#I’m just torn up

[comphyjost]

forever #39 in our hearts & forever a stanley cup champion 🤧❤️

#oh my precious goalie #oh my god #i’m still torn up #i knew it was coming but #i’m just a girl #pavel francouz #colorado avalanche #nhl #retirement #avs news #goalies

[whatsaudreythinkingabout]

spto coming out has been such a surreal experience bc before it came out i was like. the one roxie kinnie (at least as far as i was aware, i’m not doubting that there were more out there) & now she has like a million stans and half of me is like “FINALLY other people who understand her the way i do” and the other half is like “i liked her before it was cool. my blorbo. mine.”

#this isn’t meant to be taken that seriously ofc #i hope this doesn’t come off as like. pretentious or gatekeepy or anything #it’s just weird when you have a character you identify with so strongly that suddenly becomes popular after years of being underrated #and you’re torn between enjoying their newfound popularity w others & missing having them all to yourself #i’m so unbelievably happy that the show gave her the character development she deserved #and that she’s becoming more people’s favorite #and that we’re getting more fan content of her bc i was STARVED #and i’ll give my more detailed thoughts in a separate post #but also never forget I WAS THE FIRST #i am the self-appointed CEO for a reason #some details i actually predicted in my own HCs #(many of which i haven’t even posted here yet) #& i’m SHOCKED that so many of my own thoughts on her ended up coming true #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim takes off #scott pilgrim vs the world #roxie richter #roxy richter #audrey thoughts

[goldensunset]

AITA for trying to kill my students?

Title sounds bad but hear me out.

I (90?M) have three students (20M, 18F, 16M). The older two are pretty normal people that I just kinda found somewhere when they were kids. The youngest was dropped off at my door about four years ago, having suffered clear brain damage. He was brought there by an on-again, off-again friend of mine (also 90ishM) who claimed that what happened to the kid was somehow his fault. I told him everything between us was forgiven and that I’d handle it.

Now, the thing about the kid (let’s call him ‘V’) is that what my old friend did to him was essentially trying to turn him into a living superweapon. V’s heart got split in half into pure light and pure darkness (I’m not sure where the other one went, but if I ever see a being of darkness, it’s on sight), and if those halves ever come together again, the weapon will be forged, and with it, the power to end the world. But my friend (let’s call him ‘X’) pinky promised he wasn’t gonna try to do that anymore after it failed the first time, and I believe in my friend.

But just to be safe, I’ve kept V from going off into the outside world for these past few years, in case X or anyone like him ever found the kid and used him to try to forge the weapon. All three of my students are homeschooled and I don’t let them access the Internet, nor have they ever really left this place since coming here, so they’re pretty sheltered. I have much stricter rules for V in particular, and I’ve managed to keep him from ever finding out who or what he is, since he can’t remember a thing. He complains about being treated like a child all the time, but that’s just teenage angst, you know? I’m doing what’s best for him.

Anyway, to make a very long story short, V found out about the half-of-a-superweapon thing. He finally came back after having run away from home (which I did not give him permission to do, mind you), looking upset, so I tried to comfort him. But then he confronted me about his newfound knowledge, which he learned after running into X, who was in fact unfortunately trying to pull off his plan again. I admitted to having hidden this knowledge from V for his own sake.

So here’s where I might be TA. I knew what he was all these years, but I still tried to protect him and let him live his life as much as possible while simultaneously protecting the world from him. But at this moment I figured I couldn’t do that anymore, and so the only way to prevent him from becoming the superweapon was to preemptively destroy him. Believe me, I didn’t want to, but I didn’t see much of a choice. It was for the greater good of protecting the world.

So I tried attacking V, but my oldest student (let’s call him ‘T’) showed up and interfered. He wouldn’t get out of my way, and I didn’t get a chance to explain my reasoning to him. So I told him that if he didn’t listen to me and let me do this, I’d have to kill him too. It’s worth mentioning that V himself then said he agreed with me about him needing to die. But T kept resisting me and started using the power of darkness, which was absolutely terrifying, (I have severe darkness-related trauma, btw), and then he sent V through a portal to protect him. So then I tried attacking T. All darkness everywhere needs to be destroyed, at any cost. It’s a serious threat.

So, Reddit, AITA? I tried to attack and kill two of my students for the greater purpose of saving the universe.

