#WAIT MY LAST ASK I ANSWERED AT 6:08 AND IT'S 7:02

[woulddieforloki]

how did avengers loki get his hair to look like that is thanos torturing him but also supplying him with hair gel so he still looks pretty for him?

i am sending this anon because i dont want to admit i have thought too much about loki's hair in various mcu projects. earlier today i wondered whether his hair in thor was just gelled for styling reasons but then it looked a bit wrong on camera somehow and subsequent directors in the franchise saw it and assumed it was meant to be greasy and that's how raganorok happened. i support most of taika's choices with that movie but i cannot accept the idea that loki would ever allow his hair to get into that state.

i feel very strongly that based on general characterisation loki would wash his hair frequently and probably use all manner of products in it to the point where people mock him for it because wtf loki you take hours to get ready and you smell like a lush shop.

the disney plus loki show can be viewed as evidence that it was something to do with wigs and inferior styling products however one could also dispute that with a simple "no actor would let you do that to their real hair that is actually stuck to their own real head." perhaps the in-story explanation for this apparent discontinuity of grease is that mobius introduced his mischevious charge to shampoo, as mobius is quite clearly a man of impeccable grooming which now that i think about it may be intended symbolise his by-the-book bureaucratic (i had to google how to spell that) approach to his world prior to him having a character arc and coming to accept that workplace arson is the solution to most of his problems.

if that last paragraph has piqued your interest i have additional thoughts on sylvie's blondeness and what it might tell us about her character as well as how she might have accessed hairdressing products and/or services while on the run from the tva. i can supply these ideas via further anon messages if you wish to continue this correspondence.

if you somehow guess my identity from this anon message please pretend otherwise as i could never live with the shame of knowing that another human being is aware of how much i care about this and related issues.

kind regards and thank you for your time. and sorry. i only meant to submit that opening sentence but i got carried away by my hubristic nature, which i accept as the tragic flaw that will lead to my inevitable downfall.

i am fascinated by this ask omfg fhsaddkjlfhsjka

okay so I've thought a lot about Loki's hair too but most of said thoughts have been "oh my god I love Avengers Loki's hair" and "ughhh The Dark World Loki's hair does things to me" and "I will crash through my tv screen and wash Ragnarok Loki's hair myself if I have to" so now I really want to think of the in-universe explanations for his hair

first of all, I can totally see Thor (or Frigga or just somebody who's not him) doing his hair in the first movie, because that explains why it's never that neatly slicked back again.

then i think his hair grew a bit when he was with Thanos and before he made his dramatic first appearance on Midgard, he knew he had to fix the mess it had become over the last year. we see in Roxxcart in the second episode of the show that he can dry himself (and, notably, his hair) with magic, so I feel like it would make sense that he can and did try to recreate his pre-exile hairstyle with magic and that's why it's still slicked back like it was in Thor (2011) but it's different because he doesn't usually have to do his own hair (or idk maybe he did do his own hair but he had product he used for it and obviously Thanos doesn't have that in the Sanctuary so that's the best he could do)

and then The Dark World happens and he falls into a state of depression and he doesn't really do anything to his hair for the next year and a half. maybe he has a hairbrush and he brushes it before and after the showers he's allowed to take twice a week in the dungeons, but that's about it. Thor and Odin never come to visit so he doesn't have to look his best for them, he doesn't give a shit what the guards think of him, and he knows Frigga doesn't care what his hair looks like so he doesn't really care, either.

I feel like by TDW, Loki's hair is already getting a lil greasy, but Ragnarok just dumps grease on his head. his hair's (mostly?) neater than dungeon!Loki's, but so much worse. and I think that's because he spends so much time as Odin that he sometimes forgets that he needs to shower his normal Loki self, too. he probably uses that normal Loki form sporadically, and not for days at a time in a way that makes it very clear when he needs a shower (ie it's been three days and tbh any longer than that without a shower is kinda getting gross bro), so he feels like he's only been in this form collecting grease in his scalp for, like, 12 hours max, but actually, the last time he took a shower as himself was two months and a solid five or six Loki-form-days ago and he's just been too busy and too lazy to really notice just how bad his hair was getting and tbh if he'd known Thor was going to expose his ass in front of his people he absolutely would have taken a shower that morning and honestly it was really rude of Thor not to phone ahead and come on Skurge your one job was to give him enough time to wash his hair in case this exact situation came to fruition >:(

and then Loki wasn't in Infinity War at all so we're not gonna talk about that movie. nope. mm-mm. it was a Loki-free film. so tragic that we never saw what became of the main timeline's Loki after Ragnarok.

and then the Loki series happens and tbh there's absolutely no way to explain what happened to his hair between The Avengers and the show but dammit, I'm gonna do it anyway. so when he fixed up his hair before showing up on Midgard, he didn't actually have any product (duh. because, again, he's in the Sanctuary). so it's been a bit of a struggle to make it look nice throughout the movie and he's actually been using a subtle amount of magic to keep it in place the whole time. then he takes the Tesseract, and though he tries to act all casual in Endgame, he clearly isn't controlling it very well because he pretty much falls on his face as soon as he escapes. so when he uses his Tesseract, all of his attention turns to that, and he stops using the magic that keeps his hair looking all snazzy without its product, so the whirlwind of the Tesseract and the fall into the sand really fucks it all up, and that's why it's such a non-greasy mess in the first scene.

his hair really does look better when he's in the TVA and worse when he's with Sylvie, so I firmly believe you're right and Mobius did give him some snazzy TVA-brand shampoo and conditioner and maybe even mousse? (no hair gel tho </3) and Loki was living his best stylish life. and then obviously he ended up in apocalypse world and then back at the TVA and then the Void and it's a whole rollercoaster of hair destroyers and god he needs to ask Sylvie how she keeps her hair so nice through all of this commotion because he's failing at it so badly

this has been my Loki hairnalysis. thank you for coming to my TED talk.

okay but actually I'm v interested in your thoughts on Sylvie's hair. personally I've always kinda headcanoned that it was her way to separate herself from her past identity, and that part of leaving Princess Loki behind and embracing Sylvie was cutting and dying her hair to be as un-Loki as possible (like when a girl gets bangs and you just Know she's going through some shit, y'know?) but if you have another theory I would be very interested to hear it 👀

also if Mobius's grooming skills are due to his pre-character arc bureaucratic tendencies, does this mean that post-character arc Mobius (who better exist like we better get our Mobius back) will have long hair because I would simply Pass Away fhadskjldfhja

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[aperrywilliams]

New blurbs-series: 10 days to my birthday!! (Day 4)

(Not my gif)

Author Masterlist - Series Masterlist

My birthday will be in 4 days from now. So I’m going to celebrate myself with 10 Spencer Reid’s blurbs. Enjoy! (This one is longer too)

Day 10 | Day 09 | Day 08 | Day 07 | Day 06 | Day 05 | Day 04 | Day 03 | Day 02 | Day 01

Day 04: Spencer Reid kiss you for the first time.

Tiredness washed over your body after recently finishing a grueling case. Apparently the serial killers were having a feast across the country, and it had the team working overtime for several weeks now.

You accepted the fact job was like this sometimes. The whole team knew and accepted it too. But at this point, all of you just wanted was to get home and sleep until next year.

You were getting on the elevator when you saw Spencer jog to catch up with you.

“(Y/N)! Wait !,” the young doctor told you before the door closed. You managed to stop it and he managed to get on.

“Sorry Spencer, I didn't see you coming,” you apologized.

“Don't worry, I didn't mean to scare you,” he muttered.

“It’s okay. I guess sleepiness has us all drained.” Spencer nodded.

With Spencer things were going well, although it was a strange thing. Until that day you had two ‘pseudo dates’. The term ‘pseudo’ applies because none of the two could reach term as you both had been originally planned.

The first date was dinner at a fancy restaurant that Spencer insisted on taking you. Despite the fancy of the place, you guys managed to relax and have a good time. That, combined with the adoring looks you both exchanged from time to time. Everything was going smoothly until your phones began to ring. A new case forced you guys to finish the lovely evening and rush to the BAU.

The second date was a week and a half after the first. You suggested something more relaxed to Spencer: go see a movie and then eat something at a nearby restaurant. Everything was going well during the movie, you both even held hands at times. As you guys were leaving the theater, Spencer's phone began to ring insistently. It was a call from the sanitarium where his mother was in Vegas, where they required him to contact her as soon as possible. It wasn't anything serious, but it was important, which is why Spencer apologized to you for ending the date early. You understood and tried not to make him feel bad about it.

The elevator reached the floor where the parking lots were. The doors opened and you both got out of the elevator.

“(Y/N)... I was thinking. I know we're both very tired now, but... maybe tonight we could have our third date... and... maybe now we can finish it?”. You smirked at the statement. Clearly Spencer looked as frustrated as you that you both couldn't have had a proper date so far. Although it was strange to think of it that way: what was an appropriate date after all?

“Sure we can. Tonight is okay for me. What do you want to do?”. You asked Spencer. He blushed a little and cleared his throat before speaking.

“Ehm, I thought it might be a surprise?... if that's okay with you”. You could feel your heart race after hearing his words.

“Oh. Ehm, that's fine. If you want it to be a surprise, that's fine with me,” you replied.

“Great! Can I pick you up at 8 pm?”. He asked happily.

“Yeah. Perfect. At 8 pm I'll be ready,” you replied with a big grin.

It was around 2 pm when you arrived at your place. That left you plenty of time for a little nap and getting ready for your date with Spencer. Almost out of inertia you dropped into bed and quickly fell asleep. You woke up around 6 in the afternoon. You took a shower and started getting ready. You didn't know if you should go for very fancy clothes, since you didn't even know where Spencer would take you, so you chose something that could fit different scenarios.

When you were ready, you looked in the mirror and were satisfied with the result. You went to the kitchen for a soda when your phone started ringing. You looked at the time and it was 7:30 pm. You frowned when you saw that the caller was Hotch.

“Hotch?,” you answered.

“(Y/L/N), sorry to call at this time, but we have an urgent case in Tucson, Arizona. See you on the tarmac in 30 minutes”.

More than one expletive came out of your mouth in record time once you finished the call with Hotch. The minute you got a message from Spencer. ‘I guess Hotch already called you. I'm sorry. SR’.

Defeated you went to your room and changed into your work clothes. You took your bag and left the apartment.

You just exchanged a few glances with Spencer on the jet. You didn't even want to sit next to him this time. You knew you were being unfair to him, after all it wasn't his fault. But you didn't know how to channel your frustration, so you preferred to isolate yourself from the rest during the entire flight.

Spencer knew you were upset and didn't know what to do to make amends for the situation. It wasn't his or your fault, but he felt responsible anyway. While studying the case file, Spencer couldn't help but look where you were sitting and see how your gaze was lost in the clouds the jet caressed with its wings.

The case had you all four days in the search for an elusive unsub. But finally, you managed to locate his hiding place and make the arrest with no more victims to regret.

It was around 7 pm when you finished the paperwork at the police station. According to your estimate, that would allow you all to be on the jet at 8 pm and travel at night. You could at least sleep a few hours during the flight. But if things had not turned out the way you wanted for weeks, this was no exception: Hotch approached to the team in the meeting room and announced that the jet had a malfunction, so you would have to stay one more day in Tucson and fly the next day. You couldn't help a weary sigh and grab your things by quickly leaving the room. The whole team stared at you curiously, but you no longer cared. You just wanted to go home and sink into your mattress, cover yourself up to your head and disappear the world for at least a week.

Spencer came out looking for you and found you before you got into one of the SUVs to go to the hotel.

“Wait!”. He said to make you stop. “I'm going with you. And... let me drive, I don't think it's a good idea for you to drive while being so upset”. You thought about it for two seconds and yes, he was right. You handed him the keys and climbed into the passenger seat.

“I'm sorry Spencer, maybe I made a scene in there, but I'm just tired. I just want to get out of here...,” you trailed off.

“I know. And I'm sorry our third date was ruined too”. He tried to apologize. Your eyes softened.

“Don't apologize Spencer, things just haven't worked out, but it's not your fault. Maybe it's a sign?...”. You tried to joke. Spencer frowned.

“Don't say that. I'm not going to stop insisting until it works!”. You both started laughing.

When you saw that Spencer turned right instead of left on one of the avenues on the way to the hotel, you thought he was confused.

“Spencer... the hotel is on the other side, you turned right instead of left...,” you corrected him.

“Oh...,” was all he said, but he made no move to change the route. What's more, you were surprised to see that he took Highway 86 to the west.

“We're not going to the hotel, are we?”. You asked. You could see a small smirk on Spencer's face.

“Nope. Maybe I might have a surprise for you?,” he said making a brief eye contact with you before turning his gaze back to the road.

“Oh”. It was the only thing you said. Your heart began to pound in anticipation. What was going on in Spencer's head at the time? You asked yourself.

After almost an hour of travel, with the sun already disappearing and many curves in the road, you saw a sign that said "Kitt Peak National Observatory". Spencer began to speak.

“Well, I may have had to change some of the original plans I had for our third date, I hope you don't mind,” he said simply, as he parked the SUV.

Once out of the car, Spencer took your hand and led you towards one of the buildings where there was a guard at the entrance.

“Good evening, I’m Dr. Spencer Reid, I spoke with Dr. Hammond this afternoon for a visit...”. The guard looked at his tablet and nodded, smiling, opening the door letting you and Spencer in, and leading them up the stairs to a terrace.

“Dr. Hammond apologizes for not being able to be with you tonight, but is certain that you can have a good evening here. Whatever you need I will be at the entrance.”

You were stunned, the terrace was an open space that allowed you to see the sky in all its splendor. In the center was a small folding table with two chairs, a makeshift tablecloth, two glasses, a jug of fresh water, a small bottle of wine, and two sandwiches. Looking at Spencer he smiled at you.

“I guess this area is not open to the public at night and less with the possibility of an improvised dinner...,” you told him.

“Well, my friend Dr. Hammond may have made a slight exception. But say ‘dinner’, however, I think would be an exaggeration,” Spencer said, pointing to the two sandwiches.

“This is better than what I expected to eat at the hotel, so it does qualify as dinner for me,” you said taking his hand and squeezing it gently. He looked at you with adoring eyes without letting go of your hand.

“I'm sorry that our previous dates were ruined (Y/N), I've wished they were perfect so much and seeing you as frustrated as I am makes me sad”.

“Don't say that. In the end the idea is to spend time together and although our previous dates have not gone as planned, every minute that I can be with you counts for me”. You could see how his eyes shone in the light of the stars that seemed so close. Spencer never stopped looking at you and with his free hand began to caress one of your cheeks.

“I like you so much (Y/N), I don't know how I could go so long without being able to tell you, just like I don't know how I could last so long without doing this...,” he whispered to you.

“'This' what?”. You asked without even wanting to blink.

“This...,” Spencer repeated in a whisper barely audible to you, as he leaned in slowly until his lips brushed yours. You could feel how your whole body was electrified by the sensation. Spencer's soft, warm lips barely parted from yours. He expected to see your reaction, begging you not to reject him or feel uncomfortable. To prove otherwise, you let go of his hand and wrapped your arms around his neck to draw him closer to you. 

That was the invitation Spencer needed to now kiss you properly. You both got lost in that moment you waited for so long. It was perfect. You realized that this kiss could have been anywhere and it would have been just as perfect. The stars above your heads only made it more magical than it already was. But it was not the important thing. The important thing was that Spencer kissed you for the first time and you kissed him back. And that fortunately this time nothing would break the moment because on that terrace, the cell phones signals weren’t working.

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[reynie-muldoons]

'Depends on the Wagon' liveblog!

I saw someone do timestamps in their liveblog and it was absolutely lovely, so I think I'll try that too

1:55 why does Curtain sound like an mlm ceo LMAO

2:07 WOW ASSHOLE 😂😂 waving off your own teacher when he was complimenting you is not the vibe

2:17 so Dr. Curtian is only available through chain emails. Got it.

2:27 he seems like the kind of asshole to say that people on welfare are lazy and exploitave but then like, not pay his taxes

2:42 I DON'T LIKE HOW HE SAID THAT, THAT WAS CREEPY

2:47 oooooh Constance, always asking the right questions

3:05 Kate, why are you yelling, it's literally past curfew 😂

3:35 oh hai Jackson.. gtfo

4:22 oh yeah, the best way out is through the hallway that Jackson just entered. Good plane, babe.

4:25 soooo Kate Depending On Friends arc :)

4:59 AYYY HI RHONDA!!

5:13 why do I kinda fucking love then all deciphering the Morse code together

5:20 so the kids use the gemini riddle? Not the adults???

5:36 his face when he figures it out 😭😭😭

5:46 Nathaniel? Guess that's Dr. Curtain's name now. Less ridiculous than Ledroptha, but you dont get the badass Let Drop the Curtain reference

6:53 okay so no one knew he had a brother? But he did???

7:21 his faaaace 🥺

7:29 AWWW HE COULDNT BRING HIMSELF TO SHARE 😭😭😭 okay I'm kinda on board with the change if they can make it work in the long-haul

7:42 hi Milligan, good timing 😂

7:56 "not the time.........I'll take a dozen" Number Two my LOVE

8:23 interesting. I dont think Mr. Benedict was adopted in the books? He certainly didn't let Violet's family, the Hopefields, because he knew their financial troubles would be even worse. So who?

8:54 ohhhh dear, stages of grief at work. Maybe don't do that

9:05 I talked about this in the MBS discord server, but I think the show is really nailing Mr. Benedict's feelings. He's always been an emotional person, but he has to be so careful. Bottling up your feelings only leads to bigger feelings later. It makes so much sense for Mr. Benedict to be a whirlpool of strong, repressed emotions.

9:11 MILLIGAN'S FACE JAHAHS

9:34 RHONDA'S FACE HAGSKDGDJ

9:40 Mr. Benedict, sweetheart 🥺❤

10:01 "brothers stick together" why does it sound like he's talking about Reynie here 😭😭😭😭

10:12 that is a good ass point, Mr. Benedict already lied to them once

10:21 it makes sense for Sticky to be the one questioning the most because of his anxiety, but damn

10:46 AWWWWWW

10:56 KATE MAKING A BED FORT KATE MAKING A BED FORT KATE MAKING A BED FORT

11:00 I dont like how aggressive Kate is but it makes sense considering she's been in the circus for years, taking care of herself for far longer than she hasn't. She's not good at depending on people, and she's not good with difficult people.

11:10 Yeahh, Constance gets it!

11:40 Yeahhh, Constance gets it

12:55 that teacher seemed pretty nice last episode, nice to see that they're not what they seem just the same as Dr. Curtain lol

13:28 CONSTANCE I LOVE YOU 😂😂

14:00 "check again" okay so Krista from the tests and Martina give off the same vibe.. perfect 😂

14:16 "yeah......hang in there :D"

15:05 all of the apologies to the general class.. he's such an anxious sweetheart. He's really reading as autistic to me.

My sister just called me 😑 it's like 8 am, I answered her like "did you ever consider that you might be waking me up?" She did not consider that 😂

15:22 Martina's face just growing more and more annoyed and disgruntled HAHA

15:29 that was CORRECT?? WHAAAA

15:51 throwback to when I compared Dr. Curtain to an mlm ceo.. definitely like a cult

16:44 ohhhh Martina

17:30 CONSTANCE HEARING VOICES HELLOOOOO

18:22 ayyyyyy helper man

18:40 he seems too cheery to be a helper .-. The helpers all being super sad made [redacted]'s story make a whole lot more sense

19:35 aaaand now we get to it. You know, it really does seem a lot more cultish on screen than in the book

19:53 WAIT CONSTANCE GOOD JOB PUTTING THE PIECES TOGETHER 😂😂😂😂

19:53 that cut to Milligan making that exact face was INCREDIBLE

20:05 was he tryna leave? Yeah, good fuckin luck bucko

20:10 "critical papers at home" my ass, they packed everything up

20:24 the stages of grief back at it. 🥺

20:38 their relationship >>>>

21:00 "located in the..?" *description of envelope* "located in the....?" *more description* "located in the????" 😂😂😂😂

21:34 ohhhhh Thursday must be the student ranking day

21:56 Martina seems like the kind to throw out "pick a god and pray" as a crit quote 😂

22:07 I don't see any of the Society'a names on the list. Maybe they havent been there long enough

22:17 OH SHIT JK THERE THEY ARE

22:25 ohh Kate and Constance

22:55 the combination of the ferry horn and the bell makes it weirdly grim

23:55 them bringing Kate up and reminding her that she's needed 😌✨

24:29 hi Milligan bb ilyyyy

24:35 real good lookout guys, y'all are so well hidden

24:52 AYY HE'S DOING IT KATE STYLE

26:31 "visionary" is a word for it

26:31 I really kinda love that Number Two and Rhonda are going to such depths to try and help Mr. Benedict figure this out for sure

26:56 Mr. Benedict fully walking away while they talk about his brothers accomplishments 😂 I'm laughing, but poor guy

27:08 his FACE 🥺

27:28 HERE'S THAT TANTRUM FROM THE TRAILER

27:28 take your guesses how many times will he fall asleep

27:50 "he just has to work through some things" you dont fuckin say

27:55 you mean to tell me he had a full blown meltdown and they didn't show him falling asleep once??

28:35 like father like daughter 😌✨

29:10 ayyyy secret desk compartment

29:19 honestly I'm surprised there were actually papers he needed and it wasnt an excuse to go confront Dr. Curtain

29:32 oh shit, how'd they manage to get that far inside? No one was there to guard it, but the maze itself is a security measure

29:42 KATE STYLE STRIKES AGAIN

29:47 ooooh I like Dr. Curtain's office

30:01 WAS THAT SQ AND DID HE JUST CALL DR. CURTAIN HIS DAD

30:41 birds have careers. Got it 😂

30:50 JOURNAAAL

31:02 the fox?? Reynard the fox???

31:27 ohhh here we go, Dr. Curtain sees himself in Reynie only to resent it later

31:37 Mr. Benedict called Reynie a leader once too.. the parallels have ✨begun✨

32:12 is this the "keep your enemies close" conversation??

32:15 I'm honestly surprised he called him Sticky and not George

32:42 IT IS SQ IT IS SQ IT IS SQ

32:59 sooo that starts by not letting his caution down with you

33:11 Dr. Curtain congratulating himself mid-conversation on saying something deep is so in character

33:20 "I was betrayed by someone very close to me" so that was Mr. Benedict. Who the fuck else would it be

33:23 WHAT DID I SAAAAY

33:31 oh noooo Reynie starts doubting Mr. Benedict here? Is that the move?

33:43 that transition was so pretty stoppp

33:53 again how hasn't he fallen asleep

34:55 ayyyy journal snooping

35:05 Constance, my love, you are cut throat

35:11 Milligan is in the DRYWALL? ohh buddy be careful

35:21 omfg are they talking about water polo 😂 I love that that's the sport of choice

35:51 ayyyy they put the Milligan dots together too. Shame the guy's not with them rn

36:36 so Mr. Benedict brings up cheating first? I really like how we get to see the adults riddling out what to send back, we didn't get that at all in the books

37:46 I LOVE THAT THEY KEPT "don't get caught"

38:51 Kate riddling out the island schematics engineer style is so like her

39:07 they're just walking out the door?? Huh???

39:29 babe... turn off your flashlight

39:33 AND THAT'S WHY

39:58 is that the precursor to chuckroot?

40:38 the papers were from his orphanage 🥺🥺🥺

41:14 why does that break my heart

41:19 Dr. Curtain and SQ doing shit together it just.. so heartwarming

42:00 HAHA

42:16 okay, so show!Curtain is a kissass 😂

42:35 wait wait wait so Dr. Curtain is actively trying to contain his brother? That would explain why the Recruiters were looking for him and weirdly not the kids

43:25 "power wants to be free" sounds more like a personal mantra than a conversation between engineers

43:41 YES A LETTER TO MISS PERUMAL

44:02 more voices. Poor Connie girl 🥺

44:36 he loves her so much 😭😭😭

44:45 SHE TRIED TO SEND HIM A CARE PACKAGE

45:13 WORRIED MOM TIMEEE

#mbs liveblog #mbs disney+ #depends on the wagon #mysterious benedict society #charity's talkies

[casmybelovedass]

The Destiel Folder: Season 7

[Season 4; Season 5; Season 6]

This season is mostly Dean being a depressed bi who can't cope with his crush's death.

This is, in my opinion, the season where Dean actually starts realizing he might for real think of Cas as something more.

Episode 1:

Cas is basically gone, both Bobby and Sam (almost) are ready to compel to whatever he says, but Dean still tries to get him to come back. "You can turn this around. Please!" (3:13) Denial

Dean has no idea how to deal with God!Castiel, but desperate to find him, and getting emotional "I don't even know what book to hit for this." "Then figure it out!" (5:47) Anger

As we have said many times already, angels don't have a sex, Castiel is not a man, and as he states, he is "utterly indifferent to sexual orientation" (8:03), and so is Chuck, God himself, who has admitted having had both girlfriends and boyfriends.

Dean turns off the news the moment he hears a woman describe Cas as "young and sexy", while doing that jaw clentch thing of his (10:14) ... huh... [and this doesn't really matter, but after this we immediately see Dean in a purple flannel. PURPLE! Go Bi!Dean]

"He's not a guy, he's a God [...] Cas is never coming back. He's lied to us, he's used us, he's cracked your gourd like it was nothing. No more talk. We've spent enough on him." (11:09) Dean trying to jump to the 5th stage of grief. Yeah, no baby that's not how it works

Dean tries so hard to convince himself that Cas's gone so he can kill him, but can't really. "Just kill him now!" and struggles hard to hold Castiel's glare. And as soon as Death offers a second option to killing him, Dean takes it. Bargening

"Dean, look, I know you think Cas is gone." "That's because he is." (31:22) Again with trying to jump to acceptance. Not doing great, Dean. In fact, "Yeah, you know how I'm gonna deal? I'm gonna stuff my pie hole, I'm gonna drink, and I'm gonna watch some asian cartoon porn. And act like the world's about to explode, because it is." (32:17) There it is. Depression.

[Remember this: Dean has no shame in watching porn in front of his brother. Wait a few seasons and see]

Just moments earlier, Dean was all "That's not Cas, Cas is dead" and shit, and now he goes "What? You need something else?" worried-husband-mode the moment Cas asks for help (34:50). Also#MARRIED (35:16)

Bobby: "Where's Sam? It's go time." Dean: *looks back at Cas worried* (37:12)

MUST HELP HUSBAND (38:06) look at Dean's eyes!!! They're like 'It's okay, it's okay. You've got this.' "I'm sorry, Dean." Cas chose these words to be his last, thinking he was going to die. LOOK AT DEAN (38:21) ICWAW this would MEAN SOMETHING ELSE

"CAS! [...] Is he breathing? ... Maybe angels don't need to breathe." says the one who was going around saying Cas was gone for good. "He's gone, Dean." "... damn it... *tears up* Cas, you child... Why didn't you listen to me." #MARRIED (39:15) Then he goes "CAS?!" as soon as he starts breathing again. ICWAW, we would SCREAM "LOVE" in this scene

"Imma find some way to redeem myself to you *looks at Dean straight in the eyes*" "*looks at Cas up and down*... Alright, well, one thing at the time, come on. Let's get you out of here." "I mean it, Dean." *eye love-making* "... Okay." (40:30) ICWAW, oooohhh, the meanings this scene would have...

Dean's face when the Leviathans tell him Cas is dead. Again. (41:18)

Episode 2:

Dean looking at the Leviathans occupying Cas' body. The HATE (1:44)

"... okay... so he's gone. *shakes while tearing up* [...] Dumb son of a bitch..." (5:14) Here we go again... I'm fine, shut up

Dean picks up, washes, folds and keeps Cas' coat (5:23) SWEET

"You just lost one of the best friends you've ever had." this hurts me. "... I'm fine, really." (12:11)

"You asked me how I was doing? Well, not good." (38:54)

Episode 5:

Dean progressively drinks more as his nightmares get worse and he misses Cas more and more. 3 times we see him drink, only in the first 12 minutes.

Sam can tell Dean feels like shit, and bet one of those reasons is Cas "Like it or not, the stuff you don't talk about, it doesn't just go away. It builds up." (39:33) Yeah, and not only problems or grief... even love

Episode 7:

Not a destiel moment, but Dean totally got hit on by the waiter. LOL (7:30)

And again. What is it with men in this town and Dean. "We're looking for a necklace." "Romantic. *looks at Dean*" (12:17). Is it an energy reading thing or something? Can they feel the bi energy?

"The Campbell brothers. [...] They weren't actually brothers. That was a cover for their, uhm... alternative life style." (22:40) Huh... I guess calling your lover "brother" runs in the family

"Ever since Cas... I'm having a hard time trusting anybody." (40:44) ouch

Episode 9:

Dean is drunk/high on Leviathan juice, and the first thing he thinks and blabbers about, is Cas (19:48) "I don't even care anymore." Oooohh ICWAW... the possibilities for this scene

Episode 12:

Dean totally checked out that man in uniform. FIGHT ME (16:27)

Episode 13:

"You're head's not in it, man. When Cas died, you were wobbly, but now-" "Now what!!" (39:35) as soon as Sam mentions Cas' death, Dean gets snappy

Episode 17:

Dean keeps getting snappy whenever Sam mentions Cas

"OH my God the love of my life is alive!" (13:02-13:06)

Dean's face when Daphne touches Cas (13:25), and when he calls her his wife (13:41)

AND HIS FUCKING FACE TRYING NOT TO TEAR UP BECAUSE CAS DOESN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT HIM (14:16)

You mean to tell me that ICWAW this wouldn't be seen as a mini desperation moment from a man seeing his lover in this situation? Yeah, I don't think so

"What if you were some sort of... I don't know, bad guy." "I... I don't feel like a bad person." Dean's face is like "Damn right you aren't" (16:50)

"He betrayed you, this dude. He was your friend?" Dean looking at him... can't even answer the question (19:59)

Dean says Cas' betrayal is something he cant get over like everything else. And that he doesn't know why. "It doesn't matter why." "Of course it matters!" (20:25)

Dean gets visibly uneasy about Meg being so close to Cas (25:34) jealous boyfriend is jealous

Dean doesn't want Cas to remember, afraid he'll leave again (32:18)

"I've known you for years!" (32:34) poor baby. Also "You're an angel." "Uhm, I'm sorry? Is that a flirtation?" DEAN'S FACE (32:42)

Dean doesn't want Cas to be hurt by his own memories and past actions (33:00)

"You used to fight together. Bestest friends, actually." Yeah, look at that reaction. Let's see how he reacts to being called his boyfriend later on (33:09)

#MARRIED!!! I'll just leave this. No comment (33:41)

As Cas regains his memories, only 2 of the ones we see are not of Dean. And the only one we hear is the "I'm sorry, Dean." . That is what matters to Cas (and this looks like a slash video. Kudos to the editors) "I remember you... I remember everything." Yeah, no-homo save (34:35)

Not even an hour earlier, Dean was ranting about Cas betraying him, how he couldn't forget and forgive him, and now he is saying Cas did "the best you could at the time", but Cas actually feels guilt and doesn't want Dean to defend him, but Dean does anyway (36:53)

"We didn't part as friends, Dean." "*looks at Cas up and down*... So what?" "I deserved to die." the look on Dean's face (37:18)

Dean gives Cas his trench coat back. The trench coat he kept, folded and all the the truck, for weeks. And that's not even Baby. So he moved the coat, to always have it with him (37:26). I'm not crying, shut up

Also, here, have a deleted scene that breaks my heart

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Episode 20:

Let us all appreciate that one time Dean helped a lesbian flirt with a dude (24:27-25:03)

Episode 21:

Dean is devastated about Cas' mental state, that he did that to himself to save Sam. Look at his eyes in this scene (16:08). Also, Dean still resents Cas for the whole 'New God' crap, but it feels like the real reason is the fact that he left (19:18)

"Cas! Don't make me pull this car over!" "Are you angry? Why are you angry? *puppy eyes*" "... No I-I'm..." #MARRIED (27:28)

Cas says he won't fight anymore, but as soon as Dean's in trouble, he FLIPS

"The angels... they don't care... I think maybe they don't have the equipment to care." (31:49) Touchy much, Dean?, are you trying to convince yourself about that? It feels like he's making excuses to not let himself feel anything for Cas. "It seems like when they try, it just... breaks them apart." ... OK, fuck everything, ICWAW this would totally be seen as romantic angsty reference to Cas

Cas is so lost in his guilt for what he has caused. He looks like a baby, and it gets worse when it comes to Dean

"Why should we give you anything? After everything you have taken from us? The very touch of you curropts. When Castiel first laid a hand on you in Hell, he was lost!" (36:50) okay damn, ICWAW all of this would seem as if they were talking about a love relationship between the two and you can't tell me otherwise

'HURT HUSBAND-MUST PROTECT MODE' (37:17)

"The bone of a righteous mortal and the blood of a fallen angel" ... shut up, I'm dying over these clues (39:11)

"What are you gonna do, Cas?" Dean's eyes are begging him to stay. ICWAW, we would point that out without a shadow of a doubt (39:40)

Episode 23:

"Dude... on my car. He showed up naked... covered in bees!" ... come on, ICWAW this would be a HUGE deal (5:10)

"Go ask him. He was your boyfriend first." (8:51) LISTEN HERE. I study psychology, and one of the first things they teach you is that jokes are based on the truth. HOW MANY OF THESE JOKES WERE MADE?! HUH??!! (plus all the "Dick" jokes Sam made) Also Dean's reaction with the jaw clentch... just saying

Cas keeps stating he doesn't want to fight, but again, Dean's in trouble? FIGHT MODE

"*soft shoulder touch, puppy eyes, serves Dean a sandwich*" ... SOFT #MARRIED COUPLE (18:27)

"You got anything to say on the topic of dicks?" you'd like that, wouldn't you, Dean? (26:42)

Cas is afraid he will do something to cause Dean more trouble. Let's remember he chose what he believed were his last words to be "I'm sorry, Dean.", but as we know, Dean deals with feelings by showing anger... Cas gets upset and copes by playing twister... pathetic. "I can't help. [...] I destroyed everything and I will destroy everything again!" for a moment, Cas is lucid, and expresses his fear, but as soon as Dean gets angry with him, Cas gows back to hide in his world of crazy (26:47)

"I'm not good luck, Dean." "... You know what? [...] I'd rather have you. Cursed or not." Look at Cas' soft little smile as it grows. ICWAW, this would be read as another confession (32:38)

"I'll go with you." SOFT

SEE??! The MOMENT Dick threatens Dean, Cas goes full Angel of the Lord on his ass. MUST PROTECT HUSBAND (36:52) and the utter shock on Dean's face is priceless

And here comes PurGAYtory

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[nikatyler]

Hi I just wanted to come in and say I hope you’re having a good day and also a question: what is some advice/general tips and tricks to working on a legacy with tons of screenshots? Your Breeze NSB Legacy got me back into working on my own legacies recently and I just wanted to let you know.

