#and only listened to his music

[sacrificialmutt]

absolutely insane to me that ive had huge interests that have hijacked my brain and became my whole personality but i can't even remember them??

#┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚ #its bc! #my memory is god awful for one #but ive never ever had anyone in my life who lets me talk abt my interests #like tf do u think i have a tumblr for? #but anyway #main way of jogging my memory is by looking back on old chats #and i never spokr abt my interests in said chats bc everyone would get mad at me for some reason #so whole eras of my personality are like. lost media. #i remembered one a bit ago bc it came back- that being yohio #i was so beyond obsessed bro! and i totally forgot i even listened to him before #forget being into his music i was so obsessed i watched his music videos over and over #and only listened to his music #like i was balls deep in that obsession #and i totally forgot it ever happened bc i never told anyone #isnt that insane #but i digress #smth smth abt all i want is for someone to listen to me without belittling or mocking me for my interests #smth smth thats the number one most important thing in a relationship to me and if u fuck that up ill never see u the same #smth smth who hurt you (middle school did mama) #now shut the fuck up #ive been back in my head lately so the tags have been getting sadder on my posts... exception being hannibal posting #i watch hannibal to distract me from the voices in my head that tell me to kill myself #and when i finish hannibal i will simply start it over again

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

The musical episode.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jin guangyao #nie mingjue #Remember jin guangyao: If you do any treachery you will face the wrath of five horses. #When are the horses going to come into play? You'll see. #s2.ep8 had beautiful music... I listened to it on loop while drawing! #Good music to chill out to before you fly into a rage. #This episode really cements how JGY's mind works - It is a matter of long-term outcomes at the sake of nearly everything else. #Morals do not matter to him if the outcome is more favourable. #and at the center of it all - he has learned that the only person he can truly trust is himself. #In turn - the only person his actions benefit are himself. #He will do anything and everything it takes to reach a position of power - not just for the power. But because it means safety. #Because it was something he was denied and the idea of not having control in his life again is unforgivable. #'Happiness' isn't a goal. We are looking at someone still stuck at the bottom of Maslow's hierarchy of needs. #Everything and everyone is a piece in a game. Bonds and friendships are assets. People are dispensable. #He wants to climb for the sake of climbing. He wants praise and recognition because he feels it is deserved. It's all so hollow. #We could go deeper into his psyche on this. #But these are also tags under a comic in which 'evil penis music' is the punchline.

[parkersloths]

Tried something different. This is so messy and rough but I think I needed that ;u;

Also green is not my fave color so it was challenging but also fun to experiment with different hues of green here

#fanart #käärijä #jere pöyhönen #I've been listening to his music on loop for months now #and I've never been so interested in a singer #it was only a matter of time until I drew him #also.. there are so many cool artists in this fandom! #he should wear the heavier eye makeup all the time #looks awesome and is fun to draw

[mecachrome]

OSCAR: This is new, isn't it? Like quite new? LANDO: That's not new. It's quite old. 

#oscar piastri #lando norris #* #INSANE CONTENT FOR INSANE PEOPLE #the amount of Yearning Looks from oscar alone. every time the cameraman gets set up he chooses the most violent angle possible #also oscar having the worst pop/country music education known to man because he only listens to his same 3 edm songs over and over again #lando getting genuinely offended on hannah montana's behalf #the entire.......... whatever they were doing with the old town road double entendre #anyway #landoscar

[lunar-years]

Ed Sheeran: here is my latest album in which I write about losing my best friend young, learning my wife has cancer while she’s pregnant with our second child, and being actively suicidal. I’ll be releasing it right after I wrap up this court case where I’m having to defend my integrity as a songwriter and artist and everything I’ve built my life and career on. also I had to miss my grandmother’s funeral back home so I could be present at the mandatory court proceedings.

