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mrpsychokiller · 1 year
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i keep getting really fucking jumpscared everytime someone calls me "he" im like oh yeah! those are my pronouns and people actually call me them. i forgot that was a thing
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fearandhatred · 5 months
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i forget just how life changing turtleneck crowley is when i'm not physically looking at an image of him so whenever i do it's like someone hitting me with a truck at full speed. every time
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st5lker · 6 months
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dall e 3 is actually a little scary ill admit. not even as much for what it is as much as what it means for what will come next
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ilovejojo · 1 year
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the way all characters point this out about her over and over again, "this bitch doesn't give up" , "this isnt the same whiny jolyne she was when i met her"...
At the very end . At the culmination when she faces pucci. She is so ready. I need you to fully take this in look at her face and attitude and pose and stance. She is FULLY READY
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↑ people can do pretty much anything.. willpower is absolutely central to jojo and once you realize that it becomes such a maddening beautiful concept
this is so unfathomably perfect .it all wraps up in the most fucking insane unimaginable perfect way. Pucci's everything in his life leading to 'true happiness for all humans is to know what is predestined, surely' VS joestars --> THEY DONT KNOW WHAT LIES AHEAD BUT THEY ALL HAD RESOLVE this is so mindblowing and huge. Do you realize this
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↑ her own private moment of self overcoming, this was not even in front of an enemy, it's victory against herself, fighting against the human urge to give up.. she has grown soooooo much she has grown so so much its maddening and crazy and so so so so truly inspirational like nothing ive seen. Also she has fire in her eyes like Jonathan i feel crazy. FUCK OFF ARAKI
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wannab-urs · 9 months
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The Spreadsheet Digest - Vol 14
Howdy folks <3
Just a few recs this week and several I read a while ago. I read a shit ton this week, but it was all WIPs I've already recommended, so you're only getting a few new ones. I found some really interesting fics this week, though, and I'm very excited to share them with y'all!!
As always The Spreadsheet can be found here and all my other fic recs can be found here. Feel free to tag me in your fics!!
Recs below the Pedro <3
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Says It Feels Like Heaven To Him - a Joel one shot by @proxima-writes
Just a really fucking good PWP. Joel comes home from poker night and he's horny and it's really fucking hot.
That Should Be Me - a Din one shot by @beskarandblasters
Reader is an idiot who hasn't told Din her feelings and gets jelly over Bo Katan and Din is an idiot who also hasn't told reader his feelings and then they bang. Oh and the razor crest is there bc AS IT FUCKING SHOULD BE. Miss her sm. Love an idiots to lovers story <333
Honeyed - a Joel series by @softlyspector
he touch averse reader concept is so so cool, I really like it. I love this cozy little slow burn so much. Watching her build trust with him and the way you hold true to the one step forward two steps back thing you introduce early on ahhhh. I like that she can handle his touch but it still makes her uneasy because it wouldn't feel as significant if he was just the special chosen one she can touch with absolutely no qualms about it. Anyway I hope there's more coming after part 2. I adore this <3
Be good - a Joel one shot by @hier--soir
motherfuckin submissive joel but like you can tell he's not the most submissive person on the planet he just really wants to make you happy and it also obviously gets him off. This is so fucking hot. I love every word of this UGH
The old college try - a Joel one shot by @proxima-writes
OH MY GOD. Slutty frat dad joel!!!! His slutty lil basketball shorts. The beer pong! The keg stand! THE SMUT!!!! This was so fucking hot. I... have no words. Gimme gimme.
With Cherries on Top - a Max Phillips series by @ithinkhesgaybutwesavedmufasa
Ok so I adore The Proposal. Great Rom Com. I'm such a slut for fake dating. (Someone should go back and see all things I've said I'm a slut for. It's a lot) Anyway... I really fucking like this. The way the vampire lore is adjusted to fit the story and woven in is excellent. I fucking love the bickering. I'm a banter ass bitch. Max is so good in this. Perfect amount of total douchebag with a heart of gold. Also I want him to bite me...
