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omnipah · 3 years
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dfhjk just looking at your tags on a post you rb'd - what's your reasoning behind tma not working as a tragedy? ive.. i havent even listened to it but im so curious about your thoughts now ~ soy
Okay well, far be it for me to get into Discourse on this humble blog of mine, but I’ll do my best to keep things neutral and spoiler-free.
I think that post really puts very well into words what works about tragedy (and horror, but that’s slightly different), and it all comes down to nuance. These kinds of situations are very delicate to portray with proper framing and responsibility, and the way to deal with that is to acknowledge how complicated things are. What that means, of course, depends on the story, but having three-dimensional characters, whose motivations are understandable but somehow result in bad outcomes, or having a situation where there’s no outcome that’s obviously better than the others, and it’s a matter of picking the consequences u can live with rather than obviously objectively moral ones, are very good starters. Personally, I think Jonny was trying to do both to a degree but kind of failed on both counts.
I should say at this point that I didn’t like where it was going ever since the end of actII of s5, but I can appreciate pretty much everything before that point. There are real criticisms to be made, and in retrospect some of the things I thought were harmless weren’t, but I can still appreciate the bulk of the story.
And I think it can get away with that because it was so heavily episodic for so long, that each individual statement works on its own as effective tragedy and/or horror, and I think in those cases he did a beautiful job of addressing things with enough nuance to make them both respectful and meaningful. But in those cases it’s a snapshot of a character in a self-contained and easily summarisable situation, so if you’re good with efficient and concise writing, adding nuance is actually easier; it’s when he’s contending with 200 episodes-worth of characterisation and mystery plot buildup that he starts to drop threads.
It was around ep190 that I personally think his characterisation of the main characters went down the drain, and the cult nonsense really didn’t help that because the way it was framed in the story itself did not present the characters involved as compassionate or at all likeable. I found that, at that point, basically the entirety of any character arc that had already happened (especially Martin and Melanie) was brushed off and forgotten about, and that meant that those characters didn’t come across as at all complex.
This all culminates in ep199, where they’re supposed to be discussing what to do but they all seem to have made up their minds and not really be conflicted at all, and that is where he fails on the front of ‘maybe it could have gone differently’; he presents us with a bunch of awful alternatives, gets them to pick one (which they do very easily), and doesn’t actually give any indication that there’s a better option. He doesn’t earnestly weigh up the pros and cons, instead having the characters convince themselves that they don’t ‘technically’ know that what they’re choosing would actually be as bad as it logically seems, and then doesn’t do anything with the fact that that’s a complete fallacy on their part. Their emotions, their drives and petty wants, their sense of responsibility, are entirely erased just so he can get the conversation to fit into 20mins.
I think after ~190 he also got very stuck in the nitty gritty of mechanically how to ‘solve’ the issue he’s presented us with, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing, since those mechanics can be part of the metaphor. But that’s the problem with only presenting bad options and not even having the characters try to figure out a better option. Not only is everything pointless because there’s no good possibility presented or even mentioned as a concept, and not only are the characters completely resigned to working within the solutions they were given by the villains, as if they couldn’t work the metaphor themselves at all, but what he’s actually saying about the world we live in with that ending is very very bad. Like, is the only viable solution to the corruption in the world just to make it someone else’s problem? I think that to assert that is a very dangerous game, and I think that the hopelessness of that sentiment is incredibly boring.
Like, people seem to be thinking that tma works as a tragedy just because it made them sad, but they’re sad specifically because there was no better option, no alternative, it doesn’t have that tantalisation that wants you to try again and see if it’ll be better this time. There’s no flaw in understanding, there’s no character quirk, there’s no miscommunication where you can pinpoint ‘well, maybe, just maybe if this wasn’t in the way then we could’ve had a happy ending’. It’s pointless, and now the only redeeming feature is that it took so long to get there that you can make an argument of the inherent worth of the journey being shown by the depiction of it. The ending is nonsense, and just doesn’t fit with the rest.
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celestialmango · 3 years
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(an anon sent me a prompt a while ago that caught my interest and I tweaked it a little so I wouldn't get writers block and get stuck but honestly whoever you are anon, great job👍, I loved it but it just took awhile for creative juices to flow so I could write it out.)
Soft vore, stuffing, unwilling Prey, ambiguous ending, reader insert, fatal mentions.
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Holy shit, you shiver in fear at the knowledge just given to you by the college staff, you shouldn't have signed up for the dorms fuck what do you do? You don't know but you don't have a choice now, you chosen a college far from home and didn't have the money to rent a place. You can see pity on the staffs face as if they know they signed your death warrant. You take a deep breath, stand up and leave.
You don't have a choice, you can't afford to go anywhere else, you were just assigned to be the roommate of a well-known upper class man Pred on campus, as you slowly walk a down the path to the main dorm you feel you have to think, what do you do? as you enter the building....you have an idea, it might be dumb, might not even work but if a plan like this might help you survive you have to at least try it right? You clap your hands and pray to whatever deities are out there that this will work.
You walk down the hall to your assigned dorm room and knock on the door, after a moment it opens and you're face to face with a gurgling bulge of a stomach, you try not to let it phase you as you look up at the towering form rubbing the back of their neck before they look down at you, before the can do anything you play your cards 'o-oh wow you're tall! Hi I'm (y/n)!' you say with an innocent friendly smile 'the dorm manager assigned me as your roommate, from the sound of it you sound pretty hungry which is great! I wanted to invite you out to a buffet I saw on my bus ride to campus for lunch, my treat!' you look at them expectantly waiting for a reply after your word vomit.
After a few minutes of silence and them just staring down at you begin to fidget in place, they just blink at you slowly, looking as if they're debating some as they lift a hand to their mouth and yawn, you fidget a bit more nervously as you see how wide their maw can stretch and see their sharp canines dripping with saliva before their hand drops and their jaw relaxes. Their other hand finds it's way to the back of your shirt and they bring you inside the room before dropping you on a giant beanbag chair, they yawn again "Nnnn fuck it sure, give me a minute, I gotta put on some pants."
Phase one of plan play dumb success! The staff members said your roommate would eat you as soon as they opened the door, but instead you convinced them to a buffet instead, you take your chance to look around the room and your smile drops a little into a look of concern and confusion. There's only one bed. After getting dressed the come out of a bathroom and see your face "what's with you?" They ask sounding a little hostile, you respond by letting your face flush and scratching your cheek with a finger 'u-um well.' their eyes are gazing at you like a hawk 'there's only one bed in the room, this college doesn't really make roommates share a bed do they?' the Predator responds with an unnerving grin "most of my roommates don't last long."
Deflect! Deflect and act cute! You smile at them innocently again and tilt your head 'oh? Did they get kicked out for some reason or something?' their grin gains an aura of menace. "Or something." You put a hand on your chin in thought, 'by the way how do we get to town from campus? Do you have a car or will we be taking a bus to buffet.' their grin drops as they pause for a moment raising their eyebrow, "do you honestly think someone my size can fit in a car? Because the answer is no." You just grin at them 'guess I'll be paying for bus passes too then' they shake their head "naw, the college provides monthly passes, now come on, we'll want to hurry because the next one will leave soon." You look startled before you leap up, 'ok'.
You have trouble keeping up with them as you both run so they quickly turn back pick you up and tuck you under their arm before rushing to the bus stop, they really want that free food you offered, a chance to pig out that they don't have to pay for sounds great to them.
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To saw you were surprised at how much $5 at a buffet could stretch was an understatement, barely half an hour and a tower of plates was stacked on the table you two sat at and as the pred finished their final plate a well dress person came up and banned you both from coming back, as you both stood on the sidewalk you spoke with a stunned look on your face 'i didn't know it was possible to get kicked out of an all you can eat buffet' the pred patted at their large gut "yeah, pity. I'm not even full yet." They pause looking like they're thinking about something again when you spoke again 'what? Seriously? You ate out the entire buffet.' they look towards you again with a strange gaze that you don't even notice and answer.
"I could go for more." You don't even see them reach for you before you turn to them with a mischievous grin while ask them an question that interests them greatly 'wanna see how many buffets we can banned from in a day?' they hesitate, the hand they were about to snatch you up freezes for a second before it reaches down to pat your shoulder instead as they give you a wide grin and an enthusiastic reply "hell yeah." And off you both went to cause as much chaos as possible before you had to go back to campus.
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A few hour later and they can barely squeeze themselves out of the doors of the bus as you return to campus, their gut bulging out so large it look as if they ate a moose, the both of you laughing '-i mean the look on that guys face when you snatched up and ate an entire turkey whole as they chased us out was priceless' "pfft yeah but what about the other guy when I ran out of the kitchen with that pot of soup a chugged it?" You both walk towards the dorm 'he looked like he was about to faint! That was right off the stove! Like boiling hot! How in the world did that not burn like you were drinking lava?' "heat resistance is a wonderful thing" they reply grinning from ear to ear.
After they open the door and you're about turn to leave to talk to staff about finishing the dorm paperwork their hand presses against your back a shove you into their room, you don't see a dark look flash across their face for a moment before disappearing, there is an unnerving tone to their voice that gives no room for argument as they speak "hey now, how about we spend a bit more time together?" It doesn't sound like a question but more like an order. Afraid and nervous about what may happen if you say no, you agree.
They hand you a controller and ask in a voice, as if they know exactly how the words sound
"Wanna smash?" 'Hah' you can't help the laugh that comes out, you shouldn't have told them about your weakness to dirty jokes.