Thank you! I’m sorry it took me so long to answer, I just wasn’t sure where exactly I should begin or how I should go about it. I guess I’ll just take it step by step - editing, writing captions, folders I use to keep things organized, drafting the posts and getting them ready to be posted. It might not be the best way, but I’ve been doing it like this pretty much since I began posting on tumblr and it works well for me. I hope it will still make sense when I put it to words.

It’s under the cut because I can’t keep things short, it’s a problem.

1. When I leave the game, I always try to edit the screenshots as soon as possible so I don’t lose any ideas for captions.

2. I open Photoshop, game’s screenshot folder and the legacy’s folder - for example, Breeze NSB Legacy. That’s where all my edited NSB screenshots will go. For writing down the captions, I’m using a simple Notepad file called G3_Captions (as you can imagine, it was G1_Captions for gen 1 and G2_Captions for gen 2).

3. In the game’s screenshot folder, I just click on the first picture and open it in the basic windows photo viewer. There, I look at the pictures and pick which ones I’ll edit and post, and which ones I won’t.

I usually have 1-3 screenshots per post, so when I pick these 1-3 screenshots, I open them in Photoshop. I just open them, editing will come later.

4. Now I’m back in the Notepad file. First, I assign a number to every screenshot. When I save them later, I will name them that so it’s easy for me to tell which belongs to which post. It looks like this:

[01] [02] [03]

5. Under these numbers, I write the draft of the caption, conversation, whatever I want to put there. Even those dumb little things I say in the tags!

[01] [02] [03]

Everyone’s favourite legacy is baaack!

#finally huh #your wait is over now

(note: that’s not the actual first caption of gen 3, it’s just an example :D)

6. Then I repeat steps 3-5 until I have 10 pictures opened in Photoshop. It’s easy to tell because right after I open them, I give them their number in the Notepad file. And I try to work in sets of 10, which also makes things easy.

The Notepad file looks somewhat like this:

[01] [02] [03]

Everyone’s favourite legacy is baaack!

#finally huh #your wait is over now

[04] [05]

*copy yellow gen requirements here*

[06] [07]

Sunset: “I want a rocketship.”

[08]

She got herself a rocketship.

[09] [10]

This generation is gonna be fuuuuun.

7. Now it’s time to edit those 10 screenshots. I usually only slap an action on them and adjust brightness, so this step is quick. This might be weird but I work backwards, meaning I first edit screenshot number 10, save it in whatever folder Photoshop offers me (it should be the game’s screenshot one) and then I move on to number 09, then 08, 07 and so on.

8. All 10 screenshots saved and closed? Perfect. To make things easier, you can either delete the unedited pictures, or you can be a hoarding mess like me and create a special Unedited folder where you put them so they don’t bother you in the game’s screenshot folder. I do that so that I can see exactly how many screenshots I still have to go through.

9. Now repeat steps 3-8 to get to 20 edited screenshots, and repeat it again to get to 30, and so on. I take a lot of screenshots, so I usually end up with about 50-60 edited screenshots after a gameplay session. Or 200, like when I played Realm of Magic on Thursday last week...don’t ask.

10. When there’s nothing left to edit, I move all my edited screenshots to the Breeze NSB Legacy folder. For the record, that folder now contains over 1100 pictures.

11. We have the pictures, we have the captions to them, now let’s upload it to tumblr! I usually don’t do this right after editing, simply because I’m lazy. Just upload them when you feel like uploading them.

12. For a long time, I uploaded the posts directly to the Queue, but I was having issues with that, so now I save them to Drafts first. Besides, as far as I know, Drafts are unliminted and you can only have 300 posts in the queue.

13. I open my Notepad file. On tumblr, I click on that Photo icon that lets you upload posts with pictures. I navigate to my Breeze NSB Legacy folder. Now I check in the Notepad file what pictures I’m supposed to upload. The first post is made of pictures [01] [02] [03], so I pick these. When they’re uploaded, I copy the caption I’ve already written in the Notepad file. If I’m happy with it, I keep it the way it is, if I’m not, I can always change the wording.

14. For tags, I use the Quick Tag feature of x-kit so I don’t have to write the same tags over and over again and at the end, I add tags for the sims present in the pictures. When I’m done tagging, I just save the post to Drafts.

15. To make my work as fast as possible, I have another folder in my Breeze NSB Legacy folder. It’s simply called Gen 3. It’s where I put the screenshots I’ve uploaded already. Screenshots [01] [02] [03] are uploaded, which means I can put them to the Gen 3 folder. Or I could delete them, but again, I’m a hoarding mess, I don’t delete my screenshots :D

I’m doing this so that when I choose the screenshots I want to post next, they’re on the top and I don’t have to spend minutes scrolling and looking for the right numbers (and I would do a lot of scrolling - I think gen 2 had about 2000 screenshots, so imagine how awful that would be).

16. Repeat steps 13 - 15 until you get bored. You might end up with 10 posts in your Drafts, you might end up with 50. It’s okay, you don’t have to do it all at once.

So assuming you don’t want to draft anything anymore, let’s move to queueing the posts! We’ll just move them from Drafts to the Queue. (by clicking that wheel icon and choosing Queue, but I assume you know that already) This is probably obvious, but queue the oldest posts first.

And of course, once you have the queue, you can change how often you want to post. If you decide you want to change some of the captions when they’re already queued, do it! I actually always re-read the queue for the next day to catch grammar or spelling errors, but sometimes I change the text completely because I just don’t like the original one anymore.

Of course, you don’t have to follow everything I just said, this is just how I do it and how it works for me. Maybe just a part of this will work for you and you’ll do the rest your own way? Anyway, I hope this helps!

#answered #this would be so much easier if i made a video huh #nebula-3124

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S1E2

0:13 - OLDER TED: Okay, where was I? - You were telling us how you met Mom. 0:16 - In excruciating detail. - Right. 0:19 So, back in 2005, when I was 27, my two best friends got engaged. 0:24 And it got me thinking, maybe I should get married, 0:26 And then I saw Robin, She was incredible, 0:30 I just knew I had to meet her, That's where your Uncle Barney came in, 0:34 I suggest we play a little game I like to call, "Have you met Ted?" 0:37 No, no, no, no, we're not playing "Have you met Ted." 0:40 Hi, have you met Ted? 0:42 So I asked her out, and I know this sounds crazy, 0:45 but after just one date I was in love with her, 0:48 which made me say something stupid, 0:50 I think I'm in love with you. 0:51 What? 0:52 - Oh, Dad. - So then what happened? 0:57 Nothing, 0:58 I mean, I'd made a complete fool of myself, 1:00 So, a week went by and I decided not to call her, 1:03 So, you're not gonna call her? 1:05 You went from "I think I'm in love with you" 1:07 to "I'm not gonna call her"? 1:08 I wasn't in love with her, okay? 1:09 I was briefly in love with the abstract concept of getting married. 1:13 It had absolutely nothing to do with Robin. 1:16 - Robin? - Hey. 1:17 Look who I ran into. 1:18 Since when do you guys know each other? 1:20 Oh, since about here. 1:23 Lily recognized me from the news... 1:25 - Hello, sailor. - They just got engaged. 1:29 Well, I should get back to the station. See you guys. 1:35 - Nice seeing you, Ted. - Yeah, you, too. 1:37 Thanks. 1:39 - Damn it! - What? 1:41 - I'm in love with her. - No. 1:43 As your sponsor, I will not let you relapse. 1:46 - You blew it. It's over. Move on. - I don't know. 1:49 I just have this feeling she's the future Mrs. Ted Mosby. 1:53 Lily, you squeaked? 1:55 She said something about me, didn't she? Come on, spill it, Red. 1:59 Fine. 2:00 So, what do we think of Ted? 2:04 Ted's something else. 2:05 Huh? 2:07 I'm gonna spin that as good. 2:08 Lots of guys are something, I'm something else. 2:11 He comes on a little strong. 2:12 But that's part of my charm. 2:15 - But that's part of his charm. - Oh, totally. 2:17 I mean, he's sweet, he's charming, he's just looking for something 2:20 a little bit more serious than I am. 2:22 I mean, the most I can handle right now is something casual. 2:26 - This just stays between us, right? - Are you kidding? 2:29 This flapper, Fort Knox. 2:32 Oops. 2:34 She wants casual? 2:36 Okay, I'll be casual. 2:38 I'm gonna be a mushroom cloud of casual. 2:41 You know why? 'Cause it's a game. 2:43 I wanted to skip to the end and do the whole happily-ever-after thing, 2:46 but you don't get there unless you play the game. 2:49 - So you gonna ask her out? - Yeah. No! 2:51 I can't ask her out, because if I ask her out I'm asking her out. 2:55 So how do I ask her out without asking her out? 3:03 Did you guys get high? 3:05 I got it. I don't ask her out. 3:08 I invite her to our party next Friday. 3:11 - We're having a party next Friday? - We are now. 3:14 Casual. 3:15 Yeah, 'cause nothing says "casual" like inviting a hundred people 3:17 over just to mack on one girl. Oh, and Lily, that's my leg. 3:23 You waited five minutes to tell me that? 3:27 - All right, so call her up. - No, calling's not casual. 3:30 I just got to bump into her somewhere. 3:32 Now, if only I knew her schedule, I could arrange a chance encounter. 3:35 That's great, Ted. You'll be the most casual stalker ever. 3:41 Now, ever since Marshall put that ring on her finger, 3:44 Lily had been, well, extra affectionate, 3:48 Baby, no. 3:50 I have a 25-page paper on constitutional law due Monday. 3:54 I've barely started. 3:55 Hey, I'm just sitting here wearing my ring. 3:59 My beautiful ring. 4:03 Kind of makes wearing other stuff seem wrong. 4:06 My shirt. 4:08 Kind of don't wanna wear my shirt anymore. 4:12 Or my underwear. 4:15 That's right. I'm not wearing any. 4:20 - No underwear? - Not even slightly. 4:23 Guys. 4:26 Boundaries. 4:29 - There she is. - Thanks, Bill, 4:31 I'm reporting from the Razzle Dazzle Supermarket 4:33 on 75th and Columbus... 4:36 75th and Columbus. 4:38 Game on! 4:40 ...where four-year-old Leroy Ellenberg 4:42 has climbed inside a Grab-A-Prize machine and gotten stuck. 4:49 And all in the pursuit of a stuffed, purple giraffe. 4:53 For Metro News 1, I'm Robin Scherbatsky. 4:56 PRODUCER: We're clear. ROBIN: Thanks, Don. 4:59 Ted? 5:01 - Robin? Wow, what are the odds? - What are you doing here? 5:05 Oh, you know, just shopping for dip. 5:08 I love dip. No, I don't love dip. I like dip. 5:12 As a friend, you know. 5:14 So, hey, you reporting a news story or something? 5:16 Yeah, a kid stuck in a crane machine. How sweet of you to call it news. 5:20 Wow, kid in a crane machine. 5:23 You just had to have that toy, didn't you? 5:25 Couldn't play the game like everyone else. 5:27 You're all sweaty. 5:29 Cute kid. 5:31 You know, it's so funny I should run into you. 5:33 We're having a party next Friday if you feel like swinging by, 5:35 but, you know, whatever. 5:37 Oh, I'm going back home next weekend. 5:40 - It's too bad it's not tonight. - It is. It's tonight. 5:43 This Friday. Did I say next Friday? Yeah, sorry. 5:45 I guess I've been saying "next Friday" all week. 5:47 But, yeah, it's tonight. The party's tonight. 5:50 But, you know, whatever. 5:58 - Hello? - Hey, am I interrupting anything? 6:01 No, no, I'm just writing my paper, hitting the books. 6:04 Yeah, well, you and Lily might want to put some clothes on. 6:07 We're throwing a party in two hours. Okay, bye. 6:15 So, Gatsby, what are you gonna do when Robin shows up? 6:17 Okay, I got it all planned out. 6:20 She steps through the door, And where is Ted? 6:23 Not eagerly waiting by the door, 6:26 No, I'm across the room at my drafting table 6:28 showing some foxy young thing all my cool architecture stuff, 6:32 So, Robin strolls over, and I casually give her one of these, 6:36 "Hey, what's up?" 6:38 She says, "Hey, nice place, etcetera, etcetera," 6:42 And then I say, 6:44 "Well, make yourself at home," 6:45 And I casually return to my conversation, 6:48 Then, an hour later, 6:51 "Oh, you're still here?" 6:54 I say, like I don't really care but it's a nice surprise, 6:57 And then, very casually, 7:00 "Wanna see the roof?" 7:03 - The roof. - The roof. 7:05 I get her up to the roof and the roof takes care of the rest. 7:07 What's so special about the roof? 7:09 Oh, the moon, the stars, the shimmering skyline. 7:13 You can't not fall in love on that roof. 7:16 We do it up there sometimes. 7:19 - Solid plan, my little friends. - We're the same height. 7:22 But may I suggest one little modification? 7:26 BARNEY; That foxy young thing you were chatting up? 7:27 Take her up to the roof and have sex with her, 7:29 - Crazy, monkey-style... - That's not the plan. 7:31 It should be the plan, I mean, look at her, Ted, look at her, 7:34 - She's smoking, - Thank you. 7:37 - Yeah, - But she's not Robin. 7:39 Exactly. 7:40 Ted, let's rap. 7:42 Statistic. 7:43 At every New York party there's always a girl 7:45 who has no idea whose party she's at. 7:47 She knows no one you know and you will never see her again. 7:50 Do you see where I'm going, huh, with this? 7:54 Barney, I don't think so. 7:56 - Scoping, bip, scoping, bip. - Man, you're a dork. 8:01 Bip, bip, bip, bip. Target acquired! 8:04 And now it's time we play a little game I like to call, 8:06 - "Have you met Ted?" - Oh, come on, not this. 8:08 - Hi, have you met Ted? - No. 8:10 - Hi. - Hi. 8:12 - You know Marshall, Lily? - No. 8:14 - Do you know anyone at this party? - I work with Carlos. 8:17 Excuse me. Anyone know a Carlos? 8:20 - No. - No. 8:21 On a silver platter. Bon appétit, 8:25 I don't think so. 8:27 Your loss, her gain. Excuse me, can I show you the roof? 8:31 - It's magical up there. - Sure. 8:33 Wait, wait, wait. Hey, I got that roof reserved. 8:35 - Dude, Robin's not coming. - Hey, she's gonna show up. 8:41 She'll show up. 8:43 OLDER TED; She didn't show up, 8:46 At least, it was a great party. 8:48 I ate like four whole cans of dip. 8:51 You always know what to say, old friend. 8:58 - It's Robin. - Answer it. 9:00 No, no, no, not right away. I gotta seem casual. 9:05 - Hello? - I'm so sorry I missed your party. 9:07 - Who is this? Meredith? - Robin. 9:10 Oh, Robin. 9:12 Hey, yeah, 9:14 - I guess you never showed up, did you? - No, I got stuck at work. 9:17 But they finally got that kid out of the crane machine. 9:19 - Did he get to keep the purple giraffe? - Yeah, they let him keep all the toys. 9:24 He was in there a long time and little kids have small bladders. 9:28 I wish your party was tonight. 9:32 It is. The party's tonight. 9:35 Yeah, it's a two-day party, 'cause that's just how we roll. 9:40 So if you wanna swing by, you know, it's casual. 9:43 See you. 9:48 - So that was Robin. - What are you doing to me, man? 9:51 - I got a paper to write. - I know, I'm sorry. It's terrible. 9:54 - I'll buy more dip. - Ted, Ted, wait! 9:57 Get French Onion! 10:03 Can you believe this guy? I got a paper to write. 10:07 Okay, fine. But it's gotta be, like, super quick. 10:11 - And no cuddling after. - I'm the luckiest girl alive. 10:19 Oh, you were so right about the roof. 10:26 That girl from last night, I took her back to my place, 10:28 then this morning took her outside, spun her around a couple times 10:31 and sent her walking. 10:32 She will never find her way back and there she is. 10:36 - How did she get here? Did you invite her? - I have no idea who that is. 10:38 She said she works with Carlos. Who's Carlos? 10:40 I don't know any Carlos. 10:42 - Hi, you. You're back. - I sure am. 10:49 - Come on, sweetie, I need a drink. - Sweetie. Really? 10:53 Help. 10:56 Whoa, whoa, rabbits. 10:57 Come on, I got that roof reserved. 11:00 All right. 11:02 So, it's over between me and Works with Carlos Girl. 11:05 - Oh, that was fast. - Yeah. 11:08 I was trying to think, what's the quickest way 11:10 to get rid of a girl you just met? 11:12 - I think I'm in love with you. - What? 11:15 - Thanks, bro. - Glad I could help. 11:19 What the... No, no, no, no, come on. 11:22 Sorry, Ted. 11:25 Great. What am I gonna do when Robin shows up? 11:28 She'll show up. 11:30 OLDER TED; She didn't show up, 11:32 All right, we threw two parties, everybody had fun, 11:37 everybody Wang-ed, everybody Chung-ed. 11:40 Now the kid has got to get to work. And the kid is not to be disturbed. 11:44 Repeat after me, "I will not have sex with Marshall." 11:47 - I will not have sex with Marshall. - I will not have sex with Marshall. 11:53 It's Robin. 11:56 - Hello? - Hi, Ted. 11:58 Amanda? Oh, Denise, sorry. You totally sounded like Amanda. 12:02 - It's Robin. - Oh, Robin. 12:04 - Hi. - I totally wanted to come, 12:07 I got stuck at work again. I feel like I live there. 12:10 Sorry I missed your party, again. 12:12 Hey, ain't no thing, but a chicken wing, mamacita, 12:15 Who am I? 12:17 I guess there's no chance your two-dayer turned into a three-dayer? 12:22 It did indeed. The party continues tonight. 12:24 Yeah, last night people were, like, 12:26 "Keep it going, bro! Party trifecta!" 12:29 Wow, okay. Well, I'll be there. 12:32 Great. See you tonight. 12:37 So that was Robin. 12:40 OLDER TED; So I threw a third party for Robin, on a Sunday night, 12:45 Oh, this is lame. 12:48 Lame or casual? 12:51 - Lame. - Or casual? 12:54 Hey, law books. Ready for a little 15-minute recess? 12:58 Sorry, baby, I gotta work. I need all my blood up here. 13:02 Has anybody seen An Introduction to Contract, Tort 13:05 and Restitution Statutes from 1865 to 1923? 13:10 - Anybody seen a big-ass book? - No. 13:14 WOMAN: Hello, Barney. 13:16 Of course. 13:20 You look well. 13:22 Is it weird they invited both of us? 13:24 Who? 13:27 Who invited you? No one even knows who you are. 13:31 I understand you're hurt, but you don't have to be cruel. 13:36 Carlos was right about you. 13:39 Who is Carlos? 13:41 Hey, where the hell is my... 13:43 Oh! 13:48 Okay. 13:50 An Introduction to Contract, Tort and Restitution Statutes 13:53 from 1865 to 1923 13:56 is not a coaster! 13:58 Ted, I'm jeopardizing my law career so you can throw not one, 14:01 not two, but three parties for some girl that you just met 14:05 who's probably not even gonna show up! 14:07 I mean, where is she, Ted, huh? Where's Robin? 14:12 Hi. Hi, Robin. 14:23 So, you threw all these parties for me? 14:27 No. Oh, you thought that... No. 14:30 Okay, yes. You got me. 14:32 One of the reasons I threw these parties was so that I could introduce you 14:36 to this guy. 14:40 I figured, you know, since it didn't work out between us 14:42 and now we can just laugh about it. 14:45 - Well, anyway, Robin, this is... - Carlos. 14:54 She's still talking to Carlos. 14:57 I can still win this. It's not over. 14:59 Okay, buddy, time for the tough talk. 15:02 Robin seems great, but let's look at the facts. 15:05 You want to get married 15:06 and right now there's a million women in New York looking for exactly you. 15:11 But Robin ain't one of them. 15:12 She's not just one of them. She's the one. 15:15 Yeah well, "the one" is heading up to the roof. 15:21 What are you gonna do? 15:23 Nothing. It's a game. I gotta just 15:26 keep playing it. 16:07 ROBIN: Hey. TED: Hey. 16:09 - Carlos, can you give us a minute? - Hey, no sweat, hombre, 16:13 See you. 16:18 Robin, look, I didn't throw this party to set you up with Carlos 16:22 or the one before that, or the one before that. 16:26 I threw these parties because I wanted to see you. 16:30 Well, here I am. 16:33 There's something here. Look, unless I'm crazy. 16:36 You're not crazy. 16:40 I don't know, Ted. I mean, we barely know each other 16:44 and you're looking at me with that look and it's like... 16:46 - What, like what? - It's like, "Let's fall in love, 16:50 "and get married and have kids and drive them to soccer practice." 16:53 I'm not gonna force sports on them unless they're interested. 16:57 It's a great look, but you're looking at the wrong girl. 17:00 - No, I'm not. - Yes, you are. 17:02 I don't want to get married right now, maybe ever. 17:05 And if we go out together, I'd feel like 17:08 I'd either have to marry you or break your heart 17:13 and I just couldn't do either of those things. 17:16 Just like you can't turn off the way you feel. 17:22 Click. 17:23 Off. Let's make out. 17:25 What? 17:26 What? That was the off switch and I turned it off. 17:30 I mean, look, sure, yes, I wanna 17:33 fall in love, get married, blah, blah, blah. But, on the other hand, 17:37 you, me, 17:39 the roof. 17:42 - There's no off switch. - There is an off switch. 17:47 And it's off. 17:49 No, it's not. 17:51 Yes, it is. 17:53 - No, it's not. - Yes, 17:57 it is. 18:07 Oh. 18:12 No, it's not. 18:14 You're right. There's no off switch. 18:18 - God, I wish there was an off switch. - Me, too. 18:28 So... 18:31 What do we do now? 18:35 We could be friends. 18:39 Look, I know it sounds insincere when people say that 18:43 but we could. 18:47 I don't know, Robin. 18:48 I made such a jackass of myself here, 18:50 we start hanging out, every time I see you, it'll be like, 18:52 "Oh, that's right, I'm a jackass." 18:55 You're not a jackass. 18:57 Look, I'm sorry. I only moved here in April, and I'm always working. 19:02 And I just haven't met a lot of good people so far. 19:06 But I understand. 19:09 Well, 19:12 maybe in a few months after it's not so fresh we could all, 19:16 you know, get a beer. 19:19 Yeah. That sounds good. 19:23 I'll see you, Ted. 19:30 Or, you know, now. 19:36 We could all get a beer now. 19:41 I'd like that. 19:45 My friends are gonna love you, like you, you know as a friend. 19:51 Jackass. 19:55 Unbelievable. 19:57 That's just a recipe for disaster. They work together. 20:00 - You jealous? - Oh, please. 20:02 - What does Carlos have that I don't? - A date tonight? 20:06 Stop the tape. Rewind, play it again. 20:09 A date tonight? 20:12 I'm not sure I like her. 20:14 Hey, don't you have a paper to write? 20:16 - Dude, you're talking to the kid. - I know it. 20:18 I'm gonna knock back this beer, I'm gonna knock back one more beer, 20:22 I'm gonna go home, I'm gonna write a 25-page paper, 20:25 I'm gonna hand it in and I'm gonna get a "A." 20:27 My name is Rufus and that's the Troofus. 20:31 OLDER TED; He got a B-minus, 20:32 But, still, 25 pages in one night, B-minus? The kid was good, 20:37 At least, let me buy you a beer. Come on, I'll buy everyone a beer. 20:41 I'll help carry. 20:47 - You know something, Ted? - What? 20:48 You are a catch. You're gonna make some girl very happy. 20:53 And I am going to help you find her. 20:55 Well, good luck. 20:57 I mean, maybe, New York is just too big a town. 21:00 I mean, there's millions of people in this city. 21:02 How, in all this mess, is a guy supposed to find the love of his life? 21:05 I mean, where do you even begin? 21:10 Hi, have you met Ted?

[yoosungiib]

Ray Route Guide 🌸

After having finished Ray Route today, I want to try and help those who are struggling to get to his route or through his route. Here you’ll find tips for getting to his route, each branch, emails and chatrooms.

I hope this can be beneficial for those who needed or wanted help. This may or may not contain spoilers, depending on what you considered to be actual spoilers. Tips tell you kinda what is in the branch, on a general line, but not the story line.

General things to know before starting:

To get the good ending, you need at least 17 guests invited and confirmed.

Need to have Another Story Unlocked (250 for Ray, 500? for both)

If you miss a chatroom, they’re 15 hourglasses.

To go ahead 24 hours, it ranges from 165-190 hourglasses. 

To make a phone call if you don’t have a calling card, it is 10 hourglasses. You do not get a refund if they don’t answer

Before playing this route: If you are younger than 15, please be mindful of the disclaimer and be aware that this route is not like the other routes — there is violence, abuse, and TW’s. If any of this makes you uncomfortable, please do not play.

For getting to his route:

Be kind to Ray -- that is a given.

Be mean to V -- I know, I know, it’s hard but you have to. I’m sorry!

Treat the RFA as AI’s

Hunt for secrets -- any chance you get to talk about secrets with V or the RFA, take those chances. 

If you are going to take/make any calls, take Ray’s

Tips for day 5 to day 6:

Branch #1.

Personally, I think this was the easiest branch to pass, but incase you are struggling to get past this branch, here are some tips for getting to the second branch.

Be kind to Ray — still be kind and supporting to him.

Don’t let him criticize himself — whenever he criticizes himself, which is sadly a lot, always tell him that it’s not true, that he is worth it, and that you care for him. Do not tell him he is pathetic, do not constantly tell him to get back to work.

No stress, don’t over work — During chats with the RFA, you get chances to talk about stress and overworking. Tell the members not to overwork themselves, that it’s ok to take breaks.

Don’t tell Ray or the RFA to only focus on work — encourage breaks and hobbies. This kinda goes with the tip above but I thought I would make it a separate one. 

Be kind to the RFA, V, and Seven — You do not have to be mean to them. Yes, Ray still dislikes them at this moment, but what you want is peace.

Peace — Be a peace maker. Don’t choose a specific size. Don’t tell Seven that he can’t beat the hacker, don’t encourage any attacks on the hacker. Encourage peace and tell the RFA and Ray when you can that you want this whole thing to end in peace. 

Be suspicious of the prime minister — if you have played Seven’s route and done the secret ending, you know the prime minister is Seven and Saeran’s father. BE SUSPICIOUS. Don’t be excited about it.

Tips for day 7 to day 9:

Branch #2.

Some of what you need to do for this branch is the same as the first one, so the first four are copy and pasted from the one below — this is mainly for day 7.

The parts added on for day 8 and 9 are kinda tricky! Saeran is going to be a massive ass to you during this time — he will be rude, mean, borderline… abusive, but don’t worry, it’s only two days of angst! It’s painful, but if I can get through it, then I know you can!! ;)

Be kind to Ray — still be kind and supporting to him.

Don’t let him criticize himself — whenever he criticizes himself, which is sadly a lot, always tell him that it’s not true, that he is worth it, and that you care for him. Do not tell him he is pathetic, do not constantly tell him to get back to work.

Be kind to the RFA, V, and Seven — You do not have to be mean to them. Yes, Ray still dislikes them at this moment, but what you want is peace.

Peace — Be a peace maker. Don’t choose a specific size. Don’t tell Seven that he can’t beat the hacker, don’t encourage any attacks on the hacker. Encourage peace and tell the RFA and Ray when you can that you want this whole thing to end in peace. 

Be assertive — Saeran is going to be mean to you. Very. There is no going around it. And as much as you are going to be kind to him, whenever he says something mean to you, you must disagree with it. 

Disobey him — don’t do what he says. Point blank. 

Remain kind — still stay kind to him, but like I said above, don’t let him treat you disrespectfully. Though there is no getting around it, just don’t agree with any of the mean things he says. 

Care for Saeran — You have options to say you miss Ray. Take those options, but when you get the options to say you care about Saeran and his well being, TAKE THOSE. This is really important, especially after something happens to Saeran that leads to you getting options to care and worry for Saeran. (rationally, you are worrying for both, but you want to focus on Saeran)

Understanding — understand why he is doing this to you. He is under the influence of the elixir. He is confused, he is scared, he is being manipulated, brainwashed and he is scared of others hurting him. Be aware and say that.

Tips for day 9 to day 10:

Branch #3

You’re so close! You’ve got this! This is one of the easier branches with the less heartbreaking stuff, although, there are some heart wrenching scenes too.

Encourage him to leave Mint Eye — You are given an amount of options to tell him to not betray Rika, to stay with her, and to remain in “paradise”. Do not take any of those options. Encourage him to leave.

Don’t ask him about Ray — don’t keep asking him where Ray is and if he can come back. Tell him you care for Saeran as much as you care for Ray. Also tell him when you can that you understand and realize they are the same person. 

Be worried about Seven — something happens to Seven and Vanderwood during day 9. Be concerned for him, as well as Saeran when you have the chance.

Don’t say you want to be part of Mint Eye — I think this is self explanatory. You have a lot of options to side with Mint Eye and what they are doing. Do not take those options. 

Don’t blame V — Encourage him to not blame himself and to have trust in the rest of the RFA. Encourage him to tell his secrets, but not in away that is accusing. 

Be loving! — be loving and kind to Saeran. You guys love each other!

Chatroom Times

Day 5

00:21 —> Building of Dream w/ Story Mode

02:44 —> Poem of Dawn

06:03 —> Regrets

09:12 —> Crisp Crisp

12:21 —> Unforeseeable Life w/ Story Mode

14:37 —> What’s Wrong? w/ Story Mode

16:13 —> Is it True!?

