#and i don't know what to do

[envyq00]

The fact that my Narrator design is one of the first things you see when looking up the Stanley Parable Narrator is so fucking insane. This has never happened before, someone send help...

#envy blurbs #i'm being perceived #and i don't know what to do #so many people are finding me from google #it's what I've wanted for years but also holy shit i can't believe it's happening.... #i hope this doesn't come off as hoity toity or bragging or smth #I'm just genuinely shocked

[unfsys]

Hello friends, the Blushing Men cult has been absorbed into the Men cult and is now a subsect of the greater religion. We are now accepting more members yet again. Sacrifices are encouraged to our conceptual men constructs this winter solstice, from members of any sect of the cult.

#shitpost #cult #it's my cult #that I've had for too long #I can't beleive i thought i was straight ever #I'm so gay #the gayest #gay #well uhm #HAPPY SOLSTACE #solstace pog #happy holidays #i #I think I'm stuck making tags now #save me #what do i do #i thought i was a cult pr official or something #now I've been inprisoned #and i don't know what to do #i am afraid #and alone #and cold #i just wanted to give an update on cult proceedings #I didn't deserve this #wait #i think i hear footsteps

[ilgaksu]

just a reminder that in my ao3 profile i state my personal requests for engaging with my fic, including remixes or works heavily inspired by mine. i want to be clear that this is deeply important to me and i hope you can treat me, as a creator, and my wishes with the respect you show to the work. when people don't, i get it may be unintentional but it's deeply painful and for me right now, it's establish this boundary as clearly and loudly as possible or remove my work/stop my current writing.

#personal #this is a really painful post to have to make but i'm exhausted and some bad experiences over the last year have really gutted me #and i don't know what to do #or how to protect myself or my work from it #i just want to write my fic #i don't want it to feel like something i put my total soul into can be taken from me

[rapidhighway]

I don't even know if I'm supposed to go to uni tbh xd

#like #i sent my assignments in. late #like kind of late #because I DIDN'T get a date I didn't get anything yeah i was lazy with it but I did NOT get a deadline #no one has given me a date #one prof replied and said it was late and i said I didn't get a date #the other one didn't reply at all #and I don't know what to do #idk if I passed #idk anything #im more of a run away from stress than face it so its over kinda guy okay #and i didn't get a further reply from anyone #idk #and now im going there #idk for what #im kind of dying over here tbh #im so nervous and scared and im just so tired i feel like im having a fever im just dying #and i have no idea what to do in this situation #do i just go to my classes??? like #if i have to talk to someone and beg them to have my assignmens graded i might as well just die you know #im just #im the most scared about going to a class and being told in front of everyone that #what are you doing here you're not on the student list anymore #in frknt of everyoneee #and i would have to leave that it would be the worst thing that's ever happened to me #oh god #like it's sunday I can't even write an email and ask idk why i didn't do it before im just so nervous and fucked up #im so tired I dont want to do this anymore #vent

[commandercoriandersalamander]

we have to put her to sleep next week and I don't know how to cope with this

#cw pet death #her name is Linda. we've had her since I was sixteen. she's fifteen now. I love her so #so much #and she's old and has health problems and I knew this was coming but. not yet #I can't stop crying #and I don't know what to do #this is probably gonna be the last good picture of her #because the tooth abscess has reached her eye and she just fully looks like a horrifying zombie dog now #but on Tuesday they took her to the woods and she romped and had a great time #and then today my dad took her to the vet and her liver and kidneys are failing and her tooth infections are worse than we thought and she' #apparently in a lot of pain. even though she still seems like her good linda self.

[tired-and-unjellied]

Overthinking time...

#i forgot to bring a bag for dirty clothes #and I don't know what to do

[ac1nums-moved]

think i'm gonna move blog because non mutuals and personals do not respect rules ... i only have non mutuals and personals reblogging many of my threads / ooc post and i'm just ... why ? idk wha to do...

#it cluster my activity and i hate it #an i don't wanna move but everytime i'm soft blocking someone #another one reblog a post #and i don't know what to do #out of character. / post.

[prigorie]

i unironically think that one of the worst feelings is seeing the life you want and could've had slowly slip away while you can't do anything but sit on the sidelines and watch because depression is eating away at your brain and you barely have energy to get out of bed, let alone do anything proactive

#i could've been so much more #but now i'm left grieving for the me i'll never be #and i don't know what to do #personal but ok to reblog #depression mention

[storyweaverofgondor]

Does anyone know how to send Tumblr feedback? Because with the way the messages look and now these giant ass ugly words i can't get rid of and the huge 'recogmended blogs' thing in the middle of my dash xkit can't remove and Tumblr no longer notifying me on the little house icon or on the internet tab when my dash updates and the way my activity drop down telling me who are my mutuals and highlighting everything in blue if its new I am about five seconds from just rage-quitting this whole stupid mess. It had all been extremely detrimental to my mental health and i hate everything about this because it is all making tumblr thoroughly unusable for me but the only other social media options are currently worse (I am on discord and it's whole linear conversation format can rot in hell) and i am living in a constant state of anxiety over being being backed into the corner of having to endure Tumblr as it currently is which is hostile and extremely detrimental or losing nearly five years of friendship and community because i just can't use this stupid site anymore and i just AGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

#vent post #tumblr experience #i just . . . #I'm so tired #and my mental health is crumbling #and every day i open tumblr and IT IS HARDER FOR ME TO USE! #and everything everywhere is just so bad #and it's just one more thing #and I'm so tired and i can't do this #but i don't have any options #and i don't know what to do

[namesarehard123]

I don't want a new year; I want a restart.

