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#Yeah no I just have to live like this for the rest of my stupid life

stevenose · 2 days

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idk what this is.

contains: college au; cheerleader!reader; a very self aware mean!steve who is also an angel. he has range; blowjobs (steve receiving); ‘good girl’ used once for reader; no pronouns used for reader; sort of whorish reader?; steve smoking :0; mutually beneficial self destruction??? for the record i don’t understand cheerleading nor do i care to at this point in my life. love and light just love the outfits 🫶🏻

all steve can think about during this stupid community college basketball game is how pristine your forest green cheerleader skirt is. not a single blemish on it - on you, in fact. he’s supposed to be here on a date and he’s paying zero attention to her. he’s trying - answers her questions a little absentmindedly, eyes focused in on your tits when you’re at the home section and on your ass when you’re cheering in front of the away section.

he would never admit he brought her here just to see you. certainly not to himself. though when robin asked him why on earth he thought that was a good idea, he blanched, head filling with the sight of your thick thighs underneath those pleats.

jesus christ, he’s getting hard.

“steve,” she says beside him, a bite to her tone. “what’s so interesting?”

his head snaps to look at her, eyes wide, mouth parted. “uh - it’s just, uh - number seven’s just got such good form, you know?”

and his date - she’s a total babe. straight a’s, good home life, has every prospect in the world at the tip of her fingers. and she chose steve to spend her night with. yet he’s totally fucked his chances, left alone when she grabs a ride with a friend and says she’ll see him in statistics. he’s so devastated by this that he’s slack jawed, looking around the college lobby like a lost puppy, and he spots you staring at him at the entrance to the girl’s locker room.

and you fucking wink, shit-eating grin on your face.

so, naturally, you’re on your knees in the parking lot an hour later. everyone’s gone home and you waited until the janitor told you to beat it before making your way outside. and steve’s cherry red bmw is sat under a streetlight, steve lighting a menthol cigarette beneath it. he’s boyish from afar, hardly anything to be afraid of, but when he whistles and beckons you over he looks much more intimidating.

he’s definitely intimidating when he’s towering above you, a fist tangled in your hair while he bobs you up and down on his cock.

“fuckin’ ruined this for me,” he says, takes a drag of his cigarette and blows the smoke downwards. leans forward a little to see your ass peaking out beyond your skirt. “c’mon, know you can do a lot better than that.”

you gag, eyeliner streaking down your hot cheeks, saliva pooling at the corner of your mouth. you’re glaring upwards and steve laughs, ashing the cigarette behind you.

“what took you so long?” his blunt fingernails scratch your head. “fucking some other schmuck in the locker room before tasting my cock?”

he cringes at himself. if he’d been able to take his date home as intended, he never would have treated her like this. would have whispered sweet nothings to her, held her hands, got her off first and insisted he didn’t need anything and then jerking off in the shower five minutes later. but you get off on this. that’s why you push him the way you do, why you fuck with his life so much. because you live for his cock down your throat.

“you’re pathetic.”

you moan around him, hands coming up to rest on his denim clad thighs. you squeeze at him, digging your nails into his levi’s.

“jesus, you’re so good at this.” lets his head fall backwards, throws his cigarette to the side. his hips buck into your face slowly, strings of spit attaching you to him.

you fight against his gentle grip, pulling back. “she wouldn’t have sucked you off like this,” you say thickly.

“yeah? that’s ’cause she’s got a life.” pulls you back onto his dick, sighs. “doesn’t have to show her fucking ass off to hundreds of guys for attention. pretty, pristine girls like - oh, god - l-like her shouldn’t suck cock.”

he knows he’s more pathetic than you. could have taken the loss - could have actually paid attention to her and enjoyed his night. but he’s unfortunately addicted to you, to that short skirt, to the sounds you make when he hits the back of your throat.

“gonna swallow?” he groans.

you nod. he keens. curses himself for being so fucking easy before spilling into your mouth with a loud groan, his free hand slamming down on the hood of his car. “lemme see,” he says breathlessly, and his dick twitches at the thick cream on your tongue. “good girl. swallow.”

then he helps you up, winces at the marks on your knees. leans down to rub the skin soothingly. “c’mon,” he says, gently leading you to the passenger seat. he gets the door for you, reaches into the cup holder for the water bottle he was drinking from earlier.

“here,” he mumbles, uncapping it and handing it to you. kneels down so he can keep rubbing at your knees while you take sips, staring at him with a starstruck look in your eyes - a little dazed, very happy. he absolutely adores it and he says absolutely nothing about it.

“you could just take me on a date,” you eventually say, once the gravel marks in your skin are soothed away. “not like you have much of a reputation to uphold on campus. probably ruined after tonight, anyway.”

steve’s jaw sets. “do you have to rub it in?”

“uh-huh. y’know, this skirt is a size smaller than it should be. did you notice?”

“did i notice your ass was hanging out? yeah.” he stands, knocks your leg with his. “c’mon, i’ll take you home.”

you beam. “i know.”

#stevenose posts #ns/fw #steve x reader

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interstellarlyinlove · 3 days

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Established Relationship (May 20th)

word count: 683

@wolfstarmicrofic

“What do you mean? What’s there not to like about summer?” Sirius asks, looking at Remus from above the book he’s reading. The book the both of them are reading, actually, except Remus is a quicker reader so now he has to wait until Sirius finishes to be able to talk to him about it.

“The stickiness of it all,” Remus says, resting his head on Sirius’ shoulder and closing his eyes. They’re sitting under their favorite tree near the Black Lake and today is their last day in Hogwarts until next September. Sirius is spending the summer with Remus and his family.

“When else am I going to spend my days eating ripe fruit and wearing too-short shorts? Summer is great.”

