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sensitivegoblin · 3 months
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Vent
Tw: self harm, sucide
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sopfr3 · 4 years
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Prank gone wrong?
BNHA x gn! Reader
In which the bakusquad and Y/n prank bakugou, but it goes wrong in so many ways.
Warnings: cursing, Y/n having a little crush on everyone 0.o (that hoe), maybe OOC characters?
[[stupid decisions start......
NOW]]
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"im sorry, bro. but I can’t risk it.” Kirishima said, shaking his head in shame. I sighed, knowing if he said no, everyone will follow with him.
“come on kirishima! you’re supposed to be the dwane johnson of the group,” i tried convincing him. Currently, I’m trying to convince the bakusquad to prank Bakugou, because he did something real dirty to me
“Oi, airhead!” Someone yelled to me. I turned around and saw Bakugou standing at one side of the door turning his head to the left to show that he found something.
“whatcha need, my man?” I said, pointing my fingers out and making little guns. “pew pew, right?” He just gritted his teeth and bit down a snarky remark. “do it for the vine,” he kept on repeating to himself quietly.
“you like the Backstreet Boys, right?” He said with a smirk plastered on his face, knowing all too well of my obsession.
“like them? i LIVE for them! i mean, have you seen them? i’d turn down even todo, my beautiful babay, for them. wait, are they here?!?! bitch, move!” I said, running faster then Kaminari saying something stupid. Already, I’m gasping for air, even if I’ve only been running for a few seconds. But the time I reached the door, I realized that Bakugou was acting a little too noice, and that he also had his phone out.
But I noticed too late, and there was that clear stuff people use to put on for food right in front of my face, and my face went right up against it. Since that happened, my body went straight forward, leaving my head behind, and making me fall. I could hear Bakugou’s laughter in the background, and he’s having trouble breathing from how much he’s laughing.
“if you don’t start running, you’ll have another reason why you won’t breathe.” I said, still laying flat on the ground. I could hear his laughing stop, but he just walked over to me, crouched down, and started talking.
“that’s what you fucking get for putting foot cream in my moisturizer, dumbass.” He half yelled, half said. “what? you don’t get the reference?” I said, still trying to catch my breath because I’m out of shape. Then there was a silence.
“...”
“...”
“now you pay for your sins, okay?” I said, but before Bakuhoe can say anything I tackled him on the ground, so I was on top of his stomach
“YOU HOE!! HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?! I THOUGHT I HAD A CHANCE OF MEETING MY DREAM BAND— no, I kNEW I HAD A CHANCE BUT YOU FOOLED ME!!” I yelled, while shaking his collar of his shirt with my hands. He started yelling his own insults while trying to get me off of him, but I wasn’t planning on getting off anytime soon because we’re talking about tHE BACKSTREAT BOYS!
“get off me, you crazy bitch!”
“oh, you haven’t seen crazy yet!”
“h-hey Y/n’s- A-AH, sorry!” Someone said, making me stop treating Bakugou like he was a rag doll and turn around, seeing a blushing Izuku. “oh, hey Izuku!” I said, waving to him, but Bakugou took this moment to shove me off of him.
“i-i’ll leave you g-guys to it,” Izuku said, running of to wherever, then hearing someone yell, ‘get some’ to Bakugou. Then I facplanted.
“yeah, I still need to tell the poor cinnamon roll that I was trying to kill Bakugou. but, that’s the reason why I need your help! we’re doing him a favor, if anything.” I said, sweat dropping. I see Kirishima blushing, then I pinch his checks and say,
“Don’t worry, you’re still my favorite shark boy.”
“idk about you guys, but count me in!” Kaminari said,
“did you just say I don’t know in—”
“shhhhshshhshshhh.” Kaminari said, shoving his whole hand on Seros mouth, but then Kaminari pulled away quickly when Sero licked it. “that’s straight up nasty, dude.”
“Kaminari, I don’t know if it’s a good idea—” Mina started, “Mina, yes, it’s a very stupid idea, but with a great outcome!��� I started, then they all shhhhhhed me because we’re all in the dorms, standing outside of the spawn of Satans door. “okay.” She said, shrugging, “we’re all going to die someday, and it’ll probably be by Bakugou anyways,”
“that’s the spirit!” I said, clapping my hands together, but the two people who actually had common sense were still on the edge about it.
“i’ll pay you guys $50.”
“deal.” Sero said. “wait, but I want $50,” Kaminari whined, “shhhshhhshsh, we can’t always get what we want, Kami,” I whispered, patting him on the shoulder.
“that’s not very manly, Y/n.”
“well, you gotta do what you gotta do, ami right?” I said, but they just left me hanging.
Then I pulled out the trusty black sharpie marker that I always keep on myself, even though I tell Aizawa otherwise.
“okay guys, this day will forever go down in history as the stupidest death, got that? okay.” I said, starting to open the door. “Wait!” Sero yelled, holding out his hand. And I thought that he had common sense. Everyone looked at him and gave him the are-you-serious look. “we need to name it.” He said, pointing to the weapon. “hmmm, I approve.” I said, then I hold out the marker on my hand. “okay guys, we gotta-”
“satan,”
“jesus,”
“benjamin,”
“mark.”
“what kind of name is Benjamin?” I asked to whoever said it, then Kaminari replied. “i dunno, isn’t he the one who invented it?”
“huh, that name doesn’t seem so bad now.” I said, “benjamin it is then.” As I said that, I pointed the marker to the sky like it was a sword. I turned around and opened the door, then looking around Bakugous room. Hmmm, his room smells nice, I thought. I looked back at everyone and saw Kaminari touching everything, Sero poking bakugous face, and Kirishima and Mina both playing sticks with eachother.
“guys!” I whisper shouted, and in a instant they all stood in front of me while saluting, like they are in military school. “oh? i like this. but anyways, we’re here for one thing, and one thing only. and that is to ruin bakugous pretty face with sharpie.” I said, and they all nodded in response.
“yes ma’am, sir!” They said. then they all went where Bakugou was sleeping, and I followed with them, then I started drawing on his face. I started off with a unibrow, that made Sero and Kaminari giggle like little girls in preschool. Then I let Kirishima draw a mustache on him, but it looked like he was a pedo because of the style. Mine wanted it to be extra special and gave him a cat nose, whiskers, and drew little ears on his forehead. We were all laughing at this point, then we heard it.
Brumphhhhh
Bakugou falls off the bed, and wakes up in the process. We all just stand there, in either awe or disgust.
“holy shit.”
“he let it rip.”
“that shouldn’t be able to come out of someone’s, ya know.”
“g-guys- i think he’s awake.” Kaminari said, shaking in his boots. Bakugou starts getting up, with a red face. None of us know if he got up because he fell, his fart, or because of our talking. But boy, he looks mad. Or flustered.
“what thE HELL ARE YOU DUMBASSES DOING IN HERE?!?!” He yelled, his blanket falling off to reveal his..... Mickey Mouse shirt.
“the real question is.... why are you wearing a Micky Mouse shirt?” I said, pointing my finger to him, trying to hold back my snickers.
“You all have 3 seconds before I kill you all.” He said, breathing heavily.
“aw, shite,” I said, “well guys, I wish you luck and don’t die.” I said, waving them goodbye while sprinting out, but of course someone had to follow,
“hey hey hey,” Kaminari said, “i hope you don’t mind that I brought everyone else too.” I looked behind him and saw everyone else.
“GET YOUR ASSES OVER HERE!!!”
“mommyyyyy!”
“can we just talk about how Y/n topped Bakugou—”
“i still want my $50!”
“or that he let out a fart so loud it woke up the giants from their million year nap?”
“i still need to tell my mom about that time I killed my goldfish and I blamed it on the dog!”
“since we’re making confessions, im gay!”
“we already know that,”
“wat—”
“guys, my arm is bleeding and I don’t know what to do or how it got there.”
“wait,”
“brooooooooo,”
“okay, I need to take a breather.” I said bending down and putting my hands on my knees to hold myself up. Everyone else does the same, until we remember what we were running from.
“YOU CANT GET AWAY FROM ME NOW!!”
“aHHHHHH,”
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Season 12 but The Master kept pretending to be O??
Basically self-indulgent Thoschei with a twist.
lots of typos bc?? i aint got time to go correct stuff yet? I will later?? 
So Spyfall is resolved, The Kasaavin are banished back to their realm and the Fam and Doctor are clueless as to the true mastermind, Barton taking the fall while the Master continues to pose ad O, having decided he’s enjoying the game of tricking her too much.
Perhaps among their texts they’ve grown close, or perhaps the brief time together in the outback led to events?? ;) But either way, he changes his mind mid plan and continues to act human.
Since he never leaves the message or has the confrontation in Paris, the doctor remains unaware of Gallifrey’s destruction. The fam wait off on asking their questions since she isn’t off with them.
Orphan 55 happens, and while the fam go do their shit, O stays with the Doctor bc admit it, she was like oh ;-; when everyone went to explore. My poor baby. So they hang out together before everything goes to shit, how cute?? Things get resolved, but with the revelation of one of earth’s potential fates, and the potential that the doctor lied about knowing, the fam decide to ask to know more about her. She shares what she believes its true at the time, being born on gallifrey and being a timelord, O looms in the background looking awkward bc he knows none of that is true and he feels horrible keeping the truth from her, it makes him as bad as the rest of the time lords- but he is selfish and he doesn’t want to stop what he’s doing, he’s started to really enjoy her company, its everything he’s ever wanted, every star.
And then it’s ruined when Yaz asks to see her own planet. Blissfully unaware of its destruction, she takes them, and so they’re right there with her when she sees, opens the doors to the rubble, the dying flames- and oh god. The fam are horrified, she’s horrified, O has to fake it, while being utterly glad those nasties are dead- maybe he gets to sneakily comfort hug her??? like she’s trying not to tear up even after that whole shit show of the confession dial, it was her home??so yeah he’s like hugging her but he’s so angry bc they dont deserve her tears?? 
The doctor is off after that, and the fam know why, and none of their words of comfort do much, because sure they’ve just witnessed the death of earth too but that is just one timeline, can be completely avoided, while gallifrey is gone forever, and she believes she’s once more the last of her kind. it hurts.
they visit tesla all the same, and when that big ass scorpion looking alien (bc im sorry i didnt like the episode and i’ve forgotten her name so....) mentions dead planets, she can feel the fam stiffen, as though the doctor is gonna blow at any minute, but she keeps calm, tries to bury the rage, but O can tell, can tell by the way her arms shake, hands clenched into fists in her pockets- and it hurts him to see her like this- the longer he spends around her, pretending to be someone he’s not, he’s just realizing more and more what a dumbass he is and that he’s still as in love with her now than he was all those years ago in the academy- none of the truth will change that-
and then boom the shit show with the judoon occurs and suddenly O is confused af because that Lee guy could ONLY have been him. Who else on gallifrey was stupid enough to hide out with the doctor, marry them and die for them?? him because he’s a dumbass? but he’s a dumbass who definitely doesnt remember this memories?? which theoretically in the doctors timeline should have been sometime after the division? or during? he’s not sure? but to his knowledge he shouldn’t have been alive at this stage? and now he’s not sure what the fuck HIS own life is too? did they take his memories from him too? has he lost part of his life? suddenly the truth doesnt seem as known as he thought- so while the doctor is reeling from the information of Ruth being her somehow? O is having his own mental crisis because what the fuck did they do to him too? what is he missing?? 
praxeus continues as similar as it did originally, O is only the tiniest impressed at Yaz, ever since Spyfall he’d sensed she was the human with the most potential to not be utterly worthless so he’s glad at least one of the doctors latest pets seems to have some initiative?? but yeah i dont wanna change much about praxeus? its not important- except the doctor saying she’s a romantic and the master wants that? wait what- he’s conflicted about his own thoughts? he wanted to break her, destroy her with the truth? but he also just wants to wrap her in his arms? make everything as okay as he can? what the fuck is even happening with him? jsut your usual ‘im a mess’ vibes lmao
when can you hear me? rolls around, it happens in a similar way, i dont wanna get to into it because i dont wanna think too much...the episode was weird, it was just weird-- i cant?? although maybe bc that zellin and the lady whose name i forgot...but they were immortal right?? maybe their species is the doctors species?? huh? huh? think about that- but don’t think too hard bc i hate that theory and i’m gonna pretend i never had that thought- lets just ignore can you hear me even though the end made me cry for yaz bc lol relatable sis, relatable. do whatever you want for this bit fam, idc.
Anyyyyyway. the bit I’m waiting for... Villa Diodati ;) O is ready to smack Byron round the face, fingers itching towards the tce everytime he tries to flirt with the doctor. the lone cyberman appears and wopdie doo earth is going to be destroyed and the doctor is about to do something stupid, thinking there is no other way? the master is like um lol change of plans i dont want the cybermen to win, look how in pain my baby theta is?? i gotta help?? oof? and idk, his patience is like nope all gone? and he whips out his TCE on the lone cyberman and boom. crisis averted? except now the doctor is looking at him in horror and shock and- she realizes who he is then and there, and normally he’d made a big drama out of his, throw in some words, a speech about how easy it was to deceive her, how he destroyed gallifrey- about how he was under her nose this whole time- but he doesn’t, instead he meets her gaze and can barely manage to whisper an “im sorry” and wow shit i wasn’t gonna write that version, i was gonna have feral confrontation but now im stanning a sad master who just needs a hug and some therapy because nothing makes sense, he thought he had everything figured out but he doesnt and he just wANTS HIS FRIEND BACK uiferkghlujkfaghjfkgladhfajkg; i m fine 
i dont know what i wanna do after this point? it could go a lot of different ways?? but thoschei rights bitches. could go angst confrontation and then she abandons him in whatever century that was set bc wow i studied frankenstein in school but i couldnt tell you what century the author is from bc im dumb? 18th? maybe idk that seems likely? or 19th? but anyway yeah or maybe she’s just relieved someone else is alive? or is she shouting for answers or?? i dunno.... but woop ??? 
wow this turned into a big mess but hopefully you can kinda see where i wanna head with things? after this he’d probably show her the truth? i dunno how that’d go down, but he’d be there with her?? But anyway, this idea is free for anyone to write, but holla us a link and I'll give yall a free promo at the end of this post!!
