#I want to scream so SO BADLY

[megaawkwardhuman]

my thoughts while watching the good omens season 2 finale and taking a look at the run time:

#IT WAS LOOKING SO BRIGHT SOBNWDWNONDWOWDONDONDDWONIDWONIONINIWDNOIW #THEN YOU SEE YOU'RE ONLY HALFWAY THROUGH IT #good omens #go #good omens spoilers #good omens 2 #good omens 2 spoilers #good omens season 2 spoilers #good omens season 2 #good omens s2 #good omens s2 spoilers #go2 #go2 spoilers #I want to scream so SO BADLY #I SHIT YOU NOT I LEGIT REWATCH LIKE THE LAST FEW MINUTES JUST TO MAKE SURE THAT'S HOW IT ENDED #throwing up my thoughts onto tumblr again

[ghouljams]

can we get medieval slow burn crumbs pls 🤲🙏

I have had this idea with Knight Ghost bouncing around in my head since I saw an absolutely destructive to my psyche insta reel, so here it is

Ghost helps you get his mail shirt over your head, far too big and far too heavy for you to practically wear, but he's insistent. You try not to tense your shoulders at the weight of it, try not to buckle your knees when it drops into place. You knew knights were strong but to wear this every day without so much as a complaint? Plus the rest of the armor? Your eyes roam over Ghost's broad shoulders as he turns away from you to fuss with the rest of his armor. You always thought he'd look smaller without all the metal, but it almost feels like the opposite it true.

He's larger than life. Life being the operative word here. A living breathing man of flesh and blood, and greater warmth than the fire. His linen shirt pulls tight across his shoulders, revealing the firm musculature as he moves. You grab the mail shirt in your tightening fists, feel the well worked metal press its indents into your skin, still so warm from being on Ghost. You want to touch him. You won't, you're not supposed to. Not supposed to want to. You think that's what the armor is for, to keep you from thinking the man underneath is human, to keep you from wanting him.

"You alright Princess?" He asks, his voice is so low and rasping it makes you want to melt, "Thought you'd be complaining about the weight by-" He turns to look at you again, and his voice falls another impossible degree, "-now. Jesus." His eyes drag over you, fresh kindling for the fire in your stomach, the heat in your cheeks.

You must look silly in your dress and his chain mail, but the way he looks at you... God, the way he looks at you. Not even at your best dressed has a man looked at you like that. You swallow, and hold onto the mail rings a little tighter.

"It's heavy," You tell him, and although you mean it to sound like a complaint, to whine and put on the spoiled princess act that keeps all the other men away, you find your voice quiet almost reverent. Ghost nods, his warm brown eyes meeting yours. The only man in the kingdom with the impertinence not to look away, not to bow his head to your gaze.

"It'll keep you safe," He barely breathes, his eyes don't leave you, can't leave you. There's no where safer to look than your face, and no where more dangerous.

"You're doing a more than suitable job of that already," You know that twitch in his brow, the way his lips draw thin.

You remember the bandits that had ambushed your carriage, the way they're battered their daggers against your door, made slow battle with your guards. How they'd dragged you out of your safety kicking and screaming with harsh laughter. How Ghost's blade had torn through them like paper, his eyes red with fury. The physical shield he'd put between you and your assailants, the sound their swords had made bouncing off his armor was still ringing through your ears. Blood still soaked the hem of your dress.

"I'm not taking any chances," His eyes leave yours, turning his attention back to his armor. It's like having cold water thrown over your head. With you, you think, he's not taking any chances with you. "Can you move at all?" He asks, not looking at you, it feels purposeful. You hesitate, before testing the weight over your arms, hopping to feel the drag of the chain try to pull you down. You shake you head.

"Not much, I don't think I'll be swinging a sword anytime soon." He chuckles, and the heat returns to you, your heart clenching tight in your chest.

"That's good," He nods, "Violence doesn't suit you."

