#and maybe get their mind blown

[kaltacore]

i would really like to see people appreciate beau's growth and character arc more without trying to convince newcomers that "she'll get better eventually just you wait" implying she was such an unbearable character you have to make yourself sit through her scenes. i assure you, she wasn't

#you may like or dislike any character for whatever reason mind you! i'm not arguing with that! #but her flaws are so blown out of proportion in fandom while other characters' flaws aren't treated this way at all #and i'm yet to see someone saying that caleb gets better later on. or that veth does. maybe this is also a thing i don't know #but it surely doesn't happen under all relatively popular content centered around them #also beau surely wasn't the only one guilty of being rude and picking fights at the beginning of the campaign. this is just. not true. #the way she's usually referred to as the least cooperative member of m9 #and she wasn't the one who got threatened with a sword for putting the whole party's lives in danger for her own interests. is interesting #this just. makes me sad. i really don't get why people who like her adopt that misconception invented by people who openly disliked her #and sound like they feel guilty for enjoying her character and have to beg other people to give her a chance #i got into m9 with little to none exposure to fandom opinions and honestly. it was really surprising to find out she upsets people that muc #critical role #beauregard lionett #the mighty nein

[indulgnc]

btw until getting on snzblr i just assumed sneezing more than a couple times from a cold was like. idk. a media troupe. like. made up for dramatic affect i just didnt think it was real. i am recently finding out, no, people do catch colds and just sneeze throughout the day from them. what!!!!! !!!!! how does it feel to be the hottest on earth Huh.

#i thoufht it was made up by the media!!! idk!!!!!! #i dont think ive ever sneezed more than once from getting sick #and i figure oh ok maybe if your nose runs you do then. from that #no?? some people just do?? like have spread out fits?? ??? what. #genuinely mind blown #i also. thought the same thing about non-rapid fits . so i think #i have to reevaluate my ideas. #like i just didnt think it hapened. i jusr didnr. didnt sound real to me #bc im always like ‘oh i cant write that its not realistic!’ #No it is. it is. it jusr doesnt happen to me. but its real #LOL. #text

[ex0rin]

anyway here it is even more slowed down because it makes me lose my mind a little more every time it loops:

#the way the shoelace gets stuck for half a beat on his lower lip #those eyelashes!!! #baby boy with those blown pupils #this is absolutely what he looks like when he's getting railed #this scene is basically just pornography jesusfuckingchrist #we're maybe having a meltdown today #don't mind me #cara gifs #hughie campbell #jack quaid

[tinyshe]

whaaaaat? in Russell Brand's video, his promo is Hallow app (at mark 11.03) and how it helps him pray the rosary ....

#russell brand prays the rosary #he's talking about lent #prayer and fasting #alms giving #pray 40 #3 months free using his discount code #listed in hot link for Hallow #no i get nothing from this #except maybe my mind blown #and some lad or lass will take up the offer and be blessed #but mostly my mind blown because russell brand accepting christ #miracles happen every day

[microwaving-tesilid-argente]

ok i might be talking complete nonsense here, but. the Strict Order as a metaphor for an author facing writer's block.

"the Strict Order abandoned the world," yeah if i wrote a sweet potato story where the main character just keeps suffering with no sign of resolution, i'd drop the story too (<- has actually done this with a tesilid fanfic orz)

"The world rejected the Strict Order's abandonment, so to keep the world going the Strict Order made Tesilid keep rewinding time." That's just like when you get stuck at a certain point in the plot and keep rewriting the events leading up to that moment to try to make it work. nods sagely i understand. i too make my OCs go through scenarios lots of times until we get it right. sometimes it takes months. sometimes it never works.

"The saintess only exists in timeline ~86," oh yes, the classic 'idk how to solve this problem so i'll introduce a new character' trick. i'm familiar

"okay but if time looping is the Strict Order rewriting the story, then why can Tesilid remember it" because the author already wrote those scenes and it'll be sad to throw them all out. and also it's a cool gimmick to have a regressor story. (<- has drastically changed the premise and worldbuilding of a story just to make an alternate timeline relevant before)

"what about ailette's existence--" same as muriel, where you insert a new character in hopes of solving a plot problem. except this time the characters write the plot themselves, because just this once you give priority to their character traits & goals rather than where you thought you wanted the plot to go. (tesilid has someone he can be himself around and who can do certain things on his behalf, instead of being fully constrained by his obligations. ailette gets insane buffs instead of being restricted by the world's difficulty.) therefore the chars now have more agency and are not only solving problems, but also taking the story in a direction you never would have thought of before. (whatever the hell tesilid and ailette are cooking rn, separately, which is surely going to result in interesting developments later on)

tldr; the strict order as a metaphor for an author who hit writer's block. their friend World Shaper inserts their OC Ailette in and their writing style is to let the characters run away with the plot. it works. world shaper and all their friends are co-writers working on the story together and reacting to it in real time.

