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happy first edit of the year, miss jolyne “icon” cujoh 💚💚
(21’ vers n og im the cuttt)
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i need to notttt fucking have to wake up at 7 tomorrow i need to stay up and show my friends atsv and eeaao both at the same time. Fuck my life
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I miss...
I miss the sound of your voice
I miss having my phone on charge
to keep speaking to you for hours
I miss the video calls we'd have
that would last from
the late evening until lunch
time the very next day
I miss our lockdown conversations
I miss teasing you...
I miss telling you to how
pretty you are when your
hair is in it's natural state
I miss telling you to wear
your natural hair more often
and to embrace your curls more
I miss being the one you call when
you have a fight with your dad
I miss calming you down whenever
you have a horrible panic attack
I miss being protective over you
I miss worrying about you
I miss staring at you on purpose
so you can ask me why I'm staring
and so I can have a reason to
tell you how beautiful you are
I miss our inside jokes
I miss our bond
I miss us
I miss you
Please call me by mistake
Get my hopes up...
Tell me you still love me
Tell me you miss me too...
- j.james
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Though it's over now in my dreams you call me back, but I hope you don't.
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The day we became girlfriends was the day I died. It wasnt from the storm outside; thunder shaking the house as I smiled to myself over my new-found happiness, wondering if that was God's way of speaking against our union. It wasnt from my parents learning of this new development between us, but if they had I would have certainly been disposed of without question. It was the way I immediately knew I wasn't enough to keep her. The way I could feel the disinterest seeping through her very being before the night was even over. The death I experienced then wasn't physical, but some nights, when the moon hides behind the clouds and the blankets dont smell like her anymore, I find myself wishing it was.
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i applied to a job! and they were supposed to call me back! and they have not yet! and it starts next week and im freaking tf out!!!
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