Twitter.com all week: haha I hope Ed Sheeran loses in court so he’ll stop releasing bad music and give retail workers peace! What album is he releasing next, “Quadratic Equation”? Hahaha! Such an original joke no one has ever heard before :) I’m soooo funny!! :)

#listen I could really give zero fucks if you like him or his music. but the lack of like…basic compassion? that gets to me #subtract #ed sheeran #also would love to be able to go into the Ed Sheeran tag on this website ONCE without seeing e*ting d*sorder posts #I know I’m like the only Ed fan on this website but it is very 🙃 and I can’t figure out how to blacklist the right tags

[crunchchute]

Sam and Max if they were cool /j

#sam and max #crunchchute art #my art #somehow this shitposty art piece made me emotional while drawing #i miss highschool and my friends and just going on school trips and stuff listening to shitty scene music like botdf #and playing the songs on a phone close to our ears or sharing an earbud on the bus #and being fucking cringy and shit man i wish i experienced more of that #perhaps i wasted my teen years on stress and worrying so im dressing like this now to make up for it #i know you wont see this D and im sorry i was being awful to you sometimes but i liked teasing you as if you were my sibling #i really miss those times. and i know i could always reach out to you but you moved on and im still stuck so i wont. but im thinking about #you from time to time! and the little fun we had back in hs. i really felt like i could be myself when hanging out with you #and i thought about you making this piece. me as max u as sam that would fit lmao #<- hes getting sappy missing the idea of his friends 10 years ago that only exists in memories now because everyone except him grew up

[adrielrook]

Smooth jazz Chaz appreciation post ❤️

Cause he deserves more love <3 actually I’m very happy that there are a lot of people who love this little menace to the trolls society!

#fanart #trolls fanart #trolls world tour #trolls #trolls chaz #chaz trolls #lol #smooth jazz chaz #please i love him so much i’m so happy that Dreamworks created him #smooth jazz will be back #smooth jazz will never die!! #also listen I know he’s a menace and tried to hypnotize a whole village but consider #what he said IS true #he’s the only smooth jazz troll there is and NO ONE that I know of ever told him they liked his music #no one appreciates what he loves I can get that he’s bitter about it #even if he acts cool about it #Idc I will defend him #if nobody loves you then I will #too much? #Hickory better start giving him some love #Chaz deserves another chance

[abd-illustrates]

Open Arms (WIP) | EPIC The Musical animatic 🌊

THE "EPIC" ALBUM DROPPED AND IMMEDIATELY GRABBED HOLD OF MY CREATIVE ENERGY SO HERE'S ONE LAST VID BEFORE THE NEW YEAR 🌊✨

(Or: The first official concept album for the greek-mythology-inspired musical I’ve been following over on TikTok dropped over Christmas and listening to it left me absolutely POSSESSED by the spirit of animation so I churned out this lil' snippet super-quickly in between hella deadline work and holiday hectic-ness sdgksgfh -- I'd love to chip away at this more throughout the new year if I can, but for now I just had to show some love for the AMAZING work Jorge and the entire cast and crew put into the show's first album! Can't wait to hear the rest!! 💖)

🍂🦝 SITE, STORE & SOCIALS 🦝🍂 

(and a link to the album in question in case any of y’all wanna get hooked on it too)

#epic the musical #epic the troy saga #artists on tumblr #abd illustrates #fanart #fan animation #i am not kidding this is the only thing ive been listening to since it came out #i love polites so much the casting is PERFECT dont get me started on how oddyseus says his name in the song before this one #dont look at me im hyperfixating

[lord-shitbox]

hey guys lets talk about how lonely and melancholy Leander's CG theme is. i dont know music very well but lets Talk about it. this one:

-the minor key

-the only slightly distorted electric guitar

-how often the melody repeats (so much repetition)

-there's pretty minimal percussion & otherwise the guitar is Alone. grabbing you all by the shoulders and shaking lets discuss this hlello hi hehy hi hi hey hello

#shitboxposting #touchstarved game #leander #ONLY leander solo post you will ever get out of me. i really like his theme #everybodu open up your books (the game) to page 30 (leander cg) and read the passage (listen to the music)

