#all of my effort. time. motivation?

[dungeonmechoui]

Unprofessional yuri save me.. save me unprofessional yuri.. (image description in alt text)

#cithadol #cithis #pattadol #before anyone starts clowning the prison warden is Not a teen! seems to be the fanon for some people but respectfully i Strongly Disagree #anyway back to business - anyone else started shipping them after the modern AU company meal outing comic that kui posted some time ago ? #this ship is even funnier the longer i think about it because Pattadol is not even Cithis' warden ! thats mithrun ! #i could see cithis wanting to do her 'seduce my warden' strategy twice (see her lore page) but then she gets mister depression man #so all she can do to amuse herself is focus her efforts on the other cop there as a little hobby. probably helps that pat is young & pretty #but also deeply annoying so finding ways to make her shut up and stop nagging the crew is a motivating endeavor #okay ill shut up now #dungeon meshi #just cooking my stew (art tag)

[berrybanana-arts]

“I’ve got my eye on you, Sixer.”

A little bit of menacing Bill and troubled Ford for Forduary! :)))

Edited the pencil drawing to fix some features, add detail and highlights, and push the contrast a little.

The unedited version! :))

Goofy thumbnail:

#forduary #stanford pines #ford pines #bill cipher #berrybanana #they have a complicated history #muse and artist #god and devotee #berry gf art #also Stan my beloved I didn’t mean to put so much less effort into you- #I just have actual drawing time/motivation now #forduary 2024 #also thank you procreate liquify and flip tools… #helping me fix all my mistakes #forduary2024 #tag it as you see it folks #my favourite divorcees #billford #but not explicitly??? or necessarily- #They're just homoerotic and nemeses your honour

[calmbigdipper]

What you mean to me

#jojo’s bizarre adventure #vento aureo #golden wind #giorno giovanna #guido mista #giomis #ness’ art #hi this is the longest comic I’ve ever posted so far. enjoy?! #I wrote the general idea for this and the dialogue around two years ago… #but I never went through with the idea because. wow. this is too long #a couple of months ago I found my old notes and sketches of this and um #now here it is #this is my love letter to this pairing because I’ve loved them dearly ever since I finished gw #the last page was originally a separate drawing unrelated to the comic but I decided to repurpose it for the narrative #I’m used to making humorous things so it feels a little weird to make something more sincere (although there’s still a little haha funny) #I feel motivated to make more stuff like this but at the same time I don’t really want to because of all the effort necessary #but um #happy that this project got finished!!! and not abandoned in the depths of my desk!!! yay!!! #and yes I decided against adding the other page I. actually reasoned with myself for once

[khaire-traveler]

*destroys universe*

It's one of those days.

#personal #ughhhhh #woke up grumpy and have been grumpy the whole day despite my best efforts #i even got my official name change documents #and honestly all i feel about it is just glad they finally got it done in time for this stupid move #i barely even feel happy or celebratory #now i have to pick up my medications #but it's fucking packed #i am just so tired #so exhausted from everything #i barely have enough motivation to get these simple things done #vent

[saveraedae]

When the circus is digital (I might draw some more characters from this series soon)

Character belongs to @gooseworx

#my fanart #not tms #tadc #the amazing digital circus #tadc pomni #pomni #art #cartoon art #digital art #indie animation #cute art #if youre wondering why ive been posting less art of my characters its because my motivation/confidence for the future is at an all time low #so my body doesnt see the point in going through the effort of making it #that and im going through unrelated personal stuff

[tibtew]

*clutching head* rodya and meursault would have such a good dynamic actually

I wonder if rodya would initially see meursault's indifference as like. a simpler version of her own feigned carefreeness and as a deliberate attempt to place himself as an outsider... only to realise that No, he really Is just Like That. and then she gets annoyed because it turns out that people who don't care about anything don't seem to be any fun.

