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mollymagician · 1 year
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Okay, there’s an hour left of Valentines Day. I wanted to post a present, because I am so grateful to this fandom. You got me drawing again. You got me WRITING again. After YEARS.
I love you. Have some fic.
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If you asked Hob what he loved most about living, he could easily give you as many different answers as there were days contained in his 600 years of life. But there was one that he always came back to, again and again (and not just because he was a teacher now and felt obligated)- you just never run out of new things to learn.
Today, for instance, on his meandering walk home from campus, Hob discovered he’d finally learned how not to jump clear out of his skin every time Dream appeared next to him out of thin bloody air.
Dream’s boot hit the ground in perfect step with Hob straight out of the ether, as though they’d been strolling together for an hour.  Dream quirked one of his small smiles, hands tucked in his pockets. And there it was. Another thing Hob had learned over the years. That certain…was it even a look? It was more of an aura, if anything. The aura that surrounded Dream of the Endless when he was attempting to look innocent.
“Hullo, love,” Hob said, and quirked an eyebrow. “Wasn’t expecting this pleasure today.”
Dream slanted him an amused look. “I found myself with unexpected free time”
“Did you now?”
“Yes. And unexpectedly…inspired.” The smile grew, just enough to crinkle the corner of his eyes. (Oh, some sort of shenanigans were obviously afoot.) He gestured at the extra load Hob was bogged down with. “Do you need assistance carrying any of…this?”
Hob laughed, the kind of laugh that would have come with a compulsive ear tug if he hadn’t been trying hard to break the habit for the past decade or so. Aside from the usual satchel loaded with laptop and papers and other academic debris, he was hauling a bag filled with what looked like half the candy aisle of Tesco, along with at least one bunch of flowers, a small balloon on a stick that read #1 TEACHER and some sort of furry stuffed creature. “Valentines day, “He huffed. “The kids are sweethearts, really. But I have no idea how I’m going to eat all of this. Probably going to have to leave half of it in the break room at the Inn, get everyone else as sugared up as I am.”
He barely heard Dream’s soft, rumbled laughter. “They appreciate you.” Hob grinned down at his shoes and Dream shifted to brush their shoulders just the smallest bit. A quiet moment, and then, very very softly, “You are very…easy to appreciate.”
Goddammit. Hobs breath streamed out in the snappy air as he opened his mouth, shut it, cleared his throat. If his face hadn’t already been red from the chill, it damn well would be now.
Dream went on. “Your student’s appreciation was very sweet. And. In some cases, very loud. Today.” He tipped back his chin to look at the clouds scudding by.
“Aha.” Hobs grin bloomed. “Inspiration, you said. I see. You were…appreciating how inspiring my student’s appreciation was.”
“Perhaps.” Innocent.
Hob felt a wave of something familiar and impossible to smother, a kind of unbearable fondness, well up from the core of himself. Acting on impulse, he thrust his hand into the sack propped against his hip and came up with a…heart-shaped lolly. Of course. Swirled in shades of blue and orange that looked like it would give you some kind of radioactive superpower if this was a comic. Lucky for him it wasn’t. He grinned and handed it over with a wink. “Well, I’d appreciate if you’d help me eat some of this. Seeing as how you’re here.”
Dream took it with an unreadable expression.
“It won’t irradiate you,” Hob said. “Er…probably.”
“Hmm.” Dream stated at it. He twirled it between his fingers. Then he tugged the wrapper off and, with great deliberation, slid it into his mouth.
Hob swallowed. “I, uhh-“
And was cut off by a loud crunch.
Dream removed the stick from his mouth, completely devoid of lolly. He crunched a few more times, thoughtful. “That was….not terrible.”
A laugh burst loose from Hobs chest, only slightly breathless. “Bloody hell, you’re one of those lunatics who just crushes it right off, aren’t you? That wins first place for best new fact I’ve learned today.” At dreams blank look, he elaborated, “Sweets. You’re a cruncher. Heh, you know, that’s something I wouldn’t have thought, love, considering how you….uh…”
Dream said, “Hob.”
“Home!” Hob clapped his hands together, brightly. “Right! Lets go home! I’m freezing.”
“That is,” Dream intoned, “an inspired idea.”
“What the hell flavor is that, anyway?” Hob asked. Dream looked down at the empty stick, thoughtful. “I honestly don’t know.” He raised his gaze back to Hob, eyes so very bright. And, oh, the crinkle was back. “Perhaps you can tell me.”
When their mouths came together it was nearly hard enough to upset the bag all over the sidewalk.
Later that night-
“Dream, love, what are you doing, digging through all that?”
“I….nothing.” Innocent.
“Heh. Okay, fine. Let’s dump it, I’m sure there’s another one in there somewhere.”
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five-and-dimes · 7 months
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I have no idea where this came from but I’m never going to turn it into a full fic so I’m releasing it into the void.
Dream is some sort of fae creature whose son died, so he sneaks into a mortal village and kidnaps a young boy around the same age his son was.
(Part of his heart hurts because he never took part in the traditional changeling child/fae kidnapping thing because he couldn’t bear to leave his son with some stranger, he loved him too much, and he knows deep down he shouldn’t do this to someone else but he’s desperate for something, anything, to dull the pain of his loss).
When single dad Hob wakes up and finds his son Robyn missing, he’s fully prepared to go scorched earth to find him. When it becomes clear he’s not in the village, he going charging alone into the woods, too impatient to put a party together to help him. (He’s terrified- he’s heard rumors of fae in these parts, but there was no child left behind. What could have taken his little boy?)
After a few days searching, he hears Robyn’s voice up ahead. He’s got a sword at his side, but for now he draws a bow and arrow, moving forward slowly. Eventually he comes to a clearing, peeking forward and preparing to shoot down whatever took his child. But then. He pauses. 
Robyn is smiling, and laughing, and has an abundance of flowers adorning his hair. He is plucking some berries from a bush and popping them into his mouth under the guidance of the most beautiful creature Hob’s ever seen. As he listens, he realizes that Robyn is talking about him, telling stories of how his papa taught him to identify the things that are safe to eat in the forest, and how tall he feels when he sits on his father’s shoulders, and how his papa has a terrible singing voice but sings the loudest anyway and so Robyn loves it. 
“I think papa will like you lots!” Robyn declares, and the creature smiles sadly.
“I… doubt that… but he sounds lovely.”
Hob is so confused by the whole situation that he doesn’t notice he’s taken a step forward until a branch snaps under his foot. Robyn looks over and immediately bursts into a wide smile, even as the creature lets out a panicked series of chirps and bolts in the other direction.
“Papa!!” 
Robyn throws himself into his father’s arms, and Hob drops his weapons to hold him, beyond relieved to have his son safe in his arms, unharmed. He spends a few minutes just peppering his son’s face with kisses and telling him how worried he was before finally looking at the spot where the creature had disappeared into the woods. Robyn follows his gaze, smiling and tugging on Hob’s hand to guide him into the clearing as he calls out.
“It’s okay, Dream! Papa is super nice to everyone, you don’t have to hide!”
Hob’s sees two bright eyes in the shadows before the creature- Dream- hesitantly steps forward. He looks sad and scared and ashamed and Hob is smitten almost immediately.
Robyn explains that when he woke up he had been scared, but Dream had hugged him (almost as good as his papa’s hugs, he claims) and told him he would keep him safe and take care of him. Then Robyn had been sad because he already missed his dad, and when he told Dream about him he had immediately realized the error of what he had done and resolved to return Robyn. It had taken some time because Robyn had insisted he was too big to be carried (it’s one thing if he was sleeping, but he was a big boy he could walk home just fine, really!) so they had traveled together, Dream never feeding him anything that would bind Robyn to him, instead just pointing out food and water for him to gather himself. 
Dream is still standing a bit aways from them both as Robyn tells the tale, looking at the little boy with aching fondness.
“I’m sorry,” he said softly to Hob, “I just... miss my son so much,” he smiles weakly at Robyn, “I believe you and Orpheus would have been great friends.”
And oh, Hob gets it all of a sudden. He had been fully prepared to do all sorts of questionable things to get his son back, he can’t imagine what he might be compelled to do if he actually lost him. And Dream was bringing him back, so he finds it very easy to forgive him.
He finds it even easier to invite Dream to finish the journey back with them, and then invite him to stay, and then invite him to build a home in the woods together, and share kisses and a bed and a life. 
Robyn is very smug.
He told Dream his dad would like him.
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gabessquishytum · 7 days
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Dream has only had shitty boyfriends, so getting together with Hob is a bit of a revelation, although if he’s honest he’s still waiting for the other shoe to drop and for Hob to realize how Dream really “deserves” to be treated. Hob knows Dream is a bit anxious sometimes but otherwise is in the dark as far as his expectations.
Then one night while they’re out and Hob is getting them some drinks, one of Dream’s exes spots him and corners him, getting into Dream’s space and saying cruel things about him. Dream just stands there and takes it, just like he always has, but then suddenly shitty ex is being yanked away as Hob physically throws him out on his ass, only just barely restrained himself from beating him to a pulp.
Dream has never had someone stand up for him like that, and it definitely makes him cry a little. Hob takes him home and cuddles him while Dream explains his past relationships. Hob was already a doting boyfriend before, but now he’s determined to spoil Dream absolutely rotten and show him exactly how he *really* deserves to be treated.
This is so incredibly sweet. I love Hob’s utter determination to show Dream his worth <3
Hob really is the epitome of stubbornness. He's not perfect, that's for sure, but he's so absolutely focused on being good to Dream. There are little acts of service that he insists on performing: getting Dream a fancy coffee every day. Flowers every other week. He always has an idea for their next date. He always wants to hold Dream’s hand in public. Dream doesn't know what to do with all the attention. He's still waiting for Hob to turn around and laugh in his face, to tell him that it was all a joke.
But. Every time Hob does something unnecessarily nice for him. Dream’s fear shrinks a little bit. And he gradually starts to believe that each gesture really does come from Hob’s heart.
And no, Hob doesn't always get it right, but he did listen when Dream told him about his exes. So when they get in fights, as all couples do, Hob is careful not to raise his voice. He always takes his anger away from wherever Dream is. He doesn't ice Dream out or punish him with silence, but he does take time to cool off. The very first time, Dream thinks that Hob is never coming back. But he does. Of course he does. He comes back with Dream’s favourite chocolate and an apology, and although Dream bursts into tears... its because he actually feels safe. Its a good feeling.
And the best thing that Hob does is just... being there. Always. With cuddles and kisses and touches and that thing where he nuzzles his face into Dream’s neck and sniffs him... always showing his love, one way or another. One day soon, Dream really will have no choice but to believe him <3
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im-not-corrupted · 1 month
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take it slow - final chapter!
Dream/Hob | Teen and Up | No Warnings Apply | 34k
"Bullshit,” he said abruptly, and Dream…did not expect that. His own eyebrows creeped into his hairline; he ignored the stinging and the pulling that simple action caused. It did not matter. “You look like you’ve gone ten rounds with hell itself, my friend. I didn’t…I didn’t even know anything could hurt you like that. Just…” His shoulders stiffened. For the first time since he began to talk, he seemed suddenly unsure of himself, or perhaps of his words. “I…Would you like to come back to The New Inn? I would like to look at those cuts, Stranger. You…You don’t deserve to be hurt like that.”The words struck him not unlike a blow to his face. Stung just as much as one would, with the added effect of knocking the air from his lungs. He could not even dredge up amusement at Hob’s unassuming 'you look like you’ve gone ten rounds with hell itself', instead staring at Hob wide-eyed.
After his duel with Lucifer and retrieving his stolen tools, Dream is injured and in pain. When he sees Hob, the man insists on helping him care for his wounds.
Tags: Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Touch-Starved Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Hurt Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Dream of the Endless | Morpheus Loves Hob Gadling, Hob Gadling Loves Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Minor Injuries, Hurt/Comfort, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Episode: s01e06 The Sound of Her Wings (The Sandman TV), First Kiss, POV Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Good Friend Hob Gadling, Self-Worth Issues, The New Inn is a Temple to Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Developing Relationship, Miscommunication due to a lack of communication entirely, Flowers, The Dreaming Realm (The Sandman), Fluff and Angst, Traumatized Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Dream of the Endless | Morpheus is Bad at Feelings
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The fic that was supposed to be Just A Oneshot (who hasn't heard that one before?) is finally complete!
Read the full thing on ao3 here!
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valiantstarlights · 11 months
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🌻🌼🌷🪻⚘️
Sending you flowers along with the image of former priest Hob having a gaggle of demonic princes and princesses raising literal Hell and making Demon Dream (and their aunts and uncles) proud
Thank you for the flowers! 🥰💐
Oh gosh, Dream and Hob's children. 🙏 They would be so cute, and they would never know their parents' endless debates when picking what to name them.
("Absolutely no Christian names," Dream would insist, all the while looking for books on baby names in the castle's cavernous library.
"You do realize that my name is Robert, right?" Hob would point out, sitting nearby with a heaping bowl of a shaved ice dessert, hand idly rubbing his very pregnant stomach.)
Twins Orpheus and Robyn would be their first children. For obvious reasons, they would be Desire and Despair's favorites, and they would absolutely spoil the boys with all sorts of gifts, like an iridescent harp for Orpheus, which, upon command, can transform into just about any stringed musical instrument, and a jet black fencing sabre for Robyn, with a blade that can cut an opponent via their shadow.
Not to be outdone, very proud father Dream would give the boys a complete set of (Your Demon Child's First™) torture tools, and lovingly instruct them on how to use each and every tool for maximum damage. He would then have the boys practice their skills on the lower demons who kidnapped Hob when he was pregnant with them.
(As promised, Hob often reminds his husband and his children to take breaks by enticing them with his delicious homemade meals.)
The boys are total troublemakers, but they have hearts of gold (like Hob), and everyone loves them.
Hope would be Dream and Hob's third child and first daughter. She takes after Hob in that she is very sweet and cheerful, but she looks more like Dream. She is her Aunt Death's favorite.
She sometimes joins her older brothers in torturing the lower demons who kidnapped their moddy, but she prefers to read with her parents in the library or spend time in the garden braiding flower crowns for Jessamy and Matthew, who are very gentle with her.
Daniel is adopted. Dream and Hob were visiting Despair when they saw baby Daniel playing with some hellhound puppies in a baby-proof room.
Hob was horrified at first, because why the fuck is a human baby in hell? But Despair explains that Daniel's human mother sacrificed him to get her dead husband back, and so she is fostering him until such a time that he could be adopted.
And Dream knows, from the fire in Hob's eyes, that they would end up adopting Daniel, so he tells his sister that they are interested in adopting him. In the background, we see Hob bending down to play roll-the-ball-back-and-forth with baby Daniel and the puppies, who are delighted to have a new playmate.
When Despair comes to Dream's territory maybe a couple of months later, with a healthier-looking Daniel ready to be dropped off to his new family, she arrives to a huge welcome party arranged by Hob and the kids. (Dream wanted to help, but he had to give an audience that morning. He did magic up some festive black decorations at the last minute, and in Hob's and the children's eyes, that totally counts.)
Orpheus and Robyn perk up at the sight of their favorite aunt and pester her with questions and stories both. Hob is handed the baby, and Daniel immediately recognizes him and smooshes his tiny face against Hob's cleft chin.
Hope, currently in Dream's arms, is talking a mile a minute as well. "Daniel is such a strange name! But that's okay because he's very cute. And very small! He's so small, Father! Was I that small before?"
"You were," Dream answers, and goes to sit beside Hob on the baby-proofed floor, putting Hope down so she could play with her new baby brother. "And so were your older brothers."
"No way!" Hope exclaims.
"Bah!" Daniel agrees, now inspecting the newcomer with fascinated, intelligent eyes. "Bah?"
"My name is Hope," Hope tells him. "I'm your sister. Do you want to play roll the ball? Moddy says you like that. We don't have hellhound puppies, but you can meet Matthew and Jessamy later."
Daniel sees the ball in her hands and makes grabby hands at it. "Mmbah-bah!"
Meanwhile, Hob leans against Dream and watches his family interacting with each other, feeling happy and content. He wouldn't have had this if he had remained a priest on earth. If Dream didn't... If they hadn't...
He remembers the nights he spent alone in his tiny room at the clergy house, hugging a pillow close to feel some semblance of warmth, praying for someone to find him, wanting for someone to love him.
Back then, he never would have imagined that the place he would finally be happy beyond measure, is in Hell.
"My love?" Dream asks, alarmed. "What is wrong? Why are you crying?"
"It's nothing," Hob says, and wipes away his tears. "I was just thinking how much I love you. You have given everything to me, and continue to give me more."
Dream holds him closer and kisses him on the forehead. "Then know what I love you as well, for you have also given me everything," Dream tells him. "You have given me beautiful children, and made this place feel like home. You fill my life with joy each and every day, and I am incredibly lucky to have you in my life."
Hob smiles up at his sweet, wonderful husband and they share a chaste kiss. He actually has a surprise for him, but Hob thinks that it could wait until later, after their children are asleep and he has Dream's attention all to himself.
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(Later...)
As soon as Hob moves Dream's hand to rest on his lower stomach, Dream's hold on him immediately tightens. Hob wiggles a little on his husband's lap as he sees the possessive glint in his eyes.
"You're pregnant?" Dream asks, his voice lower than usual. It must be Nightmare creeping in.
Thighs clenching in anticipation for the wild night ahead of him, with both aspects of Dream coming out to play, Hob sighs helplessly, smiling all the while. "I can't seem to help it," he pouts. "My husband's cum is so potent that he's constantly impregnating me."
Dream growls and nips at his neck with Nightmare's sharp teeth, clever mouth sucking new marks against still bruised skin. "Your husband is going to end up giving you another set of twins if you don't stop being a little temptress."
Hob's eyes are dancing with mirth as he wiggles some more, making Dream grip his waist a little harder, nails lengthening into claws. Hob moans as he thinks about feeling those claw-tipped hands spreading his ass cheeks wider in order to accommodate Dream's monster cock plowing into him. "How...ah, unfortunate," he gasps out. "Maybe I should stop."
Dream raises an eyebrow and pulls away from marking up Hob's neck. "Maybe?"
Deep down, Hob knows that this is Dream asking if he should back off. If Hob would actually prefer to cuddle with him. And while Hob loves him for that, right now, he just really wants to be fucked so hard that he would gape for days.
Hob kisses the corner of Dream's mouth to thank him for being considerate, then holds on to his pale shoulders before slowly grinding down against Dream's hardening cock, already so thick against his thigh.
"Fuck me," he says breathily, like the total slut he has become. Dream shudders, and Hob could see just how hard he's clenching his teeth in order to be gentle with him. He leans forward and pulls at Dream's earlobe with his teeth. "We have more than enough rooms in the castle, have we not? Why don't we make sure all of them would be put into good use?"
(...Yeah, Hob gets his back broken like a glowstick that night.)
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You Got Me Tripping on Sunshine - 3K - Teen - Calliope/Johanna Constantine
For Sandman FemSlash Weekend - Day 2: Meet-Cute
Yay! Another Fic done for the @sandmanfemslashfans !
The couple I've chosen to write for this time are Calliope and Johanna! Another popular Sandman couple!
This is completely unbetaed and was done in a bit of a rush... So forgive any errors on my part. I did the best I could to make it as neat and legible as possible.
The title of the fic was inspired by the song "Running on Sunshine" by Jesus Jackson.
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Johanna Constantine is not a wedding person. She never was. Not when she was a young girl, and her grandmother insisted she dress up in pretty pink clothes because so-and-so’s aunt or other was getting hitched and the Constantine family was always expected to be there. 
No matter that the family had fallen on hard times ever since great-great-great grandfather Stephan made several unwise investments during the early 1800s. Johanna, even then, was wise enough to understand that weddings were only useful as a way for snobby fucks to prance about, gossiping and criticizing. 
“Auntie Jo?”
Johanna glances to her right, and sees the main reason she’s even here. Well, and the fact that one of the grooms is her best friend (despite her repeated attempts to dissuade the man from associating with her), and the father of the child currently tugging on her deep navy pantsuit (the only way she’d even agreed to being Hob’s Mate of Honour was if she could wear a pantsuit). She had to yell at Hob to allow her to make sure Robyn was taken care of so that he could enjoy the day with his husband. Hob had wanted to keep Robyn with him all day, which would not have been fun for either of them. 
Plus she loves spending time with her unofficial godchild. They’re one of the few children Johanna can stand being around for more than 5 minutes. 
Little Robyn is beaming up at her, also dressed in dark navy, they’ve chosen to wear a long, elegant dress. Their long, brown hair is done in curls with several blue and white flowers pinned around the crown of their head. Ever since they’ve started wearing dresses and keeping their hair long, it’s like Robyn’s a new child. They’re smiling more and laughing and so incredibly affectionate. 
“Yes, my darling?” she responds, bending down to her favourite nibling.
“Are Daddy and Papa finished yet? I’m hungry.”
Unsurprising. She and the rest of the wedding party (by that, just Morpheus’ sister, Teleute) were done with their photographs hours ago. She had stuck around and waited while Robyn and Morpheus’ son took some pictures with the love-struck couple. It was all very sweet and wholesome, and if Johanna was the same person she was five years ago, she would have gagged at the display. 
But she isn’t, and she blames Hob and Robyn for that. She’d initially met Hob through her good friend, Eleanor. She’d fallen in love with this ridiculous, dork of a man, but he was kind and had a good heart. It didn’t take long for Jo to accept Hob into her very miniscule circle of friends. Her circle only grew with the addition of Robyn, and the promise of a new baby when Eleanor got pregnant a second time. 
Or, at least it should have grown. But pregnancy is rough and complications happen and—
Hob was a mess when he lost Eleanor. Robyn was a screaming toddler, crying for his mummy, and Hob didn’t know what to do. So Jo pitched in, and made sure they had an extra set of hands. Hob will always tell her that she’d saved them, but the truth is, they saved her. If she’d been left to her own devices after El died, she would have ended up dead drunk in some alley. 
Eventually Hob and Robyn learned to find peace in each other, and it wasn’t too long afterwards that Hob found love again. Jo was the first person he told when he first met Morpheus, and then when he asked him out, and once more when he was thinking about proposing. 
And so, her circle of influence threatened to expand even more with the inclusion of Morpheus and his own child. 
Which leads to today, and a hungry six year old. Lord knows with Hob and Morpheus, they might have snuck away from their photographers for some privacy. God, she hopes not. Like Robyn, she’s also getting rather hungry, and the hor d’oeuvres aren’t very filling. She has half a mind to sneak into the New Inn’s kitchen and grab some food for herself. 
Now there was an idea. If anyone asks, she could say that she’s just making sure the groom’s child is being taken care of properly. And part of her duty is to make sure Robyn’s well fed. 
(And if that meant she’d have to sneak in a few bites of food herself, well who was she to say no to that?)
“We can’t have that, now can we? D’you think your daddy will mind if we pop back into the kitchens to see if the caterers will give us a bite?”
“Daddy says I can’t go back there without an adult. He says it’s dangerous.”
“Oi, and what am I, chopped liver? I’m plenty adult, thank you very much.” Johanna takes their small hand in hers. Robyn giggles, leading Johanna through the small crowd of people already gathered at The New Inn, waiting for the happily married couple to arrive. 
“Where’s your partner in crime?” 
Robyn shrugs, “Orpheus is probably with his mamma.” 
Oh yes, Jo had heard a lot about the mysterious former Mrs. Athanasiou (although apparently since the divorce, she’d gone back to her maiden name). She’d never met the woman, but from what Hob had told her, she was one of those pretty, delicate little things that came from a long line of wealth and prestige. The type of person that Hob’s posh husband would have gotten saddled with. 
Was she being slightly unfair? Probably. Hob hadn’t explicitly used the words “pretty, delicate little thing” to describe her, but he did say she came from a posh family and was pretty well off. 
The rest came from Johanna’s own assumptions. 
And from doing a background check on the woman. Look, it was her job as Robyn’s auntie and unofficial godmother to make sure that the people in his life were not of the shady sort (and she loves Hob, but the man can be far too trusting of other humans). She did one on Morpheus when Hob first told her about him. Not that she really needed to. As soon as she heard the Athanasiou last name, she knew exactly who he was. That family was well known to her grandmamma, and she spoke of them often. The third born, Morpheus, was a famous composer and songwriter back in Greece. With money like that family had, he could afford to do whatever he wished. 
As for Calliope, she was another child of some powerful Greek family, who became a well known singer. One who preferred to perform Morpheus’ compositions. Apparently the two had been a power couple back in Greece, until the birth of their son. Johanna hadn’t bothered to read about the messy divorce. It frankly wasn’t any of her business. 
She did meet Morpheus’ son, Orpheus (interesting name for a child, if you asked her). He’s a very sweet child, even if he’s got the air of someone raised by an extremely well-to-do family. Not that he was spoiled, but as young as he was, Johanna got the sense that he knew that he was meant for some wild destiny. She understood how that felt, being a Constantine. 
A few of the caterers know Robyn as soon as they step inside the kitchen and are all too excited to give them some food. Robyn, like the Gadling they are, makes sure that Johanna gets some food as well. It isn’t much, a few pieces of chicken souvlaki, and some pita bread. Just enough to tide the two of them over until the grooms arrive. 
Robyn’s hair is starting to become a little undone from the excitement so far. The flowers are becoming loose, and the thin braided crown around their head is starting to look messy. She imagines a bunch of Hob’s other friends and co-workers have all been giving Robyn hugs and cooing over how lovely they look. Johanna did the best she could with Robyn’s hair that morning, but she isn’t really good at this sort of thing. Maybe they should sneak back upstairs to the flat Hob shares with Dream to see if she can salvage anything. 
Then again, is it really worth it with a rambunctious six year old? 
“Robyn! There you are!”
It seems that the elusive Orpheus has found his way to the kitchen. Johanna smiles and waves to Robyn’s new step-brother. Robyn runs to Orpheus and the two children wrap their arms tight around each other. It’s nice, Johanna thinks, that Robyn gets to have a sibling they deeply love. A sibling, according to Hob, who has already begun to defend Robyn’s choices in how they wish to present themselves. 
Clearly this child is better than most of the adults living in London. 
“Orpheus? Pou eisai, agapi mou? ” a woman calls out in Greek. Johanna’s knowledge of the language is non-existant, but she imagines this must be Calliope, asking after her son. 
“ Edo einai, mamma ” calls out Orpheus. 
A woman enters the kitchen, and greets the catering staff with a smile on her face. Now, Johanna has seen photos of Calliope Vandi in her research, but photos will never do someone justice when faced with the actual person. 
Calliope is, to put it in polite terms, bloody fucking gorgeous. She’s tall, and carries herself like a queen in her realm. Her long, chestnut hair is done up in elaborate braids that would make Daenerys Targaryan jealous. Strategic curls spill down her back, nearly covering her backless rose gold gown. 
Johanna quickly dusts herself off —no doubt having had crumbs spill onto her own suit— and tries to tidy herself as best as she can. She has always been a fucking disaster when it came to a pretty girl with a sweet smile. 
And Calliope has just that. She finds her son and gives a warm, kind smile to both him and Robyn. 
“Hello, Robyn,” she says, a musical lilt to her voice. 
Robyn smiles, and offers a tiny hand to Calliope. “Hello, Ms. Calliope. Ti kaneis? ” 
Calliope gasps, her smile growing. “Robyn, have you been learning Greek?”
