#also i am much sleepy rn

[eddiebabygirldiaz]

there's something so intimate about mutuals being on here at the same time. like oh you reblogged that from me just seconds after i posted/reblogged that, so in essence we have touched the same thing. did you feel me.

#ryan rambles #mutuals #idk if this properly expresses what im thinking but its the best i could do #also i am much sleepy rn #text post

[1alchemistart]

dont got much to offer for The Holiday but have these sillies!

happy valentines day :D

#sxf #spy x family #damianya #damian desmond #anya forger #my art #i am sleepy rn im scheduling this ahead of time like several hours ahead JKSDFKLS #unrelated to sxf. the tags are my speaking place shush #was not expecting the toby fox newsletter to have so much for me to think about JKKLDFSS #good ole gaster sending us love letters (we don't KNOW it's gaster but like. typing pattern + him being the only character to be like) #(directly referring to the game as deltarune) #ALSO THE WEATHERMEN HAVE NAMES NOW ?!?!? AND ARE IN LOVE ???!?! #so happy for them fr #i didnt get the mettaton card but like just know. that is my essence. all those blingee-core sparkles. those picmix hearts. me #anyway YIPPEE WAHOO

[becauseplot]

anyway yeah fr i miss ordo theoritas. i miss the theory crafting i miss the hugeass meetings before/after Big Lore Event to brief/debrief everyone involved i miss the chaos and confusion and laughter and teamwork. i miss the cellbit, bad, and phil (key-keepers my beloveds) being the heads of the ordo working together to untangle the mysteries to the island. they were hardly ever on at the same time bc schedules and time zones (WAILS) but in my head they had so many late nights down in the evidence rooms like this

just. yeah. yeahh.

#qsmp #ordo theoritas #qsmp philza #qsmp cellbit #qsmp badboyhalo #i might have a fic idea but rn it’s just archivists bc they live in my head rent free #also im not too comfortable writing bad bc (1) i don’t watch him as much and (2) his lore is like?? so complicated?? #as an outside viewer its pretty intimidating lol #it’s the vibe of late night working w your friends on a project/lab/whatever slowly losing your minds tying to figure it out #it’s 2:30 am you’ve been talking in circles the theories are getting more out there but ya don’t rly care bc hey it’s Something #and then someone says smthn that’s just like Woah. wait Actually?? and it kicks you all back into gear to get you chugging along again #anyway i miss them i go sleepies now gnnnn #dont mind me im just rambling #god so much for me going to bed at a decent hour lmao

[degloved]

you can pry post-canon 'shitty motels and a life on the road until they settle down in some fuckass bumfuck nowhere little town' hoffstrahm out of my cold dead hands !! post-canon 'jagged edges turned smooth while Learning How To Love In A Way That Works For Them' hoffstrahm you will always be famous to me

#yes i love it whe they beat each other up yes i love it when a physical altercation turns into sex yes they bite and spit and growl etc etc #but also. but also. i need sleepy morning cuddles hoffstrahm shot directly into my veins. they love each other so much your honor #im gonna be sick ohh im gonna be sick. the mental image of peter cupping marks face So Gently n giving him a little kiss is sustenance to me #hoffstrahm #mark hoffman #peter strahm #sorry i am so in my feelings rn Oh God #saw

[skunkes]

experiencing a weird thing where im trying to go to sleep earlier (because im tired and sleepy) but i take so long to fall asleep its the exact same thing as just going to bed late...feel so hopeless and i always end up tired either way... im very big on "i can always try again tomorrow" mentality in any way it can be interpreted (interactions with others, mood, the amount of work i do etc) but its so hard to Try Again when you're always too tired to do anything...

#i rarely take naps...i tried to do so today and after the hour i gave myself to nap i still hadnt fully fallen asleep #im so sleepy and tired .... #even if i manage to get my personal required 9 hrs of sleep im tired.... #i dont get it...im so sleepy rn + am going to bed but i wont fall asleep until much later... #god. i also hate this bc you'd think being an unemployed homebody who cant leave his house wld mean Constant #Naps and Sleeping. i avg like 6 hrs a night i cant imagine how worse off ill be with a job #i just want to sleep...! #and feel well rested... #talkys #sorry im just very frustrated...i try to do things to better my life and health and it ends up Not Working #like whats even the point. can barely keep my eyes open but i wont fall asleep until 5 am. why not just #go to bed at 5 am then. ugh.

[ryonello]

sleepy

#mirage #elliott witt #apex #apex legends #my art #i miss him ............................ #wanted to draw a torso today and was also rly sleepy and also everything else i was trying to draw wasnt working <3 #fallin back on a good old mirage sketch thank u beloved #IM BURNT OUT AS HELL RN BUT I GOT TWO CONS IN LIKE TWO WEEKS maybe i will pass away #prayge #hope yallre well kis kis #i feel like i havent been able to feed yall much content lately i am sorry :( #forgot that doing art full time means i gotta art to pay the bills which makes arting for fun less of an option AAAAAAAAA #its fine i am chilling i am vibing we r all jus goin thru it rn <3

[awakenthebeing]

Still find it extremely insane that Piepoe reblog like. Chain of more specific arts I made has over 2000 notes yall are actually so insane!!!! I am glad my silly fake peppino clone can be a ":)" mood to so many creatures. Bless...!!!!

