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#How does one deal with the single most beautiful person you've ever met
memorydragon · 2 years
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Tagged by @thirddoctor
Post the last line you wrote and tag the same number of people as words. 
Mother had said if he worked hard, his father would acknowledge him.  That he’d have a father who cared about him, and Mother would be accepted, even if only in memory.
Two lines, but the last was fragment that didn’t quite make sense without the other.  Honestly, it was a few days ago I wrote that, since I put it on pause to mull over Meng Yao’s motivations for trying so hard to get Jin Guangshan’s (utter douchebag trash) approval in the novel.  I’m still not sure this is entirely where I want to go with it, but cycling back to his mother seems to be on the right track. 
aka, Jin Guangyao has daddy issues, mother issues, and a fuck ton of issues that he hasn’t even done yet but is now having to deal with because Fever-ridden Lan Xichen from the future has no filter about what he’s saying.
I be tired from semester starting, so feel free to tag yourselves! 
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sweetbrier2908 · 4 months
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him
satan, the avatar of wrath, the cynical fourth-born, the secretary of rad's student council. the only "pure demon" from birth in the family.
satan, who always wears a smile on his face, charming and polite, normal and decent, stealing hearts left and right because who wouldn't fall for a gentleman in the world of demons?
satan, a loyal member of rad's rare book club, loves books and loves learning new things every day, he knows every single book in rad's library, you won't need to use the computer to search for the book you need as long as he's with you.
satan, a cat enthusiast, his laptop is covered in cat-stickers and he spends most of his time in the rad courtyard playing with cats, remembers all the stray cats wandering around that area and even names them. he has this close friend that he calls sir cat.
satan, who loves art and beautiful things, who is close to asmo - one of the most famous beauties in the whole three realms, who once was the celestial realm's jewel. you would be surprised when you found out that satan didn't care too much about his appearance.
satan, who is frightening, terrifying, super scary when is angry, who is capable of destroying the whole devildom if he gets out of control, is learning to control his anger.
satan, who hates himself and his identity so much that the only way he knows to deal with this self-loathing is by pretending that he hates the person who made him this way. satan, suffered from trying to identify himself until you came around.
satan, who always thinks of himself as some boring demon and never understands how special he is until you come around.
satan, who is so scared of hurting you the way he used to hurt people. satan who always worries about one day you're going to see him like the way he sees himself - a cruel demon. a true monster. but you shake your head every time he brings this up ("are you scared of me? i know that you shouldn't be with me. i can't even protect you like beel usually does, i can't even be there for you like mammon"), cup his face and tell him that you love him over and over again ("stop that, i won't kiss you if you keep talking about yourself like that") until he forget about all this self-loathing and remember that he deserves to be loved by you and everyone else ("hey satan, how many 'i love you' i need to say before you understand that i love you no matter what you are") and he's unique in his way and he doesn't have to prove that ("mc, are all humans stubborn like you?", you smile "maybe, i mean, human life is too short for not keep holding on what's dear to us").
satan, who says thank you to you as you hug him every night. he's so grateful for everything you did for him. thank you for giving me a family. thank you for helping me understand my own self. thank you for staying beside me despite knowing every side of me. thank you for loving me for who i am.
satan, who writes you love letters and reads you love stories.
satan, who is the most gentle demon you've ever met ,and maybe, the most gentle you've ever adored.
satan, the demon you love.
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imagine--if · 2 years
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(A/N: I don't know why I didn't do this sooner because I love this boy so much and he made season 3 🥺️) also this is pretty long, like 2.1k words long, so enjoy 😁)
。ₓ ू ₒ ु Jason Todd Dating Hcs ू ₒ ु ₓ。
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♡ₓ This is gonna be a long one 😂 Jason may seem like a cocky, playful kickass teenager, but inside, he’s a little broken up and just needs a hug 🥺
♡ₓ You either met him as a new Titan, picked out and taken back to the tower with Dick, or someone that Jason saved as Robin. He won’t tell you yet, but you are honestly the most beautiful person he’s ever seen… and stumbles over his words when you’re introduced.
♡ₓ You become really great friends - or so you think, not quite noticing the lingering looks and smiles he gives you like the rest of the Titans do. Jason’s pretty protective and defensive of his friends, and seeing as the rest of the Titans aren’t super friendly with him, he doesn’t make as much of an effort with them as he does with you.
♡ₓ Which leads to him getting annoyed when they try to befriend you too and take you away from conversations you were having with him. If you’re a Titan and there’s a dangerous mission Dick wants you to go out on, Jason won’t let you leave unless he can come to. He knows full well you can defend yourself, but he doesn’t want to lose you like he’s lost others in the past.
♡ₓ When Robin fell from that rooftop, somehow you managed to catch Superboy’s attention and make sure he didn’t die. Jason could only watch, still stunned by the fall and now by you, as you check he’s not hurt and ask if he’s okay. He’s not used to anyone caring that much, and so he can only nod and hug you as a response. It’s all he needs to know for sure that he’s absolutely in love.
♡ₓ After that, the PTSD and bad thoughts really started getting to him, and you were the only one who could pick up on that and try to help. I mean, you've seen the series, the rest of the Titans are either pretty oblivious or don't deal with it well at all *cough*dick*cough*
♡ₓ So quiet times, just sitting and listening to music, or working out in the training room - where he took every opportunity to show off and try to catch your attention - helped him drown out the poison, as he calls it. Jason tries to be and is a lot more open when it's just you and him than the others, and immediately gets defensive when Dick attempts to ask if he's okay.
♡ₓ When he was getting singled out and blamed for the crosses on Rachel’s mirror and the rest of the chaos in the tower, you were the only one to try to stand up for him and pointed out to Dick that he’d run off. It meant so much to him, seeing you carefully make your way to the edge of the roof and look up at him with pleading eyes. Jason has never felt that wanted before, which is the main reason he got down, and held back choking sobs when you gave him the tightest hug ever. ‘He’d keep trying, for you,’ that’s what he’d told himself.
♡ₓ One of the best memories you had of him before you managed to get separated was when Jason showed how much he trusted you by taking you to the high school where he watched the play they did and admitted his love for theatre. You didn't tease or mock him at all, which was a huge relief but expected from you anyway, and right then and there, he wanted to tell you everything. About how you're a thought that makes him want to keep going every day and how he wishes he could hug you a little longer than your friendly ones. But Jason can't make the words come out of his mouth then but can pretend as much as he wants as you walk back with his arm around your shoulder, you not knowing any better.
♡ₓ I'd like to stress that he hasn't said all of this yet, because he won't stop later on, I promise 🥰️
♡ₓ But near the time of Donna's funeral and Rachel leaving the city, you somehow get split up because of carrying on Titan work with Nightwing while Jason needs to talk to Bruce and do some stuff back in Gotham. Even so, you still receive plenty of texts from him, checking up on you while you aren't near each other, wanting to hear your voice again and see that heartstopping smile of yours through FaceTime.
♡ₓ Then Robin really comes to an end, because Jason Todd apparently dies at the hands of the Joker. His friend Molly tells you (which leads to you becoming great friends if you weren't already), and you're devastated. It slowly but surely starts to click into place for you. Those longing looks from him back at Titans Tower, the way he quickly got protective whenever there was the slightest threat you felt uncomfortable with, warm hugs he'd only give you, shoving off Gar with a questioning look when he jokingly tried to get in with you once. Jason had always been a great, understanding friend, but the thought of you possibly having the opportunity to be something more and missing out on it makes you cry 😢
♡ₓ So when you get a call from Dick telling you about the new Red Hood threat, and how he thinks Jason might still be alive and affiliated with the Scarecrow?? You're terrified for him hanging around with such a dark and dangerous person, but you know in your heart that Jason can't have changed so much, reborn or not, from how you knew him before. Dick isn't convinced, especially after Hank's death, and even though you're just as upset as the rest of the team are at the loss, you feel like Jason must be under some kind of influence, and he'd never do anything like that alone.
♡ₓ When you come with Dick to confront him, Red Hood has everyone in Gotham convinced that he's some sort of hero. When Nightwing has him on the floor with a gun pointed, you run over and pull it out of his hands. The shocked, emotion-flooded expression on Jason's face makes you forget everything for the moment as you go in and give him the tightest hug ever, while Dick tries calming down the crowd around you all. Jason slowly, shakily returns it, a million doubting thoughts rushing through his head. Don't you know what he's done? Can you forgive him that easily? You deserve so much more...
♡ₓ Dick gets shot though, and the situation escalates rapidly. You notice Jason hesitantly retreating into the crowd, not wanting the Scarecrow to get to you, his only weakness. But you manage to grab his arm and give him the same pleading eyes as the ones from the balcony he stood at the edge of all those months ago. You ask him to come back home, to stay with you, that you miss him. At the moment, it's difficult, since Crane hasn't been dealt with yet, but Jason promises that he'll see you again soon before he has to run for it, and you tend to Dick.
♡ₓ When you convince Dick to let Jason help the Titans defeat Scarecrow and make sense of the drugs and being brought back to life, Jason doesn't want to let you out of his sight again. He was terrified that he'd never see you again, that you'd hate him because of all that's happened. He's in mild disbelief as you rest against him in the car while Dick runs you over the plans, but Jason isn't afraid to show he cares in front of people (I'll get to PDA more later 😉) and he delicately runs his gloved fingers through your hair and against your cheek, grounding yourself and him at the same time.
♡ₓ Needless to say, Scarecrow gets his ass rightly kicked, and Bruce comes back with his house wrecked and the city recovering from the attack. When he asks Jason which life is next after he turns down living in Wayne Manor again, he looks over his shoulder at you, with a soft smirk that makes warmth spread throughout your body as he simply says, "one with them."
♡ₓ He's not kidding in the slightest either, because now you're reunited, Jason is pretty clingy and in need of a bit of reassurance from you, but is the best boyfriend ever. Everything he struggled with saying before comes out in a mess when you have your first kiss after leaving the Manor and Dick goes with Rachel to visit Crane in prison. This boy's a complete whipped simp, I do not exaggerate.
♡ₓ Like, if it was the middle of the night and you wanted some random drink or fancied going out to get food or ride his motorbike, sure, he's up, where to? Sleep can wait 😊
♡ₓ With PDA, Jason Todd is not shy, and in public, he's just as loving as he is in private. He has no fears of confrontation too, so god forbid anyone that tries to make a move on you or makes you feel bad. He does get jealous sometimes, but more in the insecure way, not at all in the way of not trusting you. You waste no time in telling him that he's the only boy you want in your life and give him a bear hug, and he'll get over it just like that.
♡ₓ On the subject of cuddling, he can't get enough of it. Whether it's lounging around at home or in bed, Jason will draw them out. Vulnerably if it's just after a nightmare, when you wrap your arms around him sleepily and he cradles you to him protectively. Playfully if it's getting late in the morning and he's not ready to get up yet. Sometimes it's just really randomly when you're doing your own thing, he just sweeps you up off your feet and doesn't put you down until you're laughing ridiculously hard and kicking around helplessly.
♡ₓ I can imagine him being all silly and saying that he "won't let you go, angel, till you tell me you love me more than anything else in this world," and then gets all wide-eyed and soft when you actually say it so earnestly. Jason also loves it when you play with his dark curls, he'll happily rest his head on your chest, playing around with your hands and kissing your fingers absentmindedly as your own fiddle with his locks.
♡ₓ You're the only person that can truly calm him down when he's annoyed with someone that's trying to get to him, or on one of his bad days. If you insist on staying at home with him to watch movies and eat junk and cuddle in bed, just to make him feel better, he will literally cry and mumble endearments into your shoulder. Don't for a second doubt that he won't do the same for you, because it will literally break his heart if he sees you upset. If its a person, Jason will gladly deal with them, but if it's just life, he'll hold you tightly, pressing gentle kisses on your forehead and reminding you that he'll always be there for you 🥲
♡ₓ He's honestly a bit possessive - not in a toxic way though - so seeing you in his hoodies or t-shirts makes him all proud and bashful. Jason compliments you for every little thing, or stares in adoring wonder, maybe if you're just doing a hobby or nothing in particular. Or maybe you're his partner and anti-hero like him, or still a Titan, able to defend yourself and save others so effortlessly.
♡ₓ He also trusts you with his life. If you didn't give him any explanation to do something crazy, Jason would assume it's important and you'll explain when you can, taking your word for anything.
