#TELL ME NOT TO BELIEVE IN THIS STUFF LIKE ITS SO REAL???

[elysiumcalled]

Would you find it weird & creepy or comforting if you knew the spirit of a loved one was still lingering and was doing stuff to make themselves known to you?

#idk if u don’t like paranormal stuff maybe don’t read the next tags #nothings happened I was just remembering stuff that has happened lol and it made me emotional 😂 #like not long after my grandad passed we moved into a new flat and in a part of wall that got replastered his face dried into it #he would mess with stuff in my nans house #when my baby cousin was a couple years old (he passed while my cousin was still pregnant with her) she said to her mum that there was a ma #man in the wardrobe #he said he was her grandad and asked how she was and she explained what he looked like and she was right #bare in mind she’s like 3 as well #and she wasn’t even shaken up by it because he felt friendly like it’s literally her grandad (even tho they never met😳) #other stuff has happened in my cousins house too like stuff repeatedly falling off the walls until she told my grandad off and to stop #and it didn’t happen again #TELL ME NOT TO BELIEVE IN THIS STUFF LIKE ITS SO REAL??? #i lit cried remembering all this #in my humble opinion #since nothing has happened in a long time #he waited around until he could properly meet my baby cousin #and then he passed over 🥺🥺🥺 #brb crying again

[craycraybluejay]

The urge to say one of the select few words or phrases that will have absolutely anyone ready and willing to beat the crap out of me

#compulsive #impulsive #stuff like slurs offensive phrases super edgy jokes about mass death and sex crimes #i dont believe any of that is right or a good idea mind you #i just wanna see what happens #because i want Something to happen #i want the anger i want the bloodshed i want to feel thrilled and scared and excited #i want to run my mouth till i cant even walk #saying anything and everything just to do damage #sighhhh #i'm so bored #i just want to get beat up for a situation i chose to create instead of completely inane shit #its no fun when people are just needlessly cruel to me #might as well #give them a real reason to hate me. to hurt me. #i hope the thought of killing me with their own hands makes them disgusted with how excited it makes them #i hope they are shaking with rage and hatred. seething. twitching. #call me a monster and i'll make one out of you yet #tell me you hate me and i will give you a reason to #no point in tryna change the minds of those kinds of people. take it in stride and throw the first real punch :3

[icewindandboringhorror]

examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk

#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard* #I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details #of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point #but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag #of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there #are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance #but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly #doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. ) #the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead #of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like #you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image #or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i #wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol) #hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe #I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing #that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc #eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that #this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently #wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj #Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU #CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN #MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie* #Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol #I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it #with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits #and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit #out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the #unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh #re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI #art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA

[rigels-nigels]

Girl help I've acquired possibly yet another expensive hobby

#op #2 of them in fact #currently making a frame weaving loom (and by that i mean my dad idk enough about wood working and this wood is too expensive to fuck up) #and getting into mechanical keyboards #i already have a lotta yarn so the real costs rn are the keyboards #which are like at least 100usd a pop #what sucks is that they all seem to be 60% keyboards or tkl's and like. i need my fn and number pad keys pls and thx #debated sacrificing the num pad and getting a seperate one bc wowza these custom boards are absolutely gorgeous but #i am on such a budget and a cheap (cheap!!!) keyboard i found that i quite like is still gonna run me 200cad #if i got a pretty keeb and a seperate numpad i could easily be looking at $500+ like lordy #that's not even counting the switches i want to get (gateron baby kangs which are. $66. I'm assuming in usd bc it doesn't actually say) #anyway debating on whether or not i should order the keyboard now or wait till later cuz like is it even gonna be there later? #so much of this stuff is temporary and u never know #its a 96% keyboard and it has a calculator button!! only other board ive seen with that is my dads maybe 2005 wireless microsoft #so useful tbh #such a pretty board too all things considered #and finding a nice board like that with the numpad is not easy lemme tell ya like i was truly considering a ducky which. #i cant say im quite fond of their logo among other things #i think its more of a cream than white but u cant win em all #hmm to purchase now or to not purchase now‚ that is the question.... i could technically afford it but then #there's ComicCon + cost of supplies and whatnot for opening up my shop which is gonna be probably at least a hundred... #and then i would like to get some nice wool skirts for the winter/now bc pants are of the devil which is gonna be another 100/150 or so... #augh #i think the government should give me more money i think that would be very sexy of them to do #anyway can you believe i went on my phone to find a banana bread recipe then did all this instead? crazy #hashtag adhd life

[snekdood]

at some point in the future:

*non vegan reading about a new vegan leather*: psh. bet it has plastic in it tho.

