#and we all know about billy’s

[ickypuppi3]

post starcourt billy lives au where no one moves to california and el’s super uncomfortable with karen wheeler because now she’s classed as one of the bad people who hurt billy

#billy hargrove #el hopper #tw karen wheeler #i need someone to call her out for the good of my mental health #she cannot just get away with it #i need it to be addressed i need steve to perhaps say something too that would be fun #and el bringing it up to billy ??? i’m upset #and him trying to play it off but if there’s one person he can’t lie to it’s el #he’s all ‘i’m a guy it’s what we do no biggie’ #but el /knows/ how he actually feels #and no one else knowing or understanding why she’s off with mike all the time because that’s all she can think about #because el’s mom never stood a chance right #never had the opportunity to /be/ a mom thanks to brenner #and we all know about billy’s #but karen? she was meant to be a good mom #maybe that’s what el thought moms were like #like in her head yeah joyce karen claudia etc etc that’s what a mom is #but now there’s this conflict and disconnect #because moms can be bad people too #and not only did billy’s own mom hurt him but so did mikes #yeah #idk i have thoughts #i just need el and billy to hug maybe

[carolperkinsexgirlfriend]

Ash - Tracy K. Smith (x)

#stranger things #steve harrington #robin buckley #eddie munson #strangerthingsedit #st edit #jane hopper #joyce byers #jonathan byers #nancy wheeler #dustin henderson #lucas sinclar #erica sinclar #koko gifs #will byers #mike wheeler #billy hargrove #you know what that's all of them I decided #I had to relearn how to make gifs for this and the coloring scheme I went for was UH maybe we can actually see the scene SO #Also some of these assignments are slapped togeter and some I THOUROUGHLY thought about #also in my heart. Argyle is in the same spot as lucas. but I had to Prioritize and so...no Argyle #long post #things i do instead of sleeping or writing or anything and i forgot to eat and ive been clenching my jaw for HOURS #flashing tw #main character death tw

[biillys]

BILLY WEEK → DAY TWO

sensitive, abrasive, stab you in the face keep a blade, heaven sakes, had to raise the stakes

better days, follow me like the saddest song

brockhampton; love me for life

#i don't even know. like i know i said that about yesterdays set but like #i know even less today. i have no explanation. what the fuck is this???? don't ask me! #anyway. [waves hands vaguely around this set] we love to have fun here on biillys dot tumblr dot com #remember when i made my last brckhmptn set and was like 'i have like 3 other songs i wanna do!!!' then never did. back in like 2020??? #this is one of the songs!!!! 3 yrs later!!!! thats completely fine!!!!! #anyway when bearface said 'i wish you'd love me for life love me for life love me for life' i felt that and billy felt that #billy also knows every work to j'ouvert. also heat. #also cried listening to weight so jot that down #billys last week on earth was fucking heartbreaking he was literally just so fucking lost #thinks about billy forever screaming and begging 'i don't understand' from when he was a lil kid all the way up until his last week #thinks about how his life was literally just one big tragedy #thinks about dying...... #billyweek23 #billyhargroveedit #m #gifs #harringroveweek

[likesummerrainn]

#Billy the Kid #tomblythedit #billythekidedit #tom blyth #smallscreensource #dailytvfilmgifs #my gifs #so. i have a new show that i can't stop thinking about #and did i start watching it for tom? yes i did. is he the only thing keeping me here? kinda. #i know literally nothing about any of these characters so i just wanna see how it all plays out #obsessed with jesse and billy being like this actually. the 'we're tied together aren't we?' energy...

[bigdumbbambieyes]

nsfw!!

the slow drag of Billy’s mouth up and down Steve’s cock, sucking hard at the tip so he can hear the throaty moans his pretty boy makes; the breathy sighs and quiet whimpers that don’t cover the wet sounds of Billy’s mouth and throat.

feeling fingers in his hair, rough and pleading, both begging ‘please let me cum’ and warning ‘i’m gonna cum’ so he pulls his mouth off just to watch Steve’s cock fall and smack wetly against his lower belly.

Billy has a mean grin on his cherry-red lips as he watches the way Steve’s blush travels down his neck and chest, making him splotchy - a telltale sign that he was this close before Billy viciously ripped it away.

