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lovehours · 7 months
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i don’t even fucking care
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volfoss · 1 year
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Day 3 (sorta) update -> hurts less to sit up idk about standing yet. Drains are barely full so that's a blessing (guy who's so fucking squeamish with my own blood) and when I went for a drive yesterday it went ok, so I'm hoping I'll be good to go into the stores today to get some stuff because I'm healing pretty easy. I think the elevation changes have been the worst but otherwise it's been pretty chill. Definitely less pain than yesterday 👍
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apoemaday · 5 months
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What Didn't Work
by Donna Masini
Chemo      Tarceva     prayer meditation    affirmation      Xanax Avastin     Nebulizer     Zofran Zoloft     Vicodin     notebooks nurses     oxygen tank     pastina magical thinking     PET scans     movies therapy     phone calls     candles acceptance     denial     meatloaf doctors     rosary beads     sleep Irish soda bread     internet     incantations visitors     sesame oil     pain patches CAT scans     massage     shopping thin sliced Italian bread with melted mozzarella St. Anthony oil     Lourdes water     St. Peregrine tea     spring water     get well cards relaxation tapes     recliner     cooking shows cotton T-shirts     lawn furniture     a new baby giving up Paris     giving up Miami     charts bargaining     not bargaining     connections counting with her     breathing for her     will Pride and Prejudice     Downton Abbey     prayer watching TV     not watching TV     prayer prayer     prayer     prayer lists   
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warlenys · 7 months
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think this was the pinnacle of house. every single thing that happened every promise that was made was resolved by house giving the last of his vicodin to wilson in a violently homoerotic close up mouth shot directed by famed hilson shipper hugh laurie in an episode that calls it a bromance. this is television baby
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cupcraft · 2 months
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Gregory house is like I hate patients and the clinic and then Is like hey you're in pain, or have chronic pain like fibromyalgia Here bottoms up take some of my vicodin bc you deserve to have no pain. Like oh you have chronic inflammatory bowel disease yeah cigarettes help sorry sorrybsorry I'm sorry. Also hey do you wanna like play metroid with me. Also hey I know I said I wouldn't deliver your baby but I'm now demanding my entire team (we aren't a obgyn specialist) to deliver your baby in 5 months because I actually gaf. Sorey your problem informed me how to save someone's life let me step out without saying anything. What a freak
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team-iceflower · 3 months
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Blake: Tequila makes me aggressive.
Weiss: Ugh, tequila makes me wanna dance.
Ruby: I uh, I one time took like, 10 Vicodin and drank an entire thing of tequila and then blacked out for 3 days. But while blacked out I still did things, went to school and did homework and stuff. Was really weird.
Blake: ...
Weiss: Well, baby, let's not do that tonight.
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dragonagitator · 2 months
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House MD fans: You wake up in the PPTH ER in summer 2004. What you doing?
Scenario parameters:
All your memories of the show and the past 20 years are intact.
You are stuck there/then and cannot return to our universe/year.
You have nothing but the hospital gown on your back.
Questions:
So, what do you do?
How much would you tell House?
How would you get him to believe you?
Who else would you tell?
How much would you tell them?
Inspiration:
The author self-insert isekai fanfic "Intervention" by VivatRex (aka @acrownforaking). They've been writing it for the past 11+ years and are still updating. It's already nearly 300k words long despite only being up to the events of S02E15. I AM IN AWE.
I haven't been able to stop thinking about this scenario ever since I read that fanfic a month ago. I'd love to discuss it with other House MD fans and hear what you would do.
(Apologies to the mutuals for the abrupt blog topic change. A new brainrot has taken hold.)
My short answer:
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My long answers are below the cut.
So, what do you do?
My primary objective would be to enlist House in averting the pandemic.
My reasoning: If anyone can nip it in the bud before it gets out of Wuhan, I figure that a world-renowned genius doctor who is an infectious diseases specialist, speaks Mandarin, and now has a 15-year head start would have the best chance.
Difficulty level: Babysitting a narcissistic manchild with the self-preservation instincts of a toddler until the year 2020 so that he makes it there then alive, out of prison, and with his sanity, medical license, and professional reputation intact. To quote Quantum Leap, "Ohhhhhh boooooooy."
Strategy: I'm in the "I could fix him, but whatever's wrong with him is way funnier" camp, so I wouldn't try to change him (that always backfires anyway). Instead, I'd try to change his circumstances:
A stable romantic relationship would help, so I'd seduce him if I can (I'm not his type but a gal's gotta shoot her shot), try to get him together with Dominika earlier if I can't, and tell him how horribly his relationship with Cuddy ended so he knows better than to even start it.
Avert the shooting. Moriaty was a patient so his info is in the PPTH files. I AM THE ONE WHO KNOCKS. Or for a less murdery approach, try to get him arrested in April 2006 for violating New Jersey's strict gun laws.
Warn House about Tritter so he can switch patients with another clinic doctor.
Warn House to never get on a bus with Amber.
Tell Kutner I'm from the future and he's the only one who can prevent something horrible from happening (he's a Trekkie so he'll want to believe), then unfurl my big timeline poster and point at the "Kutner suicide early 2009" stickynote and ask him "so what's up with that, dude?"
Tell Wilson everything I can remember about his cancer -- he's an oncologist and thus can work backwards from there to figure out when to start checking for it so he can cut the tumor out while it's still just a tiny baby.
I would take a harm reduction approach to House's drug use, e.g., suggest that he try microdosing psilocybin and extend his liver's lifespan by substituting cannabis for some of his Vicodin and alcohol consumption.
Methods: Even though he doesn't have one for most of the show, House mentions a few times that he's entitled to hire an assistant, and I happen to be excellent at administrative work.
I think he'd be willing to hire me because working as his executive assistant / department secretary would position me to recognize patients as they come in so that I can discreetly pass along anything I remember, e.g., the kindergarten teacher has pork worms in her brain, ask the scientist in Antarctica to show you her feet, etc.
Meanwhile, I could lurk around the hospital preventing miscellaneous shit, e.g., get the gift shop volunteer from S01E04 to go home sick, ensure that the gunman from S05E09 is promptly admitted, diagnosed, and treated before he snaps and takes hostages, etc.
Possible sidequests:
Use my foreknowlege to get rich by milking online poker bonuses until the passage of the UIGEA in 2006, use my poker money to start flipping houses until 2007, get in on the "Big Short" in 2008, and set a Google Alert for "Bitcoin" so I can start mining/buying it from day one. Unfortunately, I haven't paid enough attention to individual stocks to play the market other than knowing that Amazon would be a good long-term buy & hold.
Use my riches to change the outcome of the 2016 election and try to steer the development of the internet and society in general in a slightly less stupid direction.
Send Pete Carroll a letter postdated just before the 2013 Superbowl telling him the outcome, then suggest for the final play of the 2014 Superbowl that the Seahawks try handing the ball off to Marshawn Lynch instead of throwing it because that throw will be intercepted. PRIORITIES.