17:45 —> Seven, finally? w/ Story Mode

19:23 —> Small Coincidene w/ Story Mode

21:13 —> Importance of Patience

23:09 —> Congratulated Workaholic

Day 6

00:55 —> Swamp of Emptiness w/ Story Mode

03:17 —> If I was Stronger

07:40 —> Busy on a Fine Day w/ Story Mode

10:23 —> Stabilization of Body and Soul w/ Story Mode

13:10 —> Evaluation w/ Story Mode

14:50 —> Always New w/ Story Mode

16:37 —> Daffodil

18:52 —> Evil Within Me

20:49 —> Suddenly Afraid w/ Story Mode

21:21 —> Need Dark Energy! w/ Story Mode

23:19 —> At the top of the work pile w/ Story Mode

Day 7

00:58 —> To become the child of… w/ Story Mode

03:01 —> At This Night

06:17 —> Mr. Han w/ Story Mode

08:43 —> Continuously Thinking w/ Story Mode

12:03 —> Cooperation

14:44 —> Art of Efficiency

16:27 —> Power Save Made Today

18:31 —> The Roots of Pathetic w/ Story Mode

20:06 —> Window of Truth w/ Story Mode

21:43 —> My True Identity is

23:59 —> Strange w/ Story Mode

Day 8

01:37 —> Rapid Contact w/ Story Mode

03:46 —> What Should I Do With You? w/ Story Mode

07:21 —> In My Opinion

09:03 —> FINALLY! w/ Story Mode

11:16 —> I Really Want To Know w/ Story Mode

13:58 —> Very Shocking w/ Story Mode

16:04 —> V’s Decision w/ Story Mode

18:31 —> Sorry. This is all my fault.

20:48 —> Cornered

22:14 —> My Treasure w/ Story Mode

23:39 —> Survival of the Fittest w/ Story Mode

Day 9

01:29 —> Don’t you want to try this? w/ Story Mode

03:37 —> What have you done to me?

06:18 —> Self Inflicted w/ Story Mode

09:11 —> Now Alone w/ Story Mode

12:16 —> Don’t Need You Anymore w/ Story Mode

14: 31 —> How Does It Feel? w/ Story Mode

16: 56 —> Get Right Into It! w/ Story Mode

17: 39 —> It’s not too late w/ Story Mode

19: 47 —> Empty Shell

21: 31 —> An Okay Suggestion w/ Story Mode

23: 13 —> Are You Okay? w/ Story Mode

Day 10

01:46 —> Want to Think Positively 

03:18 —> Thought it was a joke w/ Story Mode

06:21 —> What happened last night w/ Story Mode

08:36 —> I’ll Tell Everything

11:49 —> Best Present w/ Story Mode

13:56 —> Unexplainable Situation

16:13 —> Return of Jumin w/ Story Mode

18:37 —> Please Tell w/ Story Mode

20:22 —> Contact w/ Story Mode

21:39 —> Unfolding Clues w/ Story Mode

23:48 —> Only One Way

Day 11

08:00 —> {I forgot to record the chat name, sorry!}

12:00 —> Party!

Emails

Betago: Behind the Cheerleaders Waiting List Go to an Idol Concert

Bodyguard: Check names and invitations Play with Elizabeth 3rd Be next to Mr. Han

Database: MC (your name) Yoosung Kim Not Yet Finalized

Eyeglasses: Long Sighted Glasses Blue light blocking glasses Heart Shaped Glasses

Housekeeper: Agency Silence is Gold Don’t use a fake name - I cannot remember what the option was. I just know you are not suppose to say  “Choose a fake name!” haha

Insurance: Terms Marriage Cochlea Insurance

Legendary Poet: Rice Cake in the shape of cakes And undone If ind the Mass of he Plate We also have Bowls of Rice!

Pillow Love: Munch Take your blanket We have a thin blanket

Politics: Voting National Sovereignty Antartica the Lang of the Penguins

Prorhythmist: Slick, Dope Lit Music Nail Art to Train Racing Games

Reviewer: Credibility Because you are lazy Cosmetic Reviews

White Hacker: Strike First! Unknown Anonymous

Youth: Night Owl Read for Self-Improvement Health Management

Please feel free to reblog this to help others! Reblogs and comments much appreciated -- Good luck!!! <3

#Saeran Choi #Ray Choi #Mystic Messenger Ray #Mystic Messenger Saeran #Mysme #Mystic Messenger #Mystic messenger guide

[derangedroyalfae]

Jan 17, 2019 10PM

Royal (11:37 AM): Nightmare ~a character of mine~...is the fuckey part of my brain...to say the least

The chaotic, nightmarish part of my thoughts where everything goes to derp and hell and probably derp hell

You know...Nightmare was one of my other clues to my own gender identity...

One of those things from my past that I didn’t think of, especially in the moment, and then you look back and think “oh wait...wow, hey...it’s another one of those sign things”

That needs some explanation, huh?

Hummingbird (11:48 AM): just a smidge

Royal (11:56 AM): The Nightmare of C.S.R. AKA Everyone’s Worse Nightmare AKA Nightmare, was this almost incredibly dark OP marysue-esque character that was initially made for crossover and “what if” situations that just got really fuckey and bad. Nightmare has no true universe, but of course allegedly has an incredibly fucked up and tragic and yet so OC cluster fuck backstory. They mainly inserted themself in popular media, things that weren’t my own stories, but eventually made their way into mine and definitely had a lot of interactions with me.

In fact, there’s an ongoing thing that we have a love/hate relationship, where I hate her/them and they/she likes to fuck around with and joke that she’s the only one who can have me. However, there are hints that Nightmare is technically me, or a persona or mockery of me (she wears wigs and color contacts underneath are my natural hair and eye colors, though she somehow has another wig and contacts under that with her original colors, her shoes always change her height to make her look taller than me but she’s actually my height, her chest size etc).

But, Nightmare has more than one form, hence why I’ve switched between her and them, cuz there’s also a male form of Nightmare.

Someone who was allegedly me but very fluid with their gender (but was primarily/by default female)

Hummingbird (11:58 AM): ah kk. I think I get it now

Royal (12:00 PM): I created her back in grade school, they’re an incredibly old character of mine, so even back then I had a representation of myself as both gender, even if it was supposed to be a “me” that I am embarrassed by, ashamed of, and hate

I think in its own weird way, it counts as a hint

There was a big phase in my life where I was very attached to Nightmare and was almost inseparable to them, they had so much going on and invaded so many drawings and thoughts. They were...important in their own way. So it’s not just like “oh this oc I had once that was Me was fluid.” It’s something I invested a lot into.

Their sexuality was pretty on par to mine too...

It’s just something I never thought about, because I was so young I wasn’t even considering my own sexuality at that time, let alone gender

Psychologically analyzes self

(12:33 PM): I’m thinking of bleaching my own roots, since I can’t exactly afford the luxury of a professional

Hummingbird (12:59 PM): sorry I just got back to my desk

Royal (1:05 PM): You is good

So I totally got away with wear size 10 or so men’s boots today

I just put my comfort insert things in and little socks at the toes and there was any big problems

Kitty (3:26 PM): I can help with the hair dye. I've helped Lapis do hers before ^-^

my hands were blue for a couple days, but it was worth it, lol

Royal (6:07 PM): Why didn’t you wear gloves???

Sorry I was so quiet, both Nurd is super sick (my ma took him to the hospital) and I was doing that project that I wanted the eyepatch for

Kitty (6:08 PM): I did, the hair products dissolved them 

Royal (6:08 PM): He thinks he has food poisoning, but I think it might be something more like a flu

Kitty (6:08 PM): Does he have a fever?

Royal (6:34 PM): Don’t know

But 

Hummingbird (6:34 PM): oh. I hope he is ok

Royal (7:08 PM): So like, Bunny is cane to me like “can I speak candidly to you” and goes off on this tirade about how she thinks I should talk to Nurd about not doing this wait since it’s apparently a 2-3hr wait and the bathrooms are closed and there’s no where to sit etc. and how there’s usually nothing hospitals can do for food poisoning or for flu (??? What???) and I’m like “so you want me to call him up and convince him to come home?” And eventually she was like “don’t bother” kind of thing and then as she walked away was like “is there a reason you didn’t go with them?” And I responded with the truth that I was doing something, but to be fair, it’s not like I expect Nurd to come with me for every single one of my appointments

But do you guys agree with there being “nothing they can do” in regards to food poisoning or flu? Like, they stick an IV in him to help him hydrate, that’s something and helpful (at least for me it was) but she’s acting like it’s a waste of time

Kitty (7:10 PM): They could induce vomiting or give him activated charcoal

Royal (7:10 PM): He is vomiting up a storm already

Kitty (7:10 PM): That's probably a good thing, if it's food poisoning(edited)

Royal (7:10 PM): He’s vomiting just from drinking water

Also, what was she suspecting with her question as to why I didn’t go???

Cuz she come back when I hadn’t answered right away, hand propped up in the door way like she caught me in my bs or something

Sorry, I digress. Do you think I should do something? Like, my ma didn’t talk to me about what’s going on, but clearly she said something to Bunny...

Alright, I called my ma and it’s just Bunny being...Bunny

And now Bunny’s texting me 

Doesn’t she ever get tired of this cycle? Been the same damn thing for the last 20 years. She throws a fit or starts something or goes out of line and then response with “I’m sorry, I know I came off as bad” shpeal and it just gets so old

Like I can appreciate someone owning up and apologizing, but when it’s this damn frequent it’s like “don’t even bother apologizing”

Hummingbird (7:17 PM): Yeah... She seems like she is just looking for trouble

Royal(7:18 PM): Like, when she talked to me, I was like “did mom say something in regards to her thinking he shouldn’t wait” and she just dodged around and when I asked if mom tried talking to him, Bunny said Nurd is just being his overdramatic difficult self

Like, Nurd tends to listen to my mom’s advice

Kitty (7:22 PM): She's just mad that she's not the one getting attention right now

Hummingbird (7:22 PM): That or she is try to make drama where there isn't any

Royal (7:23 PM): She is like “if it’s a big enough deal that he’s in emergency room, you should be there, not mom, she’s not his girlfriend”

I honestly thought they were just going to urgent care, not the emergency room

Royal (8:01 PM): Woooooooooooooooow

Hummingbird (8:02 PM): yeah.. wow

#family #journal #mood journal #family drama #manipulation #manipulative #sickness #sick #trans #nonbinary #non binary #gender #genderqueer #gender fluid #nightmare #drama

[cc-mha-plus-ultras]

My Tumblr Year in Review [2021] - My Hero Academia

Top 10 Tags Muses: Bakugo, Shoto, Deku, Tenya + most crack muse scripts involving Bakugo @bloomingtalent​ - thanks for all our interactions!

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I hope to get this blg more active this year, I will be catching up on old things soon then doing a soft refresh for the new year. Thank you everyone who’s still following this blog and for your patience, I hope it pays off soon with my posts!

I posted 47 times in 2021

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#5

(cc) Tenya: I would like this race car wrapped with that limited edition All Might wrapping paper please. Also this is for Izuku Midorya, can I get a discount?

(Store) Staff: So you want a discount, because you’re buying it for the kid who bought one of every item in our store? No =/

(cc) Tenya: Curses!

// inspired by this - with @anchoredstowaways

5 notes • Posted 2021-08-02 22:02:54 GMT

#4

Rainy Flooring [Katsuki & Ochaco] @nuravity​​

cc-mha-plus-ultras Bakugo: “Close the window, you’ll ruin the flooring!” // rainy day sentence starters

nuravity answered:

Rain was maybe seen as something of a hindrance to some people and Ochako sometimes had to agree with this thought. But not today - today, it was good that it rained, particularly because the recent days were rather hot. So she immediately opened the window of the common area of Heights Alliance.

But she had barely sat down for a minute before she could hear Bakugo complaining and she shrugged him off. "It's just a little rain! The flooring will survive it! Besides, it was really hot the last few days so this is refreshing, don't you think?" But from his expression, she could guess he really didn't think so.

The week was warmer than usual, so it was a relief that it started raining today it was worth the cool down that everyone needed. Despite Bakugo being more angry than usual during the said week, he didn’t calm down with the weather change, actually he got even more frustrated.

See the full post

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#3

nvertoolate asked // yesterday

Hinata tumbled to the floor after tripping in her hurry to get to the bus. The fall was slightly painful but she slowly tried getting up. "I guess I wouldn't have been able to catch the bus anyways," she muttered before seeing a familiar green-haired boy. "Oh!" Was he catching villains here? "I-I'm okay. Nobody attacked me!" she reassured him. (For Deku) @bloomingtalent​

“Hey, are you alright?” Deku rushed over to the girl that tripped, as it looked like she was trying to catch the bus that just left too. “Yeah, I know, you were trying to catch that bus, correct?”

Izuku Midoriya was on patrol for potential villains and dangers, but he couldn’t help but go to others in need too. “Where do you need to go? I can take you there!” He offered with a reassuring smile, though still wondering if it was okay to in the first place while he was working, since he was technically still helping someone as a hero so...

7 notes • Posted 2021-08-04 05:55:24 GMT

#2

(cc) Shoto: -lost with Momo in ‘the woods’ training room-

I see, I’ll mark where we walked with a line of fire then-

-fives minutes later, the the whole training room is on fire-

(cc) Tenya Iida: -waving arms dramatically at the teachers- I have been telling you staff all year to install a sprinkler system in every room in case of emergencies!

(cc) All Might: Son of a fucking bitch, you’re right class rep!

-sweating, swears in English when he’s stressed AF, lmao-

// inspired by this - with @anchoredstowaways

10 notes • Posted 2021-09-11 01:47:12 GMT

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“Become the hero you want to be!”

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18 notes • Posted 2021-07-17 04:24:20 GMT

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My Twist Braid Hair Journey (Straight Hair)

       On April 14, 2018, an African residing in Philippines installed Twist Braids on my not so straight hair. My hair is wavy, dry, damaged and tangled because of excessive bleaching haha. She used extensions that I bought online. It’s just a cheap synthentic kanekalon extensions with no brand. But it’s a good deal. I just met her in Google while I was browsing and looking for a legit hairdresser for protective hairstyles. Lol thanks Google for making our world smaller. I also love her hair I think it is combination of braids at the top and weaves.

       I paid her 3,000 Philippine pesos including the service charge and transportation. I asked her for a home service since I have a toddler who is always with me. She came from her place Las Piñas to my place in Project 4, Quezon city. We had a meet up in Cubao. Installing twist braids on my hair lasted for 4 hours. We had so many hindrances before and while putting twist braids on my hair because my toddler is not in the mood to play with my siblings. They were taking care of her while I was having a hair transformation haha. My baby keeps on telling me to get out of the chair. Because she’s not in the mood and she’s giving me an attitude hahahaha.

     So yeah it lasted for 4 hours without long breaks. The picture below is me and the African woman who did my twist braids. She’s really nice and good at styling. So sorry I was late because of my toddler who is not sometimes grumpy when she wakes up lol.. The baby in the picture is not my toddler hahaha. She’s my sister’s baby, my sister took us a photo.

And here are some selfies I took while she’s braiding my hair hahaha. This was taken at 03:52pm.

       I really love how the colors I bought look great together and it’s because with the help of the African hairdresser’s magical hands hihi. I also want to learn how to do these too because it looks so fun doing protective hairstyles. 

     I am always asked a lot of questions by strangers, family and friends lol. I am introvert but I tried to answer their questions without letting them know I am uncomfortable talking to strangers hahaha. Sometimes when me and my baby were just riding a jeep, a stranger touches my hair and asked if it’s real and etc. There were times when we were just looking at the products in the mall, or buying food in the restaurants and food stalls, I was always asked many questions about my hair. Sometimes they don’t talk to me, I just hear them murmur about my hair. And I get very uncomfortable moving because I don’t like people looking at me hahaha.

    These are some questions that I was asked by many.

1. Do you wet your hair?

2. Do you wash it with shampoo?

3. Do you take a bath? (weird, I know!)

4. Who did it?

5. How long did it take?

6. How long do this hairstyle lasts?

7. Why did you decided to have this hairstyle? (another weird question)

9. Does it smell bad ?

10. Do you get lice?

11. Is this real ?

12. How long is your hair ?

13. How do you sleep with your hair ?

So yeah having a twist braid protective hairstyle also has cons for introvert hahaha. Some people are also asking how do I take care of my Twist Braid Hair..

And this is how do it:

I washed my hair every 3 days but sometimes I washed it almost everyday. Because I have a Seborrheic Dermatitis which makes my skin itchy and flaky and I have red patches. I have it on my scalp, ears, and eyebrows.

I dilute my shampoo with water. It is best to use a shampoo that is residue free. Use an all natural/organic shampoo. What I like to use is the Clairol Herbal Essences Hello Hydration Shampoo. Which is hard to find here in the Philippines. Sometimes I used the VO5 Herbal Escapes Balancing Shampoo. It is easier to find in dollar stores.

I also dilute my conditioner with water. I used the same brands of my shampoo.

I bought a spray bottle and filled it with coconut oil and apple cider vinegar (ACV). I read that you can also use tea trea oil, argan oil, castor oil, jojoba oil, rosemary oil, fish oil, lavender oil, almond oil and grapeseed oil. It helps me out on my itchy scalp and it keeps my scalp and hair moisturized. Just spray your hair & scalp atleast 2-3 times a day.

I also bought an Argan Oil Hair Mask to moisturize and repair my hair once a week.

I even bought a satin head scarf to cover my hair at night. It protects my hair from getting frizzy and it also helps my face for not being covered by my whole hair hahaha.

I will also buy a satin pillowcase and a satin bedsheet. (My hairstyle right now is dreadlocks)

I was also putting aloe vera gel on my scalp and hair. The most important thing is that your hair and scalp is always moisturized.

   Here are some pictures that I took after installing the Twist Braid Protective Hairstyle.

I look like I have a bald spot haha. 7:08pm

This picture was taken when we went home in Cubao. 09:20pm

Yep, I love taking pictures of myself right now because of my hair haha.

Mirror selfie hahaha they said I looked like medusa. lol April 15, 2018

12:28am

This was the 1st day I was feeling uncomfortable of people always asking me and looking at me haha. #Introvert problems. And I am having problems of determining if this hairstyle fits me because I can’t find my good angle when I smile except when I cover my face. It always looks good when I cover my face for a picture hahaha damn it. 09:58pm

1st day of going into the mall with this hairtsyle. I am with my toddler and highschool teacher Mamse Rose Serna & her daughter Kring. <3 She didn’t recognized me because of my hair hahaha. April 16, 2018 - 07:44pm

This was when I found out where’s my angle haha. And the braids are looking like natural because the roots are getting loose. -11:28pm

Gained my confidence back oh yeahhhh. I used to have a 5% confidence hahaha.

closer look of my braids

April 17, 2018 - 01:08pm

more mirror selfiessss

April 22, 2018 - 10:49pm

April 25, 2018 - 01:25pm

Went on a beach with my family. Laiya, Batangas

05:31pm

April 26, 2018 - 05:25pm on our way home to Cubao from Laiya, Batangas.

May 05, 2018 - 12:49am hi pimples

May 08, 2018 - 01:25pm

May 12, 2018 - 11:39pm

May 24, 2018 - 10:31pm  1970′s grill with siblings and our babies.

May 26, 2018 - 09:30pm

Tattoed my arm in Marikina Bluewave mall. Artist is Kenneth Iwarat. Thank you to my live-in partner for waiting patiently haha.

It was almost done. My arm feels so heavy. 09:34pm

June 02, 2018 - 09:30pm

June 03, 2018 - 03:43pm

Yeah we went to the beach again. <3 In Laiya, Batangas again because it was their fiesta!

wassup face

June 04, 2018 - 10:53am

With my baby girl. <3

June 05, 2018 - 11:06am

Had a great time with my cannafriends haha. #cannamoms lol

11:19am

June 10, 2018 - 10:00pm

June 20, 2018 - 02:05pm woke up like this with my bebe girl haha.

June 24, 2018 - 07:32pm Swimming pool in One Central Park Condominium, Eastwood.

You can buy swimsuits like this on my shop haha. 550 pesos only for this one. I have lots of designs, styles and sizes on my shop.

Instagram shop: nicolexkeanna.onlinemall

Facebook shop: Nics Ramos (Nicole Jan Denise Ramos)

Shopee: nicolexkeanna.onlinemall and hippihighyo42o.emporium

June 20, 2018 - 02:50pm

You can buy swimsuits like this on my shop haha. 420 pesos only for this one. I have lots of designs, styles and sizes on my shop.

Instagram shop: nicolexkeanna.onlinemall

Facebook shop: Nics Ramos (Nicole Jan Denise Ramos)

Shopee: nicolexkeanna.onlinemall and hippihighyo42o.emporium

June 29, 2018 - 06:01pm

Removing my Twist Braids :(

June 30, 2018 03:35pm The extensions were not yet totally removed. I was tired and my baby needs me haha.

what happened haha

July 15, 2018 - 10:21pm

I had totally removed all the hair extensions on July 09. My hair was longer and my hair fall had lessen. Thanks to the protective hairstyle Twist Braid Hair.

I had no regrets on having this hairstyle and I want to try other Protective Hairstyles. You can also try it too. I am selling X-pression Kanekalon Braid Hair Synthetic Extensions. It is a good brand of Kanekalon Extensions. I am excited to try it on my hair. Thanks for viewing if there is hahaha. Just wanted to post my journey. God bless.

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My Top Posts in 2021

#5

ok but can we just talk about how damn catchy Tokonatsu☆Sunshine

is?

5 notes • Posted 2021-09-10 23:31:39 GMT

#4

what are my chances without even trying

first nuzlocke and this happens

7 notes • Posted 2021-03-09 01:19:09 GMT

#3

Since tomorrow is my birthday, I'd figure I'd open the floor to an Ask Me Anything (within reason).

I'll queue my responses up and have them post throughout my birthday. I want to celebrate with y'all since I didn't really get to celebrate it last year due to the virus. You can even ask my other two blogs @lulururuartcorner , @animalcrossingprecure and @lulururuwrites if you want to!

I'll be reblogging this throughout the day if you by chance happen to miss when this goes up.

I can't wait to answer your questions!

11 notes • Posted 2021-08-11 04:02:40 GMT

#2

If you haven't watched this, you really should! I don't normally promote Love Live Videos but the preview of Omoi yo Hitotsu ni Nare is up for Riko. If you've been following Love Live for a while, you'll know that Riko never sang that song in the anime due to being at a piano concert. When it came time to perform this song live for Aqours's first live, they had Riko's voice actress, Rikako Aida, play the piano for this song. She had zero experience playing it, but in three months she managed to play it in front of a large crowd, but on Day 2 of their first live, she messed up and they decided to redo the song. She was really shaken up from that. When Aqours performed their fourth live, Riko was added to the choreography. This live was performed at Toyko Dome, which is the second-largest venue in Japan (the first being only really saved for sports events; only a few artists ever performed there), so it was pretty important. It was a success story, and being able to hear Riko's solo of this song is really sweet. Sorry I'm rambling but go listen to the snippet of it if you want!

12 notes • Posted 2021-09-04 13:02:50 GMT

#1

the genshin impact fandom right now is crazy as shit dont be attacking people who have nothing to do with this shit because your little anniversary didnt go the way you wanted jesus christ what are you a toddler whose mommy said that they had to eat their veggies?

13 notes • Posted 2021-09-30 10:58:41 GMT

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Nat and Jesse

A blind date leads to a ballsy trip back home.

