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the-firebird69 · 1 year

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My husband was making a joke about that s*** it gets away from Vader he says here how's you hit it grounds of controls hits it twice is there ensen you fire, so it's a wood service got that collect the energy and throw it back at you system but if we fire the far back so it says in Darth Vader's voice hit that damn thing as ordered it's firing back a different color it doesn't have that system and that's what stan is like. But usually they're attacking each other and they go easy.

For real it's brewing right now and they don't know what to do they can't get into the hole so they're trying tunnels and now they're blocking the tunnel entrances and they're in trouble so looking for other tunnel entrances

Still going on for a couple hours. In a moment they might pull back trying to think of what to do. They're actually turning to quite the spazzrs.

You see three things heating up the upper Midwest they're trying to take stuff from anyone and usually it's for Mac he says no

Other areas like the Midwest are trying to and the whole perimeter and for ships

I'm going to sites where ships were said to be and I'm trying to figure out how to get them out

It's a huge War shortly that's going to start momentarily

Hera

Zues

We hear them chirping and talking and yelling at each other a little it's working and our plans working we're moving out and we're getting stuff done and things here will change as a scene from the photo it's horrible just not a building around that's not horribly ruined. And there's something else to talk to but really we're not building a hotel that's a storage site it's not ours and they didn't allow anybody to fix the towers even though they're condemned and it's illegal what they're doing you can't leave condemned buildings up. The national guard has not been called and they're not down here and they didn't like the idea. And they're part of the problem now and we didn't get to have a Hard knock kicker 5150 party.

Thor Freya

I called for a they don't call them rallies it's a meet. And it's not bike week or anything you don't have that out there they have Harley-Davidson bike week and choppers so we are having a meet and it's in Oregon so far I've got about 50 people and it's for this weekend Saturday and we're going to try it and see how it goes we're going to have a bike weekend and it's like bike week and it will be a place and there is a place for Hard knock kicker 5150 and it is not San Diego it's not la it's not saying Francisco and it's not the Sacramento area scenario. It's an area my husband was near it's like El Monte it's nearby and he went to a few places there like that Texas style bar they did a big line dancing thing that's a hard knock kicker 5150 bar actually was founded by the group that was building them there and it is nestled between San Bernardino and the low desert and it is a city and it's kind of rural but that's what it's like and that's what they like and they ride from destination to destination and that's where Harley-Davidson started it wasn't all this humongous get togethers it was a fun weekend to drive and a ride and that's what we're going to try and set up for this weekend too and that's where they were founded and there's probably not a ton of them out there but we do want to bring a bunch of bikes and try and get the original singer to sing and perform and we will have a poker run and we'll have several from saloon to saloon and you have a couple hours each run and really that's like five places within 10 miles or so it's not that far and people just have a relaxing time and prizes and games and a band and more nighttime entertainment and 5150 it's like hog they have all sorts of their own games and they're different like the bean bag game cornhole that's one of theirs and they like darts a lot and they love the new dart boards my husband came up with and they play those all the time so they don't kill anybody. But seriously it's true these are games they play and games they love and we are going to have those as contest games for the new bikes and we're going to have the bikes around display and we're going to have some hard knock kicker 5150 girls and and bikinis and that's how they do it Harley doesn't have a full bikinis no they do and they're going to be doing and they will be serving drinks real drinks too mixed drinks and we're going to have that out there and we're going to try and contact the the eateries and we will supply them with a ton of stuff for free and it's a promotional and they are aware of it.

Hera Zues

We are all for this happening and we're all for them doing it next weekend is not a great weekend if they mean this weekend it's memorial Day so they're thinking about it. A lot of these guys are loners it says we'll do it July 4th but on this weekend we're going to have memorial Day rides and a big one to DC if they can get in as an excuse. And Biden says oh wonderful. I don't think you get that many that was sort of see the idea and they do that memorial Day Harley-Davidson has one and usually it's Mac and our son and daughter say that there's some symbology you put A POW flag on the people in front and the people at the back of the group of Hard knock kicker 5150 and there's some ballsy for The matrix and he wants them to do it and we're going to provide the rides and a lot of gear and flags and banners and only if you promise to be good and peaceful and we'll say that too just like the Catholic Church and I'll be damned but they're responding positive way so I'm going to put that together for memorial Day and we're going to get in touch with the mac and the Harley-Davidson people and he says that sounds fine to me but you're behind us. And that's what he said and they have to agree with it and so far two of them said yes and three and four and yeah the most ornery ones MPG too and his sister wife. And now Brad's wife after Brad and Jenna and other students really going to work out nice and it's horrible but it really needs to be memorialized and he wants them to haul in a temporary memorial. He wants to put it there as temporary and try and get a temporary permit and Mac will help and see if the guys like her son on my husband's design he's not my son he's my husband and he keeps saying that it's true that Mom is VP so he'll look at that damn it