♡ₓ Jason will do anything to make you happy and keep that smile on your face. You've been through so much together, and he doesn't care what he goes through now, as long as you're in on it together.
♡ₓ "You're my whole world, princess. I love you so much..."
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honeybrowne · 1 year
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Day 1: First Date
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AARON HOTCHNER X READER [1.4k]
Content: Sooo much fluff (obvi); first kiss :)
Summary: After numerous failed attempts at finding the right time for a first date, Aaron decides an impromptu one is better than none.
Author's Note: Fluffy February has officially begun! Twirling my hair and kicking my feet i've never wanted to be reader so bad :,(
Masterlist || FF Masterlist
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For the last couple of months, you and Aaron have been trying to make plans for a first date, but it always falls through.
His work schedule is hectic and unpredictable, and he's a single father, which means he doesn't have a lot of time for a social life.
You had met at a coffee shop one morning, only because he bumped into you while being distracted by a phone call, spilling your iced coffee all over your white sweater. He had apologized profusely, and his face turned so red you felt guilty for something that wasn't even your fault.
Of course, it wasn't a big deal because it was an accident, and the next time he had seen you at the same coffee shop, he paid for your drink and you gave him your phone number.
You didn't anticipate him to ever use it. Truthfully, you don't even know why you gave it to him in the first place. Sure, he was attractive and polite, but he never made any advances towards you. He had hardly held a conversation as you stood together, waiting for your respective orders to be made.
You hadn't even known his name.
Surprisingly, his text came as you were getting home from work that same day—short, sweet, and to the point: How much do I owe you for the sweater?
Since then, you've been constantly messaging back and forth, talking late into the night when neither of you can sleep, and sometimes falling asleep on the phone together because neither of you want to be the one to hang up. It feels like you're in high school all over again, and there's something about that that makes you smile almost as uncontrollably as he does.
Despite all of that, you haven't spent more than ten minutes with each other in person.
Maybe you're crazy, but you've been okay with that, for the most part. While you'd love to see him for longer and actually have that first date you've desperately been trying to plan, you know where his priorities lie and you'd never want him to change them for someone who just entered his life.
You have no idea where this is headed, but you know for certain that you like him. A lot.
He's funnier than you imagined and has only become sweeter the more you get to know him. He likes to cook even though he doesn't think he's very good at it, loves baking with his son even more, he's a huge fan of The Beatles, and prefers staying in rather than going out.
Everything about him gives you butterflies, and you can't remember the last time someone has made you feel the way he does.
You're currently checking your phone what feels like every five seconds—probably because it is—aware that now is usually the time he gets a break while working. Part of you feels a bit disappointed when thirty minutes passes, but you've known this would always be a possibility. Things happen and he's important. You can handle waiting a bit longer.
The text or call never does come, but a knock at your door does.
It's not an unreasonable hour, however, it is late enough that you're confused by someone being at your door. You aren't expecting any company, and you certainly aren't dressed for any considering you're wearing pajamas and fluffy socks.
The man you have coffee with when you happen to run into each other and spend the majority of your day thinking about is standing right in front of you.
With flowers.
Never in your life have you been so thrilled for unexpected company.
"Aaron," you gasp. "What are you doing here?"
He smiles, something you've wished you could see more often. "I was hoping for more of a hello, or maybe even a hug?"
You take the flowers from him before hugging him tight, not wanting to risk crushing the beautiful bouquet in the process.
He smells delightful, the scent warm and spicy. You take a deep breath, already adoring the way his arms feel wrapped securely around your waist.
"Hi," you whisper, reluctantly pulling away. "Thank you for these, they're beautiful."
"Of course. I'm sorry I'm showing up unannounced; I wanted to surprise you."
It's then that you remember what you're wearing and immediately feel your body warm with embarrassment. "No, it's okay. I'm happy you're here, but I feel bad I'm not more presentable."
"I think you're more presentable now than I've ever seen you," he teases.
"Shut up," you laugh. "Come in, please."
Aaron follows you inside, and you set the flowers up in a vase. Your heart can't help but swell seeing the pink carnations sitting on the middle of the kitchen table.
No one's ever gotten you flowers before.
You had been so distracted by them that you hadn't even noticed the bag of takeout in his hand. It's from the place you told him you liked, and you have a feeling he even remembered which dish was your favorite.
"Would you like something to drink?"
"Water is fine, but I want to talk to you a bit before we eat—if you're even hungry… I should've asked first."
You've already eaten, but he doesn't need to know that.
"That would've ruined the surprise," you smile, "but that sounds perfect."
You feel your pulse quicken as he sets the takeout down and steps closer to you, pausing when he doesn't know whether to keep his hands to himself or pull you to him.
Considering you haven't seen each other in person very much, neither of you has had the chance to be physically affectionate. You've flirted back and forth a few times, and a pet name has slipped from him once, but that's as far as anything has gotten. You know you both enjoy the other's company in any way you can have it, but this is all new.
Very new.
It doesn't help that Aaron hasn't been in a relationship in a long time, and you're somewhat inexperienced. Neither of you are the type to date around and prefer things that are more serious rather than casual.
You both want exclusivity and commitment.
"How was your trip?" you ask, taking the initiative and wrapping your arms around him.
He sighs, and it almost sounds like one of relief. "It wasn't bad but it wasn't necessarily good either," he shrugs.
"What made you decide to come here?"
"Well, as much as I enjoy our phone calls, I really wanted to see you tonight instead," he confesses. "I was thinking we could watch a movie if you're in the mood for it."
"Absolutely I am," you promise, holding him tighter.
His body feels so warm, and he looks unbelievably handsome with his hair slightly disheveled. You want to kiss him—you have for a while, but you've never had the chance to. He seems to feel the same way, his eyes flicking back and forth between yours and your lips.
"Good. I promise I'll take you on a real first date one day." He leans in as he speaks, his hands rubbing your lower back.
"I don't know about you, but takeout and a movie with you sounds like the perfect first date to me."
Aaron smiles, cupping your cheek gently. "I'm glad you think so."
You start to stand on your toes to make up for the height difference, and he meets you halfway by leaning even further, his mouth so close to yours you can feel his breath. He's the one who bridges the gap, touching his lips to yours so delicately you think he hasn't completely made up his mind about kissing you yet.
He backs away ever so slightly, just enough to look at your face, and he can see your pout.
"What?"
There's a bit of nervousness hidden behind the playfulness in his voice, and you have every intention of letting him know exactly what you want.
You bring him in for another kiss, fingers curling into his hair at the back of his head. The arm he has around you brings you impossibly closer to him, his thumb rubbing along your cheekbone. It's perfect, and you feel like you could explode as he kisses you harder, his nose pressing into your cheek.
Neither of you wants to pull away, but breathing takes precedence. You almost feel lightheaded, completely in a daze as you look at him.
"Didn't know you were the type to kiss on the first date."
You laugh, feeling euphoric in every sense of the word. "I didn't think you were either."
He chuckles softly and leans in again. "I guess we're both each other's exception."
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hailey-murdock · 1 year
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hailey baby I have a fluffy matt request
you spend the evening with him after he returns from a long day at the courthouse. eating takeout food, and hanging out. just really fluffy and wholesome, the rest is all yours <3
- with love, your dumbass counterpart💋
Ahhh okay so this is my very first fic, and I hope I did good for you my sweet dumdum ❤
(a/n: reblogs are appreciated)
The more I give to thee, the more I have
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Paring: Matt Murdock x Reader
Warning: None. Just pure fluff.
Summary: based off this request from my most favorite person in the world (@little-miss-dilf-lover) Alicia ❤💋
"you spend the evening with him after he returns from a long day at the courthouse. eating takeout food, and hanging out. just really fluffy and wholesome, the rest is all yours <3"
WC: 800ish
Dating Matt has its advantages and disadvantages. You hated the nights when your boyfriend would come through the apartment window late at night all beaten up and hurt. But you loved him for who he is, a man devoted to making Hell's Kitchen a safe place for many people along with his closest friends and especially for you, hoping that one day maybe a mini you or mini Matt as well. 
A man who worshiped the ground you walked on. A man who loves you passionately and deeply. Matt isn't like any other man you've dated before. Either it was his nightly activities or his normal job as the great lawyer he is, he always came back to home, you are his home. No matter how tired he was, he always made time for you.
And especially in a moment like this, after such a long day at the courthouse working his ass off, he finally came back to the apartment. You were in the living room, laying on the couch reading one of your favorite novels, "Romeo and Juliet". Once you have heard the door open, you immediately close your book and sit up and walk to the door. 
The sight of your beautiful boyfriend made you smile, just like the first time you met back in college. Matt was exhausted after dealing with some annoying clients and lawyers. He missed the sound of your voice, your scent, your laugh. He missed every single thing about you and couldn't just wait to get home with you. 
Matt never thought he could ever have such a domestic lifestyle, but that changed until you guys started dating. The more time he spent with you, the more he fell in love with you. After everything that had happened with Elektra he swore he would never fall in love with anyone else. You, you had some kind of power over him, he thought. Nobody had made him feel more alive, loved, safe and cared for before, but you did. You gave him everything he could ever want.
When you had moved in with Matt, you both agreed to take turns in cooking. One day you would cook and the other he would. But as he made his way back after a long day, he decided to get takeout for the both of you. Not in the mood to cook dinner tonight.
"Hey sweetheart", Matt kissed you gently on the lips when you went to greet him at the door. You helped him close the door and with the bags of food and set them on the table as he followed right behind you.
"Hi Matty, how was your day?", you say as you wrapped your arms around Matt's waist and he laid his chin on top of your head and his arms around you.
He stayed silent for a bit trying to savor this moment with you. "It was tiring, so much work today hun". He pulled away to caress your cheek with one hand and kiss your forehead. 
You nodded since you didn't want to push him any more knowing that Matt was really tired and he would talk when he was ready. "Come on, let's eat, okay?"
The both of you pulled away from each other's embrace and took the takeout and sat on the couch with a few beers and ate. Matt had asked about your day at work, and you told him about how you got a new position that you've been working hard to get and a raise. He was happy for you and he praised you for working so hard to get what you wanted. "My hard-working girlfriend. Always knows what's best, does what she wants. I think you're way more badass than Daredevil." Matt said while chuckling with you. 
After a while, Matt finally told you how his day in court went. You always felt immense joy when Matt would talk about anything. It was hard for him to open up and him being able to do that with ease with you made your heart swell.
While Matt changed into something more comfortable, you cleaned up a bit. You sat down on the couch waiting for Matt to come back and you were reading once again your book. He laid down on the couch with his head on your lap. "Read to me sweetheart."
Your hand ran through his hair as you nodded. "My bounty is as boundless as the sea, my love as deep. The more I give to thee, the more I have, for both are infinite." 
Matt smiled widely as he realized when you said that it was more directly towards him then just reading it. He thought it was impossible to fall even more deeply in love with you then from what he already was.
Right now is one of the moments in which you could see the advantages of being in love with Matt Murdock. And you would never waste these moments together.
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mushies-stories · 1 year
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Will you?
Thomas Selby X Reader
gothic women and tommy shelby? yes.
Y/N works in a morgue and sells body parts to the boys for... reasons. (If you've ever watched soa you'd know) and tommy falls in love and has decided it's time to ask the big question :D
warnings: It's kind of proofread as always, long straight hair because Morticia Adams is inspo juuuust a little. female reader.
word count:1035
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Thomas Shelby had been with many different women. Blonds, brunettes, some nice and kind and others more vocal and intimidating. But for the most part they had all been normal so to say. They worked jobs normally for women or wanted a housewife life. Wore just enough makeup with the right dress and jews to match. From what Tommy had come to understand, that was just how women were, that was until he met Y/N.
She was someone no man or person would miss if she walked down any street. Hair straight as a pin and long down her back. Shades of black surrounded her eyes. Lips often painted a dark red. No one had ever seen her wear a single color, all of her clothing is black and flows somewhere at least a little. 
The pair met when Tommy needed body parts to deal with some business, they ended up at a small town morgue. Walking in and half expecting to be met with a weird eyed old man, All three brothers were happily surprised to be met with a beautiful young woman. After some awkward exchanges and half ass explanations they finally just threw down a bunch of money and waited for your answer. 
