turned into screams. Flower petals turned into broken glass. The fairy lights and décor turned into fire beams and lasers.
If it weren’t in a room full of superpowered heroes and vigilantes, they all would have died right then and there.
In the end, the wedding got called off. Everything was destroyed. Blackfire was sent to space prison and Dick and Kory had to reschedule the wedding.
Three months later, they still weren’t married.
After four months, Dick broke off their relationship entirely.
Five months passed, Kory went back to Tamaran.
At six months, Dick moved to Gotham from Bludhaven.
You never got to talk to Dick about it, or talk to him at all beyond the small exchanges and light conversations over the dinner table at the manor or the chatter by the fireplace. He never mentioned it. You didn’t want to pry. At times, you’d see how he’d stare at the carpet for a minute too long, how his knee suddenly stopped shaking or fidgeting all of a sudden when he got too deep into his thoughts like how he often did when he was bored, and how his laughs felt just a tad bit softer even when the jokes were hysterical.
Everyone told you to let him be for a while, since not even he could get too close to the subject. They told you what he was up to, how he was feeling that day. You tend to ask a lot. Because if there was anything worse than seeing him with someone else, it was seeing him almost destroy his own life part by part over the loss of his love.
No. You weren’t thrilled over what happened. It didn’t give you hope, or let your mind wander over the endless possibilities of what could happen to you, to him, to you both. And even if you had to try so hard, which you didn’t, you couldn’t possibly allow yourself to have some kind of satisfaction over the tragedy, not even when it supposedly served you, what you wanted.
This wasn’t what you wanted. You didn’t want him to lose himself. You didn’t want him to be sunken into an abyss he was trying so hard to come out of.
Eventually, you’ll learn to let go. Properly. On your own pace. Not on anyone else’s.
Almost a year since the incident happened. He was okay now. Made the same jokes he always used to. Brightened up every room he went to. Went out with a few women every now and then. Saying you were used to that last one to the point where it didn’t even bother you anymore was both unnerving and understandable.
Everything was lighter now. Better. Dick was okay.
So why were you so nervous today?
Two pm. He was going to arrive any minute.
Dammit. That canvas. Lying on the floor like you were some kind of slob in a swamp. You went over and placed it against the wall. Plop, it fell right off. Cursing and fixing it up against all the other canvases up in the corner, everything just started to topple down like fucking dominos. “Shit. Shit. Shit.”
You grabbed all the canvases with as much as your arms could carry, frantically looked around your little studio for some kind of rope you could tie these together just so they wouldn’t explode in anyone’s face.
Ding.
“Shiiiii-“
The fucking doorbell, and you didn’t even have any arms to open the door with. You looked to your bedroom, then to your kitchen. Fuck. There was a drawer-shit, it fell to the floor-a drawer right by your bed. You scrambled with your knees shaking harder than the San Andreas fault.
Ding.
“Just a minute!!!”
You stacked them on top of each other, shoved them under your bed, then fixed the mess of a cobweb that was your hair. The mirror must have been kind to you ‘cause you could have sworn you looked like a hobo by now. But there wasn’t any time for that.
Foggy throat cleared, face calm and cool (you hoped), you ran to the door and shook off the nerves.
“Hi, Di-” The door slammed open, only for it to almost pull off the hinges with the chain lock still on. Frantically, you closed it , took off the lock, then swung it again.
“Hi.”
Dick had his hands in his pockets, jacket as blue as his eyes and as bright as the glimmer in its irises. His smile brought both calm and chaos within your veins.
“Sorry. I, uh-“ your thumb pointed to your apartment. “I was cleaning.”
Cleaning?
“That’s okay. Can I come in?”
Poor thing was shivering. “Of course!”
Dick stepped into your apartment and dusted off his clothes. You took his jacket. “Thanks.” Then he ran his long fingers along his black strands.
Putting his coat over the rack, you pulled out the pillows from your lounge chair. “Sit here.”
“It’s fine.” His smile lightened up the room. “Thank you though.”
“Can I get you anything?”
“Just water. Thanks.”
While you went into the kitchen, fumbling with the glass and water pitcher from the fridge, you called out to him. “You can go ahead to my studio!”
“Thanks,” you heard him call you back, then you followed him into the room, handing him the glass.
You already had the paintings lined up for him. Three canvases. Sitting up against the wall in a laid back, almost effortless looking arrangement when in fact, it was a lot of effort. You didn’t want to look like you were trying too hard.
“Christ,” he walked over to the one in the middle. The most recent one you did, one of a birds eye view of the ocean right by the Gotham City docks. “How did you even get this shot?”
“I-uh,” you stood beside him. “It’s a shot from the Batwing. Bruce gave me the footage.”
“And that one?”
Times Square. The building was the only thing on the canvas, but there was so much detail on the windows, on the balconies, and even the neon lights right at the top.
“I took pictures from the street across. They wouldn’t let me stay there with an aisle and all my tools.”
His one knee laying on the ground, Dick took an even closer look at the tower. “Is that a person in the window?”
You looked down. “Yeah…”
“These are incredible.” Dick looked up at you. “I think I’d insult you if I tell you I’m surprised.”
“Well. It was your idea to focus on painting. The blames on you.”
“Nah,” he shook his head, marveling over the canvas. “This is natural talent right here.”
You wished you could bite back the smile as much as you would have liked, but at least his head was turned away.
“How much for these?”
“No. Actually,” you swallowed. “Those are just samples. I wanna make something for you from scratch. Really personalized, you know?”
“Seriously?”
You nodded. “Since you’re permanently moving back to the manor, I thought it would make a good welcome back present.”
His smile was the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen, looking over to you bashfully even when he’s most often the most confident person in the room. You smiled back, but you doubt it was as addicting to watch as his own.
“If it’s not too much trouble-“
“Not at all.”
“I’m really liking this one, though,” He pointed at the third one. One of Bludhaven. From a shot of the city he sent to you himself. Most of the time, you had to work with pictures, and the moment he sent that to you, you just knew you had to paint it. Not for him. For you.
“I’ll make you another one.”
“Y/N-“
“And you don’t have to pay-“
“That, I won't agree to.”
“Dick, it’s a present.”
“This is my way of supporting you. Artists should never do this for free.”
When he placed his hand on your shoulder, you knew there wasn’t any use arguing. He didn’t even know. He’s given you so much support no monetary value could compare to. You didn’t need money.
That, or he didn’t think this present was anything more than a favor or an item to purchase. It shouldn’t be. You knew that. And still you wanted it to be more than that.
Yeah. You were probably making a goof out of yourself if you wouldn’t submit.
This wasn’t a rejection. Telling yourself that should make you feel better.
“Thank you.”
You didn’t look into his eyes when he started walking around the room, at all the other paintings you had laid out. You had a few portraits. One of Bruce, from when he asked you to do one for him a month ago and you still hadn’t finished until now. Who knew his usual scowl was so hard to do? Then there were more landscapes of the city.
“Gotham’s your muse, huh?”
“She’s beautiful when she isn’t so full of shit,” you laughed.
One of more skyscrapers that you laid out to look like Van Gogh’s Starry Night. Another of your works in progress. “I like this one.”
You were right behind Dick as he walked around, taking closer looks at each of them. A few drawings were up on the walls.
“Is that us?”
You went over to his side. “Yeah… It’s a painting I want to do.”
A rough sketch of the whole family. Bruce standing at the top most of the manor’s grand staircase. Dick on the step below. Then Jason leaning against the railing, the only one who wasn’t smiling. Tim sitting with his knees up. Barbara looking beautiful in a bright smile on the same step as Tim. Then Steph sitting on the railway. You standing right beside Steph, arm wrapped around her. Cass with her arms crossed. Duke at the bottom . Then of course, the kid who practically owned the whole manor, little Damian on the ground, at the center with a smug grin and his arms up his chest.
Even if people were to take a second look, they’d think you were a normal, functional family.
“This,” Dick’s jaw was on the ground. “Deserves to be up in the fireplace.”
You snorted. “I haven’t even started on it yet.”
“Oh, I don’t mean the painting. This drawing alone is fantastic.”
You rolled your eyes. “Thank you.”
Biting his lips, he had that same simper of disbelief radiating through even more compliments you couldn’t answer to. You let it get to you. For a while.
It wasn’t exactly going to get any better.
Though your definition of better, shouldn’t be at there all.
“Y/N, I can’t thank you enough.”
You held up your hand. “You’ve been gone from home for too long. I’m just glad your back.”
He walked down to the three paintings you had out for him. “So these paintings are just samples?”
“Yeah. I wanna know which kind you prefer, since you only asked of one of the city. It can be neither of them. Just something that you actually want in your room.”
“Y/N, these are all so amazing as it is.”
“Still.”
Were you doing too much? Were you asking too much? Were you giving too much?
Most fucking probably.
But then he gave you that smile again, the one you dream about for years. One that’s driven you to do so many good things, for others and for yourself.
Your response was with a smile of your own, though it carried with it some remnant of pain from his wedding day.
“So… which one would you like?”
He looked at the paintings again.
“Bludhaven. I guess it would be nice to have some part of it in my room.”
You nodded. “Of course.”
“Trust me. Don’t feel any pressure. I can promise myself this will be the best thing ever.”
Your eyes were stuck to your feet, because if you looked up at his own, you weren’t sure what you might end up saying.
“Thank you. It means a lot. Coming from you.”
His eyebrows were up to his forehead. “Really? I don’t think there’s anyone who doesn’t like your work.”
Yeah. But it’s not the same when it’s coming from you, you asshat.
“I’ll uh-“ You rushed over to your sketchbooks, pulled out your pencil and went over beside Dick. He was smiling at you. “What do you think about the skyline looking like this? Like it was taken from eastern bay.”
You did a quick outline of skyscrapers and a bridge extending to one side, a lone island and clouds on top of it. He nodded. “That looks great.”
“Alright,” you looked up, saw the slight lines at the corners of his eyes and the even more miniscule details on his face that was staring back at you.
“Nice sketchbook.”
“Oh,” you grinned at it, looking over the knitted covers and the expensive looking paper that had hundreds of leaves within its spine. “Thank you. I get one of these every year.”
“You buy them yourself?”
“I don’t. They’re way too expensive.” You placed it on the table. “I get them as a gift.”
“From who?”
“I, uh...” you didn’t want to get into this. “Anyway, would you like to stay over?”
Dick shook his head. “I’d love to, but I have to get going. Some other errands to run. Sorry.”
You nodded. “Of course.”
Hands fidgeting, then stopping when you realized they were fidgeting, Dick stood in front of you and beamed with his million dollar smile. You tried not to look back up at him.
“How are you, Y/N?”
You chuckled. “I’m okay.”
“We’d all love for you to come back to the manor…” He rubbed the back of his neck.
Lips in your teeth, he didn’t look like he was expecting much of a response other than a bashful smile and a shake in your head.
“I mean… I’d love for you to come back to the manor.”
Eyebrows up, you stared back at him. “You would?”
“Of course. It’s been a long since we just hung out. Stop over every once in a while.”
“I, uh-“ you swallowed. “I actually do have to go there next week. Bruce is asking me to send over his pieces.”
“Cool. I’ll see you then.”
You went with him to the door, watched him put on his jacket. “I’ll call”
“Come on, don’t act like I’m some stranger, Y/N.”
It was sad, how casual it was when he pulled you with his arms. His embrace wasn’t so tight, but it was warm. Nose stuck to his shoulder and masking your other raging emotions with a light laugh, you closed your eyes and let the split second last longer than it actually did.
Yeah. You still had it bad. No matter what you seemed to do, it just wouldn’t go away.
He swayed about, patting your back. “Thank you, Y/N.”
“You’re welcome.”
“And,” he pointed his hand at you, then scrunched it up to a fist. “Send me a list of movies you wanna watch. We’ll go through a few of them at the manor. Like we used to.”
“With everyone else?”
“Nah,” he placed his hands in his pockets. “Just us.”
He walked out the door. You closed it behind him and placed the chain lock back.
That encounter lasted ten, fifteen minutes?
It felt both longer and shorter than that. Like a thousand years and a millisecond were the same length.
You were just thankful you didn’t mess up or do anything as embarrassing as you worried it might be.
But it wasn’t as if it was new, or that the nerves and the chills and the blood rushing about was anything you weren’t already used to. Careful around him, sure. You had been since you first met him. But terrified? Nah.
You can be so used to walking around coals and fire and not be afraid of getting burned, yet still have it in you to wear something to protect your skin. Just for the sake of surviving. To get through it smoothly. So it wouldn’t hurt as much.
You slumped onto the lounge chair he didn’t take and closed your eyes. You let the hours pass. You let the clock tick away.
Then you jumped at the buzzing in your pocket. Blinking away the beginnings of a nap, you took your phone.
“Tim?”
“Y/N. You free tonight?”
Two hours had passed since Dick left.
“Yeah. What are you up to?”
“Work. I need company.”
“You sure Bruce is okay with you not going to patrol?”
“He has everyone else. Come on. I’m spending the night at the office.”
“Why me?“
“You can bring your sketchbook. ‘Sides. You haven’t been out of the house for a while.”
“The pictures you send me are good enough source material.”
“You draw a lot better when you’re seeing it with your own eyes.”
Standing from your chair and moving over to get your sketchbook and pencils, you scoffed. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You know where to meet me.”
He hung up, then you scurried around to get your coat.
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“Ms. Y/LN.”
You nodded at the doorman, bag over your shoulder. A number of people were already rushing out of the elevators even when it had only been a minute after office hours, so you had to wait a while before an empty one came down for you.
50th floor. A few minutes of silence in the elevator, then you walked out into a dimmed-out hallway where the other employees had already deserted. The farthest end was a door, unlocked just as Tim said. You stepped inside his office and shrugged yourself off your jacket. “Hey.”
“Hey.”
Tim had his reddening eyes glued to his laptop screen, not even giving you a glance up. Tapping away at the keys, you stretched out and basked in the blowing warmth, at the heater that was running at the side. Holding your hands up at the whiff of air, Tim fell to the back of his seat.
“Christ, my back.”
You snickered. “We do tend to get arthritis even when we’re barely into our twenties.”
“No. We usually don’t.”
“Not if you’re Tim Drake.” You walked over to his desk. “What are you working on?”
“Stuff that Bruce shouldn’t be asking from me in two days. A report on why and how we’ll be able to extend to the west coast, if it’s even possible.”
“Wow. Are you endorsing it?”
“I invented it.”
You brushed back the hair he hadn’t even noticed had fallen into his eyes. One of the reasons why it was almost bulging red. Your exhausted best friend took your hand away and snarled, though it wasn’t without a smirk.
“Then quit complaining. If it’s your idea, it’s your job.”
“I complained about back pains, not the work.”
You leaned back against the table and watched him type.
“Are you really spending the night here?”
“As long as I have to. Then I head back to the manor.”
“And you want me to stay?”
He stopped typing and looked up at you, eyes wide. “Please.”
“Fine.”
You settled yourself on the couch near his desk. “What have you been working on lately?” he asked.
Shrugging, your eyes were on the ceiling. “The portraits for Bruce, mostly. And the portrait of Bruce.”
“I assume that must be dreadful.”
“It’s hard painting his jaw and not give away the fact that he has Batman’s jaw.” You held your hand out. “You just need to cover his eyes and squint. And boom, his identity’s given away. Can’t do that in person but you certainly can to a painting he wants on his foyer that everybody’s gonna see.”
“I never actually thought Bruce wants that.”
“Neither did I.”
