#HOLY FUCK I FINALLY FINISHED THIS THING.

[samsrosary]

healing

#HOLY FUCK I FINALLY FINISHED THIS THING. #IF YOU GUYS DONT ITNRACT ILL CRY :(( #samstiel #sastiel #samcas #sam winchester #castiel #my art #fanart #spn #supernatural #why is he not using his grace? GOOD question. sam asked him not to.

[tastywormfood]

Finally finished it, holy fuck. Hope you like it<3

#byler #stranger things #stranger things s4 #soft byler #i finally finished this holy fuck #byler fanart #byler endgame #will byers #mike wheeler #stranger things byler

[nikuttek]

here's Thorin and Bilbo being oblivious and in love at the Carrock

#bagginshield #the hobbit #lotr #my art #can you tell i had no witty caption planned for this akjdskjds #but holy shit it is finally finished #and i am so incredibly proud of this even if i fucked up some things #such as their height difference and thorin's finger lol #they hug at the carrock... i drew a forehead touch... maybe i should draw a kiss as well... #now why ON EARTH does it look blurry unless i click on the image... AAAHHHHH #tolkien

[thirteenemeraldcats]

Summary:

Nothing had happened, is the point. Nothing had changed. Nothing that would explain why he’d had to choke down his dinner, had only managed part of it in the end, left the half-eaten remains to go bad in his kitchen sink.

Nothing had happened that would explain how when he’d gone to get undressed for bed that night he just… couldn’t. How the thought of taking off the heavy sweats he’d spent the evening in felt unnervingly like peeling off his own skin. How he’d crawled into bed still fully clothed, still cold, had curled into a ball, tucked deep under his duvet. How he’d just… gone.

Nothing had happened that would explain why he was still curled into that ball, still fully clothed in the dark all those hours later. Still awake, still gone.

He’s cold.

In which Jamie has a very-bad-brain-day and Roy tries to help.

AKA: ‘I feel like I’ve lost my wings Roy’: but make it much, much worse.

#guess who's got two thumbs a terrible sleep schedule and FINALLY GOT HER SHIT TOGETHER #it's not me #i did finally finish this though #i wrote a thing #(and EDITED the thing holy fucking hell) #fic: thought that i was young #formerly known as #fic: untitled-jamie-blue-screen-day #ted lasso #ted lasso fanfic #roy kent #jamie tartt #ao3

[yo9urt]

local man completely obliterated by strength of narrative and character writing in 2023 game of the year

#mine #last night after putting it off for essentially as long as i possibly could because i knew it would decimate me #i finally attacked c4z4dor and (of course) kept ast4r10n as a spawn and basically finished up his quest #FUUUUCK ME DUDE....i knew what was coming in advance but that did not make it any less impactful #i mean holy shit the writing on this guy......the fucking graveyard scene (DO NOT GET ME STARTED)... #and of course neil's performance ohhh my god he deserves every award he can possibly have #god i love asta so much i'm literally never going to be the same this game is soooo insane #the only things i have left are the house of hope and then disabling the foundry and killing gort and doing the final fight stuff #i am ... nervous lol #ive heard the raphael fight is HAAAAAAAAARD #i'll find a way... #i think in the future i may reorder my act 3 quests i think it would be interesting to tackle some (ex companion quests or raphael) #sooner in the story #shadowhearts quest was like...3rd or 4th last thing i did cause i think i did that and then ansur and then astarion #i'm actually SO excited to replay the game i think im gonna have the time of my life doing roleplay and making diff choices #plus i know i missed a TON of stuff in this run so its gonna be fun to see what else is out there #after this im planning to do my first durge run which is REALLY exciting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i may do another regular tav run simultaneously but not totally sure.... #anyway yeah... awesome game everyone should buy it and play it its on sale right now go buy it and play it

[jpasionr]

revenge against this stupid jellyfish because trawling in dredge has the worst rng towards trawling only aberrations

#video #dave the diver #dredge #I finally beat both of these games (but still need to finish some other things in dtd) #like gyao and leveling all the dishes #but holy shit it was satisfying using the steel net gun at that fucker #eldritch madness didn’t drive me to insanity it was this fucking jellyfish and pale reach dlc’s colossal squid aberration

[astrxealis]

good morning my personality for the day is that i'm uncontrollably sobbing on the inside about ff9 and ff10