(ofc he does actually care about a lot of things, just not necessarily his grander place in the world lol)

idk. nihilism vs absurdism. fun duo 👍 rodya would find meursault's genuine comfort with being a speck of dust in the universe baffling, while he would probably find her desire to assert her own importance pointless, but they could probably bond over little things like their shared desire to live in the present and appreciation of/indulgence in earthly joys. and meursault would probably listen if rodya wants to rant about anything without asking any uncomfortable questions. I think they could appreciate each other's presence.

#slamming my conspiracy board #listen it's not my fault meursault vibes with literally the entire female cast #rodya enjoyers help me out here please I haven't read crime and punishment am I talking out of my ass #I just think it'd be kind of interesting if like. rodya kills someone for a very specific reason (to assert herself as special) #while meursault kills someone for seemingly no good reason #but because of time place circumstance etc #meursault is the one made out to be the outsider to society #while rodya goes unacknowledged and all her motives backfire #like I'm not saying that meursault has Exactly what rodya wants or anything #but I think he Does possess a level of guiltlessness that she was trying to achieve through her self-confidence #also I find it interesting how pride is like. a big thing for both of them #like they both have excessive belief in themselves and their own abilities. in rodya it manifests as self-confidence or I guess. an ego #while in meursault it's more about. a belief in his own interpretation of the world rather than himself as a person? I hope that makes sens #also they both reject collectivist ideas which is. fun #neither of them perform to what a society would expect from them but for rodya it's an active effort to assert her individuality #while meursault just Doesn't Get societal conventions from the get-go unless they're explained to him #I think they also both tend to project a lot 💀 meursault expects his own indifference from others while rodya projects her own #experiences onto others' and makes assumptions based on that before knowing the full details #txt #limbus company #I feel too embarrassed to add more specific tags ngl 💀 💀 💀 #lcb meursault #lcb rodion #lcb rodya #nvm. feelings of cringe are for Losers I am Strong

[cyberscratch]

A new ref for Lemmy, and an official design and introduction of Limmy in This Universe Has Lemons In It! Limmy was created by the Guardian of the Lemonverse (any pronouns) as an attempt to stop Lemmy from what they are doing, which is creating portals to travel through various universes and dimensions to have fun. Not only is that a risk for the balance of the universe, but GotL just dislikes this kid having fun and wants to see them stopped.

Not wanting to do it in it's own hands, it created Limmy, an angel dog meant to be an direct opposite to Lemmy. Limmy, however, doesn't do much to stop Lemmy, other than following them and bickering. Their relationship is very Tom and Jerry rivalry-esk.

(Names color coded for myself to read easier due to the similar names!)

Fun fact, Limmy was originally going to be based on limes (Lime Angel), but I kept that concept for GotL - and made them more angel-like instead.

#GotL as he has been named for the time being uses any pronouns but it/he are the most used just saying #also this little story/oc universe has been planned for a while so i find it funny that GotL has basically the same motivations #miguel in across the spiderverse minus the trauma and more godly power #i just always had an fascination with like...the idea of the universe...multiverses...different dimensions and traveling across them #ive included this in most if not all my oc projects like this actually! at first mostly inspired by gravity falls #which is literally my favorite cartoon ever #i am watching a 2 and a half long video on the timeline rn its so good please watch it its by hana hyperfixates. while working on this i #watched their first 2 hour long gravity falls video. literally newest favorite video essay project? its very good it talks about queerness #in gravity falls and its their passion project and its so obvious there was a lot of effort put into it. anyways away from my tangent i go #'lemmy' put my actual tags here #oc art #character design #oc ref #ref #tuhlii #this universe has lemons in it #lemon demon #UNSURE again if i wanna use '-core' tags on this. i dont like using them much anymore and im only gonna use 'weirdcore' for some kind of #music bc theres no specifics to what type of music i exactly like that lemmy is also based on aside from lemon demon of course #[Lemmy] #[Limmy] #guz art #[2023] #fun fact! i spent like 20+ or so minutes stressing over GotL's possible name until i settled on this goofy title! #its meant to found goofy. like at first you think its gonna sound cool and then youre hit with 'lemonverse' #which it...technically is! where lemmy is from it's like... a connected bunch of worlds and universes and just places all based on #lemon demon songs and other content. tuhlii is basically a love letter to ena + lemon demon + old/childhood internet ?