Decoherence - a Jack (Whiskey) series by @prolix-yuy
I hadn't seen Westworld when I read the first fic in this universe and I still haven't and I still don't care... This is such an insanely good fic. The world building and characterization is just absolutely mindblowing. I adored getting to see reader adjust to life post-Cognitive Dissonance. I'm hoping we get a pretty good insight into what Jack has been doing for the last year. I fucking love that they reunite exactly one year after their previous meeting ugh. I'm so fucking excited for this series, LJ, you fucking genius <3
Sunshine - a Din series by @zialltops (AO3)
This is such a sweet soft tooth rotting ass din fic. It's adorable and I love it <3
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Soaked - a Javi P one shot by @joelscruff
say it again - a Dieter one shot by @ezrasbirdie
Dieter Bravo x Roommates AU - a Dieter one shot by @fuckyeahdindjarin
The Plan (and all its iterations) - a Dieter one shot by @prolix-yuy
No One Else - a Din one shot by @beskarandblasters
I'm Coming Back for You, Baby - a Dieter one shot by @jazzelsaur (AO3)
In a perfect world, you love me - a Din Series by @theidiotwhowritesthings
Carry out - a Javi P one shot by @soullumii
The Saint, the sinner, and the devil - a Joel/Javi P Series by @joelsgirl
Pretty When You Cry - a Joel one shot by @violentdelightsandviolentends
Wrap Party - a Dieter one shot by @write-and-buried
You Make Loving Fun - a Frankie Series by @redahlia-writes
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P.S. If you like Andor... @beskarandblasters has been writing excellent Cassian fics recently!!
And to my mutuals who have written new stuff this week that I didn't read I am so sorry... I'll get there eventually!!
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Happy Reading!
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writers truth & dare
🕯on a scale from 1 to 10 how much do you enjoy editing? why is that?
I'd say... a solid 7? I usually edit a bit as I go, simply because I might come up with something that impacts a situation that happened earlier and I need to go back and change that while I remember it. I also edit once I'm done to try and catch any left behind half-finished sentences. It's good, it meeds to be done, but sometimes I feel like I need to know when to stop before I veer off and edit things into oblivion.
🛼 describe your latest wip with five emojis
🧑🏻‍🤝‍🧑🏼❤️🌃❓️❗️
Make of that what you will...
🥤recommend and author or fanfic that you love
You can't just ask me to rec one. You can't. I refuse. Putting this under a cut because I might get wordy.
Space AU series by kuurama (AO3)
Run, don't walk, SPRINT LIKE USAIN BOLT TO THIS SERIES. Had me from the first sentence of the first part until the very last sentence of the second part, at which point I had cried more times than I care to admit. Gorgeous prose, continuously makes you sit back and have an existential crisis. 10/10 would be destroyed again.
Besane Su Naše Noći by @mitochondriencocktail and @mewnyan
Honestly, anything by these two geniuses, but this one especially. Can't walk past Dumle without having to clutch my chest to make sure my heart won't escape me. So soft, and with the kind of hope that makes you feel tender at the edges.
lovefool by @punanenmarli
The amount of screaming I have done over this. It is hilarious, it is angsty, it is deliciously filthy and Jere's thirst tweeting is a delight. You will want to punch Bojan, though. A little.
mun ainoa oikea satama by @frikatilhi
I don't have words for how much this fic fucked me up when I read it the first time. And the second. And third. I felt like my heart was being pulverized throughout, trying to yell at Bojan, at Jere, at the mere thought that there could be a world where they are not what they are to each other.
Black Treacle by slightlysexualfiction (AO3)
A goddamn MASTERPIECE. Fucking glorious progression that builds and builds and you become so invested in both Jan and Nace and the something that is brewing between them. Whenever I get the update notification I immediately have to go sit down because I know that one way or the other, it will take me out.
The Marks on Our Skin by @electron-road-suspect
I love ERS's Kinktober verse with all my heart and whatever shreds remain of my soul, but soulmate AUs will always own me, and this one is so gorgeous and clever in its concept and execution, and though I thoroughly swoon at the two main constellations, it was the bonus chapter that truly took me out.