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alright so we’re back with chapter three - the Great Witch
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i wonder how much of their memories Nick and Maya have actually recuperated 
the whole thing seems a little dodgy...
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“This bench looks like a torture tool– shall we try it out on you, Nick?”
why is Maya so bloodthirsty in the game?? i mean she’s mischievous, but...
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ahhh their widdle walking sprites are so cuuuute!
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hang on– is that a picture-picture of Barnham with his dog?? if so, that should raise a lot of questions...
also why is the only person who *doesnt* comment on the painting Phoenix? he’s the art major.
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you know, ive seen plenty of Phoenix X Barnham, and Darklaw X Barnham, but I’ve never seen any Phoenix X Darklaw 
i wonder why...
maybe Ive just never come across it
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“Mr Wright, are you alright?”
(no response)
he's dead guys the fucking dog killed phoenix wright 
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luke: I can talk to animals maya: haha omg cool! phoenix, laying in a pool of his own blood: hurgle
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wait did maya just call Barnham adorable by proxy 
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things layton likes: puzzles, stone lanterns 
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oh fuck i forgot about the puzzles
also what the FUCK muffet
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Patty: I believe in your Phoenix
Phoenix, trying not to cry: cool cool cool
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aww. its nice to have a moment to just talk about feelings, especially between the sidekicks. 
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...dont go into the forest you little fuckers
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maya likes helms..??
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“I used to come here with Nick. He’d carry the water pots, and I’d cheer him on!”
that reminds me, theres no plumbing. in fact, since its the middle ages, theres not even any outhouses. maya and phoenix have canonically shit in the streets
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DOGS AND CATS, LIVING TOGETHER–
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its 12:30 on a school night and I've spent over an hour trying to help a dog deliver mail 
oh maya solved that one! thats the first AA solve of the game. ...er, to me.
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i dont understand how piccarats work
like, the previous puzzle was 30 piccarats and it was ridiculously easy. this one’ twenty and ive already lost ten points
maybe its to do with how my brain works– the 30 one was a pattern/colour puzzle, and I'm an artist. this one’s about directions, and I'm ASS at directions.
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darklaw what are you WEARING
you look like a skimpy medieval furry
seriously what is with the metal skirt on bare thighs 
is that supposed to be comfy 
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man these backgrounds are so beautiful 
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why did she specifically tell Maya to be wary of witches
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“You certainly both love your food. Personally, I’d just like a little more sleep...”
amen bro
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oh fuck
Drosselmeyer wants to see Layton. dont let him brainwash ya!
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“So this is the deathknell dungeon? Looks more like solitary confinement to me.”
considering the fact that she can see out the door, i doubt its solitary nick. solitary is a sealed box from hell.
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Maya: you were just scared that nick would fuck up like always!! because he's an enormous fuck up haha!! Espella: i... no, i think he's really great
Phoenix: ...hey can i change assistants please
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OH HO
CLIFF HANGER 
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one does not simply
visit the storyteller
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“come to think of it, during that parade, the storyteller did seem to be held in high esteem by all the townsfolk...”
guys have you not realized that youre literally meeting god yet???
ah see Layton’s got it
c’mon luke keep up
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pfft they think Layton’s a hatter 
just wearing a tophat does not a hatter make 
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ah the knights garrison
this is where Chucky stopped playing on his second third-space save 
I wonder why...
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“And so the travellers finally arrived...”
yeah well first of all??? if you wanted me to get in there faster maybe dont make your door a fucking puzzle maybe 
fuck you old man you aint shit 
(btw i managed to solve it accidentally in the recommended 4 turns by pressing 3 random buttons and then realizing id somehow succeeded)
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Storyteller: [farts suspiciously]
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Storyteller: you guys are bad because you stopped me killing children
Layton: 
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“OOPS”
DUFLUS SHFLS 
LUKE ITS OK 
I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH TO BE MAD
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Espella: it’s true... that the towns folk look at me in a different way
well for one thing youre a different art style than most of them without being anything usually associated with said art style 
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oh ok that i was not expecting 
she’s,,, jesus???
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Maya spitting truths here 
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wait hang on a second 
first of all– “the great witch is just a character of myth” yeah well EVERYONE is a character, Espella
also, she says she came to live with Patty 5 years ago... which is also what Phoenix and Maya said
when their memories all got altered to include phoenix and maya, does that mean they like, had a whole growing-up-together for five years roster of memories?
13 y/o Espella and Maya meeting, bonding over stuff, wondering why only Maya had to make bread and Espella didnt 
Phoenix–– hell, in the time frame, he’d be ‘Pheenie’ being their older brother. Acting like his 25 y/o self, or harkening back to those days and acting accordingly??
and how shitty it must’ve been when they realized none of it ever happened.
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“Were these things... My memories?”
well probably not considering im pretty sure that tiny kid being flown over was you
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i feel bad for nick’s... wherever is getting bitten, but this does lend credence to my headcanon that animals hate phoenix so 
also the inquisitor office theme needs to chill the fuck out
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“Exactly what are you doing over there on all fours”
dont do that 
“He just sits back and lets his dog bite people, err... I mean, me”
he’s lucky nobody flips the fuck out and bites back. i suppose nobody would dare if they knew it was his dog, but still. not very responsible.
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“Dr. Delduke” eh
well now
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“He was no witch.” “Why?”
“HE was a man.”
( Welp, can’t argue with that. )
hey!!! equality to witches!! boys can be witches too!!
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“Maya... can you get this mutt away from me? I can’t feel my leg.”
“Aww... So soon? I was hoping he’d use you as a blue chew toy just one more time.”
ok, seriously, what is UP with Maya? I can’t remember her ever being this violent in the original series. Like, she hit Nick over the head with the shichishito that one time, but she wasn’t constantly wishing harm on him??
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as much as i appreciate seeing a tiny maya model i fucking hate the cloud puzzle fuck you for doubling up on it
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oh i lucked into the answer awesome
this seems to be a running theme...
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every time someone looks at the bell tower, they always comment on the bell never being heard. it must be foreshadowing.
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wow Jean is very short
...also I'm calling it now, HE DID IT
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hmm Greyerl’s voice actress is a little more noticeable than Luke’s...
also OH OK. the fucking bell tower just MANIFESTED OUT OF PURE FLAMES
THATS COOL
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“He reacted in a moster peculiar way. Unlike others who saw it, he seemed unsettled, as if he was truly afraid of something” 
oh i dunno, maybe the DEMON BELL TOWER???
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Maya: only YOU can fuck up that badly, nick!
ok... genuinely, utterly, seriously, why is Maya so malicious in this game? She does tease Nick a lot throughout the series, but its usually in a more playful or goofy manner. A lot of the things she says in this game seem sort of unnecessary or weirdly hurtful... especially since phoenix hasn’t done much to warrant any of them.
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hmm
well, I know what happens to Maya
but what the hell is he doing to Nick?
also I do hope there’s a reeeeeaaaaally good reason for all this...
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layton flings out his arm to shut luke up skdgkafajkf
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wait why did the owl bring them that
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“Luke, my boy... We have the need... to rent a steed.”
LAYTON
oh and they fucking did
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“You think that’s bad? You should see Nick try and do the laundry– Now that’s a major blunder!”
see that seems a little more in character somehow
especially since its something that seems like he would fail at.
still, weirdly insult heavy...
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hey hey 
100 coins
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“in an alchemy sense”
shouldn’t that be an ‘alchemical’ sense?
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“I guess you’re more suited to small, dark, damp places.”
is that a reference to the mushroom thing??
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phoenix, in someone else’s abandoned basement: oh no their house plants are dying :( ill water them 
this man??? is pure??
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“Well well well. If it isn't a well.”
NICK
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“Come to think of it... I haven’t noticed any plumbing here in Laborynthia.”
HA 
I WAS RIGHT
THEY SHIT IN THE STREETS
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“As things stand, Mr. Wright is in serious danger!”
uh the story said Maya would die, not Phoenix. It said he’d be cursed, but Maya would be tried and burnt. You should probably be more worried about her...
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great witch: sup guys I'm gonna fuck shit up
game: the following is too horrifying to look directly at; here, have some shenanigans with Luke and that other bard Bardly was complaining about.
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“Birdly”
fuck you perhaps
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NO
WHY IS EMEER THERE
NOO
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also hi Layton you’re looking a bit uh 
a bit 
...well this hardly makes any sense
doesn’t Layton appear not long after this? also, it’s easy enough to prove Maya’s not a witch; just hand her the staff and ask her to politely turn Layton back. 
that or just cry on him real quick; worked for Ash
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bweuuuhhh dont cry luke pls
luuuuke
its ok luke magic isn’t real luke
...though from what I’ve heard of your universe, someone could have used Science to turn him into gold and that could be totally real so
just 
c’mon in for a hug lil guy
also see yuh all next time for part... four? i think?
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ACT OMEGA PART 26
THE 04/14/17 UPDATE
OH BOY HOW DO I WORK THIS DOODAD AGAIN BOY HOWDY I SURE FORGOT ABOUT TUMBLR FOR THE LONGEST FUCKING TIME
Whatever Alright so, I really don’t care enough to try and remind myself of what was going on during the last update so I’m just gonna get started on this one and hope for the best.
Alright so I kinda remember. Aranea just explained a ton of stuffs.
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And Vriska isn’t pleased by it.
VRISKA: W8. VRISKA: So... what are you saying exactly? ARANEA: I thought I was fairly clear, 8ut I understand if this inform8tion is too jarring for you to a8sor8. ARANEA: It means that if nothing is done, everything that we know will cease to 8e. VRISKA: ... Everything. Really. ARANEA: Yes, Vriska. Everything. Every ghost. Every horrorterror. Every dream 8u88le, session, and universe. ARANEA: It will all eventually fall into The Pocket and 8e lost. ARANEA: Of course, this ensures that there is no point in time or space to which Lord English can escape. ARANEA: 8ut then again, the same goes for us.
Oh. Well shit. Apparently I was right.
They better get the fuck to work.
VRISKA: ........ ARANEA: If it is any consol8tion, from the perspective of any universes currently nestled inside of Skaia, this is 8usiness as usual. All universe die, and from the moment of the Vast Croak, they contain every instance of that universe and all of their histories at once. The residents of any given iter8tion have no real way of perceiving anything that occurs in this 8roader scope. They are free to live their mortal lives as they would have otherwise. ARANEA: As they say, ignorance is 8liss--a 8lessing that those of us among the dead cannot afford. 8ut the consequences of what we manage to accomplish will reach 8eyond such individual concerns and matter a gr8 deal to the masses yet to even 8e 8orn.
So, as I said.
They better get the fuck to work.
How do you even stop a black hole though? I mean, there’s like real world theories and shit but fuck real world. I already have sort of a theory. If they use The Tumor. Or, a tumor. I forget if that was a beta kids exclusive though, so really who knows if that’s even possible. But supposedly, the tumor has the capability to destroy the sun, so maybe if they could get some other tumor it could destroy the hole.
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Why is everybody bein so J U Dgy. Fuck, just LOOK at Kankri back there. So hateful.
ARANEA: I did everything I could to prevent The Pocket from forming. ARANEA: In fact, I spent considera8le time and effort seeking out the Lost Cheru8 for myself. I planned to attempt reasoning with her, to convince her there must 8e some other way. 8ut she was far too elusive, and no doubt too dedic8ed to her cause to have listened if I HAD found her. ARANEA: So in the end, I failed, just as you did. I’m not too proud to admit that.
Well yeah, there was nothing you could ever do to prevent the worst thing possible from happening, that’s sort of a running theme in homestuck. You just kinda gotta. Find a loophole around the consequences.
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Pf i forgot about double eyepatch sollux
Also, Wow Feferi sure is sad
ARADIA: i dont know about calling it a failure ARADIA: its just like you said isnt it? ARADIA: this was always bound to happen ARADIA: as i see it this is simply the story reaching its natural conclusion ARADIA: honestly im kind of excited! ARADIA: i had a hunch that this is how everything would end ARADIA: though the added context definitely makes it a lot more interesting
Goddammit Aradia pls take this seriously
FEFERI: So T)(IS is w)(at the )(orrorterrors meant. 38( FEFERI: T)(ey )(ave been w)(ispering about T)(-E -END for quite a w)(ale now. FEFERI: I t)(oug)(t t)(ey must )(ave been talking about Lord -Englis)( ripping t)(em and t)(eir bubbles apart! FEFERI: But t)(is makes muc)( more sense. FEFERI: It’s so )(ard to )(ear t)(eir sad little glubs now! FEFERI: Soon I t)(ink t)(ey will go quiet for good. 38(((
Oh. Well. I guess that’s bad. Yeah, the horror terrors dying is definitely a bad thing. God every time I take a break from liveblogging I lose so much context.