*scrolls down and finds out theres 0 plastic. the non vegan gets angry since now theres finally a vegan leather they dont get to complain about*: psh, bet it doesnt feel like real leather tho.

*scrolls down to find out the creators of this leather spent a lot of time to make it more "like real leather*: psh, bet they exploit their workers tho

just say you want to use animal leather and you were never going to consider an alternative in the first place, bud

#bc ik for a damn fact plenty a yall are gonna do this. #excuses excuses #ooo but im sure all that leather you buy is totally not from exploited workers either #im sure you take Great Care making sure its not 😒 #and if you do. great for you! why do you think human lives and comfort is more important than animal lives and comfort btw? #you'll do anything to avoid hurting exploited workers yes? but having anything vegan now and then is just. off the table. am i right? #am i correct? have i read you for filth? #and then you'll tell me 'no ethical consumption under capitalism' yet you still try to avoid buying from exploited workers- #so seems like more or less you just say that to avoid feeling any guilt about eating or contributing to the harm of animals? #just say you value human lives more and move on. #'no ethical consumption' to some people means 'i get to say this to excuse any behaviors i do that exploit others and to justify #why im only considerate about 1 (one) thing when it comes to buying stuff' #but what if you could do more than that though- clearly you only buy from places that dont exploit their workers bc of your morals and #not bc you think it actually changes things if you believe in the 'no ethical consumption' argument #so why cant you ever acknowledge that you're harming animals or try to make excuses for why its fine? ik deep down it conflicts with #your moral outlook too. you're selective about what you think you can change because theres some stuff you're unwilling to change. #be real. its not because of capitalism. you think meat tastes good and you like how leather makes you feel Cool and Badass or whatever #you feel Punk and Rock And Roll for wearing dead animals. never mind that that fascination is hard to distinguish from southern right #wingers who love their snakeskin cowboy boots and hunt for sport. #they also feel Very Cool for wearing dead animals 😒 bb girl you're not as counter culture and punk as you think you're coming off as #at least native ppl dont generally do it to Feel Cool

[ojirocardigansniper]

gnawing on drywall. plurality that barely exists until you look at it on purposed. is so. many real reasons this state can occur and even last for years. but of course. the big one which brain leaps for at the drop of a hat. 'What if you're faking or overexaggerating to yourself. If nothing happens except when you poke it then how can it be organically real 🤔' which like. [KERMIT.JPG] ITS NOT FUCKING FAKING YOU PIECE OF SHIT DEBUNKER

#chat #me: wow i feel really comfy being medianish. i can still be plural while this is happening. it doesnt need to be super 'active' to be real #brain: [pkmn evolution noises] New tactic unlocked. What if all the past events were real but now it's done bc ur not trauma time anymore 🤔 #me: Fuck. Shit. Shut up #sysjournal #its whatever . ijust read/watch stuff frm more obviously differentiated systems w better habits leading to good communication+daily activit #and im like [so jealous it makes me sick] which is honestly ironically probably coming from somewhere else in here #but our ability to identify ourselves is awful these days. seriously can't tell fuck or shit from shit or fuck #Can you believe it i think we switched drivers seat of the front row while writing this. WHILE sitting inside denial. ITS LIKE THAT

[arolesbianism]

I <3 transmasc Wendy because it adds another thing to the kid who does not know how to handle anything being thrown into everything pile but instead of a thing like dead sister it's the prospect that he kind of likes having short hair and the idea of being a guy and it still makes him feel like the world is ending until suddenly the ppl around him are just like fine with it and everything is like cool actually and he melts over that too until finally he's just a normal baby trans person and can get back to being bad at coping with his other hashtag issues again