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Time passes fast as you play smash bros together for a while then move on to more multiple play games, you keep noticing they way they glance at you sometimes with a look that scares you, sometimes licking their lips, you notice as time goes by the size of their stomach decreases and the more it does, the more these moments of staring increase.
Their stomach growls a low long sound and you feel like you're sweating as you shiver while a chill shoots down your spine,you speak in a shaky voice as you get up and start walking towards the door 'w-ell t-this has been fun but I have speak to staff about sleeping arrangements as there's not room for me her right now' you open the door a crack before it slams shut, you see the Pred's hand above you and the other engulfs your shoulder, the tone Pred speaks to you in makes your heart stop "oh I have room." Before the spin you around, pinning your arms to your sides as their jaw stretches open and they lift you up , shoving your head inside and swallowing before you can properly process the situation.
The grip of their throat is tight, but the fleshy tube contracts and releases easily as the experienced muscles drag you deeper inside, you snap out your stunned state a futilely kick and squirm , the struggles doing nothing except helping you slide down faster, the Pred groaning at your flavor as they gulp heavily and fast, impatient and greedy they feel they have waited for this long enough. Your head passed through the opening to their stomach and thinking fast you hold your breath, closing your eye as your face is shoved into the pile of half digested remains of the multiple buffets they cleaned out.
You're quickly force inside, curling up you gasp as your head emerges from the slurry of food, it stick to your hair, a foul acidic smell in your nostrils, you barely have the room to move and you start to cry feeling a bit betrayed but your soft sobs can't be heard over the gurgles and groans of the chamber as it continues to work on the food around you.
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"Aaah that hit the spot." They plop back down on their beanbag, their gut having grown in size once more, they give it a couple pats then rub it lightly "out of everything I ate today you are definitely the tastiest." They mean that fully, they had been planning to do this since they were first told that staff was going to once again, try to give them a roommate, a freshman this time, you were always going to feed them, they just didn't expect you to do it in more ways than one.
They continue to switch between rubbing and patting their their gut as a thoughtful look crosses their face, they had made up their mind to eat you, nothing you did was ever going to change that, however, what happens afterwards is still up for debate because honestly you are probably the first one staff sent that was actually friendly towards them instead of an entitled jackass , you also took them out and let them stuff themselves till they couldn't eat anymore, they had to wait to digest a bit before they could fit you in too, but even then they had a really good time today with you.
Considering who and what they were it wouldn't take but a second to cast the spell they would need to keep you from being lost inside their stomach forever, hell you might even actually be a good roommate if they give you that chance....a low whiny gurgle sounds from their gut. Whatever their decision is they will need to make it soon, they have about 15 minutes before the acid in their stomach starts to affect you too.
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kodzukenscorner · 4 years
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Kuroo, Ushijima, and Sakusa during a blackout (NSFW)
anon asked: hi!! can you please do kuroo, ushijima, & sakusa during a blackout if u wanna add a little nsfw thats always nice too :))) 💕
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a/n: omg 😭  the blackout request was one of the first ones i’ve ever done on here and finally we’re doing a part two!! thanks anon 💕
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Kuroo
Study dates were a norm for you and Kuroo
He may be a pain in your ass sometimes but that didn’t change the fact that he was also a nerd at heart
You were finding it to be very difficult to keep your focus on the work in front of you
Kuroo had already tried everything, he bought your favorite snacks, promised you could watch your favorite movie afterwards, anything to get you to focus
In the end he made do by saying you could get a quick kiss after you got a problem right and once you were completely done he would give you a proper kiss
That was enough to convince you because Kuroo’s kisses always had you melting into him
And it wasn’t everyday that he just offered them up without teasing you first
You were finally focusing on your work while Kuroo quietly explained some things to you when everything suddenly got dark
You both looked up in confusion and Kuroo went over to the window 
Some idiot had backed their car into a utility pole and knocked the power out for half the street
He groaned and sat down next to you looking over at your textbooks
“Let’s take a break, you can’t do your work in the dark”
“Can I still get my kiss?”
Your eyes adjusted enough to the dark to notice the sly smile spreading across his face 
“Well, you have been very good, so I guess you earned a kiss. Come here”
He patted his lap and you giddily straddled him
He took your chin between his fingers and brought your lips to meet his
Kissing Kuroo always started slow and languid then before you knew it, his tongue was sliding into your mouth while he sucked on your lower lip
He always had control and you happily let him do what he wanted 
You felt his hand move from your chin under your shirt to caress your sides
He pulled away when he felt you let out a content sigh
“You know, you didn’t get any problems wrong today. I think you deserve a reward”
He made quick work to undo the button on your jeans and slid them off of you
He didn’t bother taking off his own pants and just pulled them down enough to release his hard cock
He moved your underwear to the side and brought you down on his throbbing dick
He watched your face under the moonlight contort in pleasure as you sank down on him
His cock twitched as he saw the look of pure euphoria on your face when he finally bottomed out
“My smart kitten” He mumbled into the crook of your neck as he started to buck his hips upwards
Kuroo always liked setting a fast pace when you were riding him so he could see you bounce on him
And you loved it because he always managed to fuck you deeper than he normally did, hitting all the right spots, sending you into a dizzying frenzy
As your hands gripped onto his shoulders, trying to ground yourself while Kuroo crashed his hips into yours, you promised yourself you would study much more diligently
If this is how he was going to reward you for getting your homework right, you were going to be a straight A student from now on
Ushijima
You weren’t even together when your power went out
You were chatting on the phone together, even though you were the one who was doing most of the talking
But Ushijima has always been a good listener, and he actually pays attention to what you have to say
You were in the middle of a random story when suddenly all the lights in your room went out
You went silent on the line and Ushijima spoke up for the first time in a couple minutes asking if everything was alright
After looking around the rest of your home you told him the power had gone out
“Hmmm, my power is still on, maybe it’s just your area”
“Toshi, it’s kinda of creepy being here alone, could you come over?”
You could hear him hum as he paused for a minute
“I’ll be there in 10 minutes, don’t move around so you don’t get hurt”
You happily agreed and patiently awaited his arrival
You nearly jumped our of your skin when you heard his knock at the door but went to welcome him quickly and carefully
Once he stepped inside he took your hand, leading you back to the room so you wouldn’t trip on anything
He made himself comfortable on your bed, gesturing for you to join him
You excitedly laid next to him, resting your head on his chest
As much as you loved him, Ushijima wasn’t always the most outwardly affectionate person out there so you relished in this rare moment of intimacy
Your body loosened up under the soft touch of his hand grazing along your arm and he could feel it
You had been uneasy sitting alone in the dark and he felt guilty for not being here to comfort you sooner
He started placing soft kisses on the crown of your head and you purred in delight 
He was glad it was too dark to see anything or you would have caught a rare glimpse at one of his genuine smiles 
You had begun to drift off so you didn’t even notice when his hands started to travel farther down to caress your thighs 
It wasn’t until his hand made contact with your crotch did your eyes shoot open
Again, he isn’t the most affectionate person but when he gets in the mood you know he’s going to absolutely ravage you
You looked up at him and as your eyes adjusted to the dark you could see the lust in his
You gulped and he took that as the initiative to pin you under him and nearly rip your clothes off
You couldn’t stop the moan that escaped your lips just at the idea of him being so eager to wreck you
Your mind was so clouded with lust you didn’t realize he had stripped you both of your clothes until you felt his hard cock teasing your entrance 
His lips attached themselves to the sensitive skin on your neck, leaving what you were sure were going to be very dark marks soon enough
“You know I love you right?” He mumbled lowly against your skin
“Yes - ah I know, please Toshi...” You arched your back, begging him to fuck you
He knew he didn’t have to say anything else and slid his cock into you with ease
No matter how many times you two have done this you never get used to his impressive size 
Usually he gives you a moment to collect yourself and get used to him but tonight he was hellbent on showing you how much he could ruin you
He started a merciless pace, it wasn’t fast but the way his hips rammed in yours had you seeing stars
His grip on your sides was surprisingly gentle while you clawed at his back trying to calm yourself 
The embarrassment you would normally feel at hearing the lewd sound of your skin slapping against each other and the squelching that echoed through the room was completely thrown out the window
All you cared about was the way his cock hit all the right spots every time
And the thick vein you could feel rubbing against your walls was enough to throw you over the edge
You prayed that the power never came back on
Sakusa
This was honestly one of the worst decisions you’ve ever made
You were just lounging around with Sakusa when you suggested watching a movie together
He nodded and let you make the selection and you opted for a horror movie
Usually you were fine with horror movies, you did get scared every now and again but no more than the next person
What you were not counting on was the storm brewing outside
You could see the sky beginning to darken and the distant sound of rumbling thunder
Sakusa seemed unbothered by it all and you wondered if he ever got scared
You quietly shifted closer to him as the winds outside got worse and the movie got more intense
A sudden gust of wind caused the windows to rattle and you jumped in surprise
At this point you were right next to Sakusa and he put a reassuring hand on your thigh before turning his attention back to the movie
He wasn’t able to focus long because another gust of wind knocked the power out and you clung to his arm as you were both shrouded in darkness
You heard Sakusa sigh as he brought his free hand to pet your head
“What’s wrong? You were the one who picked the movie”
“I didn’t think the power would go out! What if that creepy guy from the movie comes out of nowhere?”