After that first deal, with how good that pay was, why say no? You began to see the brothers more often, not always all together though. It wasn't too long that Tommy found himself just wanting to see you, but knowing he can't just come up with a reason to need a limb or an eye he decided to just man up and ask you to dinner.
That was just the first of many before you were officially together and Tommy was realizing that you meant everything to him. You knew darkness and you knew what he does, you help him even. You weren't afraid of the dead. He loved the darkness, that's how he described you. He found your love for all things dark and scary, creepy even, romantic. He knew if he came home with blood on his shirt you wouldn't scare you. You had concern yes, but as long as the blood isn't his, that meant he was okay and that all you cared about.
This is why Thomas Shelby has decided it was time, time to ask you to be his wife, fill his home with dark spiky flowers, cut the heads off roses in the garden. Fill the place with your energy that seems to always calm him down. He knew it was time to ask. He had never felt so drawn and attached to another person. He needed you. 
Tommy took you to New York for the new year. Having business to deal with but also not wanting to be away from you for too long he figured this would be an opportune time. Staying a few weeks meant he had plenty of time to spend celebrating with you. 
Snow covered the ground and the buildings and kids were heading inside. You and Tommy were in a horse drawn sleigh heading home from dinner. Tommy had his arm slung over your shoulder, holding you to him while a blanket of furr sat across your laps. 
Smiling softly, you looked around as the snow fell softly around you in big flakes. Something about the cold snow and dead silence of the nights and the eerie feeling of the dark snow covered streets. Y/N loved it. Now, Tommy thought. You were almost to the hotel, and had been talking most of the ride already.  
Tommy admired you as you stared around them. “Would you like it if I bought one?” He offered with a small tease. Turning your attention to him, you give him a questioning look. “One of these, a sleigh?” he clarifies. 
“oh! “ You exclaimed. Thinking about it for a moment, finger tapping your chin lightly. “I think that would be lovely.” you say softly with a smile. “No more automobiles, we can take the sleigh out!” you declared. 
“Well love, I don’t think a sleigh will work out of winter.” Tommy chuckled softly. 
You let out a sigh and agree.“Yes dear I suppose you are correct.” you lean into him more, resting your head on his shoulder. 
With his other hand, Tommy reaches into his jacket pocket and pulls out a small black velvet box, holding the box out in front of you he clears his throat.“Y/N, I have something I want to ask, eh?”
You look from the box to him with wide eyes, having to tilt your head.“Tommy?”
“Will you marry me, be my wife?” he asks softly, opening the box. Your attention was stolen by a gold banded ring decorated in black onyx sitting in gray silk. Three bigger gems sat in the middle, surrounded by smaller staggered ones on the sides. 
Softly you nodded your head. ”yes.” you said almost in a whisper. 
“Yes? You'll marry me then eh?” He confirms with a growing smile. 
Looking him in the eyes and nodding faster you had tears pricking the corner of your eyes. “Oh Tommy, look what you’ve done.” you whine with a smile as a tear rolls down your cheek, taking a small drag of black shadow down with it. “You’ve gone and made my makeup run.” you sniffle softly. 
Kissing the side of your head softly, Tommy smooths some of your hair down that was now getting frizzy from the slow. “Sorry love.” he says softly, holding you tighter to him. “Here take the glove off, let me put it on.” he says while taking the ring from its case.
Wiping a tear away you took off both your gloves, you wouldn't be putting them back on anyways. With your hand ready Tommy slipped the ring into your finger and it fit perfectly. “Tommy It's perfect, I love it.” you smile and kiss his jaw. “And I love you, Thomas Shelby.” 
The rest of the ride was spent kissing and admiring the ring, the rest of the night was spent making love and plans for the future. You will soon be a Shelby and somehow that didn't scare you a bit.
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title -> closer genre -> surprise, it's angst! | one sided love pair -> ot8!skz x gn!reader plot -> a paragraph from letters you've never sent to stray kids. lowercase intended | no warnings
❥ ✉
'cause you're the holiday i celebrate too late
you're the eyes i gave up tryin' to captivate
how do you feel when you have a crush on someone? i always wanted to know what you thought about this. for me it's like i either live hooked on a feeling or give up completely when i'm disappointed by the results of it. i had the biggest crush on you since i've met you jisung and i don't think that's ever gonna change. it's easy to put it in a paper and not say it out loud like i prepared so many times. the thing is i don't want to be in a relationship, i completely gave up trying to be somewhere i don't belong in and that's your arms. what's not easy is the burning feeling in my chest every time i see you holding someone else, i just wish it was me one last time.
you're the song that i loved but then overplayed
and i'm the b-side throwaway
what's there to say? you're captivating with everything you do. every single step you take towards me i melt into a puddle trying to compose myself. i don't think i deserve you, you already know this because you heard me talk about it didn't you? as you pretended that you did not. i don't blame you for not having a crush on me, no one does. chris i think your talent is immeasurable but your ability to lie isn't and you know how much i love your music. the fact that i've been the first one to listen to some new releases still shocks me but i would gladly accept any offer to do so again unless you don't want me around you anymore which is understandable.
i hope you never rain on my charade
the lonely one i let myself create
i got my space, but what'd i pay?
i had a mental image of you that the more i look, the more i know, it gets closer to your reality. why do i say this? because i truly think perfection didn't exist until i found you felix. i know i drifted apart from you, i know i said i need space to figure things out with my feelings and our friendship. i don't wanna ruin us but i know i already did, in fact i know that you feel like you can be friends with me after my confession. i don't think i can be friends anymore lixie. crushes don't usually hurt but the one sided love truly does sometimes, and i don't want you to feel pity and say that you will "fall in love" with me when those things don't happen. i can't take any more lies.
i've been fucked so much that i no longer wait
i sabotage and break my own heart
just in case
god did my past experiences fuck me up. you know this more than anyone seungmin and i still let you hold me every night. i knew that things weren't gonna be easy when you said you wanted to be there for me through everything, i knew i was gonna fall for the person that first decided to listen to me and take care of me in such a beautiful and soft way. now here i am sitting, hoping that you read this and don't feel too bad about me leaving that night. i couldn't deal with the feelings again, the powerful love i felt for you was way too much for my heart to take and i needed to back away. i'm sorry, i will always be sorry minnie.
so, yeah, i loved you or i tried to
but i don't know how
i think i gave it my all when it came to you. but then i realized that it wasn't really worth it was it? you're never gonna feel the same way. i tried so hard, thinking that maybe one day you'll look at me and see more than a friend standing beside you. i can't say that i don't love you anymore, i still need time to process everything and to grow out of these feelings for you changbin so i understand if you don't want to talk to me anymore. hoping one day you see me in a new light was the most hopeless thing i've done. i feel so empty right now as i watch you on a screen again, of course i could never have you. i don't know what i was thinking in the first place.
used to need you and feel you
but we ran it all down
so i guess this is it? i don't even know what to say after what happened. i'm so tired of going around you like the only thing that matters in plain sight is you. but that doesn't mean my feelings will change, that doesn't mean that i'm done with you even if you're done with me. it means that i think it's time to step away before i end up more heartbroken than i already am hyunjin. i know you think this is easy but it's really not, i can't stop feeling the way i do in just a couple of days. i truly thought you were the one for the longest time and i still feel like i need you. i still feel like i want to be loved by you even if it's just me being delusional again.
'cause i loved you or i tried to
can it be easy now?
i never had any hope in the first place jeongin. i feel like i decided to give my heart and soul to someone who deserved it and not getting anything back would be just fine. it really wasn't, it's not your fault but it's not mine either right? even if i feel like an idiot thinking i had a chance with you. i truly hope you find happiness in someone like i did for a long time in you, you deserve to experience love in it's purest form. thank you for not giving up on me though, i don't know where i would've ended up if you just plainly rejected me but you didn't. you gave me another chance and even if i'm not gonna take it, i just wanted to say thank you.
or will it kill me on the evenin'
that I let you down?
i'm sorry i disappointed you. you weren't looking for someone and this is how i decide to show up in your life, another love interest opportunity? i'm surprised you don't hate me. minho i know that love is a hard thing to take and i'm not gonna insist or pursue you to change your mind. i'm just gonna let you know that someday, someone's gonna appear and you're not gonna feel this kind of hatred for love anymore. you're gonna feel blessed that person is gonna be by your side forever & ever. i know it's not me even if i wanted it to be, i let you down this time and it hurts but i gave it my all to be there for you and that's all i can say.
- love (y/n).
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i need you closer
or i need it over
either need you closer
or i need it over, yeah
"hey (y/n)." my neighbor greeted me and i just waved but then i realized they were holding onto something, looked like letters. "these were piling up so i picked them up and they're all addressed to you so here you go!" she said and gave me a small smile.
"thank you and i'm sorry for the inconvenience." i said as i got them in my hands.
8 sealed letters all sent to me. i read the names: han jisung, bang christopher, lee felix, kim seungmin, seo changbin, hwang hyunjin, yang jeongin and finally lee minho. did they truly read my letters?
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A Scene Popped Into My Head But Instead Of Writing A Whole AU I’m Just Going To Write That One Scene <3
—> Scene Capture Fics Masterlist
—> Today’s Feature: Knight Levi!
—> a/n: i feel kinda sick?? like if i had a fever by morning i wouldn't be surprised. but it's amazing what listening to a whole new world on repeat can do for you.
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Everyone looks so beautiful. You've noticed it all night. There isn't a single person that you don't take a second glance at. Of course, you're expected to chatter with everyone, to create goodwill and the like. Bright lights and swishy gowns make the whole business less tedious than it appears.
Once you've greeted every duke, duchess, count, marquis and everyone in between, your father finally gives you permission to dance. Eagerly, you step into the fray, only to feel incredibly small.
There's no one here you want to dance with. They're all gorgeous in their own right, but...
Your eyes flick to the entrance of the ballroom, where a stoic man stands apart from the rest. In the royal guards' uniform, he looks a lot less like the rogue he appears to be in his everyday clothing. Dare you say it, Levi looks almost proper, and you think he'd give you the cold shoulder for a whole week if you ever told him such a thing.
No matter what he wears, though, he's easily the most breathtaking person in the room.
You know that all eyes are discreetly on you as you make your way to him, including his. Assuring your safety is one of the most important things he's supposed to do tonight, after all.
The two of you have a deal of sorts. You shape up and become queen, and then you appoint him as head of the royal guards. Levi insists he wouldn't do a good job, but you beg to differ. You couldn't think of anyone better suited for the role.
And so you both set out to achieve your respective goals. To put your all into it. And everything's going well, except for that little pesky problem of your heart beating faster every time you see him. Him, a maid's son. Him, rude and brash and blunt. Him, your closest friend. Him, who you could never be with.
Just one night. One night to indulge.
"Levi." You smile warmly once you reach him, fingers itching with the urge to brush over his shoulders, tug him into a kiss, or just play with his impossibly soft hair. These thoughts are so improper, but you can't help it, not when he's the most handsome young man you've ever met. "Would you do me the honor of a dance?"
"No." His answer is so quick it makes you pout.
"Please? Just one dance between friends."
Levi tsks, brushing a speck of dust from your sleeve. The way he touches you so easily sends a storm of butterflies down your stomach. Before he can pull his hand back, you take it, squeezing his rough palm against your own.
Knowing that everyone is watching him, he kneels down and kisses the back of your hand, as is customary. The storm becomes a typhoon. No one else's mandatory gestures put you in such a state of disarray.
"And if your father is displeased?" Of course that's what he's worried about. As if the king will notice one dance among several others that he'll undoubtedly push you into.
"He will not be." Your eyes twinkle. "And if he locks you up, I shall pardon you once I become queen."
"How reassuring," he murmurs dryly, but Levi has never denied any of your requests for too long. So he doesn't relinquish his hold of your hand, and instead leads you to the center of the room, letting the crowd part from the crown princess.
There are several steps to this dance. It's rather complicated. But one couldn't tell that from how gracefully Levi moves with you, matching your every step like the two of you are extensions of one another. The only variation he adds to the steps is a second kiss, to your temple this time, the second you're close enough. It's so fast and so light that no one realizes what happened except for you.
Levi makes this, as he does everything else, look easy.
Of course he does. He is, after all, the one who practiced the dance with you for hours.