ARADIA: really? then whatever they have to say right now must be important! FEFERI: RIG)(T?! FEFERI: I am trying to listen carefully, but I must be )(earing t)(em wrong! FEFERI: T)(ere was SOM-ET)(ING about... a door?
Well you have a house. Maybe a door’s gonna pop up soon.
SOLLUX: man i’m glad i’m n0t the 0ne hearing v0ices, for 0nce.
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I really just love the sassy stance Meenah’s got over there.
ARANEA: Are you sure that’s what they said? ARANEA: A door? FEFERI: Um well it sure did SOUND like t)(at, but t)(at doesn’t make any sense! Does it? ARANEA: What else did they have to say a8out this door? FEFERI: Glub! Not)(ing I can make out yet, sorry! FEFERI: Just... T)(-E DOOR.
Well. HUHM. I dunno, they’re building this up quite a bunch, so I doubt it’s just gonna pop up and they’re gonna walk through it.
OOH! MAybe they can like, seal the black hole in the house Or something
I don’t know
FEFERI: I can keep listening if it’s important. ARANEA: Yes, please do. It is vitally important. ARANEA: That door is likely our 8est 8et at circumventing our current plight! MEENAH: wait MEENAH: a door MEENAH: they couldnt b talkin about the door that showed up on the weaprawn i mean weapon
I mean that seemed obvious to me
MEENAH: right? ARANEA: Actually, I 8elieve that is exactly what they are talking a8out. MEENAH: how the fuck would a DOOR save our asses exactly ARANEA: It’s not a8out the door. It’s a8out what’s 8EHIND the door. ARANEA: If I am right a8out the nature of the juju, then that door could very well lead to another realm entirely, one completely 8eyond the reach of the ever-expanding Pocket. ARANEA: It is the key to everything--the only logical next step to t8ke! ARANEA: Everything is slotting into pl8ce!
Oh boy. Well this should be interesting. I don’t exactly know how that’s gonna stop the pocket but hey we’ll see.
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MEENAH: uh... MEENAH: youre losin me serks ARANEA: THINK, Meenah. The story isn’t over yet! ARANEA: The Lost Cheru8 has done her part. We have done ours in activ8ing the weapon. ARANEA: 8ut what of the warriors? The challengers Lord English trapped inside his juju? Where do they come in? MEENAH: uh?? ARANEA: They are through that door! Them and the higher plane they have 8een trapped within for eons! ARANEA: The warriors could 8e w8ing for us to find and free them so they might do their work in repairing the damage the Lost Cheru8 has done. ARANEA: After residing in what could well 8e a macrocosm of infin8 power, surely they have the means to accomplish anything! ARANEA: What could WE accomplish 8y going there ourselves? MEENAH: uhh??? ARANEA: If nothing else, the juju is the only way we can escape the destruction of reality itself! ARANEA: It is the only path to take that leads somewhere ELSE! MEENAH: arane--
It’s probably true. Probably. I dunno. I mean, I’m really curious to just see what’s behind this door already.
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What did le do
MEENAH: what the anglin fuck?! ARANEA: It’s already 8egun. ARANEA: Lord English is as aware as I am of the juju’s potential. 8ut it seems his 8est course of action is to aimlessly attack it. Perhaps a 8yproduct of how unsta8le he has 8ecome.
Daddy Caliborn just needs to take a moment to chill. Enjoy a lil ice cream break maybe.
ARANEA: Instead of fleeing The Pocket, he will stu88ornly try to evade his f8 even while facing certain destruction. And 8arring that, he will do whatever it takes to take doom us all with him. ARANEA: He will not rest until the juju is destroyed. May8e he could even 8e attempting to enter it himself! Either way, we CANNOT allow him to take away our last hope!
So what’s the game plan? How do they plan on getting through there with Lord English goin all fuckin berzerk on this poor house.
 MEENAH: ... MEENAH: yeah MEENAH: sure
Have some faith, Meenah.
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O h thats a face.
ARANEA: “Sure”? ARANEA: You sound anything 8ut. ARANEA: Don’t you agree with me?
Call me crazy but I don’t think she does.
MEENAH: i mean yeah i guess MEENAH: all this stuff youve been spouting sounds legit MEENAH: maybe ARANEA: May8e. ARANEA: So, you don’t trust me. Is that it? MEENAH: i dunno! MEENAH: i wanna believe you MEENAH: but somefin just smells fishy MEENAH: mostly cause youre gettin kinda MEENAH: weird
To be fair, she’s always acting weird. I think the most worrying part about her behavior is how excited she is to pull this plan off. I don’t really think she’s gonna try to pull off another suicide plan. Worst case scenario, she tries to steal the glory from Vriska.
ARANEA: Weird? ARANEA: Reality is on the verge of collapse, 8ut I’M 8eing WEIRD? ARANEA: Don’t you realize what’s at st8ke?! MEENAH: Y-EA)( i do MEENAH: im just thinkin maybe we otter clear our heads before we bellyflop into anyfin ok geez MEENAH: wait for angelfish over there to synergize with the horrorglubbers or whatever ARANEA: Do you think we have time for that? At any moment, we could 8e erased forever! ARANEA: Don’t you CARE a8out DYING, Meenah?! MEENAH: i...
Nope. She doesn’t. She’s made this clear in the past (Look who’s been doing their Homestuck rereading. It’s me.)
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ARANEA: You used to be so dedic8d to staying alive that you were willing to 8low us all up as a last resort! ARANEA: I know that we are all technically living on 8orrowed time. I am AWARE that every moment we’ve spent with our consciousnesses intact was a gift none of us really deserved. ARANEA: 8ut I’m not DONE YET!! ARANEA: I want to continue to exist! Don’t you?! ARANEA: I’ve 8een here for so long, trying to make the 8est of our situation, reaching new heights in skill and understanding, and yet I still...! MEENAH: 38(
Sorry Aranea, but I’m pretty sure Meenah has stopped giving a shit a while ago. Spending a zillion years alive/dead in the dream bubbles would do that to you.
ARANEA: Don’t you want to MATTER, Meenah? Don’t you want all of this to have meant something?! ARANEA: The fact that we were here, that we existed! If everything that ever was and ever will 8e is just going to disappear, then none of it will have ever meant ANYTHING! ARANEA: So please, just trust me! ARANEA: What scheme could I possi8ly have up my sleeve that would 8e worse than the alternative? What more could any of us have to lose?! ARANEA: All you have to do is listen
Yeah- Aranea you’re desperate ramblings aren’t helping to make you seem more trustworthy. You kinda need to CHILL a bit.
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Oh my god. Sad mopey Meenah might be one of the best things I’ve ever seen? I wanna feel bAD because I SHOULD feel bad but it’s just too fuNny to look at for some reason.
MEENAH: ... fine MEENAH: whats ur big plan
And she gives in. All sad about it too. Good job Aranea, you made someone who don’t give a shit about nothing sad. S m h.
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Goddammit Aranea she finally gives you the chance to explain your plan and you instantly go back to appearing more dramatic than you’ve earned the right to be.
ARANEA: We need to find a way past Lord English. While it might 8e within our a8ilities to defeat him as he is now, it feels to me like too much of a gam8le when so much rides on our success. We can simply lure him away with a proper distraction and deal with him l8er.
Well he’s not known for his brains so that should be easier than it sounds.
ARANEA: Really, the most sensi8le course of action is for me to call 8ack the remainder of the army. ARANEA: Perhaps it would even 8e 8est if I took control of the entire oper8tion? Surely you agree we don’t have time for any more petty squa88les. So long as I have control of the majority of our attack force, it would simply 8e more efficient for me to 8e calling the shots. Time is of the essence, after all.
Fuck yoooouuuu.  But Yeah.  It probably would be smart if You did that. Ahem.
WElp thats the end of this fucking liveblog what a goddamn miracle its finALLY RELEASED NOW PRAISE ME LIKE THE MESSIAH WHOSE RETURN HAD BEEN FORETOLD IN LEGENDS DATING BACK TO BEFORE MAN
bye
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primadonnatartuffe · 7 years
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RYAN: *after hanging out with orchid, ryan's been feeling a little lighter, and leaving skaia to visit people has become that much easier. so with that feeling of freedom, she decides to stop by odimist again. she drapes on colt for a little while before she devotes her time to finn and his new baby. she's just as gorgeous as in the photos, and during the visit, she's found she's really quite fond of hanging out with tiny babies... they're in the living room at colt and little's place, and ryan has lounging with this bundle in her arms for a while now.*
RYAN: hmm sofia sofia... are there any songs about a girl named sofia? there should be.
FINN: -finn's sitting next to the two of them and it's so cute watching sofia get to know ryan. sofia's looking pretty comfortable and staring up at ryan- no but you can replace any song with shakira with sofia
RYAN: ooooh yeah there you go.
RYAN: lets sing beautiful liar.
RYAN: i can be beyonce and sofia can be shakira.
RYAN: ryonce ryonce sofia sofia.
RYAN: lets not kill the karma. lets not start a fight. its not worth the drama for a beautiful liiiaar.
FINN: -sofia gurgles-
RYAN: yeah girl there you go.
RYAN: *snickers*
FINN: already she's more musically inclined than me
RYAN: stick with me kid and well keep you on the right track. *smiles wide at baby*
FINN: -sofia smiles back for a good two seconds and wiggles her arms-
RYAN: uggh shes so cute.
FINN: -he's laughing a little and smiling because he loves this baby so much- i know
FINN: you'd think i'd be used to it by now
RYAN: pretty sure youre never gonna get used to it though. thats just how these things work.
RYAN: my parents still cant get over how cute i am. ;)
RYAN: well nobody can really.
FINN: -too true- it's a hard life
RYAN: for you. us adorable people got it so good. isnt that right sofia?
FINN: -sofia yawns-
FINN: i'm going to be dead in a week at this rate
FINN: just because of the cute from sofia and you combined
RYAN: cool. then i can steal her. >:)
FINN: you're just going to swoop right in and take her
RYAN: yep. and raise her teaching her to better weaponize her deadly cuteness.
RYAN: well be unstoppable.
FINN: sorry sofia i tried to give you a better life
RYAN: time to live a life of villainy with auntie ryan.
FINN: this escalated quickly
RYAN: *SNRK* i think thats the inevitable path when dealing with baby stealing.
FINN: did i turn out to be a villain
FINN: i guess that depends on your definition of -air quotes- stolen
RYAN: i think the definition of stolen is pretty clear cut... but maybe theres a side of finn i dont know... an evil side.
FINN: maybe there is
RYAN: oh my... ;o
FINN: what is that face
RYAN: its a face thats onto your wild ways.
FINN: someone's a little late
RYAN: pfff. okay lets be real were all onto your wild ways.
FINN: i was going to say
FINN: out of all people you really can't be that surprised
RYAN: i really cant be... not when i was there instigating it half the time. *snickers some more. they have fun.*
FINN: -they had a lot of fun. he's still laughing, shaking his head- see exactly
RYAN: *looks down at the baby for a moment after that. the pause is enough for her mind to wander. it's hard to fill in the space with positive thoughts these days.*
RYAN: hey uh this is out of the blue but...
RYAN: the other day? at the kareoke bar? ive been worried that i like.
RYAN: made things weird?? somehow.
FINN: -sofia's getting sleepy. she might be starting to doze off. finn is caught off guard by the question, not exactly expecting it- oh -he says it like a question-
FINN: why what do you mean
RYAN: i dunno.
RYAN: like... i know i was super transparent with the song choices.
RYAN: the mood just seemed to change after i sang that second time.
RYAN: and then you took off.
RYAN: like maybe you thought you were third wheeling or something.
RYAN: uhh... okay so i dont usually make a habit of addressing things like this but ive been encouraged to talk about the stuff thats nagging at my mind.
RYAN: so it doesnt start festering and i have to turn to booze or something to cope haha.
RYAN: ... yeah.
FINN: oh -he definitely doesn't want to make her feel like she has to cope with anything...not because of him, at least.- no no i get it uh
FINN: i don't know i guess i just
FINN: you know when you feel like you're in the middle of something really intimate that's not explicitly so but it still is
FINN: but you feel like you're in the way of it a little
FINN: that was where i was at i guess but it's not a big deal you guys need your time too
RYAN: *frowns* i dunno... i guess.
RYAN: its not like theres a quote unquote you guys.
FINN: -he looks away and shrugs a little- hasn't there always been though
RYAN: ... not anymore.
FINN: i mean i know not technically but -he sighs- it's still there
RYAN: *brows knit* yeah maybe for me.
FINN: i mean jack is completely different than he was three years ago and it's not like we talked during the time you were gone
FINN: so i guess i can't read him anymore but i mean it really seems like there's still something
FINN: but anyway i just
FINN: had a feeling i shouldn't be there
FINN: and it's good you two are hanging out
FINN: and having moments
FINN: and stuff
FINN: after everything
RYAN: *he says all that, but why does it feel like there's something left unsaid. is she being paranoid?* do you really feel that way?
FINN: which part
FINN: i mean it doesn't matter because i do really feel all of it
RYAN: ... i guess that part where you think its good were hanging out and having moments like you said.
FINN: oh
FINN: yeah
FINN: it's a good thing
RYAN: ugggh.