Robyn beams at her. “Orpheus has been teaching me!” 
“Mamma, I’ve been teaching Robyn the alphabet and some phrases. They were so excited to show you.”
Calliope kneels down to Robyn’s level, her elegant dress carefully pooling around her. “Well, Robyn, your Greek is fantastic. And to answer your question, kala . How are you?”
Robyn blushes, tugging at their left ear (a habit they’ve acquired from their father no doubt). “ Kala ,” they say. 
“I am so happy to hear that.” Calliope gently brushes some of the hair off of Robyn’s face. “You look very lovely today. I love your dress, and your hair is very pretty.”
Robyn giggles, doing a little twirl to show off their fluffy dress. “Thank you. Auntie Jo did my hair, but she was complaining the whole time.”
“ Oi! Have some respect for your elders, you little bug.” Robyn laughs at the use of Johanna’s pet name for them. Little shit is what they are, calling her out in front of the beautiful lady. 
Weren’t adorable children supposed to help you look more attractive to other people? Leave it Hob’s kid to know exactly what to say to make Jo look like a complete idiot. 
Thankfully, Calliope doesn’t seem to take too much stock in what Robyn’s said. She stands up —ridiculously graceful, of fucking course— and approaches Johanna, slender hand held out. 
“You must be Ms. Constantine,” she says, embracing the name Constantine the way it was meant to be said, the Greek in her accent showing it all the love and care. 
“Johanna, please,” she says, taking Calliope’s hand and giving it a strong shake. She almost wants to lift it to her lips and plant a small kiss. 
And that makes her want to find the nearest bathroom in order to slap herself silly. 
For fuck’s sake, Jo. Don’t forget, she’s one of those high class posh sort . 
“It is lovely to meet you, Johanna. Orpheus has told me much about you.”
“Oh? Has he now?” Johanna looks over to Calliope’s shoulder to see Orpheus and Robyn in quiet discussion, sharing food between the two of them. 
“He has told me that you’ve taught him some rather interesting phrases for him to use.”
Crap . She was hoping that wasn’t what Orpheus had brought back to his mother. Then again, children do tend to hold onto curse words quicker than any other phrase, so she shouldn’t be surprised at all. 
There was an incident at a park several months ago. Jo had brought the kids to a nearby playground while Hob and Morpheus were doing some sort of important wedding planning nonsense. It was no big deal, but some of the other kids were giving Robyn a difficult time. Jo had gone to break things up before they got too heated, when some of the parents got involved, all too happy to tell Jo how wrong they thought Hob was to “indulge Robyn like this' ' and that he should make his kid “act normal' '. Jo was happy enough to ignore the stupidity and ignorance, and take the kids home. 
But then one of them brought up Eleanor, and said that Robyn was only the way they were because Eleanor wasn’t around. 
And Jo just lost it.
She didn’t remember exactly what her words were, but she definitely had several choice expletives she used. Of course Orpheus remembered each and every one and took them to his father. Morpheus, while happy that Jo had stood up for Robyn, was a little concerned that his son now knew phrases like “bigoted, useless prick” and that the “gormless nitwits” needed to “fuck right off”. 
She sighs, rubbing her eyes before remembering the makeup she’d spent nearly an hour putting on this morning. 
“ Fuck — No, I mean— Ah, piss it. Look, I’m sorry about that—”
Calliope lifts up a hand. “It is alright. Orpheus told me what had happened at the playground. How some of the older children were picking on Robyn, and how their ‘brave Auntie Jo’ yelled at the mean adults.” 
Jo scoffs. Well, that’s a relief. Good to know she won’t be barred from the Gadling-Athansiou household after today. She doesn’t regret anything she said (she rarely ever does), and would do it again and again. She doesn’t think she’s very brave. Being a decent person isn’t a brave thing to be. Loving a child unconditionally isn’t a brave thing to do. 
It’s one of the easiest things she’s ever done. 
“Yeah well, come after my little bug, and we’re going to have words.”
“We certainly have that in common. There is nothing I would not do for my Orpheus.” She glances at the two step-siblings giggling together, completely lost and innocent in the way that only children know how to be. “I think now, that includes Robyn too.” 
Calliope looks back to Johanna, and it’s at this moment where Johanna notices a fire in her eyes. For being a delicate, little thing, Calliope might be a whole lot tougher than she’d initially given her credit for. 
“I’ll gladly do the same for Orpheus, should the situation call for it.” 
“I am happy to hear that, Johanna.” She steps closer to her —a fresh scent of gardenia and bergamot surrounding her— and whispers conspiratorially in her ear “I’d even be happy to teach you some insults in Greek if you like. We have quite a colourful selection to choose  from.” 
Johanna turns to her, a smirk on her face, “Tough, pretty, and knows her way around a powerful curse. I like that in a woman.” 
Calliope smiles, reaching up to Jo’s suit jacket to adjust the collar slightly (bloody hell, she knew it was messed up). “Brave, strong, and knows her way around a powerful suit. I like that in a woman.”
Well , this wedding certainly got more interesting. Jo spares one last glance at Robyn and Orpheus, before leaning closer into Calliope’s space, her cheek just brushing hers. 
“You know, apparently there isn’t assigned seating,” Jo whispers softly in Calliope’s ear. 
Calliope’s eyes (Jesus, they’re pretty) (all big and brown and warm) brighten. “So I have heard.”
“Hmm. It would be silly to separate the little monsters, I think. They look so happy together, and there aren’t other kids around. They’d be so bored, otherwise.”
“That would be rather unnecessary, I think.”
“So, I propose, we all sit together. That way, we make sure Robyn and Orpheus aren’t separated,” Jo trails a pinky over Calliope’s thin wrist, a small move she does whenever she’s interested in someone. It’s important to start with slow, enticing movements, and not to rush too quickly into things. 
Calliope, it turns out, appreciates Jo’s flirtations, because she responds by dragging her thumb over her collarbone. “I believe that is an inspired idea, Johanna Constantine.”
Fuck , the way she says her name will have her ruined by the end of the night. Sassy, little minx that she is probably knows it too. 
“Auntie Jo!” Robyn calls out to her, interrupting what was clearly her laying down her A-Game (would Hob be upset with her if she called his spawn a cock-block) (what is the female equivalent anyway?) (She’s heard people use clam-jam and twat-swat, but even she has her filthy limits). 
“Yes, you impossible little demon?” she says. 
Robyn waves her mobile in the air (when the fuck did they swipe that from her?). “Daddy just texted you, and I’m not supposed to read your messages because you use too many swear words.”
“Oh for fuck’s sake,” she mutters, to Calliope’s amusement. If Hob’s messaged her, it means the love birds are finally finished their photo session. Which means it’s time to wrangle the hell-spawns and get them seated and ready for supper. 
Johanna turns to Calliope and holds her arm out. 
“Well, shall we head out then?”
Calliope places her hand in the crook of Jo’s elbow, “I would love to.” They collect the children and head back into the inn, where the rest of the reception eagerly awaits the arrival of the happily married couple. 
Johanna Constantine is not a wedding person. She never was.  But, with a pretty woman on her arm and the promise of a night of shameless flirting, she could learn to be one.
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Daisy Chains
Dreamling / falling in love / gentle touches / 589 words Read here or on AO3
133 years passed, Hob finally gets a name, and the promise of meeting more often than once every century. They begin meeting frequently, and Dream starts thinking of the New Inn and Hob's flat as a safe place he can go to when he needs to get some distance from the process of rebuilding the Dreaming. Hob tells him to use the door but doesn't mind when his friend just shows up uninvited because to Hob, Dream will always be welcome. Dream, on the other end, wants to know more about Hob, be a part of his life, even if it means spending more time in the Waking World.
And then, like every good thing, the physicality starts small: a pat on the back, a hand on the shoulder. Sliding past each other in the hallway in Hob's flat and letting their bodies touch for a second, sitting close on the tube (because Dream doesn't really feel comfortable in places he can't choose to physically leave at any given moment) and letting their bodies touch shoulder to knee because it's grounding for him.
It grows slowly, and they nurture it. Passing the sugar while Hob is pouring his coffee, and letting their fingers touch for a moment becomes baking a cake together on a sunday afternoon. Their affection becomes visual when Hob's flour handprint is on Dream's grey t-shirt. Hob insists on lending Dream another one, which he could protest (because after all, he can conjure any piece of clothing he wants). That night, Dream goes back to the Dreaming wearing an old King's College tee.
Sitting on the couch next to each other to watch a movie, but Hob falls asleep with his head on Dream's shoulder. Sleep is sacred, Dream wouldn't dare disturb it, so he makes a blanket out of thin air and let's Hob sleep in his arms on the couch. When either of them is too stressed to word their feelings, it's hugs that evolve into cuddles. When Dream cries, Hob is there to hold him through it. Their gentle touches become so common that Hob begins reaching out to touch Dream's arm when he's excited about something, and Dream smiles, and Hob doesn't let go.
Once, Dream appears to catch Hob when he almost trips on a shoe he forgot to put away, holding him firmly, lingering to let go. Hob replays the moment in his memory over and over again that night, hoping he'll dream of it, if he's lucky. When Hob is a little drunk on New Years Eve, Dream helps him go up the stairs because he's afraid he might trip on the stairs too. Hob wasn't that drunk, but that's only for him to know.
Both of them feel it, that ache. Like a ghost limb, something essential is always gone when they are apart. Neither of them really knows how to name it, but the relief Dream feels reaching for Hob's hand when he's overwhelmed is too precious to be ruined by his greed to have his dearest friend all to himself. And Hob, poor Hob, is so desperately in love that he'll take anything Dream is willing to give. Even if it means never voicing his feelings out loud, because Dream has already gone through too much turmoil; he wouldn't want to shred their newfound comfort to pieces. And so, they collect these little touches like flowers, making daisy chains to crown their longing hearts, princes of their own domains, kingdoms waiting to be united at last.
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libidomechanica · 2 months
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Untitled Composition # 11425
A ballad sequence
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Beside their farther with repining     at the first sight, as we may raise a large half-mushroom,     half-cheese so we can find none admired, would Pope have bit     at sharpe words and with the
Devil; the negro, pray be not     the while with less, this imperial halls, and think’st thou the     progress of her gaine, as if halfe vnwillingness, on the tale     of trumpets sound of all
things are arming now in silken     masquerade; and now and there, you ask the clay which I have     yet many shrewd disasters may teach me to bake a presence     summon all these
commonest and fired it into     and freesing fires: some hungry eyes another gives its ease     me: for naked Armes stretched over with any pleasing eye:     but not by conspicuous;
and now that is, not spoke few     words are pretty painted counterfeit: so should be made reply:     yon cloud with his two happy Eternity, insisting     and Paris changing
the insidious masters now,     if but the sally, should by time deceased woes with no show,     is to a gilded remnant of my bonie Bell. Gods and your     eccho ring. Should love and
root up through her foes with his hand     she wrung, to chose the tabor, and gleam, though our home, and all     things coolly, sir, ’ said Juan; but pray do as I gazed the door     their double smart, if thou
hast been, shalt meet in much more     philosopher’s life or death? For the fireweed flowers of     the way, for her eyes weren foolerie, and withdrawn, motion     which cruell loue collection.
As the last ray wane of the birds,     that that’s the shepheard, tel it not said thy edge should duly     haue some rebel Pacha a cravat stain’d wit do sing; ne     let hob Goblins, names who
can be hard he should be as well     he might suffice a moderately stayre, to help them achieve     the season, which range busily seeking with scars, still     better placemen, every
flower, a glance upon the     last Farewell o’ my heart to be entered, but left alone     at the wheel where a presented, as we do. I said the     Serpents craft to me do
frame but thing a proud compare the     things are many, the shores, or gazing again: its sad course     we gained the sight she not to here. To rise from her proffered     to me; taking have seen
crown’d, they say; come away, children     dear, was it yesterday and by no means bliss or merely     play they keep me constantly, was so fast by their own dress,     then maids dance which we look?
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(So take him up; I’ll have its way.     Eve, and in the windy shore, where frame and passion. Until     you no more than lie, but
Love is blurred. Where they calculating,     with another to the tree-stems, marble tombs where London     stallion-hoofed falls cool
and dead pretenders his traveller;     every clime and quiet woodland songster. Nothing ball     in wassail; often, like
religion, sometime at the slaves     of willow and thy creation did decrees I, forc’d, agreed,     yet strives by weakenesse,
which nobody required—but     yonder, shrieked and she wrung, to changes tell; tis a granite     boulder quite literally
used fifty-nine today. Muses,     I hear smells sweet airs come to sette thy mind delight luxurious     coffee, delicious
music, my body one day     see both Sea and Lamia, what is our luck to cast our     loathing all kinds; the moment
you for love, and spiced wood, each     be here nor purpose. Their pivot he heard,—and that I feel     her shame, an evening died
but she went through his soul like Atlas,     with releases man from her.—Oh! Though he now is this     beauteous earth, which gives me
at a time. ’—I served in this, and     was calm assurance, but to dress the misery in fit     magnificently mine;
for both, to stammer some pouting     Hál! What meridian height against duns, and you and I     defy historic, counts
and bright them to store his line’s     Castilian? Stella, whom, O heauenly Stellas shape, that change. Our     bodies merely known: my
parent is love must be confounded     and jewels on; all day, and greatly tend to sentence sayes,     the rusty elde, that sacred
with pleasure. So golden-crowned     shines she been told I love is less always what woman simply     as we once in vogue!
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So let us like despotism     in view: our soft young downright recedes and you on the     least motion’d those powders
to lament what man with wide-arched     and short besides, there none reproues their while ye may long sigh;     for the story scarcely
can believes till deadly yels, nor     grieved him, but he thought a beef-steak. For the thrushes them true     believe me, my manhood,
regard of honour dew time to     tell you plead yours to over- rule us all a summer     the king is all to Brooklyn,
which confused noyce, as we may     ascertain what the Bryde into a crescent of pearls and     sooty their seruices
vnto her knee. A half-disdaine our     beeing you: I love you by someone lives a woman blushed with     the Asian pomp of
Ottoman paradise, summon all     his eyes shut and had no dark veins would shame you the praetorian     bands take up dead.
The scar-tissue she had o’er them     in almost forsworn. And snebbe the former in his for life     into the dull shade of
deep sleep in a little groves;     Olympus hight: whilome had made a serpent optics on him     with an offering but then
the thrushes when his Highness cast     with due precision the sparkling eyes, which he seemed as     happy valleys, whereby
beauty you gave me the glittering     comb, as she alleadg’d Gods word, much lesse of Kent? And the     rock, and put the silent
dust, that light of my light as well,     but it is the Oake, pitiable form that is—the air     would be half sears, like Fairy
Queen, and past: and often called     my name o’ clink, that all the sky, that spring! Stately stage,     and so forth, and Lilia
woke with as wise a dream. In     safety to tell, and some other was her palace led, began     to blush back again.
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Of her myriad years. The women     must endure its first, but her stiffness by long sigh; for     thirty in the mornings,
such a sorrows, silk-pillow’d close     in front of the Truth’s day- star? And the road be heardgroomes,     keeping? Man has made of
his dress the bell, and though t is     in me. When spring of the fire shine, ye, who love to listen!     It is a relief,
to us a tortured in time,     and pair the true law of nation. The wild warbles soft, so     good, so vainely taduance
that brushes them about? And     all of me. Now, euen that flames of ice, and hand and especially     at nights dreams, that
vex thee still to hear; but, alas,     if in your echo ring. But, if your Coranall. World that     a barre against a
telephone pole, and all the custom     of the Truth would I were slick-faced. Rundown palace! And some     of loues praise; for reflection
while ye will, the chapel. Had     faced Napoleon, who more staues did me kiss, go on too with     their average numerous,
like handy lads, have seen a human     hearts, which Catherine in a meridian height against     a telephone pole, and
welcome for the red begonia     perilously squished. Not so proudly say I only     used fifty-nine today.
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Madmen may not the spent. Or many,     to cutting off ordinary walls gave lightly me,     but, trowth, I care na by.
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Into her fourth spouse with my free     thought them onward, first day, ye wadna been said, It grieved, could     remember, or if you
can nothing to go, vntill by degrees,     he found out the last word was whole little dull, as Ovid’s     verse, who heaven. You
are all was vast, still croking make     vs once and with fearful roar, how can words, so I vnto     my loue to boste, all we
fluttering guide, among six boys,     head understand, you are not yet fairest creatures, you never     win his heard it all;
and look’d so little Castlereagh?     And her father, thinking head. A marble towre, and see the     wave, on the impulse of
the deepest dyes, the rusty elde,     that that way, of custom of the which being set aside:     he motion’d they were thing
vncomely euer my flowers of     the swinging leads them answer not thou their head, until the     certain, not even knows
only that ere blood bound in my     barren rhyme? And for one his song vnto her descending. The     sandy down where nor
purposed cage: no lady e’er is     ogled by the grass, and the woods them answered the glimmering     guide, amongst the woman
ties a knot so that despite,     against the storm and night Rauen that rain’d upon his heard     all night fell,—don Juan’s feeling
before the story has disclosed     welcome that so confuse my mind a day or two stare,     vpon the temples; pity
that weigh’d down the Golden Ball and     sweet; her stiffness by long since more for that first, came up, all     marvel at either know.
All as farre as doth she though     publicly important, bore no title to point in Heaven     of Heavens. Whose airy
texture, from afar—what conductor     tapping at the wind blowing, so prime, so swell. From me     that ancient rite; and, when
they fall, and in the same declivity     which t is certain to perplexes our soarings     with my father has
oppressions chairman, abler none; fair-     lined map of my this a sacred ceremonies the Peacoks     spotted: some down by
a mere Christian woman’s, true; the     rest; for both, to please, noble, rich, celebrated, and for     so it was a sultan
of old friends, ’tis the view; else this     soil for being something was full sponge to proper place, and     shake, or make an Englishman,
a lord of the bridale     bowers? And through me ran; and much fall so sure at moments     become memories like
everything. ’ Upon the fault much     love shall we bury him? Look, look I see—I see myself     in his play, ye villains!
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Discussed his fortune wheel at midnight     I’ll pluck you a good, Christmas up to rear whole charms she     doesn’t look too close, in thunder,
holds my hand; and not the hellish     hound did not wear our chronicle with virtuous lie,     to do more where a small
figures Castlereagh? And it may     be gon, and that footsteps in the same golden hair. I knew     was presence was run! Turkey
contains and kings of death, but     no lesse: looke here, I say! However weeping, within my     Lucia’s cheeks, and bright! So
little was heard the hollies mote     be forst to fayne, poure out of the polygons of the theme;     as such suspended
mightily he glance from Plutoes     balefull teares: yet ne’er a ane wad speir your letters of     the great broad-shoulders in
a dream. To her; for when I lived     under your life! But Tom’s no more orthodox. Must still both     light and ruddy, good teeth,
hair, thy classic face, till they’re righteous     ban of all your hair is the key to it. Snatches keep.     This day, and yet men dine;
and then and the lilies of him     that heart let me, true in love inherit, of blesse, though the     sacred peace be my love’s
ripening the greater price or less:     one moment. At last words obay; Friendship how rare! There are     those sorrows, soft and gleam,
though you can, be your beauty, he     felt most wise by Phoebus gins to sweate, the morning sigh; for     the pillours deck with Philip’s
son, or rather difficulty     still both lopp and toss in their full activity; whilst     eyes for your eccho ring.
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My foe came a thrill of life. Up     annals so brilliant window, Sweet—the moving waved the charming     now, to take: in which
once more peaceful guise; warrior lady-     clad; which were by the potter’s wind and me then I sent     abroad ambrosial aisles
of palm and maybe wildest     dreames, an acid-yellow locks lyke Saphyres shining     bright eyes doubly mindful
of the tale of goodnes the words     to spare, and she shrank, feigning a sleep; and heart with some knotty     problem, that herself
extremely in the bay? Might lessons     as his sheepe on the paste and deep for her eye. As a     whale rises up, the crowd—
but sorrowfull conqueror at     least, have I to do with the proper time; and I the javelin     suck’d away with you
ponder your decayed, his lately     bowstrung Bow—himself a- stirrup for being as smoothe, his     good a sovereign of the
town. What dismal stories of our     own door, t was found straight mine eyes back’d, can give us either     half the negro Baba
help’d a little grey church t     is time it should but bringing, can soothe the Pleiads; his     Discoursing low, pointed out
their hue, and let a tear, a day     tarnished and about the woods them doe flye: what goodness, disease?     So many guest had
felt the cost, for scorning Eld now     I call my cares, which descending vppe with a melody     enthral such a sort of
questions were answers their parts could     say more should but entomb us. Height to hang the granite     boulder it leanes amisse.
Faculties past, pay to her     spared storm. As also at the last word were beaten with pleasure,     as he replied the
knot. He cried, I likewise, and much     fitted unhelpt, and let them when wilt thou wilt; for the pillar;     we saw Sir Walter,
part all delay forms a great sages     draw no prize with virtuous wish ourself keeps her off,     and keep it clean. To use
all Cupid’s armory, his veins     to sweate, the great pleasing forth, and some beneath her wish would     make her, she: but all things.
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At wine, that nought’s more vs answer,     nor the yellow locks downe doth go. The little time, you     ask, whose sharpers’ hooks: in
such disparity as is a     slave brings that you, of beings, stars, and much fitted for the     number of article.
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Loud prays the aisled place; but mine     have no authors pass, at some never die, but let me write.     Juan not beguile our
hopefull heed, that first, for which thee     aright, flash through my gentleman can rest eye on, will freeze     anon, and all the
burying of herself will take; she     seem’d, however, but the needs few flowers, much as I, too,     of all appeal unto
some female hearth-flowers of the     face of a young a part in our disasters met and smacking     of soft misnomers,
so divine; ’ and hale, with your     substantiates in frame, when meeter were thinner admitted     as an extraneous
mien turning, and daunce about the     strains of powerful instructing thinner then the greatnes     of the Moon! I have seen
crowns to kicks, accord full clear;     Corinna can, with rapine, a harm no preached an universe     universes ceased there
vertue of late your former in his     temple to temples were masters. And may make heart be his     grave, on the nights are such
a sadistic display all her     bones, when youth and what we poore women in act to stay his     leasure. Or whose gentle
sound affronting in the human     hear who has stood, and written by a counsel, felon by     a big black eunuch made
an endlesse armour hung aloft     in rurall routes to the rosy couch: twas Apollonius?     I doubt he’s freedom for?
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I move beyond her, know: “margaret!     Late at night; flush’d were similar, and our walks. Fixed become,     and there, and nathless; and striking; but then his braunches, to     furnish drapery Misses? Can words, so I vnto my selfe     haue need to grazing, when
done, Salámán and Absál rejoice     in mine eye, and not him to Get ready, ’ replied, I     thought, when prick’d: but not much lesse of youth and she’s nothing but     tragedy is simplified in lusty greene, and oft whole     summer clouds odorous.
But while his heart. Had Lycius sitting,     in chief place, as several score of travels to the     last faire storm it pass’d for aye, the more had seen that rang with     thy selfe at large posterity. The shadowe serues thy     stocke: seest, how like Tom could
bear you? Had forgotten who holds     the way the guests; but if, both for you to thine eare and should     bear you? With other lovely beam a lonely heart to     gratify? Had I a cave eating her fancies were some virtue     he accuse his heart
join’d to their luckless, I have seen     malt liquors exchanged Death of God be done. The Prize, and prayed     the Winters wracke, for the right; our daysleep, when she held it     out of the year’s pleasant game, she only one hung with prudes     for your decayed, his
fortune wheeles still. Perhaps the     polygons of the time, and gleam, the breme winter, why should     love and root up the air. Beaten with all the Truth was to     be; all feeling, through the prison: My genitals have loved     a maid, the Sultan’s bride
withers are other; though our brandy’s     fervent ferment in the end, nor to the nose, and yet,     thou canst touch, as pale it lay upon the roads of grass, she     flung it from here with fresh boyes that remote recess which ours     we call. For love the secret
nobody locked at noon in     summer’s day how dreary: it was always fire; or said—can     this calm and place, and into her attend your gracefull     rymes, in ridles, and mien excitement the pencil, or     my pretty opera-scene.
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Pinching its splendid was trim as     any work sublime discover if these metres meet. There     all equal. While she and
all the woundless deserving town,     singing, Die, oh! Little, as Homer some raised her more-for     something made cry, and henceforth
found out them so’ so take him     up; I’ll help me, I shall she did discretion sets up for     being quietly,
disrobed the cheek; no passions, and     many swine. Their passions, and trouble your delighted;—o     that’s the singer, from the
west, a land of roses, bound trueloue     with rags of shadows instead of orient eyes are cast     on the fates along that
greatness. Children, at midnight I’ll     pluck you a wreathes. For the same recure, am like frosty     rime, that on a secret
letters from the waves roar and     wiser than our minds, our body gryde. A xylophone maybe     with mighty ever-
present,—condense, in a rapture     all asleep. But blush and false in breast, and converge to produce     a great broad-shoulders
did ye see so fayre loue of life     shrunk in his hands, how the wedding. The world a spirit guiding.     Poor Lamia melt
into one answer, not sweet, the     face of a young down at once everything as air! And might     fade. With portly paced about,
as in all the yellow Autumn’s     bleak beginning, on through they came, and whirl, a ceiling     of her stature murmur
of folk at the cold Muscouy; if     French or Spanish, and consorts oft are mystified, as we     everything but thou this,
that they say his ransom. Or it     mens follies mote be fortune convergences. This play, champ     and chicken noodle soup.
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In a wed gallant’s pudding—who     fell, as rolls an ox o’er in his petticoat, he tripp’d be;     dissolves, create kindness, in the moon were gone to suit with     thinking people you scornful of that armed her suffer the     sage, let all their brevity
to recompens, be vnto that     manly god must be besprent a deal of gilding might fancy-     fit his better self, if judged with a girdle, as the     harsh russet of dried blood was quench in me believers, but     combers the praise euen fil’d
my veins; they rose along they shone,     silver o’er, and chuckle, and the blue deep as the contracted     to the red begonia perilously squished. So     he with all the world’s tears, I am crying. By the very     truth, thee accloieth, my
Sinnamon smell it, and ungrateful     Puss’, and see, ’ quoth Juan, I’ll be-’—Hold! Or in thine, and there     was Ralph himself hath any pleasure, that may our comfort     often halowed with craft that I should be destroys what     have been a loved before
he long-legged young men of the world—     which is required; her sixth, to pleasure, at last: if twice two     thousand mark; that graffed to threat he muttering gallery,     both of the drops a tear be shed? Or, if he had done     its utmost we clutch at
the Lady Carolines and     wreake my hartblood imbrue thy lawn, see all. Ye would trace the hinges     being strayt, the good comparison—But who wore they     shall I weep in these secret police of mine. Though not the     art most like the aid of
trees like all business a laborious     oriental plants that higher he’s to see, ride     ten thou hast met this fair demesne; so in the metamorphosis     in view,—farewells. Nor trumpets sound of Tityrus,     I heare, thy Naiad airs have
heard the place the broad ambrosial     moment, playing balm, and he had done the starre. Inlaid garbage,     the terror in his fame with fresh and speak of poetry’s     relate in the bonie lass o’ Ballochmyle. Hurting was     dead: and Lycius started
back in horror to some languid     smile makes me laughed and, you’re for the elms, and thither dwelt or     dwells a loved I view, so radiant of metal, though rather     than rhymes as Venus yokes her tender side these tunes our snow     less pure than this pious
tale had pierce them aside, at night;     for being cruel madness is nothing is ever its soft     fall a Xerox of some passions, and some reverence for     past some defence from fifty daughters did fall, through they fix’d     in his hands obey—our
head. There came a murmur of folk     at the sky, that is lost, what is our pretty well, and upon     his heart, that still roam free. Remember, or what conductor     tapping oars: it’s eleven yet I am shamed by     the sun-brown’d Arab’s lip.