Remus smiles. “Sure. If you say so. You're burnt for three months straight, though.”

“I would’ve been too powerful if I had the ability to tan and not burn.”

Remus laughs. “Yeah, that does make me feel better about you being unfairly gorgeous. At least you can’t tan.”

“The universe gave me a boyfriend that tans beautifully though, so I’m not complaining.” Sirius looks at Remus. “You’re unfairly gorgeous.”

Remus’ favorite thing in all the universe is Sirius complimenting him. Still, he makes a face. “Gross.”

Sirius closes his book. Remus raises an eyebrow. “You are never going to finish that book, Godric. I swear you have until tomorrow before I spoil it for–”

“What do you want to do?” Sirius asks, kissing Remus’ cheek.

Remus blinks. “Like, right now? I want to read to you, maybe make out a little bit, you know how it is.”

Sirius laughs Remus’ favorite laugh. “Sure. I mean, I’d love to. I just meant, like, later. Like, next summer.”

“Next summer?”

“There’s no more Hogwarts after next summer.”

“Ah,” Remus says. Next year is their last at Hogwarts. “That’s a little terrifying, isn’t it?”

“A little.”

“I think I’d like to teach,” Remus says, then he flushes. “I mean, if I could. A werewolf teacher sounds pretty horrible, doesn’t it?”

Sirius flicks Remus’ temple. “I hate it when you say things like that. You’d be an amazing teacher. Academia looks too good on you, moonstone.”

Remus might die. Having Sirius believe in him even more than he believes in himself is something that is so dear to his heart. He wants to tell Sirius this but he flicks Sirius’ temple instead. “You’re sweet. You’d be an amazing healer.”

Sirius looks at him funny. “How do you know what I want to do, and I don’t know that about you?”

“I’m a better boyfriend,” Remus says, grinning. “Also, everyone knows everything about you because you are a professional blabbermouth.”

“I am not.”

“It’s cute.”

“I do not talk a lot,” Sirius says. “I will take a vow of silence right now.”

Remus laughs. “Don’t! Your blabbering is my favorite thing about you.”

“How romantic,” Sirius says. His voice is monotone but Remus knows he’s trying not to laugh.

“I’m excited about living with you. After school”

“You want to live with me?” Sirius asks, and he sounds sincere.

“No, I don’t, actually,” Remus says, and he flicks Sirius’ temple again because how can he not? “Don’t be stupid. Who else would I live with?”

Sirius’ smile is the sun. “I love that you love me. It’s my favorite thing.”

Remus’ heartstrings tug. “Why do you say things like that? Godric.” He pauses. “You loving me is my favorite thing, too. Whatever.”

“We need to learn how to break into vaults.”

“Sure.”

“I need to steal some of my family’s money. Really. I wasn’t thinking about buying a flat before getting disowned. I should’ve toned it down a little bit. Did you know I officially got disowned on a stupid Tuesday night while making new paper from old scraps of paper? It’s a whole thing where you shred it and then dunk it in water and wet tiny scraps of paper have such a weird texture. Anyway, It came out of nowhere, really. The disowning, not the paper making.”

Remus laughs. “You are such a blabbermouth.”

#I love them together with allllll my heart like how cute they're made for each other <333333333333 #I am a healer!Sirius truther at my core #I forgot to post this on the 20th lol but it's here now :)))#remus x sirius #remus lupin #sirius black #wolfstar #wolfstar drabble #marauders era #my writing

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forbebeandjam · 3 days

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Without You | Bada Lee/BEBE x Fem Reader | MINI SERIES

Summary: Ready to go to your dance competition there is a sudden outbreak and you are left in a difficult situation…

Word count: 843

A/N: sorry for taking so long on this. I like to plan out my stories. Hope you enjoy and this is of your liking🩵

•THE OUTBREAK•

It was a cloudy day in the city of Seoul. BEBE was getting ready for competitions.

"Why are Bada and Y/N late again? We only have two hours to practice," Kyma said as she threw her back in frustration.

"You know how they are. Always looking for a place to make out," Lusher answered causing Cheche to roll her eyes. After a few minutes, the rain started pouring down when you and Bada came through the door laughing with damp clothes.

"We're here!" you shouted.

"Finally! Why are you guys wet?" Tatter said as she handed you her jacket.

"Yeah, what place did you guys decide to make out today?" Lusher said with a tilted head.

"Under the weeping willow tree," Bada said earning a hit from your fist.

"What!?"

"You're not supposed to tell them that!"

"Oh, please! They already know!"

"One day the teachers will catch you and you will be in huge trouble,"

"You two are just stupid and nasty!"

"Okay! that's enough. Let's practice," Kyma said breaking you all apart and starting practice.

"We need to be on the bus at three. For the love of all good things, do not be late!" Tatter said as she waved at you and Bada.

They walked into Bada's house and looked through clothes and outfits for the competition. you were all packed up and watched your girlfriend run around as she threw clothes into a duffle bag.

"What would I do without you?" you asked making Bada come to a halt.

"Babe, you're fine. I promised I would look out for you and I will. Always," she said as she placed a kiss on your forehead.

You now lived with her and her parents After your parents died in a car crash. Bada's parents were usually not home but they were close to your parents so they didn't have a problem with you living with them and caring for you.

"Come here," You said as you pulled her on top of you. She lowered herself to kiss your lips and that was when the make-out session began.

"Wait... what time is it?" she said when the realization hit her.

"Shit! We're going to be late again," you said as you saw the time on your phone. So you both stood up and walked to the school.

"Wow! They are early!" Sowoen said as she ran to hug Bada.

"It's truly a miracle. Let's go on the bus. The driver went to use the bathroom and he will be right back," Kyma said and you all nodded.

