#My Drama Teacher Says It

[pheonix-inside]

I feel like I'm in the 6th grade again on Wattpad with how much I've said shit like "yass" recently

#listen my friends irl say it a lot its become like a trend #like 'yass slayyy' #my cousin says it #My Drama Teacher Says It #IT IS COMMON #im starting to say it now #it reminds me of when id comment on fanfics like 'yasss XD' which theres nothing wrong with that #but id rather step on 1 million legos than go back to that phase of my life

[ughgoaway]

How do Matty and teacher tell Annie that they're dating? And now I'm looking forward to hearing about mattys first time going to teachers house!

Your writing is my favourite at the moment, I've got my notifications on for every time you post ❤️

ohmygod it never occurred to me someone might have my notifs on… thank you so much??? I'm so so glad you like my writing!!! <3333

I'll definitely do a blurb on Matty's first visit at some point!! perhaps his first visit is when you have your first time with him…

Maybe this is just me loving drama but I feel like they don't tell Annie as much as Annie finds out...

Now I'm not 100% sure of the scenario but ik I have discussed this with someone before on dms but I can't remember who?? so sorry to whoever it was, I obviously loved the concept lol <3

I think it's some event at the school, maybe a school disco/dance for the parents and the kids. you and Matty have been together a few weeks/months and have been eyeballing each other the whole night.

Annie is busy dancing with her friends and one of their parents is watching her, so Matty gives you a nod and you both sneak off to your classroom.

you're not planning on having sex or anything, but you're still in that honeymoon stage where you just want to be around each other all the time so you sneak off to do just that.

you're sat on your desk waiting for Matty to follow, he left 30 seconds after you so it wouldn't arouse any suspicion. he comes in and clicks the door shut, and you feel a weight lift off your chest when you see him.

"hi," you breathe out and stick your arms out for Matty to slide into.

"hi sweetheart" he says, coming to hug you and resting his chin on your head. you bury your head in his chest and breathe him in, already missing how he smells just from the hour you've been apart.

"missed you" you mumble into his chest. you feel his laugh vibrating you and pull back with a pout.

"Baby we haven't even really been apart. I've been less than 30 ft from you the whole time" he smiles and tucks your hair behind your ear, moving his hand to trace your cheekbone afterwards.

"I know I know. I just want to be with you rather than just around you. I hate keeping this secret" Matty nods and leans to press a kiss to your still pouty lips.

"Me too, but we just can't tell anyone yet. we can't risk you losing your job or some dickhead going to the media. I can't bear another deux moi post about "Matty Healy's new beau"" he pulls one hand from your waist to air quote but swiftly puts it back and pulls you impossibly closer.

"yeah. at least I get you in private though" You smile up at Matty and you can almost see the love pouring from his eyes.

"you always had me, you just didn't know it" he presses another kiss to your lips, sweet and innocent but still lingering in the way you love.

You're both so wrapped up in the kiss you don't hear the door creek open and the sound of little footsteps coming in. Only when it slams shut do you rip apart from each other.

standing there in her sparkly pink dress is little Annie with her mouth open in shock. yours is pretty much the same, your hand moving up to cover your face out of embarrassment.

Matty immediately swoops into dad mode though, not even taking a second to breathe before running over to Annie and bending down to her.

"hi, peanut. Are you okay? Do you need something?" Matty was still delusional and hoping she hadn't just seen what he thought she had.

He was wrong.

"why were you kissing y/n? Only people who are in love kiss. Are you in love?" Annie's head is spinning and she keeps on flicking her eyes between you and Matty, trying to process what's happening.

you and Matty haven't even spoken about the L word yet, and now somehow the situation is exponentially more awkward.

"uhhh… it's kinda hard to explain sweetheart. do you wanna come sit on y/n's chair while we talk?" Annie nods tentatively and it breaks Matty's heart. it's clear she's hurt by whatever just happened, she might not know exactly what's going on but she knows she's been lied to.

tears are building at her lashline and her eyes are shiny, but they don't fall. Which almost kills you. seeing Annie this upset over something you did is the worst possible scenario.