Whenever I look back at the past, I mourn the potential I once had. But I'm tired of that.

It's not like I don't have potential still. Maybe, it's time to stop wasting it.

We'll see what this new year brings us. All I hope is that I make myself proud.

#About 1 hour left until the ball drops #And I don't know what to do #I'm scared #But I'm also slightly hopeful? #I mean #No year can suck as much as this year #One thing I really want to do #Is make use of the time I'm given #24 hours everyday #I want to truly live them #To truly take advantage of them #Who knows #Maybe this is the year I actually follow my new year resolutions

[howlinchickhowl]

\o/

#help I am having. the anxiety #i feel like. untethered? #and i don't know what to do #i just feel like i am drifting in a massive fucking ocean and I can't catch hold of anything #and i'm not in danger of drowning but also i am all alone in a massive fucking ocean so i might just drift forever? #i don't know what happened i was having an ok day #doing my little tasks #ticking things of my little list #but then as i was doing all that the creeping dread #it crept #and now all i can think is god i've spent so much money this month and i need more money #but it's 8.30 on a saturday night so i can't get more money right now and i have job application anxiety #where i psych myself out of applying for jobs because i haven't had a real one in like a decade and corporate bullshit scares me #and also i don't really want a job like that i do not dream of labour #but i also need more money than I have and that is a problem #but also the thought of having a job interview and having to tell someone you're good at something #while all the time in your head you're thinking actually I'm not good at anything don't hire me im not worth your time #is just. #really fucking stressful #so now i'm just sat here screaming into the void and i dont. feel. good. #so. help? #personal i guess #tw anxiety

[inkdrinkerx]

I have a feeling I need something more - everyday I am going to school, coming home, studying for school and going to sleep and I feel like I am missing something. I feel like I meed to do something bigger, something brighter, something so I will stop feeling that I am wasting my life. Sure, I have good grades , I have a plan for my life but I would sell my soul to do something other that I can't describe

#dark academia #academia aesthetic #dark academic aesthetic #darkacademia #dark academia moodboard #dark academia aesthetic #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academic #classic academia #da #chemistry academia #dark academism #dark academia vibes #i have this longing #and i don't know what to do

[thehealingplum]

I hate how solutions to mental health issues are out of reach bc I don't have money because I don't have a job because my mental health has impacted my ability to hold a job

#I'm not in a good place mentally #And I don't know what to do #Words are making me upset #I am hating myself

[enyter]

#enyter #fnaf #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf security breach #daycare attendant fnaf #fnaf moon #fnaf sun #questions #idk #I have 50+ ocs in my mind... #and i don't know what to do

[chaos-tree-lol]

Ineffable Husbands but Paperhat

Hear me out

Yes, Flug and Black Hat's relationship cannonically would not work like that, both of them are too much assholes for something like that to work BUUUUUT, if they were under the same circumstances. It would be them genuinely

Think about it. Flug's loyalty is with Black Hat because he's the best of the best when it comes to villains, but if Flug was an angel, his loyalty would be with heaven

And if Black Hat was a lesser demon, and had much less power, he would 100% not want to work for anything unless he was the boss, but would do his work cause he'd get killed

Like seriously think about it, and Flug as Aziraphale would still have a book store and Black Hat as Crowley would still keep his Bentley, Flug is the tech savy one, and Black Hat is more tech savy than every demon in hell but he's an old man in earth.

And both of them have a motivation to protect Earth, Black Hat for his own amusement (he's just impressed at the human's creativity for mass destruction and violence), and Flug believes that humans deserve to live because he's amazed at the progress and the technology

#obsession #villanos #villanous #dr flug #dr flug slys #artwork #black hat #blorbo #blorbo from my shows #a/c #good omens #crowley #aziraphale x crowley #crowly x aziraphale #aziraphale #this has become a problem #and I don't know what to do #help lol #why are they so cute #the four of them #SEASON 2 KILLED ME #WHY DO I KEEP FINDING SAD SHIT

[jaxsonthefirefly]

"I know what you love, I know what you dread"

(.....so I did something)

#the mandela catalogue #archangel gabriel #art #trad art #ngl #this took me two hours to make #at night as well #I destroyed my sleep schedule for this #anyways #HELP ME #HE'S TAKEN OVER MY BRAIN SPACE #AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO #AAAAAAAAAA #And I'm surprised that no alternates got me while making this #God damn #tmc gabriel