Hera

Well I was talking about and she took over again he's got a great idea for her memorial and he wants to make it permanent and it has to do with the matrix a little bit and I have a different idea but it's part of his he wants to make a wall with out of people's names via the sun and a daughter or a husband and wife or a single person and the person would be shown on the outside but if it doesn't have a wife or husband to be an empty spot on the inside and it would be a dome like the one in The matrix they like that idea better he's chuckling cuz it'll look like an igloo and it will but everybody will bring one and the saddle bag or a backpack I'm going to make them not too big he wants to you to remember the problem and they get it so you can't really trust you to make the blocks right and it's going to be first come first place you have to put it where you want if you get there and in order of how you get there is how you want to put it there I will have a computer and it'll be like picking seats at the movie theater of course it's a horrible thing and we'll have to put a foundation in they don't want to just put it somewhere you have to tell him how big and where and it'll be waterproof and water type and we will make sure and we'll see it seal it the blocks will be like 8 inch by 4 inch by 4 inch and it will be a safe place if you need to run to it and there will be some windows on the lower part and up in the very top we're going to make a metal ring with a symbol and I'm going to put my suggestion in and we'll draw it up and going to make sure it looks like the bunker from The matrix and not a oven or dome or something weird and it won't be that time cuz inside we're going to put a walkway it looks the same and we'll have things from the movie like the Jager if you guys built and how it progressed and her son's involvement we might have a model there full size models as well as statues and pictograms and I'm going to have a movies and everything it's going to be a big dome it's going to be a building I'll be rooms in it for meetings and things so we might get this going right now so he's asking his grandpa to meet with us and the morlock reps. Just saying yes and if they can't make it there we're going to do a video conference and the president Mike said he doesn't like to meet with people in person that much because it's a hassle with security and groups banging around so we're going to go ahead and see where they have a site and it'll be a special place. We got pushed out and he gets it so I'm going to think about this and the range of meeting we're going to get the design together I'm going to call and have a meeting to introduce the idea to the morlock and then we'll have the president meeting and we're going to try and schedule that today

Thor Freya

PGA says he needs $375, 000 Vengeful Ones Hard knock kicker 5150

Brad wants 400,000 vengeful ones

Trump's grandson wants $700,000 vengeful ones

Trump wants 200,000 vengeful ones

Dan wants 300,000 eventual ones vengeful ones

Jenna wants 300,000 Pagsta and fistful of Dollars but paxter and she says you're crazy and since I want those so I'm going to do it I do get that

Brads wife Miley Cyrus and she's really Madonna wants 700,000 fistful of Dollars Pagsta

Trump's grandson's wife wants $800,000 fistful of Dollars Pagsta special edition please and these are all going to be special edition and with the memorial run insignia in gold plate on the gearbox and other locations and with our eagles and he's going to do the same thing

The Jenna wants more $800,000 more so we're asking you to finalize and try and keep in mind how to get there and if we run out of block we're going to put up a wall the smaller blocks they're like brakes and you'll have to put it in so please put it in correctly. And we're going to do the finishes inside and there will be other things so we're going to ask you guys if you want to bring that are standard and something is aren't and our son and daughter say that you need to put in your own artwork and we came up with a robot idea and then roll out for the matrix but your art would be in there and for people to look at and for you to write your stuff in and they agree.

Ellie wants 200,000 more and her nephew says to come up with a final number and if you want to add more later you can call up and give a new final number so she says 1.3 million is that your final number and she says probably not okay then we'll start making them now after we send you a proof they're all going to be the same though but you have to pick colors and she says that's terrific and Hera says the colors are very different but there are some differences good

John Gallagher wants 400,000 and his wife wants $400,000 bagster but he wants to have the Hard knock kicker 5150 says they're faster and beefier and they are a little bit yes

And is request that the fistful of Dollars be the chopper version and we are going to do that and will send it out for each of you to look at and Trump's wife

Sarah wants $800,000 to start and we're going to wait for the proof she says and they're waiting for his proof and several different colors and they're going to send them in and it's for different ranks and if you organize in the bike riders in rank and Mac is starting to like it and we're going to have jackets with it and and pants leather with the group and each of you have different group and it's a no way this how it goes they're going to organize how it goes in the parade they're going to have the parade stuff and Harley-Davidson guys are impressed it's coming together fast at least the concept and usually take some forever.