[slutdge]

somehow while ive been going through the unbearable torment nexus ive still been able to keep up with my album-a-day-for-a-year thing so far

#like yeah brother i wish i was dead right now but im not. somehow i havent killed myself so i keep checking out albums #but i dont wanna undermine that im in unbearable pain rn lmao #my therapist said that wasnt good for me to pretend #im very much still in a torturous life and i feel helpless cause i dont think i can ever escape #but at least ive had the motivation to keep up one thing yknow #or im just crazy and psychotic and this made no sense whatever im going back to my suffering hibernation now #at the very least being honest cant hurt even if it doesnt help all that much but im really at the lowest ive ever been my dudes #ive never been lower than this #im failing at all the aspirations of a healthy person but at least im keeping up on the album thing #i know that maybe doesnt seem significant to other people #but when the only thing i can do when i get off work so i dont die of starvation is get in bed #but i still make an effort to hold myself to this commitment #thats at least a tiny bit of light im trying to put in my life no matter how hard i just wanna lay down and die all the time

[redrobin-detective]

I'm feeling weirdly nostalgic about my fics this Monday morn so I wanted to let you all know of stories I intend to write/finish

Teach Your Children series - I'm winding down from the mania but still pretty obsessed with Adventure Time so I will finish this series but it may be my last AT story for a while. Finn's section is partially done and Simon's wrap up is just that.

when I am dead my dearest - I always planned on finishing this series with a fourth addition from Jack's POV wrapping up the idea of the 3 main people in Danny/Phantom's life who don't know his identity

The Road Not Taken finale fic - I know BNHA isn't the juggernaut it once was and most people have no interest in this AU anymore but I dreamed up this finale at pretty much the same time I was ending TLWA so if I don't write it I think I may actually die

Copper and Silver - my literally 98% done fem Kaito DCMK genderbend story that, for some reason, I cannot scrape up the motivation to finish

Gold in the Sunlight - my long Billy Batson reveal fic that is totally planned out and has maybe one chapter completed but again, I'm in and out of DC

Unnamed sequel to We'll Meet Again Some Sunny Day - Yeah I had jokingly laid out what would happen after the end of the fic and now I really want to write it. It and a potential middle fic are outlined

#yeah idk who cares but THESE are the fics that I most want to finish #this isn't counting vague ideas and half outlined notes #these are all fully formed in my brain pan and just need time and motivation #*jingles my little cup* spare encouragement for a poor sad fic writer #idk been feeling down on my fics lately wondering if they were worth the time and effort #but I reread some last night and this morning and if nothing else *I* like them and love rereading them #But maybe if there's one in particular you want to see first...

[enjomo-arch]

happy ramble in tags

#「002」 𝗢𝗨𝗧 𝗢𝗙 𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗘𝗥 #rambling in tags #okay but little positive for myself #im very happy how i'm writing ace and really happy of my work of expanding the knowledge i managed to learn about him #all things from the anime and manga and novels and everything i could find regarding his little details #like i put really a lot into him and his muse flows really nicely #i think i do well with his speech patterns and behavior especially regarding troubles and how he overcame them with time going on #im really happy also about my mutuals and so many people were excited and willing to write with my ace #and many told me how my portrayal is shining and i just #can't thank you all enough for that ?? you're all what gives me motivation to keep going and expand more and more #build all the relations between ace and other muses of ya'll #it's been some time since I write him i started in january and i went so long with all of it i managed to build im just #very thankful of everything of ya'll's time and effort and just sticking to me #it makes me very happy ... i can't put it in words other than just thank you for being here and making my experience great