He pulled your head against his chest and let you rest there for a minute
“Don’t think about things like that”
“I can’t help it Omi! It’s in my head now”
“Let me take your mind off of it then”
You opened your eyes that had been screwed shut and realized you still couldn’t see a thing
Not that it mattered because you soon felt Sakusa’s gentle hand guide your face so he could connect his lips to yours
For someone who wasn’t big on physical affection, Sakusa was one of the best kissers, slow and sensual and just the perfect amount of roughness
You pressed your body as close to his as you could possibly get
His hand slid down to your waist and you jumped at the light touch
“Relax. It’s just me” He whispered against your lips where he placed soft kisses
He pushed your back down against the couch and gently removed all your clothes and his own soon after
He made sure to leave kisses on every expanse of bare skin he uncovered
Suddenly all your worries and fears melted away under his soft lips, all you were focused on was him
He hovered over you, peppering your face with more sweet kisses
It wasn’t everyday he was this gentle and loving with you so you reveled in every moment and every touch
You squirmed under him when you felt him suck on your neck and you could feel his erection pressing against your thigh
“Kiyoomi” You whined quietly
“I know, I know. Be patient, love” 
He kissed your jawline and started slowly pushing his cock into you
Once you started letting out soft moans he quickly snapped his hips and fully sheathed himself inside of you
The sudden change of pace had your back arching up, urging him to keep going
He started a slow put forceful pace, his hungry gaze never leaving your eyes
Even in the darkness you could see the pure adoration he held in his eyes as his cock stretched you out in the most perfect way possible
“I love you Kiyoomi”
“I love you too scaredy cat”
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straykidsftw · 4 years
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On Track / HHJ
genre: angst, college!au
requested?: yes (anon)
summary: in which, while making a film for a school project, you and minho have to spend a lot of time together, but your cameraman can’t help but feel jealous
warnings: none
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~ {1}
늦었다 / it’s late
너에게 돌아가는 길의 막차가 끊겼다 yeah / the last train back to you has stopped yeah
조금 더 서두를 걸 이 후회도 이미 늦었다 / it’s already too late to regret
“Hey, it’s Hyunjin.”
“Hyunjin!” you exclaimed, “it’s so late! What are you still doing up?”
“You say that like you haven’t just answered my call,” Hyunjin chuckled.
You blushed slightly, stuttering to try and find words before sighing, “you’re right. So, why are you calling?”
“I’m making a film,” Hyunjin said, “for media class. I’m filming and other people from my class are helping on things like sound, writing, directing.”
“I see,” you nodded, “sounds cool.”
“Hopefully,” Hyunjin said, “but, I needed two actors and I wondered whether you’d be up for it? I know you do drama, after all.”
You opened your mouth, shocked and trying to speak, “I– I mean I– I guess I do do drama, yeah.”
Hyunjin chuckled, “so? You don’t have to, it’s totally cool. Oh, Minho’s the male actor, by the way.”
Minho?!
“Lee Minho?!” you exclaimed.
Hyunjin hummed, “yeah. You know him?”
“U-Um kind of, I guess,” you stuttered.
“So, will you do it?”
You’d had a crush on Minho for years. It was kind of pathetic at this point. When you first went to high school the two of you had every class together, and even when the number of classes you had together went further and further down each year, the size of your crush did not. And yet, only a few greetings was the extent of the many conversations the two of you had shared.
So why lose a perfect opportunity?
“Yes!” you smiled, “I’d love to!”
“Great!” Hyunjin exclaimed, “I’ll see you Monday morning, then? Teacher’s given us permission to shoot during lessons.”
You giggled, “why didn’t you start with that?”
“Now I know you’re doing it for me,” Hyunjin said cheekily.
Your mouth hung open as you forced out a laugh and a goodbye before hanging up. Yeah, sure. For Hyunjin.
~ {2}
어떤 이유에서인지 / for whatever reason
다가서지 못한 내가 너무 밉다 / i really hate myself for not getting close to you
어떤 이유를 대서라도 / i should've come up with any reason
이 상황을 막았어야 했는데 / to stop this situation
“Here’s the script,” Hyunjin said, “and this is Lee Minho, your co-star. Read through it together, it’s super easy.”
You smiled, “thank you!”
Hyunjin smiled politely, leaving to talk to the boy holding a microphone, leaving you and Minho alone.
“I’m Y/N,” you said shyly, “nice to meet you.”
Minho smiled, his aura radiating confidence, “nice to meet you. Hyunjin said you were nice, so hopefully working with you will be easy.”
You laughed slightly, “hopefully.”
Minho smiled fondly, motioning over to the desk suddenly, “shall we read?”
You nodded, “that would probably be good.”
Minho chuckled, sitting down and opening the script, patting the chair next to him upon seeing you still in your spot, “come on. I’m nice, I swear.”
You giggled, moving and sitting beside him, hoping he couldn’t hear your abnormally fast heartbeat or see the sweat appearing on your palms.
“Also—“ Hyunjin stopped in the doorway, looking to the two of you, shoulders touching as you laughed and read the script in funny voices.
He walked in, sitting in the middle as Minho furrowed his eyebrows.
“I just– thought you might wanna hear how I planned it,” Hyunjin stuttered.
You nodded, smiling awkwardly, “well, go on then.”
~ {3}
이건 바보라도 알아 eh ya / even a fool knows this eh ya
너만 한 건 내게 없다고 / you're the best thing i've got
다시 널 향해 one more step, I will never stop / once again towards you, one more step, i will never stop
돌아서면 안돼 / i won’t run away
“Hey, Y/N, I was just wondering if—” Minho started, Hyunjin’s loud clap cutting him off.
“Okay! Ready to film?” Hyunjin asked, “last scene, has to be good.”
You nodded, before turning to Minho and winking, “practising extra hard.”
Minho rolled his eyes, holding back a laugh, “you’re such a child.”
Minho’s heart was pounding. How, over the course of only five days, had you managed to encapture him entirely?! Not that you could notice, of course, though the rest of the team had to wonder how dense you were for not noticing the sweet love pouring out his eyes everytime he looked at you.
Hyunjin sighed, clenching and unclenching his jaw, “Felix. Slate please.”
“Okay! Hyunjin’s film, scene 10, take 1,” Felix smiled, clicking the slate before walking away, leaving Hyunjin to film the lines between you and Minho, Chan recording with a boom mic held over your head.
As you spoke, your eyes never left Minho’s. It was terrible. You could feel your heart pounding and you just prayed that he’d ignore the sweat on your palm when he grabbed your hand.
He did grab your hand, but no line was said after that.
You turned around, looking to Minho, before looking down and seeing Hyunjin’s fist tightly gripping Minho’s wrist.
“I’m sorry,” Hyunjin whispered, “I just– I—”
Minho let go of your wrist, Hyunjin letting go of Minho’s as the three of you awkwardly looked at each other.
“You gonna explain?” Minho said.
Hyunjin spluttered, looking from you to Minho before sighing, looking at the floor, “I like you, Y/N. A lot.”
He finally looked up, meeting your eyeline as you stayed silent.
“I’m sorry, I just—”
Minho scoffed, rolling his eyes slightly as he walked straight through the middle of you and Hyunjin, grabbing your wrist and dragging you along with him.
~ {4}
나만 이렇게 그리운 걸까? / it it just me who misses us so much?
너는 얼마나 멀어진 걸까? / i wonder how far you've gone away
우리 함께 할 순간 그 이상 속에 / the ideal moment that we'll be together
너무 익숙해져 버려 일상이 돼버렸는데 / i got too used to it that it became my daily life
“Hyunjin-ah,” Jeongin called, knocking on his best friend’s bedroom door, “I brought strawberry milk.”
Hyunjin sighed, looking to the door where his friend was holding two cartons of milk.
“I used to buy that for Y/N all the time,” Hyunjin groaned, sitting up on the bed as Jeongin made his way in, handing one to Hyunjin.
“Well maybe now it can be our thing,” Jeongin said hopefully.
Hyunjin chuckled at his friend’s innocence, taking a long sip of milk.
Jeongin swore internally. Was he too obvious?
“What do you think she’s doing?”
Jeongin looked at his best friend, trying to hide his pout, “how would I know? I don’t even know her that well.”
Hyunjin shook his head, “neither. I think about that a lot though.”
“What? Not knowing her?”
“No,” Hyunjin laughed, getting lost in his daydream, “where she is.”
He imagines that he was the one to grab your hand. And after the two of you left, you took a visit to the ice-cream shop a few streets away from your school and you both got milkshakes, and Hyunjin made you taste some of his and you got some on your nose and Hyunjin kissed it away—
“Well, she might be with Minho.”
Hyunjin looked at his friend in horror, “d-do you really think so?!”
Jeongin shrugged, sipping on his milk.
Hyunjin groaned, flopping back on his bed. This was the reality. He didn’t grab your hand, and now he was in bed with Jeongin, drinking strawberry milk.
~ {5}
뒤돌아 봐줘 제발 가지 마 / please, turn around and look at me, please don't go
돌이킬 수 없는 실수는 없어 / if you purposefully go further away
더 이상 의미 없는 하루를 멈춰 / i might fall apart
“Hey Hyunjin, isn’t that—”
Jeongin’s innocent words were cut off by his best friend, smacking a hand over his mouth.
“Ow,” Jeongin said calmly, removing the hand, “I’m just saying.”
“Oh shit, what do I do?!” Hyunjin whisper yelled.