“What are his other requests?”
“One of Thomas and Martha. One of the manor.”
“The man wants a painting of the manor in the manor?”
“Yup.”
“When you have the money, I guess.”
“I know. He’s paying me five months’ worth of rent.”
Tim rubbed on the corner of his eye, his hands hovering motionless over his keyboard for a second. You looked over to him.
“You don’t have to, you know. If you just move back with us.”
“I know.”
“You sure you don’t want to? With Dick around now?”
Mouth ever so slightly curving up the side, a long breath escaped your nostrils. “I’m over him.”
“You sure about that?”
When you turned back up to the ceiling, closed your eyes while you had your arms hugging your chest, you heard him tapping on his keyboard after a few seconds of you not answering his question.
“He came over to your house today?”
“Yeah. I’m doing a piece for him.”
“What of?”
“Bludhaven. For his room.”
“Welcome back gift, ey?”
“Yeah. I hope he likes it.”
It almost seemed like he snorted at that. “He’d be stupid not to. I was also gonna ask you to do a piece for me.”
Your eyebrow raised even with your eyes closed. “Really?”
“Yeah. For my office.”
“Tim, I’m doing just fine. I’m not exactly surrounded by butlers and limos but it doesn’t mean I’m struggling.”
“Hey, don’t take it that way,” he said. “We all just love your work.”
“A bit too much, if you ask me.”
“You get better everyday. We’re appreciating it just enough. Like how you deserve to be appreciated.”
You didn’t take that to heart.
This painting all started as a way to let out the trauma, to get out of a life that had taken its toll on you the worst way it possibly could.
This was them feeling bad for you. This was a charity.
It didn’t, however, mean you were going to say no.
You hated it, but you weren’t stupid enough to refuse the cash. You liked having nice things.
“What piece would you like me to do?”
“Your call. You know what I like.”
‘Almost everything then, that’s what you wanted to say back.
A while of lounging around on the couch. A few hours, perhaps. You might have taken a nap, because your head had gone foggy and your eyes were salty when you awoke and the sky had gone completely dark.
“Tim, you should take a break.”
Was that his third cup of coffee sitting on his desk?
Again, with his hair covering his eyes, he had his one hand over his lips, eyes narrowed onto the blue screen that looked painful staring back at him so brightly. He sighed, then rubbed his eyelids with his fingers.
“Come on.” You took his jacket and threw it at him. “Take me up the balcony. Get some air.”
He looked too exhausted to speak. But after you’d gone over to his side and pushed his shoulder, he hissed and closed his laptop. “Fine, jeez.”
Tim looked like a polar bear pulled out of his iceberg when you had him off his desk. He shuffled into his coat, then you both walked out of the room and into the elevators. You held onto your sketchbook and a few pencils.
The balcony at the 70th floor. You haven’t been there for a while. You actually haven’t been in Wayne Tower the past few months at all. So when you stepped out, walked down the hall until you reached the balcony, the heights, the winds, the lights, and the stuttering noises went straight through you, gave you that static-like image that usually resonated within your senses when you sketched out Gotham City.
You sat on the marble railing, swung your legs up on the ledge and placed your sketchbook against your knees.
“You sure you wanna do that?”
You rolled your eyes. “Stop acting like I didn’t use to jump across rooftops.”
Tim was stifling a laugh, not sure if he should. So you pulled out an empty page and started with LexCorp a few blocks away from you. Tim went to sit next to you, then pressed his back against yours while pulling his feet up the same position. He was warm, leverage enough so your back wouldn’t end up hurting after a few minutes. He let you have your silence.
A wide balcony. Half of the page should be of it alone. Though it was just the silhouette, you traced out how the railings looked like if you were standing a few feet back.
Your head tilted to the left the way it does when you went on with your work.
You felt Tim’s back rise, then slowly soften.
“You alright back there?”
“Yeah. I am.”
“You don’t feel like it.”
“I am.” You felt his shoulder slightly brush against yours. You just shook it off then let the edge of the pencil flow lightly over what should be the sky.
A few more minutes, then a helicopter flew over your heads. When it went away, Tim’s head suddenly fell back to your shoulder.
Warmth. Like what he’s always given you. You stayed as still as you could and let the smile that was eventual and gradual creep up your lips.
“You’ll fall off if you fall asleep on me.”
“I think all that coffee’s not going to make me fall asleep for the next few days.”
Laughing, you just let him lean against you. then his head shifted so he was looking over your shoulder.
“That’s looking good.”
“You think?” You held up the notebook. “That’s us.”
Two kids sitting on the railings, with the view of the city right at their feet. Backs up against each other, shaded with the darkest black. The girl was leaning against the boy’s shoulder, quite the opposite of what was actually going on.
You felt Tim smile his mouth off. “Can I have that?”
“Hold on. Lemme finish this.”
The bat signal. Shining right at the horizon. Then you went over more of the details. The tiny lights on the windows. The helicopter that just passed by. The ocean far off.
Tim was watching you.
Not your hand. Or the drawing.
You.
A few more minutes, then you carefully ripped the page off the book. “Here.”
“Thanks.”
He folded it up, then carefully put it into his pocket. Then he placed his head against your shoulder again.
You did the same.
“I missed you.”
You laughed. “It’s not like we don’t see each other often.”
“I know. I miss seeing you everyday.”
Your head up at the sky, heart in your throat.
“Me too…”
Then you found yourself closing your eyes.
Legs dangling off the ledge on opposite sides, you both spent the next hour in silence, leaning against each other.
You and Tim on the rooftops. Just the two of you. Laughing. Sharing a drink. Doing homework even.
They were always the best times.
“Shit,” he looked at the time on his phone. “Come on. If I can finish half of it in three hours, we might actually get to go back to the manor to get some sleep.”
“Tim-“
“Just a night,” he slipped off onto the ground, then everything felt so much colder around you. “Please. Everyone’s out anyway.”
You shut your eyes.
But even when you expected yourself to decline, you ended up nodding and sliding your torso to turn back towards the building, . “Fine. But only because you’re taking me- Fuck…”
You moved too fast. You fucking moved too fast. Shit.
“Y/N, don’t move-“
Tim rushed to your legs, held his hands over the back of yours that was touching the metal where flesh and skin was supposed to be.
You tried to flinch away how you always do when someone does so much as lay a finger on you or your fucking limb when it was uncalled for, but Tim’s hands were soft and gentle. And you were also 70 stories above ground so jumping away wouldn’t be the best idea.
“Tim, I’m fine-“
“Let me help.”
“I’m fine… shit…”
Stinging nerves, all the way up your thigh when you tried to move it yourself. That’s when Tim ignored you and went ahead to hold it himself.
It was too late into the night for you to argue. So you pulled your hands away and let him slide your leg over the railing, dangling it onto the edge towards him.
“May I?”
Now facing him, both legs hanging just inches away from the ground, you placed your weight on your hands and nodded.
Tim knelt in front of you, then pulled your loose jeans up to your knee.
You felt disgusted at yourself, and you hated how he wasn’t, hands over the silver steel that replaced your skin, at the rods and wires that replaced your bones, where tiny stubs of metal stuck out in place of actual toes. You held your breath, then Tim looked up at you, hands soothing just below your knee.
He didn’t look like he pitied you. There was that.
That, or he just mastered the art of hiding his pity and instead, look at you like he was just trying to take care of you.
Which he was. You weren’t about to rob him of that credit.
Tim unlatched the bionic limb, then pulled it off of what was left of your leg. A stub of skin, where it had healed about three inches down from your knee, was burning red.
“Must have caused a bit of stress.”
You shrugged. “I’ll be fine. It happens a lot.”
Tim’s fingers over the marks of pink, you felt how gentle he was, the callous that had formed over the years, at the warmth that came with his palms rubbing over your skin. Your eyes were all on him.
Then he looked up at you, without stopping his hands.
Another set of blue eyes, quite different from the last pair you saw earlier that day. Though it must have been because of the dark, his reflected the light from the city skyline just a bit better.
Tim looked at you the same way he always did for years. It didn’t make your skin fluster, or your stomach churn.
You felt at home.  
You smiled at him, then he smiled back before he looked back down at your leg.
Tim was the only one you’d ever let do this.
After a longer while of massaging your knee, he placed the bionic leg back into place and latched it up.
“Try moving it around.”
This limb costed millions of dollars and only you had a robot leg as good as fucking Cyborg’s, and still it pained when you moved two seconds too fast. You moved your toes about, swayed your ankle. Still with a slight sting, but you could brush it off. Tim pulled your jeans back down and helped you off the railing.
He didn’t speak much on the way down back to his office, and he let you have your nap on his couch for a few more hours while he worked away.
Though, you couldn’t exactly sleep.
You weren’t sure if you were bothered, anxious, or pleased, and you hated how you still considered that last one.
It was in the way he looked at you, touched you so gently. You could tell. You could definitely tell. You told Tim years ago to promise you that he’d stop. And he said he would. Turns out he couldn’t keep that promise.
Tim still loved you.
Carefully, without him noticing, you looked back over your shoulder and watched him crouch over his laptop the way that was going to strain his back for the next three months. And you weren’t sure if you liked that it made you smile, when you took too much time watching his eyes and his lips and even his nose scrunching up like a rabbit’s.
You’d think years after you decided to be just friends, and ended up being best friends would let you both move on completely. He dated Steph for a while, even. And still, he wasn’t friends with her now the way he was with you.
It wasn’t at all awkward. It didn’t have to be.
But maybe it wasn’t for the reason you thought.
The sketchbook. The really expensive one you always used up after a few months. It costed about a hundred dollars per piece, and you get one every single year along with other art materials like charcoal pencils and canvases and paint.
And they always arrived right at your door every Valentine’s morning.
No name. No tag.
You thought it was from Bruce at first, like how he continued to spoil you with just about everything else with commissions and pieces he didn’t even need but claimed to want for his new mantle at the office or a wall in one of his condos.
But it was all too intimate and personal.
After the third year, you found out it was from him.
You could tell with how it was all wrapped and carefully arranged. Only from his hands, and how gentle they can be when he held you…
You fell asleep on that couch, clutching the sketchbook to your chest.
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It was past five in the morning when Tim finally stood up from his desk. You were well into your sleep, then you felt his hand on your shoulder, shrugging you awake.
“Huh?”
“Come on. Let’s get some sleep at the manor.”
Groaning into the couch’s fabric, Tim took fifteen minutes pulling you to stand until he finally got you on your feet. He helped you with your coat, then on the taxi home you fell asleep on his shoulder, and he fell asleep with his cheek on your head.
You got to the manor, stretched out, then just as the sun had fully greeted you, you both walked into the foyer. Alfred was still freshly awoken.
“Master Tim, where on earth have you been?”
“The office.”
“The off- never mind. Miss Y/N, I’m happy to see you.”
“Hey Alfred,” you yawned and gave the butler a hug.
“Will you be sleeping in your room?”
“Yes please.”
He nodded, then you and Tim walked over to the steps.
“Wait.” You backed away. “I want water. You go ahead.”
The zombie that was Tim Drake didn’t even turn his head to you as he lugged himself up the stairs. You dragged your feet to the kitchen, stretching out your arms. It was way too fucking early for this.
You reached into the fridge and grabbed the ice-cold pitcher of water, held up an empty glass, then poured it in.
You brought the glass up to your lips.
You closed the fridge door.
Then felt the freezing cold surge up your nose, your eyes pop open from the crust and saltiness that had formed over your eyelids, then your throat started to close up and you coughed the water out of your hacking mouth.
“J-Jason?”
A towel covered his face when he first walked in, which meant his arm was up and his muscles were flexing when his bulked up bare chest was practically screaming into your eyes. Eight pack abs. Pecs stronger than steel. Ripples on his sides. And his fucking arms that could tear apart a block of wood in one pull.
It was too much of a convenience that he was rubbing the sweat off his hair so much that he couldn’t see you with your jaw on the ground. Every muscle in your body tightened, screamed, then just as Jason looked up at you, drenched hair flopping onto his eyes, you immediately looked away and pretended your own throat wasn’t choking you right then.
He walked towards you. Fuck.
“Hey, pretty bird.”
That low, husky voice…
You nodded. “H-hey,” you choked. “What are you doing here?”
“What are you doing here?”
You drank the whole glass in one gulp, then you opened the fridge once again to pour in even more water.
“I came with Tim. I was with him in the office.”
“Oh,” he leaned against the counter right beside you, and all your eyes that were fucking defying you right then could look at were the veins popping out of his biceps.
“Why are you here?”
He pouted. “I always train this early.”
“You come here all the way from your apartment at five in the morning?”
“Since a few days ago, yeah.”
“Why?”
He scoffed. “No gym on earth has Bruce’s equipment.”
“Ah.” You went through the whole glass again. The sweat was starting to pour down his chest.
Placing it onto the kitchen counter just inches away from Jason’s body, you were practically floating out of the kitchen. As fast as you could. “I’m going back to sleep.”
“Bye, pretty bird.”
Up the stairs. Into your old room. Away from anyone else.
You fell to your bed, but you couldn’t sleep a single wink.
And you weren’t even sure why.
Or who.
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butwhyduh · 3 years
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uhh hi! i love your blog and all your writing and i have binge read all of your works so far i guess? so i was wondering if you have any favorite batfam writers like yourself here on tumblr or ao3 that you enjoy reading from? anyways, admire you lots you seem so sweet and cool!
🥺 thank you. But also 😳you’ve read it all?? That’s a uh bit of reading. I’m very flattered but also don’t forget to sleep and eat. Here’s my ao3 too butwhyduh
It’s not a comprehensive list by any mean. And I’ll be kicking myself for not adding someone the second i post it. Some of them write more on their ao3 or tumblr but I’ll link tumblrs first.
@invisibleanonymousmonsters @catxsnow @psychovigilantewrites @littleredwing89 @arestorationofbalance @ereawrites @batshit-birds @ragingbookdragon @shyestofhearts @prettylittlebrownskingyal @citrinesparkles @barelyalivebutnotdead @rainbow820 @batarella @dibs4ever @superhero--imagines @sohotthateveryonedied @internalsealpanic @glorified-red @thychesters @scarletbirbs @lostoctaviaaugusta @tadpole-san @thegirlwiththebambooblade @uncpanda @quillsareswords @magicalbeanie @magicalbeanie-recs @pricetagofficial @rason-rodd @gangrenados @daringyounggrayson @river-bottom-nightmare @angelz-dust @birdy-bat-writes @anothertimdrakestan
@spiderjizz doesn’t write fics but has smut fic recs and many are dc.
Ao3 fics I liked. They are randomly placed.
Wally West x Dick Grayson (whump)
Wally West x Dick Grayson (smut)
Damian Wayne vs Santa Claus
Bruce gets Damian as a baby
Tim w/ cigarettes (funny)
Damian and Tim when the school explodes
Romani Dick Grayson fic
Jason todd takes a gap year
Garth of Shayeris x Reader who is a star sapphire lantern (it explains what that is in the story)
Through the mirror series (reverse Robin au)
In for a pound (baby Damian is brought to Bruce)
Tim drake is a fae au
Another reverse Robin au
Talon!Dick Grayson
Jason Todd is colorblind
Neurodivergent batfam series
Batboys body swap
Dick Grayson becomes blind
Pizza girl’s guide to Gotham (Jason todd x reader)
Wing au (Tim Drake whump)
Another body swap batboys fic
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Bodyguard!Jason Todd x Singer!Reader Series
Coming soon...
Let me know if you want to be tagged.