How much would you tell House? How would you get him to believe you?
Your story about being from the future of an alternate universe in which House and everyone he knows are characters on a fictional TV show is already too batshit crazy to believe even without his kneejerk "everybody lies" skepticism. How would you differentiate yourself from all the patients who pull crazy stunts to try to get him to take their case?
My answer: For the "from the future" part, I'm hoping there's some sort of test that House could run to confirm that I was indeed vaccinated with a mRNA vaccine against the COVID-19/SARS-COV-2 virus. Given that neither of those things existed in 2004, that would be physical evidence that I'm not from around here now.
If producing physical evidence isn't possible, then I know that Vegetative State Guy from S03E15 is already a patient at PPTH because he'd been there for 10 years, so I'd find him and tell House about his son. I could also tell House enough about the cases from the first few episodes that I'm pretty sure he'd believe me by Christmas. I want in on Chinese food with Wilson.
I would wait until House accepted the "from the future" part before broaching the "fictional TV show" issue. Until then, "I watched a TV show about your life and cases" is a 100% true statement and it's not my fault if he assumes that show was a documentary. :)
Once he believed me, I'd tell him everything.
Who else would you tell? How much would you tell them?
There are people out there who would literally kill for your knowledge of the future, so going public or being too open about it seems highly risky.
My answer: I'd tell House, Wilson, and Chase right away. Kutner but not before Jan 2009. Maybe eventually Cuddy and the rest of the Diagnostics team if keeping my foreknowledge of the future from them proves too difficult.
House is the only one who gets to know everything. Everyone else is on a "need to know" basis.
I might also bring Bill Arnello (the brother/lawyer of the mob informant in S01E15 "Mob Rules") into the circle of trust because he could be a very useful resource for some of my sidequests, e.g., changing the outcome of the 2016 election far far far in advance and in the most direct way possible. (Hi, Secret Service! This is a purely hypothetical discussion about time travel and not at all indicative of any real criminal intent, pls do not pay me a visit, kthxbai.)
I think the only people I would tell the "fictional TV show" part to would be House, Wilson, and Chase, because there are things I need to warn them about that definitely wouldn't have been in a documentary. Like Chase needs to know that killing Diballa is 100% the right thing to do but he seriously needs to work on his OpSec. Everyone else gets the implied documentary lie of omission.
If I get caught knowing too much by random patients, I'll just claim to be psychic. Way more people believe in that than would believe in time travel.
What would you do?
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aestheticaltcow · 2 months
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Vicodin - CBZ
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You exited the bathroom to see Carmy sitting on the couch with his face in his hands. “Carm? You okay?” you asked, stepping closer to him. He said nothing, “Carmy?” you softly asked as you touched his shoulder. “I can’t fuckin’ do it, baby…” he crocked, staying in the same position on the couch, “Hey, hey, hey. Look at me, Carmen.” you coaxed until he finally pushed his hands through his hair and turned his head to you. You saw the exhaustion in his eyes, “Carmy, we’re taking a mental health day. You’re exhausted; you’ll work yourself to death if you keep going like this.” he shook his head. “Mikey-” “Carmy, they’ll survive a day or two without you.” you interrupted. “Go take a shower. I’m gonna make us some tea, and then we’re going to bed. Tomorrow, we’re gonna stay in bed all day- I’ll order food, and we’ll watch a season or two of some shitty Netflix show. Then we’ll go on a hot girl walk.” you softly explained as you rubbed circles on his back with your hand. He took a deep breath and nodded softly before putting his head on your shoulder, “I love you, Carmy. I want you to take care of yourself.”
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pedge-stuff · 10 months
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PLEASE WRITE A PART 2 for accident! I’m obsessed
I hadn't planned on it, but... this has been arranged.
accident p. 2 (pedro pascal x gn/m!reader)
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a/n: same vague universe as “marked," as always.
summary: you let him fuss.
It's well past midnight as you key into the apartment. Pedro busies himself by getting you settled, although his movements are almost as sluggish and haggard as your own. Six hours in the ER had taken its toll.
"Why don't you head up?"
You'd sat on the chair by the door, intent on untying your shoes, but had apparently been staring at them for the last few moments. Without a second thought, Pedro kneeled before you. "I'm gonna take the dogs around the block, and then I'll close up down here."
You are struck, not for the first time this evening, by an overwhelming wave of gratitude. How did you get so lucky?
He jingles the leashes, pausing to kiss your forehead before heading out.
It takes you way too long to get up. Some combination of exhaustion and low-dose Vicodin have you zoning out, effectively sleepwalking without Pedro to move you along. There is a pharmacy baggy on the counter, but by the sluggishness of your thoughts, the remainder of the prescription might need to go untouched.
Eventually, you drag yourself upstairs.
Everything feels dirty. The loaned scrub pants come off easily, shed in the doorway of the ensuite, to be dealt with later. (Thrown away, burned, ripped to shreds... Dealer's choice. Anything to be rid of them and put the whole evening behind you.)
You want to take the hottest shower possible, and scrub off the invisible hospital residue until your skin is raw. But the prospect of standing for long enough to get clean is... logistically impossible.
At least your dominant hand is uninjured. You reach around, fumbling with the buckle on the back of the sling. For a broken bone, it wasn't very high tech— just a few pieces of fabric holding the two halves of your left clavicle in place. But the damn thing may as well have been a rubik's cube, for how impossible it was to unstrap.
That's about where Pedro finds you: back down to your underwear, hunched on the closed lid of the toilet, frustrated to tears.
"This is so stupid."
"Baby," he starts softly. His dinner attire has been pared down to slacks and an undershirt. "Please let me do this for you."
A brown paper bag is set on the counter, so he can gently remove the sling, followed by the scrub top. Eyes closed, you wilt on the lid. Pedro reaches to plug the tub, without asking, though you nod slowly as he looks back.
The man busies himself as you watch on: changes into a well-loved pair of flannel pajama bottoms, tosses some lavender epsom salt into the slowly-filling water, swears a blue streak doing something suspiciously loud in the other room.
When he returns, slightly red in the face, the bath has been filled.
A not-insignificant part of you had hoped he'd be joining, but Pedro chooses instead to perch on the side, running a hand through your hair as you settle against the porcelain. From within the paper bag, a bag of mini Reeses cups are presented.
"Bodega dinner," he says proudly, adding, "you gotta eat something, baby."
"I'm okay," you whisper, though you're not talking about the peanut butter, at all.
"But you almost weren't," he says hoarsely. "I keep replaying that phone call over and over again in my mind. I think my heart stopped for a second. I just..."
You can only nod, mutely. The feverish, borderline frantic look in his eyes traps any response in your throat. (Honestly, he'd been looking at you like that all night. Hasn't really taken his eyes off you since he found you in the hospital hallway.)
So, you let him fuss.
Out of the tub, you lightly dread bedtime, though you've been fantasizing about sleep now for hours. The doctor had specifically warned against sleeping on either your side or back, instead sending you home with a diagram of how to sleep sitting up. Which sounds worse than a car accident, frankly.