#s-class heroine spoilers #if the themes of this story are actually orv-esque in that it becomes meta about the writer-reader-char relationship #then my mind will actually be very blown #like im extrapolating a lot here #im only able to make these comparisons bc orv changed the way i read fiction forever #anw no one tell me if i got it right i legit have not read any spoilers #im at mirror dungeon now #wait maybe im onto something #the timelines being linear and not recursive (ie. reed does not have his own ailette) makes sense as well bc with this timeline #the story has finally reached its end and the authors can put down their pens #no more writing no more regressing in order to get scenarios right #like SPOILERS FOR ORV SPOILERS FOR ORV SPOILERS FOR ORV MAJOR MAJOR SPOILERS FOR ORV #LIKE RLY MAJOR SPOILERS FOR ORV IM SO SERIOUS #like for orv it makes sense that the timeloops are recursive #because YOU are kim dokja #the story keeps being written bc the kimcom want kdj back #there is no world where the regressions wont occur bc yhk want each other to be happy #and they will keep the timeloop going if thats what it takes to keep the other alive #yhs dooms the world with her pen (keyboard) because she wants that teenager to live #because she realised he will type 'how to survive' and she wants him to survive no matter how cringe he is #no matter how ruined the world he will be living in would be #woah.... fuck orv (positive)

[pastel-pinku]

I bought a dead listing and the seller actually sent it

#i have it now and it’s new with tags #mind blown #if you don’t mind risking a dead listing maybe chance it #I ordered it a month or two ago thinking we’ll #I’ll eventually get a refund #but then I got a shipping notification and was like HUH

[rosicheeks]

🫶

#I’m getting hit with a massive wave of nostalgia now #I remember staying up ALL NIGHT working on changing my theme #I used to play in the html and add things #I looooved adding falling snow during the winter #I remember when having a music player at the top or somewhere on your blog was super popular #but ended up being incredibly annoying #cause half of the people put it on autoplay so when you entered someone’s blog you would get blown away by music #I remember having a whole different page for an about me #I wonder if I still have that up on mine #broooo I haven’t looked at my blog page on a laptop or anything in fucking AGES #I’m embarrassed to think what it might look like but whatever #most of us are using mobile anyway #or at least in my mind we are hahaha #so when I first started a blog I think I was in middle school??? like 12 or 13 hahahaha good times #my first url was SO CRINGE and I’m not going to say it cause I’m 😬😬😬😬😬 when I think about it #and then I slowly got more of a following and started doing smoke videos #I miss that community too :( #making smoke videos and tagging a bunch of stoner mutuals to ‘pass the bong/joint’ #and then they would make a video and tag me #awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhh #I haven’t logged into that tumblr in AGES omg #but then I decided to post content and I didn’t want to post it on my original blog in case it got flagged or anything #so I made this blog #and here we are 🥰 #but man I have SO many memories from my last blog #i made a friend in Belgium and we sent presents back and forth #I think only once but maybe twice #I still have the bracelet she sent me #can’t believe I’ve been on tumblr for most of my life lmao #but I’ve met SO many amazing people that I would have never have met

[zialinart]

hot take but people who shit on the avatar movies on tumblr are so funny like “there’s no plot it’s boooooriiing” maybe take your head out of your scenario-brain-based ass and recognize they are probably the most impactful movies of the last decade idk ?

#i know i love scenario too and getting out of them i was like the plot isn't that greaaat #but get that #the plot is not all that matters in cinema #omg i know mindblowing right #and stop comparing it to marvel for fuck's sakes #cameron litteraly invented new ways to do cinemas to produces his movies #yeah it's expensive but it paved the way to a lot of movie experiences after that #but there are litterally 0 fanfictions on them !!!!!! #I KNOW MAYBE BECAUSE IT'S A VISUAL EXPERIENCE YOU DICKHEAD #sorry i'm very pissed about this shit because i was like that and then i saw the light #oh i don't remember it and i'm pretty sure nobody remembers it #well except maybe for about everyone in the film industry who were blown away by it #and who produce the movies you think actually are impactful #idk just an hypothesis #wait no it's not because I actually studied cinema YOU DICKHEADS #also the plot is cool you just have to think about it for more than 3 seconds #just a movie about colonialism and the effects of while people being selfish as fuck #but y'know #too simple for the great hive tumblr mind apparently

[fakeasmr]

ok who tf recommended all this cheese to me on throne?