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Go Go Let's Go! Let's Go! Dateko! (Pt.1)
⚠️THIS FIC IS 18+ NSFW, MINORS DNI ⚠️
Warnings: Swearing
Word count: 7000+
"You're looking at the face of the new captain of Date Techs iron wall" your son Futakuchi Kenji shouted as he burst through the front door of your humble abode.
"So they really went with you huh" you snicker "good maybe now you'll finally learn some respect for Moniwa and those other nice third years"
Kenji huffed as he set his bag down taking off his school tie and jacket.
 "You know mom, most parents would be like 'oh my god Kenji I'm so proud of you we can order your favorite tonight I love you so much you sweet sweet child'" he mocks as you stare at him trying not to laugh.
"Since when has that been our relationship Kenji" you smile as you proceed over to your son.
You grab him forcing him into a tight squeeze "Oh I love my boy so much you are so precious I can't wait to go cheer for Date Tech every single game now" you gush as he tries to force his way from your grasp.
"Eww mom please stop" he says as he gags "I didn't mean that supportive. Please don't show up at our games."
"I don’t know Kenji those team mates of yours really do like me" you snicker as you turn around "I wouldn't ever want anyone to think I don't support my precious baby boy."
Kenji rolled his eyes as you laughed. You had always had a really good relationship with your son. You had him at the age of 20 while you were in a relationship with his father. Unfortunately the relationship didn't work out and his father left the area. You didn't see him much and neither did Kenji. You struggled as a single mom, finding your main support in your parents. You had a great relationship with them and the 4 of you together made up a tiny happy family.
Your parents helped you finish school while your mother watched Kenji. You graduated and getting the job you had worked years for. Now that you were established, things were going well. Kenji was doing well in school, playing volleyball for one of the top schools in the Miyagi prefecture and you were working long hours at a job you loved. No matter what you always made time for your son. He didn't really want you to attend his games so you would occasionally sneak into one watching from the nosebleeds. You loved seeing your son doing what he loved and you always encouraged him.
"So what does a team captain do" you ask as you place the order for your son's favorite take out.
"I mean I run pratices, lead drills and encourage the team" he says nonchalantly as he looks over his school work.
"Not a strong suit of yours Kenj" you smile as he shots a death glare at you.
"Well it's alot easier now that we have a manager to help too" he says.
"Oh you found one then?" You smile
"Yeah Nametsu Mai, she's a second year. She will be doing a lot of the note taking and helping with set ups. Also it's nice to have someone making bentos for the team" he says.
You look up from the bills on your counter "wait she's doing all that alone? That poor girl why does she have to do all that?"
"It's her job mom chill" Kenji says as he laughs at your outburst.
"And your job Kenji is to make sure your team runs efficiently so I expect you to be helping you" you turn as you raise your eyebrows at him.
"Mom ser-" Kenji starts as he sees the glare in your eyes.
"I'm 100% serious Kenji. If you don't help that girl I swear to God that I will be front and center at every single match. Every single tournament with a giant sign in the shape of your face and a shirt that says 'I'm Futakuchi Kenji's number one fan'" you glare as his eyes widen.
"Ok mom ok ill invite her over to help her my god you're mean" he says as you smile.
"I'm off Friday so I can help you make bentos too. You really suck Kenji at doing anything domestic" you smile as you walk to the door to get the takeout you ordered.
Kenji shakes his head as he groans.
Thank God I'm only captain for 1 year he thinks as he signs going to help you get the food.
Friday approaches quickly as the team gears up for their first round of tournaments
"Mai" Kenji calls as he motions for her to come over
"Yes Kenji?" Mai says with a bright smile
"So I want to help you prepare meals for the team for the tournament" he says.
The team stops. Mai looks at him in shock. Middle blocker Aone Takanobu just stares. Fellow outside hitter Obara Yutaka smiles as Libero Sakunami Kōsuke looks on in complete shock.
"Stop looking at me like that! I'm a helpful person!" He screams as they all go back to their activities.
"Ahh it's ok Kenji I really don't need he-" Mai waves shaking her hands.
"Just come to my place tonight ok" Kenji says as the gym doors suddenly burst open.
Coach Oiwake Takurō just shakes his head as he witnesses to former 3rd year volleyball players parade into the gym.
"Well hello our precious underclassmen" Former Middle blocker Kamasaki Yasushi shouts as he walks over to the team.
Kenji just shakes his head "you guys really must lead boring lives if you always have to come bother us during practice. Haven't you found a job yet Kamasaki?" Kenji smirks as he sees the third year began to get heated.
"And here I thought you changed Futakuchi" he says as he goes to grab the captain by the collar. 
 Suddenly someone yells "Aone" and Aone goes to break up the fighting duo.
"Still no respect for your upperclassmen I see" Former captain Moniwa Kaname says with a laugh.
"Well since you're here you might as well make yourselves useful" Kenji says as he stares at Kamasaki "go block for me."
Kamasaki loosens his tie as former wing spiker Sasaya Takehito says as he shakes his head "not again."
Practice ends as the team clears the gym. Mai and Kenji walk to the Futakuchi residence. 
 As they approach, Mai looks at Kenji.
"You really don't need to help me" Mai says "it's my job as manager."
"I know Mai but you see- umm well my mom kinda insisted I help you" Kenji says "she's a bit- much."
They walk to the front door as Kenji opens it. Y/N comes running from the kitchen to greet her son and hopefully their team manager.
"KENJI I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU DIDNT BRING-" you stop as Kenji just stares at you.
"Oh hello! You must be Mai!" You say extending your hand to the young girl.
"Hello Ms. Futakuchi! It's so nice to meet you" Mai says as she bows, saying Y/Ns hand.
"You as well! Kenji you didn't tell me how cute she was! You must get attention for all the boys" you smile as Mai blushes.
"Mom seriously" Kenji says as his face turns read and he walks away putting his and Mai's bags on the floor.
"What? It's true! But take it from me honey, boys are nothing but trouble! Look at Kenji" you say as you smirk to your son, Mai trying to hide her giggling.
"Ok mom did you just invite her over to ridicule me?" Kenji says to you completely unimpressed
"Nope I can do that without inviting her over! Now let's go to the kitchen Mai" you say as you lead the young girl to the kitchen.
You and Mai work to prepare bentos as you put Kenji to work where you need him.
"Honestly Kenji just stay out of the way" you shout.
"Mom why did you even ask me to invite her over?! I'm literally doing nothing" he says as he sits at the table
"Yes and you're terrible at it" you roll your eyes.
Mai finds your relationship with Kenji amusing and lighthearted. She can tell you have a great relationship with your son and you both feel comfortable picking on each other.
"Ok that's the last of it Mai. You did such a great job! The boys are so lucky to have you. And if they ever say anything rude to you, you let me know and I'll take care of it" you nudge Mai as she giggles.
"Oh don't worry Ms Futakuchi, Coach Oiwake makes sure they appreciate me" she smiles.
"Coach Oiwaka? I don't think I've met him" you turn slowly looking at Kenji
"Why would you need to mom? You always tell me you're happy to get rid of me to whomever will take me off your hands" he says to you in a mocking tone.
"Still! Is he cute?" You say as Mai laughs out loud
"Mom we are not having this discussion " Kenji says as he places his hands over his ears and walks out of the kitchen.
"Well is he?" you say smiling at Mai.
"For an older man, yes" she says giggling "he's been divorced for a few years now. No kids to speak of. He's pretty dedicated to being the coach"
You smile. It's been forever since you've been out with a man. After Kenji's father left, you were top focused on your career and school to even consider dating, let alone be intimate. It had been at least 5 years since you last had sex. Honestly you weren't even sure that was accurate.
"Ms. Futakuchi" Mai says to you as you stare off into space "umm Ms. Futakuchi?"
"Oh gosh I'm sorry Mai! Just thinking. How about we keep the bentos here and I'll bring them tomorrow morning before you leave?" You smile as Mai nods.
"Heck maybe I'll even get to chance to see this gorgeous coach of yours" she winks
"LA LA LA MOM I CANT HEAR YOU" Futakuchi sings from the other room as you both laugh.
Saturday morning approaches as Kenji leaves early to help load the bus. You leave the house at 7:30 in your leggings and old date tech t shirt, figuring it would just be a quick stop to drop off the bentos and back home to enjoy a day free from Kenji and responsibilities as an adult.
You arrive at the school and see the bus outside. It seems like the team is in the gym so you quickly grab the box making your way to the gym. You start to press the door open as you enter slowly.
Coach Oiwake looks up from his notes to see a beautiful young women standing holding an entire box of bentos.
Who are you? And how in the world are you so attractive?
"Kenji you jerk get over here and help your poor mother" you say sarcastically as the team snickers.
"More like 'poor me having to deal with my MOM showing up to my volleyball gym’" kenji rolls his eyes as he quickly walks away from you.
"Love you too sweetheart" you blurt out as every laughs and Coach Oiwake smiles.
"Futakuchi is this really your mother?" Coach says as he watches Kenji out the bentos on the floor.
"Unfortunately yes" Kenji says as he rolls his eyes rejoining his team.
You turn to walk out as Coach Oiwake stops you.
"Mrs. Futakuchi, hello I'm Coach Oiwake Takurō" he says as he extends his hand to yours.
"Oh no 'Mrs' please. Just Y/N" you say as you blush.
The team is observing your interactions.
"Awe that's so cute" Mai gushes as Obara places a hand on Kenji's shoulder.
"Man I don't blame coach at all. Your mom is hot" Obara laughed as Futakuchi glared at him.
"Can we please load the bus and stop talking about my mother? Kenji says.
"Well Y/N we very much appreciate you helping Mai with the Bentos" Coach Oiwake says to you as you smile.
"Don’t mention it Coach Oiwake! Kenji should be doing it anyways AS THE CAPTAIN" you sarcastically shout to him as he walks by you.
Coach Oiwake laughs "I can see where Futakuchi gets his whit Y/N and please call me Takurō."
You smile.
"I hope you'll be able to make it out to the tournament this weekend. I know the boys would appreciate the support" Takurō says as Kenji snaps his neck around.
"Oh no coach my mom is busy this weekend right MOM" Kenji says as he bores holes into your face.
"Actually I don't work this weekend Kenj! Hey that's a great idea! I'll come to support our boys" you shout as you go to hug your son.
Takurō laughs as he watches how cute you interact with your son.
"I look forward to seeing you there Y/N" Takuro says as he turns around winking at you.
Is the coach really flirting with me? you think as you giggle to yourself.
"Oh my god" Kenji shouts as he walks away "Oh don't worry sweetie I promise I won't cheer too loud for my precious angel" you tease as you bid the team and Kenji a farewell.
Damn I need to get to know her Takurō thinks as he smiles as you walk away.
taglist: @axoxtxhxh​
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rogue-durin-16 · 2 years
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MATCHUP FOR:
Anon
i'm really short, skinny but in a athletic kinda way, blonde, brown eyes. i had a cleft palette as a baby, but i had a lot of surgeries to get rid of it. my super power is that i can't get brain freeze after eating ice cream because the nerve endings in my mouth were messed up from all the surgeries. i'm kinda insecure about my face and body though. pretty sure i have body dysmorphia. i was adopted. i have an adopted little brother too. we're both from russia. i love ballet and i used to dance when i was in school. besides dance, my other passions are animals and kids. i want to work as a vet or as a pre-school teacher one day. i also love chocolate a lot. i'm a pretty quiet person. i love inside jokes with my friends and i have a really snarky sense of humor. i can sometimes come off as mean if i don't get what i want but my main fear is that i'll end up alone in life and that i need someone to love me in order to feel worthy.
From Band Of Brothers I Ship You With:
Darrell "Shifty" Powers
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Ship dynamic:
In Love & Unaware Of It™
Quote:
«Let everything happen to you, beauty and terror, no feeling is final.»
Bet he pins you as a preschool teacher the first time he meets you; he finds that endearing and he's pleased when he learns he was on the right track.
He's good with kids —good with people in general, dare I say—, so that's something you got in common.
He adores to see you interact with kids, like, I just know that puts a beam on his face every single time.
The whole company thinks you're dating. Shocker, you're not. Yet.
You just act around each other like you're the most lovesick couple ever since minute one, and you're not even together yet.
When you eventually start dating it gets somehow less couple-like??? Until you start to get fully comfortable.
While Shifty will absolutely love you and make you feel the most loved you've ever been, he's going to make you unlearn that you need THAT to feel worthy.