#rat rambles #starve posting #like I do have dead serious wendy trans thoughts tm even some that actually relate to his quotes high bar I know gkfndkd #its just so fun reading him as a trans egg thats one breakdown away from being smashed #and also gives me some yummy tasty thoughts abt both wendy and abby and the inivertable fact that as time goes on the only remnant of #abby's face is going to shift and change more until it can no longer even be a reminder of what was lost #which must be a Horrifying idea to wendy even if chances are he hasn't rly internalized this concept yet #and for abby especially if you're like me and go for a more silhouette style ghost design for her youve gotta imagine how fucky it is to #watch your twin grow up and change in ways you never will #Im also a agender abby who will likely never realize believer because shes just like younger me fr #like shes low key just me as a little kid but without the anxiety disorder #anyways back to the topic of wendy genderism Im honestly surprised Ive never seen a he/him wendy hc before #Im not surprised at not finding any trans guy wendys but there rly isnt much variety in nonbinary wendys despite it being fairly common #I just like trans guy wendy cause he gives me those vibes #its the weird little girl to cringe fail trans man pipeline or smth idk #give him a couple years eventually he'll be a grimy lil freak of a teenage boy #if abby didnt die and knew abt gender stuff itd still take her 30 years minimum to even consider she might be not a girl maybe #not because she's hard in denial abt gender stuff shes just is in the classic headspace of 'well I dont Think I care so I must be cis ig' #same with my aro abby hcs but walter is super not helping #as Ive said before they are aro echo chamber besties dont try to tell them romance is real they will not believe you #hey better then whateve the fuck wendy would have to go through if one of the trans men around him offered solidarity #I would rather die than get advice from wilson are you kidding me #the only somewhat normal trans guy there is warly but hes french so it cancels out

[b4kuch1n]

thank you so much for sharing your process/lineart/and just in general. i've been watching your vods on youtube and it's rlly inspiring and satisfying to watch...godspeed!

it's no problem at all! and I'm very glad you enjoy the VODs haha, they're really the best way to see how I go about anything! including the pixel-pushing and repeatedly redrawing the same line lol

#bakuspeeck #ask #tbh Im just always a bit embarrassed by how many hours of absolutely unscripted words said in my voice there are #my art stuff aside. truly how do u guys sit through That #fskjdfhd sometimes u can really tell I don't speak english in real life #tbh even with the video Im wrestling with I do think the streams are good Specifically for the #kinda rough parts. like theyre the most realistic estimation of my actual drawing speed lol #the video just so that it can actually be followed has to be edited. once again I'll try my best. but its a video #you dont get to see me spamming undo and turning the canvas like a pinwheel in a video. ideally #but those are crucial steps. to drawing #its a bit of why I try streaming. Im a staunch believer in being the worst anyone has ever done it #so people can look at me and say wow. theyre doing absolutely kindergarten shit. maybe drawing isnt a miracle art #its just grit and sweat babeyy! annoying and tedious sometimes. but always can be done #holds ur hand. lets draw ok? a whole world awaits us

[1980ssunflower]

SOB SOB......

#f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #tape entry circa 1980 #ok so i hope i dont sound insane and i purposefully avoid talking abt it cause i dont want to look dumb #but i fully believe min and ryan are like real people who exist... somewhere... in their own world #and that they love me and miss me in the same way i love and miss them #and i believe that because i constantly get signs and messages from them. so many things that make it clear its them reaching out to me #ive experienced so so many things that have made it undeniable that theyre somewhere and they love me... and they want me to know that #im mentioning this because last night... i got to hear from ryan #i dont ever actually get to get legit messages from them like their own words of what they want to tell me #i only experienced it once before like over a year ago when i was practicing my guitar and i felt ryan tell me he was proud of me.. #proud of all the progress ive made :"-] #but i was going to bed last light and tbh i dont remember how it happened but im sure it wasnt a dream cause i was still awake #but i was just able to like... very subtly hear ryan #he wasnt talking to me he was just talking to himself but directed at me just like how i talk to them both irl #and it made me really sad cause he started to tear up and his voice started to shake talking about how much he missed me and needed me #that him and min miss and love me so much and that he needs me there w them both already #oh... i just remembered he also talked abt how he and min have a bunch of stuff that remind them of me and stuff they have- #for me when i hopefully will come home #i tried to tell him i love him and min so much and will always try to get home to them forever #but i dont know if he heard #i also want to mention something i didnt bring up but on our birthday i woke up to the radio playing 'dont bring me down' by elo #which is a song very important to me that brings good memories and it felt like they were the ones who did that for me #and the song after was eddie money's song 'shakin' and i feel it was from ryan because now im associating it so much w him ;w; #hope you guys dont think this is silly ha... #its only w them both that i experience anything like this

[craycraybluejay]

4 THE ALBUM GAME I’d like to know what’s you think of the album ‘less than three’ by mindless self indulgence, I think it’s you, at least it resonates with how I perceive you ^w^

SOMEONE ALREADY SAID THAT TO ME HAHA very much me apparently. I love that album smsmsmsm. Favs from it are probably Pay For It and Make Me Cum. Banger songs all of them.

