#I CAN'T WAIT THOUGH 😭😭

[leseraph]

CHERUBIMS AND PRINCIPALITIES PLAYABLE SOON????

michelleel looks so sweet too but since he's gabe's trusted angel, he's definitely has some screws loose

#I CAN'T WAIT THOUGH 😭😭 #GIMME #whb #what in hell is bad #what in 'hell' is bad #what in “hell” is bad? #whb jegudiel #whb selaphiel #whb barachiel #whb michelleel

[buglaur]

she's live

now you can see what everyones height is in my head because i refuse to download height sliders. look at ass <3

#also works on mobile btw ☝️ !! #me successfully making this is proof you can achieve anything with 500 google searches #you should see my search history #html how to put image. html how to change image size. html how to put images in a row. html how to center a row of images. html how to #their pinterest boards are disabled at the moment because i need to make them look good before i share them #and most tags don't work yet because i'm too lazy to go back through my whole blog and tag almost 2 years worth of posts 😭 #going to christen it by reblogging one of those dress up your sim prompt ask games #if i can find it #and then i'm going to get completely stuck into rufus and sawyers gameplay yessss i can't wait #leaving virgils gameplay forever i think because when rufus and sawyer have a kid i'm moving him in as the babysitter #would you believe me if i told you there is 0 cc clothes in this #i've fallen in love with maxis clothing recently idk what happened to me #besides roxys boots and virgils bag its a vanilla lookbook #thank you to everyone who voted on the poll yesterday btw #even though it was 50/50 the majority of the time it was up #it ended up 60/40 after an hour tho so i went with my fav macmahon lifestages instead of young adult stages! #goodnight <3

[sovonight]

why is so much of sewing just tracing and cutting and tracing again q_q i see why people get projectors and use adobe illustrator now

#drawing up a design that i can easily pattern from my sloper: 😊 #actually having to make the pattern by tracing and cutting ad infinitum: 😰 #piecing together printer paper to get a big enough sheet of paper and doing this ten million times: 🥲😭 #not to mention the IRONING.... prewashing the fabric and having to iron 8 yards of fabric???? excuse me???? #and then distorting it as i iron bc it has a slight stretch and i got so tired i stopped being careful 2 yards in #and the way that you're supposed to press every seam... excuse me... am i just supposed to have my iron heated and on standby at all times #AND THE STEAM??? i just got stay tape the other day and thought it'd be a neat alternative to stay stitching #BUT IT NEEDS STEAM TO ACTIVATE (which okay makes sense) BUT long story short i'm too afraid to use the steam function #on my iron because none of us are sure if water should go back into a tank that's been in disuse for 30+ years #so instead i get this water spray pen and delicately spray down the length of each piece of stay tape #before i cover it with a piece of gauze and iron it. and then i have to iron it extra so all the water actually evaporates #oh and the spray pen holds as much water as half a pen so i have to walk to the kitchen every 10 sprays to refill it #and i have to do this for every curved edge on my pattern pieces #i mean the alternative is just stay stitching but then i would have to calibrate my settings for a single layer of fabric instead of double #which means i have to switch my needle out more and i'm still new enough that sometimes i install a needles wrong despite going through #all the same exact motions that i usually would. i'm LITERALLY suffering out here. anyway can't wait to sew or whatever #oh and did i mention i went to a sewing meetup recently? yeah... #everyone there bought like $30-$100/yard fabric and i was there awkwardly knowing i only buy like $12/yard fabric #honestly though i have the opposite problem people usually joke about. i find it So hard to find fabric i actually like #it needs to be the right fiber + right color + right pattern/texture + right weight + i have to know exactly what i'm going to make with it

[zaggyzoo]

it's official ‼️

#from march 1st i'm gonna do part time instead of full time #i can't fucking wait i have 10 more days of work to power through then a week off and then hopefully I won't feel so tired all the time #😭😭😭🫶🏻 #also i have a hairdresser appointment on my week off i kinda wanna do some sort of curtain bangs even though i have the middle part cowlick #i think it could work what do you guys think #also i need my stomach to assest right now. please don't act up again

[sesshy380]

My dominant hand has been aching for several days now, but I really really wanted to work on WereKat AU Amir, because his base came out looking so pretty that I just needed to finish him. I still have so much shading to do, and the pain has spread downwards. I am determined to finish this before the end of the day though, because I am stubborn and brain says if I don't finish it today then all my ideas for him will just go *POOF*.