[5:26:52 PM] Kay: *It wasn't exactly the fanciest restaurant, but it was a nice place, good steak, plenty of wine. Emphasis on plenty of wine. Jesse had flagged down a waiter before she even sat down to get herself a glass of red wine poured, and was now nervously swishing it in a circle while she waited for her date to arrive. She couldn't help but look around and wonder if anybody was inspecting her, trying to figure her out, but she hadn't caught anybody doing it yet. With a sigh, she laments arriving early and hopes her blind date arrives soon. When she takes a sip she makes especially sure not to spill any on her nice dress.* [5:35:51 PM | Edited 5:36:04 PM] Johnaya: Nathan, or Nat as he preferred to be called, smiled as the waiter escorted him. Now he wasn't one to go on blind dates but his friend insisted and offered to toss in some money to pay for food. Who could turn that down? He adjusted the outfit he'd decided to wear; a plain white shirt, black wristbands and choker, plaid skirt, and black stockings. Oh yeah was he looking fine, a few people passing glances to him as he made his way to the table, knocking gently against the wood, lipstick covered lips pursing into a smile. "Hey there. You're Jesse right? Waiter said you came in and said something about a blind date. Well I'm here. Sorry for taking so long." [6:00:08 PM] Kay: *Jesse perks up and swings her head around to meet her date, looking a little off-guard, but not unhappy.* A-ah! Hi! Yes, that's me. Jesse, friends call me Jess or Jessica, I'm happy with any of them~... Uh!!! Nat, isn't it? *She thrusts her hand out for a handshake.* It's a pleasure! You're um, exactly as advertised. *She's clearly not used to excessive amounts of social interaction, but at least she's smiling and her enthusiasm is genuine. She visibly gulps in nervousness, probably bringing a little attention to her adam's apple, not that she was hiding it.* [6:06:25 PM | Edited 6:07:03 PM] Johnaya: Oh god was this date a cutie. "Yup! Nat." He gladly extends his hand and shakes Jesse's, using it to pull himself more against the table. That was mostly just so he could slide into his seat but it accidentally cause something in her skirt to shift and bulge outward. Luckily it mostly looked like just his skirt swishing. Not wanting to take more chances he sat in his chair, straightening his skirt. "Real sorry you had to wait so long. Hope it wasn't too bad." His hands gently rest on the table, casually looking to see where their waiter was. [6:14:46 PM] Kay: Oh it's fine it's fine, I got here early, always do. I was late once and I felt just awful. Um. *She taps the table with her fingers, drudging up things to say.* We already have the bottle, if you'd like some wine. Otherwise the waiter will probably be here with menus shortly? *She shrugs very lightly, then purses her lips in thought, making it even clearer how plump they are, even with dark lipstick on them.* So have you been, ah, mm... *She tilts her head to the side for a moment before righting it and trying again.* Owen seemed awfully enthusiastic about uh, pairing us up, huh? Heh, I only just said I was comfortable trying to date again a few days ago, maybe he already thought we'd make a good couple? [6:22:51 PM] Johnaya: "Maybe. He always ends up wanting to do stuff on a whim though, heh. Not that I was gonna fight him on this one." Nat's eyelids narrow a bit and his gives a small wiggle to his eyebrows. At the mention of wine he gladly takes the bottle and pops the cork. "Don't feel bad if you can't think of anything to say right off the bat. I'm used to people being speechless, heh. But yeah. I'm going fine. Yourself? Oh! You want some right?" He leisurely pours his own glass of wine and swishes it around, breathing in the aroma of the drink. [6:36:21 PM] Kay: I'm uh, actually on my second glass already. *She lifts hers up. There's a teeny bit of blush on her face, half blush she applied before coming and half from being a teetotaler and having a glass of wine in her.* If there's a first thing to learn about me it's that I get nervous easily, and when I'm nervous I'm impulsive.... Take that as you will. *Sheepishly she shrugs and looks off to the side with a smile.* Especially when I'm talking to cute uh... boys? Girls? Owen didn't actually tell me how you identify, in his enthusiasm. [6:47:26 PM] Johnaya: With a smirk he nods and places the bottle back down, sipping briefly from his glass. "Sounds just like him. Especially since I'm sure he forgets I'm a boy half the time. I'm just too cute I guess." Nat pulls one of his hands up and places his fingertips to his chest, fluttering his eyelids before chuckling. The sound of shoes hitting the ground signals their waiter walking over, handing the both of them a menu. "Good evening, madams. My name is Ethan and I will be your waiter today. Would you care for an appetizer?" Nat had to resist snorting at what their waiter said, looking over to Jesse to see if she wanted anything. [7:02:10 PM] Kay: Nnn. *She peeks at the menu quickly to see what their appetizers actually are.* No, none for me, thank you. But could I get a water? I shouldn't have too much more wine. *The waiter bows and goes off to fetch it.* Hummm, have you been, single for long? Sorry if I focus on relationships a bit by the way, it's not an all the time thing, I promise. Just getting things squared up I guess? [7:06:16 PM] Johnaya: He'd hoped to have said something snarky to the waiter but he could always do that when he gets back. Plus that's more time to think of a witty reply. Jesse's question caught him a bit off guard, tapping his fingers on the table. "Uh, hmm, phew. You could say that I've been single for a while yeah. I'll be honest and say it's mostly one night stands." He took a sip of his wine before smiling at Jesse to make sure he didn't end up upsetting her. "But those usually don't start with a restaurant like this! So. You know. You're in the clear. We'll definitely see each other again." [7:22:15 PM] Kay: I wasn't TOO worried about that, until you said something. What makes you think I want to see you again anyways? *She looks coy for a moment.* Just because you've so far met all of my standards, can't stop looking at me, and are paying for dinner? Oh, wait. *She giggles.* Yeah, unless you're secretly a nazi or something, I'm sure we're going to get along. Er... I don't... actually think you might be a nazi. *Nervousness overpowers her again and she averts her eyes.* Uh, what do you do? I mean, like to do. Or just what do you do. Either works. Hob or jobby. *Jezz accidentally elicits a giggle from herself which she tries to stifle.* Sorry, job or hobby! Whichever you want to talk about. [7:33:46 PM] Johnaya: Nat just chuckled at the and waved his hand in the air, taking another sip of wine. It let him think about how to answer the next question, as well as not giggle at her flub. Though he still did when he put the glass down. "Well I know it wouldn't look it but my hobby is messing with cars and bikes. Basically all sorts of vehicles. It can be hell on the nails though." He lifted his hand to look at a minor chip in one of his nails, frowning. "That's also my on and off job. What about you? If you're not to drunk to answer still." [7:43:20 PM | Edited 7:47:47 PM] Kay: Hey, I'm not that drunk. What did I say? I'm mostly nervous. I'll... probably get over it. *She clears her throat.* I actually don't have a job right now. *She scratches her head.* My last relationship was actually uh, heh, he was sort of my sugar daddy. Payed for everything as long as I put out. Which I did. But I got too attached for him so he cut me off. *Jesse does her best to own the fact that she was basically a private prostitute for a while, and she does manage to keep looking rather confident, to her credit.* I mostly just read and write in my spare time, I'm actually most of the way through a novel right now. But uh, vehicles, that's interesting! I know some gearheads have lots of vehicles too, what's your garage look like? *Their waiter comes back and Jesse realizes as she thanks him for the water that they haven't looked at the menu at all yet, to her blush-inducing embarrassment.* [7:58:38 PM] Johnaya: Oh right the food. He'd completely forgot to look as well, being too captivated by his cute date. "Aw. Well don't worry. I won't have a problem with you getting attached though no promises about always having money. Still writing could get you somewhere so good luck with that." Jesse asking what vehicles Nat had caused a wide grin to pop up onto his face. First though he quickly looked through the menu to decide what he wanted, the grin still on his face as he put it down. "I don't have much space so I've only got a few rigs. Which I'll show you when we stop over my place later. If you want." [8:03:52 PM] Kay: Might as well. I've always thought just a meal was too short to be a whole "date" anyways. *Getting a little more comfortable, she just looks generally happy while she browses, despite their waiter getting a bit impatient since they're not sending him away but they're not ready to order yet.* Um, I think I'll just have the risotto, since it's the special. *She smiles right at him and lets her eyelids drop a little, applying those girly charms so he'll soften up a little.* [8:13:24 PM] Johnaya: The waiter gives her a look for a moment before just giving a small nod and writing down her order. He looks over at Nat and gestures his pen to him. "I'll just have a, uh." He blinked for a moment before checking the menu again, smiling as he put it back down. "Just a quarter pound bacon burger. Medium rare with fries and apple sauce for sides." The waiter writes that down as well, takes their menus, and is off. Once he's sure the waiter is off and no one is looking their way Nat quickly sticks his hand under the table, his hand slipping under his skirt to give a few rubs and scratches to his sack. Thankfully it wasn't that bad. Must be the way he was sitting. [8:20:38 PM] Kay: *They continue to keep up the small talk until they get their food, after which they're largely busy eating, but there's still the occasional line spoken or giggle induced. Jess ends up playing with her braid a lot, but that's usually something she does when she's comfortable, so it's good.  Everything's going smoothly, and nothing's really notable until something is bugging her too much.* Uh, you were told you were meeting up with a boy, right? I know I go by feminine pronouns, but I'm "male" by both gender and... uh... *She mulls her word choice over for a bit.* ...traditionally. [8:30:55 PM] Johnaya: "Uh, yeah Owen said that but I figured you liked girl's stuff better. I mean my name's actually Nathan but Nat just sounds so much better. So. You know. You having a cock is fine by me." He flashed a wink at Jesse before sticking a fry into his mouth. Casually he sucked it into his mouth, lips pursing more and more before it popped in. "The question is am I gonna get to see that tonight or should we go on another date first?" A smirk crossed his face as he chuckled, keeping an eye on their waiter so he didn't end up interrupting. [9:22:39 PM] Kay: *Blushing powerfully, Jesse's eyes go wide and she pushes out her chin for maximum fluster. She wasn't expecting him to just say any of that outright, nonetheless all of it.* U-uh, ah, mm. *She turns her head away and looks... anywhere else, but momentarily she raises her hand with three of her fingers outstretched.* I... u-used to go by a three date rule. But now I mostly play it by ear so uh. I guess we'll see? Ahum. *Clearing her throat, she looks back but keeps her eyes down and focused on what food she has left.* ............ Maybe you'll get lucky. [9:31:40 PM] Johnaya: It was hard not to outright giggle at how Jesse was reacting, Nat casually eating fries. Maybe he laid it on a bit too thick but he's used to thick. "Maybe. Maybe my rides will convince you." He finally finished up his meal and leaned back to pat his stomach, humming a bit. He takes another few sips of wine and it's starting to show on his face, a slight blush on his cheeks. Their waiter returns with another set of menus, Nat opening an eye to look at him. "Would you like to try one of our deserts tonight?" [9:53:14 PM] Kay: I do like cars. *Maybe not enough to be seduced, but they shall see. Topping off her food, her wine, and her water in rapid succession, she blows a raspberry of exasperation as well as blowing a lock of her red hair out of her face. Trying not to let her blush get to her, she thinks of something she knows Nat will find funny.* Mmm, no thank you sir, I don't eat too many sweets. A boy's gotta watch their figure, right? *She dips right back into the girlish charms, nearly smoldering for the waiter. It's a miracle she didn't stutter.* [9:57:46 PM] Johnaya: The waiter just looked confused for a moment before responding. "Alright, sir. Or... Madam. Whichever you prefer. And you, madam?" Nat grinned and shrugged, leaning back. "Nothing for me thanks. Girls don't like guys with chubby bellies." Their waiter looked confused again before letting out a heavy breath and nodding to the two of them, going to get their bill. Once he was hidden Nat started to laugh and hard, holding his stomach and smiling at Jesse. "Oh man. That's always so fun isn't it?" [10:06:05 PM | Edited 10:10:03 PM] Kay: *She does "heh" a little, but mostly she just smiles.* It's entertaining enough, but I don't do it often, I like it when people think I'm a girl. I'll probably just go by as female in a couple of months anyways. Considering how well I've transitioned. I'm glad you got a kick out of it though, that's what I was going for.~ *She just sort of zones out for a moment looking at Nat. God he's cute. And he's tarted up so delectably with that pink lipstick and heavy eye makeup. She could just throw him down and- She realizes she's leaned her elbows on the table to support her chin with a small shock and quickly wipes her dreamy look off her face.* Sorry, I was admiring your. Well, your face, and I zoned out. *A little sheepishly she adds* I like your makeup. A lot. [10:45:35 PM] Johnaya: "Yeah I can agree with that though it's a bit of a hassle to look like this in a place with car parts and oil. My dresses would end up ruined. Sweatpants are better for that but..." He trailed off as he tried to think of something else to say with that but he couldn't think of anything. Of course that let him notice Jesse staring at him. Nat just sort of sat there as Jesse zoned out and onto his face. Normally he wasn't used to someone being so mesmerized but he wasn't going to complain. He blushes a bit at the makeup comment and purses his lips. "Well I can always give you makeup tips when we get back to my place. After the car talk, heh." [10:51:23 PM] Kay: Right. Do you... *She points politely* Typically go for the schoolgirl look? You almost look like you're supposed to be going to a photo shoot. Or is your wardrobe just a little uh... *She gets a little quieter* slutty? Since you're used to just. *She briefly makes the finger through a ring gesture low to the table* Hooking up, most times. *It looks like the bill's on its way, finally, so they can pay and get out of here.* [10:57:11 PM] Johnaya: Nat happily takes the bill from the waiter once he arrive, playfully waving his hand at him as he leaves. At least that was quick. "Usually it's a schoolgirl look but I've dressed up on occasion. Most guys and girls do seem to like it. I'm pretty much always in skirts though so don't expect to see pants on my butt like ever." He gave a little pat to his rump as he stood up, stretching a bit. His crotch pushed against the table a bit, the dress not exactly bending the right way. "Right. Did you drive here? Cause if you did we can, uh, go to your place first to drop off your car and I'll take you home later. If that's alright." [12:38:34 AM] Kay: Actually I took a cab for exactly that reason. So we don't have to worry about my vehicle. I have a moped anyways. *Smiling at him, she slowly starts towards the exit, her heels clicking on the floor as she goes.* We can go wherever it pleases you, since you'll be driving. Your place sounds like the better idea unless you want to see all of my clothes. It's pretty messy. *Either way her clothes will be on the floor, but that's neither here nor there.* [1:37:37 AM] Johnaya: Well that was convenient. Nat strolls up alongside Jesse as they walk out of the diner and into the parking lot. Almost giddily Nat makes his way over to his car and gestures to it with both arms. "Bam. Here's one of my rods. [Kay CAR INFO] It's, uh, the one I usually drive around. It's comfiest." To demonstrate he opens the passenger side door and pats the cushions. It was also so that Jesse could get in, Nat slowly moving around to the other side and carefully sitting down in the driver's seat, his skirt curiously bulging now that he was seated. [1:46:23 AM | Edited 1:46:34 AM] Kay: Comfy is good. Not bad. *She looks up and down the length of the car with her hand on the top, her fingers tapping, for a few moments.Satisfied that she's taken it all in, she slides in and sets her butt down, wiggling her ass into the cushion.* Ooh, yeah, been too long since I sat in a soft chair. *After buckling her seatbelt, she relaxes and leans her arm on the inside of her door, looking out the window.* How far away is your place? [2:42:51 AM] Johnaya: "Not very far. Like I probably could've walked with how close I live since I can do that for my 'work' and that's riiight... there." He gestures out the window to a small mechanic's shop when they get to a stop light about seven blocks away from the restaurant. "On the corner of Smith and Carson. Kind of funny that but I think everyone in the store's said something about that by now." Since the car was a stickshift both his legs were occasionally moving, making his skirt move gently. [2:49:09 AM] Kay: Oh! Well then. You're a lot closer than I am, I had a twenty minute ride here. *Looking back over she can't help but slowly look down, the large crotch bulge just in the corner of her eye.* Uh. *What the fuck?* So uh, any other personal details you feel like sharing? Maybe like, something people you've dated would say about you? Or! Something less specific would also be fine! *She sabotages her own interrogation and glues her eyes directly ahead of the car.* [3:08:33 AM | Edited 3:09:50 AM] Johnaya: "Hmm, uh, I couldn't really say. Haven't seen many of the people I had a one night stand with your know. I'd guess most of them would call me cute." He turns to wink at Jesse and stick out his tongue playfully. "And hopefully describe me as good in bed. And a good mechanic! Since given my looks most people don't expect it. What about you? Or was there something specific you were gonna ask me." He figured she was feeling a bit awkward so maybe him asking would alleviate it. Or, more likely, not but let him focus on something other than his own crotch. [3:15:58 AM] Kay: I sort of wanted to but it's not *She frantically waves her hand dismissively, in maybe the least convincing way possible.* important at all, never mind. *God, she's blushing so hard. She can't let him know. She roughly turns her head back so she's looking out her window.* Uhm, I've only been in a couple of relationships. They'd probably say I'm... Emotional? Which you're probably totally getting right now, haha. *That laugh was only a little nervous, considering it actually was sort of humorous to her how flustered she is.* [2:15:16 PM] Johnaya: "Yeah but it's cute. You being all flustered I mean." He was a bit confused about what Jesse wanted to ask but figured that'd come when they got to his house. Which they were there now, the garage door swinging up to let Nat pull in. Inside was another car(a deep blue versus the red of the car they were just in), an ATV(pink and silver camo), and a motorcycle(flame patterns). With a grin he quickly got out of the car to let Jesse out, gesturing to these vehicles as well. "[Kay CAR INFO] So. How do you like?" He reached a hand up to move a lock of hair out of his face, smiling at Jesse. [2:32:42 PM] Kay: Th-thank you. *She quietly accepts the compliment and tries to put what she saw out of her mind, for now. Jess casts her gaze over the assorted vehicles and ends up sitting turnways on the seat of the motorcycle, which draws a bit of attention to how lithe and smooth her legs are. She's focused on running her hands along the finish.* Mm, flames are a little cliché, but motorcycles are sexy. *She casts her gaze over.* You should see me in a biker girl outfit. *Bike craving filled, she calmly looks the other vehicles over from her perch.* [2:43:09 PM] Johnaya: "I know but I couldn't help it! Glad you like though. We'll use that to take you home when you wanna. Then you can wear that outfit~." Nat couldn't help but take a seat on the bike in front of Jess after passing a few glances at her legs. Mostly it was so he didn't end up too excited from the sight. She might notice he was spreading his legs a bit wider than he probably should need to on the bike and that bulge showed up again in his skirt. "Oh and maybe you'd wanna take the [Kay ATV NAME] out for a spin later? Like next week probably." [3:25:33 PM] Kay: You're presuming a bit, but that sounds fun, if we have a second date. *Motorcycle seats aren't exactly spacious, so having more than half of it hogged up by her date is a little cramping. She does notice the reason again, instantly re-flustering.* S-so uh! Are there any topics we missed? Do you have any, like, medical... condition... things? *She tries not to look at him too much. Her whole dang face is red now.* [3:30:25 PM] Johnaya: Nat just looks more confused again as she asks about medical things, moving a hand up to scratch his head. "Uh, I fractured my right leg a few years ago on the ATV before that one." He tries to think of more things and ends up looking down at his skirt. Given the lighting it wasn't hard to notice how much he was bulging out his skirt, face instantly blushing. "Maybe, uh, something else but that's more personal you know? So. Yeah. We'll, um, get to that later or something." He gulped hard and casually got up off the bike so his crotch stopped bulging, leaning back against one of his cars. [5:58:58 PM] Kay: *Looking about as uncomfortable as possible, Jess just sort of awkwardly looks at Nat for a while, then looks up, then looks down and starts rubbing one arm nervously. Barely audible, she speaks.* Is... that how big your dick is. *Her heart beating loudly, she adds* ... That would be really interesting. [6:03:16 PM] Johnaya: Nat just lets out a small snort and rubs the top of his head at Jesse's question. "God. I think that's the cutest I've ever been asked that. But, uh, yeah. Apparently I'm bigger than most guys but I don't really see it." He could feel a little stirring in his stretched panties as he felt himself feeling a bit more aroused. "Uh, would you wanna continue this conversation in the house. Unless you wanted to stay out here. That's fine too." A small smile crept onto his face as his hands held tightly onto the top of his skirt. [6:47:48 PM] Kay: *Her de-stress muscle relax is highly visible, her shoulders, torso, etc all slouching a bit from how hard she was tensing. She's still beet red and sweating a little, but she's pretty sure her date has a cock like an elephant so she's willing to forgive herself for that.* Yyyyeah, that would be good. The inside one. It's a little nippy out here, for being in just a dress and underwear. *Swallowing some of her nervousness, she takes Nat's lead towards the inside of the house* [7:06:54 PM] Johnaya: He reaches back and gingerly takes Jesse's hand as he leads her through the house, kitchen first then living room then down the hallway to Nat's room. A nice house for someone who lives on their own. Once they get to his room it's just like the rest of his house; organized sections with bits of stuff strewn about. In this case it's a closet filled with girly outfits and a table in the corner neatly organized with makeup on it while the floor has socks, wrappers, and cans littering it along with a few car magazines. "Sorry. I probably should've cleaned this up before the date. Hope you don't mind." [7:18:50 PM] Kay: No it's fine, this is a lot tidier than my place. *Her mouth is slightly agape as she looks around in every room they pass through, though she doesn't have the time nor interest to really take much in.* I mean, mine is basically just a trailer home, but it's like, on stilts, and most of the. Uh. Floor is covered except the kitchen. *Nat's room does appear to be a good synopses of him as a person, so far as she's seen.* But I probably shouldn't be admitting that. So uh, here we are. *She has her hands together in front of her resting on the skirt portion of the dress, making her wish a little she'd brought one of her purses so this nervous pose at least had the excuse of her holding it.* [7:23:02 PM] Johnaya: "Why not? Not like I'm not gonna see it when we go to your house tomorrow. Or later tonight. Whenever you wanna leave." He quickly realizes that he just dragged Jesse through his house and into his bedroom. That probably counted as pretty forward to most people. "Oh! Uh, if you wanna hang out in a different room instead we can." He gives a small smile as he decides to clean up a bit of the mess on his floor. With him being bent over there's the faint bulge again except this time it's on the back of his skirt, him knowing his balls were large enough to bulge even the back but forgetting as he tried to not make Jesse feel too uncomfortable. [7:32:17 PM] Kay: Ah, we can do whatever, but I can't say I wasn't expecting to end up in here. What with the I-just-asked-about-your-dick. *She coughs a little and it segues into a cute little chuckle.* So it's sort of up to you if you want to make it.... casual. Or intimate. I'm mostly just intrigued. 'Cause I like dicks, wouldn't you know it! *She just sort of tosses that out there to entertain herself, they've already crossed the line of no return.* I can uh, see your stuff from here, if you cared. *She meekly points at his balls.* [7:36:51 PM | Edited 8:09:00 PM] Johnaya: Nat lets out quite the girlish squeak at Jesse's comment, standing up straight. Despite that outburst he quickly mellows out, taking a deep breath and dropping the things he was holding on the ground. "Right, right. Uh, hmm. You know I didn't think I'd ever have a problem with something like this but here we are." He gives a few pats to his skirt as he nonchalantly steps in front of Jesse. The blush on his face was incredibly as he holds onto his skirt, looking down at Jess. "Well. If you really wanna see I can show you for a bit. Just, you know, give me the go ahead if you wanna do anything... more." [7:44:03 PM] Kay: Yeah, you don't seem the nervous type. Maybe you liiike meee~ *She says this in her best "mocking schoolchild" tone of voice, the first vocal hint all night that she ever sounded like anything other than a woman.* Ahum. Uh. Seriously though, it's flattering that you're nervous if you have a lot of hookups. Even if it's not a conscious thing. *She scrunches up a little as she feels affectionate.* But uh, we could just talk if you want. You don't. Have. To show me. B-but if you WANT to show me, I'd like to see it! I- Yeah. Pbbthlth. [7:55:50 PM | Edited 8:02:50 PM] Johnaya: His hands drummed against his skirt as Jess talked, blushing a bit harder with her comment and also just from feeling more embarrassed. "We can, uh, talk in a bit. Now I'm feeling sort of gungho about showing you. So. Yeah. Ready?" With a grin his hands slid more down his dress until they were holding onto the hem. Casually he started to lift it up, slowly of course to draw out a reaction. It didn't take very long before his genitals ended up exposed and were they massive. Each smooth, taut orb was bigger than his head, hanging down to his knees. Nestled above them was a thick log of a cock, easily wider than Nat's wrist. Humorously he was wearing two pairs of panties, one stretched up onto his hips and pulled down a bit by his balls while the other was wrapped exclusively around his testicles. He looked up at Jess for a moment then averted his eyes then looked back at her again, doing that a few times and hoping she didn't freak out. [8:15:46 PM] Kay: *Slowly but surely Jess's eyes widened as more and more scrotum peeked out from under her date's skirt, something she had not bargained for. Just as she was panicking internally about if they were ever going to end, she sees the sack scrunching into the body and giving way to the base of his cock, which causes her to rear up her whole body a little in intimidation and shock. When the whole package is free she thanks goodness she was already red in the face.* ... Woah. *Seconds later a tent is pitched in the front of her dress, which she quickly stifles with both hands.* I uh. You.... Jeez! *She finally stammers out.* You're huge! *She's still processing this too hard to say anything more eloquent, but she definitely doesn't sound disappointed by the tone of her voice.* [8:25:42 PM] Johnaya: The look of shock on Jess' face was both invigorating and terrifying, just as it always was. No telling if she'd just get up and leave like sometimes happen. Thankfully she looked more curious than anything, Nat letting out a sigh of relief. He moved one hand from the skirt, holding it up with just the one, and reached down to pat the side of one of his nuts. "Yeah that's what most people say." It was hard not to notice Jesse's cock springing up from the sight, Nat blushing even more. "Uh, any pressing questions?" As he said that his shaft gave a hard throb, a vein briefly visibly bulging out his panties. [8:32:08 PM] Kay: Uh. *She stammers on no word in particular.* G-g-g, I-I er. *She swallows and hard, then clears her throat for the umpteenth time.* H-h-how do you you. Fit. That. *She stands there for an awfully embarrassing amount of time before she realizes her question's not complete.* ... I-I m-mean, how do you fit it into! People! Like! rrrrgghh *Jesse's hand and Jesse's face have a loud reunion, although she's careful to spare her lipstick while facepalming.* It seems a little too big. Is all. But. Time and lube conquer all, right? Better question. Uh. Is it natural? [8:39:12 PM] Johnaya: He feels bad for a moment with how hard she was trying to say her question, reaching his hand forward to try and get her to calm down some. Once he was sure she was alright and done talking he thinks of what to say. Of course while he thinks he casually pats the side of his balls, making a few humming noises. "Lots of lube and working. Yeah. It's all natural too unless the oil at my work causes lots of growth, heh. But yeah. I've been this big since high school. Freshman year. That's about when I stopped getting taller too." He let out a small giggle as he remembered back then. "Not sure if you're curious or not but shaving's a real pain. So if you ever have excess shaving stuff just let me know." [8:47:05 PM] Kay: Wow. High school must have been hard. Or really really amazing? *She's finally starting to settle, and let some amazement surface in her expression* I can't imagine. God, I was still a total dude in freshman year. I played /football/. Until they caught me fondling another player's balls with my feet in the locker room. Consensually! He had a foot thing and he was hot. Sorry, am I making this about me? Because WOW. *She can't help it, she smiles a little while taking in the sight of those wobbling nuts. One hand reaches back to start twirling her butt-length braid of hair.* A-actually I don't have any hair down there, got it removed, front and back. Friend does it, so I got a discount, and it barely hurt! If you're, uh interested. [8:54:08 PM | Edited 8:54:51 PM] Johnaya: "Tempting offer. I'll think about it. That does sound hot though." Another throb went through his shaft as he imagined Jess using her feet on someone, quickly moving the thought from his head so he didn't tear his already over capacity panties. "It was, uh, pretty okay. I wore sweatpants a lot until I realized skirts were better at concealment. Not that everyone hadn't already known about it by the time I was a senior. Who wouldn't notice a cute, preteen looking guy with a bulge bigger than a medicine ball? Cause I know if I saw someone like that I'd be all over them." The lewd thoughts come again and his shaft throbs once more, a dreamy look on his face. [9:00:12 PM] Kay: Uch, it's a shame we didn't go to the same highschool, I would have done things to you during my slutty phase. Of course as a boy you don't really get to be "slutty", but as a gay sub it's pretty close. But uh. *She very reluctantly slides her remaining hand to the side so her erection is obvious again, creating a little extra shimmer due to making her dress stick out and catch more light on that part.* Yeah. That's really hot. Like really really hot. I fear and respect it, but it's still hot. [9:29:51 PM] Johnaya: "Yeah but nothing saying we couldn't make up for lost time~. I do have enough schoolgirl outfits to act that out. If you wanted. I've, uh, done a few roleplay things before." Almost subconsciously his hands moved back to hold onto the side of his nuts again. The appearance of Jesse's erection makes him grin a bit and pat his balls, a dull, heavy noises coming from the pats. "Thanks by the why. Hopefully that fear can go away after a bit. Or at least get replaced with like sexual fear or something." [9:35:13 PM] Kay: Sexual fear? *She cracks up a little.* Alright, not afraid anymore, you're too much of a dork. *She straightens up and considers a few things.* Iiii'm... Not too big on roleplay. So. Moving on. Holding that skirt up seems like a hassle. You should uh, take it off? Maybe? *She doesn't know what Nat's policy on shoes indoors was, she didn't pay attention, but she slips off her heels and looks an inch shorter pretty quickly, although it does prove most of her statuesque status is natural height.* Those panties don't look comfortable either. [9:59:05 PM | Edited 9:59:29 PM] Johnaya: Nat couldn't help but snicker at his own comment when Jesse started to laugh, nodding at her. "Understandable. Just figured I'd offer anyway. And yeah. Let me just get that." Quickly he lowers the skirt and moves his hands to the back, unclipping and unzipping it. It flutters down to the floor off his legs and he steps out of it. Now Jesse can see his legs fully, those stockings accentuating his legs and balls quite nicely. "The panties actually feel fine. They help keep my nuts from bouncing around too, heh. You're welcome to take them off if you want though~." [10:07:48 PM] Kay: O-oh. Mm... *She bites her lip, then coyly (but without enough confidence to make eye contact) says* I'd love to, but only if you help me out of this dress after. *Her eyes flick back to meet Nat's and she doesn't actually wait for him to agree or not, as it was more of an "undress me" than an actual deal. Kneeling, she close the gap between them and her face is only inches away from his package.* Oh god, it's warm down here, you're radiating heat. Or I'm just getting that hot under the collar. Heh... Yeah I'll just. *There's a severe amount of reluctance as she reaches for, and then pulls back from, his panties several times. Finally she settles for gingerly grasping the elastic on the upper pair and sliding it down until it overlaps with the hem of the second pair so she can slide them both down at once. Watching his sack sag even more makes her clench and salivate a little, but she's gotta have self control. Once they're almost to his ankles she goes hands off again.* There, I think you can get out from there. Ooh. *She catches a powerful whiff of ball sweat and her cock twitches in her dress.* Did you have any more favors for me while I'm down here? [10:31:17 PM] Johnaya: "Certainly." Nat smiled up at Jesse before she quickly knelt in front of him, getting face to face with his nut sack. The pendulous orbs had a faint pulse about them with how much blood was pumping from arousal. Not to mention how much normally pumped through them. "Probably a bit of both. My balls can get really hot and sweaty. A few times they've actually like dripped sweat off them. Uh, hope that wasn't TMI." Once the fabric leaves his sack he lets out a small sigh in relief, stepping a bit to move the panties off his feet. Unfortunately for Jesse now that his shaft was free it ends up nearly resting on her forehead. Not to mention his movements send his balls wobbling, getting close to smacking her in the chin. "Hmm. Well." He can't decide exactly what he wants to say, pressing his tongue to his bottom lip. [10:42:44 PM] Kay: Nnn, no, that's hot. *Jess patiently awaits an answer, but...* If you don't have any specific requests, I just want to... *Slowly but steadily both hands reach out to cup one nut until she's supporting both, and holy shit they're heavy. Grunting in surprise, she nearly lets her tongue stick out but wants to stay composed still.* W-woah. Hefty. *With considerable effort, she pulls herself away from their magnetic grasp and  just gives them one gentle roll of her fingers before she lets them bounce back to their full dangling length and she stands, looking a little embarrassed.* L-... Let's get me out of this thing. [11:01:14 PM | Edited 11:05:30 PM] Johnaya: "I'll say it was hot. I was practically swimming in my ball sweat from the heat!" He chuckled a bit and gave a small shift to his hips. One of his nuts swings close to her face again, the aroma of balls practically getting wooshed into her nostrils. Feeling her hands get put underneath his nuts and try to lift them made him gasp in arousal. "Yeah. The whole sack's like twelve pounds." As Jess pulls back he nods and reaches behind her, unzipping the dress with a smile on his face. Briefly he thinks about kissing her but figures he should ask first. She did only want the outfit off. Casually he lifts it up with her help to get her in her underwear or in the nude. Whatever she was wearing, or not, underneath. [11:12:12 PM] Kay: *She was wearing panties as well, although they don't seem to be doing much of a job, her dick soundly pressing it downwards and out of the way so it can stand proud against her otherwise feminine figure. A little embarrassed, Jesse slips them off of one leg and lets them simply fall of the other so she's completely nude.* There, I beat you to nudity. Fancy that. *She rubs the crook of one ankle against the back of her other in a nervous gesture for a moment until she can't help but say something.* Should one of us... sit down? How would this be easier? I want to uh. Really get in there, if you're cool with it. [11:45:21 PM] Johnaya: "Uh, I'm not sure since I'm not sure if you were gonna like motorboat my nuts or something. Not that I'd be opposed to that." Nat's eyes wander down to Jesse's turgid rod, biting his lip. Even if she wasn't as big as him she was still nicely built. It was hard not to just reach forward and stroke her. The comment about nudity finally hit him though and that distracted him enough, reaching down to quickly take off both his stockings and shoes, balls and cock bouncing about. His shirt comes off much easier, quickly unbuttoned and tossed to the floor. "Boom. Now I'm naked too." [10:19:17 AM] Kay: Motorboating is... a little silly. Ah... *She sees him undressing and watches his lithe, girlish frame getting out of those clothes. It's turning her on even more, to the point that she brings up her finger to bite it and whine a bit.* Can I just say that if your cock wasn't thicker than my arm I'd already be riding you like a rodeo bull? You're SO hot. *Her cock twitches.* I know I don't seem the type to take the lead, but uh, may I? [2:41:16 PM] Johnaya: "Heh that didn't stop some people but they usually complained about soreness afterwards." Nat just looked over Jesse while one of his hands casually reached down to rub the side of his sack again before reaching up to readjust his dong. With a little hum he smiled at her and nodded. "Yeah. It's not often, uh, other people take the lead with this stuff. Just say something if you need help okay." His hand lifted up his dick and pointed it towards Jess, giving it a little wiggle before letting it rest against his balls once more. [6:15:51 PM] Kay: Hoo, alright. *Taking a deep breath she gently nudges Nat back by pressing her fingers to his chest until he's against the bed.* Sit, please. *Once he's on his butt she drops quickly to her knees and gets close again, lips trembling as she breathes deep.* Just want to get... Hhh, acquainted here.  *Jess gently presses her lips to one nut and leaves a prominent kiss mark, then both of her hands come in from the side and start to massage a ball each. The warm leathery sack squeezes between her fingers, and she does something like sighing in pleasure.* [6:26:56 PM] Johnaya: He gladly follows her lead, daintily sitting down on the bed, his balls whapping against the side of it. "That's fine with me. They want to get to know you too~." Playfully he clenches the muscles in his crotch to cause his balls to lurch up for a moment before sagging back down, smiling at Jesse. Then Jesse's hands and mouth were planted on them. Nat couldn't help but gasp and let out a small moan, eyes fluttering gently as her fingers lightly dig into his skin from her squeezing. "Oh man. That already feels great." [6:54:17 PM] Kay: *Her eyelids flutter for a moment before she just closes them and rests her forehead against the middle of the sack, brushing Nat's dick slightly out of the way. She'd get to licking and sucking, but she doesn't want to ruin her lipstick just yet. Instead she just focuses on kneading into his balls, making sure not to actually grip the testes themselves too hard, figuring they're probably still sensitive to pain.* Gawd, I bet these things make an absolute mess. *Exhaling heavily, she looks up at Nat with her best smoulder.* I can't wait for you to make a mess of me...~ *Right as she says that as well, she tightens all of her fingers together to squeeze the rolls of ball skin she has between them.* [7:05:28 PM] Johnaya: It was hard not to gasp as his balls flesh was squished between her fingers, eyes fluttering once again. With a pleased sigh he reached his hand down to rub at her hair, smiling with a dreamy look on his face. "You bet. I've had to use bath towels for my loads since high school. At least now I can wash them without getting yelled at by mom." His hand reached back a bit more to gently play with her braid, swirling it against his fingers. "Just so know if you were worried, uh, nuzzling my balls was weird to me it's not. It's actually damn hot. Especially since you're so cute." [7:11:29 PM] Kay: Pfft, I wasn't worried. *There goes that seductive look.* Look, I'm in my element here. Just let me... *Sticking her tongue out, she runs it all the way up from the bottom of his sack to the base of his cock.* Do my thing, okay? *Mm, that was good. Her hands slide down a little more so she's hefting his balls again, the sack flowing over and around her hands since it's far far too much to contain.* I won't get nervous again until you're poised to split me open. [7:15:03 PM | Edited 7:16:03 PM] Johnaya: "Hnng. Right. Sorry. I'll let you do your thing since you're doing really, really well." He flashes a smile down at her and just leans back a bit. That tongue sliding up his nuts was heavenly as were the hands cradling them. His hand continues to play with her braid as she goes back against his nuts, a short gasp coming from him. "Oooh yeah. Just, mmm, like that." More gasps and moans come from him and he's amazed his dong hasn't managed to get hard yet from this but feels it won't be long, feeling blood pulsing all throughout his balls and shaft. [8:02:27 PM] Kay: *She has to stick her tongue out pretty far to make sure she doesn't smear her auburn lips all over his sack. Next she brings her tongue all the way across the top of his shaft. It's not exactly the sensitive part, she doesn't want to spare a hand to lift it. When she gets all the way to the top... bottom? The base of the shaft, she purrs (she's practiced), purses her lips, and puts two clean kiss marks on his midriff, followed by a third on top of his dick. Satisfied, her head snakes back down to the valley of scrotum between his nuts and presses her face into it with an intoxicated* Mmmph!~ [8:27:18 PM | Edited 8:27:36 PM] Johnaya: Nat's hand still held lightly onto Jesse's braid up until she started to slide up his cock with her tongue to his crotch, gasping and letting go. The kisses to his crotch made him let out a small moan each time, his shaft finally starting to harder. Given its size it was slow of course but Jess could no doubt see the veins pulsing as it steadily filled with blood. Even if she did just bury her face into his nuts, Nat pulling his hands back to clench the bed. He really wasn't used to letting someone have at his nuts but god was it wonderful, that hum of hers sending a shiver down his spine. [8:37:48 PM] Kay: *Essentially using her mouth as a small vibrator, Jess moans out a few more times while she swirls her tongue in a circle. Letting him drop once again, her hands move, one to press against the back of his nutsack and grind it even further into her face, and the other to grab at his shaft.* Ohmmygohg. *She muffles into his skin as her hand tries to cope with how far around he is. She can't even get all the way around it! Still, she slowly starts to jerk it, only moving her arm a little and letting fluid wrist movements extend her strokes.* [8:48:35 PM | Edited 8:48:48 PM] Johnaya: Each vibration makes him quiver in delight, trying not to flop backwards and just enjoy the sensations. Given how far back his sack attached, all the way back to his pucker, Jess would probably need to use her whole forearm to properly push them forward. The hand on his shaft makes him gasp again, instinctually bucking towards her. That meant his balls were pushed further against her face and probably let her get a better grip. "S-sorry. You're just. Wow~! I'm speechless." [9:30:14 PM] Kay: *Jess giggles into him at the compliment and pulls off, coated with saliva all over her maw, and her previously neat lipstick is just a vague smear around her mouth.* Anybody could do this silly. But wow. Holy hell. *Leaving his balls behind for now, she rises a bit and brings her left hand to bear on his shaft, wrapping all the way around with both together, but making more primitive strokes, not that they're really worse.* Officially terrified of this again, but in the /best/ way. My heart's beating so hard. *She licks a few times around the underside of his cock head.