Steve’s annoyed expression is ruined by the glazed over look in his eyes and Billy laughs at him, mutters, ‘desperate bitch’ before spitting a mix of saliva and precum on that big dick just to watch it twitch.

he asks, low and hoarse, ‘what do you want?’

and Steve mumbles breathlessly, ‘your mouth…’

so Billy gives him his mouth and he swallows every last drop that his boyfriend gives him, because that’s what they deserve.

#harringrove #billy hargrove #steve harrington #lemon #having thoughts about hung!steve being a desperate mess when he gets head #bc we all know billy is the best at it #anyways goodnight!! #bambiwrites

[yellowhollyhock]

Leo: I've been wanting to tell you guys for a while, but it never seemed like the right time.

Splinter: It's alright, Leonardo, we are listening.

Leo: I'm gay

Donny: Duh

Mikey: Hey you finally figured it out!

Raph: What do you want, a medal?

Leo:

Leo: Thanks... for being.... supportive?

#Leo Last to Know Splinterson #tmnt #tmnt 2003 #2003 leo #this is such a dramatic moment for him and they're all just: #leo's on about stuff we already know again what a silly billy #this has probably been done before #queer turtles on my mind lately #someday i'll write about them all coming out to each other #tmnt incorrect quotes

[paperbackribs]

suddenly feeling unhinged about a character and want to defend his music choices

#sigh we all know I freakin mean tears for fears for freakin steve harrington #screw you eddie (crying) I love 80s new wave synth #but also i believe that steve is far more expanded - he would love queen and bowie and springsteen and so much more that hits his feeeeling #he and eddie would have so much more to talk about re music than eddie 'educating him' #the babysitter kids would constantly try to get him into their music #steve would be constantly bombarded and would just chillly choose his shit #maybe even a little natalie cole or billie holiday if i want to be super indulgent - cause he Loves LOVE #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #writing

[jonny-b-meowborn]

me, trying to keep it together while watching The Boys with my sister and this happens:

#we just finished s2 #shes already seen it all but got me into it #and god i love this show so so so much #and i need Butcher carnally #good lord #throwing up #and of COURSE right after that episode i went to make that gif #i didnt plan to make a post out of it but julian is idk sleeping or something and i NEED to talk about how much this shit made me go insane #and like. i dont want my sister to know what im into ☝️ so i have to keep calm while Butcher is idk covered in blood and grimy and sweaty an #lmao #the boys #billy butcher #bee buzz

[findafight]

Eddie ruffles through Steve's glove box and finds a cassette labeled BANNED SONGS and thinks "don't mind if I do~" before shoving it in the player without looking at the tracklist.

Olivia Newton John's Physical blares through the speakers, already halfway done. Steve laughs but doesn't say anything.

It fades out and the next song starts with a weird sort of clicking noise, and sounds sort of snyth popfunk? Eddie isn't really sure. He lets it play out, anti-reagan sentiment and condemnation of fascism behind the synth. Its. Unique. He kinda digs it though. He listens for the next song and- Loretta fuckin Lynn?

"Steve. what the fuck."

Steve's mouthing along, tapping the beat on the steering wheel. He grins. "It's my banned songs tape. All of em have been censored in some way or another. Listen!" He turns it up, and, Loretta Lynn is singing, in her charming Appalachian drawl, about how she's not having any more kids, how she's getting her life back and not going to be pregnant constantly because she's got birth control. How she's going to have fun.

The song ends with a beat of silence, and trumpet bleeds with piano with the white noise of an old recording transfer from a record, and Billie Holiday sings mournfully, filling the car with the pain in her voice.

It trails out, the soft sound of a record not quite finished after the song, and then there's a drumbeat, strong, on the next one. Eddie finally checks the carefully written tracklist on the inside of Steve's little homemade cover.

"Redbone? The--the 'come and get your love' guys?"

Steve nods. "The lyrics, Eddie." And oh. Oh it's about Native Americans getting killed by the army. Shit.

"yeah. Some of em are heavy, some of em just talk about sex. Or god." He smirks.

It fades out, and the goddamn Beach Boys come on.

"are you serious?"

Steve laughs again.

"what made you make this?"

He shrugs, "after it all came back, in '84, I was. Messed up. Nance and I had broken up and she'd gotten with Jonathan, I was suuuper concussed, and these government goons were giving me the third fucking degree even though it was all their fault it happened in the first place and they hadn't done shit to stop it. I already had the Redbone album" he ignores Eddie's muttered of course you did "so I thought, fuck it. I can't do much but I can listen to things they don't want me to. So, yeah."