But, upon entering, you discover the bedroom has... transformed? Your bed, normally centered, has been pushed into the corner. One nightstand has been abandoned in the middle of the room.
"I'll move that later," Pedro says sheepishly.
All the pillows on the bed, and from the chaise in the opposite corner of the room, have been gathered in a clumsy pile. The dogs have already assumed their positions against the footer.
Pedro shucks off his undershirt, and crawls into the makeshift nest. With pillows to support his often-fragile back, he reclines against the wall corner. Pats the mattress.
"You can't lay down," he warns, as you shift onto the bed. "The doctor was really particular about that."
"Sitting up," you echo. Although, at this point, you'd crash standing up if it meant you could finally fucking sleep.
Pedro splays his legs. "Come here."
Carefully, one-handed, you maneuver yourself according to his gesturing. Settling, back-to-chest, against him; legs between his legs. Propped up like a rag doll. As if on autopilot, Pedro's arm comes up to wrap across your stomach.
"This can't possibly be comfortable for you," you protest.
His lips brush your temple. "I promise." His grip tightens; you are a human teddy bear, which feels appropriate, since your brain is full of stuffing.
Each rise and fall of Pedro's chest presses warmly against you. There is nothing to wake up for tomorrow, no alarm to set— you'd cancelled your Sunday Brunch plans sometime between the IV and the x-ray.
"Hey." You loll your head against his shoulder. Can't meet his eyes, from this angle, but in the darkness of the bedroom, it doesn't really matter.
"Hey."
Your fingers lace with his, where they clutch around your side. "I love you."
"Mm." His chin hooks over the top of your head. "You have no idea, sweetheart."
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lovelenivy · 5 months
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you know what hate crimes md enjoyers, idk if this has been done before but i wanna start like a little tag game: i wanna know your favorite seasons in order, what you think is the best episode each season, your personal favorite ep from each season, any honorable mentions if you have them, and your least favorite/worst episode in your opinion. i'd also like to have you sort the main characters/fellows from favorite to least favorite, plus tell me your favorite ship (and optionally, a ship you enjoy and think is underrated)! feel free to toss in any explanations for why you chose what you did. (: kinda long, but oh well – feel like it'll be fun.
i'll go first (so you can see the format) – listing seasons from the best imo, to the worst, and the episodes.
Seasons:
1. Season 3
Best episode: one day, one room (?)
Favorite episode: merry little christmas
Honorable mention(s): cane and able, words and deeds, family, needle in a haystack
Least favorite episode: que sera sera (?)
it was hard to pick the best bc i'm biased towards merry little christmas, but i don't know if it would be the best of the season exactly. as for que sera sera, nothing really wrong with it but honestly i had a hard time picking a least favorite too. great season – to me it's like the classic house season.
2. Season 5
Best: birthmarks
Favorite: under my skin
Honorable mention(s): the softer side, last resort, both sides now, painless
Least favorite: big baby (?)
i literally just barely remember big baby compared to the rest, i think, no matter how many times i see it. amazing season though, honestly so up there with s3 for me that it became a tough choice.
3. Season 6
Best: help me
Favorite: wilson
HM(s): the down low, broken (part 1 & 2), baggage, lockdown
Least favorite: epic fail, remorse (?)
help me is such an amazing episode, it always makes me cry. epic fail is extremely annoying tho and idk why, like after i watched it more than once or twice i started having a hard time rewatching it. and honestly every time i watch remorse i get pissed off on thirteen's behalf and it's just not a fun feeling. not a bad episode though. i know a lot of people don't like s6 but i love it.
4. Season 2
Best: euphoria (part 1 & 2)
Favorite: no reason
HM(s): skin deep, distractions, hunting, clueless
Least favorite: sleeping dogs lie
i recently rewatched euphoria and it's so fucking good i legitimately cried. sleeping dogs lie isn't a bad episode, it just is frustrating to watch for many reasons. another classic house season.
5. Season 4
Best: house's head/wilson's heart
Favorite: house's head/wilson's heart, 97 seconds
HM(s): mirror mirror, you don't want to know, frozen, living the dream
Least favorite: the right stuff
nothing really wrong with the least favorite – it was honestly a tough choice. also i couldn't pick a favorite, it was so tough. i honestly really like this season despite how short and different it is.
6. Season 1
Best: detox
Favorite: detox
HM(s): three stories, histories, control, mob rules
Least favorite: heavy, everybody lies (pilot)
the pilot being orange just makes me laugh the whole time so it's hard to watch, and chase's insane fatphobia in heavy is just disturbing, which is the only reason it's a least favorite. for the best i was torn between three stories and detox, but i think detox is better. s1 is ranked so low bc of general weirdness.
7. Season 8
Best: the c-word, everybody dies
Favorite: the c-word
HM(s): dead & buried, twenty vicodin, nobody's fault, post mortem
Least favorite: we need the eggs
we need the eggs isn't bad, the case is just ??? weird and kinda sad tbh idk. i haven't rewatched the c-word yet but i remember it fondly, so i couldn't really choose a best episode. is picking the finale kinda dumb? maybe, idk. i like a lot of episodes from season 8 surprisingly, like most of them, but it's so different from the previous seasons with cuddy absent and the late addition of two new main characters that it can't be any higher for me.
8. Season 7
Best: after hours
Favorite: after hours, out of the chute
HM(s): unwritten, bombshells, the dig, moving on, fall from grace
Least Favorite: two stories
god i really can't stand rewatching two stories. idk what it is but the fucking kids that house gets stuck with in the principal's office are so annoying ??? probably my least fave episode in all of house. but despite how s7 is at the bottom, it did have some great episodes. just wasn't my favorite season at all, especially as someone who isn't really into huddy.
Characters:
from favorite to least favorite of the main characters –
1. House (of course)
2. Wilson
3. Thirteen
4. Cuddy
5. Chase
6. Foreman
7. Kutner
8. Cameron
9. Amber
10. Taub
11. Park
12. Adams
13. Masters
favorite ship: hilson (house / wilson)
underrated ship: thirteen / cameron, or chase / foreman
Tags:
anybody that wants to participate! i know it's kind of long so no sweat if you don't want to do it. i'm also indecisive so i had trouble picking episodes lmao
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sister-lucifer · 14 days
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I need you to tell me who you headcanon freaks out emotionally after the deed if you don’t cuddle them IMMEDIATELY. It doesn’t have to be anything big I just. Can’t dm you about it because Sir Vicodin will make fun of me.