Annie sits there silently which is the biggest red flag, normally she's a chatterbox but she sits there and fiddles with the hem of her dress anxiously. you and Matty share a brief worried look before Matty starts to attempt to explain.

he takes a deep breath and starts, "Okay Annie, so you know how when two people really like each other they start dating?"

Annie nods and finally looks up to meet Matty's eyes, "Like Auntie Charli and Uncle George?" she asks. her lips are ever so slightly shaking as she tries to hold in her emotions.

God for a 6-year-old she is very good at regulating herself The same couldn't be said for you, as you were already wiping tears that were escaping your eyes.

Matty notices and places a hand on your knee before he continues, "Yes just like that sweetheart. me and y/n are dating. she's my girlfriend"

Annie nods slowly and then looks at you, noticing you're crying for the first time. she gets an even more worried look on her face and springs out of her chair.

"oh no did I make you sad miss y/n?" she asks looking up at you. if you didn't already have a broken heart you're sure it would've just shattered.

you get down to her height on the floor and stroke her hair as you speak, "Oh no! Not at all, darling. I'm just sad about making you upset sweet girl" You sniffle and give her a weak smile.

She nods slowly and looks back up to Matty who is watching the situation with his lip anxiously between his teeth.

"so… you like miss y/n?" Annie asks, matty nods at her and has to fight a smile at the question.

"Yes I do darling, I like her a lot." you flick your head to Matty and give him a gentle smile that he returns, moving his band to stroke your back.

"oh… okay." Annie is still taken aback and trying to process everything but that doesn't stop her from asking "Can I have a hug y/n?" 

you immediately crumble and start borderline sobbing as you pull her in and squeeze all the air out of her lungs. "of course Annie, you can always have a hug"

you look at Matty with hopeful eyes and you can see the tears brimming in his. this was not how you wanted this to go, but sometimes you don't get to choose.

Once you pull away Matty bends down too and offers Annie a hug with his open arms which she happily accepts, bounding into his body with such force Matty can't help but make an "oof" sound at her impact.

you lean your head on his shoulder and Annie pulls back again, looking at the two of you with a smile on her face.

"Can I tell Rosie?" she asks curiously. 

fuck.

How do you explain the intricacies of keeping a relationship secret to a child?

Matty smiles sadly and grabs her hand, "No I'm sorry baby, this has to be a secret just between me, you and miss y/n okay? if anyone finds out it means she might not be able to work here anymore"

that shocks Annie, straightening her spine immediately as she nods furiously. "Okay, daddy. just between us."

she looks at you and says, "You're my most favourite teacher. Please don't go" You immediately smile and raise your head off mattys shoulder before assuring her.

"I'm not going anywhere Annie don't you worry, as long as we keep it secret I'll be okay" You give her a reassuring nod and reach out to squeeze her hand.

"Good. you shouldn't kiss at school though. then everyone will see you and find out" she says looking at you both with a tilted head and disappointment dripping from her voice.

obviously you and Matty can't hide your laughter and soon enough Annie joins in giggling.

"Alright, you cheeky girl" Matty says, pinching her sides and pulling her in for another hug. This time you swing your arm around her too and settle your head on Matty's shoulder, looking up at him with a relieved smile.

your little family.

Annie wrenches away quickly leaving you and Matty shocked, looking at her curiously.

Before either of you can ask if she's okay Annie chimes in, "So are you in love?" she asks innocently, unaware of the massive repercussions that might come from her question.

Once again, Matty swoops in and saves the day before you both become stuttering messes.

"how about we get back to the disco hmm?" He stands up and gives you a hand, pulling you up too before grabbing Annie's hand and starting to walk to the door.

"we can get you a pick n' mix, how does that sound Annie?"

