#and now I'm panicking

[deadstarsrisingsblog]

Whoever harassed @glimmerglanger to the point that they DELETED THEIR AO3 AND LEFT: count your motherfuckin days.

#star wars #glimmerglanger #ao3 #sorry i'm so fucking upset rn #I LOVE YOUR WORK GLIMMER #deadass obsessed #and now I'm panicking #and also Shaking With Rage #fandom fuckery #i hate some of you bastards and it shows #WE DO THIS FOR FREE #FOR FUN #IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT WRITE IT YOURSELF #LEAVE PEOPLE ALONE #glimmer I love and adore you sorry if I never made it around your blog to Scream #Sanguine lives in my head rent free #and so does like everything else your wrote

[moomoorare]

Asking for help to be able to make art again...

Here's my ko-fi (moomoorare)

And my p4aypal: moomoorare / [email protected]

My traditional art comms are open if you want something 🔗

Doing all this bc as it turns out, after two months of trying to fix it the technician declared the pc dead. I used my laptop to draw, make animatics sometimes, be commissioned art, to start mcyt community projects and events, and other personal uses.

I do not have the money to buy it on my own, so if you can't either, I ask on my knees to reblog this post in the hopes someone kind with extra money sees it and can help me out a little, with whatever amount they can. A few dollars make a huge difference if a bunch of people have them spare, for example.

Edit: unfortunately had to spend money on stuff recently, for traditional art, errands and things for my cat so the goal has gone backwards.

Edit 2: had a medical emergency and the cost completely drained what I had.

Current goal: 0/500€ (for a good laptop I won't have to replace immediately)

Please reblog if you can't give anything 🙏

#rare rambling #I'm not so mildy panicking right now #if you can donate anything please do #and reblog pleas eplease #the post has been edited

[saltpepperbeard]

WE'RE IN THE SINGLE DIGITS RANGE NOW, Y'ALL. NINE DAYS. HOW ARE WE FEELING 😀😀😀

#OFMD #OFMD Season 2 #Our Flag Means Death #ofmdsource #ofmdedit #ofmd gifs #ofmdblog #ofmddaily #Lucius Spriggs #Izzy Hands #Edit #I AM JUST #Like I'm beside myself quite honestly lmao #I can't comprehend it at all #I've been struggling to do so ever since things started EXPONENTIALLY ZOOMING OFF #and shh listen shhhshshshsshshshh #i understand that i'm a clown okay #i understand that i was being horsey about it like two months ago #and now i'm over here panicking over it coming out in just nine days #but listen #l i s t e n #the first step is self-awareness okay HSDJKSL

[chronicowboy]

love that eddie diaz is a friend to all women unless you look at buck in a way that is less than platonic. like, that's his job!!!!!

#sami rambles #now i'm panicking bc i'm gonna lose my job (eddie every time buck starts dating someone new) #911 show #911 fox #evan buckley #buddie #eddie diaz #buck x eddie

[chrisrin]

is gemstuck sollux a fusion? :0

WHAT A FITTING ASK I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF DRAWING THESE GUYS!!!

yes, yes he is.

#chris doodles #homestuck #gemstuck #hs #sollux captor #i'm obsessed with them #was talking with a friend and we have their fucking entire story and vibe built out #in an episode like jailbreak #rather than how sapphire was kinda distraught and ruby was panicked to find her #bixbite and maxixe are both collectively like “i need to get out NOW before (other one) does because i REFUSE TO LET HIM HOLD IT ABOVE ME” #“HE CAN'T ESCAPE FIRST HE'LL HOLD THAT OVER ME FOREVER” #when they both escape the screen does a split screen and we see them running to try and find each other desperately #when they do #they rush at each other calling out each other's names #slamming into each other with something half between a headbut and a hug #one mutters to the other “i saw you first” the other says “i missed you” just as quietly #holding each other's gems as they touch foreheads #and theN THEY FUSE BACK TOGETHER!!! #he has this moment where he stands there and blinks #relishing in the moment #before summoning his visor and flicking it down like “alriight. back iin fuckiing buii2ne22” #stronger than you but its blackrom #instead of fighting jasper he fights eridan because fef and eridan are kinda the first antagonists to the group #and it gives SOOO much background for what happens with erisol later (i have a whole story for that fusion planned in my head) #anyways holy fuck #yeah im insane ask me more about them