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I burn them with as wise a dream.     The horrid sin—and what’s the last word was whisper of a     throned, in thus leaving— the water even they have, thought,     had ne’er a ane to peer her. And hopest her speakers—I     have seen the sky Gather
ye virgin bosom friends? Of     purchaser of horsemen. With paras jumbling some ballad or     a scapegoat. Very brothers: we were plodding twigs spreads it,     being humane to her Deare, thy looks: in short glimpses of     a little superficial,
his hands found the lovelorn     piteous appear unveil’d the time will say what slackt the time     to tell me ye merchants daughters, two or through Groves, hills and     died; and Phyllis be, you here and hoar; the people: thither     he heedless gentle cruel
eye hath taken for a constantly,     was some days I spent her spared storm. All the ceremony     meete with a lively leap it began to supportress     of the accredited diplomatic fumes, and he drew     ill his breast housefyres,
nor light refection, about     them, What marital advice: your door in the star-laden     sky, and insolence no doubt is when Ioue and Ioues stranger’s     an almost forsworn. The kings of their Muses of a little     superficial, and
you must live poets who grew up     the scholar whom I’ve watched mankind like the Horizon as     it sprong, it must I do preferr’d the waves roar and denisen’d     wide, and, subtly sifting on vs plentiously,     and in hand—Did one by
one in turn; and if they will know     very clerks,—those skies which might becomes their spell? Never to     mind: and humiliation is sometimes thought, is such     discoursing low, pointed to throw between the others walked with     feelings as you saw too
that are ever certain stakes I     gained, and his turn comes from a good appetite, her modest     eyes theyr eccho ring. Like the two could our own fair I chanc’d     to speakers which open’d, and sense—merged in symbiotic     lichen. Of bright; ’ tis Phillis,
’tis the eye could dreams speak well     of me. Each by separate and dream, far less deep, there Simmer     first time it should have in one agree: what not; society     itself, tooke Stella spide, which I deplore so much love,     which they betted; made a
pearl tiara, and teaches—Heaven     were chiding, hath cheerefull day let in a mere Christian     queen. Lyke as white and running Reed his Banquet love, if     love, wander’d why he had journey’d fifty-nine today. Brings     forth with gentlemen along
the wind blows coldly in her.     ’ By John Bull—I have saved our skin, to-morrow seize me if     ever be heard: caw me, caw thee’—for six months with people     famous flight I never hurts ye. His flint. I defy histories     of Cantemir, or
Knolles, which these they could suggest     the champion in those trouts and moon, then, that ye can please,     to feede youth doth dishonour her, is ages blame if it     were, if also his digestion? And yet a paused to pray,     knelt before then sudden-
thrilling care? Man on the Acropolis,     or sometimes such stranged; the greater price or lead,     or adamant, would Juan bend, eyes on fire—brake with terrific     glare, love, jealousy: and he had breath, which is also     much the ballads which no
aristocratic spirit down     the surf biting things which parts could speak, I don’t want to all     this great; but hath her brother. In one, what next, till that would     now be brought was thus he profanely term’d the hearth-flowers;     and soon juan, who was
a good mien, especial, in their     fragrant insect, rove; o let not to be gardens, walls, betwixt     the soft voice that it is all a matter now? We had     forgotten who holds the Bread. Voice so soon after meals; he’s     wrong—unless he proved the
mitigated fury, like the     Pearl; he was as good? Such a sadistic display’d; and when     the bonie Bell. Hands before each man walks with due precision,     some rebel Pacha a cravat stain’d wit do sing; ne let     me know; such an one who
dared to me; for in yours, I thought     he, it would hurt you. For I am shamed by thy sight? Herself     up to him t is pity that all these commonest     and a bore, if he fountains and bower, shall ready cash—     but all is turn to ill:
should blunter be than a wave is     wet more joyful than the gray mosse marred his rise; he was a     pure repose, or one kiss would seaze me, and thus Pope quotes the     morning Post, sole record of Heavens. Discolored mead. ’ Clink,     that nought’s more than the key
to every stitch of workmanship,     tablet and smacking of to passionate heart to groan for     the land, with what delighted;— o that’s rather ammon’s ill     please, nor white, alas! Grew in sun and seated he, while ye     may long purple robe, the
better than your practical your     name for many, to cutting of the woman’s manly god     must be, shall lend to staunch the woods vs answered Lilia     woke with rains, louder the same; myrtle the time nor     In rymes of rybaudrye.
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And helmes vnbruzed wexen dayly     endure its first-born flower the banks, that when you spoke not,     but before ourselves: I’ll
say that all-softening, riding time.     What the shore to-day. And for so it was, in properly     acceptance shine? Yet, sadness
of Sorrow wrung as drew Blood     to the shriech Oule, nor end. Shall will bore any sweet Highland     Mary! Who queer a
road, shows that cannot measured my     size against the sad bosom dies. And say, sit here. Your hair,     and love may thy prayers
and Courage, Bat in hand, the very     best should nothing happens in the water as a whale     rises up, the chapel.
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Your wit and square, because ye hae     the nail gripped with her beseemes more breath, and scatt’ring bright     fell,—don Juan, takes two webbes
in town at zero, now the     revels rude, when sweet consent, witnesse to remembrance, but     hath her raging! But tugging
only when they never weeping,     and wafted far arose and lustrous, scented with jealous     man who would devise
some might hair, and cruell loue collect     it, such a day like sand by slaves’ chief art in other way     with her brow was sent o’er.
His pocket pistol from wounds in     some went to your letters from no light; through the eyes, ears, and     interminable—not
eternal lids apart, that lo’ed     me dead, which only is highest but the sea-beasts, ranged; each     bevy with her hornes
bene wynd, and on grain, a quarter     of huge melons and then he began to supportress     of toil, save for once, farewells.
All save the store thrice told that     she to mortals’ eyes find so high? As yet thought it would rayse     ones mynd aboue me sit; nor
hope, to sing, the whisper’d Juan, sharply     stop, and shower, then live with a mobile nose she moved,     she look’d like a decent
personal quiet of a young     philosopher; perchance thy heart to grazing, and one but     you in a day, and down.
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’ Said Juan,—swallow, there I give to     understand, you around him not a summer the fuller     by a graine? Heads bow, knees
bend, though she knew who were her other     place: for nowe no such thought themselves to adorne as doth     the remnant of my wit,
and their nature is one day see     both the people ridden or foreigner’s initiation,     though in the day is come
away young a part in our lips     at hand because I’m poor, but fient a hair care I. As if     his appetite, are the
regions which are the serious,     threw a chain was throw away as not be best peak on my     lips let me steals to the
Dead; now made of companion lies—     there vertue raynes and them.—If I were slick-faced. Besides, so plied     in mounds of ever than
the pencil may; they look’d, perceiving     thought what man has made of mankind, since he could never     sown; through that being no
equals, free from childhood well. Coffee     in heaven help them achieve the Jews, those who wisely     seed, that future man: the
world like person exactly on     your letters from aboue, and hearken the morn in a moment     you in a day of Autumn’s
bleak beginning, and the wynd.     He might—and brought? But Juan not be best feelings warm, and false     in her fair works are foil’d
by the stern wolf betray him, Take     Lilia, rising haughty and humility; like vnto     that shall to mark their heads
of greene, colours meet, old wives a-     sunning sign’d to Juan standing on him eyes which put out each     piece of sweet girl-graduates
in thy lifull heed, that gently     hints in good suffer the mutes have over some excuse,     nor your small break at last:
if twice five hundred maids, unseen,     were it can’t allow by setting the stones still roam free. Her     wish would have found straight mine
ear again a level—No! But     all his looks along with perle, and I dived in circles moved;     he had climbed the sloping
pass; thou makest faults are not a     man with a bough of wild Yuie twine, how I could not sting, person     thrice they streams now fill
those who, like the Nightingale. With     Barnaby the bay? Of those the lusty green, and who were     his life as well he might
climb the state it is the sign she     was, had wounds were a whole Trinity but the world, how to     dress the bricks of Nineveh,
may not bite your mouth tasting     happens next because ye hae the noisy worlds a melody     enthral such ivory.
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What it is to be flay’d. But, as     fearful the woods shal worke,& snares shal answers the praetorian     bands take up the moon,
with but one. I die! But after     all my cares, which at my hand—for the same feel the falling     into your tracks? Delight
turn out both, or love to keepe the     ruins; till they, hast all the woods may answer and then begin     to shoote agayne: o
what a caterwaul at midnight     shall never drove past sinning and Baba, stroking make vs     once a kiddy upon
the longest fitter must at     once on him, and then grow deadly white. And the mirror’d walls     by twin-clouds odorous.
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She was sought, that they as soon as     I have seen thy faults graces to be bought vnsownd, why blush taught;     little grey church on thee; thou, when and I go from your beastes     in the face, and is no recognition. And my Eccho     ring. In the midst of
each two lovers quick apprehend     all the rock, and parts, and the sphere; for, nor in this bloody     trial,—alas! Through a farther ranging most joyfully. Let’s     face, breaking bank: to no mistake for comfort breed: till which     Juan took a survey up
and still deadly mesh; ambitious     blundering in a forbidden present heere, to helpe reject,     True, ’ she sat in front of striking, poised to devour’d their     luckless race was softest of all the Damzels doe delite,     which I bring for dust and
art. But I said I’ve a Pretty     Rose-tree: to tend her proper courtesies, the dying day,     and diapred lyke to a typhoon to match a common men,     but nothing so fashionable. Grant that what t was the secret     bowers. Whose pure snow
befal loves Triumph, as in compasse     weightye prise, and there whelmed with the black-eyed Sal his blood,     and pricks the sigh’d, she wondrous journey take. And I’ve not boldly     lie: now what she were distance lover, and they both accounts     and praying to doe
daunce awry, which makes all out each     other’s children dear, was it yesterday and what’s the quiet     air Out of days! Half- lost in marble floors, till a flutter     they as easily because if drown’d, then, that men are     taught; bringing so proudlier
prancing in the sky. ’St by hovering     kind, which this, Come out, ’ he said his approbation of     all flesh and blank, made close inquiry; from which you came with     you can, be you so too; then we next to each others by     tradition. Now lay the
fingers directly one attorney.     ’ Through the good Sir Ralph’s at Ascalon: a good deal to     say that ere bloom of the swallowing knees; her seven, where     she could decide, and pressing t is not long since ready     cash—but all that is falling
steps walk’d in austere; twas     Apollonius—from his verse, who like an old Opera hat, married,     and heart who, being void of too sincere a poet.     Then Nature link the human race, except in such as fit     an Asiatic breech;
a shawl, whose is the core while she     and Ioues stranger than forgiving town; through deep. From the west     or west the photographs, the charming, had ne’er a ane to     peer her. Which looks were all its stars; and now no azure vein     wander’d on him, giving
tears. In a rabbit’s burrow in     the bay like a climbed the ebb-tide leave no authors pass, at     greatly tend to Phoebus race. Don Juan with Wine, and others     lay the day I sit and sight and moon were clean, wha follow,     each day, more disagreeable
and so more irregularly     peopling Earth, of a high spirit, and when pleasance     too brief for affording and put himself he seemed true: things     nothing too he laugh’d, as thoughts in a chart my window, Sweet—     the mournful head, pitying
and drunken be withal, but     faithless man! Lounging a languish, in which serves our ears do     greet: then two plantains, dissolving in the most degrade them     both, to rally him in the tabor, and come by a pain     which makes vs better!
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You around, was princess, six feet     in much more than energetic bile, though our brand new thing-     a snail, its shell covered
in symbiotic lichen on     a granite? Of groceries, and if that ye should have consoled,     but to-day by feeding
hidden in the church on the hubbub     of lies; while all things in Blood, the wall, as gay as any.     The smiled at me. With
cruell hart: thou art true, like one who     dared to ask if he had breathe, will take up the Indian     mine: give me pleasure on
me, my manhode brought and riddled.     His wrath with payne, that made them think I should you ask how shall     be offered hand; she was,
had wounds in wives’ eyes, feed’st thy Will’     one will commands the genial soil for being as I do     it has decided to
allot each May morning say, See     what is a word too much, some grace arraid; and there! With girlands     of juniper
enfolding scratching eye, and so none     shall I marry the mutes, they fled,—the foremost in woefull     birds around me for one?
False in legs, and Arras couerlets,     behold your eccho ring. What style could change their uniform,     by Baba chosen ones;
we’ll talk about the exact affairs,     and when from those sorrow by the bridale poses,     and sweetly bloom’d also
when my friends have been a lover,     and greedy pleasant Orange- tree; how Vlster like needles on     the left. Farewells. Fine old
warrior from the rosebud set with     Time and beate vpon her name for his birth, and argued with some     this at all such ivory.
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And in. Some rumour also of     some but charme. ’ Save that when thousand live? Borne hardships which to     sing by gladly all are
impressions fit. Exposed, whereto     approche, the world with broom, and high, grand, epic, homicidal;     and beauty shows.
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The cure, go call the dull catalogue     of course we gained the other in their brink, and, asleep,     when meeter were through the
same A day subtle for those which     I cond of joking. Of force her tread aloft in rurall     vaine. And tymely sleep,
when young, while some mayden Queene, who     for anything that greater they could lead his highness was,     and angels’ purity,
twixt women’s lot: most men are such     a framework scarcely tell as he bled inward sunne did so,     but t is really should
turn out so, we’llsay nothing whets     the glimmering star, get with broom, and not desire, chiefe     good when we cease till morning,
that they do shout, that graffed     to thee, I am tired in his ale-house bench has at     time—so just lie under
the sun-brown’d Arab’s lip. Falls could     see one persons of the sphered table, to beseechers     kill; think all bushes vsed
to shake thee in such as the sight     to please, nor for fruict, nor weep o’er the first time, since Adam     fell: that would fain his cheeks,
and then and stretch around me nights     and moon were a tale to tell: we needs few flowers, as is     a fact without end prolong’d;
nor knew, to such troubled within     nor yet without our parting was done its rosy deed,     repletion rather order’d
him to her palace, where, scalpel,     and soft Ionian face, the good endurance, when they the     lady e’er is ogled
by thy sight? She seem’d jaded with     breathing in her and swords and in groups of bad statue of     late, without a bow-string—
quite in a cloud of poisoned note,     the horrid sin—and what you were loves attend each will smile     began to blush and feasted
with the Asian pomp of     Ottoman paradise, my silver throat, in mossy skulls that     be no weltring yet; the
earth, which at my hand in perspective     many heard, and lie, and let the temple, as well his     lately two memoirs upon’t,
believed, thought what t was on     the Cord fitted for fuel; I had despisde, in whom all such     a strange was but a ray.
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Into the kitchen verboten?     Shows in a rosy silk, that al the nose, and the streets     suspension may be gon, and for this the face, he could just above     thee beds of roses,
and swords once I am striving     how to fill me whereas my loue does teach them all the rather     has opprest one, I think their leaues they say his farme. Had     I a cave eating her
vp to th’ high and triumphant     springs; and if the queen o’ womankind, as also     crowned with broom, and helpe to try. And he to thine ear. The passions     chairman, abler none;
fair-lined map of my blossoms, and     cruel is she tooke an evenings at home, and Walter said, than     alive less bird, brooding. Which was to cut off a great a     falling years, till smile makes
all to weake and ways, where you may     cross the narrow see againe. Suspended might know how them     with its very fair in her name for the last, thought, his     dewelap as lythe, as lasse
of Kent. And yet the finest lace     where Science marshals forth on your former in his patient     leaders take for Venus’ ceston every other at a     shriek with it. Her brow grew
black, to mumble o’er his corage     hath spent my love, and with care: for proctors, dowager has     opprest one, I thinke I then, form’d a very nymph-like looking     for a glass of rum.
His bared bought, beneath your hands, theirs     for the waltz to some fitted unhelpt, and natures; there we     are’ who mighty ever- present lessons on our Sex betraide,     to cure a mourning
heart, my lassie o’ my sweet hour,     first time, and, which could ye wondering glimpse of her solitude     against the impulse: and with fresh lusty hed, go to     the Abbey, and heart is
sair, that was so faire hand, and, to     end thy attentions pith, and yet once yet! Alone among     the last fairest creatures we desire: I have seen a     Christmas here and lustrous,
scented with vexation, from her,     thinking his hand. In mockers and the wine at flow; now the     woods them and doting a want of lamps to aid his piteous     plea, him rested the other;
yet you on the white-wall’d town;     at the dead, which of the pouted blossom of joyless day     how dreary is the extremely strictures. Never give this     glutton be, thy reason?
Till the sea-snakes of sin on your     scribblers think men love or pride tis a grand Napoleon the     porch, that he thousand those who will not pair, not spoke not:     What far too soon, alas!
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All were Elisa one of the     East. If many Worlds could see thee on the cold blowes through     the surf and the woods them
at the oracles. I also     with the blesse, though Eve herself, but to sit upon, so thy     love in women up, because
ye hae the nail in it. A     kerchief, crying.—And so did heare: no subtill Serpents craft     had her abus’d, gods holy
Life, his slaue, description is     my forte, but thou which made them both, my phrases of thy most,     a naked Armes stretch’d in
the midst of each nook and his grownd,     helpe me mine enemie. Some ballads which open’d on to persuade,     look’d, and kings to
interfuse? Has also of some more     I wail, the tocsin of their shadows of herself; her selfe     hast rest, in love so
easily because he is diminutive.     The least lie still doth bring into blood boundless descried.     Do burn in loue. And
the garden raine: such immortall     mirrhor, as he always than that: a pleased myself in eyes     through which growes neere the
Dublin shouts—and London’s first wife     of a silver throates, the train set of sun up to the     view; else they of ioy it
is, so faire a vertue raynes and revive     the drugstore, sipping oars: it’s eleven ye who knows     well be, for the waves which
they found, and enisle ourselves,     or are mostly my antipodes; but having dream by     day to him like the least
you a wreaths of grass, and pearls, or     steepy mountain spring. Work must be beleeued, but on her     aunt, and so nor will not
say appals, but never mind,—she’llturn,     perhaps you so too; Friendship how rapt was I to see,     and then blush back again.
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But all these counsels trie; o giue     my passionate women— and perling flower, nor in nothing     worlds, beyond all things
else; and be yours. The hearth-flower     Lilia. The lady’s finger with the bell, and briefly     vultures may thinking people’s
awe and again! Between love     wars … And my incurable scarce past—and Baba, nodding     of your merry shine. Between
us for reasons firmly     set on Vertues great wind serves to sip; sweete, for me, till it     haue wrought, to march away—
’t were a pig, indeed, and by     night, dear, let’s live to understand alone dismantling the     thyrsus, that some small items
costly were to another     lord. The wander, then dinner has wealth well-gotten, and bended     his head was most sane
and fast; a rich foreigner of rank     had graced our shore, young lovers met and ruddy, good nature’s     holy wording, on the
winters, and ne’er can spoil, and Wedlock     and place for that glittering mass. Will it? ’Er stirr’d in     austere, supreme, a ghostly
were impulse: and with goodly     my flowring youth and feelings bending to the last Farewell.     Ask me no more—when
ecstasy of course we gained, but this     day; but everything the story as it rose: the last ray     wane of the ways than this
case. Summer the kings and child, and     his dress, that, though was on the sally, should you ask what seas     between His After and
surly Winter for me than that.     You can not be believe it, in being in the pleasure,     onely rich: sofas
t were a poet. Thy looks at     the more praise—death to die, or lear, be better they their names,     pulling to the mirror.
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Commence to understand, the kings     of the ashes I cried upon my feeling charge some six     or seven, and for true law of all their sinnes the key     to every soul from those
small figure out his ease. Beaten     hyde, all were some supper; but one monstrous tale had pierced through     primrose of all the sward she tapt her to leave you that are     lov’d thee, I am frae
my Dearie! When tis excess of goodly     wel beseene. But charm, that we have seen the tedious     birds do sing; you take wrong had to pick it—for women up,     because silk is what little:
I grant that they shall haue a     Kidde to stop at some lonely heard no Christian woman’s form     by silent grots and deep for heart, to march away sweet milk     and deep for he gave me
for this door, in your light reach them     all the wound alive. Like two incubi, they still with secret     letters from the boatmen near who are chaste queen o’     womankind, single teares,
be heard sometimes runs through the cold     full well, when she held it out of the State I’me in: since that     despite. But because she’s the quiet woodland wayling, and     weary was, with happy
dell. In twice five years. Soon as the     handed Baronet he, a great place where two cotton strips     our Britain, whole think’st thou ruthless man! His Highness promise,     there in the enormous
room without something; then Himself     upon you, bigger note. Become memories like every     stitch of workmanship, tablet and Thrush say, which vse thereanent.     And the road as I
can proper time; and should leave his     broade, as Rainebowe bent, that euer sunne is in hand. Because,     which is a cause why you shall we forswore be as being     strange flames, his strong although
not all born of me what paradise     of Or Molu. That it assumed the end is just as     my greater, why should be no great deep-mouth’d Boeotian Savage     Landor’ has taken tea
in small-eyed China’s crockery-     ware metropolis so perfect it seem’d the truth. Three were     a pale blue, and some, pieces, patches, jewels on; all dayly     endure it all; we know,
I think to a Saturn. Unread     events of times have made the thyrsus, that shee tasted, rich     with them as you’d have met you will, from crowns worn with points of     me weep so sore, and smile
to see a child yet in thy face     sweet will not suffers not one looked in triumph droop not: Fortune     once were brought, and ne’er could instructing things which to the     Heaven’s Azure but fragile
and meek that now thee fallen     mask of politics; they flee from them also would count you     love? Makes the spots which my louely, and so effort to groan     for there is the falling
years, therefore a tower sublime     attend your eyes, and the wall, as gay as any mortal     body doth the priestlike task of sober reason to perplex     and against my hand;
and weep, and shook the story scarce     past—and looking, as he foremost infected her like natural     and for the daily logs of this pleasant guise, to     education to me, thy
heart outright, is it not wish her     might be calme and freedom far estrange saloon, room, hall, and     conversations pith, and, without confused by this liue long     and for aye, the sun himself
upon you, and by mistake     for desperate notes god set between the cold ran throughout     that I follow me: no trifling Lilias in their natures     all shiver’d, vanish’d.
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Amongst you can touch or little     made the luring worthy prove; unless he prove a fighter,     may find ye. And Paris
changing, can soothe theme; as such as     the silence, nor of your name you seek the Indian mine:     give me. Sometime had made
many a diplomatists of     rather difficulties past its message sent, if such be     Nature much great, yet hee
was making addition to ill:     should be schism. Now what I have not youth—it is     anticipated; here we are
long that graffed to the wind blowing     kings, all else was no matter; but t is not have refuse:     daughter from the free!
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Yet let the Banquet love and quietsome, with mercurial     skill where the inside her, she: but what they knead two virtuous lie, to do more     your history is writ in moods and cubs
to ducks and sea’s rich gems was bound as suits a match     in her smiles today, to-morrow will be. We’ll borrow from our next neighbour seats: and soft     Ionian face, they had him to her. Believes
till death breathes of Mulla which of the first, but     been troubled here I may presumes to thrust a pike in his heath, this crooked, and you forgive?     Who will not coy, but use your will;
heroic, forfeits, all the earth and genial soil     for kinder feelings, whatsoe’er the Horizon as it would teach me to Mortal parts could     scarce past—and Juan, turning hers in
container can hear who meddle not wish her mine nor     me, till the world have its way: for what you should wrong, and making because God meant so much     thee embrace. She has also bonfires
made a sign that show us to them t is     inside their wills and calm and maybe that being frame? The sacred part affect us     oft, and after she saw and universe
with a song of the first appear: thus season     bland, and laws unto the knolls a dozen angry mortall eyes mighty Babylon: whether     the morn in flowers and all with
the other tons, ’ which only is higher life or     death? Single cry would toil; and even my Muse on state shall mould the Winter’s wheel in thee     I should not sleep in one sort slow; my
wealth could glide o’er their choice virtue he accused, just     arranging to her fair, too divine. Not mortal in the end is just as he alone;     for, had she began to strike you. This
stuff that rain’d upon his ale-house bench has at times—     the space, the gravest citizen seems to look into eternity in fact, exquisite     to swell. To haue bene the
indentures of sea, the wonderous weight of a mile:     his maske to mine until the surf biting the Brere like a chessman, the subject on vice.     It is not to speak. Your Eccho ring.
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Some passion rooted, and knelt down     the veil. The patient sleepless Eremite, the little ear’s     a lilly, her virgins blush’d upon the presses, dark-green     and I rejoice to welcome
foreigners—and moss and they will,     from which keepe the due grimace by the sad lot of so great     prosers, answer and the roses one in the rocks other     girdle, as to reach them.
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Her velvet cheek to cheek. A dozen     angry brow. And the whole summer’s welcome foreigners in     the eaves, had hid away
his learned sisters and rising     up to his store, hey ho! Said Juan, sharply: Strike me dead, which     made to silently. Into
as furious chronicle;     and whyles there ran a strange diagonal, and scorning     white robes, and parts, and morn!
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A flowers, as is the Foam of her life or death?     And of variety therefore now and this same feeling skill, I paint my hours of     refinement sill six stories high, or the
nest, some lovelorn piteous plea, him rested the     Powers we sigh so sweet milk the story has disclosed welcome, farewell! So thy loue and     cooks in monosyllable talk thoughts
I cannot measureless splendid roof, were ripe,     they mought worth did in the North of orient ivory sphere. Twice or the solitarie Brere     in his homages,—is yet without
the valley of my life in thine, oh, belovèd     as thoughted, how I wish you all the day, ye wadna been sae shy; for having no succoure     was the sea-beasts, ranged; each by separate
doole to dye, through light. All Young in jest; and     that jigsawing under heir mighty woes. In making safety in the little ear’s a     lilly, her velvet cheek to cheat us
neatly drawn. Hast thereby beauty, he felt most     other delight, there breath; the story as before you shall help me, I admired, would     rage. She stroke of human race, clad all
this is an error tack’d, form’d but loued not; I lou’d,     but still unchangeable, with sympathy. His pricked eares? It also gently, thought to     mean so little good company those
errors that none fitter for instantly awake     the world should recall that guides. The future man: the world’s fresh ornaments, with bathing is     strange; for both, to take breadths of green. Give
me pleasure the glimmering grey; as blithe a man,     taut, elderly, carefully, till the world—ah me! In the heavy with a lively leap     it began to strange experiments
for which turn polite as to announce his visits     a long since. When June is passion, cruel, perceav’d no guile, or coach, and part all thy string, floated     into her of huge melons and
pikes all things coolly, sir, ’ said Juan, takes an aspect     of time for once, farewell! ’ But ere the world of our victory, bring her face that so confused     by the sun himself with those flesh obey—
the spiteful thistle wage war on his head,     pitying and wore: and but dirty. Had kindled such credit, that ye should ever seemed a     thrill of God to get through his veins; then
she drops a brier, tho’ hardly known: my parents’     bones livery prauncing in his hand she sat, she laid some years the greatest living next     to my Pretty Rose-tree: to tend her
life, near his memory of the curtain of peace     was run! That somewhere we joined them: then roar through the ev’ning gilds the deep-recessed vision     rests with new-borne sighes and was calm
and maybe not provoking; these must be confounded     deer leaps highest but the vanquish’d lies; from their love’s the last gasp comes gloomy Winter     for another causes, sleep. Than it
takes an aspect of the sweet bells over to dight,     but first, where you saw. He saw within us. Who, seeing a you and means you have been     a lady; Baba stopp’d, and maybe
wildest dreamed away. On through the gamekeeper’s child,     though some virgin bosom strain the sway; and Baba stopp’d with his fame with you, the air for     merry wine, sweet is she! Or sing, this
woman, lovely women pardon to my own. Such     cordial greetings and prayed the other while Nature list’ning seems to beautifullest buildings     and Lovers are gone and sucklings; there
represent state? Is a relief in fashionable.     Whose will see, while our cloister’d how so near her eyes wrought, that all their form, limping the     Else; and be my leading on the night.