Annie squeals and nods, pulling Matty so hard in the direction of the hall that he's scared she'll rip his arm off.

situation diffused… for now.

#theres 2 mins of drama and that's as angsty as i get lmao <3 #but this are just my silly little thoughts!!! perhaps in another universe its very different #you plan it meticulously down to each word you both say #i fear this is BAD #but i wrote this sleep deprived at 9am so we're gonna ignore that <3 #anon! #teacher au!

[juneviews]

“But I never betrayed Santi even once, except for my feelings of loving you.”

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#10 years ticket #10 years ticket the series #10yt #saipin #pin x sai #nicole theriault #tai penpak #wlw #thai drama #my gifs #bypiningbisexuals #THE SAPPHICS ARE AT IT AGAIN!!! #nah cause pin's actress is iconic she already played a closeted lesbian teacher in girl from nowhere & had a kiss scene slayyyyy #even though their story is tragic I'm so happy they're working towards a happy ending <3

[valekim]

▶ Tsuiraku JK to Haijin Kyoushi - ep. 7 “Is there anything you want?" "A family."

#when he calls her by her name!!! #in the previous scene he says: #''but what i want for now is you jk. wear ribbons all over your body and give yourself to me'' #he's so unserious lmao #and then she says: #''when i give my family a present someday i don't think i'll call you teacher.'' #he has literally heart eyes when he hears that #tsuiraku jk to haijin kyoushi #love me before you die #墜落JKと廃人教師 #the fallen high school girl and the crippled teacher #my gif #gif: jk #shoujo #live action #drama #jdrama #jk #ochiai mikoto #takaishi akari #sensei #haiba jin #hashimoto ryo

[imperpetuallylost]

kinda crazy but…

im gay for you

:o no way i’m also gay for u <3

#also i’m fucking exhausted it was a long ass day of robot #i broke down crying for no reason in the middle of my last tech interview for drama #because i was so fucking stressed abt hosting the robotics comp this weekend and waiting on college decisions #and also two of my friends were like in the hospital at the time #one bc they hadn’t eaten in like a week because of an ed and we’re doing really badly #and the other because they had to get stitches bc of sh #but i couldn’t really explain alllll of that to my drama teacher #anyway #i did hear back from one of the schools tho!!!!! and i got in!!!!!! #but they didn’t give me as much money as i would have needed to commit there #so like i probably won’t end up going even tho i really loved the school and it’s kinda my top choice #and also the accepted students days all conflict and i ended up signing up for one that would mean id miss the end of district champs #for robotics if we qualify #which my hopes are vaguely high this year #but now i’m gonna have to miss part of it if we do :///// #and the other more competitive one i’m waiting on hearing from some time this weekend i’ve been checking the portal like every twenty minute #it’s really bad #anyway i’m gonna go take a shower and then go to sleep before i drive myself to another breakdown #idk why the tags of this ask was my place to say all of this but it sure was

[blackbloodedisabel]

I'd probably like sixperi more if I didn't live in constant mortal terror of colin baker. I'd write stuff even.

#also if I wasn't a romance/sex averse aroace #no idea why but I am very scared of him #have not yet recovered from him looking into the camera and saying “change. and not a moment too soon” LIKE THAT WAS SCARY #even the title credits are intimidating to ne #he has a very threatening and unsettling aura in my opinion #nothing against the man obvs I just. get the heebiejeebies #it's probably because he reminds me of my old drama teacher when she would make eye contact with me and ACT into my eyes #scary #sixperi #peri brown #sixth doctor #colin baker

[celibibratty]

I know the idea of the game is to our main characters become an old master one day in a certain moment of their life, but one part of me kinda don't like that?, i like more the idea of after they kill the villans, they become some kinda of badass vigilants/justice gangsters, and continue be like this since they become old(no idea how they pay the bills living in that way?, but it doesn't matter is just a game), idk i just like our main characters more being some kinda of "lone wolf", i think it fits more their style