#i am sleepy so im not too huge emotion rn but trust me i appreciate yalls kindness with her... #like it is still so surprising to me that so many enjoy her...!! thank you so much!!! #i send love and hugs and kisses to you all bless your hearts!!!! be safe!!!! drink water... rest.... eat foode.... #btw since i am leaving this here as a note i do wanna say i am reading up the asks and inbox messages :3! ill be making responses soon! #working on one very hard since it mentioned a movie i Particularly am Fond of and am Also working on... P rank piepoe animation screen #but all that aside... thank you again... seriously!! thank you all so much for your sweetness towards me it means the world #your good and positivity towards me will come right back at you and when it does i hope it is joyful and full of wonder!! #💖💓💖💘💖💘💓💖💘💘💖💓💖💘💖💘💖💓💖💖💘💖💓💘💖💘💖💓💖💘💖💘💖💖💘💖💖💘💖💘💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💖💘💖💘

[bestomato]

i dont think i’ve posted the first otacon here but if i have then i’ll edit this post tomorrow lol. a mimir

#my art #mgs #otacon #hal emmerich #im not going to use the metal gear solid tag im going to use mgs #i am so sleepy for no reason. God #good night peeps see you tomorrow #also the otacon on the right i did today after days of not grabbing the pen #i missed drawing so much but i #don’t like that doodle as much. it’s ok though i have my days #im still trying to get a feel to how to draw these characters. they look so imcomsistent in my art rn #i hope i find a balance. or maybe it will be better to not draw them consistently LOL. i love doing whatever

[nightmaretherabbit]

I wsh I was smart enough to learn what neo pronouns I wanted to use ... Siiiiiiiigh...

#ntr talks #also really fuckin confused on gender rn like I am Transmasc Ik that but also .. idk like... Man? Idk if I am a man.... I want to look like #a man.... But am I one is the question #sleepy nightmare sleepy #idk guys. My head hurts if I think about myself to much...

[vanillabat99]

I booked an appointment with my doctor for early April!! I highly doubt the bump will go away by then, as it has been there for a couple months. If anything it seems to be getting worse ._.

There's nothing on the surface of my skin where it is, it's not in a spot that would make sense to me for a muscle injury, it's firm, and it's painful. I have no idea what could've caused it. I need to get some sleep before I start panicking over "what if" scenarios... I really hope it's nothing serious :(

#listen. not to alarm anyone. but ive kinda had a gut feeling about what it is. and i very much want to be wrong 👍 #also. i have severe anxiety. it is highly likely this is just a cyst or something and im simply having a Moment. #at least i booked an appt 😭 #i have had a sinking feeling for like over a year about my health. really hope its not true. #(do not panic. i am mentally ill and so so sleepy rn. just wanted to post in case i need to look back on this later.) #batty blogging #text

[doodlboy]

Interview went well!!

#i got interviewed by 3 different ppl #also their system went down & they lost my application so i might have 2 fill it out again ^^' #but! they were all really nice & pleasant #once that thing goes through & the background check and stuff is done i can get registered in the system & then we'll see if i got the job #also apparently the minimum starting is like 14 smthn an hour. its part time rn but after august i can go 2 full time #anyway!! it went well #i am now sleepy since i got up at 8 and didn't sleep that much earlier #so i shall take a lil nap #mwah mwah #gn all #elliot rambles

[imwritesometimes]

So like.... what if I had many ideas for cake decorating? And what if I just bought some stuff to make some cute cupcakes? And this cake idea I have had knocking around in my head? And what if I actually tried?

#sooooo here's the thing. I've tried to make stuff (not food) on my own before and sell it #I had an etsy... it didn't uh. go well. #and so. because of past. tanking flaming failures. I am apprehension to try anything ever again. ever. #and then I talked to a financial clown dick last year (mandatory) and he shut down baking real quick #and I think he thought I meant like. full blown bakery space. which like. no. no thanks. #I just wanna make stuff in my house and basically do like? cake commissions? #like hey heres the cakes/cupcakes/candies/etc I offer I have x amount of slots open for the month put orders in a week in advance! #and like. I've THOUGHT abt this. I have thought abt what I'd offer. seasonal menus. like. I've REALLY thought abt it. #and my tax preparer was like financial clown dick is a clown dick there is some money to be made baking #and like because I have extreme like FOCUS ON THIS THING NOW!!! WOOO!!! FULL SPEED AHEAD WITH THIS THING!!! #syndrome #all I've been able to think abt now is decorating cakes & cupcakes #I ordered some stuff. I HOPE HOPE HOPE it arrives in one piece pls god 🤞🤞🤞 #gonna make some stuff and see how it turns out #I have a LOT of things I could make though not JUST cake/cupcakes #so idk I'd love to get paid to make desserts & candies. even if it was just like not a TON of profit but some extra cash #to pay bills. maybe have a lil fun money. #gahhhh I'm really in my head abt this and I'm also SO sleepy I'm like hysterical rn #anyway. venting abt it here cause I don't wanna jinx it speaking abt it irl (anxiety is so much fun 🙃) #erin explains it all