BG wants 700 million eventful ones and we don't think it'll fit in there so you want several million and we're going to go and start making those once you send the proof and she wants several million of The bagster

Stan wants 200 million so we considered 2 million because those are the real numbers and we'll make the rest of them as an order and he says no I want 2 million and yeah they were donating them and says you're not she says we are trying to say stuff and he says good and we're going to send the proof the proofs or images for the different colors and ranks and stations and you kind of have to make it up now we suggest what it is

Sherry Stan's wife wants 300 million well really 3 million and wants to proofs right now and that's of the pagster and I'm going to send it over and I will send over the garb and everything else too and she says terrific and she wants the flags that go on the bikes and the stands and everything and everybody will see that too and it's a good idea and country flags and she said America of course but that's stupid are we everyone

We're getting going on this idea it's a memorial but it's a real building and the real building is going to be supported on the inside and it will be a frame system and the memorial blocks will be actually on the inside of the structure and it'll be placed up there by yourselves he says we don't want workers doing that and they agree but we have a system with the machine and a frame something that holds them in place and we're going to use that and lifts and people will be going up all day long...

I'm going to have a competition and we're going to submit ours as a memorial building and we're donating the money for it and materials whatever it is and that's our submission and his submission for outdoors is a wall it's like these smaller bricks and they fit one or two people and also a stream that runs by the whole facility it's a real stream and you come there and you put a rose petal in if you want to and people are a little sad about it that's what should happen if you build the dome he wants to see his family in there and she wants hers in there. And they say we can put them on the wall so they're your people so they go in the dome and we get that. Well they're not actually more like so I guess they could go on the wall and get honorable mentioned but really the mutants so the walls okay I don't have money for the big block. And really we're donating it but you see what I'm saying the wall can be continuous and people can buy bricks for it for quite a while and when you run out of space we'll dig out the dirt behind it and put a second wall in and a third wall to make a path eventually they'll be his big walls of pass all over the place because that's what happens when you lose your army they like it but hate it

Thor Freya

This is what they're submitting they're trying to remind people of The matrix I have several ideas and it's to put the bank lobby as a memorial building and the whole obvious pretty big and he says lobby is not that big no but it's big it's like 30 ft by 80 ft and it's actually true it's not a big building but it can be an ancillary building and he says it can be a lobby so it doesn't look like a damned igloo and I agree with him he says it's a good idea cuz he wants it looks like a dome and people think it's a nuclear plant and weird stuff so I see what you're saying it's going to be hard to say but they're going to walk like the lobby and we can put Martyrs on the way in on where the elevators go I'm certainly seeing something we want to actually do this it might be too hard because clothes don't want to sit all and what he says is we're going to put the block online and you order the block and we verify who they are and we send you a certificate that it's being made and we send you the block and we'll see what the clones do but all sorts of people going to do it until there's enough lock to build it then we have to say we're going to the brick and to pay responsibility but pavers wear off and I don't like that idea. So we're going to proceed and it says there is a way to do it but you put it underneath I'm like a clear paver type and so I do understand that and we could do that too so that would be afterwards. But he says in the numbers of people that are going to go you could get support for it and it might have to be after memorial Day but we're going to shoot for her memorial Day it's really when the ride is and it's only 3 or 4 days away so we're going to have a meeting real quick right now and we're going to meet with other people and get back to my husband's

Hera

Thank you for the gift we know it's to sell bikes but we do need that kind of thing and people want the bikes who aren't us because thei memorabilia and these bikes will be special because your memorial about people that they supposedly hate. And really it's like a memento to their plan and stuff and we can hear it it's a great idea

Brad

Camilla wants 450,000 but she might increase it later and he always changes my words to make them more accurate like Arnie is to it's aggravating I said it might up it later it says this game it's gambling slang and it sounds like Arnie again who taught him a lot of stuff in life to do this and soon from memorial Day the guy's not a Mac did you got to go to the max so because you're a Mac and he's like I'm not a Mac well Tommy can't go I'm not Tommy f. And we know who he is he wants a million it's not Brad so we going to do that it says it's going to be a lot of block it's like this huge dome and I'm going to be a ball if you don't and put things but you put like a clear coat on it it's not a clear coat it's like the glass you walk on and it doesn't really scrape up that much and you can fix it but into that in places he says there's one that doesn't wear and it's very hard and we do have that too this is my concrete block stuff and it's supposed to give people the idea so they're going ahead and getting going

Zues

I was helping but okay and that's mom's way of saying terrific the quean would admirer it

Mac Daddy has approved the ride they go behind the Max and the Harleys they'll be flags they'll be pow flags that's going to be flags that represent the matrix and certain garb and ribbons that represent what's happening and they all want to get into on it so we're going to send it over to hog and that's Mac

Hera

Going to call the peace ride no it's a memorial Day ride and we're going to get it done instead I'm not biting on that one