#5 lbs???? 100 dollars???? #bro i don't even like good cheese #i eat marble and maybe cheddar if marble isn't available #they even recommended a fucking cheese grater #i gotta get on this guys level #i didn't even consider that you could troll someone with gift recs #mind blown

[notamean-greenbean]

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#honestly i dont even wanna apply to colleges #dont get me wrong i wanna go to college so bad #i wanna go and sit in seminars and learn and talk and have my mind blown and meet new ppl #im hooked on the college experience itself #but application makes me wanna bash my head in with a rock #honestly i just wanna get run over #and my parents are more excited about this than i am cuz they wont fucking shut up about letters of rec and essays and common app #and i just want everyone to shut. the fuck. up #if everyone could let me just. do my thing. for a solid while #i would be somewhere #maybe i wouldn't be at fucken yale or whatever but id be somewhere that makes me happy

[tobe-sogolden]

I mean, you only have to look at how people treat other celebrities who are seen at Harry’s shows to see how the way Olivia is treated is 100% based on jealousy and delusion. Tons of celebrities have been seen at Harry’s shows - Lizzo, Lenny Kravitz, BTS, the list goes on. Tons of videos are taken of these celebrities and shared - the reaction is always “omg!! How amazing! Love that!” and no one says “why are you filming another person at HARRY’S show? You are so weird, pay attention to him!” Yet when people film Olivia, the hate comments start immediately at how “embarrassing” it is to film her while Harry is performing. I mean, even at the Paris show, people were squeeing over Emily Ratatowski being there (even though she was literally standing right next to Olivia and interacting with her!) but when it’s Olivia, it’s a problem. Also, people film Xander at shows and get zero of that reaction and he’s not even famous or a public figure at all. So that sums that right up. It’s extremely transparent why people act like that when anyone dares to film Olivia or interact with her in a positive way. They try to deny or diminish the fact that she’s a celebrity herself but they just look stupid and desperate. She’s been famous for longer than Harry and while she’s not as his level or have a crazed fan base, she is a recognizable celebrity.

So true exactly!!!!!! It makes the double standard very obvious lol

#ask #also @anon i see you friend but like you said in the first line of your message #i really dislike speculation when it comes to this #for one her opinion doesn't matter to me either way #and for two i feel like everything harries do gets blown out of proportion and picked up by media #take this bald harry shit for example omfg #the last thing id want for anyone involved is for this 'drama' to be the first thing that comes to ppl's minds when they think of the film #i dont want to have tabloids pick up fandom speculation and make it a big thing that eclipses the movie #everyone worked very hard on it and i don't think any of them want that #or maybe some of them do idk #but i dont feel good about discoursing over it

[kitkatcadillac]

i cannot believe this whole time ive just been eating my croissants Aside instead of dipped in hot soup holy shit. like buttered bread isnt MADE for chicken soup or something, fool that i am

not that the croissants arent slammin on their own but i just thought that was the way you Eat them. so i googled fjsjf what was usually the way they were eaten and by god. they ARE for dipping what joys life holds where we have breads for soups, soup and bread, my god

#skelly speaks #that said im a staunch believer of eat whatever you want however you want forever #but also that maybe etiquette does have its time and places fjsjd #im going to move to quebec this year i dont want to do something stupid and obnoxious at my partners parents place at dinner fjsjfj #french speaking countries have a lot of culture to their food!!! quebec is no exception #god i cant wait to be there. and have cheese #my partner thinks its funny im like MIND BLOWN at all the cheese #but please i have like twenty brand options for like five cheese types and thats it #none of those delicious salted cheese snacks. im insane for them. #this is getting off topic. i just studied how to properly eat a kind of bread is what im saying. #because im american and also beyond that Incredibly Chill about doing what i want to my food. #im american LMAO i already have to show im not TOO detached from reality

[raulfernandez]

But like genuinely how do they expect me to do calls when I've never been taught how to. Like don't just say "just call and ask for this and that" like brother how tf do I ask for that

#myself #getting to the point where I kind of hope I fail my exams so I get kicked out and don't have to quit on my own... #like this has me close to a full blown breakdown wtf man #god I'm such a crybaby #wish I had told anybody here about my (social) anxiety maybe that would have changed anything #if they don't mind when people with linguistic problems are bad at writing emails and write them bad then they should simply not make me #do calls just because head of department didn't want to do it

[infizero]

also having now actually seen the whole thing adventure time has skyrocketed into one of my favorite shows ever. like for real i liked it as a kid and have always had a fondness for it ever since but rewatching it now has made me realize Just how fucking good it is and how unlike anything else it is. its so good and appeals to ME specifically in so many ways please for the love of god if you haven't watched adventure time WATCH IT. WATCH IT RIGHT NOW