#random stuff #days like today just mean lots more breaks #and little bit by little bit it comes together #at least it's mostly color and shading that i'm working on #lineart would be super shaky if i tried to draw any atm #though his hair about killed me #i floofed his tail #and then had to floof his hair #he's so pretty 😭 #i can't wait to finish him up and show him off

[nonoqy]

sorry for no art and no anything lately i've been rewatching merlin and i am also in a sims cc making hell 😢

#im almost done making hair for george i just need to fix my mistakes #i wanna make a lot more stuff i have a whole list of things 😭 #like i didn't know it would be this fun..... making hair is so fawking difficult though #i can't wait to make other stuff i feel like everything else will be so easy in comparison

[freakwiththeknifecollection]

Ps. Do you have any puppy pictures 👀👀👀👀

Not yet! I'm in a Facebook group for the litter and they post video updates, but puppies won't be placed until after 6 weeks so I don't know which one will be mine yet. They're 4 weeks old now! There's 11 total (6 boys, 5 girls), here's some of them!!

#their little faces 😭😭😭 #I can't wait to find out which one is mine though 🥹 #answered #jenny 💙 #beloved mutuals #puppy talk

[dolokhoded]

can't stop laughing at these three stills from the chosen trailer im actually going to hell why are y'all 🤨ing at him

#🧅 #BIG JAMES AND THAT FUCKING. THING ON HIS HEAD. AND HIS LARGE STICK WHY DOES HE HAVE THAT 😭 #im sorry im taking it seriously i swear I can't wait to see them all break down and cry #im not religious just insane.jpg #the new philip looks great though! #and zee in rhe background. supporting my besties agenda as always.

[theflyingfeeling]

...🤧

#god i hate being on my period and being so flipping emotional and just wanting to cry for random reasons #my current reasons: cute doggo pictures and also the fact i'm up and awake instesd of in bed asleep?? 😩 #last night i cried about fictional people #both about their problems as well as the fact they're leading more exciting lives than i do 😂 #which makes no sense i knoooooowww but i was feeling crap and lonely okay #can't wait to be home tonight to cry some more. as a treat 👌 #crying is healthy! i just wish i knew why i felt so shitty last night 🤔 #i guess i was just exceptionally tired. i work only 4 days a week but somehow this week has felt never-ending 😭 #i've had an alright week in general though? nothing to complain really so maybe it really just is period stuff 🙄 #i hope anyone reading this has been having it a bit easier this week 🤍

[kirbyddd]

ok that was a new one

#trying to fall asleep half falling asleep and then instantly waking up in a cosmically dissociative state #that was not ok. it can't start happening to me without an adverse reaction to treatment ... #i can't remember when the other time in my life i experience a similar thing was.... #one part of the brain fully awake but an entire other part still asleep and the rest conscious without it (NOT supposed to happen) #hellish stuff maan not ok not ok #i looked at my hands and recognized and understood them... but also recognized and understood the arbitrariness of their shape and number #and of the form of my mind and perception and place in time and errything. #cmon man you're only supposed to do that to people on random drugs not overstressed ppeople tryin to frickin sleep 😭 #fuckin worst anxiety attack in a long LONG while fuckin hell. #i had to walk and wait for the rest of my brain to wake up and start perceiving so i could fuckin have the rest of my human context back #like where do you even hide man when the rest of your mind isn't there to run back to. it's like being stripped under the eye of sauron #the zones of my brain are too frickin detached and desynchronized i need to be neurologically sewn back together #i experienced temporary (~hourlong in ebbs and waves) broca's aphasia at treatment the other week. wild. and not ok #im gonna try tms again i think. it wasn't a silver bullet for me but it did help repair my cognition and memory and coherency for a bit... #til i lost it again at least #i miss josette. i played her game when rising on the brief crest of tms before my exhaustion started outweighing the few improvements #I'll revisit josette and sedona blue if i do that treatment again. J1 is too much of a slog to replay but J2 is a timeless precious gem #tms is so painful though it shocks my neuralgia #but im desperate i guess #ahahaahhh i need helppp. i ain bin this screwed since 2020 i think