[ghostvibesonly]

JAY GOT HIS MOM TO VOICE ODYSSEUS’S MOM I’M SOBBING

god listening to the underworld hurts so much more after learning that “fun” fact (genuinely it’s so sweet oh my god but i’m using humor to cope)

“i took too long. I ventured too far while you were waiting”

“I’ll always love you”

#i guess beautiful voices run in the family #yes i also audibly gasped when polites showed up #epic #epic the musical #epic underworld saga #epic odysseus #epic odyssey #epic spoilers #epic the musical spoilers #it is an actual crime this saga is only three songs #i’m already on my fourth listen (the first two were the watch party) #correction: now on my fifth i finished the fourth listen while making this post #don’t even get me started on no longer you or the powerful orchestrals at the end with tiresias’s haunting vocals #or jay’s acting oh my god the anger and hurt and betrayal throughout the entire saga #tHE GROWLS I LIVE FOR WHEN ACTORS GROWL IN THEIR SINGING ITS SO GOOD #but also the quieter peaceful moments of love when he sees polites and his mom again #congrats on completing act one jorge!! #i am in your walls!!

[corallapis]

We're opening up a rift in the Braccatolian space. Won't see us coming. Kind of scary. Then stop. Once the Empire is established, and there's a new Gallifrey in the heavens, maybe then it stops... the drumming, the never ending drumbeat. Ever since I was a child, I looked into the Vortex — that's when it chose me. The drumming, the call to war. Can't you hear it?

#tenth doctor #simm!master #doctor x master #dwedit #dw #* #i was gonna strategically crop lil guy out of that 3rd gif but you know what? i'm not a coward. #woe lil guy and his tiny custom-made pinstripe suit be upon ye #ANYWAY. why did the master say ''good'' here. hello. i'm rattling the bars of my fuckign cage why did he say that #is he glad the doctor is spared from it?????? #also the doctor like. not listening. at all. not even trying to listen apparently #since all it took was one lil forced contact in eot #still giving him an absolute for an answer. ''it's only you.'' #all the shit ten says throughout this oh we're the only ones left it's the two of us blah blah blah. but where it counts? IT'S ONLY YOU. #see obv i'm master biased but all this shit makes me crazy abt the stuff 12 said to missy. ''you never learned to hear the music'' #bro you NEVER LISTENED to him. you're still not listening to her!!!!! #araghghagh. ok.

[someonecomegettheirchild]

No one was more excited for Cowboy Carter than this mf

#Will only listens to country music and music made by female rappers and pop stars from Texas #aka beyonce and Megan thee stallion #This was his avengers end game #will solace #solangelo #percy jackson #pjo #hoo #toa #apollo cabin

[small-jar]

People are misscharactering gerry and it is making me upset >:(

People are like "he wouldn't be goth anymore bc he doesn't have the trauma" and I've seen a couple of different takes that people are like gerry wouldn't dress goth or he is actually a metalhead and like No? And people don't know what makes someone goth it seems bc you have to listen to the music as the baseline and boom you can know learn about the history, dress it, and you have to understand the political stuff too(since it came from punk) and normies think that you have to have trauma? To be goth and like that's just factual incorrect. So they are making this thing that tmp gerry is a normal man now and like he can still be goth like bro just dressed that way in tma and just bc he has a support system now doesn't mean he got his goth card taken away

#jar rant #the magnus protocol #tma #the magnus archives #tmagp #the magnus protocol spoilers #gerry keay #tma gerry #gerard keay #like people dont know what goth is and its making me upset #you can have stability and still be goth #yall know that right? #RIGHT?! #im actually so upset about this #and him being a metalhead (there are no problems with metslheads) goth people can still listen to othet music #and alot of goths like metal #gerry is goth and the only things different about him is that he lives with his grandmother #has a good dye job #and goes to therapy and is medicated