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baby he’s gonna make fun of you anyways. and he’ll definitely make fun of me for answering but that’s okay, i’m having a good day and i can take it:]
anyways
the first people to come to mind were tim and LJ basically instantaneously
LJ has major abandonment issues and basically wants to cuddle all the time, but especially after sex. he likes the skin to skin contact and he likes to like over the bites he left on you as a sort of apology. he just wants to hug you all the time really, so it’s not that unusual, and he will def ask a bunch of questions and cry a bit if you try to leave. why don’t you wanna stay?? are you mad at him?? please stay please please please pl
tim wouldn’t outwardly freak out the way LJ would but he would be hurt. he sees it as a way to assure you, to remind you you’re not just sex to him. he wants to hold you close and fall asleep with you, that’s almost as good to him as the sex itself. if you leave he won’t beg like LJ but he’ll silently wonder if he did something wrong. c’mon, cuddle the guy, it’s the only time you can hug a bear without getting your throat ripped out
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punishedwilson · 4 months
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i tried overdoseing on house’s vicodin to which he made me throw up by shoving his fingers down my throat (surprised my gag reflex still even works) and after a few minutes if me sitting around crying.. He shows me this stupid fucking picture and he says “how can you have postpartum depression when our baby is this cute”
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i hate this stupid fucking thing why couldnt it come out of him instead of me he said nooo it was my turn on the bottom and he guilted me into keeping this. thing… I think next time I’ll just slit my wrists. He doesn’t even care, he just likes to have control over me.
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rainbowfic · 5 months
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There's no deadline and this is just for fun. I'll reblog this with links to the lists if you want to explore.
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Day 1: Royal Purple #11 Further beyond / Iceberg #12 Snowman
Day 2: Lilac #25 Freesia / Opera Mauve #20 Curtain call
Day 3: Lavender's Blue #2 Mermaid / Periwinkle #14 Enamel heart pendant from a garage sale
Day 4: Caramel #8 Gummies / Vert #16 As the lord/lady asks
Day 5: Midnight #6 Furtive / Psychedelic Purple #15 I know I'll never be the same
Day 6: Lotus #19 Truthfulness / Ignition Yellow #10 There are some nights I wait for someone to save us
Day 7: Green Go #21 Rideshare / Gold #12 The only way not to think about money is to have a great deal of it
Day 8: City Street #4 Highway / Greenstick Fracture #9 I got the velocity and now all I need is the mass
Day 9: Paprika #8 We've got something kinda funny going on / Harvard Crimson #14 Library
Day 10: Danish Red #2 The Snow Queen / Amaranth #5 Stars
Day 11: Pull Me Over Red #1 Parking ticket / Daffodil #5 Flowers
Day 12: Fluorescent Pink #19 It doesn't matter who they are, I won't forgive anyone who tries to stand out more than me / Parrot Green #13 Call
Day 13: Crane White #18 Tell your daughters do not walk the streets alone tonight / Spirits of Saturn #15 Overgrowth
Day 14: Cherry #12 Grapes / Skylight #4 Smoking on the fire escape
Day 15: Calcite #4 Soft/Hard / Burgundy #2 Varietal
Day 16: Yellow Submarine #17 The long and winding road that leads to your door will never disappear / White Opal #2 Dream
Day 17: Tigers Eye #8 Eerie empty spaces / Moonlight #1 Liminal
Day 18: Baby Blue #4 Sling / Red Dress #5 You need to find a new solution, adaptation or retribution
Day 19: Gunmetal #14 Crossbow / English Violet #3 Since I cannot prove a lover, to entertain these fair well-spoken days, I am determined to prove a villain
Day 20: Heirloom Silver #2 Heirloom / Brown #5 Brown bagging
Day 21: Coomassie Blue #1 Repressor / Folly #14 Relax, I saw it on TV
Day 22: Fuzzy Wuzzy #3 Hugs /Alien Green #6 This is where you pucker up and kiss my ass
Day 23: Fawn #4 Cat / Grand Ink #20 With a mug of hot tea and some Vicodin in my bloodstream, I look up from my book to watch the bugs outside the windows
Day 24: Royal Blue #2 Queen / Spirit Purple #19 Screw the binary gender system
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Dick having a nightmare while Sweetie and Harvey are staying over at the manor? Maybe with some snuggles and hot chocolate?
"Bruce," Dick sniffled, shoving his shoulder, "Bruce!"
Wha-" Bruce sat bolt upright, braced for a fight only to see Dick, rubbing his eyes and trying not to cry. "What's wrong, chum?" he asked, voice thick with sleep.
"I don't want Y/N to die," he murmured, taking a shaky breath.
"Buddy-"
"I keep- I keep- and she's really nice and I-" He breaks off starting to cry and when you sit up slowly, still bleary-eyed and half-drugged up, stifling a cough- Bruce is Glad you were too tired to be up for anything so it had just been he and Harvey in the bathroom earlier.
"C'mere, baby," you coax, holding your arms out. And Bruce helps him up.
"Be gentle," Bruce cautioned, but he realized Dick didn't need to be told that, not really. He snuggled into your arms, carefully laying his head on your chest, on the left side away from your port.
"Y/N please don't die," he sobbed.
"Shhh," you rub his back gently and kiss his forehead. "I'm here now, baby. Okay?"
"But-"
"We're going to do what we can okay? But sometimes- sometimes it just doesn't help."
Dick made a soft miserable noise and you kiss the top of his head, "I just gotta love you extra for now, kay?"
"I think this calls for Hot chocolate," Bruce rumbled, brushing a kiss against your temple.
"Bruce I don't think I can wal-"
"He can carry you," Dick said, nodding authoritatively. "He won't drop you, promise."
"The boss has spoken," Harvey said, rubbing his eyes, and reaching over to ruffle Dick's hair. "C'mon dude. Let's go heat up some milk and find the marshmallows."
If Dick notice anything or it registered that all of you were in Bruce's bed- he didn't say. But he let Harvey help him clamor off your lap and out of the room.
"Y/N," Bruce said, reaching over to click on the light, "Do you want- how's the pain can you swallow?"
"I don't know," you murmur, "I can't-" And before you have time to work up reasons you can't take it, Bruce carefully measured a half dose of the liquid Vicodin they'd given you so you could eat and handed it to you.
And when you frown at it and then at Bruce he just waits expectantly. Hopefully, if he numbed you a little they could get more than cocoa in you. "C'mon sweetheart," he coaxed. "Dick knows you're struggling. It'll help if he thinks-"
"Bruce," you sigh, taking the medicine with a wince, "I'm not your board. Don't try to head game me."
"If it works it works," he said, taking the cup from your hand and putting an arm under your knees carefully. "Put your arms around my neck, beautiful. Let's go make sure Dick doesn't try to con Harvey out of too many cookies."
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"Were you having a sleepover?" Dick asked, looking up at Harvey.
"Sometimes I- when you get older things get-" Harvey broke off, cheeks coloring, not sure how to explain it.
"Doesn't Y/N get hot stuck in the middle like that?" he asked, adding some pink sugar sprinkles to your mug.
Harvey exhaled slowly, "It helps her sleep," he said. "She gets cold really easy."
Dick nodded thoughtfully and looked around, "Is it too cold in here or?"
"She'll be okay, dude," he said, ruffling Dick's hair. "Coco's nice and hot." And, Harvey figured Dick would be in your lap. Having a pint-sized space heater pinning you in place until he was sleepy enough to go back to bed would help.