EDIT: I am dead. T actually bested me in combat and then X delivered the killing blow. I’m typing this as a ghost, yes. It’s kind of a complicated situation. Stop asking me to go do anything or apologize to anyone; I’m stuck here.

EDIT 2: No, I am not a troll.

#follow up to the post i made the other day lol #this took a while but i’m proud of it ngl #birth by sleep #kh bbs #eraqus #kingdom hearts #mine: kh #you just know he’s being torn to shreds in the comments #wish i could’ve included more but this would be a mile long if i recapped all of bbs from his pov

[insanesonofabitch]

8x10 Torn & Frayed one line schedule | 8x11 LARP & The Real Girl production draft script | 8x09 Citizen Fang | 8x10 Torn & Frayed transcript | 9x08 Rock and a Hard Place

Good fucking morning.

#I just thought about them too much so i made this cus the alternative was killing myself 🫶 #slash jay #there is SO MUCH going on behind the camera in supernatural. these guys were fuckin #the fact that we can only canonically confirm that they really did have a relationship is through their break up is kind of fucked up. #I’ve said this before but I’m saying it again I deserved to see Benny hungrily and desperately drinking Dean’s blood straight from the tap #I want him back. #jensen benny-lover ross ackles…you know what to do #supernatural #spn #spn 8x09 #citizen fang #spn 8x10 #torn and frayed #spn 8x11 #larp and the real girl #spn 9x08 #rock and a hard place #deanbenny #destiny #dean winchester #benny lafitte #dean x benny

[rhiannons-bird]

#it’s another alignment chart! #I’m my defense I came up with the idea at 2am #but it just felt natural #please let me know if you disagree and what’ your take #i am still torn on wether I should’ve switched Hypatia and Magnus but I think I made the right call #also james and Cecily owe almost 90% of their placement to the gems in the short story collections #the last hours #tlh #alignment chart #anna lightwood #alastair carstairs #thomas lightwood #ari bridgestock #charles fairchild #magnus bane #matthew fairchild #hypatia vex #Claude Kellington #James Herondale #Lucie Herondale #Eugenia Lightwood #Malcolm fade #Sona carstairs #Cecily Lightwood #Gideon Lightwood #Cordelia carstairs #flora Bridgestock #tlh memes #the shadowhunter chronicles

[biscuitrule]

Okay guys let me be clear I LOVE the l&co show. I love the cast. I love the adaptation.

But also. Part of me can’t help but think of how amazing it would have been if it was adapted in the 24 ep era of shows.

Because one thing about the 8 ep format is that there’s no time for filler episodes and man do I love a filler episode. Like the gang just messing around on a one off mission? The holiday episodes?! The slice of life content?!! The cast is so perfect they would absolutely body it

#imagine a halloween ep #like it’s perfectly set up for episodic cases but with an overarching plot #which is my personal fav type of show #AGAIN I LOVE THE SHOW AND THINK IT’S PERFECTLY DONE #but I also miss my filler nonsense slice of life content #just my personal opinion #but at the same time I wouldn’t change it at all #I’m torn #lockwood and co #lockwood and co netflix #lockwood and co show #lockwood spoilers #lucy carlyle #anthony lockwood #george karim #l&co #l&co. netflix #lockwood netflix #l&co spoilers #my post #commentary #locklyle #lock nation #locknation #jonathan stroud

[avocado-sammich]

Okay, hear me out… Pokemon GO x Resident Lover?

Valor: Cassandra, Alcina, Miranda

Mystic: Bela, Donna

Instinct: Daniela, Angie, Mia, MC

#resident lover #pokémon go #resident evil #pokemon #cassandra dimitrescu #bela dimitrescu #daniela dimitrescu #angie beneviento #donna beneviento #alcina dimitrescu #mother miranda #actually I’m torn between lady dimitrescu being valor or mystic #the stans are either team valor because of Cass or just straight up team rocket go #miranda is the research professor team rocket go boss and valors leader all in one #most of the cult are also secretly part of team rocket go #I haven’t played pokemon go in so long but this came to me in a dream LOL

[valzer-col-diavolo]

i need to learn every language. let me learn every language. why can’t i learn every language. LET ME ABSORB THE LANGUAGES

#i’m currently only learning mandarin and german at uni … #but i keep starting more online #i’m losing my mind and mixing them up now #the other day i forgot a word and the only word i could remember in general was lapte.. milk in romanian #need to learn more spanish really as my parents are moving soon - it’s so hardddd #also torn on my masters …. do i do old english and old norse or language contact of slavonic languages #this is a ramble #i just :( gimme all languages #put them in my brainnn #learning is hard #but !! there’s no better feeling than knowing a word in one language then understanding a word in another bc they’re cognates #languages #linguistics

[thecowboykatsuki-anon]

I think.