Bada got situated next to you, resting her head on your shoulder and the girls talked with usual chatter. You looked out of the window and saw how the kids were getting out of school but something was odd.

"Guys... why aren't there many people walking out?" you asked making everyone turn.

"Oh, many of them got picked up and went home. Like... a lot of them. It was actually kinda scary how the parents were all panicked and screaming at the teachers," Cheche said as she scrolled through her phone.

"What do you think is going on?" Lusher asked.

"I have no clue. I'll ask one of my friends to see," Cheche replied.

And they waited. Hours passed by with no response. They made it to the competition locations but to their surprise, the was a very small amount of people.

Bada started growing worried so she approached one of the judges.

"Do you have any idea of what is going on? Why are there so many people missing?" Bada said.

"We haven't gotten a clear answer since this morning but apparently there is a virus going around. We have been crazy busy planning all of this but I think it's best if we cancel and you girls should go back home," he said.

Bada was in awe. She couldn't believe she didn't know of this sooner and she put her girls in danger.

"Grab your things. We are leaving," Bada said as she rushed to you and grabbed your bags.

"What? Why?" Lusher said.

"Yeah, unnie. We struggled to make it in and now you want to leave?" Cheche added in annoyance.

"Listen, the judges are canceling the competition. We have to go now," Bada said.

"But that's not fair! What are we going to-"

"Cheche stop it! There are bigger things going on and I have to look out for all of you. Now, let's go," Bada shouted losing her cool.

"What do you mean?" Tatter said.

"Apparently there is a virus going around and let's be real. If it wasn't that bad, people wouldn't be running around like crazy. Now, please let's get back home where we can be safe. Please?" the girls didn't say anything but you could see worry painted all over their faces," especially Sowoen and Cheche.

"Okay. Let's go," Minah said and started walking toward the exit but the bus was long gone.

"Shit... now what?" Bada gripped her head.

"HELP! PLEASE HELP ME!"

⋆.˚✮TBC✮˚.⋆

#forbebeandjam #honeybee156 #street woman fighter 2 #bebe #swf2 #bada lee #lgbt #apocalypse #bada lee imagine #bada lee x reader #street woman fighter x reader #minah lee #lusher #SOWON BEBE #KYMA Bebe #cheche bebe #tatter Bebe #lusher Bebe #Minah Bebe

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murfpersonalblog · 2 days

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IWTV S2 Ep3 Musings - Daniel & the Talamasca (SPOILERS)

I can see what the reviewers meant when they complained about the Talamasca & Daniel.

We start off with Daniel nervous AF, tryna keep tabs on all the mindscrewy shenanigans (at the sushi restaurant on his lunchbreak or whatever).

Today's... etcetc Cell phones, google -- Daniel, your handwriting effing sucks. San Francisco. Polynesian Mary's Playboy magazines as a doorstop? doorstep? |CLAUDIA| Mary's cab. Coke...etcetc. Alice. They'll come for me and Kate next--you bet your arse they will! XD THIS TIME I WON'T SAVE YOUR LIFE

He draws an arrow from Save Your Life up to Playboy--I assume cuz those are two incidents with Armand that took place in SanFran?

I really like the Omakase bit--

About how many risks Daniel's subjecting himself to under the whims of these vampires--but also about Daniel's hubris/arrogance breaking the rules of engagement by thinking he has any say over what they do and what he gets out of it, by stepping onto their turf. If you can't take the heat, GTFO their kitchen.

I'm only just now noticing the foreshadowed titles of Dan's books. 🤦 Burning & Blood--AMC swears they're hilarious.

OK, Raglan's been stalking Daniel's career just like Louis did. So my early suspicion about Daniel breaking the NDA was right.

Which is SO EFFING STUPID OF HIM. They're gonna find out! Loumand's literally drawing out this giant tragedy about what happens when vampires--Armand, specifically--are LIED to, and you're gonna pull this mess on them!? You're not even being SUBTLE!

AGREEMENT.pdf--Daniel, you in danger girl.

Raglan, stop tryna gas Dan up b4 they put him off commission permanently. He's no body-snatching psychic CROOK like you.

Get this nosey bish offa my dang screen.

Oof, right in the Devil's Minion feels. U_U

O__O WOAH!? OK, so aside from Dan (played by EB, a white Jew, along with JK) throwing shade at Caucasian European Israelis (which we been knew), he's implying that Armand & Louis might be persons of interest in the UAE by the Israeli gov't & assassins, esp. cuz of their ties to powerful people. But it's funny cuz that's the exact same thing Lou asked about him.

So Dan's telling the sushi patrons there's Israeli spies/assassins crawling around Dubai--STOP, b4 you get that place John Wick'd! XD

Not MI6. 😭 I said JOHN WICK, not JAMES BOND. XD

Raglan's gone full rogue then--if he was still working for the Talamasca he'd have darn near unlimited funds--they got that dirty TEMPLAR money. 💰💰💰

Yeah, and they don't actually call the Talamasca by name in the ep itself--only in the Insider interviews the producers give.

Daniel, why TF are you talking SO EFFING LOUD, when Raglan's whispering, tryna act like he's on the phone NOT talking to you in case y'all ARE being bugged. 🤦 SUBTLETY, my guy. What kinda investigative journalist are you?

I'm starting to suspect they're not gonna do the rockstar!Lestat, and instead this stupid Great Conversion's gonna be what wakes up Akasha/Amel, when their blood/consciousness gets stretched way too thin with all these new vamps being made.

To attempt an interview...? I believe that. We already know Marius & Lestat stalked Talamasca members for decades upon decades. Ain't no way NO vampire ever tried getting close to humans & talk about their lives to someone out of loneliness or something. Esp. the ones not attached to the European covens & all their stupid Great Laws.