“Maybe talk to her?” Jeongin offered.
It broke the younger’s heart to even think of suggesting such a thing, but seeing the boy he loved have his heart broken hurt him even more.
Hyunjin looked at his best friend, “you think?”
“I’ll be round here.”
Hyunjin looked back to you, your hair was swishing slightly as you walked further and further away.
“Y/N!” Hyunjin called, jogging slightly to catch up.
You turned around at the call of your voice, eyebrows shooting up at the sight of Hyunjin.
“Hy-Hyunjin!” you called nervously, “hi.”
“Hi,” he smiled, finally catching up, “it’s been a while.”
You nodded, humming.
“I just—” Hyunjin started, cutting himself off. He just what? Wanted to apologise? Wanted to tell you that he would do anything for you to be his? Wanted to tell you that he should have been the one grabbing your hand that day?
“–wanted to say hi.”
You giggled, relief washing over you, “hi. You alright?”
No. I think about what you’re doing all the time.
“Yeah, yeah, you?” Hyunjin said.
You nodded, “I was just going to Starbucks, do you want to come?”
Hyunjin’s eyebrows raised, laughing slightly in disbelief, “yes! Yeah, that would– that would be nice, yeah.”
“Oh,” Jeongin sighed, watching his best friend walk away, “bye, then.”
~ {6}
시간이 흐르고 흘러도 / even after time keeps passing by
변함없는 간절함이 너를 / this constant desperation of mine
찾게 하는 거야 매일 밤마다 나를 찾아와 / makes me look for you as you come to me every night
“I shouldn’t, I shouldn’t. It’s wrong. It’s not my business. She doesn’t look at me like that.”
Hyunjin sighed, banging his head on his desk as he pressed your contact.
“Hey Hyunjin!” your happy voice rang through the phone.
Hyunjin smiled as he heard your voice, “hey Y/N.”
“What do you need?”
Hyunjin could hear the smile in your voice, and it hurt, because he knew he was about to make it fade.
“I—” Hyunjin sighed, hesitating, “how are you and Minho? Like... what’s going on between you?”
He was right. Even from the sound of the shaky breath you took after his words, he knew you were no longer smiling.
“I don’t even know, Hyunjin,” you sighed, “he’s so tsundere it hurts! I don’t know whether he wants me or not!”
Hyunjin bit back a smile.
“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t offload my problems.”
Hyunjin shook his head quickly, “no, no! You can rant to me whenever, okay? I’m free all the time. For you.”
You smiled, your heart rate beginning to pick up, “thanks, Hwang.”
~ {7}
더 애타게 하는 너 / you tantalize me more
아프게도 하는 너 / you also hurt me
“God, I love you so much, Jeongin,” Hyunjin groaned, collapsing on the floor, breathless as he took the water bottle from his friend’s hand.
Jeongin chuckled, feeling a blush rise to his cheeks at the words, “it’s just water.”
Hyunjin laughed, “I’m serious, In. You’re always there when I need you, and that’s so amazing.”
Jeongin smiled bashfully, looking at the floor.
“Hey. If I tell you this, you can’t tell anyone, okay?” Hyunjin called, getting off the floor so they were level, and getting so close to Jeongin’s ear that the younger could feel nothing but his heart pounding, “me and Y/N are going so well. She spent the night at mine yesterday.”
Jeongin pulled away quickly, blinking a few times before laughing.
“Oh!” he said, exasperated, “oh. Um, good! For you! Good for you! Well– Well done? Um, I have to go.”
Hyunjin laughed, watching him walk away, “what’s with him?”
Jeongin wiped away his tears as he ran out the park. God, you idiot.
~ {8}
내가 바보라서 알아 / because i’m an idiot, i know
너 없이면 살 수 없다고 / i can’t live without you
“Hey, Y/N,” Hyunjin spoke, his voice dripping with confidence, “I love you.”
You raised your eyebrows, rolling your eyes when you realised he was being serious, “get a new saying.”
Hyunjin laughed, walking over and wrapping his arms around your shoulders, pressing kisses to your temple.
“Hyunjin! I’m here!” Jeongin called.
“Jeongin-ie!” you laughed, trying to break free from your boyfriend’s death-grip.
Hyunjin just chuckled, watching you try to escape, “where are you going, hmm?”
Seungmin looked at Jeongin with a slight eye roll, coughing to get Hyunjin’s attention.
“Sorry,” Hyunjin laughed, walking forward and taking the camera he’d left at Seungmin and Jeongin’s shared apartment, “thanks.”
Since Hyunjin had took the leap to move in with you, Jeongin had to find someone new. Of course Seungmin, within the first few days of moving in, knew of Jeongin’s un-obvious crush. Mixture of sleep talking and alcohol.
“If that’s all, we’ll be going,” Jeongin said, trying not to look Hyunjin in the eye.
“No! Stay for dinner!” you whined, smiling hopefully at the two boys.
Jeongin looked to Seungmin before looking back in your direction, making eye contact with Hyunjin and gulping nervously.
Seungmin grabbed Jeongin’s arm.
“Sorry, we’ve already ordered food,” he said, rather hastily.
“Aw, maybe next time?” you offered.
Seungmin smiled, nodding, “maybe. See you!”
“Bye guys,” you smiled.
“Bye,” Hyunjin said, going back to tickling you with his lips, your giggles ringing through the apartment as Jeongin and Seungmin left.
“Why are you still friends with him?!” Seungmin exclaimed, “you’re only hurting yourself!”
Jeongin turned to look at Seungmin, tears in his eyes as he sighed, “I’m an idiot, right?”
Seungmin scoffed, pulling him into a hug, “kinda.”
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Abandon all hope.
Request/Summary: [supernatural s5e10 spoilers] “ok so this is sad but could you possibly do an imagine based on jos death but instead of jo its the winchesters sister? make it fluffy and sad so i can get all the feels :))) :(((”
Pairings: sister!reader x sam, sister!winchester x dean
Words: 1595
Warnings: swearing, character death
Specific time/Important info: i’ve obviously had to change some things/details/dialogue/etc. e.g. there’s no Ellen 
Your heart pounded as you sprinted away from the hellhounds that followed you, their growls and barks filling your ears and consuming your mind. You could hear them getting closer and closer until-
“DEAN!” you screamed, seeing your brother on the ground. 
“Y/n, stay back!” You ignored his request as you aimed your gun as the invisible beings around him. You weren’t prepared to lose someone today. You continued to shoot, satisfied by the whimpering you could here coming from the hound as it fell back into the garbage can behind it as you stepped closer, determined to kill it. You were so engulfed in saving your brother that you didn’t hear the other hellhound as it crept up on you – when you finally heard its snarls, it was too late. 
You heard Sam yell out in shock as you were forced down and a set of razor-sharp claws pierced your skin before dragging themselves down your torso. You screamed in agony, your vision blurred and your mind felt like shutting down. You struggled to piece any of your thoughts together as the searing pain overtook your entire body, not letting your brain focus on anything else. The sound of gunfire was barely noticeable; you didn’t even realise that Dean had picked you up to bring you to safety until his arm brushed against the open wound, resulting in another scream erupting from your lungs and tears pricking in your eyes. It really fucking hurt. 
With every step, the pain grew worse and you clawed at your brother’s arm for some sort of relief. Sam and Dean shot into the nearest building – a hardware store – as if the hounds’ damage hadn’t already been done. Dean placed you down on the floor against the counter as gently as he could, doing his best to comfort you as Sam tried to barricade the door.
“Hang on, Y/n, just breathe, okay?” Dean knew the magnitude of the situation, he just didn’t want to admit it. He didn’t want to admit that his baby sister was dying because she tried to save him. He didn’t want to admit that his worst nightmare was about to become a reality. “Sammy, I need some help over here!”After he’s salted the windows and doors, he rushed over to be at your side, and his heartbroken expression told you everything you needed to know. You were going to die, and this time they couldn’t help you. Your breaths were shallow and even the slightest movements caused you to wince in pain. The blood poured from you wound and you couldn’t help the whimpers and grunts that emerged from you as Sam bandaged you up whilst Dean held you, trying to provide any sense of comfort. They looked at each other with faces full of pure worry, sadness and fear – it was clear what was going to happen, but you all acted as if not saying it out loud would somehow stop it from occurring. 
“Your gonna be alright, Y/n/n, you’re gonna be alright,” the younger of the two whispered to you with your head pressed against his chest. He had remained next to you whilst your other brother had fixed up the radio to try and contact Bobby. Although Sam tried to distract you, you could still hear pieces of the conversation shared between Dean and Bobby.
The voice was muffled but you could hear the machine spouting something about figuring out what to do next. Dean paused momentarily, thinking of how to word his response: “Bobby, I don’t think she’s…” he trailed off, scared he’d start crying if he continued. Bobby pressed him further. You swear you saw your brother wipe a tear before toughening up. After that, you stopped eavesdropping and instead savoured what would be some of your last moments with Sam. You listened to his lies about how you were ‘gonna be okay’ with a hint of a smile on your lips – even when you were, quite literally, on death’s door, he didn’t want you to worry or panic. You were going to miss him more than he would ever know.
Dean finished his conversation and returned to you and Sam before explaining what he’d learnt. “So now we know where the devil’s gonna be, we know when, and we have the Colt.”
“Yeah, we just have to get past eight or so hellhounds and get to the farm by midnight.”