[cometrose]

one of my favorite things about zhongli is that he doesn’t shut up like i know we like to compare him to neuvillette and alhaitham but zhongli is like inverse of their signature traits. social awkwardness? quiet and reserved? zhongli does not care he will talk like he understands liyue’s social customs very well he just does what he wants. like yeah he’s calm and reserved but he’s not quiet and he enjoys socializing with humans like it’s one of his favorite things to do. the people of liyue describe as someone who is a little odd but very helpful and knowledgeable so he understands people and he seems pretty good at reading their intentions and behaviors so yeah he’s weird but he’s very popular cause he’s always doing shit

tldr zhongli is a yapper he will talk about anything and everything if you give him a chance he does not care if it’s weird or socially unconventional

#my post #zhongli #genshin impact #he’s a little empty headed idk #like he just likes people and talking to be people #like there’s probably some level of social awkwardness but it’s not #like i know every region got their ‘zhongli’ but listen the dude never shut ups #like i remember during lantern rite their is some chinese customs about who sits at the table or who performs certain tasks #even though zhongli says he’s not as important as hutao or xiao he still acts like the leader of the discussion and the table #like he probably knows the rules he just messes up or doesn’t care #remember when he was so interested in listening to xinyan’s music he invited her to perform at a funeral parlor #bro does not care he wants to indulge himself in his nation #suffers from never shutting the fuck up disease #he just doesn’t talk about himself #i mean all of them are pretty talkative in their own way #althaitham is wordy as hell but only when he wants to be #like i did his story quest recently #ooh blah blah blah academic dishonesty no integrity just a lot

[instantmilktee]

dumb spicy take: L does not listen to math rock or alternative or indie pop. He doesn’t listen to mitski or cavetown

He listens exclusively to hyperpop-ified tchaikovsky bc it overstimulates his brain and stops him from thinking

#but actually he wouldnt bc he hates the feeling of quiet brain #BUT if he were to listen to music it would have to be overly stimulating or he’d get bored #like way too many layers and kinda fucked sound mixing #he only listens to music if he needs to turn off his brain #my only evidence is the funky synth and guitar loop layers in L no Theme B #he wants to peel music back like an ONION #he wants the audio equivalent of that one scene in ratatouille where remy describes the syncretism between two flavors #but he needs like. 20+ flavors simultaneously #l lawliet #l my beloved #death note #hc

[boygirlctommy]

3 YEARS SINCE CTOMMY DIED... GOOD LORD

#my post #caps #I WAS IN SHOCK #NONONO I REMMEBER I WAS IN REHEARSAL WHEN THE STREAM AHPPENED SO WHEN I GOT HOME I WAS WATCHING THE VOD #AND I WAS HALFWAY THROUGH THE VOD NO SPOILERS WHEN I GOT A NOTIF OF JACK GOING LIVE #AND HIS TITLE WAS SOMETHING LIKE 'TOMMYS DEAD LETS CELEBRATE' AND I WAS LIKE ??? SURELY NOT???? SURELY NOT???????? #AND THEN HE DIEDDDDD AND I STARED BLANKLY INTO THE DISTANCE FOR THREE DAYS STRUAGHT #LITERALLY IT WAS ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT ALL DAY #I WAS LIKE OBSESSIVELY COUNTING TH EMINUTES SINCE HED DIED #LIKE AT SCHOOL SITTING IN CLASS LIKE 'it has been 37 hours and 42 minutes since ctommy died' IT WAS BAD #AND THEN ID DRIVE HOME LISTENING TO SAD MUSIC AND CRY BCUS IT REMINDED ME OF HIM.......... #I WAS DOING SO WELL. AS U CAN TELL. AS YOU CAN SO CLEARLY SEE. #TOMMYS DEATH DID HORRIBLE TERRIBLE THINGS TO ME AND IM SP GLAD HE WAS ONLY DEAD FOR 3 DAYS BCUS I WOULD NEOT HAVE SURVIVED