do u think maybe perhaps shu has p-ocd 👀 he strikes me as a p-ocd-haver, given his fixation on youth and beauty and perfection, coupled with just how. utterly sexless he is.
(i realize this is a very charged thing to ask, so i feel like i should clarify that this meant as a neutral "what if" question about a very specific form of ocd aslfgdkhl;j im not tryna accuse shu of anything untoward /gen)
Huh! I think it's possible, actually. Tho he doesn't avoid children, he does seem to take awfully to seeing them hurt (see: he way he hates the idea of mistreating the younger rabbits, the way he goes batshit when Hajime pricks his finger sewing and the "there are no gods and no buddhas" spiel when he thought Sora got sawed in half), so i think it's very possible, paired with him hurting Nazuna/Valkyrie without even actually knowing it at the time, he could have developed a form of p-ocd?
To be honest, i'm not the person to ask on the specifics, all i know from it comes from a heart-to-heart i once had with a friend who has it and what i've read a bit online :') but i think we could read him for it, maybe even paired with Mika saying stuff like "don't say things that could be misunderstood" when someone said Shu loves cute kids - you could read it as Mika knowing of his condition and not wanting it to worsen bc of someone accusing him of that stuff.
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ok! thread tracker from 49 -> 17
what got dropped is really anything prior to november/december, stagnated interactions (i.e: idk where to go w/ the thread or i just dont have muse for it), anything i can't find, or, in the case of ppl i have multiple multipara threads with, i simply chose my favorite/most impactful ones to track
my updated tracked threads can be found here
due to the notification issues with tumblr, it did tamper with the tracker so unfortunately you will not be able to click through to the threads themselves atm, but feel free to dm me to request the link to our thread(s)... idk when this will be fixed so im just using the tracker list basically to remember exactly who my active threads are with atm so i know which urls to filter through in my tags
if there is an unlisted thread you desperately would prefer to continue, please link me to the thread in question and i'll let you know if i'm capable of continuing it.
there is a chance there are other threads i may have wanted to continue, but i intentionally tried to limit myself to keeping 2 threads per character (meaning 2 threads per muse not blog, in the case of multimuses)
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Farewells
Woo, slight angst time! Cause I can't write about Raven/Schwann without angst cause this poor man has quite the history! Anyways, for reference, Shwann has been a personal knight to Evelyn for quite some time now, and they've all but fallen in love. But now he must leave, as ordered by his superior.
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His hand hovered over the doorknob, and for some reason he found entering the room difficult. For several months now, Captain Schwann had spent many hours in that room, and found himself enjoying the company of the girl who called it hers. He sighed. There was no point in keeping her waiting.
Evelyn smiled at the knight as he came into the room, and tilted her head as he silently closed the door.
"Is something the matter?" She questioned, gesturing to the other chair. She always seemed to be able to read him, no matter how stiff his mask was. He sat down, and a soft sigh escaped his lips once more. He looked down, not wishing to meet her eyes.
"I'm afraid I will have to take my leave soon." He stated, his voice calm. "Commandant Alexei needs me for another job. I go tomorrow."
"Oh." Her voice was quiet. A silence fell over the two, not quite as comfortable as the times prior. Both had eyes cast to the ground, so many words unable to speak. Evelyn looked up after a small while, a soft yet sad smile gracing her face. "I guess this day had to come though, huh. After all, it would be silly to think I'd be allowed to keep you here to protect me."
"I apologize for how sudden this is-"
"No," she shook her head, quickly cutting him off. "This isn't something you need to apologize for." He slowly looked up to meet her eyes. The soft silver always seemed so warm when they looked at him. Her smile widened, though he noticed it a little forced. "I'm.. just going to miss you. It'll take some time getting used to not having you around."
Schwann closed his eyes, a soft smile forming. To think she would genuinely miss him…
"It's been an honor serving you." He quietly stated, standing up. She rose to her feet in turn, giving him a soft nod.
Just like that, the two became more formal to one another as when they first met. A noble woman and a knight, nothing more than a protector and protected. He bowed, not wishing for the goodbye to last any longer, and turned to the door.
"Schwann, I…" Evelyn murmured, and he paused. She shook her head and took a deep breath. "I hope we can see each other again soon, is all."
"Perhaps we shall." He answered softly and left.
He couldn't say if he wished the same or not. Part of him wanted to. Part of him felt a need to be by her, to continue protecting her. To see that smile she graced him with, and her laugh and touch.
To one day feel those lips upon his own…
But no.
She still had a life. One day, she would fall in love and be wed. It was for the best to leave before he felt anything more.
After all, a corpse wasn't supposed to fall in love; a puppet and mask is merely to do as told.
She deserved a man who could love her, who had a heart. Not the pitiful shell he was.
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