#I am so attracted to fat people

[littledoggyboy]

I think I’m gaining weight and I’m not finding myself attractive anymore

Can you guys remind me that chubby people are hot

#I am so attracted to fat people #I don’t know why I feel the need to not be chubby #it’s not fair

[sergle]

The unspoken part of that too, being called "soft squishy marshmallow mom shaped uwu" and then going, hm, no thanks. That's weird and uncomfortable. Is that people get SO TAKEN ABACK. And almost immediately switch straight into anger, because the idea of a fat person turning down a "compliment" is absolutely unthinkable.

#people HATE IT when you point out that it's weird. they don't even get embarrassed first they just get mad at you #Like these fatties should absolutely be grateful to receive any compliment at all type vibe #I was willing to tolerate you being fat but now that you've had an opinion I'm no longer on your side #don't listen to me I am insane #sergle.txt #and sometimes it IS attraction. THAT'S EVEN MORE FUCKED UP #When someone is attracted to a fat person but you can tell that THEY FEEL WEIRD ABOUT IT. So they ACT WEIRD about it #they don't treat it like they would treat attraction to a thin person #Would it actually kill you to just fuckin call this person hot!! you don't have to dance around it!

[brattybottomdyke]

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#gonna be salty for a hot second #there’s so much noise on this site about supporting not conventionally attractive people or whatever and yet… #im constantly seeing the most basic white people getting hyped up #y’all are so profound in reblogging posts that say support fat people! support black people! support disabled people! #and yet…it’s just not reflected in actuality #whatever we keep having this conversation and for nothing it seems #just wanted to be salty bc i am and bc i can be #bottom.spm

[widevibratobitch]

my god. skinny people really just have like. No Idea huh just absolutely not a single clue lmao it's almost funny to watch fr but then id lie if i said i wouldn't fucking kill to be able to be that ignorant

#girl i am SO sorry people react with surprise when you say you're studying to be an opera singer because you're #*checks notes* skinny and attractive. so so sorry that must be literal hell for you huh how will you ever recover :(((( #no no please keep talking about how equally bad that is to the brutal fucking fatshaming and ED glorifying #in the industry that me and the only other fat girl in the room were talking about before you interrupted us <3 #anyway. we were talking about this one review of a quite famous professional music critic whose only comment about a fat mezzo in the cast #was 'miss xyz.... lose some weight'. not a single word about her singing/acting/whatever. but yeah no you're too sexy for an opera singer #and THAT is the real problem here girl i totally understand yeah <3 thoughts and prayers dearest. #earlier that same day this same girl was standing next to me in her bodycon dress and went #*pointing at her stomach that's so flat its almost concave* 'ughhhh what do i have to do to not look pregnant in this dress 😩😫' #and i said 'girl' and just looked at her and like the sudden horrified realisation on her face was lowkey hysterical #like omg you really did forget you're not talking to your other skinny friends with whom you can pat each other on the backs #and reassure each other that 'dw girl ur not fat at all ur so so sexy!' huh sjshsjshsjs #but yeah i dont like making people uncomfortable irl so i did reassure her she looks hot and pretty and skinny as all shit #let at least one of us have a nice evening and not feel Absolutely Fucking Disgusting ig <3 #and the day before that after i saw our (last ever btw never photographing myself with them ever again <3) picture and had a mini break down #the other even skinnier and smaller and petite-er crouched down next to me with the most guilty fucking expression and quietly asked me #if im alright and do i want her to delete those pictures (that she posted on two separate social media pages) and like #the look of immense fucking pity on her was even worse than seeing those pictures #like i know she meant well and was trying to be nice but my god. this really is how you all see me huh #like looking like me would be fate worse than death for yall #not even gonna mention the thing i just learned this friday that the retired ballerina who leads our ballet classes said about me #trying to cheer up the other fat girl who happened to have a bit of an emotional breakdown in the middle of the class :))))))) #like i am sooooooo so glad and honoured to be an inspiration to you. really. always happy to help. the exemplary Fat Girl Who Fucking Sucks #But Doesnt Let It Bother Her <333333 #like on one hand. yeah it really does make me wanna jump off a cliff. but on the other. its just hilarious sjdgsjsgsj #you sure are right miss ma'am. i sure don't let this bother me at all. i am famous for my uncanny ability to Not Be Bothered by all this <33 #but shes new. its ok. how could she know about the last two years when i was getting panic attacks and sobbing myself to sleep every tuesday #but yeah no. [lauren cooper voice] am i bovvered? am i bovvered tho? i aint even bovvered!