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amphoterrible · 4 months
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I started my House re-watch, want a preview of the first three episodes of season 1???
Season One (or: I don’t remember Wilson looking like such a baby the first time I saw this how old is Robert Sean Leonard in season one? THIRTY-FIVE?? FUCK)
In “Pilot” (or “Everybody Lies” if you’re feeling frisky) there’s not much going on in Vicodin Land. Our acetaminophen dose ranges from 1500-2250 mg. Boring.
“Paternity,” again, acetaminophen 1000-1500 mg.
Oh, “Occam’s Razor.” Dosage of acetaminophen is 1500-2250 mg, but this is our first medication tangent. Colchicine toxicity! Did you know the FDA told drug companies to stop manufacturing unapproved injectable colchicine in 2008?(1) Because I didn’t! There is no antidote for colchicine toxicity, it’s all supportive treatment. When I was re-watching this episode, I actually thought they confused colchicine for digoxin which I thought was weird because I feel like digoxin is so well known. But it turns out there is experimental colchicine-specific antibodies, but they’re not commercially available.(2) How did you get them, House? How did you get them so quickly?? Literally there is one published case report where they used Fab fragments for colchicine toxicity and it was published in 1995.(3) One patient! Nine years before this episode aired!
References
The Rheumatologist. FDA enforcement against injectable colchicine. https://www.the-rheumatologist.org/article/fda-enforcement-against-injectable-colchicine/. Accessed January 8, 2024.
Schier JG. Colchicine, podophyllin and the vinca alkaloids. In: Nelson LS, Howland M, Lewin NA, Smith SW, Goldfrank LR, Hoffman RS, eds. Goldfrank’s Toxicologic Emergencies, 11e. McGraw-Hill; 2019:537-547.
Baud FJ, et al. Treatment of severe colchicine overdose with colchicine-specific fab fragments. N Engl J Med. 1995;332:642-645.
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usetheeauthor · 2 years
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I’ll Make You Pay (Angst/Smut)
Inexperienced!Dr. Julian Albert x Dark!Fem!Reader
Dark/Sex Pollen Fic (18+ MDNI)
Summary: Julian, lonely and looking for some company and attention, stumbles upon your profile on a popular sugar daddy site. You decide to go for it needing the money for drugs. What happens when you take a drug that makes you extremely needy with Dr. Albert, whom, by the way, has no money to pay to you?
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A/N: Ya’ll see that gif thooo!! Kissing and neck cuffing. I love me some daddy Felton! Wrote this partly for myself because there aren’t many fics about Julian Albert and it’s so criminal.
TW/Warnings: opioid abuse, car sex, semi-public sex, touch starved!julian/touch-sensitive!reader, reader is a villain, slight OOC!Julian, fuck or die, unhappy ending, graphic language, DUB CON (via sex pollen), attempted sexual assault, nonconsensual drugging, mentions of sexual abuse, depression, self harm, suicide, and grooming, misandry and mistrust of men, age gap (Albert in 30s and Reader in 20s), breath play, hinted sapiosexuality, blindfolding with tie, sensory deprivation, small mention of British accent kink, light mommy kink, daddy kink, doctor kink, small orgasm denial, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, creampie, dacryphilia, use of handcuffs, hair pulling, scratching, biting, lot of saliva, one moment of light choking, p in v (unprotected), oral (m receiving), small dom/sub dynamics, reader sluts out Julian 🔥😩
You were once a good girl. Polite, well mannered, always smiling. Then, all that changed when you met your first boyfriend. You were 15 and He was 25. To you, it didn’t seem wrong. It was only love to you. In his eyes, however, he saw someone he could mold. Down the line you found yourself selling your body for him but whenever he’d reward you with drugs all the pain went away. Now all you cared for was chasing down that high again and again. The kind of high that nobody else could give you through sex or any kind of intimacy. To you, drugs made life worth living.
When you were finally free from your boyfriend’s clutches, you thought you could change again. Leading a life of sobriety, you even went back to school to complete your GED.
It was all pointless. You ended up right back where you were even without him in your life. Suddenly, you went back to chasing that high. It was a cruel sick joke that life spun on you. Countless times you’ve thought of ending it all and you’ve attempted to no avail. At one point, even found yourself in a hospital after downing a bottle of pills. A person who’d found you unresponsive in your car saved you from dying. You didn’t even get a name or seen a face. Call it divine intervention if you will.
Even experiencing near death wasn’t enough to stop you. You took Vicodin as if it were just one of your daily vitamins.
Your lifestyle was expensive, though. These drugs were eating away at your savings. Of course, this meant that you had to look for ways to fund your lifestyle but your sensitivity to touch wouldn’t allow you to go back to that life where you’d prostitute your body for money and drugs.
You put up a profile on this site for sugar daddies and babies to meet. You looked for ones in particular that didn’t want any sexual favors. You were fine with giving pictures, attention, praise but nothing as far as that. But men in this world always preferred sex. That’s all they ever fucking wanted. It made you angry. They all wanted to use you and your body then toss you to the side. Where the hell were the men that just wanted a friend to give money to?!
Then, you’re eyes landed on his profile. The perfect sucker: nerdy, slightly reserved, shy. He was just your type. He didn’t ask for sex all he wanted was an ear to be lended to him. Swiping right, you anticipated his response when the text ‘it’s a match’ pops up on your screen.
You’re giddy to know that you’ve gotten the match although a part of you thinks it was just some loser catfishing you.That was until you recieved a message from him. Your interest is peaked.
*Text Messages*
Hello! I’m absolutely elated that we’ve matched.
-Julian
Hi 👋 Yeah I’m happy, too. Especially since you’re so cute.
-Y/N
😅 I appreciate the compliment.
-Julian
So, is this your first time?
-Y/N
Yes, I don’t usually do this kind of thing. But I could use someone to talk to after a tragedy in my family. People would say a therapist is the way to go but if I’m going to pay for someone to listen to my problems, I might as well give it to someone I find pretty. In a way, I’m using my money to support someone who actually needs it.
-Julian
You rolled your eyes and gagged a little at that. He’s definitely not a smooth talker but this just confirms that he does not have much experience with girls. No way would he try to make a move on you.
I’m sorry about the tragedy you experienced. I lost someone in my family as a kid. My dad. I don’t remember him much though. Anyway, everyone copes their own way. Nothing’s wrong with how you chose to cope.
-Y/N
You wanted to come in for the close, guaranteed that in no way that you would be doing anything sexually with this man.
So what are you looking for? I know you’ve got it on your profile but I’d like to know the specifics
-Y/N
Just a mate to share my thoughts or ramblings with. That’s all really. No sex. I’m not very good at that stuff, anyway haha
-Julian
You stare at the message, a smile slowly creeping onto your face. He was just the guy you’ve been looking for in the past months.
I can be that for you.
