Gender is weird.
So, I'm transmasc right? And I've always identified as a trans man, (since I came out years ago) but sometimes gender is weird. Like I want to feel free to express myself in a gnc way while still being taken seriously and seen for who I am. I've always been kind of gnc, even in terms of a transmasc person- When I was a little kid, I didn't hate pink or cute sparkly clothes- I hated what they stood for, what they made people assume, and I hated that I was expected to only like traditionally feminine things, when honestly I like both. I like wearning denim and beaten up band shirts. I like wearing make up and earrings. And it's kind of scary, because I like me, I like the ways I express myself, but I'm also afraid of it. I'm scared of appearing too femme, and having people get the wrong idea about my identity, or of my parents thinking that I'm faking my identity or that I was. I'm 19, but for years they werent accepting, despite all of my efforts to appear as masc as possible. And now that they're at a point of atleast a little respect, I'm worried things like having long nails will take that away. And shit just sucks because when cis men are gnc it's just a choice or preference, but when trans men are gnc it's "proof they were never trans". Like cis gay men can be as gnc as they like and they're still men, but suddenly I want to have a mullet or put on eyeliner and I'm seen differently. I hate it. Like on my own, I just seem myself as any other gnc flamboyant or femme gay guy. And I like that. But sometimes the way ppl see me when I do femme things is weird. Anyways that's the rant, also sometimes I think I could be a little nb as well, but that's my little secret. Sometimes I wonder if I wouldn't care if gender was just abolished, but because people are bound to perceive me and assume, I'd 100% prefer masc. And I do heavily identify with masc characters and people, and mlm stories. But generally gender is kind of silly.
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Pilates, lemon drops, Italy, yachts, French tips, Dior lipgloss, designer handbags, warm days, pasta, feet in the Amalfi Coast waters.
I’m ready for vibes.
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Rn I'm using tumblr to cope, so if you check my page and find so many rants, I'm copin. 😅
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Steve slowly sucking off Eddie while Billy eats him out and fingers him so Steve’s all nice and wet for them once they fuck him…
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