No I know.

Sucking Touya’s dick would solve 90% of my problems.

#and create 300 more but yknow #c’est la vie #I just really thinking him being a whiny mess #back arched off the mattress and fingers buried in my scalp #torn between making me ease up and pushing me down #one eye squeezed shut and the other hazily trying to focus on me #would do wonders for my health rn #that’s all #goose’s selfship #goose x touya #sorry I’m wine DRUNK

[her-midas-touch]

byler doubt is kind of a bitch sometimes but then I remember how will and mike’s relationship was constantly set apart and highlighted specifically in a different way than with the rest of the party. Like this is so obvious with how soft season 2 byler is, mike being the one paying the closest attention to him, noticing when he was too quiet, being there for him and so protective of him. The crazy together moment. And the swingset memory being the best thing he ever did, hello?

Like, the moments we got with the rest of the boys are definitely not as intimate.

Their relationship is slow buildup but it’s actually such a constant focus throughout the seasons. Like especially with how their relationship is treated with the s3 fight. I mean, weirdest thing here would be why they would put a byler fight in an episode right after the m*leven fight in such a way that it draws attention to how differently the relationships are handled. M*leven, like a joke, something they’re both pretty unconcerned about and byler getting a whole ass dramatic rain fight and mike “you can’t leave now it’s raining” wheeler biking all the way over to apologize.

It’s also funnier if you think about it from what I remember it was lucas who gave mike a lot of advice and stuff post break-up and about making it up to el and hence actually giving him a nudge in that direction while with will it was his own conscious decision to make sure he was alright.

Not to mention how el mentions to max that she doesn’t even know what she likes yet pleaseee— that girl’s whole character arc is discovering herself as a person, building familial and platonic relationships—she wasn’t ready for a romantic relationship, much less after she had been in a lab most of her life and didn’t have a proper sense of romance relationships yet either. Their relationship in s3 is the one that holds the party back—like, lumax was there too but there definitely wasn’t an unhealthy codependence.

El found comfort in mike as he was one of the first people to give her that sense of security and safety. She found a lot of comfort in the idea of mike, the idea of a relationship and feeling secure and all the love that came with it rather then mike as a person himself. And that’s pretty obvious with how mike can’t exactly be himself around el, like spending all of s3 trying to be mature, “not kids anymore”, apparently outgrowing dnd just for him to immediately get back into it with renewed fervor in s4??

And with the m*leven love conflict being paralleled with byler patching things up lmaoo though they both took different turns; one with mike not being able to reassure el whereas with will he was all “iTs hAwKiNs iTs nOt tHe sAmE wIthOuT yOu” and specifying that the rest of their friends were great but not him likee.

And to top things off being in love with mike is such an important part of Will’s character arc, I mean, why go through all the buildup, parallels, subtext and using the painting as will’s means to push mike away yet notably having el still lose despite mike’s monologue, that too not giving them a scene where it’s shown that everything was resolved between them even though they’re a main couple if byler isn’t endgame? In fact that would leave a lot unexplained and also give will a super queerphobic and unsatisfactory storyline.

Like you have a whole separate gay stoner road-trip subplot with byler in s4 while el’s character growth almost recurrently takes place when she’s apart from mike—do I even need to elaborate? So many thoughts but anyway, that’s it for now

#byler #rants and rambles #just way too many thoughts and no one to share with irl so #and tbh it hasn’t been very fun lately with everything going on :(( #but like byler is precious to me and I just want it to be fun again like its such a shame how fucked up things are rn I’m soo torn 😭 #but at the very least we deserve positive queer storylines and romantic arcs that aren’t doomed to tragedy so #whatever happiness the ship itself brings you don’t let anyone take it away #the characters themselves will always have a special place #will byers #mike wheeler

[cryscendo]

kurt hummel in every performance

5x15 - Bash

Not While I’m Around - Blaine Anderson, Rachel Berry, Mercedes Jones, and Sam Evans

“I want to kill whoever did this to him.”

