#all thirteen of my reasons

[damienn]

Spoiler alert: I'm a god damn loser and I spend all my time roleplaying destiel with my buddy across the world and the only thing keeping me going is the fact that I get to write the most gut wrenching stories possible for someone of my writing ability about Dean Winchester and his trauma

#destiel crack #dean supernatural #spn crack #spnfandom #deancas #i'm a loser #this is why I'm single #I'll never experience love like the love I read on ao3 #why couldn't I be born a man #now everytime I think about being in a gay relationship I remember that they will never truly see me as a man #all thirteen of my reasons

[killjoy-prince]

House M.D. but it's when a character says the name of the episode

#house md #prince's talk tag #flashing #repitition #so as i was watching this show i noticed they'd say the episode title in the episode #so i wanted to see how many times they did it #the people on livejournal who made transcripts of the episodes are my saviors and without them this would of been so much harder to do #thank you all for your service and i hope wherever you all are you're having a great day #sometimes they would use a variation of the word like in the episode poison they would say 'poisoned' or 'poisoning' #i did not include those instances #there was an instance in 'merry little christmas' where they do play the song in the show #but since ella fitzgerald was not a character in the show i did not include it #where as in the episode 'joy to the world' the students are singing it in the concert so i did include that #i apologize for the tonal whiplash when you get to that part but it did make me laugh #one of the times kutner says 'locked in' is overshadowed by the POTW's voice over but i assure you he says it and thats why its in there #out of the main characters from the one who said the title the most to least are #House > Foreman > Wilson > Chase > Cuddy > Adams > Cameron and Taub > Kutner > Thirteen and Park #this took a bit to do lolol its probably been done already but i wanted my own #there is a chance im missing some on technicalities but idc. im fine with this #there are two more i wanna do but with a character saying another character's name but ill do that some other time #EDIT: When I was making this video I was unaware that the Pilot episode went by two names: 'Pilot' and 'Everybody Lies' #Basically everywhere I looked the first episode was only referred to by 'Pilot' #which I found weird bc i remember seeing somewhere that the last episode was paired with the first episode in terms of title #but i couldn't find hard proof so I decided to leave it out at the time #well i checked again last night and yea the pilot IS also called Everybody Lies so I updated the video #I also think it goes well with the fact that House does say 'Everybody Dies' in the finale so another reason to fix it #AND he says it without Wilson while he and Wilson say the title of the pilot sooooo yea hehehehehe

[nebs-shitposts]

im not even mad about timeless child/ flux anymore because of the wonderful performance DT gave characterizing how devastating it was to experience that as the doctor.

#lowkey making me wish we saw thirteen experiencing that much emotional turmoil about it too. #i didnt even realize that it affected them that much because #huh i wonder why probably because chibnall didnt give a fuck about consistently characterizing anyone #headcanonning it as her being unable to acknowledge her feelings in any form so i can move on with my life #except she wasnt bc she got upset about stuff sometimes but then had the most trivial and superficial explanations for why #and reasons that didnt even make sense or were morally questionable #to the point where all it took for her to be ok again was yaz or graham saying “we have ur back” lmao #but its whatever #doctor who #doctor who meta

[obeymeow]

nightbringer lesson 14 FUCKED ME UP in several ways but primarily I've spent the last 48 hours making myself sad over the solomon backstory we got. specifically I have, for no reason, latched onto that one chapter in the Kids event where baby solomon cried because he felt so guilty over being responsible for that spell. and that just feels a touch more depressing in context