* [9:36:52 PM] Johnaya: "No I'm serious. Some people just don't know how to treat balls but you do it so great. If I didn't want to fuck or get fucked so bad I'd ask you to keep up the work." Nat lets out a dreamy sigh as Jesse moves up his balls and to his cock. The hands wrapped around his shaft elicit a gasp and groan, a hard throb going through his shaft. "Is that the sexual fear from before?" He couldn't help but bring that back, giggling a bit as he reached a hand down to hers. Gently her rubbed her hand on his shaft, able to feel his pulse even through her fingers and palm. [9:40:59 PM] Kay: Oh my god. *She grins and rolls her eyes.* And you're still partially soft too. Or can you not get hard at this size? *She starts to stroke a little harder, and propping up even more on her knees lets her wrap her mouth around just the very tip of the head, her thick soft lips pressing comfortably into it, but she doesn't even bother trying to force anything thicker inside of her yet. Sucking a soft dick isn't as fun, even if it's already way too big. Like, way way way too big.* Mmmhmmm~ [9:45:08 PM] Johnaya: Sharp gasps come from him as she wraps her lips around his head, a small coo following after. God he feels so aroused already. "No I, mmm, can get hard still. It might take a bit to get completely rigid but, ahn, I'll be full size in no time. Especially if you keep working on me as well as you have been~." The other hand moves down to hold onto the side of her head, gently stroking her hair. The one of his shaft work along with her hands still since there wasn't much else he could do with it. [9:49:05 PM] Kay: Mmm, will it help if you imagine all the stuff I'm gonna do to it once you're hard? *She runs another circular swivel of her tongue around the tip, then draws it up along his urethra, hoping he's positively sensitive there, as opposed to not liking it.* I plan on leaving a ring of lipstick right... here. *She slides her hands down and pulls off all but two connecting fingers at the base, about as far down as is possible.* Assuming I can borrow yours of course.~ [10:04:50 PM] Johnaya: As if on cue his cock throbbed harder as she said that, thoughts of Jesse's lithe body bent over or nestled against his balls. They were so nice they almost made him not notice her tongue flicking against his urethra, more sharp gasps coming from him. "Mmm! Sure. You can have the whole tube if you need it. Feeling your mouth at the base of my dick would just be heavenly~." Another throb went through his shaft, pre-cum starting to well up at his tip. Veins were also starting to be partially visible on his shaft though not incredibly defined. Wouldn't be much longer before he's full grown. [10:40:21 PM] Kay: Ooh, oh yeah, I can feel you getting firmer. *She gives the shaft a couple of encouragement pats before she staggers her hands, stoking the lower half with her right and the upper with her left.* Ah, if I had my tits already I'd let you between them, but that won't be for another month, about. Until then you'll just have to settle for these. *She purses her lips up at him and then takes slightly more of his cock head into her mouth than before.* Mmm~ [10:48:00 PM | Edited 10:49:20 PM] Johnaya: "Hnng you say that as if your lips aren't fantastic." His breathing was already coming out hard as her hands and mouth got to work. Since she was stroking him well enough now his hands move to just gently hold the sides of her head. As she touches the base his balls lurch up for a moment before sagging down, a dollop of pre-cum spurting into her mouth. It tasted a lot sweeter than usual, a small smile on Nat's face. "Don't worry. I eat lots of pineapples. Have to since I, well, sometimes do this myself." [10:54:43 PM] Kay: *Smacking her lips, she grins.* That's good, but I love cum anyways. Remember, I had a slut phase. I sucked cock in the bathrooms for free. *Sheepishly she adds* I was a little more outgoing then. But that's neither here nor there. What's here if your massive fucking cock. *She groans as she puts her lips around the tip again, licking up any pre-cum buildup. Widening her jaw, she gets in most of the tip, at least to where it's already thicker than any realistic cock could ever be, and starts making circles with her tongue all over what she has, wiping the top, then bottom of her tongue on his pink tip. She can't say anything, but she's looking up at him with maybe the most sultry look ever cooked up, which just screams a combination of "Mmmm, so good~" and "Want more, don't you?"* [11:54:58 PM] Johnaya: "Well I can confirm it's, uh, really tasty. And thick. So even if you didn't like cum you'd be fine. But you do so..." He breathes out and just shuts his mouth, rubbing the side of her head again. Casually one of his hands moved back to caress his balls, eliciting more splurts of pre into Jesse's mouth. Of course that was going to happen anyway what with her skilled mouth. His saliva coated tip pulses inside of Jesse as she keeps working on his tip, splurts of pre coming out sporadically now. "Mmm. God. So good. Almost there..." The look on her face was definitely getting him harder faster, now finally fully erect, a vein briefly showing on his shaft before subsiding. [12:07:14 AM] Kay: *Closing her eyes and taking a deep breath through her nose, she jams her head forward and feels her jaw hit its limit, right as she is about to surpass the ridge of the head. She tries a few more times but it's like there's a wall, her mouth is simply too tight to penetrate. She pulls off with a few trails of spittle attached from her mouth to his cock.* Ffoo, no good I don't think. *She wipes her maw off with her forearm.* Shit! Looks like we'll have to just practice after our next date. *Jess plants a goodbye smooch before standing and putting her hands on her hips.* So. Uh. Where... is your lube, then? [12:11:08 AM | Edited 12:13:02 AM] Johnaya: Nat's cock throbs as it's pulled from Jesse's stretched mouth, bobbing for a moment. Spit lightly trails down the upper section and he sighs, reaching a hand down to pat her hair. "Yeah. Don't sweat it. We'll get it in eventually. I'll get the lube." With a small sigh he stands up from the bed and gives a little stretch, reaching a hand down to rub at his balls. "Hmm. Where'd I leave it?" He stood there for a few seconds, just casually rubbing his sack, before moving to his closet, rump wiggling a bit with his nuts swinging below. "Should be in here somewhere." [12:46:34 AM] Kay: *At least the view's nice. Jess "mm"s quietly as she watches Nat search, but spots what is clearly a bottle of lube out of the corner of her eye on the makeup table.* Uh, I think you left it out last time you used it. *She points, and holds her hand up for when Nat looks. While she's standing there thinking, she can't help but clench a little bit. Just thinking about how thick he felt in her mouth, and that she was going to put it in her butt... It made her shiver a little.* [1:15:43 AM] Johnaya: "Oh. Heh whoops." He turned towards Jess to see the bottle of lube, quickly standing up and making his way over to her. Nat gingerly took the bottle with one hand while his other grabbed his shaft. With a small motion his thumb popped the cap and he turned it on its side over his cock, drizzling a good amount of lube onto it. After a few moments he closes the cap again and leisurely strokes his shaft, covering it fully in the lube. Seems he'd done it this way a lot with how easily it was done. "Does that seem like enough for you or should I put on some more?" [1:24:49 AM] Kay: I'm gonna be honest, I have no clue. *She raises her hands, palms open, to either side of her face.* I don't even use lube with normal dudes, just lubricated condoms. Um! *She slaps her hands over her mouth.* By normal, uh, no, I should have said ordinary, so instead of abnormal, I'd be implying you're extraordinary. *Yeah, that sounds better. She gestures back to the bed.* Uhm, would you mind sitting again? I still want to take this at my own pace. And um, lay back. On your back. Lay on your back. Please. [1:31:00 AM] Johnaya: He couldn't help but chuckle at what she said, squirting a bit more lube on just to be sure. "Hey it's fine. I've been called abnormal before. But, sometimes, they ended up screaming my name afterwards so it's all good." With a nod he smiled to her and sat back on the bed, balls whapping against the side. Slowly he pulled himself up more so he could lay down, resting his arms by his sides, hands resting down on his balls. "Mmm you're really cute you know? I can't wait to feel your ass on my crotch~." [1:38:12 AM] Kay: Ah, that's just it, uh. There's no way I'm taking that thing... *She climbs up on the bed and around his crotch, until she's kneeling above his head, dick looming over him.* Without a warmup! And without a smaller dick to do the trick, I think your tongue will work nicely. Oh, wait. I think my balls would block your nose this way. Not here to suffocate you.*With a little maneuvering and almost bumping a shaved leg into his face, she turns around so her dick is pointing at his now.* ...Y-you're cool with this, right? Because I could just try without a warm-up If you're not alright with it. I stay clean back there! *Ah well, there goes that confidence.* [1:52:15 AM] Johnaya: For a moment he's worried that she doesn't believe it will fit which is, of course, a valid worry. However once she crawls on top of him and plants her ass on his face he quickly realizes, even without her saying so. Once she's done moving his hands go to grab onto her ass, holding her to his face. "I, uh, actually do have a few dildoes around but I'd much rather do this for now." And just like that he pulls her more onto his face, tongue almost immediately wiggling into her sphincter. His cock throbs with his every lick, hands happily groping her rump. [5:46:28 PM] Kay: O-oh! *She wasn't expecting him to just dive in like that, and she shivers at suddenly having a wet protrusion in her most sacred of places. After spreading her cheeks for him, she lifts her arms and wiggles her hips to get her ass crack as flush with his face as she could help.* Mmm, if there's one reason I'm glad I was born a boy, it's being able to enjoy rimjobs.~ *She relaxes and leans forward a little so she can support herself on the weight of her arms.* [5:55:28 PM] Johnaya: "Well you'd enjoy them as a girl too." He said that while still being tongue deep in her ass so it was definitely muffled and probably wasn't heard. Once her ass was pressed more against his face he wiggled his tongue even deeper inside, humming to hopefully make it vibrate pleasantly. His hands continued to grope and squeeze her ass, gently rocking her on his mouth. Meanwhile his balls shift lightly as he spreads his legs to get comfier, shaft wobbling a bit in the air. [2:54:49 AM] Kay: But not as much right? Or did I make that up? *She "Mmm~"s with extreme satisfaction. It was awfully easy to get right in there with that tongue, and Jess's entrance remains relaxed and inviting. Of course, it does flex and tighten occasionally in time with her groaning happily from particularly pleasant tingles Nat is causing.* Where are those toys? I can get them, I think I'd like one more step between this and THIS. *While saying that she pats the side of his cock, making it wobble a bit.* [2:56:27 AM | Edited 2:59:50 AM] Johnaya: He just gave a shrug. Most of the girl's he'd done this with seemed to like it well enough. As she asks the question and pats his cock he groaned, getting deeper inside of her for a moment before pulling back. "Should be in the closet next to where the lube was supposed to be. Uh, if they're not in there though maybe check a drawer?" He gave another shrug as he gently pat her rump, figuring it'd be silly to go back to his work when she was just about to get up. [2:35:44 AM] Kay: *Jesse wiggles her shapely rear for a second above Nat's face before hopping off and practically bouncing to the closet. Just as promptly, she plucks a rather average looking glass dick out of the closet and bounds back.* Not bad! Hm. Do... you want to help me with it? Or would you rather watch the magic? *With the base of it in her palm she waggles it back and forth.* Oh, uh, either way I'm going to need just a dollop of lube on it. [2:46:00 AM | Edited 3:43:59 AM] Johnaya: He thinks for a few moments as he sits up and watches her stand there, waving around his toy. Finally he just gives a little shrug and smiles at her, handing her the lube. "I kinda wanna help but watching you work on your own would be really sexy too so... Yeah." Once she took the lube his hands went to the base of his shaft, gently squeezing it for a moment before sliding up it gently. "So. Anything other than lube you need?" [4:05:18 AM] Kay: Nope. *She clambers back onto the bed herself, sort of on her ass, but she slides down farther and curves her spine so her legs are spread and her anus is exposed. With just a quick spurt of lubricant on the tip Jesse pokes the glass phallus against her anus and liberally applies force. It slips right in, a few inches actually.* N-never gets old! Mmh~ *It's partially opaque, but since it's glass and she's now just got one finger on the bottom of it, it'd be hard to get a better view of the penetration itself.* [1:43:05 PM] Johnaya: Nat bit his lip as he watched Jesse get to work, imagining the dildo as his own shaft. Of course he wouldn't have to do that for long but he couldn't help it. His hands work up and down his cock with him nodding to her. "I'll say. It's a great view too~." A spurt of pre shot from his dick and splattered onto his knees, Nat gasping a bit before scooping his hand under the head. Once he got a nice amount of pre-cum in his palm he moved it over to Jess, slathering it on the dildo. Partially for lubrication and partially to make it warmer. [9:04:12 PM] Kay: *She raises an eyebrow at the slathering of pre, but continues on. She doesn't have to push very hard to get almost the rest of it in, not wanting to get too close to the base for fear of it slipping in.* Ah, well. I guess I'm... Pretty darn relaxed back there. *She scratches her head nervously. Not sure what else to do, she pistons the length of it in and out of her ass gently for a minute, popping in a finger as well after.* Wow, that was. Easy. I didn't realize. *Since she's clearly beyond needing it, she removes the whole toy and sets it off to the side.* I guess I'm ready? [10:17:37 PM] Johnaya: Nat just contentedly watches as she works the dildo in and out of herself. It was a bit surprising how easy it was going. He just languidly strokes himself as he sits there, smirking a bit at her. "Well. At least you got to test out to make sure. Better safe than sorry right? I wouldn't want to hurt that cute butt of yours. So, uh, you sure you're ready? You can take a bit longer if you want to." He takes the toy and places it gently on the floor next to his bed. [5:30:19 PM] Kay: No no I... Think I wanna do this. *Swallowing her tension, she lifts herself up and steps back over so she's above Nat once again, but this time her ass goes above his groin instead of his face. Her legs shake ever so slightly while she holds herself up, knees bent pretty sharply by the time she feels his warm cock head nestling itself between her ass cheeks and just lightly brushing her entrance.* A-ah! Th-there it is. *Looking meek, she holds herself there, trying to keep  her legs from buckling.* Would you... like to do the honors? Um, grab my hips, please. *She gestures to her shapely waist, probably hoping for some help staying upright.* [8:59:29 PM] Johnaya: Nat just gave her a warm smile and nodding, gently placing his hands on her hips. "Sure. Tell me if it's too much and we'll go back to stretching." The feeling of her cheeks lightly pressed against his cockhead made it twitch, swelling up and pressing harder against her hole momentarily. Knowing not to start too soon he grits his teeth and tries to push down as gently as he can. Her hips slowly descend, his head pressing harder and harder against her hole, until Nat slowly starts to feel it give way. It didn't take much longer before his thick head quite literally popped inside her sphincter, a small gasp coming from him. "Wow.~" [10:05:27 PM] Kay: Nnng... *Gritting her teeth powerfully, it's hard to believe the feeling of that giant pressing into her even as it suddenly springs inside, making her cock twitch while she gasps loudly.* NgAH-Ah! W-wow! *She writhes a little bit, her teeth unclenching only to close again with her bottom lip between them. She squirms for another few seconds before speaking.* Holyshitthat'sbig. Whew! *Her eyes flutter a little before she refocuses them and realizes Nat is probably nervous underneath her.* W-we're good! I'm just. Shocked. *A few times a second her anus tries halfheartedly to clamp around him, but he appears to be nestled inside firmly, with no painful stretching.* Wow!~ [10:23:15 PM] Johnaya: Listening to her react to getting penetrated was music to his ears, a small grin on his face. Of course he still pays attention to make sure she's okay, gently rubbing her hips with his thumbs. "Heh. You're taking it great." To test her a bit he thrusts up gently, feeling his dick push in just the faintest bit while his hands hold her steady. Since she seemed to be doing alright Nat just gently bucked upward now, making sure to keep an eye on how she was reacting. Pre-cum was now starting to spurt up into her pucker, no doubt making Jess feel really warm, some of it spilling out around his shaft. "How is it? So far I mean." [10:33:13 PM] Kay: God. OohhhhhHHhh it's so good. *Jess gives up and closes her eyes, mouth slightly agape to breath and whine quietly.* It's so fucking thick. I love it. *Her hands are just tightly gripping Nat's arms right now, with nothing else to do, as she continues to try to wrap her head around the huge thing inside her. She's never been more aroused than this very moment.* Y-you can probably start lowering me. I wanna feel it. *Her face is beet red for maybe the umpteenth time tonight but it's finally not from embarrassment. Gently, her tip starts to shimmer with pre and a tiny droplet dribbles underneath.* [11:16:39 PM] Johnaya: "Well I'm loving this ass of yours.~ So goddamn tight." Seeing as only his tip was inside right now that tightness was feeling really nice, Nat's teeth planted in his bottom lip. HIs hands continue to knead her thighs and hips, his balls hefting up for a moment. "You sure? I'll, uh, take it slow. Okay?" To test her he gives a small buck upwards, listening to nearly an inch or so of shaft squelch inside. Once he was sure that didn't make her hurt too much Nat grits his teeth again, ever so gently lowering her. Slowly but sure the inches slide into Jesse's cramped rear, Nat's shaft gaining a bit in thickness as they get lower. Normally he'd want to stuff it all in at once but even he needs to tap out with her heavenly tight rump, stopping at around eight inches deep or so, panting heavily. "God. This ass is amazing you know?" [12:25:43 AM] Kay: *As it starts she groans happily, then just pants, chest heaving, as she focuses on the feeling of being filled. It doesn't take long for there to be enough inside her to hit her prostate, and with that thickness it was impossible for him to not grind against her prostate. Her moan is the girliest noise possible from a human being, as her cock starts to slowly faucet cum, one thick drip at a time. Try as she might she cant keep her mouth closed for more than a second. Every square inch of her ass being rubbed against was too good. * Mmmanh!~ *When she finally stops sinking she gasps and lets her tongue loll out of her mouth for a few seconds.* Nat. Your COCK! I fucking... love it. It's the best! H-how fffar am I? *Constantly leaking cum was definitely opening her up.* [12:59:13 AM] Johnaya: It took a few moments for Nat to respond, just closing his eyes and enjoying how tight Jess was around him. "Uh, looks like about, hnng, eight inches? Good for a first push. I'll let you get used to it. Before I move again I mean." He just sat there and moaned gently, lightly lifting and pushing Jesse along his shaft but not pushing any more inside. A lot more pre-cum was starting to pour out now, Nat's urethra bulging every few seconds as it spurts into that tight rump. Meanwhile his hands massaged her ass, one slowly moving around to grab her shaft. As he gently pushed against her insides he delicately slid his hand up and down her cock, smearing the cum all across it and his palm. [12:59:46 AM] Kay: Eight inches?!? *She sounds more than a little shocked.* Only? Out of like a hundred? Hahn... And I'm already cumming too. *With a gulp she straightens her body out a little, making a very small bump visible in her lower midriff.* W-whenever you're ready, b-... big boy!~ *Being so full, it's hard to believe she still felt a little embarrassed calling her partner "big boy". Or maybe she was just overcoming a strong tingle as her p-spot continues to be ground into submission.* [4:37:03 AM] Johnaya: Nat couldn't help but blush a little as she called him big boy, looking away for a moment and smirking. "Oh come on. It's only two feet. You have a third of it in already." His hands continued to work on her hips, gently rocking her on his shaft. It was mostly to loosen her up but it did let him get used to just how tight she was. "If you're ready let's get in some more." Nat grinned up at her as his hand pulled away from her still drooling shaft, grabbing onto her hips and starting to slowly pull down. Teeth grit tight it was taking quite a bit of work but steadily more inches disappeared into Jesse's rump. Over a foot in and he stop just about at fifteen inches, breathing heavily. "Nearly two thirds in.~" [3:05:58 AM] Kay: "Only"? "/Only/"?!? That's huge! *She pats his chest in a "be serious here" fashion, then straightens back up as much as she can.* Hoo, okay, okay. *Relaxing everything she has the power to relax, Jess feels yet more cock successfully enter her and is flabbergasted at the sensations. Nerves untouched before tingle and glow with new feeling and she moans whorishly in response. Passing a foot, her insides protest but nothing puts up a fight. Moments later they've stopped again but it feels like it's been minutes. * Holy FUCK. *Her cock twitches hard every once in a while.* Nat... [7:42:39 AM] Johnaya: Nat couldn't help but giggle at her reaction, looking down at his shaft as it disappeared inside of her. It really was huge, even he knew that, but it's always fun to see how people react when you downplay it. Feeling her insides ripple and loosen he starts to gently pull down on her again. His shaft squelches deeper inside, Nat's breathing becoming heavier, pre-cum spurts still shooting into Jesse's rear. It takes him a few moments to register anything, lustily smiling at her. "And now you're two thirds. You're doing really, really good for a first time." He can't help but lean up for a brief moment to peck her on the cheek, smiling as he plopped back down on the bed, his shaft shifting a bit inside of her. [9:35:25 PM] Kay: Y-yeah. Nnnnn. *Panting heavily, she droops her head a little to breath for a few moments, then swoops it back up, eyes closed with her lips between her teeth. She takes a few deep breaths through her nose before speaking again.* Fuck. K... keep it up. God. *In her mind there was infinite time to spare, but she knew if they took it at her ideal pace she'd spend hours hilting a cock this big and then several more hours riding it slowly and languidly.* H-heh. I'm gonna be so sore. *She groans quietly and spreads her legs a little farther apart to gesture "come on, spear me".* [1:00:42 PM] Johnaya: "Don't worry. I'll make sure you're comfortable while you rest. I don't want to leave a bad impression on someone as cute as you." Nat couldn't help but giggle and smile at her. His eyes wander down as she spreads her legs and he looks curious, wondering if she actually meant that. Well. He did have to admit getting more inside would be good. With a nod up to her his hands hold onto her hips as he tugs downward and bucks gently upward. Slowly but surely more and more of his shaft disappeared inside of her until, finally, he felt her ass against his crotch. Nat let out a small, long groan before panting heavily, just sitting there for a moment, letting them both get used to it. [6:00:23 PM] Kay: Ah...h-ha. Woo! *She lifts her arms in the air and then leans back a little, showing a huge bulge in her tummy by the massive log of dick she's allowed to be forced into her ass. Her dick is painfully hard right now, and it's really hard not to reach over and stroke it, but she doesn't want to tonight. This was all about that cock. She was breathing a little heavy too, and her heart was pounding, probably because he came close to having to push it out of the way with that length. One hand rubs the tip of her tummy bulge and she lets out a nice slutty moan.* [4:40:05 PM] Johnaya: Nat could indeed feel how hard Jesse's heart was pounding but it was hard not to with how intense this was. He continued to sit there, basking in the heavenly tightness of her rump. Not to mention it let her enjoy seeing that monstrous bulge for longer before they started to move. "Wow. You really did. First try too. I'm speechless." Since he doesn't know what to even say he does the next best thing. He holds up a hand and gives her a thumbs up. Once that was through he put his hand against the bump in her belly, gently massaging just as she was. [10:52:32 PM] Kay: Jeez. Uh. *She looks around for a moment before reluctantly setting her hands on top of her legs.* I don't know what to do with my hands, so. Mm. *Jess briefly looks like she's going to speak, but stops herself and takes a deep breath, then starts to roll her hips back and forth on top of Nat. In one moment she expels the entire breath and bites her lip, her whole torso tingling as the behemoth cock grinds forward, then backward, then forward again inside her. She's not riding yet, but that's still a lot of stimulation to process.* O-oh god. Mnnnf... [2:57:19 PM] Johnaya: "Yeah just, uh." Nat stops talking as Jesse places her hands on her legs. Since his one hand was still massaging her stomach, and his own shaft, the other reaches to cover one of the hands on her legs. The little shifting and grinding was making him gasp in pleasure, biting his lip as he watched her move. "Mmm. Really, really good so far. Still can't believe you took it all in one go." [4/13/2016 1:05:17 PM] Kay: Me neither. I mean, I can't believe it. L-look at it. *Her tummy is stretched farther as she grinds backwards, then it recedes when she shifts the other way. Her cock twitches and a single droplet of pre falls from it.* I could probably cum from this. B-but. Ah. You can start. Whenever. Fucking me. If you want? *She wants to give him the lead, but she's having difficulty speaking with her whole abdomen glowing in pleasure.* [1:33:56 PM | Edited 1:34:08 PM] Johnaya: Nat nods to Jesse and smiled, starting to gently rock his hips against her. Not full thrusts just yet but more to get a feel. Plus prepare her for when the movement actually starts. "Don't worry. I'll take it slow. I don't want to ruin your poor butt too quick." A small giggle came from Nat as he did start to thrust up gently, balls faintly whapping against her butt. It was only one inch or so pulls but he could still see the bulge grow and recede on her torso. Man that was always so hot to watch. [4:16:19 AM] Kay: H-honestly? Ruin me. *Feeling just a little humorous, she bites her lip again and inhales sharply through her teeth when there's suddenly movement. It almost makes her regret the statement, but surely Nat wouldn't take the comment to seriously. Those balls are so huge! She can't help but remember as she feels just a little bit of soft skin making contact with her ass at their relaxed, friendly pace. The thought of them going fast enough to make them flap upwards against her is intimidating but she can't focus on it when electric pleasure shocks are repeatedly flaring up in her asshole.* [11:16:47 AM] Johnaya: Nat was smart enough to know even if someone asked him to ruin him it was probably better not to unless they were absolutely sure. Given how Jesse was from him being just inside her having that monster slam into her would definitely not be pleasant. Well. Not fully pleasant at least. Still he does want to get this moving at least a little bit though he could stay inside Jesse for hours if given the chance. Lightly his hips start to buck up and down, balls gently sloshing against her rump. The one inch tugs soon became three inches and then nearly four, Nat keeping a close eye on Jesse to make sure she's okay. [3:46:22 AM] Kay: Ah. Ah! AH~ *Jesse makes a cute little moan every time he humps her, starting off real quiet. She has the powerful urge to start bouncing but with Nat controlling her hips she was forced to accept his pace. As he bobs her up and down her cock obviously bounces with her, flinging little droplets of sperm onto her partners chest every few seconds. Her fingers curl a little, but she resolves to not jack off and let herself get off anally. He's already grinding her prostate into submission.* Nng-good start! [2:07:23 PM] Johnaya: "Yeah. Still taking it like a champ by the way. Most people would have cum by now." A small smirk shows on Nat's face as he starts to move a bit harder now. Not too much though. Just a steady pace to get her ready for more dick later. By now though half a foot is being pushed in and out of her rump, Nat cooing gently. His balls continue to wobble and bounce against her butt, the occasional faint noise coming from them as he gets hornier. "God you look so hot, Jesse." [5:26:06 PM] Kay: Well I'm /really fucking close/ so. *As he speeds up just a little, she feels a soft jolt in her groin and croons blissfully.* A-actually, I'm...! *Before Jess can finish her sentence she arches her back and moans a little gruff-ly, followed by a girlish, porn star quality groan. While she's being noisy her dick twitches a little and starts to leak big dollops of cum on Nat's midriff. The anal orgasm mostly squeezes the cum out of her instead of shooting it, but the pulses of comfort and pleasure in her groin are just as good.* H-harder!~ [8:15:16 PM] Johnaya: Nat couldn't help but smile as Jesse started to cum just after finishing her sentence, hands holding her steady on his shaft. As she cries out for him to go harder her obliges, slowly pulling her up and down his shaft. The speed and force steadily increase until he's pulling a whole foot in and out of her. By now his balls were fully whapping against her butt, Nat panting gently. [5/10/2016 10:31:34 PM] Kay: Ah fuCK! *Jess continues to cum as she yells, Emptying the last bit of cum for now onto her partner.* Prostate gasms are so good.~ *She closes her eyes and basks in the feeling of Nate's dick, still grunting quietly every few seconds.* H-hey. *She cracks one eye open.* Th... think I should switch to bottom? It'd be easier. *Considering right now their method is Nat lifting her up and down off of his crotch, most other positions are probably easier.* [1:35:56 AM] Johnaya: "Great on my end too. Especially getting to watch." Nat licked his lips and moaned gently, grinding upwards against her. His hands squeezed her hips for a moment as he thrusted just a bit harder, slowing down after a few seconds. As she asked that he thought for a moment, looking her over and nodding. "If you think you can handle these smacking against you harder." For emphasis he smacked his hips upwards, clapping his balls against her rump with a small chuckle. [6:03:34 PM | Edited 6:03:46 PM] Kay: Ah-ha-hhahhnnn... *She bites her lip and looks back over her shoulder at his frankly ridiculous scrotum.* You kidding? That's what I /want/. *She arches her back and grinds a little bit while they're slowed down.* Want me to get off of you so I can get on my belly for doggy style or would you rather just flip me over and start pounding me on my back so you can see my face, big boy? Either way, you've got to take initiative. [10:26:43 PM] Johnaya: Nat gave a mock pout at Jesse as he started to move a bit. "Aw. Do I have to? Watching you bounce is great." A small giggle came from him as he moved his hands to hold tightly onto Jesse. A second or two later and he wiggled himself over to the edge of the bed, grunting as he picked himself up with her in his arms and cock in her ass. Not wanting to stop even while moving position his hips gently bucked forward as he carefully turned around and leaned Jesse onto the bed. His fat nuts rested against her ass as she was placed on her back, Nat grinning a bit at her as he started to thrust again, heavy testicles slapping against her. [2:18:19 AM] Kay: W-wuaaaa *She makes a small noise when he picks her up all of a sudden, bewildered at being picked up and not just flipped over. She thinks about suggesting they just stand and fuck if Nat's strong enough while she's making a bubbly bouncing noise from bouncing on his crotch while in his arms, but it's over too quick and then his cute face is above her and she stops thinking. Her arms lie to her side in that cute feminine "you have my body all to yourself" pose.* M-much better! Gimme everything you got! [3:04:35 PM] Johnaya: With his new position Nat gets to see Jesse's cute face as well, warmly smiling at her. Of course it felt a little bit awkward to him what with how much he was stuffing her. Blushing he can't help but look down at her distended belly and nod, starting to move his hips. He starts off slowly, mostly just grinding against her, but quickly picks up his pace. Eyes closed tight he bucks down into her, eventually pulling out an entire foot of cock before cramming it back inside. His balls noisily slap against her ass on every downward swing, Nat gasping and moaning gently, the weighty things sloshing and gurgling from all the motion. [3:34:25 PM] Kay: Yeass! *Jesse moans out like a porn actress and arches her back a little towards her partner. There's just so much cock in her, even when he pulls out, there's no way she could ever keep quiet. Grasping for anything to hold on to, she clenches handfuls of bedsheet in her hands.* You're so fucking big! I love it!~ *In the process of being demolished her ass clenches instinctually, although with how stretched she is only Nat could tell you if it was even making a difference.* [3:59:00 PM] Johnaya: "Mmm is it?" Nat gets a devious grin on his face as he starts to pound into her faster. All the additional stimulation causes his shaft to swell up and start twitching, balls slowly swelling as well. He leans down to get right next to her face, panting gently, hands holding tight to her hips to help him thrust. "What if I told you I was still sporting a semi?" The grin still stays on his face as he leans in to kiss her, starting to move faster and harder. As he pulls back from her mouth he can't help but giggle. "Kidding." And then he goes right back to kissing her. [5:00:47 PM] Kay: I'd be... mmph, more insulted than scared. Implying I'm not hot enough, honestly! *He kisses her right as she finishes speaking and right as he picks up the pace, making her press their chests together when she squirms in ecstasy. Nat would feel the bulge he's giving her rub across his skin. Speaking of, Jessica's whole body is tingling, like tiny little painless pinpricks across her skin, nearly matching the intensity of just how much her ass feels aglow from hard fucking.* Mmmmahh~ *She breaks their kiss and struggles to speak.* Wh-what if I said... I need you to, aghgg, fffuck me HARder?... /Not/ kidding.~ [5:12:46 PM | Edited 5:16:07 PM] Johnaya: Nat pulls back and pants gently, chuckling down at her. "Well good to know who to call if I get another growth spurt." Feeling her belly and chest bulge out with his monstrous length was actually pretty hot, if a bit disconcerting. In a good way at least. Feeling her energetic kisses was delightful too, especially with the occasional pant or moan coming from her. Hearing her beg him to fuck her harder just makes him nod and grab her hips tighter. "Then I would definitely fuck you harder.~" After he said that he grunted as his hips started to buck harder and faster. His balls loudly whapped against her ass and was no doubt tinging it a bit red from the speed and how often they were smacking against it. Not that Nat seemed to pay it any mind, too busy slamming into Jesse. "H-how's that?" [10:06:54 PM | Edited 10:07:01 PM] Kay: AaaHNNG, p-p-perFECT~ *Jesse's head slowly tilts back as her mouth holds completely open to let her verbal bliss fill the room. She moves her legs upward and around Nat's back so they don't get chafed from rubbing his hips while he fucks her. With him taking his rightful free reign on her tight hole and the delightful sting of being spanked by his cum tank, she climaxes again pretty quickly, prostate orgasm milking yet more cum out of her, this time onto her own stomach.* [10:43:39 PM] Johnaya: With everything at a steady if frenetic rhythm Nat can just focus on all the pleasure that was happening right now. Namely Jesse's tight ass wrapped around his shaft and pressing against his balls. Small moans and groans come from him as he drives his shaft into her, licking his lips as he looks down at her face. "G-glad to hear that. Another question for, ahn, soon. Where do you want me to blow my load?" Nat's shaft swelled up briefly inside of her as he said that, balls lifting up before sagging back down. "I c-can, hnn, hold out for as long as you need me to though so, mmm, don't worry too much." [10:10:24 PM] Kay: A-aah-h, j-just... cum inside! *She's thinking too little to give half of a shit about that, and not giving it another thought once answered. How could she be bothered when she's got a cock bigger than her damn thigh pounding her into oblivion. Rubbing and grinding her insides like a slick, tight tube, and pushing so deep he presses against her tummy with every thrust. It's not worth interrupting the bliss to /think/. Especially since she's still cumming, still moaning and mewling in delight.* [5:30:54 PM] Johnaya: "O-okay. That's, fuck, probably coming sooner than I th-thought." He smiles down at her and groans heavily, his nuts hefting up off her ass again. With a quick motion he hilts himself inside of her and leans down, kissing her on the lips again. It would be hard not to notice his cock get even harder and his urethra bulge out immensely. A second later and he'd start firing thick streams into her, each one lasting seconds at a time. He pulled back from her face slowly as he continued to shoot into her, moaning and rubbing his thighs, balls clenching against her ass. It only took three or four shots before her belly started to swell from his output, Nat panting gently as he looked down at her. "Th-this is just the start by the way. I've, hnng, barely started cumming yet." [11:12:24 AM] Kay: *When he slams into her she makes a cute squeak and then starts to interpret it as a moment where she could get a breather, but suddenly her gut is VERY warm and she takes in a sharp breath as her eyelids flutter.* O-oh god. That's hot. *The heat blossoming within her is quickly accompanied by a feeling of fullness and her head shoots forward so she can catch her gut ballooning out slowly but steadily.* Oh god! That's... also really hot! *She bites her lip and simply watches, quickly looking pretty pregnant, which is a big kink for her.* G-good, keep going! [11:22:20 AM | Edited 11:27:51 AM] Johnaya: Nat just pants gently and nods down at her, holding gingerly onto her legs. He wasn't entirely sure if she meant keep fucking her but he was definitely coherent enough to do so. With a deep breath he starts to buck back and forth inside of her once more, each downward thrust accompanied by another rope of jizz firing into her. It didn't take very long before the partially pregnant look turned to full pregnant, Jesse's belly continued to swell and slosh from Nat's movements. Of course given their position he does need to slide back a bit so he's not laying against her belly anymore, not wanting to put even more pressure on her. "Y-yeah. The, mmm, best part of having these balls. Seeing cute people like, ahn, you with huge bellies." [6/8/2016 11:52:44 AM] Kay: A-ah that's not-! *She moans loudly in the middle of her sentence and leans her head back in bliss as she has her third anal orgasm, leaking cum all over her now massive belly. One of her hands shoots to her crotch at lightning speed and she starts to jack it like her life depends on it. Her other hand just settles on the side of her tummy and squishes it in her grip, making her groan even girlier and louder. She's too heavy and overstimulated to work her legs in the way it would take to help grind against him, or she would be.* Fuck, fuck, nnnGGH!~ [12:52:49 AM] Johnaya: It was hard to suppress the grin forming on his face as he continued to thrust into Jesse's rump, feeling his balls tense and wobble. Not to mention her stomach as well which had now definitely passed pregnant and now looked halfway to something like a double pregnancy. "That's also great too." To help her along with her orgasm he takes a deep breath and starts to buck against her even harder than before. Of course he had to be careful to not overexert himself. "I'm, mmm, guessing you meant keep cumming right? Because I'm definitely not gonna stop until you want me to. Or, ahn, my balls are dry. Whichever is first." [12:42:23 PM] Kay: *For the most part she just keeps moaning, having a bit of a hard time. Once her orgasm passes though, both hands squish into her tummy and she finds the cognitive ability to speak again.* Oh god, it's too much! *Her expression is nothing but pure shock as she looks at her enormous gut, then her date's face.* Y-y-aannnmmg, you can keep going? *Her question is a little redundant due to the fact that she's still swelling out in her own hands.* ... G-go big or go home I guess! *Despite having probably spent all of her cum, she's still rock hard, and her face is unbelievably red. This must really be doing it for her.* [6:12:15 PM] Johnaya: Nat looked worried with how Jesse looked and nearly managed to pull out when she said it was too much. He'd gotten halfway out when she exclaimed again, Nat just looking down at her. "Uh, yeah pretty much. I, hnng, had to learn to control cumming so I, ahn, didn't end up coating everything in jizz. Or filling dates too much." With his date mostly stationary from her now obscenely sized belly Nat can't help but reach up to rub at it, humming as it swells against his hands. "Just give a shout when you want my balls to let up.~" And with that he started thrusting inside of her once more, panting gently. [1:06:35 PM] Kay: J-just give me all you got, stud! I'm trapped anyways! *Her breathing is heavy, and she's partially in shock from being inflated like a beach ball. In fact, at least as much as a beach ball at this point. With this much in her she starts to lose some of the squish as her skin gets taut instead, meaning she might be approaching her limit. In fact, only a few moments after she says that her eyes go wide and she clamps her mouth shut, her cheeks ballooning out. A second later she gives up and  cum literally bubbles out of her mouth as she opens it, simultaneous with some of the viscous spooge squelching out of her asshole despite Nate's shaft.* [9:57:07 PM] Johnaya: It was hard not to get driven on by how excited and enthusiastic she sounded even though Nat should've known better, still happily slamming away at her rump. Each thrust send her belly wobbling and sloshing in tandem with his balls, small moans escaping his lips. Speaking of escaping lips it wasn't very difficult to hear the burbles of cum gushing from Jess' mouth and that was the cue that he should probably stop. After a little bit more of course. His bucking gets more erratic for the next minute or so before he yanks his cock out and jerks it frantically, shooting a few massive ropes onto the immense gut before him which was enough to nearly cover it fully. With heavy breaths he moves around to his date's front, cock still hard, to see what had happened, having already noticed how much spunk was leaking from her butt and onto the floor. That was gonna be a pain to clean. [1:41:47 PM] Kay: *Jessica seems to have gone a little dumb while Nat continued to ravage her despite her entire body being full to the brim with cum. Her eyes are half lidded and she looks oddly complacent, not displeased in any way. She did manage to finally swallow all of the cum down again, but everything below her nose was already drenched in nut butter. When Nat finally pulls out of her she inhales sharply, then gasps at the rush of hot cum and cool air. Her hole doesn't even pretend to try to close, gaped just as wide as Nat's cock has stretched it out to be even after removal. Feeling it with one of her hands, she groans and flutters her eyelids.* W-wow... You fucking ruined me~ [3:56:33 PM] Johnaya: Hearing her actually say that had Nat blushing heavily and smiling at her, rubbing his head with one hand while the other rubbed at his balls. "Uh, yeah. Looks like." Standing there for a few moments, just taking in it all, he realizes he should say something more. "You mean that in a good way I imagine right? Because I haven't let go like this in a long time." He gestures down to his balls and still twitching shaft, said balls having shrunk though maybe not as much as they should have all things considered. Not that Nat seemed to mind, still idly stroking his cock as he slipped onto the bed next to Jesse. Which given the position he takes, due to her belly taking up most of the laying room, it ends up putting his cock and balls right in her face. [4:02:19 PM] Kay: *Jess lazily starts to lap at the base of her partner's cock, still looking very tired, and a little waterlogged. Or cumlogged, probably.* Y-yeah. I feel amazing. Mmngh, but. You're gonna have to take responsibility for me, yeah? *She pats the side of her belly and without jiggling it wobbles side to side for a few seconds.* I can't go back to normal cocks you know. And my belly's gonna keep me here for... *She gulps down a mouthful of cum she gathered up with her tongue.* Quite a while.~ You better keep me entertained. *One hand grasps a teste without warning, giving it a loving squeeze, while her lips plant themselves on his shaft.* [4:36:39 PM | Edited 4:36:58 PM] Johnaya: "Mmm. Of course. I wouldn't dream about leaving you here without anything to do. Or anyone to do." Nat groans heavily as she starts to suckle on his shaft and fondle his balls, biting his bottom lip. A few ropes of left over cum spurt from his tip onto the other side of the bed along with some fresh cum from her squeezing. At least he knew how to get cum stains out fairly easy. That or he just didn't care about them. Ignoring that for the moment his eyes travel back to her swollen belly, shaft twitching as he watched it wobble. Turning back to her he gets a smile on his face and chuckles a bit, wiping some of the cum off her cheek. "So. How is or was your meal? Feel like dining with me again?"