Do you think we'll be in love forever? by ate_my_brain (AO3)
An absolutely devastating what if scenario that feels so real I constantly ask myself if we're not looking at a very, very possible future. Heartbreaking, jawdropping, consistently mindblowing prose.
ljubili se (in se igrali) series by xianvar (AO3 + tumblr but tumblr refused to make it a tag)
I have gone back and reread this [redacted] amount of times. Like. I am in constant AWE at the emotional heft in this, it keeps hitting me every damn time, and I think xia may be one of my favourite Jance authors in the fandom.
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skinks · 10 months
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how do you keep finding these incredibly niche and incredibly awesome aesthetics
omg WELL, I will try to be concise here!!
basically it started because I got really into vaporwave relatively early in its existence, I think I discovered it in around 2013. Now, something about there being an entire online named Artistic Movement with clear design principles was extremely cool to me, and 2013 is also the earliest I can find a use of the term “junglepunk” on my blog, because this is the term I was using as a personal placeholder for the type of stuff that I have since discovered is being called utopian scholastic. I figured, if there wasn’t a “vaporwave” equivalent for the art/media niche I remembered so vividly, I would just call it something of my own.
So, I came to this newer discovery because in the decade since getting into vaporwave I’ve followed just… so many aesthetic blogs. One of my absolute favourites is @newwavearch90 but I love going on an adventure down various tumblr rabbit holes of related blogs and posts. I also watch a lot of design history videos on youtube, as well as having an interest in lost media, old web stuff, analog horror ARGs, stuff like that. For example, this guy’s video about clip art is very interesting:
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And so, a few months ago youtube recommended me THIS video and as soon as I saw the thumbnail I was like oh holy shit, I know exactly what style of design this is talking about. Anyone who used Windows XP would recognise this:
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And once again, like the vaporwave discovery, the realisation that there are ongoing efforts being made to classify design movements of which I have vivid living memory was like… mindblowing to me. For some reason, lol. My appreciation for vaporwave has always been through a reflective filter of the media produced during that time, my response to it is really my response to the media, as opposed to having any real emotional connection to the actual time period and places the media is portraying.
And so after discovering Frutiger Aero I googled it, and came across the CARI (Consumer Aesthetics Research Institute) site. They work to catalogue and index this exact stuff, the aesthetics and reasoning behind all these different movements. It’s also co-founded by the same guy who runs @newwavearch90. Finding the actual names of the aesthetics I have the most emotional connection/nostalgia for has been less of a stroke of luck, but more because I’ve been snooping around the types of blogs and websites where I just happened to see certain posts tagged either Global Village Coffeehouse or Utopian Scholastic, then the giant lightbulb goes off. The relief of putting a name to a sound, an image, a feeling that was so important and exciting and comforting to you in the past, that has shaped so much of your taste and interests in the years since.
I think the base concept of “aesthetics” in general has gotten a bad rap in recent years. I know it can be grating to see teenagers try to categorise their whole identities into the easily consumed “aesthetic”, but we can’t ignore how much ageism and specifically misogyny is wrapped up in that assessment. Like, yes, where once there were just preps and goths it can be depressing to see teenagers (especially teen girls) ask themselves whether they are “old money east coast quiet luxury aesthetic girlies” or “mallpunk y2k whimsigoth aesthetic girlies” - but the problem isn’t in teens trying to find their identity, it’s that social media pushes the search for identity specifically through consumerism.
Teens liking aesthetics on tiktok just isn’t my concern. I’m far more interested in how art and design aesthetics relate to consumerism, to technological advances, to socio-political cultural context, to societal values. Why did these aesthetics arise at the time they did, and why were they popular, why did they fall out of the zeitgeist etc.