RYAN: why do i feel like its not?? am i being paranoid?
RYAN: maybe im projecting because im afraid to make any moves and i need an excuse not to.
RYAN: i dont know i suck at reading my feelings and intuitions or whatever.
FINN: -he looks ahead- it's hard to know i guess
FINN: after all that time
FINN: you can only really be certain of how you feel
RYAN: *sighs a little. she does know how she feels, at least when it comes to jack.*
RYAN: okay but... i dont wanna make hanging out with us awkward.
FINN: sometimes i just have to discern whether or not i should be there
FINN: it's a life thing
RYAN: ... i guess so.
RYAN: sorry.
RYAN: im being weird.
FINN: no you're not
FINN: i was probably acting pretty weird
FINN: that raises a lot of questions
RYAN: maybe. i probably shouldnt pry. *it raises questions, but none of the questions she should probably be asking... but it doesn't really occur to her.*
RYAN: *face scrunches a little... she looks upset.* i just dont know what im doing anymore. im a mess and i know im supposed to just let myself be a mess and let people help me but i dont want to.
RYAN: i dont even want to talk about this. but i should?? ugh. im not making sense.
FINN: -his expression softens immediately- no no i
FINN: i get that actually
FINN: -he can relate in different ways...but he can still relate to the general concept-
FINN: it's hard
RYAN: *sniffs and leans against him a little, as much as she can without disturbing the baby.* but im lonely too... i dont wanna bring anybody down or make anybody feel bad but this always seems to happen now and i cant shut it off.
FINN: -lets it happen and leans his head against hers just slightly- well you know you always have me
FINN: whether or not you can shut it off
RYAN: *peeks up at him with big tired glossy eyes* ... thanks finn.
FINN: -dONT LOOK AT HIM LIKE THAT- yeah
FINN: of course
FINN: you're pretty much stuck with me whether you like it or not
RYAN: heheh... good to know.
FINN: it thought it would be at least a little comforting -he's quiet suddenly-
RYAN: it helps... trust me. *peers at him again when a silence follows.*
RYAN: whats on your mind?
FINN: -avoids meeting her gaze and looks down at a sleeping sofia instead. he sighs- i should uh
FINN: i mean
FINN: i don't want things to be weird
RYAN: *blinks at him, confused* weird??
FINN: yeah weird uh
FINN: i don't know how to say it
FINN: actually uh
FINN: -holds his hands out for sofia-
RYAN: ... okay. *hands her back to him, getting a weird feeling in her gut.*
FINN: -sofia makes a few fussy noises before going back to sleep like nothing had happened-
FINN: i just don't want you to feel stuck so
FINN: if you need to leave you can
RYAN: *leans away again, not really sure what to make of that.* im not really in a rush unless you need me to go...
FINN: no i just mean you might want to uh
FINN: you might want to
FINN: the thing is i should tell you
FINN: even though it will do nothing
FINN: but make things weird
FINN: and somehow it's the right thing to do supposedly
FINN: i don't know why that is
FINN: it doesn't seem like it's going to help at all
RYAN: help... what?? what is it? *she's TRYING not to act weirded out even though she kind of is. but it's mostly just anxiety.*
FINN: i
FINN: have feelings for you
FINN: but it's dumb and it doesn't matter and it's irrelevant
RYAN: you... *processing... processing... but she fails to.*
RYAN: what?
FINN: -his cheeks grow red and he looks a little embarrassed-
FINN: i know it's
FINN: i know it's been obvious probably
FINN: it started years ago before you left and uh
FINN: surprise
FINN: still here
RYAN: uh... *runs a hand through her hair, reeling a little* no?? i mean no it was never obvious to me.
RYAN: jesus was i always so into my own shit i didnt even notice?
RYAN: thats typical. way to go ryan.
FINN: oh
FINN: no it's not your fault you didn't need to pick up on it i didn't want you to anyway
FINN: so points for me
FINN: i guess
RYAN: i... okay...
RYAN: well uh... im glad you brought that up. to get it off your chest? or...
RYAN: shit. im not sure what to say.
RYAN: like its cliched to be all i really like you too BUT...
RYAN: thats cliched and shitty?? you deserve better than that.
RYAN: hahaha you deserve better than me? come on dude lets be real.
FINN: -he just feels bad about it- no i know you don't feel
FINN: like i know you don't feel the same way and that's fine that's okay
FINN: like i didn't expect that or anything i know it's like
FINN: uh
FINN: i don't want to talk about what i deserve because i don't think i really
FINN: i don't want to measure myself that way because i'm not going to pass the test
FINN: you don't have to like
FINN: try to reason with me i know it's useless
FINN: it's always been you and jack from the beginning
FINN: there was never any other real relationship for either of you when you're together
FINN: you asked what's on my mind that's what's on my mind that's why i've been acting weird you don't need to fix it or feel responsible for anything i just
FINN: maybe if you know i can get over it who knows
FINN: or i wreck our friendship i don't know
FINN: i'm pretty good at that haha
RYAN: no finn thats not... thats not gonna happen. im just...
RYAN: *eyes start to water* it sucks that things are the way they are. that i cant... reciprocate i guess.
RYAN: i dont know why im always... chasing after people that im not good for haha. but hey on the bright side thats the case no matter what isnt it?? im not good for anybody.
RYAN: jacks better off without me. so was nona. so are you.
RYAN: and you should know that because yeah itd be in your best interest to move on from that.
RYAN: i know you werent trying to start anything but i-- just... why...
RYAN: im so fucked up.
-- impenetrableVitality [IV] is now an idle chum! --
FINN: -he doesn't know who the fuck nona is but he decides right now isn't the time to ask. hearing her say these things about herself...it stings.- no no no
FINN: i'm not
FINN: i'm not
FINN: fuck
FINN: it doesn't matter if you reciprocate or not and it's
FINN: you're making me sound like some kind of ideal candidate but that's not the case either
FINN: you don't see how much you're worth because you think you've fucked up beyond redemption or something
FINN: but that isn't true
FINN: we all have our shit
FINN: yours looks different than mine
FINN: jack's looks different than both yours and mine
FINN: but somehow you're still here and jack's still here even if we were all gone for a while
FINN: it's not about being good enough that is -lets out an unamused laugh- that's bullshit because who even meets that standard in the first place
FINN: what i do know is that without you around it felt like there was something irreplaceable missing
FINN: the whole time
FINN: sure maybe i became better at putting that feeling behind work but
FINN: i never stopped feeling it
FINN: because damn it ryan you are and you've always been one of a kind and i'm not just saying that
FINN: people that are like you aren't good enough
FINN: i want the real thing hanging around
FINN: crazy theatrical ryan
FINN: loud always pretty no matter what ryan
FINN: you're just -he looks down at sofia- you're worth more than you could ever realize
FINN: a few turns down some paths you don't like don't take that away from you
FINN: i need you to stick around and stay because if your shit makes it so you don't deserve to have people in your life then i am
FINN: i am right there with you
FINN: i'm not buying it
FINN: -he finally stops and...might be tearing up a little-
RYAN: *well, she's definitely started crying listening to all that, but the tears flow quietly. when he's through, she sniffs, trying to process everything with some difficulty... but the important parts stick and she leans forward to gingerly wrap her arms around his neck (careful not to squish sofia) and hold him gently.*
RYAN: youre really important to me... i hope you know.
FINN: -he closes his eyes a little and the tears just roll down his cheeks as she holds him- yeah
FINN: you are to me too
RYAN: ... jack told me that the worst was over.
RYAN: ive been trying really hard to believe that.
RYAN: it hurts knowing how much i was missed but its a relief too? i dont wanna run from people anymore...
FINN: you don't have to
FINN: maybe it's time to start running to people
RYAN: *sniffs* yeah... im gonna... crash into everyone at high speeds.
RYAN: hope you can handle a whole lot of ryan.
FINN: i'm pretty sure i've been training all my life so i'm good
RYAN: fuckin... right on. hehehe... *giggles softly, but then starts to pull away again.*
RYAN: i should probably get going home now though.
FINN: -smiles and nods at her, taking a deep breath- yeah
FINN: i have to put this one to bed anyway
RYAN: yeah... goodnight baby girl. *exhales once more, letting all the bad feelings pass... it's gonna be okay.*
RYAN: ill see you soon finn. *gets up off the couch and makes her leave.*
FINN: -it is. it's really going to be okay- bye ryan
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kietamitai · 7 years
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An extremely long vent and personal thoughts post
I have to title it because it is what it is. And honestly, I’m going to explain everything that’s been going on with my personal feelings, mental/emotional state, and current situation. 
I have somewhat vented/talked about this on twitter but making a long post on my blog seems to be much better. This is likely to be my last resort of anything. Nothing bad will happen but this is to tell you that I am currently not in a good mood.
All I ask is that if you read the post, just like the post. And maybe give it a few days before asking if I am alright. DO NOT REPLY TO THIS OR SEND ME A MESSAGE I BEG OF YOU (I am not saying it to be avoidant like I will end up sounding angry if you do).
Don’t read it if you’re not in the right mood to read it. It has some questionable bits but yeah.
OK so on the first and forefront of current situation cause it’s probably the shortest.
Personally speaking, nothing is happening at home, however, I am left with a vague sense of I have to do something because everyone in the family sees me as lazy and undisciplined.
I am worried that if I started to move, that everything is going to go pretty bad. This fear is completely normal on any standard, but the problem is that this feeling is immensely different from what people may think.
Since I had recently learned about people with ADHD having Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria (RSD), everything I have experienced up until this point finally makes sense.
It is that fear of unwanted “rejection” and “negative response/feedback.”
Needless to say, some things have happened in the past that drastically shaped who I am today and my rather laid back personality, but this fear of failure came as a result. It can sometimes make me immobile.
When I get paranoid over whether or not I fuck something up, I LITERALLY FREAK OUT SOMETIMES OK?
But aside from this foreboding feeling about needing to do something (which will come in due time because I have a feeling that I’ll take that step out there sooner or later), here’s the more social part of the situation.
After what feels like I offended a friend and some what apologizing and owning up to my own reactions, I sorta ended getting slapped in the face with them implying that they don’t care. Like, I have a feeling that it’s not what they actually meant, but it’s also quite obvious that if I tried to ask for clarification, I will get yelled at for being stupid and I HATE THAT THE MOST CAUSE I GET THAT A LOT.
And this is just on the personal side of things— I dunno what their intentions or implications are. They just don’t seem to want to say that it is possibly their fault that it happened, even when I pointed it out that it is. And well, they seem to have misinterpreted the whole point of my message as well, but I just gave up on even trying to clarify myself any further cause I just woke up from a nap at the time and I almost didn’t even want to respond to that with the way they word it.
I’d rather not go into detail about that since it is an insanely minor thing, but with the way they sorta avoid me in general, it just feels like they’re scared of me or something. I’m not one to push on to make someone uncomfortable for answers so if they read this and recognize it’s them, good job I guess? 
I’m probably not on their radar anyways cause they got their own shit to worry about, so really, I’d only be surprised if they ended up reading this pile of mess and then going up to my IM/ask and be like, “You fuck ass are u talking shit about me?”
On that, it is only complicated feelings coming from me. I’m not here to shit on someone for their circumstances, but in the meantime, I’m avoiding them cause like I feel like if I start talking again, I WILL FUCK UP REALLY BADLY or even worse, THEY WILL FLAT OUT JUST IGNORE ME.
My answer will most likely not be positive with them specifically if questioned in such a rude way.
And RSD likes to make things worse on the social side of things even if I simply just want to check up on them and ask if they’re doing alright. Similar situations has happened before, and when that happens, trust me, that’s when I know a friendship isn’t meant to be. I am not distant because I don’t know how to get close to people.
It’s happened too many times. Really, even if it hurts, I have to stop caring and let it go.
But on that regard, after talking to some more people, I end up getting this feeling of... isolation. I had read somewhere that ADHD may make it so that it ends up feeling like I can’t connect to people.
It sorta reels in the whole experience.
It isn’t like I want their kind of friendship, but in any friendship, I can tell that I don’t get a lot of attention. It’s like seeing a friend connect to another friend better than you can connect to either of them. I’ve always been left alone a lot so honestly, it’s nothing new.
I don’t like it when people are too too clingy to me but when they’re insanely distant, it makes me feel like my existence is just around for them to waste time.
In most cases, I just end up asking for people to say hi to me or something and get no response. Well, I know everyone has lives to run, but it doesn’t stop me from feeling insanely bitter or even bad to the point where I feel like I’ve been annoying and trying too hard and people are just FED UP with my antics and choosing to ignore me. 
After a while, you get used to the feeling and you stop caring.
But in summary, if I had done a small mistake that warranted a negative response (or in a way I perceive it as negative) then I will remember that for a long time and my fear is that you’ll bring it up again cause by that time, you’ve already seen me in a different light and you’ll probably subconsciously remember it and maybe bring it up subtly where I’ll be like “o fuck did I fuck up again” and PARANOIA ENSUES.
Another summary is that I’ve been feeling like I’m lacking a sense of self again.
This isn’t an uncommon dilemma. I’ve never given it much thought as long as I can make it believable to an extent. I stopped caring because I’ve been disciplined a lot for smaller things and been compared.
Not to mention a big part of it happened when the grandma I live with decided to berate me one day. That was the day I felt like a stranger to my own family.