[dazais-guardian-angel]

Baizhu’s Room

(note: this was written without any leaked spoilers or lore in mind)

Genshin 3.6 finally gave us access to the back room in Bubu Pharmacy, in anticipation of Baizhu’s upcoming release and story quest. And I have to give all the praise to the designers and developers here, because this small room has some of the best environmental storytelling I’ve seen in a game in a while, with only a few simple details. Today is Baizhu’s birthday, so I wanted to talk about it a little 💚🐍🌿

Nothing in this room is neatly in its place. The chairs aren’t in position, everything on the desk is messy and strewn about, and some of the drawers are left open. There’s a pillow on the desk, as well. Baizhu is quite frail and sickly, so this all paints a picture of him constantly looking for things and working, both as a doctor and frantically on his research into immortality, without having the energy or care to keep everything neat, and probably often falling asleep at his desk out of exhaustion (hence the pillow, though admittedly it could be for Changsheng, but I kind of doubt it).

There’s medicine on the bedside tables, which is probably just as much for Baizhu as it (and all the other medicine in the room) is for his patients. The bedside chair indicates he likely sits with patients there a lot so as to be as comforting as possible, but again, it’s also likely for people like Gui and Qiqi, when Baizhu is the one in bed. The sole small washtub thing stuck in the corner behind the screen... just makes me sad. I don’t know why in particular... it just does.

All of this, combined with the lighting, and the new, unique song, creates a room that manages to feel both warm and welcoming during the day, but solemn, lonely, almost suffocating, and unbearably sad at night, completely befitting the person who practically lives here, and the two very different sides he has. I say “practically”, but we have no indication so far that Baizhu actually does live anywhere else -- with his low energy and poor health, and all those damn steps leading up to the pharmacy, I’m fully convinced now that he does live here full-time, after seeing the state of it, which is... heartbreaking. He puts on a smile for everyone around him who are relying on him to care for them (and he loves his job, he truly does!), but his tiny, cramped patient room seemingly doubles as his living space, and even though Baizhu may lie and try to hide his own suffering... this room itself does not lie, and said suffering is bleeding from every corner here. The music is elegant, gentle, comforting, and soothing, but also delicate, weak, mournful, and again unimaginably lonely...... just like Baizhu. 💔

If you haven’t been here yet in the game, I highly recommend you visit it at least once; the atmosphere is simply unmatched. I can’t wait to see what happens here in Baizhu’s story quest, and how it will wreck our hearts even more 💚💔

#genshin impact #baizhu #meta #i guess it's meta #me posting non-bsd meta? it's more likely than you think #I too live in this room now ever since I discovered it...... it makes me FUCKING cry 😭💔 I love it so much even though it hurts :' ) #it's so beautiful..... and so sad...... ugh my heart #i need him now!!!! it's only one week now but I CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER AUGHHHHHHHHH BAIZHUUU *sobs* #he is going to ruin me and he's already ruining me #just from his description and a damn ROOM #been dutifully logging out here every day I play as part of my good luck ritual #and will definitely do my wishing here #he Will come home (with Qiqi's help) #there's so much love put into this room i am just so happy and emotional over it #so much care is put into genshin....... yes not always but a lot of the time #in the worldbuilding and in little details like this #baizhu..... :' ) 💚💔 #i will say though that aside from this room there's a new house on the edge of Qingce Village #that has some medicine packs on the ground around it like in the pharmacy room #i'm pretty sure it also is related to his story quest just like this room #but regardless i don't know if that may in fact be his house instead #we'll just have to see