Freddie Mercury croons, and they both laugh.

#steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #all these songs were banned in some way before 1985 :) #the songs listed in order are: physical. (we don't need this) fascist groove thang by heaven17. #the pill by loretta lynn. strange fruit by billie holiday. we were all wounded at wounded knee by redbone. #god only knows by the beach boys. i want to break free by queen #i highly recommend the redbone and loretta lynn ones. so good. #finda writes stuff #finda's rambles #fics #steve is like fuck the government im gonna listen to music they dont wamt me to bc i cant do anything about how my town is cursed

[uncanny-tranny]

Another thing that should have tipped me off that I was trans was I was raised on country music, yeah? I'm not talking the good country between ~1940-1980, by the way, I'm talking the 2000s, but all those country songs that the man was talking about his girl? I always pictured this distant future where I was like this cowboy who got all kinds of ladies.

I don't think my closeted self would dream of myself being where I am now, but I still do hope being a cowboy is at the least in my future...

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #nonbinary #i love reminiscing about my egg-y self. the fool was simultaneously aware AND clueless as all hell and we love to see it #(the song i still remember this clearly was Gimme That Girl) #i stand by my opinion that 2000s country paved the way for me putting undue hate onto the entire genre #now when i imagine being a cowboy it's like. an emo cowboy. i'll have the cowboy hat but we're playing MCR in my huge truck #it's crazy that i survived over ten years of listening to nothing but that type of country music though #if you're wondering: yes i should be asleep but consider i am in a Silly Billy type of mood #wait should i make a playlist of all the songs that made me euphoric as a kid. i want to see what the overarching trend is #(that is if i can even remember them all...) #also if you read this far (congrats btw) put some egg moment of yours that makes you like 'how did i NOT know' if yoh have one of those

[ickypuppi3]

sometimes i think about all the things that could’ve happened in billy’s life before they moved to hawkins and i just

#billy hargrove #there’s so much left UNSAID #and then there’s the stuff that dacre says #and then there’s things that just make sense #and it drives me insane #it’s such a big gap #even the flashbacks #what happened between those scenes #i genuinely have so many hc’s for his life because i can’t stand not knowing #i need answers like actually #personally think we all need one of those group therapy sessions #but instead of therapy it’s taking about billy and instead of a therapist it’s dacre

[grinchwrapsupreme]

i don't think they did enough with the fact that sphinx is ready to memory wipe billy anytime anyplace but don't bother with white because he's too much of a "lazy bastard"

#'yeah no one is supposed to know we're here but white's allowed to know because we know he's not gonna do anything about it' #like fair play he spent 20 years not telling billy about the whole invisible hand of fate debacle i guess despite everything #he can keep a secret #pete white #billy quizboy #the venture bros #the decision process is so funny to me #rusty can know we're here because it's his compound and we pay him rent #his sons can't because they'll blab about it #white can know because he never does anything ever #billy can't because he loves to Do Stuff including getting kidnapped biweekly #mr hunter gathers you're so right about all of that but it's also very funny how strong your opinions are of people you barely know #there should have been an ep where billy finds out pete knows something wild and just never told him #and every now and then between A plot it cuts to them in the trailer #with white telling billy about some other batshit escapade that billy does not remember #'mount everest? oh yeah we were up there last week. saw some pretty gruesome sights and shoreleave tore a guy in half.' #'i can't believe you didn't tell me about this. i can't believe they wiped it! why would they do that? who am i gonna tell?' #'you're being so annoying about this billy ugh this is just like when you got bitten by that velociraptor. made it all about you.' #'i got bitten by a what??' #'yeah in that cloning facility in atlantis in '08' #'i've been to atlantis????'

[strunmah-mah]

Trial of the Amazons #2 // Lazarus Planet: Revenge of the Gods #2 // Amazons Attack #3

Free her DC!