You wish it did, sometimes. You've begged him enough to at least show you how to properly hold a sword, but he always refuses. Always tells you, your future husband won't want your glaring to hold real threats. As if your gaze doesn't already bear his shadow, doesn't command Ghost to act as your sword. Wouldn't he come with you, to wherever you did marry? You couldn't stand to be apart from him.

Ghost lifts you up onto his horse with a quiet grunt of effort. "We'll have to take more rests, she's a strong horse but with two of us..." He shakes his head, pets a hand down the horse's neck. "Do you think you can stomach a few extra days of travel, my lady?" His hand lingers on your dress. His lady, you think, he never shortens the words like the others do.

"Of course, I'm hardly one to complain," for you, you tack on silently.

"Of course not," for me, he seems to agree.

#cod x reader #simon ghost riley #simon ghost riley x reader #x reader #ghost x reader #simon ghost x reader #ghost mw2 #knight!Ghost #princess!reader #medieval au #I want him so fucking badly I am screaming I want him #his lady and her knight #soft pining looks across ballrooms neither of them able to make a move #Ghost seeing his girl in his armor and losing all ability to think #cod ghost

[revenantghost]

HOLY SWEET SPACE COWBOY JESUS

#Trigun #Tristamp #Trigun Stampede #I AM CRYING AND SCREAMING #I WANT HIM SO BADLY YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND #I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO AFFORD IT #BUT I WANT IT #Anyway I had to share all the pictures #As I for one #Will be staring longingly at him and crying over what I cannot have

[kabutoden]

if aradia's death was just in-character for a long roleplay, what's the deal with tavros and terezi's disabilities? did vriska have anything to do with them?

She Did Do Those Things. vriska no!!!!!!

#im insane that vriska is a roleplayer #its so funny to me i love roleplaying jokes #for those not in the know: 'i was just acting in character' is a common phrase used by people Behaving Badly #vriskas like OOOOOOHHH you want me to break the carefully crafted and lovingly acted personality of marquise spinneret mindfang? you monste #listen!!! im playing as my spidersona!!!!! its what she would do shes a spider you want me to not act like a spider??? #vriska. you threw the boy off a cliff screaming and cackling to yourself FLY PUPA FLY #thats not '''''''in character''''' marquise spinneret wouldnt have fucking done that you bitch!!! you just got bored and started #causing problems!!!! #her glasses details had to be shifted around because vriska saying to terezi 'its harder for me. i lost 7 eyes you only lost 2' is so fucki #oh my god vriska no. NO. VRISKA #but yeah she did still do those things. i wasnt sure how to handle this but i decided to go this way. a vriska is a vriska #vriska #homestuck #bugstuck #vriska serket #One time I got a death threat in the middle of an in-person roleplaying game. That underclassman just looked at me with hatred in their eye #a panic attack #then later after THAT they began openly weeping.

[glassofpumpkinjuice]

west coast smoker live debut... i know i say this a lot but i am so jealous. (7/30/23)

#fall out boy #tourdust #screaming and crying etc i wanted this one pretty badly #he sounds so fucking good too #8ball

[dykedearest]

i want someone to call "my love" unabashedly and openly. i wanna be able to interlace my fingers with theirs as we share a little kiss. i want to giggle with them and cover my mouth with my hand to prevent any more rambunctious laughs from echoing about, with my eyes crinkled in the corners of joy and tender looks towards my partner. i want to dance with them on the dance floor and feel like we're the only ones in the world at that moment. i want to be someone's and to have someone be mine as well. i want to be defended by someone who i know has my back wholly, and i would do the same for them as well.

#yearning #yearning big time jesus christ #sapphic yearning #nblw #wlw #sapphic #lgbtq #lesbian #nonbinary #i want happy domesticity so badly #i love women #please when can this happen to me #please i pinky prommy #screaming crying sobbing rolling over

[marclef]

OK I JUST LOVE THE WAY YOU DRAW THE FAKE PEP‼️

So I wanted to know... CAN I GIVE HIM A HUG AND SOME KISSES? IT LOOKS LIKE A CUTE CUSHION IN YOUR STYLE THAT MAKES YOU WANT TO HUG 🥺💕

daaaaww, well, thank you, that's so sweet!! 🥺 and you guys have all been too nice, Fake's getting so much love lately it seems ❤❤

(and, everyone else would agree too, that Fake Peppino makes a pretty good cushion... but he doesn't mind too much!)