It's gonna be a long haul, but I'm sure this angel will manage.
He also teaches you that you don't need to be mean in order to get what you want; as Cinderella would say (and probably Shifty too), you can catch more flies with honey than with vinegar. I know it's not an original Cinderella quote shush
He shows you how you can get your way much easier with kindness and sweet words, and you eventually pick up on doing that, which makes you look much better even though you're doing the same.
Shifty never thought much of ballet until he met you. You saw him how graceful and beautiful it is, and now he loves it.
You two go to ballet shows everytime you can.
This man BEGS to see you dance for a long time. He'll only give up if you a) give him a taste of what you learned from those ballet classes, or b) show him photographs, you choose.
He also likes to slow dance with you.
Shifty finds absolutely outstanding and impressive that you can't get brain freeze from eating ice cream.
Like, he will genuinely gasp in shock, it'll definitely be hilarious.
He buys you ice cream a lot, just because he loves to see you not get brain freeze— someone explain why is he so adorable?
Cue ice cream dates.
This cinnamon roll is confused at first about the way you see your own body and face; he can't wrap his head around the idea of you not seeing yourself in an accurate way.
Like, he sees you; you're gorgeous, stunning, beautiful, amazing. Then he hears you and he just??? does not compute???
He'll eventually understand and try to help you the best he can. Having a distorted version of yourself is not an easy thing to deal with, but if someone can hold your hand while you walk through it, that's Shifty.
Lots of caressing, specially in your face; he loves to stroke your cheeks while you two smile like two idiots.
I'm getting falling asleep on each other's shoulders vibes.
I'm also getting comfortable silence when you two cuddle vibes.
Tons of inside jokes that tear quiet laughs from both of you while you're in a group, leaving the others clueless.
You two are lovely to watch, the definition of wholesome OTP.
Please, get married.
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jediken0bi · 3 years
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Blissed Out
Spencer Reid x Reader
Summary: BAU!Reader and Spencer are getting ready to spend the evening wining and dining with the Team and Spencer can't help but reflect on how lucky he is.
Domestic Bliss ensues!
Warnings: Some suggestive themes but nothing graphic
word count: 1393
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Today was your lucky day. Not only did you not have a case but the team has seized up the opportunity to plan a nice dinner to catch up. You might see each other every day but the cases you deal with leave little to no time for other things. You miss your friends and you know Spencer does too.
Speaking of Spencer, he was currently getting dressed in the bedroom and you found him in a surprisingly good mood. Not that he's a grumpy person per se but he usually rejects the idea of going out when the alternative is staying in to watch Doctor Who.
You come up behind him to wrap your arms around his torso.
"Hey handsome are you almost ready?"
He leaned into your touch for a second before turning around and taking you in. You look as beautiful as ever. Your dress fits you in all the right places and your hair and make up look angelic.
Every time he looks at you, it feels like falling in love all over again.
"Pretty much. Can't decide on a tie though so i was hoping you'd help me"
You tugs at your waist and you collide with his chest. He leans down to press a kiss to your cheek and you lean into his touch with closed eyes.
"You look absolutely stunning" he half whispers before pressing a soft peck to your lips.
You can't help but blush at his actions. Not that Spencer isn't usually affectionate with you, quite the opposite really, but you still aren't used to his bluntness. Contrary to what others say about him, he doesn't feel the need to hide how he feels or downplay how he sees things anymore. Especially when it comes to you. Non of your previous relationships could've prepared you for the love Spencer lays on you every single day.
"Thank you, Spence"
You lean up to press another short kiss to his lips. You would love to do more than that right now but you're already late and you really did miss your friends.
Remembering his earlier request, you look past him to judge his tie options. You spot your favorite among them and excitedly point to it.
Spencer smiles and turns around to look at what you've chosen and let's out a small laugh that brings a wide smile to your face.
"I should've known how this would go. You really do love this tie huh" he says jokingly while placing it around his neck.
You stop his hands by grabbing them and pulling him towards you again.
"No, i love you and you just so happen to look very hot wearing that tie. I can't help it"
You bite your lip in order to suppress a grin.
As much as you still struggle to accept Spencers compliments, you know he's in the same boat as you.
He's not used to it at all and while he admitted to you that he really likes it when you compliment him it's obvious to you that he's still struggling with accepting them from time to time.
There's a hint of a blush on his cheeks and he looks down at his feet for a second before catching your eyes with a bashful smile.
"Thank you, my love"
You nod with a smile, happy he accepted the compliment. You reach up to tie his tie and are focused so hard on the task at hand that you almost miss the way Spencer looks at you while you struggle with straightening it out properly. A small smile works itself onto your face and before you can ask what he's looking at, he is already wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you into a hug.
You let out a surprised giggle. You wrap your arms around his neck and he nuzzles his head in the crook of yours. He takes a deep breath before pressing featherlight kisses to your neck and cheek.
"Are you alright baby?" You ask in a calm voice. Maybe he just needs to be held right now and you're more than willing to provide him with that comfort but you'd rather be sure that's all there is to this outburst of emotion.
You can feel him smile at the pet name. He presses another kiss to your neck.
"Perfectly good. I just keep remembering how lucky i am. I never even thought this level of happiness existed outside of romance novels and now i get to wake up every morning experiencing it first hand. You know, before you stepped into my life there were times where i hated being me, but now i know there's isn't a single person on this planet i would ever want to switch with. Thank you for loving me"
Your eyes glisten with unshed tears as you let out a wobbly laugh. You lean back to capture his face with your hands and he all but melts under your touch. He presses a long kiss to your left palm und you stroke his cheek with the other.
"You deserve to be loved for exactly who you are. You, Spencer Reid, are the most wonderful man i have ever met. I'll spend the rest of my life trying to make you see that"
A moment passes where you two just stare at each other in awe. Soaking in the underlying promise of a future filled with everything you two wanted.
A house, a cute backyard wedding, kids and mornings filled with butterfly kisses and unconditional support.
He leans down to kiss you and before your lips even touch his, you've already buried your hands in his curls. You close the gap between you two and as cliché as it sounds for a moment nothing else mattered. There was only you and him.
What started out fairly innocent quickly turned into something more. The cases have kept you two quite busy and it's been a minute since you spend some quality alone time.
He grips your waist and pulls you flush against his chest while his tongue asks for permission. You don't think twice about granting it and all of a sudden you find yourself wishing you didn't have to leave any minute.
There's many things that you love about Spencer but one of your favorite things is definitely how passionate he gets when you grant him access to your body. Each and every time he sucks in a deep breath and lets his eyes wander over every beautiful curve. His stares are shameless and it sends shockwaves through your entire body.
You are his as much as he is yours and he will always make sure you know just how worshipped you are.
He is by far the most attentive lover and boyfriend you've ever had and you shutter at the thought that there was a time where you accepted anything less.
A future without Spencer would be no future at all and all you can think about while he's kissing down your neck is how blessed you are to have found the love of your life at such a young age.
He kisses his way back up your neck and presses one final kiss to your lips before leaning back and smiling.
"Are you ready, my love? They're probably wondering where we are"
You give him a bright smile and nod your head happily. Your hands are sliding down his neck all the way down his back and before you can reach his butt, he grabs your hands and laughs.
"Nice try. Save that energy for later"
You give him a pout and he only laughs at your goofiness.
"You're obsessed with my butt, you know that?
You give him a dreamy smile and shrug lightly.
"It's a cute butt. No shame in wanting to claim it now is there?"
He shakes his head while trying to suppress a grin.
"It's all yours, i promise. Now let's go before Derek starts turning our late arrival into a very inappropriate party guessing game"
You laugh as he grabs your hand and pulls you out of the door. You intertwine your fingers with his and bump your shoulder into his side.
"$10 he's already made everyone give their best guess"
Spencer just holds your hand tighter and groans with a small smile.
"He definitely did"
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roseabelle21 · 3 years
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Requested by: @mirukobecomingbothered​
I might have gotten carried away with the headcanon, I'm sorry! 🥺🥺 I added a few twists of my own and I hope it reached your expectations. I hope you like it! ♥️♥️♥️
Pairings: Hitoshi Shinsou x reader, Katsuki Bakugou x reader
Status: Unedited
Genre: Fluff with a tiny weeny bit of angst.
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Quick Background:
An outcast because of a 'villainous' quirk? Check.
Do you have friends? Not sure if you can call them your friends when they are all blithering idiots who want to mess with the spirits.
Does everyone think that you will be a villain someday? Every time.
Is everyone afraid of you because you look like you've been dead for the past five years but still walking above ground? Absolutely!
When do people see your cat do they automatically think that you are a witch? Yes, but more like a demon in disguise.
You shrugged them off, your quirk might be on the freaky and terrifying side but it is powerful.
Contrary to popular belief, ghosts are nice, most of the time. Maybe a bit clingy and attention seeker towards you since you are the only one who can see and hear them.
They are a nice company to be around. Most of them.
There was a time you used to hate your quirk, there never seems to be a privacy when you see those supernatural things.
You see things you wish you couldn't, things that can go beyond your imagination.
Everyone thinks the worst in you, and there are days when they get to you.
When that happens, the ghosts always have your back.
You try your best to prove them wrong, and when you got into UA and placed top 5 in the sports festival, some perspective changed, and some called you a freak.
Though they are all wimps since they can't say it directly in your face or around your friends, especially your boyfriend.
Lord knows what'll happen when someone talks shit about you around them.
They probably met Jesus soon after.
Shinsou Hitoshi
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Straight off the bat, your favourite date, past time, and other couple activities are sleeping.
Him catching up on his well-deserved sleep and you calm your mind from everything.
Nothing in between.
Naps in the couch, beside the window, your rooms, maybe beside the window in the common room after stargazing.
You have to pry this headcanon from my cold dead hands.
This sleepy boi understands the pain and suffering you go through the best, especially since he's been there.
Both of you start as acquaintances.
You met him when your cat decided to give you a heart attack by running off to who knows where and not coming back for h o u r s.
It freaked you out since staying out late is unlikely of your lazy ass cat.
Despite your fatigue from training, you rushed outside to find them.
You didn't have to look for too long, you found them at the park accompanied by an Einstein inspired purple-haired guy with a UA uniform.
You let out a breath of relief, it didn't last long as anger bubbled up in your chest.
Yelling out their name that startled not only your cat and the guy, but the rest of the people at the park as well.
Shinso stared at you scolding your cat whilst bringing them in your arms.
Amused and curious at the same time.
Thinking that you took that TikTok meme "I'm alive but I'm dead" a little too far.
A chuckle that left his lips and your glare started a long interesting talk.
Both of you started eating lunch together at school with the Dekusquad.
A few teasing looks from Uraraka when he sat down beside you and greeted you before anyone else.
They started inviting him to your hangouts outside of the school and study dates.
It happened almost every day once he transferred from class 1-A.
A month after that Uraraka and Kaminari started teasing the both of you.
It confused you when they made a big deal about you and Shinsou spending more time with each other than the rest of the class.
It only confused you further when Shinsou started blushing every time you look at him or even go anywhere near him.
He finally confessed to you when both of you got stuck in the closet playing 7 Minutes In Heaven.
It was hard to listen to him because of the endless teasing of your ghost friends.
They approved of him the moment he talked and looked at you like a normal human being.
Shinsou as a friend was protective of you, knowing all of the nasty looks and what people say about you because of something uncontrollable.
And now that you're his girlfriend? Oh boy, haters can run but they can't hide.
He is the most chill person you will ever meet.
But once you decided to talk shit about his girl, just pray my dude.
Or beg for mercy.
If they are one in a million lucky ones, it might work.
But they're not so.
Not even Aizawa can stop him, cause he will turn blind eye.
Nobody talks shit to any of his children students and stay alive to tell the tale.
The both of you are his prodigies, they know nothing of the hard work you both put in your training with him.
You and your boyfriend are the best in stealth missions and gathering information.
You use your friends to gather information undetectable and Shinsou tricking the villains to brainwash them.
In short, you guys are the power couple of Class 1-A and everyone agrees.
A force to be reckoned with.
Besides, no one can pull off the cosplay of Morticia and Gomez Addams better than both of you can.
You rely on each other when times get rough and needed reassurance.
Being each other's rock to hold on and find comfort in.
Shinsou will wrap his arms around you as you spill everything to him.