[littlesmartart]

HANDS DIRTY | DELTA RAE

I've been thinking about this song + JGY for a long time ("I get my hands dirty, I show up so early, they show me no mercy, so I just keep working" hello???? hello??????), and I would like to personally thank ZZJ for his wonderful face and brilliant acting 🙏

#jin guangyao #making this video truly made me appreciate how much on-screen abuse and violence we see inflicted on JGY 😬 #also godddd!!! the scene with Madam Jin yelling at JGY at phoenix mountain!!! #JGY doing this quick little panicked look around when she's done talking to see if anyone is going to do anything #and the pan we get of Zixun + Zixuan + Yanli + freakin Sect Leader Yao #and even XICHEN. all just standing there like :T awkward. #then it cuts back to JGY's devastated little face as he tries his best to carry on. probably fucking mortified that this is public #and both relieved yet slightly upset that no one tried to defend him over something that everyone knew was not his fault #UUGHHHHH #sorry I'm done now #the untamed

[dick-helmet-magneto]

Erik: I...may be having a panic attack. Charles: And you're calm about that?! Erik: Don't panic. I'm the one panicking. Charles: Lot of fucking good it does saying not to panic. go look in a mirror and repeat that!

#they're both disasters #cherik #also me right now #i was just sitting here like...i may be panicking #remaining chill on the outside while my heartrate triples and i'm convinced i'm about to die #most people talk about looking unphased while reading smut #my talent is looking unphased while feeling like i'm confronting death

[soaps-mohawk]

THE PURRING OMG??? Can betas purr too or is it only like an alpha-omega thing? How cute would it be if reader and Price kinda communicated like that once they got closer?? Price asks if she's okay or how she's doing and she starts purring so he purrs right back as a way to say " that's great " or something IDK I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS

Share the thoughs I'm living for all of them today 🤩

Betas can purr too. Why not? Lmaoo like, why not? Everyone can purr (I'm such a slut for purring) 😂

Noo but that would be so adorable!! Just communicating through purrs 🥹. The opportunities there 🤭 you've just given me soooo many ideas 💚

#i'm like hella anxious for an appointment tomorrow so y'all have been keeping me preoccupied so i didnt spend the day panicking #legit ive been having so much fun today #you're all now my internet friends #anon or not #answered

[mumbledramblings]

[Trigun OC]

Team "would rather die than admit something's bothering them"

So for the first good chunk of their relationship, Bad Luck and Vash were more "fucking" than "dating". Bad Luck was really apprehensive about romantic entanglements, and had been taken advantage of by a friend, in the past. (While not THE reason he was kicked out of his community, it was definitely related.)

However, Vash-- aware of Luck's hesitance but not of the reasons why-- already had a little bit of a crush on him. So when Luck stupidly offered a FWB situation, Vash accepted, thinking he could be chill about it. He quickly realized, no, he could NOT be chill about it, and spent the next few months relentlessly pining and feeling guilty and wanting to broach the subject, but never saying anything.

Eventually, Vash's crush gets revealed, and by that point Bad Luck has kinda fallen in love with him and they get together and Bad Luck insists that it's all fine, water under the bridge. Truthfully, though, he feels a little betrayed, and has this sense of "why the fuck would you think that's a good idea" towards Vash, hanging over his head. But he also thinks he has no place feeling this way because he never told Vash why he was so hesitant (and still hasn't), and also he does love Vash now anyway, so there's really no point bringing this up now and messing with the status quo, right?