#THANK YOU THANK YOU THOUGH AAAA!! HEARING OTHER AMAZING ARTISTS SAYING THEY LIKE MY ART MAKES ME WANNA SCREAM ❤❤❤❤ #you get a double Fakey here though because i wanted to draw both things so badly hehe 😁 #my art #pizza tower #pizza tower fake peppino #pizza tower noisette #hhhggghhh i've got like 3 other Fake-related things in my asks AND I WANNA DRAW ALL OF THEM DON'T WORRY!! I'LL DRAW ALL THE FROGS!!!

[salty-says]

Reiner as Nanami has my uterus

#nanami kento #nanami x reader #nanami smut #jjk nanami #reiner braun #aot reiner #snk reiner #reiner x reader #please #I want them both so badly #screaming

[star-png]

AM's hate speech is the only hate speech I tolerate thank you.

#i have no mouth and i must scream #ihnmaims #allied mastercomputer #i want to yap about AM so badly

[wikitpowers]

i’m so desperate for a scene where part of the twp gang has to separate but ty just downright refuses to split from kit bc he needs to protect him

#i want the “i’m not leaving you” scene so freaking badly u don’t understand #like imagine they try to separate them but ty's like hell no my baby is being hunted and i'm not leaving his side PLEASE #YOU CAN'T SEPARATE MAGNETS WHICH CLICK INTO PLACE ONLY WITH EACH OTHER :'((( #but seriously it's like borderline insane how much i need this #i would scream so loud if we got this #IM BEGGING U CASSIE #ty blackthorn #kit herondale #kit x ty #kitty #the first heir #the last king of faerie #the wicked powers #tlkof #twp #tsc

[qcomicsy]

I DON'T give a shit, a flying single fuck about how reboots Marvel has for Deadpool, I don't give a flying single damn if his mind is fucked up if memories keep recreating themselves NO origin story for Wade is ever going to hit as harder than losing his mother for cancer and having a militar father, just to him to end up serving the military like his father before him and then right after being expelled he dicovers he has cancer.

Than him being a child that liked "supposedly" girly and feminine things and only feeling comfortable in showing this side of him as a joke.

Do not fucking touch me this is poetic narrative Marvel how the fuck can you fuck something so badly in the name of badly written stories and poorly planed jokes I'm biting your editorial team's emails.

#i will make a webweaving about that that will be so gut wretching >>>> ->TO ME<- #fuck marvel and their incontable reboots without my man #Cable & Deadpool is the only honest truth in this god forsaken hell of origin stories #also X-Man Origins Deadpools started so good and ended so badly I wanna fight the wrighter #deadpool #wade wilson #wade wilson my beloved #no one understands him like me / me -> delusional #it's what he'd would've wanted 😞😔 #deadpool my beloved #q rambles #q rants #q screams at the void #fuck writers

[carefulfears]

one thing that stands out to me about the IVF arc is the way that, for as much as i make fun of her for asking her coworker if she can have his babies, scully asking mulder to be involved in the biggest process of her life (and the most important thing in the rest of her life) is such a healing and reverent experience. like he says “i’m absolutely flattered,” but it’s so much more than that. it’s like…spending your whole life feeling like you should’ve died at age twelve and then being told someone just wants more of you, more and more and more, in everything.