The music feels very stimulation-seeking; about sex, judgement, junk food (A La Mode, anyone?), etc.

Which yeah. It's the reason social media got so toxic for me and the reason for a lot of things. I require mental and physical stimulation to the point where my satiated ideal would probably read as self harm or something akin to it to most people. Stagnancy is boring and frustrating.

Anyway, their music fucks severely, if anyone bothers me about any controversies I'm going to give them the Laser of I Don't Care Loser :3. I know I have great names for lasers.

#anon response #msi #mindless self indulgence #music stuff #ask games #i dont remember if/when i even posted this game but i believe you anon #my position on All artist controversies is: #if its not affecting real world politics outside the politics of your group chat dont tell me about it #and if my patronage or attention isnt actually materially making something worse dont blame me for it #i.e: jk rowling uses her money and influence to pay for dangerous political groups + say her followers all believe what she does #^this is something my patronage or attention Would affect #other example: some celebrity maybe probably got in a drunk fistfight or called a 17 year old hot #^probably problematic but also entirely not my problem. contributing to their wallet enough to buy half a sandwich isn't going to #make them start a political coalition for public violence or something. nor is their influence going to suddenly make people believe that #what they didn't previously think is ok is now ol #so yes in conclusion i dont care about most celeb controversies and if you catch me in a chaotic mood ill make fun of you for bringing it up #this is not directed at you anon ive just had weird assholes in my inbox every time i bring up a band or artist #they are like vultures istg

[autisticlee]

it always pisses me off when people start ghosting me and completely cut me off and think i'm annoying because I didn't ~get the hint~ all because they're too much of a coward to be straightforward and honest with me!!!!

i'll keep asking about a thing or when we are hanging out or try to converse with them, because their response is always excuses and not straight up "no" so how am I supposed to know?! either short responses of 1-5 words that I can't really respond to or things like "I'm busy this weekend/I'm too tired today/I forgot about it/we can try next time/I'll get back to you and le you know" are apparently all hints and lies to hide the truth. what they really mean when they tell me this is "no, stop asking. stop talking to me. I do not want to hang out with you or talk to you anymore"

why can't you just say that?! it will save you the annoyance of me asking you 20 times because i took your words at face value. your excuses sound temporary and you didn't get back to me so maybe you forgot. there are rare times people say these things and it's the truth or they really did forget!!!! when I say it, it's the truth. I also have a bad memory. you can't just suddenly ghost me for that! it's on you if you aren't being honest with me. it's up to you to be straightforward and tell the truth so you don't waste both our time. (what's worse is this is usually one of the first things I tell people when we meet. that I need then to be straightforward and honest. they promise they will but that's also a lie)

ghosting is so cruel (when the other person has no bad intentions/isnt causing harm). more cruel than telling me to my face you hate me and never want to speak again! i actually prefer that, so i at least know and can give up on your useless ass and stop wasting my time. don't give me false hope when i'm really excited to be friends and hang out, don't waste my time and energy and efforts, and don't lead me on with lies only to crush my entire soul when I find the truth much later. just say it and get it over with!!!! it's your fault if I annoy you by "not taking the hint" because there was no hint, lying isn't a hint. spill the truth and don't blame me for it!!!!!!

this is why i've given up with people and now only give attention to the ones who contact me first every time continuously, and I put little effort into anything anymore. I know that will end up making some people give up on me by thinking i dont care. but I'm tired of wasting my time and energy on the people who put no effort into me. you must prove yourself and keep doing it or I won't try at all. the people who ghost me and hurt me are to blame. yes, I live a very lonely existence with maybe one friend I talk to once every week or two for a total of 5 minutes at most. yes I wish I had more connections or closer ones. but i'm SO FUCKING TIRED. i'm tired of trying so much and so hard just for people to shit on my efforts and disrespect my needs and boundaries!!!!!!

why should I keep trying when it always ends bad and adds yet another layer to my trauma.