[vamptastic]

it's just like. okay. when i say i like men in a gay way and women in a lesbian way i don't mean that i think straight attraction is icky or my attraction is somehow more enlightened and progressive. i mean that I've spent the formative years of my sexuality in a place with my gender presentation where people are equally as likely to see me as a man or a woman and often seem to think of me as both, and i cannot separate both my attraction to men or to women from that. ive always felt drawn to butchness because its this concept that your love for the same gender shapes your gender presentation and vice versa, but it's specific to womanhood and attraction to women as a woman in a way i can't entirely relate to. like, in many ways i am both a man and a woman, and i am attracted to both men and woman in a way both shaped by and reflected by that fact.

#there's not really a clear label for that is there #i suppose i don't need one it's just to have that cos you can find similar people #i suppose bisexual as a gender is the closest i can get #like both sexes and also attracted to both sexes and those two things each are linked to and affected by the other #i don't know. i expect my feelings on this will change as i transition and people start to really see me as a man #and not the in-between ive been in since puberty (thank you pcos combined with massive badonkahonkawonkadonks) #it's just sort of frustrating to feel like nobody gets it #like lesbians are into me cos they think im butch #a specific type of man-autistic nerds (affectionate)-seem to just see me as a regular ol woman #and when confronted with the reality that i am not seem to not really care either way about my gender #other trans people are into me and they do generally get it but not always #and gay guys are into me sometimes but i don't really pass consistently enough for it to happen often #like im not actively seeking a partner n i don't both passing day to day cos everyone knows im trans already #n binding is a living hell when you're fat with a fucking. idk the size like E or F probably. cup size. #so mostly ppl approach me thinking im butch but occasionally ppl think im a guy in photos i post and such or #strangers will ask my friends abt me thinking im a guy #but like generally speaking no matter what i don't get to just be A Man. and i don't know if i really want to be! i like being trans #and it sucks because ive missed out entirely on dating in middle/high school like when you find out who you like #simply for being trans. ik most queer ppl end up doing it all in college its just frustrating yk. cos all my cis friends get to do it #realistically speaking im p much just t4t i really only have actually tried to date trans people + trans people are hotter + they get it #which im fine with. i love trans people . just sucks to be excluded sometimes even when u don't want in

[depresseddepot]

trying to determine which parts of my relationship with sex are asexuality, which are trauma, and which are autism is like trying to have a conversation with three people talking loudly and all at once

#just to be clear: asexuality as a result of trauma or neurodivergency is still asexuality. full stop no debate. #anyway because i love oversharing on tumblr dot com: feeling very sex repulsed on this day #i was joking with some guy about fighting each other (specifically said ''you ever fight a girl over 200 lbs? id break your ribs'') #and like three different people said something like ''well that would probably turn him on'' #and. listen. i get it. that was a joke response to my joke threat #but what i felt in that moment and still feel now requires nothing short of academic study to understand #first of all: how dare they make me feel embarrassed in a social setting when i was doing so well. #secondly: why the fuck would me making a threat make them instantly think of sex #thirdly: how fucked up is my body image that i hear that and immediately think they're all out of their minds #i like fat women. i am personally attracted to fat women. not (usually) sexually but i do think they are very nice to look at #so why is it so hard for me to accept that someone else could find me attractive as well ! #i think about being in a situation where a relationship and/or sex is a real possibility and i flinch like its going to hurt me #but why???? where is this aversion coming from !!!!! i am a hopeless romantic i daydream about romance all the time #so whats the deal here. is it subconscious bc of my asexuality and i associate romance with sex? #is it because of my autism where i associate romance with touch and am afraid i am too unempathetic to have a chance? #or (most likely) is it just because im so fucking scared of trusting someone that even the thought makes me nauseous #did this all crop up from a throwaway sex joke? yes #but people don't make sex jokes to me. people don't even pretend to allude to me being cute #this same group of people said a few weeks ago ''at least you're pretty'' #which. is not the case!!!!!!! people do not say those things to me because they don't want to even slightly entertain that idea !!!!!!! #and i am extremely tired of having my life upended because of this #i have always been treated like i was ugly and teased about it and i FINALLY have managed to be okay with not being attractive #and now that im okay with it: NOW is when the pretty jokes start. im fucking angry about it actually #i can't be both. i cannot think of myself in terms that abstract. i am one or the other #and this leads me to believe that people think i COULD be pretty. but the catalyst is that i am fat and therefore cannot be attractive #which just makes me more angry!!!!!!!!!!! #how can i be completely indifferent to sex and attraction without seeming juvenile. i don't care so so much #but every time that sort of thing happens i feel like im 13 again and the hot jock is talking to me #i need to be put down. something's wrong with this one (me) #i realize i can't stop people from making sex or appearance jokes but god i wish i fucking could