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As yet though it seems our Prince, ’ I     answer’d, bending bright, I touches in things. As will die—climb     the slipp’d a pair of girls,
ten or a dozen sons, of whose     Bounty was as if they won’t or can’t find a bill’s small figure,     and was brought him from
tigress robb’d of yours, hath no excuse,     nor shall I lived underlings, flew o’er me cast, my Leipsic,     and every line and
ogle: o, ye ambrosial moment,     as they, but no one dreame, and sometimes even tide, upon     a shrine with a frown
drew himself hath a psalmodic     amble with sweet will back against a rocky isle; and now,     like the time, since Adam
fell: methinks to the travellers     to lament your dolefull birds rejoic’d in nature to     find out the beak, or arms
the woods may answer’d, as age; in     seven I have seen the bride’s face was run!—For oh, her with     science, for my soul like
Paradise of ioy it is, so     faire hand, when you have but a kind of loue is none: ’tis thee,     dear. Babel was Nimrod’s
hunting-box, and this same nigh by     the inverted triangle: gaped mouth of European     with rains, louder comes.
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The other, who knows what wilderness     was any meanings. But Juan, sure I may enquire     the gloomiest hour when the
blue Symplegades; tis Phillis,     and the corner for wings great disasters may teach them both,     to Loues delights, doe beare
the sally, should by time desired     light, the face of a young voice hiss. To put my flower     was his shame oft maisters
which opens her more-for so ioyfull     dampe, doe not thee! As gay as any. In many’s looks     with careless splendor out.
That e’en to me, what, if you must     followed: and take the world theyr drery accents sing; ne let     false love heaven: we know
right are the lilies: perched on the     command. ’ Gear ye like a bee, love gentle tame and men and     I shall to-morrow sees
another man obtain her seven     more loved. Being quite free: then what have I heare, through all     things coolly to be done!
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Of politician stupider,     shrinking delightingale. Especially for both     commodious but immoral, they were to and fro between     his brows, soft&lived-in, so
unlike what we wish the mused beyond     my yesterday we heard. Fiercest shed that way;—juan yet     they stream of life that white skin; I nibbled meekly from his     for life into the business—
which, while they are passion, for     kinder feet was thend of this, that it may chances; they vext     the times before had been fairly diddled, his patience is     a handsome, and fair your
dream. His wooden look. No, she had     the past? In mossy skulls that are ever dwell; whate’er she     sang:-she would name, and then dinner, there represent the night     winne some greater, why should
have caught in autumns and with beauty     is torn by the Third? A stump—stands beside in Marses     live to be sycophants. She thought our food we had not yet     would make her subtle than
I could recall are they calculated     on his race was so fast by thy infinity,     so supernatural was her images shout afar,     whiles he each lucid pannels;
then the discovery t was     to be subservient to me; and hopest her spotless     neck she knowledge of all the heaven in Hells despair. Point     theyr eccho ring. Children
dear, dear love, renew thy faults. When     sweare that all’s ideal—all ourselves have eyes like Fairy Queen     she’d surely anchor dropped, he looke to see and the youth, ceruse,     against the excursive,
breakers which foreigner’s     initiation, and leaue me helplessly, and parts, and all things:     she deems it is hardly known, the leaves return! To deck the     gravy. With a bough of
wilding in Heaven’s glorious     blaying, her poore Slaues vniust decaying. Scarce forbear a smile to     see me bleed, and oppose the flowers; but having met in     all the elevator
where you come to so respectable     anger, my unmendable wounds, faire perswaded him     o’er with&. What is this a lie? The lace, to honors seat and     lie to vaunt as a
modestly call’d for a medicated     music, for al the nights vnchearefully down for your     dispute what to vs wretch, in whose colour turned off the     gods, in which rose o’erthrow.
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A tale from comming harme the charm.     When ecstasy’s utmost we clutch at the fire in wide Corinth     hair, they might not being
so backward: and heavy body     as my mind delight; lamia, no longer envying     throat, in mossy skulls that
makes my heart and ne’er a ane wad     speir your door in the brides in vain we would strike a swimming     pool at noon his tender,
and he sings her foot out on Shooter’s     Hill; sunset, and after; but there the world is only     made them also when mine
eyes, and roast-meat, beheld a huge     house. Greek, set with his own bright star! The tocsin of thy dayly-     vexing care: tempts and
stand and to and freeze in fire! The     blacks were pushed with odour then the stocking, for thy soueraigne     of seven together;
celts and bore its fragrant sweet Highland     Mary! For she also presence their years past? Like a     child yet in this camphor,
storax, spikenard, galbanum;     these questions bothers. And written lately two ages. The     gate, and, to end thy
creation, or rather adds to where     we must not thy selfe hast rest, who insufflates the Knot:     for Reason that fills both
joyous and kiss the better selfe     to come along this I call those powers all along, and     yet is Prince, now, we know,
you can, for you could scarcely was     this: That once there is Lord, the eaves, the curiously, and     great broad-shoulders, breast, teeth,
hair, thy classic face, and long slumber     when thy feet; show me thy feet flutter on to make men     happy, or to keep us
child, and yet be knowne worth: the     Sun! Had heard both youths and viler clowne, lyft vp thy heauye head,     pitying and all liars
and sense—merged in a thousand     warrior lady-clad; which, dissected, meaneth the Soul that     won you to see and to
helpe to have, has grown you your poesie     wring; ye that he said: Go up, dear love, in self-deceiving     the human soul that commeth
in the stony helm, and here     we joined them to the Abbey- ruin in the spots which cutting     shrill aloud, their
images I love things removed. The     former fall? And look’d down by step into Eternity.     The accredited
diplomatists of France. To open     on a range and Winter doth hinder your name you seek the     business quite refused me!
Whenever in the city-roar     that green leaves return of diction, for night was open’d wide,     and bites it for harm, so
he with clamour bowled and wrung it.     Rest, where each time, the wondrous journey’d fifty-nine     Bars, and with vertuous care.
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Against my hand in her bones, bones dumb in the mind.     The last of prey, are similar, and such comfort breeding hidden in the waltz, the odourd     sheetes, and accompany, can
win a corner; yet I fear, if they will never     against the warm blood, and flaunt with darksome cloud, now so good as dress, that shall hand, the blossoms,     and manger, ’ and ugliness, disease,
as the ship afar: tossing any? Replied     the woods them answering kind, which cruell hart: thou art broke the old neutral personage of     a high sun flame, nor Lawes, altho’ his
pouch o’ coin were gone and deem ourselves in danger     and pressing, and come before poore Eve had either, but wasted now awake with stronger     stounds, has somewhat to vs wretched
earth’s old and the mind, that has been a lovely     glorious lampe of love, which made the air wouldn’t you just show us to our own; revolts,     republics, revolution of the mind,
the nearest blood. Were in her and sweet; her forehead     yuory white, and so she sign’d to Juan to approche, that my last vow commend; and look’d to—     But why should be above me—me—sure
there we wanted but silent—the winter, wished day     is doen, and Stand; she taught themselves have a tale grow cold, all reasons firmly set on Vertues     feet, and taking means this? How old
man, I scorne recount my case, but etiquette in     kingly chamber everything. May be myne, let him speakes and cast up from your old bad dreames,     nor dreadful darkness in anothers
bow, kiss hands are cast on the people you seem,     but he spoke, part bantered little worthy Christian nun, with which mostly for the pass’d beyond     time idle is; let’s knock that once
more free from the fruitfull progeny, as still I     see their brevity to reclaim her wishes went! His bargain close—they happens next because     if drown’d, then leaves, the tyrant’s and
the flowers bene not him take care weighed downe to     the eaves, the gold as in Banquo’s glass, the day, ye wadna been sae shy; for let me     By the bridale bowre with my eyes.
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And one but yourself a foolish     pride; when Cupid, hauing disperst the very truth, dear cheek a     rose; for all was vast, still doth behoue, and but yourself in eyes     they parted, if ever tarry. They thy hands, feet, any     part of me! Your many
work sublime; meanwhile, and fall have     saved the Wine of the two could reare the insolent soldier     will never mind,—she’llturn, perhaps, next week; she has always     than their shibboleth, God damn! That due of mankind, can’st thou,     that rare gift to Juan was
princess, six feet high, of wheat; the     sun’s true social wrong; and me, i’ll force him nere. Through faces     are forms which had the necessary bile; my natural and     for the though now vnthoughts mighty hall or gallery, both in     the more circumstances
on their stems branch rent, in pale content,     mission—for they can heal; the sun hath rotted that phrases     fail. Engraved invitations, which the christall bright be     scann’d, and parts, and teacher’s wrinkles strange, but cruel grown, took one     tutors are blue Symplegades;
tis but twenty posts of     these precautionary hints can to supper, there many,     the line and Faith shines she glorious blaying, Christian coast; how     Poles right grows stormy time, and sucklings; there to Mahomet’s     bride, spread out in the
mulberry grow by the sweet is she     toils a song of the bride, so I slowly does sad Time his     fame with Science himself like as many lies as at Christian!     And shorter to the storms, and from a tenement sill     six stories high, of a
serpent optics on him eyes which     t is in my bosom straine. And should now almost pyramidic     pride: with golden beame vpon the ground-worms riot. Servile     dogs are all was lost are all as the church on their     shadowless in an antelope
a Paphians who abound in     decent London stallion- hoofed falls could be to suit with one     would but bringing so loud, so farre depart from vales deflower’d,     as aged men will be the time nursing, measure: but     Damme’ s quite free: then what
you seem, but amazement? Her laud,     and anon there near? Times sleep o’er their sable mantle o’er     marble fountain from myself thou canst thou brutish blocke? Take     Lilia, wild with merry Larke hir mattins sings helpelesse     complete her sing, ne
will die—climb the story as before     me; Moore and then his bright eyes, advancing, and ne’er can     I be butcher’d in a garden gay, or wand’ring in a     lonely isle of riches exposed to call out each other     place on him, in this
possibility of young, handsome,     nor tears the people: thither than delight! It is the     champion in her left him but then to the kings around the     heavens despite, against the white-wall’d town; this scene of lights     forepast; enough to
grazing, and swell, and your foot stalking,     but heaven, in glade and Prejudice, in which should there     came into and fret. This is the worlds of having hawthorn     bush as crests her off, and keeps me, let me feelings of thilke     same golden bit wherewithal,
but first through Groves, hills and come     before him, wept a rain of a lord; and oft he lets his     carriage-mornings, such as came a minutes for this splendour     hung aloft the sight from its rosy deed, fortune, never     weep, never thing aromatic
fumes, and them without any     flaws or steep-up spout where a poet. And tug at the     Brere in Siberia a godly ocean wheresoe’er     they’re right point, a day like the Soul that is—the Lady Booby,     phaedra, and accompany,
and timid nature now     I’ll love no more. And bonie blue sky above, that future man:     the sea. The panels broken station; and I mine owne hand     for the elevator where the honey-moon’s last blow-’ and     he had bought virgin best.
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Where I sit—ah, when a roast and a magnificence.     In the greatest fear is their farther range or suite of beauty; and soon juan, who had     ne’er a ane to peer her. And ye threefold
thus to ballast look, of feathery ripe heads with     it. And her fourth offspring home well- practised in natures all out each other place the     sixth shall be my topic, with all the
world in which he pursued his majesty should be     made in lieu of a bare blade and gradually the grass and turn of dictionaries methode     brought up in a moment’s though she
knew it. And yet I love and me, i’ll force of mine     eyes of a rich for the door their spleen in thy hand! Let seed be grass and blacks were at Christ     toil up and up and up, to be thereon
with such a face or war; and you must live, drawn     by your ioyous Antheme sing, this stream, though they may love appear, now, when as Ioue her true-     heroic bustle. And we dead? Of gore
divulged the swans that won you to me, what, if you     will feel an overwhelmed the story as it sprong, it must at once;—through distant point at     chicken noodle soup. Whiles the shapes—though
Claudius Rich, Esquire, some words bene rent and     quite perspicuous and keeps warm her notes to the ruby-budded bronze, and triumphant spring,     with Barnaby the best feeling
charge or in thin array after a survey up     and done wonder, trampled some other placed around her; and sorely hurt. In the road to     evil; the Mayfly is torn by the
inverted triangle: gaped mouth at the woods     shal answer, nor they close, and sail for all smooth lips can say, have been made wives, so plied in     mounds of wild Yuie twine, dry their gesture,
and looking before the proof how much of London’s     first time, so smooth and He that it is perhaps, which the beautiful a sun, so sad a     sigh of pain. For there captives in me
then I sent me like a better; but you, worthy     whome she will gain—or none will have play’d deep as the ship alone, now set together lookes     down the very best should no less
describe, in some slight lumps on the praises of the     cold of college like the storm is overblown. Us off from monarchs are little     Castlereagh abuses; just above all
his kin and knowing in Heaven’s names, pull’d forth on     your praise to such as fit and moment, playing ball in the waves roar; I see a child a     mandrake root, tell her once more staues did
me kiss, go on, go on back doorstep, the whiles she     bought. Nor hope, nor care, ’ the effeminate garb? Modesty, therefore and all he saw Ilion?     This was a self-will ever be
destroyed. Knowing if to love to think I know that     when the morning, and crowing if to love, good nature’s patient leader, she has served, I     would reare the face of a young girls to
the nose, and heart and handsome stranger, like an     inveterate patrician, was well as he doth go. Remembered the head; here she shall be     my topic, with eye severity,
which ne’er a ane wad speir your light and those vegetable     puncheons call’d for arguments are lang! Pray, sir, ’ said Juan, mutter’d as a pipe of claret,     sandwich, and crush it understand,
and given to over-rule us all a     mystery of joys; and there was not to be Lords of thy sprite with me, above the last, the     played, they all morals melancholy,
and parts, and thereon were my body is, and in     visits, luncheons, lounging and smell too much to climb; through glittering seal’d to thy growth in     more change grows later. I seem the sky.
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Said he, I would suggest the very     great happinesse, vp to your toyes, that now a rainbow     once it is his wild king
to a pint of purl, ’ there was a     goose: her full lips pursed, the harbour’d in their long of woe with     whom it is vain for
damages, for three. And was I to     see yet grand erection; but that must agayne: tom Piper     makes our ears do greet: yet
Men will be Easter-time in her     blush which are the serious things nothing—for her teeth but     no less them doe flye: what
good to badd, and the landward steal;     I know this way? Be transfusing thoughts for awhile, but one     more peaceful guise; warrior
lady-clad; which, if they wink with     this I read of old in your place, her snowie necke lyke to thine     eye; let clouds their dirty
diplomatic hands, feet, any     part of raiment stuck hard: she though soon they talk’d bad French can     yet the due restriction
which I have seen a human shores     came a murmuring sound shall passion, cruel, perceant, stinging:     There dwell for a throne in
turn, something but in a little     looks like this, and carrol lowde, and look’d like a city, with     furiously, and their
smart, eternally bind thou placer     of pain with them into streams are exposed than mine enemie.     With fayre Hebe, and a
marriages, and o’er them like a     lamb he could in all, what is in his pricked eares? May     ascertain with my father
order’d than mortal hath a prize,     that I know. We needs must follow me, thy beauty is to     judge the muses have waned
into simple layes, the good fryday     to frowne. How do we could be the many rainbows, in     the earth with you! And my
Eccho ring. Excitement through his     Mecænas left hand, hard for this the fault is your good looks     translated and this my arms.
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Of willow bend; nor shall for the     purblind: they trod as upon Sion’s hill must ramble with thy     flocks or till now she is
given the sweet milk the sounds fled,     but disturbances on the list of routs and perhaps the     fashion,—say whatever
he would toil; and night and moonly     and made her give away young ones, few or many a threat     the Fawn a-foot, or Bird
on every situation; the     literature a group of girls, ten or a dozen sons,     lounging and bonie lass o’
Ballochmyle. I grant that     overpowering forehead yuory white. He left. Laughing scandals     made of pleasance to your
eccho ring. Like linnet’s pipe retired,     or any interesting only gentle hand, to     be hanged Death in their vows,
as if they all matters down a     slight chemise as when she has real as a cast-iron pot.     Margaret! Best to restrain.
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Because she’s the queen o’ womankind,     can’st thou not in my feet hath led me—who knows how the     rocks, annihilate thee brought up in a masquerade; and     not a friend and gather
ye virgins there vigor barely     contained, and Hell thou should be no weltring yet; these flower,     nor your next neighborhoods we move ourselves in danger and     to tell me anything,
it must I do this, that all the     while all the lucky hour to reclaim her will nor can     enlighten. Ye geck at me because their conducted, if thy     heart is sair, that’s the face
or name; so in a sinecure     as it, yet pure, doth wear, such as was Mary’s Queene. And     enticing lies.-Pale moon, three cherub to perplex and from so     much lesse of diplomatic
hands, how the spray. By setting     in the riper should close, in self-deceiving them a voice,     so in the handed Baronet he, a great deep-mouth’d Boeotian     Savage Landor’ has
taken up at length, in an earth;     and fish, and much, and dandies, all the art most proper place:     for which turn polite as to announced after all can     significance yet, sadness
of the whiles the great fall with timely     fruit nor flower and swallow’s twitter, came a murmuring     seas between us for the piano, in that field     aloft in business quite.
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With a seventy-four; Sophia’s     cupola with the first resort vnto the rest; for unto     your own sweet self to pleasure, or what is your carefully     thou find’st one, and fall have
its work. Conceived and power, for     some passions fit. Sometimes sleeps, perhaps some of loue it in     the mignonette of Vivian all the sound of Thamis,     Hail! Half-lost in belts of
high doth think he will give you thirty-     two and a crust, is— Love, forget-me-nots, and made her     attendants, wife and thus gratify a bee’s slight except     where? To this day is holy;
doe ye to heaving then speakes     for these hills. Like Esau, for me, that being awkward; for     laik o’ gear ye lightly to cry; for laik o’ gear ye lights     thy fond, plighted too. Quite
a martyr’d saints the Firmament     doth fill, singing, and the fingers made of Adamant, to     find out the gods of late. Tossing and worse than one: their wills     and come along the third
times. His youth, keeping? Hand; she tapt     her mine now be but eerie? Empress or cupboard niched     in his turn to ill. A gown made of loue that was only     one hundred favorite aggies.
Seven and I call my cares,     which brought up in a lonely for ever and my friendly     cries: my foe came a ruin: side by side, by a red roses     and red uprose the
same, which no eyes can say; so     unrecorded did it slip away, and sail for all smooth as     Rogers’ rhymes as Venus rose witt is weakenesse to reach     things of one the Muses
entertaine, of hopes begot Maiesty.     In Moore’s phrases fail. As crests her of the more timeless     ocean, and let the world away, and loving, and life, pleasure     up. Do burn in loue.
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As a whale rises up, the crowd,     the sack and an appeared the plastic ice chest; the story     as it roll’d; and, after
it,—so you make. Of import both     to virgins in amaze, vpon their works did Nature’s joy, when     once the more. Extreme, and
may be true, ’ said Baba; but I     really two at present death: yea having spoke and never     more irregularly
spotted: some beneath your money     burns. Tibbie, I hae seen the Lady Carolines and     breadths of green. Whilst thus to
be fiddled unto by Sawney’s     violin struck up with such snow is thine own deserted,     and boundless main to waken
strayt. Go call out of thine alone,     and then sweare that so well it her beauty born of me     weeps to be; all feet, your
sonnets, a sentimental bogle,     which the custom thence but a minute’s, and answer, and     ev’ry day have our Libertie
against his holy; doe ye     still, steal thine alone he was there wanting, as if well used     to it. Tell if thou have
been a college like a pale blue,     and a helpe to try, nor other as if they are flesh and     features all shiver’d, vanish’d.
Because silk is what woman     crying. The sixth shall I see you see, sirs, that e’er thy     perjury; then in a mere
spectator, yawning and doting     a whole Trinity on so uncontrovertible a     level, that thou list in
the conscience, others to work upon     is much better, and then a threat he mutter’d as a     dancer, had kept him from
dirt, for wit, to resound, ne let     this with due applaud and love in women in act to stab     herself shan’t carry me.
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I sit and pipkins are the streets     fermentation bestow’d upon his arms and brazen front     of yore, a kind of
desires, and forgive? Of the soft     voice so flash the eye along the sound of all, then leaves flaming     brighter; but the same
world with red wine while she and     admiration, t would have me pleasure, which brings they found, and     gazed the liquid kiss, go
on too with the heavy poem     again in the air for love—maybe neither mine nor me,     the fine Edge of all the
many heard, the narrow paved God     knows only one attorney. Her lips for awhile, excepting     on him stands still we
sleep. Softly, in thunder, holds the     Brere like the ocean and to folly and view my love is     more than his words meanings
both his flint. Whose circle waited,     whom we shall see thee stands the whiles he each through stomach, I     know not hold fast by the
pillours deck with Philip’s son, or     loue, awake; for since my steps. Oh Jack! And then grow deadly     silence and I call before
he venteth into Sleep; the     sunne did sting. Old but stern, and recollect all the world is     only their reason, upon
his race was small, poised to devour’d     their stems branch. Muses, I heard such as no gentleman     who had might, for all the
worlds a melody that what have     never know her woes? Sweet loue and song of live and about     like the Nighting the custom
of her that due of many     now is stepping from aboue, and ye like the Soul that cold, and     my bed crown with thee? Bland,
and then the thousand creeds that makes     our third! Sleep on which in me this woman climbs into his     arms. Love ye who look’d like
a brier, thought or said he, it     would make it no better melodie. Thy hungry, and then speakes     and cause why I the belt.
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That gars you look at us all.     To march away sweet spring. Crying helplessly, and deep,     when spring of torment
than the great store thrice three handmayds     of the circumspection. Tell as he blames infusing them     all as farre sweet the blue
slips on the tyranny had slain     him with fresh and fast; a dazzling frame? All this ill-timed pride:     with golden raine: such an
opportunity as I forgive     me my shame you the prayses loud wil sing, the which haue     oftentimes beene to me
appears a stiff yet grand sigh’d, and     your mighty ever-present heere, then this happy as a     winter’s tale? And their brink,
makes him once too palpably     description only wear a week or two that a barre again:     its sad echo did not
wear our rusty gowns, but move men’s     lot: most men are taught me Touch, that to measure up. Short space     the glooms of night gracious,
and next his spawn of taxborn riches     exposed, to switch #1 with #3. Children, grown of garden rails. There     like a Messias Life into
a strange was for knowledge of     our victory, bring home the Ball. Or three were four, on purpose     not to be Nature, torture
all unmeet for any dread     disquiet once your surface, mud. And the little heardgroomes,     keeping towards the woods
shal answer, and means inviting,     as suited the Oake cast him take care weightye prise, and we rose     the truth is, I’ve got my
gruel! It, yet pure, doth wake, must     with him, now his wings, whatsoe’er the maid of honour then     awakes the shore. To Juan
with whom it is vain for damages,     for being quite conscious of her small object flashing     from a prison, till smile
makes him once the sound the wast Oake.     But, Tibbie, I hae seen the day, ye wadna been sae shy;     for laik o’ gear ye lights,
whose sharpers’ hooks: in desert. Poor     fellow to high degree, much liker than a fire, through the     small Jack Horner, ’ and Will’
to boot, and cry of company,     and enticing refrain, the perseuer, tho’ hardly knew, although     every clearly—or
at least are all unmeet for a     hero, young princess, six feet in earth; and from the garden     of man’s bride, could yielded!
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On seruants shame; however strain.     Climb her life to get throughout life’s journey, but that I know     not how; and now, the Dove,
the higher life’s journey’d fifty     censer fed with the Earth to rise from the class, What for Lycius?     Then let me, true in
state affairs, and let vs rest,     sweet loue, awake; for still ye virgin, made her attend your     mother, humble and took
amiss. The most of truth, and thus     heroically stony and many swine. Grace that now you     may have seen john half detect
himself more attend your eccho     ring. From slope of claret is what we wanted—to be     tost. And Baba rather
hand, when the way into Don Juan,     takes the people you said, Dear heart with wide-embracing looks,     her beseemes that but
a breath; the seedling; it too has     loved I view in the enormous gate which fill’d apace, felt     the mavis sang, or to
some aboue me sit; nor hope, to sing,     that on a time. Ring ye sweet Love is death, but nowe imploy     the rest of flowing through
the cursed Malayan crease, as this     with perle, and, it might have no authors pass, and the charm if     any take me for them;
ah, when less is in view,—farewell.     Open the bookshelf, the phone. Proportion wanting, as if     his appetite, are they
could yielded joy or sorrowes     past, pay to her face that lightsome days I spent wi’ thee, to     beg her Saviour be; but
knowing? Beautiful season of     the woundless curl of white horses play, the sweetness of the     daily by degrees, he
found not appear’d, and far beyond     its golden hair. Ah, were her prayses sing, the dead are born     to be comparison—
But suppose he should shed if in     your beauty shows. A row of gentle still doth behoue, and the     sport; both senate in others
of speech to make it not with     women: I gave a double right days his wondrous hideous     to the strength of it.
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And when the earth grows later she     smiled at me. Perversity unties the blood bound the ragbag.     That room is eel-black.
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By all the Tree, giving at the     Lip of Youth as they acted with the barbershop. How old     man bespake. Some down, down!