Y/N
So that day, Julian planned for you both to meet the following day. When you met him in person, he was even better looking. Soft blue eyes, slick blonde, and beard that frame his face in way that somehow added to his soft features. When he smiled, you could tell it was genuine. It was bright and wide. You couldn’t believe how warm and safe you felt whenever he’s flash that 100 watt smile.
Twice a month, on either Fridays or Wednesdays, you’d visit his city and he’d invite you to his home. He’d rant about things you obviously didn’t care about. Historical facts, stories about his archeologist adventures, and even his time in CSI. Most days, though, you would talk through video chat or messaging but you would treasure the times when you got to see his face physically.
You hadn’t noticed it but over the 6 months your heart began to flutter whenever he’d get so excited to tell you something. He’s so happy when he speaks with you. So pure. All because he just wants to be himself without any judgment of his social skills.
Why did part of you wish to have the courage to touch him someday?
But there were times where he could be quite arrogant. He had a right to be, you guessed. He is incredibly smart, after all. He even made a name for himself without the help of his family’s wealth.
It was one evening, you were both sat on his couch when things began to take a turn in a way you would have never expected.
“I once despised meta-humans. They get powers and suddenly it’s list of big bads wanting to control the world. During the meta-human outbreak, i used to question, ‘Why? Why couldn’t it have been me to get remarkable abilities?” Julian takes a sip of his hard liquor. “If I were given powers, I’d save the world. I understand that power can get to some heads. But I know I’d be so much more different. I would stop bad things from happening.”
“When I was a little girl,” You began. “I wanted to be a hero. Then, life showed me otherwise. Sometimes…the world doesn’t understand the villains.” You clutched your knees to your chest, looking up at him defiantly.
“You don’t mean that. Sure, you’re angry at the world but that doesn’t mean you’d want to watch it burn.”
“But what if I did? This world’s the reason why my dad’s dead, why my boyfriend used me, why I’m a fucking addict.”
“I thought I recognized you from somewhere,” He sits up straighter, turning his body to face you front on. “You overdosed in your car one night. You were unresponsive. I took you to the hospital immediately, hoping you’d pull through. I’m sorry I hadn’t stayed with you that night. I just didn’t want to crowd you for your recovery.”
Your eyes remained wide, you were speechless. He was the reason you were alive. He thinks that you should thank him or something!
“I never asked to be saved.” You say through gritted teeth.
“Life is tough. I get it.”
“The hell you do,” You rejected. “Rich boy from England but somehow you understand what the fuck I’ve been through.”
“I lost my sister to illness. Maybe I don’t know all that you’ve went through but I’ve lost someone I’ve loved, too,” He says and you can tell he meant what he said.
“I’d do anything to see her again. I’ve had chances where I could’ve brought her back once again. Those chances meant dire consequences for everyone else. I had to learn to let go for the protection of our world. Sometimes love requires great sacrifices, great hurt, great trauma but that shouldn’t stop you from believing—” He places a hand on your knee in a moment of sincerity.
You quickly jump away and he immediately retreats his hand. “I do apologize.” He rushes to say.
“I have to go.” You gathered your things in a haste.
“I really didn’t mean to, Y/N,” He holds his hands up in surrender. “I respect your boundaries.”
“You don’t have to pay me for the night. I haven’t stayed the whole night so you’re off the hook. Goodnight.” You awkwardly bowed down, before walking out.
You made up your mind to relieve some stress driving to your dealer’s trap house with what little money you had, you brought a new drug he advertised to you.
“This right here will get you right. You snort it up and you’ll feel that high your looking for. Even the supers look for this. It’s called Supernova Spice.” Mickey says.
“I’m sold.” You say, examining the crystal blue powder in the little baggie.
“Yeah, just take it here. I don’t want you driving with that shit in your system. It’s your first time and I want you to be safe.”
You rolled your eyes. “I guess but you’ll have to line it up from me.” You smile and extended the ziplock bag to him.
He takes the power dumping it onto the table and making one big line for you and holds out the straw. You take the straw and just as you were about inhale it you look at him.
“You don’t wanna share the line, Mick?”
“Nah, I already had a line.”
You shrugged, snorting the substance. Soon as you did, Mickey began to caress your back. You froze, turning your gaze to him.
“What are you doing?” You asked.
“You feeling anything yet.” His hand travels down your butt.
“Mick, y-you know that’s not okay. I know we’re friends but I’m not comfortable with those kind of touches.”
“You’ll love it.” He scoots over and tried to place a kiss on your neck. You push him away.
“Don’t touch me.”
“You’re gonna die if you don’t fuck me, bitch. Might as well give me some—”
“What the fuck are you talking about?”
He doesn’t answer, jumping on top of you as you kicked and screamed. Then, you heard someone burst through the front door. Julian had found you, taking the disgusting assaulter and throwing him to the ground.
Mickey scrambles on the ground, trying to get up but ends up curling in a ball and groaning in pain. Julian ignores him, focusing his attention on comforting you.
“Are you okay?” He says, eyes as wide as saucers. He was really concerned for you.
“Yes.” You stand on your feet from the couch.
“Come with me. We’re getting you out of here.” He says.
You nod, following after him. The dealer calls out to you and you both turn to look at the pitiful man. “What about me? I’m gonna die. I took the Supernova Spice.”
“Supernova Spice?! The police will be on their way here anyway. They’ll get you the help you need. Y/N, we’re going.” Julian’s delivery is stern and you almost feel like you’ve seen some kind of dominant nature. So this was how he was like when in action. You shouldn’t have found that to be so enticing.
You get into his car and he immediately drives off, not saying a word to you, jaw clenched.
“How’d you know where to find me?” You say breaking the silence.
He doesn’t speak at first, keeping his eyes on the road. He’s angry.
“I said, ‘How’d you find me?’”
“I followed you. I figured you’d be making a trip to the dealers.”
“Who the hell do you think you are?”
“The man that just saved your life. Twice might I add,” He scoffs, glancing at you incredulously before donning a serious tone. “We need to get you to my lab. If what he gave you is actually Supernova Spice then you can be in serious trouble.”
“I’m not going anywhere further with you. Not until you pay me.”
“Pay you?! You were literally willing to spend all you had. I won’t allow you to continue this cycle of abuse on yourself.”
“You’re gonna fucking pay. You’ll pay for not letting me die and you’ll pay for wasting my time.”
“No.”
“Stop the car.” You demanded.
“I’m getting you to a lab.”
“I said, ‘Stop’.” You held your hands out in front of you.The car abruptly stops.
You look over to Julian who’s looking back at you, stunned. “H-how’d you do that?”
“Do what?” You asked, quietly.
“You said stop and the car won’t budge now.”
You look down your hands. You notice at the corner of you eyes, Julian went to reach for the walkie in his car only for the walkie to be practically dead.
“Y-you’re meta-human. How?”
“I don’t know. But I don’t care. Take me to back to Mickey’s place. I’m gonna kick his ass then take all his shit.”
“Y/N, you won’t do that.”
“I fucking will. I can do what I want now that I have powers. I will get my revenge. Just as I did with Dan.”
“Who’s Dan?”