[clits-and-clips]

Still mentally smashing my head into a wall about being called a chubby chaser

#by a friend no less #“you kind of have a thing for fat people dont you” #pleasssse #this is why i have trust issues actually lmao #the most annoyinf thing about it for me is i dont even know how to properly reapond #respond* #how am i supposed to defend myself or my exes or my partner when i dont even know what its like #ykwim? #i feel like it isnt my place #but for you to downplay my feelings for someone and say im only dating/attracted to them because of something physical #as if im fetishising them? #makes me never wanna speak to you again #idk #it just #ticks me off #txt #also the term chubby chaser- #thats bad right? #i googled it but it like depends on the person idk #it didnt come across as nice when they said it so

[justanotherfanartist]

idr who it was but somebody I reblogged a post on a while back in which I dumped a bunch of random personal stuff in the tags if you see this this is for you 🙏🙏 also I’m lying I’m just a yapper

#I love turning tumblr into my personal diary knowing this will probably just get buried in the annels of my blog #I’m sure that’s not how you spell that but wtv #anyways grrrr I love men I love figuring out my type #I’ve dated three guys who all coincidentally happen to be relatively tall skinny athletic types #not an intended pattern btw it just happened like that #but now I am experiencing the true joy of variety #gahhhh I love body fat I love guys with body fat I am sick in the head for men who are squishy and have tummies and ass #it’s not my fault that kinda guy just happens to be the center snare in drumline it’s the curse of band kid I guess #holy shit I need to stop dating people in my band actually Jesus Christ it’s two already. see but like or I could collect the set #and go for all different instruments or categories #I’ve got brass (trombone) and woodwind (tenor sax) down #so like percussion?? mayhaps #our drumline is exclusively made up of three types of people for some reason #a) every girl is legit cool a bit masc and definitely gay (I know two personally and a third that fits the bill) and very skilled #b) very much oddball types who nobody in the band gets along with because they actively make people uncomfortable (hard to describe) #c) most grey-sweatpants straight guy you’ve ever seen who just happens to be reserved n semiattractive. looking at two of them in particula #(section leader and center snare specifically) third category hits hard #not my fault the center snare is stupid pretty and reserved and kinda squishy <- on the floor drooling #and like. a good snare #idk what happened to me but as soon as I became a musician people being able to play well became VERY attractive to me #curse of band kid once again #I’m genetically predisposed to it it’s fine <- raised by two divorced music majors #in particular an alto sax and the center snare are two guys that stick as me having a moment of like oh wow they’re *good*. haha that’s hot #alto sax is a killer jazz player and I’m psyched I get to trio with him and one of the drumline girls (my favorite tgirl fr) #although they’re both way better than I am so I’m really the weak link here #which is a hard asf sell given that they want me on bass <- I am a decent-to-mid rhythm guitarist at best #but wtv. everything I do I do for jazz #the most personal information I will likely ever admit to (I am lying I will vaguely yap about myself all day long)

[mono-black-menace]

i find fat ppl attractive but im scared to talk ab it much bc im afraid ppl will accuse me of like fetishism and misinterpret me stuff but im just like. yk? i just think they're attractive features. 😑

#its like the ppl i see who have a perfectly normal attraction to trans women but then are labelled as chasers and called out and ran off idk #i just. i am attracted to fat ppl. most ppl i've dated have been fat #im sure im respectful of boundaries and that i don't fetishise them. #my wife has said my attraction to her For being far rather than In Spite of it has made her feel more confident idk i just. #there's so many people who think they're unattractive bc of their bodies #and i wanna be like. 'hey im in your corner you're actually incredibly attractive.' but i dont #idk with how bad i am at communication aka how often im misunderstood and the climate around this kind of stuff im like #scared ppl will misunderstand me and label me unfairly for like. idk. 😑 #long post #idk

[marshmallowprotection]

Okay so - Kait, please forgive me for this extremely cringe and just...'ugh, really? 🙄' request. ;;

...would Ray like a...let's say, who does very much not fit in to what's conventionally 'pretty'...?