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stressedoutcanary · 3 years
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Late Night Reassurances - Dick Grayson x Reader
Summary:
Dick being an adorably worried dork who blames himself when you get shot. What a shocker
Word count:800
Warning: Implied SMUT, Basically Fluff with a little bit of angst if you squint hard enough, Violence..? I mean the reader got shot soooo...
A/N : Hope you like my 3 AM thinking :)
This is the first time I wrote something and actually finished it sooo I hope you all like it 👉👈
Also I have been thinking about writing for a long time now but I always ended up making excuses. Thinking no one will like it, but I guess I just needed a final push. As cheesy as this is going to sound: @littleredwing89 and @batarella you both are my inspiration.
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It was 2 AM and you were on your way to the kitchen for a midnight snack when you heard someone behind you.
Before you could make a guess as to which one of your family member it is, even though you had a hunch it was your boyfriend, Dick Grayson, you heard his deep and playful voice, "So what did I miss beautiful?" You could tell he was amused and you had a pretty good idea as to why.
"Nothing." You replied, making it seem like there is nothing out of the ordinary
"Nothing, huh? Well then I suppose there is a very plausible explanation for there to be three very unfriendly looking, knocked out men near the apartment dumpster?"
Dick raised an eyebrow as if he was expecting an answer. You turned around to face him and you  just shrugged at the man, who gave you such a disapproving look that it rivaled that of the Big Bad Bat.
"It's not my fault they can't let a lady take out her trash in peace. They had it coming when they decided they wanna mug me at gun point and whatnot."
Dick did not seem happy at the answer he received.
"(Y/N)...Babe, you should-"
"Be more careful. I know. I know." You sighed, pinching the bridge of your nose, you continued, "It has been a week since I got shot, the bullet hardly grazed me! I know you want me to take it easy, but I feel fine. Hell! I am pretty sure I can kick your ass right now."
Dick chuckled when he saw the pout on your face. He had to admit he missed having you out on the field, racing up the fire escapes, soaring through the rooftops, laughing alongside him  when he made some really bad puns but even though he knew you can take care of yourself, the thought of you getting hurt because he wasn't there, made his heart clench.
Dick clearly remembered the night you got shot. It was just another mission that went the other way. You were trying to stop the truck loaded with drugs that were being sold in every corner of every alley. You had to stop it. Dick knew you could so he got busy goofing around with a thug, he could have taken down easily. Niether of you had noticed the sniper, on the rooftop of the adjacent building, who proceed to shoot you straight in the gut.
Dick was smiling but you knew him well enough to recognize the faraway look in his eyes which meant he was blaming himself again. There aren't many people in this world who can truly understand him, they don't always see the pain behind his smile, but you do.
You brushed your knuckles over his cheek, forcing him to meet your eyes."I am here, Dick and I am okay, better than okay if I say so myself. I really am but if it makes you feel better I won't go out on patrol for now and I will definitely take it easy for few days more, and the bonus is that we can binge watch our favorite series which I might add, is something we have been trying to do since i don't even remember when, ....Okay?", You whispered as you gave him a reassuring smile.
Upon hearing your words he relaxed a bit. Of course you would know just what to say to put him at ease. Instead of a reply Dick leaned forward and pressed his lips to yours. You responded eagerly as he cupped your cheeks in his hands to pull your closer. He ran his tongue along your lower lip as you nipped playfully on his lips. Dick's response was a mix of a deep groan and a whine which had you craving for more but you eventually had to pull away due to the lack of breath.
You both were dizzy from the kiss as he pressed your forehead to his.
"(Y/N), I love you but you drive me crazy."
"I like to keep you on your toes, boy wonder." You kissed his neck and made your way to his ear. Dick closed his eyes and let his head hang back. You could feel him shiver as your hot breath fanned over him, biting his earlobe, you whispered. "I love you too."
Then all too suddenly you were gone, Dick's eyes shot open from the loss of your warmth "No offense Grayson but you smell worse than Killer croc", you called out as he saw you walking towards the shower.
You turned around to give him a cheeky grin. "Care to join?" You winked and you swear you have never seen Dick respond so quickly to something you said as he almost tackled you in the bathroom.
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internalsealpanic · 3 years
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I wholeheartedly blame this pic for the existence of this fic. I just wanna hug him and ruffle his hair. 
Summary: Parent Teacher Conferences are very scandalous. 
a/n: This is actually one of my few fics where reading some of my previous fics will help. I highly recommend reading Of Midnight Smoothies and Murder Mysteries to get a better feel on Dick and Reader’s relationship but anything on the Dick Grayson masterlist works too. Special thanks to @littleredwing89​ and @americasmarauders​ for proofreading. Thanks to @littleredwing89​ and @batarella​ for help with the ending. 
warnings: A slur is mentioned but it gets shut down. Also, swearing. 
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“Tt, stop staring at me.”
You bite back a smile and what was probably a laugh rising in your throat. “Hmmm, no.” You hum, carding your fingers through Damian’s curls. The corners of your mouth twitch into a frown when you feel an angry bump against your fingers. It’s dry and there seems to be no break in the skin as far as you could tell. You let a little sigh of relief escape you which has the unintended consequence of upsetting the gremlin in front of you.
Damian attempts to swat your hand away, snarling as he did. You grin at him, all sharp teeth and pettiness. You, being childish,  do not take your hand away and instead ruffle his hair more. An adorably petulant pout settles on Damian’s mouth making the kid look ten-years-old for once. It takes everything in you not to squeal in  delight. 
“Unhand me. I do not require your mothering and you would do very well to leave the scolding to Richard or Pennyworth.” You can easily picture Alfred scolding Damian but Dick? You try to picture Dick, hand on his hip, trying his damndest to be mean to the kid but you just couldn’t. Sure, Nightwing can be terrifying, even Batman but Dick? Especially with a kid? Not even feasible. You snort openly, the noise echoing in the deadly silent room. The woman on the other side of the room sitting next to a boy with a faceful of bruises and probably a couple of chipped teeth glares at you. Specifically, the woman scowls at your arm, skin festooned with bangles of coiled serpent tails and glittering blades. You fight the urge to stick your tongue out at her. Instead, you tug a bit at your sleeves, baring the golden lines streaked with old gashes. A low humorless laugh escapes you causing her scowl to deepen. 
Damian follows your line of sight. His face folds in utter contempt. The boy next to her flinches. Their size difference made this all the funnier.  “[What did he do?]” you ask in what you hope are the correct words in Arabic. Damian crosses his arms not meeting your gaze. His leg kicks out, the restlessness thrumming in his bones. “[Your accent is atrocious.]”
Your mouth twitches uncontrollably, edging into a fond smile. You tamp it down with a click of your tongue lest the little demon tear your head off. “[I’m out of practice, child,]” Damian grabs at a space beside him only for his hand to close on nothing. Something inside you dies when you stop yourself from cackling. Thank goodness, Bruce has--had--the good sense to take the kid’s katana away. 
“[Anyway, what did he do?]”
“[How are you so sure he did something?]”
“[Because you’re a brat but not stupid. You are by far the most annoyingly reasonable child I have had the displeasure of conversing with.]” Damian’s eyes widened in surprise. It seems the assumed hatred was mutual. You watch as he folds his face back into a glower, not quite fast enough to evade your attention but certainly fast enough to fool  the untrained eye. Unfortunately for him, you’re used to the acrobatics of faces, the chaotic cacophony of microexpression. Most people in your life are, after all, awful at broadcasting their feelings even when it was sorely needed. This is probably why you gravitated to Dick so easily. The man believed in openness, in communication.
Distantly, you can hear the woman across from you tap her foot impatiently against the carpet. A flick of your eye tells you she was sneering at both of you likely eavesdropping (and failing) on your conversation. Why she needs to know what you and a ten-year-old with a stick up his ass were talking about you weren’t sure. Damian turns his head slightly towards you, angling his chin upward to mask the uncertainty in his posture. “[If you must know, he-]”
“Gypsies”
The syllables ring like a loud staccato of gunshots despite how quietly she’d hissed it. You freeze. You can feel Damian stiffen right beside you. Understanding flowed into you molten and bubbling. You feel your throat itch, unkind words coalescing into a lump in your throat. You turn your body to Damian who was now still but you can feel the anger wicking off him. You sling your arm over the head of the chair behind him drawing his attention back to you. 
He arches a brow at you, challenging. The expression falters when the next few words leave your mouth. 
“[You’re off the hook.]”
Principal Jameson is a nasally man. It isn’t his anything to do with his voice. Though, you would be remiss to say that his voice was pleasant. You’re actually half tempted to turn your bad ear on him, block out the words coming from him but that would negate the point of you coming here. His voice isn’t that unpleasant but his entire demeanor rubbed you the wrong way. You’ve seen jellyfish with more backbone than this man. Then again, this might just be a by-product of your presence. Dick, and several other batbrats, have helpfully informed you that you were in fact pants pissing scary to civilians. You would like to say you couldn’t see it but standing in front of this man it was clear as day.  
“Y/n L/n,” you offer congenially. His shoulders ease a fraction but did not offer you a hand. You smother a sigh before offering an additional “I believe Mr.Grayson-Wayne had informed you that I would be coming in his stead to discuss this-” Shit show, your mind supplies but thankfully, your mouth was quick enough to bite it back. “- incident.” Beside you Damian scoffed. You stop yourself from kicking the kid because that really would not do. 
“Yes, well, Ma’am your-” Jameson halts frankly unsure of your relationship to Damian because of course, Dick would leave the leg work to your socially allergic ass. You make a mental note to kick him later. “- charge.” you supply, feeling a modicum of sympathy for the drowning man.Your eyes flick to Damian. His face is impassive, ire still directed at the thirteen-year-old sniveling behind his mother. The term is too cold for your taste but as of right now that’s all you were. Maybe you’ve finally found a Robin you wouldn't get attached to.
“Well, ma’am, you see your charge, Damian, he’s punched another student and has yet to even apologize. He even started a full on brawl.”
“Mhmm, I see,” you drawl tilting your head. You feel Damian stiffen at the ease of your response. You don’t have to look at his face to know that he was glaring at you with something in his eyes withering from the betrayal. The woman across from nods agreeably as if you had said something sensible. Jameson for his part nearly sighs with relief. You click your teeth a little irritable from their responses but more fascinated than anything. ‘I see’ is barely an answer but they each filled in the gaps with their own assumptions. “And has that young man over there apologized for what he said to Damian? Or for the lump on Damian’s head? Surely, you sent Damian to the clinic as well.” you voice out looking as scandalized as possible. 
The room froze. 
Your eyes will probably roll into the back of your head before your meeting is done. Judging from Jameson’s posture, they didn’t. They should have at least checked if the kid had a concussion. A familiar sort of ire rose in you. Oh boy, you’re going to have a field day with these people. You sigh in exasperation before continuing. “Not only did you neglect to send him to the clinic to check on the lump on his head, but you were also planning to let the other boy off the hook?” you accuse, voice rising with some effort.  Your voice has a tendency to draw low when your temper is flaring. It’s an intimidation tactic you'd learned from a while ago. It would probably be ill advised to use it on a man who looked like he was a second away from a heart attack. 
Jameson leans forward, reaching out appeasingly.“Ma’am, we-”
“From what I recall, Gotham Academy has a strict zero tolerance policy on derogatory language, does it not?” You cut him off, voice suddenly vicious. You shift your body in front of Damian putting yourself between him and everyone else in the room. He bristles at the gesture but you and your habits aren’t exactly concerned with his pride. 
“Ma’am I-“
“I rest my case. Please, feel free to contact Mr.Grayson-Wayne if you have more to say.” You settle a hand on Damian’s shoulder. You’re surprised he didn’t fight you or swat your hand away. Taking it as permission, you pull him closer to you as you leave the red faced woman and the paling man gob smacked and silent. Damian himself doesn’t make the sound as you made your way down the hall. You squeeze his shoulder gently hoping it comes across as a reassuring gesture. His posture does not loosen but you do not let him stray from you. You close your eyes as the elevator doors shut. 
“I did not require your assistance.”
“I know.”  Of course, he doesn’t. He is a Robin and an Al Ghul but that doesn’t mean he isn’t gonna get it. You drum your fingers against the steering wheel, the dull beat only serving to irritate your nerves. You swear the traffic in Gotham was somehow infinitely worse than everywhere else in the world even with working traffic lights. Maybe that’s why there were so many crazy people here. Maybe Bruce should have invested his money on better roads. Maybe-
Your eyes slide towards Damian who is somehow shrinking and pressing into the side door. Still, his face is twisted skeptically and braced for a continuation to your statement. You looked heavenward not even hiding the weariness in your smile. The brat is truly a bat-- suspicion and all.  You turn your body towards him, opening up your posture. You fold your leg and rest your chin on your arm. Damian meets your gaze head on, looking imperious as he crosses his arms over his chest. His posture is artificial, probably uncomfortable from the weight of your attention.
You roll your shoulders and reshape your features, reconfiguring yourself from understanding to teasing. “I know. I know but you see, they needed telling off and your tiny gremlin ass isn’t scary enough. And, I promise I won’t tell Dickolas that you defended him so vehemently.” you wink, a conspiratorial grin spreading across your face. Damian straightens, his body is bowed like he was about to spring for your throat but the shape his limbs took on was more natural and seemingly relaxed. The knot in your shoulder loosens. You reach over and ruffle his hair again.  He really is still a kid. You stare each other down. Your smile is as unwavering as his glower.
Both of your stomachs grumble. The sound was loud and abrasive in the closed space of the car. You check your watch and hum, shifting back into your seat. Wordlessly, you switch on your signal light. 
You leaf through the pages of the thoroughly used book in your hands, eyes skimming through the blocks of texts not really absorbing any of it. You  never really found the appeal in fiction. The stories are too neat compared to what you experienced daily. You suppose there is simplicity in them but you find that in nonfiction, the kind of books that explained the mechanics of things. They made sense of the world and were much more useful in your opinion. You’re much more interested in the messy scribbles on the margins, the etchings of a loud mind on yellowing pages. Jason’s notes were written in the same tone of voice he used when he spoke, deceptively layman but upon further inspection was frighteningly insightful. You smile at the little comments and complaints, the snarky little remarks. Remnants of the little boy he had been before. You frowned. You should probably give this back to him once you have the chance and maybe come up with some excuse of why you still have it. Or you can just keep it. 
You look up at Damian who is drumming his fingers impatiently against the lacquered table. His posture is artificially relaxed, likely something he learned from the league or maybe all nervous gremlins do it. You look down at the book again. The sight reminds you of Jay. You tip your head, the loud thunk of your skull is felt more than heard since it was your bad ear that is pressed against the glass. The sound startles Damian who was deep in thought. You hold out the book to him. He must be bored waiting for your order. He pointedly ignores you. 
"I don't need that childish drivel." He snipes. You click your teeth feeling a little defensive of the book. 
You sound exactly like your grandfather, you think but have enough sense to keep it to yourself. No child needs to be compared to Ra's Al Ghul even if he is a brat. 
"Not a fan of-" You look at the book's spine and frown. "-Robert Stevenson?" What kind of dork reads Robert Stevenson for fun? Oh wait, it's the same dork that quotes Shakespeare while bashing heads. 
"I have no need for such things." 
Of course, he didn’t. 