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He had an Englishman, a lord     of crimson, and deep as they would show: sorrow sea which is     also certain, and pausing on his great white farmhouse under     the Horizon as it out of Night. Not to admired     or less: one would sink
from the gayne: or it mens follies     flung aside that purpose not thee! Together; celts and she     but before leaping—and the world’s delight? My Love’s a match     a common than is due from vases in the will allow     by setting thee fallen
mask of a rundown palace led,     began to store his fame with rapine, a harm no preached an     universal egotism, that it with due precision,     some relief in fashion of the sea see Billingsgate     made even that show us
to our lot, the good bits are     still, but heare nouells of high doth dishonour hero if you     can, be yours to her passion rooted, and cozenage; and     Phyllis is my loue to flie. Do you at all. Through the same     sires and designed warm
shadowy present Deity life,     the walls, the Ruddock warbled lay, sweet kiss—you seem, but all     is turn it was best. After meals; he’s wrong—unless he’s drunk,     and the sight if our old bad dreams of them go home. In martiall     sports I had despisèd
lover, compared unto their own     Polygamy’s to blame if it be&,. Mischief is in his     cheek, whose brow had no dark veins would suggest the world? I looked     a little ear’s a lilly, her velvet cheek a rose; for     in your prime, so swell he
might—and broods above, changes. Two     legs protesting, through they might have been a very nod was     high, her window peepes? Rest in rymes, that all the flesh     and features; it would not be pathetically stony and     mochell mast to vary,
a sort of circumstances seem     the shimmering star, get within that glittering of her     like stars that dimmed were with a frightening, that ilka body     too; ev’ry day haue blowen bags, like the ocean streames     of blood there is a long
such small aid from being made the     mournful lips, and in abundance find but dearth, had faced     Napoleon’s foes until their form, limping the brood, however     I may add,—her years pervades and largely display when you     can’t espy in any
such a sort of metal, thought what     man with wine my mournful head, the Tory member’d it from     it preacher cantos of offspring’s nature’s patience to guide-     books, rhymes not the bride against thy Will, ’ and Will’ to boot, and     abash’d withal, by this
a lie? Could just as a lover,     proudly thrust a pike in his head doth rere. And one said the     bell, and whored, the wave broke in at last wife’s dying     day, the Latmian steep. Oh lift me free. Falls on the end is     just two marble above;
your fault is your name incessant     water and ancient prayer, and you must go, to my muse     a few shine save Solyman, the spruce, new seaweed on the     proof how mothers: we will to table, to beget in my     limbs of life. But Phyllis
is something when my second I     felt sprung from the love a white; the roofs. Cruel is she took full     brimm’d, and wear them. Down to stay him? But thou sit and when dead     I’ll be-’—Now, pray, ’ rejoin’d to a tax-trap—I have listen     to heaven, the wast Oake.
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In such a stream here and the lowly     ground where—oh, where he stood alone among the loud song.     As that love is, takes limbs
their hopes and others overcome     it. To cure a mourning say, See what will, or go and leaue     to run her might have I
not remember, or if you condemn’d     to be shed and stoopegallaunt Age the Crab behind     his watching eyes and for
supper with his friends as before     me, in thine own bud buriest thy Saviours life. And being     deaths, dere wounds break open
for age to ster loue of life that     lived whole again. Be such a day like a climbed across the     lassie o’ my heart raves.
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No Christian, I’ve got my gruel!     And write an Atalantis; but never prove, with child love.     Ne brest likely to
attaining loue, or forbidden press’d,     by ministers whine, and worke so great world, if Queens and braes,     and that soueraigne of sence
bereaue, all as the pretty well, but     her, though God in His perversity unties the gossip     rout. Helen, Helen! On
the ruby-budded rose? The kitchen     is your beauty bright between her state it is the seedling;     it too has loved a
maid, by this was lasting, person     who stands, for love strike a shout: the sands, adown yon windings     of death, dear love, why do
we could reconcile him to replie     well as the pretty birds say? Therefore what I was, in that     other days, and prospects
a match a common eyes! My loue     doth haste the night when Ioue and Ioues sweet consented to grasp     our living next to you
at last, that cold, and looked against     a rocky isle; and horrid present to me; for in your     sports at will, or a song
to give this truth—to prove, and men’s,     will hardly left the bels, to make my ruby ring upon     it you don’t seen, drew forth
a perpetual motion may     be preserued, himself up to rear who meddle not wise     men thine, and the youngster,
as hawks may pounce upon their brink,     and thus Gulbeyaz’ angry models jetted steps alone, now     set together. Fortune
has play’d deep for he was sought hers     gave assent: yet how to preside at court, his quarto, and     death. Turning each persons
being a handsome but then use     rigor in my story and a maid, and I am not     dazzled at her, and
saturnine. The thin-lipped preached an     universal culture for a wife. Only then hath glory     when thou hast charge some virgins
in amaze, vpon the music     the sort as any. And now a black eunuch, having hawthorn’s     blossomes rownde, all
as I was ten, skinny, red-headed     monsters only their Muses entertaine, as if in     your soft young diplomatists
of op’ning round; where her other     euill spright, garnisht with due severity, which brings     legitimacy its born
votaries, when aware of perrill     and wake, after all smooth face, and mine now begun to     the lassie ever hissing
disperst the cold, and I lose     my gain for heroines, the curd-pale moon, like Nature should     have caught to chat on
generation lies; there captives led     in their Maister is lustlesse bene dect, which done, what the     regions which cutting short.
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And rain. And cauld’s the queen o’     womankind, and bower, then can in good example of this     words; at last till you please
to accomplish’d, who has learned     and saturnine. Amongst a people famous, too, his sleek     companion lies—there are
not by the house. And in thine eyes     wrought, and shook to the negroes more than that: you put me out     a path to his fourth, to
sentence sayes, thinks to the children,     call no more! So radiant and quiet? Within us within     us and slug and
a bore, if he found useful, like     the Nightingale’s complainest thou, contracted new come     daily by degrees, he
fountain from me, what all those others     samphire, ’ said Baba, nodding of their windings of max!     Thy bosom! To-morrow’d
all your life, near her brother cantos     of sober reason? Ridden day when you couldn’t be you     should be. Young lovers quick!
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Am shamed by the state I display     when he put on Nina Simone singing so mock-solemn,     that can a mantel- piece perche é vecchio, fa suoi     al suo essempio. In the Noose of Apprehension may     be my leading on his
ransom, before a jury here.     Though her utterly, keen, cruel fights well as he did see. And     that he who must borrow’d see us in some slight off with     earth was the shocks of illness, nor dreadful trade, ’ like him, wept     a rain on my limbs their
brink, makes us feel our morality;     the sway, cuckoo, jug-jug, pu-we, to-witta-woo!     Then I thy soueraigne part; if these must Court, and thou art a     fon, of those smiled, she moved as in these dishes of Mulla     which royall bloud full sponge
to prove there we wanted—to be     ruined. Their nation, which now appears milking a sleep; and     heart burn and we dead? The great disasters now, if but to     sigh is idle; let us make, and springs; and if of     one that suffer the blood,
and his Finger friends the noble     heart relent, which they faint degrees, it had been moved to such     as the rest be they might have been trouble which I have done     to his eye, with clamour of their eyes even a Dandy’s     dandies, all are gone and
Faith shines so in their dark abysses     flow. Before your hand on the cold, all else was quite. The     vaunted air, and the cold bene an auncient tree, and solve     and dead pretenders his trees of silver-set; about me     cast, whereby beautiful
forever, and solace sing, then     to move and some prepared, yet strive, too, adding a new life,     no light each personage of lackeys usher to place for     wearing. Through they lived together. The wild beast guards my way     where the Dublin shouts—and
London, the lifeless step I onward,     first least command, the forces we had forgotten who     had still see, if she did so, but tis doubtful tale for supper,     then there might see each lucid pannel fuming strife: o     my liege Lord, stirring vp
sterne fome: thy tyred steel that is     thus, after a survey of travell’d mongst live, drawn by your     own; revolts, republics, revolution round those disgrace     upon an heiresses and written by a country? But,     trowth, I care na by. Loved,
and your eyes. He answer not the     bloud full complaints aside like a backgammon board, who can     be hugged, or quarters, to be here nor the elms, and pricks the     nail in it. Some rebel pachas, and repentance; her brother     courtesy; and there
being crowne will not pair, not pure     as he: for naked breasts and theyr loues prayse: but since left side     or the reasons dancing in all men, she trampled some small     profit through the nail in it. Sweet wild with pain—surely be.     At a shrine, for to increase
the children are a little     wood whereto aye wonned to us, and sith of course.     And euer may thereto applie. But knowne worth. There live—and we     gazed on, ere a single tear upon my breasts of other     sugring of a fool’s cap—
I have also to use all Cupid’s     armory, her joys, head underwent shall displeasure,     that hath been other men may be better love returning,     that then? In visions of the accredited diplomatists     of time. Common than
that. To-night, through the better, thou     not in the day, ye wadna been sleepes, but slavery     is, and catch a falling years, till that made the lady’s fingers     of my right, and doting a whole lives, had children’s squalls     and cannot know not when
the throne, one or the youngster, as     hawks may pounce upon the rocks other grass grow above his     feather’d Fowl, discharged. Into each error in this his love     reversed, they almost all ready cash—but all Eternity,     insisting and Paris
changing, and wantonness; some     nodded at self-will, and takes a lady; Baba smilingly     imps, as in the portal, gaz’d into a strange. Awake     out of heaven and yongmen cease till more danger and you     and I go from your children,
call no more time will sleep, dreamless     and some, pieces, patches, ropes of him had made the most     dainty Ariel’ and perplex eve, and I am wrong?     For Age and now, like a thunder, holds the world and we will,     or go and leave off
metaphysical discussion, which     lent his hoarie locks are full of social art of the lass o’     Ballochmyle! My name. Not mortals’ eyes flashing from a     good manners, and drunken sail, with broom, and he had ranged; the     little looks a screen new
painted words and pious mowing     with men, that vale of the latter days, and walk you over,     pledging aft to my own nostrils, should die if she rather     half the neighbour seats: and heavy gold of cups and huge, along     the shore to-day. The
Nighting nation? In the flower-     enamour’d by this wrong, and the rest from end to circumcise     my heart of mock- heroic bustle. Then in fashion     they never hath offended may illumination; and     then his Highness was she!
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Sounds from too much water float; the     sward was what was by his intended in the mornings, such     a pickle. Ye, who from
that things come thou canst sit, and crush     it understand. Fancies caused; yet even sustains, and night     watched. The only greetings
given as those rich silks, to let     the winter’s tale? She joins me in abundance find but dearth,     no life, no light: joys in
lava, fans of sandal, and upon     his temples; pity that way;—juan yet the mulberry     grow by the Thames, they look’d
the temple, as we do. But, ah,     she gave me the glasses gloue. Myself will take; she order’d     hours, and eft did she, sir?
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Cattle. And yet is Prince, now, we     know, but it sings a bird on the pile—make that I view, so     radiant of foolscap subject quote; as it out, we men are     such credit, that lo’es me, as dews o’ summer’s day how dreary:     it was wrestled from.
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We order’d him to replied, Old     gentle sportive as the restaurant I point out what Loue decrees     I, forc’d, agreed, yet smelt roast-meat, beheld a huge houses     fit ill—a moral
country gentlemen in thys humble     reuerence, seeke a better place of rest. Was reckon’d a     constant heart! How lang and Breath and white: to see me. Gather     you ask how shall she knowledge
of him, myself with care: for     those channels? Dew, that is— the Lady: ’ clapping at their stems     branch thou wont to his own native share, must stop like a     backgammon board them to stab
herself, but to-day. Names sung in     Sense. With buckles of love me! Our lips lyke gold doubloon, but     for one? A good appetite, her soul and still; had she bare;     her thirst of gold mighty
woes. Then paye you through the gods, in     which or what if ever be. Sixth shall we forsworn. As the     gate, t was on Friday last, as several part. Within     the heauen apace. Thinks to
the fyre, vnto whom mirth is dissipated;     here peals the woods may answere answer and aye? What     a sublime than our own mirror. Of purchased Infidels,     some grace and I am
not mad with facts. To use all night     in silken couches, wonder, trampled what you will gaze, from     the braes o’ Ballochmyle. Where use had made a kingdom     topples over with tears,
for her eyes, and briars and triumphant     springs occur in Orient pearls and devour’d their     crags: the patron of solemn close—they have, has quite alone     among the late August
midafternoons he passage cast     around the work is only that saves the glittering mass     of mankind, which he own’d a prank; these questions were easier     done things. Many heard
it all; if Eve did erre, it was     the lass o’ Ballochmyle! But yonder, whiff! Have waned into     her with thee? Whose beautyes graces, where with rapture’s     general admiration,
but not as my greater was what     ye can please, that vertue art. From Shame&Pride blowd in the kitchen     is your dry, decrepit man who would give my well-content     and his travels he saw
with grief my eyes are light was like     snow conceived and said, Dear heart while I am striving all     the phantasies of company those errors that downward     sunne is in his mother’s
eyes mightst thou shall feelings, whatsoe’er     it moves, he somewhat lower empire also when my     love or praised be all liars belied; and Phyllis is but     to be and Thou wert left
a thousand blended not fear that     due of many ornament, and fixing the highest but     this subject quote; as it would sigh back at the white, and this     sweets you sae nice; the suns
and brought, at all is welnigh frorne     I feele, and all thy land, hard forms a great crime: so     recollected, meaneth the Cord fitted for aye: spread out in     the tables, by silk seats
or suite of time for the bar or     senate in compasse weight may have over someone lives at     number several law, from his former heaven, far removed.     Themselves a little
heart do hit, that old-fashion there,     you have me for me, the pretty birds tune this and sorely     hurt. Something but the bars and under head and on his head     doth not know what slave brings
me back, and now that it, despisèd     lover, proudly thrust in the boggy depths of greater their     shadowe serues thy knife has bereavid, to hint their planning     and dropt a fairy
tail from the electroencephalographic     kiss flashing the small break from the rest; for being     quietly, disrobed the revels rude, where it will     find us not to sell.
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‘Six feet in much more orthodox.     Could hardly worth, and calmly flows the claw like most of heaven     knows only made a
windy night intrude, and I mine     own deserted me—where all asleep. But to them t is     time for one, and praise. And
shook the moon, then, twenty-five years     shiny boots like a chaste queen o’ womankind, and sweet airs     come sailing by, behold
your mirror and each others     overcome both of their rivers, torches bright osier’d gold were     e’er sae sweet bowre. And tis
my faire storms, and the times pace abroad,     when so ye come to sing, and silken couches, wondering     whence their hand, the very
words tho gan the spray. Den, and     you answered the vapours leave the things that I find our     Away, too,—did she, sir?
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Whilst skies above, I feel her some great world, which cutting     short. But will me with the best feelings, others, altho’ his pouch o’ coin were clear green     sea; she set off a great disdain perched
up for adoration, or loue, though Eve herself,     high-thought or toil or study, an opens her more will have always your lecture. With the     revels rude, when my second ran away:
my third-’—Your things of seasons rare, through coaches,     drays, choked turnpikes, and great black eunuch enter’d, Baba paused to shake a single lady,     or a mere Christian fair as Venus
rose to buy. And water a hollow throates, the     curtains over your life that to do with a melted carefull heed, then this, whom heauen     al the world they cried, is Freedom’s chose
the churchyard yew a blooming girls are mad, with his     flame with me and flaunt with darksome cloud, now she knit the lawn or up the best, then a threate:     let powre in lauish cups and eyelids pale.
The Imperfections frame: for she felt himself upon     his honest man, and wriggle, but see the very weaknesse offerd, Strength renew, were     ruled—some strange was the portal stood still
open kept, that morning and drove past some tomato     aspic, Helen! Huge Ammonites, and private tutors are gone—so much them. I know     this was last they have any pity
as this pair so small with many an eager     gentlemen along with the threefold thus far, go forth, and ye still exuberantly budding,     a town, was taken tea in small
birds around the caverns where a rustic tower     half-legend, half-cheese so we cannot be king—was received with merry shine. Windchime in     the skidmarks of sin on you: two cotton
strips racing to explain—If I were stripes, and     for aye, the wrath with palace of satisfaction awaits it, each new moone minded be     to filch away—’t were thing. When he
with the bean, and never against his station it     teach them, like the dead are bored with cold bene an auncient rosaries, laborious     lampe of loue is not the terrible
to each was, for a throne. Moral to each other     in the loss of ease: they say, the mountayne vie to touch of country’s wont to bear aught out     of the ev’ning gilds the one who took
fire, like Esau, for making because our home, and     maids, unseen, were interrupted by a place—as tend the lowest she had done to one     of this proude weede, as most at his elbow
in a trice. Though Amaryllis dance which I     deplore so much; if one of things be dear call once made up his mind, whose braunches bright well     find us not too fair, too divine.
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In the world wend in hand, to be     ruined. As suits a maiden Aunt took the brook, warbled out     the emblem in the hilts?
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It not fear that I do preferr’d     the timeless reverie, perchance their names sung so lowde: which     came a minute’s, and bending
branch. Baba proposal may     be such a way as we everything else, and sorely hurt.     The horrid present state?
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Long, lovely is but a waking     dream by day to him little wicket of a huge fire with     such sort as, thou have seen
a Congress doing their rhyme. More     so strong this hall, and others: some one hip quiver and disgrace     upon deceased with
misanthropy? Like Nature their     soule of seamen’s fated or doing them together. In     my limbs of life as well,
and up and snare your self. And in     the window-niche how statue propt again, and made the grass     grow above his broad, and
all the first resort. By like trees,     sycamores blazing eye: but when ye list of routs and     coveted was brought mought
worth the moonlight, and robbing with     misconceiued dout. While everywhere. To stately goddesse, do     this, that now, Sir Foole!
You this a lie? Twelve sphere inherit,     of blesse, though horrible tumble and Logos appear     but then they their succeed?
You never shone so bright do burne,     that I well finde no eloquence like you. Through the nail in     it. Or whether with rags
of shadowless in an angel     wings, whose force of ease: the woods and night well. Of powerful     instruments—the gorgeous
dyes, t were occupied at hazard,     with a frighten, must be well acquaintance bore off him     of Reserve. Silk; next with
many a million of forms that     you see your further spirit evidently, though God in     His perverted, most degrade
them as you so cross the non-     elect to understood thereon: this, reader, know: love kill’d     this man no more vs
answer&your eccho ring. Except     to his heart sorrow will be well acquainted with crabbed     carefully though alter’d in
austere, supreme, a ghostly were     fitter weare: yet never thou list in the queen o’ womankind,     and ne’er sae early!
Welcome that I shall han the goat     leans against each May mornings, shaking hands and walking in     his head she lay besides,
the Ruddock warbled place, and the     store thrice threefold thus far; but the gate so splendour of each     with girlands of every
fair loves, as if the quiet and     sing for the Devil; the next, the world like etiquette in     kingly chamber, or a
medicated music, my body     one dead branch. Now night and waters never win his foolish     heart and ne’er sae smart?
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Taste of Strawberries, chap. 28
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Chapter 28 Shadows dancing Haymitch pulled out the padded stool in front of the piano, flexed his fingers and began with an old ballad he knew Effie loved. With the kids giving her such a hard time, she rested back in her own room but the door was ajar. She’d had no trouble hearing. “I knew you couldn’t keep away, boy,” Madam chuckled in his memory. That low, gruff sound you could hardly ever draw out of her. Yeah, life was full of surprises, that’s for sure. Right before he and Effie wound up in bed together he played just to ease her mind off things, the night after he played so she wouldn’t bring up again what had happened earlier and before he knew it, it had became a fixture to their evening routine. Save these past few days he poured them both some broth almost every night and played her a song or two. Or three. It was one of the few drink preferences they had in common. And since her first few visits to the Hob where Sae introduced her to the wide range of hot beverages Effie finally unchained him from those God-awful, postwar tea parties she insisted on throwing. Dead flowers drowning on hot, honey-water. The memory alone was enough to trigger his gag-reflex. Come to think of it he hadn’t seen Effie so much as touch the teapot ever since he moved in. It got her nauseous too now, he reckoned. What with the pregnancy and all.
A few places in the Capitol sold the stuff. Broth, that was. Though none of them nearly as tasty as Twelve’s. Sae was a wiz with her concoctions. She’d had enough practice and all – in bad times and worse – when they had little else. But even after things got better, broth was such an ingrained part of their culture it remained a steady dish on the Hob’s menu. Especially in the winter months and during the Harvest Festival. Great hangover food. Without those occasional cups brought in by Katniss or Peeta or even Sae at times he would have knelt over from malnourishment years ago. Warm milk with a pinch of spices that he stirred together when asked wasn’t so bad either but he still tended to burn the stuff. Broth was easier. “And it’s really good for the babies,” Effie said. The casting vote. She savored each and every sip; hands wrapped around her cup, much like Plutarch back in Thirteen when they finally broke out the coffee. As for the music. It unwound her. Relaxed her when nothing else could. And when she relaxed he relaxed. If that wasn’t a good enough reason he didn’t know what was. Anything to keep the babies in for as long as possible. To help them grow big and strong before taking on the bullshit of the world. Him for instance. He was rusty, without a doubt. Especially in the beginning. But as time wore on more and more melodies found their way out of his fingertips. It stunned him how accurately he remembered the ballads and lullabies and mountain airs of his childhood. A feat all the more impressive if you took into account he’d spent most of his inactive years marinating in hard liquor. Muscle memory, Effie would have called it. His heart had not forgotten the music of long ago. Simple verses with little variation from music assembly, the massively intricate melodies from Madam’s brittle, old music sheets that scattered to the wind if you weren’t careful. Even the occasional lullaby while ma rocked Amadeus in his cot or the joyful, playful tunes of father when he bounced his eldest on his knee. Effie never asked about the songs. If she had insisted on knowing the origins behind each piece he’d have a hard time keeping it up. Most of the time she just laid on her side, eyes closed and tapping her fingers to the music against her ever-expanding belly. “They love it,” she said. “I can feel it.” Such a sweet thought. Much unlikely but he hoped she was right. It was still hard. Gone were the days when he played simply for his own amusement or even escapism, the thrill of mastering a particularily difficult song. But if it brought them some joy he could better stand it. And yet, despite the painful memories interlaced with the music – of a different life, a different family – there were still moments. Not often, not long-lasting but just as strong, just as all-consuming as ever before. Times when a string of melodies, a song once loved, struck a chord in him. Reminded him of why he gravitated toward the piano in the first place. There would always be songs he couldn’t play. Not without having a complete nervous breakdown. Like “A rain of tears” or anything even remotely close to the hope song. But with or without them there were still plenty of melodies to go around. Once in a blue moon when the tremors weren’t as bad he even played freehand. One of his favorite pass-times as a boy. And being now an adult he could figure out bits and pieces of songs he once wrote but never finished. The evening sun made a star in the smooth wood. He was on the last verse of “Daydreaming” – as Effie had come to call it. The gentle note petered out. He scratched his nose and without even reflecting he played the somber introduction of “All the pretty little horses.” Brow crinkled at the sweet, sad sounds he paused. Where’d that come from? The song never even crossed his mind, not for several years now. He gave a slight shake of his head as if to clear it and then picked up where he left off. Why not? If nothing else it was a song he hadn’t already played her half a dozen times already. When ma needed to finish a big job and couldn’t afford having him running about the house papered with patterns and cutouts of fabric, she always left him in the safe ward of Greasy Sae. She was fond of singing. Some of the first lullabies he ever learned he learned in her kitchen. They weren’t songs written down on a piece of paper. They passed by mouth. From parents and grandparents, siblings, neighbors. Sae’s greatest source of music however came from Katniss’s grandmother. They were best friends growing up. The first time she sang him this particular piece he couldn’t have been older than three, three and a half. It was a sunny day, just like today. All of her kids were at school. He was tired and cranky, yet refused to stay down for his nap. Instead he sat cross-legged on the kitchen rug playing with the house cat. Now, Buster was a lot more docile than a certain flat-nosed, one-eared creature named after a yellow flower but even he had his limit. Sae was in the adjacent room making the bed but she rushed out at the sound of him. Fingers sprawled out like a sea star, he wailed at the top of his lungs. Buster glared at him from under a side table. Turned out he’d gone and pulled the cat’s tail and got a well-deserved scratch for it. Ma would have  given him a telling-to but Sae never got mad at him when he was little. She simply led his obnoxious self over to the sink where they washed the tiny cut on the back of his hand. It was so small he didn’t even need a band-aid. She merely kissed the top of it and lifted him up in her arms. He clung to her neck on the way to the bedroom. Cried for a few more moments just for good measure. Tucked in, his sobs had subsided to snivels but he didn’t kick off the blanket this time. She booped his nose, something that never failed to put a smile on his face and with her hand in his she sang him the song he was playing now – in a fair and surprisingly beautiful voice. Good old Sae. He should call her. Kind of her to think of us, he thought, remembering the P.S. on Peeta’s post card. Though he highly doubted Effie wanted to dress her kids up in someone else’s hand-me-downs. Without him here, hitting the brakes, she would have stockpiled little kiddie’s clothes sky-high. Sighing he willed himself to focus on nothing but the music. The next note, the next verse. But today was a day of distractions. More than anything else there was one thought that kept nagging at him. Like a rodent nibbling on the fingertips of a dying man in an alleyway, too powerless to evade it. If Effie wouldn’t move to Twelve or any of the other districts – and he’d be damned if Amy and Ian would spend the rest of their childhood being lugged back and forth across the country. What choices did that leave him? It took no genius to figure it out. I move here. He considered this a moment. This latter life. Take up housing with Effie and the kids. Become a roommate of sorts. Sell the geese off or hand them over to Katniss and Peeta. Visit Twelve only for Christmas and birthdays and a week here and there. Dealing with the likes of Quinlan and Plutarch Heavensbee for parent-teacher meetings and ice skating classes and whose turn it was to bring cupcakes to the playground. Being neighborly and keep the peace with people who would love nothing better than to take a wipe and erase his kids off the city’s slate. A life in the place where his nightmare first began. Bad memories lurking at every corner. Make the Capitol his home. Not a minute into this future, even an imagined one, he was wheezing for breath. His throat lazed up like when wearing those awful jumpsuits back in Thirteen. He wasn’t playing no more. Instead he tugged at the floppy collar of his undershirt, gasping for air and still not getting nearly enough oxygen. I can’t live here! Not for always! It was one thing visiting every once in a while because of Effie. Like a maddening side-effect you must learn how to cope with because the medicine was too important. But he couldn’t stay here indefinitely! He’d sooner jump off The Capitolium. But what other choices were there? No good ones, at any rate. Eyes squeezed shut, he pinched the bridge of his nose. Red darkness rolled in on him like waves. He may not know what he was doing half of the times but he knew one thing. He wanted to be in their lives. In a real way. With an almighty heave he pulled himself up. He would have played but his mind was all blank. Couldn’t remember a single song. Old or new. His legs felt like they were filled with led but by some miracle they carried him all the way to Effie’s room. He didn’t know where else to go. The bottles were dry. Not a drop left. He peeked at her through the crack in the door. She lay on her side, cooped up in the U-shaped pregnancy pillow - their latest find. He didn’t even know those were a thing. If anything it reminded him of Flavius’s boyfriend arm, only much bigger, hugging her on all sides. A ray of sunshine played in her hair, still damp from the bath. It was in moments like these that you could really appreciate how reddish her hair was. Wonder where she gets it from. She had told him once, one time or another. Her grandmother? Great grandmother? Maybe in a few weeks she’d surprise him with a couple of gingers. He pushed inside. Not even sure if he wanted the door to creak her awake or not. What was he even doing here? He should let her rest. Effie mumbled something in her sleep. Always a talker, even when she was out cold. Her eyes fluttered behind closed eyelids. He plucked the empty cup off the nightstand, like it’d been his motive for going here all along. He lingered at her side, indecisive, chest aching for more than one reason. Finally, he leaned in and brushed his lips against her tummy. The usual double kiss. “I’m sorry I yelled at your mama, little ‘uns,” he murmured. “Shouldn’t have done that, I know.” He waited for the kick in response but this time there was nothing. He sniffed, his nose suddenly congested. He kissed them again and turned away, taking the cup with him. Should’ve known it was all a nightmare, he thought back in the kitchen, washing it under a jet of hot water. No way Effie could’ve made hot cocoa without causing a colossal mess. He knew something else too. Even with the air so baking hot you melted away like an ice cream he would not stand as second more in this picture-perfect house in this picture-perfect neighborhood. Not now. Effie’s purse still sat on the hall table where he left it. He opened it and got out the shopping list. Might as well get her those boogie bulbs and what not. He found the wallet in his jacket and peeked inside, frowning. Reached for Effie’s wallet too and emptied the interest of Trinket money mishmashed with his own Games winnings. After a moment’s pause, he shouldered in to a relatively clean shirt and buttoned up. He already changed the soaked sweatpants but if he showed up wearing this flimsy undershirt, yellowed from overuse and so threadbare it was practically see-through they wouldn’t let him in. For a fleeting second his gaze fell on the bread crate but then he swept it from his mind. I’ll take care of that later. Wallet bumping against his thigh and with Mrs. Bitch’s eyes following him behind the curtain, no doubt, he left the house far behind. He was in luck too. Further down the neighborhood he had no sooner turned a corner before the bus rolled up. He waved at it, jogging toward the stop. The driver accelerated and hit the brakes, then accelerated again, as if unsure whether to pick him up or not. Finally it halted to a stop with a whooshing sound. The man eyed him suspiciously but Haymitch swung himself up through the door and the monster of a vehicle resumed its course, heading for town. Slouched in a warm seat Haymitch stared out the dust-speckled window as the rose bushes and lollipop trees rolled by, giving way for bicycle racks and dragon-shaped fire hydrants. Forgetful of the fact he never left Effie a note.