#about s1fu #sifu game #Nowadays i prefer more this lore #they must be so tired of all this so why continue? Let it die together with all this mess #It may sound like they being disrespectful to the father(maybe but i don't think its like that for me is vice-versa they let the things tha #Their father accomplished which is the school remain/die with him it was his legacy besides THE KNOW THE DRAMA.. #This School/talisman thing caused altho i think even if the main characters were a master/teacher i don't think they would talk/show the... #talisman to the students but still they would teach the pak mei and this yang manage to kill the old man How? because he knew the pak mei.. #The old man showed too much to him and he used that knowledge against him i just love to imagine our main characters thinking about that.. #and be like nope!😤I won't do this it won't repeat it again! to me is actually very cool and mature of their part) #;probably still training but on his own and for his own reasons; i'll totally embrace/adopt that✨so badass #So cool to imagine my w0man❤️being a badass still being a fighter but on her own #I like it cuz it make the family dynamic very funny😂the father was ancient so hes a master the older son becomed doctor/hippie of some sort #our main characters(the baby bro🥺) become some kinda of gangster😂no no i would call mystery hero/vigilant(they just do their own thing) #I would say what they do is the arenas(I don't care if the games says the arenas are separated from the game story for me is together😤) #They are not part of this drama they are just the consequence🔥❤️ #Well but that's it i like our main characters more not being a s1fu i don't think combines with them after everything they go thru #They're too cool for School✨👌 #Idk i just wake up like ;i kinda don't like the idea of them becoming a s1fu now🤔;

[bbqhooligan]

my new acquaintances/friends from school are concerningly different from me, what sticks out the most are this obvious lack of self articulation and/or awareness AND general distaste for discussing things in detail. i am constantly on the uncomfortable spot of "questioning a bit too deep and engaging a bit too strong and discussing a bit too aggressive" where my attempts at getting to know them AND getting across my own opinion all end up in the same pit. i dont know if im being "hurr durr i hate small talk tell me which 2 philosophers merging would result in the person closest to your own self and rank capitalism global warming and global rise of fascism in how urgent a problem they are to you personally" but it seems the small talk and humor they thrive in is too alien to my interests and my in depth engagement is too uncomfortable/stress inducing for them. they are PEOPLE with interests and views! and i wanna know and i wanna understand! but im too particular about my lines of socialization and too aggressive in my attitude and they are surprisingly bothered by slightest tension and deeply confrontation avoidant. i dont think we'll manage to get too close. i think ill reel it in a bit

#mypost #this will result in me feeling more cold and seeming more cold until the quiet snap and break of the relationship? #i dont know man. im really trying to be open #its just. god theyre really bad at expressing themselves? irony-pilled humormaxxing is surprisingly not a good way to speak sincerely #who'd have guessed #call me a humorless bastard with a stick up his ass but im serious about my thoughts and beliefs. #serious enough to try to express them honestly? #theyre ONLY talking about lectures and teachers and homeworks and sometimes a random buzzfeed ass topic is chosen #''which character from winx club were you'' #''fucked up details in your childhood animated movies'' #''how much celebrity drama do you know?'' #haha girls youre so nostalgiapilled and humormaxxed and now say something beautiful and true. please. please

[airbrushfather]

the performance went well and the boy is sure boyfriending and it's all so good that i don't even want to write about it because it's already a poem. all of it.

#i genuinely cannot say anything else because it's just incoherent but he makes me feel so GENDER and im so HAPPY and my BED smells like BOY #and we make good theatre and i have nice friends who also make good theatre with me #and we all work on each others poems #and it's just really nice man #obviously we've been flirting a lot in our drama class because yknow. it's drama and we're gay people #and today i was sat by him on the floor and we were leaning on each other and whatever like it was a bit romance #and our drama teacher (lecturer? it's not a lecture. whatever) looked me straight in the eyes and then grinned to herself #and i was just imagining her telling all her drama colleagues like #GUYS THEY FINALLY DID IT #THEY FINALLY STOPPED FLIRTING AND GOT TOGETHER #YOU ALL OWE ME A FIVER

[sugaroto]

Zjdbjzjd

If someone tells you their name is [name], then that's their fucking name. Stop trying to find out what "their actual name" is

So-

I'm having a birthday party this Saturday, (it's also a friend's nameday and we decided to celebrate it together) So we made a group chat with everyone to invite them.