I've always been a tomboy, through and through.

I've never even touched makeup, my skin isn't...great, and I've never worn a dress or skirt in my life.

...what would Ray think of that?! He certainly seems to like more...feminine girls.

...aaah ;;;

Ray, please like me! 😭😭😭

Hey, Anon.

Let's make one thing abundantly clear so you don't have to feel any self-doubt, Ray loves you no matter what. It doesn't matter what aesthetic you prefer to align yourself with when you choose what you like to wear or how you like to use style.

As long as you are the object of his affection, that's the only thing that matters to him. You mean the world to him because you are the person that you are. He is obsessed with you and only you. That means that it doesn't matter what you dress like, what you look like, or anything of that nature. You are already his idealized fantasy. 

You don't have to change anything about yourself nor do you have to fill a role to be the person he loves. He already wants you as you are so there's nothing you need to change or feel insecure about when it comes to your appearance, personality, or what have you. 

You don't need to change anything about yourself because he is already infatuated with the idea of you. 

He's been dreaming of the day that you could come into his life so he would finally know what it felt like the field desired by the object of his affection. You are the very reason he's been able to survive in hell for so long. He has been living in what is basically a stewing pit of Hell for God knows how long and the only thing that's helped him get through this suffering is the thought of knowing that one day you would be able to join him.

Then, it would no longer feel as though he's suffering because he would finally have the reward at the end of the line. Ray would be able to experience happiness at the Eternal party because you would be there with him and it would all be worth it. That's his goal.

The only thing you need to think about is how to convince him that you do like him as much as he likes you. However, I can see where you came to the conclusion that he might not be as obsessed with you as he might be with someone who loves to dress up!

Many of the people who like him in the fandom are people who love to play into his theatrics and love of fairy tales. Not everyone, but a decent chunk of people love the idea of being able to dress up and play the role of a princess or prince for Ray.

The reason why a lot of people play into this is that everybody understands that what Ray wants more than anything is to be able to live inside a fairytale where he is the prince that gets to whisk you away to happily ever after. You don't have to fit the conventional role of his love interest in that story aesthetically or whatever you think you need to fit to be his object of affection. This is more about him being able to fill the role that he wants more than anything.

This is about him being able to be your prince. It's honestly less about you being the princess/prince for him.

Don't get it twisted and don't feel insecure about yourself because you don't feel like you fit into a role that is staunchly more quote-un-quote, “feminine”, than you are comfortable with. You don't need to wear dresses or skirts, you don't need to have "flawless" skin, and you don't need to be something that you aren't.

What I mean by that is that you don't need to force yourself to be somebody else to be loved by somebody. If you are a lot more comfortable not bothering with makeup or frilly clothes, that’s fine! You don't have to be interested in those things nor do you need to use them to make him like you. He already likes you.

In fact, if you are trying to be something you aren't so you can feel affection from another person? That person isn't worthy of your time or care in the first place. The person who is the object of your affection should be somebody that loves you back without hesitation or contempt for things that make you— you. The person you're with should love you for who you are, not what you can be for them by erasing yourself. 

So, no, you don't need to be whatever you think you need to be to fit Ray’s “fantasy”. You don't need to be a princess or a prince to be the person he adores. All you need to do is be yourself. It doesn't matter who you are or how you appear, if you are his MC, then you are the most wonderful person he's ever seen in his life. Male, female, non-binary, or however you identify, Ray loves you just as much as you love him. Girly, tomboy, or whatever aesthetic you have, he loves you all the same.

Also, I hope you know that you do not have to be “conventionally attractive.” Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and just because you don't fit some societal standard for what beauty is, doesn't mean that you aren't beautiful.

The idea of what is "beautiful" is constantly changing and it never stays the same. That's why you shouldn't hold yourself to standards because they never stay the same. All you need to focus on is being yourself and as long as you're happy with yourself, you will find somebody that understands you and cherishes you the way you deserve to be. 

Don't just apply this to this circumstance that you feel insecure about yourself when it comes to Ray.