“My first boyfriend. I’m sure I killed him. I never remembered how. Just blacked out then woke up and he was right in front of me, dead. No blood. No weapon. Doctors said he had a heart attack. But I dreamt that I was the one who stopped his heart. Now I know how. I didn’t recognize my power. My strength. Now I can hurt those who’ve hurt me. Starting with Mickey.”
“Power doesn’t equate strength.”
“Oh, yeah?” You challenge him, stretching out your hand and commanding your power. The car begins to rock back and forth violently.
“Just stop it!” He calls out.
You stop all movements, looking at him with a huge smirk on your face. “That takes strength to me. Drive.”
“I’m not taking you anywhere. I won’t participate in any form of criminal activity you wish to partake in. My friends know I should be heading over to the lab. They’ll come looking for me if they realize I’m missing. You’ll end up in prison.”
You swore your remembered he had some kind of affiliation with The Flash. He did work for the law enforcement so it wasn’t farfetched.
“I don’t think so,” You outstretched your hand to him and he flies out the driver’s seat onto the hard pavement of the empty street. He’s knocked out cold. “Goodbye, doctor.”
You hopped into the driver’s seat. Just you were about to speed off, you felt an overwhelming sensation coming over you. You were overheated, an aching throb between your legs. You groaned, knowing that the only person who could help you was this dork.
Finding a pair of handcuffs from his glove compartment, you latched them onto his wrists. Dragging him and hiking him up into the passenger’s seat. You entered the driver’s side, looking for a way to bring him back into consciousness but he’s already stirring awake.
He looks down at his wrists, eyes shifting to you. He seethes.
“What’s wrong with me?” You pant, the feeling was becoming unbearable. You squeeze your thighs together.
Julian notes your discomfort. Instead of assisting, he makes a tactless remark. “Like I’d help you. I’ve rescued a murderer. Twice. Christ, I’m shite at everything.” He dry laughs.
You feel yourself begin to feel faint, hyperventilating for air. He grows concerned for you understanding your symptoms had reached extreme levels of danger. Despite what Julian knows about you now, he couldn’t see himself letting you suffer.
“What’s happening to me?” You asked again, looking at him with pleading eyes. “Please.” You added.
He sighs. “You’ve ingested a highly potent dose of a drug known as Supernova Spice or …sex pollen. It raises your hormone levels at an alarming rate.”
“How can I stop this? It hurts so badly. I need…I need something.”
“If you let me, I can give you the directions to my lab. I can help you.”
“No, I won’t let you trick me. I’ll look for my own help. Give me your money,” You stretch your hand in his direction ready to attack again if he didn’t comply. “Now.”
“Obviously, I can’t reach it for it. It’s in my right pocket but you’ve cuffed me.”
You groan, understanding that this meant you’d have to touch him. You shivered at the thought. It’d been so long since you’d touched any man. 3 years exactly. You’d known Julian for 6 months but the thought of you touching him spooked you. You had to push that fear aside in a desperate attempt to leave before his reinforcements arrived.
Leaning over the console, you reach over to his right pocket. You were leaning over his lap. You can smell the scent of his cologne wafting passed your nostrils. The indirect touch of your fingertips scanning his clothed thigh for his pocket causing your stomach to tingle with want.
It’s dark. The only lighting being the streetlight you were parked under. You looked up at him. His eyes are dark and intense. The throbbing between your legs increases and your heart races. Instead of its mission to find the money, your hand grips his inner thigh hard. Right near the area you craved to have inside you.
“What are you doing?” He questioned, looking down at you confused. You ignored him crawling over and straddling him in his seat. At this point, Dr. Albert knew the drug had taken over your actions and soon you’d be in your final stages of the effects. Saving you this time would mean considering alternative options. A particular option he’d suggest, would worry him in how you’d take it. But Julian didn’t need to suggest anything because it seemed like you’ve already considered it.
You take his cuffed wrists, looping them around your body so that you were trapped in his embrace. You shivered once again at the touch of a man. A man whom you’ve desired for a while now too afraid to admit.
Now Julian is breathing hard, understanding where this would be going. He feels your lips ghosting over the sensitive flesh of his neck so exposed and vulnerable for you to bite. So you do. This earns a surprised moan from him. You smile against his neck. So, he liked pain.
Soon you were peppering soft kisses all over his neck. Your fingers entwined in his now messy hair. You didn’t recognize yourself. You’d gone feral, kissing, sucking, and biting at the flesh while grinding yourself on his lean thigh. Even with the barriers of your cotton underwear and his suit pants, he can feel your sopping wet core leaking through his khakis.
“I’m sorry,” You whispered in his ear between kisses. “I don’t know what’s come over me. My intention isn’t to force anything on you. But I just need you.” The last part came out as a whine.
Julian makes an attempt to speak but your lips soon cover his. You’re the opposite of your former self. A once touch sensitive girl, now all you craved was his touch.
You began to suck on his tongue, shifting your position so that now you could grind directly on his hard erection. He tastes like coffee. The kiss as addicting as the caffeine. Even closely addicting as drugs.
You’re deepening the kiss, desperate for more. Moaning and groaning, your sounds egged him on and he’d slowly lose his restraint.
The sounds of lip smacking and wet tongues wrestling fill the empty space of the car atmosphere. Putting his cuffed hands up and over again so that they were placed between your bodies, you brought them around your neck. You bite your lip at the feeling of his large, veiny hands squeezing around your delicate throat. If you weren’t so stubborn, you’d uncuff him and let him freely put his hands all over you. For now, though, you were glad relishing in this feeling. Was this what you were missing?
You suck his tongue back into your mouth, him groaning at the action. Julian didn’t know much of sex. He kept to himself, most of the time, and he’d been okay with it. Then, he met you and suddenly he began to question things but he knew it’d never happen between you. Now he’s eating his words. You were hungry for him and him only. He’s never had a woman aggressively begging to be fucked by him. But then again, she under the influence of the sex pollen something he had to remind himself of in order to pull away.
He almost felt bad when he saw the disappointed look on your face. “I know a way you can save yourself without us having to do anything. You can…masturbate. It won’t be much but it can help calm your stress levels before—”
“No,” You’re solemn with your words, whispering softly against his lips. “Please let me fuck you, Dr. Albert. If I don’t get to have you tonight…I’m not sure what I’d do.”
You had a ‘doctor’ kink. Interesting. Julian quickly shakes off this horny thought. “You don’t want me, Y/N. It’s only the drug. We can still get you some help.
“No help. Just you.” You popped the buttons of his shirt and they scatter all over the car. You also tear at the flimsy white undershirt. Then, you unlooped the tie around his neck. You needed to feel his naked chest on you. Placing wet kisses on him, his chest hair and the happy trial were doing wonders for you. It felt as if you need to feel every inch of him as possible to cure you of your pain.
You were scared at how vulnerable you allowed yourself to be. You’ve never recalled a moment where you were this affectionate with a partner. “I need your cock so bad.” You whine some more.