I’ve been living with constant less praise and more reprimanding. When people praise me, I am happy, but I am always left feeling that I am deceiving them.
People call me one thing but I dunno which am I. I have come to find out that it is who I am. I am probably like a chameleon lol
But really, I have a terrible sense of self and sometimes when I really think about it, I have no idea what really makes up me. I’ve been collecting and amassing different personalities and stuff like that.
Perhaps that knowledge is how I come to understand people fairly easily.
The more I try to find out more about myself, the more I end up losing a sense of who I am. The less I try, the more I end up feeling like nothing.
My feelings of being worthless isn’t because of any emotional reason, it is a fairly logical reason. I am simply not someone that resources should go to.
In fact, sometimes I wish I can suffer, but apparently, I can’t have that either. It takes too much time for me to just make myself suffer, it’s just easier to do nothing. I don’t even have the energy to make myself hated enough to want to be forgotten. 
From drifting between being worthless and having my mistakes rebound on me, making it more than enough for me to want to stab myself, to feeling just slightly better about my day, it has been kinda tough.
Sometimes it’s not that I want to think about it and sometimes it just happens as a thought. But sometimes, something triggers my thoughts.
I’ve been having a lot of thoughts and well I’ve started to notice that it’s making me less likely to do stuff I wanted to do or just to do anything at all.
I am for once getting in to a unstable state of mind.
It could be that I am drained from watching my other grandma for the past month and a half, or that I feel like I’m being RUSHED to do something people expect me to do.
I don’t know if what I’m thinking about doing is the right choice.
I’m not sure if I’m important to people anymore. I feel like an expendable. Do people even care about me enough to understand how I feel? Do people know me enough to tell me, they know me? Do people really know who I am?
I’m beginning to wonder if I’m joking about dying or not. It sometimes feels like it’d be better if I can somehow die and be forgotten.
None of these feelings are new, perhaps maybe thinking that death is a fiscally better and logical option might be something a little more new.
I don’t know any more at times. My feelings tend to fluctuate daily and I have days where I’m a little better off then most lol
It’s probably also this bad because jet lag and some stuff making me really anxious??
I dunno but since I was getting distracted, I have no idea what I wanted to type by the time I got to this point. But I’ll end off with something—
I’ve always felt pretty meh about life. Perhaps MAYBE due to ADHD, it may influence my own ability to stay emotionally attached/devoted for too long. It’s almost like feeling you’re both half full and half empty when I’m not feeling anything really. But I guess it was better than the me before I turned 20.
Perhaps that’s just me. I haven’t been feeling like... myself.
It’s a little hard to explain, but what else can I do than to wait it out?
I never experience a feeling for long anyways lol
My days have been feeling kinda dreadful and tiring. Idk if I can keep up with people in general anymore.
This is probably what I get for being who I am.
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11/11/19 - Chat with Erika
Erika_XP💚: "Oh my lord I am so sleepy”
Slinky Stinks△: "Dudes”
Slinky Stinks△: "I can't stay up untyl 11/11”
Slinky Stinks△: "I'm too sleepy”
Xenquility: "Dude
Xenquility: "sleep now and wake up later”
Xenquility: "If you're gonna sleep do it early”
Xenquility: "Cause it's only 4:30 est
Erika_XP💚: "I was supposed to sleep a while ago but I cant actually bring myself to sleep I am so excited and worried”
Xenquility: "Probably a good while till jid starts”
Slinky Stinks△: "B r u h”
Slinky Stinks△: "I gotta go 2 school”
Xenquility: "o”
Slinky Stinks△: "I can just stay up and drink redbull tho”
Slinky Stinks△: "That was my summer plans for two weeks”
The Sun: "All who get cancer from my radiance weren't born to bear the gifts I give unto them. :ArmLeft: :dawn: :ArmRight:”
Erika_XP💚: "Those things are rubbish”
Erika_XP💚: "poison really”
Slinky Stinks△: "I'm so brave, I sunbath WITHOUT CREAM”
Slinky Stinks△: "brUH”
The Sun: "Wtf is an erika”
Slinky Stinks△: "THAT COMEBACK WAS”
Slinky Stinks△: "LMAO XEN UR DED”
Slinky Stinks△: "SHE KILLED U”
Xenquility: "She uh”
Xenquility: "said”
Erika_XP💚: "Im sorry are you ok”
Xenquility: "ur mum”
Xenquility: "If that's a comeback I'm jumping off a roof”
Xenquility: "Why am I doing this anyways”
Xenquility: "What's life anymore”
Slinky Stinks△: "Shut up xen ur ded”
Slinky Stinks△: "She got chu”
Erika_XP💚: "I did not know my own strength on that one I feared I shattered you”
Erika_XP💚: "OH GOD THIS IMAGE DISTURBS ME FOR SOME REASON”
Slinky Stinks△: "Well then prepare for the day your skeleton gets freedom”
Slinky Stinks△: "It is uncomfortable inside a meat vessel”
Erika_XP💚: "I have delt with scarier”
Erika_XP💚: "I once watched the regiminis video but at 11:11 at night alone outside on my laptop”
Xenquility: "ok you do not exist”
Xenquility: "you are not real”
(...)
Erika_XP💚: "I think I passed out for a moment but I think  may have just woken up in time to make sure Tyler is ok”
Erika_XP💚: "@IIIII Tyler I am sure you are busy and can't see this but GOOD LUCK I have been saying prayers for you this whole day”
ADULT_LINK△: "just a uh”
ADULT_LINK△: "suggestion”
IIIII: "Jesus h christ fuck off”
ADULT_LINK△: "people tend to get annoyed when ya ping em needlessly”
Erika_XP💚: "I just wanted to make sure you were ok I am sorry”
Eevee Reborn: "Erika has severe stokholm syndrome”
Erika_XP💚: "Would you kindly sod off”
DensO Burton: "Oh god”
Ross the Claus 🎄: ":0”
Eevee Reborn: "Erika: exists”
Eevee Reborn: "Tyler: rabid foaming mad demon”
Xenquility: "It's like watching a disaster in slow motion”
DensO Burton: "Ok erika how do u imagine tyler's d”
DensO Burton: "Sorry”
Erika_XP💚: "I beg your pardon?”
DensO Burton: "Just a joke”
Erika_XP💚: "Sorry I am really socially awkward ^^;”
DensO Burton: "Don't worry it wss a BAD joke”
/Mr. Circle\: "i'm ashamed of the voice i read erika's messages in after "sod off"”
DensO Burton: "Lol”
/Mr. Circle\: "soteetos”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 10:56 PM: “ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴇᴇᴍᴇᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ʀᴜᴅᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ.”
otherLiam 10:57 PM: "I’m surprised you joined us in here. Not worried about our chats being monitored?” 
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 10:58 PM: "sᴇᴇᴍs ᴘᴏɪɴᴛʟᴇss ɴᴏᴡ.”
Densgivin 10:58 PM: "Hey”
Ross the Claus 🎄 10:58 PM: "hey ghost”
Xenquility 10:58 PM: "Nice role….”
otherLiam 10:59 PM: "Anything interesting going on?”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:00 PM: "ɪᴛ ʜᴀs ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ, ɪ ᴀssᴜᴍᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅʀᴏᴘ ɪɴ.”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:00 PM: "ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏʟᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ ɪᴍᴘʀᴏᴘᴇʀ, xᴇɴ?”
Xenquility 11:00 PM: "Just the name”
Xenquility 11:00 PM: "Mainly the /”
Xenquility 11:00 PM: "and the \”
Xenquility 11:00 PM: "Anyways, seems more than coincidental the "Time to drop in” is 11/11”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:02 PM: “ɪ'ʟʟ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇɴ.”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:02 PM: "ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴀᴛɪsꜰɪᴇᴅ?”
Xenquility 11:03 PM: "Very”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:04 PM: "ɪ'ᴍ ɢʟᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ʀᴇᴄᴇɪᴠᴇᴅ ᴍʏ ɢɪꜰᴛ.”
Xenquility 11:05 PM: "Im dumb”
Xenquility 11:05 PM: "no surprise there”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:05 PM: "ɪ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍʏ ᴛʀᴀᴅᴇᴍᴀʀᴋ ꜰᴏɴᴛ ʟᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ.”
Xenquility 11:06 PM: "Yeah I got it now”
Xenquility 11:06 PM: "My brain likes to act before I think”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:06 PM: "ɪ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴅɪsᴄᴜssɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʏᴇᴛ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴄʜᴀᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴇsᴇɴᴄᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ʙᴀsᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇᴅɪᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴇxᴛ.”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:06 PM: "ᴘᴇʀʜᴀᴘs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴜɴsᴀᴛɪsꜰᴀᴄᴛᴏʀʏ ᴘᴀʀᴀɴᴏɪᴀ ʜᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ.”
Xenquility 11:07 PM: "No, my original text was me snarkily saying "What gift?” before I realised it was the video”
Xenquility 11:07 PM: “I’m surprised there aren’t as many people here right now”
Xenquility 11:07 PM: ”(Everyone here raise your hand)”
Ross the Claus 🎄 11:09 PM: “:raised_back_of_hand:”
Xenquility 11:09 PM: "Liam was here but has disappeared in the past two minutes or so”
Eevee Reborn 11:10 PM: "Hand”
Xenquility 11:11 PM: "Hey Ghosty, just to confirm, what day and year is it for you?”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:11 PM: "11/11 2019”
Xenquility 11:11 PM: "Good”
Xenquility 11:11 PM: "Should we be doing anything to help those in the past?”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:12 PM: "ɪᴛ’s ᴀʟsᴏ 11:11”
Erika_XP💚 11:12 PM: ”@IIIII  This is the pivitol moment I always assume. TYLER LET US KNOW IF YOU ARE OK”
Ross the Claus 🎄 11:12 PM: “fucking stop”
IIIII 11:13 PM: "not only is it 11:12 but you are single handedly the most annoying little fuck to ever grace this group”
Erika_XP💚 11:13 PM: "Im just glad to know you are ok”
IIIII 11:13 PM: "NO NO I AM NOT OK ACTUALLY”
otherLiam 11:14 PM: "this has now crossed over into obvious trolling”
IIIII 11:14 PM: "were yuo expecting a fucking video?”
Xenquility 11:14 PM: "Can we just ban them at this point”
IIIII 11:14 PM: ”@Erika_XP💚”
IIIII 11:14 PM: “@Erika_XP💚”
IIIII 11:14 PM: ”@Erika_XP💚”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:15 PM: “ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜʏ.”
IIIII 11:16 PM: "Fucking a yuo dumb bitch dont worry there will be a video tonight its just going to be late now because I had to sit here and call you an annoying cunt for distracting me”
ADULT_LINK 11:18 PM: "oof”
Erika_XP💚 11:18 PM: ”@ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ I dont think he is usually like this I think he is just having a bad time considering the day. I will harden myself as well!”
ADULT_LINK 11:19 PM: “snrk”
Erika_XP💚 11:19 PM: "what is this short for?”
otherLiam 11:21 PM: "Assuming you aren’t trolling because I’m bored, it’s not short for anything. It’s the sound of someone holding in a laugh.”
ARGdov 11:23 PM: "oh shit I missed soem shit”
otherLiam 11:23 PM: "not much”
otherLiam 11:23 PM: "mostly just ghostbabel joined”
otherLiam 11:23 PM: "and tyler yelled at erika for being annoying”
ARGdov 11:23 PM: "well I also see someone got chewed out lol”
ARGdov 11:23 PM: "astounding”
QuoteBOT 11:26 PM: "Ok erika how do u imagine tyler’s d”
ARGdov 11:26 PM: "ive heard its quite a lot for most to manage tbh”
ARGdov 11:26 PM: "so Im wondering too”
Erika_XP💚 11:27 PM: "Ok I get that I am annoying, I remind myself of this often. But I see no reason for all the awful aggression. I only excuse it because of who we are talking about here and considering the situation.”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:27 PM: "ɪ sᴇᴇ ɪ ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ.”
Eevee Reborn 11:27 PM: "The fuck”
Xenquility 11:27 PM: "Actually you are needed”
ARGdov 11:27 PM: "nope”
Xenquility 11:27 PM: "We always need you”
IIIII 11:27 PM: "You were literally never needed”
ADULT_LINK 11:27 PM: "hi ghost”
ARGdov 11:27 PM: "as usual we are capable of tearing ourselves apart on our own”
ADULT_LINK 11:27 PM: "howsit goin”
otherLiam 11:27 PM: "okay hang on what is happening here”
IIIII 11:27 PM: "can you stop fucking larping”
ARGdov 11:28 PM: "Im lost”
ARGdov 11:28 PM: "if tylers fucking ooc why is ghost not ooc”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:28 PM: "ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ?”
otherLiam 11:28 PM: "That’s what I’m wondering”
Eevee Reborn 11:28 PM: "This went from trial of fire to full on…. dammnit, Dov’s watching”
ADULT_LINK 11:28 PM: "oof”
ARGdov 11:28 PM: "lol what did I do now”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:28 PM: "ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛʜɪs, ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ, ᴀᴅɪᴇᴜ.”
IIIII: "Oh trust me I would fucking love to dumbass”
otherLiam: "Is this ooc?”
ARGdov: "night, ghost”
Eevee Reborn: "Oof”
ARGdov: ".....if it is Im confused.”
otherLiam: "I can’t even fucking tell anymore.”