#dc #yara flor #dc: we designed this new character to become wonder woman #aw crap we have to scrap those plans actually #how abut we make her wonder girl instead #because that's the same thing right? #and we lampshade it by having her hate being called wonder girl #and that'll make it just fine #right? #me: that's really annoying actually #also sorry to the image description people #i didn't know how to refer to billy since he's had so many name changes despite them all really being the same mantle #i thought about using shazam since that's the one he was using in revenge of the gods #but to avoid any potential confusion with the wizard shazam i just went with billy in his adult form instead

[functionalasfuck]

Finally getting around to watching the Sign. Lemme just say that “reincarnated soul mates” thing is doing a lot of heavy lifting for Phaya and Tharn’s relationship plot chemistry (outside the actors, of course)

#Billy and babe have fantastic chemistry #but if Phaya and Tharn were played by different actors #would we believe that they are actually meant to be #there isn’t a lot of getting to know you or quality time spent between them #that isn’t just Phaya pushing Tharn’s boundaries and Tharn trying to resist it #no growth or progression beteeen them at all #their dynamic has stayed pretty much the same since episode 2 #but now they’re together without really having any character development. #say what you will about the sign #it is fantastic but also very much look pretty and do as little as possible #the sign #the sign the series #billybabe

[pendinganchor]

Side eye- I agree people shouldn't include him the poll if they don't want him to win but...he's a racist repeating the abuse cycle with Max

Genuinely curious how he's redeemable in your eyes? I am asking objectively bc I don't see it- especially with how he treated Lucas

side eye. babe he is not “repeating the cycle of abuse with max” he grabbed her arm a total of ONE time. that she later referenced about it being the first time he had ever done something like that. a one time situation does not make a pattern. he backed off after she threatened him with the bat. if he was abusive he wouldn’t have done that. also the only reason he was looking for her was because his father abused HIM and threatened him into finding her.

he found her in a strangers house in the middle of the woods with a borderline 18 year old that lied about even knowing who she was. he had no other context of the situation.

they both equally yelled at each other so if billy is verbally abusive in your eyes then max should be to. do you have siblings? i fight with mine all the time. less so now that we’re out of the toxic environment of our childhood.

it’s almost like you can’t heal while still in that toxic/abusive environment? huh crazy!

in season two billy was a 17 year old who had just been moved two thousand miles away from everything he knew. he’s gonna act out.

if you think an abused teenager is beyond help then i encourage YOU to get help.

if you look at the entire line you antis like to quote him on he says “something you learn is there are certain people you stay away from” as in he learned it from somewhere. my guess is his abusive father.

how do you feel about mike?

or jason?

both those characters were shown to be racist towards lucas as well.

what do you have to say to the fans who are racist towards lucas or kali or argyle?

or the antis who are racist towards poc fans of billy?

billy had been eighteen for three months when he died. and he was still living with his abusive father.

i know real life people who were WAY worse than billy in high school who have since gotten their shit together. and i would never condemn someone for who they were as a teenager.

#tw abuse #tw racism #get a fucking grip babe holy shit #if you would take two seconds to look at any post about this already made you’d have your fucking answer #but we all know that antis have no critical thinking skills #people aren’t born racist they are taught it #and it’s NEVER too late to unlearn it #sorry if this is all over the place i’m at work and shouldn’t be getting this annoyed rn #billy hargrove #neil hargrove #stranger things #asks i’ve answered #userkarson

[gaysontodd]

billy isnt flinchy. neil pushes him against the wall and he doesnt flinch, just goes still and quiet. neil slaps him and insults him and he doesnt flinch.

steve hits him and pushes him and billy doesn’t flinch. like. billy is 1000% in control of his own body. he shows up at the wheelers and he is pissed, hes breaking the doorbell and when karen opens the door hes looking away angry. and then he sees her and starts flirting. and hes very charming and all but. hes angry. he gets in the car and all that charm and seductiveness is gone. because he is fucking angry. he gets to the byers house and he doesnt show on his face that he knows steve is lying to him until he wants to.

billy isnt flinchy. he wouldnt beg or plead. he shuts his mouth and says whatever will get him away from the situation if he doesn’t have control. and when he does have control he doesnt have a reason to flinch

#leo.txt #billy hargrove #idk. my grandpa he. he used to swing at me as a joke and scold me for flinching or for ducking too slow #his dad was shit. and i dont know. i always got the impression it was a test. like not testing me but testing my parents. did they teach me #to be afraid or was i just spacey and jumpy #dunno. my nana. his wife. she hated how we were raised. i dont know #i keep thinking about leon #about how hed go to hit me and stop if i didnt move quick enough #i was scared to death of him. but not because of that #anyway. #this rant is brought to you by: please dear god fic authors. not all abuse victims are flinchy and soft and scared