We mostly have common friends so like, approximately 10 of the kids are our common friends, 5 are mine and 5 are hers

But it's cool cause we all go to the same school so yknow, not everyone is that close but we'll manage

Except one person, I invited someone that my classmates don't know, actually 2 of them know this person and have been friends for years (I met this person through them) and my best friend has also met this person one or twice

So we're gonna name this person Bob, so, Bob is not a greek name.

Today one of my friends was like who is this "usernameman guy?"

And she was talking with my friend who's met the guy and my friend was like his name is Bob

But she was like "There's no way his name is bob" so that's why they called me and asked me what usernameman's name actually was and I'm like "it's bob"

"But how can it be bob? His parents named him that?"

"That's what he introduced himself to me as. I guess it may be a nickname but that's how people call him so"

"Well I'm gonna call him Mpampi then"(or something very greek starting with the letter of the guy's actual name)

"His name is Bob"

...

Like. Ok. I know- I can tell, Bob is not the name he was given by his parents, I know his very greek last name. I've overheard people calling him by a different Greek name.

Still. He introduced himself as Bob. Their Instagram bio has "Call me Bob, they/she/he" and fanart with the non binary flag as a photo profile

In greek you can't really refer to someone with they/them so they're always referred with he/him pronouns (tho I've noticed sometimes they use feminine words for themselves like καλή) honestly I've been meaning to ask if they would also like to be called η Bob instead of ο Bob etc

My friend dropped the subject assuming I just don't know "his actual name"

But later as we were waiting for the bus one of their friends (I mentioned above I met this person through 2 other people) was there so my friend was like "oh he must know! [Dude] do you know what is usernameman's name?"

And all 3 of us(me, dude and my best friend) replied together that it's Bob

"That can't be his name! Dude whats his name?"

Dude: "it's... Bob"

"Are you kidding me how can it be Bob?!"

At that point my best friend snapped like "What's gotten into you my[girl]? Can you just drop it? The human is named bob" (Μπομπ τον λένε τον άνθρωπο, sounds more friendly in greek)

At that time Dude's parents arrived so he left but I saw his face. He didn't want to have that conversation

I'm sure he knows "his actual name" since they've been friends for years

But if the person introduces themselves as fucking Bob then call them Bob, why you gotta ask everyone

#honestly she kinda annoyed me #like idk if shes that bothered by the non greek name cant she just assume the guy is albanian or something and move on #like half the kids from our class are from Albania and they have non greek names #why was she so freaked out by 'bob' #like everyone is telling you his name is bob why are you insisting #and ok sure i said 'i think it's a nickname' but THATS WHAT PEOPLE CALL HIM #why do you need his fucking ID #oof ok. just wanted to rant on here #*just to clarify i just came up with 'bob' for something to write here. Bob is not the actual name the person uses #you know what. now that i think about it #my friend (the girl who created the drama) technically doesn't use her real name either #shes written as something else but people call her like a different version of her name #like the last 2 letters are not used and she also writes it with ι instead of η and she doesn't like her 'actual' name at all #either cause it sounds ancient or boyish (at least i thought it was a boy's name when i first met her. but i guess i just didn't know #ancient grammar cause i heard a teacher saying η (ονομα) της (ονομα) and it sounded pretty girly) #what if we started calling her 'her actual name' now #sugarenia thoughts #sugarenia talks #sugarenia has friends #sugarenia vent #sugarenia rants

[spitblaze]

ok ok ok so chiakis my fuckin favorite so def agree but how do u feel abt…. komahinanami