[danydarkly]

Hi! I just wanted to say, thank you so much for making the Red & Wolf comic. I just found it by accident and read through the whole thing in one night, I am seriously loving it so far. I'm autistic and I've always had a strong interest in wolves, specifically Little Red Riding Hood versions of wolves, and always wanted to read a story about the wolf having a sort of redemption or it being more than just "big bad wolf is evil and wants to eat the girl". There's hardly any content for me to dive into in regards of even just the fairytale itself, most stories are very gruesome, the short films online are incredibly dark and uncomfortable since those are the adaptations of the original grimm telling, or all of the red riding hood movies are horror films instead of fairytale adaptations. Or some sort of like... idk love triangle thing where it's all modernized or something for televesion where Red is wearing jeans and the Wolf isn't even a real wolf? But yours... this is like finding gold. I was hooked immediately and I couldn't stop reading.

Your story of Scarlett and Leikos... it's just so gorgeous, your art work has such clean lines and the way you draw eyes and hands especially is so beautiful. The design for Leikos' hair is my favorite!! And the panel you made where Scarlett is lying down on the grass/tree stump and she's blushing while Leikos is talking with her, oh my gosh, that's my favorite panel out of every chapter so far. Just... the vulnerability of these two growing closer, like... augh clutching my heart when Leikos is like "no don't cross the path you're gonna get hurt :(" and she's like "but I want to dance with you :)" like!!! she trusts him and he refuses to hurt her even when instincts kick in!! HIS BACKSTORY? BRO? I'M IN SHAMBLES?? Ugh your art is so GOOD and this STORY is so GOOD and I am just so thankful to be able to dive into a Wolf/Red story that has action, romance, suspense, all the good stuff. It's so perfect.

Thank you for working so so hard to make this comic. I'm an artist as well and I could never have the patience to upload one comic page, let alone several. Laying out panels is difficult and time consuming and not to mention you're shading and coloring the entire thing. Your poses are always fluid, never stiff, you have good perspective and composition, most ppl who make comics can easily just draw one single pose and one facial expression for 20 panels, but you've always had the expressions and body language shift and change and the camera view as well... and you gotta draw all those damn trees omfg. The flower meadow in the first chapter must have taken forever to draw too! Your hard work really shows in your art and I am so happy to have stumbled upon your comic. If you make any more merch for Red & Wolf on your Etsy, whether it's prints or charms or stickers or really anything, I would be more than willing to throw some money your way. Or if you open commissions as well someday, ahh, I love your stuff so much I would totally pay you to doodle Leikos hehe. Please have a wonderful day and take care! <3

AAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaa

What a lovely message! Thank you so much, Anon! I really needed to read this today <3 I'm truly at a loss for words, like you basically complimented me on everything I'm mad-insecure about?? It's really nice, like maybe I really am too hard on myself?? Whenever I look back on my old panels (which I've been doing a lot lately since reformatting Red & Wolf for print), I always feel like I put way too much effort and kind of only see what I did wrong, but if you and others recognize the effort and like what I did - then maybe it wasn't a waste of time after all. That makes me feel way better about it, thank you :' ) Also, your favorite panel is one of my favorite panels too, where I felt "dang, I kind of nailed it here" - which is SUPER rare for me, haha. I should read this lovely message whenever the impostor syndrome kicks in, it really lifted my spirits <3

#and yeah drawing all those trees all the time and backgrounds in general is PAIN #and ill always regret painting every blade of grass in the early chapters lmao #but im glad my efforts are appreciated #anon #answered #totally radiating motivation now

[helennorvilles]

i thought i was fine with the flopping of that interview but i feel so NOT fine about it now :/ fucking lame having to try and teacher talk myself like an adult about these stupid fucking emotions instead of being a bitch tho