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Is The MLS Only “Checking The Box” When It Comes To Black People & Diversity Of The League?

The #AskASocerPro show is a Live video podcast where 11 year MLS vet and Mental Strength Coach Quincy Amarikwa dives into the mentalities of highly successful individuals both on and off the pitch. In this weeks episode Quincy Amarikwa discussed about What is the MSL Mentality, Why You Need A Perfect Soccer Subscription and more.

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0:00-3:24 What is the MSL Mentality? Welcome To EP 103 Of The #AskASoccerPro Show!

3:25-4:48 Why You Need A Perfect Soccer Subscription!

5:02-6:17 Did You Catch EP 102 With Chris Odoi?

7:47-9:47 Quincy Is Keeping Fit This Offseason At #AmarikwaAcres

9:52-13:23 The MSL Mentality Is Thriving Within Our Community!

13:24-14:49 Perfect Soccer Internship Opportunities!

16:17-17:30 @timmypig14 Joins The #AskASoccerPro Show

17:35- 19:45 @timmypig14’s Biggest Takeaways From The MSL Mentality

19:46-23:14 @Timmypig14 Breaks Down Why She Feels She’s Underrated

23:40-26:46 @Timmypig14 Shoots Her Shot!

31:08-35:00 Quincy’s Thoughts On The MLS During Black History Month 2021

35:01-36:06 What would happen if the CBA between the MLS and MLSPA didn’t come to terms?

36:41-38:38 Is The MLS Only “Checking The Box” When It Comes To Black People & Diversity Of The League?

38:40-40:11 Seeing The Long Term Impact Come To Life!

42:52-47:20 Advice For An Upcoming Pro Trial? @anders….

48:00-49:01 Impacts of COVID and the CBA on the soccer market.

56:17-58:46 What Does Quincy’s 2021 Soccer Future Look Like?

59:40-62:29 How To Bring The MSL Into Your Life!

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Quincy Amarikwa (00:00:00):

We're all here to ride the MSL waves. You've mentioned the strength lead. I'd like to welcome you to another episode of the hashtag ask eight soccer pro [inaudible]

Quincy Amarikwa (00:00:11):

No Timmy pig, Joe Jackson, what's Pippi pop in. He know what it is, who has to have his throw a goat legend of a man up on the screen that MSL increased football. What's going on a [inaudible], um, M and UFC fan page dropping in what's. Wha what's up, everybody. Have you see everybody joining in tuning in here today is going to be a good episode. I think episode one Oh three hashtag has a second first show. So as everybody's joining in, um, uh, polka junior said, I completely forgot about today's show, but luckily I set three monitor. Yo, shout out, push notification, gang. Love that. Messy getting woke. You guys know what it is. All right. So as everybody is, uh, dialing in here, tuning in here, what's going on, Nate? Um, it is another episode of the hashtag ask a soccer pro show. Oh, episode one Oh three.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:01:21):

I'm your host. 12 year pro MLS cup champion, MLS comeback player of the year, UC Davis hall of fame member, black players for change founder and MSL coach coinci America. Now, what is the MSL? You might be asking yourself? Well, a lot of the MSL army knows about that. MSL lesion knows what that's all about, but that's what we're here to discuss. Every Thursday, 6:00 PM, PST 9:00 PM EST on the app. Perfect. Underscore soccer, Instagram account, the mental strength league. You guys know what it is, I'm in your head, right? For those of you who are just tuning into this frequency, it is a game of mental 40 chess. One where you're either aware or wait. You're either aware and an active participant, or you are a pawn in the game sitting in plate because no one it is. So what is the MSL? It is the mindset you need to accomplish your goals.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:02:15):

Why should you have this mindset? So you can learn how to learn, why learn, how to learn. You may then be asking yourself well that's so you can know when and how you are stopping yourself from achieving your goals and what to do about it. And the ultimate question is when does this mindset start? The moment you decide to take responsibility for where you are, even if where you are, isn't your fault and put forth a plan to learn what you need to, to continue forward. So if you are ready for two days episode, I'm gonna need you guys to start spamming that heart button and dropping them on in your head. Emojis. If you guys are down with the MSL and, uh, those of you who are new, who are down to get down in the MSL, go ahead and drop them. I'm in your head, emojis and spam that hard button and a drop down below, or drop in the comments and stuff.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:03:03):

What you're excited about for today's episode, um, what you took away from last week, where you're calling in from where you guys are located. I threw a whole bunch of stuff out there. So you do what speaks to you in this moment, drop whatever you're feeling down in there while I move on to today's sponsor. Cause you guys know what it is now. We out here extra official with it. So, uh, today's episode of the hashtag S soccer pro show is brought to you by perfect soccer. You know what it is the number one platform to talk to learn from and work with pro soccer players. Sign up for your perfect soccer subscription today [email protected] slash subscription. You guys see that pin below. It is the ultimate soccer package. There's so much dope stuff that I won't even just go to. Perfect soccer skills.com/subscription. Check it out.

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You got a personalized trainings, uh, custom websites with editing services, highlight tapes, how to promote yourself. All of our books, training centers, tools, resources, videos, uh, individual trainings, personal, uh, private zoom meetings, all with that soccer subscription and ultimate discount coach says, sweet, sweet merge. Like this merged like this. You know what I mean? And more, and we're adding more to it every single day. So the subscription only gets better with time because you guys know an investment in perfect soccer is an investment in yourself. A perfect soccer subscription is for youth players to prose coaches and parents get access to everything you need on your soccer journey with your perfect soccer subscription. So you guys please head over to perfect soccer skills.com/subscription and purchase yourself your perfect soccer subscription. If you haven't already, uh, Emilio said legendary sponsor, flame emojis. You already know what it is, but we're going to, we're going to have a great F episode today because as you guys know, we're, we're, we're, we've changed up the flow of the show a little bit.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:05:02):

We've been doing, uh, having a guest and last week episode one Oh two, we had, uh, Chris [inaudible], uh, my formal former teammate, MSL, mentee, current MSL, mentee, and, uh, most, uh, recent, recent perfect soccer intern, uh, joining last week, share a bit of his story, his path to the professional ranks, how he overcame cancer and his just overall mentality shift as a result of that and learning about the MSL. So if for those of you who didn't, uh, have a chance to listen to last week's episode, I highly recommend you catch the replay, uh, published over on perfect soccer skills.com. And for those of you who were in last week, what, uh, what were kind of your takeaways, uh, have, has anyone watched the rewatch, the replay, um, reprocessed self-reflected on that and, um, yeah. Uh, I'm, I'm wanting to do like a traditional MSL episode like today.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:06:00):

So episode one Oh three, where we, uh, we talked to the audience, we hear where you guys are at, what you took away from last week, guest episode, any person, any questions you have for me, uh, today, as well as I think we'll also begin Timmy pig, we'll be making a quick little appearance here for a couple of minutes, uh, for, for those of you who follow, obviously you follow the account, but you're keeping up to date. Connor manages the account day to day, and he's been, uh, sending out a couple of questions, uh, to the audience. And one of the questions that was sent out was tell us someone who is, um, underrated. And, uh, I liked Timmy pig, 14, the answer. So, uh, we'll have her on here in a, in a bit to, uh, share, share her answer and why that's the case.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:06:51):

So it should be a good one, should be a good one today and, uh, drop your questions in the box. If you've got any, and we'll do a bit of everything. We'll riff, give you guys some updates as to what's going on and, uh, all that good stuff. See Donna joined in what's what's going on, Donna Popa Jr said the mental strength, lead leak, flame emojis and the frequency. Yes, he is Emilio dropping them in your head. Uh, uh, I'm in here at emojis, uh, Umar doing the same path to pro soccer with three heart emojis. No, I'm loving, loving the engagement scene, everybody here.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:07:36):

Um, let's see. Let's see,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:07:42):

I see you guys dropping some stuff down there. I'll also give you guys kind of an update for those of you. Who've been following my personal account, Quincy Mariko account. You guys will know that we, uh, we purchased some land and we've got America acres jumping off, but that also doesn't mean,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:08:00):

Uh huh.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:08:03):

So getting into farming and ag, but that also doesn't mean we're not still staying prepared because you got to stay ready. So you don't have to get ready for the upcoming soccer season. I'm officially in my, what is this? So I'm, I'm in free agency and this will be my 13th year pro

Quincy Amarikwa (00:08:23):

If we

Quincy Amarikwa (00:08:25):

Ended up securing another contract here. So, um, gotta be getting that training in I'll know if you guys have been watching and the boys have been joining in as well too. So getting a lot of plyo work out here on, uh, America acres. So what have you guys been doing to keep it

Quincy Amarikwa (00:08:45):

In shape? Um, and have you been,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:08:51):

You guys have been following me. I sit here, my little one doing his thing. So I've been doing a lot of, uh, bounding work, plyo work. You see the little ones they're practicing, having some fun as well to you. Legs are still a little bit, I'm gonna lie. Legs are a little tired from

Quincy Amarikwa (00:09:08):

That work from yesterday's training.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:09:13):

But yeah, I'm planning on building kind of like a, a training, like a mini training facility with a weights, a wall full school and all that. So I'm looking forward to that. So I'll keep you guys, if you guys aren't already, um, if you guys aren't already following my personal and seeing what's been going on over there, don't miss out on some of that good wholesome content. All right. So let's see, uh, loving everyone spam that heart button appreciate that. Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:09:49):

Let's get into it. So,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:09:52):

Uh, Popa junior said, what I got from last week shows that you must not give up no matter what life throws at you, that is he solid and true takeaway. Um, so always good to connect with Chris and just see his progress. Um, especially coming back from, you know,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:10:12):

Something like cancer, right? It's no joke,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:10:18):

But he's got that long-term winners mindset. You guys know what it is. Uh, okay. Umar said when y'all spoke about the time sheets, that helped remind me how important and how important time management is with training. That is, that is a, that's a true shout. I, I think, I think you can tend to get so caught up in the new trend, the new craze, the new training program or whatever that, uh, you tend to forget. It's kind of time-tested things or what works and what's most effective. And that time management process, she in training is

Quincy Amarikwa (00:11:01):

Wow.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:11:01):

Provide a lot of dope content, resources and training in, um, on the perfect soccer platform and in the perfect soccer team members area. Um, you'll be hard pressed to find one, if there's only one thing that you could take in utilizing use that we provide, like, if you're saying, Hey, gun to your head, you got to just only one. I would say probably the most valuable one that would translate into the most success across everything in your life is the time management worksheet. So definitely sign up for your perfect soccer subscription and, uh, get yourself that, uh, right away. Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:11:38):

Because it's,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:11:41):

It's so many things wrapped up into one that it's simple enough to do, but it's kind of like the 10 pushup challenge, like as time goes on, it's really hard to do simple things well over a long duration of, and uh, if you can kind of master that, you're, you're the master of your, of your universe, you

Quincy Amarikwa (00:11:59):

Know what I mean? Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:12:01):

But that's a good shout Umar. I

Quincy Amarikwa (00:12:03):

Agree. Uh,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:12:06):

Joe Jackson, uh, Joe Jackson, that said, I liked the lesson to start planning ahead for after your career, because you never know when it could end, like he found out when he had to battle cancer. That's correct. Right. I think the thing that is most difficult for players to come to terms with, or to grasp is whether you have a 13 year career or a three-day career or no career, like almost a career, your career will end eventually one day. So, uh, the practical thing to do would be in your free time, cause you got a lot of it or your extra time, uh, spend some of it and by span, I mean invest some of that in planning for post-career. What do you want to do? What, what, what interests you, what, what industry would you like to be part of, uh, would you like to stay in soccer? Um, if so, how can you stay close to the game, um, who are people you can connect with along the way that can help you in that process and how can you, how can you develop skill sets so that you can, you can be a value add to the game and the community for, for a long time, not just, um, someone who's taking advantage of the current situation. Right.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:13:16):

Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:13:17):

Yeah, and I think that's really what our, you know, the perfect soccer internship program, um, is going to further help facilitate. We've been basically kind of like doing a beta that for like last year, like maybe like two years now.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:13:29):

Um, but, uh, yeah, dialed in

Quincy Amarikwa (00:13:36):

And with that, the onboarding process is flames. And I think, uh, for those of you who might be interested in an internship opportunity, we'll hopefully be posting some of that here. Soon. We could use some help on the social media side of stuff, community management, uh, engagement, uh,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:13:53):

Just making

Quincy Amarikwa (00:13:54):

Sure, making sure we're not, we, we provide so much value and give so much information that sometimes it can, it can be overwhelming and people can get lost. So community members are huge,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:14:04):

Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:14:05):

Are huge in helping us make sure that we're, we're making the content as digestible as possible, easiest to navigate as possible. So if you're interested in, you know, gaining some experience on that side and building that resume and building your network, cause you know, your network is your net worth, make sure to reach out, to contact the perfect soccer skills.com and uh, obviously be on the lookout for only ultimately kind of post those internship opportunities. I'm seeing some of you guys spend in that heart button. So,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:14:39):

Um, that'll be, that's good to see, um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:14:45):

Joe Jackson pushup challenge versus sir.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:14:48):

Yeah. He's him. The he's getting that upper, uh,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:14:52):

Dialed in a Nunez A's coinci time. You know, that is Chris what's happening brother. Welcome. Welcome. Uh, let's see. All right. So if you guys got any questions, go to drop them in the Oh, okay. There we go. Okay. So those are, uh, okay. These are people that responded in terms of who they feel are underrated. We've got some of those there now. Let's see. So you guys already know like fall on the, what do you call it? Feed your Jordan what's going on and McNasty welcome. Okay. So let's see. Timmy, Timmy P is N remember that when you get to college offers to, if you were to get injured, would you like that place beyond soccer? Can you plan beyond your career? Correct. Timmy's talking about team pig is talking about vision and having it. So you got it there, but that is a, that is a good point. And it's a good transition. And to have you on so we can, we can talk a bit about who you believe is extremely underrated.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:16:19):

Hello? Hello.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:16:21):

What's going on? How are you doing good. How are you? I'm good. I'm excited. I'm excited for this. Cause uh, uh, Connor had Connor had, uh, posted who's most underrated. Right? And he got, he got some answers and he said, uh, he said, Tammy pig said, she's the most? She said, she's the most underrated. I said, you know what? I love that energy. We need to have her on. And uh, if you got to state, state her case and let us know where she's coming from. Cause I, I liked that. And uh, maybe, uh, give us a little bit of background. What's your name? Where are you? Where are you from? How long have you been following the perfect soccer brand for and um, yeah, let's, uh, let's kind of break down, uh, your answer cause I liked it.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:17:05):

All right. Sounds good. So my name is Hannah. Um, I'm originally from Maryland, right, right out of DC. So I've followed DC United growing up. Um, big fan there. I'm in North Carolina now for college go to Campbell university, uh, junior. So that's what life is looking like right now. I do club soccer here, president, you know, get all that figured out for women's team. Yeah,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:17:33):

No, I'm okay. I love that. So, um, okay. So how long have you been following the perfect soccer brand for? Like how did you find out about us and what made you follow?

Quincy Amarikwa (00:17:43):

Um, well, so, okay. I originally met you after the game against LA galaxy at Aldi field. And I was like, okay, this guy's pretty cool. Right. Um, did a little bit of looking into it. I really been following the brand for about a little over a year now. Uh, really like last December is when I really got into the brand. So awhile,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:18:08):

I like that. Okay. So what's what stood out most to you. What have you, what is, what's your biggest takeaway from everything so far in,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:18:15):

Um, one of my big takeaways, like you said, um, is taking responsibility for where you're at at this moment, whether it's your fault or not, and owning where you're at and making that plan to get where you want to be. That one's huge for me because, you know, especially with COVID and everything, everyone's in a different place than what they expected. And it's not always that person's fault, but it's your job to get to a better place.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:18:43):

Okay. I love okay. I love that. That's that that's an MSL mindset you're coming at us with right now. Okay. So, all right. So speaking to that, where, where is it that you want to go? What's your goal? Where, what, what are you shooting for and um, what do you think you are needing to do to get there

Quincy Amarikwa (00:19:04):

Right now? Um, like I said, I'm in college, I'm majoring in special education. And my big goal right now is to get my licensure and start teaching. And of course COVID knock that out, mess things up. Cause we can't be in schools. We can't student teach. So for me, it's really the big plan of working on what I can do to still be involved with schools. What I can do to pass all my licensure tests, how I need to study, how I need to take responsibility for what I'm going to do and what I'm going to put forward to get where I need to be.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:19:38):

I love that. So. Okay. So, uh, I like that. We're gonna, we'll probably revisit that. Right. So I wanna, I wanna tie it into, uh, the question we had thrown out on the account, um, which was his missing underrated, right. To which you had answered yourself. Right. And okay. And why is, so why is that? You gotta, you gotta state your case, uh, share with us in the audience. Me, why, why you believe that's the case and, and, um, what, what your plan is, uh, to, to, to make that no longer the case in the future.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:20:18):

So I actually, when we get those little questions, you know, every week, every couple of days, whatever, I put some thought into them before I answer it. And I was like, you know, who's the most underrated, you know, women's soccer player right now. And originally when you think underrated, your mind goes to skill level first, because you think a good player is just skill and that's not trauma. Like, you know what, you can be underrated in the mindset and the vision that you bring to your team. And I feel like that's what I bring to my team. Not only just on the field, but to the people around me, I'm like, I have that ML, NFL mindset, like, you know, given the pep talks, letting people, helping people get to their goals and like sharing that wisdom that we learned from the show every week. It's like, I'm not just underrated on the field and what I can do with the ball. It's who I am, what I'm doing, what I'm saying, what I'm putting forth.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:21:08):

I like that that's confidence. And you're not able to say some stuff like that unless you're really doing the work, uh, when nobody's looking right. So, okay. I like that. And that's why when I, when I saw that answer, come in, I said, okay, we need to, let's see, let's see if she's about that action or if, or where she's at on that. So what do you, what do you feel is your, your biggest attribute? You know, you said, um, underrated, mentally, right. Mentality is something that's hard to see necessarily maybe in the short term, but results speak for itself over time. Right. But, uh, that, that takes time and it, sometimes it takes a real long time for people to see. Um, and a lot of people give up along the way. So what, what do you feel is unique uniquely? Um, what's unique to you? What's, what's that skillset what's that what's, that I'm losing, I'm not speaking the right word, but like to you, what, what do you define that to be for yourself? What is that

Quincy Amarikwa (00:22:08):

For me? I think I have, or I know I have good long-term planning and long-term vision, so I'm not just going to do what's good for me and my team in the moment I'm going to look forward at what, where we need to get and the steps to get there longterm.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:22:25):

Okay. And have you always had that skill set as that's something you've been developing over time? Like when, when did you really start leaning into that?

Quincy Amarikwa (00:22:35):

Um, I think I've always been good at looking ahead, but really the past, the past year with COVID, um, and not being able to do everything as we've always done and looking forward. So you know, where we want to be eventually playing games again and you know, what skill level we're going to need to be at and just how we're going to get there. Um, COVID has really helped me with all that planning and figuring out, you know, everything doesn't look right now, how we want it to look, but if we can create a vision for the future and a goal, we can work on getting there,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:23:10):

Love that. No, that's good. And the audience members are loving that as well to judge our dropped a bunch of I'm in your head emojis, um, uh, said solid answer, Whoa. A bunch of clap hands. Cause they're like in that, um, hashtag facts, uh, Kendall Cox had said perfect soccer lifestyle, uh, three heart emojis. Yeah. Everyone's loving, loving the energy and the, and the mindset and the mentality. And, um, you know, I'm glad we, I'm glad you, you able to hop l and share a little bit about that. So, okay. What is something I could do be of help. So is there any questions that you have, uh, ideas that you've been thinking of? Like what, what a, where are you, where are you at with all that?

Quincy Amarikwa (00:23:56):

Ooh, I don't know. I didn't come with a question prepared this week. Normally I have something in mind, something to drop.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:24:02):

There you go see a few to the future plan and I caught ya.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:24:05):

I know you did. We'll see. Cause my head was like, Oh, I'm hopping on today. Let me, you know, let me know what I'm going to go for. And now you turn it around on me. And you asked for a question, man. I don't know. I don't know. You know, you know how you can help. I've got this. You can keep me in mind for that internship position.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:24:28):

Okay. There we go. I like that. Okay. That's that's that's good transition. Okay. Um, what do you, what do you think your skill set is? Like what, what, what interests you most, what would you want to be involved in? Like what division do you already have an idea of, uh, where you wanted to gain some experience?