#it reminds me of 'sixth extinction' / 'amor fati' #when he quite literally was tied down and couldn't speak #and the way we hear him try to SCREAM when his mother just leaves him there #but his mind is Silent from the moment he hears scully in the hall begging to see him #and he couldn't crack a joke or run out the door #he literally just had to lie there and feel it #feel it on his Skin #her hand holding onto him #her tears falling onto his face #listening to the overwhelming depth of her fear that she is failing him and her devotion and her dedication to finding a way to help him #her Pleas for him to just 'hold on' #'i think that...if you know...if you could just find a way to hold on...i need you to hold on...please...' #everybody go listen to the civil wars' cover of 'talking in your sleep' #i don't think it can be overestimated how much of an impact that had on them and the lightness and healing in s7. that he Had to hear it #and then with the baby thing it's like...he CAN'T deny her that. he HAS to say 'yes' #there's no part of him that's capable of denying her something that she desires this badly. enough to ask for outright #and so he HAS to let himself be wanted and be invited into this unimaginably important and personal thing #let himself be a part of something bigger. be SEEN as someone who is valuable in a way that's bigger #and again he can't run from it and he can't deflect it and he can't hide from it. he has to just accept it #txf.txt #per manum

[stormyoceans]

THESE ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MAGAZINE COVERS I HAVE EVER SEEN

#SCREAMING SHAKING CRYING THROWING UP BLOOD FOAMING AT THE MOUTH CLAWING MY FACE OFF SPINNING COUNTERCLOCKWISE ON THE FLOOR HOWLING #I WANT THAT PASTEL RED ONE SOOOOO BADLY #I WANT A SHOW WITH THESE EXACT AESTHETICS SO BADLY TOO #jimmy jitaraphol #sea tawinan #jimmysea #m: txt

[dawntoducks]

"I fought my cringe as I halted in the threshold. Lucien was still in his travel-worn, filthy clothes. His face and hands, at least, were clean, but... I should have gotten him something else. Remembered to offer him- The thought rippled away into nothing as Rhys appeared at my side." - ACOWAR, Chapter 15

So, let me get this straight. The entire time Lucien and Feyre are travelling, he's constantly making sure she's okay. He covers her in his cloak, catches fish for them (with his bare hands, I might add ;)), etc. And LITERALLY as soon as they get back to Velaris, Feyre allows Rhys to kick everybody (including Lucien) out so they can fuck?? Lucien was sexually assaulted, just survived a violent ordeal with his older brothers, and is now in a new city with people he's never met. And Feyre ditches him immediately so she can go take a bath and have sex? I understand wanting to reunite with her mate, but she couldn't even remember to get him fresh clothes to change into after they've been traveling for a week??

AND SHE FEELS GUILTY FOR A SPLIT SECOND, BUT AS SOON AS RHYS APPEARS, SHE FORGETS ABOUT IT??? The fuck is that about??

I understand she's upset with him, but this was insane. And then Feyre has the nerve to get mad he found new friends.

#like babes you're a horrible friend #pro lucien vanserra #lucien vanserra #pro elucien #everyone treats him so badly it makes me want to scream #and the way they snicker when he comes into the room i hate them for it #anti inner circle #anti rhysand #anti feyre

[doll-elvis]

how many times did I watch this? yes.

courtesy of elvis.planet on Instagram

#the scream that I just screamt #excuse me while I bang my head into the nearest wall #please lord #I can’t breatheeee #I need him so badly jwshsjuswdg #I’m a puddle rn #I understand why they wanted to arrest his ass #you can’t be doing this to me elvis 😭 #just need to be on the receiving end of that hip action 🥲 #i love him #elvisaaronpresley #elvis presley #big daddy elvis #70s #elvis #Elvis concerts #elvis footage

[loveourfuture-c]

I just watched a video where someone said that the hunger games is “conservative propaganda”. Media literacy is truly dead.

#I am going to lose it #how can you miss the point so so badly #I am sick #i’m going to go insane #the hunger games #of course it was tiktok #it’s always the tiktok people #also the person saying this was a white man so #some people need to go back to middle school English class #the most disturbing part was that it had 60k likes and their were a bunch of comments agreeing with him #the world is grabage #*there #that video ruined my whole day #i’m so upset #I want to scream