#I'm tired af now

[avatar-aaang]

Crystal is such a fantastic character bc shes missing her memories and one of the first things she does is try to be mean to Charles, who is just so delighted by her anyway, and when she realizes that she might have been disliked before, she kinda of just starts over.

and she starts off being by being so kind by demanding they help a girl half way around the world, and they oblige. and then! she wipes the girl's memory of the house so she'll never have to suffer the nightmares the way Crystal does.

she's working through some shit, but every time she comes out the other side having tried to be a better person and trying to help her friends and correct mistakes.

and when she finds out who she is? she is horrified by what she sees and wants nothing more than to get away from that. and she still thinks she's a horrible person bc of what she's done and how her parents react to her calling them. she doesn't realize that you're not your past actions, and just bc she was awful then does not mean she has to continue to be that way.

she wants away from charles and edwin and niko bc she doesn't want them to know her like that. even tho they've never known her like that, and they never will, bc Crystal has changed so much as her time as an amnesiac and she is constantly trying to be a better person.

anyway stan Crystal, she wants to be kind, and her journey from being a bitch to being That Bitch is so fantastic, I can't wait to see what she does next

#personal #dead boy detectives #hashtag sorry i keep wanting to analyze everything but i'm on my third rewatch now and i just keep thinking about Them (the beloveds) #like this show is so good and it's really driving me insane #i haven't had a fixation in a minute so i'm just riding this out #crystal palace is so fascinating to me like. she definitely still can be mean but it usually has a purpose #bc she's tired of everyone else being stupid lol #and also being a teenager will do that to you #source: i was a teenager once. that shit was stupid af

[covertblizzard]

jaykyle au where they're theatre kids in the same school but they're not the actors jason's the scriptwriter/director and kyle is the prop manager (i don't know the official terms sorry) and they'd probably do an amazing job on the backstage setting if they could stop arguing for 5 whole seconds about their artistic visions and ideas and how "this would obviously work better this way"

#jason todd #kyle rayner #jaykyle #mypost #dc thoughts #vp of the club: maybe we should find some other people to do the job if they can't get along? #pres of the club: no they're both talented af and i want this to be raving success just knock their heads tgt and tell them to play nice or #i'll make them wear the get along shirt again #WAIT ONE SEC DONNA'S THE PRES and overseer she's pissed bcos kyle played the same role last year and he was chill then #wally's vp no 1 and backstage manager and he's thinking of kicking kyle out #dick's vp no 2 and main lead and he's thinking of kicking jason out bcos it's embarrassing and annoying to work with your younger siblings #kon helps kyle with props and bart is one of the actors and kon is jealous af about it he grumbles a little #roy is the fight scene choreographer #i'm trying to think of something for garth but the only thing that comes to mind i'm not sure are fitting enough #actor manager? weapon manager? oooh maybe pet manager if they have animals... human and pet manager???? hr department but including animals #ooooh maybe pet manager if they have animals #raven can play bart's love interest (in play) maybe (wally doesn't like it and neither does gar for very different reasons) #eddie deals with the contraptions they build for this bubble machines smoke machines lowering and raising anything mechanical #rose and cass helps with the weapons stuff they keep fighting too and roy is TIRED #connor plays the villain he didn't mean to or want to but he got dragged into it and he's really hot and gunned in for next years main lead #he doesnt want this #steph and mia are hair makeup costume department but bart and kon love to hangout and help too #jennie-lynn and bart are in-charge of socials #tim pops up a lot because so many of his friends (and brothers) are here and when he does he helps steph and mia #damian too pops up to help with pet management and sometimes prop art #this is much to dicks annoyance jason is already here can his little brothers LEAVE HIM ALONE SOMETIMES UGH #damian (taking cues from talia and bruce loverenemies dynamic and wanting an artist in-law): we should set jason and kyle up #dick: no / tim: hmm / dick: NO #i want to add the yj girls (cassie cissie greta anita) but i know too little about them right now but imagine they're there and the roles #are to be determined

[profesionalpartyguest]

decided to get my ass up from bed today and make some male hairs 👍 both come in afterglow, textures are blended with originals, TM-EM only for both. Kuroineko05 Shaggy Bob 3t2 - guess who learned how to extract sims 3 hairs :))))))) also is this not the perfect ripp hair???? 4.1k polys, 2.8k vertices. Download here! Moood N30 - requested by @gloriousbiscuituniversitydreamer, i ended up thickening the alpha a bit to get rid of some transparencies. 16.8k polys, 15.5k vertices (reduced from 57k) redid it here! :) @the-afterglow-archive forgot to tag