Take that lesson to heart as somebody who has spent a long time unlearning what it means to be beautiful. Societal standards can really beat you down no matter how hard you try to like the person looking back at you in the mirror. Once you realize that the standard that everybody wants you to reach is not obtainable?

That's when you should focus on being yourself and enjoying Who You Are. It can take a long time to learn how to do that and I'm not saying it's the easiest thing you're ever going to challenge in your life. But, what I am saying is once you stop trying to feel like you need to be something you aren't, it feels like a weight leaves your chest and you can breathe.

None of us are ever going to fit what societal standards define as “beautiful.” You have to learn how to see the beauty in who you are. There's no right or wrong way to learn how to do that. Everybody has to take their own path when it comes to realizing that they don't need to try so hard to fit a bubble that isn't for them.

You don't need to change who you are to be loved. 

The people who really matter are going to be the people who love you as you are. 

#For real #When I was a child #The ‘beauty standard’ was much different than it is right now #And I am still personally affected by what those things did to me #It's taking a long time to unlearn that stuff #But the most liberating thing I can share #Is that when you realize that the standards are nothing more than trends that always change #You realize that there's no point in trying to keep up with all this bullshit #If people don't like you at face value #They sure as hell don't deserve you #If they don't love you when you're at your most comfortable #They do not deserve you when you want to quote-unquote dress up #I'm saying this is somebody who also isn't ‘conventionally attractive’ #Society is really shallow #This is coming from a person who spent the first 19 years of her life as a fat person #Fat is not an ugly word by the way #When I got sick and I lost so much weight because of it #People started treating me differently #Suddenly I had value and I was ‘more attractive’ #And let me tell you that experiencing that was enough to let me know #That beauty standards are bullshit #I had value no matter what size I was #You are wonderful no matter who you are #And I am so sorry that Society has made you feel like you need to be something you aren't to be loved by somebody #Ray doesn't need you to be a princess #All he needs is for you to be yourself #ask #anon #mod kait #tw insecurity

[thetorturedarchives]

the most basic normcore gay ppl on this website will be obsessed with being a creature or a cryptid or gremlin like im begging you have an original thought..

#.ik its the Identifying with the Other of it all but #then its so often skinny conventionally attractive people #which means the fat ugly fucks like myself are left thinking if YOU'RE an abomination of nature what am i....

[sangfielle]

the weirdest thing about fatphobia in dating is that fat people are literally just more attractive than skinny people. and on top of that also funnier and have better personalities. i dont need to be convinced to date fat people frankly youre going to have to hard sell me for me to date anyone who looks like a twig

#bc the fact of the matter is fat people have to be funnier and have other shit going for them for them 2 be in the dating scene! #which is insane! bc we are literally just hotter! #i phrased this post the way i did 2 avoid sounding narcissictic (which i am) #bc even outside of that. genuinely. i do not find skinniness attractive at all #personal #& ppl dont usually phrase it so directly as being attracted #2 skinniness. but thats what it is #& i am. attracted to fatness! its sexy! its hot! it looks good! tired of people acting like it isnt!

[gender-euphowrya]

i know our fatphobic cultures have deepfried and glassblown people's brains but it always boggles my mind when a fat person is fatphobic ??? what are you doing

#i mean like #your overweight aunt telling her daughter who's slimmer than her to lose weight #fat middle-aged women in the street making a face at a young fat girl in a crop top #people saying stuff like ''she could look so much better if...'' while being fatter than the person they're talking about #couples of equivalent sizes turning each other's weight into a punchline #like. this isn't something that makes my life any harder so as annoying as it is i don't feel the need to address it #but nobody in my family seems to get that I Do Not Care what weight i am #i've put on weight over the last year or so and when i say it's not an issue to me #my mom & grandma just act like... it should be ??? like i should be feeling awful and beating myself up over it ???? #shouldn't you be GLAD that i'm not ? that i'm not stuffing myself with celery and then puking it up ? #that i'm feeling comfortable ? that i'm not depressed over it ? that i think i look just fine ?? #meanwhile mom's way heavier than me and used to be even more before she had An Entire Surgery to lose weight #i mean. both my parents were fat. it's genetics. i'm never gonna be stick thin. i do not care ??? #i'm gonna look like harvey guillen jack black matt berry y'know ?? all men people find attractive ?? what's there to worry about #AND EVEN THEN. even if we lived in a nightmare world where people had shit taste and found them ugly #still wouldn't make it a problem ? idgaf what people think of my appearance ?? i'm vibing

[andthebeanstalk]

Shout-out to the galaxy-brained Lupin III artists who draw Zenigata as a man in his 40s with a receding hairline and a hairy dad bod 10/10 THIS is the Zenigata that Lupin wants to fuck!!