Rest in Preternaturalism, Raymond Gallant.

BLENDERS! XD But this is THE most Anne Ricean answer imaginable, cuz everyone lost their ish when she had her vamps flying around with GPS-trackable cellphones in their pockets as they KILLED people. Rookie mistake. 😂

Armand was on a cellphone in S01E07, and he is LITERALLY married to his iPad, so PLEASE, sir. 🙄

There's Santiago's COMPLICIT speech coming back. Ain't no moral high-ground here!

And I figured Armand/AMC was gonna pin it on AMC!Lestat, and his jaded version the Savage Garden.

Armand says technology distracts humans from vampire crimes, but what's distracting vampires from psychic/Talamasca crimes, huh?

ISTG these are the laziest vamps I've ever seen; they care so much about their privacy & security, but aren't reading Dan's mind at all? I hope one of them just casually name-drops Raglan or catches Daniel in the act or something.

Raglan said Daniel's laptop was "comically vulnerable," and uploads a bunch of data files on it from the Bibliotheca Talamasca bestiary/archives--WHY? To help show Daniel he's helpful & trustworthy?

RJ: Omakase? Louis: The conversation was easy and flirtatious.... Armand: And combative. Louis: And combative, yes. Daniel: Arguing as foreplay. RJ: Peruse at your leisure.

I hate this effing show. 🙇🙇🙇

#interview with the vampire #iwtv season 2 spoilers #the vampire chronicles #iwtv tvc metas #the hype is real #must see tv

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gamerbunny1996 · 1 day

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Anxiety

Sitting at your computer you are about to start a stream with a few others. One being Schlatt. You get so excited every time you guys get to do a stream together. You're always so shy though, having a hard time talking to him sometimes. Starting the live you do your intro waiting for all the fans to pile in.

Seeing everyone in discord you jumped in. “Hello y/n” Ted said in a sing-song voice. “Hi,” you said back. “So what we have planned you just told me to join in discord” swagger said. Jackmanifold jumped in “I thought of doing a big you laugh you lose live stream” you smile at his excitement. “The rules are different then my normal ones. This time we have to make each other laugh” he said.

“I don't think I've ever heard y/n laugh,” Schlatt said. “Really I hear it all the time,” Ted replied to schlatt. “I bet it's an ugly laugh that's why she never laughs in front of me” you were shocked by his words he never talks bad about you ever even in a joking manner. “I don't think I do,” you tried to argue. “Then why have I never heard it then” he asked. “Ummmm… I don't really know maybe because you're not that funny” you kinda lied at the end you find him hilarious but you're always so shy and quiet he probably just never noticed you laughing at him. “That's a lie and you know it,” he said. “Alright you two let's start the challenge before the live goes on too long” Jack butted in. “I have a wheel here of all are names and who ever it lands on has to try and make the rest of us laugh”

You start to get nervous you don't even know where to begin on making people laugh you only know dark jokes. “Alright let's see who it's going to be” Jack spun the wheel. It goes around a few times until it lands on your name. Of course, just your luck. “Well I'm not good at this,” you said. “Just try, I know you can do it,” Ted said to you. “Okay I'm sorry for any jokes I speak. What's a depressed kid's favorite thing to do” you asked. Everyone said what. “They like just hanging around,” you said, trying not to laugh at yourself. All their eyes widened. “That was dark,” swagger said. “Yeah I only know dark jokes” you said trying to hide your face in embarrassment. “You need so much help mentally” Schlatt said.

The game went on and you just kinda stayed quiet the wheel has yet to land on you again. Thankfully. You wanted to die from the amount of embarrassment you are feeling. “Y/n you have yet to laugh come on there has to be something to make you laugh” Jack said. “I should just go, I'm just embarrassing myself more and more” you go to the end stream and discord. “Ha pussy” you heard schlatt say right when you hit the end call. Why was this upsetting you so much? You tell dark jokes all the time and you never have a problem other than people questioning your sanity. Like just hearing schlatt make rude comments to you and not finding your stupid joke funny now leaving because you just couldn't laugh. Everything started to get overwhelming.

A notification happened on discord you go look who's it from. Ted's name came on screen asking if I'm okay. “I don't know just some reason my anxiety is hitting hard after I told that joke” you send to Ted. It didn't take long for him to reply “that's weird it was a pretty funny joke even if it was dark.” He replied back to you. Smiling to yourself makes you feel better. “Weird question” you send

“What?” he replied. “Do you know why Schlatt is being so mean he is never this mean to me” you send scared he will poke at you for asking about schlatt. “No I don't. Why do you ask anyway” he replied. Scared you didn't know how to reply.

You put your fingers on the keys and started to type away just to get it over with. “Well, how do I put this? I really like Schlatt a lot and he was always so nice to me and mean to others I thought maybe he liked me too or something I don't really know” you hesitated to send. Taking a deep breath you sent it. It felt like forever for Ted to reply back. “Aw, how cute. I wish I could help but I don't even know Schlatt can be very private sometimes but you're right it's weird how all of a sudden he just starts to be mean to you. He hasn't said anything about you since you left.” He replied to you.

Starting to tear up from frustration and emotions. You don't really understand why you're feeling this way. Just wanting him to like you back. You decide to take a break on live streams and social media maybe it's your anxiety taking over. “I think I'm taking a break from everything for a little bit. My anxiety is going crazy and I need a few weeks to myself and maybe try and figure out this whole Schlatt thing” you sent to Ted. Taking a deep breath you start to shut everything down and leaving discord up to see when Ted replies back. Waiting for him you start to write a little letter for all your fans so they know you're taking a break for a few weeks. Posting it on all social media he sighs out looking back up at your monitor. “Please take a break if you need it. We will talk everyday you're gonna keep me updated on your little crush, life got it” you can almost hear him say this in a sassy voice making you laugh a little to yourself.