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #RAGHHH FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AGAIN....... feels unreal tbh lol whatever #i'm a tad bit sick which is worrisome and it's been raining a fuckton in the ph . thankfully i'm not affected #but my heart goes out to those who have :') you guys here stay safe okay!! #and HIII I HOPE YOU ALL ARE WELL <3 it's way too early for me in the morning i woke up at 5 holy fuck uh. i hope u all are well #anyway Not Alone and Suteki Da Ne and Melodies Of Life ..... i am ruined #the ending of ffx . the whole thing with Friendship in ffix. #yk the funny thing... ffx was my childhood it is and was everything to me and my first final fantasy but i still haven't finished it actuall #ik the story and i'm literally at the end but my spheres suck. i was not even 13 when i started playing okay.... on ps3 And ps4 #:(( tidus and yuna are everything to me. the whole main cast is tbh. i love them dearly #ix i have not actually played yet hahaha i'm crazy ik but my twin has!! anddd i just love all final fantasies vvv much #ik some stuff abt ix but obvs it's nothing compared to. Actually Playing The Game #i did play a bit tho ^_^ until the #vamo' alla flamenco!! #oh i had to search it to make sure i was right in spelling and Bless. i actually was lol #honestly idk my fav in ix but x it is . tidus yuna rikku. can't pick! but yes i adore tidus he's everything #uhmm ix tho... freya? zidane? dagger? vivi? ya #awh. i love ff sooo much #still also very much in a xiv mood btw. uhmm raha themis alisaie hyth zenos zero my beloveds! #those r my top favs me thinks but i have wayyy too many :] lyse... magnai... fandaniel... venat... thancred... ryne... urianger... fordola #and etc. dhgjsbsj there is a Lot. my heart goes out to so many of them but i think my top favs are the ones i said first fr ^_^ #funny daniel got demoted to a lesser fav i'm sorry luv LMFAO but maybe when i'm in a fandaniel mood again someday. yay!

[whumpy-wyrms]

hey guys

#man i am such a sleepy fella rn #i sure hope i’m not a clone and the real me doesn’t come into my room and kill me tonight! #/j #genuinely thank u all for ur reactions. like u all are excited to read new chapters and IM excited to read ur reactions #its always my favorite part #makes me so happy to see people enjoying my characters and story it’s literally a dream come true like wow #i’m so happy people like chapter 14 and thanks for all the amazing comments and stuff it makes me sooo happy #i’m too eepy but yeah that’s what i wanted to say :) #wyrms says stuff #i’ve also had anton brainrot specifically him as a Little Guy so i might finally finish that borrower basil au thing when they first meet #cuz it’s super wholesome and i think u all need that LOLLL #also. only like 7 of you will know what i’m talking about but anton as a kid is literally just louie in a different font like wow they are #soooo similar #not present day anton tho. just him as a little guy #literally him and louie would’ve been best friends AUGHH MY HEART #i’m gonna draw them interacting because that would literally heal me that would change my life #none of you understand how important this is to me like. holy shit #anyway reminder that things might be rough for dew right now haha but he gets a happy ending don’t stress abt it!! #the next 4 chapters specially might be a bit darker than usual #but then mystery character!!!!!!!! FUCK YESSS!!!!!! #excited :)

[shirogane-oushirou]

/setting up new computer/

f/o save me... f/o... save me f/o......

#in case my replies are spotty again: #finally got an early 2023 gaming laptop and have been installing things... transferring files.... testing games (holy FUCK???)... #i can FLIRT WITH MY OTOME F/OS ALL I WANT AAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! #gripping them so hard. finally going to finish spade black. my old laptop couldn't handle yuzu anymore ;__; #aughhhhhh i'm so excited to be able to fun things other than like.... rpgmaker games... without shit crashing. #the screen colors are still a bit Fucky tho so that's my mission for tomorrow. :3 #📌 [ my posts. ]

[searidings]

What season was current when you started watching SG?

i was waaaaay late to this clown convention bro 5a was airing as i was catching up on five years of lesbians!!!

#so. so. i first watched s1 when it came out in 2015 #and i liked it but like. there was no lena yet so i wasn't HOOKED hooked #i know you wouldn't know it now but believe it or not superheroes are generally really Not My Thing #and then once lena arrived i kept seeing fruity stuff about them on tumblr as the great lesbian migration commenced once more #but i avoided the brain rot for years until i finally saw one sexy post too many and thought shit maybe i should give it another go #also because hello like. katie and mel are fucking gorgeous #so this was late 2019 when i started watching the whole thing from the beginning to catch up #and i distinctly remember winter 2019 seeing that clip of 5a kara at mount norquay and lena turning off the cannons at the last second #that clip was going around on tumblr while i was like just starting s3 and i remember thinking holy fuck #however gay they are now (s3) it's clearly only going to get gayer #and i was RIGHT #anyway. so i was all caught up to the present by the time 5a finished and ive watched it live ever since the 5b premiere!!! #so since the beginning of 2020 ive really been IN this clown car you feel me #never really wrote fic though #but then the pandemic hit and everything shut down and these two fruits had me in a chokehold and lo and behold #my ao3 account was born #and that's what you missed on glee #so i have not been here since the beginning but by god i'm here till the bitter end #hope you're having a wonderful day #asks #anonymous

[un-pearable]

incredibly ironic to me that i spent all of high school putting all my stats into math and science bc ~women in stem~ but i’ve never been happier than now when i get to study arguably the most human of the humanities (anthropology) and i’m cranking out multiple thousands of words a day of bullshit analysis, having the time of my life AND not having to attend 8am calc classes. triple win (does not have to think about physics).