[maburito]

I'm experiencing deja vu

#i just wanted to look at it coz i was curious #for a moment i thought ''baby!??'' #but no not my baby 😭 #Samus went through all that trouble eradicating SR-388's metroids and all that for nothing #all that for the spaces pirates to use our baby to clone metroids back to life #wait but mother brain can't be behind that no? #like #they should have all died in the first game #though tbh by that logic #Kraid and Ridley shouldn't be in the game #so i guess not #Metroid #Super Metroid #Mabu plays Metroid

[beth-and-bands]

And if I said I died at this exact moment, then what?🤭

#final fantasy 7 rebirth #ff7 rebirth #final fantasy #ff7 #he's back!!! #think i scared my brother when i saw that coffin fly open😭 #bit mean they never let us see his face but we saw him enough!! #Missed seeing the turks in this trailer though🥺 #we got rufus and zack though to make it up for it #still can't wait to see whats going on with zack and the other cloud in midgar

[an-abyss-of-stars]

It Was Always Farewell

Lady Arienne Dayne had wed her cousin Prince Vorian Martell at a tender age, deemed as the most lovely Lady in all of Dorne and the most fitting for the role of Princess. But while the Dornish Prince had sought her out for her kindness and her beauty, his interest in her would fade soon enough as moons past by without her being able to give him what his advisors instilled he need most, an heir to his throne. And as he grew distant, Arienne became the target of old buried rumours that had plagued her since her youth. That she was not a true Dayne, not like her sisters. She had shimmering dark auburn red hair and deep wine violet eyes, many whispered that Arienne Dayne was a bastard. A secret Targaryen dragonseed born from her mother's rumoured affair with Prince Aemon Targaryen.

It was a rumour that she would come to learn was true.

It was in her blood to call to dragons, inescapable were the flames of Valyria and the call to the magnificent House Targaryen. When her eyes finally set on the bright golden lavender gaze of the visiting Westerosi Royal family. The third and youngest son of Prince Baelon...Prince Aegon Targaryen. Gods among men they truly were, what chance could she ever have had against a fate such as this.

Prologue

#aemon targaryen #dornish oc #Aegon Targaryen son of Baelon #Baelon's baby Aegon lives #daemon targeryan #viserys targaryen #daemyra #complete departure from my usual works! #but i figure I've sat on this one for long enough! #i also figured taking a minor break from Rhaemond in the writing process might be a good way to refresh myself #I'm very excited for this one though!! #it's a bit darker #a bit more tragic! #a lot of unhappy marriages here 😂😭 #but hey a Dornish fic!!! #i say it in my notes on ao3 but i also can't wait to have the Summer Isles in this fic #I'm giving them a monarch...or at least that's the plan #but we'll see! #hotd fic #hotd fanfic #asoiaf fanfic #asoiaf fic

[cockelores]

i keep looking at pictures of misha from this weekend and just thinking to myself. well. if jensen is into guys, misha is literally his type. that is to say. he must be going crazy

rightt! i mean obv we can only guess here (also whether he's into men at all) but just going from the kinds of posts he's liked and the kinds of comments he's left on ig over the years, he does seem to be into this really manly, ripe, wild type of men lol the jdms and jason momoas of this world. he must be really enjoying misha's beard and unkempt hair this weekend!!

#he's such a manly men's man which i can't relate to at all as a dainty little lesbian 😭 #good for him though get your fill ankle man #wait i didn't mean it like that

[yohankang]

i miss making impulsive purchases 😞

#i got paid today but i CANNOT make any. #because i have 2 trips in september and if i'm not careful i might end up like this month (2€ in my account) #i mean i also ordered 1 book and 4 volumes of manga but these are my scheduled purchases asfhgsfjs #yes i have a schedule for new releases and preorders #so that's not so fun but it eases my anxiety #this week has been a lot and it's only wednesday... i am itching to buy something to boost my mood #even though i shouldn't 😭 #i can't wait to get my raise next month... i will treat myself then!! #k.txt