#So much fatigue

[sunnycanwrite]

Tik Drake is tired, he could sleep all day. He has chronic fatigue, coupled with chronic pain. He likes being a vigilante, but the injuries affect him more. He'll never mention it, but it's there lingering.

#What I'm not projecting #Yes I dm #So tired #So much fatigue #tim drake wayne #He legit falls asleep all the time in canon #On a roller coaster #This is the opposite of his fanon coffee shit #I think #idk i'm just rambling #batfamily #batfam #batman #dc comics #batman and robin #tim drake

[fella-lovin-fella]

hey if you ever feel like you're faking your pain/mental illness/any symptoms, or if you feel like no one understands or believes you. i do. i believe you. i love you and i hope you do what you can to take care of yourself <3

#i spent so so much of my life in pain or sick #and being told i was faking it #or being dramatic #or just acting out for attention #and it's crushing #but being around people who genuinely care about me #and them BELIEVING me #it's such a foreign feeling #but it's life saving #i believe you #thank you for believing me #mental health #mental health awareness #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #chronically ill #mental health positivity #positivity #not mlm #dantes talking again

[ruporas]

all I wanted was to save them... (ID in alt)

#nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #tw blood #let me know if there's any other tags i need to use!!! not sure if it counts as gore #ruporas art #*vash voice* YOU ARE NOT WRONG/LOST WOLFWOOD!!!!!! #i think very often about ch 49 where wolfwood thought it was fr over for him for that brief moment. he was already bearing with so much #fatigue that it wasn't going to be enough for him to fight back properly.. and ough... augh..... for the first time after bearing that cros #someone saved him. someone saved himmmm AUGHHHH <-- guy who can't be normal about it even though its been 7 months since i read it #but he's suffered alone for so long and continued to do so because it's all he ever knew in those short years #and its devastating. his one and only desire was simple and it was still difficult for him to reach T_T #anyway... i love him... holds him tenderly in my palms

[emmuffins]

I don’t WANT to lie around all day. It’s not “relaxing” or “peaceful” or “restorative”; I’m Miserable.

I WANT to be at my job.

I WANT to hang out with my friends.

I WANT to clean the apartment.

I WANT to FEEL BETTER.

#chronic pain #chronic illness #chronic fatigue #hashimotos disease #I could tag so much but my thumbs are tired

[squishranger]

i feel like no one talks about how hard it is to play video games with chronic pain

like, animal crossing happy home paradise makes my wrists hurt like hell after one(1) house decorated. i can't play mario kart without the auto-accelerate feature for longer than 30 minutes. don't get me STARTED on rhythm games.

i have a tremor too and that has its own set of challenges, such as motion controls, aiming (specifically in Pikmin 2 i cannot aim for shit), and if it's bad enough on a given day accidental button inputs

there's not a lot that game designers and developers can do about those sorts of issues really, it's no wonder i dont hear it talked about much. kind of a moot point though

not even trying to complain here just opening a topic. if anyone has similar experiences i would love to hear them

#ren.txt #actually disabled #chronically ill #chronic fatigue #spoonie #potsie #chronic pain #joint pain #don't get me started on different types of controllers #i hate joycons man #hate em so much

[seaweedbrain404]

i don’t know who needs to hear this (me) but if you experience chronic pain or illness or you’re disabled and you can’t work at all or you can’t work certain jobs or you can only work a couple hours or you’re struggling to find a job, it’s okay. especially if you’re also in full time education because this is difficult and i wish we didn’t have to work whilst being in full time education.

but my point is; you are trying your best with what you have. do not push yourself to do what able bodied and healthy people are doing because that is not only an unrealistic, but quite unfair, standard to set for yourself

#kept feeling guilty because my able bodied boyfriend has been pulling 8hr shifts every weekend #and i’ve only been working a 5hr shift on a saturday #then i remembered how much i struggle move around sometimes and maybe i shouldn’t be so hard on myself #disability #disabled #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronically ill #chronic fatigue

[princeson]

Transparent backround/Sticker Ver.

I drew @baderpfulu's adorable ACNH Reigen for IAD! Based on this image:

Happy (late) International Asexuality Day! 🖤🩶🤍💜

#artist fatigue has seriously been kicking my ass but hey despite being two days late to IAD i did it. I finally finished him #and i love love love him so much his glasses and tie are my absolute favoritest thing omgg so happy with how this turned out :) #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #mob psycho #reigen arataka #acnh mp100 #mp100 acnh #acnh mob psycho 100 #mob psycho 100 fanart #mp100 fanart #asexual #international asexuality day #asexuality #IAD #ace icon reigen aratake #ace reigen

[beatcroc]

pest control TWO!!!!! heres the first one

adn heres the obligatory bonus bc i can't help myself :')