“And that’s after we get Y/n the hell out of town.” He looked down at you, sympathy rich in his eyes. “Maybe with a stretcher?” Sam nodded, and Dean turned to see what in the store he could use.
“Stop.” Your voice was stronger than any of you expected, “can- can we be realistic about this, please?” Their eyebrows furrowed. You hissed in pain, and continued: “I can’t move my legs. I can’t be moved. My guts are being held in by a fucking Ace bandage. We need to get our priorities straight.” You paused, suppressing another episode of crying whilst your brothers looked at each other in a way that was becoming all too familiar. “Number one, I’m not going anywhere-“
“Y/n Y/m/n, stop talking like that,” Sam’s voice caught at the end as you interrupted him.
“Sammy,” your head shook slightly, “I can’t fight. I can’t walk. But I can do something. We’ve got propane, wiring, rock salt, iron nails, everything we need.” Tears threatened to fall and your voice became unsteady as you planned your own death.
“Everything we need?”
“To build a bomb, Sam.”
Dean snapped his head up: “No. Y/n, no.”
“Y-you got another plan?” You knew this was the only way. You knew that if you were going to die, you were going to help your brothers in the process whether they liked it or not. Dean opened his mouth, but no words came out. “You got any other plan? Those are hellhounds out there, they’ve got all of our scents. They will never stop coming after you.” Silence. “The doors won’t hold for much longer anyway. The dogs will come in, you two will hit the roof a-and make a break for the building next over. I’ll wait here with my finger on the button, rip those mutts a new one,” you smiled, “or at least get you a few minutes head start anyway.
Sam opposed your decision, “No, you’re our baby sister, Y/n. We’re supposed to protect you, I won’t let you do it.”
“This is why we’re here, right?” Sam shook his head – the pain in his eyes bore into your soul to the point where you couldn’t stand to look at his face any longer. Your heart was breaking into a million pieces and you could feel every single crack. “If I can get us a shot on the devil…” You looked at your other brother, knowing that even though it crushed his soul, he was going to be more reasonable about it. “Dean, we have to take it.”
“N-no, that’s not-“
“Sam,” you grabbed his hand, albeit weakly, and let your voice wobble as you cried, “this might literally be your last chance to treat me like and adult. You might wanna take it.” You nodded at your brother as he looked into your eyes, and you saw a glimpse of understanding. Your brothers knew what they had to do – either of them would’ve sacrificed themselves in a heartbeat had they been in your position.
“Get to work.”
Both your mental and physical state meant that you’d lost your grasp on time, and on what was happening around you. Slumped over, you struggled to stay awake through the pain as you waited for the bomb to be finished so you could finally… let go. It felt like days had passed before the action slowed down and you noticed their presence once again. Dean led the wires towards you whilst Sam held both of your hands in one of his and embraced you, trying to give you a final glimpse of comfort.
“I love you, Y/n, okay? I will never forget what your doing for us, baby. I am the proudest brother in the world, Y/n/n. Our lives will… they’ll never be the same, baby girl. It won’t be long until you see us again.” Sam’s smile was teary but his expression was abundant with pride and love.
You shook your head, the corners of you lips edging up despite the pain, “I-I hope not.”
“Okay, this is it,” Dean whispered as he showed you the switch. “I’ll see you on the other side, Y/n,” he mumbled, pressing the control into your hand. Gently, he reached out to hold your face as he kissed your forehead, and it took everything in your power to not let out a sob. You didn’t want to make this harder than it already was.
The doors shook, the hellhounds using more force with every passing minute.
“Go.”
“Y/n-“
“Please. Go.” You refused to look up at them, though you could hear them walk to the back of the store. “Dean,” your voice was quiet but still audible. “Don’t miss.”
Once they’d left the room, silent tears continuously flowed down your face as you stared at the doors across the room and watched as they grew weaker with every pounce from the merciless beasts on the other side. You gripped the switch tightly, ready to detonate the bomb as soon as you had to. Seconds later, barks filled your ears as the chains snapped and the doors swung open.
God I hope-
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vanaera · 5 years
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Reds, Spaces, and Signs
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Synopsis | Jeon Jungkook does the good ol' prepping up his girlfriend with ice cream and movies to help her through her red days. The only difference is, you're actually his girl-space-friend and he hopes that someday, you may eliminate that space between you. Lucky for him, you may do so tonight. Pairing | Jungkook x reader Genre | Flufffy dy fluffy dy fluff Wordcount | 1.9k
A/N | This is somehow related to the request so yeah…I hope you enjoy this anon as much as I enjoyed writing this while having a terrible red day. Thank you so much for loving this drabble series!
Read more of football!jk drabbles in The Prince and His Rose
           By the sound of a small 'ding!' and the sight of your name on his notification bar, Jungkook is already crouching down, tying his shoelaces to prep his fifty meter dash to your dorm.
Saturday 7:15 PM
Otor-nim Y/N: Kook, I need you to do the biggest favor of the month.
Otor-nim Y/N: I need long ass pads. I can't fucking move. The satanic waterfalls between my legs is furious as hell. It rained on my pads so bad.
Otor-nim Y/N: And yeah, I can't damn move.
           Past him would be totally cringing by now, begrudgingly stomping to the grocery to grab what you need and chunk them all to you on your couch before going out of the door without even a goodbye. However current him is different. Current him is much cooler and manly than past him. Current him is more gentlemanlike and more mature than past him. And current him is in love with you.
           Being his bestfriend for so many years, you have dealt with his too-many-to-count nonsense comebacks, childish competitiveness, annoying shenanigans, and stupid misadventures. You've helped him find his dream of playing football, tutored him for free on his difficult subjects, and...okay you've always been there to bring him back to rationality whenever he's about to do one of the stupidest things you’ll soon put down in a book titled Jungkook's Endless Shits. You even sit and wait on the bleachers for him to finish his night practices whenever you can just so you can go home together. You've also stayed up with him countless of nights, pressing down ice packs on his sore legs when he's done with long trainings and big matches on the field since high school. By now, it's obvious that he should return the favor, right? Growing up with you ever since he's a troublesome six-year-old, the idea of you being completely stuck by his side till you both grow old has already embedded itself on his head. Although back then, he meant living in a nice house in the future with your own house just across or beside his, your own families growing close to each other. Right now, however, he imagines you being with him inside his own house and building your own family. So knowing you’re one of the women who’s got the worst dysmenorrheas ever, of course, he's gotta take care of you so you'll still be alive when the day he'll finally be a man to confess these stuff to you - Okay, this is complete nonsense, so anyway-
Saturday 7:16 PM
Star Kook: on my way
Otor-nim Y/N: Thank you, Kook! Oh and bring that film Tae is Talking about.
Star Kook: Love, Rosie?
Otor-nim Y/N: Yesssss
Star Kook: Okay
Otor-nim Y/N: Have I ever told u that I LuV Ya??????
Star Kook: Ew.
 Oh god, does he wish you mean that. Please bless his rampaging heart.
 //
            Three knocks were made against the door before Jungkook uses the spare key of your room you gave to him. At the sound of your door unlocking, you look up from your haphazard state of your right leg laid on your couch and the other on the floor.
           You pull yourself to see him. "Heya Kook! That was...fast."
           "Yeah, what do you expect from me?" He gives you a smug smile, walking to your couch to land his butt alogside yours with a plop. He wouldn’t tell you that he actually spent a long ass time deciphering the best brand of pads in the convenience store. "You know I'll always be fast. It's the Jeon Effect."
           The stink eye you're giving him made him lean back and release a loud guffaw. You're probably slapping his face in your head.
           "Here's the pads. And yeah. I bought you ice cream and Chinese takeout."
           "Really?!" You turn your body towards him, eyes bright.
           Jungkook smiles, eyes mimicking the crescents of the moon. God, even if your hair has yet to feel the bristles of your brush, even if you look so pale with no make-up on, even if you practically look like death in front of him, you look so beautiful.  
           Jungkook clears his throat. "Yeah, really. Now sit down. I'll grab us some spoons, then we'll watch the movie. What do you wanna eat first? Ice cream or the take out?"
           "Hmm...I'll go with ice cream."
           "As always. Dessert before the main course."
           You chuckle as you return his grin. "Dessert before the main course."
           Ten minutes later into Love Rosie, you've already curled up on your couch, head now placed on your bestfriend’s lap when a few minutes prior it was settled on the crook of his neck and shoulder. The rhythmic feeling of Jungkook’s fingers carding through your locks was probably the culprit. Anyway, it was only then that you seemed to remember something.
           “Kook…”
           “Yeah?” Jungkook stops the movements of his fingers, angling his face towards you.
           “I forgot to grab our map.”
           “Oh yeah, okay just sit there. I’ll get it,” he says, immediately grabbing a pillow to place under your head as he scamper to your room.
           The map was easy to find. It’s folded on top of your bed, a blanket studded with colorful stars that have already faded hues through age. While it wasn’t the prettiest fabric, your blanket has served its purpose of providing you comfort and warm, even actually beyond what a blanket could provide. He remembers the seven-year-old you who claimed that this blanket wasn’t a blanket but a map – his and your map to the worlds your creative mind has planned and put into ink on paper. The stories you created grew and grew that you have to immortalize them into something tangential, something real for the fictitious tales you colored his and your life with.