Mac

And I do sponsor that monument it's really a building and we need to get going on the design right away and we need to build it the foundation and the entryway in the shell and they said they could build it real quick we just have to get the design and location and have them all out to prove it first they have to look at it and they have to prove it so we're going to make a model and that this is Thor Freya with the last phrase and we're going to send it over to them and their meeting place and plans and everything we're going to get ready for tonight sometime and yeah they scan the model of course and we will have a landscape layout too and some of the presentation ideas we have and we actually have models already and their statuettes and they have them too but they smell they said they can use them and cast them and they'd rather do that we're going to send hours and they can always cast theirs it's just for a presentation and we're going ahead with it now

Thor Freya

We like this idea it is good and we're going ahead with it but I'm going to get my bikes together and we're going to join the ride too we're going to be in there and that's more lock I think we have characters that can do it Jen is thought to be one and Katya and some others and it kind of going after them and they're getting beat up and the same not us you idiot.

Freya

Wete going ahead now and doing this

Olympus

I'm setting up a donation and we think the building will cost about $4 billion dollars and people saying no it probably cost about $100 million and our son is donating 50 million and his sons and daughter in laws and daughters and we're all going to pitch in they said I'm going to divvy it up and that's for the building and surrounding grounds

Zues Hera

We're going to donate to and we're going to purchase the block each block and he's going to make an optional and we get that and he wants mac to donate some of his money and Max says you're nuts I'm not doing that he thinks about it it says it has to be used and it will go somewhere into the bag of ours and we're going to prove that idea and Hera is going to pitch in too and they have somebody on their own and it won't be all his 50 million but it's going to be probably like 5 or 10 million of his it's usually this big fella and she'll be 5 million and they'll follow suit

Once everybody to remember he wants everyone to remember that Putin is Tommy F and is firing on them and he's using the matrix to get them here to be sacrificed and people have no choice planetoids are holding everyone hostage with large fleets of his he still has and threats from below and it's very important to get this done and to be humble and to be peaceful in making it and took to ask friends and others for help and to ask foreigners for help and ask foreign minorities if they want to be a part of it and further down in the parade and they agreed this is a good idea and our son says he wants to have Max as an escort with Harleys no police to show the job was with the morlock before Tommy F came along and they agree

Thor Freya

We are saying stuff finally and we approve this idea and it's going to go forwards and the escorts are for safety for both of them and shows the max support and what they have done for a long time against Tommy f with them

Olympus

Oh God this is terrible I feel horrible I'm going to go ahead and do it and hopefully it'll do something because this is terrible and we're going to build this place and I mean fast as soon as they approve it we're going to build it for them I used to do that all the time and build it with them they'll do dirty Jobs and we're saying the dirty job part of it is to bring the block and they're saying that's terrific it's double wind and it's going to be a safe place it will be and debris and stuff won't penetrate it and your leaders can run to it if there's no place else to go it is a place for you to go for a moment for peace

Mac daddy

Would like to design we want some tunnels they can be open so debris won't hit us and it showed up in Cloverfield it's not the real tunnel when it's how he survived I'm starting to get what we're saying

Tommy Allen

We should probably let his family do it but she said she's going to handle it and ken is going to handle the other end

Jenna

We have a lot of people we lost and we're going to get these block and they hear there might be a list and it says why don't you just get on the list and I will you're not going to be much each it doesn't cost much to make them and they're going to emboss the outside so it doesn't weather and he's thinking about it again just going to be no outside to it so it's just going to be on one side but this room for two names for one and we do see or a small writing for a few it depends and they're going to have a design I'm going to head and I'm going to submit my and it will be brass inlays and that's a lot of brass okay I'm saying it it might pick how it goes and that's up to us

Trump

You have to do it by rank higher ups go way up there and he says usually they're the first to be seen on the way in and the memorial is up to today or really it's up to memorial Day but they'll be special plaques and things I think you should do like at the entrance after you get inside then it will show your latest heroism and I appreciate that it says Trump is one of them but he's living so you put it in his living still

Trump

We're going to do this we're going to offer our own designs and yeah for the whole thing too and we do have a better one that would kind of looks like some sort of bread of it or something it's trying to think of the matrix and it's only a few scenes and you don't really want to be in The matrix but I do see what he's saying it's kind of hard to say but a bunker doesn't have to be shaped like a dome but that's our our portion that's what we have in the future and I do see the difference so I'm going to think about it but he says it's good cuz it might not be the best because it's from kind of his logical thought and I get that

Dan it's his thoughts not ours even though he's so mutant is quite different it's like the other guys but it's way out there and it's human

We're going to start this right now and have meetings and we're going to all do It All conference until someone asked to meet and we get that too