#i already threatened that little basard twice in these i may as well make good on it #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #the noise #fp ''oh god wait that is not a real rat and also tastes awful'' moments. he doesnt actually have any interest in eating that thang ok #even if seeing a small scampering little guy like that WILL activate his prey drive without fail #peppino loves it he thinks it's the funniest shit in the world for fp to go after noise. so he is always encouraging this. #but anyway yeah. fp is *really* not the one noise should be worried about. #arting #pizzaposting #i still have lots of tag room thjis time so im gonna do some tangential nonsense rambling. e #fp gotta be like crazy good at hunting i think. not just for strength and predator instincts but also bc like #he doesn't have much in the way of a scent or body heat or anything that would give him away as an alive thing #not to mention he's uh... not particularly organically-shaped a lot of the time #so esp. to smaller prey that don't like... memorize a landscape; if he holds very still he's like completely undetectable #total ambush king. though i'm sure hes also very good at #persistence and pursuit hunting since he has peppino's speed and no way of getting muscle fatigue. ultimate beast #fortunately he doesnt care that much and doesnt really need to eat so hes not devastating the local ecosystem or anything #except for the rats.

[chronicpaingirlie]

they should invent necessary tasks that don’t require spoons !!!!!!!!!!!!

#have been putting off bathing for almost a week bc i haven’t had spoons #finally did it & now im so exhausted & in pain. could only wash my hair not even my body :( #everything is so much all the time!!!!!!!!! grrr #chronic fatigue #chronic pain #disabled #disability #0

[poppy5991]

Me, during fibro pain flare: Unfortunate, but I can continue on.

Me, when a fatigue flare hits:

#WHY IS IT SO MUCH WORSE #my body really be like have you considered passing the fuck out? #fibromyalgia #chronic pain #fatigue

[thesoftestmess]

this might not be canon, but personally i need furina to struggle a whole lot longer and harder with post-prophecy depression and mental illness. She's played the same tiring and painful act for five centuries, was constantly in a life or death scenario and had to hide her true self from the world the entire time and she won't just recover in a few years from that.

There's parts of her that will never ever be compatible with a simple human lifestyle, and parts of her that are irreparably broken. She isn't sure of her personality after everything that happened and the lie she had to live. She slips between personas and her archon temperament comes through like a defensive mechanism at any sign of conflict or trouble.

She's plagued by nightmares. Of the flood, of the trial, of the people closest to her conspiring against her behind her back, and of being found out in a million terrible ways. Of saying the wrong thing, making a wrong decision. Of being found out, of being found out, of being found out.

Lying or keeping a secret feels existential still. Being honest still feels life threatening sometimes. Putting herself first feels like putting both hands on a hot stove.

She doesn't live in the palais anymore, doesn't have to sit through trials anymore, but her heart and soul are still there. In her dreams she's still at the place she spent her entire life's memories at.

Yes, she can make new memories, but it'll take time. More time than she has, maybe, now that she's the closest to being human she'll ever be.

She'll never be human in the way the people around her are.

What sort of human has 500 years worth of memories after all? What human tells personal anecdotes and mixes up their centuries?

What sort of human can feel the absence of their divinity like it's a physical thing? A voice that will never speak to her again, or keep her alive? What human has no family, no childhood?

What human remembers so little, but still remembers death somewhere deep within?

She jerks out of sleep from it sometimes, gasping for air, and spends the rest of the night awake, almost frozen by fear. The flood is over, but it's hard to convince her racing heart that the danger is too.

Humans have entire family trees that go generations back, but Furina was put into this world a solitary creature, her blood heavy with sin ever since she turned human.

She owns a hydro vision now and doesn't know how to yield it, but the ocean still calls out to her some days. Sea creatures flock to her like they can smell she's not human enough.

She learns how to make little hydro companions for herself, so the darkness and emptiness of her apartment feels less ominous when she lies awake at night.

She can't turn her vision into a weapon quite yet, but when it rains the droplets seem to cling to her. She's watched them roll upwards along her arm, watched them gather in her palm like kin. She wonders if sea creatures flock to neuvillette in a similar way, or if his immense power makes them recoil. She wonders if elemental dragons can feel regret. Wonders if he, too, ever feels entirely foreign in that human body he was given. If he, too, lies awake trying to grasp faint memories of a past life.

She's extremely human in the way she's plagued by body pains from not being able to relax just one day in five centuries. The years catch up with her once she gets out of survival mode, and fatigue is a constant companion now. Sleep comes difficultly and getting out of bed was easier when the fate of a whole nation depended on it. On her. She's never lived for just herself before and some days she's not sure she wants to.

She did her duty and earned her retirement and the story turned out well, all things considered. She still has people by her side, some of them.

Still, she feels raw and tired and overwhelmed by the life lying ahead of her. As a human and as someone who will always be Something Else.