           It took six years in high school before Jungkook realized that this blanket was not just a map for the Emerald Prince’s Kingdom, for the Empire of the Dandelion Lions, or for your favorite Golden Prince and his quest to reunite with his Rose. It was a blanket that always mapped his way back to his home when he ran away and you and your blanket were the only ones that accompanied him that lonely night, back to his self when you covered him in its fabric after one cold night after playing football for the very first time, and back to you when he suddenly avoided you for weeks because of the romantic feelings that grew in his ribcaged heart and all it took was one tearful night and your blanket over your heads to see you, your eyes, and the probability of him balancing the gravitational differences between your hearts. Two years have passed and Jungkook thinks his quest for your affections have also been fruitful, if the pink blush on your cheeks whenever he does surprise bear hugs and uncalled gifts were indicators of that. Anyway, Jungkook is yet to give up. He’s got more years to pour his love for you to make up for his lost chances in the previous years.
           Jungkook makes his way back to you, unfolding the blanket before draping it on your shoulders. He goes back to his seat and settles your head back on his lap. You grab his right hand to put it on your tresses and at the sound of your relieved sigh when he plays with your hair again, he chuckles. “You really like me playing with your hair, huh?”
           “Shut up, Kook.”
           Jungkook laughs. “I’m going to buy you a starry pajamas set when your birthday comes.”
           “Way to break the surprise, Jeon. Anyway, you know I’ll only wear them when you got a set that matches it so you better buy yourself one too. Who knows you’re planning to make me look hideous again.”
           “Of course, Y/N, we have to look horrible together, I’ll make sure of that.” Jungkook  doesn’t reply to your huffs of “how about you look hideous without dragging me into your stupid shits” and just tells you to focus on the movie.
           An hour and forty minutes later, the credits were rolling and Jungkook could feel your soft even breaths. He turns off the TV before crouching down to pick you up in his arms, blanket still draped on your body. You instantly snuggle into the warmth of his arms, the tip of your nose grazes the soft flesh of his neck, making him shudder.
           He sets you on your bed and tucks you comfortably in your blanket. However as he draws back to give you a good night kiss on your forehead you’ll never know off anytime soon, your right hand shoots out and grabs his, immediately sending a thousand electric bolts running rushing through his veins, from your cold hand, the fact you’re actually awake, or the possibility of him almost caught red handed, he doesn’t know.
           “Kook, y’know, Rosie and Alex are kinda stupid.”
           Oh, you’re talking about the film. Jungkook opts to sit on your bed. He doesn’t have it in himself to let your hand go. “Hmm…yeah, why is that?”
           “I don’t know…I mean, they had so many chances to just be brave and say what they felt to each other? They would have…y’know, don’t get through those stupid misunderstandings and conflicts when they just…said it aloud. Ya’get me?”
           Jungkook nods and squeezes your hand. He doesn’t know why, but it felt like a personal attack. All these things he’s been doing, all these staged fronts he pulls up just to keep his cool and not act like he’s actually whipped by you – yeah, they’re kinda stupid. But–
           You flutter your eyelashes at him and let a smile spread on your face. “I know I’m blabbing trash. Anyway, thank you for keeping me company and helping me with my shitty day…yeah…and I hope you won’t go stupid too and just say upfront whatever you’re feeling.”
           Before Jungkook lets your words sink in, he feels a pair of soft lips land on the apples of his cheek, so fast as if a butterfly fluttered past him. Jungkook’s mouth falls open, his hand on his cheek frozen as he turns to look at you, head now ducked beneath your covers.
           “Y-Y/N–“
           “That’s all. G’night, Kook.”
           “O-okay. G’night.”
           Only when Jungkook closes your door does he hear a faint “Love you,” and before he lets his imaginations take control again, he dismisses them and treks back to his dorm.
           Maybe it was all a dream, maybe it was real, but all Jungkook knows, this is a sign, and he sure as hell will not take it for granted. As soon as he reaches his room, he immediately pulls the familiar pink stationery, and the iconic golden crown tape you always find in the love letters addressed to you in your locker. For the very first time, Jeon Jungkook will be honest with everything now. No more pretenses–just him and you, and the reality of his feelings.
“Dear Princess,
It’s time for me to introduce myself. I’m Jeon Jungkook, your childhood friend, and bestfriend for more than ten years, and the Little Prince who’s been sending you love letters for the past six months.”
So…Did you give her the letter?
Not yet, Hyung.
Why?
It’s not the right time, Tae…I-I gotta have the time right.
But I thought you’ll court her for real now?!
I’m self-contradictory, hyung, okay?  I’m stupid, I know. I just-ugh! I just gotta wait…ease my way out of the friend zone, then I’ll send her the letter.
Okay, If you say so.
I will, hyung, I’m sure. Very soon.
A/N pt. 2 | Is this a sign hons? HAHAHAHHA don’t worry, TPAHR won’t be ending anytime soon. I’ve still got loads of stuff planned for this drabble series. Anyway, enjoy the suspense. Feedback is always appreciated! Thank you for the support you’ve all been giving me! I love you, hons!
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I count on your meta and good taste gurl. It bugged me that Robert said "i chose you" when we well know that he didnt make that choice since he was forced out of his marriage with chrissie. He didnt make a choice he just couldnt have chrissie anymore. And the other thing is a line from the reveal "you told me everything in the end and i stayed didnt i"? What the hell that supposed to mean? He also said he wanted messed up but then after one light fight and he gave aaron up LITERALLY
OK ANON I GOT U LETS DO THIS
(eta: OK HERE IS LO OF THE FUTURE, HAVING FINISHED THIS POST. JUST TO LET YOU KNOW I HAD FAR TOO MUCH FUN AND THIS POST IS OVER 2900 WORDS LONG SO LIKE
GET YOURSELF A CUP OF TEA)
firstly and the whole reason i decided to answer this ask, bc i LOVE talking about this, let’s talk about if robert truly chose aaron that first time around:
It bugged me that Robert said "i chose you" when we well know that he didnt make that choice since he was forced out of his marriage with chrissie. He didnt make a choice he just couldnt have chrissie anymore.
SO
ok, i don’t know how recently you’ve watched or rewatched the era from the lodge and chrissie/robert break up until... let’s say aaron’s reveal, because aaron’s reveal was when robert said ‘i love you’ to aaron again and really put robert and aaron back in one another’s orbits on the lead up to their eventual reunion, so
we really want to look at the period before robert did that - from the moment he lost chrissie, to him actively sort of... i guess announcing to the audience that robron was still gonna be a thing? is the best way to describe the purpose of robert saying ‘i love you’
this also high key benefits me, because that’s exactly where i’ve written up to in my break up posts (see part six and part seven)
this is convenient, because i spend those two parts talking about robert’s whole journey from being like I WANT TO BE WITH CHRISSIE AND HER MONEY to eventually being like UH CHRISSIE WHO
my theory is that after he got shot, he had a coma dream where it was just all-aaron all-the-time and he woke up like.... life is too short and i am in love with a man and his name is aaron dingle
my reasoning for this is that there is a pointed difference between how robert behaves towards both chrissie and aaron pre-coma and post-coma, even when he thinks both potentially could have tried to kill him lmao
pre-coma robert was outed against his will, first by aaron to chrissie and then by chrissie to his family (and the entire village). robert wasn’t ready to come out - he says the words “i’m straight” to vic (he also says “i’m not gay” a lot to defend himself but we have to let that slide because he wasn’t actually lying, even if he still very clearly isn’t ready to come out or talk openly about his sexuality or feelings for aaron with anyone else)
robert is clinging onto chrissie and sort of... is convinced that they can make it work, even though she’s so mad at him that she actively tries to set him on fire.
some key moments that i’m just going to straight up c/p from my break up posts to describe some things that happen, bc why rewrite something i’ve already written:
FIRSTLY, here’s two excerpts pre-coma, to show you how robert was acting just after being outed
robert’s determination that he and chrissie could get back together (in a way that literally seems desperate, with robert refusing to acknowledge the reality of the situation:
Robert pops by Home Farm, presumably to pick up his stuff, and tries to apologise to Chrissie again by ONCE AGAIN COMPARING HIS MONTHS-LONG, EMOTIONALLY INTIMATE, PASSIONATE AFFAIR WITH AARON TO THAT ONE TIME CHRISSIE AND CAIN TOUCHED LIPS FOR 10 SECONDS AND LIKE
HE’S GOT SOME FUCKIN NERVE, DOESN’T HE
I love one (1) dickhead.
Chrissie also thinks this is insane and Rob’s response to that is YOU STILL BETRAYED ME AND THAT HURT BUT I STILL FORGAVE YOU. BECAUSE I LOVE YOU. Fuckin Rob.
Chrissie asks him to gtfo but Robert unsurprisingly selective hears his way around that  - instead he goes through his box of stuff that Chrissie has packed and realises that she’s including a bottle of probably very expensive whiskey that Robert gave her, promising that they would drink it on their tenth wedding anniversary. Robert is like THAT’S STILL POSSIBLE!!!! And Chrissie is like LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO SON and pours that shit down the sink.
She asks Robert if he loves Aaron, or if he ever loved Aaron and Robert, poor Robert who is still so fucking desperate to be in the closet that I can’t even hate him through any of this and I half wanna give him a little cuddle, Robert lies and says no. Chrissie says that she probably could have forgiven Robert if he’d cheated on her for love (spoiler alert: she couldn’t) but that she can’t believe he would throw them away for “nothing”. She asks Robert if there were other men and Rob’s face says that there were plenty of other men (and other women, what a lil horn dog) and she tells him to get out.
vic trying to speak with robert about his sexuality:
Vic ignores Robert and says, very seriously, that she knows it can’t be easy, “especially for the son of a farmer” and then starts talking about how Jack would have understood and been proud of Robert and Rob can barely even look at her, because he knows how Jack reacted  when he found out and it’s haunted him since he was a teenager. The only fuckin word Rob can get out to Vic is “don’t”, because he can’t talk about this and Jack with her and it’s all just
So sad.