"No, I suppose you don't need anything with the actual text but the margins are quite fascinating." You hold out the book to him again. His eyebrows shoot up looking at you skeptically as he reaches for it. There is no  actual written indication that it was Jay's and the kid likely hasn't spent enough time with Jay to actually tell from the way it's written. You look out the window to turn your good ear to him, listening for any reactions he might have. Every now and then you hear a huff of amusement. You smother the smile threatening to form on your lips with your hand.
"Well, the person who owned this certainly had a lot to say." Damian says carefully, handing the book back. 
"Jay really was a mouthy kid."  
Damian looks at you, little face scrunching up in confusion. You suddenly notice just how easily the booth swallows him up. Why is he so tiny? "If this is Todd's, why do you have it?" 
You clasp the book in your hands, your thumb tracing over the creases. "He leant me this book shortly before he died. He-- Well, I told him that I wasn't fond of adventure stories. I prefer books about science and culture. They're much more useful, yanno?" Damian gives a slight nod. You relax into your seat with his understanding. "Well, he thought it was just that I've never read a good one so he gave me this one. Never quite finished it though." you admit a little sheepish after realizing just how sentimental you felt. Your eyes trace over Damian's expression. It's clear that the sentimentality bled through your words and some childish part of you winces at the vulnerability of it. Damian says nothing and doesn't even sneer in derision. 
You hum, the tune musical but offkey. “Jason, actually did what you did today awhile ago.”  Just like that you begin down a rabbit hole telling the little gremlin about all the stupid shit the older bats have gotten into. And oh boy, there’s a lot. 
“So do either of you want to explain what happened and why GAs headmaster called me sounding like he was gonna piss himself?”
“Hmmm, probably not ” you say around your spoonful of mahalabia, not even looking up from your book. Hilariously enough, Damian had also elected to leave Dick’s presence unacknowledged and busy with his own mahalabia.  Dick scoot into your side of the booth, purposefully squishing you against the wall with a shiteating grin. He loops his arm around you and pulls you closer, planting a sloppy kiss on your cheek. You blanch and push half heartedly at his chest as he laughs. That laugh makes your heart warm and a relenting smile spreads across your features softening them. Your body twitches forward to kiss but you still when Dick freezes instead you plant a kiss on his cheek as well. Dick relaxes at the familiarity of it and you two settle down. 
 Damian stares at both of you befuddled. A heat creeps up your cheeks realizing that Dick is practically sitting on you. Dick, on the other hand, seems perfectly content with your current lack of personal space, so you leave it alone despite the incredulous look Damian is giving both of you. Dick snatches up your spoon taking a heap from your dessert. You make an offended noise in the back of your throat which he simply answers with another broad smile.  Your lip twitches uncontrollably and your shoulders go slack.
“So what happened?”
You and Damian exchange a look. Damian rolls his eyes at you and you shrug at him performatively. “Nothing.” you two say in a chorus of nonchalance. It only succeeds in annoying Dick, so it was partially successful.   
Dick pouts taking another bite of your desert. You stare in disbelief as the grownass man sitting next to you attempts to give you the puppy dog eyes as he eats your desert. You sign on exasperation because it's working and the bastard knows it. Richard John Grayson-Wayne is a manipulative asshole and you are a certified sucker. 
You turn to Damian pleadingly begging him to please either help you or end you. Instead, he simply looks the two as if searching for an answer to a question forming in his mind. You run your hand over your face ready to concede when something clicks. 
"Man-Bat got into GA and Damian fought him off." you say, praying Dick would catch on to the game. For a terrifying moment, he doesn’t. He blinks at you in confusion and your stomach sinks then a smile slowly spreads across his face lighting up every feature. Your heart swells at the sight.
"Bullshit. What was Man-Bat doing in GA?"
"Dunno,maybe bullying students. I don't know what bat creatures get up to." you say grinning. The picture becomes clear from every outlandish story. To your surprise, Damian joins in with a few vague details of his own giving even more details than you'd initially gathered. 
Lunch passes pleasantly with outlandish stories and good food. 
“NEWS: Dick Grayson-Wayne, New Face of Wayne Enterprises, Caught in a Torrid Love Affair with a Mystery Woman. Who Could this Exotic Beauty Be?”
“NEWS: Young Wayne Heir Being Extorted by Mystery Woman?”
“NEWS: Wayne Heir with Secret Family?”
Dick wants to evaporate somehow. He stares at the headlines mortified beyond what he ever thought possible. Maybe the floor will be merciful and it’ll finally swallow him as Jason reads another headline in a ridiculous newsreel voice. 
“No, no wait.  This one is fucking priceless!”
“Jason, please, I am begging you. STOP.” Dick whines, his face flattening against his work table. Tim shrugs, an amused smile adorns his face. Dick is going to scream. “Tim, please please please, make him stooop.” Tim ignores Dick in favor of scrolling through his own tablet looking, frankly unsympathetic. 
“Oh a tryst!”
“Jason, you are making it sound so much worse.”
“Dunno, big bird, some of these make it sound like you fucked her over a table in the restaurant.” Jason watches in absolute delight as his older brother attempts to merge with the work bench, the tanned skin of his neck and ears burning a bright shade of crimson. Tim snickers, unhelpfully. Dick loved that his younger brothers were getting along for once. He just hated that for some reason they just had to be united against him. “All I did was kiss her on the cheek and eat her food.”
Jason gasps theatrically, feigning fainting. “Premarital kissing?! Dick, how could you? What’s next? Premarital hand holding? Think of the children.” Jason exclaims, dramatically pointing to Damian who at this point had been ignoring the ruckus Jason was causing. 
“Jason, you’re awful and you’re being extremely dramatic.” 
“Dick, you don’t exactly have any room to talk in that department.”
“Yeah, Mr. Pretty Man Down, Baby Bird has a point.” Jason says smugly as he offers Tim a fist bump which Tim reciprocates by shaking Jason's fist, a joking smile on his face. Jason snorts as if getting the joke or whatever movie reference this was from. 
Tim's face folds into a barely held back smile. The laughter bubbling in the back of his throat straining his features. “I will say it is really funny that they didn’t recognize Damian.” 
“You know how they are. They probably came up with something like the whole Damian being Bruce’s kid was actually just a cover up for Dick.” Somewhere in the background Damian makes a very displeased noise but Dick can't be bothered to lift his head to check. 
“Please no. That doesn’t even-”
“Here’s one, NEWS: Dick Grayson-Wayne’s Baby Mama? Who is this mysterious woman?” Tim reads out flatly. 
“The PR team is going to kill me. No, wait. Y/n is going to kill me first.”
“She won’t. She probably finds this hilarious.”
“How would she even find this funny?”
“Well, she does enjoy your suffering- Oh shit. This one might piss her off.” Jason clears his throat, sliding back into the newsreel voice. “DICK GRAYSON, HANDSOME PLAYBOY - WITH YET ANOTHER GIRLFRIEND - WILL HE EVER SETTLE DOWN?”
Dick is half tempted to throw his own tablet at the wall. What did he do to deserve this? You certainly don’t.  
“Hey, at least, they called you handsome.” Tim laughs placatingly. It doesn’t work, of course. 
Dick looks up at his little brother ruefully. “Oh yeah because the stuff about my looks was definitely the issue.” 
“Well considering your morning routine...”
“I haven’t even been on a date so who are these other girlfriends?!”
“Well, me and Jason thought the same thing.” Tim shoots down sneering. When did his sweet baby brother turn to the dark side? Likely, Jason’s influence but deep down he knows Tim has always been capable of evil. Jason is cackling proudly. 
“I don't see why you're concerning yourself with this drivel.” Damian says, swiping the tablet right in front of Dick forcing him to look up. Dick smiles at him wearily. “Dami, it’s a little hard when a photo of me kissing y/n on the cheek is plastered everywhere with weird headlines.” Damian tilts his head considering it but he shakes his head muttering something about pointlessness. 
“Goddammit, Disco Stick!” The sound  of your voice ringing out into the bunker sends their banter crashing to a halt. Dick feels his heart jump to his throat. He-- This was how he was going to die and for once  he wasn’t sure he deserved it or not. You stand at the doorway haloed in bright light. At least, his angel of death would be the prettiest one, he thinks-- all the oxygen leaving his lungs. 
Crumpled in your fist was a newspaper. Dick can feel his brothers take a step back as you draw near. Your footfalls were as steady as a pulse which made Dick’s own heart rate ratchet up. Your face is carefully impassive the way it always is when your anger was dosed with something else. Dick is sincerely hoping Jason is right about you being amused by the headlines. 
You stop in front of him, eyes narrowed and jaw tight. You glower down at him frankly looking murderous before you snort and your face breaks into a smile. The thick tension in the air dissipates and the room releases its collective breath. The smile on your face grows even brighter. Nope, this is how Dick dies, his breath catching in his lungs as his mind fizzes out from the sight of your smile. 
“I’m sorry?” Dick lifts himself off the table just barely, still bracing for any sudden wave of anger that will, justifiably, roll over you at some point.  
You lean your body on to the spot next to him, letting the table support your weight. Straightening the newspaper in your hands, you frown. “I look terrible in this.”
“You look beautiful.” Dick blurts out. You raise your brow at him incredulously. Jason folds over trying to hold back laughter, his shoulders trembling. Tim just shrinks from second hand embarrassment. 
“No, she is correct. She looks repulsive.” Damian says flatly as he snatches the paper from you.
You let out a breathy laugh. “To be fair, anyone would look repulsive next to professional pretty boy Dickie Wayne.” There was no sharpness in your teasing. You look at the photo over Damian’s shoulder. It was a cute photo actually. Dick’s arm loops around your shoulder as he gives you a kiss on your cheek as Damian blanches at Dick’s very public display of affection. It was hilariously easy to see where they got the idea that you two were a couple. You weren’t. You haven’t been for awhile.  The thought wrenches something a dull ache inside you. You flatten your lips preventing the edges from dipping into a frown. 
A look crosses between Jason and Tim. Tim leans over, asking in a hushed whisper, “I thought they were back together.”
“Dunno they act like it.” Jason shrugs watching your movement. As if to prove his point, you and Dick lean into each other’s space as you bicker about the merits of Gothamite photographers. Jason is half tempted to shove you two together.  
“What are you two talking about?” You ask, finally leaning away from Dick. 
“Nothing-”
“They were pondering the state of your relationship. I myself have been pondering it.”
For a moment, your eyes meet. For a moment, you are back in a drab hotel in Moscow. For a moment, you are crying your heart out in his arms trying to push him away. 
You click your teeth and stare Damian in the eyes not entirely sure what kind of emotions they were betraying. “We were a thing.” Damian’s brow shoots up. You hear someone’s hand slap against their forehead. 
You flush wanting to  disappear but hold your stance. You hear Dick chuckle beside you as he stands shoulder to shoulder with you. Something in you eases with the closeness, like a gap being filled. “We used to be a couple.” Dick supplies, saving you from your flailing. You tap your finger against the back of his hand as a silent thank you. He taps yours twice in reciprocation. You look down trying to hide a smile. 
Jason and Tim look at each other again and nod. 
“We should probably go.” Jason says carrying Damian under his arm.    
“Todd, unhand me! We are not done here!”
“We’ll see you two later.” Tim waves giving Dick a knowing smile. Dick’s heart jumps up to his throat while his stomach drops to the floor. Is this really the time for his brother’s to play cupid? 
You lean in, letting your body press into Dick’s side as you listen to their footsteps fade away. Your head settling on his shoulder hand bracing you against the workbench. You let the stillness settle and make everything around you more solid. 
Dick shifts a bit, his fingers lacing in with yours. The gesture makes your heart twinge, the chasm in your chest yawning with longing. You swallow. The air is thick with unspoken words like smoke clogging up your lungs. You think that if you could just pluck the right one out of thin air, you could clear the air. 
‘I love you’ itches in the back of your throat but what right did you have to say that to him even after all this time. 
Beside you, Dick is smiling and relishing your presence. The silver glint of your earring winking at him from beneath your hair. He had gotten you that on your first date, a little souvenir you got to commemorate the occasion.  
Dick pivots in front of you making your breath catch. His free hand brushing your hair behind your ear revealing the silver robin on your ear. Silver robins. You had at the time laughed at the absurdity of it but here they were years later. Dick’s hands settle on either side of you boxing you in against the table. Even when he’s got you trapped like this, you feel at ease knowing Dick would never hurt you. Dick leans his forehead against yours, his fingers still intertwined with yours. Your pulse is loud in your ears. You lean your forehead against his, eyes sliding close soaking up the contact. 
“It’s always been you.” Dick says breathlessly. The words do not register, too dreamlike in their conception. You always hoped and wished that you could take it back, that you had never left, that he would love you the same way he did before but you were never foolish enough to hold on to things like that with both hands. Yet here Dick was whispering things that you only let yourself dream of. 
“It’s always been you.” He repeats as if the repetition could make it more real. You swallow the lump in your throat trying to find your voice but you’re afraid that once you speak, the room would  catch fire and the dream would dissolve into harsh reality. 
Dick gently cups your face and for a moment you let yourself be lost in the sea of blue. The stinging in your eyes makes you blink even if you don’t want to. You lick your lips as if somewhere on them were the right words. 
You can’t even fathom the combination of words that could encapsulate the cocktail of longing and love you felt for him. 
Your tongue darts out, wetting your bottom lip as your eyes focus on his lips. You swallow again your throat feeling thick even as you lean into his space, pushing off the work bench. Your nose rubbing against his, his long lashes fluttering against your cheek and tickling your skin. Dick leans in, his lips on yours, the pressure barely enough to make contact. You twitch forward, lips melting against his.  The world around you stills and disintegrates leaving only him in its wake. 
The kiss is all tender softness, a promise of love and loyalty quietly exchanged between you. A delicate push and pull. Undemanding yet uncompromising in its gentle intensity. 
You both pull back, only barely. Your skins still thrum with hunger for contact. Dick leans in again, his lips brushing against yours making them tingle at the sensation. Murmured breaths exchanged between you. This time you both find the right words. 
Dick turning to reader seeing the familiar glint of her earing
“I still love you.” 
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I was thinking it was just them in the cave standing next to each others fingers twining with each other leaning into each other's space
he brushes the strands of her hair away
After brushing her hair away he presses his forehead against hers and he just kind of comes out with it
like he'd been holding back on saying it but couldn't anymore
 Why not have the reader do something like this?
What if she nudges her nose against his? Or rubs her nose against his, like an Eskimo kiss? And it’s silent, her eyelashes flutter against his cheek. They say in Inuit, when you feel eyelashes stroke on your skin like that, it’s a way of saying “I love you” without actually saying it.
And maybe Dick knows that? Without her actually saying the words and he just smiled and captures her lips in a delicate kiss. And when they pull back, they both say it at the same time against each other’s lip, all hushed and murmured?
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pricetagofficial · 3 years
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13, 28, 29, 38
13- What’s the best writing advice you’ve ever come across?
Plan out the ending, then just write how they get there. Having that visual for me really helps when I am writing full-on books, it keeps me focused.
28- Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.
The first one that comes to mind is my girl Sara at @catxsnow She is one of the most talented people I know and I am blessed to call her my friend. I love her writing and how it just keeps me hooked, wanting more.
Another is @batarella I am in awe of their writing, like The Commander and then the current series Three Birds One Stone? I am living for it. The way batarella captures the different personalities of the batboys has me awestruck.
A third one I really look up to is @arestorationofbalance, Rest is probably one of the nicest people you’ll ever meet and the works on this blog is legendary. (Rest is an 18+ content writer so minors do not go bug them.)