ARGdov: "but also if I start asking Tyler questions I feel like it'll annoy him more lol”
Erika_XP💚: "what does ooc mean?”
ARGdov: "out of character”
ADULT_LINK△: ":eye::eye:”
Eevee Reborn: "I'll ask him a question”
IIIII: "@Erika_XP💚 it means none of this is real and you are a stupid cunt brb”
ARGdov: "gosh”
otherLiam: "ok so he is ooc”
otherLiam: "but is talking to characters”
ARGdov: "weird”
ARGdov: "still dunno what you mean by this xD”
otherLiam: "by the way eevee, it’s become clear this is a troll”
Eevee Reborn: "You guys are brutal”
ARGdov: "this is certainly a new form of trolling tbh”
ARGdov: "acting like a fangirl who wants sempai to notice her”
ARGdov: "this is forwarding the field of trolling quite a bit, it used to be you barged in and called people slurs and made them mad”
Eevee Reborn: "Quick, let's play bolero of fire so Erikas epic trial of fire has a soundtrack”
ARGdov: "this is much more subtle”
ARGdov: "much more sinister”
otherLiam: "where’ve you been, trolling has advanced quite a bit”
ARGdov: "much more traditionally feminine”
ARGdov: "she deserves an award”
otherLiam: "i’m gonna laugh when it turns out this is just wolfcat on another screen”
Erika_XP💚: "I dont know where this "trolling" idea comes from”
Xenquility: "Honestly the wolf idea has come to my head a few times”
Eevee Reborn: "Feminine troll”
ARGdov: "@Erika_XP💚 I present to you this honorary doctrate in trolling”
ARGdov: "oh my gosh”
Xenquility: "fuckdsf”
ARGdov: "this being Wolf”
ARGdov: "that makes a lot of sense”
ARGdov: "but also like”
ARGdov: "I dunno if he'd do that”
ARGdov: "after he got in trouble for gamejacking”
Xenquility: "They did  just freak out after being accused of being wolf”
otherLiam: "he totally would”
ARGdov: "they did yes”
ARGdov: "which makes me wonder if they are”
Xenquility: "Also wolf has never been online with her”
Xenquility: "Or interacted with her”
ARGdov: "shit yeah”
otherLiam: "lmao”
otherLiam: "good bit wolf”
ARGdov: "@Wolfcat WHERE ARE YOU”
otherLiam: "10/10”
ADULT_LINK△: "what iff....”
ARGdov: "you got us all lol”
ADULT_LINK△: "this is ALl canon”
otherLiam: "that’s a good fuckin bit”
ADULT_LINK△: "im :high:”
ADULT_LINK△: "fuck”
ARGdov: "thorin”
ARGdov: "you're always high”
ARGdov: "and you've lost track of the story”
ADULT_LINK△: ":eye:”
ADULT_LINK△: ":eyes:”
otherLiam: "we’ve all lost track of the fuckin story”
mfgreth: ":thinking:”
ARGdov: "@Erika_XP💚 because you're wolf we're revoking your honorary doctrate”
Eevee Reborn: "Quick Dov, we need your wise ideas. Ideas that have NEVER lead us astray.”
otherLiam: “greth pls help”
ARGdov: "yes, listen to me”
ARGdov: "clearly I have always made the right decision in this ARG”
Xenquility: "We need to post a screenshot of the future to the past”
Xenquility: "bomb plans 8.9”
otherLiam: "brilliant”
otherLiam: "then we play the oath to order and summon all the giants”
Eevee Reborn: "We look Dov. Our overlord”
Xenquility: "Then song of storms 10 hours which we never turn off”
otherLiam: "but then we use the giant mask to make them bigger”
Xenquility: "then .root”
otherLiam: "then we >c_connect johnisdead.com”
Erika_XP💚: "who is wolf?”
ARGdov: "uh no we dont need to use the giant mask to mkae them bigger”
ARGdov: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWbkxaTU1Z0”
ARGdov: "we'll just use the rita repulsa method”
otherLiam: "damn u rite”
mfgreth: "You wan erika banned???”
Xenquility: "yes”
Xenquility: "please god”
otherLiam: "prolly a good idea”
otherLiam: "before tyler’s head explodes”
Xenquility: "holy shit the tags on the pumpkinpology video say "erika"”
Xenquility: "no jk”
otherLiam: "...holy shit there’s no way.”
Xenquility: "no”
Xenquility: "I'm kidding”
ARGdov: "ahahahhaha”
otherLiam: "fuck off”
otherLiam: "dont do that to a man when he’s already hurtin”
ARGdov: "in any case I need a magic wand to go make whatever the fuck grow”
Eevee Reborn: "Penor”
Erika_XP💚: "Why should I be getting banned???”
ARGdov: "because you're Wolfcat”
otherLiam: "because you’re either a troll, wolfcat, or way too young to play this game.”
mfgreth: "Im not gonna ban erika”
mfgreth: "I dont see a reason tbh”
ARGdov: "or alternaively because you are a naive nusiance and for once we're gonna nip a problem in the bud before it gets too large”
Eevee Reborn: "And being wolfcat is NOT a victimless crime”
Xenquility: "(They might not actually be wolfcat lmao)”
otherLiam: "I mean she literally poked tyler until he was forced to drop character
with weird fan worship”
ARGdov: "see the one thing is about her being wolfcat Im not sure about is”
ARGdov: "Tyler was super pissed at him literally yesterday”
ARGdov: "why would Wolf decide to try and troll him”
otherLiam: "im mostly memeing, i doubt it’s wolf”
Erika_XP💚: "Maybe you are naive actually, just last night I was linking one of you a video none of you had technically ever seen and now you are acting like this”
ARGdov: "Im pretty sure we had seen that video actualy”
otherLiam: "wat”
ARGdov: "just because it ws unlisted doesnt make you special”
Eevee Reborn: "Wolfcat likes to start drama. Big drama starter always. Yup”
ARGdov: "actually Im next to POSITIVE we have”
otherLiam: "What video was it?”
Xenquility: "Yknow if this is a troll they've succeeded”
Xenquility: "We're all fighting over nothing on 11/11”
otherLiam: "I mean, nothing’s happened yet.”
otherLiam: "Other than the Greths poking us”
Xenquility: "If they aren't getting banned we can't do anything about it”
otherLiam: "and GB joining”
mfgreth: "I can protect erika with communism”
otherLiam: "people cant even protect their own families with communism”
ARGdov: "this was the video”
Xenquility: "Yeah we've seen that”
ARGdov: "Im aware”
ARGdov: "Erika claimed she was the first person to find it”
Xenquility: "It's been on the ID channel for months”
ARGdov: "my point is literally just that she was wrong”
otherLiam: "Not only have we seen that”
otherLiam: "we’ve also solved the ciphers on it” 
ARGdov: "yup”
mfgreth: "Rood”
ARGdov: "look, if shes not Wolf, then idk what her deal is”
ARGdov: "because she clearly knows to some extent that this isnt real. earlier yesterday she asked if the issue was "gm stuff"”
otherLiam: "listen slinky’s a kid, but at least he just endearingly screws up instead of weirdly worshipping Tyler.”
Xenquility: "I think we should just drop the issue for now. We're not going to be reaching a resolution anytime soon and to be fair, if this is a really young kid, we've kinda just mobbed on her like a lynch mob”
otherLiam: "this is clearly a plant from the lunar children”
ADULT_LINK△: "i bet yall bitches never seen THIS video”
otherLiam: "if you post rickroll”
ARGdov: "or its Raven”
ARGdov: "or Suxx”
ARGdov: "honestly I would buy it being Raven”
ARGdov: "...”
ADULT_LINK△: "and now nobody else gets to see the video”
ARGdov: "Im not sure if we have seen this”
ARGdov: "Ive opened it”
Xenquility: "oh my gid”
Xenquility: "I love this”
ARGdov: "oh my gosh”
ARGdov: "its a monica vid”
ADULT_LINK△: ":hylotl_eyes:”
ARGdov: "of course”
otherLiam: "tfw you will never have tyler because his heart belongs to monika sempai”
Xenquility: "Some say video 2 only appears once a year”
otherLiam: "just monika”
ARGdov: "always”
ARGdov: "just monika”
ARGdov: "only monika”
otherLiam: "Just Monika”
otherLiam: "Just Monika”
otherLiam: "Just Monika”
ARGdov: "smack Liam”
ARGdov: "GET AHOLD OF YOURSELF MAN”
otherLiam: "neck snaps at 90 degree angle”
ARGdov: "OH SHIT”
otherLiam: "runs at screen”
ARGdov: "pulls out fairy in a bottle”
ADULT_LINK△: ":honl:”
ARGdov: "heals you”
ADULT_LINK△: ":fairy:”
otherLiam: "dov have you played this dumb game”
Xenquility: "what the hell he gets a sledge hammer”
ARGdov: "I have but I didnt finish it tbh”
ARGdov: "but I know its deal”
Xenquility: "this usb is indestructible”
otherLiam: "takes too long to get going imo”
otherLiam: "act 1 should be like, a day shorter”
ARGdov: "eh, whatever”
ARGdov: "its god shit either way”
Xenquility: "LMAO I didn't see the "Game" part and I thought you were talking about the video”
ADULT_LINK△: "im gonna keep smoking and open my  f o u r t h  e y e “
ARGdov: "this reminds me”
otherLiam: "no im talking about ddlc”
otherLiam: "also man”
ARGdov: "I should keep palying Dream Daddy”
otherLiam: "it’s almost not 11/11 anymore on the ec”
ARGdov: "but it was so wholesome it made me gag”
ARGdov: "rip”
ARGdov: "somethings coming”
mfgreth: "Yeesh”
Eevee Reborn: "Me :sweat_drops:”
Eevee Reborn: "Now if anyone is going to obsessively fangirl over a hottie, jontron is it”
otherLiam: "he got married”
Eevee Reborn: "Jontron > Tyler”
ARGdov: "what if I wanna fangirl over someone else”
mfgreth: "Happy 11/12”
ARGdov: "Lestat the Vampire > Jontron”
ARGdov: "he can suck me any day”
otherLiam: "but something’s” 
otherLiam: "changed”
otherLiam: "Changed”
otherLiam: "Changed”
otherLiam: "CHANGED”
mfgreth: "Lestat is a punk bitch”
ARGdov: "or any night, I guess”
ARGdov: "well yeah and thats why hes great”
Eevee Reborn: "Lestat? But he's french.”
ARGdov: "I can forgive him for that”
Erika_XP💚: "11/11 is over @IIIII Tyler are you safe? I hope so”
ADULT_LINK△: "oh goddamn it”
otherLiam: "erika”
otherLiam: "stop spamming tyler”
Erika_XP💚: "Whatika?”
Eevee Reborn: "Oof”
ADULT_LINK△: "i had the song i wanted to hear earlier downloaded :dabeangery:”
ARGdov: "no one likes getting that manys pings”
Erika_XP💚: "Im not spamming him”
ARGdov: "also”
ARGdov: "NONE”
otherLiam: "he’s been pretty clear he wants you to stop”
ARGdov: "OF THIS”
ADULT_LINK△: "quit pingin him”
ARGdov: "IS REAL”
ADULT_LINK△: "EVERYTHING”
ADULT_LINK△: "IS”
ARGdov: "SO STOP ACTING LIKE IT”
ADULT_LINK△: "REAL”
ARGdov: "Tylers not in character right now”
ARGdov: "in fact, do you know whats happened to Tyler in-game?”
Eevee Reborn: "Ben is real Dov, stop ruining the emersion”
ARGdov: "Tyler was kidnapped”
ARGdov: "and taken to another dimension”
ARGdov: "and we dont know whats happened to him”
IIIII: "I'll show you something real”
ARGdov: "so before you spam, read the fucking wiki for starters”
Xenquility: "LOL”
Xenquility: "She's gone”
IIIII: "Fucking stupid bitch”
Eevee Reborn: "what happened”
mfgreth: "What the heck”
ARGdov: "what?”
ARGdov: "no shes still here for me?”
ADULT_LINK△: "why u so aggresive over the dum fangirl”
ADULT_LINK△: "yeesh”
otherLiam: "she’s a troll”
ADULT_LINK△: "like i get she's annoying you but like”
ARGdov: "dumb fangirls tend to do that topeople”
ADULT_LINK△: "still, we didnt get this hostile towards raven”
ARGdov: "um”
ADULT_LINK△: "at least, not this quickly”
ARGdov: "we sort of did? after awhile?”
mfgreth: "Wow”
mfgreth: "Tyler”
ARGdov: "like I literally told her to fuck off”
IIIII: "What”
Eevee Reborn: "Is she kicked or something?”
ARGdov: "granted I didnt call her a bitch but still”
mfgreth: "Banned”
ARGdov: "no shes still here, Im p sure”
otherLiam: "man i tried to give her the benefit of the doubt but she really did kinda reach that point real fast”
ARGdov: "@Erika_XP💚 testing”
Eevee Reborn: "OOF”
ADULT_LINK△: "she got kicked”
ARGdov: "oh ok”
ARGdov: "well”
ARGdov: "we did try and explain to her multiple times she was acting inappropirately but she refused to listen”
ARGdov: "so, even if we were pretty harsh on her overall the ban still seems deserved”
otherLiam: "just constantly pinging tyler and asking him weird shit”
ADULT_LINK△: "damn”
Eevee Reborn: "Wow, Tyler. Wow”
ADULT_LINK△: "fuckin brutal yall”
mfgreth: "Thats fucked up imo”
mfgreth: "I am not down with that”
otherLiam: "she referred to him as “my Tyler”.”