Vic changes tact again and simply asks Robert to be honest with himself, because she just wants him to be with someone who he actually loves.
Rob still looks kind of haunted, but snaps himself out of it so that he can talk about how much he loves Chrissie. Victoria, quite fairly, asks why, if he had all this love for her, he cheated on her AND HE SAYS THE WEAKEST FLIPPIN LITTLE “IT WAS A MISTAKE”
MMHMM
AND THEN, LIKE
SHE’S LITERALLY LIKE
“WHAT WAS SO SPECIAL ABOUT AARON? DID YOU LOVE HIM?”
AND ROBERT FUCKIN SUGDEN JUST SITS THERE AND AFTER LIKE, THE PAUSE OF THE ETERNITY, STUMBLES HIS WAY THROUGH A DENIAL - WELL, ACTUALLY HE SAYS “NO - WHAT DOES IT MATTER ANYWAY? IT’S OVER” SO IT’S FUCKIN BARELY A DENIAL
OL’ VICTORIA DOESN’T GIVE UP THOUGH. SHE SAYS AGAIN THAT HE MUST HAVE BEEN REALLY IMPORTANT TO HIM, SO ROBERT SNAPS AND TELLS HER TO STOP IT. SHE FIGHTS BACK AND SAYS IT’S A SIMPLE QUESTION - “DID YOU LOVE HIM?”
AND ROBERT SAYS “NO, SHUT UP” IN A WAY THAT IS LITERALLY SO UNCONVINCING THAT VICTORIA JUST SITS THERE AND SAYS
“You did, didn’t you?”
He walks out of the room and doesn’t answer her.
And then he decides to move out of the village.
from the above, we can pretty easily glean that at the very least, robert is not comfortable about being out. he’s sort of... desperately scrambling around to not acknowledge what exactly is happening and part of that is him being determined to get back with chrissie in a way that literally involves him having to ignore reality. i think it’s difficult to separate his need to get back with chrissie to his desire to go back into the closet, honestly
but, if we’re saying that robert still wants to be with chrissie at this point, there’s also enough evidence to support this, given that that’s all he spends this entire time trying to do (or at the very least, he spends a lot of time trying to get his hands on her money/embed himself back into the home farm business)
SO THEN ROB GETS SHOT
HE GOES INTO A COMA, AARON FONDLES HIS LIFE SUPPORT AND TELLS HIM TO “HURRY UP AND DIE” AND THEN (unrelated) GETS ARRESTED FOR ROBERT’S ATTEMPTED MURDER, ROBERT WAKES UP AND LEARNS THIS AND SPENDS WEEKS BEING LIKE but how could someone who loves me do something like that AND LOOKING DEVASTATED
and ok firstly, bringing things back round to your question of where robert’s head was at in the aaron vs chrissie war inside of him, i would like to posit the idea that
robert spent a lot of time like.... genuinely upset about aaron potentially having killed him and feeling sad
whereas he was fully ready to believe chrissie would
and honestly between the two of them i’d also probably pin chrissie as more likely to shoot a cheating bitch, but honestly... honestly, i’d just like to remind everyone that if you rewatch, there’s a real difference in robert’s attitude to the possibility that aaron did it and the possibility that chrissie did it (mostly he’s just scared of chrissie lmaoooo)
SO, back to the recap of the story, THEN IN A CONFLUENCE OF ANDY-FEELS-GUILTY-ABOUT-AARON EVENTS, ROB ACCIDENTALLY FINDS OUT THAT ANDY WAS BEHIND THE SHOOTING AND GETS ANDY TO CONFIRM THAT AARON IS IN FACT INNOCENT
lets all rewatch chicken 2.0 guys it’s a masterpiece
a cheeky except from chicken 2.0 wherein i argue that aaron is a fundamental part of this set of events:
Rob once again tries to explain that it was an accident but gives up halfway through, because Andy’s clearly never gonna hear it and then he’s all like “YOU WANNA BELIEVE I KILLED HER? FINE! I KILLED THE BITCH. SO YOU TRIED TO KILL ME. NO, ACTUALLY, YOU GOT SOMEONE ELSE TO DO IT AND THEN YOU LET AARON TAKE THE BLAME”
Aaron taking the blame is a fundamental part of how pissed off Robert is, I need you all to understand this. If anyone else had been in prison, Rob probs wouldn’t have been careening down to the police station to sell Andy to the police quite so fast, let’s all be real here. Like, maybe eventually, but it wouldn’t have been the first thing Robert felt the need to do. Rob’s list of priorities on this day are, in no particular order:
Be upset that his brother hates him enough to try and kill him (again)
Free Aaron
...At the hospital, Vic is demanding answers but neither brother offers up the truth. Once they’re alone, Robert immediately asks Andy what they’re going to do about Aaron, because he can’t go down for something he didn’t do. Andy says he knows and he’ll sort it and then reiterates that he still sort of wants to kill Robert. Robert says that he tried to leave Andy but couldn’t, because no matter what either of them do, they’re brothers. Robert says that Emmerdale is where his family is and he can’t leave.
...Robert leaves and, apparently not content with Andy’s commitment to help Aaron ~~~at some point one day~~~, immediately calls DS Hart and gives a false description of his shooter that clears Aaron’s name.The village reacts and everyone keeps saying the words “Robert got Aaron off” and I laugh every damn time.
THIS IS SO GRATUITOUS BUT I’M HAVING FUN AND ISN’T THAT TRULY WHAT MATTERS HERE
BUT ANYWAY, ALL THIS (FUCKIN 1800 WORDS!!!! YEAH!!!!) TO GET TO MY ACTUAL POINT WHICH IS THE MOMENT THE SHOW MAKES IT CLEAR THAT ROBERT SUGDEN IS NOW IN FACT
ALL AARON ALL THE TIME
CHRISSIE WHOMST
YK
IT STARTS JUST AFTER ROBERT GETS AARON OUT OF JAIL, PER THIS CHEEKY EXCERPT FROM MY BREAK UP POST:
Aaron gets home a few days later and returns as Rob is having a drink in the pub. They make eyes at one another and Aaron texts Robert to meet him outside - apparently to yell at Robert and accuse him of keeping him locked up just to mess with Aaron’s head.
AND IT’S FASCINATING BECAUSE ROB IS ALL SOFT WITH AARON AND WANTS TO MAKE SURE HE’S OK AND AARON IS LIKE “HAHAHAHA I HATE YOU XOXOXO” AND STORMS OFF AND LIKE
THIS IS THE START OF ONE OF MY FAVOURITE UNDERRATED ROBRON PERIODS: THE PERIOD WHERE AARON HATES ROBERT’S GUTS AND ROBERT IS OPENLY HEAD OVER FUCKING HEELS IN LOVE WITH AARON AND KEEPS MANUFACTURING EXCUSES TO SPEND TIME WITH HIM.
IT’S AMAZING.
this is, i must stress, an underrated period in the robron journey and totally slept on, as evidenced by people still believing that robert didn’t actively make a choice to be with aaron this time around, all the way back at the end of 2017/beginning of 2016 and then forever and ever beyond that
and i’m here today to defend this beautiful period with everything i have within me
but also to talk about why robert absolutely and actively chose aaron
n o w, fortunately for me and my argument here, and you might not remember, but the show did this really pointed thing around this time of bringing chrissie back into robert’s life in a way that was kind of really wonderful
so, two things happen
firstly, chrissie’s trial for accidentally killing three people with a helicopter takes place at this time. robert, as a key witness (i.e. the person she was actually trying to kill), gets on the stand and actually vouches for chrissie, largely bc he actually understands that he kind of ruined her entire fuckin life and destroyed their marriage by banging the local mechanic
and then
there’s this little story where chrissie finds out that diane has been diagnosed with cancer and offers to help her pick out some wigs. chrissie’s mum also had cancer and so chrissie is doing this for herself and diane’s benefit, not robert’s - however diane is all very *eyebrow wiggles* so do u wanna get back with my son *eyebrow wiggles*
diane also brings this up with robert and is like hmmm i’m pretty sure there’s hope for you and chrissie yet
this all happens, by the way, at pretty much the same time as aaron is falling apart because gordon is back
now, i need to stress that at this point, chrissie is being a lot more civil with robert than aaron is - aaron is being sort of the opposite of civil. robert has also spent an entire month trying to worm his way back into aaron’s life. chrissie and robert actually genuinely have some nice, if awkward scenes. in contrast every scene aaron has with robert involves aaron insulting robert lmaoooo.
like, if we’re going by who is more receptive to robert’s presence at this time, it’s legit 1000% chrissie. like, she’s not into it, don’t get me wrong - she’s so over robert - but she’s not actively threatening him so??? still an improvement????
except robert is just out there, obsessing over a grumpy scrapper. literally everything he does in this period revolves around aaron. he has laser focus on aaron. which, as we know, legit does not change as they get closer again. robert literally entertains the idea of buying part of the woolpack, purely to engineer some time alone with aaron
(every single person immediately sees through this plan but robert, shiny post-coma robert, is literally shameless and doesn’t care lmao)
he’s just like oh aaron... wouldn’t it be cozy....