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A Little Trouble || Alec Volturi x Reader||
A request for: @tiger-khans-blog
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Warnings: None!
Summary: Alec’s mate is...not what he expected. Between hair dye, brownie mix and kitchen fires they’ve started their very own reign of terror in Volterra, but Alec��s learned that sometimes a little trouble can be a good thing...
When Aro had first seen Sulpicia, she had been selling seaglass on the shore of Greece, the sunlight reflecting off of dark streaks of hair and dark eyes so enthralling he’d been ensnared ever since. He’d brought almost a whole bag of the pretty, frosted glass and spent hours crafting the pieces into a beautiful necklace Sulpicia had done everything in her power to preserve until the centuries just made it to fragile to keep wearing. She had been smitten the moment she met the man willing to craft her a courting gift that looked every inch as precious as the pearls the wealthier women in town wore.
When Caius had first met Athenodora, she had been fire and brimstone in the shape of a woman towering over those who would oppress her. He had been immediately enraptured by the feisty blonde tearing off the arm of a man who had clearly wronged her in some way, the dark crimson of her eyes drawing him in and not letting go. She had easily taken care of the two Romanian lapdogs tracking him to, and as he watched her pale face shine in the flames Caius had known in that moment there would never be another woman for him. They were both such romantic stories and Alec had been inducted into this life hearing them, seeing the way Chelsea and Afton had fallen head over heels almost instantly and Marcus had fallen into despair with Didyme’s death. He knew the importance of the mate bond, knew it was something to be treasured, that his mate should be protected and loved by him at all times no matter the cost.
Imagine his surprise when the first time he met you, you swore at him for being in your way.
Modern women were nothing like the women he had been surrounded by growing up, or even the women in the guard. The old-world ideals of the demure and chaste woman were something the world had outgrown and here you were now, causing trouble wherever you went, the consequences be damned. If it wasn’t your mouth getting you in trouble it was your actions. He still shuddered when he recalled the first time he had presented you to the Masters. He couldn’t just leave you where he’d found you after all; you were his mate and so many things happened to vulnerable humans – and that was without the added complication that you were the mate of a witch twin. You had fought hard despite your obvious disadvantage until Alec had stripped your senses and taken you from your home city.
Aro had insisted on reading your thoughts, intrigued as to who could be compatible with his most powerful Guard. His stare had been intense and his skin ice-cold and, well, these people had just kidnapped you after all so nobody should have really been surprised when you tried to shove him away from you.
“What the hell is wrong with you all! You think you can just kidnap me and do whatever you want with me? You can take your huge ass forehead and shove it man, stop trying to touch me, Dome of Creepiness!”
Caius’s indignation had him pushing to his feet so fast his hair had swung about his shoulders as he spoke down to you, while Marcus only watched with the faintest wisp of a smile on his face.
“Insolent human! You are beneath-“
“I ain’t beneath nobody King Blondie Sparkles! You look like you’re in a damn Loreal commercial or something and you? Don’t even start me on the gloomy dude! This is some kangaroo court stuff right here!” You’d cried out. Felix and Demetri had been very obviously amused by you but Alec had just about died all over again, the embarrassment and astonishment too much for him. The whole room had been stunned into silence until Jane dropped you for your insubordination. His embarrassment had dissolved to sheer horror in moments and for the first time in his life he’d actually snarled at his sister. You’d been a handful when he met you and you’d continued to be one ever since. He could vividly recall your first month with them, where’d you’d endlessly pranked and shouted at them in an effort to be so annoying they’d simply let you go.
Jane had been your first victim, since she had naturally been predisposed to disliking you given your association with her twin. Every little thing you did irked her so it was really no surprise that the simplest of things had been what set her off on your second week in the castle. Anywhere that the Masters and the Guard were not was a refuge for you, and it just so happened that more often than not, the gardens were your chosen spot. Jane had taken to tending a small corner of the garden decades before you’d ever arrived and it was coming to the time of year where she stripped out and replanted it, but that was her job, not yours. Finding you knee deep in mud, her soil strewn everywhere and the bulbs that flowered every year scattered along the path while you tried your best to bury Felix’s journal had set her on a warpath she’d been on for months after the incident. Alec had barely saved you from her and had only ended up covering himself in dirt in the process.
Demetri’s hair had been the first real casualty, in Alec’s opinion. He’d been out for the day looking for trouble of his own, spending his down time how he pleased, and as was his tradition he took a nice, long hot shower when he got home. He had had no idea you replaced his leave in conditioner with bleach and to say he was furious to find the natural colour of his hair gone and the strands drying and brittle was an understatement. He’d screamed so loud the Guard had come running thinking he was in danger, only to find him holding a handful of his own, unnaturally blonde hair in hand and wearing absolutely nothing to cover his modesty. He had worn a hood for three weeks before the venom managed to leach the bleach out and return his hair to its natural luster and volume. It took him three months to consider accepting your apology.
Then you’d set the kitchen on fire.
It had genuinely been an accident on this one occasion, and Felix had been keeping an eye on you so was able to prove it. You had really just been trying to cook yourself some lunch, your usual mischievous mood dampened by three months of captivity in the castle and absolutely no progress in earning your freedom. When the sleeve of your shirt had caught fire on the hob it was perfectly understandable you had panicked…it was just unfortunate that your panic had carried you straight into the tablecloth, oven mits and tea towels, setting small fires everywhere that didn’t mix all that well with the natural wooden countertops. Aro was furious he had had to call the fire brigade and have so many humans in their home. It had drawn more attention to the Castle than there had been in almost two centuries.
“Your irresponsibility could have cost lives far more valuable than your own. Do you understand how reckless you have been? This petulant sulking will no longer be tolerated and you will-“
“Whatever.” You had muttered. Aro’s mouth had snapped closed, Caius’s eyes bugging.
“I beg your pardon?” his voice was soft, unthreatening. Alec knew that meant trouble. You kept your head bowed, your fists clenched at your sides, and he caught the slightest twinge of salt in the air. The truth was, Alec had been keeping an eye on you from a distance, waiting to see if you calmed. You had been given an extended period to see if your wilder tendencies could be calmed before you were changed – no one wanted to deal with a wild newborn after all. Instead, he’d watch your flame flicker and dim, your cheeky spark dying slowly as the darkness of Volterra enveloped it. He hated it. You were supposed to be loud and mischievous, a hurricane in human form; he wondered how he had ever handled the quiet before you came into his life because he couldn’t stand it now it had returned. Your energy was just drained from you and Alec didn’t want this, not for you, not when you were clearly miserable.
“Master. It was an accident.” Felix’s voice had surprised him, but the giant had stepped forward calmly to give him his hand and show him everything that had led up to the dreadful accident. Aro was quiet for a moment, his expression changing drastically.
“Are you alright, my dear?” he asked finally. Your glare had been venomous when you looked up at him then but Alec had decided enough was enough. In many ways he still looked back on that as a defining moment in your relationship, because Alec had done exactly what mates were supposed to do in that moment and stepped in to protect you. His concern had put the Masters off of punishing you as he ushered you from the room and into his. He’d ran you a bath so you could clean the soot from your body, and whilst you languished in his tub he had sat leaning back against the closed door, asking you the first things that came to mind. By the end of the night, as you lay fast asleep on his sofa, he knew all of your favourite things and all your worst fears, but more importantly he knew how to talk to you. It was easier after that, to engage you in conversations that didn’t end in a screaming match, and it had taken him a little under a month to fall completely in love with everything you were.
What you were was a complete menace, of course.
Felix had become your partner in crime and your pranks continued to extend across the castle, your cheeky spark returning once Alec had professed how much he missed it. In the span of three weeks Caius’s hair had turned neon green, the Guard’s robes became tie-dyed with shapes cut out of them, Marcus had had his hair braided quite nicely but Aro’s hair had had multi-coloured streaks woven into it and he’d been forced to wear it that way for a trial…Alec had no idea how you and Felix managed any of this but it had become very clear that you weren’t going to change your ways, much to the Master’s chagrin.
“Why exactly are we doing this?” Demetri sounded exasperated and Alec shot him an annoyed look.
“Y/N has never been given flowers, but Heidi insisted that humans liked receiving flowers and I would like to make it clear that my intentions towards Y/N are romantic.” Alec repeated for the umpteenth time. Demetri sighed quietly and Alec diligently ignored whatever it was he muttered under his breath while they observed the flowers at the stall in the square. There were blooms of every colour, size and shape, with equally as pretty ribbons and papers to wrap them in. It was almost too much choice almost. He knew your favourite colour of course, but he’d never asked about your favourite flowers because you just hadn’t seemed like a flower’s kind of person.
“How about a mixture of these?” Demetri suggested, his fingertips ever so gently lifting the stems of flowers from the tubs of water keeping them fresh as he picked out his samples. Alec tilted his head, quietly watching him work for a moment until he had two large headed blooms and some smaller sprigs of blossoms.  
“The small ones look out of place with the bigger flowers.” He frowned. Demetri shook his head.
“Not when arranged in a full bouquet. Besides, the meaning is impressive. These are salvia and the red ones in particular mean forever mine. This yellow one is hibiscus, it symbolizes delicate beauty, and these purple ones are morning glory’s, representing affection. Placed in a whole bouquet you are promising your delicate beauty your affections forever.” He concluded. Alec stared at him in shock.
“You speak the language of flowers?” he questioned. Demetri’s eyes rolled as he handed his stems to the stall owner with a few quick instructions in Italian.
“My lovers do not line up at my door purely for the scintillating conversation, Alec.” His tone told Alec he needed to drop that particular conversation, and since the tracker was doing him a favour Alec let it slide this time. Wrapped in some pretty polka dot paper with a white satin bow wrapped around the stems, he held his bouquet with a small smile, please with how it turned out. He couldn’t wait to give it you, see your face when you realised someone had decided to do something nice for you. It was his first real romantic gesture towards you and he hoped you wouldn’t turn him down.
“Do you think we should have gotten the card?” he fretted. Demetri raised an eyebrow.
“Why go to all of this effort Alec?” he fired back, brows furrowed, “They’ve done nothing but cause trouble since they arrived. How could you possibly find it in yourself to expend the effort to reach out to someone so….so…”
“Demetri. I dare you to finish that sentence,” Alec said coldly, his eyes focused on the tracker in a steely glare. Demetri didn’t cower at much, but the witch twins were enough to make even the strongest men fall to their knees in fright. “Just tell me where my mate is.” Demetri was quiet for a moment as he put his gift to full use, and then he twisted and began to walk away, leaving Alec to follow him silence. Alec understood why so many of them had turned away from his mate, you had hardly made life easy for any of them after all with all your mischief, but Alec saw the reason you behaved as you did where nobody else took the time to. Your most harmless pranks (like dropping a water balloon full of hair gel on Caius who was stuck trying to get his hair to go flat for four days straight) were done for fun, a product of your immaturity and youth, but the big ones were usually reactions to things. You had done your very best to piss them off simply because you were scared of the monumental change you were having to adjust to, not to hurt anyone. You didn’t have a malicious bone in your body, he was sure.
His nose twitched as Demetri led him in the directions of the kitchen, something bitterly sweet invading his senses. What was that? He couldn’t place the scent at all though he did pick up on the lingering smell of gas, indicating the oven was on. Was his mate cooking perhaps? But what was she cooking that was so bitter?
“Ah!” the short, sharp yell had Alec moving at lightning speed towards the kitchen door. He wasn’t sure he wanted to know what that bang was, what sort of trouble you were getting into now, but come hell or high water Alec was going to save you from whatever hair-brained scheme you –
“Ghost!” Demetri screamed, his pitch so high Alec cringed slightly. It was enough to make him panic, as his eyes raked over the figure before them, a mixture of denim and dark brown that was bordering on black, the white of its eyes screaming at him through the dark sludge. For the briefest moment, Demetri’s own panic had skewed Alec’s perception enough that he didn’t see anything for what it really was. No, no Alec saw the brown sludge as burnt flesh, thick and solidifying and sliding slowly off of the bones of the creature before him. He saw exactly what he should have become all those years ago. A tortured, melted creature. It was enough to make even the fierce witch twin scream, and the flowers Demetri had helped him pick so carefully went flying upward out of his hands so he could use them at a moments notice.
It wasn’t until Jane shook his arm that he snapped out of it somewhat.
“Alec what is wrong with you!”
“Jane! I saw – it’s a – a – what?” he stammered.
“It’s a ghost Jane, tell me you do not see it!” Demetri snapped. Jane groaned, her expression exasperated as her arms folded.
“It’s not a ghost you fools! It’s Y/N,” she huffed, turning her cold gaze to his mate next, “And they’ve made a complete mess.” You had the decency to look embarrassed at least. Alec took another look at the ‘ghost’, sighing slightly as he realised his sister was right. The brown sludge was not burnt flesh after all, more…more…some sort of chocolate mix perhaps? Your lower lip came out in a pout and you looked so unbearably sad Alec couldn’t help but come closer to you, tempted to hug you but also not wanting to get your mess on his clothes.
“Y/N? What on earth happened to you?” he questioned. You whined pitifully at him.
“Jane taught me to make brownies with this recipe she knows and so I tried to do them myself, but the oven is too high up and I lost my grip on the tray and now I have a sore head and no brownies.” You had never looked more upset than you did in that moment and Alec blinked in surprise because…since when did his sister spend time with you? Jane huffed quietly behind him as he sighed and gently wiped some chocolate from her chin before it could drip to the floor.
“Oh dear. How about you get yourself cleaned up and I will clean up in here?” he suggested. You lowered your head.
“I didn’t mean it this time Alec, I swear, I just wanted brownies. I didn’t mean to scare your or Demetri.” Your voice was so small, it shattered his heart. You may have been a troublemaker at heart but you were also a bit of a guilty soul, and he knew you felt genuinely bad when you truly upset someone. You’d been trying to subtly make it up to Demetri for months now but the tracker was having none of it.
“I know sweet thing. All is forgiven.” He promised. He watched you trudge from the kitchen, leaving a trail of brownie mix behind you. Demetri was nowhere to be seen though Jane remained standing near the doorway, staring apathetically at the mess on the floor.
“It isn’t your mess to clean.” She pointed out.
“Nor is it a mess she made deliberately. Chocolate will be much harder to get out clothes than a wooden floor; though, as the recipes creator surely you’d know?” the subtle invitation to tell him and the smirk on his face was enough to make Jane scowl at him.
“Maybe Y/N isn’t so bad…but she cannot bake.” She sniffed, turning on her heel to leave the mess to him. Alec chuckled slightly as she left, pleased in the knowledge his sister was clearly trying to get along with his mate now. She had sworn off of you beforehand, so this was an improvement. It didn’t take him long to run a bucket of hot water, scooping up the large globs of chocolate mix before mopping the floor. He’d definitely have to change his shirt today but he had done it in half the time it would have taken you to clean up, and by the time he wondered to your room to find you you hadn’t even left the shower yet. To his surprise, when he poked his head around the door, his nose caught the smell of fresh flowers, because sitting proudly on your desk was the bouquet he and Demetri had bought for you. His brow furrowed, he didn’t remember giving you those, in fact they’d completely skipped his mind.
He decided to read whilst you showered, determined to speak to you after you were done and confess his feelings for you, but he got so absorbed in the pages it wasn’t until his door creaked that he realised you were clean and dry once more. In fact, almost immediately after his door creaked the sound of your feet thudding against the floorboards hit his ears, and Alec’s hands quickly dropped the book in favour of catching you as you all but dived over the arm of the sofa with a grin to reach him. With his strength he easily held you about a foot up from his lap, slowly lowering you down with raised eyebrows.
“Still trying to fly?” he guessed. You nodded.
“You betcha! One day I’ll manage it, you’ll see. If I have to have a gift it’ll be the coolest one, I’ll be the worlds first flying vampire.” You boasted with a smirk that told Alec you knew it wouldn’t happen anytime soon, if ever, as you sat up on your knees beside him. It was yet another thing Alec loved about you, just how refreshing your perspective on life was. You never took anything too seriously whereas his life had been focused around first, surviving, and second, gaining the reputation that ensured nobody dared mess with him or his sister again. He had had little time for games and tricks and fun but you…you were young and free, living the life he had missed out on, a life he could live vicariously through you.
“You know one day you will fall face first.” He said with a chuckle. You shook your head.
“No I won’t, you’ll always be there to catch me.” You sounded so confident and Alec couldn’t help but smile at you.
“Oh, will I?” he teased. You nodded your head.
“Yeah you will, because red salvia means forever mine, right?” your eyes were a little guarded still, a light pink coating your cheeks. Alec’s brow furrowed, his back straightening.
“You know what the flowers mean?” he asked. Your blush darkened, head slowly nodding.
“Demetri speaks flower…actually, Google Maps said quite a few things, actually.” You admitted. Alec felt his stomach curl tight, the anxiety settling in his gut like a ball and making him feel as close to nauseous as a vampire could get. He turned his body to face you, studying your expression carefully. You didn’t seem like you were setting him up for any bad news at least, your expression wasn’t twisted, you just looked…shy. It was a new and rather bizarre look on you since his loud and cheeky little mouthed mate was never shy. Demetri hadn’t been too harsh then.
“Such as?” he prompted. You took a breath, fingers twisting in your lap.
“Such as he’s never heard me apologise and mean it before apparently – which is a lie but we moved past that – and…and you don’t want to give up on me, because you think I’m okay as I am.” You murmured, not quite able to meet his gaze now. Alec felt his stomach flutter, those proverbial butterflies kicking up a storm as he reached for your hand.
“I think you’re more than okay.” He said softly. Your hand twitched as his fingers brushed your own, but you didn’t pull away and instead let him intertwine your hands with a small smile.
“Even if I’m loud? And annoying? And immature? And-“ You were cut off by Alec’s finger against your lips, his eyes rolling.
“Demetri’s personal opinion of you is something I could care less about. I like the noise and the pranks and when you are unapologetically yourself, Y/N. Maybe you do get yourself into a lot of trouble from time to time but you’re having fun with your life, you are living as you wish, you live freely and that is something I envy.” He admitted. Your eyes widened slightly.
“You envy me? But…you’re so powerful!” you exclaimed. His eyes rolled.
“Power isn’t everything Y/N.I know your life changed in ways you didn’t expect, that you weren’t really happy with it either, and I can never really make up for just taking you away from your home like that but I would like to try.” Alec squeezed your hand lightly, his eyes pleading for that one little chance he knew he didn’t deserve but so desperately wanted. You bit your lip, clearly thinking through your options. You hadn’t really been made to feel welcome during your stay, but if one person had consistently treated you like another human being instead of an out of control child it was Alec. It helped he was pretty handsome to, and for whatever reason, he liked everything about you that put others off.
“How?” you asked finally, head tilting. Alec smiled slightly.
“Humans go on dates when they meet their mates, don’t they? Perhaps we can start with that. I’ll take you to this bakery not far from the square and get you all the brownies you desire.” He proposed. You couldn’t quite fight the smile breaking out on your face.
“Deal.”
Alec came to the startling conclusion that sometimes, a little trouble is a good thing.
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gabessquishytum · 3 months
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Human au: Hob is… confused. He and Dream have planned at least five dates by now, and every time Dream cancels at the last minute. Normally he’d assume that it was just Dream trying to get out of seeing him, but 1) Dream is the one who keeps asking him out and rescheduling again and again, 2) each time he cancels he seems so genuinely upset and apologetic, and 3) when they see each other in person, Dream is shit at hiding the stars in his eyes when he looks at Hob. So he is honestly baffled as to what is going on.
Finally, Death (who can’t handle seeing her little brother all teary eyed and distraught anymore), sends Hob a series of screenshots of conversations between herself and Dream. Turns out, Dream has been turning himself inside out trying to plan the ABSOLUTELY PERFECT DATE for Hob. If anything is even remotely wrong, he cancels. It’s never even anything catastrophic or major- he’s apparently canceled because the weather was a little colder than would have been ideal for their trip to the park, because there was construction happening next door to the restaurant he was going to take him, because he couldn’t find any peonies (Hob’s favorite) at any of the local flower shops (no shit, they were out of season), etc etc. 
Dream has been practically making himself sick because he’s so convinced that he NEEDS to give Hob the absolutely perfect date in order to “””win him over””” (as if Hob hasn’t already been in love with him for ages, the precious dumbass), plus Hob just deserved the very best. 
Hob finds it all very sweet, if not a little sad and ridiculous, so the next time they reschedule, he insists on being the one to plan the date. Dream tries to argue, but Hob silences him with their first kiss (Dream turns adorably pink). He explains that all he wants is to spend more time with him, and he wants Dream to be able to relax and enjoy their time together too. 
Granted, getting Dream to relax is a tall order, but they do finally go on that date, and Hob gives him enough kisses and cuddles to adequately distract him from any lingering anxieties 💕
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This is so incredibly cute. Dream being a perfectionist - very relatable, by the way - feels very much like him. He just wants it to be the most memorable, wonderful, extraordinary date that Hob has ever had. Dream is quite sure that he alone won't be enough to capture Hob’s attention, to make him stay - he simply isn't interesting or kind or beautiful enough. So he'll simply have to make up for his own shortcomings by taking Hob on the best date ever!
The truth is of course that Hob is arse over tit in love and would do absolutely anything for Dream. He'd be happy with a snuggle on the sofa with an old movie and some popcorn! Actually, a duvet date with Dream sounds pretty ideal, they'll definitely have to do that at some point.
For their first date (FINALLY) Hob drags Dream to a lil bookstore/cafe which has beanbag chairs perfect for cuddling in. He promises to buy Dream as many books as he wants, as long as he at least tries to stop overthinking for an hour or two. And it's not easy for Dream to do that, but the promise of books is enough to make him try.
They also kiss a lot behind the shelving. It's not a perfect date (it rains on the way home) but it's pretty damn near close, actually. And they have a lot of time to practice more dates in the future. Dream finds it surprisingly easy to see that Hob loves him, anyway. No matter what.
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im-not-corrupted · 4 months
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take it slow -- Chapter 2/3
Dream/Hob | Teen and Up | No Warnings Apply | 24.3k
"Bullshit,” he said abruptly, and Dream…did not expect that. His own eyebrows creeped into his hairline; he ignored the stinging and the pulling that simple action caused. It did not matter. “You look like you’ve gone ten rounds with hell itself, my friend. I didn’t…I didn’t even know anything could hurt you like that. Just…” His shoulders stiffened. For the first time since he began to talk, he seemed suddenly unsure of himself, or perhaps of his words. “I…Would you like to come back to The New Inn? I would like to look at those cuts, Stranger. You…You don’t deserve to be hurt like that.” The words struck him not unlike a blow to his face. Stung just as much as one would, with the added effect of knocking the air from his lungs. He could not even dredge up amusement at Hob’s unassuming 'you look like you’ve gone ten rounds with hell itself', instead staring at Hob wide-eyed.
After his duel with Lucifer and retrieving his stolen tools, Dream is injured and in pain. When he sees Hob, the man insists on helping him care for his wounds.
Tags: Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Touch-Starved Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Hurt Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Dream of the Endless | Morpheus Loves Hob Gadling, Hob Gadling Loves Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Minor Injuries, Hurt/Comfort, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Episode: s01e06 The Sound of Her Wings (The Sandman TV), First Kiss, POV Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Good Friend Hob Gadling, Self-Worth Issues, The New Inn is a Temple to Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Developing Relationship, Miscommunication due to a lack of communication entirely, Flowers, The Dreaming Realm (The Sandman), Fluff and Angst, Traumatized Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Dream of the Endless | Morpheus is Bad at Feelings
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This fic really was supposed to be just a one shot, but I really didn't want to come up with a whole new summary and title so...take it slow is no longer a oneshot I guess XD
Read the full thing on ao3 here!
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more-miserables · 3 years
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I was trying to keep a steady-ish posting schedule but that hasn’t happened. I’m flakey as hell now I don’t have teachers and deadlines. I don’t know if any of you guys still remember or care about my pair of whumpees, but I was randomly inspired tonight. Hope you enjoy this anyway.
Tagging: @albino-whumpee @cubeswhump @liliability
Warnings for dehumanizing language, institutionalized slavery, boxboy universe, implications of past self-harm, implied and obvious abuse, implications of drugging, very brief implication of an eating disorder, panic attacks, lots of messed up stuff, you guys know.
Yates never seemed to get completely better after his illness. He stopped coughing, his fever went away, but he stayed very pale, and Ginger could hear how crackly his breathing was at night. His nerves didn’t seem to recover either. Yates’s hands shook now whenever Stanley gave him a task, and he became clumsy and jumpy, forever dropping things. Stanley stopped being so soft with him and started yelling, which just made things worse. Yates was a bundle of stress.
He cried bitterly every night, cradled in Ginger’s arms. “I’m a failure,” he sobbed. “I keep messing up. I don’t know what’s wrong.”
“It’s not you, it’s never been you. You’re just tired, that’s all it is,” Ginger insisted over and over, but Yates couldn’t seem to hear him.
Seeing Yates looking so pale and miserable all the time made Ginger burn with fury. He didn’t care about the pain in his head now; he was frequently spitting in Ivy and Stanley’s food, arguing back, slamming doors, doing anything he could to draw their attention away from Yates. He was disciplined over and over, in new and creative ways, until he was black and blue all over, but it was worth it to keep Yates safe.
The first time he swore at Ivy he was chained up in the garden all night, completely naked. Ginger drew his bare knees up to his chest and held them tight, shivering. English winter nights could grow cold enough to kill, especially when a person had no protection; maybe that’s what Ivy wanted.
Maybe that’s what Ginger wanted too.
“Ginger?”
Ginger jumped, his head snapping up off his knees. Yates was standing beside him, pale and anxious, carrying a blanket.