Quincy Amarikwa (00:24:47):

I would love to do like media stuff and kind of community outreach, you know, hear from everybody, get what they want from us. Hope, bring it back so we can make it better for the users, for the fans.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:25:02):

I like that. Okay. That's good. Cause I was talking with Serena about that in terms of like needing more needing to do a better job. Uh, so we talk about it, right? Self honesty for me when I'm reflecting on stuff, I go, okay, I need to be doing a better job of, of the community outreach of managing that. I think when, when I was first starting out and building the brand, you kind of, you do everything, uh, your, your customer support, your customer, your, your, your follow-up, your, you know, you're the janitor, you're cleaning things, you're technical, all of that. Um, but as you start to grow, you got to recognize when you got to delegate and elevate, right. And, and you guys know the core value here. Teamwork makes the dream work. So I liked that and I, we are going to make that happen. So I, 100% want to get you onboarded as an intern and in the community outreach department and division. So, um, yeah, no, I liked that. That was, that was good. See, now you caught me cause I go, Oh, okay. That's a good day.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:26:03):

That would be great.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:26:06):

Yeah, of course. So what we'll do here is, um, send, uh, okay. Uh, send an email to [email protected]. So we've got your contact information and then I'm going to connect you with Haley. She's our chief cultural officer, and she's been helping us refine the whole onboarding process. And we'll get you onboarded as an intern. We've got like some, uh, um, some onboarding training you go through. And then, uh, we have a interview to figure out what works, where, where you'd like to fit, but it already sounds like, you know where that is. So we'll be able to kind of move forward with that. Great, straightforward, dope. Um, Emilio's dropping fire emojis. Uh, Kendall said, uh, look at you, purpose driven, purpose driven, um, and then Pagosa, the MSM mindset is such a positive mindset. No, I love, I love that. Uh, Hannah, I appreciate you one, uh, following the brand and, uh, being willing to jump on here on the live and share a bit of your experience. And I'm also looking forward to having you join as a perfect soccer intern. So

Quincy Amarikwa (00:27:13):

Great. Thanks for having me.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:27:15):

Of course. Um, uh, maybe what we'll have to have a check-in after you've, uh, been working with us for a little while and get your updates and you can let the people know, uh, the good, the bad and, uh, and everything.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:27:29):

Of course, of course. Cell phone is honesty.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:27:33):

Love that. All right. Thanks. I'll speak to you soon.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:27:36):

All right. Thanks. Bye.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:27:42):

Okay. Of that. Look at that. We've got another perfect soccer intern. Shout out, Hannah. See you guys spamming that heart button. The community grows. Um, Oh, that's really dope. Shout out Connor. Um, an OJI perfect soccer intern. Um, for coming up with the question and, and, um, and big shout out to Hannah for throwing her name in the hat, you know, that only comes with building that confidence over time and doing the work to be ready when your opportunity comes, you guys know what it is. You gotta stay ready, so you don't have to get ready. And Hannah was ready. Um, let's see. POBA had said, well, I'm here. I'm here. Look like, uh, it looks like I'm stuck in Jamaica for now until I come back. And I've been given an opportunity to sign up with the inner sports management to get an opportunity, to get a trial at a pro level part one.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:28:46):

Well, being in Jamaica is not too, not a bad shot. I would assume them whether it's pretty nice over there, but congratulations on signing with your management team. I hope you get an opportunity here soon. Uh, Kendall said that was super fun. Yeah, no, that was dope. I was like, uh, having some time with the community and having you guys join in and share your experiences, especially, um, what you've taken away from the brand and the show over time, you know, we've been doing NASA soccer show for almost like over what, two years now. And perfect soccer started in 2013. So was that year or year eight? Yeah, my math serves me right. Um, platform grows and I'm, I'm glad to hear that you guys are getting a lot of, um, uh, value out it, a lot of positive, positive vibes, a positive community. And, um, with Hannah's help here, we'll, uh, we'll further, we'll further refine and increase our community outreach.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:29:54):

So that's dope. Let's see.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:29:58):

So if you guys got any questions, drop them in the question box here. Um, so we can get to them.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:30:08):

Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:30:14):

Can I say 105 episodes? No, I think we're episode one of three today's episode. One to three.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:30:19):

Oh, let me see. Double check. Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:30:27):

ISA said, I love your videos, heart emoji. Thank you very much. I appreciate the, I appreciate the support and you watch it and,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:30:36):

Uh, being a follower, um, he could see what I was doing here. I'll look it up in our Slack channel.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:30:44):

No. Yeah. So episode yeah, episode one or two last week with, um, with Chris [inaudible] and then we've got episode one Oh three today with Hannah,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:30:56):

Um, stopping by, uh, see what else we've got here.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:31:10):

I mean, it also, I mean, what's also going on it's, uh, black history month. Um, we've been seeing, uh, MLS has been doing a lot more this time around

Quincy Amarikwa (00:31:22):

Aye.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:31:25):

I'm seeing a lot more posted on their accounts and highlighting a lot of, a lot of players and,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:31:35):

Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:31:38):

With the recent completion and ratification of the CBA, uh, the MLS we'll get back to play. I think what was it? April 17th or April 14th is the official start date. There's still quite a, still a little bit of time. Are we? January? February,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:31:56):

March, April may vary.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:31:59):

But the rest of February, March and April, There's a little bit of time is who's who's looking forward to the MLS season. And um, what are you going to, what are you going to be focused on and doing now until then? It's still, still a little bit of time before things get back going. Okay.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:32:32):

Sorry. Today it's been a long day.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:32:37):

Uh, portable said it's my birthday month. My next week. Oh, well happy early birthday.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:32:43):

Okay.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:32:45):

The Bronx blues said what's up. What's going on? Um, shout out from we're from New York city FC, shout out Sean Johnson,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:32:55):

The captain, uh,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:33:01):

Uh, Joe Jackson had said, hopefully that that's more long-term than just because of what has been happening the last year. Hopefully that's more long-term uh, I, I, with relation to what I feel like I might've said something and now I'm blanking on what you're saying. You're hoping is more longer.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:33:20):

Sure.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:33:24):

Judge. I said, uh, seeing Wando lift a cup, that's what I'm excited for the season. Hey, advance. Got it. I think the trophy he got was some supporters' shield, right? Like 2012 or something. Was it 2012? 13? It was during like the bash brothers era. Oh, G Oh G MLS. Good times. I loved that time. I'm biased because that's my time. But also because I think it was like the best time, because it was, I think it was just like a great blend of great players, but great personalities and people just enjoying it and having a good time and like making it more entertainment than,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:34:10):

You know,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:34:12):

Football. Like I get it, like it's important. You want to win games and championships and playoffs and stuff. You can do that and have fun. And I think like that era did a good job of, of getting, getting the work done, but also having fun and, and making it, uh, I mean, entertainment, the entertainment factor I think was different than, than it is now, but maybe that's just old man talking old young man talking.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:34:45):

Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:34:48):

Yeah, Joe Jenkinson, MLS is doing more for black history month. Yeah, they are. I mean, it's not too hard for them to do much more. They haven't really done anything in the past, but the fact that they're doing it now is a, is a good sign. Um, I think positive,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:35:03):

Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:35:05):

Uh, the Bronx said, I can't imagine if the MLS season was positive if they didn't reach a CBA agreement. Yeah. Um, that was like the third renegotiation of the CBA in 18 months. Something like that. Those are no, like, that's no simple task. There's like a lot goes into that. Um, it seems like the MLS PA uh, learn their lesson from the last, the, the original CBA signing that, but not ratifying it before the league ultimately backed out. And then through in their force majeure clause and a bunch of other little things that wouldn't have necessarily, uh, gotten passed, had it not been for the lack of the ratification of the CVA, which just means like, making it official, like, uh, you know, crossing all the T's dotted, all the I's. Um, This one seemed like the deal got done and ratified within like 48 hours. So,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:36:08):

Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:36:13):

Let's see, Joseph don't get me started with the bash roads. Good times is bringing those guys out of retirement. Just, just for like, just to sub on the last minute of every game. I think they could do that. Right. That's the word there? They've got four substitutions now. Right. That's like the new rule. So there you go. Uh, yeah, that's what I meant. Hopefully they're doing more for black history month and that long-term rather than just Oh. Of what has been happening in the last year. So, uh, I know. Okay. I follow you. Yeah. And I agree. Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:36:57):

Yeah,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:36:57):

I, and I, and it's also difficult because you're saying like, okay, they're just doing it because it's relevant and necessary. Is that, is that something that they're going to be doing regularly here moving forward? Or is this just kind of to check some boxes here in the short term? Um, I'd like to think that those boxes will have to be checked for the longterm. So regardless of if it's just to check boxes now or, or, or because it's popular, I think it's part of the process now. So, um, I think that's important. Uh, the league has spent a lot of time, effort and energy, uh, marketing and pushing the message that it is an inclusive, diverse league. And, um, you know, really hangs their hat on that, but the data doesn't necessarily substantiate that. So I think it's important that, you know, the mechanisms are put in place to hold, hold the league accountable for all the things that it, that it makes public statements of and knowing that, you know, knowing that it takes time to actually execute on those things. And if you say so many things so often, sometimes it can be hard to keep track of all of it and hold people accountable, but that's what we're here for. So no worries about that. The perfect soccer community, the three S's of self-awareness self honesty, self initiative, self accountability, we're here upgrading the,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:38:26):

The, uh, the,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:38:29):

The soccer IQ of America, America one live at a

Quincy Amarikwa (00:38:36):

Time. Let's see. Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:38:48):

Just said Ray, for a funny story. So seeing the team chemistry was very motivating in terms of getting me through a third ACL surgery, especially the cam from Lenny and Gordo. So I got a custom Jersey, I'm assuming you got a custom Jersey. Oh, with them on it. That's dope. That's, that's a cool story. That's cool. A year, right?

Quincy Amarikwa (00:39:08):

Like

Quincy Amarikwa (00:39:11):

That entertainment factor, that fun factor in the, those guys, you know, if that helped you get through, uh, your third ACL surgery, I mean, they were doing, they're doing meaningful, impactful work that, uh, That people can just see for the first time. Now that's pretty dope. You think about that. Speaking of, um, Hannah's, um, talking about long-term vision and long-term goals and making those decisions in the short term that people don't necessarily see, but we can see the long-term impact. So J J a J J one, two, three,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:39:49):

Uh, S uh,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:39:52):

Is given the, the bash brothers a solid shout out for helping him through a difficult, difficult time. So we're all connected. Everybody. I love that. That's a dope story. And that's what the perfect soccer platform's here for to kind of share those stories, those experiences. Um, it's a beautiful thing. Uh, S the S the E S T E B a N C underscore 14 said, what a coincidence LOL just saw the video of you trolling LA galaxy. Uh, where'd you see the video, uh, when was that and trolling or teaching them, teaching them valuable life lessons and MSL mentality, uh,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:40:43):

Skills controls

Quincy Amarikwa (00:40:46):

Another way of saying it, but that's, that's one way, but,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:40:50):

Um, but love that, um, let's see, which

Quincy Amarikwa (00:41:07):

The Bronx blue said, are you in a car? LOL? Yes, I'm in a car. So I'm on my I'm on my land and my land. I don't have the greatest service out here, but I've got one little spot on the land where I get solid service. So I drive out over to it and you guys know what it is. Every Thursday, 6:00 PM, PST 9:00 PM EST. We go live on the account, break down the MSL, talk to the community, uh, share these experiences. Um, and we'd make it work. We figure out what it is we need to do to make it work. And we make it work. No excuses, no excuses play like a champion.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:41:44):

Uh,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:41:45):

Yeah. Right. If it works, it works. Yup.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:41:50):

Yo uh, Pocus said it is what it is. Yes. So, I mean like

Quincy Amarikwa (00:42:08):

MLS has just been there hasn't been any for awhile and it's still going to be a little bit of time until that comes back. What's, uh, what's keeping your guys's attention. Like what's new, you, uh, learn in something new reading, new books, watching new, anything like what's, what's the deal. Joe Jackson said, adapter dime in your head emoji.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:42:32):

That's right. That's right. Uh,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:42:37):

As the said, uh, came up on my YouTube feed. Also watched your highlights on the MLS channel. Great stuff, man. Uh, thanks, man. I appreciate that. Unders under sticks it, I have an open trout for a professional team this Saturday. Is there any advice you have for this scenario?

Quincy Amarikwa (00:43:01):

Um, let's see. Well, yeah,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:43:06):

If you've done your research and, and you know about the organization, the coach, the staff, and like what they're looking for,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:43:15):

Um, stick to it.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:43:17):

You, what, you know, you're good at, don't try to do what you think they want you to do. If that isn't what you're already good at or trained for,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:43:29):

Or, or

Quincy Amarikwa (00:43:33):

Yeah. Specialized in. So I'll make it super simple. So like simplified, but like, so the concept is understood. So let's say you're, you have really good, long dirt, long, uh, long distance endurance. So you have really high stamina and you show up and you see, they really need sprinters. Don't change your game from a long stamina person to trying to sprint on that day, do what you're good at and what you do, because you might not get your opportunity there. But someone there might see your quality as a long-term endurance, stamina, sprinter, and speak highly of you for your next opportunity, as opposed to, if you jump ship and try to be a sprinter and you, that's not what you're optimized for. That's not what you're good at. You'll look bad as a spiritual you'll be thought of as a sprinter. And now maybe those other connections and people aren't even making like there, a lot of this is a lot of the game is how people perceive you and how they speak about you to others.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:44:37):

So if they see you on the day and you have a horrible session and you don't do well and you didn't do well, not because you're not a good player, but because you, you know, you started playing, you started trying to play to the moment. Well, you know, people who don't know, you might not give you that benefit of doubt and might not see that. So if someone else asks about you, they only have that frame of reference to speak about you and really quickly your brand and your name and your opportunities can become a non-existent. So that would be my advice,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:45:12):

Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:45:15):

Have that long-term view. I think everything's coming down a longterm vision, right? Know what you're good at commit to what you're good at, develop your craft at what you're were good at and, um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:45:28):

Remain committed to it.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:45:30):

And, um, try to create that long-term plan and vision and slow and steady wins the race. But you got to believe that I believe enough to, to commit to doing the work, even when you can't see results of the work that you're doing yet. I mean, that can always, they can get hard to remember and stick to you. Um, uh, I'm speaking to myself just as much as I'm speaking to you guys, when, when I'm, when I'm sharing this advice or sharing my thoughts or approach or how I think about it because, um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:46:02):

You know,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:46:03):

Got to practice. What I preach, uh, today was today was a tough day for me, right? And, and tough days are just part are part of it. They are not fun when they happen. And you, you tried, you, you got your ways of getting through them and moving through them as quickly as possible, but it's also important to recognize them and be grateful for them.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:46:26):

Um, because you know,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:46:32):

It tends to be the difficult times that help build your character and define who you want to be. So I'm speaking to long-term vision that can be difficult and difficult times realizing that that difficult time, this difficult moment will be something that you should hope to reflect back on in the future and be grateful for because it, it gave you an insight and experience a perspective that allowed you to get to where you want to be. Um, so if you can see that as a result in the future, bring that into now. So realize that, realize that in the moment and, um, pull yourself out.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:47:17):

And that's me talking myself through, pull myself out of a tough day. Um, our times our most valuable, we don't know how much have we, we've got, and we want to be grateful, um, for every minute, every second of it, but we can forget that because we're human, we make mistakes, but through making mistakes, if we choose, we can learn from those mistakes. Um, but yeah, those good questions, good luck at your trout. I hope, um, hope you get what you need from it. Uh, the rock said New York city FC, hasn't signed anyone. I think everyone's just trying to figure out how to get the CBE done. And if we're going to have a season, and then from there, you know, who do you sign and how, and when, like, that's been an interesting, like this last two years, obviously it's been interesting. Um, the whole free agency, you know, uh, just the whole soccer market has just kind of been flipped upside down. And like, this process has completely like,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:48:38):

Mm,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:48:39):

Foreign. But I think that also creates opportunity a lot of opportunities. So we'll see. I'm optimistic.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:48:46):

Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:48:49):

Let's see. David Goggins said can't hurt me. Such a good book. Oh, okay. David Goggins can't hurt me. Not, he said that that's the name of his book. Can't hurt me. It's such a good book. I haven't, I haven't read that. I've heard a lot of people speak about him. So, um, uh, speaking of someone who told me about it, I think it was Ben Ben Olson. So episode 100, if you guys didn't check episode 100 replays up on perfect separate skills.com with my former, uh, D uh, my former coach and former DC United coach Ben Olson, um, he had, he had sent me something about David Goggins saying that I had reminded him. I think it's like that day at practice, we had that edit, reminded him of, uh, reminded me of him. So, like I said, I've been hearing that, so I need to go and check out some of his stuff. See what he's all about? Um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:49:49):

Uh, yes. Okay. Uh, the community saying good luck with the tryout Anders. Uh, we look forward to the update next week. Yeah, that'd be dope. Uh, Oh, he's and he's from New York. So there we go. Okay. We've got a lot of East coast, new Yorkers, um, on the live, uh, today, uh, uh, Esther said get a Mohawk and paint it red. You'll stand out that way. Yeah. That's, that's a way to do it. Make sure your make sure you're, uh, you're fit and you're ready to go because a lot of attention is going to be on you. So make sure you, uh, over-deliver does like we do here on the perfect soccer platform over deliver, leave every exchange haven't given more than you received. Okay.

Quincy Amarikwa(00:50:30):

Um, let's see,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:50:35):

Uh, under, under said thank you. That is a point I had in mind. I'm trying to play my game and not fall into any temptations or other people's ideas. There you go. Good. So yeah, remain focused on that, man.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:50:49):

Uh,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:50:51):

Ryan said I wanted a chance to show my football. I'm your fan here in Brazil? Yo, shut up Brazil. I feel like we're getting more followers from Brazil as well. T joining in, um, joining the community. Uh, yeah. Well, you get yourself a perfect soccer subscription and you can, um, you can showcase your skills on your, uh, custom perfect cyber skills.com URL link to promote yourself to coaches and

Quincy Amarikwa (00:51:16):

In agents. Let's see.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:51:24):

And we got, we got like five more minutes here before we'll call it, uh, an evening. So if you guys get any more questions, drop them in the, either in the chat or

Quincy Amarikwa (00:51:35):

In the, you call it in the feed.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:51:40):

No, what I was looking for, I felt like it was trying to look for something,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:51:47):

Just

Quincy Amarikwa (00:51:47):

Getting stuff together, like doing a little bit too much, you know, you guys know it is, I've been doing a little bit too much and trying to, I've been trying to dial back and really, uh, focusing on Things that I want to spend my time doing and, and removing the things that I don't want to be doing.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:52:07):

Um, more quickly.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:52:11):

I think sometimes I take too long to, um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:52:15):

To

Quincy Amarikwa (00:52:16):

Drop things. I know I probably should, but,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:52:19):

Um, uh, I'm, uh,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:52:22):

I'm like a romantic when it comes to, um, my optimism. I just want more, a little bit more. It can be difficult with long-term winners mindset and being committed to things for longterm. Um, one of your blind spots is knowing when, when it's time to move on to something else or to pivot.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:52:41):

So

Quincy Amarikwa (00:52:42):

There's positive and negative to it.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:52:45):

And, uh, you know,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:52:48):

Focused on trying to get better at it every day. I'm seeing, uh, the Bronx spam, that

Quincy Amarikwa(00:52:52):

Heart button, um,

Quincy Amarikwa (00:53:00):

Uh, Jesse, I gotta head out same plant tomorrow cake cake, but your team go, uh, Brock said, what time did the live start? You know, come on, man, come on, man. Every Thursday, 6:00 PM, PST 9:00 PM EST on the app. Perfect. Underscore soccer, Instagram account. That's when the, the ASCA soccer pro show live.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:53:25):

Um, he

Quincy Amarikwa (00:53:26):

Said, next time I can promote the stream on my story, because I obviously have nothing else to post. There you go. You got a teamwork, makes the dream work. We got to start building the community more so we can just, we can make it more cross-promotional and, um, everyone can become aware of everybody else's niche, content, um, uh, area of expertise, you know? Um, Oh, thinking of that. Okay. So a new perfect soccer, perfect soccer order just came through. Let's see. Let's see what that individual just ordered. Okay. So Xavier just got himself. Ooh. Okay. He got a perfect soccer.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:54:11):

I got a perfect soccer, sweat, uh, weather sweater. I'm trying to hold on, make sure to showcases shipping information. So it came through, I don't know that one just came through three days ago. Okay. This one, now that was ex-Navy. Okay. Xavier ordered something three days ago. Let's see what we got here. Okay. I think this is the first order of the men's joggers. So should a minute, a minute ago. Can I flip it? Yeah. Okay. So MSL all over men's joggers. I can't really see it too much. Just came in. Thank you for the order one, uh, Texas, appreciate that. Um, you know, like I said, you guys were adding weight, uh, way more products to the store. Lots of merchants. And if you guys have any ideas, design ideas and stuff that you want made or created, we'll get those done and added to, uh, add it to the store ASAP.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:55:19):

Uh, but like I was saying, yeah, like cross-promoting each other, um, sharing what each other's specialties and, and, um, and passions are for the game. Cause like you said, like there, I think there's just a couple of new Yorkers joined in on the live tonight, another aware of the Bronx and the Bronx blues. And I'm aware that the Bronx, Bronx blues has a, uh, a stream. So there you go. That's a community. You guys know what it is. Your network is your net worth teamwork equals dreamwork. And as I say that John Hollinger joins in because John knows teamwork equals dreamwork. Um, Yoshi said, yo, Quincy, I've got training right now, but just wanted to stop by and say, what's up. Hey, thanks for stopping by. I appreciate it. Even if you guys can only pop in for a quick hot second, I, I value your time and appreciate you spending some time here with me.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:56:18):

Um, John said, how's the club search going for 20, 21, to be honest, uh, I haven't been going full on it yet, mainly because there wasn't any like set date. And usually because there's no one, there's no set date, a lot of clubs and organizations are just kind of like spinning their wheels in limbo because they're not going to give you any definitive answers because they don't have one. I'm not saying like that's the best or the smartest way to go about doing it, but Hey, everyone has their own way of doing stuff. So now that that's kind of in place and there's more clarity around that. Um, and with the experience that I had of just realizing like the results of last year, a lot of clubs reassessed their entire business model structure, um, reassessed, how they bring in players. And if you've guys have been noticing like the average age of players that they're bringing in and signing are definitely much, much younger, which is okay in many, many regards.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:57:19):

And I understand why a lot of them are thinking that, but what they're missing out in on is you definitely need your O G veterans to properly teach these youngsters how to be good pros and how to develop into, uh, reaching their fullest potential. Because a lot of players have a lot of potential. Right. But, um, is one thing execution is another. And, um, I think, uh, the most forward thinking clubs will snatch up veteran talent soon. Yeah. And if they don't, then I don't think they're very forward-thinking and they will struggle. And I'm just saying that because it's true. And you guys already know the truth is true, whether you believe it or not, just like we told everyone 2020 is about the vision we've been saying. We had been saying that well before the pandemic was a thing and anyone knew about it. Well before 2020, one's about the frequincy, the frequincy, uh, in my free agency, 2021, the frequincy while we're dialed in, who you think is going to be riding that forward, thinking wave a smart organization that can recognize high value assets. That's who let's see. Let's see. Yeah. We'll start wrapping it up here.

Quincy Amarikwa (00:59:01):

He had, John said, teamwork makes the dream work. Seeing everyone's spamming that hard by them loving that, uh, Brock said, I should get all my fellow New York city FC fans to read these streams, come join, come join. We'd love to have you, um, love to have you. And uh, you got to get out there advocating for advocating and promoting, and I'm telling people to make sure they're paying attention to my boy. Sean Johnson mans is about to make waves here. Uh, let's see, uh, Joe Jackson said, I know we're almost done here again. Quincy just want to say great. Live, always love it and have a great weekend or have a great week. Thank you very much, Joe. I appreciate that right back out, right back into my brother. You know, so that's, that's a wrap. We'll wrap it up there, everybody. I appreciate you joining in for, uh, episode one Oh three of the hashtag ask a soccer pro show. The Brock said, Sean Johnson, that is correct. Uh, who you guys are, what 2021 is about to bring some will say they did. They couldn't see it coming. No one could predict that. But those who are down in the MSL know that that is not true.

Quincy Amarikwa (01:00:25):

Uh, uh, w we need to get an MSL group chat on IgG. Uh, I know we got a Facebook group. Yeah. Like I said, community outreach, yo, shout out Hannah, bringing her on with the intern, um, as an intern to help with that. Cause I need, I need a lot of help with the community management of our Instagram groups or Facebook groups and stuff. Cause those are great ideas. I, I love them. Um, I just don't have the, I don't have the bandwidth to properly dedicate the time and attention necessary to, uh, facilitate like the day to day. But if you guys are down for that and helping me build that out, um, please send me a send, uh, send an email to [email protected]. Yeah. If you guys are down to help with community management and kind of tying these things together and for the, long-term not just like a, you know, I'm due for a week or two weeks, I'm talking about like, even if we're just doing it like once a week or once every other week for the next like six months, at least so we can get an idea of it makes sense.

Quincy Amarikwa (01:01:28):

And people like it and they participate then, uh, send an email, let me know you want to be an intern and we'll kind of get that process going. Um, cause I need help with that. I need to help with a lot of stuff. Everyone I'm going gonna lie. I'm not gonna lie. I need help with a lot of things. So if you guys are open to helping, I'm open to receiving help. So, uh, thanks again to everybody who joined in. I appreciate all the questions, all the positive vibes and um, yeah. Uh, see everybody same time, same place next week, just in case the Bronx forgot it's 6:00 PM. PST 9:00 PM EST every Thursday on the app. Perfect. Underscore soccer, Instagram account. And as always everybody, you know what it is, I mean, you had later.

[joohoneyhoe]

Blocked.

pairing: jeon jungkook x reader genre: idol!au, angst for days, angry sex, rough sex, dirty talk word count: 2.2k drabble prompt: a sequel to Unknown a/n: a lot of people asked for this, so, here it is. Enjoy!

05/06 [12:11 pm] Jungcocksucker: I can’t do this without you, Y/N.

05/10 [1:20 pm] Jungcocksucker: I’m sorry, Y/N. I really am.

05/14 [8:04 am] Jungcocksucker: Y/N, please call me back.

05/17 [11:33 pm] Jungcocksucker: Please, pick up the phone.

06/25 [9:09 am] Jungcocksucker: Or at least just answer my text. 

06/26 [6:40 pm] Jungcocksucker: I just want to talk.

07/27 [3:46 pm] Jungcocksucker: Anything…please.

08/11 [10:55 am] Jungcocksucker: I’m begging you.

09/02 [7:29 am] Jungcocksucker: I miss you.

10/29 [3:13 am] Jungcocksucker: I miss you so much. Please answer me.

11/20 [5:01 am] Jungcocksucker: I need you.

12/25 [12:07 am] Jungcocksucker: Merry Christmas, Y/N. I love you.

[Jungcocksucker has been blocked]

It had been almost six months since I kicked Jeon Jungkook out of our home and I hadn’t looked back. I cut him from my life completely, along with the rest of BTS as well. Severed all ties to him in every way imaginable. The only thing I couldn’t find it in myself to do, was block his number. Until today that is. 

He had texted me once a month, every month since that day. I had finally had enough of it. I couldn’t look at those text anymore, that number, whether I had changed it to something nasty or not. The name didn’t change how much I loved him, only reminded me that I cared enough to still feel angry.

I set my phone aside on the couch, not wanting to look at it anymore. I didn’t want to think about Jungkook at all. I hadn’t thought about him since the last time he text me. 

Well, that was a lie. 

I thought about him every day, whether I wanted to admit it or not. He was embedded in every part of me. My routine, my thoughts, my emotions, my life. I hated it. I wanted to move on, let him go, but I couldn’t and I had no idea why. 

I could feel the tears beginning to sting my eyes as I tucked my feet up under me, tugging the blanket closer. Sitting alone in the dark, in my living room, staring at the Christmas tree riddled with all of the ornaments Jungkook and I had picked out together before getting our very first tree, probably wasn’t helping. Tears made their way down my rosy cheeks, leaving a cold path in their wake.

A loud banging sounded on my apartment door, making me jump nearly two feet off the couch. I tossed the blanket off of my scantily clad figure, thinking maybe it was a family member and something had happened, since it was so late at night.

Swinging open the door, I come face to face with Jeon Jungkook. There were still big white chunks of snow stuck in his hair and giant scarf, nose tinged red from the cold outside. I’m sure my facial expression gave off nothing but pure shock as we stared at each other, eyes locked. Realization finally hit me and I moved to shut the door on him, but his foot shot out, stopping it from closing.

“No. I need you to listen to me.” he said, fingers curling around the edge of the door, pushing it back open with his well muscled upper body. I let go of my hold on the handle, spinning away to storm off as I heard the door shut with a bang.

“Get out of my apartment, Jeon Jungkook. I don’t want to ever see you again.” I spat, making my way down the hall to our once shared bedroom, him hot on my trail. I slammed the door shut on his face, swiftly locking it.

“Y/N, please! I’m goddamn begging you, just listen to me!” he shouted, the knob jiggling as he tried to open it.

“Why should I listen to you?! You fucked another girl while we were together! Right under my nose! You treated me like shit for weeks while you were doing it, not once talking to me and letting me know why you were so angry with me. I still don’t know why, Kookie!” I screamed back, tears pouring from my eyes like rain as I realized what I had just called him. I stepped back from the door, bringing my hands up to claw at my face in frustration..

“Fuck this.” I heard him shout. His foot kicked right below the doorknob, successfully kicking the door in, wood splintering everywhere as it hit the wall. This startled me, but didn’t scare me. I stood my ground as he stalked up to me, grabbing my face in his hands.

“I didn’t think I was good enough for you, Y/N.” he whispered, eye ablaze in adrenaline and frustration. I continued to remain ridged under his touch, scowling up at him as I listened to his words.

“I was never good enough for you. I was selfish, focused only on myself and my career. I never stopped to ask what you wanted, IF you wanted this. I fucked up, Y/N. But, I can’t live my life without you. That becomes more and more truthful every day I’m not with you.” those dark brooding eyes roamed my face, his chest heaving as I returned his gaze.

“You’re still not good enough for me.”

I reached up and crashed my lips to his, feeling the softness of them against mine for the first time in almost nine months. All the reasons why I loved him, needed him, came flooding back to me. He moved his mouth against me with just as much hunger and need, hands leaving my face to grab my ass and pull me against him. I moaned into the kiss, mouth parting and he took the opportunity to push his tongue in.

My fingers fisted into the tan parka he was wearing, shoving it off of his shoulders forcefully, his scarf unwrapping and falling with it. He tossed them to the ground, hands sliding under my cami to feel the warm flesh of my stomach, making butterflies erupt beneath his touch. I grabbed at the open flannel shirt he had on, pushing on him until his back hit the wall beside the smashed in door with a hard thud. He let out a gasp into my mouth, the wind knocked from his lungs slightly.

“I hate how much I love you.” I complained, fingers moving down to the belt buckle at his waist and hastily undoing it. His digits intertwined into my hair, getting a good hold and tugging my head back, immobilizing me.

“But you do.” he snarled, eyes dilating with lust.

“Unfortunately.” his lip curled, but he released my hair and let me continue what I was doing. Once I had undone his belt and the button on his pants, I stepped away from him and pointed towards the bed.

“Clothes off and on the bed.” I ordered, crossing my arms to tug the tank top off my body, then pushing my silk sleep shorts down to the floor. His facial expression didn’t hide his surprise, but he did it anyway. I had never been the dominant one in our relationship and that was going to change. I watched as he stripped down to only his boxers, leaving them for last on purpose. I knit my brows together, showing my irritation at his attempt at a power play.

“I said clothes off.” he smirked deviously, thumbs hooking into the waistband of his underwear, bringing them down painfully slow. His cock sprang free, standing tall, hitting against his stomach before settling. My mouth watered at the sight of the naked man before me, I had almost forgotten how beautiful he was. Especially like this. He lowered himself down onto our old mattress, scooting until he met the pillows, then tossed them from the bed before laying down.

I verbally scoffed at his attempt to lure me in like he used to, but I ignored it and walked to my closet, pulling a belt from the shelf. Sauntering back over to him, I let it hang loosely at my side, trailing along the ground as I moved, his eyes widening in surprise.

“What? Don’t like belts, Kookie?” I questioned, pushing my lip out into a pout as I moved to join him on the bed. Placing myself between his thighs, I folded the belt in my hands, getting a better hold of it. My other hand dragged up his inner thigh, fingernails dragging over his sensitive flesh, making his dick twitch. A smile pulled at my lips, liking the effect I was having on him. Raising the belt up slightly, I brought it down on his inner thigh, a loud smack resounding throughout the bedroom. 

To my surprise, he let out a strangled moan, head flinging back. My lips formed an ‘O’, intrigued by the new kink I’d just discovered in my ex. I did the same to his other leg, leaving behind a slight welt as precum leaked from his tip onto his abdomen. I tossed the belt aside, having enough of that already as the heat between my legs for him grew. Moving up his body, I placed myself on his hips, hands on either side of his head as he moved to palm my ass. I reached between us, taking him into my hand and guiding his hard member to my entrance. 

“No one will ever fuck you like I can, Kookie.” I stated as I sunk down onto him slowly, letting him fill me as I tried to remain in control. He whimpered when he bottomed out, eyes fluttering shut. I began to rock back and forth, not waiting for him to get used to the feel of me around him. His fingers gripped the flesh of my ass tightly, nails digging into the skin.

“Say it.” I told him, bending down to bite his neck, riding him fast and hard now.

“No one will ever fuck me like you can, baby.” he whined, hand moving up to hold my head as I sucked marks onto his neck and collar bones. I could feel myself getting closer with each roll of my hips, my body buzzing wildly with pleasure. Suddenly, Jungkook emitted a loud growl from deep inside his chest, his hands grabbing me around the waist and flipping us over. He removed himself from me, making me let out a sound of discomfort. He took hold of my upper arm and flipped me onto my stomach, pulling my ass up against his crotch roughly.

“But, no one will ever take care of you, listen to you, love you or fuck you, like I do.” he rasped against my ear, making goosebumps appear all along my neck and shoulders. He pushed back into me, not holding back as he held my hips firmly to keep me in place. He fucked into me brutally, all the frustration and anger from the last eight months coming out.

“I’ve missed you so fucking much, it’s not even funny.” he breathed into my ear, my head lolling back to rest against his cheek.

“I missed you too.” I confessed, feeling his hand travel underneath me to press his fingers to my clit and rub. I pushed against him, wanting to feel every inch of that hard sculpted body as he pushed me over the edge. His hips smacked against my ass, grunts and groans leaving his lips as he fucked me roughly.

“Fuck!” I cried out, my high hitting me in a rush of electric pulsing through my body, a tingling sensation between my thighs as I clenched around him. He sped up his movements, trying to reach his own goal. 