And that's just the beginning of their relationship. There's a whole bunch of other plot-related problems they never talk about until after things boil over. Eventually, they'll get their acts together and talk through everything, I promise. Eventually. It just, might take until after the plot's fully resolved for them to get there.

#typing up this post for the THIRD TIME because i'm FUCKING STUPID and ACCIDENTALLY DELETED the last one #to the person who left the nice comment on the other one i'm so sorry i just accidentally posted it while i was still typing and i panicked #trigun #trigun stampede #trigun fanart #vash the stampede #mid draws #oc - bad luck #trigun oc #mid writes #copying the tags on the other post bc they're relevant and i want them to be seen #working title is “i hope we both die” #which doesn't explain exactly what's going on between them #but i hope it helps you grasp how much they Dont Talk about their problems #you can tell whenever i have a mental spiral because i turn all my favs into the most terrible people to have a relationship with #i love you vash and i know you're a good boy in my heart #but i firmly believe he's never had a healthy relationship and he's not about to start now #/end #If anything is worded/formatted weird do not tell me. it's 3:30am and i typed this in a panicked frenzy #i'm going back to bed

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

DARK CREAM WEEK: day 5- punish/reward

idk man i think your threats would work a lot more often if you stopped being so handsome about it fdrgbegh<333

dark cream week and comic are by @zu-is-here

#dark cream week #dark cream #my art #cross #dream #shattered dream #s!d #cross is just panicking a little bit! shattered could threaten to murder him and he'd still find that hot tbh... our favorite simp<333 #no but GJGYIKH remind me to never listen to my ideas when i'm feverous xD #i swear i flip flopped so hard deciding what to do for that day omg #it was supposed to be angst at first but gosh enough of that already am i right?! something a little more lighthearted was needed!! #now this was supposed to be a small comic- then a comic with a little bit of animation in some panels- then an actual animation #because hey why not just put some more energy into it since it's really not that different right? <- famous last words #i'm sorry i'm a little tired xD you could not pay me to color/shade this like for real i just CAN'T #some parts could be smoother but hey! it's all good in the end >:'Dc #wish i could've posted it in time tho that would've been the first time i followed through a weekly event perfectly xd ah well #btw i'm also posting twice today!! i still need to finish the art for day 6 tho so it's gonna be a little later hgkhgh :'D #hope you guys like this!! <333

[aroaceeternalbeing]

Tony : I'm so happy, I could kiss you!

Steve : Um...Neat.

*later*

Steve, lying face down on his bed : I said "Neat," Bucky. Who the fuck says neat these days? It's not neat to say neat but I said it anyways because I'm fucking stupid.

Bucky, reading a book : Don't beat yourself up too much, Steve. Everyone gets nervous sometimes. Remember what I did when Sam confessed his love for me?

Steve : Didn't you thank him ?

Bucky : *closes the book and looks at the ceiling* I fucking thanked him.

#He panicked okay ?? Leave him alone #stevetony #stony #tony stark #steve rogers #sam wilson #bucky barnes #sambucky #incorrect marvel quotes #It's like 2:30a.m right now and this is what I'm doing #I should be sleeping #but i'm not #I'll have to “wake up” in 4hours and I haven't even closed my eyes once #i'm going to be exhausted tomorrow #what's wrong with me

[elisedonut]

just had the dumb thought of a time traveling Percy looking Penny dead in the eye and saying

Penny you are a lesbian. Thats why this feels so strange to you.