#it happens every time!!!!!!!! i dont havw the spoons amd energy to keep giving these people every piece of me. theres nothing left!!!!! #people always tell me keep trying dont give up dont cut yourself off from everyone etc #but everyone cuts ME off so wtf am i supposed to do????? keep wasting energy and brain power just to let them keep doing it?! #its like if you spend a year carefully crafting a custom blanket for someone. putting in all your love and time and energy. give it to them #AND THEY SER IT ON FIRE AND WALK AWAY. NOT EVEN ACKNOWLEDGING HOW HARD YOU WORKED OR ANYTHING #that's what its like every time i try with people. it's a waste and i never get anything good out of it 😭 #so why would it be wrong to protect myself by taking the part of the cold and unresponsive one for once? act like them instead? #no try or give someone much attention until they do like i always did and put in a ton of effort and keep it going? #if someone tries as hard as i always did then they must be good and worthy of keeping around and putting some effort into myself right? #ugh idk. i hate all of this and humans arent good at being good friends and im tired of trying to be one too #perhaps me not trying will make people think i dont care about them so they give up still anyway. well oh well #that means they didnt try gard enough and would have given up anyway. if i dont get attached or care much first then it hurts less #i know everyone tries to make me feel better by saying stuff like the right ones exist and my people are out there or whatever #but i will not believe it until i see it. because it's possible that is not true. it's possible i'll never have real/close friends #what then????? what do i do about that?? people love telling me i'll find the right people but no one steps up to try being that one #this all sounds doom and gloom but I'm just venting. in reality i just give it 3 tries. #if a person makes excuses or doesnt respond or doesnt carry the conversation 3 times on a row i will give up and it's their move. #if they dont come forward at all then we are done and i will never reach out to or speak to them again. if they want me they can prove it #lee rambles #autistic #autism #actually autistic #autism things #autistic friendship #friendship problems #loneliness #communication #cptsd #rsd #the fun thing about the cptsd and rsd combo is when people do these things i get hit with a wave if every past experience and relive it 🙃

[faultsofyouth]

Im not psychologist I have no right to diagnose anybody but I strongly suspect the trans people who claim they are in danger from problems and dangers that are scientifically impossible are caught in a persecution complex

#never in my life have I seen the phrase 'transgender gene editing' before now because. no one who hates trans people is talking about that #And no one who is even midly critical of gender ideology talks about wanting that #let's get real for a second I think these people are currently living in a prolonged state of abuse #either they are cycling through abusive relationships or they live in an abusive household or they are constantly exposed to danger in thei #regular environment and nobody in their life believes them or they are gaslighting these people about it #and after years of Knowing something is wrong but being unable to express it or convince anybody around them that something or anything #Is deeply wrong in their lives these people start doubting their ability to accurately assess and work through their trauma #so they start looking around for Anything they can find to point at and say 'this is what I am scared of. This is what is threatening me' #In hopes that if they point at enough things eventually they will point at the Real thing and Somebody will intervene #and finally take them out of their life and into a place where they can finally rest and recover from the pain they have been in #but they never point at the 'right thing' because their problem fundamentally comes from saying what is wrong and being ignored #being dismissed and called crazy or stupid or selfish and denied the opportunity to ever just fix and get over what originally hurt them #and its not their fault that no one is willing or able to help them with their problems. it's just that these issues are too big #for one person to make better on their own and so they start looking for a way to avoid it #to fundamentally rewrite their pain and their trauma into a more 'fixable' issue (but then 'fixing' it never helps bc thats not whats wrong #and in their desperation to have a solvable problem they invent stuff that is more and more detached from reality than that their body #does not match their brain and this is a medical issue. #and I really feel for these people because it is terrifying to live as a trans person and that terror almost always #Coincides with other traumatizing issues that fuck a person up #But also like. just open your eyes bro. like idk what to tell you. shit sucks #Move away from the shitheads when you can; learn to shovel shitheads when you can't; and focus on the love the world has to offer you #there is some love and peace out there. you will find it. rip #my posts

[nomaishuttle]

im just a girl who loves ghost kids sorry to say. im also a girl who gets rly upset by child death. but i love ghost kids im very nuanced