Olympus

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sleepygamerotaku · 2 years

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long ass vent i don't now what tws to tag it with so read at your risk

sorry for not posting literally all day i over slept this morning and was late to school. In 5th hour i almost strangled a guy and had a panic attack because of him. i have barely eaten all day and i feel overwhelmed by everything at this point my anxiety has been through the roof lately and I have a shit ton of school work that i don't have finished and i have two F's in my classes (math and geography/social studies who would've thought) i genuinely can't remember the last time i decent night of sleep and i feel tired all day but have so much energy when it's nighttime and i could be using this energy to do my school work bUT IT'S NIGHT TIME RIGHT NOW- it's midnight I can't exactly do my school work now it's dark and i can't have my Chromebook on because it's too late i would get in trouble and there isn't enough light to do my paper assignments without using a light and waking everyone up. i have an assignment due TODAY TECHNICALLY AND I CAN'T WORK ON IT DURING CLASS AND IT WILL BE COUNTED MISSING AFTER 9 PM I PROBABLY WON'T BE ABLE TO FINISH IT IN TIME BECAUSE MY BROTHER NEEDS TO HELP ME WITH IT OR I WON'T EVEN GET ANYTHING DONE-

and if that wasn't stressful enough all of the assignments i try to complete end up being half-assed and don't have any effort and because it isn't good enough i have an existential crisis over it because it isn't exactly how i envisioned it. nothing i ever do is sufficient by anyone's standards and nowhere close to my own. i want to shut myself out from everyone and just wallow in my self pity. i feel undeserving of any and all form of attention and at this point i feel like everything would be better off if i burst into flames and never existed to begin with

i hate myself and everything i do and say and think this world is stupid and i only ever find comfort in characters who aren't real and wouldn't even care about me if they where. it's almost the second semester and i'm probably going have three f's because i'm slowly failing science too

it's not just my school work either. i used to love writing for people i have so many fanfics that aren't anywhere close to being done i haven't been able to complete my drawings in months my mom is constantly wanting me to draw her things but i never get to them and i just never have the energy to do anything anymore

my mod and dad fought so much and now their getting a divorce soon so I'll be stuck with my mom who I don't feel entirely safe with but it wouldn't be any better with my dad because hed been getting physically and verbally violent not only to my mom but me and my brother too. my brother pisses me off and i wish i could run away i'm tired of witnessing my familys constent bickering i haven't spoke with my dad in months either and i'm scared he's just going to suddenly show up again

i've been struggling to be active and i feel like i'm only gaining weight that i'm trying to lose. i don't want to eat anymore and at this point my stretch marks are mocking me. my thighs are fat and ugly and my chest is too big. my cheeks are too chubby my freckles look stupid and i'm sick of seeing nothing but eyebags and acne and ugliness when i look in the mirror i'm just so tired of everything

i don't want to admit it but i need help with everything but i just can't seem to find the strength to ask for it. it just seems like everything is falling apart all around me and i don't know what to do anymore

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quillsandtypos · 3 years

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Nighttime Confidence

Summary: reader and the band are having a sleepover in Julie's studio and the late hours are starting to get to the reader

Pairings: luke patterson x reader

Words: 1.9k

Warnings: lil bit of cussing and tickling and the reader doing a minorly dangerous stunt

"Oh my god I'm gonna fucking die," you groaned.

Luke pretended to be hurt. "Do you really not trust me that much?"

"Yes!"

"Maybe I'll just drop you on purpose," he offered.

"Don't you dare," you said, backing up a couple steps.

He grinned at you and pulled you back, "Trust me you're gonna be fine," he assured you.

It wasn’t that you didn’t trust him, you just didn’t trust that you were going to land on his shoulders, without breaking anything.

But your worries began to fade into more of an anticipation as your friends watched you with excited looks on their faces. Besides, you were doing it in front of a couch for a reason, right?

“Okay, I’ll do it,” you reluctantly agreed.

“Yes!” cried Reggie.

Julie just facepalmed, “I’m not sure if it would be better to watch or just look away.”

“Julie, you gotta watch, you’re the only alive person here who could save me,” you realized.

“Like I was gonna let this happen without recording it anyways,” she scoffed.

You shrugged, ”Fair enough.”

“Alright y/n you ready?” Luke asked, squatting lower to the ground.

You didn’t know if it was the fact that it was three am, or that the coffee was kicking in, or if your boyfriend's confident energy was contagious, but suddenly you felt like you could conquer anything. “I don’t know, are you ready Patterson?”

He quickly yet slyly winked at you before motioning to jump.

“Ready, set, GO!” Reggie yelled like a car girl in nascar.

You took off at a bit of a run before attempting to bounce off the pillows and onto Luke’s shoulders. As you soared through the air for a moment you could’ve sworn you heard Alex yell ‘I can’t watch this!’. But only seconds later you came in a rather harsh contact with the couch.

You groaned, but quickly got up so as to not worry any of your band mates.

“Y/n are you okay?” Alex worried.