#nightbringer spoilers #obey me on side #went back and unlocked the event again because i could not get this out of my brain i know it's probably not that deep #but it is that deep TO ME. okay #baby solomon has been on my brain since thirteen told that story so that's probably why it's sticking in my brain so hard but whatever #in case anyone was wondering the other things to make me sad are: #he has such a deeply excessive amount of lights in his room in purgatory hall there are SEVERAL chandeliers and lamps #there's a good handful in his room in cocytus hall too (his horror dg showed it) if a more normal amount #but that with the 'dim and gloomy' detail. ☹️ #i've also always thought that solomon's loneliness wasn't all about the immortal angst but like. #having it confirmed that he's had reason to be lonely since he was a child- before he was old enough to know he was using magic- #totally crushed me girl why can't I be wrong #had emotions about lesson 14 in general but solomon backstory steals the show every time for me so i haven't gotten around to the rest #i'm enjoying the nightbringer story so much (not talking about the game design. that's a different thing entirely) but man #the pacing is WILD it feels like every lesson could be a whole lesson block at the least. it's giving me a lot of room to speculate #which I always love! but i do wish they would slow down a little and expand on some of these concepts they're bringing up #because the basic idea of the game alone is REALLY INTRIGUING and it'd be a shame if they raced back to the present imo #what was i even talking about. sorry my brain fast forwards as soon as i get into the tags there is not one sequitur to be seen #so curious about solomon's friend now too. like my guess is it's going to be lilith (and hopefully not in a popular fan theory kind of way) #because it's more than a little suspicious that they expanded on lilith's views on humans the way they did #in a way that SO PERFECTLY lines up with the expansion on solomon's views on humans #WHICH I HAVEN'T TALKED ABOUT YET BY THE WAY BUT LIKE. HE IS SO RIGHT AND REAL FOR THAT #it's beyond stressful to me that I think solomon is completely justified in his views and being completely reasonable about it #but that it would also mean war between the worlds presumably while the brothers are still recovering from THEIRS #you cannot give me that choice man. not even sure that the human world would be ABLE to win that fight if we're being real #solomon's 72 pacts are a lot yes but he's still only one guy who is NOT on good terms with the sorcerer's society #and mc is powerful but so so inexperienced. and that's IF they choose to side with the human world which #really i don't think the canon mc is likely to do. but anyway i guess solomon's friend could also be adam maybe? #that could be wishful thinking because i like adam though. even if his hair SUUUCKS #deeply offended by everyone thinking solomon got the fucked up hair when all signs point to adam be NICE TO HIM he's ugly already

[hopecomesbacktolife]

once again begging white authors to stop writing their token POC characters to have blue or green eyes just because they want the ~ aesthetic ~ 🙃🙂‍↔️

#it’s so annoying and racist for no reason at all????????? #also not this author also in the first chapter insinuating that a non-touristy spot in a tourist vacation town - a local place - is ‘dirty’ #not a good look miss 😬😬 #I just. #ma’am I am only THIRTEEN PAGES INTO THIS BOOK can you maybe cool it on the quirky girlie racism for one fucking second #something something there’s a reason I don’t read this particular genre often but geez this is A Lot TM #giving the author one more chance because my sister liked another one of her books but 😬🫣 please say sike pls say you’re making a point 🫣😬 #also obviously not having token representation and rather just writing it normal like a normal person is ideal and yet

[rowtating]

I was inspired by @imissthestarswhenicry to redraw an obey me card. And i found this one of Thirteen that i thought was absolutely adorable! There’s this old man in it too for some reason (Lucifer)

#obey me #obey me fanart #obey me thirteen #obey me shall we date #i love thirteen <3 #i (do not) love lucifer #he’s kinda funny as an old man though #my art #digital art #thirteen #yeah this one brush has really been doing it for me these past couple of days #it makes all my art look better for no reason #obey me lucifer

[pochapal]

battler's just a hater because he never experienced the unique emotion of Being Fourteen and relying on supernatural powers to survive.

#umineko liveblog #dunking on myself a little here but when i was like thirteen/fourteen-ish #i made precise notes of the birthdays of every peer that might matter to me #and would on dates that i deemed significant for whatever reason plug all these star signs into horoscope websites #to try and generate this like. web of social dynamics and predicted behaviors so i could assess the vibe in advance #this was mostly because i was a lonely and isolated teen who thought the only way i could ever have a hope of connecting with others #was if i knew to the minute the best time for all our corresponding astrological signs to intersect in the most favorable way #it didn't work because fate decreed that my birth chart made me totally incompatible with every other human being on earth #definitely not because predicting your chances of having people in your life based off one generic zodiac website was not a smart move lmao

[lilliryth]

Not sure who or if anyone needs to hear this right now, but remember: just because you adapt to the chaos doesn’t mean the chaos is good for you. Come up for air sometimes, you know? You’re doing good enough.