So yeah, to be not at all concise in any way; it’s because this stuff fascinates me and I love researching it 🥳
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eggwishing · 5 months
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Maybe you've already seen it, but the concept art @hombreoctubre on twitter did of The Spot is so good. Your art reminded me of his style
!!!I WAS ACTUALLY HUGELY INSPIRED BY HIS STYLE … bro is a GENUIS his art is absolutely mindblowing
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🌸 sapphicnatural fic rec list! 💜
inspired by the ever wonderful @lesbianjoannaharvelle i decided it was finally time for me to make a sapphicnatural fic rec list! these are my (current) favourite 10 sapphicnatural fics of all time, and there's such a mix in here i really do think there's something for everyone. enjoy <3
Growing A New Half Soul by HeddersTheOwl @kerryweaverlesbian
E, jody/donna, 18k
one of my favourite spn fics ever. incredible writing and characterisation, gorgeously sensual and great disablednatural content too. cannot recommend enough
Violet by ghost_roads @queerstudiesnatural
NR, jo/cassie, 4k
the blueprint for a whole era of sapphicnatural posting - essential reading for sapphicnatural truthers. a spendidly written case fic with the atmosphere of early supernatural, just endlessly better
A Weight Lifted by knifegirlruby @lesbianjoannaharvelle
G, jo, 1k
jo shaves her head. an outstanding exploration of jo having some very butch, sapphic, gender feelings, with lines which make me gasp out loud every time i read them
Listen, I tell you a mystery by bathilda bagshot
T, anna/mary, destiel, 26k
when i think of annamary, i think of this fic; it completely altered the lens through which i view both mary and anna. it switches between mary and dean's pov, but this only serves to make you feel more insane over everyone involved
my heart a rotary phone and yours the only number i dial by halfwheeze @magdaclaire
T, ellen/missouri, 10k
an atmospheric and vividly moving fic which delves into some of our most beloved but underrated female characters throughout their lives. another defining sapphicnatural fic for me
Faith Undone by iamfoxfire @supersapphical
E, anna/laylah, 9k
would it really be a sapphicnatural rec list without this fic? absolutely game-changing, and an incredible example of a thoughtful, artfully contructed one hit wonder (also with some of the best religious imagery smut i've read)
Coda by basset_voyager
T, jo/anna, 12k
some of the most heartfelt jo characterisation out there, with absolutely beautiful writing and images which still stick with me. both jo and anna are given wonderful space to breathe
Fragile As We Lie by perilously
E, anna/bela, 11k
anna drags bela out of hell. this is full to the brim with meaningful characterisationl; there's incredible interplay between anna and bela and the sexuality of the tension between them
i don't know nothing (and that's fine) by halfwheeze
G, madga/claire, 7k
another mindblowing rendition of a thoughtful, gorgeous one hit wonder. heavy and sweet with a chance for both characters to really shine, an absolute sapphicnatural must-read
the righteous woman (and the fallen angel) by high_queen
G, jo/anna, 1k
the lazarus rising arc annajo rewrite you never knew you desperately needed. the concept alone is incredible and its execution is impeccable - for a short fic, it leaves a big impact
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🌸and some cheeky bonus sapphicnatural fics from yours truly <3🌸
Jo Daily
T, jo/cassie, 37k
previously unseen entries of Jo's blog from 2005. follow her struggles with her mother and the absence of her father, her experiences with her first boyfriend rick, and her first positive encounters with girls her own age
jo, aged 13, removes nail polish behind a locked bathroom door
G, jo, 1k
the freak with the knife collection tries to paint her nails
be still, my beating heart
T, jo/rowena, 1k
the jo stabs rowena homoeritcally in the heart fic
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xamaxenta · 6 months
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Came across the absolutely mindblowing concept art marriage of a mecha but its design motif is inspired by medieval suits of armour wttffff
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big-wet-cas-eyes · 1 year
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Welcome to my Destiel fic masterlist for 2022! I wrote a lot early on in the year, and sort of fell off toward the end, but I still wrote 85,000 words this year and I'm proud of that. I'm hoping I can get back into things next year so cross your fingers for me that inspiration strikes!
Thank you to all of my followers (and anyone who has read anything I've written) for your kind words when I do write things, and for sharing things that you liked. Having fanfiction as a creative outlet has been one of my favorite things in the last couple of years, and I'm so grateful to this fandom for how supportive and kind everyone is to a new writer.
Onto the fics!
Longer fics:
life was a willow | 34k words | E
Written for Pinefest with amazing art done by the incredible @betanoiz. I think this is my favorite fic I've ever written, and I still can't even describe how happy it made me to see the artwork that brought it to life. It's mindblowing to me that my story is the reason such breathtaking art exists.