Passable because Nanami is there to keep komaeda in line. Most of my issue is that I just do not like Ko lmao, if i had it my way it would be hinata/souda/nanami but I can handle Ko in a triad where both hinata AND nanami are there to keep him from doing. whatever the fuck he does

#spitblaze says things #i just do not care for ko! #like ignoring everything he DID do in canon of sdr2. like if we imagine that was just a fucked up game of mafia they played one day #bc their teacher never showed up to class #i still think he would be a genuinely unpleasant person to be around. but thats just meeeeee #'okay but why hinata/souda' #you see. i like it when men are stupid #(souda is also my favorite non-main boy and i like the dynamic he has with hinata) #(have u heard the drama cd bit where hinata fucks with souda by pretending to not know what an engine is. adorable)

[cherrysnax]

need to preface this by saying I looooove Felicia sm but god it’s so frustrating that when she pops up she gets to keep her personality, her depth, her everything, even in like her very few appearances but MJ has to get EVERYTHING WIPED AWAY even in the comics??? but literally the only close to faithful adaptions of her are spectacular, some of the 90s show and PART of the raimi movies and it’s only slivers!!!! And usually if mjs around Gwen doesn’t exist so we never the catalyst to her and peters bond, their shared grief that Peter can’t understand at first <\3

#and tbh Felicia is getting done DIRTY rn #but so is like. everyone rn #aand I hate to compare two bad bitches to each other #but what I liked about mj Felicia and Gwen is how DIFFERENT THEY ARE #i hate how they make post death Gwen into some pure angel as if she didn’t hate superhero’s and woulda leave Peter a verbal lashing #because she didn’t know he was spider-man when she died and that’s the tragedy!!! Gwen was never perfect none of them were #mj. god I can’t even talk about her without getting angry. they’re massacring my girls yall #even outside of their relationships with Peter they were such rich characters… Gwen a lil less but still! #I just want a semi-faithful adaption of spider-man in his college years up until adulthood #let him be a science teacher let mj be a model/actress/drama teacher who despite not being a superhero knows something about living two live #let Felicia be her morally grey self without taking away her depth #let Gwen rest. I’m #tired of them bringing her back and holding her over peters head as if he didn’t finally get to move on. he loved her. he loved her so much #that he respects her memory by not letting the world stop anymore. she’s dead but let her have her anger her flaws. the fact that she was #a bit of a bully in the beginning was interesting!!! I love women <3 #anyway I’m gonna read renew ur vows and parralell lives and maydays run and pretend Peter b Parker is 616 Peter #also also this isn’t to say the Felicia doesn’t get watered down too because she does. they treat her so bad

[astrangeghost]

I'm in a good school and all but. You'd think they have art teachers that'd make art fun

#drawing sucks acting sucks #from what i hear photography is fun but that class is always booked #out of the three drawing teachers ive had two #who both sucked and i have one of them AGAIN and like i dont WANT to be disrespectful #to a teacher but that class makes me want to give up art. tbh #sorrryyyy im kinda. rrrffgbbbbhgdbbhnnm #i loved drama but ohhh my god thay fucking teacher makes me. want to deo things #i wont publically say in a tumblr post.anyways i hate drama now #sorry again i started this morning with such a posivive attitude but i just feel sick now

[ghostdog1999]

so i had an assignment for the class with that girl in it today but after that msg yesterday i literally felt physically ill and i havent been able to do it. i fell asleep while working on it and i woke up at like 2:30 am bcs of such a horrible violent nightmare i was like crying and shaking and just couldnt get myself to continue. class is at 6:30 anyways so it's not like i got much more sleep and now i'm in class and idk what to do the assignment is a presentation and people are presenting and i first of all dont have anything to present but i also really dont feel comfortable presenting in this class rn like she's saying such stupid shit and like knowing she's......you know. racist. doesn't make me feel very comfortable in this class i don't feel safe even tho she assured me i should feel safe because uhm idk? she said there's no issue so why would i ^-^ a person of color ^-^ not feel safe in a class where a white woman used blackface and has a history of being racist ^-^