#thoughts #before you look at the tags and go ‘oh’ #‘this isn’t for me’ #bzzzzzt. wrong. you are exactly who im talking about #the only reason im tagging this as any disorder or line of work is because #i want to make sure this post spreads to people who need it #and these are all just some demographics off the top of my head who probably definitely need to take a breather #but like im serious. its for anyone. #if you’re thirteen years old and stressed about school and you reblog this from a first responder with bpd i don’t care #still for you #anyways here are the tags #mental health #trauma #ptsd #c-ptsd #imposter syndrome #bpd #depression #anxiety #college #school #stem #women of color #men of color #people of color #palestine #free palestine #black lives matter #working class #forensics

[duckinthetrashcan]

I’ve come to the realization that I’m ACTUALLY INSANE OVER THE SONIC SNAPCUBE DUBS. WHY IS THIS WHAT MY BRAIN IS CHOOSING TO SPIN AROUND IN A MICROWAVE RIGHT NOW

#insane #snapcube fandub #ive come to make an announcement #shadow the hedgehog is a bitchass motherfucker he pissed on my fucking wife #MARIA (vine boom) #what are you two FUCKING talking about #you have thirteen minutes before the island fucking explodes you hot topic wannabe and you blue gumball son of a bitch you have done nothin #nice brain idiot #where’d you get it #BRAIN STORE?? #hahaha #the Spider-Man one too is also. Always on my brain specifically the way Aunt May says “GaHD DAMMIT” #i’m so normal #no I’m not #sorry I’ve been trying to study all day and this is all I can think about for SOME REASON

[faultsofyouth]

When Gillian Flynn wrote "problems always start long before you really, really see them," that was real and I lived it

#i remember age ELEVEN my mom sitting me down and asking me seriously if i ever cut myself #(bc all the anime girls i drew were cutters) and At The Time i told her i wasnt and that was true. that was not a lie #i remember age THIRTEEN taking my fingernail and carving the word break into my bathroom wall. hadnt even heard of sharp objects at that age #i sometimes feel like my whole life is one long walk back home #and if i think too hard about that then i feel like everything in between is empty. #i'll start and end in a sticky. methed up hole in the earth. and i can walk anywhere but i'll always end up in the same place #i remember age nineteen my mother telling me the reason for her divorce from my father was two-fold: he wouldn't stop cutting and doping #in the house with me when i was a baby so he had to go. but he can never leave

[avatarofcuriousity]

The only things I know about the new characters as a player who hasn't met them in-game yet:

Mephistopheles

He's Diavolo's ex or something

He's a bitch

His color palette is stolen from Barney The Dinosaur

Raphael

He's a bitch

Simps for Solomon

Spears solve everything (They don't)

Thirteen

Woman

She's a bitch

Hates Solomon (Understandable)

#That is all thank you #Thirteen's on thin ice but her hatred for Solomon is based 🙏 #This post is a mess and has zero reason for existing #But I've never wanted to obliterate a grape looking twink ass mf more in my LIFE. #LIKE SIR WHO ARE YOU AND WHY ARE YOU? #Every time I see a screenshot of him talking I just wanna go 🤏 shuuut the fuck up #Like where are the askers #Askers PLEASE show up because genuinely where are they? #Who asked this man? #To speak #To breathe #To Exist #I will not apologize for this is turning into just an Anti-Mep post #I said what I said. #Obey Me #Obey Me Shall We Date #OMSWD #Obey Me Mephistopheles #Anti-Mep League #Obey Me Raphael #Obey Me Thirteen

[renniethedwstan]

What opinion would get you in this situation?

*clears throat and holds pillow in front of me! * I prefer the Moffet era a tiny bit more than the RTD and Chibnall era.

#doctor who #eleventh doctor #twelveth doctor #steven moffat #I do like RTD era especially with the ninth doctor but i found some of the tenth doctors epiosdes not all a bit silly and just fairly weak #but there are still good episodes #the same with steven Moffat and chibnall. #but the reason i like the moffat era is because i like the monsters and his writing style a bit more. #his era is the reason why eleven is my favourite doctor #i absolutely adore thirteen but i think there was more weaker episodes than good ones but i will ssy that the good ones are great

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

hey let's all just take a moment to remember that sometimes the characters we hate (even with very good reason) mean something important to some other people out there, ok?

#this is provoked by absolutely nothing #I am not vagueing or subtweeting anyone at all. I promise. #but I did just reblog that one gifset of Thirteen and I /know/ there are people who Can Not Stand Her #and I have no problem acknowledging that. there are Flaws with the character and with her era. #and I love my anti-Thirteen mutuals the same as all the others! <3 #but she means something very special to me because of the era of my life I was in when I first 'met' her #and because of the things she made me start to really think about and take seriously #hope and goodness and simple kindness and joy in the everyday little regular beauties all around me #I began to appreciate those things so much more in part because of her and because of Doctor Who as a whole show #and I started watching DW in the first place bc I was curious about her #so this is getting rambly but what I'm trying to say is #: as much as you may not personally like a character and may have very legitimate reasons for that #please be careful with your treatment of people who DO like that character. #don't make assumptions about /why/ they like a character and don't generalize everyone who likes the character into one box #gurt says stuff #characters #fandom #storytelling #tumblring #ok to reblog btw