“Yes Alex I’m fine, really, that’s why we put the couch there,” you giggled.

“How many fingers am I holding up?” Luke asked.

“Technically none since usually that theory only applies to living people, but you’re holding up three,” you concluded.

Reggie couldn’t help but laugh. “Yeah, I think she’s fine.”

Luke smirked at you. “Maybe a little too fine.”

“What is that supposed to mean beanie boy?” you teased back. You were getting used to your so-called midnight confidence.

“Oh so that’s how you wanna play it?” he asked, arching an eyebrow.

“I’ve been playing it, it just took you a while to catch up,” you taunted. Julie snorted and gasped before slapping her hand over her mouth.

As your eyes went back to Luke, you realized your first mistake was taking your focus off of him considering he was running right at you. You yelped before vaulting the couch.

You now had it separating the two of you.

“Come on y/n which way you wanna go?” he sang.

The look he was giving made you want to melt into a puddle of embarrassed goop but that was not a realistic solution, so you would have to come up with something a little more tangible.

You looked around the area to scan for something helpful, the instruments were put away; the other three were on the other side of the room, and had not bothered to get up from the floor to watch, and the studio doors were shut.

Luke recognized your analyzing face. “You can’t outrun me, I’m a ghost remember?”

Your nighttime confidence had a second wave. “No, but I can try.” You vaulted back over the couch and went running as fast as you could in the opposite direction of Luke. You made it about five steps until you felt his hands wrap around your midsection. Another yelp escaped your lips.

He quickly threw you over his shoulder, not unlike a sack of potatoes.

You tried to sound angry but you couldn’t stop laughing for the life of you. “Put me down!” you insisted.

Luke pretended he couldn’t hear you, but suddenly you got an idea. You stretched downwards to taser his sides. The minute you did he nearly dropped you, but he managed to muffle his laughter.

“Now that’s just dirty,” Luke commented.

“Says the one holding me like a potato sack, asshole” you quipped.

“She’s got a point with that one,” Julie chirped up.

Luke pretended to scowl at her but she just stuck her tongue out at him.

Luke finally put you back down on the ground.

“Thank you?” You were highly suspicious that he gave up that easily, and from the looks on your bandmates faces it looked like they didn’t believe him either.

“You’re welcome,” he said innocently, but his wide mouthed grin showed an ulterior motive; though you weren’t quite sure what that was yet.

You cautiously moved back to the rest of your friends. You didn’t take your eyes off of him until you were safely planted in between Reggie and Julie.

“So if Luke promises not to attack anyone, do you guys wanna watch a movie?” Julie suggested, and threw him a fake glare.

“All of you guys were clearly entertained by that, so you can’t even pretend to be mad at me,” Luke concluded.

“No, I’m pretty sure that was just you,” Alex retorted.

“And I’m pretty sure we can,” Julie accidentally finished.

Luke held his hands up in surrender, realizing he was very outnumbered. “Alright, you’ve proved your point.”

“So movie night?” Reggie asked.

“Definitely, but what do we want to watch?” Julie wondered aloud.

“Can I vote for Star wars?” Reggie hinted.

“That’s fair, anybody else have any ideas?” she asked.

“Oh, we could watch an animated disney movie?” Alex suggested.

“Which one, isn’t there like a shit ton of them?” Luke looked to you and Julie for help.

“Yeah, they have a lot,” you confirmed.

“So either disney or star wars?” Alex echoed.

“Technically they are both disney since disney owns star wars now,” you pointed out.

“They what now?” Reggie gasped.

Alex and Luke exchanged a nervous glance.

“Oh, sorry, yeah they bought them out in 2012,” you explained.

“Well now we gotta watch a star wars movie to see if they’re even good anymore!” Reggie exclaimed.

Julie scrunched up her eyebrows before agreeing. “Alright, Star Wars movie it is, I guess.”

Soon enough you were all scattered across the studio floor in a big pile of blankets and pillows, as the Rise of Skywalker played on the 'hologram projector'. Who would’ve thought that movie night was the real use of it?

Reggie seemed to be enjoying himself. It did take a little bit of explaining and some googling to get him caught up on the twenty five years that he missed, but he seemed to be fully engrossed in the movie.

Julie had never seen any Star Wars movies, so she was a little lost at first, but she seemed to really like the characters. Alex was half asleep near Reggie, it seemed like he was enjoying the movie, but the drummer was obviously very tired. Luke was propped up against the back of the couch, and you were sitting next to Julie.

You looked back at him to exchange a quick glance before turning back to the movie. You saw Julie watch you with an amused look in her eyes.

“What?” you softly asked.

“Go!” Julie whisper yelled to you.

“What?” you whispered.

“Go sit with your boyfriend.” She motioned back at him.

“No, I told you I was going to sit with you,” you insisted.