Closing discord you turn off the whole computer and monitors. Getting up you walk into the bathroom ready for a nice shower. Hoping to calm your thoughts. Right before you step in you hear you phone go off. Checking it to see who texted you.

Schlatt❤️: Why did you leave the stream today?

Toots: my anxiety got to much

Schlatt❤️: you want to talk about it?

Toots: Not really

Schlatt❤️: well I'm here if you want to talk

Toots:okay :l

You turned your phone off and hopped into the shower. Feeling the hot water poor over you. Enjoying the warmth your head went to your message just barely with schlatt. Why does he care all of a sudden? This is so strange it's making you upset. Turning off the water you got out. Drying off you looked at your phone. You wanted to see if schlatt replied. You wanted to text him so bad to come over so you could hug him and cry. You wanted to do so much but just couldn't do it.

Getting dressed you grabbed your phone and went into your room. Sitting on your bed you finally decided to turn your phone on to see if he texted back.

Schlatt❤️: I think you do

Taking a deep breath you turned your phone off leaving him on read. What do you say at this point? That you're in love with him and you want to hug and kiss him to make everything better. Soon your phone went off again.

Schlatt ❤️: don't leave me on read

You smile at that. But you still couldn't text him. It just felt so wrong.

Schlatt❤️:y/n

Schlatt❤️:toots

Schlatt❤️: dumbass answer me

Soon your phone started to ring. He was calling you. Panicking, you threw the phone. Thankfully It landed at the end of the bed. It went silent. Sighing in relief. You went to grab your phone but it started to ring again. You decide to just get it over with and answer the call. Before you could say hello Schlatt started yelling at you. “What the hell you kept leaving me on read then didn't answer the call. You should be ashamed. I'm trying to me a nice friend and you do this what the hell is going on” tearing up you broke down crying feeling bad for being so mean to Schlatt. “Oh wait don't cry sorry didn't mean to yell at you please calm down” he started to freak out not knowing what to do.

“You…. So…. Mean….stream” you cry out only a few words. Barely being able to breathe from all the crying. It just wouldn't stop no matter how hard you try. “Oh I'm so sorry I didn't mean to be I was just joking around please stop crying” you sniffled out finally being able to calm down a little. Once you can breathe again and only tears fall once in a while, you speak. “I'm sorry I don't really know what wrong my emotions are all over the place my anxiety is hitting pretty hard” you try to explain but leaving the part out of you just want to date the man. “It's okay, is there any reason why your anxiety is so bad?” he tried to help but he just can not know. “No” is all you said. “You want me to come over and we can watch a movie to distract you” your eyes widen. Staying silent you had no idea how to answer. Finally you just agreed. “Perfect I'll be over in 15 minutes or so” he hung up the phone. Now what are you going to do? Your crush coming over your face is a mess from crying so hard. Getting up you grab a few blankets and head to the living room. Placing them on the couch you go put some popcorn in the microwave. Waiting for it you pull out your popcorn bowl and some salt. Once it was done you pulled it out and poured it into the bowl. Putting salt all over it. Taking it to the living room you place it down on the coffee table. Turning on your TV you waited for Schlatt to come. You started to bounce your knee. Anxiety taking over your body. You were so lost in thought you didn't realize the door knocking. After a few seconds you snap out of it and went to answer the door.

Schlatt stood there with two bags. Letting him in. “I brought snacks and drinks,” he said, placing the bags on the table. “That was nice of you” you told him. He sat on the couch patting the seat next to him. He walks over sitting next to him as far as you can without him noticing. He did notice and didn't like it so he grabbed you shoulder and dragged you into his side. Laying a blanket over the both of you he turned on your favorite movie. Your eyes widen from shock that he remembered your favorite movie. You grabbed the bag of snacks and seen it had all your favorites. Looking at Schlatt on shock. “What?” He asked lifting and eyebrow. “You remembered all my favorite stuff” you said to him. “Yeah of course why wouldn't I” he said. “I don't know just people don't usually remember these things about me” you told. “Well I remembered” he said. A smile grew on your face. “thank you,for everything your so sweet to me” I told him. “Yeah well maybe that's because I like you” your eyes grew wide. You didn't know what to say or do just stare at him in shock. He just rolled his eyes smashing his lips into yours. You relaxed a little and kissed back. Pulling away you buried your face into his chest embarrassed. You can feel him laugh a little. Smiling to yourself you spoke into his chest. “I like you too” feeling him wrap his arm around you. “I know” is all he said. Looking up at him “how” he smiled at you. “You are way more obvious than you think you are '' blushing you turn to the TV trying to hide your face from him. He pulled you close to him. You enjoyed being so close to him. This was exactly what you wanted.