(These are the three that popped into my head first, but there are plenty others that I absolutely adore)
29- if I could write the sequel or prequel to any fic I have not written myself what would I chose? 
I would choose WWIII by catxsnow.
38- Talk about a review that made your day. 
The review I got on Before Love Came to Kill Us by @dukethmas I have literally not stopped thinking about this review. I was so happy that they went so indepth and left an entire essay of their thoughts and I was so shocked that I was stunned for a good while after reading it.
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shadowsndaisies · 3 years
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codename: nightingale suit references
main masterlist codename: nightingale series masterpost
so no one really asked for it, but when designing the story i did a lot of research on Dinah, Ollie, and their lives. Dinah has had a lot of costumes over the years, and so I thought it’d be cool to have NG’s costume kind of based off one of her older ones. I’m pretty sure this is from the 1997 run, but it’s also one of her more conservative suits, which I feel is fitting, considering NG in season 1 is 13-14 years old. Below the cut are the reference photos, plus some of my notes on them (i.e. what’s the same for NG and what’s different, etc.), please let me know your opinions either through my ask box or in the comments :)
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this is the first reference photo and the best one, i think the only major difference is the color scheme. NG’s suit is basically this but with more black and a sort of charcoal grey scheme instead of black and light grey- her accent color is red instead of yellow, bc nightingales have red plumage on their tails. I also really like this one bc even though NG is her own budding hero, she is still Dinah’s ward. So her belt has the same canary emblem, and i imagine her choker’s center piece to look a lot like the zipper pendant for her suit. It’s important to remember that even though the suit looks skin tight there is a certain level of padding beneath it all, and certain areas have kevlar woven in too. 
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another great reference, though her jacket doesn’t have the same accents as Dinah’s does in the photo, I imagine it more of a plain black (mostly). the boots are pretty much on par here, NG’s are basically combat boots with some heel, they help her look older with their added height, but they’re no more than 2-3 inches. They also come up to the tops of her shins, but NG’s are lace ups, they just offer more support for her that way, and they have a little bit of padding all around to protect her legs. 
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last reference for now (though i reserve the right to add more down the line). this one is only for the jacket, I like to think that these jackets are really popular in Star City, because they love their main heroine, but NG has one too. Her’s is a little different as the entire thing has a kevlar lining making it super protective, it also has lots of hidden and lined pockets for hiding or storing things, and the best part is that she wears it off duty. Because Canary’s jacket is so iconic, lots of women around Star City wear knock-offs the same way people wear t-shirts with the super S or the Flash and Bat symbols. It makes her feel safer when she’s off doing her normal day to day things. (Y/n) can’t actually wear it during school since she has a uniform but she wears it on her way in and on her way out, it spends a fair amount of time during off duty hours in her locker or stuffed in her bag. 
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outlawedmando · 3 years
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DC Character Fic Rec
➶ dark fic
clark kent
SERIES
not your forever ch. 2 ch.3 ch.4 ch.5 ch.6 ch.7 ch.8 ch.9 | @navybrat817 
➶ portrait of a dangerous man | @darkmasterlistyouneveraskedfor
ONE SHOTS
that southern hospitality | @221bshrlocked 
➶ every day’s a holiday | @giorno-plays-piano   
i think you and i should stay the same | @cruelfvkingsummer
bruce wayne
ONE SHOTS
approval & seized | @invisibleanonymousmonsters  
in times past | @invisibleanonymousmonsters 
lingering shadows pt. 2 | @foreverindreamlandd
jason todd
ONE SHOTS
soft | @bvckysmanbun 
no grave can hold my body down  & pt.2  // absentee | @invisibleanonymousmonsters 
the sky crushes us, the water sustains us | @prettylittlebrownskingyal 
calloused hands in soft hands | @ragingbookdragon
multiple character 
SERIES
all men have limits | @invisibleanonymousmonsters 
3 birds 1 stone | @batarella
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theyllbeloved · 4 years
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tagged by the talented @flying-nightwing. Read her Dark Fox series, it’s simply beautiful.
rules: when you get this, it means someone wants to know more about you, so list 5 things about yourself you want your followers to know! they can be as simple as your age or as complex as your deepest fear, as long as it’s something you’re comfortable with sharing. when you’re done and if  you want to, send this to 10 people you want to get to know better.
1. I’m Vietnamese, currently studying in France. My major is english-speaking countries’s cultures and economy.
2. I don’t really have a plan for my life. All art forms (paintings, tv series, movies, books...) really give me perspectives on life and the appreciation for all kinds of lives that people are leading in a non-discriminatory way, so I feel like I’m ok with myself if I turns out to be mediocre.
3. Still, I realize how morally gray I am and it scares me sometimes. I can totally put myself in the shoes of a serial killer, a psychopath or just a regular liar.
4. I was a Marvel fan until I found Dc. In my opinion, Dc deals with more existential questions, and Marvel was becoming too idealistic for me at the time (except for Daredevil). I’m probably biased since I found out about Dc by watching Nolan’s triology and reading Injustice.
5. Lol I was obsessed with mbti.
I tag @batarella and @yeats-nana.
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littleredwing89 · 3 years
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PAINT AND PALETTE
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PAINT AND PALETTE
CEO!Roman Sionis x Reader
Summary: Ripping open the selection of paint brushes, Roman took one out, handing it across to you, “I don’t know why I let you convince me that this would be a good idea, I should have just paid someone”.
Warnings – Language. NSFW Smut. Fluff.
Word Count: 2,492
A/N: This is a one shot following the series ‘The Intern’.. I couldn’t resist revisiting them again. I hope you all enjoy. There’s a tiny surprise in this one. I am working to finish FAMOUS completely before posting, I want to make sure it’s perfect for you all. Apologies for the delay my loves xoxo
Also, thanks to @batarella​ for the inspo for this scene. Thanks lovely xoxo
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Standing in the middle of the now empty room, Roman looked around. You’d covered the floor perfectly with plastic sheeting and masking taped it down. You’d even taped around the light switches, conscious to not get any paint on the chrome fittings. He smiled to himself, before settling his eyes on you. Your hair was tied up in a messy bun, strands falling down into your eyes. You kept tucking them behind your ears as you assessed the tins of paint in front of you.
You were wearing one of his old shirts, it drowned your frame. The sleeves were rolled up to your elbows as you hummed, one hand resting on your hip. He thought you looked beautiful. Even when you weren’t trying. Sure, the figure hugging gala dresses made his blood rage but this - this was different. You were in his clothes. Just you and him. A picture of domestic bliss. Preparing to redecorate your bedroom.
He strode across to you, resting a hand on your lower back. You glanced up at him, offering a bright smile. He’d changed into a pair of old black sweatpants and a simple white T-shirt. You bobbed down slowly and carefully prized the lid off the first tin of paint. The rich, clean scent wafting into your nostrils. You loved the smell of fresh paint.
Grabbing the mixing stick, you dipped it into the can, swirling the light grey paint in circles just like the instructions said, “Will you grab the brushes please?”.
Ripping open the selection of paint brushes, Roman took one out, handing it across to you, “I don’t know why I let you convince me that this would be a good idea, I should have just paid someone”.
You laughed, taking the brush off him, purposely letting your fingers stroke his, “Oh c'mon, just because you suck at painting doesn't mean it's not fun!”.
“I have no issue with my decorating skill darling, I just could think of better things to do”.
Painting a test line on the wall in front of you, you grinned and turned to face him, “Such as?”.
Roman eyed the loose shirt, licking his lips slowly, “You for starters”.
Rolling your eyes you laughed, continuing to paint the wall, pleased with the colour you’d chosen, “Mmmmmm yes, I'll take that into consideration.
Ignoring your words, Roman started to close in on you, his large hands grasping your waist.
“Ah!-ah!-ah!”, you turned swiftly, jabbing him in the chest with your paint brush, grey paint splattering on his white T-shirt, “No! Painting first, sex later. I want this finished by the end of the week”.
He pressed further into you, causing the brush to bend between you both, paint flicking over your bottom halves, “We could just get someone to do it for us and spend our time in a hotel…productively”.
“Roman…”, The familiar spark shot up your spine and you shivered. He knew exactly how to press your buttons. You swallowed the moan and shook your head, “Unlike you, I'm enjoying painting”.
Roman grunted and looked at the wall venomously, “You are literally watching paint dry, how is that entertaining?”.
“I’m redecorating our bedroom! Think how good it’ll look once we’re done…think how good we’ll feel once we finish it together…it’s exciting!”, 
“There are far more exciting things we could do”, he growled, leaning his head down and nipping the junction of your exposed neck. He loved it when you wore your hair up. It gave him much easier access to finding that sensitive spot just below your earlobe.
“Keep your pants on!”, you gasped and tried to push him away, feeling your body burning for his touch.
You could hear the smirk in his voice as he replied, his hot breath tickling your flesh, “You don’t usually complain darling”.
Trying to distract yourself from his dizzying touch, you moved out of his reach and painted another strip along the wall, taking in long calming breaths, “If you paint too this will go faster”.
“It'll be even faster if we hire someone”, he stepped back into your space, hands looping around your midsection. His fingers sneaked into the gaps between the buttons, aching to feel his skin on yours.
“I don't care!”, you turned in his arms, giving him an innocent smile. A devilish glow sparkled behind your shiny orbs.
He frowned not trusting you but before he could reply you booped his nose with your brush and got paint all over it.
You giggled cheekily and grinned, “See even you look better with a fresh coat of paint”.
Roman growled playfully and grabbed your waist tighter dragging you into his broad chest. He nudged his nose against yours and kissed you softly, smearing the paint across your cheeks. You sank into the kiss without a second thought, hands fisting in his T-shirt.
He pulled back and smirked, admiring the paint dusting your cheeks and the bridge of your delicate nose, “I think it suits you better”.
“Stop being corny and help me paint”, you tried to sound threatening but the airy tone of your voice and the daze in your eye gave you away.
“I have a much better idea”, Roman lifted you up in his arms with no warning, making you gasp in surprise. Your legs wrapped around his middle on their own accord, hands gripping his biceps, feeling them flex under your hold. You let him guide you both to the floor easily, caging you underneath him.
“Rom…we need to paint…”, you murmured. The heat radiating off his body made you bite down on your bottom lip. Your pulse raced with anticipation.
Dipping his fingers into the open paint can besides you both, he grinned down at you, “You never said what we need to paint”.
Without another word, he kissed you passionately, hands sliding up the sides of your shirt, drawing paint over your body. You mewled against his lips and shivered, feeling the cool, thick liquid decorating your body. His fingers traced over your stomach, almost although he was writing something on you.
Roman pulled back from your tempting lips, eyes hooded with desire, “I’m not hearing any complaints”.
“That’s meant for the wall”, you murmured softly, feeling his deft fingers popping open the buttons on the front of your shirt one by one. Exposing your flesh to the cool air of the room.
“Doesn't say that on the can”, he teased, the tips of his fingers still drawing outlines on your bare stomach. You looked down between your bodies to see he’d drawn an R & S across you. The bottom of the S sneaking close to the top of your panties. He gave you a smug wink when you realised what he’d drawn.
You dipped your own hand into the can, feeling the droplets racing down into your palm, “Let’s see how you like it!”, you pushed your hands under his T-shirt and rubbed them all over his chest, smearing the paint happily.
He shivered at the sensation of your soft hands rubbing the cold substance into his skin. He growled deep in his throat before smashing his lips to your, streaking his fingers down the outside of your thighs. Three grey stripes of paint smudged down your skin, fading towards the ends as Roman ran out of paint. You moaned into the kiss, letting him happily swallow the sounds of pleasure, tongues sliding together desperately.
“I-I don’t think we can keep painting”, he panted, his lips travelling down the column of your throat, tongue licking over your throbbing pulse.
“W-whose fault is that?”, you gasped when you felt Roman sink his teeth into your shoulder, letting his tongue stroke over the mark. Soothing it with the heat of his mouth.
“Yours clearly”, he grunted, slipping your lace panties down your legs.
You ripped the shirt over his head the second he slid back up your body, “How do you work that out?”.
“You clearly dressed like this to seduce me”.
He smirked and lifted you up slightly, roughly ripping the baggy shirt from your body, leaving you bare underneath him. He cock swelled at the sight and he groaned huskily. 
You ripped the tie open on his sweatpants, pushing them down slowly, his cock springing free. Licking your lips, your hand wrapped around his length, pumping it leisurely, “Yes, I dressed in your old shirt just to seduce you”.
He grunted and thrust into your hand, the subtle pressure of your palm squeezing his cock made his mind blank. Any witty reply lost in a hurricane of desire. Roman grabbed your wrist quickly, stopping your movements and flipped you over easily. He manhandled you onto your knees, pinning your hands down to the floor, restricting any escape from him. You whined his name, pushing back against him, desperate to feel his cock.
Looking down at your lush ass, he groaned, palming it roughly with his free hand. You whimpered, shuddering with pleasure. He let go of your hands, happy you wouldn’t move and stroked his shaft through your slick folds.
“Fuck…”, he thrust into you rapidly, burying himself to the hilt, cursing more as your velvet walls stretched to accommodate his length, “I can’t get over how good you feel, darling”.
The delicious sting as his thick cock drove into you made your thighs quiver under him, struggling to hold yourself up with the pleasure shooting up your spine. You sobbed his name as he hammered into you harder. Every stroke of his cock bumped your g spot, dragging against your sensitive walls, making your nerves buzz with euphoria.
“Roman! Oh!”, you cried, fingernails digging into the plastic sheeting below you, “Please-I-I-fuck!”.
You knew your incoherent jargon of words would boost his ego, knowing exactly what he did to you. How he set your entire being on fire. 
His fingers dug deeper into your waist, bruising you as his. He leaned forward, dragging hot, wet kisses up your spine before settling against your neck. He panted into your ear, murmuring soft praises about how good you felt. How well you took his cock. How perfect you sounded crying out for him.
Your orgasm ripped through you without any warning, your core clenching around his pulsating shaft. The primal moan leaving his lips was sinful as your pussy tried to drag his cock deeper into you. 
Roman felt your slick coating his cock as he continued to fuck into you with a brutal pace. He slipped into his own climax, releasing ribbon after ribbon of hot cum, deep into your pussy. His chest heaved, desperate for more oxygen. You purred contentedly, eyes shut in bliss. As he pulled himself from you, he watched his seed drip from your folds, sticky on your inner thighs.
He bit hard on his bottom lip, refraining himself from ravishing you again. He laid down on the plastic sheeting, feeling the material stick to his sweaty back. He grimaced but pulled you round onto his chest. The warmth of your body made him relax instantly, ignoring the uncomfortable squeaky vinyl.
You nuzzled into the crook of his neck, face pressing to his chest, paint dried over your beautiful face. He smiled to himself at how cute you looked, fucked out but covered in paint.
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Roman pressed his forehead to yours and lightly grazed his lips over your mouth. He nudged your nose with his, a faint smile wrinkling his eyes. You sighed happily and returned the gesture, eyes glittering with bliss.
You cupped his face stroking your thumb over his cheek and scoffed when you noticed the paint covering your fingers and palm, “You got paint all over my ring”.
He grinned and put his hand over yours, the matching platinum band greeting yours own.
“Worth it”, he looked down between your messy, paint covered bodies. The grey ‘RS’ smudged over your stomach.
“Those rings were expensive”.
“Don’t worry, I’ll get it cleaned up for you darling”, he smirked and before laying another kiss to your lips.
You nipped his bottom lip, tugging it lightly, “You better Sionis”.
His eyes sparkled with mischief along with something else. Something a little deeper.