“I just wish he could hear me. So I could tell him I was here.”

“He knows we're here. He does.”

#glee #klaine #kurt hummel #blaine anderson #my stuff #kurt hummel in every performance #episode: bash #song: not while i’m around #gooooood this scene #can we just talk about how torn up sam was in this scene #his friendship with kurt was so painfully underrepresented

[starscelly]

#okay . sorry. i’m at the acceptance stage of grieving but i had to have a little bit of a not normal moment #thinking abt tyler having to just chuckle saying hockey is hard #tyler seguin who has been to 3 stanley cup finals and the only one he didn’t appreciate was the one he won #trying to chase the feeling of being 19 and the top of the world again #with a group of guys you actually love. a room you’ve cultivated to be loving. to be a family #and hockey is hard. the sport is hard and the emotions are hard and the toll it takes on your body and mind is HARD #but you can’t be the overpaid millionaire who complains that hockey is hard #you can’t stand up there and cry #acknowledge how it’s stolen time from your family you love so much away from you #it’s stolen your body from you. your mind. your heart. #and you give everything to it and it just keeps spitting in your face #and hockey hasn’t loved you since you were a teenager but you loved it and you love the people it brings into your life #and you can’t even cry about it because you’re a millionaire man playing a game for a living #so you just have to laugh and say hockey is hard like more pieces of your heart aren’t being torn off every year #okay anyways #yap yap yapping #dallas stars i love u and u will always be famous. the love will be enough eventually. tyler i need you to know the love will be enough

[un-pearable]

dunmeshi is about black magic yuri and their squad of neurodivergent weirdos. and chilchuck

#he’s not exempt he just thinks he’s the ‘thank god i’m normal here’. #senshi thinks everyone else is boring and normal he’s the freak spicing things up #i’m SO torn i want to read but also i kind of want to wait and get a First Exposure all in the anime . i love voice acting so much <3 #dungeon meshi

[itsbrucey]

Oughhhhh. Tired. Krampus Glenn will be real or I will die trying. Tried out some other posing ideas + added more to the OG.

CW. SUGGESTIVE. LIKE MORE THAN MILD????

Added more and tweaked the OG “ pile of presents” posing and I still like it, but might push the perspective more bc it still feels stiff. Unsure. 2nd on is just a dakimura ripoff pose concept but I liked the idea of of using wrapping paper and mistletoe…. And then the 3D models were a 3rd “ POV youre pinned to the wall” pose and honestly??.? Was my first thought?? If I can hammer this out before Christmas it’ll be a miracle.

Nobody look at me. This is my shame.

#I’d prefer. maybe minors didn’t interact with this? #just because it’s starting to lean towards more suggestive stuff and I don’t want to like #encourage minors to interact with my less sfw art #yknow. yknow? yeah I may archive or delete this later actually for safety but I’ll throw it up. fuck it. #I’m torn and nervous but whatever!!

[theladyjojogrant]

so, uh…is there a place where a sad little Whovian in the U.S. can watch Tales of the TARDIS yet? 🥺

#I’ve been out of the loop so I just found out this was a thing TODAY #I cannot believe it is the year of our Lord 2023 and they are still releasing DW things exclusively to the UK #(and I know I’m fortunate because stuff is at least more accessible in the US than it is in other places) #but as someone who loves Classic Who and especially the companions in Tales #COME ON #someone take pity on us pls #tales of the tardis #doctor who #dw #60th anniversary #dw 60th #Classic who #ALSO CLYDE AND JO ARE IN ONE LIKE WHAT THE HECK JUST KILL ME WHY DON’T YOU #I’m torn between looking up all the gifsets and holding out hope that I’ll be able to watch it

[goldensunset]

maybe for YOU

#yes i’m being torn apart by wild animals on the daily as part of my job #yes i’m gonna dress up and look cute #sucks to be you i guess. survey corps gang 💪 #i get tons of money every day for doing menial tasks and only occasionally falling down a mountainside #peach plays legends arceus #on a real note i understand this sentiment #i imagine the clothing shop and hairstylist aren’t super popular places unless you’re already very well off in jubilife #just because people are worried about their security and whether they’ll have enough food to eat etc #stuff like that is a luxury for them that they can only treat themselves to once in a while #maybe they somewhat resent anthe and arezu for what they represent (a life of fun and luxury they can’t afford)