#sims 2 download #s2cc #ts2cc #ts2 #sims 2 hair #sims 2 #sims 4t2 #4t2 #3t2 #lol i've been tired af but i ate some grilled cheese and now i'm ok :D

[hiraeth-blr]

Fu*k, how do I see this now of all time? :')

#parents #childhood #adulthings #burden #hurtful #random #not wholesome #wtf #seriously wtf #tears in my eyes #tired af #fuck you mom #emotional damage #dark humor #yea the fact that I'm seeing this now is dark and humorous #the universe is mocking me #i really need to sleep #emotional dumping #sorry lmao

[xhanisai]

hey lads if you’re not gonna comment on a fic you enjoyed, at least leave a kudos man

#delete later #on like half of the stories i've written on ao3 or more #i don't even get 10% of the viewers leaving kudos on my work and that's just kinda tiring man #we've come so far from the fanfiction.net days where writers solely thrived on comments and private messages to KNOW if their work is well #received by the online people #now you can just press a BUTTON to know that you enjoyed a story and it only takes like half a second! #there are so many people online who are constantly BEGGING everyone to PLEASE comment or review or let them know somehow that you've enjoyed #their work because we get so little feedback often and it is demotivating af #but if you're not gonna comment AT least leave a kudos rather than staying silent and consuming the stories like it's nothing #one thing i loved in the beginning of the ml fandom was how interactive everyone was with fanfics and how it had such a positive status #people were happily reblogging and leaving kudos and commenting LOADS back then #now???? it's literally SILENCE #back when my writing was worse prepandemic i easily got hundreds of kudos in a few days #but now i'm struggling to reach even 200 kudos in three months on my newer oneshots #engagement rate is soooooo bad now and it's demotivating af #i think this is why i prefer to write and send drabbles on discord because people there do respond and react to my works and it gives me the #push to keep going

[topsyturvy-turtely]

i just got up AN HOUR EARLY 😩😭

#turned my alarm clock an hour early #like... an HOUR #and now i am awake and have to get up in half an hour #and i JUST realized #how incredibly stupid #because falling back asleep would be disastrous #but not going back to sleep i'm gonna be tired af #ugh #omg #i cant even #turtely

[lvciddreamt]

@persephonyed

“god, i can’t believe they booked us adjoining rooms for the whole ridiculous press tour. what do they think this is, summer camp?”

#threads: cecily. #persephonyed #just a one-liner for now bc i'm tired af dhjsj

[campingwiththecharmings]

when you finally have time to write but you're too tired 🥲

#i've had three days off #in a row #which never fucking happens #and i haven't had like a second to do anything until now #and i'm tired af #lmaoooooo #whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy #anyway merry christmas to those that celebrate #and happy monday to those that don't #hope everyone is having a fantabulous day #ignore me

[cheekyquokka]

Red Lights Binnie, it's what I deserve. (for the love of god pls someone post a hq video I'm fighting for my life out here.)

#Seo Changbin #Changbin #staysource #staycompany #3rachasource #jypartists #kpopco #userlau #usersa #hellomal #userbeepls #Stray Kids #skz #my tings #the story about this is I found a decent Hanji red lights #made me wanna do a half hanji half binnie red lights set #the universe said the post would be too powerful- I'm not allowed to have hq red lights Binnie #This is the best I could find- it was on twitter- so I was trying to work with it #ended up grainy af after coloring but I put in the work so I'm posting it #might start on the jisung one but probably won’t finish it tonight because now I’m tired and disappointed 😭

[clownboymcchucklefuck]

Why does Simons story kinda change about the old driver?

(Slight spoilers for Colored Gaze demo)

We all know that something happened to the old driver but the only information we get about him is through Simon, but while I was rewatching gameplay for the 28th time I realized his story kinda changes depending on how you greet him.

Being friendly and introducing yourself gets this dialog:

BUT if your suspicious about Simon you get this dialog instead:

Notice how Simon says NOTHING about the "accident" being work related or done by a car of something like that even though that's what the MC guessed it was?

Also why does Simon go into more detail if MC is rude?

I shouldn't go to much into this next thing because spoilers (I read the Twitter and that other CC I know way to much) but Simon also injured his leg in a "accident" that got him stuck with It so there's my first red flag right there.

I dont know if this will actually mean anything but I remeber in a Twitter post with art of Simon the caption was "No one's able to bully him anymore after the fusion..." and plus Simon does say something about his other coworkers being rude so 👀

Plus the C.C said something about It "scavenging" at night but I'm not 100% sure yet what that could mean although I have a very good idea on what it is though.

Its also been said that if you want It to like you more to fees it fresh meat so It more than likely eats humans.