#sorry high school engineering program. fuck physics. it’s fascinating but it broke me #in physics you have to ignore 99% of how the world works in order to do any productive math. in anthropology i’m SUPPOSED to take every #little bit of context and squeeze out as much meaning as i can. and then ask my friend about it and what *they* thought it meant. + repeat. #it’s delightful. i am having so much fun and holy SHIT do i write a lot #sry this is mostly bc i finally moved my discussion posts to a seperate doc and realized i’ve written over 10k words just in the first four #weeks of the semester without even realizing. hell yeah. #love doing hw that i actually feel good about finishing #sry i dragged myself all the way through ap calc bc for the sake of ~women in stem~ let me have this. #disregarding my complex relationship to my gender rn it really defined a ton of my school experience and it’s a big relief to feel justified #in letting it go #fuck yeah. it’s jay shills for anthropology night #text✨ #anth n arch #also like. a big part of why i like it so much is bc it’s exactly what fandom does. fandom deserves to realize that a lot of what it does is #anthropological and i think a lot of this site could benefit from recognizing how that’s both a good and bad thing

[foxcassius]

omg this is crazy. have u guys heard of this thing called wangsangningxianxuan.

#i was scrolling thru my own works on ao3 and went 'man wanxx probably isnt even that good anymore' #'if i read it now i would probably not like it :(' #i was wrong. i reread every way to touch your lovers. holy fucking shit. #i was on some kind of sauce when i wrote wsnxx i need that again to finally finish chapter 10 #still thinking the characters and story are distinct enough to reskin the thing as original fiction #but i would need to add way more back story and also change some of that stuff so #t

[tragically-jane-doe]

Patricia wants to cuddle is one of the most absolutely unhinged books I've ever read

#Patricia wants to cuddle #my main notes are #fuck what the fuck why the fuck who the fuck fuck fuck oh my fuck #as you can see ive lost my mind in the process of reading this book #i cant tell if its bad or not cause i did finish reading it #but holy fuck was it just thing after thing thrown at me with little to no time to process #i do have to say the gorey bits seemed to be well written which was nice cause the last horrory book i read was final girls and uh #grady Hendrix has some absolutely killer ideas but isnt that great at putting them on paper #reading #books

[daechwitamv]

nobodies gonna be more surprised than me when i actually get this degree

#gonna have to move the exam i have in sep into next semester simply bc my mental health is deteriorating faster every day and #i cant do another year of daily panic attacks and constant anxiety i cant do it #ive been feeling dizzy every day for two months and lately ive been waking up and going to bed with headaches #i cant do this shit i rly rly cant #but the humiliation of having to move exams again bro im . #in theory im supposed to finish my master this summer aka rn lmao in practice im gonna need next sem for exams and then another semester #for my master thesis #. #my mental shit is holding me back so fucking much i thought i was doing better but holy shit #im so tired of this i just wanna finally get my degree i feel so dumb holy shiiiiiy #but i cant study every day for a month and a half for this exam in sept i cant its gonna almost definitely gonna make me sewerslidal #and for what. im destroying my mental health for fucking what #it doesnt matter if i need another year in the grand scheme of things #and it doesnt matter if other ppl are judging me for being slow and needing so much time . it doesn't #it doesnt matter it doesnt matter it doesnt matteerrr #hahahahhaha #:) #::::::))))( #anyways. im gonna take a nap

[gemofanenby]

alright

i’m gonna say it

FUCK webtoon /gen

#like holy shit #there was a comic i really liked #and suddenly it has a ‘daily unlock’ thing #where starting at the first episode #only one episode would unlock for you for free #otherwise you’d have to pay #since the last time id read it there had been 10 new updates #the finale apparently #i was on episode *fucking 308 out of 318* #but suddenly #i can only read one episode a day #starting at the very beginning #WHICH MEANS I’D HAVE TO WAIT 10 FUCKING MONTHS JUST TO CATCH UP TO WHERE I ALREADY READ #OR PAY LIKE $30 JUST TO FINISH THE LAST 10 EPISODES OF THIS GODDAMN COMIC #swearing #swearing tw #tw swearing #but like holy fuck that’s so scummy

[usetheforce]

.

#i need to fire my undergrad bc she sucks but i dont wanna be the person who screws her career #but holy shit i have given her so many chances to improve and warnings about how her performance is not acceptable #and still nothing has changed #im giving her bare minimum tasks bc i cannot trust her to do more complex things and she has not shown me that she can commit #or do things on time #so i cant have her move on to more complex tasks and she actively hinders my progress bc i have to keep reminding her to complete her tasks #on time #she shows no interest in my projects and does not take any initiative and does not help me in any way #i have two undergrads lined up to join my projects who seem eager and interested and organized and i reslly want to work with them #but i need to get rid of her first #i hate to be the one to screw her career progress but she needs a major wakeup call if she wants to pursue a phd #her behavior will not fly in labs if she continues like this #i know what i have to do but i dont know if i have the strength to do it etc etc #ughhhh #well meeting w her on friday to go over her progress on the bare minimum tasks ive asked her to do and i just know that she wont finish the #by the deadline i gave her so i plan on being very clear that i cannot work with her going forward if this behavior continues and that will #be her final warning even tho ive given her wayyyy too many chances already and everyone else in lab agrees i need to let her go #fuck this sucks but she cant continue acting like this #plus shes gone for the summer so this is the perfect time tbh #ugh #grad school #in the lab #text it