#i just..... like i feel LESS capable now at interviewing than i did before the interview #and obviously that's because i'm feeling all these negative emotions but its fucking ANNOYING #how am i meant to find the motivation to get back up and Actually write a resume and key selection criteria and interview again #if the first time (in this PERFECT context of no effort) i flopped so severely? like getting that job would have been SO good #and obviously like. first ever teacher interview. second ever Actual interview. of course i flopped it! especially with no prep! #so im annoyed and sad and demotivated and i think i'll just have a chill night and not even attempt my to do list #and let tomorrow me be responsible #my post tag

[smileysvech]

there are basically only two active blogs that regularly create and post canes gifs here so it’s really not that hard to tell when y’all repost their content to other platforms like twitter and pinterest without giving those creators credit.

DO NOT BE A FUCKING ASSHOLE AND DO THIS SHIT.

#I’m about 🤏🏼this🤏🏼 close to calling out everybody that does this #it’s absolutely unfair to content creators that put in so much time and effort to create gifs FOR FREE for you to repost it without #acknowledging or crediting them for their work #AND FOR YALL TO NOT EVEN REBLOG IT BEFORE YOU STEAL IT???? go to jail #the very least you could do is reblog their gifs to circulate it for other blogs to see too and it lets content creators know you like it #like ‼️breaking news‼️ reblogs actually motivate content creators to continue creating content and on this platform likes are meaningless #this isn’t instagram or twitter or tiktok there is no algorithm and the only way posts are seen and circulated is if you reblog them #i’ll get off my soap box for now but I’m not gonna apologize for this rant bc it needed to be said #this is mainly me defending katie but it also applies for other gif makers and content creators #I love you all and appreciate all the time and effort y’all put into making gifs and I’m sorry people are such shitty assholes #tiff talks too much

[piplupod]

okay im GOOD sorry for the venting tonight and just in general lately fhdkdl i think I'm maybe turning a page finally. I HOPE SO. and moving into doing things and trying again.

running to the top of a building yelling I WANNA LIVE!!!! off the rooftop

#i want to try again i want to feel okay fhdmdl i want to give one last grand hurrah before i give up #math is saving me thank u math. u are a curse upon my life but also there for me in my time of need to figure things out yay :] #looking at things from the past three years and just wishing i could hug past me and tell them they tried so hard and it was good #i want to make this work. i wanna make our effort worth it. hhhhh #okay im going to sleep now hopefully dhfkdl tomorrow i will crunch some more numbers and begin figuring things out #unless i wake up and all this motivation and conviction is gone DBDHKDL god i hope this sticks around for a little while at least #LETS TRYYYY PLEASEEEE I WANT TO TRYYYY I WANNA LIVEEE I MISS BEING ALIVE !!! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[thorntopieces]

Do you think the devotion and compassion for my studies still permeate the rooms of the university?

#my ramblings #will anyone recall the effort i put in? does it sit in the air like dust ready to motivate the new students to carry on #will they see the finish line in the corner of their eye at all times? #will they do well knowing how many before them are cheering them on? does it bring them hope #to know that what they're doing is so admirable? #i wonder #it's late at night and im having a lot of thoughts #delete later

[this-should-do]

post art on tumblr over the past year or so has slowly been convincing me that theres something inherant about my art that makes it absolutley repulsive to the internet such that damn near nobody wants to interact anymore, so lowkey, i might just stop posting my art, not like anyones gonna miss it based on recent note count

#shits been a long time coming #like 722 followers and jack of them tliches my shit anymore when i be putting in all the effort in the wirld in the shit i draw for real #excluding shitty ms paint draw8ngs #so #been kimda hard to have motivation to post whatever it is that 8ve been drawimg behind the scenes when i know ill just be diappointed #lol #iwillspeakincessantly #i miss old tumblr art culturr #i miss people wanting to reblog and leave comments on art all the time #fuck the internet #im out