She narrowed her eyes. “Then why are you making googly eyes at him?” she asked.

You pulled your jaw back up. “I was not!” you defended.

Julie grinned, “Trust me, I think I can manage by myself up here, go back with him.”

“I’m not just gonna abandon you like that,” you argued.

“Y/n I love you, but so help me if you don’t go sit with him you are going to end up as a ghost really soon,” Julie threatened.

Not really wanting the wrath of Julie upon you, you picked up your blanket to move beside Luke.

“Hey princess,” he greeted you.

“Hi handsome.” You placed your head on his shoulder.

“You wanna know something y/n?” Luke asked.

“Mmm hmm, what’s that?”

“Reggie already watched this movie, he just wanted to watch it again because you seemed to like it,” Luke divulged.

You furrowed your brows. “You’re kidding right?”

“Nope, he binged all of them the second he heard there were more.”

“Wow, we must be really good friends if he’s willing to give up the first trilogy for me,” you commented. While it was intended as a joke, it didn’t mean you didn’t see the sentiment behind it.

“We all love you, you know that. And you love us,” he whispered.

“That’s true, and most especially you.” You placed a quick kiss on his lips but even the small moment gave you a warm feeling through your body.

“Hey y/n?” he asked.

“Yeah?”

“Do you remember earlier?”

You thought for a moment about what the hell he could be talking about until you saw the devilish smirk on his face, and you realized that you had yet again made a mistake.

Before you could make a move to get away he had already pulled you on top of him.

He pulled your shirt up slightly.

“Don’t you dare tickle me,” you threatened.

“I mean I wasn’t going to do that, but now that you mention it.” As he trailed off you felt a hand start to glide across your stomach and your breath hitched in your throat.

“I whihll khihhill yhohhuhu,” you giggled out. You were trying to be as quiet as possible so you wouldn’t wake Alex.

“You do know I’m a ghost, right?” he reminded you.

You choose not to answer that one in favor of holding your mouth shut so your laughter would stay in.

“You know what ghosts are really good at though-” he paused; you were absolutely certain you could hear his smile.

“Ghosting.”

You felt his fingertips lightly make contact with your hip bones. You tried to squirm away but Luke was strong, and he had a good hold on you. But when you felt his hands start to glide across your hips, you grew desperate enough that you managed to roll off of him.

He looked rather smug at your giggly smile as you laid on the floor.

“I hate you,” you breathed out.

Luke almost let out a loud laugh at that one. “As tempting as it probably is, no you don’t.”

“No, no I don’t,” you admitted with a sparkle in your eyes.

You crawled up to him again. “Because I will always love you.”

He looked into your eyes with a serious demeanor. “I love you too, always.”

“Good, so we both agree that we’re stuck with each other,” you joked.

Luke placed his head on your shoulder. “Forever and ever y/l/n.”

You rested yours against his. “Forever and ever Patterson.”

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hi pocket! moth here, and as promised, i'm giving you word after word after word after word....

i got cicada to type some stuff down too since he also wanted to send something to you in congratulations!! <3 <3

----moth

congratulations on 6k! you're really rad and i genuinely think that you deserve all this support and love, it's just really nice to see that you've progressed so quickly and smoothly! you've put a ton of effort into things your write, your events, everything! your interactions with your anons are just so nice, and that's all because you're an amazing person!

when i joined the genshin fandom, you were one of the first blogs that i had run into, and that's pretty neat. at first, i didn't follow you, since i wasn't really used to your writing. but as i kept on encountering your works, i eventually grew accustomed to it- and i like your writing style! v swag :)

your oc, toxin, is just- perfection. i like the whole background thing, powers, but the fic i liked the most was the one where toxin attempts to poison you. my imagination can just run wild from there, picturing out what the character did after running out to go after toxin, but for zhongli's case how he took care of you + what he did after.

you, pocket, are a wonderful person- if you receive hate, you don't deserve it! 6000 seems like a large accomplishment, and it must've felt really nice to hit that number. a great person like you deserves the world, but the world may not deserve you. your presence alone on tumblr is practically a blessing, and i'm grateful for everything that you've wrote! not only that, but you've helped me become bolder and interact off anon. i think that's pretty neat, genuinely.

i'm sure many others think the same: ilysm(/p) pocket! even if i fall out of the genshin fandom(which i most likely won't bc of XIAOOOOOOOOOOOO <3 <3 <3 <3), i'll still revisit your blog. reading over your works always makes me crack a smile, whether it's angsty or not. your ability to write is amazing, and some of your works had even inspired a few of mine!

a collab with a person like you is like a dream come true. i look forwards to future interactions, and hopefully they're all positive! i support you no matter what, and you can't change that, hehe.

-your local xiao simp,

moth.