Reassuring you that you are his hero, muttering sweet things in your ear, stroking your hair to calm you down, and humming you to sleep.
He knows what it feels like to hate something that is apart of you.
And he tries his best to make you see the best in the worst you think of yourself.
Everything about you is beautiful, nothing that is apart of you is worth hating.
Honestly, you couldn't wish for anyone better to be your significant other.
They can call you anything they want, but you will always be an angel in his eyes.
All of them can keep talking, and he finds great pleasure once they see your true power and find themselves speechless.
"That's my girl."
Bakugou Katsuki:
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Not gonna lie, he will probably think that you are a zombie or somewhat related to them.
From the moment you walked through the door, slouched back, droopy red eyes, panda-like eye bags underneath, paper white skin that is unhealthy to look at, he was certain that you are going to collapse at any given moment. 
He scoffed, wondering how the hell you managed to get into UA, let alone the Hero class.
Were you even in the right class or are you just that tired to not see that huge ass sign at the door?
Either way, he didn't care.
So long as you don't stand in his way from being the best, which is highly unlikely to happen in his eyes.
So imagine his shock when you managed to score higher than him in the Physical Assessment Test.
What in the hell?
"Hey, freak bitch! How the hell did you score higher than me?! What are you playing at?!"
Kirishima immediately held him back and apologized profusely to you. 
Bakugou's anger at you only increased when you only stared at him blankly before rolling your eyes and walked away. 
Throughout the rest of the day, whenever he tries to call you or even go near you, he finds himself tripping over nothing or his things randomly dropping.
To say it freaks him out will be an understatement.  
However, that didn't stop him from pestering you. 
Constantly asking yelling- at you demanding your quirk and challenging you for a fight.
You're nonchalant response and sassy remarks only ticked him off.
The two on two activity was useless since you did nothing and Todoroki handled the rest. 
Cue the USJ incident and he is finally satisfied when he saw your quirk at first hand. 
Skeletons rising from the ground and villains mysteriously flying away from you when they get too close to you. 
He immediately put everything together and he is ecstatic. 
An unusual quirk but powerful nonetheless. 
Katsuki finds himself watching you in the classroom and during training. 
Finding your quirk nothing short of weird and curiosity of finding out how you use it is eating him alive.
Sometimes, he catches you talking to yourself and it only makes him more curious. 
And think that you are crazy.
The moment you agreed to challenge him was the beginning of your friendship.
He overheard a few girls that you went to school with talking about your hideous appearance and quirk when walking towards the school for training.
A slight twinge in his heart when he saw you, although your face didn't reveal anything, your eyes sure did. 
He dragged you by the arm to go faster and reassured you in his blunt way.
After that training with Bakugou became a routine.
The Bakusquad saw you both walking out of the park.
You declined their offer of going out saying that you have something to do and Bakugou just saying that he's not interested in going. 
So the teasing of when both of you will make it official happens every. Single. Day.
Be it weekends or weekdays. 
They will not stop their teasing even if they are on the verge of death.
Your bond with Katsuki strengthened when you came to rescue him from the villains and when he failed the Provisional License exams.
You were the first one to notice his change and the first and only one to confront him. 
He was shocked.
He thought he had it hidden well but not to you. 
At first, he was hesitant to tell you anything. But one hug from you and his walls came crashing down.
After that incident, you came to each other to open up.
You told him how you hate your quirk sometimes. Seeing things that gives you nightmares and paranoia.
In a short but somewhat sweet way, he told you about how those fears make you a stronger person. Physically and mentally.
He's by your side no matter what happens, he won't let you go through this alone.
To further emphasize it, he gave you a one arm hug.
He asked you out a few weeks later, quietly and all blushy face which was the first for him. 
Of course you said yes.
You both agreed to keep your relationship a secret from everyone until Halloween where - much to everyone's surprise- he joined in.
The real icing on the cake was when they saw you both in a cliche couple, Harley Quinn and Joker.
Mina and Kirishima were the first ones to realize and Denki being the last.
You are practically inseparable after you relieved your relationship. 
Anyone who talks badly about you and your quirk won't last long in the face of the earth.
Katsuki Bakugou is already explosive enough as he is, and you decided to talk shit about the love of his life?
Girl/Boy bye.
I hope you crossed everything off your bucket list cause the last thing you will see and hear is the sound of his explosions.
He once asked you about what your spirits think of him.
You were silent for a while before you replied, "I don't think you wanna know."
You know he won't stop there, he kept pestering you, again and again, every chance he gets to ask. 
Annoyed you told him.
"They think you are a crusty pomeranian and they find you amusing since it's a miracle that you still have your voice after al those yelling."
They like annoying him, whenever you both are alone, they whisper things to you that'll get you to giggle and he'll angrily question what they were talking about.
Making his things fall or mess with his hair. 
They like him for you.
As long as he keeps you safe and happy, they'll keep him safe and sound.
From the villains and the bad spirits. 
Random:
You have the perfect quirk to scare the living hell of your friends and family during Halloween season.
Who are you to deny the advantages of it. 😏😏😏
Various crosses and other blessed items by the priest litter around your room to keep the spirits away.
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@aureateargentum Percy and Jason Bro posts? Well here you are.
It's rough for them at first.
They're both leaders and its werid for them not to be in charge but by the God's it is a huge relief. And they slowly start to get to know each other, not as great heroes but as each other.
And they compliment each other. Percy as the mischievous, punk kid in the back of the class with a trouble making streak a mile wide and Jason as the golden boy.
(throwing in my Jason was raised by wolves and acts like it headcannon cos this is my house and I make the rules)
But as Percy gets to know him, he learns that's not the case at all. He notices Jason trying not to growl at people, the way he looks so uncomfortable in his own cabin and how he glares at his shoes. How his own camp seem reluctant to follow him at times.
And just how much Jason can struggle with being the golden child of Jupiter.
And while he didn't spent that long in the Wolf House... Percy puts two and two together. And to Jason's relief he accepts him. Let's Jason curl up at the foot of his bed with a thin blanket.
Both of them understanding each other in ways most can't, having responsibility and greatness thrust upon them.
Percy let's Jason relax, let's him have fun and remember what it means to be a kid. They watch recorded movies, Harry Potter and Star wars and quote them during battle.
It's as awesome and dorky as it sounds.
Jason let's Percy know he's valid, that he's not alone and stops him from drowning in his own guilt and fear. They spend nights talking about what ifs and while Jason doesn't always know what to say he's a great listener.
Percy tells Jason about Thalia, and smiles at just how in awe Jason is at his big sister. He tells him e ergthing he knows and while it's not alot, Jason's never been happier.
They bond over broken families, Percy hearing all about Beryl Grace and having to be physically restrained from going to hunt her ghost down. He makes sure every promise made to Jason is kept. And if there's a massive storm and lightning that hits a certain museum...after hearing about Gabe...Well Percy is smiling at the coincidence.
They go to Sally's who adopts Jason on the spot and it becomes his home away from home. He is so embarrassed when he accidentally rips up an old slipper and through his laughter Percy calms him down.
Puppy mode Jason results in a loads of cuddles and protective big brother Percy. (and so many pictures from both him and Sally of Jason being adorable for the scrapbook)
Percy ruffles Jason's hair everytime he does something awesome. It is very frequent because no one praises Jason Alexander Grace and that's a crime.
And anytime the other is feeling overwhelmed they step in. No ones allowed to insult Percy's intelligence after Jason sees just how much it effects him. And Jason will never let that slide or let him forget how great he is.
Someone calls Jason a less impressive Percy and Percy wax poetry's on how great Jason is to both camps and verbally beats up the ass hole.
They become a fearsome duo, on the battlefield it's like watching the sky and sea become one. It's beautiful and terryfying. But it's not just in a fight, they quote movies (there favourite is Tangled) at random points in the day doesn't matter which one it always has a retort.
They are undefeated in super smash bros.
Jason doesn't die because Percy threatens Zeus himself to bring him back and here it is:
When Percy falls, Jason becomes a wreck. He tries to keep everyone safe and is often found passed out crying in Percy's bed. And when Percy returns they sit for hours holding each other, they can't speak they just sit in silence and hold each other and remember that it's all real.
Jason ensures Percy eats and is the only one who can get through to him when he's hallucinating. He stops Percy from pushing others away and he helps him heal. And Percy ruffles his hair, it brings back memories of a simpler time and let's Jason know he's is doing alright.
They are the only ones unafraid by and the only ones that understand what and how to deal with the other going dark. That one moment of breaking down doesn't make them weak and they seek each other out after.
There's an annual joint camp celebration and...
"Ladies, Gentleman, all valid identies can I have your attention please?" Says Percy "I want to thank everyone for their efforts in the war, we kicked mother earth's ass and I couldn't be more proud... But there is someone I want to thank personally."
Percy turns to Jason and holds his hand "Jason, Alexander Grace. You are badass, awesome and the single best cuddler I have ever met. You held the fort while I was gone and stopped e erhthing from exploding. You've been by my side and I'm ever so thankful...sooo would you do me the honour..."
Percy gets on one knee, holding up a box with a blueberry ring pop "of being my bro"
Jason smiles, tears rolling down his cheeks "I would love to be your bro"
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Love Letters to Jade
This has been in the works for a while now, but Jade is back on tumblr so I thought there’s no better time to post this!!
Hi Jade, Bri here. Lex @marvelrose01 and I wanted to do this for you to show you how loved and appreciated you are by your friend on tumblr. We know that you’ve been going through a hard time, and we wanted to prove just how special and fantastic you are. These are for you to have, to read whenever you want, and for you to remember when you’re feeling low.
Thank you to all of those who sent in their letters! You guys truly made this special!
If you are a friend of Jades and wish to add on, please reblog this with your letter and tag it “love letters to jade”
Without further adieu, here are our love letters to Jade
@midnightmagicmusings @midnightmagicmusingsmain I love you!
Dear Jade,
hiii bb!! just wanted to let you know how spectacular you are! you’ve got so much sunshine in you (literally) and it shines so bright everyday! you’re one of the sweetest, strongest people i have ever encountered and i’m so thankful to call you my friend! i love when you send me jj concepts that always make me soft 🥺🥺 and i love your positive energy! i love that you connect me and my acc with palm trees and i hope it stays that way forever!! you’re a QUEEN don’t let anyone ever tell you otherwise!! 💗👑
Love Abby @softstarkey
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Dear Jade,
You have no idea how much I love an appreciate you. You became friends with me when a lot of people weren’t anymore. I know you don’t really know about that but I had lost a lot of friends before you started talking to me. I was getting pretty sad and I started watching obx. After that, I joined the fandom and you were my first friend. When we got to talking we had so much in common and I was so glad to have met you. You helped me through more than you realize and I’m so happy to call you my friend. You’re by far the sweetest, most kind person I have ever met. You’re like a big sister to me and I’ve never had someone like they before so I’m very gratful. I love and appreciate you so much, remember that.
Brie <3
Dear Jade,
You are one of my closest friends on here and I am so happy I bet you!!! I cant believe how easily we fell into a friendship once I dropped into your messages randomly. You were so chill and rolled with it and we just talked about concepts. I loved that night so much and I cant believe I didn’t know you sooner. You are so so sweet to me, a better friend than I deserve. And as you know, I am always here for you, but your always there for me too. Asking about my day and begin interested in what I have to say. You are amazing and I love you to death. Your writing is amazing, and you mean so much to me babes.
Love, Maggie
Dear Jade!!!
you’re one of the bestest people i’ve ever met and i always want to help you and protect you and when i hear you’re having a bad day i go into attack mode because you should never have to have a bad day. you deserve all the good days in the world and i think you deserve more than that even, only the best, because you’re such an amazing friend even if i dont interact with you too much, and thank u for staying my friend cause i know that i dont message or tag you lots but you still are so happy to interact when i do and sometimes you tag me in things and i think thats so amazing and i love iti’ve said it before and i’ll say it again, i dont care what i have to do for you, i’ll do it in a heartbeat with no questions if it means helping you out of a tough situation or protecting you from a meaniehead. you deal with so much everyday and i’m so proud of you for getting up the next day again and again and still continuing to stay positive and post no matter how many mean anons say you shouldn’t, and im proud that i can say you’re my friend and it makes me happy every-time i see an ask from you in my inbox
you’re the best, jade, and you’re dandy and nice and caring!
and in the spirit of the “Jade, you’re cancelled” anon:
Jade, you’re Squid-approved
and i love u🥺💕
-from squiddy”
Dear Jade,
Hello beautiful how are you? I love your work and just some of your post. I know we aren’t close but if you ever need someone to talk to I’m your girl I promise I’m not a middle aged man who got out of a divorce and living in his ex wife’s basement. Now I have t been following you for very long but I have stalked you a few times and you seem amazing just some people are dickheads and don’t know how to be nice but send them my way I’ll hurt em good. I can’t wait for the Swim School series with JJ it’s gonna be great.
