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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MOST INFLUENTIAL ALBUM OF THE MODERN AGE

#marina. i love you marina.

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have i ever mentioned how much i genuinely fucking hate making digital art

#🧅 #god i hate it it sucks the joy out of me #but for some reason it's the only type of art the internet finds digestible #so i'll prob keep doing it

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i missed the phannies so much tbh

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gentlemen i must admit im not having the swellest of times

#🧅 #will be back to u with content. sometime in the next . 100 years

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occasional posts from users

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OBSESSED. FUCKING SCREAMING WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIMMMMB

first of all he sounds amazing and also this entire ensemble is So Fine

why does he have depression god i love this simon. carefully placing him on the shelf next to all the other zimons im so fond of him "but add a touch of HATE 👹👹"

I LOVE HOW JESUS IS JUST SITTING THERE STARING AT HIM LIKE 😐. BYE

he has the demeanor if a person who listened to mcr in their formative years and swears they've grown out of that phase but never will . he is full of rage and has zero hope or plans for the future

hello resident zimon z fan. would you like a performance of simon zealotes from the dutch national tour? the one simon i that reminded me of your apostle designs and was prob depressed or smt :]

i would VERY MUCH like that

#zimon 🥳

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hello resident zimon z fan. would you like a performance of simon zealotes from the dutch national tour? the one simon i that reminded me of your apostle designs and was prob depressed or smt :]

i would VERY MUCH like that

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did judas do something problematic?

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me because i got the stare at a wall for five hours pick up a pen for three minutes get frustrated break something watch a youtube video and dissociate mental illness instead of the make paintings portraying your demons write poetry release a masterful debut album launching a ten year series about a fictional universe that parallels your inner struggles mental illness.

#🧅 #fuck you tyler joseph fuck you fuck you fuck you #i've stared at the ceiling wishing the fan would crash on my head too and it didn't launch me a succesful music career #fuck you noah kahan fuck you . sergei rachmaninoff. idiot #fuck the lot of you. how do you cope through art when you can't even function enough to go to the supermarket #how do you make EFFORTS

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i was feeling so productive earlier and i tried to draw and it looked like ass and i spent So long on a doodle that has no right taking me this amount of time just for it to still look like ass and now i want to not draw again for the next two months . this isnt fun anymore i dont think i have any creative gears to put to work tbh

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#personally we DECLARED charlie puth should be a bigger artist is my favorite and i quote it all the time #they DECLARED it #these all read like tumblr shitposts im not even kidding #touch me while your bros play grand theft auto

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i bet when tyler joseph said "i don't wanna be the one, be the one to have the sun's blood in my hands, i'll take the moon, take this weapon forged in darkness, some see a pen, i see a harpoon" mentally ill mfs whose all time favorite character is ishmael mobydick went crazy

#im the only target audience for my own posts #i should. reread #twenty one pilots #moby dick #my good friend ishmael. i miss him.

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logging into my period tracker every month like omg girl i got my period today did i tell u ?? Crazy . yhyh need snacks

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I need to (remembers to not make casual suicide jokes in order to encourage a more outwardly positive mindset and healthy conversational environment in my day to day life) kill myself

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how would this go down in your au

ooohohohoho charlie i have THOUGHT ABOUT THIS you have NO IDEA. you've given me the perfect opportunity to talk about the Disciple Van Road Trip that doesn't actually happen in the AU because they have no money or time to actually do that but i still have thought about extensively.

john brought up the idea and simon immediately agreed and these two are unstoppable forces so by the moment they agree on something it's happening

literally Everyone else complains but does it anyways

thomas is very against the idea because he knows "we'll all take turns driving" means he, big james, jesus and susanna will take turns driving until susanna gets bored, james has to settle an argument or console someone and jesus has some petty fight with judas and sulks in the back of the van

matthew and john do most of the planning. john because he's enthusiastic and matthew because nobody's trusting john to do this by himself

also he's very detail oriented so he'll do it properly

big james has several objections. most being on how set simon is on this when he knows he gets car sick like 30 minutes into a drive

philip and andrew have accepted their fate and are buying snacks.

little james buys noise cancelling earphones.

magdalene borderline refuses and goes home but susanna and thad talk her into it

the trip happens anyways because of course it does.

as predicted an hour in john and judas are throwing chips at each other

susanna is threatening to turn the car around and go home

matthew gets overstimulated and borrows little james' earphones which leaves him having to cope with andrew panicking over forgetting to pack the most insignificant shit

peter and andrew are insulting each other's mothers

(peter and andrew are half siblings now. lore change. i don't remember if i've ever shared that)

(generally several changes are being made)

simon has gotten car sick and wants to die. big james is trying his best to comfort him instead of calling him an idiot and saying he told him so

magdalene and jesus are engaging in polite conversation

john goes through phases where he's either super hyped and energetic and non stop talking or silently huddled next to matthew in the back of the van probably dissociating

nathanael gets bored and is trying to get thad to make out with him

several people are throwing things at nathanael

thad asks to change seats

big james realizes susanna is a hundred percent for real and is going to turn around and go home so he gently offers to drive for a bit

simon barfs out the window

they all agree it's time to make a little rest stop and get fresh oxygen back into their brains

things go slightly more smoothly after that

simon's not sick anymore and also he and james in the front seats means they're in charge of the music which means there's good music

jesus and judas have resolved whatever they're currently going through at a gas station which means jesus is in a good mood again and can make sure the group isn't falling apart

he comes up with a bunch of ridiculous road games that keep everyone busy enough to not start throwing stuff at each other

peter and andrew apologize for insulting each other's mothers and share a bag of fritos

peter and magdalene on the other hand have fought during the stop and are currently not on speaking terms

nathanael and thad might have made out. nobody's sure and at this point they're not sure they really wanna know.

magdalene and judas smoke out the window despite agreeing not to but at this point nobody's willing to pick a fight about it

jesus and thomas take turns driving while everyone sleeps. some of them occasionally wake up and keep them company because apparently sleeping in a van is not most convenient

mostly nathanael cause this guy can't sleep in a regular setting nevermind a moving vehicle. sometimes judas.

john has a nightmare at some point which he really had hoped wouldn't happen but here we are

thomas notices and he wakes big james and james makes him pull over but eventually they go back to sleep

the rest of the night is mostly uneventful

philip wakes up at some insane hour at dawn and asks thomas to pull over again in some field so he can watch the sunrise

thomas wants to go home or drive the van into a wall but he can't do that so he sits with philip and meditates on the dirt instead.

#asks #i missed them. i've been so busy lately i've barely had any time to sit and Yap about them. #dolokhoded bible #im not religious just insane.jpg #bible fandom

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i love when i get notes in that one ancient ass wuthering heights analysis thing i posted. my last big intelligence moment then i stopped speaking coherently glad you guys still agree w that

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