“Use me,” Julian says, giving in. He’s shocked by his own words. It was as if he’d received contact effects of the sex pollen. Just as horny and desperate for you as you are for. “Use me however you wish. I can’t say I’ll be any good but I can assist—”His words are cut when you began to blow on neck. He shivers.
Using his tie, you put it over his eyes. He’s frustrated at the idea that he’s not allowed to look or touch you but it quickly dissipates when he feels you sliding down his body. The clanking of his belt buckle and your heavy breaths fill the air.
You were on your knees in front of him, impatiently trying to free his large member from its restraints. When he’s freed, his cock slaps against his soft belly with a thud.
He was painfully hard and twitching in sight. The pink swelled tip of his dick leaking precum. You licked your lips at its beauty. You lick shyly at the tip earning a hiss from his lips.
A dangerous twinkle in your eye appears when you savor his taste. You were uncontrollable, wrapping your warm mouth around him; bobbing and sucking as if he were the world’s tastiest lollipop.
His moans are loud. He’s worried that should a cop pass by this road, they would for sure know what was going on. He can’t stop himself from raising his volume no matter how hard he’d bite his lip. The blindfolding only enhanced his pleasure. Not to mention he’s never had a girl go down on him. He’s always been the one to give never expecting in return.
All the built time of no sex would soon flood him. He was going to cum soon. You were relentless, sucking hard then softly. Then you’d swirl your tongue around the tip and occasionally scrape your teeth light on the base.
You gagged around him, playing with yourself with the matching the rhythm of his groans and your bobbing. Your moans sending vibrations to his dick. He throbbing against your tongue.
“Holy fuck! Mummy, I’m gonna cum.”
‘Mummy’. You loved the sound of that. His accent only adding more to your horniness. You wanted to ruin him for anyone else.
You couldn’t let him cum, though. That needed to be inside you. There will be plenty of times where you’ll allow him to cum in your mouth but something told you that he needed to cum deep within you.
You pulled away and he groans. You blow air on his chest letting him feel your breath tickling his skin. It was such a tease. You spit on his cock, jerking him in your hands before pulling down your panties and straddling him. Hiking up your skirt, you sink yourself on his hard length and the two of you let out a satisfying groan.
You began to bounce on his cock in a feverish frenzy. But in a desperate need to be close as possible, you resorted to grinding on Julian’s thick, curved cock instead. He thrusts up into you. All could do was feel the pressure of your walls constricting him deep inside you. You were so wet that you were positive you’ve stained his seats. The gushing wet noises emitting from your bodies causing more of your juices to flow.
“Fuck, you’re so bloody tight.” Julian says. His vocals are strained.
You uncuff and remove his blindfold in a hurry, still rocking into him. Instead of pushing you off, he wraps an arm around your waist, the other gripping your ass to guide you. You pull off your shirt and bra allowing your breasts to press against his chest. Your hardened peaks grazing against the hairy chest adding on to the pleasure.
The two of you are grinding hard to meet each other’s thrusts. You can feel the tip of his cock nudging against the soft spot inside you. You sink your teeth into his shoulders, one of your hands wrinkling his buttonless shirt in a fist, while the other scratched down his back.
“Fuck, you’ve got a big cock. You’re making me feel so good and full, daddy. Making me drip all over you.”
“I’ll cum if you keep talking like that.” He whines only to end up spilling inside you without warning.
You feel his hot spurts of cum, coating your walls. He’s whimpering as he clutches you close to him, orgasm so intense that tears pricked the corners of his eyes. It was so sudden, so unexpected. He’s embarrassed at the idea that he came so fast, looking up at you in shame. What he hadn’t known was…you actually found it hot.
“I’m sorry. I think I might’ve…,” He trails off, not wanting to meet your eyes. “It’s been a long time.”
You grind down on him again, your mouth returns onto his again as you do so. His soft length stirs awaken inside you again. Your hands tug at his hair. You’re kissing him so hard it felt as if his soul was being sucked from his body.
He’s sensitive from his release. A mix of pain and pleasure as you continue to rock onto his hard cock. You pull away from the kiss, breathing in each other’s air.
“It hurts.” He whimpers against your lips.
“You want me to stop, doctor?” Your hips moving in deep, shallow circles. Sloshing and squelching from your mixed juices louder than your moans. It was disgustingly hot.
“No.” His nails dig into the soft flesh on your ass.
Grinding so close against him, your clit rubs deliciously against his belly. You groan, sinking your nails into his sides to rut against him with added support.
You felt your orgasm slowly approaching. The aching you felt a while ago long replaced with a feeling of euphoria. You’re chasing your high, staring intensely into his eyes.
“I’m coming again.” He mewl, teary-eyed.
He hits hard against that button inside you and you see white, biting hard into his neck as you came. You were violently shaking, moan in repeated succession. A large puddle of wetness under you and all over him. You’ve squirted for the first time. Ever.
“Oh fuck!” He came deep inside you once again. The sticky white fluid dosing the fire that burned within you.
“Holy shit.” You whispered, still trembling as you rest your chin on his shoulder. You were breathing hard, reeling and processing everything.
He rubs at your back. You knew it was sweaty—you were both really sweaty—but he still managed to comfort you and you no longer felt the need to twitch in his touch even with the effects of the drug wearing off.
“This shouldn’t have happened.” He says softly through his light panting.
“I know,” You nuzzled in his neck. “You’ll turn me in. Won’t you?”
“I don’t think you killed your boyfriend.”
“But I did. I killed them all. All the men who’ve paid for my body, my boyfriend, and soon…Mickey.”
“I can’t let you do that.”
You pull off him already mourning the loss of him inside you. You’re back in the driver’s seat. You get dressed, sliding your underwear back on your body before his cum could leak down your legs. “Then, you’ll have to turn me in.”
“I can’t.” He says, avoiding your stare again and adjusting his pants and what’s left of his shirt.
“Why not?”
“Because I care for you, okay. I know we’ve only officially known each other for half a year but I just want to make sure you’re okay. I don’t think you’re evil. I think you’ve wanted to be rescued all along.”
“I’m not some damsel in distress.”
“You’re not. But everyone needs help. Even heroes. You were there for me. You listened to me when I felt as if I couldn’t live a life where I felt ignored.”
“Only because I was getting paid.”
“You didn’t care to take the money only during the times when you badly craved those drugs. I see that you wish to be good. That with the right connection, you could get better. You and I, need each other more than we’ve ever realized.”
“When you say that…it makes me believe you. Yet, I still have my doubts.”
“It’s okay, too, have issues trusting others,” His hand goes up in an attempt to touch your cheek, stopping himself when he remembered your preference for touch. You permit him, taking his hand and placing it on your cheek. “Put your trust in me. I can help you.”
You kissed his palm. “I…I can’t. I’m sorry.” You ran out of the car into the dark of the night, refusing to look back or you’d never leave his arms.
He’s stunned at your decision, unable to move. A whip of wind swarms around him. The Flash arriving. He’d just missed you. However, Julian missed you now and always.
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