So maybe It/Simon did something to the old driver? Its been kinda alluded to on the C.C but we'll have to wait until the next update

I would put more rn but its 3:12 am where I am so I'm tired as fuck rn sorry-

#coloredgazesimon #coloredgazevn #clrdgazevn #coloredgaze #clrdgaze #Clrdgazetheory #Coloredgazetheory #yandere vn #yandere #male yandere #yandere visual novel #visual novel #yandere male #colored gaze #theory #theories #bad writing #Because I'm tired af right now #game theory #horror #horror vn #hehehe i love him #okay i need to sleep #goodnight everyone

[miyku]

#ive been having migraines for a whole fking week now..kill me... #i'm tired chief aaugh #im having terrible mood swings and im depressed af #its getting worse dude its getting worse

[lesbianneopolitan]

today it's one of those 'fuck everything' days in which I'm having McDonald's, will order ice cream later, and we will be having a DnD session

#neo.txt #on the other hand I'm so tired because lately I'm hyper at night so I'm going to sleep later #LIKE I'M TIRED AF NOW BUT?? THEN NIGHT COMES AND I ACTIVATE

[duskbats]

i love playing coffee roulette where i consume coffee and am never sure if it's going to actually give me energy or just make me more tired.

#it worked for the first few sips #now i'm just tired af #more tired than before the coffee #but i can't function without caffeine #.txt

[inkblackorchid]

Btw. I completed chapter 5 of the WIP in between. I've just been so tired the last few days that I forgot to post about it.....

#yugioh 5ds #fic writing updates #current wip #ngl I'm frustrated af right now because I can tell my writing has slowed down significantly #and it's all the dumb fault of irl obligations kicking my ass #I am. so. tired. #this fic author does not have enough time to rest #and she does not have enough enrichment in her enclosure either #the fic is still progressing because I'm a stubborn bitch #but uh. not much else is. my motivation for anything other than going to sleep and writing a few sentences every night is dead r/n. #siiiiiiiiiiigh #so yeah just in case you were wondering how things are going #orchid rambles

[xhanisai]

I do kind of feel a bit spoilt with how the fandom pre-pandemic would share my work easily (fics getting hundreds and even thousands of notes on tumblr and on AO3 immediately and arts getting thousands of notes too). Back then, my work was so eUGH compared to the work I create now which is so much more polished and well thought out.

And now? It’s such a struggle for my art to reach even a hundred notes on this app alone and my fics take a long time to accumulate some attention on ao3. At first I thought it was because my creations have gotten WORSE lol but then I realised it’s been happening to all my friends too online.

Kinda sad tbh.

#delete later #i know that X amount of likes or notes on work doesn't necessarily mean that it's great quality #but i like seeing and knowing that people out there on the internet are enjoying what i put out #and i want more people to see what i can do if that makes sense? #my mentality is a little fucked right now because in the past i created mainly for me and i enjoyed what i did to an extent #but now i'm at that stupid stage where i hate everything i draw and get bored of my own writing and i don't like that #so validation online sort of helps with that mentality to go away #i can't keep up with internet art trends to get the attention on my work that i want that is not a realistic and healthy way of life #and i refuse to touch any salt or negativity in the ml fandom just to get the hivemind to find my work #my most popular work on ao3 is only popular because of lila karma and that makes me so mad because i write 100000x better than that LMAO #but people just wanna see a 14 yr old italian nightmare girl get expelled from school over and over again and i'm just tired af of it #as for art with twitter it's a bit of a russian roulette #you don't know what will be a banger and what won't unless you pay special attention or have a decent following or are always grinding #i don't think my art is for tumblr #i do appreciate the few people who always love and reblog it but i've always known from the start that my art isn't what would be popular #on this hellsite #oh well it is what it is #also don't worry i'm never gonna stop drawing nor am i ever gonna stop writing those two are literally my only outlets of my life #and the only way i can get emotions and feelings out of my body without exploding #and i am still madly in love with ML and will always be obsessed with it #i just miss how the prepandemic fandom would interact with my work and let me know what they thought and all the asks they sent about the #aus i created #it was a good period on this hellsite for me

[sonicprim3d]

Guess who came home yesterday

#𝗢𝗨𝗧 𝗢𝗙 𝗧𝗜𝗠𝗘 [ General | OOC ] #(hi sorry i didn't post anything yesterday or all day) #(on the day we came back i was just tired af) #(and now today i was busy getting back on my gaming grind alsdgheorg) #(but i'm back now!! writing will resume tomorrow!!!) #(unless there's something my muses wanna comment on with the dash) #(but we'll see lmao)