[shrikebrother]

i need to watch mysterious skin @ some point .. i mean there are so many other films i need to watch too but this one seems so up my alley

#call me a sicko but i always fall in love with stories abt teenagers undergoing through a lot of Trauma & the fucked up ways it affects them #like . there’s a reason why i love ‘thirteen’ so much #so this & bones and all are at the top of my ‘to watch’ list #txt

[arthur-r]

thirteen ways of looking at a blackbird by wallace stevens (via the poetry foundation)

#have to analyze the symbolism of this before class tomorrow but i got distracted transcribing it into alt text #i’m obsessed with this poem i don’t understand it but i really really love it. it’s the reason i chose to work with this poet #(for english class) #anyway i kind of need to sleep really soon. but yeah this is what i’m analyzing tomorrow morning. going to do it during my other classes #(first and second hour are tests i don’t have to take. so it should work out don’t worry) #but like. look at this poem!!!! #it was evening all afternoon it was snowing and it was going to snow. the blackbird sat in the cedar limbs #a man and a woman are one. a man and a woman and a blackbird are one #anyway i’m getting the vibe that this blackbird might maybe have something to do with death. i just don’t feel like analyzing it right now #so goodnight. but i wanted to share. because it’s really good. and yeah #me. my post. mine. #wallace stevens #thirteen ways of looking at a blackbird

[moriavamp]

Okay, you sensitive little princess. Let me lay this down for you.

You are the most complicated person ever, Terri. Oh I’m sorry!! I don’t fit your friend category, I can’t call you that!! Up yours. You identify with every gender ever and I don’t even know if that’s fucking possible and it makes no sense.

You claim to have DID, but got mad when an alter of mine said anything?? But when your “alters” were mean, it was okay!!

If anyone says one thing wrong, your little clan attacks. “Beloveds” is like an actual guard and it’s embarrassing. Imagine defending someone as horrible as you with their ENTIRE chest. You, Terri, are put on throne. You are not all that.

“Oh!! But they’re struggling mentally!! So it’s okay!!” Let’s not forget about the time they were the reason I almost offed myself because of how horrible you, your alters, and friends treated me. “They’re a people pleaser and wants everyone to be okay!!” Complete lies. You are FAR from a people pleaser. You are not selfless, you are SELFISH.

You’re literally a piece of shit who gets anything they want by playing victim. The amount of times you have vented to me when I never wanted you to/without warning. Stop being a bitch and own up.

Get wrecked Stan lol

A. I identify as non-binary. Not "every gender ever". I'm simply non-binary. B. I have NEVER said I had DID. I said I have a PERSONALITY DISORDER. And your alter called my friend a proshipper for shipping a harmless ship just because your "alter" got mad. That's just dumb. My plurals were only "mean" because you legitimately were putting so much stress on me that my health was at risk.

C. I don't control Beloveds. You expect me to keep them on a fucking leash or something?? They're not a dog, they have their own free will. I'm not gonna tell them what to do. I never said I wasn't at fault to some extent. I was, I'll admit that. You made me do this, honey. You're the reason for this. I banned you from my server and all this only happened because you can't understand the term no. I tried to come to an understanding but you wouldn't even consider what anyone but yourself wanted. I cried on a VC from the sheer stress of trying to make everyone have what they wanted.

BTW I vented ONCE. Full censored all of it too. Stop lying and playing the victim, you fucking hypocrite. You also called my plurals pets and followers, so fuck off. All you’re doing is harassing me, and if you’re trying to bully me off the internet, it won’t work. 

#Usually I'd fucking delete these asks and move on #But I know who this is and I'm fucking over this shit #I'm trying to move on #And you're just proving my point as to why this fandom is terrible #You are part of the reason I hate South Park and it's community #You complain that I wouldn't leave you alone #Which I did btw #You just kept bringing yourself into my DMs #It's been so long since all of this happened #And LOOK WHO THE BITCH WAS #Did I crawl into your DMs? No. #Did I leave you alone? Yes. #I don't need to be arguing with a thirteen year old. #I'm sorry you feel like this. But go fuck yourself. #I'm trying to leave this all behind me. #And you won't fucking let me. #Leave. #Me. #Alone. #I'm really sorry that you're so blind that you think I'm the only person who did this #But like legit #Get out of my asks #Get a life #I'm moving on #You should too.