Love, Kelsey aka @k-k0129
hi jade!! it’s me amy(kissessforharryyy)
and i just wanted to let you know how important you mean to me and many people on this app. i love you very much!! i’m so happy we became mutals on your main account!! if you ever wanna talk about anything and i mean anything we can!! i love you very much and i hope you have a great day everyday💝💖💗💘💓💞
@verified-dumbass
Jade,
you are the sweetest person I've ever known. I know the times we interact are few, but everytime we talk you manage to uplift my mood simply by being so genuinely nice. The positivity you radiate is immeasurable and I know it sources from your kind soul. Even though the world has shown you hardships and you've gone through so many challenges- more then I can imagine- you never have taken out your emotions through hate and I have such admiration for you for that. You are so beautiful, (both inside and out,) you are so strong, and you are so loved. Never forget how much you mean to the world. ❤
Hey Jade,
so I know the past few months have been hard on you and I just wanted to let you know how loved and appreciated you are. You're one of the best friends a person could ask for and I'm overjoyed that I was one of the lucky persons who had the chance to meet you. I hope you enjoy the rest of the summer and know that our conversations are one of the things I will miss the most at basic. I love you bunches babe 💜@marvelrose01
Dear Jade, 
How insane is it that something as simple as a show can bring two people like us together. Two people who live so far away from each other, and who would have never known each other other wise if it wasn’t for their crazy stupid love for a show and their tumblr blogs. We became friends over a comment about being short, and a second comment about being hard of hearing. I have never been so thankful for a dumb app because that dumb app lead me to you. The friendship and love that you and I have developed in the past two months is truly one and a million and I am consistently amazed by your strength and will. We talk every single day and I wouldn’t change a single thing!! I’ve been with you through some good times and some bad times, and honestly all I can say is that shit gets better, it truly does. Sometimes it has to get worse first, which sucks, but it always always always will get better, and you always have a friend in me. I love you, I appreciate you, I value you and what you have to say, I am thankful for you, and I am lucky to know you and have you be my friend. From Bri+JSquared, to the serious life conversations that we have and the struggles we go through, I wouldn’t give it up for a single thing. I love you to the ends of the earth Jady Baby.
Bri, @overly-b
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Jac & Savannah
Jac: [screenshot of a totally acceptable amount of messages from Isabelle] Jac: 😩😩😩 Jac: She is so mentally exhausting Savannah: The girl needs more extracurricular activities Savannah: netball is just not doing enough for her Jac: Seriously Jac: what sort of uni does she think she'll get into with that lack of variety 🙄🙄 Jac: never mind how boring it'll make her seem to any potential friends or boyfriends when she gets there, IF she gets there Savannah: do you think she'll even go, when she can't get into any of our choices? Savannah: she's so not ready to cut ties with you Jac: Honestly, I don't even know Jac: like, that is SO much pressure on me Jac: she doesn't even realize that, I swear Jac: or she doesn't care 🤷 Savannah: It's like having another little sister sometimes, I don't know how you've coped with her for so long Savannah: you're an actual living saint Jac: You're the saint for saving me ❤❤❤ Savannah: Isabelle drove Amelia away with all the pressure she puts on her friendships Savannah: I had to meet you & save you Jac: She did Jac: don't get me wrong, Meels could be hard work too but at times, I'd rather be on her side Jac: it's crazy how isolated I let her get me, you don't think badly of me, do you? Savannah: 😔 do you miss her, boo? 😢 Savannah: I think badly of Is for doing that to you Jac: I don't need either of them, I've got you Jac: neither of them can compete, or like anyone else we go to school with Jac: it happened so slowly, then all at once Jac: we need to think of a way to distract her Savannah: My heart! 🥰 You're the force for everything good in my life, I swear to god Savannah: I've got you, baby girl, what we need to do is find her a man who'll stay Savannah: Let me get Ty's phone Jac: You are the only thing from this life I'm taking with me into my actual life I'm gonna have Jac: when we get out of this place and make something of ourselves Savannah: ^^^👏 Yes Jac: 🤔 Who's lowkey dumb enough Jac: dumb might be harsh but like, he's gonna have to put up with A LOT to wanna, no offense 😂 Savannah: I'm not judging, you've known her longer than I have Savannah: & she's made sure you know her better too Jac: It's so juniors of her Jac: like of all the people who don't deserve that treatment ➡ you, the sweetest angel ever Jac: the possessiveness, just because we met like first day of school, doesn't mean we've got to live and die together now Jac: especially if you're not gonna grow with me, babe Savannah: It's fine, I can be the bigger person here Savannah: we both understand that the universe was not ready to put me on the same path as you the second that school started, even if she doesn't Savannah: she doesn't date black boys which is going to wipe out half of this list, not speculating wildly like that fact is related to why we're not BFFs though 🤫 Jac: 👑❤ Jac: I'm all about who's made the most positive change in my life, not who's been in it the longest, not sorry about that Jac: only 😎 colourblind if you're light enough Jac: the levels of problematic Jac: speaking of, who's that guy, the one who was BEYOND wasted at the last party? Savannah: She's scared of change, I feel bad for her, because we all know that's her mum trying to keep her childish Savannah: OH! 🙌 Carter Savannah: You're a genius Savannah: they can be problematic together and leave the rest of us out of it Jac: When you and your mother both need to get a hobby 😏 Jac: Right, though? Jac: Would that not be perfect Savannah: honestly! Savannah: he's at EVERY party, as long as Is doesn't have too many shots too early again Savannah: 💘👼🏻 Jac: and he's a sporty guy too Jac: like I would NEVER 😷 Jac: but she's SO welcome Savannah: When you go back two or three years & his name's on literally every 🏆🏆🏆 Savannah: OH MY GOD! YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE WHAT TY'S TOLD ME THIS SECOND Jac: ?????? Savannah: I'm shouting because his parents are going away THIS weekend 🙏 it's perfect Savannah: & of course I will sacrifice the precious alone time we could've had if it means you get some away from her Jac: 🌌🪐☄️☀️ timing Jac: you don't mind? ❤ Savannah: I don't know why he's only telling me now when there's no way he found out a second ago himself but I couldn't love him more for helping us make this happen so he's forgiven Savannah: it's fate baby, how could I mind? Good things happen every time I trust in that Savannah: She'll let you dress her, won't she? Jac: That's men for you Jac: can't say useless when they clearly have some but 🤭 bless Jac: If I commit to a shopping trip Jac: she keeps asking Jac: it'll be tiresome but worth it in the long run Savannah: He does not appreciate the recovery time on a wax when your skin is as sensitive as mine is, but that's a venting session for another day 🙄 Savannah: I'll obviously come with, unless you think that'll make it worse Jac: 🙄 How are more boys not genius level intelligent Jac: the amount of time they don't have to spend worrying about the things we do, and they're out here putting it to waste Jac: we would never, could never 💅 Jac: Of course I want you to come Jac: but we know she'll be in a better mood to party if I give her my undivided attention 🙄 Savannah: SO true Savannah: I'll give him mine then, make sure he's also in the mood to party Savannah: I can't handle a sulk, he looks too adorable, it makes me die Jac: 🙏 we need your free, boy Jac: get on board or I swear, I'm gonna lose it with her fully 😵😤😰 Savannah: we can lose her in his parents' sauna, hang in there 👼🏻 Jac: if we can make use before because I won't be getting in there after them 😷🤢 Savannah: You have to come over early anyway because my hair is a law onto itself right now & I will have a breakdown if Ty tells me to be natural one more time Savannah: can you not 👮 me, boy Savannah: I need to look beautiful for myself as well as you Jac: Self-love is so much more important Jac: I got you Savannah: if you don't see us at this party it's because we're arguing Savannah: I can feel it coming Jac: 😬 Jac: You know I'll cover for you, goes without saying Jac: is he like, under some kind of extra pressure rn, like what's his deal? Savannah: he insists he's not but he wouldn't ever normally jump down my throat for asking Savannah: so, like, you don't have to be a wannabe psychology student to realise there's something Jac: I think boys will remain a mystery, even when we get our PhDs Jac: A party will make him feel better Jac: it's clearly not about you though, you're the perfect girlfriend Savannah: I could cry Savannah: maybe I should just go home Jac: Honey Jac: Tell me where you need me to be Savannah: [a very them location] Jac: I'm there, babe ❤ Jac: Is there anything you need beside a listening ear and shoulder to cry on, obviously Savannah: take my phone when you get here so I don't contact him until I'm less of a wreck Jac: Duh Jac: nothing but totally composed, fully logical, 🧠 led texts only Jac: you are so NOT that girl Savannah: I don't want to be but I've got that child of divorce neediness now Savannah: I can't even blame him, I would NOT date me Jac: Don't even Jac: You are incredible Jac: a force of nature Jac: he's lucky to have you Savannah: You know how much I love you, right? Savannah: it's off any scale Jac: Of course, it's exactly how much I love you Jac: 👭🔥 Savannah: I swear to god, if we get Isabelle a man & I end up single, I will have to run away though Jac: No way Jac: he knows his luck, for his sins Savannah: I've given him way too much power to hurt me with by loving him as much as I do Savannah: I'm so lucky I also have you Savannah: & you would never Jac: It's all about trust Jac: and it's rare that you find anyone you can fully give your trust too in your life Jac: never mind multiple people Savannah: ^^^ Savannah: my parents didn't have it & they were together for like two decades Jac: It's sad Jac: so many people do and will settle for less Jac: I can't imagine how, honestly Savannah: you're on a different level to everyone else I've ever met Savannah: the word settle doesn't exist for you Jac: but you have to remember, you're on that level too Jac: I won't let you forget Jac: or settle Savannah: I'm scared that I've put all this energy into the wrong things Jac: You said it best, the universe knows what it's doing Jac: what you're ready for and what you're not, put your trust in it Jac: if this is meant to be more, it will be, if it's meant to be a teaching moment to make you an even better person, then it will be Savannah: you're BEYOND right Savannah: & you can never leave me, even if he does Jac: I never will Jac: I KNOW we're meant to be Savannah: Me too Savannah: my dad has shaken my faith in literally everything else but not us Jac: We're different Jac: we've known each other forever, I think Jac: countless past lives, and we're gonna keep knowing each other Jac: we're meant to do something big together, I can feel it Savannah: I feel too connected to you for that not to be true Jac: It is Jac: Whatever else, you can count on that, forever Savannah: you've made everything better Savannah: in this moment and all the rest Jac: That's what I'm here for Savannah: I'm supposed to also be here for you & I haven't asked how you are Savannah: SO selfish Savannah: Am I turning into Isabelle? Jac: your hair is not THAT wrecked, please 😏 Savannah: 😄 Savannah: I'm never getting it THAT flat Jac: Bless her Jac: if she'd lay off the highlights Savannah: we need to sit her down for a deep condition Jac: We could invite her to pre party prep... 🤔 Savannah: every day beforehand 😄 Jac: She's gonna need it Jac: ideally we'd have longer to do a full detox but you know Savannah: Even Ty agrees that we've got our hands full Savannah: he says Carter's too old for her 🤭 Jac: We all agree she could do with growing up a bit Jac: not that he isn't as immature 🙄 Jac: perfect couple 🚨 Savannah: when you went out with Eli he didn't say a word & he was the same age 💅 Jac: It's all down to her mum Jac: she's coddled her to the degree Is just gives off this PROTECT ME vibe Jac: Ty don't even know why Savannah: ^^^ Savannah: he thought she was a virgin still, it was so cute, baby boy no Jac: If everyone knew her how we do 👀🍵 Savannah: Enough about Is, who are you bringing & what are you wearing? Jac: [sends outfit options] Jac: 'cos lord knows all my attention will HAVE to go on her outfit when we go on this shopping trip Savannah: Oh you just have to go with the first one! I'm in LOVE Savannah: not even looking at the others, sorry Jac: 🤭🥰 that's decided then Jac: who I want to bring or if, is another question entirely Savannah: What about Cillian? I obviously don't mean the one in our year 🚫🚫🚫 Jac: He has potential Jac: did he go out with Sammy in our year though? Savannah: She asked him & he politely declined Jac: 😏 That makes him more promising Savannah: he doesn't date girls that aren't in his own year but I know he'd reconsider if you wanted him to Jac: you have the best ideas Savannah: He noticed when you got that mention in assembly, that was all you 🧠✨ Jac: At least he should be able to hold a conversation too then Savannah: I've heard him debate, he's really impressive Jac: Are you sure you don't wanna ask him, boo? 