Let middle-aged characters look middle-aged and sexy 2023!!!

#original #lupin iii #zooploop #zeniloop #zenigata x lupin #Do YOU wanna reach the age of 45 and realize you're only attracted to people under 30?? idk if folks realize how many of our beauty #standards are based on things associated with being under 30-something #tight skin. full thick head of hair. muscles. stamina. unblemished complexion. - these things are great but #Y'all have to know that part of the human life cycle is... losing all of that! #what are you gonna do? die about it?? #or are you gonna fuck severely into the grave like me and Lupin??? #(or are you uninterested in sex or sex as i describe it and also totally valid?? aroace people are valid.) #lots of people get fat as they get older and everyone will eventually become disabled if they live long enough #if these things make a person unfuckable in your eyes then where will that leave you in a few years time?? #folks who draw zenigata ripped are valid but i am unironically into a soft belly #if he looks like a harried average dad with cute eyes who hasn't slept in two days well then he looks like zenigata to me! #and i specifically am looking for content of zenigata so i want it to look like him! #(tho again there isn't a canonically wrong way to draw him unless you made him like. white.) #anyway what i am saying is 'dulce et decorum est pro old men masturbatori' #(it is sweet and proper to jerk off to old men) #jack! i hear you say. that's a weird context in which to reference a poem about the horrors of world war one! #and to that i say #yeh #stupid hollywood with their stupid tiny narrow idea of what is desirable

[queerbauten]

in what universe is Sam Smith "fat". like. when was that something that We™ apparently decided they were.

#Sam Smith #like... yes they've got a larger build and Body Fat™ #but like. that's not what fatness is? #not inherently at least #whether you're saying it in a derogatory or a positive fashion it is just. not the correct turn of phrase. #yes they experience fatphobia obviously but that—again—doesn't speak so much to their actual body as it does how we view bodies #our language and terminology around body shapes and sizes is... not the greatest. #not the most comprehensive #(it reminds of when people call me 'skinny' TBH) #(like... I'm pretty objectively not—and that's okay!) #((TBH I had to stuggle for *decades* to properly internalize that it was Okay™)) #((so for people to turn around and suddenly start saying I *am* 'skinny' is kinda... I get that you mean well but. do not. please. k. thnx) #(what I think these people are looking to express is that I've got curves without being Curvy™) #(if you know what I mean; if that makes any sense) #(and that they find my body attractive) #(which... if you're gonna make unsolicited comments about my body #just go the extra mile and say I'm hot okay? just say that.) #and that's what it really comes down to #perceived (conventional) attractiveness vs. material reality #ack I have so many thoughts but I've had a long day (a good day but a long one) #so y'know. y'know. #fatphobia tw #body shaming tw #body image tw #long tags

[mrfoox]

Each and every time I think I'm over a person, I see them or hear them and im like... Shit no they're still the cutest, I wish I could be their silly gf /:

#miranda talking shit #Maya is one such person. I'll never say anything or do anything but yeah shes basically 90% my type and my heart still beats #Faster around her lmao. Its kinda silly since we never .... Dated. We talked a lot and even sent letters til we finally weny on a date #And she then said she didn't feel that romantic attraction she needs but she still wanted to be friends #That was...3-4 yrs ago? I never had really deep of an crush on her but still yeah. I guess it's bc she have so much i like/find attractive #I just want an big soft gf 😭 or bf... In the end i obviously dont care about body built but its sad ive never managed to find anyone #Who is bigger who is also into me... Usually people who actually show interest in me are skinny or avarge. Thats fine but i love big soft #Ppl... Especially girls... Goddamn. Idk what this rant is i want a gf i guess lol #Tomorrow I'll see her again and im uwaaah :') #Also i... Still just doubt it so hard when someone thin insist they like how my body looks or even that they prefer my body type #Meanwhile i do also prefer fat people but as usual ... When i am that person im like no way... Thats not possible ...