SO BACK TO THE ROB/CHRISSIE THING, BECAUSE THE SHOW LEGIT 
LEGIT HAS A SCENE WHERE IT SHOWS US EXACTLY WHERE ROB’S HEAD IS AT
chrissie and kerry are sitting in the woolie chatting and chrissie says shit about how sometimes u just need to move on when u know a person isn’t meant for you
vic and robert are sitting behind her. vic is like, clearly with no shame about the fact that she was just eavesdropping, “did you just hear that?”
rob is like “yeah why should i care?”, looking genuinely unbothered 
vic calls him out and is like “since when have you not been bothered about chrissie”
AND ROBERT
ROBERT GOES
“I’VE GOT MORE IMPORTANT THINGS ON MY MIND.”
AND VIC IS LIKE “....Like?”
(i’m literally just transcribing the scene)
rob goes “LIKE BUYING THIS PLACE!!! YOU HAVE TO HELP CONVINCE DIANE TO SELL IT TO ME”
and vic is all “WELL WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU WANT IT???” and then she realises that the only reason why rob would want to go into business with chas is because he loves aaron and he’d “put up with anything for him”
so anyway, i could have literally answered ur question by just transcribing this scene, but this was more fun wasn’t it
ANYWAY, with this little scene, we literally see it spelled out for us, nice and clear - robert is interested in getting back with only one ex at this time
a little later, vic mentions to robert that aaron seems to be struggling with gordon being around (which he very much is, plus dealing with the horribly timed discovery that paddy has been cheating on rhona but trying to adopt a child, which really triggers a lot of feelings in aaron, given paddy is his actual father figure) (it’s so rough rip) and robert low key just sort of stalks aaron to try and work out what’s wrong. which is how robert ends up being the one to be there when aaron collapses (and sets the whole ball in motion for aaron to accidentally and then deliberately tell robert about gordon)
this whole sequence of events starts around 14 january 2016, if u wanna go rewatch. it’s amazing.
so anyway.
robert actively chose to be with aaron and wouldn’t have gotten back with chrissie even if she’d been interested. he knew, by that point, and had entirely accepted exactly where his heart really was.
ALSO OK I KNOW YOU ASKED TWO OTHER QUESTIONS BUT LIKE
THIS POST IS ALREADY ALMOST 3000 WORDS LONG AND I HAVE SO MUCH WORK TO DO AND LEGIT I’LL BE HERE ALL DAY I’VE BEEN WRITING THIS FOR FOUR HOURS this is who i am this is my life
AND I CANT EVEN ANSWER THOSE Q’S IN A QUICK WAY SO IM JUST GOING TO PRETEND THEY NEVER HAPPENED AND THEN IF U STILL WANNA KNOW MY THOUGHTS JUST ASK ME AGAIN TOMORROW LMAOOO im sorry this just got too out of hand only rip im actually not even sorry
ok ty goodnight xoox
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victonz · 7 years
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can you do a post where you ship garbage101 and other mutuals with wanna one members with description sry that u got hate i hope this lightens up the mood
hello cute anon dghshqi garbage 101 has like 25 ppl and like I have like 20 other mutuals so I’ll so about 30 pplish and make a description so this is gonna be a real long post but ily so imma power through for him (lai Guanlin)
guanlin: (gotta start w my soft boy whom I love so much) 
@l-guanlin bc she says she doesn’t fuck w boys younger than her but guanlin is cute and he’s a year younger so its good (side note: she hangs w him on the week days and on weekends I take him out for ice cream its a balance) choke u better be glad I didnt put u with a donkey
@ongeuigeon Laura probs wants Daniel but Ive GOT NEWS FOR U HONEY sijdhi2e anyway ur sorta soft but sometimes u knock me out with things u say so in a way ur guanlin so wow a match!
@laiguanlin a soft blog that I love and hdjxhdjhwsh Imma ship u with him even (it doesn’t have to be romantically) bc ur both cute !!
woojin:
 ok listen but @darkpastwoojin aka visual queen gee really loves her boy and how can I deny her that !! so I def ship them wow a good looking pairing I’m 4D nutting !! fce jinhwi is shaking rn bc u and woojin are on the come up nugus can’t relate
 also @woojinnies um we don’t talk as much as I would like but ily and woojin loves u and ur so sweet so like I just feel like you’ll balance him out so good if that makes sense !! I love a match made in heaven tbh wjdhsiwje (side note: when will we ever pm tbh)
@p-arkwoojin jem the fake stan who can’t recognize whose who during their lives (jk ily!!) but she’ll always recognize woojin no matter what so um!! gotta put her w her boy!! 
jihoon:
@parkji-hoons naia a soft cutie that deserves the world and jihoon would def give it to her like !!1! I love cute bbys that deserve the stars! :’)
@jwihoon another pure soft that I love !! like :((( wtf jelly when u speak, I picture it so soft I hope ur doing well and tell Jihoon hi for me!!
@seonnho matching u with jihoon bc u spoke last night and u had me screaming sometimes so I really think thats how it is w jihoon bc u think he’s soft but then he surprises u in one hit ijhxweodh
daehwi:
@j7sung all I know u probs want jisung bUT listen u and daehwi? soft words r literally angelic I can not! really so pure u and him could do no wrong ok y'all deserve happiness also ily and sorry for being gross sometimes ally ;;
@kangdan101 Sarah another pure soft that deserves to be shipped w someone as equally as pure and soft :( like cute bbys must stick together so daehwi it is! stay soft! I also love u and I’m also sorry for being a nastie ;;
@wannaoneioi ur so sweet and cute and I just met u but ur truly so sweet omg :(( like u don’t deserve the hate u get bc ur seriously the cutest lemon squeeze I’m sorry I’m bad @ replying ur the best though!
Daniel:
@kangniel ren would probs rip my dick off if I didnt ship her Daniel but like??? ren is really cute about her love for Daniel like :// also anon u didnt hear it from me but ren is a Dom for Daniel and she asked him to neigh for her and pour milk on himself so she’s gross jot that down
@kngniel yeah she def going w this boy cause like :// um??? sana says some shit that makes me do double takes and sana h8s when I roast Daniel but she supports him through it all so !! really can’t fight her on her loyalty to him even if he said Harry poTE ://
Ong
@kimjaehwanswife I was gonna ship Lucy w jaehwan but xshxehsd ong is also extra and like I bet if we told Lucy she isn’t funny she’ll throw a fit like ong, bc they’re both great sources for laughter like validate these kids always 2kforever! (and me tbh)
@panwink nina is so cute and soft and I just adore Nina!! like :((( I want one to make her laugh all the time bc she’s so precious I know Nina is older than me but still I want her to be happy
@idaehwi Amy, my soulmate I bet u thought u were gonna be shipped w daehwi? wrong ! u and ong? probs discuss furry kinks on ur free time and watch furry p0rn :// jk but u and ong? Iconic ! y'all living in 2025 (ily)
Jaehwan:
@kimsjaehwan Macy pls ur my true soilmate u and I have the same interests and everything :// so I guess ill share u with jaehwan!! like :/// I’m jealous or whatever but ily and he better treat u like perfect or else *knife emojis*
Minhyun
@minhwangs Sarah def has to be w minhyun like u can’t have one without putting the other u feel me!!! I love Sarah and I know minhyun would treat her right always so thats a big plus!! another one of my fce tbh no lie love them!
@minsbugi ok yeah this pairing? soft pure cute nice sweet and everything in between ! I love kenia like she comes in every full moon but I love her presences and I also love minhyun so soft nut!
@lovebugi ok so this is an odd pairing BUT listen to me Jay, u and minhyun?? probably that one couple after hs that got together that shocked everyone like its possible bc um #1 I don’t think he’s mr vanilla at all and ur def not mrs, vanilla so um the freaky is in the cooking ;)
Jisung:
@memelordjisung so I was gonna put Erin w someone else but then I thought to myself, nvm know one calls him daddy better than she does like :/// he really is papi chulo and Erin makes sure everyone knows that he is so she’s his #1 supporter !!
@yjjisung another gc member that comes every full moon but its ok be we love and appreciate !! and iwdhcihd I love ur love for jisung, I must take notes truly !! ur an amazing person just like him!
Sungwoon:
@hasungswoon listen,,,, u thinking he’s a dom? try again! like sheila idk whether u r or not but this is a one way street w u guys, Sheila is the Dom in their relationship and subwoon loves it tbh, kinky I love a good adjusted couple tbh!! (side note; sungwoon sends her nudes w lingere)
@nohtaehyun ok so I love sungwoon a lot and he’s precious and like I feel the same way about Tay? like she’s precious pls!! so its only natural that I put two cuties together
Baejin: (I also forgot him omfg shoot me)
@rosybaejin UM!!! big soft nut here bc I love abia but abia loves baejin more so thats ok bc I approve ! like baejin stans? hardly heard of any abia is the #1 in the baejin cult tbh !! she loves her boy and she’s truly so soft for him :(( Ily abia
@baejinsgf bc she seems really cute and soft for him !! :( it’s really so sweet like I need to step up my game, but truly the purest!! 
Donghyun:
@dxnghyuns oh ngan, how I love u,,,, like hdiwjdhdjhs ok what to say but ngan is the only donghyun Stan I know and like really no one can compete she’s so soft literally she turns the uglie gc soft and :(( her love for donghyun is admirable
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