ARGdov: "and called him 'handsome'”
mfgreth: "Shes probably 12”
mfgreth: "Or 14”
ARGdov: "wait no she didnt but she said something close to that”
Eevee Reborn: "My tyler? Handsome? That BITCH”
otherLiam: "slinky is 13”
mfgreth: "What if she has some sort of spectrum disorder?”
otherLiam: "he doesnt act like that”
ADULT_LINK△: "she sounded older than 12/14”
ARGdov: "I was an obnoxious needy 14 year old and I wasnt this bad”
ARGdov: "you know”
ARGdov: "she may have been on the spectrum”
otherLiam: "what if she does? who cares? i hold people to the same standard of not being assholes.”
Eevee Reborn: "No, you've gotten badder”
ADULT_LINK△: "when i called her young she said something about who said she was young”
mfgreth: "I feel like yall are gonna do the usual fucking thing start speculating i was erika trolling like you did wolf”
mfgreth: "(Bs btw)”
mfgreth: "But im not cool with that”
mfgreth: "Im out.”
otherLiam: "that was mostly a joke”
ARGdov: "but even people on the spectrum can understand that when you're told "you should stop this" multiple times will usually stop”
ADULT_LINK△: "whys everyone bein so fuckin hostile tho jesus”
otherLiam: "wat”
ARGdov: "oh I dont think shes you”
ARGdov: "I mean”
ADULT_LINK△: "shes not mugen, she's just some random chick whos a bit odd”
Xenquility: "Wha-”
Xenquility: "Holy fuck”
ARGdov: "I dont think greths totally wrong tbh”
ADULT_LINK△: "aaaand greth left”
ARGdov: "Tyler got out of hand”
ADULT_LINK△: "goddamn it you guys who the fuck gave everyone angery pills”
ARGdov: "welp”
ARGdov: "wait shit”
/Mr. Circle\: "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANGERYYYYYYYYYYYY”
Xenquility: "Welp”
ARGdov: "...oh ok right other people are mods”
/Mr. Circle\: ":angery:”
Xenquility: "If they're a troll, they sure as hell succeeded”
/Mr. Circle\: "this emoji is massive??”
ADULT_LINK△: "emoji's are bigger when alone!”
ADULT_LINK△: ":notzelda:”
ADULT_LINK△: "i love it”
ADULT_LINK△: "makes gif ones easier to see”
IIIII: "So tonight”
IIIII: "is finally the end”
ARGdov: "I do think Tyler got out of hand and honestly I probably did too, but, also....yeah she needed to get banned.”
ARGdov: "the end?”
otherLiam: "The end?”
IIIII: "I hope you are excited”
/Mr. Circle\: "the end?”
ARGdov: ".....nope now Im nervous”
otherLiam: "arg ends in a rickroll”
IIIII: "I have been for years”
otherLiam: "is this real? We’re really ending it?”
ARGdov: "no way”
otherLiam: "the final death of the id’s”
ARGdov: "its not ending like this.”
otherLiam: "jk i’ll fuckin start something if it really is”
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8/31/19 - Chat with Moonman and GHOSTBABEL
moonman31 12:04 PM: ((A screenshot of a news article reporting that hurricane Helena is no longer headed towards Moonman’s location is posted))
moonman31 12:04 PM: "damn y'all”
Slinky stinks 12:05 PM: "is that good or bad”
moonman31 12:05 PM: "it moved away”
Jos 12:05 PM: "Yes,”
Slinky stinks 12:05 PM: "dont tell me the goddamn ritual worked on the AO timeline too lol”
moonman31 12:05 PM: "what”
Slinky stinks 12:06 PM: "its kinda hard to explain without breaking the 4th wall a little so lets leave it there”
moonman31 12:06 PM: "Y'all fuckin with magic again huh”
Jos 12:06 PM: "
we did a little ritual to the "sun", the counter of luna, as a joke to move the huricane away, and it worked? lol”
Jos 12:06 PM: "Just kidding”
Jos 12:06 PM: "how it is going”
moonman31 12:07 PM: "I mean good now that I won't get eaten by a giant storm”
Slinky stinks 12:07 PM: "yeah are you good n stuff”
Slinky stinks 12:07 PM: “well, thats nice to hear i guess”
Jos 12:07 PM: "that might be the fetish of someone outthere on the internet”
Slinky stinks 12:08 PM: "rule 34 my friend”
Slinky stinks 12:08 PM: "huricane rule 34”
Slinky stinks 12:08 PM: "imagine that actually exists”
Jos 12:08 PM: "well, seems like AO is pretty chill rn”
Jos 12:08 PM: "and jid is the same”
Slinky stinks 12:09 PM: "and the elegy didnt do that much of a thing apart of making moony see that thing (sorry again)”
ARGdov 12:09 PM: "tl;dr a friend of ours performed a ritual as a joke to redirect the hurricane”
ARGdov 12:09 PM: "Well”
ARGdov 12:09 PM: "I dunno if he was joking, he got a few other friends to do it too”
Slinky stinks 12:10 PM: "oh rigth”
Slinky stinks 12:10 PM: "we also did it”
Slinky stinks 12:10 PM: "so it kinda counts”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:10 PM: "sᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀs ɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇɴ, ᴛʜᴇ sᴜɴ's sᴏɴɢ?”
Slinky stinks 12:10 PM: "nope”
Jos 12:10 PM: "Helios song*”
Jos 12:10 PM: "but with images”
Jos 12:10 PM: "lol”
Slinky stinks 12:10 PM: "we invoked helios with something”
Slinky stinks 12:10 PM: "yeah lol”
Slinky stinks 12:10 PM: "imagine now we can use gods aswell lmao”
Slinky stinks 12:10 PM: "that would be rad ngl”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:11 PM: "sᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘʟᴀʏᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ sᴜɴ's sᴏɴɢ ᴍᴀɴᴜᴀʟʟʏ? ᴏʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅɪᴅ, ᴇssᴇɴᴛɪᴀʟʟʏ. ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘʀɪᴍɪᴛɪᴠɪsᴛ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ.”
Slinky stinks 12:11 PM: "no, we didnt play any songs”
Slinky stinks 12:11 PM: "a friend did a kinda ritual and told us to draw a image so it would make more effect”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:12 PM: "ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪss ᴍʏ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ. ᴇɪᴛʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴡᴇ'ʀᴇ ᴀꜰꜰᴇᴄᴛɪɴɢ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ sᴏʀᴛs ᴏꜰ ᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴs sᴏ ᴛᴏ sᴘᴇᴀᴋ.”
Slinky stinks 12:12 PM: "oh”
Slinky stinks 12:12 PM: "i dont know how to read sorry”
Jos 12:12 PM: "pff, songs are for casuals, manual is better…”
Jos 12:12 PM: "yeah”
moonman31 12:13 PM: "fuckin casuals”
moonman31 12:13 PM: "git gud like my ID boys”
Slinky stinks 12:13 PM: "songs are for normies reeeeeeeee”
Slinky stinks 12:13 PM: "so aprantly now if we do a ritual it may also work? or wtf does this mean lol”
Jos 12:14 PM: "The song of time fucked up AO on oyur time, the magic can also move the storm on your universe so we can affect stuff from here”
Jos 12:14 PM: "the thing is why, maybe because tyler is there?”
Jos 12:14 PM: "he is there and therefore that universe was affected”
Jos 12:14 PM: "as this universe was affected when he used to be in this one”
Slinky stinks 12:14 PM: "oh rigth”
Slinky stinks 12:14 PM: "bc he is our link”
Slinky stinks 12:14 PM: "ok it makes sense”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:15 PM: "ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ, ᴡʜᴏ ɪs ᴏᴜʀ ʟɪɴᴋ? ᴀʀᴇ ᴡᴇ ᴀʟʟ ʟɪɴᴋ?”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:15 PM: "ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴊᴏᴋᴇs.”
Jos 12:16 PM: "probably your tyler”
moonman31 12:16 PM: "oof”
Slinky stinks 12:16 PM: "lol”
Jos 12:16 PM: "from your universe, or someone else”
moonman31 12:16 PM: "that's some deeplore humor”
Jos 12:16 PM: "Hiiija!”
Jos 12:16 PM: "pot break sounds”
Slinky stinks 12:16 PM: "GNHA!”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:17 PM: "ɪ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇʀɴᴇᴛ.”
moonman31 12:17 PM: "can't really blame you lol”
moonman31 12:17 PM: "ok so”
moonman31 12:17 PM: "that is gud but”
moonman31 12:17 PM: "we are still kind of in a stalemate”
moonman31 12:17 PM: "plus now we have some new spooks about apparently so”
otherLiam 12:18 PM: "That’s true. Right now we’re sort of waiting on GB to get us into the subspace.”
Jos 12:18 PM: "I still wonder who is the AO with the alien mask”
otherLiam 12:18 PM: "As usual, we’re all dependent on his skills.”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:18 PM: "ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ, ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴇxᴀᴄᴛʟʏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴡ.”
Slinky stinks 12:18 PM: "yup”
otherLiam 12:19 PM: "Oh, awesome. Do you know how long it’ll take?”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:19 PM: "ᴡᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴏɴᴇ sᴍᴀʟʟ ᴘʀᴏʙʟᴇᴍ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʟ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ᴘʀᴏᴄᴇᴇᴅ.”
Slinky stinks 12:19 PM: "what problem…”
Jos 12:20 PM: "enemy eyes?”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:20 PM: "ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛ ʙᴇsᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀs ᴏꜰ ɴᴏᴡ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ'ᴍ sᴜʀᴇ ɪᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴀ ᴘᴀɴɪᴄ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴏʀʀʏ ᴀs ᴏꜰ ɴᴏᴡ.”
Slinky stinks 12:20 PM: "you lost the hat?”
otherLiam 12:20 PM: "well that’s unsettling”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:20 PM: "ɴᴏ.”
Slinky stinks 12:20 PM: "okay…”
otherLiam 12:20 PM: "but alright, handle your business. let us know if we can do anything to help.”
Slinky stinks 12:21 PM: "yup”
Slinky stinks 12:21 PM: “tho if its a very big problem you should tell us so we can solve it”
otherLiam 12:21 PM: "Is there anything we can do to prevent Nocta from doing whatever he did to Moonman to other people?”
Jos 12:22 PM: "I think the problem is telling us”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:22 PM: "ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsɪɴɢ ɴᴏᴛᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴ. ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ᴀssᴜʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴏᴠᴇ ꜰᴏʀᴡᴀʀᴅ. ɪɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇɴᴅ ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʀᴜsᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ɪɴᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴜᴀʟ ᴏᴜʀ ꜰɪɴᴀʟ ᴍᴏᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴀɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴜᴘ's ᴛʀᴜsᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ɪꜰ ɪᴛ ɪs sʜᴀʀᴇᴅ ɪ'ᴍ ᴀꜰʀᴀɪᴅ ᴀ ʀᴏɢᴜᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴘᴜʟʟ ᴀɴ ɪɴᴛᴇʀɴᴇᴛ ᴅᴇᴛᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ ꜰᴀᴍᴏᴜs sᴛᴜɴᴛ.”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:22 PM: "ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴅɪɴɢ sᴏ ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴄʜᴏᴏsᴇ.”
moonman31 12:24 PM: "lol”
moonman31 12:24 PM: "idk feels like a troll to me”
moonman31 12:24 PM: "i mean at least as far as making yall choose”
Slinky stinks 12:25 PM: "ummm”
Slinky stinks 12:25 PM: "who tho”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:25 PM: "ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴛᴀʙ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴘᴏʀɴʜᴜʙ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ᴏɴ.”
otherLiam 12:25 PM: "Nah, it makes sense. I’d be worried about us doing a headass move too.”
Mr t series good 12:25 PM: "im not even on pornhub rn”
Slinky stinks 12:25 PM: "ay i closed the tab 15 mins ago”
Slinky stinks 12:25 PM: "dont @ me”
moonman31 12:26 PM: "i was about to say”
moonman31 12:26 PM: "i don't think he was talking to me”
otherLiam 12:29 PM: "give thr info to Jos.”
Jos 12:29 PM: "o/”
otherLiam 12:29 PM: "we voted”
moonman31 12:29 PM: ":open_mouth:”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:29 PM: "ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜᴇɴ.”
Slinky stinks 12:30 PM: "\o/”
Mr t series good 12:30 PM: “ok”
ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 12:32 PM: "ɪᴛ ɪs ᴅᴏɴᴇ. ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇs.”
Slinky stinks 12:32 PM: "neat”
Jos 12:32 PM: "I know nothing tbh”
otherLiam 12:33 PM: "aight neat.”
moonman31 12:34 PM: "i don't really know what's going on tbh”
Slinky stinks 12:34 PM: "me neither”
Xenquility 12:34 PM: "No one has know what's been going on for the past four years”
Jos 12:34 PM: "I wish i knew”
Slinky stinks 12:34 PM: "well moonman how is that hurricane crisis going”
moonman31 12:34 PM: "same”
otherLiam 12:34 PM: "GB is being paranoid about our stupidity, that’s all.”
Slinky stinks 12:35 PM: "i think he should be”
otherLiam 12:35 PM: "Rightly so, yeah.”