#jschlatt #schlatt #jschlatt x reader #schlatt x reader #x reader

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ghouljams · 2 days

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WOOOOOOOOOOO GOOSE FIGHTING KONIG LETS GOOOOOOOO

I'm gonna put the rest of your live asking under the cut but I had to save your excitement for my own amusement. I'm glad you enjoyed Goose beating the shit out of Konig :) <3

YOU KNOW WHAT I AM A TRIGGER HAPPY HICK WHEN IT COMES TO THAT BITCJ DUMBASS MOTHER FUCKER CALLIN HIMSELF A KING WHEN HES BARELY EVEN A COWBOY READ HIM HIS DAMN RIGHTS GOOSE GOOSE IS A FUCKING PROBLEM STARTER AND I LOVE HER GHOST PHYSICALLY HOLDING GOOSE BACK AND KONIGS DUMB ASS BEING LIKE YES I SHOULD GO UP TO THEM HE DID NOT GOOSE FUCKING BITE HIM FOR HIM CALLING YOU A DOG GET HIS ASS KILL THE BASTARD ghost just letting go like shes a fucking bull and her having been itching to get konig is so special to me GET HIS FUCKIN NOSE GOOSE CHOKE HIM OUT WITH YOUR LEGS FUCKIN MAKE HIS ASS PAY DISLOCATE HIS FUCKIN ARM HELL YEAH GET HIS ASS GOOSE FUCK YEAH BLOW OUT HIS FUCKIN KNEE GOOSE LET GOOSE KNOCK KONIG OUT 2K24 GAZ YOU FAKE BITCH LET HER GET HIS ASS GOOSE KICKING AT HIM WHILE BEING DRAGGED AWAY SIMON FUCKING H=WIERHFW WFAND YOWN NOIHWE FIH AISUF I WISH THERE WAS ANOTHER CAPS LOCK OPTION MORE CAPS LOCKED THAN REGULAR CAPS LOCK GET HIS FUCJKAIN ASS SIMON HE HIT YOUR WIFE KILL HIM (i am fully making excited noises and freaking out my dog bc im borderline screaming) THE TAP ON THE SHOLDER AND OUR LOVELY HUSBAND CLEANING THAT BITCHES CLOCK IM IN LOVE WITH YOU IM IN LOVE WITH HIM AND IM IN LOVE WITH GOOSE FUCKING GET HIM GOOOSOOSOEOO I KNOW MOON WWASNT THERE BC SHE WOULDA JUMPED IN AS SOON AS GOOSE WAS DRAGGED AWAY BC SHES BEEN ITCHING TO JUMP ONE OF THESE DAMN EUROPEANS INFESTING HER TOWN I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE KONIG CALLED GOOSE A WHORE YOU BASTARD AS SOON AS HER MOM KNOWS WHAT THAT MEANS YOURE GETTING A BROKEN ARM AND SHES CALLING IT MEDICINE (its medicine for being a stupid piece of shit and disrespecting her son and daughter) GOOSE TRIED TO GET AWAY AND THEN WAS R E M O V E D FROM THE FIGHT AND HE WAS STILL INSTIGATING HE CALLED HER A DEROGITORY NAME WHILE SHE WAS BEING HELD BACK WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN HES NOT IN THE WRONG YOU DUMB PEICES OF SHIT????? ALSO IF YOU WERE IN SOAPS SHOES AND SAW THE GIRL WHO SAVED YOUR BEST FRIEND FROM HIM SELF, WAS YOUR CAPTIANS DAUGHTER, YOUR GIRLS BEST FRIEND AND SOMEONE WHO IS INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT TO YOU GET CHARGED AT BY SOMEONE WHO IS A FUCKING FOOT TALLER THAN YOU IF YOU WOULDNT TRIP HIM OR DO MORE LIKE I WOULD YOU CLEARLY DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT ANYONES WELLBEING. KONIG COULD HAVE KILLED HER AND WAS VERY CLEARLY FUCKING TRYING TO WITH THE CHOKING AND CONTINUING GOING AT HER. THE BITCH BOY GOT HIS EGO HURT AND WAS GOING TO DO SOMEHTING DANGEROUS ABOUT IT

#ghoul speaks #get his ass goose #for later #oc: goose

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blueberryblogger · 2 months

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just saw someone recycling ye olde "X character doesn't read as Y identity to me, someone who doesn't & has never held that identity & thus am not as intimately familiar with mannerisms, tropes & characterizations that are typically associated with Y identity. There is no evidence for X being Y and you guys are acting insane."

like. do you understand that you are using the EXACT SAME excuse that other people are using to shit on YOUR headcanon that you're so attatched too because it has so much evidence?

did it ever cross your mind that it would probably be harder for you, person who isn't X, to pick up on subtler tropes & identifiers of X that you've never experienced because you aren't X?

like you get how it sounds like you're shitting on other wueer people?

#blocking another god damn fantasy high account that i really liked #because when people say 'theres no evidence for your headcanon' and theyre wrong its bad and tbeyre erasing underrepresented identities #but when YOU say 'theres no evidence for this' you are good and correct and the rest of us are just stupid weirdos #like oh my fucking god bro #if i see one more person who isnt fucking gay say 'erm actually fabian cant be gay he liked girls' im gonna lose it #gay men also experience comphet!#and it's not because he's 'effeminate'#because he really isn't THAT effeminate or flamboyant #he dances and he talks like a rich boy and those are the only two things i can think lf #that make him seem 'effeminate'#but like. dude rides a motorcycle from hell. he fights with a sword and plays football #he punched someone on the first day of school & routinely punches and gets punched by his friends #like. fabian is wildly more stereotypically masculine than he is feminine #most of us think Fabian is gay because up until he took interest in Mazey #he had exclusively expressed interest in girls that were unavailable or unobtainable #his 'type' was literally toxic and/or unavailable women #which SCREAMS comphet to anyone who has fucking experienced it before #'yeah i love women but only the ones i cant have amirite lads'#'classic completely heterosexual man behavior'#anyway #i think its incredibly rude to take people seeing their lived experiences in a character and say 'youre insane bc i dont see it'#especially when YOU YOURSELF have a headcanon that a huge chunk of people cannot understand fully but accept anyway because they get it #because they understand seeing yourself in a character and how important that can be #unlike you #vagueposting #me when i vague for the first time in like 3 years

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maddy-ferguson · 1 month

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"Quick test tho, replace girlfriend with boyfriend and see if ur still bothered by it." me when i'm 7 and have yet to realize that men and women have a very different place in the social hierarchy because we live in a society