----cicada

hello, i believe you've never interacted or heard of me before? i go by cicada online, a friend that appears on moth's blog every now and then. they told me about your 6k followers, and i think that's pretty neat. to be honest when you told moth that you'd do a collab with them i was happy they chose you, since you're a really good person. pocket, thank you so much for everything you've done for me, moth, all of us- i cannot express my gratitude towards you, and i am proud of that because i can usually express my gratitude to others within words. however, since my gratitude towards you is off the charts, i cannot form it in words. regarding the collab, i will attempt to help moth with angst, however my help might not be needed. i thank you deeply, for fueling my everyday energy to get up. reading through your works gives me so much serotonin, and i appreciate that greatly. have a good day or night, perhaps afternoon, mx. pocket.

-cicada.

----any last words before we go sleep?

moth - ily, pocket! /p

cicada - thank you, congratulations. (note: get your well deserved rest, pocket.)

----goodnight, good morning, good afternoon wherever you are ! !

ok so like i genuinely started crying at this and I don't normally get very emotional. You both left me speechless, so that's one of the reasons why I'm taking so long to respond T^T

I'll split my response here to the both of you!

its kinda long- sorry xD also can I just call yall "the bugs" cuz its just so cute ;-; your names are adorable-

Moth, you are such a sweetheart. Like I said earlier, I'm not someone who gets very emotional! But your words brought tears to my eyes (tears of joy ofc) and it took me a while to respond because every time I saw what you'd written, I'd just have this giant smile on my face. I'm really glad you chose to follow me and I'm so happy you chose to talk to me! I always try to be fun and welcoming so that people who do wanna interact can do so, but I get it, there are so many people here it can get daunting.

But I'm glad you reached out! I'm so happy to have a friend like you! Ima be honest, the first few times you sent something in off anon, I was like "o.o they forgot anon-" BUT NOW LOOK AT YOU! Thank you, I really appreciate it. I'm actually pretty self-conscious about my writing but I try to do my best and post- even though I don't like what I've written, so your words really do help me! You're the type of reader every writer wants. Seriously!!

Ah, Toxin! Yes, I've had her as an oc for such a long time and then I finally perfected her! She's been in so many fics of mine and she's finally getting the recognition she deserves!! I'm glad you enjoyed that fic, it's one of my faves! I planned to do a p2 with some other characters but held off cuz I thought people would get bored- yet here you are, sparking my will to write it again!

I still can't believe I hit 6k! Honestly, that's so many people!! and they all like me and my stuff!! it's really hard to believe- there are days I think its a dream >.< silly, I know xD actually, when I first joined tumblr, it was because of BNHA and I saw this writer who had 10k followers at the time and I just was like "that's not even possible" yet here I am- 4k away T^T

I genuinely hope Xiao keeps you here, but if you have to leave for another fandom that's ok too! I can only hope we'll meet once again there too! I think some people in life are meant to be friends and are just meant to know each other! And I'll hope you're one of them! Cuz you're one of the awesomest friends I've had and I love you as well (/p)!! <333

Cicada, omg haiii!! I've heard very little about you since Moth took FOREVER to tell me there's another writer hidden back there!! I'm glad I got a chance to talk to you, even if it's like this! I'm not sure how much you know about me >.< seems like a lot so I'm sorry that I don't know that much about you!

Thank you so much, you're so very sweet and I can't express how happy your words made me. For a long time now, I always wake up and wonder how I can make my friends smile or laugh, and now that's extended to this blog. To hear how happy my writing makes people brings me so much joy that even I can't express it. I know there are many people out there who have lots of things to deal with in life and to know that my writing's helping them through that fuels me to write more!

I'm so glad I can do the same for you! We may not know each other- or maybe it's mostly on my end- but I still want to make you smile! I want to make everyone who stumbles upon my blog smile as well! Life can get hard and it feels so impossible sometimes but if I can give someone the energy to go on, then I'm pretty content with my own! Thank you for reading my works and thank you for telling me this because it really did make me happy.

Aw, thank you, I hope it's not too much! Though I specialize in angst (at least, I like to think so), I wanted to give Moth the opportunity to try! I'll do my best to make the fluffiest fluffing comfort you've ever seen!! Or uh something like that ^w^"

I really do hope that you and I can talk more so I can get to know you! Oh! And that google form- it was super adorable ^w^

You two are too kind and you best believe I'm saving this lil ask <3 you both very well made my entire week (along with that meme anon with those cute memes) and I'm sending you both hugs!! or cookies ^w^ whichever you prefer!

Also, it was nighttime when you sent this and now its 3am >///< i need sleep-

#🌸─ pocket tries #✧ ─ moth #✧ ─ cicada #you're both so sweet #this is one of my favorite asks #<3 #never change #you two

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