#ALSO. i think i may have mentioned this before but i really do think AT has one of the best senses of worldbuilding and continuity #i've seen in a cartoon. other than like steven universe maybe (gee i wonder how that happened) #but seriously like the fact that its able to be so goofy and weird a lot of the time while still constantly keeping in mind all these thing #and having them inform the story and world in realistic ways is so good it has really blown my mind #nothing is ever retconned nothing is ever forgotten about. even the seemingly most meaningless things will still be remembered #and referenced by the characters because thats how people are!! they dont just have stuff happen to and around them and then never #bring it up again!! but they also dont constantly go ''remember when we did xyz?'' stuff just comes up naturally if it makes sense #for it to do so. and i think thats so fucking incredible and admirable #AT's flavor of weirdness and comedy and raw emotion is something so wonderful and perfectly aligned with how i like my stories #and it really does have a vibe that is unlike anything else. i am going to cry thinking about it #like the closest thing i can think of. and lord forgive me but im being genuine in terms of vibes closest thing i can think of that #i've experienced at least is dsmp. in the way that there are things that are so fucking dumb and strange and things that are so gut #wrenchingly emotional and beautiful and simple and often those things are intertwined. its stupid and weird and funny and sad #its silly its dark its fun its tragic #something about both of them just feels like a representation of the human spirit in its purest form to me. they impact me the most #because they represent all sides and experiences of existing #idk. but ive always felt like this even before i got into AT again. i said a while ago if dsmp was made into a show it would HAVE to #be an adventure time style cartoon. and every time i see fanart drawn in the AT style or whatever it makes me so happy even now #ANYWAYS. sorry to derail but i really have missed the vibes of the dsmp and in a weird way AT felt a lot similar and i really love that #FUCKKKK not me getting emotional over the indominable human spirit. im gonna go saw my legs off BYE I LOVE ADVENTURE TIME #serena.txt

[shownusfool]

im shaking about everything happening in rafah right now. i can’t imagine so distressed they’re blowing them to smithereens, you can see the refugees hands and toros and legs blown apart. they’ve concentrated everyone into one area and at 3am in the morning they bombed them, threw bombs all over them. at the same time at that same moment israel aired an ad on the superbowl painting themselves the victim. saying they need to get the refugees home. they rejected the hostage exchange peace plan offered by hamas. they rejected a hostage exchange. they rejected the hostage exchange. they rejected the hostage exchange. saying it would be done soon. and now they carpet bomb the civilian refugees that they ordered to be concentrated into one area. in the past hour alone 30 confirmed martyrs. 60 confirmed martyrs. now possibly a 100 confirmed martyrs. the death is outrunning the time on the clock. it’s all just so much. it’s so heartbreaking and cruel. and still there are people in the world blaming us for all this. blaming palestinians for all this. how will they explain it? maybe cnn or the BBC or the guardian will say “100+ Palestinians found dead after being caught in artillery fire” they won’t say we’re killed, targeted, murdered, bombed. they won’t even say we’re human even if our guts and brain matter are stuck on the floor. i’m losing my mind.

#im so angry im so mad im so sad #palestine #im just so sad im so sad im so sad #there are so many heartaches #so many heartaches #gaza

[tardis--dreams]

Girl you gotta write your term paper and not cry about your poor life choices

#tw eating issues #seriously idk how much detail I'll go into but i had a full blown relapse of my eating disorder i thought I had overcome and i gotta cry #about it now so you've been warned #i didn't think it could get this bad again #I've been having ups and downs over the past 4 years and I've definitely had phases where i felt like I've relapsed more or less #but it was never as bad as it used to be #so now this is annoying #i avoided thinking about it the past few weeks telling myself it was fine even though i knew what I'm doing is stupid as hell #but yeah i guess crying about it isn't gonna solve anything either. i know exactly what helped me overcome it in the first place #and i know exactly why i couldn't get over it for so long. and unfortunately I'm currently in exactly that state of mind that doesn't want #to let me let go of it. i hate it. i hate myself for letting it come to this. i hate myself for everything I've done the past few weeks #i hate that i don't know what to do because one part of me just clings on to the obsession while the other part of me is just tired of my #shit. i don't know how to get myself out of it. it all might get better once I'm back home because food won't be as much of a problem there #I'm torn between not eating anything at all or obsessively calculating my calories and trying to get rid of every single one i consume by #running until my feet are bleeding and i just. don't. know. how. to. stop. it. #maybe deleting the three new food and exercise diary apps would be a start... but how do i delete these dumb arbitrary rules from my head #idk. i can't go home because of this obviously. i won't. but i don't want my remaining 3 months be consumed by obsessive thoughts and #self destructive behaviors either. i don't know #it's my fault so idk why I'm crying- i could at least wait until my term paper is done lmao #wasting precious time here #void screams #tbd probably