“Oh I will, Sionis”.
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ADDITIONAL CHAPTER BONUS:
Following Roman down the corridors of the office, you smiled at several new staff members who’d started only last week in your department. They’d stiffened at the sight of the CEO but relaxed when you gave them a warm, friendly smile. You’d just finished a board meeting with the other executives and Roman had said he wanted to speak with you in his office. Another new contract. You wondered if it was actually true or if your new pencil skirt had fried his brain.
“I need you to email this to Queen”, Roman handed you the paperwork as casually as possible, not meeting your questioning gaze. Eyebrows peaked upwards.
“Why can’t Mr Wilson do it?”, you took the paperwork off him, flicking through the pages of the contract. It was just a simple sign off.
“Because”, Roman clicked his tongue, “I asked you too”. He smirked cheekily and closed the door to his office behind him, eyeing you closely.
You laughed and rolled your eyes, “You’re so petty”.
He scoffed, sounding somewhat offended, “Why would I be petty?”, he grabbed his mug of coffee off the desk taking a large swig of it, “More to the point, when have I ever been petty?”.
You didn’t dignify him with an answer. You didn’t have the time nor the patience to list all of the instances of his pettiness. Plus you knew he’d deny every last one of them. You rounded his desk and smiled coyly, “I know why you want me to send it”. You jabbed your finger into his chest playfully.
“Last time I checked, motive doesn't matter”, Roman’s voice voice carried through the air, victory lighting up his features. He grabbed your hand quickly and gave you a genuine smile. One reserved only for you. You returned the gesture, locking your fingers with his, entwining them together.
“You'll do it for me, won't you?”, voice thick with charm and honey, Roman gazed down at you. His brown eyes gleaming.
“Only because I won't hear the end of it if I don't”.
Roman kissed your ring and grinned, “You’re a real sweetheart”.
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offendedfishnoises · 3 years
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jason-todd-rh · 6 years
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Masterlist Part. 1
So I’ve been bored and I decided to make a list of some of the imagines/headcanons that I have reblogged that I really like (side note: I️ was doing this and I️ realized how many I️ have reblogged in the last year and I️ just couldn’t fit it all. I️ will make a part 2 eventually) . Don’t forget to follow the writers!:
Fluff: “Drabble 148″ by @fangirlnova​ “Movie Night” by @wynterrobin​  “Habits” by @aerodynamic-occamy​ “So Much More” by @avengerdragoness​ “You’re A Furnace” by @makeup-wonder-woman​ “Here Comes The Anxiety” by @galacticgraysons​ “Oblivious” by @the-smexy-robin​ “I Love You” by @youlightmeupfinn​ “Soft” by @stardustginger​ “Away” by @writingtheworks​ “While I Was Asleep” by @writingtheworks​ “Despite What You Think, I Am Completely Capable Of Taking Care Of Myself” by @avengerdragoness​ “The Reader Tells Jason She Loves Him For The First Time” by @theunchartedsuperheros​ “Deep Blue Sea” by @writekindofwrong​ “Scars” by @loudmouthwally​ “My Boyfriend Dresses Me For a Week” by @jxsontxdds​ “Tipsey Motorcycles” by @thesebatbrats​ “I Love Coming Home To You” by @comiccwrites​ “First Date W/ Jason Todd” by @yikes-man​ “You’re Beautiful To Me” by @dcandmarvelimagines​ “Ranting for Days” by @fellowintrovert​ “What Ifs” by @youlightmeupfinn​ “A Birthday Surprise” by @twinniepie​ “Adoration” by @loudmouthwally​ “Mud Masks” by @uncpanda​ “Can I Get A Kiss First” by @dc-hoe​ “Happy Birthday Jason Todd” by @bioticgoddess​ “Day Full Of Surprises” by @avengerdragoness​ “We Fell Asleep On The Couch Together…” by @batarang-s​ “Confession” by @tgwltw​ “Training Begins” by @flowerpot101​ “She’s The One” by @bucks-metal-arm​ “Interruptions” by @youngjusticewritings “Unexpected” by @jennsimagines​ “SOS” by @makeup-wonder-woman​ “When the Day Met the Night” @multi-fandom-fanfics​ “Bath Bombs and Dislocated Shoulders” by @arrowguyxx​ “Blow Your Mind” by @youngjusticewritings “The Macarena” by @snickletastic “A Cliche Dance” by @gingersducksandbubbles “Lessons” by @youngjusticewritings “Points To You” by @youlightmeupfinn “Little Little” by @youngjusticewritings “Coffee Date” by @redhoodshood “Haunted House” by @dc-x-readers​ “In Those Moments” by @writingtheworks “Jason Todd Drabble” by @anonymous-dream “Lazy Days” by @youngjusticewritings “ I’ve Been Told I Give Really Bad Hugs, People Say It Feels Like I’m Trying To Escape “ by @hell-faerie “A Day Off” by @gurlluvswriting
Superhero/Metahuman Reader: “Seasons Change” by @writingtheworks​ “They Can’t Hide From Me” by @makeup-wonder-woman​ “The Elements: Fire” by @writingtheworks​ “Hidden Life” by @makeup-wonder-woman​ “Secret Superpower” by @marvel-dc-hybrid​ “Restless” by @batfamwritingsand-more​ “Heart of Stone” by @youngjusticewritings “Subtext” by @writingtheworks​
Featuring Batfam “Attention” by @marvel-flower​ “Damien ‘Cockblock’ Wayne” by @alphaabucky​ “A Good Influence” by @arrowguyxx​ “Game Night at Wayne Manor” by @imagineyoungjustice “Haunted House” by @differentjokes4differentfolks
Jealous Jason/Reader: “I Can’t Stand Him” by @princessquinn33​ “Reader is BFFs with Dick and Jason Gets Jealous” by @aerodynamic-occamy​ “Reflex” by @avengerdragoness​​ “Why Take It Out On The TV” by @alphaabucky​ “Shut Up And Kiss Me” by @batfam-imagines-bymelia​ “Jealousy” by @marvel-flower​ “Lucky Bastard” by @writingtheworks​ “Jealous of Dick/Reader” by @youngjusticewritings​ “The Wayne Gala” by @snickletastic “But Your Didn’t Hear It From Me” by @budhaven “The Unknown” by @the-smexy-robin “I Can’t Stand Him Sometimes” by @princessquinn33 “Unofficial Firefighter” by @avengerdragoness
NSFW: “Sneezing” by @dc-comics-imagines​ “Heated Make Up Sex” by @dc-comics-imagines​ “Car sex looks so much easier in the movies” by @ellana-ravenwood​ “Birthday Boy” by @flowerpot101​ “Worth It” by @a-n-n-e-j​ “M’Lady” by @maybe-its-5sos​ “Come Home” by @bat-trxsh​ “Sex With Jason Todd” by @fellowintrovert​ “Stuck” by @winterguardianswife​ “Slow Burn” by @winterguardianswife​ “My Girl” by @dc-hoe​ “K, L, M, and R” by @writingtheworks “J, T, and U” by @writingtheworks “C, F, K, L, and M” by @writingtheworks “A and D” by @writingtheworks “E, G, H, and I” by @writingtheworks “Safe” by @batarella “Kink A-Z” by @baby-batboys
Angst/Angsty-ish:  “Our Mouths Grip To The Words We’re Saying” by @onceuponanotherassumption​ “Phone Call” by @crowleyellestair​  “This Moment” by @ohmababypoe​ “More Than Enough” by @batfam-imagines-bymelia​ “Without You” by @gamelickerwriting​ “I Promise” by @dc-hoe​ “Nightmares” by @bay-chester​ “Brave” by @avengerdragoness​ “I Could Say That I’m Sorry But I Can’t Even Remember How It Happened” by @stay–satan​ “I Won’t Let Them Hurt You” by @batfamwritingsand-more “Hanahaki Disease” by @batfamwritingsand-more “World Turned Gray Again” by @dc-marvel-imagines “Key To My Heart” by @snickletastic “There’s a Dark Room inside of my Head” by @onceuponanotherassumption “I Learned To Love Myself Through You” by @hell-faerie “Without You” by @cattwomannn “Stalker” by @marvel-flower
Pregnant + Dad!Jason: “I’m Pregnant + About The Baby… It’s Yours” by @loudmouthwally​ “How Jason Deals During Each Trimester” by @super-shield​ “Imagine Being With Jason Todd” by @imamotherfuckingstar-lord​
Jason Todd’s Childhood: “August 16″ by @gothamwonder​ “Mistakes Were Made” by @supersonicsidekick​ “Baby Bird” by @makeup-wonder-woman​
Jason Todd Headcanons: “Jason Having A Crush On You Would Include” by @princessquinn33​ “When Did The Batboys Realize That They Were Falling For Their S/O And What Was Their Reaction To Realizing They’re In Love” by @super-shield​  “Jealous Headcanon” by @loverandomness2​ “Cuddling Headcanons” by @comiccwrites​ “Jason’s S/O Beating Him In A Match” by @angstytodd​ “Bed Partners” by @aspiratinganxiety​ “Jason Trains The Reader In Self Defense” by @super-shield​ “The Batboys- Jealousy” by @dc-hoe​ “Batboys Getting Married” by @angstytodd​ “What Jason Loves About You” by @posiey “Batboys With Busy S/O” by @sailorkeann​ “Dating Jason Todd Would Include” by @redhoodieandtheoutlaws​ “Bat Boy Headcanons Sick S/O” by @aspiratinganxiety​ “How Would The Batboys React During Their S/O Labor” by @posiey​ “Batboys Before Getting With S/O Would Include” by @posiey​ “Batboys Finding A Positive Pregnancy Test” by @posiey​ “Getting Married To Jason Todd Would Include” by @superhero–imagines​ “Jason Todd Being A Protective Boyfriend” by @fellowintrovert​ “Fighting With Jason Todd” by @fellowintrovert​ “How Jason Todd Would Show Affection If He Was Dating You” by @jasontodd-is-alive “How They Propose-Batboys” by @youlightmeupfinn “Reader Tells Jason She Loves Him For The First Time” By @youngjusticewritings “Commoner Jason Todd Falling In Love With A Princess” By @fellowintrovert “Cuddling With Jason Todd Would Include” by @princessquinn33 “Dating Jason Todd” by @batfam-imagines “Batboys When S/O Are On Their Period Headcanons” by @arkhamsdarkestknight “Dating Jason Todd Includes” by @baby-batboys
Series: “Pixar” by @chimaerakitten​ (1) (2) (3) (4) “Connected” by @kayleethedreamer​ (1) (2) “Game of Thrones” by @theunchartedsuperheros​ (1) (2) “Candids” by @fangirlnova​ (1) (2) “Voodoo Doll” by @fangirlnova​ (1) (2) “The Quest For Lost Treasure” by @jxsontxdds​ (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6) (7) (8) (9) “Colleagues” by @jaybeartodd​ (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6) (7) (8) (9) (10) “Save Me Only To Kill Me” by @cas-backwards-tie (1) (2) “Soulmate AU” by @i-write-what-i-want (1) (2) (3) (4) (5)
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pricetagofficial · 3 years
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Rules: it’s time to love yourselves! choose your 8 (ish) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome work!
Thanks @spxder-mxns I love you Nicole!
1. The Archer (Tim Drake x OC Series) 2. Midnight Conversations (Jason Todd) 3. Beautiful (Kon Kent) 4. Before Love Came to Kill Us (Jason Todd) 5. Twister Fun (Dick Grayson) 6. UnBEARable (Garfield Logan) 7. You Died (Jason Todd) 8. Ghost of You (Tim Drake)
I tag @littleredwing89 @arestorationofbalance @catxsnow and @batarella No pressure!
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batarella · 3 years
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3 birds 1 stone - BLUE
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From a world once so cruel, that never seemed to have granted them the time enough to be together, it’d never built up into anything more perfect.
WORDS: 7785 WARNINGS: Sexual Content
MASTERLIST | 3 BIRDS 1 STONE MASTERLIST | RED | YELLOW
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Dick:
It was concerning how at the moment he stepped into the narrow elevator, he wasn’t the least bit surprised at the pile of animal shit at the corner. It wasn’t until the doors closed when he noticed it, or rather his nose did, and he had to clog his nostrils just so he doesn’t pass out on the floor.
“Gar!?” he yelled just as the doors opened. No one was there, save for Raven with a book sitting at the couch. She didn’t glance at him. “Gar, I swear if you took a shit in the elevato-“
“That wasn’t me!”
Gar’s voice came from the kitchen, panting and occupied with something unruly. Then he heard plates falling to the floor, breaking, then there was a whimper. Not one that came from a human.
“Then who was it!?”
His question was soon answered, when a dog, a brown-furred mutt, sprinted out into the living room with a strip of bacon lodged in its teeth. “Gar!”
“I told you!”
Gar came out of the kitchen with a leash that had been ripped. “It wasn’t me!”
“You brought a dog into the tower?!”
“It was hungry!”
The mutt had finished off the bacon and headed straight for Raven’s lap. She gave it a scratch under its ear.
“Not on the couch,” Dick said.
“But Dick-“
“You’re not allowed on the couch either,” he told Gar. The boy murmured something Dick couldn’t hear, and after a second, no longer was he a boy but a green parrot. It squealed against Dick’s ear before it flew to Raven’s book.
“Jesus-“ he rubbed his ear. “I’m not in the mood.”
“SQUAWK-,” the parrot said. “WHAT’S UP WITH YOU?”
Having some coherent answer to that would only cement it as some grueling reminder. Hell, even thinking about it hurts more than the coward’s way out of pretending the past year never even happened. But then again, here he was, back in the Titan’s Tower to escape from the love of his life he could never be with and force himself into this infernal damnation of having forever to get over her. Here. Thousands of miles away. Where he’d only have his thoughts to battle and nothing else.
But all he said was: “Nothing.”
Dick should have told her, at least. Given her that kind of closure instead of his current disappearing act without so much as a note or a text or even a notice memo at the manor’s announcement board, which Alfred insisted with there being eight kids around.
But being away will be good. For her. For him. The first step to moving on. And with that, cutting all ties. Make it hurt less for both of them.
Maybe not all ties. He’ll have to go back to Gotham soon enough. But at least he was trying something. Not like the past five, six, seven years. God, has it really been that long?
She was probably over at Tim’s office, or Jason’s apartment doing whatever. Thinking about it won't do him any good. Doesn’t mean he subconsciously won’t.
It was apparent, and out into full consciousness, when he pulled out his phone and saw her name in five missed calls, with voice messages she’s left behind. A whole lot of minutes of them, too, it seems. She’d called while he was on the plane.
He could listen to them. Hear her voice one last time. Let his mind trail away. God, he was pathetic.
Dick put it up to his ear, his other hand stuffed to his pockets as he went out to the tower’s highest balcony so at least the air wasn’t so stuffy and he wouldn’t choke so much.
He wasn’t even nervous when he heard her speak. “Hey, Dick.”
A plane. A helicopter. Some folks over at the apartment building nearby partying it out. At least he’d have something to look at. He was exhausted, too. It was eight am over at Gotham. Shouldn’t have taken the overnight flight.
“You weren’t at the manor. I tried calling there first. I wanted to see you. Call me when you get this?”
He might. After he listens to the four other messages she’d left behind.
“Hey. I know it’s only been an hour. But please call me.”
Another one.
“Dick, where are you? I hope you didn’t change your phone. or I’ll look stupid leaving all these messages behind, which I’m not about to stop doing. Call me. Please. No one knows where you are but no one’s panicking either. It’s worrying me.”