#anyways i've handed in literally every single assignment on time this semester i've done everything but i was at my limit yesterday #and i'm still going to have to do it but idk if my teacher will even be able to understand and i'm just constantly thinking i cant even #explain myself bcs i cant create any drama in this class bcs of xyz reasons #i'm saying drama bcs that's how other people see it #it's not drama to me obviously #personal #racism #antiblackness #<- for blacklisting reasons

[miahasahardname]

you know what really annoys me?

when people see a name that looks like an english one and instantly assume it is pronounced the english way.

it’s rare for me to meet people (especially teachers) that will ask if they’re saying my name right nowadays, but it’s a lot more common for me to be asked “Hey, am I saying your name right?” or “Is that how you pronounce your name?” than it is for someone with a name like julia or adam or nicola or kewin are.

people see a forename that looks english and will not stop to consider that maybe, just maybe, this name would be said differently than they think it would?

i may make jokes sometimes, like “Oh, haha, Julia, you should change your name to Dżulia, then people will be right in saying the name the way they already do!”, but it doesn’t change the fact that i get super frustrated when people just assume. c’mon.

#there’s also this girl in my drama class called ‘anjola’ #but our drama teacher keeps calling her ‘angela’ and it’s just… #why isn’t she correcting him?? #he’s whitewashing her name in a sense #and like. ugh #there’s an ‘ew’ in my surname #and everyone pronounces it as an ‘ó’ or ‘u’ sound #it’s so annoying! please! #and people see the ch in my name #and assume the h is silent so they say my name like ‘mickalina’ #stop. i’m begging #and some people just straight up calling my brother ‘michael? #AND PEOPLE REPLACING THE ‘KS’ IN MY MUM’S NAME WITH AN ‘X’ #the letter x isn’t even IN a the Polish alphabet!! #😭😭😭😭😭 #names #Polish names #polonophobia #? #kinda? #vent #idk if this made sense but. here ya go

[geometricalien]

him, already with a girlfriend that he wants to marry: I wanted to kiss you when I saw you. I wanted to kiss you on the bridge as well.

me, externally: i- eh- what-

me, internally: soooo many red flags how can he just admit this??

#personal #when did my life become a fucking k-drama? #not that anything will happen. i firmly closed that door. #sir you can be as romantic and funny and sweet as possible but that does not excuse that red flag right there #its not romantic or sweet. its frankly disturbing and horrifying. if i knew my partner- who ive talked about marriage with- was torn like #this? over someone they have not seen in years- i would be deeply hurt #just- why man are you so messy? #why are you so presumptuous? where does this audacity come from? 'i know my feelings for you and i know your feelings for me' #HOWWWW I DONT EVEN KNOW MY OWN FEELINGS #i reject all feelings that i cannot rationalize and sort out- i- where does he get this audacity #fucking Shakespeare ass motherfucker. #BUT IM THE ONE WHO SAID 'IF OUR STARS CROSS AGAIN' I CANT BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE FOR THAT- IVE BEEN IN GENSHIN BRAIN ROT FOR THE LAST 24 HOURS #AND BEYOND THAT SAPPY AKA/FURI FLUFF SOUP #excuse me if i say something poetic and poignant. stupid red flag 'isms just tear society apart' GAHHH #i still want to be friends but i SWEAR if he says some flirty earnst comment or- looks at me like im some fucking miracle like he has been #the last times we were face to face- i dont know what to do. i cant encourage that behavior. and no physical punishments either. thats just #flirting on my part. ill just- raise my eyebrows like a disapointed teacher or some shit i guess fuck #pls dont percieve #unless you have advice. tell me to ignore him. block him. cut him off. because... if you saw the way he looks at me... apollo doesnt need #to throw his red ball to manifest me messing their relationship. i refuse to do it.