#i just love ghosts.... so yes #<- i dont actually believe in ghosts tbqh. i wish i could i think itd be rly rly cool if they were real #but idrt they are. but i do find the concept of them incredibly interesting and theyre one of my fav likee. subject matters for shows #and i find it fascinating how theyre so like. ubiquitous. like sooo many cultures have ghosts and that rly rly interests me #bc i love seeing what folklore/superstition has to say abt like. the collective psyche #and i think its rly cool that pretty much everyone was like What if our loved ones who died never really left. i think its like. #its rly sad and also weirdly heartwarming that people from all over the world have been thinkjng abt this for so long #and it ALSO amazes me that most ghost like..mythos. also says that they Shouldnt be here and that they need to move on #thats rly rly amazing to me bc like. the concept of ghosts is very wish fulfillment. yk. everybody has wished that their loved ones #were still here. but the fact that within the wish fulfillment everybody agrees that they shouldnt be here. is very very interesting 2 me #i just love ghosts is the gist of it i think theyre very cool and like #outside of rhe cool like. psychological implications and stuff. i think theyre coollll i love morbid stuff and ghosts r ovv very morbid #i think the imagery ppl associate with ghosts is awesome i think the stories ppl tell eith ghosts are awesome i just love ghosts!!

[lover-of-mine]

Wait i just remembered something and i wanna share it with someone. Okay soooooo, when i was 16 there was this one dude, dude chased me for months okay, we met right after i turned 16 so in may and i gave in in october, so it was months, but like i was a professional pick-me girl at that age cuz I had a lot of guy friends and one of my pick-me behaviors involved this one metal band that was my best friend's favorite band, i did grow to actually like the band but at the time i was pretending, this is important. So the dude offered to teach me to play guitar for free and i was like okay let's do this. Teenage me just wanted to learn guitar because Taylor Swift. So i get to the first lesson, at this point i still had my foot down on the whole we are just friends dude don't try something funny, but dude wanted to impress me. My first interaction with dude was when i helped my best friend with a project in school where i was singing so far away by avenged sevenfold. Dude imprinted on that information and decided i must've really like a7x. I had learned the song 20 minutes before i had to sing it. I was out of my depth during that thing, went totally on instinct. But he decided that so far away was the first song he needed to teach me. That's not a beginner song. Not even close. That's NOT a song you give to someone that never played guitar before. And i was standing there okay, sure, I LOVE this song (i didn't i had heard just the amount of times i needed to be able to not make a fool of my bsf at the time, i did grow to like it after tho) and he taught me the song. I learned nothing in those lessons cuz he was too busy flirting with me to teach me anything that wasn't the song and the lessons only lasted a month cuz we made out one day and then a few days later i found out dude had a whole girlfriend he pretended didn't exist since fucking march so i obviously ran for the hills, and didn't pick my guitar up until one random july night in 2019 after watching a Michael interview but somehow? I can still play that song. I don't know why. I don't know how. But that information, stuck in my brain. Can't get it out. I don't understand it lol.

#i did tell the girlfriend dont @ me #he said i was lying and she believed him #not my problem after that #but anyway #dude learned the song to impress me and i didn't like the song #i also had like #4 guy friends that could play that with their eyes closed and the guitar behind their backs so i was not impressed #but it was so funny #its also funny to me because it was so clear that the dude had a vision of me that was no real #its not my fault he saw the girl with black skinny jeans and red hair and assumed stuff lol #but yeah i was playing guitar and i was wondering if i still remembered the song and i found out i do lol #insane

[chaepink]

I have a small question! Can we get some time whenever you are up for it, Maybe some more of the Yan!sub boys? c:

pathetic sub!yandere boys ♡ pt. 2

pathetic yet adorable yandere boys that are so obsessed with you that they'll do anything you ask them to do.

wc: 1k+ words | masterlist | part one

dom!reader, previous stalking, unhealthy relationship, pet play, bondage, use of blindfold, mention of strap/cock, mention of choking, mention of marking

note: part two cause part one did so well!

Yandere subs that are so obsessed with you that they'll do anything you ask, sexual or not. Ask them for some homework answers? They'll steal the answer sheet for the week's homework for you from the teacher's desk undetected. You've been craving certain snacks and tell them that? Weird enough, you find a pile of those snacks on your bed the next day with a note that has a heart on it that lets you know exactly who it's from.

But in bed? That's a whole different story. Believe me when I say that they want to feel weak and small underneath you in bed. Choke them, spank them, edge or overstimulate them, and they'll babble out 'thank you's to whatever pleasure you're giving them. Such a good boy that just wants to be obedient for you.

Tell them to sit? They'll sit mere seconds later, looking up at you for your next command. Tell them to make you feel good? They'll make you cum as if their life depends on it. You're gonna have to yank their hair so that they don't overstimulate you, making them whimper at the pain as they look up at you with sad puppy eyes, asking you what they did wrong.