Next one. From another hour after. He’d been gone a little over ten hours since he left. If Bruce didn’t have a tracker on him, they’d have called the police by now. But he highly doubted Bruce would take the time to announce his little trip to the West Coast to everyone in the house.
“Dick, if this is you ignoring me, you’re doing a hell of a good job at it. Did I do something?”
He heard her huff over the phone. No one else seemed to be around her.
“Please, I just wanna talk. Call me.”
The last one. Sent just four hours ago, which meant she’d been awake at four in the morning.
And, on top of that, the last one was five whole minutes long.
A call to tell her she was dating Tim again? Explaining how there are no hard feelings? Catch a movie sometime? An ass of him to think she’d be that cruel, but he was jetlagged and exhausted and the smell of dog shit still hadn’t left, which could be explained because that mutt had made a home just a few feet away from where he stood.
Dick played the message despite all that. Even if she called to tell him she’s getting married. He’d answer it.
“Dick…”
He could hear the rain, sheets shuffling under her feet.
“I’m sorry…” she said. “I… I probably took too long… I guess, if you’re ignoring me, you still deserve to know. I hope you get this message. I’ll tell you now, I guess. So you won't have to respond if you don’t want to.”
Tears. He could hear her wipe them off her skin.
“I kept you waiting for… I wanna say months but it’s a lot longer than that. Years… God, and I didn’t even see it… I took too long trying to figure this all out for myself, and you just kept waiting for me. No one should be worth waiting for that long.”
He was laughing as if it were one of her god-awful jokes. Funnily enough, it was worth it. Even when it sent him nowhere in the end. All that waiting was worth it. Somehow.
“Which is why I don’t blame you. Because you shouldn’t have taken this long. I thought even if I took another few weeks before I’d have enough courage to finally ask you to be mine, you’d still be there waiting for me. Selfish as it is, but I guess that’s your fault, too. Spoiling me and whatnot. Now my expectations for men are out of hand. Sorry.”
She even fucking laughed all the while he could hear her biting back her sobs. If he were there, he’d hold her by the shoulders and squeeze the fucking sense back into her and tell her yes, I did wait for you, and I’d wait for you for a hundred more years if I had to but I know you love someone else and-
Wait.
Wait.
Wait.
Backtrack.
What the hell did she just say!?
“I mean, I’m…” she continued, completely ignoring his panic. Was there a rewind on this thing??? “The past two days all I did was read your letter. Over and over again, trying to find something I could have missed. I memorized it by now. I’m a wreck. I’m sorry. I know it’s all so complicated, but I can't stop thinking that if the timing had just been good to us the past few years, all this would have been so different.”
Shit, shit, shit, shit, SHIT, is she actually saying she-
“I’m so sorry, Dick…” she sighed. “I kept you waiting. But even if… even if you’re not anymore, I already made up my mind. I’ll be here. It’s my turn to wait for you. As long as it takes. I love yo-“
Something hit the back of his knees.
Which, unfortunately, with him not in some defensive stance, caught him in a rather vulnerable position.
And with that, Dick tumbled off his feet, almost fell off the railing, and failed to catch his phone from slipping right off his hands.
“NO!”
“DOWN BOY-SQUAWK!” Gar the parrot cried and followed the obnoxiously unruly dog running around the terrace. “SORRY, DICK!”
The dog kept running around and almost crashed to his feet twice with it being too fast even for Gar's supposedly swift wings, and if he wasn’t so frozen and horrified, watching his phone descend from almost a hundred stories above ground, he would have grabbed that mutt by the neck.
“GAR, I SWEAR TO GOD-“
“I’m sorry!” He turned back into a human and caught the dog. “It was him!”
“My fucking phone just fell over the railing!”
“Want me to go get it-“
A car alarm. He could hear it even from above. Or Gar did. Because he went to look over and caught sight of his phone breaking a car’s windshield below. He scratched the back of his neck. “Sorry.”
“I have to…” Dick pulled on his scalp. “I have to go call her.”
“Call who?!”
“Give me your phone!”
“I don’t have a phone!”
“Give me Raven’s phone!”
“She talks to people with her mind,” Gar twirled his finger against his temple. “She doesn’t need a phone!”
“Just get- UGH!”
He stormed back into the building. “Where the hell is everyone else!?”
“They’re all out of town!”
“So it’s just you and Raven in here?! Without adult supervision!?”
“Why do you think we got a dog into the building?!”
Said dog stuck his tongue out at him like it was just so awfully adorable.
“Ok, ok, ok, ok, ok.” He can do this. He can calm down. “I have to go back. Or call her at least.”
“You’re going back to Gotham now?!”
She said she’ll wait. But to hell with keeping her waiting. “Yes. I do. I’m going back now. As soon as I can call her and tell her I’m on my way-“
“I wouldn’t do that.”
Raven didn’t even look up from her book, legs up on the couch as seemingly relaxed as if the whole wreck of a home they lived in wasn’t a mess at all.
“Next flight to Gotham’s in an hour.” She levitated an apple to her mouth and took a bite. “And the one after that’s in two days.”
“Two days!?”
“Airline shutdown. Some strike is happening,” she pointed at the TV playing the news. “I’d hurry if I were you.”
“God fucking dammit-“
“Good luck.” Raven took another bite.
Of course. Of course, this would fucking happen.
But, fuck, he didn’t know if he should just leap out the window to keep up now that everything he’s ever wished for had finally come to be. Because, to his own beliefs up in the clouds, he could probably fly with just the flap of his measly arms.
Y/N chose him.
He left for the elevator, just before Gar stopped him for leaving his wallet, then he was sprinting his way back to the airport.
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You:
“I already made up my mind,” you said to your phone as if there were anyone else on the other line. As if he was there, listening to you. And that in a few seconds, he’d respond.
“I’ll be here. It’s my turn to wait for you. As long as it takes. I love you, Dick.”
Quite haunting how easy it was for those words to just roll off your lips, because as much as you thought all this to be so complicated and difficult, it was the easiest thing you’ve ever had to say.
At four am, alone in your studio with all your lights off and your sheets in an unkempt mess. You stuck your knees so close to your chest, trying to conceal at least some kind of warmth against you. But even with it so easy, it didn’t mean it wasn’t hurting.
“I can't,” you stuck your palm to your forehead. “I know things are so hard between us… and this past year is just…”
You breathed, longer than you’d hoped, just to get enough air into your lungs just so you wouldn’t collapse.
“God, I don’t even know what to tell you anymore. It all just… It feels like it’s too late. Everything went so wrong between us and I can't stop but think maybe it’s the world saying we’re just not meant to be,” you swallowed. “And the scary thing is… I don’t even care.”
The blue rose you painted, staring back at you once so bright, but as the passing days of you still wondering if were brave enough to do this at all, it had dried up and was now blank, patronizing even, that maybe it just wasn’t right, even when you wanted it to be.
“I don’t care if it’s so complicated, I want you…”
On the bed, just by your feet, you locked your eyes onto Dick’s beautiful handwriting, some that had been smudged with the sweat from your hands with the paper now crumpled up after all those months of reading and rereading.
You closed your eyes.
“You sent me an awfully painful, heart-breaking letter,” you said. “This is my awfully painful, heart-breaking reply.”
.
‘I usually just say all this in my head. That’s when I get poetic. Sometimes I write it down. Most of the time, I try to paint them. I think of galaxies and meadows and skies and flowers and all that, metaphors as they are, but I’ll say everything I’ve got. Right now. Because you deserve to know that all those years of you thinking nothing could ever go how you wanted, that it could end being just that.
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Dick:
“Hey.”
Hands on the counter, the attendant looked startled at the least.
“I need a ticket for the next flight to Gotham.”
“I’m sorry, sir,” she said, after taking a while to look at Dick’s handsome yet frantically uneasy face. “You just missed it-“
“I know, I know, I missed the last one.” The one that left just five minutes ago because of fucking California traffic. “But I need to get on the next one. Please.”
“All flights from San Francisco after the next hour are canceled I’m afraid.”
“Any connecting flights? Anything that leaves before that?”
“Sir, I-” she stretched her fingers. “I’ll look for something.”
His fingers, tapping onto the counter until the tip of his nails started to hurt.
“The best option’s a connecting flight to Denver, then to New York.”
“New York!?”
“Then there’s the railway transits to Gotham. I can book you a ticket for that, too.”
From a seven-hour flight to a seventeen-hour trip with layovers and a crowded train.
But as soon as he heard best option he pulled out his wallet quicker than when they told him his rent was three months overdue and that if he weren’t to pay the doorman that very instant they’d evict him.
He rushed to the first plane, closed his eyes, and prayed she hadn’t said anything in her voice message too important for him to miss out on.
.
‘The universe, or whatever it is out there that has a say in all this, they didn’t make it easy for us at all. If they did, we would have met long before we went too far into this mess. We were friends, sure, and you have no idea how much I value our friendship.
But I guess not even that friendship’s strong enough for us to deny what’s really going on. And that’s why it’s all so hard. I can't even look at you without thinking about kissing you, or holding you, or touching you. I can't hold your hand without wanting to never pull away. I can't even be in the same room with you and not stare, even when you’re just reading a book or talking to someone else. You are… you’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, and you’re just as beautiful within, which is why it was so easy to love you, and so hard to keep it in.’
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You:
Morning. Eleven am at that. You slept before the sun was up, at least. But you were up all night.
Nothing. Not a call, not even a text from him.
Everything shattered, and you were still half asleep. The next thing you did, and the next thing to do, was wrap yourself up with the thickest layer of your blanket and hide in the dark, even with it such a lovely day.
Another message wouldn’t be such a good idea if he still hadn’t opened the last five, which seemed highly unlikely with him gone for almost a day now.
A day. It had been a day.
But nothing on GCPD’s notices reported a missing person’s file of an utterly gorgeous, half-Romani hunk of a man in any of their websites. You called the manor, again. Still, there was nothing.
Twelve at noon. All you had for lunch was a bagel from three nights ago. It stuffed you, at least.
You sat at your dining table and stared at your phone.
If there was a moment for so much love to come crashing at once, it would all have been too great for that to be possible.
But the moment you realized it was there at all,
A few weeks ago. Steph’s birthday.
A party at the manor. It wasn’t much. Just a little get together with everyone at the parlor.
Everyone was talking, laughing, and frankly you wished you’d joined them. It looked like fun.
But instead, you were looking out the window, at the gardens white with melted snow and winds strong enough to knock the leaves out the branches. But you couldn’t hear any of that, which made it peaceful. It was the trees that danced, birds instead of planes that hovered over the sky, not a star above but perhaps it was because it was so full of clouds. It looked cold. Cold always looked so beautiful when you were looking out from the warmth of the inside.
Dick walked up to your side, just a reasonable distance away so he wouldn’t touch your shoulder, but close enough that you’d smell the jasmine from his neck.
“You’re just gonna stand out here and watch the glass fog up?”
You remembered laughing, probably at something else he’d said after that.
“It’s pretty when you look hard enough.”
And all the while, he didn’t pull your arm and drag you over at the crowd. He didn’t tell you to join them, to loosen up and have fun or have a drink or in any way stop you from what you were doing.
He just stood there and joined you, instead. Ditched his family. Didn’t even speak much.
He stood there because he wanted to. Because you staring out the window was more interesting to him than a whole crowd of kids doing whatever.
When he balled up his fist, covered it with his sleeve, and wiped the window right in front of you to rid it from the fog so you could see the gardens clearer, you knew you loved him.
Such a small act that was, but it was the finality of everything else that built up to that moment.
Then, you remembered what you told him last night, in a voice message that lasted way too long and sounded far too painful.
.
‘I don’t regret what I had with Tim… but I do regret not saying anything the past four years when I had the chance. You were there. You were there and I could never have had it any other way. When we’re not trying so hard for everything to be alright, everything’s at its best. I’m not even your girlfriend, and already I think about every minute I spend with you and laugh before I’m off to bed. I think about your jokes way too long than they should ever last. And your smile, god your smile, saying that that it’s all I could ever think about wouldn’t do it any justice. You have drawn out the ugliest laugh out of me that never should have come out of any human in existence. And frankly, I’m glad you do. Because just when I thought I could never smile again, you made me the happiest I could ever be.’
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Dick:
Of all days. Of all times.
His survival rate at that point, rushing through Denver Airport with just a fifteen-minute layover period, with his shoelaces undone, probably wasn’t one he should have relied on. He was starving, but he had the appetite of a mammal in hibernation with the horrible airplane food costing a hundred dollars and everything else taking too long to prepare.
With just thirty seconds to spare, he fell to his too-narrow coach seat, shuffled along so his large ass-damn this cursed asset-would fit through the aisle and breathed just as the air hissed into the cabin after they closed the service door.
Head against the back of the seat, eyes up the ceiling, at the smoke that blew in through that gap outside the overhead locker, he ignored his dried skin, his dry mouth, his feet that were close to standing on a thousand knife tips, his eyes so close to just shutting out, his wallet painfully thin with this whole trip costing the equivalent of a round trip to Shanghai, and his whole body about to collapse. He hasn’t slept in twenty-four hours. It didn’t look like he was ever going to sleep at all.
And he hasn’t even called. God, what was she doing at home? Is she okay? Is she eating okay? Is she worried about him, staring at her phone wondering what she did wrong when she was nothing less of a perfect creation of all the gods that existed, an angel the earth didn’t deserve?
He really, really had to call.
Someone just sat next to him. A child. And next to him was his mother, who just put down her phone from a call.
“Excuse me.” Dick put on his award-winning smile, pretended he wasn’t sweating his balls off or that he was in any way close to psychological death, and hoped he looked the part as well.
“Yes?”
“Is it okay if I, uh, borrow your phone? I have to make a call. It’s sort of an emergency.”
“The plane’s about to take off.”
“It won't take long. I promise.”
He probably didn’t look as charming as he’d hoped. His hair was a mess not even a bird would settle into. The woman looked at him quizzically, up and down, and shrugged. Like it was handed to him on a silver plater, she gave him her phone.
The aircraft was about to take off. He only had so long.
He called Y/N’s number that he didn’t even know he memorized and settled back. It started ringing.
“MOM!”
The kid beside him. He was tugging on his mother’s shirt.
“MOM, I’M BORED.”
“We’re in a plane,-“
“I’M BORED. I WANNA PLAY ROBLOX-“
“Not now, we’re in a plane. Sit down.”
“GIVE ME YOUR PHONE-“
“That man has my phone.”
Fuck.
Y/N, fucking pick up.
“HEY, GIVE ME MY MOM’S PHONE BACK-“
“Kid, I hear ya. But you have to give me this one-“
“GIVE ME THE PHONE-“
That kid, a chubby one not older than six, stood up from his chair and was wild enough to grab Dick’s hand away from holding the phone up his ear. If he weren’t so desperate, he would have let him have it.
But god almighty, he’s never been as desperate as a starving man in a desert.
“Kid. Just one minute.”
“NO, GIVE ME!”
The mother put on a sleeping mask and faced the other way.
“KID-“
“GIVE ME MY PHONE-“
Back and forth, both grabbing onto the phone and the kid having the strength he did not at all expect, they ended up wrestling it out in the cramped-up economy seats until the kid was screaming out his ears.
He’s never looked so ridiculous but jokes on everyone else if they thought he could care less.
“Excuse me.”
An attendant, bags under her eyes and giving both of them, not just the kid, a dirty look.