Slinky stinks 12:35 PM: "lol”
Slinky stinks 12:35 PM: "well, any news about my fuck up?”
otherLiam 12:36 PM: "What do you mean? Like, “has anyone seen Tenebris lately”?”
Slinky stinks 12:36 PM: "yup”
moonman31 12:36 PM: ((A meme mocking the player Slinky is posted))
Slinky stinks 12:36 PM: "just that”
Slinky stinks 12:36 PM: “honestly, AO memes are better”
otherLiam 12:37 PM: "damn that’s cold”
otherLiam 12:37 PM: "and im not sure we’ll know the full extent of how bad you fucked up for a while.”
Slinky stinks 12:37 PM: "im gonna pull out the Alpha version of that meme”
moonman31 12:38 PM: "what”
Slinky stinks 12:38 PM: ((A meme mocking the player Slinky is posted))
moonman31 12:38 PM: "damn”
Xenquility 12:38 PM: "oh hey what a cool and original meme”
moonman31 12:38 PM: "tom and jerry is classic tho”
Slinky stinks 12:38 PM: "yeah tom and jerry is the best”
Xenquility 12:39 PM: "whoever made that must be extremely sexy”
Jos 12:39 PM: "ᛨᛆᛘᚾ”
Slinky stinks 12:39 PM: "jos with his runes s freaking me out”
Jos 12:39 PM: "ᛋᛚᛁᚾᚴᛦ᛫ ᛒᚮᚮᚮᚮ”
moonman31 12:39 PM: "damn cold xen”
moonman31 12:39 PM: "i saw that shit”
(...)
Xenquility 5:24 PM: "I'm still of the opinion none of that spellcasting stuff was canon”
ADULT_LINK 5:24 PM: "it does that”
Xenquility 5:24 PM: "I know what it does in the actual game”
Slinky stinks 5:24 PM: "wait is the MOON on ooc?”
ARGdov 5:25 PM: "You guys should probably be talking about this in ID”
Slinky stinks 5:25 PM: "or is it a normal moon”
Slinky stinks 5:25 PM: "yeah thats what i said”
mfgreth 10:31 PM: ((Greth posts a “thinking” emoji))
moonman31 10:34 PM: ((Moonman posts a “thinking” emoji))
moonman31 10:34 PM: wait”
moonman31 10:34 PM: mindfuck”
Slinky stinks 10:35 PM: "lol”
moonman31 10:35 PM: "is that actually greth”
mfgreth 10:35 PM: ")()()()(“
Slinky stinks 10:36 PM: "i guess he is”
moonman31 10:36 PM: "i thought you were evil”
Slinky stinks 10:36 PM: "wait”
mfgreth 10:36 PM: "i thought you were dead”
ADULT_LINK 10:36 PM: "why would greth be evil”
moonman31 10:36 PM: "i thought you guys said he turned evil”
Slinky stinks 10:36 PM: "mindfuck”
ADULT_LINK 10:36 PM: "i think that was some time shenannigan fuckyness?”
ADULT_LINK 10:36 PM: "¯\_(ツ)_/¯”
mfgreth 10:37 PM: ":okretard:”
moonman31 10:37 PM: "i actually never noticed him being here”
moonman31 10:37 PM: "isn't that like inherently a bad idea”
moonman31 10:37 PM: "it also fucks with me on so many levels”
Slinky stinks 10:37 PM: "this is a mindfuck lvl 600”
Wolfcat 10:38 PM: ":munky:”
Wolfcat 10:38 PM: “me rn”
Slinky stinks 10:38 PM: "UH OH”
ARGdov 10:38 PM: "Wait what”
mfgreth 10:38 PM: "awa”
moonman31 10:38 PM: "i mean but seriously”
ARGdov 10:38 PM: "Last we checked Greth had been posessed by Patrem”
Slinky stinks 10:38 PM: "yeah moony”
ARGdov 10:38 PM: "And he was travelling paralelos”
Slinky stinks 10:38 PM: "i feel you”
Slinky stinks 10:38 PM: "yeah”
Slinky stinks 10:38 PM: "this is ooc greth i think”
ARGdov 10:39 PM: "Although he may not know hes being controlled?”
Slinky stinks 10:39 PM: "its a big mindfuck”
mfgreth 10:39 PM: "big brain time”
moonman31 10:39 PM: "i want to meme but i'm freaked out”
ARGdov 10:39 PM: "This is weirdo”
mfgreth 10:40 PM: "perhaps you should all aggregate your thoughts”
Slinky stinks 10:40 PM: "moony this is more confusing to us”
moonman31 10:40 PM: "kasjf”
moonman31 10:40 PM: "what”
ARGdov 10:40 PM: "Perhaps we should”
ARGdov 10:40 PM: "I guess”
Wolfcat 10:40 PM: "very wyrd”
ARGdov 10:40 PM: "What does it mean”
Slinky stinks 10:40 PM: "Aggregation”
Slinky stinks 10:40 PM: "AGAIN”
ARGdov 10:40 PM: "@mfgreth who are you?”
mfgreth 10:40 PM: "I'm Greth, what?”
ARGdov 10:41 PM: "Are you “our” greth”
Wolfcat 10:41 PM: "are you ok arg”
ARGdov 10:41 PM: "Yes”
Slinky stinks 10:41 PM: "yes he is greth”
mfgreth 10:41 PM: "sometimes I wonder that”
Slinky stinks 10:41 PM: "but WICH greth”
mfgreth 10:41 PM: "I mean am I your Greth?”
mfgreth 10:41 PM: "or is your greth here now”
moonman31 10:41 PM: "you mean me fuck off with that”
ARGdov 10:41 PM: "Moonmans not from our timeline”
moonman31 10:41 PM: "yeah”
moonman31 10:41 PM: "you know what they meant”
ARGdov 10:42 PM: "So no hes not “our greth””
mfgreth 10:42 PM: "i said it was big brain time”
ADULT_LINK 10:42 PM: "im confused so”
ARGdov 10:42 PM: "I am wondering though”
ADULT_LINK 10:42 PM: "i'm gonna go back to playin diablo 3”
ARGdov 10:42 PM: "Ok guys”
Slinky stinks 10:42 PM: "Big brain time huh”
ARGdov 10:42 PM: "Remember when Tyler or whoever said things were about to get more complicated”
Slinky stinks 10:42 PM: "oh shit”
Slinky stinks 10:42 PM: "yeah”
mfgreth 10:42 PM: "ok you all are angry so let's have a candid conversation”
ARGdov 10:42 PM: "Thorin suggested a third timeline could be getting thrown into the mix”
ARGdov 10:42 PM: "Were not angry”
Slinky stinks 10:43 PM: "oh no”
ARGdov 10:43 PM: "Just confused?”
Slinky stinks 10:43 PM: "oh yeah”
ARGdov 10:43 PM: "Is “greth” ok?”
mfgreth 10:43 PM: "I am better than ever”
ARGdov 10:43 PM: "Do you remember the vlogs?”
mfgreth 10:43 PM: "yeah because I shot them”
ARGdov 10:43 PM: "The vlogs you made”
ARGdov 10:43 PM: "Ok”
Jos 10:43 PM: "Whats going on?”
ARGdov 10:43 PM: "Hmm”
ARGdov 10:43 PM: "Greth is talking”
Jos 10:44 PM: "Resume”
ARGdov 10:44 PM: "Its confusing”
mfgreth 10:44 PM: "honestly”
mfgreth 10:44 PM: "Everything is great.”
ARGdov 10:44 PM: "Theres that phrase again”
Jos 10:44 PM: "Wait if moonman os beta Greth”
moonman31 10:44 PM: "this stepford motherfucker”
ARGdov 10:44 PM: "Could mean something or nothing”
ADULT_LINK 10:44 PM: "wait hold up”
ADULT_LINK 10:44 PM: "i didnt suggets a third timeline”
Jos 10:44 PM: "Nocta?”
ARGdov 10:44 PM: "@mfgreth are you still in the timeline you originated from?”
ADULT_LINK 10:44 PM: "i said it'd be fucked if there was a third”
ADULT_LINK 10:44 PM: "nothing indicates that there is”
ARGdov 10:45 PM: "Same-same, really”
ARGdov 10:45 PM: "I mean”
ADULT_LINK 10:45 PM: "ehh”
ARGdov 10:45 PM: "Im just trying to figure this out”
mfgreth 10:45 PM: "timelines are pointless imo at this point but yeah”
ARGdov 10:45 PM: "Who this is”
mfgreth 10:45 PM: "I am Greth PRIME”
ADULT_LINK 10:45 PM: "its greth you dingdong”
mfgreth 10:45 PM: "or whatever”
ADULT_LINK 10:45 PM: ":P”
Jos 10:45 PM: "Aka nocta?”
ARGdov 10:45 PM: "So Im guessing hes our greth”
Slinky stinks 10:45 PM: "greth dont meme pls”
Slinky stinks 10:45 PM: "but if he is our greth”
ARGdov 10:45 PM: "Who probably has Patrem in there”
Slinky stinks 10:45 PM: "why is he no patt”
Slinky stinks 10:45 PM: "exactly”
ARGdov 10:46 PM: "Just lurking in the background”
ARGdov 10:46 PM: "Because patrem doesnt need to posess someoen full time”
Slinky stinks 10:46 PM: "just when he is asleep i guess”
ARGdov 10:46 PM: "He can just stick around in there head and when he takes over they blackout”
Slinky stinks 10:46 PM: "hmm”
Slinky stinks 10:46 PM: "still confusing af”
ARGdov 10:47 PM: "Not really but ok”
ARGdov 10:47 PM: "Think of it as Jekyll and Hydr”
Jos 10:47 PM: "Oue greth might be nocta”
ARGdov 10:47 PM: "*Hyde”
Jos 10:47 PM: "Be cautious.”
ARGdov 10:47 PM: "Wait what”
ARGdov 10:47 PM: "No nocta is Kevin”
Jos 10:47 PM: "If moonman os greth beta”
Jos 10:47 PM: "And greth vlogs got possesed by patrem?”
moonman31 10:48 PM: ":moony: :gun:”
moonman31 10:48 PM: “tbh”
ARGdov 10:48 PM: "God fuck I dont know”
ARGdov 10:48 PM: "This is bizarre”
ARGdov 10:48 PM: "I gotta go for a bit”
Wolfcat 10:48 PM: ":truth: :moony: :truth:”
mfgreth 10:48 PM: ((An image titled “meta.gif” is posted))
ARGdov 10:48 PM: "Aaaah”
ARGdov 10:48 PM: "Ill be back in a bit”
Jos 10:48 PM: "Well fuck”
Slinky stinks 10:48 PM: "oh KAY”
Jos 10:49 PM: "Moonman, send product please”
Jos 10:49 PM: "We need to evade ourselves from this chaos”
moonman31 10:49 PM: "oh ok”
Slinky stinks 10:49 PM: "moonman send your dealer”
moonman31 10:49 PM: ((Ascii art of marijuana is posted))
Jos 10:50 PM: "Perfect”
Slinky stinks 10:50 PM: "ah yes”
Jos 10:50 PM: ":cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud:”
Jos 10:50 PM: ":cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud: :cloud_lightning:”
Slinky stinks 10:50 PM: "D I G I T A L   W E E D”
Slinky stinks 10:50 PM: "hope babel does not get high”
Jos 10:50 PM: "Oh shit, so much smoke i made a ecosystem”
Slinky stinks 10:50 PM: "Josniverse”
Wolfcat 10:50 PM: ":wariowaggle:” 
Wolfcat 10:50 PM: “:cloud:”
Slinky stinks 10:51 PM: "ave you guys seen the gif greth sent”
Jos 10:51 PM: ((Jos reposts “meta.gif”))
Slinky stinks 10:51 PM: "he deleted it”
Slinky stinks 10:51 PM: "File name?”
Jos 10:51 PM: "Meta”
Slinky stinks 10:51 PM: "Of course”
Slinky stinks 10:51 PM: "this is kinda meta”
Jos 10:52 PM: "Ton”
Jos 10:52 PM: "Undertale confirmed”
Slinky stinks 10:52 PM: "na na NA NA”
Slinky stinks 10:52 PM: "you know the song”
Slinky stinks 10:52 PM: "okay, now talking about that gif”
Slinky stinks 10:52 PM: "you know what does it look like?”
Slinky stinks 10:52 PM: "just spitballing”
Jos 10:54 PM: "Probably”
Jos 10:54 PM: "Also offtopic:”
Jos 10:54 PM: "Who is more badass”
Jos 10:54 PM: "Scp foundation “
Jos 10:54 PM: "Or”
Jos 10:54 PM: "Windstorm ?”
moonman31 10:55 PM: "ok im out”
moonman31 10:55 PM: "my life has been weird enough lately”
moonman31 10:55 PM: "bbl”
Jos 10:55 PM: "Mm why?”
Slinky stinks 10:55 PM: "windstorm?”
Jos 10:55 PM: "Dont leave man”
Jos 10:55 PM: ":c”
moonman31 10:56 PM: "no im just logging off discord”
moonman31 10:56 PM: "sheesh”
Jos 10:56 PM: "Alright”
mfgreth 10:56 PM: "bye”
Jos 10:56 PM: "Be safe…”
Slinky stinks 10:56 PM: "take care g”
moonman31 10:56 PM: "FUCK OFF”
moonman31 10:56 PM: "not you guys other me ok”
moonman31 10:56 PM: "sayonara”
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