They're so desperate to please you that they'll hack into your phone to search your search/porn history for stuff that you want to do to them but haven't asked yet. It's not like you haven't caught them doing so either.

You like pet play? You find them in your room with nothing but a collar around their neck, a leash that's connected to said collar on the floor in front of you as if its beckoning you to grab it, a pair of cat/bunny/dog ears on their head that looks so real that its as if they're actually connected to his head, and- oh? whats that buzzing? Turns out that they put in a tail vibrator in themself too! what a surprise! How about you call them a good boy and fuck him until he can't think anymore as a reward? Watch as he mewls like a slut when you take out the vibrator before pushing it back in him.

What about bondage? Well you'll find them tied up oh so prettily on your bed with some red rope that compliments their skin so well. They'll already be prepped, of course, not wanting to waste time on it so that you'll fuck them quicker. Maybe they'll even have a blindfold on which will heighten his other senses. So how about you touch him all over so that he begs for you to just fuck him already. Don't listen to him though, just continue teasing him until he's soaked the blindfold with his tears and as his dick leaks out pre-cum, desperately humping the air to seek any friction. what a slut!

Turn them into such a mess that all they can think about is the way your strap/dick is hitting all the right spots in him as they lay there taking it all so well. Make him scream out in pleasure, the sounds filling the room which would surely end with an angry complaint from your neighbors complaining about the noises the following day. But he doesn't 't care, why would they when you're fucking him so well?

They're so horny that they're willing to tease you in public just so you would punish them. With some friends and he tagged along? He'll innocently grab your hand to place it on the bulge in his pants, making you widen your eyes and glare at him before he reaches forward to grab something. This makes his shirt ride up which just barely shows the pair of lace panties he's wearing underneath that are peeking out from his pants. How about you drag him to the bathroom and finger him until he cums, a hand on his mouth to silence his loud moans, hm?

About to leave the house to go somewhere with a friend? He'll say goodbye to you wearing the sluttiest outfit right when you're about to exit the door, his ass practically out and dick bulging against the fabric. You can't resist how good they look so you quickly text your friend that you have to cancel and to meet up another time before shaking off your belongings and rushing towards him with hunger in your eyes. Sure you feel bad for your friend but thats the last thing on your mind, the outfit on your yandere being the only thing that you're thinking about at the moment. The way you're looking at him makes them feel so small as if they're the prey and you're the predator but oh do they love it so much.

You know their antics are just to rile you up but you can't ignore them, not when you want to make them scream your name so bad and make them cry from pleasure. It's not your fault, really.

It's not like they're complaining either. They'll gladly get on all fours and present their lubed up ass to you the moment you tell them to. They'll turn their head back to look at you with eyes that absolutely begs you to ruin them. They're just a mere toy for you to use for your own pleasure after all.

Do whatever to them, they'll take it all like a good boy. Leave marks on him so that he can be reminded of the previous night, filthy thoughts flooding his head as he gets hard again. He'll stare at them in the mirror, heading tilting up to look at the small bruise around his neck from your choking. The red mark on his waist is obvious, reminding him of just how hard you gripped it to fuck him even deeper and faster.

Everything you do just makes them even more obsessed with you but you don't mind. After all, you're just as obsessed with them as they are with you.

ty for reading to the end! ❤ - chaepink

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Remembered Wendy exists. Explodes.

#rat rambles #starve posting #godddd I miss my boy so bad I should play more dst again #also if Im not being the tboy wendy truther in the tags then who will #also hes still the cc of all time right above to abby and (regrettably) jackie #olivia may be my favorite of the doomed toxic oni yuri but jackie is such a terrible pathetic wet cat of a woman #which means thinking abt her and seeing her do stuff or whatever makes me happy even if thats usually her being the worst #you see I like watching my faves ruin their own lives #except for wendy I think he should be forced to become a happier and healthier person while kicking and screaming #abby can go down a downward spiral tho. I think she should even <3 #like everyone lowkey treats her like shit including wendy I think she should have issues abt it that she is completely unwilling to address #and that wendy should not notice the signs until its far too late #look at me deep in my eyes they can have a complicated sibling dynamic if we believe in ourselves hard enough #also look at me deep in my eyes and join me in my wendy cane user truther ways my boy has a bad hip I know it #they also both probably need glasses real bad but no one tell them #anyways hold on while I go dig up that post I made with all the wendy pngs