“I’m sorry, sir, but the other passengers have complained about the noise. I’m gonna have to ask you to take your seat.”
“NO!” the kid screamed.
“DID YOU JUST BITE ME!?” Dick cried out.
“GIVE ME THE PHONE!”
“I NEED TO CALL SOMEONE!”
Dick grabbed the phone off his hands, palm to the kid’s face to stop him from reaching out to his outstretched arm. “Don’t you have some kind of coloring book you can give him?”
The attendant smiled, albeit forcefully, and walked back over to the back of the cabin. The kid did not stop trying to grab it off Dick’s arm.
She gave the kid a bag that probably had books and crayons and whatever stuffed inside. It looked so old. It had to have been in storage for the past ten years.
But as if some miracle heard him, the kid shut up, took the bag, and settled on his seat. Then he was as quiet as a mouse.
Fucking finally.
He held the phone up his ear and closed his eyes, fingers easing the tension on the nerve on his forehead.
“And sir?”
The attendant smiled at him. It didn’t look so much of a smile as it was a death threat.
“I’m gonna have to ask you to turn off your mobile device.”
To say he wanted to squeeze the life out of everyone in the whole aircraft, including himself, wouldn’t cut it.
And he didn’t even have it in him to protest.
“Hello?”
Her voice. At the other end of the line. That word was all there is to it, the only thing he heard.
Dick sighed, closed his eyes, counted to three, then ended the call after just two seconds.
The next thing he heard, for the next three hours, would be the screams of the child at his side, kicking on his seat like a fucking soccer ball.
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‘That call from a year ago. The one about Kori. Fuck, I don’t even know where to begin. I overreacted. By a mile. Did some stupid shit to make up for that guilt and masked it over as another heartbreak when really, it was me refusing to have to go through all that again. I had to see you with that woman when I was in love with you for three years. Of course, it hurt. But I shouldn’t have an excuse. It was so stupid. Just thinking about it makes me want to break. I’m so sorry about that, Dick. I know we’ve already been over that months ago, but I just want to clear everything while I still can. God, I don’t even know if you’d listen to all this. I’m rambling. I’m sorry. I put all the blame on you when I had my share of mistakes. A whole lot of them. I’m sorry. I love you. And I’m sorry.’
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You:
Hung up after two seconds. All you heard on the other end of the line was breathing and huffing, and nothing else. Whoever it was, they’ve been calling the past two minutes, just as you stepped out of the shower. And you almost cracked a rib flying from your bathroom to your kitchen table with just a towel around you, hoping to see his name on the screen. But alas, your luck just wasn’t at its peak.
You put your phone down, still with nothing to do, nothing else you could think of doing, than to just wait on that seat, stare at your phone, and hope Dick hadn’t hurt himself going after some goon alone the night before. Still no missing persons report. Nothing from the rest of the team, either.
Maybe just once more. You could call him. It wouldn’t annoy him too much. It had been hours since the last one.
You called, put the phone up your ear.
No ringing. It went straight to voice mail.
You opened your mouth, thinking you had something to say.
But you didn’t have anything to say. Not anymore. Not after you poured your whole heart out on the last one and now your throat was as dry as your palms were sweating.
You put your phone down, facing away from you, then you sank to your arms, burying your crumbling face away even with no one to see you.
.
‘That’s why I hate myself for not caring if this was difficult. Because I know, somehow, that’s it’s all still gonna be worth it. With you. Just thinking about the things we’d do, you’ve been the light of my life, the one person I look for not just because I need it, but because being with you makes so much of my day, every day that I see you. I look for you in crowds. I turn to your face when I want to look at something pleasant. I stare at doors, constantly hoping you’d be the one to walk in. I seek out for your voice, call you even when I know it’s a bother, find the most ridiculous excuses and the most stupid questions just so I’d have a reason to stand close to you, to have you talking to me, wanting all that everyday. I’ve never met anyone like you, Dick. I’ll never get used to you, and there’s no way in hell that I’d ever get tired of you. And maybe that’s the price to pay with all this being so hard. As complicated as it is, the troubles aren’t half the worth of the happiness it comes with.’
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Two flights, three within the past thirty hours, jet-lagged far beyond a night’s repair, and his stomach in so many knots that even the bag of peanuts from the plane was too much to digest. And it wasn’t from poisoning or hunger or whatever it was. Everything in a whirlwind, one he can't even track.
He got to New York before it was dark, and he wanted to kiss the floor.
But he wasn’t at Gotham yet. This trip wasn’t over.
And if it weren’t for the half a million people crowded over at the airport, he would have been in Gotham right at that second.
Past the crowd, fumbling and running for whatever life he had left that wasn’t a spirit descended into something infinitely better than this, he made it over to the other side of the terminal, with his pits sweating his shirt off and his legs made of cooked chicken drumsticks and dough.
He got to the railway station, over at the attendant behind the counter.
“Excuse me,” he panted, and just like the one at the San Francisco airport, it startled her. Except now, there was no using his charm or his looks when he looked like he crawled out of a swamp.
“To Gotham,” he said.
“Ticket?”
He reached for his wallet, hands shaking so horribly it was worrying if he hadn’t known it came with his mind being as much of a mess as a wrecked ship from the 1800s.
And all the more did they tremble, down to his sorry knees, when he opened every flap there was on his wallet to find every pocket empty.
No.
No. no. no. no. no.
He searched his pockets. His jacket. His pants. His fucking shoes. If he had a hat he’d probably look into that too.
Nothing. Not a stub. A tiny stub that would have easily been blown by so much as a gust from a fan, let alone running a marathon in three airports in a single day.
“I,” he swallowed. “I seemed to have lost my ticket.”
Yeah. He wasn’t getting out of this one. The attendant looked at him and snarled like the annoyance he was.
“All the trains are sold out. And I’m afraid you can't board the train without a ticket.”
“Ma’am, I really, really, have to get to Gotham-“
“I’m afraid you’re gonna have to step out of the line.”
Like every force in the universe was out to get him.
“Do you have a phone? A payphone at least? I really need to call someone-“
“Sir, please step out of the line.”
“Please, ma’am, there has to be some way you can squeeze me into one of those trains-“
The attendant waved at someone behind him.
Two security guards were at his side before he could even turn around.
“Alright, alright, I’m leaving,” he huffed. “You guys don’t happen to have a phone I could use?”
Both guards ignored him, set him aside against a pillar.
And, with the excruciating exhaustion finally crashing into this one blow to the face, he stuck his back against the column, head up to the ceiling, then fell on his ass.
God, what does he even say to her after this?
If he actually gets to talk to her, that is.
“Final call for boarding!”
That light. One, single light. Or two, if he focused his eyes. The headlights from outside the revolving doors, from a bus that just opened its doors. It was a light, because it had GOTHAM in bold letters pasted onto its windshield.
And a line of people stepping inside. Kids and adults, old people alike.
He sat up from the floor, hungry, tired, and in pain.
But this was all going to be worth it. Every minute of this.
He just knew, that one last push, after this tormenting, inferno of a day, would all come to an end he’d dreamed about since he first laid eyes on her that day at the Wayne Manor’s library.
Dick got in line outside the bus, told the conductor he’d pay when they get inside. And after he did, he had just a quarter in his wallet to spare. No one sat beside him. The others were at the back. The one across was fast asleep. He couldn’t call her.
He’ll just have to hope, that whatever worries she had waiting for him to come up, that she’d forgive him enough for all this to end the way he hoped it would.
Three hours on a bus.
Didn’t even sound like it was remotely a long time.
The moment he took his seat, the bus doors hissed closed, and the air so silent, so did everything else calm.
He’s waited so long.
But he just had to wait for another three hours. In a bus. Then he’ll see her.
He closed his eyes.
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‘I don’t even know why I rambled so much about all this being so complicated.
Because even if I had to walk up to the sky, I know there’s a galaxy waiting for me at the end. You are worth it. You are worth everything. I’ve never been so obsessed with anyone my whole life. You are, with my whole heart, my greatest love. And you are so beautiful that I never want to look at anything else ever again. And I never thought I’d get know beauty the way I do when I talk to you. You are everything I could ever want. And so much more.
And that pain, that hurt we both had to go through after all those years. That pining and waiting, and the heartbreak just because I was too stupid to understand that it didn’t have to be so hard after all, it doesn’t even matter, when at the end, I get to be with you.
I’d go through all that again if it means I can be with you.
You are the man I’ve dreamt about since I could first dream, and I’m lucky enough to have you in my reality. It’s you I want, Dick.
So I’ll wait for you. As long as I have to.
I love you so much.
Please, for the love of God, call me.’
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You:
That message.
The longer you stared at your phone, the more you wondered if it was the right thing to do at all.
It was four am. You were tired. And worried.
And it was four am now, a whole day after.
Not a single call.
You’ve done it this time. You tripped at the finish line.
You were selfish enough to keep that man waiting for so long hoping he’d keep going, just as he had been for years.
And now, this is what you get.
You have yourself alone, in your apartment, one you haven’t cleaned in a week, and your heart in the same shatters as it often had been.
Your phone rang. You weren’t so excited to pick it up. Rightfully so when you saw it was just Bruce.
“Hello?” you said, your weight against the table’s surface, also surprised that it hadn’t broken.
“Y/N,” Bruce said. “I heard you were looking for Dick.”
“Mhm?”
“Sorry I haven’t called. Anyways, the last location I can point him to was at the Titans Tower in San Francisco.”
Okay.
You’ve had your heart broken before.
But it wasn’t just that that had broken right then.
Everything else, every bone, every bit of flesh there was, it was this numbing buzz you couldn’t even fight.
“What?”
Just then, someone knocked on your door.
And it wasn’t just a knock. They were pounding against the wood.
The ringing in your ears hadn’t even subsided, and you were breathless, muscles stiff. You just let the pounding go on until you heard Bruce hang up on the other line.
Life didn’t even give you so much as a second to process all that, of what he could be doing there, who he was with.
Your walked to the door, and without looking into the eyehole, you unlatched the lock and opened it.
Some glitch there was if all this were nothing but a simulation.
But it was as if the last five minutes-no-the last two days hadn’t happened at all.
Dick never looked like such a mess.
But, nonetheless, the way you stared at him was as if he was as beautiful as he ever was.
Everything that had broken, the moment you looked into his eyes, had fallen right back into place, into an entity far stronger than any quake could knock it out of.
Dick shut the door behind him.
He grabbed your face.
Then he kissed you. Without words. Without letting so much as a speck of time, however it worked now that it’d stopped, pass and waste away.
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Dick:
Whatever she told him in that message he never got to hear, everything she ever had to say, the instant he felt her kiss him back, it was like every word flew out of her lips. How she wanted him. How she chose him. How in love she was with the mess of a human being he could be. How all the trials they’d been forced to go through, all the misunderstandings and the fights and the long months of this troubling, awkward place they wanted nothing more than to climb out of. He got all that with the way her lips molded so wanting and harsh, pressed so hard against his dried, chapped pair that have never witnessed anything more beautiful and so awfully perfect.
No more time to be wasted.
Not another second.
He had her. He finally had her.
He got the girl.
Not a chance that he wasted so much as another second.
He pushed her against the wall and the gasp that came out of her wasn’t at all out of pain, but at the sheer desire that had sparked at such impact that only knocked her into the same place he’d long settled in. And he could just feel, how much she wanted so badly to speak, to tell him what was raging in her head that was as much of a mess as his. But they’ll talk. Eventually. After.
All he wanted, right then, was to have her. Love her. Love her. To send her off to some paradise that long surpassed oceans and mirages and heavens that stood on clouds, to culminate that seemingly endless torture into a reward so great, that to say it would have been worth it would be so much an understatement. To play every instrument there was and let the song resonate into her body, and make it last for the rest of his life for so long as he could touch her. All that, he was going to give her tonight. Tonight. Right then and there.
Grabbing her legs up to his hips, her hands pinned to the wall above her head, it was too much of a flash for him to rush into this beautiful thing that shouldn’t be rushed at all. But he couldn’t slow down if it meant that he lives. Even if he died right after, he just couldn’t hold back.
He was pushing himself into her and the sounds that he earned out his lips were more than any songbird could cry out. After just having her against that wall, he finally got the sense to take it to the bed. It was dark. Not a light was on. And it was raining outside the one window she had near the bed and just the streetlight outside was enough to make him see her face. Dick placed her on top of his lap, on which she enjoyed herself to her own pace. Her hips were like waves, the ocean that rocked about, and the stain on his pants that she’d left behind was just as wet as so.
At that moment even she didn’t want to wait and talk any longer.
He took off her clothes, lied back.
Then he hoisted her up so the sweetest part of her body was just hovering over his mouth, her strong, beautiful legs, one of skin and the other of metal, on either sides of his head.
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You:
You were made of gemstones. You were shimmering.
Of diamonds and rubies and emeralds, of the most precious rocks that could be found on every soil on earth.
Everything. That pain. That darkness. All the troubles and hardships, the disputes and every tear you’ve ever had to shed. Gone. Gone when he drew out this wonderful melody of sensations from his sweet, sweet tongue quivering you to every core. You were rocking, shaking, trembling, barely keeping yourself up. Not long after you screamed, and like the skies heard you it screamed back with a thunderous roar.
Then Dick shed his own clothes and moved inside you, rolling your hips with your two bodies now this one, beautiful entity, like you were holding his hand, just as you did right then, as you both ran through the darkness of a cave that has long haunted you, with creatures and bats and ghosts flying about, just to reach the end that was a light so close and so bright, you chased yourselves, chased that very light.
And once you reached it, that blinding, flashing white light that shone with this painful, glorious sting to every bit of your flesh, to say you found that end would be wrong. It wasn’t an end. It was this continuous, tantalizing aroma that would last a lifetime. It was beauty. You felt beauty. And it was in ripples you couldn’t see. A blur you couldn’t comprehend.
You had so much to tell him and ask him about.
But just as that wonderful night showed you, you had the rest of your life to do just that.
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Epilogue
Dick:
Life could only ever be so cruel.
But life gives its niceties. Sometimes, to the people so used to it that they take it for granted.
But it’s even more so of a nicety when it’s the people who’ve long deserved it.
Not to say he deserved the world, but it was just that he’d gotten. From a world once so cruel, that never seemed to have granted them the time enough to be together, it’d never built up into anything more perfect.
Watching her from his car’s driver seat, from where he had a perfect view of her looking at the wondrous scenes flash by outside the window. It was even more beautiful, more than ever before, now that he could take just a second off his time from the steering wheel just to kiss her.
Just a little over six months together. Never has there been anything so rewarding in his life. A rainbow, ten of them at least, that filled what was once this depressingly grey sky. He always knew it’d be worth the world. But even he surprised himself.
When they parked the car, got out into this wide, orange field, a farmland just outside of Jersey with a valley at the farthest end, the only thing that battled the brightness of her smile was the sun itself.
“It’s beautiful, Dick.”
Her voice, even more so.
He set up her canvas, all her paint, and her brushes. They found a spot on the grass that was clean enough for them both to sit on. She didn’t use her easel. Instead, they both laid on this plaid red and white sheet over the grassy soil, her using her own knees to hold it up. And Dick sat beside her, watching her as the hours ticked. Without looking away, no longer ashamed when she’d catch him.
Just before the last of the sun had set, he pulled out from his pocket a ring, one with a diamond a shape of a white rose on top.
He got it a week after they got together.
Her face, her lips wide open as she realized what came in front of her, then he asked her to be his. Forever.
She said yes, just as the sun fell.
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