When Dean’s favorite author becomes a regular at his bar, Dean knows he’s done for. He never could have anticipated the intense feelings that blossomed for the talented Castiel. There’s just one thing standing in his way of being with Castiel the way he truly wants: Castiel is waiting for his soulmate. Dean has spent his entire life hating the concept of soulmates. He just wants to live his life without the universe intervening. If the only way he can keep Castiel in his life is by swallowing his feelings, then that’s what he’ll do.
angels roll their eyes | 8k words | M
Written for the DeanCas Reverse bang inspired by an awesome piece of art done by the wonderful @birbgalaxy (and some delightful chapter dividers that make me smile every time I think of them). I don't think I've ever had so much fun writing a fic. It's hilarious, if I do say so myself, and I don't think I would have ever come up with this idea without the art prompt.
The plan is simple enough: if there’s already an angel using Dean as a vessel, then Michael can’t trick Dean into saying “yes.” So Castiel will wear Dean’s body for a few weeks and then leave as soon as Michael is out of the picture. That’s how it’s supposed to go at least.
where the spirit meets the bones | 22k words | M
Written for the DeanCas Big Bang featuring absolutely beautiful art done by the THEEE @wigglebox. I wasn't sure if I would ever finish writing this one, so I am really proud that I managed to get this one out of my brain. I was blown away by the artwork, which really sets the tone of the story.
When Dean and Sam start to investigate a haunted inn, Dean expects it to be just like any other case. But there’s a catch: the resident ghost, Cas, turns into a human for two weeks every year. Before they can move forward with the case, they have to find out what happened to give Cas this kind of afterlife. And more importantly, Dean has to figure out how to honor his commitment to hunting monsters while he’s slowly falling for a ghost.
Shorter fics:
hold on to you | 300 words | T
Dean is in desperate need of a New Year's Eve kiss.
in the refrigerator light | 2k words | T
This is one of my favorite short fics I've written.
Taking a step back from hunting means that Dean needed something to do. Getting Cas back from the Empty was a big win for them, the kind of win that can't be followed up. So he started in on his current passion project: his cooking YouTube channel.
boots beneath my bed | 2k words | M
This is another favorite short fic of mine.
Dean finds out his favorite TV character is bisexual and promptly loses his shit.
ice frozen ground | 3k words | M
Dean doesn't know much about his neighbor. He doesn't even know his name. All he knows is that he’s hot. And that this guy runs, no matter what the weather is. Apparently, not even a blizzard can keep Dean's neighbor from his daily run.
come back...be here | 1k words | T
“Dean?” Cas says. He’s still looking down at the tiny stuffed bundle in his hands. “Is this supposed to be me?” So sue him. He made a stuffed version of Cas to hold onto when he misses his friend.
sunshine on the street | 2k words | T
Dean and Cas go on a hunt. Things don't go as planned.
get in the car | 1k words | T
When Castiel thinks the mechanic working on his car might be trying to rip him off, he does what anyone would do: He calls Dean Winchester.
forty-three pies | 5k words | M
Dean celebrates his 43rd birthday.
holy tax accountant | 4k word | T
Sam refuses to do Dean's taxes this year. Enter Castiel Novak, the hottest tax accountant Dean has ever seen.
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ham-st4r · 1 month
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as a former fic writer who has retired, i completely and totally understand this urge. it’s all up to you of course, but i just came by to tell you that i absolutely love your work. there is truly something special about it. i don’t think your writing is repetitive at all!! the plots and characters all seem different. rather, it has the same sort of style to it which is EXACTLY what hooks me and draws me in- it’s this style of yours that is unique to what you write and it’s really mindblowing. sometimes when i read other fics, once i get to the smut part i get a little bored? like oh, it’s over now. all the tension’s fizzled out. but somehow, you manage to draw it out, you manage to inject the whole fic with that tense yet sexy atmosphere. and i have to say, you pull off angst and fluff and smut really well, all the genres. anyway, i guess i just wanna say, you’re really wonderful and one of my fav writers on here. 🤍
First off thank you so much I try really hard to come up with interesting concepts that make a fic more memorable and meaningful
Well this is definitely surprising cause I think I see it the opposite way but to see the way you feel about my writing really cheers me up i always feel like I’m doing the same thing and my vocabulary is small but I guess not lol
As far as my writing style I’ve always tried my hardest to make everything fully understandable by not using big words and making sure the read is as smooth as possible
To touch on the genre of fics I write or more less the elements for some reason in my head I’ve always felt like the perfect fic consists of all three smut angst fluff like who doesn’t like all three? lol but yeah I really tried to focus in on those and learn how to write them good I think I’m doing a fairly good job but there’s always room for improvement
I definitely feel you on the smut part 😂 but I think if you really write the characters differently the smut will always feel new so that’s what I try to do and hopefully it’s working!!!