🤫🤭 Savannah: 😳 Jac: You totally like him Savannah: I can look & sometimes I do, don't judge me Jac: No judgment here Jac: it sounds like you have lots in common Savannah: We've attended a few of the same university lectures Jac: and he's cute Jac: I won't ask him Savannah: nothing's ever going to happen between me & him, so you should, if you think he's cute Jac: you can't say never Jac: who knows what the universe has in store for your future Savannah: Do you think Ty's going to end it? Jac: Of course not Jac: I don't think Ty will get into Uni Jac: you know it'll be different, especially when you get into your first choice and have to move away Savannah: His parents want him to stay here & he hasn't said he won't Jac: It takes a certain kind of man to follow 'round a girl Jac: and honestly, 'cos you know I'm always going to tell you how it is, because I care about you, okay? Jac: is that the sort of man you want, anyway Jac: what is his plan, after school Savannah: He doesn't believe in committing to a long term plan, besides us staying together, of course Savannah: you know I used to love that about him, because it's like he's the missing, more relaxed part of me Savannah: but lately the differences feel exhausting Jac: And that's now Jac: when you live in the same town, and see each other at least 5 days of the week without needing to do anything, put any effort in Jac: I just worry that the commitment-phobe is gonna jump out when it isn't that easy for him Savannah: oh god Jac: I could be wrong Jac: but I never want to keep anything from you Jac: even if it's hard to hear Savannah: Nobody knows me better than you Savannah: or has seen more of us as a couple Savannah: you're saying it because it needs to be said Jac: 😔 Jac: I am Jac: the last thing you need is to be blindsided by it Savannah: I can't go through that kind of heartbreak again, me & my dad still aren't talking Jac: You've had to be strong enough already Jac: like, he needs to think about what he wants, be clear with his intentions, you deserve that Jac: even if he isn't about making plans for himself, you can't live your life beholden to his lack of, it's not fair Savannah: This isn't a discussion I can have with him in [wherever they are] Savannah: 😢 Jac: Of course not Jac: your response would be beyond emotional Jac: you need to collect your thoughts first Savannah: Can I stay with you? Home is totally chaotic & I obviously can't stay at his Jac: You don't even need to ask Jac: there's always a place for you at mine Savannah: Thank you Jac: Jude isn't here and I can always make Jameson leave too Jac: not that they'll bother us Jac: total calm is needed Savannah: until Is decides she needs something Jac: 📴 Jac: she'll have to cope without me for five minutes Jac: you're so more important than any of her faux drama could ever be Savannah: It's going to be so embarrassing to have to share any of this with her Savannah: I can't Jac: You don't have to Jac: it's none of her business Jac: and you don't know yet, Ty might prove himself Savannah: what would I do without you? Jac: That's one question you don't need to worry about ❤ Savannah: We can still have the party, I'm not trying to ruin your life or that plan Jac: Oh, I don't care about that Jac: I just want you to feel better Jac: we can think about that later Savannah: I want the same for you though Savannah: I care that she's raising your stress levels daily Jac: I'll feel better when you do, I swear Savannah: this is going to make me sound awful but I think we have to still have the party because if we don't, he'll want to spend time with me anyway Savannah: & I'd rather have you there until I know what to do Jac: No, that's totally fair Jac: I'm more than down to go ahead Jac: project management will be a great distraction at any rate, and we can spend our Isabelle free hours actually talking about your plan going forward Savannah: I just can't lead him on by pretending everything's normal when it's not, you know? Jac: No, you don't want to lie Jac: that's not going to help anyone, and you owe it to yourself as well as him to remain as honest as you always are Savannah: I'm so glad you understand Jac: Always Savannah: I love him so much & I want him to be happy Savannah: but I can't sacrifice the future I have planned, I'd end up resenting him & it would eventually fall apart however hard I try Jac: Exactly Jac: it's about the people you're going to be, as well as the people you are now Jac: sometimes you have to harm to help, that's just facts Savannah: ^^^ Savannah: I'd have to stop growing & I'm not going to do that Jac: And you aren't saying he isn't going to grow too Jac: but you might need to acknowledge you aren't growing in the same directions Savannah: it hurts my heart that he could be growing away from me but it'll hurt us both more if I refuse to see it Savannah: we could get married & have babies, then we're a variation on who my parents are Savannah: my dad is a black male stereotype & he's made me a statistic, that's bad enough Jac: I get it, both my granddad's are the worst, actually Jac: they may as well not exist, honestly Jac: You're way too smart and wonderful to get stuck into that cycle Savannah: A bare minimum of what I want for my life is to break it Jac: ^^ Jac: Me too Jac: God knows it is overdue Savannah: I wish we had Is' privilege but that isn't who we are Jac: I could shake her Jac: she has no idea how easy she has it Savannah: 👏
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The Group - Chapter 01
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So here's the deal: it's my first fanfiction ever. I will continue if you guys give me some feedback (I need to know if this sucks or not). 
Hope you can enjoy and have as much fun reading as I did writing :D
The food was all set. Vegan, healthy, sugarish, you name it. One of my favorite things was to host parties and make people feel welcome. After a while I became known for my hospitality and the crazy parties with the coolest people I threw.
After I moved to LA, me and my friends started to throw some Wednesdays parties in my apartment. People called us "The Group". We were 5 students (and a teacher) of UCLA, of different areas, that became very close.
The rule to our meetings was to always bring another person, so we could meet new people. That way my place was constantly full of artists, painters, directors, actors and students. The most crazy and creative people of LA.
The living room was already full of people. A plastic artist from NY, a few students from UCLA, and this supposedly famous writer that I have never heard of.
I was refilling the avocado toasts when my phone vibrated. Tessa had sent a message:
"Prepare yourself, I'll be there in 15 min."
I didn't quite get what should I be prepared for, so I just assumed she was talking about her presence.
The doorbell hang and Josh arrived, carrying this fancy tequila on his hands.
"Darling, save this for a special occasion, my gift from Mexico."
"Awn thank you, how was the trip?"
"An entire week of crazy sex with the prettiest boys."
"Jesus... I need you to  give me all the details later, baby."
I was putting the tequila in the kitchen cabinet when he asked, while running his eyes throughout the living room:
"Where's Superman?"
"Not among us anymore." I answered,  giving him a kiss on his cheek.
The doorbell hang again. When I opened the door I thought I was too drunk and seeing things wrong.
"Hi baby, how are you?" Tessa gave me a very tight hug. "This is my friend, Jared."
It wasn't the alcohol. He was really there. My mind went completely blanc for a second before I could think of  what to say. Tessa gave me this weird look as if she was trying to say something with her eyes. Think fast Victoria.
"Oh, hey, I'm Victoria. Welcome! There's food, lots of drinks and very nice people. Hope you have fun." I smiled as I finished the same welcome speech I always give to the newbies.
"Thank you, nice to meet you Victoria. I've heard great things about your parties." His voice was calm and had a husky tone that sent shivers through my entire body.
"Hope you'll find them all to be true. Make yourself home!"
He entered the living room and went compliment the people who were inside. I turned myself to Tessa and whispered in a desperate tone to her "Jared Leto? Jared Fucking Leto? Seriously?"
She laughed. "I told you to prepare yourself."
"Oh my god... I need another drink." I said while I closed the door behind me.
I was a huge fan of Jared and his work. Also, he was in my top 5 hottest guys ever. He had this mysterious aura around him that everybody would comment about, wich always made me very curious about him. Besides that, such a beautiful and talented guy, single at the age of 47?  Something was seriously wrong with him.
The thing is, I never thought I would meet him, so I got  really nervous about him being at my place. Despite that, I knew I was a great host, and in the past few years I learned pretty well how to interact with people I've never met before. If I just try to act like I wasn't extremely sexually attracted to him at all, I should be fine.
It was my chance of meeting the myth.  So I took a deep breath, filled my glass with some more wine, and went sit with Tessa and Jared. 
They were sitting on the floor, with Josh, Leo and another girl I couldn't remember the name, just in front of the balcony.
"Where's Superman?" Tessa asked as soon as I sat down.
"Oh lord... He's not coming anymore, okay? No comments, let's just move on."
"Victoria, you're gonna die alone." Leo mocked me.
I sticked my tongue at him. "Thank you, next."
We all laughed. 
I notice Jared wasn't drinking anything. "Hey, can I get you something to drink?"
"Would you have something non-alcoholic?"
"That's gonna be a little hard to find here today. I'm so sorry. I'm gonna check the  fridge to see if I can find anything."
"Don't worry, water is fine by me."
"No way." I got up and went to the kitchen. 
My apartment wasn't very big, it was an open concept living room and kitchen, with a huge balcony in the front. Wooden floors, very cozy, nice view.
I realized Jared was following me, so I immediately straighten up, making sure my butt looked bigger. Cause you know, they ALWAYS look.  I was wearing a high wasted shorts and an open back body that gave me a very sexy look.
I opened up the fridge and saw some lemons.
"How about a lemonade?"
"I would love one, thank you."
He leaned on the counter top while I was preparing the drink.
"I'm sorry about my curiosity, but who is this Superman guy? Everybody here is talking about him." He asked, almost whispering.
I chucked. "It is actually the Superman. My now ex-almost-boyfriend, that I happened to have dumped. Henry... Cavill. I said looking down. People always got surprised by the fact I was dating him, wich made me embarrassed. "He apparently got very close to everybody. More than I thought." I sighed.
"Oh wow. You dumped him? Woman you've got some balls. I wouldn't dump a man like that." He pointed to his arms while saying it, alluding to Henry's massive muscles.
I laughed ."Yeah, well, what can I say... I'm more of a batman kind of girl." I winked at him.
He threw me the prettiest smile I have ever seen in my life. His eyes were blue like an ocean. It felt like I could get lost in those forever.
I was smiling back at him when I immediately remembered he interpreted the Joker,  so I swallowed hard hoping he wouldn't think I was flirting with him. Well, I wouldn't actually mind if he think that, though.
"So, no alcohol, at all?" I asked to break the ice.
"Bad for the body. And the mind." He added.
"Living on planet earth is bad for the body and the mind. Seriously, no poisons?"
"Well, I had enough you know. I spent too many years on the road and already had my share of all the poisons you can think of. Now I just like to stick to the natural adrenaline."
"Natural as in what, pot?" I chuckled at my own audacity.
He smiled. "As climbing, or my concerts. And a little bit of that too, every now and then" He smirked.
I laughed "Oh that's nice. You know, I'm a big fan of hiking. Actually my friend Leo got me into that, he does climb sometimes too." I finished the drink. "Here we go, a non-alcoholic lemonade to you, Sr."
He smiled at me and took the glass, slighty touching my fingers. My legs went loose and I thought I would fall down if weren't for Leo's voice.
"Heard my name."
"I was just telling Jared you like climbing,  and initiated me into the mountains."
Leo was an extremely tall and handsome brunette guy. He was a photographer and teacher at UCLA. 
"Yeah it's my favorite hobby, and allows me to take some pretty nice pictures."
"Since you've mentioned, I was actually thinking about going to Yosemite saturday morning.  We could hike, so the lady here could go too." Jared said.
"I would really like that, could be fun. Victoria?"
"Count me in." I answered and shook my head in sign of approval.
Someone in the balcony called Jared's name.
"Well, we can talk details later, if you guys excuse me."
Leo smiled at me, saying with his eyes what no needed to be put into words. He lifted up his beer and saluted "cheers to hiking with a very, very, hot guy. I bet your wet right now."
"Cheers to that baby. And yes, I am." I finished my wine all at once.
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