[hollypies]

Drew this a few days ago but since i have art block I'll post it haha.

Link from my dream au my beloved

#art #help how do i anatomy #loz dream au #loz link #link loz au #ehhhh whatever haha. also i am. so sleepy rn #its gonna be ! stressful week hhh #loz au #legend of zelda au #legend of zelda art #link legend of zelda #omg i should draw zelfa again. zelfa my beloved #this link is raised by the rito because i think thatd be interesting #how would a rito raise a hylian? what shenanigans could ensue #haha. they have siblings as well #im actually reworking rhis au a bit! #idk how much ill post because its jusf a side thing atm because hollow knight #but i might post some stuff

[scarletiswailing347]

you can really tell i mellowed out about zam cause i draw him about as much as i do my other blorbos now aka never lol jk

#mine.txt #personal cw #not really a vent just me musing about my brain #i should really train myself to draw according to when *i* want rather than according to when my mental illness wants #cause like as much fun as it is it also has detrimental effects #like for example my more detailed drawings can sometimes take all night and id refuse to sleep until i finish it #cause i feel the overwhelming need to get it done #even tho i dont Want to get it done cause i want to go to sleep #also should be on tumblr less cause ngl it takes up way too much of my time #i like reading (non narrative) words and tumblr has a lot of them #honestly im never gonna solve these two specific problems until i manage to get to the root of them #aka my hatred of sleep and my want to see other ppls experiences respectively #both of which stem from my emotional negligence resulting in a weird existential kind of fomo #but til then i need to set up some temporary solutions cause this is Not sustainable #like i literally wrote this at 1 am even though ive been so sleepy for like 3 hours now #i think the best solution rn is to take up exercise that way id have no choice But to have a proper sleep schedule cause exhaustion #but i Refuse to do that when im around other ppl and unfortunately i have roommates #so gotta find something else

[apencilandpen]

holy shit have I really not done any kpop fanart since fuckin july??? that's insaaaaaaneee

#hmmmm i guess you can get burnt out of your hobbies the same time you get burnt out by your work #and also i wasnt fuckin bounced out man #the energy required to keep up with comebacks and releases is sometimes just too much honestly #and that can make it stop being fun #which makes the desire to do art go down #bc only make art if making art fun #ans if brain too tired than art not fun #you gotta diversify your art/media consumption #you gotta get back into Shows #give your brain areas a rest #i should give my whole brain area a rest rn #am v sleepy #okay #just my two cents #my stuff #my post #digital scrapbook

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#focus who? i dont kno her #its so bad. i csnt focus at all. and ive got way too much to do. take me back to last week where i spent hours reading papers #annoying. also possibly lack of sleep cstching up with me #do u ever get very little sleep and not miss it at all? yea bitch all the time. then i get depressed and its sleepy time #and by sleepy time i mean i get like 8hrs of sleep lol #maybe ill just do nothing and completely fuck over my sunday lol #maybe i should go run up thr mountain rn before im stuck in a car for 2 hrs #bc im getting spikes of being insane. unfortunately i have no emotional object permanence so when i feel crazy its like #ive always felt like this ans its terrible forever. and then immediately afterward im like lol wot? nah im fine. ive always been fine #shout out to mood swings ✌️ like bro im trying to get materials together so i can teach a class. can u shut the fuck up? and focus? #well see how i do today with a ton of socializing. itll b fine. im normal i can b normal #or i can b endearing quirky. or whatever i usually i am. i dont think i have conversations like a normal person but i cant tell bc im not #there for conversations im not in. whatever everyone else has conversations in a way thats boring. i just wanna grill ppl til i understand #how they work. and then feel like im gonna die if im in a group conversation 🙃 let me study thr ppl around me #bc im very normal. god. i promise irl im not that weird. ppl think im nice and cool and successful #ok maybe not cool. but i think i can get away with being interesting. i got at least a lil charisma. im only a bit horribly awkward ;-] #but i try to own it. wtf was i saying. jesus. i cant with my brain rn. i shoulf have gone for a run this morning #being social just makes me anxious so im babbling i guess. but itll b fun. and itll b pretty im sure #maybe ill try to draw my ocs while im not paying attention. ive neglected them for so long 😭 #unrelated