#percy weasley #penelope clearwater #Alot of time travel fics have characters waking up like in bed in the morning but my brain was like #What if it was legit just in the middle of a make out session just boom now young Percy is gone forever #He panicked #he didn't think he'd wake up like this #He's just like I'm 28 please don't kiss me again #and says the first reason in his head why she shouldn't since he cant just say that #I normally hc her as bi but like most hcs i have nothing is permanent and the idea of this is funny to me #and thats more important to me than consistency #She's just like oh for real? #She just needed someone else to say it

[lover-of-skellies]

Went to Arby's and witnessed a Kevin having a slight meltdown over having to wait for his fries, I don't know if I'm ok

#not skeleton stuff #rambles #hhhhhh #I'm not like. majorly upset or anything #I'm not crying or panicking either #but like #I was reminded of someone specific #and of certain things I've been through #and i just feel numb now. like i could spend all day zoning out #i wanna say this is dissociation #but idk if that's right or not

[go-learn-esperanto]

Hey, so I'm probably gonna stay out of Tumblr for a while (not on my own volition).

I don't have my phone or tablet, and I only managed to use my PC because I have work to do so my parents didn't take it away. (they wanted to take it initially, my dad might stop my computer from accessing anything in the future though...)

Shit is not going well at all in this house and I don't know wtf is gonna happen so I might change my URL out of caution for a bit. This will make the links on my masterposts non-functional but unfortunately I do not have the time to change them. If you want anything from there change the URL of the post by putting my new URL.

I might be able to check Tumblr from time to time but it won't be easy.

Ugh... Until things on here calm down a little. Maybe. I don't know.

#gle original #My parents said they want me to leave my psychiatrist and therapist and I'm kinda panicking cus I'm on medication right now #I'm gonna have to see how to phase out of it so I don't get sick from stopping it out of nowhere #I do think I might have enough for a bit though #I love you guys

[clarabow-mp3]

what has ruined the mcu in my opinion is that i feel like they used to have creative people make the movies they wanted to make with a few tiny little notes from one guy with a plan about characters or events or concepts they should briefly mention and now they feel like they were made entirely by executives who just crunched the numbers on what made the most money and shit out movie after movie after movie desperately asking "do you like this?? is this what you like???? you like doctor strange right what if we put doctor strange in this movie will you like it will you go see it will you give us money please please please give us money". and i will not because they're not making movies anymore they're making content.

#gotg 3 was such a welcome departure bc they let james gunn tell a story. about CHARACTERS. which is somehow an insane and revolutionary idea #if i'm honest as much as i hate to say it bc i really love it it feels like a lot of this came from eternals flopping #both commercially AND critically like it didn't make much money but it was also their first rotten movie on rotten tomatoes #for the first time in a little while they took a risk on an auteur with a distinct style they let her change up the formula ever so slightl #and for the most part she made the movie she wanted to make and it was a colossal failure the likes of which they'd never really seen befor #and instead of realising that a) it was 2020 no movies were doing well and b) it's okay to have a divisive movie sometimes #they panicked. and now we're stuck with focus group executive ai movies.

[nocreativityfornames]

I like talking about my ocs and I like hearing about other people's ocs, so let's talk about them because why the hell not ( part 1? )

Question, what was your MC doing right before they arrived in the Devildom for the 1° time? I'll start: Magnus was peacefully sleeping inside a bus while making their way home when they got summoned & pulled inside the Council Room, falling on the floor ( ouch ) in front of the brothers and Diavolo.

#“and this is the story of how I fell asleep and woke up in hell 😀” #I have this image on my mind of diavolo and the brothers' pov #just seeing them appear a few feet on the air and immediately FLOP on the ground and stay there #they were concerned fr #“oh my demons we only just summonned them and they're already dead!!" <- asmo panicking #imagine waking up from a fall not only in pain but also in front of a bunch of strangers - demons in fact - telling you that you're in hell #and that you'll now be living with a bunch of demons - Lucifer AND Satan included - for an entire year #Magnus was hoping for everything to be a dream so bad #but then they woke up the next day still at HoL with Lucifer waking them up and the realization came like... #“...Fuck. I'm actually in hell.” #obey me #obey me shall we date #omswd #omswd lesson 1 #obey me magnus ( my oc ) #☙ no creativity for names ✾