“Come on, Kookie. Cum for me, babe.” I coaxed, reaching behind me to hold onto his neck as he kissed my shoulder, forefinger and thumb rolling my perked nipple between them. I felt him spill into me, a loud gasp leaving his throat as he did, rhythm sputtering as he pumped in and out. After a few more thrust, he stopped, lips running along my neck before reaching my jaw and placing a soft kiss there.

Pulling out, he tumbled onto the bed next to me, hand over his chest as he caught his breath. I collapsed onto my tummy, resting my head on my forearms as I turned my head to look at the man beside me. He turned his head as well, eyes now soft, regretful, sorry.

“I’m so sorry for everything I did to you.” he apologized, a single tear falling from his obsidian eyes. I stretched my fingers out to touch his cheek, wiping it away.

“I know you are, Kookie.” 

“I love you, Y/N. I don’t want to spend any more of my life without you. I can’t.” I pulled myself up on my elbows, leaning over him and planting a loving kiss to his plush lips. He returned the kiss, arms encircling my waist. Moving away, I stayed over top of him, running my tendrils through his dark brown locks, dampened with sweat.

“I love you, Jeon Jungkook. This is going to take a long time to fix, but…I’m willing to try.” I explained, my eyes taking in every feature I loved about him. The small scar at his cheekbone, the freckle underneath his bottom lip and last but not least, the way his eyes crinkled when he was happy.

“I’ll do whatever it takes. Anything you ask, I’ll do it.” he promised, bringing his fingers up to cradle my face in his large tanned hand.

“I believe you. But, right now, I just want you to hold me.” he opened his arms up, letting me lay down to rest against his chest as he tangled our legs together. 

“Anything for you, baby.”

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[inter-galaxy]

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coming at you with some namgi fluff! something happy! can you imagine?

huuuuuge thanks to @namgii for okaying this fic and being a good friend ily ♥

Summary:  Yoongi wants to send Seokjin a text, but he goes and fucks up the number. But, you know, that's okay, because that one text starts something great, amazing, extraordinary.

you can also find it on ao3

To: Unknown

Time: Monday, Feb 12 • 03:51

               hey jin i know you’re probably asleep but i just remembered the thing you asked me the other day and the answer is bananas and i really need you to know. k tnx for coming to my ted talk

 To: Unknown

Time: Monday, Feb 12 • 14:26

               Oh shit, I’m sorry about this! I thought I was texting my buddy but turns out I put in the wrong number? Last time I try texting without opening the contact because I’m sure I know the number by now, haha. Thanks for being chill about it!

 To: Not-Jin Namjoon

Time: Friday, Feb 16 • 04:42

               do you know how weird you are for continuing to talk to a stranger that accidentally texted you at four am? incredibly weird.

 To: Not-Jin Namjoon

Time: Friday, Feb 16 • 04:57

               uh, fuck you?? you can’t judge me for being awake when you are also awake that’s not how this works, i’m the judge in this relationship

 To: Not-Jin Namjoon

Time: Friday, Feb 16 • 05:53

               and, anyways, that’s how i got to be literally the best person in the world? or best roommate at the very least! honestly, he’s lucky to have me!

               but you have to tell me what happened with the fountain??? you can’t just keep teasing me about it and then not telling me!

 To: Namjoon

Time: Wednesday, Feb 28 • 23:38

               hey, just wanted to say that i had a really nice time today? never would have guessed that texting the wrong number would lead to the best free dinner of my life, but here we are!

 To: Namjoon

Time: Wednesday, Feb 28 • 23:45

               on a more serious note, i’m glad you kept talking to me weirdo, always nice to have more friends

 To: THIS ONE IS JIN

Time: Tuesday, Mar 6 • 02:37

               jin, jin i’m having a crisis what do i do he’s just so cute and funny and pretty and he laughs at my stupid jokes i don’t know what to do

 To: Traitor Jin

Time: Tuesday, Mar 6 • 04:29

               i want you to be aware that this conversation has been useless and has not helped me with my crisis at all and also you are a horrible friend

 To: My Favorite Friend Jin

Time: Wednesday, Mar 7 • 19:30

               you know what i said yesterday about you being horrible? i take it back, you’re the best person in the entire world and i would be dead and rotting in a hole somewhere without you and i just need you to know this because i love you very much you’re amazing and handsome and hoseok is incredibly lucky to have you and i’m lucky to have you as a roommate you’re the best

               in short thanks for hooking me up with a date idk how you did it

 To: Joon

Time: Thursday, Mar 8 • 00:57

               i had a really nice time tonight, i’m glad we went on this date. next time though, maybe we shouldn’t try to rob a store? even if it’s on accident??? how do you even do that??? it’s adorable???

 To: Joon

Time: Friday, Mar 23 • 05:37

               Namjoon, please just stop ignoring me? I get that I fucked up but I want us to talk and get over this and not just continue fighting and ignoring each other. Please. Look, I’m even using proper spelling and everything! Okay, a misplaced joke, maybe, but I just really miss you. Please.

 To: Namjoon

Time: Monday, Mar 26 • 17:53

               How about next time we fight you don’t force me to come to your workplace and confront you? Needing time to process things is one thing, but ignoring me for such a long time is unacceptable. I don’t want to keep having this fight so please just talk to me next time.

 To: Namjoon

Time: Tuesday, Mar 27 • 01:48

               Of course I’m mad? You ignored me like I wasn’t important at all, how did you expect me to react? Welcome you back with open arms? Fuck no. I really like you, and I want this to work out, but you can’t be a child about it.

 To: Joon

Time: Saturday, Apr 14 • 14:33

               are you still coming today? jin’s got all the snacks ready and we bought drinks and hoseok’s bringing the movie, so you don’t have to worry about anything you just gotta show up on time. see you soon!

 To: Joon

Time: Saturday, Apr 14 • 17:23

               joon? are you on your way? we’re all here and waiting for you.

 To: Joon

Time:  Saturday, Apr 14 • 17:46

               namjoon? it’s not like you to be this late, and to not answer me? i thought we were doing better. are you okay? i hope you’re safe.

 To: Jin

Time: Saturday, Apr 14 • 19:25

               i just got to the hospital. they’re not letting me see him yet but a nurse told me that he is stable for now. i’ll keep you updated. please forward to the other guys.

 To: Jin

Time: Saturday, Apr 14 • 19:59

               they just let me in to see him. he’s still unconscious but he’s fully stable now. they’re saying that they don’t expect any permanent damage. his left arm got broken, and he looks pretty beat up, but he’s mostly alright. they say it’s lucky that the car hit the passenger side, as otherwise the damage would be much bigger. i’m going to stay here until they kick me out, i’ll keep you updated.

 To: Jin

Time: Saturday, Apr 14 • 21:30

               they’re saying i have to leave in half an hour. can you come pick me up? he’s still asleep, but he hasn’t gotten worse so i’m thankful.

 To: Hoseok

Time: Sunday, Apr 15 • 08:37

               jin’s gone to work already so i was hoping you could give me a ride to the hospital? i can take a bus if you’re busy, don’t stress.

 To: Hoseok

Time: Sunday, Apr 15 • 09:27

               thanks for the ride, i owe you one

 To: Jin

Time: Sunday, Apr 15 • 13:28

               you don’t have to come for lunch, i know you usually spend it with hoseok. i’ll eat something in the cafeteria, i promise so please don’t worry. he hasn’t woken up yet.

 To: Jin

Time: Sunday, Apr 15 • 16:22

               thanks for coming over, even if it was just a little bit. i’m freaking out a little, but they say he’ll be okay so i just have to trust their judgment. i’ll update you if anything happens.

 To: Jin

Time: Sunday, Apr 15 • 19:43

               he woke up! i’m so relieved. he wasn’t awake for long, and complained about being in pain and that it wasn’t fair that his boyfriend was as pretty as an angel because he couldn’t tell whether he was in heaven or not. he passed out again when they upped his morphine, but they say it’s good that he woke up.

 To: Jin

Time: Wednesday, Apr 18 • 12:55

               he’s doing much better, already complaining about the hospital food. they say he has to stay for a while longer but that he will need help for the first few days he’s out, so i’ll stay at his. we spent all morning talking. i’m happy he’s okay.

 To: Joon

Time: Monday, May 7 • 22:37

               hey, i’m running a little late because no shop in town has the soda you like. i expect great payment for the trouble i am going through just to get you this soda. i want you to know that i have suffered greatly for it.

 To: Joon

Time: Wednesday, May 9 • 03:22

               uhhh,,,, no need to be rude?? i give you my life and this is how you repay me? by judging my music taste??? i’ll have you know i graduated top of my class bitch

 To: Jin

Time: Friday, May 25 • 04:37

               is it too early to tell him i love him? because i think i love him. i’m like pretty sure i love him. i don’t think i’ve ever loved anyone as much as i love him. help.

 To: No Help Jin

Time: Friday, May 25 • 04:43

               okay but i have no actual idea if i should tell him or text it to him because you know talking over text is usually easier and i get to formulate what i want to say and i get to think about how to say it but then that might seem impersonal and i don’t want him to think i’m an asshole but who knows when i’ll see him next because exams are coming up and i want it to be perfect and i don’t know jin i’m so stressed aaaaAAAAAAAAAA

 To: Jin Will Scream At Me

Time: Friday, May 25 • 05:21

               you can tell me i’m insane tomorrow and i’ll agree haaaaaa i just told him that i think i’m in love with him and then hid in the bathroom for like twenty minutes but he hasn’t replied because he’s asleep because of course he’s asleep but i’ve slept like four hours in the past two??? three??? days??? help

 To: Joonie

Time: Saturday, Jun 2 • 16:22

               now you listen here you little shit just because i’m in love with you that does not mean i won’t kick your ass because you dare disrespect the god the hero the king kanye west himself fuck off

 To: Joonie

Time: Saturday, Jun 2 • 16:34

               oh no you do not get out of this by calling me babe and telling me you love me i am never forgetting this sin i will never let you live this down

 To: Joonie

Time: Saturday, Jun 2 • 19:02

               uuuuh??? that’s rude wtf??? i’m the nicest person in the world like i’m a fucking delight lmao

 To: Joonie

Time: Saturday, Jun 2 • 19:55

               not all men you’re absolutely right my main man midoriya izuku would never do this he is a good boi

 To: Joonie

Time: Saturday, Jun 2 • 21:00

               ohhhh my good namjoon that is not how it works like even remotely??? how??? how do you manage to be so this way????

               like no shade but also full shade how do you manage to break a remote???

 To: Joonie

Time: Thursday, Jul 19 • 00:22

               it’s not even that late it’s only midnight we’ve both gone to sleep at a much later time tho and i really need to talk about this because it’s make me restless and i don’t wanna spend the entire night twisting and turning so if you could stay up with me for a while that would be really nice because i really need it

 To: Joonie

Time: Thursday, Jul 19 • 00:27

               thank you. okay, so, i just really need to get this off my chest because it’s slowly starting to suffocate me and i don’t want to keep all of that inside anymore because i want to get better and i want to talk to people about these things and i trust you and i love you and so i want to share this with you. okay. so you know how i get really stressed when exams roll around because i just wanna do well and i’m scared, terrified of failing, and then sometimes i just start feeling like something is constantly sitting on my chest and it’s hard to breathe and sometimes i even forget to breathe and tbh if i didn’t live with jin i’m not sure i would always eat during these times or even sleep. and talking to you helps, it definitely helps because i feel like i can breathe a little easier because i know you understand me even when i don’t talk about it. but i want to talk about it. and right now i wanna ask that you ask about this stuff. it’s hard but i wanna talk about it. and if you want to then i wanna listen to it as well. i love you, and i want this to be something that we can talk about.

 To: Joonie

Time: Thursday, Jul 19 • 00:58

               i don’t feel like that at all. you’re just trying to make me feel better, i really appreciate that. i always find it cute when you ramble like that, you know? don’t be worried about talking to me, we can only understand each other if we communicate. i’m really happy we’re talking about this. thank you.

 To: Jin

Time: Monday, Jul 30 • 08:22

               i’m leaving now i’ll be at hoseok’s in like twenty minutes if you two aren’t ready i’m stealing your car and going to watch joon alone and i’ll talk shit about you the whole time

 To: Joonie

Time: Monday, Jul 30 • 08:44

               !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! good luck!!!!!!! we’re all in the stands we’ll be rooting for you and screaming your name. well. maybe not. it’s a poetry thing not a concert so maybe no screaming but at least loud clapping!

 To: Joonie

Time: Monday, Jul 30 • 9:59

               uuuuuuuuuuuuh??????????? that was amazing?????????? my boyfriend kim namjoon the love of my life is literally the best poet in the world wow

 To: Jin

Time: Wednesday, Aug 15 • 12:04

               yo man you left your one box of old photos here and i couldn’t resist so i opened it and took pictures before sealing it perfectly again but can you come pick it up because i’m about to hand the keys back because i’m done with my stuff and this box is just here and waiting for you and who knows what else i will do with it if you don’t come quick.

               just please hurry i wanna go to my new apartment with my boyfriend and not sit in this empty place.

 To: Jin

Time: Friday, Aug 17 • 22:22

               i take offense to the fact that you think that i cannot cook. just because i choose not to cook, that does not mean that i do not know how to do this. we’re having a cookoff. i will not stand for this hearsay.

 To: Joonie

Time: Sunday, Aug 26 • 19:31

               don’t listen to jin i was the one who won the cookoff because i am the best and i have brought the food back home so we’ll have the rest together when you come back please hurry i am a whole hunger

 To: Jin

Time: Sunday, Sep 23 • 04:29

               i know it was kinda rough sometimes with him, and sometimes it still gets like that, but we’re good, you know? we’re good for each other and we get a little better every day and i love him more than i’ve ever thought possible and, you know, i think we’ll be okay. we’ll be okay. definitely.

#bangtanwriters-net #namgi #sugamon #fluff #namjoon #yoongi #angst #background jin/hobi #soft #text fic #texting #aj writes #texts are all sent from yoongis phone

[dannybnnt]

Maybe Baby

Summary: Dan & Isley go to Isley’s 12 week appointment. NSFW as usual. (late posting, this was last week)

@isleydrewwhittaker

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 12:22 PM

Daniel finished up with a client, with whom he had to meet at the courthouse so he was running a bit late for the doctor's appointment. He wasn't thrilled with that, but there wasn't much he could do to change it. He rushed into the waiting room at the doctor's office, glad to see his girlfriend sitting there. "Hey, babe." He sat beside her and gave her a kiss. "I'm glad I made it on time, I was worried for a second."

Isley-Last Tuesday at 1:24 PM

Isley rubbed her bump nervously, worried that Daniel wouldn’t make it to their appointment. Just as she was about to send him a text, he rushed in. Isley smiled widely at him, kissing him back before taking his hand. “Me too, babe. How was your meeting?”

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 2:20 PM

"It sucked, the judge chose to incarcerate my client so I'm going to have to deal with that." He sighed. "I'm ready to relax and see the babies."

Isley-Last Tuesday at 4:41 PM

“I’m sorry, love.” Isley said, kissing his hand as her name was called. She stood with a smile, following the doctor to the exam room. She hopped up on the table and lifted her shirt, making small talk with the doctor and reaching for Dan’s hand again. ”So how’s everything been?”

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 5:19 PM

Daniel followed her back and was quiet as they went through her regular exam, staying near her to hold her hand. "It seems like things have been good." He said with a smile.

Isley-Last Tuesday at 5:24 PM

Isley nodded as Daniel answered Dr. Lewis' question. "Yeah. I'm still peeing and eating all the time. The sickness has gotten better, I think, but I still throw up a couple times a week." The doctor smiled. *"Some women experience sickness their whole pregnancy, so it's nothing too abnormal. Now, let's see these babies! You've got a great bump growing here." Isley laughed as the gel was rubbed onto her stomach. Suddenly, there was a whooshing sound as the picture came up on the screen along with the babies' heartbeats.

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 5:27 PM

Daniel was not excited to hear that she may experience morning sickness all through the pregnancy. He bit his lip as he watched the doctor run the wand over her belly and smiled as the heartbeats were heard. He squeezed Isley's hand, his eyes intent on the screen.

Isley-Last Tuesday at 5:34 PM

She teared up at the sound of the heartbeats. "I don't think I'll ever get used to that." She said softly, kissing Dan's hand. *"Alright, so the babies' hearts sound strong and they are right on track for the twelve week mark. These are the babies..." The doctor gestured to two little forms, which were really starting to look like babies. Then, she pointed to a line between the two babies. "And this here is the wall between the gestational sacs, which means the twins are fraternal! We can't tell the gender definitively yet, but I'm guessing there's at least one boy. This looks like it could be a penis, but it could also be just a random mark on the ultrasound."

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 5:39 PM

Daniel listened, his eyes still glued to the screen.  He lit up at the mention of a boy. Honestly, he would have been through the roof either way, but now he had a boy to picture. "A boy." He repeated softly.

Isley-Last Tuesday at 5:41 PM

"Like I said, I can't be sure so don't hold me to anything! We won't know for sure until around 18 weeks or so." The doctor said with a smile and a kind laugh. "That's amazing." Isley said in awe, looking back and forth between Daniel and the screen.

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 5:44 PM

He looked at Isley for the first time with a big smile before looking back at the screen. 18 weeks seemed so far away, though it wasn't truly. He was just impatient.

Isley-Last Tuesday at 5:52 PM

A few tears spilled over as she looked at Daniel. She leaned over, kissing him tenderly and not caring that the doctor was still there. "Alright, and I think that's it. So since you're officially in the second trimester, you need to add an extra 400 calories to your diet on top of the calories we added 6 weeks ago. So that means you should be eating 2500-2700 calories a day. And I remember you asked about intercourse at your first appointment, so let me remind you that now you should be avoiding positions that have you on your back, Ms. Whittaker." Isley nodded, pulling her shirt down after Dr. Lewis wiped her stomach off. "And your next appointment should be at 18 weeks, so I'll see you then!" Dr. Lewis shook their hands before leaving the room.

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 5:54 PM

Daniel was surprised that she had to eat more. Pregnancy was crazy. When the doctor left the room, he sighed "Our sex life is already changing. It was fun while it lasted." He joked as he stood up and held his hand out to her to help her up.

Isley-Last Tuesday at 5:56 PM

Isley rolled her eyes at Daniel as he spoke. "You can handle it. You like when I ride you, anyways." She teased, then placed a hand on the bed to stabilize her as Daniel helped her up. Her belly was already feeling cumbersome on her small frame, she couldn't imagine what it would be like when she was full term.

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 5:59 PM

"That's true." He put his arm around her once she was up. "I know he said not to be stuck on it, but that would be really cool if one of them were a boy."

Isley-Last Tuesday at 6:07 PM

"Yeah, I hope there's a little Liam in here." She said, looking down at her stomach as they walked out.

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 6:13 PM

"Me too. Liam and Mila." He smiled. "Want food?"

Isley-Last Tuesday at 6:20 PM

"Or Liam and Luca." Isley pointed out. "Food? Always. I can't believe I have to eat so much!"

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 6:21 PM

"Yeah, that's kind of crazy. I gotta keep the kitchen more stocked." He said with a laugh. "What do you feel like having now?"

Isley-Last Tuesday at 6:26 PM

"Hmmm.....I really want some waffles. I miss Waffle House. Can we go to a place that serves breakfast?"

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 6:27 PM

"Yeah, let me think on that." He tried to think of a restaurant that would serve breakfast all day. "I think I know of a place." He said as he flagged down a cab and got in. He gave the man the address, then wrapped his arm around Isley's shoulders.

Isley-Last Tuesday at 6:37 PM

She leaned into his side, content. "I'm just so happy. I'm huge, but I'm happy."

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 6:49 PM

"You're not huge, babe. You're perfect."

Isley-Last Tuesday at 6:51 PM

"I'm already having trouble sitting up!"

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 6:57 PM

"I think it's cute." He said with a laugh.

Isley-Last Tuesday at 7:03 PM

"That I can't sit up?" Isley laughed with him. "I think you just like me needing you."

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 7:04 PM

"Maybe a little." He shrugged as he pulled out his wallet to pay the driver. He stepped out of the cab and reached for her hand to lead the way to the restaurant.

Isley-Last Tuesday at 7:05 PM

"I do, you know. Need you." She said with a smile, taking his hand as they walked.

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 7:06 PM

"I give you food and sex. Of course you need me." he joked.

Isley-Last Tuesday at 7:06 PM

"Danny! I was trying to be sweet!"

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 7:08 PM

He laughed, opening the door for her before stepping in after her. "Oh man, this place smells good. I'm starving now." He chose a booth for them to sit at and they were quickly approached by a waitress, who handed them menus and took their drink order.

Isley-Last Tuesday at 7:09 PM

"I'm always starving." She said as she sat, looking over the menu. "Everything looks so good. What're you gonna get?"

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 7:30 PM

"I kind of want to get the breakfast king feast. Do you want to share it?"

Isley-Last Tuesday at 7:41 PM

She laughed. “Share? Definitely not.”

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 7:49 PM

"It's a lot." He laughed. "But I want one of everything."

Isley-Last Tuesday at 8:13 PM

“You’re right. We might not have enough room on the table.” She said with a smile.

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 8:14 PM

"You know I'm trying to stay in shape so I won't eat that much, I promise."

Isley-Last Tuesday at 8:18 PM

"The only shape I'm stayin' in is round, I'll eat it all!"

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 8:47 PM

He laughed "You're growing babies, you deserve it."

Isley-Last Tuesday at 9:02 PM

"Baaaabe," Isley sighed dramatically.

Daniel-Last Tuesday at 10:01 PM

"What!" He scoffed.April 25, 2018

Isley-Last Wednesday at 9:33 AM

“I was gonna say something, but I don’t remember.” She said with a laugh. “Can you get mommy brain before giving birth?”

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 9:37 AM

"I guess so." he laughed. "Okay, so are we sharing the feast?"

Isley-Last Wednesday at 10:57 AM

"Sounds good, love. Get extra hashbrowns, too."

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 10:58 AM

He nodded his head and set the menu down just in time for their waitress to return with their drinks. He ordered their food and then reached over for Isley's hand. "You should come and sit by me." He smiled.

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:06 AM

Isley smiled, rolling her eyes although she loved it. She obliged him, moving over to his side and sitting by him. "I always swore I wouldn't be a same side couple, but here we are." She laughed, leaning her head against his shoulder.

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:06 AM

"Look, I need your constant love and affection or I might wither and die." He joked, putting his arm around her.

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:09 AM

She laughed again, kissing his shoulder. "Well we can't have that, now can we? I'd be a terrible single mother, and I'm pretty sure you haven't written me into your will yet. Can't let you die before I get that money." She teased.

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:09 AM

"Wow, I see how it is. Using for me money, as usual." He laughed.

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:10 AM

"How many times do I have to tell you, Bennett? I got pregnant so I could lock you in."

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:10 AM

"That's fine. I didn't want to be alone forever so I trapped you. Guess we're even."

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:11 AM

"Fair. So, wanna go fuck in the bathroom?"

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:11 AM

"Is this is a serious offer?"

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:12 AM

Isley shrugged, a smirk on her lips as she stood from the table and walked to the bathroom, leaving the door unlocked behind her. Really, she had needed to pee, but when she thought of a quickie, she couldn't resist.

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:15 AM

Daniel stared off after her, trying to decide if he was really going to follow her. He sighed, knowing he had absolutely no resistance to this kind of thing, as he got up from the table. He opened the door just enough to slide through it and shut it behind him.

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:17 AM

After a moment, Isley wasn't sure if he was coming. A second later, though, he was sneaking in the door and she pushed him back against it, locking it before roughly kissing him. "I wasn't sure you were coming." She said against his lips between kisses.

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:19 AM

He wrapped his arms around her "I can't ever say no to you." He spoke, his hands moving to undo his jeans. "We gotta be quick though, I don't want them to think we ditched."

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:23 AM

She nodded, thankful that maternity jeans didn't have buttons as she slid them down around her ankles before kicking them aside. She kissed him feverishly for a little longer before moving and bracing herself against the sink.

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:25 AM

He got his jeans down just enough to expose himself and worked himself up as they kissed. He moved behind her, placing himself between her legs. "You better be really quiet." He warned her softly before pushing into her.

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:27 AM

Isley bit her lip to keep from moaning as he entered her, squeezing her eyes shut as she adjusted to him before opening them and meeting his eyes in the mirror. "Fuck." She whispered as he began to move.

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:28 AM

He kept eye contact with her as he began to thrust into her, his hands holding her hips tightly. He loved how adventurous pregnancy had made their sex life, it was something he had not expected at all.

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:31 AM

Her mouth fell open as he moved roughly and quickly, focusing on getting them both off fast. Her hand dropped to her own core, rubbing her clit as he thrust until she was on the verge. Maintaining eye contact while she began to tighten around him was hard, but she managed to do it.

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:34 AM

He bit his lip as he watched her, his focus so intent on her  and getting them off while being silent that he didn't notice just how hard. When he felt her begin to shake around him, he released as well. "I don't think you've ever done that quietly." He teased as he pulled out of her so he could adjust himself back into his pants.

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:35 AM

She sighed as they finished, not wanting to move but doing it anyway. She slid her panties back into place, but didn't put her jeans on yet. "I've never really had to." She countered, giving him a kiss. "Now get back out there. I actually have to pee, this was just bonus."

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:37 AM

"Fine." He washed his hands off quickly before going back out to the table and sitting down. Their food arrived just moments after he sat down and he began to eat.

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:38 AM

Isley giggled to herself, a little bit in shock that she had suggested that. She peed and washed her hands before going back to the table and sitting beside him again. "That was an adventure." She said with a laugh as she began to eat.

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:40 AM

"Yes, it was. I'm a little mad though because I bit my lip so hard it bled." He pouted out his lower lip to show her.

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:46 AM

"Aw, baby." She pouted with him before leaning forward and giving his lip a quick kiss. "Sorry, I didn't mean to go crazy. I just got really horny all of a sudden."

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:47 AM

"It's okay. It was fun." He smiled. "I like that you do stuff like that."

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:48 AM

"Enjoy it while it lasts. I won't be this crazy for a while after I shove these things out." She patted her stomach.

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:48 AM

"I know, don't remind me. Our sex life is going to change so much."

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:51 AM

"Well, that's what you get for knockin' me up." She teased, continuing to eat. "It'll go back to normal eventually. Once they sleep through the night."

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:51 AM

"Yeah, I didn't think about all of that when I said I wanted babies." He joked.

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:54 AM

"Too late now." She said, nudging him playfully.

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:55 AM

"I know. My dick is gonna be sad for like a year." He joked as he ate.

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:56 AM

"Me too, Little Dan, me too."

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 11:56 AM

"He prefers Big Dan." He said with a playful smirk.

Isley-Last Wednesday at 11:59 AM

"You're literally the worst." She said, rolling her eyes as she stuffed her mouth with hashbrowns.

Daniel-Last Wednesday at 12:00 PM

"I'm the best." He laughed as he picked at a waffle.April 26, 2018

Isley-Last Thursday at 12:12 AM

"Yeah, you're my favorite." She said, taking a giant fork full of the waffle he was picking at.

Daniel-Last Thursday at 4:23 PM

"Hey." He pouted as she stole part of his waffle.

Isley-Last Thursday at 4:24 PM

"Pregnant." She said back, loving that she had a trump card.

Daniel-Last Thursday at 4:31 PM

He scoffed and moved on to the bacon. "You're mean to me."

Isley-Last Thursday at 4:34 PM

"You're the one who knocked me up." She looked at him pointedly as she filled her mouth with waffle. "Besides, I won't eat all the waffle. Probably."

Daniel-Last Thursday at 4:39 PM

"You will." He laughed. "It's okay. I didn't get to the gym this morning, so I should probably slow down anyways."

Isley-Last Thursday at 4:42 PM

"Yeah, I will." She said, her mouth full. After she swallowed, she said, "You're going to have to start taking me to the gym with you after I give birth. I already miss my body."

Daniel-Last Thursday at 4:43 PM

"I miss-" He was going to say he missed it too but stopped himself. "Why? Your boobs are huge." he joked.

Isley-Last Thursday at 4:49 PM

Isley raised an eyebrow at him, but laughed when he caught himself and changed to talking about her boobs. "Yeah, but they're sore, and that combined with a huge belly, too, makes my  back hurt."

Daniel-Last Thursday at 4:49 PM

"Well.. They're nice to look at." He shrugged.

Isley-Last Thursday at 4:50 PM

She rolled her eyes. "That's a plus for you." She smiled, though, and finished her waffle. "You were right."

Daniel-Last Thursday at 4:53 PM

He laughed as she finished off the waffle. "Yeah, I'm glad I got a few bites in."

Isley-Last Thursday at 11:08 PM

She nodded in agreement as they continued eating. "So I think we should go to some classes."

Daniel-Last Thursday at 11:08 PM

"What kind of classes?"

Isley-Last Thursday at 11:09 PM

"Like..lamaze classes. Don't laugh."(edited)

Daniel-Last Thursday at 11:09 PM

"The fuck is that?"

Isley-Last Thursday at 11:09 PM

"It's like childbirth classes."

Daniel-Last Thursday at 11:10 PM

"Ah.. Yeah, okay. I guess we can do that." He shrugged.

Isley-Last Thursday at 11:11 PM

"It's supposed to teach you how to deal with the pain and what to expect and stuff like that. And the hus-baby daddy comes to learn how to support his baby mama during childbirth."

Daniel-Last Thursday at 11:11 PM

He nodded his head "Okay, sure. Find the classes and we'll start going to them."

Isley-Last Thursday at 11:13 PM

"Cool." She managed to get out, before a wave of nausea hit her and she grabber her purse, rushing to the bathroom to vomit.

Daniel-Last Thursday at 11:15 PM

He watched her go with a frown, wishing the morning sickness would end already. He moved to the bathroom, knocking on the door "You okay, babe?" he asked her to check on her.

Isley-Last Thursday at 11:16 PM

"Yeah," She groaned, bracing herself against the toilet until she was sure it had all past. She took her spare toothbrush and toothpaste out of her purse, grateful she had had the idea a few weeks ago. After brushing her teeth and washing her hands, she emerged from the bathroom, looking tired as she held her stomach.

Daniel-Last Thursday at 11:17 PM

"Let's get you home. You can take the afternoon off, I have so much shit to do."

Isley-Last Thursday at 11:17 PM

"It's okay, babe, I can work." She said, loving the man in front of her and how gentle he was with her.

Daniel-Last Thursday at 11:18 PM

"Are you sure? I can handle it. You can go home and take a nap." He offered.

Isley-Last Thursday at 11:21 PM

A nap sounded really good, but Isley felt bad leaving Daniel and Drew without an assistant. "I'm sure." She said, yawning.

Daniel-Last Thursday at 11:21 PM

"Babe..." He didn't want to push her so he just kissed her forehead. "I am doing everything over the phone so you can nap in my office if you need to."

Isley-Last Thursday at 11:23 PM

She nodded, wrapping her arms around him in a brief embrace before walking back to the table. "Ready to go?"

Daniel-Last Thursday at 11:24 PM

"I am, let me just leave some money." He said and pulled his wallet out as he walked back to the table to drop cash behind. He grabbed Isley's hand and led the way back out, getting a cab and heading back to the office.

Isley-Last Thursday at 11:40 PM

She nodded again, following behind him as they left and got in the car. She kept her hold on his hand until they had to get out to go into the office. Setting her purse down at her desk, she entered Daniel's office and moved to the couch. There was a blanket and pillow there that weren't there before. "Are these for me?" She asked.

Daniel-Last Thursday at 11:51 PM

Daniel got back to work when he was back in the office, trying to figure out his options for his client that had been arrested earlier that day. It was a stressful endeavor. He had remembered how tired Isley was though and managed to get together a blanket and pillow for her in his office in case she actually did want to nap. When she joined him in his office, he smiled, having just hung up the phone. "They sure are. You need some rest."(edited)

Isley-Last Thursday at 11:54 PM

"I love you so much, baby." She said, sitting on his lap and kissing him.

Daniel-Last Thursday at 11:58 PM

"I love you." He said, sighing as his phone rang again. He picked it up, trying to be quiet now that Isley was going to nap.April 27, 2018

Isley-Last Friday at 12:01 AM

She kissed his cheek once more as she tiptoed to his couch, promptly falling asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow.

#c:iw