#you can have your perfectly competent fully healed hyper independent furina #if i can have my mess of a person multiply-disordered and trying her best furina #like i'm sorry but this babygirl can fit sooooo much ptsd and depression and personality disorder into her #that's a girl with lifelong chronic pain from not being allowed to relax for a day in five centuries #that's a girl who needs a teeth protector at night because she'd grind he #*them into a fine powder from all the tension she still holds #that's someone who gets so low so suddenly and loes all her joy in the matter of minutes #that's someone who wants to catch up on a lifetime of being human but is bone-deep exhausted #and crushed by fatigued #my disability beam went all over her like neuv's water gun #now she's sopping wet and shivering i'm sorry #genshin impact #furina #fari talks fic

[sunnycanwrite]

grasping what it means to be chronically ill can be hard for people, as it can be different for each person. But most of us understand chronic fatigue, days of pain that feels like it will never end, being stuck in bed, having to set reminders to take necessary medications medications. Chronic illness is not a joke. It takes time to adjust to having s chronic illness.

So don't be an asshole when your chronically ill friends cancel on you. The about of energy I use trying to take care of myself on a daily basis doesn't much left for anything else. And understand they may have different needs, completely different foods to help deal with their conditions. Mobility aids, and parking closer to buildings. I can not stress enough, please park close for them. Understand that chronic illness is exactly that: chronic.

#The joys of chronic illness #I'm stuck in my bed #In so much pain #Fibro combined with the gluten I consumed yesterday #Very bad combo #Painful #Not fun at all #And got me thinking #chronically ill #chronic illness #chronic disability #chronic fatigue #chronic pain #disabled #disability resources #disabilities #disability

[mozzygan]

the boy 🖤

did a redraw of the first chat noir i ever drew! (digitally at least lol) i think i like how it turned out

left version drawn sept 2019. right drawn april 2024 work time for the new new ver: ~30mins

#ml #chat noir #cat noir #mozzydraws #redraw #timelapse #speedpaint #idk what to tag lol #i just needed a break from stuff #was getting wip fatigue #needed an easy win so here it is haha #i do like how it came out! much better than the og as well

[ryegarden]

no art lately + no spoons + silly comic that has a sadder tone than planned but i hope other people can relate to

#spoon theory #chronic illness #chronic fatigue #spoonie #chronically ill #im ok actually i just dont have much time to rest #and have a lot of work and uni #so not much art!!

[ink-asunder]

Okay, but I hate HATE it when service workers (nurses, waiters, retail workers) complain about having to do "extra work" for the sake of disabled people. I get it, you're not paid enough to do jack shit at your job (/gen), but you really cannot take it out on people who are FUCKING DISABLED.

"I hate people who modify orders at a restaurant," "I hate when people don't put their carts away," "I hate having to prepare chemo drugs because it's SUCH a pain." Shut the fuck up. It's not MY choice!! I can't control that I get put in the ER for eating A Fruit. I can't help that I'm on the brink of collapse and can't take a cart back into the store after a big shop. And I sure as FUCK am not taking a chemo drug because I think it makes me more interesting as a person. Ya can't say this shit to disabled people.

Disabled people are CONSTANTLY thrown under the bus, CONSTANTLY treated like shit over things they need to do to survive, CONSTANTLY given the "well, if you can't meet MY [ableist] expectations of a Good Person, then you don't deserve to be a part of society to begin with."

Say that. Say that to my face. Just get a little closer I just wanna talk 🏌‍

#this is especially egregious with nurses. like. if you dont want to administer chemo drugs why are you working in an infusion unit yknow? #and dont give me the 'well OBVSLY im not talking about YOU' bs when you Do complain abt this shit #because if you ACTUALLY cared that much abt disabled ppl you wouldnt be SAYING this shit in the first place. #bcuz youd know that disability is so often invisible that its impossible to tell if someone is disabled or not. #vent #disability #disabled #chronic pain #chronic illness #chronic fatigue

[dustykneed]

good mornin everypony im sleep deprived!!! have a spones i found in my notes app<3333

this was supposed to be mcspirk but i just... gave up halfway i guess? :P it's an arthurian-esque au if you squint (now that i think about it i think i gave up halfway BECAUSE i couldn't decide on jim's design lmfao i regret that sorely but alas)

btw i have seen your asks!! and i have PLANS for them !!!!!! especially that one i have a whole ass completed unintentional thing in my gallery for !!!!!!!! but i hyperfixated on writing fic for like a week and then work punted me into the sun but i have seen them and i love yall so dearly!! and i will get to them very soon. kthxbaiiiii<33333

#star trek #star trek tos #tos #star trek the original series #star trek fanart #spock #leonard mccoy #bones mccoy #leonard bones mccoy #spones #spones fanart #s'chn t'gai spock #OH ALSO LMFAO #so funny to me how much bones looks like chilchuck. Like i lurk in dunmeshi but mr chucks is my scrunkly (yes i have a type) too and #sometimes i see posts and physically have to take a moment and think if it's about bones or mr chucks. #what is with me and divorced soft at heart mom friends #oh wait. hmm /j #YEAH anyways #sorry for not posting for like two weeks it's the adhd and also the fatigue #but ilyall and i have SO MUCH in the works