#joke 7-year-olds have already realized this because they're smarter than the person i'm quoting #and because they're boys and girls themselves and are treated differently based on that from the moment they're born lmao #i was reading a book the other day (last month) where boys were already doing the weaponized incompetence thing and girls already cleaned #up after them automatically without being asked BEFORE THE AGE OF 5 like it's bad for us (it was like a sociological study)#and literally the weaponized incompetence thing makes sense it's normal/smart to try to get out of doing something you don't wanna do like #chores and stuff but it's the fact that girls internalize that they have to be the ones who stop doing what they're doing to clean up after #boys/men AS CHILDREN and then keep doing that for the rest of their lives. i'll kill myself #i was raised with just my sister and my mom and my sister is the man of the house in the sense that i'll ask her to do things a certain #way a thousand times because it's better for everyone and she'll always be like yeah you're right and then never do it. and i'm always like #if i actually had to go through that with a partner...and with male partners statistically i probably would #when women make posts like oh look what my boyfriend/husband bought vs what i asked for haha he's so silly...KILL HIM #anyway. my point was you internalize it early enough to realize some of it is off as a kid. so why would you say there's nothing wrong with #saying something about women if the same thing being said about men doesn't offend you #like are you stupid #and like i say: brf slt

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remylong · 5 months

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new job affirmations

#“maybe the musical was about the childhood that can never be returned to” FALSE. it's about being haunted by this stupid chorus literally #three entire years since you last heard it #sometimes i worry that im still not over the media i liked when i was 14 and whether that signals some sort of like emotional immaturity or #whatever #then i lie in bed and my brain dredges up the entire purely coincidental soundtrack from whatever dark corner it keeps it in and i think #Yeah no I just have to live like this for the rest of my stupid life #Robin adderley you will always be famous ☹️☹️#I think listening to the cast recording again would fix me

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deityofhearts · 10 months

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sometimes me or lex remember that time she was on call with her bf and she said “capiche?” and I interjected saying “isn’t that a food?,, oh wait. quiche.”

#deity dialogue #she brought it up last time i saw her #it is not my fault that the two words sound very similar and I am very very dumb #like I very instantly remembered it was quiche but the damage was done #so she’ll just be like ‘yeah we’re gonna get some capiche’ you don’t gotta do that to me smh #I am unfortunately very stupid and say so many things that reflect this #and as such I am highly quotable in the worst possible way #and I’m also forgetful so I’ll forget shit and then lex or kane will reference what I’ve said #it has been three whole years and I haven’t lived down saying ‘I have to pack eight fifty things’#any time there’s a lot of stuff that needs to be dealt with or something lex will refer to it as eighty fifty things #I will never be free #or kane bringing up me saying snakes don’t have spines #me saying ‘creeps in the trees’#and the list goes on I just can’t remember the rest #every day I open my mouth and say at least one dumbass thing and I have to pray it doesn’t stay rent free in my friends heads (it always #does) but fr it’s really funny #I am nothing if not quotable (derogatory)#sure I’m dumb and like failing in life but people find me funny and charming because of how stupid I am so technically I’m winning

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rosesradio · 8 months

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#i’m kind of really heartbroken right now #so i had tickets to the hot freaks concert and went tonight—which i don’t mind posting on here because i live several hours away #so basically i drove to the venue for several hours and stopped like once for food #it was my understanding that windsor was opening and then the hot freaks and then the happy fits i guess but i didn’t know the exact times #we were running a bit late bc of the road trip and walked in at 7:25 (the show started at 7) and i got to see the tail end of ‘boyfriend’#& i was like ‘oh okay i just missed their first song’ but then they walked off stage and my heart dropped. i missed everything #and yeah it’s on me because i must have had a misunderstanding about how the show worked #i’d never even heard of a show where an act performs for 20-25 minutes unless it’s like a variety show or something #i did cry about it already and just tried to have a good rest of the night since we’d already driven for hours #i got to meet the band at the merch table which was really cool and they gave me a free signed CD & sticker & friendship bracelet because—#they felt bad for me. which was very sweet (i also bought a shirt)#i know i should be grateful i was even able to go to the concert. and i still had fun but part of me will always be heartbroken #because financially/geographically it’s not smart to go to another show even further away just to see a 25 minute set when i’ve already got #the merch & all. plus i can listen to them on Spotify #i can only hope they come to a location closer to where i live #but there’s no guarantee because they’re so underground. they only resurfaced because of stupid tiktok & they’re only popular enough to be—#half of an opening act. so they could potentially never go on tour again #if i had more of a platform i would boost their music more but i don’t #i know it’ll be okay. it’s just a lot of things have been going shitty lately and i thought this would make me feel better and it just—#went to shit #tw vent #rose.txt

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ghosthart · 1 year

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why is it so hard for me to just not be jealous of my former classmates like girl u made ur life this way 😐 idk just realizing why i quit insta 3 yrs ago

#ppl be like this is where i am in life!!!!#and i’m like hmmm that should be me #meanwhile i had shitty grade in hs and dropped out of college immediately #and have only worked fast food and retail and i’m mentally fucked #my only hope in life is that some stupid company thinks i’m normal enough to hire #and that my bf finally takes the last class he needs to graduate and get a higher paying job #so that he can support both of us #cuz i think my mom is gonna be like yeah i can’t support u for the rest of my life #but also i’m like why would i want what they have #the type of person i am truly is someone who just does not go outside much #besides like being in nature at the park or something like that #i don’t care for going out to bars or whatever and i don’t care abt going out with friends often #i’m content to just see a couple ppl in my life every now and then and be at home with my dog and cat #so like. why would i be jealous of ppl who get to travel the world and live in other countries and go out partying #idk it’s like even tho i know i would hate that amount of stress my brain is still like hmph that should be me 😡