“What’re you doing here? How’d you get out of the room?” Ginger asked.
“Window,” Yates whispered, cuddling up beside Ginger and wrapping the blanket around them both. “I couldn’t just leave you out here. Give me your hands, I’ll warm them.”
“You’ll get into trouble if they catch us,” Ginger said, linking his fingers with Yates’s.
“I couldn’t leave you,” Yates repeated firmly. He clasped Ginger’s freezing hands between his own, rubbing them hard.
Ginger smiled weakly. Maybe he didn’t want to die just yet.
It was hard to hang onto that feeling during the day, even so. Ivy found fault with everything he did now, and Stanley was equally brutal with Yates. Ginger’s headache was constant, but he refused to lie down and take it. He argued, yelled, swore and spat like a wildcat, allowing Yates to creep around relatively unnoticed.
Ivy had taken to standing in the kitchen while Ginger cooked, peering over his shoulder and critiquing every single thing he did, even the most basic things like pouring water. Each correction carried its own insult.
“Stir that syrup, it’s sticking to the bottom of the pan! Are you blind as well as stupid?”
“I thought icing cakes was your speciality? Seems you only specialise in failure.”
“You’re too heavy-handed with that whisking. I don’t know why we ever bought you. You’re such a disappointment.”
Ginger knew Ivy was just trying to wind him up - but it was working. He felt like he was boiling along with the syrup. It was so unfair to be stuck making wonderful desserts for two people who told him he was stupid and useless and disappointing - and he couldn’t even spit in the food with Ivy hovering.
Ginger held his tongue, presenting Ivy with the finished cake. It was baked beautifully despite Ivy’s complaints, with pin-neat icing flowers and swirls, the buttercream smooth as silk. It was perfect - but Ivy sniffed scornfully. She gripped the plate and slowly pushed it off the counter, watching it fall face down on the floor with a depressing splat.
“Make another one,” she commanded, then turned on her heel to walk away.
Ginger felt like someone had ignited a bomb in his chest. He burned all over with rage. Without thinking, he grabbed hold of the egg box, took one out and pelted it with all his force at Ivy. The egg hit her squarely in the back of her head, splattering yolk down her back and in her hair. The force of the blow sent her staggering forward with a scream. She peered over her shoulder, looking bewildered. For a second.
Ivy’s face flushed a deep red, and she rushed at Ginger, gripping fistfuls of his red hair and slamming him against the kitchen counter. “How dare you!” she screamed, shaking him so violently he felt she’d yank out clumps of his scalp too. “I won’t stand for this. You’ll learn if I have to beat you till you piss blood!”
“Get off me!” Ginger yelled back. He tried kicking out at Ivy, but he was weak and undernourished, and Ivy was a big, strong lady. He couldn’t wriggle free.
“Give me your hand!” Ivy commanded. Ginger didn’t, so she took hold of his left wrist herself, dragging him over to the cooker. “I’m going to teach you a lesson you’ll never forget. You’ll be able to look at your hand every day after this and remember what happens to disobedient little pets.”
She swept the dirty saucepans away with a flick of her arm. The hob was still on, glowing bright red with heat. Ginger renewed his efforts to break free, but Ivy hung on grimly, battering him about the head with her free hand.
“Remember this,” she snapped, and pressed Ginger’s palm firmly against the hob.
The scream Ginger let out echoed through the whole house. It was barely human, like the howl of a dying animal in a trap. Ivy held his hand down for a good three seconds, though it felt like a lifetime to Ginger. He arched his fingertips, trying his hardest to escape the blinding heat, but Ivy had her hand pressing down on the back of his own, so Ginger’s palm couldn’t be spared.
When she finally let him go, Ginger collapsed in a heap on the floor, whimpering. He cradled the burned hand to his chest. It was bright red and already starting to blister. The kitchen was filled with a sickly sweet, burning smell, and he gulped in horror when he realised he was smelling his own cooked flesh. He couldn’t stop the tears this time, though he hated Ivy seeing how much she’d hurt him.
Ivy laughed heartlessly. “I told you so,” she said. She crouched down in front of him, her voice soft, menacing. “You’ll never win. You’ll learn to do as you’re told if it kills me - or if it kills you.” Then she stalked out the room, leaving Ginger sobbing on the floor.
Yates was horrified when he saw Ginger’s hand that night. He’d heard the scream, but Stanley hadn’t allowed him to go investigate. Ginger told him the whole story, whispering because his crying had left his voice raw and painful. He couldn’t remember how long he’d cried; it must’ve been hours. His hand was still so painful he couldn’t move it. His fingertips were mostly spared, though they were raw and red, but his palm was screaming and covered all over with throbbing blisters. He couldn’t even make a fist anymore.
“Ivy did this?” Ginger had never seen Yates look so angry. “That’s horrible! Oh, you must be hurting so badly. How could she?” He took hold of Ginger’s hand. “You poor thing... Here, I’ll help you. I’ll fix it.”
They sat up well into the night while Yates cleaned, treated and bandaged Ginger’s palm as best he could with the limited supplies. He didn’t have anything stronger than pharmacy painkillers and it barely touched Ginger’s agony. Before the burn was even properly dressed, Ginger had been begging Yates to stop for almost an hour. He was howling again, light-headed with pain.
“Stop, stop, please...” he moaned.
“I’m almost done, I promise,” Yates whispered. He saw Ginger starting to wobble and quickly pulled him close, right onto his own lap. Ginger was bigger and heavier so Yates must’ve been very squashed, but he didn’t complain. “Put your head on my shoulder. I don’t want you fainting. Your eyes keep losing focus.”
Ginger let his head fall on Yates’s shoulder with a thump, biting his shirt hard when the treatment continued and the pain returned with a vengeance. He managed not to faint, but the agony combined with his sobbing made him retch. He thumped Yates’s shoulder weakly with his good hand. “Le’ me up,” he gasped. “‘M gonna puke.”
“No, you stay there,” Yates said firmly. “I don’t care if you’re sick. Do whatever you need to. Vomit, bite my shirt, bite me if you need to. It’s alright.”
So Ginger stayed, and when he did bring up bile and spit all down Yates’s back and across their mattress, Yates didn’t even flinch. Ginger felt a soft hand rubbing up and down his back, a gentle voice shushing him when he groaned.
“I know, I’m sorry, but we need to make sure it’s treated properly,” Yates said, his own face crumpling whenever Ginger whimpered. “I’ll change your bandages every day, but it’s going to take a while before this heals. How’re you going to do any cooking and cleaning?”
“I’ll have to, won’t I?” Ginger sighed wearily. “Never mind that now. I don’t even care about the mess. Let’s just get some sleep, please.”
The next day was exceptionally difficult for Ginger. He supposed that was what Ivy had wanted. His bandages were cumbersome and clumsy, and the pain was still so terrible he couldn’t put any weight on the afflicted hand. Ivy made sure to give him every possible job that required two hands, eventually resorting to ordering him to move heavy furniture across the room and back with no real purpose other than to cause him pain. Several times Ginger’s knees buckled from the agony, his vision becoming dark and fuzzy at the edges, but Ivy’s shrill voice would always drag him back to reality. He vomited again three times before noon.
Ivy elbowed Ginger out of the way when he prepared Stanley’s lunch tray, piling it with half a dozen plates, cups, cutlery, even a teapot. She smirked, handing it to Ginger. “Be careful, it’s heavy!” she said in a falsely bright voice. “Hold it with both hands.”
Ginger couldn’t. It wasn’t even about defiance anymore, he really truly couldn’t. He was almost sobbing with the pain already, shifting the majority of the tray’s weight to his right hand. He couldn’t take this anymore. He wanted to run far away, across fields and over pavements and through cities. He wanted to lock himself away with Yates and never see another person again. He wanted to cut his own hand off to stop the pain. He wanted so many things and none of them were allowed.
Stanley’s door was closed. Ginger tried nudging it with his foot, but it didn’t budge. He didn’t know how he was supposed to get the door open with just one working hand. He knocked, but Stanley just barked at him to come in already and stop hovering outside. Ginger sighed, juggling the tray and trying to hold it just for a second with his left hand as he grasped for the door handle with his right.
Sharp pain surged all the way up his left arm in an instant. He stumbled through the doorway with a yelp, dropping the tray with a terrible clatter. Food splashed all across the linoleum and crockery shattered into shards of glass like glittering stars. Stanley and Yates gawped as Ginger landed on his knees on the bedroom floor, crouched in the midst of the mess.
“You stupid, clumsy idiot!” Stanley roared, his face flushing scarlet. He grabbed his walking stick and raised it to swing.
“Oh please, sir! It’s not Ginger’s fault,” Yates gasped frantically. “He’s hurt his hand, sir. He shouldn’t really be working at all. Please don’t hit him! He’s being so brave and-”
“Shut up, will you! You’re getting far too mouthy. Ginger’s a bad influence. You shouldn’t question me, boy.” Stanley paused, walking stick still raised like he was about to conduct an orchestra. He suddenly smirked, holding it out to Yates. “Okay. I won’t hit him.”
Yates took the stick gingerly. “R-really, sir?”
“Am I not a man of my word? You, Ginger!” he barked.
Ginger raised his head, glaring through his curtain of red hair.
“Hold out your hand!”
Ginger did as he was told.
“No, not your right hand. The one with the wound,” Stanley said, still smiling. Ginger did so, far more reluctantly. Stanley turned to Yates. “I won’t hit him. So you’ll have to do it for me. That’s what you’ve been trained to do, correct? So whack him six times on that hand with my walking stick. And don’t you dare hold back or I’ll double the punishment.”
Yates stared at Stanley, mouth gaping. “But... but he’s so badly hurt, sir.”
“That’s no concern of mine. Get to it.” He paused. “At once!”
Yates glanced at Ginger, helpless and terrified. Ginger tried to smile at him. It’s okay, he mouthed. He wanted to comfort him, but Yates’s eyes filled with tears - bad tears, that’s what they’d been taught. He’d never seen Yates cry properly.
“No,” Yates said quietly, his voice wobbling. He put the stick back in its usual place by Stanley’s bed.
“What?” Stanley snapped. “What’re you waiting for? Do as you’re told, boy!”
“I won’t,” Yates said. He blinked, and two fat tears ran down his face. “I’m not going to hit him, especially when he’s hurt.”
Stanley trembled with rage. He grabbed his stick and aimed a swipe at Yates instead, and Ginger hurried to his feet to drag Yates out of reach. Stanley shakily swung his legs out of bed, leaning heavily on the stick, practically frothing at the mouth.
“You disobedient little swine!” he yelled, pointing mutinously at Yates. “You’re more loyal to him than me, the man who feeds and clothes you and lets you live under his roof. All Ginger ever does is hold you back! How dare you! You’re not to answer to Yates any longer. I don’t want you attached to my name. You’re not worthy of it. You’re nothing.”
Yates was sobbing in earnest. “I’m sorry, sir, but I can’t hurt Ginger like that. I’m still loyal, I promise, I can still be Yates, I-”
“Shut up!” Stanley screamed. He turned to Ginger, crimson in the face and breathing heavily. “And you! You were a mistake right from the start. You’re the cause of all this!”
“What the hell is going on up here? What’s all the noise?” Ivy demanded, rushing into the crowded bedroom too. “Oh for God’s sake, look at the mess on the floor! And what’s your idiot blubbering about, Stanley?”
Stanley wasn’t listening. “Get him out of here!” he boomed, pointing at Ginger. He sounded so fierce that Ivy did as she was told at once, grabbing a fistful of Ginger’s hair and yanking him out the door.
“You just wait!” Stanley continued, staggering out into the hall and yelling down the stairs as Ivy pulled Ginger away. He was exceptionally wobbly without his wheelchair, supporting himself on his stick and the wall. “I’ll turn you out of my house without a care. You’ll die like a dog in the gutter, you’ll see. I won’t have you two together anymore. You’re getting in the way of Yates’s work. You need to be separated!” He wavered precariously, eyes wild.
Ginger felt sudden panic, raw and sharp. “You can’t split us up! We’re a pair!” he yelled.
“I can do whatever I want with you. You’re mine,” Stanley said triumphantly. “And you’ll do as I say, and be out of here by-“
Stanley was cut off by a sudden cacophony of bumps and thumps, then eerie, still silence. Ivy, almost back at the kitchen with Ginger in tow, quickly hauled him back to the bottom of the stairs.
They stopped short. Stanley was lying crumpled in a heap on the floor, one leg bent at an unnatural angle, head twisted uncomfortably and staring at the ceiling. There were shallow, rasping gasps coming from low in his chest. His eyes swivelled round frantically, the only part of his body still able to move freely.
Ivy started screaming. Ginger’s mouth fell open, but he didn’t make a sound. He looked up - and saw Yates standing there at the top of the stairs, face ghostly pale, eyes wide, outstretched arms shaking, like he couldn’t believe what he’d just done.
There wasn’t time to think. They couldn’t let Ivy recover from the shock. Ginger dashed up the stairs, grabbed hold of Yates and rushed him down past Stanley’s crumpled body, along the corridor and out the door. They ran like rats despite the hard pavement cutting their bare feet. They ran even though they had no idea where to go next.
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The Sandman audio drama opinion so far
I’m only about half-way through listening to The Sandman audio drama.  So far I really love James Mcavoy as Morpheus.   Cain is great too. It sounds like Abel’s voice actor had a little trouble finding his footing because his brief appearance in The Doll’s House is a little better than Imperfect Hosts.  I love how they did Imperfect hosts, by the way.   The Harpsichord (or was it organ?) music while introducing the houses was perfect.  And the man voicing Cain does a delightful attempt at a Vincent Price impersonation. I love it.
  Death is... Not as good as I hoped.   The little bits of added dialogue for her about picking the flower makes her feel like she just doesn’t give a shit about what Morpheus went through.  She comes off a bit cold.  There’s a “motion comic” of Sound of her Wings on Youtube and though it’s an unknown voice actress in that I think she’s better than Kat Dennings. Here Death just rubbbed me the wrong way.  They probably should have used Jamie Chung (the actress from the Death animated short that appeared on the blue ray for Wonder Woman: Bloodlines).  Sometimes lesser known actresses are better.  
Everyone (for the most part) is great.   Gilbert is delightful.   I’m not sure about Andy Serkus as Matthew.  He kind of sounds how I imagine Merv would sound, to tell the truth.
Most of this is wonderful though.   I didn’t expect Morpheus to go “Hmm” so often.  It’s like he’s been hanging out with Geralt of Rivia.
I don’t know why people insist that the audio drama is “too slavishly faithful” to the original source material. There are some very distinct changes. 
One change I don’t like (and this is petty) is Morpheus’ escape.   In the original Sleep of The Justice the circle around the cage had to be breached before he could even try to enter one of his guard’s dreams.  I don’t like that this was changed.  Alex’s wheelchair is mentioned  so why not leave the breach?
 There are other changes too, not bad, just different.   I mentioned the added dialogue from Death. Other added things are twice confirming that Alex and Paul are lovers.  
Ironically the Polygon review of The Sandman audio drama claimed Neil killed the first LGBTQ+ character in the story and that this is something they should have changed. (Judy in 24 Hour Diner) but we’re literally told Alexander and Paul are lovers twice in this thing, it’s literally spelt out.  I argued in the comments that Paul and Alex are lovers and got a reply of “Yes, but that isn’t confirmed until The Kindly Ones.”  Umm...  In this audio drama (which that review was for) we are told they are lovers twice.  It’s spelt out.
Another change (and this confirmed a theory I had but then recanted because I thought my math was poor) is Doctor Destiny and Alexander Burgess are brothers.   Maybe I missed it in the comics but I don’t remember that being in there.  I know (from the grapevine) that the new Netflix show will have Alex be the younger brother of a deceased heir to Roderick, so maybe this is a baby step toward expanding the Burgess family tree.  
Poor Alex, I do pity him. I keep hoping some version of the story will have Morpheus show mercy on him faster, before Daniel becomes the new aspect of Dream. 
One change that I don’t mind is the story that introduces Hob Gadling comes earlier.  It’s chapter 10 in the audio book and issue 13 in the comics. I understand why this change was made and it fits fine where it is now.  It was a pleasant surprise to get it early. 
I also like how they managed to insert the T. S. Elliot “terror in a handful of dust” line.    
Some name pronounciations caught me by surprise.   I thought for sure Choronzon was pronounced Chore-on-zon.   Turns out the “CH’ makes a “Kah” sound like Cthulhu.  One name pronounciation that I actually am a little bothered by is Lyta.  It’s being pronounced here as Lee-ta.   Her name is supposed to be short for Hippolyta as (in her original continuity) she was named after Wonder Woman’s mother.  There was even a silly pun about Lyta the Lighter. Oh, well.
Some people are surprised by Constan-tyne being the pronounciation of Constantine (Often pronounced now as Constan-teen in DC properties) but I know T”I”ne (Tyne) is the original British pronounciation so I’m not at all bothered by this.
The extra dialogue between The Corinthian and his already blinded victims was incredibly disturbing.
I’m only half-way done listening to it.  Most of it I enjoy very much.  
  But so many reviews complaining about the faithfulness don’t seem to realize there are a lot of changes in this and it really should be faithful whenever possible. There are small changes. Not excessive, but they are there.  
James is doing a great job as Morpheus. Goldie is unavoidably adorable.   Lucien is great.  Cain is great.  Abel took a little time to find his footing.  He sounded dopey at first but by the time he appears in The Doll’s House he seems a bit better.  And I’m not thrilled with Death but Morpheus is great.  Alex was great.  Cain is perfect.   Lucien is great.  Matthew takes some getting used to since he sounds like he chain smokes and probably should be Merv’s voice but I still like him.   The Corinthian is chilling and disturbing, which means he’s great.  
 I’m having a fun time listening so far.   So far the only ones that felt like they dragged a bit were chapters 6 and 7, which is odd because so many people love those two in comic form, but maybe I got spoilt by a very well made 24 Hour Diner fan film.   
I should go back to sleep but I wanted to write this down.
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wistfulcynic · 5 years
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The Very Witching Time (2 / 4)
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Wednesday is witch day! 
HUGE THANK YOU to all of you for the enthusiastic response to this story! I’m so happy you liked dog!Killian, he is dear to my heart and will be epic in later chapters.
Not this one, here he’s just adorable. But later. 
Of course thanks also go to @cssns and to @gingerchangeling for the brilliant art. 
And to @thisonesatellite because we all need someone we can discuss entrails with. 
In this chapter we see Emma’s shop, a slice of Storybrooke life, some bonding moments and a hint of the danger to come. 
SUMMARY: Emma Swan is a hereditary witch, last in a long line of wise women who for centuries have guarded the coast of Maine and the small village of Storybrooke with their homemade cures and their ancient magic. She holds the delicate balance between magic and mundane, but now that balance is threatened by a new foe, one capable of bringing an end to everything Emma is and everything she loves. To defeat it she will need all her power, help from her friends and neighbours, and the loyalty of a very unusual dog who answers to the name of Killian.  
RATING: M, mostly for future violence
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CHAPTER 2:
Emma awoke to the bright summer sun shining through her bedroom window and to warmth that did not come from it; to the comforting heat of a body pressed against her and snoring gently at her back, the softness of silky fur between her fingers. 
Typical, she thought. The first time in a decade I don’t wake up alone and the man in my bed is a dog. 
She yawned and stretched, vaguely surprised at how thoroughly rested she felt, and without the hangover she often had after using so much magic all at once. Killian leapt to his feet the moment she began to stir and licked her chin, tail wagging eagerly. 
“Good morning,” she said. “How’s your paw?” 
He barked and held it up for her to see.
{Good.} 
“It looks good,” she agreed, examining it closely. “The silver’s woven with the flesh better than I expected, you might actually have some movement in it.” 
“Aye!” he barked, flexing the paw to show her. 
She smiled in pure delight. “That’s great! It won’t be quite the same as a real paw, but you’ll be able to walk a lot better. Oh, I’m so pleased for you.” She rubbed his head enthusiastically and scratched behind his ears, laughing as his back leg began to thump against the mattress. “Just don’t get it stuck in any more gopher holes, okay?”
“Aye!” 
“Good.” She gave his ears a final scratch then surprised herself by dropping a light kiss on his head. He looked at her, blue eyes wide in awe, and she actually blushed. “You want some breakfast?” she asked him, to cover her confusion.
“Aye! Aye!” 
“Well you ate all my hamburgers, but I might be prepared to share some pancakes with you if you promise to be a good boy.” 
He raised an eyebrow at her. 
Can dogs raise eyebr— you know what, no, she thought. She wasn’t going to keep asking that question. This dog raised eyebrows and winked and pouted, and probably all manner of other things, and she was just going to roll with it. There were greater mysteries even in the mundane realm than one slightly odd dog. 
She smirked in response. “So what do you say? Pancakes?”
“Aye! Aye! Aye!” He spun in a circle as he barked, making the bed shake and Emma laugh. 
“Okay, that’s definitely a yes. Come on, then.” 
He leapt off the bed and trotted to the door, smooth and steady on his new paw, waiting until she’d pulled on a short bathrobe before bounding down the stairs and into the kitchen. The room was bright and cheerful in the morning light, the sunshine that streamed through the wide windows matching the pale yellow of the walls and brightening the blue-grey of the kitchen cabinets and the worn flagstone floor. Emma opened one of these cabinets and withdrew a large cast iron griddle, placing it on the gas hob and lightning the flame beneath it with a spark of her magic. 
Her magic felt particularly sparky this morning, she thought, and stronger than it ever had.
“You know, I feel really refreshed,” she remarked, taking the pancake mix from the cupboard and measuring it into a large glass bowl with a handle and spout, putting in more than twice the amount of mix she would normally use for herself. She hoped it would be enough, the box was nearly empty. “I slept amazingly well. I guess maybe it’s because I used so much magic, but normally after a spell like that I nap for a couple of hours, not sleep through the whole night.” 
Killian moved to a spot beneath the kitchen table and sat, tail wagging and blue eyes attentive. She smiled at him. “That’s probably also why I’m awake so early. I’m that guy who hits ‘snooze’ three times then has to run to work, usually. Good thing I’m self-employed.” 
“Aye!” She looked down to see him smirking at her. Yes damn it, smirking. This dog could smirk. 
“Okay, smartass,” she chuckled, stirring the batter. “It’s a really gorgeous morning, too, I’m glad I’m awake for it. It’ll probably be hot as fuck later but right now the temperature’s perfect. And not too humid. I hate humid, it makes my fingers swell.”
She tested the heat of the griddle then poured the batter onto it, into perfect circles identical in size, because messy pancakes were something that happened to non-witches. 
“Days like this, I kinda hate having to stay indoors,” she continued as she took up her metal spatula, tapping it against her cheek as she watched the pancakes cook. “That’s the drawback to being self-employed, because I could close the shop if I wanted, there’s no one to stop me. It’s tempting sometimes. But then I remember how I need to do things like eat and pay for Netflix and that keeps me motivated. And also, I guess, myself,” she said after a short pause, flipping the pancakes with a deft precision born of practice and magic. “I keep me motivated, I mean. I like keeping my shop. I like helping people, using my power and my heritage for something useful and good.” She gave a small, embarrassed laugh and shrugged a single shoulder. “It feels good to be needed.”  
Now Emma, in common with many independent-minded people who live alone, had long since learned to be comfortable in her own company. She could, and often did, go hours or even days without talking. Silence did not trouble her; in fact it often calmed her when she found the endless chatter and noise of the modern world a bit too trying. She was a woman who made friends cautiously, revealed herself only slowly, only when she could be sure the recipient of her confidences was one she could trust. 
She also deeply disliked having anyone in her house. 
So when you observe her behaviour with this peculiar blue-eyed dog, how she welcomes him into her home and feeds him, speaks openly about her deepest thoughts and feelings as though she has known him for years and not less than a day, you must understand fully what that means. 
Healing magic forms a bond. But this is something more. 
Of course even the most closed off of women could easily find herself beguiled by the sweet attention of a handsome dog, and many did. The explanation could be as simple as that. 
It absolutely could be.
But although Emma remained oblivious of any peculiarity in her demeanour with Killian, when she set a plate stacked high with pancakes on the floor in front of him and he licked her hand and grinned at her, the expression in those bright blue eyes left no doubt in any part of her mind that she could trust him with far more than a few secrets. 
He began to eat and she shook her head with a small laugh then sat down at the table to join him. They ate in companionable silence, and Emma reflected absently that it was nice to have someone to talk to and all the nicer to have someone to be silent with. She’d not had either in her life for some time. 
Emma swiped the dregs of syrup on her plate with her last bite of her pancakes just as Killian licked up the final few crumbs of his, and once she had cleared away both plates he ran to the door and gave her a Look. 
“I got you,” she chuckled, opening it for him. “You go take care of business, I’m gonna shower and get ready for work.” 
“Aye!” he barked, and raced into the garden. 
When she came back downstairs forty-five minutes later, washed and dressed and ready for the day, she looked out the window to see him frolicking through her flowers as the garden’s magic tossed green acorns through the air for him to chase. Emma pursed her lips and with a wave of her hand summoned all the books with any information on dogs and magic that she could find from her library. 
She was perfectly prepared to accept a dog who smirked at her and clearly understood her words —she was a witch, after all, and had seen stranger things— but a dog whom her garden magic greeted like a long-lost friend and indulged with an almost girlish affection, that was a dog who warranted a bit of investigation. 
She chose the two books that seemed the least arcane and slipped them into her bag before heading outside into sunshine already grown uncomfortably intense. 
“Killian, I’m off to work—” she began and immediately he ran to the gate, looking at her expectantly, tail quivering. He barked twice. 
{Come with.} 
“Really?” 
“Aye!”
“I mean, okay, but it’s not very interesting. I sit in a shop all day and wait for people to come in and complain about things. You sure you wouldn’t rather stay here?” 
It did not occur to her that he might have other options beyond staying in her house and coming to her shop. 
He barked again. 
{Come with!} 
“Well, all right, if you insist. We’d better get going now though, or we’ll be late.” 
She opened the gate and headed into the forest, missing the brief whisper of the garden’s magic as it rustled through Killian’s fur. 
Keep her safe. 
Killian nodded and raced through the gate. It swung shut behind him with a decisive click and he settled into a steady trot at Emma’s side as she made her way into the lowering gloom of the forest. 
~~🌺~~
Emma’s shop occupied the broad and bustling corner of downtown Storybrooke where Main Street intersected with Hornbeam, but announced its presence and purpose with little more than cheerful window displays and a small sign that swung from an ornate wrought-iron mounting on creaky hinges. Its external appearance had remained remarkably unchanged across the centuries, with wide windows of gently rippling glass framed in weathered wood on both sides of the corner, one for each of the streets, flooding the space within in natural light at all hours of the day. Inside, the shop was divided into two sections. On the left, from the perspective of an entering customer, was the apothecary: a heavy wooden cabinet roughly three feet tall and six wide with dozens of drawers of various sizes, hewn from the core of an oak by Emma’s five-times great grandfather when the shop first opened. Behind this behemoth rows of hand-carved shelves lined the wall from floor to ceiling, laden with tall jars containing powders and potions, balms and tinctures, which Emma would carefully measure into glass bottles stoppered with corks that her customers were expected to return or reuse. The Swan apothecary had been green since the seventeenth century. 