But yeah thank you for all the kind words this does actually give me a little motivation to try and work on some other fics that have just been sitting there so who knows I might just post a 40k story in the near future
Maybe maybe not 😉
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look-at-the-soul · 1 year
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Hey would you drop your reading list? [if you have one that is]
— your friendly neighborhood spideyman
Hello spideyman neighbor 👋🏻 are you new around? I saw you asked someone about books and fanfiction so I will share mine, some of them are on going stories..
Books:
Agatha Christie- The mysterious affair at Styles, I used to have a board game about someone getting killed and her books gives me those vibes
Lucy Foley- The guest list (I started reading it but stopped because, well writing ☺️) but it’s so good!
Olivia Sudjic- Sympathy (haven’t read the summary but I liked the cover)
Elizabeth Marshall- The hidden life of dogs -anything with dogs is a must read, right?
Fanfiction:
Corrupt a wish by @zablife The whole idea of taking a blurb and turning it into something dark will blow your mind!
Dog love summary - If you like dogs -pets in general- this list is for you! Incredible writers participated in my little celebration, the only request was to write a piece of art that included preferably a yorkie, but you will find mindblowing stories there 🐾
The boy in the window by @notyour-valentine - it’s the perfect combination during one of the hardest times around Tommy Shelby, there’s compassion, love, angst…
Black ride by @raincoffeeandfandoms this story goes back and forth in time as reader finds there’s a 1923 Tommy! I don’t have anymore nails left 🖤
Promotion by @acewritesfics (I need to read it!)
Midnights by @madame-wilsonn a totally different and unique concept, dark, angsty, mindblowing, beautifully written nights when Tommy couldn’t sleep.
Peaky x Lana festival- by @shelbydelrey make sure to follow the master list Isa will make with the prompts given inspired by Lana de Rey songs! (I still need to write mine)
Betrayal by @cillmequick (series on going) absolutely nothing prepared us for the drama that’s coming, I’m constantly on the edge with this one, but it’s perfect!
Misadventures by @moral-terpitude (I need to read it and you too!) 😉
Back to the start by @gypsy-girl-08 an unexpected twist to this couple lives and Liv got us all worked up in this amazing series, will everything go back to be as it used to?
Birmingham by @runnning-outof-time I need to hurry up and read part 10 (I think??) but this just keeps getting better and better! I think Tommy is starting to get jealous but you never know with that man
Family ties by @peakyscillian this modern Tommy story will make you feel you need to talk to someone about each chapter
Another in my list to read is Christmas will find you home by @thomasshelbydrabbles ,it was a recommendation by @polishcrazyone 😊
What about your anon?? Do you have any recommendations?
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skepticalarrie · 2 years
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I'm relatively new to the fandom, fell down a wormhole 3 months ago and never left! The disparity between the viewpoints of those 'in the know' & within the fandom, and the GP is a really interesting concept to me.
With this in mind, I started to tell my partner about this - about the relationship that's been happening in secret for 10 years ect. And his view, knowing no context at all, was 'I could believe it of HS, but not LT. I don't think he's gay at all.'
And again, I found that so interesting because HS has clearly made decisions to seed this idea in the GP over the last few months, but perception of LT is markedly different.
I was just wondering your views on this?