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arthur-r · 1 year

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going mildly insane while online thrifting somebody help me (/lh but /gen)

#i need: enough pairs of jeans for two living spaces. stuff to make the apartment feel like home. a record player for there (want not need #but i want it really bad. and also this way i could get one that i take with me for the rest of my life and my mom gets my black victrola #and there’s this combination radio-record player-cd player-cassette player and i kind of really want it for the future #cause like i just have a couple cds but i’m a record collector and radio enjoyer and very close friend cd collector #and anyway there’s the charity gala coming up (winter semi-formal at school) and then senior prom in a couple months #and last year i wore a donated beige suit like that i got for free because i couldn’t get one on my own #and now i have slightly more means but still not going to spend as much as a prom jacket costs and so #that’s how i ended up scrolling poshmark for upwards of an hour looking at everything in the world #there’s also some really cool neckties and t shirts that i really like. for me and presents #oh and there’s these incredible converse that i’m obsessed with like the opposite of my other converse #i have these really cool burnt orange and gold that i’m obsessed with that make me tall and have sparkly #and then there’s these really comfy looking brown and orange converse for not very much and they look so comfortable #but so the point is i genuinely need more items in my life if i’m going to live like this. but i’m also going overkill #and then i still don’t have like. a winter coat that keeps me warm i just don’t have one. and i could really use one but all of them make me #want to cry. because of my stupid color everything. and so it’s like. i’m willingly going cold in life because everything hurts too much #and it’s just kind of. i’m a little bit useless and ridiculous and i hate it. not having a good time of it #anyway i need a shower and then i’m doing a thing with my sister and then i’m on zoom about the script i didn’t sign up to write #and then maybe i’ll eventually have some clarity about what i actually need and what’s stupid #but yeah. idk. it’s just been some several hours of this while listening to dazey and the scouts radio. music to go insane to /gen #anyway i might need help choosing between suit jackets eventually. that’s something i really want to work out for me #and also maybe record player advice actually shdhdf. probably a lot of advice #but yeah i’m just a little bit been-in-my-bed-for-12-hours feeling. wish me luck #ask to tag. just shouting out into the world as my shopping problem (which does not extend to a buying problem) continues #does that make sense???? like i put hours of my life into online shopping. i don’t buy things and that’s not my problem. but i have this #obsessive way of being and i will just go through everything someone has ever sold and just repeat and repeat and it’s a problem. just not #the problem that people tend to have. when it comes to shopping. but it’s been true since i was like ten on wayfair it’s how i waste my life #and so here i am stuck inside that again. for good reason but still not doing it in a normal person way. again wish me luck #with being normal about it and also with finding the things i need. cause i physically don’t have enough clothes here to last me a week #me. my post. mine.#delete later

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noxtivagus · 1 year

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ahh i'm so tired sorry i haven't been really active lately but i promise i'll fix all these stuff up n be well for the new year soon

#🌙.vents #i'll just ramble for a but ig. i can't.. let myself go to anyone at all for stuff like this but it hurts more when i keep it all to myself #oh wait good morning i guess i got around 9 hours of sleep huh #lovely going to sleep n waking up w tears in my eyes yeah absolutely Great #the future i want is. unrealistic i suppose #god i hate being pessimistic i prefer holding unto hope n i truly know better than all these burdens but #it hurts. all this pressure n then it just feels so lonely. i don't know if i belong in this world #every now n then when i just think of.. stuff my heart feels like it's being sharply stabbed with cold n then suffocated a bit #n then i'm crying even more as the whole emotion overwhelms me everywhere #but i suppose it's better this way. i'll hide this part of myself from the rest of the world n heal on my own #perhaps it's stupid of me to think i could do that on my own but i'm just so tired i might as well do it on my own now #it feels like everything is falling apart. wishes dreams hopes. every word forgotten #n.. i know it's not entirely this way but fuck it feels like it's all my fault for messing everything up #my mind is in a dilemma n it's like i'm just constantly fighting w myself inside #it's so draining #but i have a reality to face so i'll just. i'm sorry i'll bury it #i'm sorry to the words i used to write to myself then. i don't want to let them go but i suppose they were too 'naive' for this world #i don't have anymore energy to reach out. ffs i just want to be better n do better but i'm so tired #i don't want to forsake my younger self but.. i'm sorry maybe i'll just live out all this in my head instead. as i used to do #i have a lot to do dw i'll get up n face them #it hurts. i don't want to hurt myself but i can't be productive like this n #the other better way is. not for someone like me yk i don'r have much friends i'm too shy but all of them have closer friends n #apollo deserves more my family deserves more than me i'm sorry i just want to be myself but maybe that's not needed at all in this world #i'm not enough so i might as well go along this path. i know it won't make stuff better but. it fucking hurts i'm sorry #that sounds so sinister without the rest of the context dw i'm not gna do anything too extreme but. i have to be well enough to live in this #world. yeah.#i'm. oh my god this hurts bcs i know better i really do but these thoughts just persist n it hurts so much. it hurts so much #i don't want to lose myself to these negative thoughts bcs i rlly know better but god it hurts it hurts #i'm afraid bcs if i.. hide properly or wtvr i know i can be good enough to. idk pretend cleanly that i'm fine n destroy all the progress #i've built. but i don't want to lose myself. i know better but i'm stuck in my head n it hurts so much i'm sorry

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chisatowo · 2 years

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Gm I forgot to take my melatonin supplements last night and as a consequence I now have deep backstory hcs for deep cut. And by that I mean for Shiver, Frye and Big man had pretty normal lives fkgndjd