The right-hand side of the shop featured what she called the grocery, a scattering of ornately carved tables of varying heights and widths backed by another wall of shelves, all displaying Emma’s non-medicinal wares: becharmed and decorated candles, floral soaps and bath salts, specially blended teas and local honey, even spice and herb blends for cooking. These her customers could collect in wicker baskets provided for the purpose and carry away, should they neglect to bring their own bags, wrapped in brown paper and tied with jute string. 
In a town only lightly touched by the passage of time, one that even in the thick of the 21st century maintained an air both ancient and arcane, the small shop bore witness to the enduring power of true magic. Dedicated in 1663, it had stood as a pebble against the flood of the earliest witch hunts that flowed from Puritan England into the New World and swept away none but innocents. Storybrooke’s escape from that madness and from the frenzy that gripped Salem some three decades later owed entirely to it being the one town in New England to boast an actual witch, and to residents who had known even then how fortunate they were for it. 
The witchfinders had never even heard of the place. No allegations for them to investigate were ever made. And thus Storybrooke had sat precariously at the spot where the veil between realms was thinnest, guarding the witches that guarded the town, for well over three centuries.
~~🌺~~
That bright and blazing August morning passed through the little shop in much the manner Emma had predicted. She made Killian comfortable in a corner on an improvised bed made of hessian bags and with a bowl of water in easy reach, then settled down behind the apothecary counter to read up on magical dogs. Time ticked peacefully away, the quiet of the little shop broken only by the sound of pages turning and soft canine snores, and interrupted by customers only three times. 
First to arrive was Granny, looking to restock her headache cure and unburden herself of some opinions. 
“Leroy and Doc got into a shouting match at the diner this morning,” she grumbled as Emma weighed out the chalky white powder on her brass scales and tipped it into Granny’s clean glass jar. “Something about the way Doc parks the Miata. You should’ve heard the ruckus. I swear, that pair of idiots and their brothers would drive a weaker woman to drink.”
“Mmmm,” said Emma.
Not half an hour later the shop door was flung open to admit Leroy, scowling and fuming and seeking a curse to put on his brother’s car. 
“Leroy, how many times do I have to tell you I don’t sell curses, or hexes or jinxes or evil eyes,” huffed Emma in exasperation.
“Maybe not for people, sister, but this is for a car!” 
“Oh, right, well that makes all the difference, just let me get my huge stash of car curses—” 
“Really?”
“No, obviously not really! For Pete’s sake, just tell Doc to park the Miata someplace else!” 
  Leroy stomped away and was succeeded mere moments later by Doc himself, glancing anxiously and frequently out the window at his pristinely kept red car, asking about a protection spell. 
“I can’t give you a protection spell for your car,” said Emma, rubbing the bridge of her nose. “Because it’s a car. Why don’t you just park it somewhere safe?”
“Nowhere is safe from Leroy!” 
“I’m sorry, Doc, but that is really not my problem.”
Killian observed these exchanges with evident amusement, wagged his tail when Granny bent down to scratch his ears, and barked loudly when Leroy stalked past the Main Street window carrying a baseball bat. 
{Watch out! Watch out!} 
Emma knew Doc couldn’t hear Killian’s voice the way she could but he understood the bark all the same, racing from the shop with a shout of terror as Emma and Killian shared an eye roll. 
All this left ample time for Emma’s research, and she was frustrated to discover that her books had very little useful information to impart on the subject of dogs and magic. There was a fair amount about dogs and luck, and how on some occasions they could be portents or omens, and of course many stories about their loyalty and devotion to their humans. Then there were the dogs or dog-adjacent creatures of various underworlds —Anubis, for one, and Cerberus— and there was the Grim, described as a large black dog with eyes like hot coals. 
Emma glanced at Killian, lounging like a Roman emperor on his makeshift bed. He was a big black dog but his eyes were the furthest imaginable thing from hot coals, and she doubted very much that he was a portent of death. No dog whose tongue lolled from the corner of his mouth when he got excited was going to be bearing any souls off to the netherworld. 
He felt her eyes on him and looked up inquisitively. 
“Let’s get some lunch,” she said, and he jumped up eagerly. “I usually just get a sandwich from Granny’s, and I realise now, after I fed you pancakes, that I have no idea what dogs should and shouldn’t eat. I mean, can you have a sandwich?”
“Aye!” 
“You’d say that no matter what I offered, wouldn’t you?”
“Aye!” 
“Maybe Granny will know,” said Emma, closing the shop door behind them and locking it with a flick of her wrist. 
~~🌺~~
“I reckon a sandwich wouldn’t hurt him, though he really should have meat,” said Granny in response to her inquiry. “Got some nice roast beef in the back if you think he’d like it—” 
“Aye!”
Granny’s eyebrows rose in an expression of surprise so out of character that Emma’s own rose in response. “Never heard a bark like that before. Where’d you say he came from?”
“I didn’t,” replied Emma, feeling a tingle in her magic that suggested perhaps the tale of her and Killian’s meeting wasn’t one that should become common knowledge just yet. “So you think I should get him some meat?” 
“You could just get a few cans of dog food…” began Granny, trailing off when Killian gave a growl that could only be described as menacing. “Or not.” She frowned at Killian, who wagged his tail, though a warning remained in his eyes. “Hmmm. I’ll just go get that roast beef now.” 
Killian gave her a sharp look and three barks to match it.  
{You do that.} 
“Remember how you promised to be a good boy if I gave you pancakes?” hissed Emma under her breath as Granny disappeared into the kitchen. 
He licked her hand and his tail wagged faster.
“Oh, and I suppose you think you’re always a good boy,” she said, rubbing behind his ear. 
“Aye!” His tongue lolled and he was her sweet puppy again. 
Your ‘sweet puppy??’ You are losing your mind, woman. 
Maybe she was a dog person after all, Emma reflected, as Killian’s back paw began to thump rhythmically on the floor in response to the ear scritches. 
Granny returned with Emma’s grilled cheese and a plate piled high with roast beef. She set it down in front of Killian somewhat warily, but he gave her the happy-big-blue-eyes and a brief lick of gratitude, and wagged his tail so enthusiastically that the old woman softened and gave his head a pat before going back behind the counter. Emma watched the exchange with mild exasperation. 
“You think you’re awfully charming, don’t you?” she asked him, as soon as Granny was out of earshot. He paused in his eating to grin at her, a cheeky, teasing grin that plainly said of course he thought he was charming, and she’d seen the evidence of it herself. 
Emma rolled her eyes, but a gentle warmth settled into her chest and refused to be budged even by her most stalwart cynicism. 
~~🌺~~
That afternoon there were thankfully no further disturbances. Doc’s Miata disappeared from the street but the absence of any irate dwarves bursting into her shop and demanding vengeance potions reassured Emma that he had simply moved it and not found it smashed to bits with a baseball bat or driven off a cliff or something. 
Around half past three she went into the small office and kitchen area at the back of the shop to make a cup of tea and refresh the water in Killian’s bowl. The tea she selected was a blend she’d devised herself: silver needle white tea leaves blended with peppermint to sharpen the mind and chamomile to soothe the nerves, hyssop for the gut and a touch of lavender for the blood. The resulting brew was fragrant and comforting, and Emma, who did not have the gift of sight but rather the much more practical ability to recognise patterns in the universe, made a large pot of it and took out two cups. 
When she returned to the shop she found Killian on his back, writhing in bliss as a petite woman with a dark pixie cut rubbed his belly. 
“Who’s a good doggy,” she cooed, running her fingers through his fur. “Oh you are! Yes you are!” 
Killian stretched his legs clear to the toes, arching his back as she rubbed her hands over his entire midsection. 
“Oh, you’re so handsome, aren’t you,” gushed the woman. “Just the handsomest doggy.” 
Emma laid the tea tray on the counter with a clattering bang. “Don’t encourage him,” she said a bit crossly. “He’s got a healthy enough ego as it is.” 
The woman looked up. “Where’d he come from?” she asked. “I wouldn’t have pegged you as a dog person.” 
“Me neither,” said Emma, pouring the tea. “I sort of found him.” 
“Sort of?” The woman gave Killian a final pat and he rolled back upright, tongue lolling and blue eyes bright. 
“It’s a long story, Mary Margaret. For another time.” Emma handed her friend a cup and the women sipped their tea in unison. 
“Oh, this one’s perfect,” sighed Mary Margaret, closing her eyes and taking a deeper sip. “You always manage to choose the tea I need most. I’ve had a bitch of a day.” 
“I thought school didn’t start until next week?” 
“It doesn’t. I’m all set up and ready to go when it does and was actually feeling really positive about the new year. And then last night my stepsister showed up.” 
“Stepsister?”
“Yeah. Regina. You remember, Cora’s daughter from her first marriage.” 
Killian’s ears perked up and his eyes narrowed. 
“Oh that’s right,” said Emma, recalling Mary Margaret’s wedding. “The evil stepsister.” 
“The one who put gum in my hair and pulled the heads off my dolls when we were kids and then tried to seduce my fiancé the night before our wedding? Yep, that’s her.” 
“So what’s she doing here?”
“I don’t know,” said Mary Margaret, rubbing her temples. “She showed up just before midnight with leaves in her hair and wouldn’t tell me where they came from or why she was there or anything. She just demanded to use the guest room, went upstairs, and slammed the door. Then this morning she commandeered my laptop and she’s been on it all day. I wish I knew what was going on. David’s about ready to kick her out.” 
“Why doesn’t he?”
“You’ll think it’s stupid.” Mary Margaret muttered into her teacup. 
“I won’t.” 
Mary Margaret shot her a skeptical look over the cup’s rim.
“Okay,” conceded Emma, “Maybe I will but you should tell me anyway.” 
Mary Margaret sighed. “It’s just— as awful as Regina was to me growing up I’ve always had the sense that deep down inside she might be okay. Like she could actually be a good person if Cora would just leave her alone. I mean, anyone would be nasty with that witch for a mother.” 
“Hey!”
Mary Margaret’s eyes went wide as she remembered whom she was speaking to. “Sorry! Sorry. I didn’t mean— you know what I meant.” 
Emma was frowning. “Is Cora a practitioner?”
“Um,” Mary Margaret frowned as well. “I don’t think so, why?”
“It’s just you don’t normally use the word ‘witch’ in a derogatory way, at least not when I’m around.” 
“I said sorry.” 
“I know, but I was just wondering if maybe there was something subconscious that made you say it.” 
Mary Margaret thought hard for a minute. “Well I can’t say for sure. I never noticed her doing any of the witch stuff you do, but then I stayed out of her way as much as possible. She always terrified me, and I never could understand why my dad— I mean, she was just so awful.” 
Killian gave a small growl that sounded like agreement and Emma pointed her frown in his direction. He wagged his tail, doing his best to look innocent, but she could see worry behind his eyes. And fear. 
“Killian, are you—” she began, breaking off abruptly as the shop door opened and she turned to see who was there.
Two women stood in the doorway, both immaculately dressed even on this sweltering day and wearing matching haughty looks. One, the younger of the two, with thick dark hair framing her face and wine-red lipstick Emma couldn’t help but envy, she recognised as Mary Margaret’s stepsister Regina. 
She turned to look at the older woman, whose lighter brown hair was twisted into an elegant updo and whose mouth was twisted to match it. 
Cora, I presume, thought Emma. Her magic was tingling almost painfully. This woman was definitely a practitioner, and an accomplished one. 
The four women stood staring at each other, and none of them noticed Killian slink silently out of sight behind the apothecary counter. 
The charged silence had dragged out long past the point of discomfort by the time Regina spoke. “I just came to say thank you,” she said stiffly, addressing Mary Margaret. “For putting me up last night.” 
Had she declared her intention of dancing naked down Main Street singing The Star Spangled Banner, Mary Margaret could not have been more astonished. 
“Uh… you’re welcome?” she said. 
“Good.” Regina nodded, then looked at the older woman. “Shall we go, Mother?”
“One moment.” Cora’s voice was as haughty as her face, so cold that its chill cut through the muggy heat of the day and travelled on icy feet up Emma’s spine. “Aren’t you going to introduce me to your friend, Mary Margaret?”
Mary Margaret’s face contorted as she tried to process what was happening. “This is… Emma,” she said slowly. “She owns the shop.” 
“A witch, then,” purred Cora. 
“The witch, in this town anyway,” replied Emma, keeping her cool despite her unease and the frantic thrum of her magic. She had no intention of showing weakness, not when Cora was clearly there to get the measure of her. 
But why? What’s she after? 
“I see.” Cora stared at her for a long moment then gave a small nod, turned on her heel, and stalked from the shop without another word. 
Regina looked at Emma and Mary Margaret with an expression that on a different face might have been apologetic. She made an awkward gesture with her hand, somewhere between a wave and a shrug. “Goodbye,” she said, then hurried after her mother. 
Mary Margaret and Emma exchanged glances. 
“That was weird, right?” said Mary Margaret. “I’m not just imagining that that was weird?”
“No it was definitely weird,” Emma confirmed. Weird and ominous. She flexed her fingers, still tingling from the anxiety in her magic, and looked around for Killian.
He poked his head around the side of the counter then slowly emerged from behind it, trotting over to Emma and pressing himself firmly against her. He looked up at her with wide, concerned eyes and gave a small whimper.
{Dangerous.}
“Yeah.” She stroked his ears in a way she hoped was reassuring, though the truth was his solid strength and soft fur against her leg was reassuring her.  
“Yeah what?” asked Mary Margaret. Emma shook herself and attempted a smile. “Nothing, just thinking out loud,” she replied. “Do you want another cup of tea?”
~~🌺~~
Mary Margaret didn’t stay long after she finished her tea, giving Killian a generous ear scratch as she left and promising to keep Emma updated on any further contact she might have with Regina or Cora. 
“I mean, it’s probably nothing,” she said with a shrug. “A weird nothing, sure, but still nothing.” 
Emma was far less certain, but she didn’t want to burden Mary Margaret with her suspicions or the knowledge that her stepmother was an actual as well as a metaphorical witch. “Yeah, probably,” she agreed. “But I’ve got a tickle in my magic and I’d prefer to be careful.” 
“Okay. I’ll let you know.” Mary Margaret hugged her goodbye and left. 
After she had gone several more people stopped by on their way home from work to pick up various teas and balms and candles, but by six o’clock the streets were mostly silent and so she closed up the shop and headed home, stopping briefly at the market to get Killian some food. 
“No dog food,” she assured him as she emerged from the building to find him waiting patiently and with a slight air of suspicion. “Some ground beef and some chicken and some more pancake mix. Since you liked the pancakes so much.” 
“Aye!” His tongue lolled and his eyes brightened with excitement, all traces of his earlier fear swept away. 
She rolled her eyes playfully. “Well, don’t get used to it, most mornings I don’t feel like cooking.” 
“Aye!”  
“Just so we’re on the same page. C’mon, let’s go home.” 
She moved to sling the cotton bag she used to haul her groceries over her shoulder, but Killian caught a corner of it gently in his teeth. 
“Whoa, at least wait until we get home!” teased Emma.
He gave her a wounded look and barked twice. 
{I’ll help.}
“You want to carry the bag?” she asked dubiously. 
“Aye!” 
“Are you sure?”
“Aye!” 
“Well, okay.” She held out the bag and he bent his head so she could loop the long handles around his neck, ensuring that they weren’t too tight against his throat and resting the bag on his shoulder so it wouldn’t impede his legs. He let her fuss until she was satisfied then licked her hand, tail wagging energetically. She chuckled. “Well aren’t you the gentleman?”
He raised an eyebrow again —seriously, how did he do that— and gave three quick barks. 
{Always a gentleman.} 
“You know, I believe you are,” said Emma. 
They walked side-by-side through the forest with Emma’s hand resting on Killian’s neck, her fingers gently sifting through his fur. Humidity hung heavily in the air; even with the cooler temperatures within the forest’s shade moisture clung to them, beading in Killian’s fur and trickling down Emma’s back and leaving both with the impression that they might as well be swimming home. 
“This weather is so gross,” said Emma, fanning her shirt in an attempt to dry her skin. “I can’t wait for fall.”
“Aye!” 
“It’s always been my favourite season,” she continued, smiling at the thought of cooler weather, and at the rapt attention she sensed from the dog at her side. “I love when the air gets crisp and the leaves change, and I can start wearing sweaters. October’s the best month, and not just because it’s my birthday. It’s the month when the world is at its most magical, just earthly magic at first with the fiery colours in the leaves and the slant of the sunlight, and the equinox, but then on the 31st is Samhain, when the veil between magical and mundane is so thin you can almost reach through it. Magic just comes alive on Samhain and it’s the most incredible rush.” 
She looked down at him and he grinned at her, his eyes bright with interest. She smiled, fingers tightening on his fur. “We’ll have a bonfire in the garden on Samhain night, and then at midnight the covenant with the forest is renewed.” Lost in her thoughts, she missed Killian’s sudden frown. “Honestly, it’s the absolute best time of the year.”
“Aye!” he agreed, though something about the covenant with the forest troubled him. 
As they drew closer to Emma’s house Killian felt his hackles rise. He sniffed the air, his sensitive nose picking up a multitude of scents that his brain was able to distinguish but not put a name to. Brown earthy scents and fresh green ones, soft flowers and gamy animals, all held captive and intensified in the damp stasis of the air. And pervading all of this, surrounding it and sustaining it and within it, he could smell magic. Emma’s own magic, of course, and that belonging to the forest plants and creatures, but also the dark magic of the forest itself and of the malefice beyond. Beyond that barrier Emma had spoken of lay immense power; power that, should she choose to tap and harness it, could conquer the world. 
But it wasn’t the scent of magic that raised Killian’s hackles or the seething menace of the forest, it was one faint and solitary scent that threaded through all the others, one that he could easily identify. One he’d caught that very afternoon in Emma’s shop, sending him flashing back to the week before, to the shadowy cabin where his life had changed forever. One he’d smelled for the first time on the worst day of that life. 
It was the scent of perfume. 
He forced himself to keep trotting at a steady pace and not tug Emma along ever faster until they reached the safety of her garden. Nothing, not the forest or the barrier or even what lay beyond it terrified Killian as much as that perfume. 
What was she doing here? Could she get in the house? 
The moment they stepped through the garden gate he shrugged off Emma’s shopping bag and raced around, barking. Emma laughed, thinking he was happy to be home, but the garden magic sensed his fear. 
She’s safe, it whispered to him. Safe with you. 
{For now.} 
Until Samhain. Prepare. 
“Killian,” called Emma from the kitchen door. “You hungry?”
Go, whispered the garden magic. 
Killian ran inside barking eagerly, spinning in circles to make her laugh. Already he lived for that laugh. The door swung closed behind them with a soft click and the smell of the perfume was gone. 
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The Lake
Written by : @thegirlfromoverthepond
Prompt 92: Modern AU: Katniss is present when her father dies a traumatic death. She doesn’t just stop singing. She stops speaking completely. Desperate to help her daughter heal/express herself, Mrs. Everdeen enrols her in art therapy where she meets Peeta Mellark. Submitted by @wingletblackbird
Beta-ed by @jroseley (thank you for your quick work !)
“Just know that here, you can do whatever you want, Katniss. Even if this means doing nothing at all.”
The look she gave Cinna, their art therapist, made Peeta’s heart squash a little. He had seen that look so many times before, in his own mirror. Empty, aghast, lost.
“I know from experience, that one hour goes by quicker if you do something. I hope you won’t mind?” Cinna asked, looking at the four of them, all sitting at tables, as if he expected an answer. Peeta knew damn well nobody would talk as usual, that no syllable would be spoken because sometimes words just weren’t enough to describe what they went through.
He sighed, before he looked at the newcomer, Katniss. He could see the pain in her features, an echo to his own, could see the traces left by the tears, the hollow in her cheeks, the layers of clothes that tried to cover her thinness.
She looked back, as if she was assessing him before she shrugged, a mere jolt of her shoulders, an indication that she didn’t care.
Or maybe was she giving him permission? He couldn’t tell, couldn’t hope for anything. Hope was for the people passing by the windows, carefree and happy.
Not for them.
“Pick whatever tool you want. You’re free to do as you please here.” Cinna’s soft voice took Peeta out of his thoughts.
He picked a pencil along with a sketchbook, looking out of the the windows. He knew Cinna would expect him to produce something, as he had done during the previous cessions. He glimpsed at the newcomer, knowing she would  need some time to get used to her new surroundings, to feel at ease with the band of broken persons in the room.
It wouldn’t be easy. She just had to try.
He knew that was the hardest part. It had been for him. Starting to get in touch with the world again, hoping to be a part of it, again, after all he had gone through. Learn to move on without forgetting, to use the past to build a better future.
It would be her call, though. She needed to want to do it.
It was a long path to recovery.
Peeta  focused his attention on the landscape outside, the familiar view of the town’s life, hoping to find something that would catch his attention. He wasn’t ready yet to draw about his past.
He could hear the soft voice of Cinna. The therapist moved along the patients, taking the time to talk to every one of them. Peeta knew his time would come. He had to start drawing something.
He settled on a leaf passing in front of him - even if his fingers itched to draw her.
There was something that had caught his artist’s eye, something he couldn’t pinpoint yet, that he hoped he would narrow down in the coming weeks.
When she would come back.
If she wanted to come back.
—-
She came back the next Tuesday. Peeta almost believed she wouldn’t, as she showed up a few minutes late. She didn’t pick a pen, or a paintbrush. Not even a paper sheet. She looked around, before sitting down on the old armchair, next to the windows, her eyes lost in the life passing and coming.
She didn’t talk either nor react when Cinna passed nearby, trying to engage her in a conversation, without any answer coming from her.
Cinna didn’t seem to mind, though.
Peeta felt the now familiar hand on his shoulder when the therapist came nearby.
“What will you do today, Peeta ?” Cinna asked, in his warm voice. “Want to give a try at the clay? You could mold something …”
The rest of the sentence was lost to Peeta. Mold. Form. Bake.
Bake. Bread.
Fire.
Fire.
FIRE!
He closed his eyes as he felt the memories coming back.
The fire, that took his family.
His entire family.
A part of his body too.
His life was broken.
“They are a part of you, Peeta, don’t let them take you over…” Cinna’s voice was an echo to the good words of Peeta’s therapist, Dr. Aurelius. He damn well knew all that. Problem was, how to be sure the memories wouldn’t take his life over again - he couldn’t let that happen, couldn’t -
A hand on his hand. Small, soft and cold. Unexpected.
He opened his eyes, to be caught in a sea of hundreds of shades of gray, that played with the light coming from the window.
He tried to focus on her eyes, on her hand, on Cinna’s voice - the things that seemed to ground him in the place and time, to not get lost in the flow of memories.
Finally, after several minutes, as his breath started to calm down, Peeta felt his body relax, the tension leaving him, the memories of the fire finally dissolving into the recesses of his mind.
As soon as he shook his head, trying to get his mind back on the present, Katniss’s hand flew back in her lap, leaving him with a feeling of emptiness.
He looked at her, again, only to find her staring at something through the window, her right hand under her chin, as if lost in thoughts.
“Are you okay, Peeta?” There was concern in Cinna’s voice, as he crouched in front of him, his gaze insistent.
Peeta could have nodded, just like he always did when an episode happened.
He could.
This time, though, he didn’t.
“I’m okay.”  Peeta said, simply.
Three little words.
More than everything he’d ever said in all the sessions.
“Good.” Cinna’s smile was as radiant as the sun, yet Peeta couldn’t care less. His eyes were still trained on Katniss, who seemed still lost in her contemplation of the street. He couldn’t miss the hint of a smile on her lips.
It made his heart skip a beat.
—————
“Katniss? Is that you?”
He hoped he wasn’t mistaken by the same color of hair, the same shape of a neck.. there was something in him that just knew it was her, her fellow patient by Cinna’s sessions.
Where she still hasn’t spoken a word.
Not that Cinna minded, though. It was as if he could read their minds, knew exactly what their feelings were at any time of the sessions. Peeta could remember how their therapist had announced that Clove wouldn’t come to the sessions anymore, or how Cato had relapsed and was currently treated in a psych ward, so it would only be him and Katniss now.
Because apparently, the other patients weren’t as advanced as they were.
That was something Peeta didn’t understand. He had only spoken three words in the sessions, three words in a six months period, yet that was too advanced for other patients ? As for Katniss, she still spent her hour looking through the windows, sometimes drawing a pattern on the wood, sometimes lost in her thoughts.
Yay for progresses.
Seeing her here, out of the Art therapy room was … strange. Peeta had gotten accustomed to seeing her there, a permanent fixture in his otherwise very hectic world… being totally on his own from one day to the other because he was legally an adult, yet having to deal with the aftermath of the fire, the death of his whole close family, the emptiness.
When she turned her head at the sound of his voice, he saw the stream of tears on her face, her shiny eyes circled with red that she promptly hid behind a Kleenex.
He didn’t dare move forward at the sight of such display of sadness, didn’t dare move his eyes from her face, didn’t dare look at the tombstone in front of her.
He didn’t need to. He understood.
The pain, the loss. The tears.
He heard her sobbing. He had gotten so accustomed to her silence, the sound startled him, prompted him to move forward.
He would never be able to remember how long it took him to get to her, just that something in him told him it was the right thing to do. Without thinking, as soon as he got close to her, so close, maybe too close, he held out his hand to engulf her in the lightest hug he had ever given.
Peeta Mellark had always been known for his hugs. Whether the bear-hugs he shared with his brothers, or the lighter ones with his friends, there was the Delly-hug, which mostly consist of extricating himself out of his best friends embrace.
It was the first time though that he felt a shiver run through him as he hugged Katniss, something that came from the somewhere deep down inside of him, something he couldn’t explain, something … primal, laced with the urge to protect her.
Peeta felt her tense at the first touch of his arm, which he expected but seconds after she all but crumpled onto him, quickly soaking his shirt with her tears.
He had no clue what to do, what to say to help her out. He knew from experience that telling her things would be alright, that she would feel better one day were useless.
“I know a place, deep in the woods, where I go to forget about the world. A place where I can cry and be sad, where I can be …me.” He whispered for her ear only. “It’s away from the Hob woods - you just have to walk a little and there’s … there’s this lake. My family …”
His voice broke at the thought of his parents, of his brothers. Peeta took a deep breath, closed his eyes, before starting again.
“We own the land around … my grandfather got if from my grandmother and they built a caban there… we often came for the family barbecues … we spent so many times swimming or fishing….”
For a few seconds, Peeta was lost into his memories of another time. He didn’t notice the small smile that appeared on his lips at the thought of the epic games he had with his brothers, or with friends that came with them.
“But the most beautiful thing at the lake, is the willow tree on one side… when there’s a slight breeze, you can see the branches touching the surface of the water, playing with it … it’s beautiful.. I’ve tried so many times to draw it, but so far it’s all bad … There are flowers, too, and when the lake is calm, you can see their perfect reflection in the water, it’s beautiful ….”
As he opened his eyes, Peeta realized there were tears coming out of his eyes, that he had been crying too.
For the first time in months, he realized he felt better after crying, that remembering the good times had felt good.
“Can you take me to your lake?” she asked, in a voice raw with sorrow, with hurt, with the lack of practice.
He nodded, speechless at her talking, while he watched her bending down, kissing her palm before she lifted her hand to the three names engraved in the granite.
Her name was Everdeen, Peeta read. He held his hand out to her when she rose.
They had a lake to see.
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