Hi, anon! Welcome to the fandom :)
I think that those kinds of points of view coming from new people or GP are very interesting because there was a time when Louis was the gay one, like... obviously the gay one. The idea that they were trying to pass that boy as straight was absolutely mindblowing. So I always saw the fact that Louis came across as so stereotypical gay early in his career as something that scared the shit out of a lot of people and put at risk a lot of the way 1D was marketed. He was given a beard very early on, he was undoubtedly told to hold back his movements and the way he acted - around late/2013 and early/2014 it was heartbreaking watching him on stage being so insecure and overthinking every single one of his movements. And things progressed from there, from statements that he was in fact straight to having a fake child. They shoved him deep inside the closet in a very cruel way. So I think over the years he had to find new ways to feel comfortable about himself again, to find his "identity" almost. And I think that he found a lot of that by going back to his roots and embracing all his "chav lad" persona. Which does involve a lot of queer coding, by the way..... But I do understand that when people with no context at all look at Louis nowadays and read him as "not gay at all", but yeah, it doesn't take much if we look at his past or more closely in the way he communicates (through his songs, clothes...) that this couldn't be further from the truth.
So, while Louis was the "gay one", Harry was definitely the profitable one. I mean, look at him now LOL and that didn't make his closeting less rough, just different. He was always marketed as the flirty, sexy, charming one. But he could easily pass as straight without anyone questioning it until 2014/2015, and it was established very early on that he was basically having sex with everyone, he had very famous beards. They made it everyone's business, no wonder he was so scared about the idea of people thinking he had sex, he barely breathes next to someone and we have headlines about it. So while for Louis being gay was risky and dangerous, for Harry it turned out to be something that could be considered interesting and profitable with the time. The idea of playing with gender and sexuality is something they're seeding for way more than just a couple of months, it goes way back and IMO it's pretty clear that having a big question mark on his sexuality right now is intriguing, it's easily brushed off because he's a performer. So it all comes down to two different kinds of closetings, really...
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mint-yooxgi · 10 months
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lmao not me putting the songs on as wooyoung is dancing to them 😅. i love how with PG, you're dedicating a lot of time to strengthen personal connections btw the reader and each member, much like in HC, but this one is about moving forward from the events from before. it makes so much sense that for wooyoung, it would be about dance and seduction given everything we know about him, and i love how that connection and both of their shared pain is conveyed through the dancing, and how they're both working to move through it. it just reaffirms their bond, and these bonds are frankly my favorite part of the series.
now onto the smut uhm...wow i'm fucking speechless. i mean the desperation and the devotion, the venom tongue while he's eating the mc out like yes??? i need more of this??? take all my money??? seriously that was exceptionally hot such a galaxy brained thought. venom!wooyoung is such a concept. and the monster cock while riding? i had to take a break for a hot second that was fucking mindblowing, absolutely mindblowing. and he has the fucking nerve to smirk the whole time like wow the monstrous feralness of it all just augmented everything perfectly and i'm very fucking unwell. and as if i wasn't unwell enough the wings? the image of the wings??? and against the mirrors? next time just @ me if you wanna make an attempt on my life bc this was fucking intense.
this fucking line tho, "every one is different, and this one is made just for you" mayhaps a tear just ran down my leg. mayhaps several tears
i'll literally never get tired of the way you write such desperate lust, especially when you find new ways to convey it every time. the way he says such filthy things in his mind while his mouth keeps moving just yes need more of that. the pure devotion that comes through, even through the dirty talk, makes things so sweet and so fucking hot. i'm living for the submission, of him professing how much he loves mc through his words and his actions. reveling in the fact that he's yours, that he doesn't want anyone else and never will, and being so dedicated to showing that in every moment, yea i'm down for the count i'm passing tf away. this was immaculately done.
Yes!!! I love that you did, I feel like you get the full effect of the chapter that way!
I honestly LOVE writing about these bonds and exploring them deeper. I've had so much of this all planned from the start, that now that I get to write them, it makes me so happy to finally explore them all deeper. I'm just glad people are enjoying it as much as I am!!
Oh yeah, I kept saying on my discord how intense this chapter was going to be and I wasn't lying lmfaooo
Hehehe I have been looking forward to writing Wooyoung's smut since I first thought of it, especially the tongue fucking and then when I added the mirror portion to it with the wings... oof, I was NOT okay
I'm glad you enjoyed the smut!!! I definitely enjoyed planning it all out and writing it!! Thank you so much for always taking the time to read and give me feedback, you honestly don't know how much I appreciate it.
Also, believe me when I say there's plenty more where this came from ;))
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